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Shitty and Jack, 4:15 PM, Jack's room in the Haus
MY BOYS (sobs in hockey bro friendship) thank you thank you thank you for this prompt - i loved the excuse to write for them for the first time in a while! 💜🦗
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jack's room, 4:15pm
When Jack frowns his forehead goes all scrunchy and Shitty has a hard time not reaching out and smoothing the lines out like a human iron. Jack has a lot of frowns, from Frown #1: Get Your Shit Together On The Ice I Swear To Gretzky to Frown #46: I Do Not Understand That Reference And I’m Not Sure I Want To and everything in between and beyond. He’s currently wearing Frown #34: That’s Not OSHA Compliant.
It’s fucking adorable. What a goober.
“Seriously, Shitty, that can’t be safe,” Jack says, all earnest concern.
“Jack. Jackabelle. Jackabaloo,” Shitty says, throwing an arm over his shoulder. “Let me paint you word picture, okay? After classes and practice, you and me, snacks, a drink if we feel like, out on the roof, surveying our new domain. You could even study like the giant fucking nerd that you are. We’d be kings of all the light touches, et cetera. You feel me? Plus, generations of SMH team members have been out on the Reading Room before us, and many will after us. It’s tradition.”
Jack crosses his arms. “The fact that so many people have been out there only worries me more, honestly.”
“It looks fine to me,” Shitty shrugs. “And Johnson says it’s structurally sound.”
Jack snorts. “Oh well if Johnson says it’s safe—”
“His dad’s an engineer or something. He checks the Haus over every summer.”
“Oh.”
“Yeah, oh, now get that big beautiful but of yours in gear and help me get it set up.”
Frown #12: I Think I Missed A Pertinent Segue
“Set up?”
“Chairs, lights, cooler, blankets, tarp – for a start. We’re gonna trick this place out.”
Jack sighs, frowning down at the pile of gear Shitty gathered earlier. (Frown #19: I’m Thinking So Hard It Hurts Sometimes.) “You’re going to keep badgering me about this until I say yes, aren’t you.”
It’s not a question.
Shitty beams at the hint of acquiescence in his tone. “You know it brah! It wouldn’t be the same without you out there with me. What kind of a kickass hang out spot could it be without my kickass best friend?”
Jack freezes in shock. It breaks Shitty’s heart how Jack still doesn’t think of himself as important to other people sometimes.
“We should get this ready before dark, then, eh?”
And that— That’s not a frown. That’s a fucking smile.
Jack has fewer smiles than frowns, but the number of smiles that he lets Shitty (and sometimes the team) see are slowly but steadily increasing. Smile #1: Gooooooooooaaaaaaaaaaaaaal, but it doesn’t matter if Jack is the one to score it or not.
This one is Smile #4: Shitty Called Me His Best Friend – unsurprisingly, it’s Shitty’s favorite.
#cricket writes#ficlet fest 3#omgcp#jackshit#check please#pre canon#the many expressions of jack laurent zimmermann#set at the beginning of Jack and Shitty's sophomore year#GOD THEIR FRIENDSHIP MAKES ME EMOTIONAL#ficlet#gentleindigo#okay last one for today probably
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binding vow
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#megumi fushiguro#fushiguro megumi#megumi#fanart#jjk fanart#done....collapses#up until 3am last night n sitting fr another 8 hours today to finish....#g o d#the things i do fr him.....#let it no longer b said that i only do elaborate paintings rife with symbolism tht feature gojo. megu my one true muse#as is Correct and Just#real talk tho i was just sketching th things i wanted to include without giving much thought to the Themes#w the exception being the spider lilies lmao I Know What Those Mean#but i ended up with a REALLY good life/death/marriage/loyalty thing going on????#w the lotus/spider lily being purity+rebirth/death#((not 2 mention 'far from the one he loves' like HELLO?????))#also w the temari balls being associated w femininity but having him dressed in groom's attire#like???? 90% unplanned but i ended up both cooking And eating#also happy 2 report that betta fish were kinder 2 me than the koi were :) no trouble from these lil guys#in fact everything abt this piece kind of came easily beyond the initial colour swatch??#thank u fr being an easy subject megu ilysm im sorry abt all the death imagery i dont mean it pls focus instead on th Life imagery :((((#i put a ring on it so u gotta wake up.....cant leave yuuji @ th altar ....#SPEAKING OF THE RING IK ITS ON THE RIGHT HAND we've been over this and its Okay#if i read a single comment .........#sorry 2 that one person who was like 'the next binding vow better be at itfs' wedding' ik this probably wasnt what u meant#but it did inspire me smile :)#anyway i need 2 stop looking at this its been over 24 hours
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Holy flip!! Fully colored suntan post?? Decently done grass??? Someone pinch me (day 10 suntan)
