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i think one of my favourite things about being able to mod in FFXIV is being able to show the gradual and fluid transition to which solstice starts physically fleshing themselves out overtime. i'll talk more in depth about it later, but it's a very very important and key point in the novel. because they go from being almost a blank slate ( the first picture ), to reconstructing their outward appearance to suit their own preference ( the second picture ). there's a lot of nuance behind why && how this all happens, and i just know that translating it from my rp with my bff to actual writing in the novel is going to be so much fun.
it's important to remember that the race of angels solstice is 'born' from ( although i use the term 'born' very loosely because they were created first as a machine by their world's god ) do not perceive gender. gender is not a thing in their society. you are not born female or male, you are simply you. there are no specific defining features that set you apart with labels like 'male' or 'female'. you have the option later on to give yourself a gender-identity if you so wish, but most angels kinda vibe. they could give two shits less about it and only give themselves reproductive organs for the sake of procreating. most of them walk around in a similar fashion to solstice's 'blank slate'.
#✧ 、· ⋆ 。 OOC. ╏ i look stupid and do very little dps. »#honestly solstice is just transition goals#i will eventually make a post on lazarian society and their views on gender#because even though it sounds complex... it's actually really not#it's extremely straightforward#humans are the ones who created nuance and complexity to gender#and honestly the lazarians find that soooo fascinating when they come to hellix#especially solstice#who ends up getting attached to a 'softer' type of appearance#i don't want to say 'feminine' since that's obviously gender-charged#but they look at the gentler physique of human 'women' and are like#cool i want that#[slaps on some fatass titties] nice#and it's great because if you walk up to them with any kind of appearance and tell them how you identify#they're just like: epic. wanna go get a smoothie together?#they come from a society with no gender but absolutely respect the gender identity of people they meet#no matter how you look to solstice? if you say you are one thing. then you are that thing to them#they literally do not give a fuck#they're just happy to be here#ok i'm done rambling in the tags LOL#✧ 、· ⋆ 。 META. ╏ eden cielo / solstice. »
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I HAVEN'T FORGOTTEN ABOUT REN'S BIRTHDAY!!! I PROMISE!!!!! There's been a lot of rain recently n half of my house is flooded now lol
#Woke up to a broken window and an indoor pool the day before Valentines 💘 /hj#Everything is fine / I'm fine though!! /gen#I just need some time to sort out some irl stuff + move my belongings#I'll queue up some posts in the meantime!#Also also I'm turning off asks for a bit because my inbox is full + I don't think newer folks are reading da pinned post 😭 /lh /nm#to be tagged later#<- no laptop + mobile hours we die like Olivia in day 2 when you [REVOKED INFORMATION]#Shut up sai tag I miss you dearly 💔#I'll also throw this into da queue why not lol#I noticed Tumblr doesn't publish 3 posts at once anymore?? rip 😭#1 post every 15/20 minutes is so annoying now#Ok I'm done rambling shgjsdghds
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Hello! You may not remember me, but I’m the anon with NPD from a while ago that talked about really appreciating how you wrote KCB’s processing of the twins’ deaths. I’m back again because, well, I have a LOT to say about the new chapter…
I don’t think I’ve ever ugly-cried that hard reading a fic in my life. I actually had to take a break halfway through Vanny and KCB’s fight because I was crying so much that I couldn’t read, lol. You have no idea how much it means to me, not only that one of my favorite writers sees Turbo in the same light that I do, but also being able to read a piece of fanfiction that actually understands me. I’ve been an avid fic reader for a few years now, and I’ve never had this experience with a fanfiction before. I’ve not read a lot of fics that address NPD directly in the first place (I think I’ve come across maybe two before this one? I know there’s bound to be more, but that’s all I’ve found in the particular fandoms I’ve been in.) and even then, it was framed in a more “NPD = Evil Person” kind of light, which was a huge bummer for me. And then, for those fics that don’t address it directly but are about characters that have heavily implied NPD, the authors either completely strip away the qualities that come with having NPD, or frame it as something that can be “fixed” through “the power of redemption” or something. 🙄 It’s so frustrating. So, I’m beyond happy at how you managed to keep Turbo feeling like himself while also addressing the painful aspect of NPD that so many people don’t care enough about to acknowledge. Honestly, this topic was handled so well and respectfully that I was quite surprised to read how nervous you were about it in the chapter notes. Please rest assured that you’ve done an amazing job, and I think the fact that you were this worried about it in the first place just goes to show how much respect and care you put into addressing NPD at all. :-)
The relationship with Vanellope is also just… wow. AMAZINGLY done! I love how, even though they don’t really understand each other, Vanellope has been picking up on things that bother him and working towards making adjustments to make everything more comfortable to work through. Her putting a stop to the “pet” comments is probably the most obvious example, but the part of their developing friendship that I like the most is the way their teasing of each other has developed. One of my favorite parts about the fic as a whole has been the way Vanellope continuously reassures him that her teasing isn’t actually malicious. How, in the beginning, she could see the way that he could never tell if she was trying to insult him or not, and making sure to clarify that it’s all in good fun every step of the way. I love how it was carefully sprinkled throughout a bunch of the chapters, and how it showed King Candy slowly coming around to it. He can still be pretty mean with some of his remarks at times, sure, but it really feels like he’s grown a lot more comfortable and casual in the playful teasing aspect of things, and that growth is so satisfying to see!
I also am so in love with how Vanellope, as good as her intentions may be, can easily fall into the trap of assuming we can just “choose” not to feel like this. It’s like the “Have you tried NOT being depressed?” meme, but instead it’s “Have you tried NOT having NPD?” Lol. I’ve definitely had moments of major frustration in how even other neurodivergent people sometimes act like my disorder is something I could just “turn off”, even though they of all people should know that’s not how it works. (On the topics of choice, though, I also really appreciate that she acknowledges the terrible things he did can’t be excused by the way his brain works, and he has to take accountability for the things he chose to do. That whole scene struck the perfect balance of her being sympathetic to the feelings he can’t control, but also mindful enough to know there was a level of personal choice involved that can’t be blamed on the NPD.)
