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you always land on all fours
#umineko#umineko spoilers#ikuko hachijo#ikukos turn for a more serious piece... the old man has reigned for too long#now. INCREDIBLY LONG INCOHERENT TAGS RANT INCOMING FAIR WARNING HAS BEEN GIVEN:#it makes me so so sad how little discussion there is about specifically ikuko because imho she fits so neatly into a lot of the more#overarching Big Themes of the game in a way that i have not ever really seen people take notice of or point out in a meaningful way#like even just off of the top of my head. the significance of names and what it means to go by a name that's Not Yours (she has like 4+)#what it Means to be a witch how it represents a person's deepest insecurities and flaws & how its at its core a coping mechanism#the fact that it takes two to create a universe and trying to do it on your own anyways has the capacity to bring you intense misery#^ (how she's shown to be extremely dismissive of her own work and skill until a collaborator comes into her life and helps/encourages her)#and even the family/patriarchy/misogyny stuff that is so prevalent in the rest of the game comes back around to her. even her Only Friend#(young&stupid atp to be fair) remarks that shes Weird for being unmarried + the little she does say about her past invites the question of#to what extent her self-image stems from her family deeming her a freak outcast & effectively disowning her while celebrating her brothers#and i have lot in my mind about the witch thing specifically because i think her particular situation is very reflective of what umineko's#entire magic system and fantasy facet as a whole is meant to represent for an individual. from what little we see of (what is presumably)#her Real personality she is shown to be deeply self conscious in a way that is JARRINGLY diametrically opposed to both 1.) what we see in#featherine and 2.) what we see when she is acting as a Public Figure. because both of the above are very much purposeful acts that she is#putting on in order to obfuscate her true self. and i have always been very resolute & adamant about not totally equating her to featherine#not only because im very firmly in the camp of “featherine is the avatar of the Pen Name & tohya is part of her too” but also very much b/c#i feel very strongly that the stark differences between the two are very centrally relevant to her character & her psyche. as is the case#with most other witches featherine's personality traits serve to reveal/magnify a lot of ikukos inner workings by playing on her#insecurities/reversing them e.g. ikuko being very quick to downplay her skill/achievements becomes featherine being the COMPLETE opposite#to the point where she barely registers even other witches as living beings rather than just fun touys. BUT even though i do champion the#ikuko/featherine separation so hard i ALSO think it is purposefully relevant that at first glance the line between them seems so blurry#her introduction implying a more nebulous separation between her reality/fantasy counterpart is i think is an intentional move on her part#like it is part of the front she is putting up when acting as the Author. as opposed to Ikuko the person who we (in a way ironically very#similar to the way that the Real Battler is presumably only shown during the boatscene) only very briefly get to see take up screentime#which even on a meta level lines up very well with her apparent underlying nature as a like. extremely private largely reserved/shy person#hit tag limit but if by some miracle anyone is still reading this thank you... please see ikuko with the love she deserves... ok ily byeee
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OH YEAH if i made you laugh or just inserted regrettable thoughts into your head against your will this year, now's a real nice time to drop a coin or two! (bc devastatingly i am also trapped in this mundane capitalist hellscape w/ the rest of u suckers)
#lemme know when ur ready to jailbreak this bitch. we could escape into a better reality like the SCP Ikea That Eats You#maybe camping permits at the Mystery Flesh Pit National Park?#ok but serious note: it's so very lovely to get tips of appreciation this time of year#emotionally it's so...significant? to realize that your silly little self made a silly little impact in another silly little person's life.#(and that maybe we AREN'T so little? (but are definitely SO SILLY) after all???)#can also make a real difference with groceries and stuff in the coming....i was gonna say year but realistically 1.5-3 weeks#still deeply appreciated tho!#anyways. will start the new year off with Offputting Animal Genitalia Posts on Jan 1 pinky swearsies#....... regrettable thoughts into your head like a parasitic botfly laying its cozy cozy egg sac...
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darry is a LIAR. that man thinks it's FUNNY. pony asks him a question he doesn't know the answer to n he MAKES THAT SHIT UP. n he does it with a straight face every time.
