#ooc: i'll have to try this
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two pals being nineties and stuff
scene from Stuck on Rewind on ao3
#steddie#steddie fic#eddie munson#steve harrington#stranger things#from what I've seen the fic is flopping so posting the unused drawings is the least I can do lol#maybe I'll try omegaverse next bc it seems like those vaguely sexist & regressive wolf cock stories have a wide audience#sorry for being salty lol but I just like this one even if its painful and kinda ooc
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feeling a little silly but having a genuine emotional reaction to everyone being excited to answer my silly request (':
#ooc#i try not to ask for things and i was really on the fence about that post which is why it happened so late at night and why#i was gonna#delete it in the morning (':#but waking up to people telling me yes or they'd try idk idk idk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#and truly crying over the amount of people who have been like “oh i'll try!!” AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#perhaps I am simply being an Emotional Creature (my heart rests bloody and beating (BEATING!!!) on the edge of my sleeve)#feeling silly because it's such a little ask idk why i was anxious but am.... filled with bees
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alrighty, friends, i feel the need to be a little transparent because it's affecting things here. the short version of everything is: i'm not doing so hot in the mental health department. no one needs to be concerned -- i'm okay even if i'm having a hard time. but i just ask that everyone continues to be patient and understanding bc i promise that i'm excited to write and chat!! both new and old mutuals, i have so much admiration for you all!! the problem is that the discomfort and sensitivity i feel are making it increasingly difficult to be punctual and social.
so what does this mean? it means my activity may continue to be extra slow. i might procrastinate with messages or go completely silent. i might not log on some days just so i don't have to use my brain. but however my presence here fluctuates, i promise that in no way this is a reflection of my feelings towards you or our muses. i'm just going through it.
all that said, thank you for being here <3 thank you for filling my dash with things that make me smile, and thank you for being a space where i can relax. i care about all of you so much, and i encourage you to be kind to yourselves!! take breaks!! take your time!! your happiness and health matter first always.
#trying to resist the urge to erase everything bc i feel like i'm needlessly explaining myself#but it /is/ needed bc i see how my mental health is affecting me here and i'm frustrated by it and feel guilty#like today was a bad day tbh. i was angry for a good chunk of it bc of work and then there are personal things making it very hard#for me to not become instantly agitated when i get home#so even though i wanted to start messaging people i really almost have the urge to cry at the thought of doing so rn#bc it's just another thing to do when i really just want to /stop/ having to do things today#it's a similar feeling to wanting to see my friends bc i love them to bits but being so burned out that i also don't want to go anywhere#i hope that makes sense and i'm sorry to everyone waiting on me and i'm so thankful to everyone waiting on me#i'm gonna stop talking now though bc i feel like i'm definitely rambling atp ;v;#get ready to ramble | ooc#tw negative#i hope this post isn't as messy as it feels to me but i gotta stop rereading it or i'll go insane
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hey yall sending lots of love to the dash! busy end of the week and weekend so probably not a lot of activity or writing for a bit !
#that being said i want to start doing daily headcanons of just whatever idea i have so i'll try and get that up today!#love u all!!! kisses!!#THERE'S A LOT OF BEAUTY IN ORDINARY THINGS — ooc
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XIII▸ Hello. I have just returned from maintenance on my mech, the M1 Leatherback, and thought in keeping with the goal of this account being the development of my social capacity I would try one of the suggested activities given to me: sharing things about myself.
