#only to have my heart broken like this
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No, did they cut Elmo and Kermit Tully? Did they take the muppet tullys from us and only kept the ones with acceptable first names? Truly, the biggest crime this show could have committed
#i have been on muppet tully watch the entire season#only to have my heart broken like this#truly cruel#hotd#house of the dragon
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I hsve an idea. Could u draw rose and ianto as besties
absOLUTELY I CAN
theyāre chatting shit (lovingly) about their tall, long-coat-wearing, time-travelling, death-cheating, alien boyfriends who have spikey hair
#Jack is nursing 10s broken nose off screen from where Ianto decked him imo Ianto would not let 10s nonsense with Jack slide#jk Ianto would not punch him he would just make him instant coffee instead of The Ianto Special and then stew silently#doctor who#torchwood#torchwood fanart#rose tyler#dwmmm.ask#ianto jones#SORRY I DISAPPEARED FOR AGES EVERYONE IM BACK HELLO !!!!!!#apologies to all the people who have sent asks that are sitting in my inbox im getting to them soon!!!#also Iām working on a big cool colab which Iām v excited about >:)#this is meant to have the vibes of the school reunion scene with sarah jane and rose laughing at 10!!#Ianto would be besties with all of 10s companions actually#him and martha are already besties & him and donna would get on so well snarky secretary duo#him and rose would not only bond over stories about the 9/jack/rose tardis team but also over being estate kids !!!#him rose and martha hanging out being the only under 25s š¶āāļø#s1 Ianto is the type to still get IDed for redbull#maybe thatās why he really wears the suit so people stop thinking heās a 16 year old#anyway I digress thank u for the ask I hope this appeases you I love this vision and also hate drawing roses hair itās SO hard#killer side part#but I loved drawing this bc I love ianto and rose friendship#ps theye matching colours on purpose bc theyāre bffs#also like ianto in the audios constantly makes friends with random side characters you canāt convince me this man isnāt extroverted at heart
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LOVE IS SO MANY THINGS. I AM SICK OF PLATONIC LOVE BEING ERASED WHEN IT IS ONE OF THE MOST STRONGEST AND IMPORTANT LOVES EVER. IM SORRY. IM SAYING IT. When you get broken up with?! Your friends are there. When someone hurts you and you need to vent or even just share STUPID GOSSIP?!?! Your friends are there !!!! People like me who don't have biological family to rely on. Hell my closest friends are basically siblings to me. I literally call them siblings. Platonic love is so strong and important and it means so much. Yes romantic love is awesome. Yes familial love is awesome but the love that has the most impact on you? Platonic. Sorry. You'll fall in love platonically more than any other love.
Also. Hey. The only rules are the ones YOU set. I'm sick and tired of people saying you cant do "romantic" things with platonic relationships. Yeah sorry. I'm taking my friends on "dates". Yes we can hold hands. You want to kiss your friend on the cheek?! Go for it dude. The world is literally your oyster and as long as you both consent. WHATEVER !!!!!!!!
#im so sorry but. platonic love is so important to me#i love my friends i adore them#my friends have helped me through so so so much#and im not saying youll have friends forever. I know those feelings pass too#but youll always remember them.#platonic love is just like any other love.#theres good and bad. so if youve gotten your heart broken by friends. sorry. I am#but can we PLEASE stop acting like romantic love is the only interesting type of love?!#and yknow what on that note.#maybe yall dont DESERVE romantic live bcus whenever romance is involved you guys always dumb down characters to being in love. so ANNOYING.
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His dark child, his love, evil of his evil. The one who broke his heart.