#sodas like hey do u know how long it takes to get down to the ribbon#n darrys like 23 minutes#doesnt look up from his newspaper#sodas like alr sick#it does NOT take 23 minutes#darry made that shit UP#whenever pony asks him a questions he gets his answer n then is like ok sick#n then starts to walk away#n then stops n spins back n is like frl🤨#darrys like no 🫶#hes silly guys#never on serious stuff#just on like hey how cold is it today#45 degrees#(its 75 n sunny)#whenever darry is asked something they have to go real answer or darry answer🤨#n darrys like heheh anyones guess🫶#the outsiders#sodapop curtis#ponyboy curtis#darry curtis
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moreeeeee silly stuff
#zipmode art#poeposting#poe#my ocs#neien#notttt gonna bother tagging individual characters this stuff is too stupid#i want to do more serious stuff I SWEAR i just have NO time. hopefully over spring break I can do more than just sketches#pillars of eternity#FORGOT TO PUT THE MAIN TAG WHOOPS!!!!#thats ok like 20 percent of the pillars of eternity fandom follows me already (aka like 3 people)
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Oh. The misery.
I have to accept the truth. Call me a fake fan, but in my heart, Silco has always been closer to 50/51 than 41. But he is 41. He is baby. He was a teenage mom. I didn't want to admit it even though I knew it. All this because I didn't word "ambessa likes her men in their 20s" joke well, now I have to admit Silco is a young man. Sigh.
And then I forgot to stop my queue and didn't fix the dialogue in the clothes shopping pic. Sigh.
I will now go play Resident Evil 4 remake and mourn my loss
#talking about stuff#this is not a serious post guys I just want silco to be older but all the ages make sense its a paradox in my heart ok
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I can handle anything deltarune might throw, just dont mess with my old man yaoi /j
#ok but seriously i do have a slight fear djdjfjfjfn not a serious fear. but an awareness of this fact#kingdings is literally so formative to the stuff i like and do. essential to my psyche even#i met my best friend through it#kingdings#deltarune#talk tag
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Couple of fan posters I made for @starstrider-productions upcoming podcast "Dracula: 2004"
This project is already looking so cool, but they still need help funding it and have 2 weeks left to do so. Please help them out if you can, lowest tier is about 13 USD. Let's get this thing funded ya'll!
#dracula 2004#dracula: 2004#dracula#dracula daily#podcasts#horror podcast#queer podcast#other people's awesome writing#my art#(if any of those transparent skylines/bats turn out to ai I'm really sorry#i just looked for stuff that was ok to use for free#mina munjal#mina murray#jonathan harker#lucy westenra#arthur holmwood#jack seward#quincey morris#(i did find an actress I liked for a Van Helsing face claim but couldn't find an image of them looking serious enough 😅)
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the thing that's vital to understand about cccc is that they have reasons for what they do. but also, and this is important, they all kinda suck
mind is doing what he believes is best for them. he wants to be the perfect solution to every problem. he's also arrogant and incredibly petty, gloating and bitching every chance he gets about how much better he is than heart. he pretends his own feelings are just logical conclusions, while also devaluing other people's feelings. he sucks!
heart was never listened to by mind. he knows he's "weak and vile" but believes (rightfully!) that emotions are needed to survive. he also literally shot someone, refuses to admit that literally shooting someone is bad, and stubbornly both complains he's not listened to and never listens to anyone else. he sucks!
soul is exhausted. he's gone through this countless times, enduring the same arguments over and over. he just wants it to stop. so, he exerts as much power as he can over the two of them and threatens their lives. he's simultaneously both the most in control (of the three) and powerless (in the narrative), and he tries to control the other two for his own ends (even if those ends are ultimately good for them all). he sucks!
the story of cccc is ultimately about guys who kinda fucking sucks for their own reasons. the story is about the raw, unsanitized experience of mental illness. of course they're all deeply fucked up! removing their flaws is just re-sanitizing the purposeful mess that is the album and its characters
#i don't personally have a Hot Take on like... the whole aspect of people creating gory content for cccc#because at the end of the day. it's a story about messy mental health. that mess looks different for everyone#and maybe that work is an expression of the creator's mess. or maybe it's just for fun#i try to strike a balance between these and obviously i'm biased {lol} but for serious stuff it's vital you know#they all very much suck. and thats ok#cccc#chonny jash#chonnys charming chaos compendium#cj heart#cj mind#cj soul#cccc analysis#i guess#tridential tirade
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In This Podunk Town — A South Park fanmix about the tumultuous experience of growing up with (and sometimes growing apart from) your best friends in your insane little hometown.
