#online tuition for class 8

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Why Online tutoring becoming increasingly popular?

From tuition to advanced classes, online tuition for class 8 students and beyond is on the increase.

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How Much Does CBSE Class 8 Online Tuition Cost?

Online tuition classes have become a popular option for students who want to improve their academic performance or catch up with missed lessons. CBSE Class 8 students, in particular, can benefit from online tuition classes as they prepare for the upcoming exams. In this blog post, we will explore the cost of CBSE Class 8 online tuition and the benefits of online tuition classes.

The Benefits of Online Tuition Classes

1. Convenience:

Online tuition classes can be taken from the comfort of your home, eliminating the need for travel to a physical location.

2. Flexibility:

Online tuition classes offer more flexibility in terms of scheduling. Students can choose a time that suits them best, and in case of any scheduling conflict, they can reschedule the class with the teacher.

3. Personalized Attention:

Online tuition classes offer personalized attention from the teacher. Students can ask questions and get immediate feedback from the teacher.

4. Variety of Options:

Online tuition classes offer a wide range of subjects and teachers to choose from, giving students the option to select a teacher who they feel is the best fit for their learning style.

Price of CBSE Class 8 Online Tuition

The cost of CBSE Class 8 online tuition can vary depending on the teacher, duration, and location. On average, online tuition classes for CBSE Class 8 students can cost anywhere between INR 500 to INR 1500 per hour. However, the cost can also vary based on the experience and qualifications of the teacher.

Conclusion

CBSE Class 8 online tuition can provide students with the personalized attention they need to excel in their studies. The cost of online tuition classes can vary based on the teacher and duration, but there are several options available to suit different budgets. Students can explore the different options available to find a teacher who can help them achieve their academic goals.

[nananarc]

Gonna disclose my income as a freelance artist because I feel like it might give some perspective. And mostly bc I'm feeling a bit burnout and I want pity points ok? Lol.

Context 1: For sake of simplicity, all figures are net income (minused all fees, charges, insurance, benefits, etc)

Context 2: I live in a big city in Việt Nam and the cost of living is relatively low. A salary of 1000$/month is considered really good for someone living alone with one pet, no family or children, no debt or other liabilities. Entry level jobs usually start at around 200-300$/month.

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Let's start in 2021 because that's when it can be considered when I started doing art professionally.

In 2021 and 2022, I was juggling between art school, a part-time online side gig, building social media for my art, and of course try to get commissions. But coms were few and far between, mainly because I didn't have an online present before and I only hang in relatively small fandoms. So all I earn through side gig and art were only some change, in total avarage to about 40$/ month. Some months made up for no income months.

In 2023, things starts to be a bit better as I get more confident in my skill, but coms are still few and far between and months with no income is still common. Side gig was few and far between too and pay less. Overall I'd say it goes up to about 80$/month.

This year 2024, art school is done, I can finally do art full time. But I was severely burnout because all the accumulated stress since waaaaay before catch up with me and i couldn't cope anymore. I have to spend a lot of time resting instead. Fortunately, I received a decent amount of coms each month, and the new patreon surprisingly got a few supporters (I fully realistically expected it to sit at 0 for at least a year). Overall, I have an 8 hours 4 days work week: 4 hours a day on com and managing social media and other stuff that actually makes money; 4 hours a day on my own projects and personal indulgence that doesn't directly make money. As of now, my income is about 180$/month.

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You are probably wondering how the fuck do one live like this in this economy.

It's because my family is middle class and can afford a freeloader like me in their house, receive their pocket money and tuition fee. I'm privileged.

But of course my family isn't rich and if just one catastrophic event happens to us, we'd be in bad shit. I'm constantly in anxiety of money, work, and the future. It doesn't help that I'm late 20s and many people around keep reminding of how I'm not making money yet still leeching off parents. It doesn't help that, for years all i hear about art is it will just lead to failure and no money.

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But still, I am thankful of my family for letting me stay here. And all my friends and supporters for giving me money oc lol, but more importantly, believing in me more than I ever do in myself. I read all of your little tags, your keysmash and compliments, and I keep them all dear to my heart, and I went back to them everytime I need motivation. I can't see where my future as an artist will be, but I cling to your support and love as the will to keep going. Thank you all so, so fucking much. I'd have been literally dead in a ditch somewhere without you guys.

Anyway, idk, I've always been adamant about wage transparency (especially in a corporate setting) but I rarely see this in freelance artists. except to flex, to promote the hustle culture, or to sell some courses they made. Most of us don't want/can't subscribe to the grind and have nothing to flex either. All we have is this shit economy. I'd wish we could have been more open about this and many of us wouldn't have to feel so lonely and despair all the time.

