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#detroit become human#north wr400#simon pl600#not what i was planning to draw today but i cant help it i love them let them be gremlins#also i know people might not agree but north offering a pipe bomb in a pacifist protest is forever funny to me#she is so enthusiastic about her destruction shes decided shes committing to it no matter what#but also hey you can have a choice and say no#she doesnt LIKE when you say no but she WILL let you say no#which is peak and i love her a lot for it#its like you sitting in the driver seat and having someone vibrating with every method to hurt someone as idle conversation#and you can say hey thats really violent lets not do that#and the other person is just i cant believe you told me to shut up but i respect the peace fuck you tho#and still remains your friend to the end#but ok so uh haha dedicated to the fact someone wrote a fic about one of the silly ideas i had doodled between north and simon#so i read that when i got home from work and now! ta da! more simon and north content WOW amazing how that works
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something about people calling vrisrezi "toxic yuri" always puts me off. i understand the lack of words to really put their dynamic but like you know theyre in a relationship thats largely good for them right. they arent dating because "it sucks but it would be worse without each other" they genuinely really love each other a lot
#just as a baseline understanding here i am outright stating that their moiraillegance is a romantic relationship which includes kissing etc#if u cannot meet me on that level i dont think i really want to discuss vrisrezi with you#anyways its just so weird to me i dont know. i dont have a super great way of articulating it#they do Need each other they are codependent and its not necessarily healthy#but unhealthy does not equal toxic#they dont hurt each other on purpose they make each other so so happy and they do so much for each other and thats what makes them worse#because as much as they are universally destined to be together by the Laws of Paradox Space they are also universally doomed#and i mean straight up like. terezi is vriska's fp i feel like this is a given with the almost unambiguous bpd coding of vriska#and that isnt a type of relationship that vriska serket and terezi pyrope are exactly going to understand or manage well#but i also think that calling a favorite person relationship toxic by the nature of it regardless of who specifically is in it#is really gross? and harmful? and it doesnt make you sound cool when you talk about vrisrezi like that#ok wow this got really really out of hand. vrisrezi isnt really “toxic” if you read the comic thank you good night#vriska#terezi#my posts ::::)
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(tfp spoilers)
I WATCHED TFP MOVIE!!!! IT WAS GOOD!!! I LOVE BUMBLEBEE BEING THE LEADER AND BADASS!! OPTIMUS!! AUGH!!! MEGATRON!!! GOOD!!!! (I wish Soundwave was there)
But also pls let me ramble about my other boyfriend Shockwave,,, here’s how I reacted to his Moments™
NOOO NOOO LOOK HOW SCARED HE LOOKS HIS LITTLE ANTENNAS WERE WIGGLING???? ;A;;;;;
NononoNONONONOONONONONONONONO NO LEAVE HIM ALONE NOOOOOO MY DARLING
AAAAHHHH AHAHHHHH HE’S OK AUGAUHUGUHHGGGHG
#transformers#predacons rising#tfp spoilers#when i tell you i was in ANGUISH when i saw shockwave being attacked#‘SHOCKWAVE DARLING RUN AWAY!!!!’#I’LL FIGHT ANYONE THAT HURTS U BABE#shockwave#tfp shockwave#crying#also its hot that he literally tanked all that wow. ur so strong. hunk#lfdjkhjfdjlg#look i just care him so much ok#even if he only had 5 mins of screentime 🥲#but those 5 minutes really gave me an emotional rollercoaster#dont ever scare me like that again 😔
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RRRRAAAAAAAAAAAA I LOVE HIM SO......!!!!!!!!
