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#everyone or a majority anti dark content :/#đđđ idrc tho if they not talking about how much they hate it#ohh and aging up characters#characters having canon birth years n now im the problem đâŠ#lines on paper n it ainât always that deep#butttt yay when they donât say anything and just ignore me >>
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20/10 stars little guy
#me (scrounging undetected autist whose ideal fashion sense is ''if i have to be seen at all: shrouded'') seeing encanto the other month.....#and on top of it all i LOVE slice of life. encanto being so focused on What It's About that there's so much of that + character / dynamic#also part of what i loved abt pixar luca. ppl like ''simple story but not a problem :)'' like YEAH thank god it's Also so slice of lifey#2021 what a year lol. though again i only Just saw encanto....tfw Studio Creative Control backs off a bit more than usual: Joy & Wonders#anyway i knew going in bruno wasn't an antagonist (fine if he was though b/c slay & b/c scapegoats can do whatever they want)#knew i'd love him b/c again Scapegoat shows up & i'm the Amazing Showstopping Totally Unique Never The Same gif on loop#but what a delight even beyond those expectations lol. love again how Focused the movie is on What It's About & Thee Points it makes#the Characters / Dynamics & the Metaphor & the plot stays right with all of that. the focus & importance re: thee scapegoats....#& bruno being disabled like whole layer of Yay Yay Yay spamming. that even when He's Back we're reminded he's not ''normal now'' or w/e#(i.e. presenting that as The Good Ending for the disabled outcast. vs just being embraced as part of the group again & accepted As He Is)#meanwhile was like hmm chat is there queercoding do we think? like is he queer: Yes. but is there coding? hmm#sure isn't cishet coded though. but i was also having the thought like fellas is it gay to [higher tenor tessitura or w/e] lol#made me go ''do i know this voice? ok do i know this name / face / actor? (i have never seen anything ever / bad w/names/faces/voices)''#indeed was like yeah haven't seen this; heard of this; seen it once ages ago no way i remember more than like 0.6 details#then from ''ohh haha I'm A Mammal That Cares....yeah i hear that'' to ''omg CHI-CHI RODRIGUEZ???? ;;0;;'' waaah fantastic revelation lmao#also the way Literal Future Seer ability was externalized to make it more wrangleable for plot is so impressive & fun & excellent#got a lot of [i like this thing i saw a lot] i got to say....guess i can do that w/the sideblog i made for one drawing i made last night#encanto 2021#bruno madrigal#also the way bruno is so Nervous + Hiding / Bold + Big Personality like yes ha ha ha Yes....tamped down as ''too much'' experience#also the [stuttering stumbling muttering mumbling] line: i fr nigh wept upon going back over a moment like what am i hearing here?#& realizing the answer was: it's bruno quietly stuttering a moment during this one line (& then (& then (& then)) i saw you) ;;;mm;;;#hang onnn....the first scapegoat who's driven off being Disabled is so real so ;m; that again they're like so he got Weirder; Okay ;;m;;#that we get jorge thumbs up nobody having an Aside to be like [ugh; this guy] or Anything. augh always have too much to say for 30 tags#fabric drape there sure not accurate but i was like okay if i try to really reference that i'm not getting this done tonight
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Every once in a while I think about the ship I've been obsessed over for close to two years now and feel like I'm ascending to another plane of reality. Like sometimes you just encounter a ship that hits every single mark and is perfect in every regard and you're left stunned how something like that can even exist
#Anyways I'mma put the actual inane ramblings in the tags#Medic and Engie make me so ill every time I think about them for a while I feel like tearing into things and biting people and throwing up#How something like that can exist completely defies me#I don't know how something that perfect can exist#I'm typically a multi-shipper and while I still kinda am I honest to god don't really care to write other ships#Not cause they ain't good (they are pretty damn good) but because Engiemedic is just on another level#Like dammnnn!! that's why I've spent so long writing a fic about them!#I can't fathom it honestly how characters like that can exist#They're like a slightly warped reflection of themselves#They're both intelligent mentally ill lunatics with no morals whatsoever#The only thing is that Engie is marginally better at hiding it#If you go into headcanon territory than WHOO!! OHH DAMNNN#Like what gets me the most about Engiemedic is how they're so similar#They think and exist on the same wavelength#In tune with each other. Their neurons braided like wires#If I start talking about how the machine and the flesh are not opposites but rather one in the same we gonna be here all day#I just can't...believe the ship exists#Like man how does this happen#You want humour? Goofy wacky experiments and silliness of them violating several conventions#You want angst? Hell yeah they've got plenty of it#Fluff? Buddy I start wailing and sobbing if they accidentally brush hands while working on stuff#I could write about them for ages and not get bored they can fit in every circumstance#They make me SICK they make me CRAZY I love them so so much#They would do anything for each other#I look at what they have and I can feel like I understand what love is#I need to write more oneshots and minifics about them they're so flexiable and fun#Can't wait to do parallels with them in these upcoming chapters#Either way GODDDDD I love these two so much I could go on for hours about them#especially if I'm allowed to talk about headcanons#sp-rambles
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Apparently I can meet my goal of roughly 400,000 words in 6 months if I just somehow write at least 2,200 words a day ghbjh... Almost 2,500 today... huzzah...
