#ollie’s saves

[emilem-forevermore]

hey! intro post :D

are you having a panic or anxiety attack? here :)

here is a link to the trevor project (a helpline for queer youth) if you are struggling. remember you deserve love and recovery :)

and if you know me irl, don’t follow me here- go to @peanut-jelly

okay, a bit about me:

personal

my name is ollie, or oliver, or em.

my pronouns: he/xe/it/fae/they. no she/her or fem terms.

my age: i am a minor. don’t be gross.

my birthday: april 8th! i’m an aries :3

nicknames i've collected: emilem, gay little frat boy, catboy tea, cheeto boy, leaf boy, em and em, flavor unknown

my height: 5'0! i am tiny :)

i'm happily dating @nyxerer120 (how! i’m the luckiest boy in the world holy shit)

poetry blog! @emilems-poetry

vent blog: @emilem-is-sad

just another ones: @femininemilem @squirrelfrienddd

for my friends but also you ig: @peanut-jelly

therian blog: @emilems-a-cat

i also run one of the color shark blogs!

i also have a pinterest, spotify account, and scratch account. this isn't something i'll be sharing with the world but if we're moots or smth and you want it lemme know :D here is one scratch acc tho

fun facts about me:

i earned a black belt in taekwondo (i no longer do it tho).

i cannot play any instruments but would like to learn guitar one day

fandoms and interests

music: harry styles ⋆ 1D ⋆ hozier ⋆ noah kahan ⋆ chappell roan ⋆ sabrina carpenter ⋆ taylor swift ⋆ the amazing devil ⋆ a lot more

fandoms: gravity falls ⋆ warrior cats ⋆ heartstopper ⋆ brooklyn nine nine ⋆ only murders in the building ⋆ a good girls guide to murder ⋆ wild life smp + more

interests: poetry (check out @emilems-poetry) ⋆ drawing ⋆ digital art ⋆ writing ⋆ reading ⋆ french ⋆ veterinary sciences ⋆ the human body ⋆ psychology ⋆ hebrew, spanish ⋆ chinese ⋆ italian ⋆ music ⋆nature

check this out:

my favorite post on this website, a slight tw for self harm mentions, but aside from that it's extremely moving and well written and might help if you're feeling down :)

PLEASE:

send messages/asks!!! i'm not scary!!! pls interact :D

send me art and poetry!!! it’s so awesome to look at :3

talk to me about heartstopper, poetry, wild life, and noah kahan :)

if i say/do something that upsets you, let me know! i try to do my best to be inclusive and kind but sometimes i mess up so help me out :)

i love my moots more than the world!!! here's a list of some of them:

@hotteststar my first moot and fellow bisexual :)

@rins-batcave my reason /p + younger sib :D

@raeprise mon cœur /p

@sparky4577 my brother (not irl but i wish)

@loozerboykisser man with all the everything

@crowofthestars just really fuckn cool. go follow them!

@thecrazyalchemist my bestie with the coolest name(s) ever

@mrblazeflappybird my cool uncle!!!

@wishiwereheather13 my really cool moot im too nervous to talk to (your banner is so cool btw. just sayin.)

@boldofyoutoassumeicanspell my wise gal i should talk to more

@holiday-spice my favorite seasoning (get it. cause his name is spice. lol.)

@halflingwithaknife i get excited whenever you're in my notifications you're so cool :0

@aflairforthemelodramaticc my father :)

@blaxolt one of the funniest folks i know :3

@catinasink uh. uh youre so cool. wtf im scared of you youre really awesome :0

@theronanlynchshow LITERALLY AWESOME I LOVE SEEIN YA ON MY DASHH AHHH

@the-toaster-rat genuinely one of the nicest ppl ever he’s amazing go follow him >:3

if you'd like to be added to (or removed from) this list lemme know! i have so many mutuals and i love them all beyond words <3

oh also i tag my weekly polls with #ollie’s polls so those are there if you wanna see, and #em says it’ll get better might make you happy

[emilem-forevermore]

one day.

one day this’ll be you and i.

suddenly remembered this poem as i was making breakfast this morning & frantically googled “poem remembered to buy eggs?????????” & somehow managed to find it & it utterly knocked the wind out of me just as much as when i first read it

[emilem-forevermore]

Will it actually get better? Maybe I should just die

hey anon i know how bad it seems right now and i know that it’s scary but i promise you it will get better!!! you’re not alone and there are so many people here to support you <3

you’ve gotta keep living, even if just to spite everyone else

[hiwelcometothemonstersancturary]

normal night at the farmhouse

bonus:

[toxooz]

finished a page early so im allowed to finish one (1) Ollie wip as a treat

[emilem-forevermore]

:)

dealing with the worst case scenario

your condom breaks

you feel a lump on your breast

your friends are ignoring you

you’re stranded on an island 

you got rejected by a crush

you get into a car accident

you got stung by a bee/wasp

you got fired from your job

you’re in an earthquake

your tattoo gets infected

your house is on fire

you’re lost in the woods

you get arrested abroad

you get robbed

your partner cheated on you

you’re on a ship that’s sinking

you fall into ice

you’re stuck in an elevator

you hit a deer with your car

you have food poisoning

your pet passed away

you fall off of a horse

you or your friend has alcohol poisoning

you have toxic shock syndrome

your house has a gas leak

[teaboot]

Have you named the kitten?

Ollie!

It's not short for Oliver, though, he's named after the skateboard trick

[jungkookssheekscar]

[shakemelikeasnowglobe]

Maybe in another life...

Best friends since childhood: brocedes, pirresteban

Enemies since childhood: lestappen

The younger guy idolized the older: rosquez

The younger guy was a little shit to the older: prossena, ferwis.

There's no another life

There's no other end

It's fucking doomed from the moment they choose the sport

[emilem-forevermore]

absolute perfection

I do not know this baby but I love this baby.

[blackbatcass]

collection of halollie panels from the new hth special that im ill about<33333

[shessoft]

Reneé Rapp - on VHS

[marshsano]

been playing fallout 3 for the first time. big fan of tunnel snakes and childhood rivalries.

i hope they meet up again in the big wide wasteland and become friends (foreshadowing) (gift of prophecy) (game was rigged from the start)

(yes he's shooting his index finger instead of his middle finger. he has an intelligence score of 2)

[lunarharp]

uhh another modern au agott follow-up. They've gotten progressively sillier

[sainz100]

Max at the 2024 Token2049 event on Wednesday ahead of the Singapore GP

[hiwelcometothemonstersancturary]

Poppy always knows what's up with her baby brother.

Bonus doodle of Ollie, aka their even babier brother. Still figuring out his design for my AU, tho!