#art#rdr2#rdr2 fanart#rdr1#john marston#barghestland#i just realised that his relationships with jack are basically.. me and my dad LMAO#my dad is a bit late being a real dad tho im 27 :/#but it's nice it kinda feels like i actually have one! wow!#jack. my poor guy. i understand.#oooooh it hurts actually#but i love john anyway. listen he's doing a good job ok#im proud of him#ok im sad now just look at pretty (i guess) art alr<3#artists on tumblr
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My thoughts on Sanji’s Clear Clear Fruit thing in Thriller Bark: I don’t think it’s written to be 100% comedy but I also don’t completely buy the headcanons about it being related to his childhood. What I think the scene conveys is that Sanji constantly lowers himself to the level of the people he hates. This isn’t a guy who thinks he’s a worthy, valuable, or even “good” person. He tells Absalom that they’re “the same”, he’s just another pervert like any man in the world. But that scene is so ironic because Sanji’s actions prove completely otherwise. People always complain about what he says, but what about what he does? He protects Nami, puts her at first priority, and felt like even the act of dirtying her dress would be the greatest sin. On first glance Sanji vs Absalom is set up to be some sort of funny perv vs perv fight, like “haha, there’s a right way and a wrong way to be horny!” But up till this point, Sanji’s fights have always contained brief and restrained glances into his kindness and selflessness. He will show his enemy a glimpse of his kindness. Then, as if he’s caught himself lacking, instantly do a 180 and close himself up. Think the time he “forgave” Bon Clay then immediately kicking him. Think how he “believed” Jabra’s manipulation (which idk if it’s anime filler or not!). Think even about that time after Baratie when he was about to feed the sea king who attacked them, then decided to beat it up instead. Of course, these also serve as prime comedic moments. But Oda expertly merges his gags with actual thematic messages in ways that make you laugh and then feel a bit uncomfortable after thinking more about it (He does this to Sanji the most btw). Sanji is kind, but he’s afraid of being seen as kind. He needs to act like his love for Nami and Robin stems from perversion instead of genuine respect and adoration. He needs to act like his sacrifice for Zoro was a dick-measuring attempt. If you ask me I don’t think WCI was planned out at this point in the manga, but Oda was definitely hinting at the fact that there was something more to Sanji than his Baratie story.
#wow this was long!#Ok if I didn’t make it clear enough take zoro for example: if zoro was fighting Absalom he wouldn’t make conversation with him#he’d just defeat him because he knows he’s better than him#zoro isn’t someone who doubts his worth or strength#sanji though lives in constant fear that he’ll hurt the ones he loves or will indirectly cause them harm#also I’m not saying there is absolutely no comedy or perv gag in this scene#this is one piece 👀 there will be 1000 things going on all at once#sorry for the essay I love yapping about sanji#I also wanna read the manga to reconfirm my interpretations of it#the pacing of the anime and its choices are usually… interesting#one piece#black leg sanji#vinsmoke sanji#one piece meta#thriller bark#long post
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all my pdh s2 doodles i need u guys to keep in mind i didnt know All That was gonna happen😭😭😭😭
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#I FEEL SO BAD BRO HOW THE HELL WAS I SUPPOSED TO PREDICT THAT CRAZY ASS DATE#aphmau#phoenix drop high#aphverse#aphmau mystreet#ein mystreet#aphmau pdh#kai pdh#im not tagging everyone thats too much just jnow i love them all#SORRY KAIS HAIR LOOKS DIFFERENT IN EVERU DRAWING I COULDNT FIGURE OUY HOW I WANTED JT TO LOOK☹️☹️#U guys should have seen my face when ein was revealed to be Evil bro Jaw Dropped i was mad as hell like WTF WAS THAT#KAI ESPECIALLY THAT HURT SO BADD BRO I LOVED KAI I EVEN MADR HIM A FIGURE SKATER LIKE ME Like that was literally my Friend😭#ive geniuenly Ranted and written so much about this in my notes app i HATE how kai was treated at the end there Bro idgaf THEY LITERALLY#CHANGED HIS ENTIRE PEROSNALITY ALLL BHIS VALUES Mr ''learning about other people is a wonderful thing''Jessicaaa😞😞#I THOIGHT THAT WAS INTENTIONAL TO LIKE CONTRAST THE PREVIOUS SEASON LIKE WOW here's a guy that geniuenly Cares too ESPECIALLY SINCE#HE Gives her examples of things she's said in the past things specific to HER that he Knows in his MIND like a GOOD FRIEND!!!#IN THE SAME EPISODE!!!!!! AM I CRAZY LIKE ACTUALLY WHAT AM I MISSING HERE#Guys Om sorry i know he comes back in a later season of mystreet or whatever and is Weird but like im only on love lovenparadise rn i cant#deal wirh Whatever happens thats Seperate Ok im a Pdh defender exclusively#i have so many more thoughts but like im lowkey Done these have been in my gallery for so long i was too scared to post after finishing the#season but like whateverrrr sorry for rambling goodbue❤️#awesome
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Memory Lane
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Initially this was just going to be a series of really rough sketches, but the more I stared at it, the more it kept growing..?