#Definitely not going to be able to stick with it just due to like... being realistic about my energy levels and etc. ESPECIALLY as we#enter the Evil Summer and it becomes hot all the time. But... one can attempt.. at least...#I'm also a very slow writer since I tend to re-read and edit while I write. and only move onto the next section once what I'm writing#seems okay. Which is easy for visual novel type stuff. since ''sections'' of a conversation are more clearly marked (like if you#have a menu option with 5 different dialogue choices. finish the character's response for choice 1 before moving onto 2. etc.)#Especially since when I'm done with a whole quest I always follow it up by playing through it and picking every option and making sure it#actually all works okay and etc. So I am already going to see it all a second time. Then I can go back and reorder a few words or remove#certain sentences that don't sound natural when I read them out loud (I always read it all outloud to myself since it is... just peple#talking.. it should sound like natural dialogue in their voice. etc). But my ''first draft'' is kind of not as first drafty since I pause t#edit a lot as I go along. So it also takes longer probably than it would take other people who I think treat a first draft as more#of a loose guideline or something. AANYWAY...#80F in my bedroom right now again... huzzah... I did end up finishing and recording that sims build video before the heat wave (or is#it really a heat wave if it's just summer..?? lol) came in.. but now... augh.. the editing... plus the costume photos and all else... Much#to do as always.. Often such a long todo list.. a giant scroll hung upon the walls of the evil hermit wizard tower..#Anyhow.. I hope I can finish getting ready for bed early in time to reward myself with a game of tripeaks solitaire whilst I snack on#cheddar cheese and some of those preserved artichokes in a jar. hrgm... I actually have nasturtiums (ultimate best flower) on the#deck again this year but I had to move them all into a corner today because the leaves were getting burnt by the sun lol.. Also am now more#cautiously weaving through social media to ignore all dragon age news. NOT bc of spoilers (I actually love spoilers/literally never play#any game until there's full guides on it I can read to plan my entire playthrough based on knowing exactly what I want to happen lol + mods#and etc.) but just because I'm so busy with my ownprojects I simply do not have the brainspace to dedicate... Yes I love to think#about elves and fictional universe lore. but no.. I pretend I do not see it. Does not exist to me actually. ghgj.. OHH also took som#cool pictures of flowers in the garden section of a store and I wanted to do like.. character designs based on the colors of the flowers o#something. but that might just be another unnecessary project to add to the pile.. I want to commit to the daunting task of dyeing my#hair again some time.. hrm.. this is all of the updates I can think of. As if a bunch of random tags make up for never posting anything for#weeks on end lol.. alas.. too warm to think properly I suppose.. .. I neeeeeed a long lost relative to leave me some million dollar#estate in their will so I can have the resources to move to a colder climate or something ..augh#.. but for now.. I shall toil away in my little wizard tower trying to write 2000 something words a day whilst sweating and such ghbj
