#ooc {Ted Talks}

[zuzu-draws]

can we see all the doodles you've made on your screen tablet (??) so far? Please?

I was determined to use the drawing tablet to finally draw something, so i doodled this last night:-

hahaha.. I can't help but think that their fight is a liiiittle bit similar to that one concept in Naruto where Naruto and Sasuke attempt to understand eachother's feelings through their fists, hence Gojo was able to recognize Sukuna's loneliness and inability to understand love, and tried his best to convey his own emotions to Sukuna through the fight.

But on a more comedic note, Gojo has a thing for people who are able to kill him, and Sukuna's out here irritated, annoyed, and quite frankly, a little confused with the recent trend of people's obsession with trynna teach him about love. (Maybe he has made a mistake incarnating into this timeline????)

FFS the man is currently trapped within Yuta's ""True Mutual Love ❤"" Domain atm, its February and i think the next chapter's physical copy is releasing on Valentine's Day, whats with all of this symbolism!!!?!!

[farshootergotme]

I get emotional thinking about how his family would react to Bruce's change if he ever started working on himself, on improving his behavior. But the one I think about the most is Dick Grayson.

Alfred is the one who was there from the very beginning, but Dick Grayson is who arrived and made the biggest impact. He's the first kid who Bruce took in, the one who approached this man and became his first partner to fight by his side out in the night.

Dick was able to pull Bruce out of the darkness that consumed him. No matter how many times Bruce went back, Dick's presence was a constant reminder that there's not only shadows. That if Bruce pushes back, fights so he won't be dragged down, he will find light.

However, it was a cycle. Dick would get him out, but Bruce would go back, sooner or later. And repeat. And Dick realized this and knew he couldn't let that be his whole life. But despite the distance, it still affects Dick knowing he can't find a definite solution for Bruce.

So, seeing Bruce actually change, get better and seeing that last...it would lift the heaviest weight on Dick's shoulders, who's felt responsible for Bruce's emotions since the day he became Robin.

It's been implied to him that Bruce needs him, that he's who keeps him from falling. And Dick, despite not always feeling like he is enough, carries with that responsibility because, deep down, he also feels like he owes it to Bruce, who Dick has needed (still needs) present in his life, too.

Bruce getting better would be like being able to breath again, but it would be so suffocating too.

Dick would happy for Bruce, for the man who raised him. He'd be relieved that the hurt will stop, for both his father and those he's continuously pushed away. But then he'll be anxious, will it really last? How long until he can be sure? And he'll be scared, does he still need him, now? Does a Batman who's gotten help still need Dick Grayson Robin? Nightwing? And lurking in the back of his mind, there'd be anger. Why now? Why after all those years? Why not before? Was Dick not enough reason to change? Was he never worth this? And shame will drown those thoughts. It's selfish, to think that way. He should be happy. He wants to be happy. He is happy. But he is also mad. He's sad and he mourns the child who never saw this side of Bruce. And most of all, he loves. He loves Bruce too much to hate him for it. No matter how angry, no matter how hurt, he loves his father and he's grateful for him, for his efforts. And all he can do is smile and congratulate him because that's everything he feels he has the right to say.

And when all is said and done, Bruce will come to him and Dick will have to face the worst part of this change;

Apologies.

If Bruce has truly changed, then he would know there's more things than he can count with his fingers that he has to apologize to his son for. And out of everything else, this is what Dick Grayson fears the most.

Dick can take it, he can hear Bruce out, but he can't unpack all the pain he's been accumulating in front of his dad. He can't bring himself to say 'I forgive you' out loud despite having convinced himself long ago that it's alright.

Bruce doesn't didn't do apologies. Things happened and then went back to normal and Dick was okay with that. He forgave him, he did. So, Bruce doesn't need to apologize, he doesn't have to make him say it out loud. He can't tell him, but he's forgiven him long ago. Even if it hurt, even if he was still resentful sometimes, even if he wanted to yell at him for it, Dick could push it all down and forgive him. Bruce shouldn't apologize, shouldn't bring it up again because Dick isn't strong enough to keep it all bottled up if Bruce starts acknowledging it, if he confirms that Dick wasn't crazy for feeling wronged and hurt.