#omori fanart#omori#kel omori#omori kel#omori omori#suntan omori#omori suntan#omori omokel#omokel omori#kelmori omori#omori kelmori#kel x omori#omori x kel#these kids gay whta the flip!!!#what is omori holding???? idk probably a bug or something these two are autismed and adhd'd about things i think.#the grass took out all my will to live 😁#this is technically the second full drawing of today. but. im not posting the other one until i post the fic its about. yeah. fic with art.#im becoming ill. both mentally and physically. screw the flu or whatever i got.#I'll make suntan until i CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE. ill draw sunny dead and kel crying for my last suntan drawing of all time (im okay!)#this is /j btw i am NOT that ill. i have suntan shenanigans to get up to !!!!!!#what in blackspace THATS A LOT OF TAGS.#omori cactulip#cactulip omori#I KEEP FORGETTING THESE TWO. DNI.
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Workout update !! Damn the schedule >:(
#I haven’t done a whole lot the past 2 days due to a) wretched period and b) worked late last night alas#I’m a little frustrated bc I WANT TO (I sound like a broken record but I’m SO SO HAPPY THAT I WANT TO!!!! THIS IS A GOOD THING!!)#but today was my rest day according to my app so I am gonna take it#I think one more day of letting my hand just chill is probably good#and also last time I missed a couple workout days and then ignored the rest day I suffered KDHSNDJS#thas okay tho we bounce back again tomorrow 💪💪💪#anyway thanks for tuning in to Lynx workout updates I’m here all week folks#lynx talks
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! it's woodpecker!!
#🔪.photo#birds#woodpecker#hi i'm excited about this lol#i've. never actually seen a woodpecker before#okay technically that's a lie i did see one last month#but i didn't realize it was a woodpecker until today when i finally uploaded it to inat#but this! this i was able to identify as a woodpecker myself#i KNEW it was one#so i'm just !!!#i know this is probably a silly thing to get excited about. it's just a woodpecker#but it's special to me!
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this is a test
#i’m bored i just wanna see how many words i can put in the tags like will it just keep going on forever or will they stop me like i know th#the tag limit is 30 ok so the iindividual tag limit is 140 characters that’s actually so rude i wanted to keep going forever and see how lo#g this could be but i guess we can do this 30 times ok what the flip should i talk about hm i was playing the guitar today but i rage quit#ause the song was hard and hurting my fingers! ermmmmm it was sunny ok this is boring let’s think of more exciting things to type hmmm acco#ding to all known laws of aviation- jk i’m not doing the bee movie script but can you imagine i think that would be funny hmmmmm words i lo#e podcasts so bad that’s a fact no one has ever know before my blog definitely isn’t all about audio dramas the people are definitely not a#ready aware of this jesus christ this is only the seventh one of these this is actually quite a lot of space i underestimated how much i ha#e to type btw there’s probably spelling mistakes in here somewhere or autocorrect has been annoying but i cba to retype anything so i don’t#care lolllllllllllll how do you feel about oscar malevolent i feel a normal amount actually (lie) yk what i really miss sam and colin alrea#y like i’m actually not okay i really hope we hear from sam again in s2 and also colin ngl i hope ur in the computers soz or not dead miss#im like a bastard my paranoid it king ok erm im running out of things to say um heartstopper s3 was crazy good i cried lmao i love gay peop#e so much it’s crazy i hope it gets renewed for s4 i need to reread the comics lowkey and the books they’re all so talented for being so yo#ng it scares me ngl !!!!!! the tmagp hiatus is getting to me slightly like february in reality is soon and not that far away for how podcas#ts go but seriously how am i supposed to live until then without knowing what happened. please colin be alive. ive only just realised i can#use fills stops. sorry that’s made everything a bit messy. i should’ve been doing this before. whoops. anyways. hi mutuals i love you all s#much i hope you enjoy my rambles and shitposts cause i enjoy yours very much! never think you’re being annoying i literally don’t care be a#annoying as you want posts as much as you want i am ur biggest fan <3 im getting a bit fatigued from typing like my mind is blank basically#now it’s just turned into a. stream of consciousness but i don’t really have any thoughts to put here idk if we’re halfway ermmmm omg it’s#lmost halloween how crazy is that time is flying by i kinda forgot it was october lmao. it’s wild how it’s basically almost christmas. like#what. that’s illegal. how is it wintertime again. what the flip. i miss summer already take me backkkkkkk. i hope my phone doesn’t crash or#smth cause i’ve not saved this as a draft and i cba to do any of this again. maybe i should save it. ok i will when i reach the next tag bc#ok it stopped me but i’ve saved it and holy jesus it’s a lot of text im just sat here giggling there’s really no point to any of this other#than me being bored sooooooooooooooooo (imagine if i just did the letter o for every