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March of the Tropes
Day 23: Exes
"You look well." "I look like shit."
Paglth'an is the first time she sees Aymeric since she rejected his proposal the night before the Ghimlyt Dark. Her time on the First turned her into someone harder, almost unrecognizable, but one look told her all she needed to know: her feelings hadn't diminished in the slightest.
#march of the tropes#ffxiv#ffxiv gposers#wolmeric#wol x aymeric#aymeric x wol#ohhh this hurt to make#my poor moody lil gnb
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she's singing in another room and my dog is asleep at my feet. my grandma asked me why i haven't found a man yet and i laughed. oh, you know. i like my house clean.
my girlfriend is also my man is also "my partner" if i'm in a professional setting. yesterday we went to a ren faire and a man mimed at me - you're together? and at my delighted nod, his baffled, you're gay? made me laugh. a woman with rainbow hair said i love the two of you together. you're both so beautiful it's absurd.
my dad introduced my partner as my "..... friend. or whatever" the other day. he knows we're dating. in the same way, i was never able to get my sister's husband to stop saying that's gay like it's 2008. he still uses the word fa***t, and my sister's defense of him has always been well, he's just kidding.
my lover and i dance to old music in a tiny kitchen. we judge new music together and take food critique very seriously. we watch love is blind before we fall asleep and agree that if they had a queer season, it would be bloody but also make for excellent tv. of fucking course queer people would know someone for only 2 weeks and agree to get married. what are you saying.
at a bar with friends, a man puts his hand on my wrist. got a boyfriend? and yes, i do have a boyfriend, she's amazing. i am texting her while i wander around a gas station named after geese. i am visiting a swing state for a wedding. in the candy aisle i overhear: she's actually like a lesbian it's disgusting. two teenage girls with packaged sandwiches in their hands, giggling. no literally, like. i'm not, like. okay with her being there while we're all, like, naked and changing.
my girlfriend and i tailgate, drink gin and cider out of cups. from the frat group beside us, a man corrects himself with one of his friends: bro, i mean, nonbinary entity, and it makes everyone around him laugh, myself included. he razzes his friend the same way i would have killed for at 19 years old - like nothing happened, he continues: you apply sunscreen like an alien. he does a little sassy (and fairly accurate) dance interpretation of the motion. his friend is laughing so hard they're crying.
i am lucky, i live in a safe neighborhood in a safe state. my masc passenger princess comes up from DC. i drive her for an hour to where all the leaves are a violent arrangement of color. we walk along the trails, letting autumn into our blood. in this part of the state, there's a lot of pickup trucks and trump signs. when we chastely kiss before getting into the car, i accidentally make eye contact with a woman holding her child's wrist. she looks disgusted. she looks fucking pissed.
two hours later my girl and i are eating dinner on a patio, soaking in the last warmth of new england sun before the chill of winter sets in. we are giggling and trying to talk through plastic vampire teeth. at another table, i see a young woman sit up straighter. i watch her watch us. she blushes and takes her partner's hand from across the table. shy, like the taste of evening has just become something deeper.
it's worth it for this moment, i think. my lover is still humming the same song she's been singing for four days straight and i don't want to kill her for it. her guitar is beside my bed. her toothbrush is in my bathroom. in a few moments i will make us lunch. we are lucky enough to have found each other. it is lucky enough to be in love.