Lastly, one more thing I’d like to say is how much I adore your commentary on Felix’s interpretation of the Roadblasters event. That’s something that’s always bothered me as well, and the “unreliable narrator” comment is something I think fits perfectly to the situation. How in the absolute hell am I supposed to take Felix’s word for it, all things considered? The way Vanellope describes the inconsistencies is pretty much on point. It can’t have been something as basic as “simple jealousy”. Turbo kamikaze’d another cabinet. That is not a fucking normal reaction. There had to have been far more to Turbo’s mental state than what we were told, and it frustrates me to my core how it was all completely swept over. Apologies for the massive rant, I’m just so thrilled that this fic exists and I desperately want you to know how much it means to me! I see a lot of my own struggles in the way you write KCB, and I’m tearing up again just thinking about it. It has always been one of my top favorites from the WIR fandom since chapter 3, but after this chapter, Kill Switch has just skyrocketed to becoming my top favorite fanfiction of all time, and it’s not even close. In a world that can be so uncaring towards people like me, you made me feel seen and understood, and I can’t thank you enough for that. 💕
I’M SORRY FOR MAKING YOU CRY, BUT IF IT MAKES YOU FEEL ANY BETTER, THIS ASK JUST MADE ME CRY TOO, SO LET’S CALL IT EVEN 😭😭😭😭💖💖💖💖💖💖
ABSOLUTELY NO WORRIES ABOUT THE LENGTHY ASK, LIKE SERIOUSLY TRUST ME I LOVE LONG ASKS A LOT, ALSO BE WARNED I AM GOING TO DO A LOT OF RAMBLING IN RESPONSE BECAUSE I HAVE SOOOOOOO MANY THOUGHTS ON THIS YOU HAVE NO IDEA SFGJDHVJB (ALSO OMFG SERIOUSLY THANK YOU SO MUCH, IT MAKES ME BEYOND HAPPY THAT SOME SILLY IMPULSE FIC OF MINE COULD MEAN THAT MUCH TO SOMEBODY 😭 LIKE I’M ABOUT TO EXPLODE OVER HERE, AAAUUUGGGHH) ALSO YOUR ASK MADE ME DRAW A DUMB THING LMFAO:
Vanellope’s progression of how she sees KCB in this fic be like-
Bro is on the fast-track to becoming a statistic at this point 😭
That being said bro has hit MULTIPLE rock-bottoms and yet keeps cockroaching his way back up the food chain SO LIKE WHO REALLY KNOWS LMAOO
I’ve already talked a few peoples’ ears off about aspects of this (Y’ALL KNOW WHO YOU ARE LMAO), but I AM ABOUT TO DO IT AGAIN BECAUSE OH MY GODDDD. SO MANY THINGS TO SAY. (Also some of my rambling here is just gonna be elaborating on crud I already mentioned in chapter notes BUT WHATEVER, I'MA RAMBLE ANYWAY-)
Yeahhh, tbh, my biggest concern was about, like, writing about it as somebody who doesn’t actually have it myself, but also I was nervous about the whole stereotypical “give the villain NPD” thing because it’s, like, always villains that are getting headcanoned with it, lol? And I know that in and of itself can be iffy. 😭 I just wanted to be super duper clear that I wasn’t trying to frame it as, like what you said, a whole “NPD = Evil Person” kind of thing, like I was struggling to know if my intentions were coming off right sgfdhcgvhbj BUT IT SEEMS LIKE IT IS COMING OFF WELL, SO AAAAAAAAA I’M SO RELIEVED LOL. Like, I cannot believe that we are in the year 2025 and people STILL think it’s okay to de-humanize an entire group of people for disorders they have zero choice in having. Holy shit, people. (Hell, even just, like, a week ago I saw a post from someone with diagnosed NPD talking about how they were trying to have a healthy relationship with their sister and keep her needs in mind regarding a wedding situation and stuff, and a bunch of the comments were like “YOU CAN’T ACTUALLY HAVE NPD BECAUSE PEOPLE WITH NPD DON’T CARE AT ALL ABOUT THIS KIND OF STUFF, SO YOU MUST NOT ACTUALLY HAVE NPD” and it made me want to bang my head against a f’ckin’ wall lmfao, NPD FOLKS ARE NOT SHALLOW STEREOTYPE CARDBOARD CUT-OUTS, PEOPLE. THEY ARE COMPLEX HUMAN BEINGS JUST LIKE ANYBODY ELSE. HOLY SHIT, LOL.)
THANK YOU SO MUCH ON THE VANELLOPE THING BTW, THAT WAS ONE OF THE SCENES I WAS MOST WORRIED ABOUT BECAUSE IMO IT FELT REALLY NOT-SUBTLE AND AWKWARDLY WRITTEN LMAO, BUT I FELT IT WAS MORE IMPORTANT TO CLARIFY THE DISTINCTION BETWEEN CHOICE AND LIKE, BRAIN CHEMISTRY I GUESS, SO IT WOULDN’T SOUND LIKE I WAS DOING SOMETHING LIKE, “You’re terrible BECAUSE you have NPD” THAT’S NOT THE MESSAGING I WANTED TO GET ACROSS SO I GOT KINDA ON-THE-NOSE ABOUT IT IN THAT PART HGFDCFGJVHBJ– All that being said, I am VERY happy that the overdirect nature of that scene didn’t ruin it HFDGFGJKGVFJH Vanellope is a SWEETHEART but I imagine she would certainly not be immune to making the assumption that people with Cluster B disorders can just “stop it but choose not to” ghhjffchgvjbk LIKE I DON’T THINK BRO IS ALL TOO THRILLED ABOUT HAVING HIS SELF-WORTH BE TOTALLY RELIANT ON COMPLETELY EXTERNAL FACTORS EITHER, VANNY (That being said, her ignorance is more easily excused due to her being literally 9, and even then, she’s still more compassionate and understanding than like 90% of the arcade LMAO *sobs*)
AND FELIX, GOD, FELIX. Felix is a good dude, but we know from the movie that he’s extremely oblivious to other people’s suffering. While it was never clarified in canon exactly HOW well he knew Turbo before the Roadblasters incident, I’m of the opinion that it wouldn’t really have changed how he narrated the situation whether they had been close or not? Like, hell, he knew Ralph for 30 years, literally SAW RALPH GO TURBO, and STILL was all shocked Pikachu face when Ralph was like “Hey, people treated me like a criminal for my entire life” LIKE BRO??? FELIX, YOU WERE LITERALLY THERE, MY DUDE, WHY ARE YOU SURPRISED???????