Cover art by me (an homage to The Great Depression by Defiance, Ohio)
Listen here.
Tracklist ⤵
This Feels Better — Defiance, Ohio | Bleed American — Jimmy Eat World | Bored Teenagers — The Adverts | Feel Like Rain — Motion City Soundtrack | Seattle — Public Image LTD. | No Rest For The Weekend — Orange | Working Title — Mt. Eddy | Knowledge — Operation Ivy | Big Lizard — The Dead Milkmen | Kids — The Frights | Halloween 3.5 — Rozwell Kid | Dry Heat/Nice Town — Cheekface | Familiar Patterns — PUP | Don’t Die In Yr Hometown — Antarctigo Vespucci | Fat Lip — Sum 41 | Minor Threat — Minor Threat | Hey Suburbia — Screeching Weasel | Stand There Until You’re Sober — Bomb the Music Industry! | Let��s Get Breakfast — Walter Mitty and His Makeshift Orchestra | Circles ‘Round the Moon — Nana Grizol
#south park#south park art#south park fanart#south park playlist#south park fanmix#stan marsh#kenny mccormick#kyle broflovksi#eric cartman#south park main four#sp#sp art#sp fandom#mine#this playlist is the more curated version of the playlist i just dump songs into when i have any sort of 'hey this could connect to one of#these guys—' thoughts/what i listen to when i do a lot of my sp art. mostly a playlist in the vein of 'songs that make me think of them'#but i think it also is largely the kinds of stuff i could see them listening to. idk. perhaps thats just me projecting.#also tried for a bit of a mix of silly vs serious songs lmao. like big lizard is just a situation i think they'd find themselves in. yk.#also yes for the little x-ray picture that is based on the kidrobot anatomy figures hehe#also i did all that art in black + white so dont ask for color versions they dont exist. + i reused some random old stuff for the tracklist#but anyway trying to recreate that album cover was a fun little challenge. i prob could have done a little better with the stitching stuff#but i got tired and just wanted this out there sfdhgjf#also yes i did make a separate spotify acount just to post this playlist. i have irl friends who follow my main ok
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dude i'm sorry for all the kanoshin posting but like the way shintaro immediately forgives kano for telling him as ayano how it was all his fault. what shintaro went through was so awful he lost all his friends and his Best friend committed suicide after apparently saying "it's YOUR fault for never noticing" like that shit does irreparable damage to ur well being bro. for all this time shintaro thought it was HIS FAULT that ayano killed herself
and when kano admits it was him who said that shintaro doesn't isolate it from everything else kano was going through at that moment, so he doesn't hold it against him and he forgives him so easily. and that bit is from shintaro's pov so when we switch back to kano and he's so guilty and sort of in disbelief shintaro doesn't hate him. sorry that entire part with kano's pov in the seventh novel reads SO extremely romantic towards shintaro it's crazy. maybe i'm just gay but "he used to smile at my sister in a different way than he'd smile for everyone else. now he's smiling at me just like that" girl. EXCUSE ME. i didnt even care about kanoshin when i first read the seventh novel btw and i was still like oh so kano's into him. got it.
like shintaro's the victim to probably the most cruel thing kano's ever done to someone and he FORGIVES HIM so for kano who hates himself it's like. something something he sees me at my worst and still has the nerve to be kind to me. something something.