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people on death note tiktok are so stupid. i dont like that ship either because its extremely out of character NOT BECAUSE ITS TOXIC????, DIE
#txt#ask to tag#the vast majority of relationships in death note are toxic regardless of if its romantic platonic or familial#IS DEATH NOTE TOO PROBLEMATIC FOR YOU NOW??#fucking stupid đ#IF YOU HAVE TO HATE AT LEAST FO IT FOR THE RIGHT REASONS#i saw someone say ->#m.ikami/light is toxic THE AGE GAP!!! if they met at 18 yo and 22+ they should NOT BE SHIPPED#<-#WHAT ARE YOU FUCKING ONNNNNNNNNNN.#ARE YOU STUPID#ITS NOT FUCKING REAL AND ALSO?????? ???????????? oh my god#youre stupid#mika.mi can be interpreted as having romantic/sexual infatuation for livhf THAT IS IN CHARACTER AND ENTERTAINING#IF SOMEONE DECIDES TO BELIEVE LIGHT WOULD ENTERTAIN THAT IN A MANIPULATIVE WAY OR WHAT HAVE YOU. THAT IS OKAY.#REGARDLESS OF AGE LIGHT HAS THE MIST POWER IN ANY RELATIONSHIP HE COULD FEASIBLY BE IN BECAUSE 1. HES KIRA AND 2. HES A FUCKING GENIUS????#HES ONLY SURPASSED BY L AND NEAR. FUCK YOU STUPID PEOPLE đ STOP TRYING TO MAKE HATING A SHIP A MORAL THING?????? HUH#THEYRE LITERALLY NOT EVEN REMOTELY PEDOPHILIC#OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT. YKNOW THEY ARENT INCESTUOUS#and i dislike l.awlight for a billion reasons my number 1. being that i dont think its in character for them to behave in the kind of fanoni#sed way a lot of ll shippers do. NOT BECAUSE ITS TOXIC... NOT BECAUSE 'LIGHT LITERALLY KILLED HIM.' SHUT THE FUCK UP đ SHUT THE FUCK UP#i hate tiktok i hate STUPID IDIOT D.EATH NOTE FANS WHY ARE THERE SO MANY OF GHEM.#id love to make a post on tt abt this but i dont want to ostracise myself even though these people are fucking stupid#ohh but its abusive ohhh ohhh ohhhhh the power dynamic ohhh#I DONT CARE. IF ITS ENTERTAINING GIVE ME MORE??#out of every dn ship m.ikami/light is the one that appeals to me the most#'he manipulated him!!' GOOD I WANT MORE.#the m.ikami/light hate is actually the most bizarre thing to me HELLO. WTFFFFF WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT
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spiraling is so wild first im pissed that my drawing didnt look good now i dont think ill ever forgive my family for their treatment of me
#im sick of being babied because theres a man whos taller than me đ#'ooohfhgf yr so little im sorry about how you dont know anything đ„șđ„ș'#< talking to a 5'7 person who swims at least twice a week has a 3.97 gpa and calls my grandparents more than my parents do#if i try to make jokes to not just fucking PISS EVERYONE OFF they think ohh so silly woman. never had an opinion đ#nothing i say is ever serious dont even FUCKING worry đđ#its fucking pathetic. at my brothers age i was like i can relate to this scary character haha#cue my mother swooping in to be like noo this isnt you#AND HE FUCKING SENDS SOMEBODY TO THE HOSPITAL IN HOCKEY. BUT ITS FINE BECAUSE HE PLAYS BETTER HOCKEY THAN ME#all you have to do here is be strong. physically not mentally because knowing you have undiagnosed adhd for#a literal third of yr life doesnt count. BUT if yr shoulders are too big for the prom dress that they think you want to wear its also over#and my brother is so butthurt from also growing up in this wack ass situation that he wont let me have ANYTHING.#sorry that you dont think i can read a map or whatever the fuck#sorry that you THINK you make more money than me at yr silly sports job#WHEN IM TRAINED TO HOLD 150 POUNDS TREADING WATER. sorry i got illegally scheduled and it gave me heat cramps#silly me.