character wouldn’t that be crazy) so wait there’s 140#haracters and 30 tags so what’s 30 x 140. someone hurry. i haven’t done maths lessons in two and a half years i’ve forgotten everything wai#let me get the calculator app ok im back it said 4100 characters so. i dont know how many words that roughly is but its. a decent amount. o#what the flip why am i wasting tag space with maths. i hate maths. my screen time has been actually soooooooooo bad recently like damn some#one put my phone in a block of ice please joshua gillespie style. my mind is running out of things to say. do i talk about myself. im james#im 18 which is weird cause wdym im an adult go away. ive run out of facts. i love podcasts and procedural dramas that stupid firefighter sh#w is my life unfortunately. i think chappell roan should be the queen of england instead of king charles. i dont like having a king cause#ho needs men in power not me. ok um this is the last tag equal rights for all. yolo. the time will pass anyways! thank u boredom ok bye gn:
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look it’s not really that i wish i was in a relationship because the last couple of years which i have spent firmly and resolutely single after finally getting over the All That which went down between me and the last person i had any serious romantic interest in have been without question the happiest years of my life. and it’s also not really that i wish all of my friends WEREN’T in relationships because i want them to be happy et cetera et cetera. but this whole thing where both situations are happening at the same time (i.e. me: single; literally every one of them: not) does have me feeling a little. weird i guess.
#learned today that the last two of them who weren’t already in committed relationships have made it official with people they were casually#dating as of this weekend. we’d all been hanging out earlier in the day as a group and then we all went our separate ways in the evening#and the ones who already had boyfriends/girlfriends went off to meet them and these other two went off to meet THEIR dates#and i went off: to go see a performance on my own#could probably write a not-half-bad angsty poem about that whole scenario lmao#and the thing is#i like going places and doing things on my own. i really do. i’m not even offended when i invite people along and they don’t take me up on#it because i get that we all have different interests and i don’t take it personally. but i guess sometimes…#i really don’t know. i actually don’t even know if i’m really *depressed* about this i’ve just been thinking about it all day and.#what can i say! it feels weird! sometimes i just feel like i’m doing life wrong. getting left behind. etc. whatever.#you guys get it. this is tumblr dot com i know we are all familiar with this feeling#but what the hell. the performance was excellent and ice cream was on sale at the grocery store today. i’m going to be okay about this#caseyposting
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these four beloathed scenes, tormenting me
#okay i do actually want to write dispassion fatigue but i'm saving it until last#playing therapist i can't write until i write the torture of boredom#and frankly jessie kills god is probably the one i'm going to work on today
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Feeling stressed? Here's one surefire trick to make any difficult day a little easier to cope with:
experience a murder threat
#personal#so I've been having a tough time at work lately#just a whole lot of stressors piling up#I've been crying in the backroom near daily and my coworkers are all just kind of like wow you don't look like you're doing okay#yes I am most certainly not#today was a bit better though. I actually got some sleep last night so I managed to make it through a whole day without crying#proud of me#but of course that cannot stand to pass#so I get home and what does my mom tell me but 'a guy told me he's going to kill me today'#I can't go into detail for legal reasons but my sister and I have been instructed 'ya if you see this guy call the cops immediately'#how fun!!!!#are the cops going to do anything about this threat? well no of course not.#they'd only get involved if the guy was actively outside the house with a hatchet or perhaps a large knife#like seriously come on. just. come on.#am I in a movie? a shitty movie??? a very poorly written movie that no one likes bc it's overwrought and boring?#I don't THINK it's a serious threat so we are probably fine but like. come on. come onnnnnn.#can someone just give me a million dollars and a job cataloguing green crabs along the Atlantic coast#I'll do the crab thing for free if you just give me the million dollars first#I probably shouldn't post this but well. I feel like it.#no one can stop me. who's gonna try??? the cops????????#ooh I just remembered the FBI trial I'm a witness in is coming up on the 25th#I should go log into the official victim network to get all the juicy deets#the government sent me a Victim Identification Number#I'm a legally registered victim <3
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who's lien-hua??