and in between all that there's kido and mary like god shintaro ur so lameeee, and kano in his mind is like i think he's cool actually.... im not saying it out loud though. he's down so bad for him it's so funny because it switches from all those convoluted guilty feelings to kano sort of twiling his hair like omg he's so heroic. and it's kind of endearing
kano's crush on shintaro is infuriatingly well written it's crazy. and it's even crazier that it's by accident and then u read the stuff not written directly by jin like the anthologies and the manga and instead they go for the weird incest shit, it's so jarring lol. and i'm not saying jin intended for it to be romantic. in fact it seems to me at least like jin thinks haruka and shintaro are the gayest ones?? just from how he jokes around and stuff. but it's funny how he wrote all that for kano but NOOOO kano's like such a flirt with women he's totally a lady's man. what's REALLY gay is haruka and shintaro crying in front of each other. can u imagine, boys... crying and being vulnerable with each other... hahhh so gay!!! girl maybe but RIGHT before that u wrote haruka going on about how he realizes he's into takane romantically precisely because HE'S NOT into shintaro romantically. like it is very much a point he makes. sorry that was a side tangent. anyways.
#i need to stop starting every post with SORRY FOR TALKING ABOUT THIS AGAIN#as if i didnt make this blog to log in and talk abt whatever the fuck i want#i need to be more unapologetic#kagevinnie#kanoshin#also can u tell i literally dont gaf about haruka and shintaro as a ship LOLLL#likeee i get it?? and for a while i thought it was because i just love harutaka but i like takane with shintaro and or with ayano#but since haruka makes that point with how he sees friendships and stuff. idk. and i take what they say very serious to their characters#unless it's some weird gross shit jin writes like and then he thought she shouldnt swear because how will she find a husband :3 girl stfu#otherwise yeah i like really putting together all their thoughts and feelings in my hcs. it feels more authetic 2 me... theyre not my ocs.#i just organize it the info and make hcs based on it OK??#so to me any romantic haruka/shintaro is so much of He wouldnt fucking say that. from haruka at least.#since we dont have a lot from shintaro its like yeah ok i can see shintaro being gay with it#the gayest i can imagine is they make out once and haruka's like hmmm... im definitely not into you i can confirm now.#BECAUSE HE MAKES IT SUCH A POINT HIS PLATONIC BOND WITH SHINTARO sorry fellas i cant see it#they can kiss a little. but i dont think harukas heart is in it. he's a lesbian.#kagenalysis
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Please more buff aang I'm thirsty 🏃🏽♀️🏃🏽♀️
well i hope these will quench ya....



i had wayyyy more fun with this than i should have had. i was giggling and kicking my feet nonny, it's my first time doing quenching drawings like that. i'm not that great with manly muscles so i'm sorry for the messyness and mistakes. thank you sm for this ask my dear thirsty anon! also sorry if the kataang wasn't that you expected but in this house we serve kataang at every chance
#aang#atla#avatar: the last airbender#buff aangie for the girls#and boys#and everyone more#kataang#katara#just figured aang must wake up with is hair trying to grow out sometimes#my first drawing is absolutely wrong ofc aang meditates or does yoga BEFORE breakfast#but i wanted to draw him sleepy#and then yoga with sifu sweetie#the sweetie thing is just so ridiculous i now officially love it#now for the last one i got serious ok#i love to draw powerful avatar shenanigans aang#i know he's learned to not be in angry destructive avatar state but it doesn't mean it wouldn't happen eventually#he's mad and crying because he's heard of capitalism#i know aang i know#avatar the last airbender#anon request#to all other anons who have requested me stuff.....i'm sorry. i don't normally do requests this one just got to me#i am also learning to be more comfortable with posting sketches#gurin illustrates atla
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Day 89

As a guy with a musical background, the note sequence at the bottom hurts me /lh
(From TV episode 12B In a Jam)
#htf#happy tree friends#htf nutty#Ok ok I know it’s not that serious and it’s just supposed to be a collection of random notes to imply music#But lemme be a nerd for a minute ok!!#okay so firstly none of those aren’t like. Technically real notes??