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What is your favorite vessel/princess?
It's so hard to choose, I love them all!! But when I first read this, two vessels popped in my head right away because they feel like they're straight out of my nightmares: The (Deconstructed) Damsel and the Drowned Grey

The metaphors! The visuals!! The horrifying tragedy of it all!!! <333
#i often lucid dream during my nightmares and everytime I do the nightmares only tend to get worse#the deconstructed damsel felt so much like that#youre asleep and theres a girl and as you talk to her the more an unsettling feeling grows as the illusion of the dream grows more and more#apparent and she starts to fall apart in your hands and your mind created her but you're not as in control as you wish you were#so you cant save her#because its too late#if only you had stayed asleep#and then the drowned grey route is more like the nightmares that just go YOURE AFRAID OF WATER GO IN THE WATER AND THERES A DEAD BODY AAAAA#thanks for the ask!!! love drawing these ladies#stp#my art#stp damsel#stp drowned grey#slay the princess#ask
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#this is LOOSELY based on a photo of the only fictional couple I’m not normal about#(scully and mulder)#bc I had to make my new obsession just like them😇😇#hope you all have a good rest of your day I am going to bed now!!!#I am EXHAUSTED I woke up at 3am😭😭😭😭😭#my dreams are often like lucid dreams and I can control most of them#but also they’re like SO VIVID I can eat sleep feel everythinf etc etc#anyways last night I dreamt I was a detective a la Morgan freeman in se7en#going after a serial killer#IT WAS SO SCARY I WOKE UP LIKE😳😳#I’ve been awake since then & I genuinely don’t even know where it came from bc like#I haven’t watched horror movies in forever I abandoned true crime years ago…#my brain was just😃#also it’s funny I did this x files drawinf today#because I started watching that show when I was TWO#my mom figured if I watched scary things from a young age I would never be scared of anything#idk what she was thinking bahahahahahahahaah (it did not work)#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#hogwarts legacy oc#hogwarts legacy mc#eloise babbit#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow fanart#sebastian sallow x mc
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"we will meet again even if now we are separated" my ass he's not real anyways and i see him everyday everytime i log in ☠️
#genshin#genshin impact#desta's dumbass corner#genshin memes#genshin impact memes#kazuha#kaedehara kazuha#today me and my brain did a bold move and woke up and fell asleep thrice to continue the same dream; its the second time in my entire life i#could do this only because in this dream i was searching for kazuha#since it was implied he was somewhere in a crowd of irls and characters but my dream wasnt lucid enough and i couldnt manifest him 🤬#so i did a Fairy Enough move and woke up with the lazy plot twist i was him all along.#(doesnt make any sense except from the FE reference and spoiler that MimiHapi are the same being#because i was Heizou there and in 80% of my dreams. Wait I'm lying i do see him sometimes! Whatever.)#Kazuha my man its been 2 years since i dreamt you (i think) please show up and forgive my sins.
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got back into maple after a couple months hiatus just for this beauty
#love love love her so much she's my fave#lucid#maplestory#dreamer#imagine me making a dreamer oc as a kid who created an endless cityscape of nightmares to live out their fantasies in#only to see lucid my beloved in full lolita fashion-#clocktower#butterflies#dreams#escapism#neon colors#all my favourite tropes#just stamp 'sold' on my face why don't yq#elize.txt#elize.post
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I'm in another dreaming era and my friends keep featuring in them. They aren't even being eaten alive this time
#My sister has wierd vivid dreams of hunting and killing people#WORRYING! I AGREE!#I have weird vivid dreams of RPF attack on Titan AUs#I can lucid dream but only as a defensive maneuver#Most of my dreams lately have been normal. Except I did get the Perfectly Engineered To Break My Heart#Flavor of dream this morning. :(.
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hyperfixation so strong i gotta go take a walk about it
#bg3#warhammer 40k: rogue trader#rogue trader#skyrim#ONLY WHEN I PUT MY BLORBOS IN IT. THIS IS A SKYRIM CRITICAL BLOG#anyway yeah i'll just put on my music and wander the neighborhood thinking about the stuff for 3 hrs at a time#it's either that or nap for 16 hrs straight so i can lucid dream about it#which i've been told is “not a healthy coping mechanism”
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ok but like actually does anyone ever live entire lifetimes in dreams? Like in multiple dreams I had a whole life, wife, kids etc, but in a different body. I always wake up feeling exhausted, disassociated and sad, not knowing where I am. Sometimes even calling out someones name from the dream. Is this just me fr
#dream#dreams#lucid dreaming#lucid#like guys I actually have no idea what this is and the craziest thing#I never remember any of my other dreams#only these ones they literally feel like I spend YEARS
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people who have lucid dreams and can control them fuck off. ill be in a dream and go "oh wait, this is a dream" and i still cant control shit. every single time i try to fly cause itd be fun and i barely manage to hover before falling down again. the best i can do when realizing im in a nightmare is make myself wake up, i cant actually make the nightmare stop. like wtf
#97#i have v few lucid dreams too so i dont get to try v often#oh but funnily enough.#last night i had a nightmare that all my teeth were falling out#and i was like '... hey this only happens in nightmares. oh im dreaming again'#which was the first time i had a lucid dream based on recognizing a dream trope lol
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Had a dream I went to go see a publicity stunt movie, which was about… I want to say, like, animal farm or something— some grim thing, involving animals— except the movie was about forcing a real life pig, strapped to a movie theatre chair, to watch. Except the big twist at the end was the camera panning around to reveal… it was a fake pig all along. Unsure what the goal was.