Short answer: My absolute child and the only OC I have cried genuine, REAL tears over. And not tearing up or sniffling a little, full on SOBS. Kat still owes me emotional compensation for that one 😤😤
Long answer: She's one of @katkastrofa’s OCs that I now have partial custody of. P'Li's little sister, born in 136 AG, a sweet cinnamon roll too good for this world, too pure, no matter how damn overused that phrase is, it still fits her 🥺🥺🥺 When drawing her last year I accidentally made her look a lot like my friend's little sister so now I am always extra soft about her. But considering what happens, you can imagine the level of emotional devastation this is causing me and just how much this has affected my ability to look at Katya the same way ever again. Doesn't help that her older sister has an annoying tendency to wear her waist length hair in a brushed back braid...
Anyway, for reference, the baby girl, sweet girl herself, from about July 2023:
And now that you have been fully taken with this precious thing's cuteness, it is imperative I let you know that she is killed at age 7 by the warlord who tried to turn P'Li into a living weapon 😐
She's the living embodiment of a tragedy, a child born to be collateral damage, the one who could not be saved no matter what was done, the "it was always going to end this way" half of the tragedy dichotomy. A little girl unjustly killed as punishment for her sister not wanting to become a warlord's weapon, forever remaining as nothing more but a hazy memory of someone to protect. And I'm gonna stop now because I will start crying again, istg–
(There is a verse where she lives, though that is part of a much larger AU that can basically be summed up as "completely self indulgent mishmash of ideas, everybody lives/nobody dies, sunshine and rainbows and peace on earth, unless you're a world leader, then RIP", or as we like to call it, the Ultimate AU, because we never came up with a better name :P But getting into it would take too long and there really isn't too much to explain since it lacks a cohesive plot and is more a bunch of family shenanigans thrown together, so... moving on)
In Kat's fic Lost and Found the memory of Lien-Hua is the driving force behind all of P'Li's decisions, and she constantly blames herself for not having been able to save her (despite the fact she was a child herself, no older than 13), right up until the very end where she.. doesn't really get closure, per se, but is able to let Lien go, in the scene which I have affectionately dubbed "F.C. Yee owes Kat major royalties for this one, holy hell" #ifyouknowyouknow. But also Lien is a point of some interpersonal conflict since no one else can quite relate to P'Li in this case. Ming-Hua (while not present in LaF) is an only child, Zaheer is the youngest of three and was never close with his sisters, and Ghazan... well, his sister is two separate cans of worms depending on whether you're talking about Haya or Zada. Some pretty interesting stuff overall, really scratches my soft spot for family related dealings in fics, and I can't believe I just realised that P'Li's the only non-youngest child in the RL foursome, huh. It's oddly fitting, in a way, at least in my opinion
Oh, and also, Midori is a reincarnation of Lien-Hua :)
#desperately trying to remember where I last mentioned Lien-Hua for you to ask#I'm assuming either the meifeng art or that meme I made @ kat about her going to jail for a 1000 years bc she forgot lien while listing OC#probably the first one#but anyway#if this is not quite coherent it's because I once again didn't sleep#anxiety + depression + chronic insomnia = a hellish combination that keeps me awake most nights#I do usually try to catch up in the afternoons but today I have too many errands to run :/#also. hi Kat.#hope you're enjoying your vacation#but just know that just because you ran off to sardinia with a pretty woman like you're the protagonist of some sapphic version of CMBYN#(for the record I am JOKING HERE. JOKING. I'M SORRY)#doesn't mean I will stop pestering you by tagging you in stuff 😁#okay. I should probably go sort the rest of my errands out so I can finally sleep#the legend of korra#the red lotus#original character#laf lien-hua#Kat and Nia and their multiverse of madness
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I can't decide what's more frustrating. Job applications and communication with people there or trying to contact the doctor's office.