#writeblr#wlw#i often think about like.....#being happy in a gay relationship is sometimes so odd#bc u can forget how stupid ppl are.#bc ur so USED to being gay. and u forget other people GENUINELY ARE homophobic#so it's like. girl pardon?????#but also there are moments where it's like. ohhh the kids are alright#like watching someone razz someone else.... so fucking wholesome#“lemme get this bitche's pronouns before i make gentle fun of them” .... i would have KILLED for that.#THAT is how u know ur accepted#not just tolerated#..... when ppl are like. sure ur nonbinary congrats but WHAT is this fucking sunscreen application#ps idk if "razz'' is a real word but someone asked what it means -#i've always heard it as being a term for 'gentle & friendly teasing'' which like#i personally notice more from my guy friends but is like - when a person isn't#LIKE ACTUALLY teasing u (it's nothing personal/mean) they're just laughing w/you about something#my friends often put on a little voice and call me an anemic little bitch#like 'ooooo the anemic little bitch is cold??? does she need a mouse blanket#bc she's SOOOO SMALL AND ANEMIC???''#and it doesn't hurt my feelings (it makes me laugh very hard) bc 1. i actually called MYSELF that first#and 2. i'm not sensitive about it!!!#a proper razz is when you are ALSO in on the joke - i ALSO think it's funny#for some people i personally find that when they razz u it's when they love u -#they've noticed something genuine about u and love u enough that u know they're not being mean#this is cultural and personality based of course but i'm hispanic#if someone isn't making fun of me it means they hate me . obviously.
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GAMBIT & ROGUE | X-Men ‘97 1.04 “Motendo / Lifedeath – Part 1”
#rogue x gambit#gambit x rogue#x men 97#xmen97edit#xmenedit#marveledit#animationedit#cartoonedit#tvedit#userrobin#userninz#useranimusvox#userbbelcher#userstream#animationsdaily#dailyflicks#cinemapix#x men 97 spoilers#xmen 97#daniedits#ohhh it's getting spicy#they're really making us wait for this huh#but it's going to be amazing right? (...right???)#like give me the drama but also don't hurt my favorite idiots please
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Good morninggg my pretties! 💕😙 Had a cute little cozy dream that Shoko your formal college best friend (she, obviously — majored in medicine while you majored in art), introduces to you to her other two best idiots she grew up with. And immediately, the boys inevitably, falls head over heels for you. You were perfect; you had brains, looks and a gracious sense of morality (which Suguru found so, so attractive about you even more…your luring, big doe eyes being his strong second…Satoru found contentment in your smile and how you carried yourself, your looks were a bonus to him).
So, they have a little “turf war” with you. Trying to see who could make you fall for them more.
Suguru takes you on cute, casually romantic art museums, cozy picnics and laying out under the stars dates, all while Satoru takes you out to fancy restaurants, late night walks on the beach and movie dates. They were sooo sickeningly in love with you, and by the end of the two months of getting to know them, spending so much time with each of them…you couldn’t help but indubitably fall for both of them, just as hard.
And that, was the dilemma you currently found yourself in.
Until they come to a mutual agreement to date them both. Becoming each others safe havens and endearing muses. 💗
#stoppp this was so cuteee#I love them your honor 😭😭🥺💕💗💞#SUGURU WOULD BE SO SOO SWEET AND GENTLEMENYYY#OPENING UP DOORS PULLING AND PUSHING IN YOUR CHAIR TO SIT DOWN + STAND STANDING SO SAFELY CLOSE TO YOU 😭😭😭#*bangs fists onto table* I NEED HIM SO BAD YOU JUST DON'T KNOW#AND SATORU BEING THE SILLY GOOFY FUCK THAT HE IS WASTES NO TIME INTO MAKING YOU LAUGH…BASKS IN THE ADORABLE FITS OF GIGGLE AND SNORTS FROM#HELP THEY’RE BOTH LOVE SICK DUMBASSES#THROWING UP AND WAILING ON THE FLOOR HOLD ON—#(what if we threw in a former childhood friend/college roommate! Choso in there as well?…...)#I CANT NO NOOOO#OHHH THE HURT AND ANGST AND SOOO SO MUCH LOVE AND ADORATION AND AND SHDBDJDHDJ#BYE GOING BACK TO SLEEEEP 😭😭😭😖😣😫😫#satosugu x reader#geto suguru x reader#gojo satoru x reader#choso kamo x reader#geto suguru#gojo satoru#choso kamo#jjk#AU