I have no concept of reasonable project scopes <:'D
#dynart#castle of nations#law of talos#karl#rachel#unknown-person#unknownpsn#fun fact! I used to play piano when I was a kid and the flute in high school!#3/4 time actually isn't that bad#there's honestly much worse times out there you could be stuck with#but I do have memories of me struggling with it when I first encountered it on the piano#and this is actually how I got taught to get used to it :]#one thing to be envious about being a creature with no pain receptors though#is that Karl will never experience muscle fatigue#because WOW can practicing hurt your fingers OW#and therefore Karl can practice for literally as long as he wants#or at least until someone kicks him out for playing the same song 900000 times lol#also pls don't stare at the details too hard ok I really didn't plan on making this a Big Thing when I first made it
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Thoughts about Prison3r bc she's making me go insane
Spoilers under the cut (also minor spoilers - chapter name & brief discussion of other routes - in the tags, so don't read those lol)
I have a feeling the Cage is going to get overshadowed by Sp3ctre & Happily Ever After, but I was really surprised by the direction they took her in, and I think she makes Pris all the more tragic as a character.
IMO, the Prisoner route kind of functions as a giant trust fall. You've established in the previous chapter that you're skeptical of this whole setup (hence voice of the skeptic, lmao) and willing to help the Princess, and this route puts that to the test. Can you focus on what's important without getting caught up in questioning irrelevant details (the empty shackle)? Can you trust the Princess enough to give her your weapon? And on the other side of that, can she trust you to understand her plan?
Part of what makes the Prisoner compelling to me is the unspoken trust she has in the player (part of why I've never understood the take that she doesn't actually care about you? Maybe we've got some Autism2Autism telepathy going on though). Her lines in the Shifting Mound fight (if you free her) talks about how "shared skepticism blossomed into trust", and the Drowned Grey further implies that she put a lot of trust and hope in the player which they ended up betraying.
I was expecting Prison3r to play with that betrayal of trust - she showed we could trust her, but her trust in us was misplaced. It doesn't really matter if you leaving the head was an honest mistake or not, we still let her down. I was expecting a scenario where we'd be stuck apologizing to a Princess who couldn't bring herself to trust us again, no matter how sincere we were being. I was expecting her to be angry. I didn't expect her to just... give up.
If the Drowned Grey is meant to represent the Prisoner (metaphorically) letting go of the tight control she has of her emotions, (literally) drowning you in her (metaphorical) grief and rage, then the Cage is the opposite, locking her emotions even deeper away. Shifty describes her as (paraphrasing here, emphasis mine) "someone who wishes she could be just a set of eyes and ears." The Cage isn't angry with you for leaving her behind. Why should she be? It was her mistake, after all. She shouldn't have been so stupid to think she could break the cycle and actually be freed.
The route also plays with the contrast between the Princess and the Player (via the voices) in fun ways. While the Cage is already resigned to repeating the cycle, skeptic (and paranoid, if you get him) are panicking for the whole route, trying desperately to find a way out of it while unintentionally forcing you to into the same patterns as before (by forcing us to take the knife. Thanks guys, very cool).
It honestly feels like the perfect response to the common fan complaint of "Why is the Prisoner mad at you for leaving her head behind? It was an accident!". Well, here you go. She's not mad at you. It would honestly feel better if she was.
#slay the princess#stp#slay the princess spoilers#stp spoilers#pristine cut spoilers#stp prisoner#whoooooo tag ramble to hopefully put spoiler tags below the cut aw yeah let's go boys wow look at how long this tag is how long do you thin#we can make it#ok that's good i think#stp cage#i like REALLY want to make a Johnny or Nicholas Cage joke about her but she kind of makes me too sad#(for now)#for the record i totally get why sp3ctre & dams3l are getting more attention and they ABSOLUTELY deserve all the love they get#they had a lot more surprises in store & both would've made a great finale for a playthrough#honestly prison3r felt more fitting as a beginning (to my specific playthrough)#my routes got more optimistic as they went along#final misc thought i couldn't make flow naturally into the rest:#another way it's a good response to complaints surrounding the 'abandon the prisoner's head' thing is the theme of denying responsibility#it's not *your* fault you abandoned her#you didn't know what was going on#it's not *her* fault she's hurting you#she's never gotten a choice
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The Pony and Johnny thoughts are back. And I’m thinking about how much they longed for a life together.
