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Genuinely sorry for those last 50 or so quickfire reblogs but sometimes it'll be 4am and I'll end up stalking my old blog's archive and drench myself in the nostalgia of better days where every single image on that blog instantly reminds me of a certain point of my life and I get lost in the reminiscent haze of memories that have long since been buried under the last decade.
Even if some of those posts aged like lukewarm milk or are unacceptable levels of cringe.
You get it.
#sometimes I miss my old blog#like back then I had a large friend group - a girlfriend - a literal black book full of an A to Z of drug contacts - a job#yeah it was wild#Nostalgia says we're only going to remember the good parts though and pretend that's all it was#we're NOT going to think about her though. we agreed#or the daily MDMA abuse#or losing all but one friend#or the best job I ever had#or decent contacts#nah#we decided those events weren't real and we won't be recollecting them#didn't we my precious#oh yes precious yess we dids
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she can't keep getting away with this
#my art#ahsoka tano#star wars#star wars fan art#THOSE BLUE ORBS#disney i will pay for decent contacts myself i'm begging#ahsoka
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since so many of you went crazy for the halenthir hug I’m trusting you all with this eternally unfinished caranthir-haleth-lúthien wip. like??? yes haladin are known to be short but elves are outrageous.
#wip#in fairness to haleth I don’t think anyone could be expected to easily maintain decent eye contact in this situation
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Claudia im sorry I wasn’t your mother . I wish I could blow up every man on iwtv with my brain.
#the anti blackness and misogyny of trial the wolf can shed tears and get applauded but lamb has to be sacrificed#lestat did not even d!e and claudia still had to pay the price#this entire episode really makes my stomach churn#I could write thesis how she was wronged#Lestat apologising to Louis and not even one eye contact with claudia before she starts turning into dust infront his eyes I wish the world#just exploded#im so sad again#this also shows that how ppl can give grace to men for much less but put women through ridiculous standards to be even considered decent#interview with the vampire#iwtv#claudia#claudia iwtv#claudia interview with the vampire
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Tell me, what's...
Tell me, what's your favorite colour~
#ore no kao#been a few selfieless weeks hmmm#had a fun third time seeing Tokyo Police Club Tues night--but ofc lucky#no. 3 was for their farewell show 🥲#also i feel like i made decent eye contact with Dave Monks (singer)--he was v cute lol#(part of me getting so into TPC may have been finding him attractive lol)#also still wish i couldve talked with the one cute guy on the L train after who seemed interested but oh well#but yeah past few weeks have been a bit of a lot given life/family stuff and work and all#hi :)#yes this is another post-show selfie in probably my favorite jock why
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Something I realized (which was obvious to me subconsciously) is that... The family that vehemently didn't accept me when I first came out but now do accept me are still the same family that I am most unwilling to be open about things I feel protective over.
I remember that my dad reacted so poorly, not to my coming out, but to my transition specifically that my therapist was the one to ask if I wanted to put it on my file that I wanted nothing to ever be shared with him about my health after I broke down multiple times due to my anxiety that I would never transition. While there are and were protections for me, I was incredibly fearful at the time because I was a minor, and I was so worried that he would have prevented my transition that I couldn't have said for certain what (if any) lengths he would have gone to to prevent that.
He's grown a lot as a person, and made some commendable strides. But he didn't find out from me when I medically transitioned the second I turned eighteen, and I think that's among the things that truly made him realize the scope of the issue.
I'm not here to guilt trip parents, guardians, or other members responsible for the care of the children or teens or young adults in their care.... but this is a cautionary tale. You aren't saving the people in your care when you do this, you simply reinforce an idea that you will never care for them, never want them as they are, would rather them be shoved away.
When you give people reasons to be secretive, they will behave secretively. When you give people reasons to doubt their safety around you, they will become sneaky, defensive, and withdrawn. When you give people reasons to doubt that you value their life, they will believe that you don't care if they live or not.
#queer#lgbt#lgbtq#ally advice#transphobia#transphobia tw#i always feel the need to preface that i have a rebuilt relationship with my dad specifically...#...but that my experiences with them have served to me in many ways to illustrate... well... what NOT to do if you are in his situation#i do still grieve that my relationship with him looks very scarred and that it took a long time to get to where he is now#but i recognize that in many ways this is a product of the world and culture we live in and that he lived in#in a world he grew up gay was used as a slur. would i expect that trans people would be treated better?#and he was responsible for how he reacted but also... it's nuanced as to why he reacted so poorly#and i want people to AVOID being like he did if they EVER want a decent relationship with the other person#i want this to be a cautionary tale and that my ending is unique. not all of us are even ABLE to repair a relationship that was THAT broken#some of us die trying. some of us never get closure. some of us are in active danger because of those reactions#and that's the more common reality i have found. most other queer people have no-contact with families who pulled the shit my dad had...#...and that's - frankly - a good idea in 99.9% of cases. i will never judge someone for the way they go about dealing with that#i'm just emphasizing that i am unique in the sense that i was able to somewhat repair that
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there were so many jays in the woods today...they sound like how i imagine velociraptors would have sounded
#contact call#cretaceous simulator out here in the woods today#still got no decent photos though 😔 jays are so hard to photograph#i have better photos of woodpeckers and i've seen a lot more jays than woodpeckers 😭
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Gouache exercise in autoportrait (that photographs extremely badly) and encouraging mini me
#og art#self portrait#eye contact#ent has a face#it's a decent portrait i think but not excellent#gouache
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Day 2 - Transition. A conversation with your future self. colourless ver. under rm !!