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We get it you two wanna kiss 🙄 get it over with already ya losers
#dc comics#dick grayson#nightwing#discowing#nightwing dc#wally west#the flash#birdflash#ohhh they make my heart hurt#I had to draw them#plus it was a good excuse to draw discowing
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Trenchcoat-wearing time, but make it ✨Fashion✨
#tmnt#tmnt 2003#tmnt 2k3#tmnt mikey#my art#if there's one thing the cringe btts ep gave me#it was a Good Outfit Idea for Mikey lol#wanted Mikey to look like one of those dames from a detective novel or like an old-fashioned starlet hiding from the paparazzi#sometimes I think about the outfits they got in btts and laugh lmao#the stealth fits make for Bad Silhouettes#and the sports equipment feels fucking Silly#I'll admit I think the shorts look on Mikey is pretty good#but more for like actual beach outings#ohhh goddd why did we Never get a Beach episode???#oh there's a fic I read with that actually#it's good but it is mostly hurt/comfort lol#anyways imagine an intel mission and Mikey wearing this outfit uwu
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FOR A BEAT OF HEART, THE BREATH IS SHOT. AND WITHIN A BREATH, THE HEART IS CAUGHT. THE PIPES ARE BURSTING, UNDER GREAT STRESS, BOLTS TORN ASUNDER, MAKING A MESS. A FINAL COUGH, A FINAL RETCH, A GOREY SLOUGH, CLAIMED BY WRETCH.
#cw gore#jrwi riptide#jrwi riptide spoilers#chip jrwi#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#I LLOOOVE POETRYYY I LOVE MAKING WORDS RHYME IN STRANGE WAYS AND DESCRIBING VISCERA AND VIOLENCE OR WAHTEVER. YKNOW WHAT ELSE I LOVE#CHHHIIIIIIIBBOOOOO MY BEAUTIFUL MAAANN WWHAT. WHAT HAPPENED. OH MY GOD. IVE BEEN SAYING FOREVER. I NEEED CHIP TO GET SCARIER.#HE HAS THE POTENTIAL! I KNOW HE DOES! HAUNTED BOY WITH THE HAUNTED EYES WHAT TRAUMAS HAVE YOU SEEN? AND WERE THEY YOUR FAULT? THINK ABOUT I#EVERY FAMILY HAS CRUMBLED AROUND HIM. HIS BIRTH FAMILY CRUMBLED BEFORE HE KNEW IT. HIS SECOND FAMILY DROWNED. THIRD BURNED TO THE GROUND#AND SHALL THIS NEXT FAMILY JOIN THEM? CHIIIIP YOU UNFORTUNATE BOY YOU HAVE WITNESSED SO MUCH CALAMITY#YOU ARE CALAMITY BOYYY AHAHAHAHA DONT YOU SEEE!! ZOMBIFIED AND DEAD. TRUELY MORE HAUNTED THAN EVER BEFORE. THIS WILL BE FUN#THE FIRE HURTS WHEN IT BURNS TOO LONG. BUT NOW YOUR NERVES ARE DEAD AND YOUR MIND IS FREE. BURN THIS CORPSE AS YOU WISH TO GET WHAT YOU WAN#CHIP IS NOT THE FIRE HE IS THE MATCH. I LOVE THAT IDEA SO MUCH IM SO PROUD OF IT. OHHH AND CAN WE TALK ABOUT THE CORRUPTION#bizly mentioned that chip wants to be a good captain. in his most corrupted state however. he would be the BEST captain..#thAT DOESNT MEAn hes gonna just suddenly be all controlling. the BEST captain keeps his crew safe. keeps them together. keeps them alive.#and chip is doing just that! he doesnt need to stop being a good captain just bc of the corruption! he just needs to be the BEST CAPTAIN#AND THATS SUBJECTIVE BABY!! im so excited to see where chips zombie arc goes. neeeed him to get scarier and just a little more fucked up.#neEED HIM TO PERFORM ABHORANT ACTIONS THAT HAVE JAY N GILL GOING ' dude woah what the fuck...'#RIGHT I SHOULD TALK ABT MY ART TOO. this one took TOO LONGGGstarted out witha sketch how did it end up like this...#the heart and the blood KILLED ME. LOOK AT MY RENDERING LIKE HWAAATT#better not see any more mistakes after i post this.... i cant fight withit anymore....STILL RLY PROUD THO..#I WAnted to make it visually LOOK like the grossest vomiting sound possible#i want it to make your throat feel uncomfortable. am i achieving that? i hope i am. thats tubes dude!!! like cmahn!