A life where they’d be free from everything that held them down. A life where their worries aren’t about money, or family, or whether or not they’re gonna get jumped on their way home. No, they worries would be about what color flowers would bloom on their plant, their worries would be about who would change the sheets on the bed next. They could have everything they wanted, and they could have it together. They would be free from their town that does nothing but hold them down.
Thinking about how they got some of it. They got out, but their fears become worse. Their fears became thoughts of whether or not the police would find them, whether or not they’d be able to ever go home again, and whether or not they’d ever be ok again. And the worst part is that those fears came true.
Pony’s worst case scenario came true. Because Pony went home and went back to his family and their group of friends, but he did it alone. Johnny was in a hospital until he died. He didn’t get to go back and get the hugs flog reassurance from the gang. He didn’t get to go back to Darry’s cooking and watching Pony read. He goes back to Tulsa to see only the cruel white of a hospital room and feel the utter lack of homeliness magnified. Pony goes back and faces a loss that he thinks he’ll never recover from.
But he can, maybe not fully, but he can move forward and keep living. He gets a chance at their dream and he’d do anything to increase that chance. Because damnit, he has to achieve it. For Johnny. BecauseJohnny doesn’t get his dream. Not then, not ever. Because he is destined to die young. Pony even says that he was too damn good for growing old. But was he too good for growing old? Or was he too good for growing old in their small, stuck, and damned town?
#wow ok that turned LONG af#my bad gang#anyway#here are all the pbj thoughts#they hurt so bad#omg#maybe they get their happy ending in another life#because they’ll never get it in Tulsa#maybe there’s another lifetime where they’re from somewhere that builds them up and supports them#but that lifetime isn’t and could never be Tulsa in the 60s#god they’re so tragic#the outsiders musical#the outsiders broadway#the outsiders#ponyboy curtis#johnny cade#pbj
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i miss sh/uakes/umi ))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))): EYAHGHHH
#cele talks#Btw i saw some like ship qrt meme thing going arnd on twt adn like ZERO PPL SHIP su/mi/ann or vio/letfox GUYS??!??!#I GUESS I HAVE TO GET BACK INTO THE KITCHEN UNTIL MORE PPL REALIZE MY VISION.#Unfortunately my wrist hurts and i have 0 time to draw anything thats not merch or comms rn. Fuck it all...#Unless it get commed to draw sumi ships. Wow. This should happen. Make this happen guys#JOKE. UNLESS?#ok bye im back 2 doing work naow#But as always u can send me royaltrio drawing ideas frown i just hope i candraw them at some point bc u guys always send me bangers
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Clark is always So Offended by Anything anyone does wrong even if it has nothing to do with him. But in like equal and opposite energy way to Buffy forgiving Angel because “everything you did you did to Me”
#that one time Clark’s like Lana I’m genuinely hurt you stole money from your evil husband I can’t believe you’d think that’s ok#and said evil husband Lex is like wow Lana 😍😍 you stole all that from me??ur so clever and smart!!#genuinely insane all three of them#magpie watches smallville
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ok posting it here bc im not sure if its going to stay in the doodle page
#delete later#deleting soon bc eyes on me#for those of you who kept asking about Something last year LOLLL#sorry this is too entry level vent comic ykwim i jst needed to get it out#im over it in the sense that like ok yeah whatever#but not in the sense that i came out worse than before. i was already Small. ive been further Smallened#i was a rebound and lied to and discarded...which thank god i was Set Free but wow!#all my personal fears reinforced. it is embarrassing for me to want and need...i get it neow. i was a stepping stone i am an npc#idk that i could do it again! im not sure its worth trying i am too much of a...project.#as i was told from day 1 but still ran directly into it#and i was too much of a coward to leave myself. if it happened again i wouldnt be able to leave then either.#im happy that i dont think it could get much worse than all that for my first experience but it was also exhausting#and weirdly at the same time i dont think i cld ever expect better#its almost been a year since its been Done and the words and treatment linger <3#this is also why i had to enlist talon as imaginary bf number 2 LOL need extra reinforcement and love#cringe as fuck but it rly will never be as good as whats in my brain...i know that neow. i will spare everyone the trouble#and remove myself from the dating pool (<- implying he was ever even in it)#i dont even hold any ill will toward em bc they were right...its just hurts ykwim
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Anyway they can change between being tiny and human sized. And when they're tinier they can only be seen by the other fae or their selected humans. So if you just passed Noll on the street while Shavuli was perched on his shoulder chatting away you wouldn't see or hear her.