#my art#interview with the vampire#iwtv#interview with the vampire amc#iwtv amc#iwtv fanart#iwtv art#the vampire claudia#lestat de lioncourt#dreamstat#claudia de lioncourt you might have even said except sheād have bitten your head off immediately#doesnāt make it less true though does it#also I love how on this doodle the ābleeding/broken heartā of lestat also looks like a wound from the knife in the back#like itās making me a little unwell just thinking about it because both of them would deny vehemently the use of that phrase for their circs#and yet and yetā¦ someone with only surface level of knowledge about what happened and from a certain perspectiveā¦#could definitely throw that idiom aroundā¦ and get their head bitten off yep we return to the starting point
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[ID: Bruce Wayne and Minhkhoa Khan breaking up in the rain. Bruce is in normal civilian clothes while Khoa has a white cloak on and a mask that hides his eyes. Khoa persuades, āWe'll start in a small city in Southeast Asia, and systematically dismantle its criminal underworld. Out all the corrupt politicians. And then we'll go to the next, and the next. We'll build a high-tech base of operations that moves with us. We'll live well off the coffers of the gangs we dismantle. We'll expand from there. In time, maybe we could even tackle a city like Gotham. Not like boys, but like men at the peak of our skills.ā Bruce simply tells him, āNo.ā Minhkhoa points an accusatory finger at him as his angry response has been edited to be a post by @/egirlbutternubs that reads, āBut babe you love being gaslit.ā END ID]
#everybody has their burdens. for example mine is constantly thinking about batman 105 and how it could have been soo good....#like this drives me INSANE.#hes trying to convince bruce to stay. to not leave him. he shouts he doesn't care about anyone or anything but is standing there#in the rain while bruce is about to literally board an airplane and hes trying so hard to convince him to change his mind#to not 'throw away' what hes been training to do. to not limit himself to just one city#like haha silly edit but the fact ghat khoa is putting his heart on his sleeve the most he ever will right here#to his one and only friend the only person who seems to understand him and then being told hes broken??#literally it's such a betrayal. its heartbreaking and infuriating. its insulting.#i have a big and better post about this in my drafts somewhere......#in the meantime i love toxic yaoi & im plagued by the idea of khoas potential in a good writers hands and how itll most likely never happen#c: batman | i: 105#crypt's panels#batman#posts from the crypt#minhkhoa khan#ghostbat
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SO LIKE. HHHHHHH?????
SORRY FOR THE AMOUNT OF YELLING THAT IS ABOUT TO FLOOD OUT FROM ME BUT I CANNOT- I SIMPLY. I-
CAN YOU TELL???? IM GOING MAD. IM GOING INSANE. SIMPLY LOSING IT. PURELY UNFATHOMABLE SCREECHING FROM THE PASTRY THAT IS IN MY BRAIN, IT HAS TURNED TO MUSH.
FIRSTLY -> SHINYA IS SO PRETTY, THANK YOU BONES FOR DOING HIM JUSTICE
SECONDLY -> MY BOYS ARE ON SCREEN. THEYRE HERE. THEYRE ANIMATED.
THIRDLY -> EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS IS BEAUTIFUL.
The way he is looking at him. FUCKING BEAUTIFUL.
THE WAY THEYRE LOOKING AT EACH OTHER HELLO???? THE SOFTNESS?????? IM LOSING MY SHIT???????? SHINYAS SMILE????????? head in hands my head is in my hands
THEY ADDED A PANEL, I REPEAT THEY ADDED ONE. look at them......look at how small and adorable they are- LOOK AT SHINYAS SMILE????? HES SO HAPPY!!!!! HIS SCARF IS RED!!!!!
just look at these idiots doing surgery on the battlefield. just two guys, performing heart surgery, as you do. Jeanist isnt taking his eyes off of shinya because he knows what hes doing without eVEN HAVING TO LOOK
#tw caps#bnha#mha#best jeanist#edgeshot#kamihara shinya#hakamata tsunagu#edgejeanist#bestshot#edgejean#best jeanist x edgeshot#SO LIKE#YOU DONT UNDERSTANF#IM BROKEN#I LOVE THEM SO MUCH#i have loved them for 4 years straight and this is ONLY HAMMERING IT IN FURTHER#I AM GOING TO EXPLODE#ąø? ąøą¹ ąøąøąø¤ąøąøąøDFKG#IM SO BROKEN THAT MY FUCKING KEYBOARD SWITCHED BACK TO THAI#I AM GOING TO BE DRAWING SO MUCH ART FROM THIS#this happened when this happened in the manga but its happening yet again#second time being broken from my boys and i love every second of it but holy shit#LMFAO enjoy my descent into madness :heart:
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in my head, kieran survived the oādriscoll kidnapping, but by the time heād got back to shady belle after someone found him bleeding out in the street and took him to the doctor, the gang was gone, and he took the opportunity to escape the gang lifestyle, running off to strawberry and beginning work with the timber folks
years later, you can find him at pronghorn ranch in epilogue 1, lovingly tending to the horses in the barn when you go to scoop the manure, and heās made an honest living for himself. and the oādriscolls are gone because sadie killed then all and he is finally safe and happy is anyone listening can anyone hear me
#does anyone care where javier fits in here#in my little mind world they run off together but not at the same time#i want to write more about this but i have no idea where to start and this is all i can find the words for at the moment#if my brain can work for a little longer i may reblog w javiās side of this au#it takes him a lot longer to actually buck up and run off but it happens literally right before the pinkertons come to beaver hollow#like he takes the opportunity during the height of the confusion when john renters camp to run off#because john is alive and dutch lied and he misses kieran so much and itās just his last straw#his heart is broken and loyalty matters to him still more than anything but it isnāt dutch heās loyal to anymore#iām literally delusional#autism is a crazy thing cuz why am i literally making up an entire au and constantly thinking abt a ship that literally only 3 people in the#world ship#please put me down i wish i could have gotten hyperfixated on a Normal ship but noooo#itās THIS ONE#someone please indulge me i have so may thinks and thots#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#kieran duffy#javieran#i wonāt tag javi because. heās literally not mentioned in the actual post LOL#text#hero's talking to himself again
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My lack of self control means I just keep adding WIPs to my ao3 account because I keep getting ideas and there's no one to stop me.