#I looked it up and apparently they are considered tremolo eighth notes#which is basically where you rapidly switch between two notes next to each other on the scale#So in reality it’s a modification to a normal eighth note which normally has the little circle filled in#Also!! All these notes are eighth notes! The double one is just two eighth notes tied together#The direction of the stem on the notes doesn’t matter although they’re only drawn on the left when the note is on the upper half of the sta#and even then they point downward instead of upward#so technically the first four notes are backwards#anyways so there’s five eighth notes in this sequence. Each eighth note equals half a beat#(yeah the naming convention is a lil funky to none music folks. The notes are named after how much they take up a 4 beat measure)#(a whole note is 4 beats so one eighth of 4 is 1/2)#anyways so that means this musical sequence equals 2.5 beats#Measures don’t tend to be mixed numbers or fractions#so to actually play this rhythm you would need to slot a half rest somewhere#and that’s not even mentioning how this sequence isn’t even accurate to the actual sound in the final episode#which makes sense the boards were probably done before the sound editing took place and the little tune in the final is much nicer sounding#Than what this sequence would’ve sounded like played#Going off of ear I thiiiink what’s played in the final is a quarter note followed by a sixteenth note run#Followed by another quarter note???#idk I’m not an expert I’ve just been playing a clarinet for school band stuff since like. 4th grade lol#im not even that good at it but I still do marching band anyway#anyways thanks for coming to music class/Odie overanalyzes a series of notes that weren’t supposed to mean anythin
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wtf gay little loop
#sif stuff#isat#i just traced over the image this isnt anynign serious ok#im jsut posting this for fret. its important
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There’s this little moment early on in Steps into Shadow that’s driving me up the wall. They just rescued Hondo, Ezra’s shown off some new badass skills he got during the timeskip, and we get this exchange:
Hondo: “Is that really Ezra?”
Sabine: “Most of the time.”
Like. There’s some backstory here. That’s objectively a pretty strange and concerning thing to say. That’s not the type of thing you say when your little brother’s just been going through a rebellious phase and fighting with your parents. Some shit has happened here.
What has Ezra been doing up to this point that Sabine doesn’t see him as himself sometimes?
(Most of the really authoritative, shitty stuff that Ezra does in this episode happens later, spurred on by his promotion. Even with the Dark side, which he had been using before this point, Sabine’s surprised when she sees what he does to the walkers. She even asks when he learned to do that kind of thing, which means it’s new.)
What’s been going on beforehand to get Sabine to this point? What’s Ezra done that gets this offhand reaction out of her but that she hasn’t raised as a serious concern to Hera? Im chewing on drywall I NEED TO KNOW
#one of those things that just gets you#it’s gotta be this like tightrope thing that Ezra’s been doing that manages to change Sabine(and probably Zeb)’s perception of Ezra to the#point she’s saying stuff like this and yet it hasn’t raised serious alarm bells#maybe im overthinking this but it’s really stuck with me#Disney I’ll be real I wouldn’t give you money to make a comic set between s2 & s3 explaining this (for moral reasons). but i would pirate i#i need to knooooow#ok goodnight#star wars#is this the original post tag#rebels#star wars rebels#sw rebels#sabine wren#ezra bridger#im not gonna maintag hondo actually#steps into shadow#season 3
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Do you ship Godwyn and Fortissax? (p.s I LOVE your art! It's amazing!)
i mean if it were the pre-DLC version where i drew him purely on vibe going with whatever was popular in the fandom at the time (cuz i didn't have an actual take on him yet)... yeah maybe?
but the current version im drawing with bracelets and different hairstyle, no, i don't.... because i have a specific interpretation of his relationship with Fortissax, they are at most just close friends to me (actually i don't even believe that because the DLC dragon quest really got me looking sideway at any human that got love from dragons...like why all of them require the dragons to sacrifice so much for some random person that gave them nothing in return leave those creatures alone holy shit at least Nameless King forsake everything to stand by the dragons' side)
#there isn't even a spicy toxic love hate angle for me to use...it's weirdly one-sided so... for everyone's sake im seeing them as friends#im really sorry...#but how i see a character will greatly affect how i draw them#thank you for your kind words !!#but im afraid you won't find much of godwyn and fortissax in shipping sense here ;; ___ ;;;#like i already raising eyebrow at his ending requiring you to vanquish Fortissax so he could be reborn into a new Order but Florissax quest#in the DLC really makes me... jfc. so#i- i have a problem with the dragon - human relationship in ER i fear#it's ok if it's wholesome cute fluff fanarts but if it's like serious character study stuff i wouldn't go about it like that#ask#anon#reply
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mommy!sugu but he’s evil.. i’m talking forcing you to sit on his lap, incessantly, after a rough spanking sesh. bouncing you on his thigh while you’re almost completely bare. your raw, red ass stinging due to the skin on skin contact. he only does it because he knows you’ll whine a bit and sling your arms tightly around his shoulders. maybe if he’s lucky, you’ll hide your face in his neck and he’ll be able to sneak a whiff of your shampoo.