#my characters#a lot of the fae who are trying to get noll to pick a human take turns joining him as he wanders if he opts to be human sized#if he opts to be small and fly around none of them can actually find him to follow bc he does it precisely to be alone#and makes careful to avoid all of them when he dips#which furthers their friendly obsession with him being their void like where is he we lost him we gotta go bring him back from the abyss!#and hes just off on his own being crippled by anxiety at being a disappointment bc what if he isnt fun enough#absolutely unaware that all his friends are like we gotta go find him hes too good at this#hes going to win the game we have clearly set up to involve humans before he even recruits a human#cause he is TOO GOOD at slipping away ITS NOT FAIR we love him what a weird fae thats our lil guy!#noll really is just out there impressing all of his friends and not knowing hes impressing them bc hes too scared of being abandoned#and i was telling rae but when he does find the human he wants as his for the game#hes like ok so im gonna be honest here i turn into a big sword and you are definitely not going to be strong enough to carry me#and the human just like ok then pick someone else?#and hes like no no i cant you dont get it youre resourceful and im resourceful THEREFORE! i have an idea! just for us!#and then proceeds to shatter himself into shards basically#so that the human can have many smaller easy to control swords rather than one too big sword#and when all of the other fae see it they are absolutely delighted bc they didnt know he could do that! thats so cool! wow! they love him s#and he doesnt tell them that it actually really flippin hurts and being broken is agonizing but he wants to win so badly#anyway hello appreciate the void fae noll and his lil buddy shavuli who can turn into a spear C:#in her human form though she loves to wear hoodies instead of just like .... a skin tight suit with draping fabrics#she does wear biker shorts bc leggy.... she likes to have legs free#but she likes hoodies a lot
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#wow ok#that hurts#kinda true#but my spn heart wants to defend the later seasons so bad#but kinda true so I cannot#spn memes#supernatural#spn
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this is b4 theh confused their love or smth
#GUESS WHOS HEAD HURTS AGAIN#it rlly hruts im going back 2 sleep srry#this looks like actual shit so if i ever redo it thats y#bc ot looks cute in my head @ least but my head hrits so uhdbbfn HHhbnn#i think i drew bart 2 small im gonna punt myself#ok slep now#konbart#kart#dc#puppee art#i actually am so mad @ how i drew bart :/#i just have a hard time drawing character interactions in general bc then i have 2 actaully be acurate & hhh#me; says ill make a comic also me; complains that i cant draw characeter enxy 2 each other#ruhrh im wow im feel so sick ok bye no more pls me pls stop skjgkbkkkkkk#dxpect 1 more thing i think its silly 2 think of them loke this ty#what???????#dont look @ my anotomy btw ice been so unhappy w/my art l8ly its been looking so belhhhh ewwwieee#yk ok stop me pls
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what i love about requiem of the rose king is how it makes the reader doubt about every character when it comes to richard. you are able to feel richard's hesitation with everyone. like him, you are not sure whos gonna accept him and who wont. even anne, whom we all love cuz shes adorable and nice and doing her damn best to have some agency in medieval times, is not free from the "they may be an asshole to richard list." the reader can trust characters with a lot of things except richard's body. and thats exactly what richard feels. its always a 50/50 and richard knows this.
#im projecting but im also right#cuz i love anne so much but i honestly cant tell if she would be ok with it#and thats also the mindset richard has#god his life is literally gambling and idk how to feel about this#it hurts but its sooooooo good#the mangaka truly planted the seeds of doubt everywhere#i will curl and yeet myself through the window#wow#requiem of the rose king#baraou no souretsu
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