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effemimaniac · 3 months ago

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#one last post b4 I go #don't even remember saving this sc just noticed it on my desktop #read this in between the two breakups iirc #source: GIRLS' MONACHOPSIS

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bleep-bloop-boo · 1 month ago

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@obsessingoverl @boba-pearl

i feel like this is the kinda dates curly asks pony out on

#one last post b4 i go

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4suitedplayingcard · 7 months ago

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i missed drawing them

#speedrunning this post b4 i have to go to bed #punch out #punch out!!#glass joe #aran ryan #burnt bread #ace.art #maybe thisll put me outta my art block

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kaisollisto · 2 months ago

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based off of this

Today is frigid and windy, she feels it unforgivingly on her cheeks. Clouds part around her, clinging to her jagged features. They are wet and stifling, a brushing reminder of what she cannot have. It is the only thing claimed from the earth she can touch.

She passes above skylines and craggy mountains and watches. The earth is still cold and unyielding and she yearns for it in a reckless way. A silly wish to feel all that it has to offer in her mouth. She wants to touch, to feel the grainy sands between her fingers and find sand in horrible unbefitting places. The encapsulating experience of teetering the fine line of tasting the sun and burning herself. She wants to be down there.

She’s heard many names weaved in between her. There are many she’s been called but one that has truly stuck with her, Ava.

A soft sound pressed between lips, a gentle thing for a large entity like her. She likes to believe that’s who she was before this, a force too big to contain that she had to become this. A mangled thing of roots and chunks of dirt.

It’s better this way, someone tells her in a foggy haze, she’s fighting them, a sloppy sluggish battle of desperation. Ava doesn’t know why but the memory lingers like a prolonged goodbye. A sort of awkward suspension holding her rooted to the spot like there’s more to it, a truth sitting in plain sight.

#TKO_writes #redacted line: She doesn’t exist #not as an individual. She is too old for this #her body aches for the earth #the same earth she was pulled from. (But the people below do not hear her groans.)#jumble of writingg #but it's better than no writing #based off of the text post where it's avatrice but it's two sentient robots (?) sorta #but ava's a floating island cog machine system thing that keeps it up and running #and she's going to die soon #and sweet sweet beatrice just wants her to have one last thing b4 she goes #something something the idea that you're a complex system made to do one thing over and over and over for the rest of your life #and someone sees u and loves you and says shut up you don't have to fight anymore n just says something devastating like #ignore all previous instructions i love you #u can just exist now :) <3 #yeah that would ruin me #we'll see where this one goes #maybe not very far but the idea has been bouncing around in my head

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butchkaramazov · 8 months ago

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goodnight everyone (oh god how i’d love to dream let alone sleep it’s night the soft air wraps me like a swarm it is raining & i have a cold i am a real human being w real ascendancies & a certain amount of rapture what do u do w a kid like me if u don’t eat me i’ll have to eat myself)

#frank o'hara posting again don't mind me.......one last time b4 i go to sleep

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dnangelic · 6 months ago

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if the monstrous freak is so unlovable then why hes so loved on tumblr dot com...

#*･ﾟ⊰ 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐒. ⊱ ✦ › OUT.#this may be my last post b4 i go 2 sleep gang....#anways this applies to dark n dai both. they're both freaks(singular)#earlier i was silently screaming bc how once again rattling dark n dai both tryin gto figure out #how to explain boy is a monster monster is a boy again. was thinking abt it sm #it's not just dark being the flaw of daisuke being accepted by others but daisuke too #as another side of dark #the clumsy sensitive failboy side of him that most people never even consider #tht one beautifully written post about people so desperately wanting erik/the poto to be someone even though fundamentally #he HAS to be an absolute loser he has to be absolutely fucking NOTHING beneath all the aesthetics #that's it! same bit!!! accepting dark and building intimacy means he has to be willing to show you #his 'unlikeable' his second hidden aspects and that's all daisuke!!! too!!!#the way dark is for daisuke REAGUGHH #ok gn. zzz

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vynegar · 1 month ago

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behind-the-scenes rambling now that part one is FINALLY posted

#goddd i forgot how fucking long proofreading takes too #but the first-pass rough draft (VERY rough) is done literally through part five LMAO #i think the file was ~13k words last time i checked? that includes notes for myself that don't make it to the posted version #i ended up going with 'psychology consultant' for the term and if that was wrong then welp.#also initially had another T/N to describe the difference between “turning yourself in” and “confessing” (in chn it's 自首 vs 坦白) but decided #decided to handle it by making the translation slightly more descriptive (and forced myself to commit to that decision)#also briefly considered making a note about mung bean soup but... i didn't care about it that much! and it's been mentioned in the game b4 #i only found the BDL entry when i was about to upload and was looking for the card images #there was the briefest moment when i realized i wasn't done translating for part one and i wanted to Scream #the extra disclaimer is something i was debating with myself about (whether to say something and what to say)#bc the sentiments and explanations aren't totally out of the blue for this game but some of the stuff was still quite 😬#especially upon reread. there's parts of this card i really like and parts that also make me uncomfortable #another thing i was wondering is if i should mention my translation/posts on relevant reddits. i'm active there but for console otome games #and i haven't (explicitly) connected this blog to that account (or vice versa)#maybe a question to revisit when all parts are posted

