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My gayboy academia making its reappearance,,,,

@oquinn53 @twowhalesinthewoods

[maybe-theres-hope]

For @tailoredshirt bc you literally asked and I am but a simple writer who needs validation to live lol here is the whole scene (dialogue ripped straight from the movie, and that will happen on several occasions throughout, but. There was a reason I picked it lol)

Also thank you to @oquinn53 for being the most amazing person and encouraging me 🖤

Tarlos Pirates of the Caribbean AU:

Tyler’s face enters his line of sight and Carlos’ breath stops for a moment. His face is radiant and open, his eyes alight with the sunny mid-morning. Port Royal is a forgotten backwater of an outpost, barely a heartbeat away from being taken by anyone who chances to happen upon her, but it’s Carlos’ home and he would have it no other way, if only just to be able to witness the Governor’s son in all his finery just once in a blue moon.

Today Tyler Strand is in a stunning light green frock coat and breeches, bringing out the green in his eyes and reflecting the waves of the Caribbean back at anyone he looks upon.

The breeches do absolutely nothing to hide the lithe tone of his form, hard won by years in the saddle. Carlos’ mouth goes dry at the thought of caressing a hand over the fabric and imagining the soft skin underneath. It isn’t proper or fair to think of Tyler in such a way, though, so he schools his features just as the man in question comes to join Carlos and Governor Strand on the steps of the mansion.

“Ah, Tyler, there you are! I was beginning to worry you'd lost your way down the hall,” the Governor chastises, though it's overtly fond. Tyler, however, only has eyes for Carlos.

“Carlos! It's so good to see you!” He exclaims as he gracefully descends the steps, coming to stand far too close for Carlos’ heart, his smile a thing of pure sunlight. “I had a dream about you last night.”

Carlos swallows, mind going nowhere it should.

When he’s silent for a beat too long, Tyler elaborates, “About the day we met, do you remember?”

Carlos smiles tightly, memories flooding him with warm sea air and cold saltwater in his mouth, opening his eyes to look upon a curious face that, even back then, was so beautiful.

He dreams of that day nearly every night. And most days as well.

“How could I forget, Mr. Strand?” He says courteously. Tyler laughs and it's like music.

“Carlos, how many times must I ask you to call me Tyler?”

“At least once more, Mr. Strand, as always.”

It is the wrong thing to say.

He watches with sadness as the sunlight in Tyler’s face is shaded by clouds, his eyes going hard and hurt, his mouth forming a thin line. All familiar from the last time they had this same exchange. Carlos finds it harder each time to convince himself of his reasoning for remaining so distant–society, propriety, the Governor–but in reality it's his own doing. His own cowardice. How he wishes he was brave and valiant enough to warrant the affections of such a creature as Tyler Strand.

The Governor is saying something else and then he's ushering Tyler towards a waiting carriage, the rapier Carlos has lovingly made over a period of weeks clutched under his arm.

“Good day, Mr. Reyes,” is Tyler’s cold, final reply before he turns on his heel and continues down the steps to the carriage.

“Good day,” Carlos murmurs under his breath, trying out the name on his lips like he's allowed such an intimacy, “Tyler.”

It tastes like a forbidden caress.

[silver-sass]

17 Questions for 17 People

Tagged by @opalescent-tides. I'm in love with you for this

Nickname: Mickey/Micki

Zodiac: Aquarius

Height: a sturdy 5'4"

Last thing I googled: Victorian ghost nightgown (I want to make one) (a nightgown, that is)

Song stuck in my head: I Found by Amber Run

Number of people you follow: 52, but like a third of them are dead accounts

Amount of sleep you get: 6-7 hours, but I need like 8-9 to be functional AND chipper

Lucky numbers: 13 & 4

Dream job: Clinical psychologists that specializes in suicide/self-harm prevention and management of those impulses and intrusive thoughts. Also, a writer for the girlies with unresolved teenage rage like me

What are you currently wearing: Me-made shorts with hella deep pockets and a thrifted Cowboy Bebop t-shirt of Spike that's hella large on me, but I love it

Movies/books that summarize me: All's Well by Mona Awad, Suspiria (2018), Braid (2018), Castle In The Sky (1986), Sailor Moon (any and all media), The Summer That Melted Everything by Tiffany McDaniel

What is your favorite instrument: The cello! I still would like to learn how to play it

Favorite song right now: Rien Qui M'arrête by Odelly and labour by Paris Paloma

Describe your aesthetic: Whimsigoth/cottagecore/techwear had a bastard baby

Favorite author: Mona Awad

Favorite animal noise: When they get a really good stretch going and they let out that little groan

Random fact about myself: My teeth roots are so long that every dentist I've ever had has complimented me about them, and that's why I understand how it must feel for people with penises to be complimented on their penises.