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im being so so brave but also i am gripping you by the shoulders and leaning in and letting you know i am so tired of being brave
#my job has invented new and even more agonizing ways to make itself stressful to endure#and that isn't even counting the fact that i've now seriously fucked up my wrist transporting 30lb boxes up and down stairs#or the fact that i occasionally get piercing shoulder pains if i'm not super careful about how i use the hand truck#or the fact that whenever i come home on mondays my entire lower body is so sore that i can't move beyond a weak shuffle#it's the fact that my boss has no sense of organization#so my supervisor and i are basically salvaging or starting from scratch every week#it's the fact that some of our clients are asking for things we're not even contracted to provide#like access to our company materials or additional resources outside of our scheduled bookings#and that there's this constant looming threat of 'ohhh don't be bad at your job!! or else we'll lose our contract with these people!!'#but 'bad at your job' in this case means 'not bending over backwards to accommodate the least accommodating circumstances possible'#like 'hey you need to lead this training exercise meant for 20 people except actually you only have 4 people'#'and actually none of them are familiar with the prerequisites for this training or have any experience with the skills'#'and also none of them want to be there and half of them just Don't Do These Things as a rule'#'and if you try to make them do anything they don't want to do (even if it's literally the point of the training) they Will leave'#'and then we will no longer have enough clients to pay you'#like. what am i doing. this company was not designed to work with this format. we're not an arts and crafts group or a club meeting#hi so i wrote this post before starting weekend work prep#it has been 3 hours now#im still not done#i haven't eaten and my wrist hurts so bad#i need to.................. take a break................................
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A little rant abt Zaundads S2
Below bc there's spoilers
The whole "I just lost my head when she died" begin the reason as to why Vander wanted to drown Silco bothers me to no end, because Im sorry but drowning someone its NOT a 'heat of the moment' thing, Silco was fighting for his life, he stabbed him on the side and arm but even then, after checking his arm's injury, Vander still looked around for him, he was SET TO KILL Silco, he had made up his mind to kill him.
On season 1, it was clear that Vander and Silco initial conflict came down to a very much ethical ideological disagreement that spiraled out into Vander trying to kill Silco, because even Silco says hit wasn't fully about the drowning but mostly about Vander aligning with the enforcers, he gave up, it means that his attempt at Silco life meant nothing at the end.
I always theorized that the disagreement came as to how they we're getting the nation of Zaun with Vander begin more aggressive while Silco went about things in a more cunning way bc both represent the sides of a revolution, Vander IS the people while Silco IS the ideas and both also get "corrupted" in their own way with Vander caging his rage away because it might hurt his children, which although noble, it also hurts him and his own!!! Lets be honest what else are the kids to do apart from "jobs"? They don't have education, they have to live in a bar and while he's really really trying, he could absolutely do more to get them a better life but at the same time he can't because if something happens to him, that's it, the kids are now completely alone.
Then we have Silco from revolutionary man to cut-throat capitalist/industrialist, he uses the same people he claims to help in order to do his schemes, he doesn't mind kids are working on Shimmer production, he understands that in-order to gain independence Zaun as to let itself be equal power with Piltover, which he doesnt care who he hurts, he's going to get that state, but is he really a revolutionary anymore? He has to pull what would be the "ruling" class of Zaun in check to go with his schemes, he even reminds Finn of their "beginnings", showing that some of the chembarons inherited the business AND didn't even lived in the same precarious situations as Silco once did, he's going to make a piltover 2.0 but with different people and place, after all, how can we call a revolution a "success" if you just go and use the exact same system that made people rise up on at the start?