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Were they always planning on the identity of the mage???
(Very vaguely worded spoilers ahead)
Cos I just rewatched the first arc of the first season andâŠ. Thereâs only one person who hands the uh arcane stones(?) to Jayce⊠like⊠it zooms in on their hands⊠both times. First on the OG stone in the bracelet, then on the new one he made himself. And who else hands Jayce a stone that we know of..? đđđ
It also directly mirrors the hand placement and shit. Jayce switches side of the screen and turns his hand down to pick up the stones as an adult. Instead of holding his hands up. Iâm getting away from myself⊠And may be misremembering shit cos boy howdy that 3rd ep is a hard one (emotionally i mean, its very fantastic but I am in painnnn rn)
#arcane spoilers#shut up ray#also istg the eyeball it shows when Jayce is transported is not hisâŠ#it looks more golden-brown than olive-brown⊠like someone elses..?? maybe???#idk might be stretching it on that one#im aware lighting can change the colour of eyes#but istgâŠ#also if you were wondering no that first arc doesnt get easier to watch w/ the extra context#the tears just start wayyyy earlier#and youve known the characters longer#and i kept finding myself being like âohh baby no.. theyre so young..â#also⊠im the same age as Jayce in the first arc now⊠wtfâŠ#if that doesnt make me feel like shitâŠ
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Kakashis pent up on a mission. After stopping in a random village for supplies and to rest, he decides to fuck a cute village girl.
tw: dub/noncon, groping, manipulation, coercion, age difference, praise, power imbalance
All characters depicted are 18+
Kakashi goes outside the village for missions rather often, he might be a teacher now, but he's still the Copy Ninja, one of the Hidden Leaf Village's most feared and powerful shinobi, so it's not uncommon for him to be away from his students for long stretches of time, and it can get rather exhausting.
Kakashi needs something to take the edge off after his stressful mission, but luck isn't on his side, as the small village he's in doesn't have any nearby hotels, so he decides to find a house he can crash in for the night, preferably one belonging to a cute young thing...
It doesn't take Kakashi very long to find a naive village girl who he can sweet talk into letting him stay the night, it's not like she'd say no anyway, he's the Copy Ninja, and nobody would want to say no to him, lest they be on the receiving end of one of the thousands of jutsu he has at his disposal. Kakashi can't help but ogle at his gracious host, taking in the lovely sight of her full breasts and nice ass, now Kakashi knows that he's definitely staying the night now, in more ways than one...
It's not too hard for him to get his hands on her, his rough palms groping her ass and breast from behind as he whispers filthy things into her ear, his Sharingan letting him pick up on the way her body trembles and heartbeat quickens when he bullies her body with his big strong hands, and that turns Kakashi on like nothing else.
"Come on sweetheart, don't be like that, let me stick just the tip in there... It's the least I can do to thank you for your hospitality..."
Kakashi is lying of course, shoving all of his thick inches inside of her at once with little preparation. Feigning innocence, he'll insincerely apologize for 'accidentally' shoving his entire cock into her hot cunt, claiming that her wetness made it just slip into her all on it's own.
It's rather easy to tell just how sexually frustrated Kakashi is, his balls heavy and full, slapping against her ass while Kakashi fucks her from behind, his hands gripping her breasts tightly, using them like handles as he pounds her hole with his cock until her pussy remembers it's every vein.
Kakashi isn't a complete jerk despite what his reputation would have one believe, he'll praise her for being so good at taking him and for having both a tight hole to fuck and a lewd body to squeeze, and like the absolute gentleman he is, he'll tell her how grateful he is to finally have a wet pussy to empty his balls into.
He won't bother wearing a condom, instead opting to dump his thick load directly into her fertile womb, filling her up with his pent up seed. Kakashi isn't too worried about leaving behind evidence, no one would care if a ninja as important as him took advantage of some little nobody, not to mention she'd make a hot single mother anyway.
"Ohh~ Fuck, I needed that... I've been so busy with these damn missions that I haven't been able to cum in ages, thanks sweetie... Now what did you say your name was again..?"