#Trans Jayce Week 2023#jayce giopara#jayce league of legends#league of legends#arcane league of legends#league of legends fanart#transtism real#i have a class early tomorrow soooo i finished this at a . more REASONABLE time today#tonight? idk. whatever. slay#transition#jayce talis#thats who this ! is supposed to be specifically but itse fine it works either way itll do teehee#meowing loudly . the colours on this gave me sooo much trouble#fun pose!!!!!!!!!!!!! colouring makes me murderous#man of progress my ass. man of horrible colur harmonies and unessesary additions to the pallette (looking at you yellow sock)#BUT !! all in all i Guess i like this piece :] itse a more ambitious pose than id usually try and!! other than the legs floating a bit it#has pretty !! decent contact points ect i think so :)#figure studies my belobved youve made me a much better man#i am this close to putting vik + jayce into some sort of artist au thing because autism begs me to mix special interests#viktors the type of freak to learn about sine waves and proper physics terms to properly animate a dress in the wind or something#them working in a studio together? i am crazy. i am insane. autism is overtaking me. im half human and half foxy /ref#shoutout to me for talking so much in thesetags also. stay winning jase nation. if you read to the end of these you get a prize
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Is this anything lol
#the works of b#eddie diaz#evan buckley#911 abc#bisexual buck#do what you will for eddie lol#for me he's#demi eddie diaz#afaik hen has at least a decent relationship with her mom right?#so i don't think it would apply to her#also this in two different ways: eddie's parents think they know him but they really don't get him#buck just straight up has gone no-contact at various points in his life
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finished veilguard and my final thoughts on it are that it's a pretty fun rpg but a bad dragon age game
#at times it felt like it was made by people who have never heard of dragon age in their life#as a game on it's own like the characters story combat it's a decent 7/10#but as a dragon age game it's a 3/10 and the only reason it's not a 1/10 is cause the ancient elvhen lore was actually good#and it sucks cause i really wanted to love this game#like i'm not a dao/da2 only purist i genuinely love inquisition it's my second fave dragon age game#so i was really going into veilguard genuinely hopeful it was going to be good#but after ten years of waiting this was not it lol#honestly the whole thing can be tracked back to them throwing away the worldstates#because that's the foundation of a dragon age game and it showed that they don't really care for established lore#as an example compared to inquisition which had three different possible warden contacts#with three completely different personalities and three different voicelines to record#this just seems lazy not to even try including the different worldstates over codex entries#(sorry if this is all rambly and makes no sense i just have a lot of feelings on it akdjfkf)#datv lb#bioware critical#datv critical
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no one can convince me there’s decent men out there that won’t treat me like a sex object
#anytime i think a man is decent#bam! it’s all let’s fuck let’s fuck here’s my dick#i’m seeing someone btw but i just wanna fuck n use you#like ugh men are just gross asf#don’t contact me ab sex or pics if you’re seeing someone PIG
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Listen, if @steamninja is gonna keep taking uncomfortably close high quality shots y'all are gonna keep having to suffer them 😈
(I'm seeing the tour again in a week and I'm a little excited about it)
#this was at like 11pm so I'm just glad my makeup held up decently#beetlejuice#beetlejuice musical#beetlejuice cosplay#beetlejuice the musical#beetlejuice broadway#eye contact tw#<- is this a useful tag?#i think i saw someone use it and it definitely would apply here#cosplay#scopophobia tw
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fanart is hARRRDDDDD
#ray draws something#cult of the lamb#??? cotl#does he have a name#cotl fanart#cotl mystic seller#mystic seller#cotl#i did not have fun drawing this#😭#at least it looks kindof decent#dare i say pretty#idk i like him#cw eyes#cw eye contact#kindof#not really#just to be safe
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ooh in that case could we hear about thatcher or ruth :o
YEEAAA Sorry i'm just happy to be able to ramble a bit- /VLH
Thatcher. I'm thinking he's a werewolf but I haven't gotten a good idea of his design that. wouldn't just be alt au Thatcher- /VLH
Basically, he got turned on the investigation in the murray household, being attacked and bit by another werewolf, while Ruth. unfortunately died in the attack. Thatcher definitely. hates the fact that he's no longer fully human.
However, Ruth. is still around. in spirit anyway. She mainly talks through radios, but also really likes living in computers and only making herself known to Thatcher. she basically takes over the computer fully and can access anything said computer also can access. Kinda like. a sentient, less annoying and actually helpful Clippy.
Also I just finished a mock up of her design like less than an hour ago so here!
#asks are neat#tmc monster au#Virus Ruth#Monster Thatcher#Yeah. i'll tag them as that#unsettling#eye contact tw#shmorps art#Still working on Thatcher in this au but Ruth is decently developed.#A living computer “virus” that actually wants to help Thatcher out.#Oh yeah also the MCPD wants to cover up monsters existence and/or kill them#being the reason Ruth prefers to hide from them aside from Thatcher and why Thatcher doesn't want them to know HE TOO is a monster.#Thought I should. add that too-
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love romantic soft dom levi but also love clumsy awkward stumbling over his words because he's so flustered levi aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
#just imagining him meeting you at a college party for the 1st time#and its one of those nights where he mightve gotten more drunk than he intended#which was the reason why he was brave enough to approach you as you were getting a drink from your mutual friend's fridge#and all he does is walk up to you#clearing his throat as he grabs a drink for himself and he kinda just looks up between you and his drink before saying 'hi'#youre just a little dumbfounded because you thought he hated you since he was always glaring any time you made eye contact throughout#the night#and dfgjkshgjkhgf'#you manage to say 'hi' back but he starts regretting trying to approach you bc he doesnt know what else to say after that#and--well#he kinda turns on his heel and walks away super red in the ears#i think he does this several more times before actually having a decent conversation with you :(((((((((
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