He can take it, but he really can't.

Just thinking about it drives me crazy because, out of everyone, Dick Grayson might be the kid who's been waiting for this the longest, and who thought he'd already given up the idea of his father finding a lasting happiness that would bring permanent change in him. And it would be just so overwhelming.

[vixlenxe]

Opening Commissions

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[anextravagantliar]

if i had a nickel every time the dwarf canonically cared about a mage offhandedly I would have two nickels, which isn't a lot but it's weird this keeps happening

[diam1nd-arc]

multiship should not be seen as cheating. assuming muse b is cheating is a form of godmodding a ship narrative. if you think this is cheating then be single ship. please. it’s manipulative. it’s a red flag. it makes ppl feel weird about shipping with others. this is fictional writing. ☺️

[darkadelic]

since it’s the new year I’m deciding to do a mass unfollowing just to clean this blog up. If you don’t want me to unfollow you give this post a like or comment (commenting is better if you like and unlike I will forget and unfollow by accident). If you have a side blog or multiple blogs please comment so I don’t unfollow by accident. I’m doing this just to see if anyone is interested in this blog and would like to keep interacting with me. If I do unfollow you and you give me a follow again I’ll be happy to follow you again!

The mass unfollowing will start on January 16

[minban]

i don't know who needs to hear this but kaveh's birthday is july 9th

[careol]

taps mic and clears throat: carol likes to be edged

[thanatologie]

honestly (i say, piggybacking off of @fatedvoyage's post) the fact that so many ships i've had through the years have started as a joke says some...interesting things about me, i guess.

buckytony wasn't a joke, necessarily, but i lost the steering wheel to the bus on that one pretty early on and it's been a [mumbled number of years] since that whole thing even started and they are, by far, my favorite, top tier ship for tony. i love them and their stupid inside jokes and their stupid little domestic life and their stupid little adventures.

a friend and i had a ship for tony and maccready (yes, that maccready) that started out as me testing a romance mod on a tony fo4 playthrough that led to several unfortunate ingame events (you ever try to romance a companion and get turned down because buddy-) that i got laughed at about until we weren't laughing anymore because it was like you know what and still has a special place in my heart umpteen years later just because it existed and was some juicy characterization digging and a...slightly unorthodox take on romance in the irradiated world.

emmrich and zevran, i...i honestly don't have any excuse for that one, i hate that it literally started out as me bullying dean about taking that old man to pound town on a playthrough and he picked zevran and now i hate myself for how much i kind of love?? them??? like i am legitimately mad about it. this was supposed to be for giggles to make fun of dean about, i wasn't supposed to sit here and rotate them in seriousness.

anyway, trip down memory lane to the gazebo we're standing in today listening to zevran's bad pick up lines aside, that's the thing, right. like the ships i still look back on most fondly (like maccready's rper no longer writes on tumblr, for example) or that i hold closest to my heart have a common element of like...we were joking until we weren't? or we tossed out the script (such as in buckytony's case) because the inmates were running the asylum, anyway, you know what i mean?

i do not, under any circumstances, set out to ship just to ship, it's just not my thing, but man when the blorbos click, or they click unexpectedly, that's just. 👌😩 there's a couple here that are starting to veer into that territory and i'm sitting here nose pressed to the window like SICKOS_yes_HAHA_YES.jpg over it all.

sometimes your blorbo points at the idiot blorbo you were making fun of and says that one, and you're stuck with those bad decisions until you gaslight yourself into looking at them as warm fuzzies, is what i'm saying.

[bloominghands]

I am once again asking you to bring your attention to the best Robin face I’ve ever drawn

[malka-lisitsa]

Its not even 8:30am and im angry that when telling her story to Elena and saying that Trevor fed her to the fucking Mikaelsons- Elena turned around and had more compassion for Trevor and Rose than she did Katherine.

"You ruined their lives doesn't that matter to you?"

HE RUINED HER LIFE WTF ELENA???

