#oopsie.

[kienava]

sometimes you will build the most airtight "unromanceable player character" and someone at your table will take that as a challenge and run you over with a train in order to kiss said character

[whattimeisitfic]

Well. It certainly has been a hot minute hasn’t it. Figured I may as well give an update.

So, my dad is doing good. Things have basically returned to as normal as they can be, and my brain has slowly been trying to re-emerge itself into Hazbin Hotel. I reread the first couple chapters of my fic, and it’s certainly helped bring back that familiar urge to write. So. As of today, I do want to start TRYING to write again. It may be a bit before I post, because even though the motive is there, I’ve still got a bit of a problem…

My brain has completely forgotten like 1/2 the plans I had for the fic, and basically just… how to write. I forget what’s happened, and the fic is just so damn long I’m afraid if I start rereading I’ll lose interest again before I finish. Right now, I’m at the point where the Heavenly crew have just returned to the Hotel and are saying hi to everyone… and I just… I have no idea where I wanted to take this scene. So now I’m just stuck. I kind of know what I want to do after the chapter I’m working on, but I just don’t know how to get there from where I am now.

So, yeah, that’s where we are. Thank you all for being so incredibly patient and supportive with me. All my little ducklings are just so sweet, and I genuinely do miss writing and hearing from you all! Remember to stay hydrated!

[sp-the-list-tournament]

It is time…

[stabbyfoxandrew]

lmao i meant to take photos of the zucchini bread but i got super fat and cut into it as soon as i got it out of the pan :')

[goldshadows]

not me accidentally sleeping for 14 hours

[pixxyofice]

"Nooo the baby" I say about an au that I was involved in the creation of

[greymouse42]

Is there anything more American than me (famed lactose intolerant) slamming a cheddarwurst sans lactaid on the 4th of July and praying for the best

[tls12lessthan3]

DID I HAVE FUCKING ASKS TURNED OFF ON THIS BLOG?????????? AND I NEVER NOTICED?????????? FUCK

[kazzattack]

one thing yall will learn about me is imma say smth silly in a fic every now and then. especially if it ain’t smut

[fragileizywriting]

i should've written a mini fic today, i had the chance to ._.

[trigunner]

[whattimeisitfic]

3, 16, 29, 30, 32

Ask game answers. I’ll put a below the cut thing because I don’t want to force anyone to read or scroll past my blocks of texts of they’re just scrolling for fun pictures in any of the tags. However if you ARE interested in Lucifer-centric angst fics PLEASE consider giving my Ao3 fanfiction “What Time Is It?” a shot! _______________________

3 - Tell me about one of your fics you think is underrated/underappreciated.

Okay, not a Hazbin Hotel or Luci fic (go figure I’ve only posted two and both are pretty well liked) but a Voltron one (again, go figure, the onky other thing I have publish. At least on Ao3). It’s one of the one-shots I have in my collection fic (probably why it’s under-appreciated). It’s called “Notice Me” and I won’t go into too much detail b/c this is definitely NOT the fanbase for it, but basically it’s just some yummy angst, pining, and just Lance feeling like shit after months of being ragged on. With a delicious little panic attack that I had lots of fun writing (there’s nothing wrong with me I swear—)

16 - Is there a type of fic you would never write?

Hmmm… that’s a good question. Definitely nothing that’s like… the really taboo shit like incest or non-LGBTQ related M!preg (sorry y’all I am NOT on the Lucifer birthed Charlie train). Also will probably not, as of right now, ever write a Lucifer ship fic with any canon characters (expect MAYBE Lilith, but even then it won’t be the focus). It’s just… NONE of his ships appeal to me (maybe b/c I just want him so bad but I didn’t say that). And obviously angst is where I live so I probably wouldn’t write anything super smutty. I’ll read it any day of the week, but I’ll stay in my little bubble of giving Lucifer a million mental breakdowns tyvm!

29 - What's your most popular fic?

Gee. I wonder:

30 - What do you struggle with most when writing?

Hmmm… this is a good question. I think there are a couple main things.

One, trying to fulfill the wishes of my ducklings while also not taking forever w/ certain plotlines. Obviously I’m not gonna please everyone all the time, but I try to include requests pretty soon after I read them if I don’t have a specific plan for them to show up in the future (B/c otherwise I WILL forget).

Two, sometimes motivation is a real bitch man. I’ll have all these ideas floating around, then open my fic and realize I can do ANY of that yet because I’ve gotta finish writing this specific part that I’m stuck on how to make it flow right. Also this is gonna sound weird but sometimes I think I straight up zone out while writing. Like if I’m bored, I’ll write and convince myself that everything I just put on the page was trash B/c I didn’t absorb any of it.

Three, proof-reading. I love it and hate it. I need to do it B/c if you’d SEEN some of the whack ass typos I’ve made you’d been pointing, laughing, stomping me into the dirt. But it also takes so much time. It’s much better in the tummy angsty chapters where I’m genuinely excited to read through it again. I’m always so worried about my lacing in certain scenes, whether it’s too fast, too slow, etc. Though, I have noticed, I am a LOT easier on myself when I proof-read in the morning or afternoon as opposed to at night. Which is a little strange but whatever.

32 - What's a fic you'd love to write, but probably never will?

Oooo… there are a LOT of like… ‘head fanfictions’ that have been kicking around up here for YEARS that I know I’ll never get around to B/c like… ugh. Here are a few that are Lucifer/Hazbin Hotel based:

Cast of HH reacts to the show fic. Okay, call me cringe but I actually eat those types of fics up and there is NONE out there. I just want people to react to how BAD Lucifer’s living and mental situation is right now and coddle him, is that so bad? But I know I never will because those kinds of fics take SO! MUCH! WORK!

When I’m not thinking of this fic, there’s this other general concept that gets rolled around with Lucifer basically like… sacrificing himself for both Heaven and Hell in front of like… everyone. He lives in the end b/c like they all cliché stand in a circle and sing and their ‘good’ energy comes together to help him. But like it basically gets heaven and everyone to see him in a new light and realize just how much he ISN’T the monster he’s been pained to be. And what rlly hurts is me imagining his ‘last words’ to be something like: “I didn’t fuck it up this time.” Because. You know. Angst.

OOOO and one where like… it’s set somewhere in the future where Heaven is actually being nice and giving the Hazbin Hotel a chance. Multiple sinners have been redeemed at this point and the angels are down in hell having like a celebration at how far things have come. Lucifer feels both jealous that HE will never get that chance, and just absolutely hates himself because like ALL THESE SINNERS got the chance to go back, but he’s too horrible of a person to be able to have that forgiveness. Lots of feels that I actually DON’T wanna say too much about B/c after WTiI is finished I may want to try and make this happen. I’m only putting it under THIS ask because… u know… I have no clue where my headspace will be if/when WTiI does reach its final chapter. ________________

Thank you for sending in the asks! These were so fun to respond to!

[mishkakagehishka]

Sending an email and audibly going "a ajde u kurac" the moment it goes

[kinigoni]

[goldshadows]

[doctorsiren]

More on that AU I scribbled where Bill’s parents were alive and were supportive of their son and his actions <3