I tag (under absolutely no obligation to do this if you're tagged) and want anyone who wants to do this do it! I also don't have 17 people to tag :/ : @oquinn53 @breathe-insanity @inbedby8thirty @littlefoxylove @ponderingsofaninsomniac @totally-titular @tighlon

[touchlikethesun]

10 songs 10 people

thank you for the tag @lilyflxwers <3

san cristobal by mal blum

agoraphobic by corpse

i didn't mean it by the belle brigade

i don't wanna be in love by good charlotte

coming soon by annie di russo

michael in the bathroom from be more chill

kill all your friends by mcr

revolting children from matilda

this is how you spell haha we destroyed the hopes and dreams of a generation of faux-romantics by los campensinos

warm on a cold night by honne

tagging some new mutual and some long time mutuals because i've been thinking about you guys recently @arakhnee @edenofeddie @lafilleducrepuscule @otonai @oquinn53 @sundaywriterandfan @jegulusandwolfstar @demidreamer thats not quite ten but pls forgive me lol

[quoderospero]

@oquinn53 but we'll know

me individually reviewing the lyrics for every single song on a character playlist nobody else will ever hear for an oc approximately 3 people know about

[pikahlua]

Okay so I was wondering what your thoughts are on the translation of the “take a swan dive off a roof” comment from the beginning because I started thinking way too hard about how it was… interesting that it’s so specific as far as 1) jumping off a roof 2) being reborn 3) with a quirk on the next life and how, if we’re talking parallels, and how the vestiges are a type of representation of post-death, how it might be brought back up. Does the original text support a type of breakdown of the meaning and possibly lead to potential parallels that could happen? I know it’s a bit dark but I just can’t get the specific wording out of my head. Thoughts?

Ah, yes. Possibly the most controversial moment in the entire manga...

Let’s poke that one with a stick, shall we?

(You’re about to get waaaaay more than you bargained for lol.)

(Oh, and uh, manga spoilers below the cut. Hope that’s okay.)

Warning: This post contains discussion of potentially triggering topics. Further details are below the cut, but if you know anything about the referenced quote, you can probably make a pretty good guess. Please exercise discretion before reading.

Detailed Warning: This post contains discussion of suicide-related themes. If you find this topic uncomfortable, please exercise discretion before reading. If you are having suicidal thoughts, there are resources to help you. You may not know how to ask for help, and that’s okay. You don’t have to do it perfectly or on command, but please try to reach out however you can.

Background

I want to give the most context possible for this line before we do anything with it, so here are the panels, the kanji and kana, the romaji, and every important translation I can possibly give you.

Panels:

Kanji/kana:

そんなにヒーローに就きてんなら効率良い方法あるぜ 来世は"個性"が宿ると信じて…屋上からワンチャンダイブ‼︎

Romaji:

Sonna ni HIIROO ni tsukiten nara kouritsuii houhou aru ze Raise wa “kosei” ga yadoru to shinjite...okujou kara WANCHAN DAIBU!!

Viz manga English translation:

You wanna be a hero so bad? I’ve got a time-saving idea for you. If you think you’ll have a quirk in your next life...go take a swan dive off the roof!!

Funimation anime English dub:

You know, if you really wanna be a hero that badly, there actually might be another way. Just pray that you’ll be born with a quirk in your next life and take a swan dive off the roof of the building!!

That covers all the official material I can give you. Now let’s see what literal and contextual information I can provide.

The most literal English translation I can do:

If you want to be a hero that much, there is an efficient method. Believe a quirk dwells in the afterlife...one-chance* dive from the roof!!

The most contextual English translation I would do:

If you want to be a hero that much, there’s an easier way: A dive off the roof believing there’s a chance* you’ll find a quirk in the afterlife!

*Based on the linked explanation, I am translating WANCHAN (“one-chance”) as if it reads: “kanousei ga aru”/“CHANSU ga aru” (「可能性がある」/「チャンスがある」)

Since we have references to afterlife and reincarnation, I should point out that, in Japan, Buddhism is the primary influence on popular beliefs surrounding death. It’s hard for me to find much literature that’s freely available online, but I did find this nice little article that isn’t too long giving a basic overview.