I knew the twist going in, but I am as much unable to stop where my dreams are going as I am able to redirect a river with my bare hands, so into the theatre I went. The specific promotional stunt my dream theatre was doing was that the fake pig? In the theatre with you. Whooaaaaa. I got a seat pretty close to the animals— and the choice to switch from ‘pig’ to ‘animal’ is intentional, here, because I don’t remember what they were but they sure as hell wasn’t pigs
There was a baby… whatever it was, on the ground in front of the screen, and it’s mother was the one strapped to a chair. I remember spending most of the film staring at the mother & thinking ‘damn… that fake animal sure as hell looks real. I can see it blinking. Wow. Hang on,’ bc the fake animal was supposed to have button eyes
Now, I’m pretty sure in real life I would in fact be able to tell that it was a real animal like wayyyy faster, but again, dreams, rivers.
Anyway me forcing the realization that the animals were real made the dream start falling apart. Got lost in some long ass dark hallways. A theatre employee accosted me. Wound up back in the theatre & chose to free the baby. Was looking for a key to free the mother when I got trapped in the lobby which was also a veterinary office and my mother was there and trying to get me to run a class on animal welfare.
I don’t know why I’m turning this into a tumblr post. It was visceral though. I can still see the mother’s eye.
#mobbdreams#I’d love to lucid dream but my subconscious is stronger than my conscious#I’m generally always passively aware that I’m dreaming#but trying to take control never works out. dream starts skipping and stuttering like a fucked up dvd#closest I’ve gotten was a dream abt accidentally freeing an ancient evil bc it was possessing the body of a friend#and when I realized what I had done I thought ‘this dream is abt to get scary’ so I rewound to the start#but then I couldn’t do anything unless I followed the path laid out for me#so I just stood in deep ass snow in the middle of a blizzard#staring at the stone smile on my friends face. aching to move but refusing. for like a long ass time#and maybe I coulda moved & just kept it looping except#the first time the evil played along w being my friend it was only context clues that led to me realizing smth was deeply terribly wrong#and I knew that it’s awareness had travelled back with me
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so do the rest of you guys just simplify your dreams when explaining them to people or do I just remember a significantly weirder degree of depth than the average bear
#thinking about shit like this every morning when i wake up after like#spending the past however many hours in part of a high stakes cop drama that takes place in the pokemon world#but my pokemon is actually an elder scrolls character pretending to be a weird rare pokemon because it's easier than passing as human#and the fair we are trying to get through is down a dirt road alley that's also a depressingly empty polynesian farmers market#and we gotta go fast because my irl friend who's with us really wants to have a mantine draped over his shoulders like when he was a kid#but then we find out that the mantine encounter was at the aquarium next to the fair and not the fair itself and he just misremembered#so he's all sad while we're riding go karts and dirtbikes because he doesn't get to play with the mantines#but anyway we were here for the cop drama bit because some teenage girl got assaulted and we need to beat up the perp's pokemon#(perp himself has already been bagged)#and now I'm realizing that I don't know what fake pokemon moves to tell my fake “pokemon” to use#(he's a daedric prince it's not like he'd listen to me anyway he's about to obliterate the fuck outta this sunflora no matter what I say)#which leads me to wondering why I can't think of a decent steel-type pokemon move similar to slash#(“metal claw only works if you have claws” I think to myself wondering why there isn't some kind of sword move like ffs honedge exists)#anyway he's already finished the fight so it doesn't matter we can go home back through the depressing farmers market#home is aboard a KotoR-esque spaceship of course which is good because it means I get “back at camp” dialog with my daedra friend#but he's gone now shit fuck where did he go is he killing people without me this is bad I leave and start walking through crowded streets#people are trying to sell me shit but I ignore them#I'm accosted by a guy dressed like an old-west outlaw who says that he's with the vigil of stendarr and he's here hunting daedra#I tell him to fuck off because honestly I'm no longer invested in this dream's narrative arc#(I'm trying to envision a different scenario that is more appealing to my current tastes but lucid dreaming was a lie and I can't hack it)#then I wake up#next night I dream about being an omnipotent dragon god with a marsupial pouch full of my adopted babies (JJK characters)
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Lrb do you guys think Flora could sometimes speak through Doll, or that Gehrman keeps losing the distinction between being awake and asleep and in his "dreams" Doll will act nightmarish, or both? And he never knows whether he is awake or asleep, and whether he speaks with her or Flora that looks like her, and that driven him scared to the point of not wanting to interact with her much?