Anyways, slight side tangent aside, that’s why I think that, no matter which way you spin Felix and Turbo’s past relationship, Felix was always going to end up being a bit of an unreliable narrator. He had NO WAY of knowing what was really going through Turbo’s head that pushed him to invade Roadblasters, and while his assessment of the situation was sort of correct in a VERY surface-level kind of way, to just portray it as “Lol Turbo got jealous and tried to take over the new game” is both EXTREMELY oversimplifying the situation and also making a lot of assumptions that he’d have no way to truly confirm without asking Turbo directly. Given everything we know about how devastating an unplugging is for game citizens, it’s pretty easy to guess that that’s one of the big motivators behind Turbo's actions, like, the possibility of his game being replaced by the shiny new one, leaving TurboTime at a pretty big risk of unplugging, not having the love of the players anymore... Felix framed it more like Turbo had one bad Tuesday and then went psycho rather than, like, the HUGE emotional/mental blow that it all would’ve been to Turbo. Like, Turbo 100% HAD TO HAVE KNOWN he was straight-up HEAVILY risking his life by pulling that stunt, like, even if he didn’t necessarily plan on Roadblasters getting unplugged, he still crashed into another car in a game that was not his own, and every character knows you DO NOT regenerate outside of your own game, like, BRO WASN’T JUST OUT FOR BLOOD, HE WAS FULL-ON THROWING HIS LIFE AWAY AT THAT POINT, HE WAS DESPAIRING HARD, I WILL DIE ON THIS HILL. IF THEY’RE GOING TO GIVE HIM CONCERNING TRAITS AND NOT ELABORATE ON IT THEN THEY’RE GOING TO HAVE TO DEAL WITH ME GETTING INTO THE NITTY GRITTIES OF THE DEPRESSING PARTS OF NPD AND INTERPRETING HIS ACTIONS FROM THAT LENS. NOBODY CAN STOP ME GHFSGDCJFHV (Obviously NOT saying Turbo was in the right AT ALL, he was 100% OBVIOUSLY in the wrong and straight-up got people killed with no remorse lmao, I just think people also kind of completely stopped thinking of Turbo as a person after that and instead this “thing”, COMPLETELY “other”ing him from everybody else. While Turbo’s actions were beyond extreme, it’s also not totally impossible to see where his thought process was at the time, especially considering the overall culture of the arcade. (I do think Felix’s use of the term “take over” in the script was more meant as a hint or foreshadowing to his becoming of King Candy, but like, yeah, point is, we learn about all of that through Felix’s interpretation of events, not Turbo’s, and we all know how unreliable Felix can be at reading people who are in unfortunate circumstances FGHDGFGJVFGH (Not bashing Felix at all though, that’s honestly the biggest thing I like about him as a character, he’s clearly very well-intentioned and wants everybody to get along, but they allow him to be flawed in the way of being a little ignorant of other people’s feelings (at first, anyway) and I LOVE THAT A LOT FROM A WRITING STANDPOINT, IT WORKS SUPER WELL)
As a side thing, I think it’s important to note that there is ABSOLUTELY no way I’m the first person to write him from this kind of perspective, I’ve seen good analysis posts about him having NPD too, so I’m sure there’s gotta be more fan works that approach him from this angle, I just haven’t personally seen a lot of what’s out there since I’m so late to the fandom, rip. 😭 (That’s not to say I don’t appreciate the compliments because I VERY MUCH DO, YOUR ASK HAS MADE MY ENTIRE MONTH TBH, I just also don’t wanna come across like, presenting my take on it as wholly unique or anything like that, because I know for sure it is not lmao) ALSO YOU SHOULD CHECK OUT @orbofrommyshows AND @badbugbotblood's FICS BECAUSE THEY VIEW TURBO PSYCHOLOGICALLY IN A LOT OF THE SAME WAYS THAT I DO SO YOU'LL PROBABLY LIKE THOSE ONES GHFDCFVHJN
Also I need to give a huge huge HUUUGE thanks to @saltnpepperbunny helping me better understand things about stuff like the “narc high” and the “narc crash” and some other things, I had been initially struggling a lot with these kinds of scenes in regards to writing the emotions of King Candy because of how hard it is to find actually good sources that elaborate on NPD behaviours in meaningful ways, so they were a MASSIVE help by phrasing things in a way that clicked a lot easier for my brain to understand, it really really helped me with stuff like this chapter in particular, better phrasing some of the future scenes yet to come, as well as going back to rephrase some of the older scenes that I wasn’t super happy with (still have a lot that are a bit on the "meh" side, but oh well, they can’t all be winners lol), so like, HUGE MASSIVE PROPS TO THEM! They also have their own fanfic about a character with NPD called Beacon, it’s for a different fandom but like, THEY’RE SUCH A GOOD WRITER I FEEL LIKE IT DOESN’T EVEN MATTER IF YOU’RE IN THAT FANDOM OR NOT, like trust me, this author is BASED AF and if you’re wanting to find another story that won’t demonize NPD, I can ASSURE you that this one is going to knock your socks off, definitely worth checking out!!! :D (I know I’m talking it up a lot when there’s only like one chapter out, but the reason I’m so confident is because they tackle A LOT of stigmatized disorders in their works overall (hence why I reached out to them in the first place in regards to NPD) and they always do a SPECTACULAR job, so like, yeah, very skilled writer!!! Highly HIGHLY recommend!!!!!!) If you like my writing you will DEFINITELY like SaltnPepper’s because it’s like on a WHOLE other level of quality fr, I don’t say this in a self-deprecating way or anything like that btw like I am VERY happy with Kill Switch and I know that lots of people are enjoying it so don’t take this as anything like me shitting on my own fic or something, what I mean is that this particular author is like. OBJECTIVELY skilled in a way that completely blows my mind lmao, like their writing style and storytelling skills are BEYOND impressive TRUST ME ON THIS OKAY- HI PEPPER SORRY FOR RANDOMLY GUSHING ABOUT YOU IN A COMPLETELY UNRELATED FANDOM I just needed anon to know about Beacon for the awesome NPD rep incoming, lol