#I stumbled into a new ship#It's a crossover ship but it's got a following. it's small#I've seen one half of it and I've found where to watch the other character of that ship#the dopamine I have in knowing I am about to add SO much new things to them....#I feel powerful#I'm going to be like a new god that's come to bless them and I...have plenty of other wips#but...a friend who was heavily associated with that fandom has hurt me and broken my heart#so like...I've been losing interest for months now#the chemistry between the ship is lit tho so I know i'll go back. If only for spite to finish all I started#but for now I need the moko to keep on the will to live and thus!!! I'm going to a little pond to be a big fish!
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Itās so embarrassing and heartbreaking being in so much pain over losing someone while knowing they donāt give a fuck if you live or die. Your favorite person becoming a stranger is a special kind of hell.
#I fucking hate having bpd#while Iām at it I donāt understand the fuckin audacity some people have to say they love you and do horrible things to you#I feel so stupid#I feel so stupid for believing all the lies#but I was so in love and put him on such a pedestal that I just allowed it all.#thinking about someone constantly and grieving over them and knowing theyāre perfectly fine and to them you donāt exist#Iām still in such a state of grief and I donāt understand why time hasnāt healed#it honestly feels like itās gotten worse w time#I just torture myself but I canāt help it my brain wants me dead#itās so painful I feel so fucking stupid#being abandoned with no closure by someone whoās your entire world#for someone they were unfaithful to you with multiple times (I donāt even know how many and dony want to know) immediately#like that was the plan all along#he took our cat hundreds of miles away and I donāt even know if he still has her or if sheās still alive and I miss her every day#I never loved someone like that and it feels like the heartbreak is actually physically killing me#i spent 1/5 of my entire life with him#I was my prettiest and had the best body at the time and I wasted it on someone who didnāt appreciate me#not wasted. it wasnāt wasted. we had some incredible times together#Iāll never be that beautiful again#and now idk what do so bc i canāt decide which is worse: being alone and isolating or loving deeply and ending up horribly hurt all over#itās all just so upsetting.#and I feel so stupid for allowing it all#he knows more about me than anyone and he made me feel like he loved me so much sometimes and then did horrid things and itās so fucked up#nobody read this Iām so embarrassed and horribly broken#it traumatized me so much there was so much abuse and pain idk if Iāll ever recover#I deserved it but it still hurts my heart#I was so mentally ill and sick I know it had to have been miserable to be around me#there are so many things only he understands and knows about me and I need to talk about them I j wanna b able to b there 4 each other#but that girl is so beyond insecure and controlling so. if I want to talk to who fuckin gets me Iām just fucked#why lead someone on like that for years knowing youāre going to abandon them the second itās convenient
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āYou've changed.ā
ARCANE S02E03 & STAR WARS: EPISODE III - REVENGE OF THE SITH
#maybe these last ones only makes sense in my head but whatever#both padme and vi had already seen the bad side of their lovers and glimpses of what they were capable of but ignored it#they reach for them one last time in theses scenes. both still not wanting to see the truth and with hope that things can still work out#and then they finally have the sad realization and it's over.#they make me sick#all of them!#how cait was freaking out and even crying (i think)#how insane anakin looks and sounds#how shocked vi was like she don't know the woman in front of her#how padme looks so sad that you can see in her eyes the broken heart#and none of that was enough#and i wonder if a little part of vi didn't want to just beg cait to run away with her like padme did it even tho both knew the answer#...#caitlyn kiramman#anakin skywalker#vi#padme amidala#caitvi#anidala#star wars#revenge of the sith#rots#arcane#season 2#parallels#arcane x star wars
