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UWWAAAAA thank you thank you guys!! i know this isnt a lot really in the grand scheme, but its a lot to me!! im very sentimental about it actually QwQ ive been under-the-radar for just oh so long (8 years on tumblr!!) and just throwing my art out anyways because i love it! ((If i am my only fan, so be it!!)) But lately to be having my art be loved and shared?? it makes me want to draw more! to play more! to get better and try new things!! Im so sorry i did not prepare a special art for this occasion! but i will let you know that i am making something... very special!!!
shhh i'm cooking!!
#ooooh what am i making???#smth very special!!#oops hand reveal! jk jk I dont care lmaoo#look at me making a mess!!#but yeah i cant draw rn cause im too fixated on this!!#if ur in the wh discord with me#u might know!!! ahahaha!! shh dont tell! i mean u might guess anyway ahahah.#i still consider myself an amature artist#a varied artist#an artist still learning and growing!!#even tho im over 30!!#let us romanticise still learning and growing as we are older!!!#let us romanticise amature art!!!#because you can see the FUN in it!!#there is something charming about art that isnt thought too hard on!! something looser! more whimsical!!#ppl are so scared to post their art cause its not of a certain quality!#and for most. ppl dont like or reblog art unless it is a certain quality#but the WH fandom LOVES messy art!!!#ive noticed!!#yall guys are amazing!!#yall love sketches!!!!#uwaaaa uwaaaa!! i talk too much!!#but fr thank you guys#do you like my clay mess? i do!!#ahh! im still talking ok!! im done!!#jazzisaspazz#1k followers#AND i block all the bots so haha!!!#man i really really love exclamation marks ahahaha
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So my roommate is also into One Piece. I’m not sure if he’s watched any of the anime, I know for sure he’s watched the live action, but earlier tonight he came upstairs and watched a few episodes with me while waiting for a food delivery, and then he got hooked, and then he sat and watched MORE episodes with me without really knowing what was going on. But it was still wildly entertaining to him, esp since I’m right in the middle of one of the (arguably) best arcs rn, and now he wants to finish the arc with me LOL. NOBODY is immune to One Piece propaganda. Or Bon-chan 🥰
#Shima speaks#IT WAS JUST REALLY FUNNY#Like he’s been spoiled to a lot of stuff and has general knowledge of some things#So he knows (as well as I) about what’s going to happen to Ace#But yeah I’m in the middle of Impel Down and it’s absolute fucking CHAOS rn. Insane.#He was like. How much more are you going to watch tonight.#And I was like well I usually go until right before bedtime when I’m binging it#So he was like let me grab my blanky :) LOL#We started chanting PRISON RIOT!! PRISON RIOT!! PRISON RIOT!!!!!#Idk it’s just nice. I usually don’t get this kind of reaction to stuff I watch#My parents don’t like anime and my sister. Well she likes it but only specific series#So I couldn’t rope her into OP even if I tried lol#So having someone be like ooooh what are you watching it looks good I want to join!#IT FEELS NICE. OKAY. I don’t get that ever!!!#I don’t have the kind of family who would be willing to watch anime with me#And tbh I get jealous when my friends tell me they watch anime with their parents#I doubt my parents would watch anime if I were on my deathbed and asked them to. LMAO#Not faulting then it’s not their cup of tea which is fine. It just makes me sad#*them#Bc that’s just. Such a HUGE part of my life and who I am. And they don’t know anything about that side of me#Or about the things I’m into#Sorry didn’t mean to get emo in my tags. Anyway.#I was gonna watch more OP during my lunch break tomorrow BUT since my roommate also wants to watch more. I will wait :)#Never have to do that usually! Huh!! How fun!!!#One Piece
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chopper has become catholic
#poor chopper :((( also sanji hutting soldiers with zoro lmao#how is chopper soloing perospero AND queen??? wtf someone help him???#nvm sanji is here.... queen taking all the arrows cause sanji applied a tangential force to his neck ahdjahskajskq#helicopter helicopter..... 🚁 🚁 🚁#sanji you tell em.... luffy will rise jusg like jesus christ once again. gum gum amen.#zoro bandaged as a cross represents his unwavering faith in luffy. sanji carrying the cross represents how strong his faith in luffy is.#oh jesus kinemon...... yamato come back...... yamato.......#kinemon you ate this child's father now..... konemon get up!!!! KINEMON!!!!#kinemon dead kiku dead and momo hears luffys voice... he will come back omg of course 🥺🥺🥺 i might have shed a tear.... but god...#i am more defeated than anything.... luffy won't die but kiku.... kinemon.... damn....