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Tw: infantilization, mommy kink, spankings, humiliation (or maybe you have no shame LMAO), consensual punishment, mdni :]
No this is so mean o(。•́︿•̀。)o <- what i would say if i hadn't reached the point of no return
ROUGH MEAN MOMMY!SUGU PUNISHMENT oh boy oh boy, I KNOW YOU SAID EVIL AS IN YOU WANT HIM TO BE LIKE THIS UNAPOLOGETICALLY and I WILL INDULGE YOU but I'm still gonna say that this happens for reasons!!!!!
We've talked about this before, he's mean as hell when you hurt yourself and refuse to listen, effectively proving to him that the only way to get you to behave is through tough love.
If you remember my answer to an ask yesterday, i said that Suguru sees giving you exactly what you need no matter how hard it hurts him as nurturing, and that includes discipline, bcuz ultimately he just wants what's good for you. And if it's a big mean hand coming down on your cheeks till the flesh gets all red and tender then so be it, you're getting that spanking <//3
I'm really really really weak for mommy!Suguru talking you through your punishments (tmi: the cat's throbbing) he really does believe that you can't handle him being too mean and you can't, trust me lmao. But if you somehow manage to trigger his wrath, the sweet warm coos and reassurances that it'll all be over and you'll be in mommy's arms soon turn into cold dismissive responses, telling you that you did this to yourself, that he has no problem bending you over his lap if it's what it takes to keep you in line, that you have no one to blame but yourself, he doesn't even rub the flesh when it gets too warm :( Instead he pinches the plump cheeks <- MEAAANNN MEAN MEAN MEAN AND EVIL!!!!!!
Edit: oh and he makes you count each spanking <3
And no, you don't get to suck on his fingers after, That's supposed to soothe you, and disobedient babies don't get to be comforted after earning the pain. Instead, you're made to sit on his lap, soft sore tender flesh pressed against rock-hard thighs, a rough spanking is already sure to keep you unable to sit for a long time. Then he starts to bounce you...and you're probably gonna start to leak. Listen, its stimulation, something you don't get every day (seriously), and paired with being in nothing but a pair of stockings (<- he loves putting u in stockings) and possibly a shirt if you're lucky, you are gonna be tempted to ride his thigh, and you should!!! You should if you feel like your ass wasn't spanked raw enough!!! Seriously don't piss mommy off when he's trying to teach you lessons...
You're gonna cry and whine and beg him to stop but he won't, bcuz again, it's what you need, and you're being nurtured, you're being cared for, and he expects you to be grateful and promise to be good from now on. Suguru LOVES you, and if you neglect yourself and refuse his care, he WILL remind you of your place, just gonna have to drill it into your thick stubborn skull , one red ass at a time <33
#don't we just loooooooooooveeeee our shared caretaker husband who wants to stuff us all in his womb?#who swears up and down that we'll all fit?#i yapped a lot#will post then proof read#bcuz im so excited to get this out to the public 😭😭#again#applenon back with another banger . are we even surprised??#i hope work is going well my love . plz remember to take it easy <333333#remember!!! walking and sitting are privileges!!!! that sugu wouldn't mind taking away <33333#LMFAOOO WHY DID THAT SOUND SO OMINOUS 😭#yk what i mean lol#ok on a more serious note plz take care of yourself <333#drink ur water and eat regular foods#and sleep well!!!!#–. 𐙚 ̊vale.answers.ᐟ.ᐟ#˗ˋˏ –. 𐙚 ̊🍎.anon.ᐟ.ᐟˎˊ-#tw mommy kink#tw infantilization
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