I’d say the biggest thing about the whole scenario that’s kinda not portrayed well (imo) is like, the whole chapter comes off as pretty “on the nose”, like, the dialogue is a little unnatural at parts and I probably coulda been more subtle and organic with King Candy’s NPD-specific feelings leading up to this blow-up if I were better at, like… writing feelings, I guess??? Idk how to explain it 😂 I do still like how it turned out, I just wish I had the skill to have kinda built it all up a little more naturally. Plus there’s the whole “it usually takes many years of therapy for positive change to occur”, so I think my writing of him is a little bit on the unrealistic side in those ways, but obviously I can’t have the timeline drag on for years lmao, and I also wanted to be very clear about the kind of messaging I was trying to get across by coding him in this way, so I felt that was more important to make all that stuff as transparent as I could rather than prioritize 100% pacing accuracy lol (Like, the absolute LAST thing I want is for people to think I’m saying “He’s done all these bad things so CLEARLY he has NPD because people with NPD are horrible and that’s the only explanation for anybody who does these kind of bad things” LIKE THAT IS NOT WHAT I AM GOING FOR AT ALL, AS I HOPE PEOPLE CAN TELL LMAOOO, but yeah, as I kinda explained in the chapter notes already, some of Turbo’s behaviours and the Roadblasters incident in particular just had me feeling MANY sorts of ways, plus there being the added element of knowing someone irl with NPD and seeing all the bullshit they’ve had to put up with because of it, and I wanted to use all these feelings to write a story about the depression side of NPD, because I just. I couldn’t get it out of my head, dude. It was nagging the HELL out of me. Idk how to really describe it. But I’m so unbelievably happy that it’s paid off in the way of like, making you feel seen!!! 😭 That’s like one of the best outcomes I could have ever hoped for khjgfcfhjgvhkbjknhgvfgcgjhv *DYING SOBBING*)
#OK I'M DONE RAMBLING FOR MILES AND MILES AND MILES SORRY LOLLLLLL#Wreck It Ralph#Turbo#King Candy#Candybug#Vanellope#Felix#Text Post#KillSwitch#Asks#cw suicide mention#turbo wreck it ralph#My Stuff#Mostly rambling but tagging it for organizing the Vanny pics lol
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#monogatari series#monogatari#monogatari oms#nademonogatari#nadeko draw#yotsugi ononoki#ononoki yotsugi#nadekodraw:tv#monogatariseries:gif#nadekkogif#ok i MUST go nuts about this somewhere so (cracks knuckles) tumblr tags let's go#first gif yotsugi is doing an attitude pirouette en dedans#second gif yotsugi is doing a demi rond de jambe á terre from fifth position#technically she’s dancing on pointe w/ her boot acting as a pointe shoe which is clever!!! her boots must have crazy foot articulation LOL#for context these are ballet moves which I LOVE!!! i am being catered to shaft looked at ME & said NADEKO DRAW HAS BALLET MOVES 4 U!!!#SO the real neat thing about this imo is the way that it is animated. probably done this way by the limitations of the animators timewise#for context in ballet a key thing when you dance is that your body should be constantly moving outwards from yourself e.g.#your arms reach as far as they can and your legs reach as far as they can etc. your back too! up and out like you are being pulled!!!#the point of this is bc dance is alive & humans who dance are alive! even when you hold a position you are thinking about moving outward#doing this breathes SO MUCH life into the dance! it is literally so important visually it makes a HUGE impact#but yotsugi doesn't do this! she doesn't breathe life into the dance bc she's not extending her body outward she simply holds a position#yotsugi is obviously very skilled to do what she's doing here like a pirouette is hard af you need crazy strength to go on pointe too#so imo she performs the moves in the correct way! she is turned out! she knows what she is doing! this is not due to lack of training!#my personal theory is that she moves this way because she is a reanimated corpse!!! she literally CANNOT dance like somebody who is alive!!#corpse baby is dancing her best and imo she's very good!!! 🥺#as a ballet enthusiast i just think it's a really neat lil touch and works well (despite the fact that it is probably accidental LOL)#anyway hi i'm noisy please enjoy my ballet ramblings lmfao! i will regif this when the BD comes out bc i want it to be extra pretty!!!#regarding the gifs. both first and second are loops!!! please enjoy ballet dancer yotsugi 🩰
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not to be black on main, but i don't think racism and/or right-wing 'leanings' are minor inconsequential things worth ignoring in the name of Working Class Solidarity™. like this isn't so much about luigi and whatever he (allegedly) did as it is about the response from (alleged) leftists. unlike many of you making posts like that, i live in the real world (while black). and in the real world, the politics of SO many americans start and stop with hating non-white (or specifically black) people, wherever they personally fall on the class ladder. this is why millions of poor and working class white americans will happily cut off their nose to spite their face if it means millions of nonwhite americans (of Any social class or income) are kept in 'their place'. this is a Big reason why reconstruction failed and the southern strategy succeeded. so, no, it's not something i can afford to look past for the Greater Good, actually. whole time, y'all are talking around it like it's a mild inconvenience, a teeny-tiny bump on the road towards some utopic class unity or whatever, as if racism isn't Fully Baked into politics isn't Fully Baked into classism in the U S of A. once y'all figure that out, something (like fixing this bullshit healthcare system) might actually get done lol
sorry if this complicates your easy 'this is how working class solidarity can still win' narrative, but life is complicated!