Both, Silco and Vander are very tragic characters on their own right and I love how deeply ingrained they are on both Jinx and Vi's story, but making them besties with their mother felt a bit unnecessary but I didn't particularly minded much, I actually liked it, like a little "destiny thing going on for them" but then they made Vander's entire reason to try to kill Silco. (Without mentioning how they absolutely didn't had this one prepared, seeing how Vander on the river is WAY younger while Vander on the bridge its WAYYY older.)
#arcane spoilers#arcane critical#arcane criticism#im sorry I do love the yaoi and the ohhh they had a mutual bestie and OMGGG THEY ARE THE KID'S MOTHER OMGGG#but then make it vander's whole reason as to try to kill Silco felt.... weird???#I didnt gave the same gravitas as their argument on s1#it was abt ethics and shared dreams abt someone you deeply know and respect and love and then having them stab you in the back#hurt people hurt people#and vander having made silco the way he's now its just top A tragedy#theyre always meant to be a tragedy
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do i think the second illario learned lucanis was alive and spent a year being tortured he regretted the whole thing felt tortured by his own guilt and had caterina kidnapped out of sheer panic yeahahaha maybe i do
#personal#liz loves writing#rough drafts#untitled rookanis fic#lucanis dellamorte#illario dellamorte#ohhh it's all fun and games until i hurt my own feelings#i bet caterina confronted him while rook & co were breaking lucanis out#and illario couldn't kill her because if he kills her she can't pick him over lucanis#so he panicked and kidnapped her and now his brothercousin has spent a year being tortured and possessed and he doesn't know what to do#and the only person he trusts enough to ask for advice is the guy he stabbed in the back <3#illario dellamorte they could NNNNEVERRRR make me hate you#if anyone says anything mean about him on my post im coming to your house
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i had 17 different heart attacks over the course of drawing this but here's ur psykos bayonetta au
#aka the au absolutely no one asked for#opm#one punch man#bayonetta#psykos#carma art#crossover#suggestive#ohhhghhh nmy god#imgoiung to die#TWO OF MY FAV FEMME FATALES IN ONE???#bayonetta is the best game ever btw#the only reason im not spending all my time on it is bc#the hack and slash game adrenaline mixed with going OHHH MY GOD BAYONETTAAAA constantly legit makes my chest hurt
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just remembered a wip i had which was jay at uni meeting normal people and desperately trying to act cool and normal whilst internally screaming about being in a whole new place with all new people and not having his gang with him
#i only wrote one scene where jay meets one of his flatmates#and he’s trying to make casual normal conversation & asks her who her parents are#bc that has always mattered! on the isle or at auradon prep your parentage was also a Conversation Starter#and the girl is just like ……what. why do you want to know that#but she tells him and jay makes it into a joke like hehe oh yes i met them at a soirée once. amazing company#and the girl is like ok who are YOUR parents. knowing full well who he is#and jay says that his dad fosters puppies. and the girl says that sounds like a good life and he’s like ohhh just the BEST#i really. love exploring jay at uni i’ve written a couple of things i’ve never finished#like!!! for the first time for years he’s well and truly all alone!!!!#and at least the isle & ap had similarities. uni is just full of very normal people who don’t particularly give a shit#and jay who is like THE guy who cares about everything so much all the time and how people are reacting to him and he’s desperately trying+#to be so cool and unbothered whilst trying not to revert to his isle tactics regarding people who may be threats#just. being somewhere so so new. with no one he knows. everyone else is so far away. and jay is missing his gang like he’d miss+#his body parts. and it’s like. jays always buried his own emotions & hurt so he can better protect his gang#and now he has no gang to protect#and he is just laid absolutely bare. and also constantly stressing about not being there for the others#i just think he’d have an absolutely awful start to uni <3#descendants#jay son of jafar
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"you always beat the level before me, but i had fun anyways!"