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#so anyway iām on a train and this is my quick recap#of what iāve been up to the last year#firstly i found out i have adhd because i was so burnt out and anxious i was sent to the hospital with a suspected heart attack lol#which theyāre currently looking into to see if i have any heart problems or just anxiety 24/7 š#either way itās been a great explanation for why i find everything so difficult everyday when i didnāt even know i was finding it hard š#my mum also almost died which was very much not fun and a little traumatising#i also canāt remember if i mentioned this before i disappeared (i must have) but i bought my own flat here in london which was my lifes goal#and iāve spent the last like 8 months renovating to my own taste#itās been a crazy and overwhelming experience doing all#of this by myself#but nether the less she persisted !!!!#and iām finally in!!!#living alone? would highly recommend#and lastly this genocide has broken my heart completely and disrupted my ability to enjoy a lot of things and was why i wouldnāt bring#myself to come on here and talk about things that really didnāt matter in comparison#i have a friend directly effected and i feel v personally effected as someone who is west asian/muslim#so yeah itās been difficult#and then the liam news hit me like a truck#itās just been a Time#and the months slipped away from me like water#the only good thing thatās happened i guess is that i discovered sleep token this year and they immediately became my favourite band#iām seeing them next month and have had them on repeat non stop#so apologies in advance for turning into a sleep token blog lol
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The Invisible Clubber........................ SMILING. CAN'T STOP SMILING. LIFE SO HAPPY. LOVE. LOVE LIFE. BEAT GETTING FASTER. CAN'T STOP SMILING. NOW JUST HARMONY. NO BEAT. MELODY. STOP MOVING. SMILE TO THE SKY. ALL STANDING STILL. BEAUTIFUL. NEVER BEEN SUCH HARMONY IN ALL HISTORY. WANT TO KISS EVERYONE. THEY WANT TO KISS ME. BREATHE IN. BREATHE OUT.................
Sebastian's Story.......... Sometimes I wonder what it'll be like to die. I'll find myself drifting off, staring at something, anything and I'll stop blinking. I feel my whole body slowing down... My heartbeat... And I wonder how long it'll be broken
*Sorry that I couldn't find the source where I got this from and have no idea when this was released. If anyone has the link I will be very glad to insert it!
#warning: expand the tags at your own risk#I've been way too jolly lately.#time to break some hearts.#oh sherlock.#I could barely type out the invisible clubber I wanted to stick my head into the door frame and have someone slam the door on me#want me to drop dead on the spot? sing oh what a night#oh the invisible clubber. the only thing I could think about is sherlock being so alone and so lost at john's wedding reception#he loves dancing so much and all around him people are dancing but he is so Alone.#he was just standing there jostled by the crowd and turning in circles being drowned in the suffocating lonliness#and so he left. he returned to 221b alone and let cocaine pump his heart for him and wrote that entry in delirium.#The. Invisible. Clubber.#tell me how else could we possibly interpret this.#and please don't mention sebastian's story to me if you don't want me to die in a gory mess on you.#āSometimes I wonder what it'll be like to die.ā#āAnd I wonder how long it'll be brokenā#don't.#please don't.#I am going to die of heartbreak and mofftiss YOU ARE RESPONSIBLE#nothing should ever be this painful and we're not even sherlock#just imagine how utterly tortured sherlock is this entire time#I'm going to stop now. my tags are getting ridiculously out of control#bbc sherlock#sherlock#sherlock holmes#john watson#johnlock#sherlock s3#the sign of three#tsot#buckingham-ashtray
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#i walked into a situation today where my mom was effectively already dead. effectively bc her body was and is still alive. still breathing#painful groaning purrs. but her mind was gone yesterday. my dad said he showed her a picture of the mountains i took that day and told her#i loved her and she smiled. thats what he said. maybe he was just being nice. or maybe thats the last time she thought of me. i dunno. but#the human body is an incredible thing. shes got a heart still powering a broken body. too full of tumors to function anymore. stomach#streched like a pregnant mother. it happed really fast and now its happening very slow#im somehow probably better off than the rest of them. i only got here for the aftermath of a downslide. my daily life will b least effected#i only really saw her twice a year living so far away and she didnt text much. didnt call often. so life wont change much ill just kno shes#not there. which is sad. but theres nothing to b done abt it. life goes on. it hasnt been all bad tho. its nice to talk to my family abt her#how incredible she was. bc she was. wish her mom wasnt here tho. she doesn't deserve to b here. my mom wouldnt want her here. she didnt want#her here. but anyway. i wish her body would just let her go now. so we can sleep. so this can be over. so she can rest#but even like this shes stubborn and resilient. they say it could go on for days but i hope not. may the universe let her rest shes gotta b#so tired after 10 years of this. but i have no regrets. she knew how i felt abt her. and i dont think she had regrets either. she did so#much up to the very end. went out on a high note without the burdon of knowing it was coming#i dunno. its just such a strange experience to watch the empty shell of your mother sleeping like a gurgling baby#unrelated