#'scratch a liberal and a fascist bleeds' lol ok pot. meet kettle. bc is This your king?#so many posts or tags with 'i dont care if he's right wing' and yeah! i can tell based on the exit polls this past election! big shocker!#it's just. this isn't some new concept to me. this is Super Basic American History.#it's literally why a racial hierarchy exists and continues to exist bc people Want it to exist and could give a damn about class#this is like bernie sanders making statements about why democrats lost the working class lmao#easy thing to say if you ignore ALL the black people in the working class who still OVERWHELMINGLY voted for the democrat#pretending that racism isn't built into america's class issues (and exploited when needed) isn't gonna make it so racism goes away#i also wish healthcare in this country wasn't such ass or actively supervillainy evil (next 4 years are gonna be...well...)#but man. i just don't think many of you are serious people#politics#rambles#hopefully i'm done talking about this now but i only wrote this bc i've seen so many eyebrow-raising 'i can excuse the right-wing' posts
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"But I feel a little safer when I'm with you~"
I've been having Ritshou brainrot recently, so I just had to draw a little something <3
#fun fact: the reason I started watching MP100 was because I saw a random ritshou post#so when first watching I just kept waiting for “Ritsu's boyfriend” to show up lmaoo#good times#also “Devil Town” is so ritshou coded I just had to make it the title of this piece#Cavetown's library of songs as a whole feels like something these two would listen to together late at night#but they would never tell a soul lol#ok I'm done rambling onto the boring tags#mob psycho 100#mp100#ritshou#shouritsu#shou suzuki#ritsu kageyama#mango’s art
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"why did you get into neko atsume?" aphmau.
"why did you get into mystic messenger?" aphmau.
"why did you get into okage shadow king?" aphmau.
"what was part of the reason you got into kingdom hearts?" aphmau.
"why are you trying to get into final fantasy?" aphmau.
conclusion: aphmau somehow led to me getting a bunch of different obsessions lol
#also inspired me when it came to stories and stuff. whether that's a good thing or not is up for debate#also also the other part that led to my kh obsession was fuckin. union cross cuz i got an ad for it back when it was kinda new#like some of these obsessions have Stuck with me#recently started replaying mystic messenger again and i just bought final fantasy x cuz it was on sale on playstation#my mm account is from 2016...yup that doesn't make me feel old at all#then there’s neko atsume. everyone should play this game btw it's perfect#there's probably actually more things she got me into but. i don't remember rn so welp lol#ok i'm done screaming in the tags now#aphmau#might as well tag it i guess#❄️ramblings❄️
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#i hate job apps lmao kinda in the trenches rn#i'm so idk so mixed feelings rn 💀#i think my self esteem when it comes to job apps is like fucking shot from career fair and job rejections and everything#my last interview was offered like a couple days before the interview and i just winged it and didn't rly prepare#and then after the interview realized i actually kinda like the company and would kinda wnat the job more than my lack of prep suggests LOL#but i applied for smth over the summer and they said they'd actually be interested in giving me an offer#but i committed to staying on campus for this yr (which i could've done stuff to get out of but i have dumb reasons for it ig)#but they just reached out and said they'd STILL be interested in offering me a job for summer 2025 start date#and it makes me fucking sad that i feel so weird abt it LMFAO i am happy abt it#but like literally this week has been so many rejections back to back bc i've been applying to things at my (old) college's career fair#and so many of them have already just immediately rejected me 💀#so a big part of me rn is like why the fuck would this company even still want me ya know#😀😀😀😀 i thnk i'll cry abt this at some point idk when tho 😀😀😀😀#also my mom keeps nagging me to apply for masters which i haven't actually looked into at all yet#i think esp bc she called me last night and was like no one's gonna give you a chance bc you only have bachelors#so you can't compete when theres masters and phd applicants too#which is true ig like i have just gotten flat out rejected without any interview or anything so many times#sooooo all of that adding up to me being like well i somehow tricked this company into still wanting me right#even tho i am literally doing nothing this yr i'm staying on campus bc i like it here#and i have a remote part time job and i'm figuring out what i want to do#jfc idk lmfao i'm also nervous abt telling my mom bc i feel like she just#ughhhgiuhdgfiwtglkdghfajs she can be very critical and judgmental ;-;#and i fele like she's been like that kind of a lot w job/masters conversations and i don't rly like talking to her abt it lmfao#when she called me yesterday she started nagging me abt job apps and not being picky abt stuff and i'm like#you have told me this 746598347 times i rly don't need to hear it again#i do appreciate and love my mom but i just rly don't like this lmfao#i think she'd be ok w it / happy i guess she did tell me to apply for this company at one point a while ago#i wanna scream lmfao#bro i wish tumblr would tell me when im RUNNING OUT OF TAGS rip some of this rambling i don't even remember what i said LOL#jeanne talks
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Partly because so much of their story was shaped by the sim and partly because, while I've contributed A Lot Of Dot Lore, it's still very much been a community effort and I take inspiration from what a lot of other people have done with them too, especially @mossy-kit! OUR oc :)
my oc lore is so normal to me until i have to explain it. yeah this is a guy. this other guy is an alternate version of this same guy. there’s a third as well. i’m sorry it’s cringe you just have to bear with me
#it feels kinda weird to call any blaseball players my ocs because like. I didn't literally create them and I didn't lore them 100% by myself#not that I object to other people saying it! idk I guess it's that I've never fully 100% built lore for a blaseball player on my own#unlike for example Kosmo with Jasper Coven. that is fully 100% his character it was all him#yes I am The Dot Person and I have had a big impact on their popular lore and I have Opinions about them#but it still feels wrong to say they're My OC. Mine#even with players that I've built much closer to from scratch it feels kinda wrong#like ok I'm the only one to write Eloise Butterworth or Gloria Bentley and I shaped those characters myself but even then it's running with#community lore concepts. same with Spears Nolan who I've done a really deep dive into had a pretty clear Lore Vibe first#and his secret gf who I will reveal to the wolrd someday I swear. like yes she's fully my character who I created but also she's not because#[SPOILER]#like ok some of them are maybe kinda my ocs. but is Dot? idk#oh also talking Polkadots Patterson I wouldn't say Alto is mine at all. they're very Mechs and I'm just happy to be along for the ride#anyway sorry for the tag ramble lol#oh also. I mostly think of my blaseball OCs as being my Salt characters#yado and weston and the lighthouse keeper (whose name is not revealed yet) and carson (who you haven't met yet)#and to some extent the salt itself as a blaseball entity#and msot of all my own team in the salt league. milky way wanderers my beloveds#*most#ok I'm done rambling now for real#talking moistly#WAIT just realized I said blaseball entity instead of sentient entity. fuck. I meant the Salt as a sentient entity. sentientity#I'm so tired lol
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kinda want to start a BioShock side blog since I'm getting back into it after three years but idk. I have my writing sideblog and it does overlap w/ BioShock since that's what I mostly write about but idk if it would be worth it to make a whole new blog.