#talking tag#watching one piece#episode 1036#YAMATOOO!!! YAMATOOO!!!!! momo to the sea too??... jesus.....#ZEUS SOUL HAS MERGED WITH THE CLIMA TACT????#big mom and kid just yapping..... get to the fighting!!! law joined in!!! another yapper....#toko....... where is hiyori....#ULTI AGAIN???? ZEUS ATTACK!!!!! OH SHIT!!!!! END HER NAMI!!!!!#they found luffy <3 YAMATO GET KAIDO!!!! well get momo....#episode 1037#who designed the heart pirates submarine.... [DEATH]💀😁💀 [DEATH]#luffy is above water and so is momo..... oof.#nami's face naming zeus ajdhssjsbshs ooooh nami's bolts now have redirects akdhakajak YEAAHHH!!!!#tama what a powerhouse heehee#oh yamato..............#episode 1038#hamlet just beating up all his own soldiers...#the snake one too.... also his animal is so funny.... the snake makes both of his legs and also a cunty accessory....#usopp ajdjahjsajaj sanji will save his babygirl... i know it.... YEAAHHH!!!!#CHOPPER TURNED EVEN SMALLER AKDHAKEJSK
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Sooooo one of my mutuls reminded me that I love The Talented Mr. Ripley so much and I am 100% not normal about it and I just to say that the last time I rewatched it (a few months ago) I hadn't watched that movie for a long time and my only thought was "they want you to think Tom Ripley is the dangerous character but it's actually Dickie Greenleaf. Nothing can destroy your life like the nonchalance a charming person picks you up and puts you down with". And I was 100% sure of that. And then I rewatched the movie and I was like "Okay maybe Tom Ripley was the problem" but you need to understand that everytime I watch that movie it fucks with my brain and my past friendships so hard after a while I always find myself thinking "if Dickie just knew how to love Tom in the right way, none of this would have happened. It's Dickie's fault." And it's not! Tom is deeply fucked up for several reasons! But this movie fucks so hard with me pegs my brain gaslights me like an abusive boyfriend that I always end up thinking "Tom did nothing wrong. Tom did nothing wrong, if Dickie just loved him the right way. It's Dickie's fault."
I just think that people like Dickie Greenleaf can make anyone insane. I think I'd rather never knew the joy of bashing in Dickie's attention that living through the desperation of being derived of it.
#being told I was unable to love right sure adds some layers to this conversation#this movie FUCKS#anthony minghella I'm in your walls#the talented mr ripley#jude law#matt damon#I've been a Tom all my life but sometimes I suspect I have been Dickie to some people#and the power that I might have held over them makes me sick#I associate Dickie Greenleaf with the children judges of Munster in Q by Luther Blisset#which is NOT a good thing#or to Jan of Leida's wife. which is also not good.#something about innocence in cruelty. being unable to perceive the evil one's causing.#but it's not your fault nor anybody's fault if that's your natural attitude. Hurting others without even noticing.#if you use your love like an ancient God would. Give and take back at your pleasure.#au plaisir de Dieu but you are the God#and what people want from you? You're just one. You can't be there for everybody all the time.#that's the job of a supreme entity but that's how people see you. Brighter than the sun. It's not your fault. It's not their fault.#you have a right to your love and your attention but they have a right to that as well because once they've tried it they can't go back#it's intoxicating being loved by someone like Diclie Greenleaf. Any man who has tried that would rather kill themed rather than go back#being ignored after that#it's Dickie who leaves death and desperation behind him#*conveniently ignores Tom Ripley's a psychopath* Ooooh I forgot about that part#anyway yeah movies I am sooooo normal about
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Oh god not clowns please. Please please please I cannot handle clowns why does he have to be a recurring character this is the bad place
#it was supposed to be needles!!! IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE NEEDLESSSSS#i could handle needles! i could handle the dice guy! i could handle the merchant!!!#why does it have to be the clown ;-; im going to die please it's terrifying#SO MUCH stuff in this episode. colin is back! freaking incredible!#gwen is starting to understand exactly what she's gotten herself into. and ooooh boy#sam and alice have uncovered something really really bad i fear. reeeeeeeeally really bad#still better than freaking mr bonzo though.#the skittering at the end... as if the damn clown music wasn't enough...#hoping and praying he's just the big bad boss of S1 because i can't make it through three seasons of clown terror#the unknowing back in tma was already enough clown horror for me#... how am i gonna wait until next week??#the magnus protocol#tmagp spoilers#tmagp 10#tmagp