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I've been thinking about the first time Prism got one of her Robots to work the way she wanted after getting kinesium and uh well this was the product of that
#aughh sorry if her hands look off I literally only have a 1 brown for skin tones so i couldn't do her palms properly#i am looking to get a set of like decent skin tones in paint pens but christ it's hard to find#i tried to use my ballpoint pen brown to at least imply the contrast but idk how well that worked#know i wanted to do it but i was limited by my resources sighh#alas...primmy :(....#idk she cares so much about her robots and it just breaks my heart to think about it#she's so gentle with them...like she's wanted to make them real for so long and now she can and she loves that and she loves them and AUGHH#i cannot wait until she meets right robot again in canon you have nooo idea how much i want her to see that bobot again#i think she would cry but um. it's good this time?#she's so special to me im crying dr p ilysm#im like a broken reccord the amount i say it. true though she's excellent :(#ieytd#i expect you to die#[agent moose's art]#roxana prism
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playing metaphor refantazio and ngl itās combat system solves so many issue I have with personas combat lately
#metaphor refantazio#like the front and back line letting you have options for damage output/taking#attacks and stuff being ā2ā turns#passing ur turn being ā1 turnā letting you sneak in extra attacks with other characters?#genuinely Iām having so much fun passing my turns around esp working out a rhythm of attacks that work and doing so v quickly#Iām only just past the funeral so I canāt say fully how much I enjoy the game#that first cave with the worms can fuck off tho why does everything do fire damage my poor protag š#anyway yes#I love persona with my whole heart but god is p5r and p3r especially so fucking easy#p5r having the most broken mechanic with the baton pass#metaphors turn passing is way fuckin cooler 10/10
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So I'm trying to think up some ideas for some AvA poster-like art to test my new tablet out with, and I've only just realized that The Chosen One has like no character traits at all, at least compared to every one else.
Orange has his art and his crafting and sleeping, Green has his music, his building, and his social media stuff (if that's a thing that will last for him), Yellow's got redstone and coding and engineering, Blue's got potions, cooking, gardening, and archery, Red's got his animals and pranking, Purple has the elytra/flying and cherry trees, King's got the staff and the entire 'king' motif, TDL has the virus stuff and the virabots and destroying shit, and victim has his clones, their weapons, his lasso, and his entire corporation.
What does Chosen have that's been associated with him? Truly?
His powers, sure; definitely fire. Freedom, perhaps. But neither of those are really things or interests.
Chosen has nothing like that. We don't know about ANY interests or hobbies he has, what things he likes. What he's enthusiastic about, what his passions are. Who really is he, beyond all the things that have happened to him or that he's done?
We know basically nothing about Chosen as a character, because every time we've seen him, it's just been him fighting in some way. The only times this hasn't been the case was when he was being used as a pop-up blocker, before his confrontation with Dark, and when victim has him tied to the chair.
We don't know who The Chosen One really is, what things make up his personality and identity and define him.
A part of me wonders if Chosen himself even knows. Has he ever had a chance to figure that stuff out about himself? Has he ever even tried?
#alan becker#ava#ava the chosen one#This realization has broken my heart#The only thing that Chosen sorta had was his friendship with Dark#But even that wasn't very much#Chosen has no identity for himself#Who is he? Who is he?#Alan please give your boy some character development#Please Chosen is already the Loner he needs a little TLC#victim also suffers from this to an extent he's mostly defined right now by his motivations and things around him#rather than any interest or hobby he likes#Purple and King too to a lesser extent especially post AvMS3 but they at least have a little bit of SOMETHING for them#Red could also use a secondary thing beyond his affinity for animals he by far has the weakest characterization out of the main cast
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