#I rarely ever post my thoughts since 1 I don't have many followers anyway and they didn't follow me for my nonexistent OG content#2 I don't have a ton of thoughts I feel are worth sharing anyway. meh#all this to say I don't have a tag for my thoughts...hm#I want something witty like “penny for your thoughts” but that also seems pretentious idk lol#shark rambles#<- that'll do for now ig#ok i'm done
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#i'm going to keep tag-rambling because this feels like progress#other post cut me off so new post okay people can see this#if you're reading this welcome to my mental breakdown#anyway so i froze in the middle of telling this awful joke#he told us to google a quick joke and just tell it and my service was down#so i tried to remember a joke i read on a forum nearly twenty fucking years ago#i do think part of the problem was that i wasn't confident in the joke at all#everyone else's jokes were proper ones mine was just a Knock Knock joke sort of a thing#idk but i froze and it was really awful#of course people were nice about it!! and i fucking hated it so much#i just want to be able to be good for people but i'm bad for myself so i just don't know#if that wasn't bad enough then i was like. ok. i need to talk to the teacher because wtf. idk if this is sane#but the elevators were filling up and dudebro was like ''lol you waiting for everyone to go''#and i did my autopilot thing of like ''yes! that's what i'm doing'' even tho it was not#so i got into the elevator when it came back up with these two dudes even tho I WANTED TO TALK TO THE TEACHER#sometimes i feel like my body is just a puppet and i'm the puppeteer but i'm passed out#i'll wake back up seconds after the puppet's done something idiotic and there's no going back so i'm just in hell#anyway to make matters worse part of why I got in was because i didn't want to be the weirdo staying after to talk to the teacher#i was like ''wait is this not allowed''#why the fuck would it not be allowed#''well it'll make the teacher feel awkward''#it is. literally. his job. :)#he's getting paid it's fucking okay but do i listen to the reasonable voices in my head? no#i listen to the voice that says ''well if you breathe it'll make people uncomfortable so you should stop''#but then if i died that would make people uncomfortable too :) the grand paradox#but anyway my POINT is actually TWO OTHER PEOPLE WERE STAYING and I HAD NO IDEA#UNTIL THE ELEVATOR DOORS WERE ALREADY CLOSING#OKAY COOL and then as I was driving away i spotted them walking to a bar with the teacher#so if i had overcome my anxiety and stayed i could have been a normal person for a while with a few cool chill people#but instead :) i'm me
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Intro post :3 !!
hihi! Thought i should finally get around to making one of these so here we go ^^
*everything in this post could be subject to change with time
Basics :
My name is Trey! I am He/him transman and I'm 16 :3
(我见Trey!我是跨性别男人和我今年十六��:3)
Im a BIG sonic fan, as you'll soon find out lol, BUT i also like Spiderman, Voltron: Legendary Defender, My Little Pony, FNAF, Hatsune Miku, Spy x Family, and a whole bunch of others i cant be bothered to list nor remember ^^
( 我是大sonic。。。,。。。,。。我。。。蜘蛛男人 (?),Voltron:。。。, 我的小马驹,无夜晚在Freddy的(?),Hatsune miku,。。。,和。。。我。。。^^) As much as I like all my interests, it is VERY likely that most of, if not all, of my posts will be sonic franchise related :3
"Rules" :
---- Firstly - DNI's
✦ If you are going to be a hateful a negative person, you can get off of my blog and any other i have right now, because i am not going to tolerate it. Be nice or BEGONE
✦ Any kind of proshipper or anything eg. comship, darkship, all that stuff
✦ honestly thats pretty much it,, just dont be a bitch and its fine lmao (this INCLUDES, but is not limited to; transphobia, homophobia, racism, sexism, xenophobia, etc..)
Other! :
Some ships that I like are
sonadow
metamy
surgamy
blazamy
knuxouge
wavouge
tailsmo
kitails/tailsuname ----
Klance
(theres a few others but i havent watched VLD in ages and kinda forgot all their names icl.. except for like the main main cast..) ----
Main six polycule (MLP)
Literally any main six pairing ngl
Im such a fake fan i forgot their names but youll maybe eventually see them after i reblog a post abt the yuri (background character yuri)
✦ Keep in mind, while i do like the romantic versions of these ships, i also like the platonic parts! I love everything about them and their dynamics ^^
✦ I have an RP blog!! Its @th3-real-sonic and its a metal sonic rp blog :3 im actually super happy with it so far so go check it out ^^
✦ I have an Instagram :3 I havent posted anything as of now (jan19-25) but i probably will soon. Its @/treymeow_
✦ I have a reblog blog!! its just @treymeow-the-sequel
✦ I have an artfight !! go check it out :3
✦ I TAKE REQUESTS.... plis.. tell me what to draw... cuz idk.. hep.. guh..
From now on these will be all my tags! : #my art
all the artwork ive done after posting this intro! I may even go back and add the tag to older artworks
#rambles , #shit post , #reblog
Whatever fuckery I come up with at like 4 am, or just daily musings. reblogs dont come as often anymore cuz i have another blog just for reblogging but sometimes i put put it on here if i have anything to say :3 - these will usually be paired together, alongside #text post, lol
#text post
maybe serious stuff, maybe like big paragraph about a certain details in some media or something, headcanons, lore, whatever
#ask post
responses to whatever you guys ask me :3 idk how much ill use this buuuuut just incase
ok thats all bye
Official posting beginning January 6th 2025
#intro post#what else do ppl put on these//#idk..#sonic#voltron legendary defender#my little pony#fnaf#hatsune miku#i guess?#idk what else to tag with#guh#skibidi toielt#i am sigma#i am skibidi#<< my daily affirmations LMAO
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Tips for someone who wants to start their writing blog? 👉👈
Helllllllllllo darling! (。・ω・。)ノ~
-- First of all:
Sometimes you're going to write a lot and sometimes you won't even want to open your drafts because you'll be tired from it. And that's ok, always know your pace or else you're going overwhelm yourself wanting to write everything. Also don't ever delete your drafts, yes, even the ones you don't want to write anymore. Ideas and concepts can be reused later!
