#olivia's thoughts

[gymclassheroine]

the 5-year update

By some miracle, I remembered the password to this account to create a blog for my internship last year. It's bizarre seeing people still posting, but, like in a cool way. I really do miss the heyday of Tumblr. It's funny reading my old posts. I've always had a dramatic streak (would you expect anything less from a Leo moon) and I don't know if that's subsided with age. Though that girl is so far away, I still recognize her. And I forgive her. I just want to make past me proud.

Any who, here's some things that have happened since I last posted 5 years ago.

Got laid off from my fundraising job (thanks COVID).

Moves I made: SF -> South Bay/Silicon Valley -> Detroit -> Seattle -> Detroit.

Got my masters degree and became a librarian.

Started healing my relationship with my family.

Cultivated some friendships, lost a lot more friendships.

Dated quite a bit, then not.

Visited 15 states for the first time.

Navigated situational depression.

Saw a therapist, registered dietitian, and personal trainer, to heal my mental, physical, and emotional health.

Pursued an ADHD diagnosis (pending results).

Dove headfirst into astrology studies.

For some time, I thought I wanted to build roots back home in Detroit. But the longer I stay here, the less I'm sure that I want to call Detroit home for good. To be fair, I have only been back here for 6 months, most of which has been spent either working, taking care of my grandma, or sick. So I can't say I've given home a fair chance yet. But I'm also bored. I don't feel the same inspiration to live as I once did. That could be a result of COVID-19 lockdown burnout though. Maybe I just need another road trip or festival or book or drugs to reignite the spark inside of me.

For now, I just need to do my absolute best. Maybe things will fall into place from there. But, knowing my Scorpio stellium ass, nothing I gain comes without a good ol' life-altering transformation.

Until next time, xoxo,

O

[d4ydream-girl]

comments from smosh cast + crew on shourtney's wedding post!!

ft. mythical, thomas sanders, macdoesit, and www.chess.com?? lol

[patheticgirltm]

beabadoobee, One Time // _serratedshadow._, Instagram // wolkenleere, Tumblr // ? // Olivia Rodrigo, enough for you // ? // beabadoobee, One Time // Jolie Ruin & Weezer, Why Bother? // beabadoobee, the way things go // Sarah Lindsay, Primate Behavior: Poems

[godofstory]

on this episode of keeping up with the Targaryens..

team green

team Black

[thehopefulquotes]

I think it's very healthy to spend time alone. You need to know how to be alone and not be defined by another person.

Olivia Wilde

[thoughtkick]

I think it's very healthy to spend time alone. You need to know how to be alone and not be defined by another person.

Olivia Wilde

[chappellrroan]

if i had to talk about guts it so easily describes how growing up fast and not being ready for it feels as, like the passive aggressiveness about being grateful all the time and going back to bad decisions, realising you're also half responsible for whatever happens midway through, the "another thing i ruined i used for fun", oh also the constant comparing of your body and never feeling good enough because pretty isn't pretty and still mentally stuck in your teenage days because you never really lived them, they say it'll get better but what if I don't?

[greenqueenhightower]

The fact that Olivia Cooke said about Alicent and Criston's sex scenes being the most shocking revelation of season 2 when Rhaenyra and Mysaria's kiss exists confirms that she knows that Rhaenyra's character is gay as hell so there's no surprise there

[petitefragiledoll]

[garbagequeer]

the thing about olivia cooke emma d'arcy rpf is that they keep saying things that are usually your PRIVATE THOUGHTS about the person you like but they say these things in front of cameras... our friendship works because im more dominant and you're more submissive -> agreed. i crave (literal word used was CRAVE) to hear about the way you see the world WHICH IS SOMETHING I FEEL FOR VERY FEW PEOPLE. i'd follow you anywhere. what is going on...

[asoftepiloguemylove]

YOU'VE ALWAYS BEEN MY DREAM // CHIRON AND KEVIN

Moonlight (2016) dir. Barry Jenkins // Moonlight (2016) dir. Barry Jenkins // Warsan Shire "Souvenir," Our Men Do Not Belong to Us // Anne Sexton A Self-Portrait in Letters // Olivia Gatwood "The Lover as a Cult," Life of the Party // Moonlight (2016) dir. Barry Jenkins // Anne Sexton "The Papa and Mama Dance," Complete Poems of Anne Sexton // Moonlight (2016) dir. Barry Jenkins // Terry Pratchett Good Omens // Richard Siken Crush // Louise Glück Departure // Moonlight (2016) dir. Barry Jenkins // Margaret Atwood The Door

[hauntedbythenarrative]

[resqectable]

You’re a fighter. Look at everything you’ve overcome. Don’t give up now.

Olivia Benson

[cosmiclove-heavenstruck]

lost the breakup, maisie peters / deja vu, olivia rodrigo / is it over now?, taylor swift / lookalike by conan gray / watch, maisie peters / love is embarrassing, olivia rodrigo / is it over now?, taylor swift

[goldiipond]

big shoutout to girls that know everything

[sunfishingart]

my current three nights in prehevil team: the daanening ((also side note for the ppl who follow me for like. pkmn art. this game is SUUUPER explicit and deals with a ton of heavy themes despite my silly ass art pls read the warnings for it if you want to check it out))