#what if i just died#i want.#a corona vaccination#idk if health insurance covers it#i want#a TBE vaccination#health insurance Should cover it but what if they don't#or what if the dr's office says no?#and i probably should get a blood test because that's what that doctor recommended every 6 months#BUT WHAT IF THAT'S ANNOYING AND I SHOULD JUST WAIT ANOTHER YEAR#and i have to ask if they take new patients because my mom needs a new family doctor#and NO ONE TAKES NEW PATIENTS#they will be so annoyed by my call#BUT THEY ALSO NEVER PICK UP SO I CAN'T EVEN GET THE CHANCE TO ANNOY THEM#okay#one last try for today#wish me luck#void screams
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Work was reeeeeal stressful today and my anxiety’s suuuper high rn lmao. Send some asks?
#Shima speaks#I’m probably gonna play the new Genshin update to help me wind down a bit hfhfhhfh#It’s always crazy busy at EOM. I wasn’t even able to get everything in 😔#It’ll be fine I know. It was just a long day lol#Anyway. Genshin. I have not been playing at all the last few weeks ooos#*oops#I tried pulling for Xianyun with the little primos I had#Got a 5 star my first pull but it was Keqing 😭#It’s okay I’ll grind primos while I explore the new region :’)#Haha can’t believe One Piece has distracted me from even Genshin. Which I play religiously. LMAO#Ughh there’s so much I gotta DO I need to draw but I don’t want to put more stress on myself rn#Just play viddy games Shima……no more working today for you……
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i dont wanna be a dick and act like i have no responsibility in this but after a point dont u think if all you ever say to ur friend is Omg you never make it out why dont you ever come out with us you bail all the time youre such a flake etc. dont u think that person (me) is like. not gonna feel so inclined to. be there
#like. yeah i was bad last semester i get it. and probably i shouldve tried at least once or twice to push thru#but i was so exhausted. and every time they would bring up hanging out it was on my longest days#and when i casually brought this up they were just like Well we have long days too. Okay!#and i love and miss these friends and i know for the most part. or at least think. theyre just teasing#i hate being seen as the flake like any time i do have to be like Oh i cant make that or Shit im sorry i have to bail#i try to offer an alternative???? and they never compromise on that. how is that fair like im not just outright rejecting u all the time#not to mention most of the time last semester it was always gonna be somewhere super easy for them to get home and far from me#im not like constantly holding this against them btw but i feel like they're holding it against me and i dont have any more apologies in me#anyway. that said. if theyre somewhere really expensive and far from me tn and i get out of work early#i. probably will not make it. lol! if theyd be willing to come a little closer to my place to one of the dives or some shit thatd be great#and like im not doing much today until class and work so really like. i WILL try. but i think they could sometimes not go for the most#expensive and inconvenient option as well. and these r all things ill say if it becomes like a problem problem or smth#but rn im not gonna be a dickhead and shit on their plans#but also! ok whatever im not gonna keep going on i just feel shitty im not 100% better from being sick and im just frustrated#about having to fuckign grovel over and over and over. i meant it the first few times now im just like#u could try not to be an asshole to me for five seconds too. like. i am very clearly not someone trying to secretly stop being friends#w yall. things happen#abby talks#and maybe this is an esp sore spot bc like ive certainly had some of you bail on me or be flaky or whatever before. and i didnt throw#a fucking fit to your face about it. probably bc it actually did feel more mean spirited sometimes#OK im sorry im not trying to make my friends sound evil and its mostly just the one and like im working on forgiving her for it cause it#was years ago but also like christ!