[seramilla]

I need to write a fic for the human au soon. (Unfortunately my classes are out so I don't even have an excuse for why I don't) But I was thinking since a part of me likes this kind of thing for some background being Sera had a strained with her family who werent great but not overlord au bad when Emily was born while she was in university. Before Emily is a year old both her parents die in car crash and suddenly she is Emily's guardian she could have left Emily in foster care but she didn't want to leave Emily so she took her in but couldn't afford to care for her and do school so she drops out and starts working to support the two of them. She's able to keep her head above water but barely in a position where one accident or sudden expense would he a disaster she couldn't afford. Meanwhile Carmilla is rich she was rich by family and married rich than her husband passed leaving her with a lot of money and a company plus the two girls. They meet at school (Emily got a scholarship thing to go whatevet private school the girls go to and become friends.) Carmilla notices Sera is always stressed about money being one major expense away from disaster and also trying to help her in what way she can. If they get together Carmilla plans to let Sera do whatever go back to school, keep working like she is though hopefully less hours or just stay at home as her sugar baby. Also for ages Carmilla is older than Sera who was 21 when Emily was born and got her at that age Sera is 28 now and Carmilla is currently 32 her late husband passed 4 years ago.

You totally should!

I can see Sera working multiple jobs to take care of Emily, and even if Emily got a scholarship, there'd probably be other expenses like books, uniforms, field trips, or whatever else that she'd have to pay for out of pocket. Maybe Sera tried to go back to school multiple times, took online classes, etc. but she just couldn't keep up with multiple jobs and classes at the same time, so she'd give up after a while. But it's okay, as long as Emily got a good education.

The first time Emily, Odette, and Clara have a play date and Sera comes to pick up Emily, she and Carmilla get into a conversation. Carmilla wants to get to know all the parents of the girls her daughters are friends with. Almost immediately, Carmilla is very attracted to this woman. She's not dressed to the nines or driving a fancy car or wearing really expensive clothes/jewelry like all the other moms and dads Carmilla meets. She's a homely, down-to-earth person probably driving a 20-year-old Honda Civic, wearing a simple blouse and skirt from her day job at some office somewhere, and running really late because traffic was a nightmare.

Carmilla respects her very much for being a single "parent" and trying to raise Emily on her own. She invites her back anytime she wants. Emily is always welcome in her home. Sera starts coming to visit all the time, even though Carmilla orchestrates these encounters very strategically, so she doesn't scare the timid woman away. She wants to make her feel welcome like any of the other parents, but also let her know that she's special and Carmilla fancies her very much.

It takes a while, but when they eventually get together, Carmilla tells Sera she doesn't have to work anymore; she can go back to college full-time if she wants, or just stay home and take care of all the girls. Sera thinks it's very tempting, because she hasn't had the opportunity to think about what she wants for the last 8 years of Emily's life. It's honestly all so overwhelming. She doesn't even know how to be selfish anymore.

Ultimately, Sera decides that she does want to pull her weight and work her way through college. She gets a job on campus part-time, like a work study program, so she can help pay her tuition herself and still have time to take care of the girls in the mornings and afternoons when they get home from school. Eventually she decides she wants to go to graduate school, as well; she gets an assistantship, and by the time Emily is a teenager, Sera's finished with her education and working with Carmilla at her company.

[thesims3help]

Sims 3 - Gameplay enhancing mods: School, University, Skills, Work.

A category-based mod post. Mods and links previously featured in our Masterlist. All credits to their rightful owners.

Categories include: school, apprenticeship, university, tuition, skills, careers, gigs and work mods.

School:

Extra-Curricular Activities – MissyHissy's School For Gifted Sims

The Apprenticeship Program – MissyHissy's School For Gifted Sims

Faster (and Slower) Homework - 8 Flavours!

Extra Credit Homework V4 by Nona Mena (simlogical.com)

Edited Education Hours

University:

Course List | MissyHissy's College of Further Education

Lost & Found: Honors Scholarship (Plus Other Aptitude Test Tweaks)

Write Scholarships for Money

New Scholarships (Update 10/26/23) - Talent Scholarships & No Store Version

Attend University Online (Update 10/26/23) - Wish Fix

University Life Visual Fixes (Send Insulting Text, Texting Idle, Heat of the Moment Kiss)

Studying Tweaks

Minimum Wage/More Realistic Earnings, Higher Tuition, Higher Boarding School Costs, Higher Grant Money

University Manager by Kuree[Script Mod] by Kuree (simlogical.com)

[UL] No Academic Performance Decay - 1.63 - 1.67 by Nona Mena (simlogical.com)

University Degree Tweaks: Counts for Education and Social Group Jobs + FLAVOURS

Skills:

Take Practice Shots Mod

Hidden Skills Unhidden

Learn Cooking Recipes by Watching TV!