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it happened so early in the morning and i am STILL frothing with rage over this text my boss sent me
#unreasonable unbelievable targeting me bullshit like what is your problem what is your PROBLEM#are you punishing me preemptively for telling you i'm going back to school? LOL? cuz sure That makes me wanna stay!#i am splitting so viciously on her right now and i can't even care to wish i wasn't#this was the last fucking straw mentally for me on Trusting This Boss#and i sure as shit can't trust the one above her#i am soooo mad i am so mad i am so mad i am so mad#i just want to be transferred out already and start part time work somewhere else NOW#if i can leave earlier i fucking will#i will be without insurance for a bit but i can try to get on some fast#i just. ooh! ooooh!!!! you little fucker!!!!!!!!#i cannot trust a single person in the front of the building anymore#and i have to sit next to my least favorite person in the back now#and i am just. utterly miserable right now i am Miserable at this job that isn't even as bad as it could be#but holy shit the petty condescending bullshit is driving me fucking up the wall#i can't look at any of them!!!! without feeling intense hatred!!!!#i have no social life outside of work and i can't talk to ANYONE there about this because it'd just find its way back to her!!!!#i can't tell HR because it's not that serious! except it's driving my mental health into a tailspin!#but i still can't tell anyone!!!!!!!! because what proof do i have that she's singling me out!#even tho she has NEVER FUCKING DONE THIS TO OR ABOUT OTHER PPL#i can't Prove that and i sure as shit can't sit down with her and talk to her about my feelings#no job is ever fucking safe to do that in#i just want to walk into a river honestly like i need work so i can pay for college but i wanna be in college already and be Out of here#i just wanna skip to the END of college when i'm actually able to be a nurse and i can feel less like the butt monkey at work#i hate hate HATE being at the bottom of the totem pole i am literally nothing there even though they need me to function#but oh my gd the Looks people give me when i walk in a room like they expect bad news or to be annoyed#sorry for asking questions! would you rather i fuck up and you have to clean up the mess?#i clean up everyone else's messes all day!#they ARE going to feel it when i am not there anymore#you'd think they wouldn't be such cunts to me now but Nope. nope! almost All cunts.#i am so fucking angry at my boss in particular though that text fucking triggered rage i haven't felt in months
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I've been having this thought of an alternative reality of the Pink Scarf chapter 16. What if Reader (Y/N) did catch that plane, and Elvis missed her. Sandy's message didn't reach Elvis until she was on the plane. When Elvis got home, would they continue their affair when he returned?
OH. OH MY DEAREST. THE SWEET TORTUROUS THOUGHT!!
That definitely would’ve changed the trajectory of things but could have resulted in some deliciously awkward angst. Because they were obviously made for each other, right? So maybe away from the glitz and glamour of Vegas they’d try to resist their feelings more definitively. And he’d be FURIOUS at her for leaving him like that but there would’ve been time for him to cool down. There might have been more icy E and exploration of his anger. Maybe some avoidance. Maybe a really hot Graceland dinner scene where he eye fucks her across the table. An argument. Some hot makeup sex on the stairs. The possibilities are endless, really…🫠
Hmmm…it’s like a Pink Scarf Choose Your Own Adventure! 💗🧣💗 I’m gonna be thinking about this now! Who knows what may come of it? 😏😁😘
#who knowsssss??#i am having *ideas*#that are combining with some announcements im gonna be making soon…#ooooh what an idea…#i love it#elvis presley#elvis#if you’re looking for trouble#you came to the right place#elvis presley x reader#elvis x reader#pink scarf#pink scarf AU#answered#ask
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thinking abt how minth said viconia's banishment for refusing lolth stuck with her and then how 'lolth' (or a priestess of hers) ordered for her, specifically, to kill her first lover and she held her while she died.
#am i going to make this sad. yes.#minth knows the consequences of refusal and what happened to devir and viconia. she knows what will happen if she refuses or thinks herself#above an order. a fate worse than death. so in her mind at least the betrayal would be better coming from her than anyone else -#because once the order is given her lover would be dying no matter what. and at least she might be able to give her some comfort.#OOOOH IM EMO.#ooc. claireposting.