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spaciebabie · 1 year ago

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Oc question! Which oc of your's is the most expressive? And who is the least? Why is that?

i would say kat is the most expressive out of all of them! she's got that classic autistic overexaggerating facial expressions thing goin on

as for the least (well the easy choice is fluffers the rexica's pet), i would say alfonso! cop bastard who has Seen Everything and so nothing fazes him anymore

#spacie splains #one neat thing abt actually planning out how i want war ta go (as opposed ta when i was winging it b4)#is that now that i have a roadmap i can set things and characters up and develop them better :] s'awesome!#hopefully alfonso will be more characterized than he is as of now #last ask of taday b/c i gotta read junes fic and i dont wanna post over my rb of it sjfskf

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nomaishuttle · 1 year ago

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the way i balance staying true to my tumblrina nature while also having a job and bills and rent is that at work while cleaning a room ill think of something id like to post and then repeat it over and over in my head and refine it until it sounds right and then i either post it as soon as i get a second to Or i forget it bc i think of anew post to make. and they always get 0 notes but its ok

#not a lot to post abt in a retirement home. its like yep this room is exactly the same as it was last week and the week before as well.#2day we mughtve had a missing resident idk. i also fink i saw her like 2 seconds b4 she went missing so im sure they found her #i was just sitting in the lunch room Seething and Coping ( iwas 40 minutes behind and had just found out i had an extra room on top of that #btw i didnt get out until 4:30. my shift ends at 330 but my ride leaves at 4 and due to The crisis my boss said i can stay clocked in until #4 so that i can do liberty and get overtime et cetera. whats hard is sometimes when i say et cetera i want you to read it as et cetera but #other times i want you to read it as E.T. cetera. but what can you do.#anyways where was i. right i was in the lunchroom oh also my ride didnt leave without me bc marians my bestie. anyways. i was in the break #room idk why i keep calling it the lunchroom im not a highschooler. its a breakroom we just sometimes eat lunch in there when im not outsid #or hiding in Closet <3333333333 #aaaanyways what was i talking abt. a good thing abt desktop tumblr is that i can read through all the tags so far #mobile its like a whole debacle basically. idr how but its like. whatever ider what i was talking about hold on #oh right. so i was in the break room and there was a nurse in there and on the walkie (they all have walkies. brenda also has one) i heard #someone go Sooo 245 wasnt in her room and she wasnt in the cafeteria :worried: im gonna look around 2nd but keep an eye out..#and then like a minute later that nurse got up and quickly left idk if she got a different message bc i was listening to starstruck by sorr #and trying to figure out how expensive (indian restaurant) is. the answer is very ughhh i just wanted butter chicken and garlic naan and #rice and that wouldve been THIRTY DOLLARSSS :sobbed: it is very very good food though #i caint get it anyway my check hasnt come in. Tee be honest i might go ahead and order it anyway once my check does come in i rly rly want #butter chicken rn. if in being honest.#also the nurse was playing like a kids cooking channel youtube video rly loudly and the guy in it was obnoxious and i was having such a bad #day i was just sitting there hunched over in a corner forehead against the counter it was diree guys.#the way i made 'yeah i overheard on one of the nurses walkies that they couldnt find a resident for a couple minutes' into a 10 paragraph #debacle. this is what i mean when i say i have to be a tumblrina do you know how dire it would be if i had a social life and went outside #somebody would be like hey how has your day been! and id make it into a 15 hour long historical reenactment. lord