Why is it someone who's alleged defining trait "Compassion" seems to have some for literally everyone but Katherine? KATHERINE SAW KLAUS AS A PERSON BEFORE ELENA SAW HER AS A PERSON. Shit's fucked up Katherine was right to beat your ass- AND YOU SHOULDNT HAVE SURVIVED AND REALISTICALLY WOULDNT HAVE IF NOT FOR PLOT ARMOUR.

Anyway.

I love Elena but she pisses me off.

[amiwritesthings]

john and early-twenties deanna on the road together, hunting and they are close and somewhat codependent but nothing's ever happened between them, neither one even thought about it.

they arrive in this small town on the hunt for a werewolf, stop at a gas station and the old guy working there keeps eyeing deanna gassing up the car and asks john how someone like him scored a young pretty thing like her and john, who maybe has lucked out the last three times he went out to get laid and isn't planning to stick around past the full moon in two days anyway, just shrugs and says, dumb luck, rather than explain. maybe it'll give them an advantage, everyone thinking deanna's just an accessory instead of a skilled hunter. and maybe it makes him feel better, pretending he could actually pull a smokeshow like her.

anyway, no motel close by, but gas station guy says the local bar/roadhouse has a room upstairs for travellers. they drive to the bar, making plans on how to flush out the wolf before the moon.

they get to the bar and bar owner dude's like, oh yeah, it's you and your lady right, gas station dude called and gave me the heads up, and deanna gives him a funny look but goes along with it, pushes under john's arm and leans in, and they pay for the room for the next couple of days.

gasp, there's only one bed, but they are used to sharing a bed even if they haven't in a while, not since sam left anyway. and john just pretends like nothing's happened until deanna asks so what do i call you now? honey? babe? and john makes these excuses, gas station guy must have assumed, but we can pretend for a couple of days right? because it's for the job and they pretend to be someone else all the time so it's not a big deal right

anyways long story short johndeanna fake dating and they don't get the wolf the first time around so they have to stick around longer than anticipated and both get weirdly into it, blurring the lines so much that something actually does happen between them for the first time.

[darkadelic]

I have exciting news! On Wednesday I take my driving test! So my activity tomorrow and Wednesday will be low. Tomorrow I’m going on a mini road trip that I’ll be driving to! Just so I can get some practice. (For 2 hours! I’m the driver so no phone!) I’ll try my best to fill my queue on those two days! But whenever I get time I’ll be sure to answer dms and my discord is available if you want to chat there! Also plotting is more than welcomed too! I’m nervous but excited! Wish me luck 😭💜

[nobodyexpectsthe]

Thinking about Solas insisting that the evanuris aren’t gods & that information going in one of rooks ears and out the other.

[antioceas]

... I am incapable of writing an Eve who is not madly in love with her husband. I could write them fighting, I could write them separated, I could write them morally opposed.

But when Eve sees Adam, she will always see the man she loves.

[fangirlanxiety74]

I feel like this would be nice to know! Whether you’re a slug or otherwise, your partner loves you a lot.

... Sigh.

It is nice to know. It's one of the only things I can still remember, even after all of these years since... Well. (Has it even been years? I don't know.)

Though, I can't remember her face anymore. I can't remember anyone's faces, really. It's been too long since I've seen them. Sometimes, AM will give me dreams. He will make me relive that moment I killed them, over and over. And for a moment, I remember what it felt like. Blood staining my hands. The ice burning into my skin. The way she held onto me, even as she left me.

But I can never remember their faces. He won't allow that.

...

It's a wonder I can still remember them at all. Maybe that's part of his torment as well. That the only people I had left, are now gone. Because of me.

... Well, even so, I remember that she loved me. And as long as I can remember that, it's good enough.

I just...

I hope she knows, wherever she is, I love her too.

(OOC: Thank you for reminding me!!! I'm gonna do separate tags for Ted: If it's normal loser human him, then I'll put 'Ted Talks' but if it's the canon ending when he's a slug, I'll put 'Slug Talks.' And thank you for this ask! Tried not to cry while I wrote it sobs)