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I think ff/7 reb/irth devs need to stop talking about the game and let just wait for it to actually come out in the end of the next month
#personal#every time they trying to talk about the story most of it is just#''ooooh yeassss that aeri/th part yesssss very mysterious ooooh will it happen ooooh''#and then ''oh yesssss z/ack ooooh different timeline ohhhh what will he dooooo ooohhh''#omg and also ''oooh yess sephi/roth what is his deaaaaaaaaal?? very mysterious (shows him every 2 seconds making sure u know its about him)#no offense i am excited for this game a lot#but every time the devs talk more about it#it makes me worry even more#I'm sure i will enjoy reb/irth just like i did with rem/ake but yea yea :')#sorry for the rant
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okay ventpost time im bored and my period is late
#my mother is leaving AGAIN#to stay with my father#bhai mujhe nahi rehna akele i don't want to parent my brother#i don't want to cook or stress about what to eat and clothes and laundry and literally buying vegetables every few days#well all these things are just surface level but i REALLYYYYY do not want to live alone with my thoughts#i want to study i can't just study on my phone with no adult mere sarr pe khade hoke asking ki itna tv#kyu dekh rahi hai kya hua class kyu nahi attend kari#kar liya try bhai call me immature and childish and pathetic and dependent and undisciplined whatever but mere bas ki baat nahi hai#also ooooh listen to my moms great solution: she'll stay there and dad will come!! to live with us two!! alone!! haha.#it's sk fucking sad and repetitively traumatizing ki i don't even know how to react#my sister is the only kid both my parents like when she stays home things are mostly calm and happy#they dote on her they tolerate us#and they should i love her too but now i feel like crying because i don't want her to stay back just for me??? my stupid mental health??#she's doing enough by staying here till rakhi just because i asked her begged her to not leave me alone mami ke side#she could've fucked off and gone to live her life 10 days ago#it's not fair#the person i love and want to live with.. if she stays she's miserable and her being miserable mskes me miserable#i just. i miss her so much. she already feels so distant and busy and then she'll go abroad and totally forget about me right#who doesn't need all this constant depression holding you back weighing you down when you're living your best life#i hate that there's no solution i just have to grow up and be okay with it#i already got more time with her than i thought she stayed home like 2 years extra cause of covid#3 actually#ab why am i crying it was a good day#also i don't want to make it all about me but like. idk when i was picturing my adult life i was thinking like#night clubs and gay bars and beaches at night#i never factored in real factors like the horrifying fucking country we live in 💀💀#it's just it was the only thing that kept me going the promise of a better future#but now what.#and like#it's feels so stupid now the fact that i sometimes want to like
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In these days i realized i like art and writing and creating and shopping and taking walks and talking to people and cleaning and helping and studying and doing things but i'm just. too stressed, tired and burned out to do them. How great!
#i am losing my sanity day by day#drowning myself in the nearby lake seems better and better every day#why am i even writing this i have literally no mutuals or even people who'd care about#don't mind me crying myself to sleep haha#ooooh look at this pathetic baby. sitting in their little bed crying stupid tears. i should at least get tissues now while my crying isn't#fuck history fuck school and fuck me i quess#am i gonna start treating this as an actual blog and make a sideblog for reblogs? who knows! certainly not me; stay tuned for the story!#i'm gonna go and just let it all out into a pillow#vent ig#my mom is blasting holiday music in the other room lol#nice to have a whatever the fuck im having while “jingle bells” plays#at least i'm not hearing mariah carey ig#anyway i've probably hadn't been taking care of myself lately it has been worse despite me promoting it to everyone who needs#when i vented last time and it wasn't taken seriously so woop#anyway imma go try to calm myself and back to my notes i go#please gods what did i do to deserve thi s shit. fuck you#i hate it here i really do. i hate when these people talk to me i hate them. i at least can be sorta accquaitances with one but they just.#all stare and laugh? i actually can't. like i'm some fucking clown and laughing stock. just kill me at this point. i have been enduring this#for YEARS and suddenly i'm being a little bitch about it?? what the fuck. why am i so mushy all of a sudden. being shown an ounce of respect#and care made me expect it more? fuck#i'm just setting myself up for failure. i am just a giant loser and failure of a person.#everything seems so fucking hard. and pointless. i am tearing my rotten little heart apart with this. i am once again grieving things#long ago and things i never had. my everything has to be pleasing to an outsider#my value is my suffering. am i breaking enough? is this beautiful to look at#at my self destruction? i hate myself. i treat others so cruelly. i am a horrible fucking person.#my problems are not their burden - i forced it on them. wept like a baby because she left me. and what happened in the end? my paranoia got#to me. i left them. i fucking. i fid the thing i was afraid of being done to me.#this is showing so many issues.#so many things wrong with me. i shouldn't even be alive by this point - i wasn't supposed to survive past 12#i am being forced to do this every day. someone please just end my fu king suffering
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curled in a tight ball muffling ur squeals because he said "good boy"
#i love reading fics i am not deranged at alllll#anyway i do not think je would say this but it gets me every time anyway#faggotry!#<- because idk what else 2 tag this as#should i make a tag for when i read fics & am dying??????#like do i need to. no. do i want to? yeah!#ooooh no i should do one for just Reading in general
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on one hand coming up with oc lore sleepy is one of the most liberating things. you can just turn off any anxiety before you start and let loose. but on the other hand it also means I notice how much my personal tastes really bleed in way more than normal within the same stretch of time
#''ooh yes I'm gonna make an alternate form that someone has to work to get this character to go into#and it'll be this huge accomplishment and the character is going to be free from their trauma for a while after#and ooooh what if one of the changes is them getting bigger to show they're sort of growing back into themself again--#wait shit. this is the same allegory I keep doing isn't it''#and then I do it anyway because I know who I am and frankly I would probably like anything else less
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I wish I could see a blender and be normal about it.