Skills Lose Progress

Musical Instruments

Flower Arranging - Interaction and Skill

Knitting for TS3 - Interaction and Skill

Writing, Painting, Gardening, Tinkering More Fun

Study Skills Online V37

Yoga Mod (Update 3/1/23) - New Features!

Scribbling Pad + Buzzler's Scribbling Pad - Fixed

TS2 > TS3 Functional Sewing table [BETA V2.0.0]

Programming Skill

Faster Gardening Mod - 3 Flavors

Faster Upgrades Times

Faster Drafting Table Sketches & Paintings

Faster Invention Making/Sculpting and/or Challenges

Faster/Slower and/or Hidden Skills!

Rock Climbing Wall Tweaks, with multiple flavors

Meditate by Candlelight V4 by Nona Mena (simlogical.com)

Fit Atmosphere (Gym) Moodlet Fix by Nona Mena (simlogical.com)

Jobs, Gigs:

Social Networking Skill for Computer/MultiTab

Spin Class

The Job Board | MissyHissy's Job Centre

Employment – MissyHissy's School For Gifted Sims (Teen Jobs)

Time to work again - Cancel Time Off

Social Care Career

Hairdresser Mod - Impress Clients, Temporarily Dye Hair and More!

Job Overhaul -- Interviews And More

Pool Jobs for Lifeguards

nraas Careers - Must download main Careers mod and wanted modules which represent different careers.

The Business as Unusual Bistro Set

The Savvier Seller Mod - Version 4

Observatory Assistant -- Part-Time Astronomy Job

Sim State - The Sims 3 Open For Business Mini Expansion v1.4

Ultimate Careers (Version 4.3)

Showtime: Performance Career Tweaks by Nona Mena (simlogical.com)

Xtreme Career [TS1 to TS3]

Army Enlisted Career - Now With Two Separate Career Paths! - Updated 12/02/2012

Magic Academy / Dark Magic Academy Career

Factory Worker Career

Music Producer Career

Marine Biologist career

Doggie Day Care career

Restaurant Host career

Superhero and Supervillain Careers

Layoff Mod

Cancel Time Off Updated

Check For Work In Rabbitholes

Showtime Gigs: Easier or Harder Legendary Shows

Late Night Gig Scheduler Deluxe: Be your own agent! (scripted object) by Nona Mena (simlogical.com)

Find All Jobs in Newspaper or on any Computer

All Careers Available In the Future by Gurra (simlogical.com)

Adventure Boards/Job Board for your towns by Nona Mena (simlogical.com)

Audition For Band Gigs

Teen Band Redux

[helioscopepdx]

PORTLAND: Steve Lieber's First Friday Office Hours are back!

This Friday, November 1st, find Steve at @bookswpictures at 1401 SE Division from 4-6PM, giving professional feedback on your comics art. Here's his pitch for the event:

HOW DOES THIS WORK? You show me 6-8 pages of comic book storytelling. I’ll give you honest feedback based on my 30 years in comics. I’ll tell you what I think works, what doesn’t, how to tweak a panel for clarity or impact- all the stuff your teacher at a comics class might tell you. WHAT ARE THE LIMITS? This isn’t networking. I’m not there to hire you, read your pitch, give your samples to a publisher, or introduce you to other, more famous comics people. I’m just there to talk with you about the pages you’ve drawn. Like a class in art school, but without roll call or tuition. ANYTHING ELSE? I’m restricting this to comics pages- storytelling- because that’s what I know. If you’re looking for feedback on scriptwriting, or illustrations, or fine art, or concept art, I’m not that guy. There are people who know WAAAY more about those specialties than I do. And it’s fine to work digitally, but please bring print-outs. It’s a LOT easier to critique art on paper, and we won’t have to deal with app glitches or battery problems. HOW LONG CAN THIS GO ON? I’m only doing this in person- not online. My plan is to keep doing office hours at Books With Pictures, 4-6 PM on the first Friday of every month for as long as our mutual schedules permit. WHAT DOES THIS COST? Zip. Nada. Zero. It costs nothing. Just bring your portfolio and your love of comics. Hope to see you this Friday!