Before we move on, I want to say one important thing:

((TRIGGER WARNING: Suicide should always be taken seriously. If you’re feeling trapped or lost or alone or hopeless, if you’re having suicidal ideation and don’t know what to do, there are resources to help you. You may not know how to ask for help, and that’s okay. You don’t have to do it perfectly or on command, but please try to reach out however you can.

If you find the topic of suicide uncomfortable, please take this message as your final warning. If you’re ready for the discussion, read on.))

There is an extremely important level of nuance that is virtually impossible for me to fully convey regarding the above line of dialogue. I note this with confidence because I spent literal years of my life studying it (albeit many years ago) and witnessed first-hand how difficult this concept is for many people to grasp:

Different cultures have different contexts and attitudes about suicide. My Hero Academia is written and drawn by a Japanese artist for a Japanese audience. If you are a reader raised in a western culture, this scene may come across differently to you than it does to a reader from another culture. That isn’t to say there aren’t important ethical discussions to be had about this scene, but I am going to write about this scene from a purely literary perspective. There will be no discussion of ethics or morality or real-world consequences with relation to the above dialogue. I will be treating this work, its world, its characters, and its dialogue as literary devices for fiction.

The Vestiges as Ghosts or Past-Lives

So, to your question, is there any foreshadowing or cosmic irony to be found in Katsuki’s choice of phrase, particularly any that may have been lost in translation?

My contextual translation:

If you want to be a hero that much, there’s an easier way: A dive off the roof believing there’s a chance you’ll find a quirk in the afterlife!

As you can see, the “dive” and “roof” pieces of the translations did actually come from the original Japanese line. Those bits probably inspired this question, because "swan dive” does seem oddly specific and potentially idiomatic. The line makes no literal reference to being reborn, but it does refer to the afterlife; the Japanese Buddhist afterlife most often ends with reincarnation, so you would be justified in considering the concept of rebirth in your analysis. You could even argue that the “chance [to] find a quirk in the afterlife” is an implicit reference to some version of karma.

I don’t know if people really caught onto this in chapter 304, but the vestiges of One For All are not ghosts, or spirits, or hearts, or past-lives, or even people.

They are quirks. Quirk factors, more specifically.

Those quirk factors give rise to independent consciousnesses. So the real Nana Shimura died many years ago, and she does not continue to live on inside OFA literally. There is a new consciousness in her likeness born as part of her quirk factor. As she retains the memories of the original Nana, she is not aware she isn’t the real Nana until AFO indirectly explains it.

The only exception to this is Yagi Toshinori--All Might--who put a piece of his real consciousness inside OFA. That piece could not arise from a quirk factor because he has none.

You’re going to love what comes next.

My literal translation:

If you want to be a hero that much, there is an efficient method. Believe a quirk dwells in the afterlife...one-chance dive from the roof!!

The word I translated as “dwells” is yadoru (宿る). This word happens to be how Yoichi Shigaraki describes Yagi’s situation in this panel (albeit the verb is conjugated into causative form).

From the first panel:

彼だけがOFAそのものに意識を宿らせていた

Kare dake ga WAN FOO OORU sono mono ni ishiki wo yadoraseteita

“Only he has made his consciousness dwell inside OFA itself.”

So, it looks like Izuku did find a quirk dwelling in some sort of afterlife. Gah, if only I’d written my “Katsuki Bakugou is always right” meta before now so I could link it here!

My thoughts (wait, there’s more?)

Excuse me, sorry, one moment, I just need to cross something off...

Well, we knocked out the foreshadowing part of your question, but I did sneak in the cosmic irony bit just because I can. So buckle up, buttercup.

[deep breath]

Let’s take a look at this series of three mysteriously incomprehensible pages from chapter 285:

It’s funny how many meta essays I’ve read trying to interpret this moment. Everyone has a different idea of what the hell is going through Katsuki’s head right here. Probably the take I’ve seen most often is that Katsuki is thinking, “Even if One For All came from evil, it’s done good,” or, “Even if One For All is connected to All For One, it’s also connected to All Might/Deku/the people I admire,” or something along these lines.

For me, I don’t see how those interpretations lead to feelings that are relevant to this scene.

Here’s how I currently read these pages...

Page 1: Katsuki understands that OFA is many quirks, that all but two of OFA’s users died young, that Shinomori died at age 40, that All Might has withheld Shinomori’s cause of death from him and Izuku. Katsuki’s put the pieces together much like how he figured out the connection between Izuku and All Might so many chapters ago; OFA is dangerous to Izuku, maybe even killing him.