#For only ten dollars on FB Marketplace and a mile-long ride; I can have flashbacks of the worst book ever written on a daily basis!#[shudders]#“What have you got there”#[THE SOULS OF THE INNOCENT]#“A smoothie.”#tako bout it tako bout it ooooh b a b y#I’m fine I’m fine I’m not dying drusilla no I’m not I don’t remember my literary choices at ALL#Oh god that was the worst choice of character to quote in reference to this because— [SCENE CUT FOR TELEVISION]#[slithers like a snake across the credits] I’m fine I’m fine I’m fine I am capable of being normal about blenders#I am capable of making smoothies without wanting to thrup#oughoighshs oughhhhunnnfhuhhn#Oh that reminds me of the dog vomit stir fry. It’s still fucking in there. I’ve been procrastinating on throwing it away#because I don’t want to be within ten feet of it let alone smell it as it goes in the trash can
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Hey friends! I recently got my driver’s license (FINALLY!!!!!), so, if anybody has any recipe recommendations—particularly dinner recipes of easy-to-moderate difficulty OR healthy snack-type things i could take to work—i am ALL ears because i’m about to enter my Meal Planning Era.
#i would also appreciate if some of said dinner recipes made good leftovers!#AND they have to be nut-free so i don’t die lol#those are my specifications#otherwise i’m looking to broaden my food horizons and will try just about anything#my thought is home-cooking about three dishes a week and filling out the rest with leftovers/soup i get from my favorite place#i want to SEVERELY limit my eating out bc i used to enjoy it - but now it honestly just makes me feel sick?????#idk if it’s the T shaking me up or what - but i can just FEEL that i need more nutrients#i wanna get back into exercising too but it’s hard when i feel so BLAH cuz i’m not eating right#so HELP ME OUT!!!!!#not ALL the recipes have to be Super Healthy either#as long as i’m home-cooking it - that’s healthy in my book!!#especially if i can squeeze some roasted veggies in there!#i already make steak and baked chicken and roasted potatoes and very basic salads#but otherwise i’ve really dropped the ball cooking-wise#so i’m completely open!#i am generally trying to stray away from pasta tho - just for another thing#bc i don’t want to consume as many Grains#i’m still having rye bread every morning - don’t get me wrong#but OTHER than that!!!!#ooooh i’d like spicy recipes too please!!#i’ve experimented and i CAN take the heat!!#my coworker and her husband actually make their own hot sauce that i am HYPE to buy once i’m meal planning#they grow their own peppers and everything! it’s cool as hell!!!!
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One thing no one ever tells you about getting a shit tonne of small tattoos is placement decisions become a fucking bitch.
I'm meant to be going to get my new tattoo on Sunday but I still have NO CLUE on placement.... I'd love it to be on my wrist, but I already have 4 across my two wrists. Then I thought biceps but I have some there too and don't want to look like I's starting patchwork sleeves.
Next I thought ankle, but I have some there already too.... ribs are out cause I have ones across there too and on my back....
My next thought was down one of my hips, but then no one would ever see it!
Guyssss I need suggestions! Do I just embrace the mess of having 7 tattoos across my arms, add another to the ankles or go with the hip?
#I AM TERRIBLE AT MAKING DECISIONS SO HELP A GIRL OUT#also seriously consider what tattoos you want before you get 11 on whim#cause I literally just go “ooooh I feel like a new tattoo let me go see”#and this will be the first one with proper meaning so lets ignore that#but it's yet another TV show based one so that's fun#I feel like at some point I'll start looking like a patchwork doll if this keeps going#personal dribble
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