[delphidewirests]

Day 4

26/6/24

Okay, things changed a bit today. May be because my antibiotic course just completed today. I will be dividing the day into 3 parts.

Studying/Working:

1. 3 hours of tuition. Taught with changing level of concentration. It was difficult, I don't know why, but I managed well.

2. Half an hour of note working in the afternoon.

3. 2 hours of reading and working on an online presentation for teaching.

4. 2 hours VSMS write up working. Used pomodoro this time. Not very useful usually, but achieved more than usual today for me.

5. 40 minutes of learning Spanish on Duo.

(not in bed yet, so may be will sit with some more studying before I finally sleep)

Being productive

1. Woke up at 7:30 pretty unusual.

2. Had a bath, took my inhalers properly, had my morning coffee before starting off for tuition class.

3. Came home and ate on time.

4. Completed antibiotic course. Delayed by a day, but I'm working on forgiving myself.

5. Didn't overindulge in movie/series watching.

6. Watched 3 episodes of Dr. House.

7. Slept for 2.5 hours in the evening.

8. The evening tuition got cancelled. So I sat with A Frozen Woman by Annie Ernaux almost for an hour. I was distracted but I read quite some pages.

9. Spent some time preparing compost water for plants, watered them.

10. Ate, did some dishes.

Bad things

1. Transformer blasted, smoke rushed like madness, I'm having the chest congestion again.

2. Slept too long may be in the evening, so no sleep now.

3. I was having some silly confusion regarding how to manage money. I felt insecure, silly, .. May be I have to start another meditation routine again.

That's all for today I guess! I am happier I think.

[sinisterdenial]

A four-part online series, taking you from first trance to skilled 'tist.

Buy your tickets here!

Over 5 weeks, Imaginatrix and Sinister will give you every tool you need for mind-blowing scenes as you dive into the world of hypnokink. Four intensive workshops will cover everything from the very basics to deep dives on more advanced approaches - all designed to give you a flexible toolkit that you can use in the bedroom and beyond! Two 2-hour drop-in sessions will give you the opportunity to ask any questions you have or troubleshoot your approach. There will be a Discord server set up only for participants, where Trix and Sinister will be able to provide coaching and advice over the five weeks of the course. Each workshop will be recorded for attendees to watch back, or catch up on the course in their own time.

Add yourself as attending on Fetlife!

The schedule is��(all times GMT):

Sunday February 25th, 6-8pm - The Basics

What erotic hypnosis is and how it works. The general structure of a trance, and a solid grounding in the techniques required for starting to play. A thorough exploration of how to negotiate such scenes along with the consent and safety issues. A framework on which you can build.

Sunday March 3rd, 6-8pm - Improving Inductions

Exploring the wide variety of ways we can get someone into trance. How you can make the induction a part of your play. How to adapt your approach for your subject. The principles of how and why inductions work, so you can improvise them on-the-fly.

Thursday March 7th, 8-10pm - Drop-in #1

Come by at any point with questions or requests for demonstration, or let us help you with any issues you've been having.

Sunday March 10th, 6-8pm - Suggestions that Stick

Looking at how you can best frame suggestions to have the biggest impact. The best ways to ensure that they're as safe and reliable as possible, and how to adjust things when they don't quite go according to plan. How you can use language and framing to have long-lasting, powerful hypnotic effects.

Sunday March 17th, 6-8pm - Bringing it All Together

A study of how deepeners can be best used in your play, and the role they have in enhancing the trances you construct. Then looking at how to make the hypnotic experience as a whole feel coherent and easy. Then we'll share our principles for flow in our play - how and when to break the rules we've given you so far, and how they can make for more flexible, effortless hypnosis.

Sunday March 24th, 6-8pm - Drop-in #2

A chance to ask any final questions you have, or again work through any techniques you need help with.

Can't make one of the dates? No worries, the recordings of each class will be released well in advance of the next one, so you'll always be able to catch up.

About the presenters:

Sinister has been experimenting with, teaching, and generally passionate about hypnosis for five years. She now produces hypnotic videos as one half of the production company Mesmerotic, and runs a second studio, EdgeSluts, focused on her other area of expertise: orgasm control. She's enthusiastic about teaching hypnosis and helping it to be as accessible as possible to newcomers or giving scene veterans new tools to use in their play. She practises more general kink alongside hypnosis in her daily life, and delights in finding new ways to combine them. She offers professional sessions, tuition and other services online and off, in addition to her paid and free content on Patreon and OnlyFans. She is in a 24/7 ownership dynamic with Trix.