XIII▸ attached file: [lthrbck_mnt]
XIII▸ That's all. Look at Them :}
#◂▸ they got me to take the picture for them. they love that thing :]#◂▸ I'll be activating ECHO just so we don't get snoops later but. this post is fine otherwise. let HA tech see the mech ig they know it#echo.exe#turtleshell.dox#//ooc I am Not really a mech artist but I have an inordinate amount of love for the turtle lannie concept I HAD to try and colour it#lancer rp#lancer ttrpg
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It always baffles me knowing there's people out there who genuinely get angry when you can't be active online 24/7. God forbid I focus on trying to attain my dream job instead of giving my whole life to online activity. 😱
#OOC:#{ I'm trying okay }#{ I'll likely fail miserably anyway }#{ but I'm going to give it my all for this last chance at a life long dream of mine }#{ I shouldn't have to apologise for that :S }
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#🌊 | outside the ship / ooc#vent tw#tbd.#[ I think I'm about to hit a big burnout again but I don't want this to happen ]#[ a lot of shit happened today that made me feel emotionally exhausted I guess ]#[ like I have to make a different kind of food; we ran out of water here due to the heat ]#[ my shoulder still hurts because of yesterday's walk and now one my my earbud's side just stopped working. out of nowhere ]#[ my mom is going to be mad at me bcs these were basically new ughh ]#[ I'm sorry for those who are waiting I'll promise I'll try to make up for it this weekend if I'm able ]#[ I have a shit ton of stuff in my inbox but I promise I'll try to get to them soon ]#[ I'm just. man ]
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So... I just finished the exams, got the important grades and what better way to get this over with than on my birthday! Normal activity should resume soon, although I'm not sure if it'll be today as I won't have time to nap and I'm going out with my father. So depending on the energy levels I have, I'll plop in here or I'll come back tomorrow to tackle down those drafts and ask thingies ♥︎
#◟༺✧༻◞ what lays behind the mantle of faux stars ┊ooc.┊#in reality I do have another exam next week#but it's so short that it's worth an exercise#of the exam that I did today#so I won't even mention it lol#and I'll continue to have exams until Christmas break#but it won't be nearly as stressing and as often as it's been#this past month#I'm really happy and proud of myself#for these results#and all that it's left is to continue like this#or try to see if I can do a tiny bit better#which will be difficult but still lol#hope you peeps have been doing well ♥︎
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I'll catch up on Discord things soon, I apologize and I promise. I've just had my focus spanning too many different things in the past week, including work, and usual end of the month things. But I've checked some things off my to-do, so I'm feeling a bit better.
However, any old followers of mine may also remember that I have a bit of an extensive mental process for my 'organization', and it's a big part to putting my mind at ease so that I can write. /breathes. And dash-only is just... simply too complicated to organize properly for a multimuse. So what I think I'm going to do, is put up the theme that I've been working on, which will be messy and obviously a WIP for a while, but it'll allow me to slowly (or less so, depending on how crazy it drives me to see it incomplete— spoiler: high likelihood) edit it to my liking, and my needs (and then eventually release it, it's been years). But it should allow me to just, organize my meta, which is a massive backbone to my portrayals and always has been.
... In short, you guys will see a messy theme if you decide to venture past dash view, where buttons and links may not work for a while, and you'll also see half-done pages— just remember that I'm working on it, it'll be live-edited, I guess. Bear with me, I just need to do this as to pull myself together. Apologies!!
#ooc. [ don't try to make it logical or edit your soul according to the fashion. rather; follow your most intense obsessions mercilessly. ]#[ i also likely will end up redoing some tags-- god. i feel like george constanza level of mess. ]#[ and i'll love anyone who understands that reference 100x more. you have exquisite taste in old-school sitcoms. ]
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i got out my laptop & got fired up to do replies, only to get sleepy. truly the most devastating thing that has ever happened to anyone ever.
#( ooc . mun speaks . )#never fret. writing will happen.#trust . . . . .#i do have a big day tomorrow so i will probably try to sleep within the next few hours.#but i'll be around where / when i can. mwah!
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Alright, I've been mulling on this for most of the day, and unless a night's sleep changes my mind, I'll be working on returning (remaking) a very old multimuse of mine, that used to be over at iniziare. The blog will be entirely remade, and I'll post it here when it's done!
For those wondering, it will for now house: Guizhong, Yelan, Kafka and Arlecchino. Time to finish up that other WIP theme for this, I suppose! See you guys on the flip-side of this brighter future.