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How is it that I've been back at work for ONE day and it was an EASY day and yet today I already feel ready for the weekend??
#chough chatterings#everything just feels like so much effort today -_-#probably bc i'm still kinda ill tbf#also bc i know today's classes are gonna be difficult and i'm dreading them#last time the first class didn't listen at all and the second class there's one kid that's crazy and another that's super rude#third class should be okay but they're kinda chatty :/#it will probably be fine. just gotta make it through one hour at a time
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God I don't wanna go to therapy tomorrow. Sick of talking about my feelings in a clinical setting. I do enough psychoanalysis just by myself, and now I gotta sit through it with someone else??? Come on.
#speculation nation#i say as if i didnt submit myself to this and am not willingly paying for this to continue#idfk man ive always hated therapy. just kinda kept it going bcus i was so messed up about the whole grief shit#and i guess it's been maybe helpful. i dont know.#SHOULD i mention this tomorrow? i already know it's ass and entirely undeserved#if i did it'd mostly be another source to complain about it. theres really nothing anyone can say to make it better#bc it's bullshit and it already happened. and i already have the objective proof of yet another person losing interest in me.#... i dont know. i feel like it's inevitably going to come up. it's already taken up so much of my thoughts.#my every dream last night stemmed from it all. it was such a fitful night of sleep.#i can only pray that i dont dream about it tonight too. i want a fucking break from it all.#i hope she loses sleep from guilt. i hope she hurts every time she remembers what she did to me.#i hope she comes around tomorrow so she can see the face she kissed and she lied about loving#so she can remember im a person with feelings too. a person who opened up to her. a person who trusted her.#............ okay maybe i should talk about my blatantly vicious retaliatory remarks with my therapist.#i tried to reign it in but Bitch Mode definitely came out earlier today. when it was fresh. and i just wanted to make her Hurt.#i still want that honestly. i want her to truly regret doing this. to be filled with so much guilt for how she chose to do it.#i cant change her feelings. no matter how much i might want to. but i sure as hell can make her regret it.#i feel like im allowed a bit of petty bitchiness after this bullshit. but i also dont like the person i become like this.#anger issues. perhaps i should talk about my anger issues with my therapist.#easier than just rehashing the whole breakup. though i'll probably have to do that some too.#but better to have a goal for it. a direction to focus on. so that it's not just me complaining.#... it still wont be fun. and my ex mentioned coming round an hour after my therapy ends for dropping the shit off.#so Assuming she actually shows up (still not convinced she will after she flaked on me twice)#it's gonna be therapy and then seeing her right after. god it's gonna suck.#i'll try to do some homework maybe. and then maybe see if anyone wants to hang out later tomorrow.#my friends r the real ones. hanging out with me for 7 hours... they traded off between them but still#for 7 hours i was not alone. and that was very nice of them to do.#good things. positives! focusing on the positives. i am a healthy person with a healthy outlook on life. smiles.
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can’t believe i made a poll asking you guys what fic to write next and i suddenly got another idea for my chodark dragon au,,,,,, smh i’m just putting more work on myself
#zishu speaks#it is a smut fic#but !! it’s yuri#god okay i know i’m gonna write this one bc i actually want to#but damn#am i really gonna write that fic + the poll fic + give all the best to you#not gonna tag this with the fandom tag cause this is just me rambling again#esp in notes#why oh why did i not get this idea before i started the poll#i know i am not gonna be writing gatbty today cause i posted a dump truck last night#but i do still kind of want to write#hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.#i could probably churn out a smut fic in one day yeah?#wait no i have plans in the evening today#rahh okay i can probably churn out a smutfic…sometime#one day. the amount of ava/m fics i’ve written will be over 300.000 words#i mean. it’s almost at 200.000 anyways#have i written a novel full of stickmen?
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