AU/prediction for S5. MK goes beserk in his kaiju form and mei shows him a drawing he made of him and mei back in S1 MK runs to mei to knock her out but he stops just a few feet in front of her when he sees what she's holding.
more AU since i don't think this will happen but there's always a chance!
#i just think it'd be sweet but also would make me cry really hard#knowing uhh LMK it's probably more 10 kings of the underworld focused than MK himself#but you can't just give us the bigass kaiju form capable of fighting off the literal god of the universe and do nothing else with it#mei deserves to save MK after he showed compassion to her in the moments she hurt the most#he showed her love now she must show him love#you can tell im normal about these two as friends. ohhh my god soulmates but in platonic besties way#shaking hands having something inside of them that is capable of wild amounts of energy#therapy also. send them both to therapy they need it#lego monkie kid#lmk#lmk MK#lmk MK kaiju#lmk mei#lego monkie kid MK#lego monkie kid mei#lego monkie kid fanart#lego monkie kid MK fanart#my art#bobasalt
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THIS FUCKING KAISHIN ART BY KDKIIZ IS MAKING ME LOSE MY MIND LIKE HOLY SHITTTTTT I've seen this done with KID's gloves before but never with Shinichi's socks like??!?!$("(#+'+$+' THIS IS SO STUPID SEXY HOT OF THEM WTF#??#?#)$$)($) OHHH I'M DEAD FRFR IM GONE BRO like im not even a feet enioyer but i feel like i won 😳
#kaishin#SCREAM WITH ME PLEASE WTF I CANT BE THE ONLY ONE LOSING IT OVER THIS#OHHH#KID PUSHING SHINICHI ONTO A DESK SLOWLY PULLING DOWN HIS SOCKS LIKE THAT WHAT THE FUUUUCK#Imgonnacry i love kdkiiz art so much#dc prattles#THERE'S JUST SOMETHING ABOUT KAISHIN AND UNDRESSING EACH OTHER THAT MAKES MY BRAIN ROT SO MUCH#IT'S THE SURRENDERING OF THEIR IDENTITY AND VULNERABILTY OF BEING SEEN RAAAAHHHH#i feel like im gonna go insane looking at this art just as i feel insane when i see that one where#shinichi takes off kaito's gloves in the same way#the way undressing for kaishin is not only for sexy times but also for angsty and emotional and hurt and comfort and fluff & JUST EVERYTHING#im gone bro im DEAD
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ok but knowing q!bbh, he's SO going to fix up forever's office at the megabase, he's a freak like that, he does this to himself. he's gonna offer to help richas with the moon house. richas will say no of course, richas doesn't want to work on it if his pai isn't there, but q!bbh would offer. because he has some kind of natural impulse or rather repulse to a mess left behind for a (presumed until proven otherwise, and/or hyperbolic considering the circumstances,) corpse. the reaper does all he can to put the ducks in row of those that leave something unfinished behind.
#goopert talks qsmp#qsmp#im well. IM ILL!!! im very well. SO ILL!!!!!#cc!bbh make this lore hurt so bad. make everything hurt. im ready i want it (not ready at all. do want though!)#I JUST WISH FOREVER WAS HERE FOR HIS WORST SPIRAL. OHHHHOHOHOOO IM ONLY LEVEL 1 GOBLIN I DON'T KNOW WHY I WATCH THESE SAD STREAMS OHHH /ref
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My mom validating my shipping of Neal and Peter without knowing I ship them is fantastic 😂 I feel like I won the lottery
#my mom's been really upping her ally game since we had a convo ab how she hurt me in the past w some comments#it's so nice to hear her make gay connections on her own#and im less nervous about making gay comments myself#told my mom matt bomer is gay and she was like ohhh maybe that's why neal and peter have so much chemistry#like YES MOM THANK YOU#so true!!!#haha#og post#white collar#neal/peter
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