#[ ooc. ] don't try to make it logical or edit your soul according to the fashion. rather; follow your most intense obsessions mercilessly.#[ honestly-- it's just a wiser choice for me. i don't know why i didn't make it sooner. i ran a multimuse successfully for /years/ before.#[ i'm immensely organized to a point where a multimuse is perfectly easy to handle. and i'll return to my theme maker roots soon. ]#[ and add extra organization when i've found my apartment and everything and can spend the time on making something perfect... ]#[ for how i operate. but that'll be the future. i can work with something simpler in the meantime. ]#[ outside of that-- i think preconceived notions of multis are in the past and if they're not; i've never let that stop me. ]#[ i also will feel like i'm not leaving muses behind as much. i hate not logging onto the other blogs. i truly do. i hate it. ]#[ i feel like i'm neglecting them while i'm not. but this way i'll have them all grouped up. all together in one place. actively /there/. ]#[ and that makes me much happier. ]#[ and also; i tag so thoroughly for each muse that people can easily blacklist those they don't like to see. ]#[ but also i'm so picky with new muses; it'll be fine. ]
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the twins' birthday went amazing , they had so much fun. it was chaos , but the girls were so excited and that's all that matters. it ended on a really bittersweet note for me , i connected with some old friends. we talked a lot about setting up a d&d game , talked cri.tical ro.le , and went through some things. it was a little bit of a hard process because of how intertwined those things used to be. but it was also a reminder that healing isn't linear , and that's okay. it's less grief of a person now , but grief of a future and possibilities that i thought i once had. it's okay to have bad times , it's okay to need time to heal and process. it's okay to bed rot , it's okay to scream at the top of your lungs , break those old dishes, or however you need to process your emotions. you are allowed to take space, you are allowed to navigate things as your own pace. you are allowed to feel these things as they come. something i've been taught by some really amazing friends is that simply , it's okay to not be okay.
#��� tag pend. ▸ ooc.#( i don't say enough how thankful i am for my friends <3 )#( or how much they mean to me )#( i'm feeling a little emotional tonight )#( but im going to try and tackle drafts )#( i don't have much of a social battery so i'll try to respond to things tomorrow ! )
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Starter call! Yep, you saw correctly. I've been making progress in my drafts, and I realized since it was mentioned the other day that I function a little better under pressure, so, yes.
These will be a little shorter (and I'm going to be a little strict with myself on that so that I actually get them written), so expect roughly a paragraph and if it stems from an idea that we've spoken about in plotting or whatnot, then it might be a little longer. But generally, they will be shorter starters that knowing me, will become lengthier threads as the replies progress! This is also welcome to non-Genshin blogs, but then please remember that I do not have any verses outside of Yelan's game canon, and so I'll be looking at your Genshin verses!
#[ ooc. ] don't try to make it logical or edit your soul according to the fashion. rather; follow your most intense obsessions mercilessly.#[ it doesn't matter if we already have stuff lined up-- it doesn't matter if i already owe you something (then you'll get /two/ things!) ]#[ it doesn't matter if we haven't thoroughly plotted yet; i'll wing it. but i always /love/ the challenge of winging something and then...#[ turning it into a proper plot. ]#[ and also know that if you've sent me a meme in the past; i may peek at it and see if i can incorporate them into the starter. ]#[ don't worry! this is a starter call; so i take all responsibility of getting something out. ]#[ i won't come to you unless i'm /really/ stuck on finding something. but do feel free to come to me with a suggestion. ]#[ all i ask is that we're mutuals! 💙 ]#[ and if you're a multi; please specify-- because otherwise i'm random'ing! which i'm also okay with this time honestly. up to you. ]
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"How far into the past is this?"
- @tsbs-returning-to-the-darkness
//Hey there! So I know I tried doing rp a couple weeks ago, but I learned I'm not able to do it as well as focus on regular asks and the main story. So I'm not open for rp's. I'm sorry about that!//
#ooc#em speaks#mun speaks#maybe one day i'll make an rp/ask blog for a specific character#but right now i have a lot I'm trying to manage all at once
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good morning from mr jason todd himself
#01. Ooc Post.#chipping away at my drafts building up my queue here and @thiedas..#not doing anyhting until late afternoon so i'll try to be around granted i dont fall into a bg3 pit#and play for six hours straight again#anyways. i have the rest of the week off isnt that nice#have a nice thursday!
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[ this is an official semi-hiatus notice bc i think this week and upcoming week or two would be really demanding work-wise. i'm sure you guys can already notice the activity drop & lack of ic content on my end. work & stress had affected my writing mood & i hope to remedy that after the workload lighten a little in a week or two ! sorry for the delay & thank you for understanding ! ]
#.ooc#.mobile#[ between so many events & deadlines & juggling responsibilities of having new pupper(s)#it's hard to get my writing mood going even tho i have many things i wanna get to#esp for eden & yinyue#i'll try to get some ic content out whenever i could !#but for now consider this an official semi-hiatus notice for about two weeks ! ]
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