-- Grammar!
I'm not yet fluent in english so sometimes I write with the dictionary open in another tab lol, thing is this is very important. To better your grammar you can practice writing drabble and prompts, you don't even have to post it if you don't like it. I also recommend to read a lot as reading works to inspire you and to analyse how different every writer writes. Like, I love writing dialogues so sometimes I have a hard time writing descriptions bcs I can't focus on them. When this happens I just skip it and put a () for when I'm proofreading to edit it.
Though commiting little errors are common and totally fine, darling! You're allowed to commit them. Don't ever "omg, there's so many typos on my fics people must hate them and me" or smth, is normal to make typos actually :)
-- Rules
It's your blog, darling. You have the final say on every matter. Don't ever feel pressured to write something just because people ask you to. Though be prepared because sometimes people won't read it so you have to be patient. Put the rules on somewhere visible, change their color, PUT THEM ON ALL CAPS!
Be very specific. Like, what fandoms do you write for? How many characters can people send in? What are you comfortable writing and what are you willing to try? Is there something that you won't tolerate being sent in your inbox? Things like that!
-- Ramble, share, talk
Let us hear what you have to say. Your ideas, even if they seem silly to you, are very interesting to the audience. Also let your followers to connect and interact with you <- I say this as if I wasn't so shy and awkard that eveytime I want to share sometimes I'm hit with ah well nobody will care anyway. This is the devil speaking, do not the same I do, darling!
-- Aesthetic and tags
I like this part hehe. As I said, this is your blog darling. It's almost like your second home. And people like their home being pretty and comfy. So try making your blog look like that! Choose an aesthetic, a character or something that speaks to you. And don't be afraid to change.
Also about tags. Everyone has its own. Tag everything: fics, characters, fandoms! They're so important, darling, you can search for them on your blog later and a tagged fic has a higher chance of showing up in the main feed. Besides it'll be easier for people to navigate through your blog (also make a masterlist, yes, even if it's a hassle to maintain it).
-- Don't be afraid
Writing is hard, is true. Motivation can come and go, sometimes time won't allign it with your want to write, y'know just mundane things. If you have writer block then don't force yourself to write, you won't like it what you read when you're done and if you feel afraid to write something new then do it afraid. Do it afraid even if it's bad, do it afraid because otherwise you won't do it. Though if is something you don't know about then please search about it and talk with other people.
-- Have fun
The whole purpose of writing is to have fun. Do not anyone spoil your fun, babe. Have fun, laugh and cry writing, make friends along the way. If a story is loved by its writer then certainly everyone will feel it and love it just as much as love! :)
Hope this all helps. If you still have any questions then ask away and I'II try my best answering it!
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An Odasaku and Dazai edit
(btw to the 2 poor ppl I tagged, no need to watch. I just credited yall for intellectual inspiration. its in the description, don't mind me. just keep scrolling ty 😄👍).
Audio from: https://youtu.be/FxuUVwWmuzc?si=KdNSBkMjWRYJx5Gq
(random rambling incoming) :
Okir rrandom backstory cause I feel like sharing to the void. School break is coming to an end soon (:')) and I feel like I've wasted a lot of time (to be fair though, I still have 3 days JEDJJS) but anyways. yeah today I slept until around 2 pm. I was more productive and better today than the past days. I bought "The Purpose Driven Life" by Rick Warren and it was good, watched a motivational video on youtube, did some things, etc. (omygoodness I'm just rambling 😭
BUT ANYWAYS.
I've been making this edit for a while now (started it prob a few days ago) and decided to finish it today.
But like, it's funny. Cause something triggered me to finish it.
So yk how I slept until 2 pm today?
Well...it's 5 am rn and I'm still awake so like 😭😭 (don't follow me, it's not good).
But okay, so it's around early in the morning. I'm scrolling on tumblr. And I see my (probably) favourite blogger (sorcerersand...) rbing smthing odasaku related. I fangirl for a little bit - then decide to finish the edit (just because of that LOL 😁😃). Ok so I finished it! <33
So like, ofc making an edit requires some input/knowledge abt the subject, right?
Well, I'm going to credit @sorcerersandskillusers and @cousticks
for giving me some insight on Oda and Dazai's relationship - - which influenced me a lot while making this edit.
They have rlly good analyses abt not just odasaku but bsd in general - so check them out if u want. it's rlly good 👍👍👍👍
[omyglobb, this is so embarrassing 😭😭
don't mind me pls ty.
im on my phone debating if i should tag or not but whatever. dont mind the little fan and keep scrolling ty 😃👍 u dont need to watch the edit pls pls pls 😭 ]
Ok now that I'm done shamelessly rambling and its 5:30 am and I might regret this later, um.. lets go. 🏃
#aaa its my first edit upload TT#EIDJEJD this is insane 😭#i hope someone likes this lol#hahaha yes ik im not a pro so some scenes might look bad#oh well TT#pls be nice lol#or not#idk do what u want#TT#bsd#bsd edits#bsd oda sakunosuke#bsd odasaku#bsd dazai#bsd dazai osamu#ok goodnight 😭😘#bruh im rlly starting to feel like i might regret this but eh whatever#do it weird/scared
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HELLOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!! its idiavil anon again i m just. gonna yap abt idiavil if u dont mind. my current ideas for different idiavil fics is up to 32 and i have 10 idiavil playlists on spotify as of right now. i shocked my twst friend w that last fact. I HAVE TWO SETS OF IDIAVIL KEYCHAINS I GOT OFF OF ETSY ASW i love them os much . my friend has been working on idiavil art 4 my birthday and im super excited.... ive actuallybeen able to focus on writing recently SO I HAVE SOME DRAFTS IN FHE WORKS!!!!!!, the brainrot only grows with each passing day. i have moss in my brain. like a chia pet. ALSOO THE TWISTED TSUMDERLAND EVENT LITERALLY HAD ME IN AGONY ROLLING AROUND AND SCREAMING IM NOT EXAGGERATING. LIKE HELLO GUYS WAKE UP NEW IDIAVIL CANON INTERACTIOSN JUST DROPPED. MY FRIEND LET ME INFODUMP TO HER SOMEXLAST NIGHT AND EVERY TIME I MENTIONED THEM I WOULD START TEARING UP 😭😭 also also ive been getting back into drawing and i have idia and idiavil doodles literally everywhere. the grind DOES NOT STOP. ok thats it ive just been in agony since my creativity stats are like maxxed tf out rn.......... AS ALWAYS I LOVE UR BLOG AND MERRY EARLY CHRISTMAS ASW!!!!!!