Imaginatrix has a passion for hypnotic hedonism. As well as being a ride or die kinkster, Trix works full-time as a hypnotic content creator, Domme, and BDSM educator. An eternal switch, her hunger for hypnosis is boundless, whether she's melting minds or being mesmerised.

She is a certified hypnotist trained in Integrative Hypnosis Sexual Freedom Hypnosis® techniques, and organises the only monthly erotic hypnosis class in the UK. She makes up the other half of Mesmerotic and brings her erotic hypnosis to OnlyFans and Patreon. She loves deep-diving into hypnotic technique and thinks hypnosis is an incredible tool for connection and pleasure. She is also Sinister’s possession, and hypnosis is a core part of their dynamic.

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Online Tuition for Class 8: Personalized Learning for Success 

Online tuition for Class 8 offers personalized learning with expert tutors to help students excel in subjects like Math, Science, and English. With interactive lessons and tailored study plans, students can focus on areas they find challenging. The flexibility of online learning allows them to study at their own pace, ensuring a deeper understanding of concepts. Regular assessments and feedback help track progress, boosting confidence and academic performance, while preparing students for future studies and competitive exams.

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Why Do Students of Class 8 Need to Know About Athenian Democracy?

online tuition for Class 8 provides the flexibility to utilise various teaching strategies and customised approaches.

[curiousacademic]

Things that seem so foreign to me as a private school student

I thought this would be interesting, if you have any questions feel free to comment!

Having separate lunches than other people in your grade. Like a/b lunch. What? There's one lunch period for the entire highschool here

Having multiple of one class? Like 1st hour English 1 and 3rd hour? Nah fam there's Accel. and non Accel. take it or leave it

Remedial classes? Nah like I said accelerated or non accelerated. At my school you are either stupid or smart.

Not having an awards ceremony? What?

Same as above but w yearbook signing

OH YEAH YALL BUY YOUR YEARBOOKS THATS SO WEIRD (they are included in our tuition)

codes of honor, like y'all don't have to sign saying you won't do anything naughty? Lmao weird

Being allowed to wear hats? Guys having long hair? Dress code in general tbh I wish I could be that expressive

Imagine not having to go through accreditation every 5 or so years lol- *cries in the corner*

you guys also start school so late, I was 2 when I first when to school

(a full education at my school is 15 years, that's longer than a PhD.)

Yeah we have a golf team, what about it?

TEACHERS USE THEIR PHONE? LIKE A CELL? we literally have landlines..

We did attendance by paper for the first few years I was in school (hell, we still do sometimes)

NO RWI? I would pay for that ngl

NO PHYSICAL PUNISHMENT? is it really school if you haven't watched your friends get swats? Or if you haven't done stairs, halos, or suicides?

I feel bad for y'all though, you guys don't have a salad/potato bar

LUNCH PROLLY DONT COST 5 DOLLARS A DAY THOUGH

we literally never use technology. It's to the point where I can't read books online

I rlly thought all schools had honor roll trips 😭

The fact that the teachers are censored. I've had teachers trauma dump and it wasn't questioned

Having 4 classes a day would be my 13th reason. I have 8

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NCERT Solutions for Class 9 Maths Chapter 2 Polynomials is the second chapter of Class 9 Maths. Polynomials are introduced and discussed in detail here. The chapter discusses Polynomials and their applications. The chapter’s introduction includes whole numbers, integers, and rational numbers.

[conkreetmonkey]

(heavy academic vent post, don't read if you're not in the mood. I don't want to bring anyone's vibe down. Minors pls don't read!)

So last night I found out that I missed an important assignment that's probably going to cost me a credit. I previously missed one, which was no biggie because it was only worth 15%, but this one was worth 20%. It doesn't seem like a big deal until it's taken into consideration that the final exam, taking place tomorrow, is worth a whopping 40% of the final grade, so even if I absolutely ace the exam, which I probably won't because I'm only human, the highest possible mark I can get is 65%, which I probably won't because the 15% assignment was marked by the unseen hardass TA who the teacher has had to keep reigned in because they don't even look at the assignment rubric and just go absolutely feral, docking marks for things the teacher explicitly told us to do and needing to be corrected on it.