Page 2: Katsuki thinks about All Might rescuing someone. At that age, he admired All Might for winning, not saving. The person who admired All Might for saving people back then was Izuku. This page isn’t about how One For All gave the world All Might and inspired Katsuki in childhood; this is about something new.

Page 3: Katsuki sees that Izuku is fulfilling his promise, that he is no longer the useless Deku of the past, that he is now driven to “[do] his best.” It’s likely Izuku won’t give up this fight until he is either victorious or dead. Throughout the entire sequence for these three pages, Katsuki is frowning hard; I’ve written before about how Katsuki frowns during rescues. He’s rushing in to save Izuku from some perceived threat.

Why is Katsuki so worried about Izuku? Is he feeling guilty for bullying him now that he’s realized the error of his ways? That just feels weak and wrong.

Perhaps...Katsuki feels like he’s the reason Izuku got One For All in the first place, and now Izuku is destined to suffer for it.

Reading these three pages together, I wonder if Katsuki feels that in a sense Izuku took his advice back in middle school, that he really did take a swan dive off a roof and die way back when, that he was reborn with a quirk (multiple, in fact).

Perhaps Katsuki’s thoughts in the chapter 285 pages will end up meaning something like this:

“Even if I cursed you with One For All, I’ll still save you.”

[bakugou-klancey-lance]

Anon must be really upset we got so much bkdk content without even needing Bakugou in a single panel. ://// they need to learn Bakugou is also in every Deku panel since they’re OBVS soulmates. Deku’s heart is explosion shaped ;)

Exactly Annie my beloved ♥️♥️

Anon acting like the shitty extra they are who thinks their opinion does anything 😆

[coyotepup345]

Woohoooooo, got some of my redbubble order in today! Excuse my crappy phone photos, but I was too excited to stage these in better lighting. Lookit these goodies!

Here's some stickers and a print from @oquinn53! The stickers are so adorable, and I love the metallic finish on the print. It's subtle but it catches the eye really well. This print will go great next to my bookshelves, but I have no idea what to do with the stickers. I kind of want to put them on magnets so I don't have to make a final decision on where to stick them.

And I got two prints from @chaos-hockey too! I am so in love with them, they are incredibly pretty. I'm getting frames for them ASAP so I can have some goalie appreciation on my wall. <3

Go buy all the things from these two on redbubble! Everybody needs some gorgeous art for their lives!

[quoderospero]

@oquinn53

"Are you okay" NO. THERE ARE LITTLE FICTIONAL BITCHES IN MY HEAD. AND THEY'RE KISSING.

[quoderospero]

@oquinn53 I wasn’t honestly expecting just how GOOD this season would be. So much character growth and it just makes me so happy. I love these space gems so so much

[alexisdawolfie]

This is my new mouse pad. I absolutely love it. My girl @bluekittyrou got it for me for Christmas. Even though she was suppose to behave. Also these trans flag stickers/keychain are from my good friend @oquinn53. It was a wonderful surprise Christmas present. Art on the mouse pad was done by eamart @ fa

[maybe-theres-hope]

a little challenge: pick out your favourite sentence that you've written recently. one sentence. no context. tag some friends.

Tagged by @tailoredshirt 🖤🖤 sorry it took me forever 😅

Port Royal is a forgotten backwater of an outpost, barely a heartbeat away from being taken by anyone who chances to happen upon her, but it’s Carlos’ home and he would have it no other way, if only just to be able to witness the Governor’s son in all his finery just once in a blue moon.

It was hard finding one sentence lol but this gives enough info of what the AU is for those who are familiar with the source material lol

Tagging: @chaotictarlos @oquinn53 and anyone else who wants to do it! No pressure!

[quoderospero]

Joining Britt in bringing the Glee nonsense

Tagging @oquinn53

tagged by @madscientist2739 :]

(starting a new chain bc it was quite long but here's the original post if u want to scroll through the polls)

Put your music library on shuffle, then list the first five songs that come up in a poll to let people vote for which one they like the most!

tagging: @crystal-mouse @s-h-a-s-e @orangexmachina @andietries and anyone else who wants to! no pressure as always feel free to ignore :3

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Commission for @oquinn53

OC Samuel Stuart

[dog-dyke]

oquinn53 reblogged your post and added:

Here’s my kitty, Aries!

Aaaaaaww what a sweetheart! Thank you so much for sharing!! @oquinn53

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oquinn53 replied to your post “you have money saved up and an opportunity to travel, treat yourself…”

My whole life

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