ANON IT IS ALWAYS OKAY TO YAP ABOUT IDIAVIL TO ME!! i still don't post about them enough but trust me i think about them a lot... i wish i had the creativity and drive to write fics haha, i've had ideas about all my favorite twst ships bouncing around in my brain for a long time but i'm not good at putting things into words and i'm always working on other projects! i don't know if wicked is something you're familiar with or interested in but i saw the stage musical live back in april (for the first time ever lol!! i've had an over a decade-long obsession fueled only by collecting bootleg recordings of it until this year!), and then just saw the movie earlier, and lately every time i think about wicked i think about vil and idia. if i could, i would love to write a wicked AU for them that follows the general plot/themes of the musical but ultimately still gives them a happy ending and i'm constantly torn between two different ideas for who to cast as fiyero and how exactly to do it since i'd be casting vil as glinda and idia as elphaba and making them end up together in my AU. i could go on about it BUT since you literally did not ask, i won't!! i would also just love to put them in a hercules AU if that hasn't already been done because i need people to understand my vision here. like they literally canonically recreated the scene where hercules saved meg from the underworld in the movie. genuinely how many other twst ships have something like that?? vil RISKED HIS LIFE and GAVE UP HIS YOUTH so that he could JUMP INTO THE FUCKING UNDERWORLD and BRING IDIA BACK. LISTEN--
OKAY ANYWAY! i did take a look at the fic ideas you shared when you came off anon before, i don't know if you saw the silly rambling tags i left on your post but i loved all of your ideas and omg i love that you have 10 playlists for them?! i won't ask you to share the playlists but i think it's so cool that you've put that many together and i'm curious about what kinds of songs you think fit them best! i'd also love to see the keychains but i don't think tumblr lets you send images on anon so you don't have to haha! i have these enamel pins of the dorm leaders (all except leona and malleus, but i might get those two someday as well) and i specifically keep vil and idia next to each other on my corkboard, like this:
(those are almost all pins of different JRPGs above them. idia would love my pin/keychain/button corkboard ASKJGHDF)
ALSO YESSSS I WAS SO HAPPY TO SEE IDIA AND VIL INTERACTING AGAIN IN THE TSUM EVENT. THEIR BANTER IS SO FUNNY EVERY TIME. and omg is your birthday coming up?! if so then happy early birthday, and merry early christmas to you too!! 💖
#asks#anomyous#sorry for no random bonus headcanon this time but i already rambled on SOOO much#and i'm also posting this at 2:30 am because i can't sleep afkgsdf#i should read a book for a bit and then try to sleep again instead of being online right now lol#star.txt
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"You make my world so much greater by being here"
I see so many oomf done this and wanna try
Hallo! here I will mostly showcase my art, wips or just talking! And share my interests teehee which is pressure, mouthwashing, phighting, dungeon of Meshi, etc
Hallo! Mainly will use this blog to check around and stuff feel free to send me ask or request or just a little hi! I don't check my inbox much but I will try my best to respond to you! :']
also have other social media such (@_.Raspberry.Muffin._ Instagram for now) check them out if you can! ^_^
BYI (before you interacted)
This blog is for everybody! I want to keep things wholesome and lighthearted to welcome everyone :D
Sometimes I can use strong language ( like cuss words) because I thought they're funni
I also post and reblog with whatever peaked my interests, which also includes horror theme. for now it's pressure, mouthwashing, phighting, ocs art, dungeon of Meshi, little nightmare, etc...
DMS are only for mutual, it would be very joyous if you ask first before send me a dms- I need to prefer myself mentally whenever I talk with new people :']
This isn't really where I share my other story tbh but if I ever make a separate blog for it or ever talk more than pressure oc, just know they can contain a lot of disturbed topic (such as murder and more)
DNI (do not interact)
ofc when I said this is a safe place for everyone I don't mean those bigots (you know who you are) proshipper, problematic artist/person, drama obsessive, etc
I will personally block you if I see you anywhere near my yard /ref /ses
Some tags I will be using a lot! (This is a semi reminder for myself too LOL)
#Muffin's baking ♡ finished art piece teehee
#Muffin's Pastry ♡ doodle/wips (both for art and animation!)
# Muffin rambles ♡ just me talking/respond to stuff on ask
#mutual...bestie...oomfie!!! :3 ♡ mutual tags!!!
#ELLIE THE BASTIE!!!!! ♡ SISTER!!!!! <3
#ALEXANDER?3!3?? ♡ homosexual person....
# QNA #
Your name? - it's mainly Muffinz, but also can be Drew! but also anything tbh I really love having nickname!!!
How old are you? - I'm an adult, don't be weird around me eugh
we're gonna talk shit about you, but wanna make it right, what's your pronouns? - he/them! :D
can we be mutual? - yes!
do you do rps? - Rarely but yes!
are you interested in art trade and/or request? - yes! But I'm very slow with art have pity on me I have the messiest schedule ever rjfjksk
ok this's getting messy, probably will fix a bunch of these later uhhhhh- GOOD DAY/NIGHT TO YOU!!!! thank you for reading all of my messy typing Hsbdh <3
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