(btw, the outstanding 10% is the stupid online discussion posts that I have not done for any class because I would honestly rather tear out all my toenails with a pair of pliers than subject myself to that. 2020 gave me a stress response to that shit. It feels like the academic equivalent of being forced to do a dance by a Walmart manager)

Since I bombed almost every class last year, my parents have told me I need to pass every class this year or they will withdraw financial support, something I totally agree is fair because I wasted so, so much tuition and residence money on pretty much zilch. The thing is, until last night, I thought I was passing. My father has withdrawn the money from my college fund and will soon be paying for my next semester (I paid for the first). Due to this, I am going to have to tell them I may fail a course and they should hold on to the money. They're probably going to be very, very mad. It's going to ruin an entire evening and it will cement me as the disappointing formerly gifted child for the foreseeable future.

The thing is, I can't tell them tonight like I've been steeling myself for because they've decided we're putting up the stupid Christmas tree. They're tidying the house for the obligatory happy family photo ops, as if we all haven't had a bad year for reasons too private to describe. So now I have to get tidied up and pretend to be a cheerful little clam for the phone camera, knowing I have to get up at 8:00 tomorrow to get fucking slaughtered by multiple exams, drag myself home, and tell my parents that I've failed them yet again. Putting up the tree at all just feels cynically bittersweet at this point. The youngest child has grown out of Santa, but we all have to keep up the act out of pure obligation to a tradition originating in happier times. While tidying, my mom threw out a houseplant I got her for mother's day, and it stung more than I'd like to admit. She claimed it was "pretty much" dead, but we all know it wasn't. She threw it out with a perfectly good pot attached. Basically, she's in one of those Mom Moods, where she leeches vibe arsenic into the air, making the rest of the day feel like walking on napalm-filled eggshells.

I feel trapped, and I'm tortured by the knowledge that I brought this on myself by forgetting about an assignment. I hate school so goddamn much, but I need to keep forcing myself through because a) I'll never survive in this economy otherwise, and b) if I don't use the rare oppourtunity of being able to attend university as a guy in a first-world country, I'll feel like an ungrateful POS for the rest of my life. I still feel like I should be forcing myself to become a doctor even though I don't want to and it's not expected of me, just because it's the "correct" thing to do. Instead, I'm shooting for a worthless bachelors of English that I don't even want just because if I'm not in uni I'll be obligated to work a shitty factory job until my bones crack to make up for it. No matter which way I go, I'm either miserable or a disappointment, and surviving outside of this house is impossible no matter what I do because this country's economy is collapsing in on itself. Even with my low-value degree, I'd be barely scraping by. I don't want any university degree. I hate university while studying something I like. Getting a valuable degree like business administration or bookkeeping would be like chewing glass. It's probably not even feasible if I couldn't manage this.

No matter which way I go, I'm trapped. I'm miserable in school, but making a living without a valuable degree in this country is impossible. No matter what I do, I'll be living in my parents' basement for at least the next 3-5 years because the rent in this town is absurd, so living somewhere else would mean full-time min wage employment with at least 2 roommates, and I'd be counting individual dollars at the Walmart checkout with no real prospect of saving.

I want to sprint away from my life screaming and start over, but that would be a death sentence. My only option is school and I hate it and I know I can do it but I have so much executive dysfunction that it feels like climbing Mt. Everest, as does doing much of anything aside from sleeping. My antidepressants aren't cutting it anymore. There's no way I couldn't be depressed in these circumstances, where I'm surrounded by options and they're all shit sandwiches. I doubt therapy or upping my prozac dosage would even help. The problem is the crushing pressure and lack of non-miserable prospects. No matter what I do, the next 5 or even 10 years of my life are set to be a miserable slog. There's no escape.

I wish I could run, but where could I go? It's just as bad everywhere. You cannot land a non-body-ruining job that allows you to afford rent without a degree anymore, simple as. Because of AI, I couldn't even make money writing/drawing porn anymore, which has been my backup plan since forever. The only way out of this basement is through school, and due to the fuckup that broke the camel's back, I'm probably going to have to put myself through it, all while my parents think less and less of their previously "gifted" child (aka, I was neurodivergent but went undiagnosed and thus had a lonely childhood. People knew and never told me). I want to explode. I wish I could get hit by a car and break all my bones so it wouldn't all be my fault anymore, and I could sue and finally stop worrying about money. I am so close to just pulling an internet scam so I can have enough money to get out of this life. I need out and there's no way out. I need money and there's no way to make money. I'm tired and stressed all the time and I want to scream and I can't even complain about it because I'm technically priveliged. I should be happy that I get to go to school because this is the best there is. I hate living in this world. I want to escape but I can't. I'm a rat in a cage.