#bloodborne#i have time frames in my mental health when my dreams feel just like being awake and i lose the difference#both in appearance and how lucid my mind is except i do not remember i fell asleep#and i only figure out something WAS wrong when i wake up in a cold sweat after something fucked up breaks the illusion#i know exactly how it feels o_o"#'trust no one. not even the no one' (c)
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the happy mask salemans showing up in my dream & telling me that im dreaming will forever haunt me...

#the dream took place at a renaissance type bonfire with people dancing & playing instruments around the fire#then the happy masks salesman tells me that im dreaming while swaying & smiling like he does#mind you#ive never fully gotten into majoras mask at the time of the dream & ive only seen this man a couple times in my life#this was 2 years ago#legend of zelda#legends of zelda#lucid dreaming#dreaming#ocarina of time#majoras mask#loz#loz link
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What does it mean when u have a dream about living skeletons overrunning your neighborhood
#that was weird of my brain#people were dumping water on the skellys to make them go away. good thing is they didnt come into your house#one of my good friends was there. she was going to walk home through the skellys. i would not trust her to do that#her house is a 20 minute drive so imagine walking that through weird living skeletons#idk why the skellys were dangerous tho. they might have been dissappearing people with skeleton magic or something#at one point towards the end i remember thinking “i bet these r gonna show up outside my window and stare at me cuz thats how my dreams go#so i think that means i was lucid dreaming?? cuz thats what happens when u become aware that youre dreaming#the only thing i remember doing after that was bring dissapointed that there wasnt any pie left and then remarking thst the cia was here#to round up the skellys#i mistyped cia as cis the first time. that would've changed the meaning of the sentence lol#i woke up right after that#damn alarms. take me back to skelly land#[insert cool original post tag]
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My Tumblr kindred spirits
You asked me about my lucid Aegon dream story.
Me:
Also me, late at night because my sleep schedule is like a raccoon:
#it is going to be a series#i promise to tag those who commented in the story#as well as anyone who asks#like my bestie dais#this story is only happening because she made me watch domina#and i fucking loved it#i would not have pulled that curtain back#i would have pushed that bish off of gaius' dick and said my turn#but i digress#aegon lucid dream is going to be a short series#because i love my tumblr kindred spirits#and because dais is legit my muse
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Had my first real nightmare in years last night
#littletalks.txt#it was more early this morning than last night#for context I have a lot of dreams that would likely be considered nightmares by most people that I don't consider nightmares bc they don't#upset me or unnerve me in any real way#I woke up at like five ish this morning. I puttered around for a bit and then decided to go back to sleep. I had sort of fallen into a light#sleep and began to dream. there was no plot it was very brief. I was getting into my car (standing in the open door) and there was this#little girl in the driveway on the other side of the car. she was laughing and in the context of the dream I think she was a friend's kid#(she doesn't exist irl) so I'm standing there talking with her parent and listening to this kid laugh when I begin to hear identical#laughter from beside me. I am filled with dread‚ I can't bring myself to look over at the source and the only thought in my mind is of teeth#it was at this point that I became just lucid enough to realize that I was dreaming though not lucid enough to snap myself out of it#so I guess I started squeezing my hand open and shut over and over to try to wake myself up. that's what I woke up doing anyway#my heart was going about a mile a minute#went back to sleep after that
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ya boy is so brave i woke myself up via lucid dreaming out of a three level nightmare
#level three: the worst party i’ve ever been to#my lucid dream test is when i’m having a crisis in a dream and my brain can only think this makes no sense i must be dreaming#i see if i can turn the lights on/off with just looking at the light switch#so i did and got so excited and like basically threw myself around the room trying to wake up#level two: i wake up so happy that that nightmare was not real#except then everyone tells me it did happen and i basically have woken myself up after sleeping after that party#some more stuff happens i’m like no this makes no sense am i still fucking dreaming??#so i wake myself up into….#level one: i wake up and try to stumble out for confirmation that this is indeed real life#someone starts whispering ‘platypus pancakes’#i’m like WHAt ????#they’re like ‘platypus pancakes’#i’m about to just start crying i want things to make sense again so bad#then i wake up for real. and make this post#phew!
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