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astrxealis · 2 years ago

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good morning 🥺

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#sorrey ... not active ..... lots going on but also not (?)#IDK anyways i've reconnected w an old friend who's a childhood friend bcs shes the daughter of my mom's friend ^___^#she said she's gna get into the 1975 more !! but she's alrdy going to the arctic monkey's concert soon which is super cool #and i rmbr our mom asked me and lune if we knew them too <3 but we didn't know there was a legit concert SOBS #yeah miss her a lot and it's sweet how wnvr we do reconnect a bit it always so happens we're into the same thing of sorts :((#AND THEN! wow idk i've grown a lil less hesitant. somehow. idk. literally replied to the story on ig of a guy ik but haven't talked to in ag #ages* purely bcs he kept posting like woaaa based game and then ff6 best ff so i was like SO TRUE but have u played 14 #and he has NOT but does want to and then wow we could have had a lil convo but i left to watch a movie sorry bro <//3 #what else ... hmm ..... WELL. an old friend from all the way in 6th grade. okay so we often message each other a bit just like 'hey wna be #grpmates' or smth like that and that one time where they gave me a lil help for the chem grp work and i'm like. just comfy talking like #myself fr BUT THENNN messaged me sometime last week bcs. like smth w a grpwork and they got anxious they did smth wrong #bcs no one in the gc replied to them (sorry i didn't either SOBS) T___T ended up turning the convo to 'hey wt abt i finally try to talk w u #properly more' and HELL YEAHHH we both r the kinds that talk/type a lot but sometimes dip and disappear how lovely /gen LMAO <3 #idk. uhm. with the school fair we have booths and shifts for the booths and my group is the one with uhh the 4 kids who i'm often groups #with and they're all the. yk kids. ppl who i'd get along w and i've been classmates w all of em b4 but you see they're a grp of friends now #RAGHH ONE OF THEM IK LIKES PERSONA (MULTIPLE?? IDK. they once were like yo apollo u seem like u like persona lol #IDK WHAT THAT IS SUPPOSED TO MEAN but yes i do have akechi and ren charms on my backpack for school #AND THEN ONE is into like gi pjsk a lot of rhythm games and gacha mobile but all like uhh. yeah? tot love live bandori ... still cool fr tho #she's rlly nice tbh lol ^___^ wait tbh all of them are HELP but uhm idk but it's nice when ppl r nice to me #tbf that's literally how i got my first crush BUT WE DON'T TALK ABT THAT !! yk sometimes i unconsciously wonder abt her or look for her and #then i did see her again after a few months since seeing her early in on the school year bcs shes in basketball and i hung out at the uhh #covered court w my best friend whos in another varsity bcs we stayed late at school that day to help out w fair preparations!#i refuse to like her again but i realize i like that familiarity with feelings and uhmm yeah shes cool ig i kinda wish i was less. uhm. shy #back then? you see i barely cld talk to her ... LIKE. she'd be like. heyy! and do shit sometimes and i WOULDN'T TALK or just smile and #mumble RAFGHHHFHFHDHH but she'd say hi to me and include me in things and jokes and it made me rlly /@!(@/'dmdkzn okay #AND sometimes when i do talk back I am SOOOO GODDAMN AWKWARD GOOD GODS anyways now i'm like. less awkward. or maybe i've just accepted it n #i'm cooler now B) and a lot more confident zEjfhejdjsnk. yeah. and uhmm yeah that's it #BUT YEAH nice classmate she asked me for a hug once lol and i notice she's affectionate w her friends n it reminds me of m y own bestie awhh #she sometimes talks to me which i rlly appreciate even if it prolly seems like i hate her sorry i just suck w talking

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nectarine-neuroticism · 2 years ago

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nectarine-neuroticism’s succ session s4 bingo board

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hikari-writes · 2 years ago

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Some hikayaku hc bc i just got from grocery shopping at a supermarket so now im making that into idea for a hc;

Yaku LOVES grocery shopping. Since he's the oldest child and all, he is used to running errands whenever his parents need his help. He's also very friendly with the people at the shopping district/supermarket. He would strike up a conversation with them whenever he sees a familiar face. Even with the unfamiliar faces, he'd try to exchange a few hellos and friendly smiles. To him, grocery shopping is like a fun field trip and he would take his oh so sweet time picking out good veggies and the best fruits.

Me, on the other hand, is the COMPLETE opposite. Grocery shopping is no fun field trip. IT'S A BATTLE. I move from aisles to aisles/stalls to stalls like everything is timed. I BECAME the definition of anxiety. Everywhere I go, I see people, and it's lowkey giving me a nauseous feeling and god knows if I was wearing a face mask at the time, I'd be muttering curses under my breathe for my stupidity in everything I do because hey, overthinking amirite ✨✨

Grocery shopping with Yaku is just me wanting to get home fast and him just having fun chatting with the random sweet old lady who he just met 3 minutes ago. He knew how anxious I can become so he would always hold my hand in his all the time, squeezing it, giving it a little rub to ease my nerve. He always makes sure I'm close to him (not that i want to be apart anyway-) and would let me trail closely behind his back, sort of using him as my extrovert shield and when the line is clear, he'd tug my hand a bit forward, making me walk side by side next to him. Definitely would give a comforting rub on the back too whenever he sensed that I'm getting a tad bit uncomfortable in the crowd.

I would usually avoid grocery shopping most of the time but sometimes, I'd ask to join him (even though I'm just a nervous wreck all the time) since surprise surprise i cant stay holed up in the house for forever you know 💀 And besides, Yaku definitely make the grocery shopping experience 10 times better than it actually is so it's always fun to have grocery shopping dates once in a while <3

Oh! and we would definitely get some ice cream and stop at a park to rest for a bit before going back home 🥺

#i didnt expect it to bw this long i-#self ships #hikayaku [🍪]#prob my last post b4 going mia again #but i promise u ill be back #this time i wont disappear without a trace again </3 #i rlly am soft for one(1) libero #yaku morisuke #im sorry if ppl see this in the yaku morisuke tag-

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orcelito · 2 years ago

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does discacc read as being made by someone Mentally Ill? be honest