Kakashi doesn't usually bother trying to remember the names of his quick fucks, but this lovely young thing is an exception, it's rare for him to bump into such cute and innocentl girls in his line of work and he's definitely going to want to bump into her again...
#naruto#naruto shippuden#boruto#naruto x reader#naruto smut#headcanon#x reader#naruto headcanons#kakashi#kakashi hatake#kakashi x reader#kakashi smut
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shared apartment <3 *ăăŸ(ïœĄ>ïœ<ïœĄ)ïŸïŸ
reo mikage x fem reader
a/n : i wanted this to be both cute and smutty ^___^!!
minors dni
nsfw under the cut
all characters aged up!
youâre the only one who has seen this side of reo, all affectionate with you and you only.
âyou both are the cutest couple ever!â something always said by many. but i mean, are they wrong? you guys have a shared apartment, a pet cat together named lily, dates with each other every once in a while, cooking together with him holding you from behind, and oh, donât even get me started on shopping together! heâll buy you anything you want, even if you feel bad in the end.
you were so happy when he had asked you to move in with him! you two have been together for a while, so he felt like it was about time he asked you.
but you werenât prepared for how good heâd fuck you when youâd ask! he eats your sweet little cunt like itâs his last meal on earth, paying attention to your sensitive clit and other sensitive areas of yours. he doesnât even care if he gets to cum, he only cares about your pleasure and you feel bad sometimesâŠ(ââžâïŒ)
âhaahâr..reo.. sâtoo much! mmâŠâ
âsorry princess⊠you just taste sâgood⊠canât help myself⊠youâre so perfect, such a good girl..â
heâs so good at fingering you too! you whimper as his long fingers reach places that you didnât even know existed, kissing your neck and holding you while his fingers are inside of you.
âah.. youâre getting me so wet reo⊠fuhâfuck me already⊠stop teasing!â
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and he does, he fucks you reallyyyy well! just like his fingers, his cock reaches into places you didnât even know existed⊠his cock is so, so much better than anyone elseâs⊠only his dick can make you go dumb!
âr..reo! feels sâgood! f-feels like youâre gonna split me apartâŠâ
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sometimes before a game, heâll use your mouth as his good luck charm! making you get down in front of him and suck his cock! you canât take all of him in your mouth though⊠heâs just toooo bigâŠ
âohhâ baby⊠doing so well for me⊠your pretty little mouth sâgonna make me win, yeah?â
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#blue lock#bllk#bllk smut#bllk x reader#blue lock smut#bllk x you#blue lock x female reader#blue lock x reader smut#bllk reo#bllk reo mikage#reo mikage#reo x reader#blue lock reo#reo mikage smut#reo smut#reo x you#reo x female reader#reo mikage x female reader
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i dont think people are upset that the erins "weren't creative" enough with Moonpaw, they're upset that she's just. not a chimera. thats just a longhaired tortie and they justified it with chimerism. which is extremely insensitive because chimerism is a real medical thing that can cause issues in every species, including humans for those that dont know, and thats like. a big thing.
like, yay some disability rep (depending on how they write it. it wont be good. ughh) but like. its not going to be considered a disability when it can be in some cases. they are just going to say "ohh shes so special!!" like some people say with autism in this age (the infantilization of it) and its gonna be. weirdddd
anyways. sorry for ranting in your inbox.
Hey. Woah. THIS is insensitive and I don't know where you're getting this from. NONE of the three types of natural chimerism are a disability and it is extremely rare that fusion chimerism leads to medical complications.
Do not spread misinformation about a genetic condition because you're annoyed about the writing team confusing a common tortie fur pattern with chimerism. THEIR mistake is ultimately harmless. What YOU'RE doing is stigmatizing.
Quite frankly, after seeing a bunch of posts and receiving several asks about this, I don't think half of the people who are getting mad actually know anything about chimeras. I sure as fuck hope it's just ignorance, and that you aren't out here trying to call the state of being intersex a disability.
But I can fix ignorance. No need to assume malice. I will explain what chimerism is, and why you should stop going around implying it "causes issues in every species."
Chimerism is when a single individual is comprised of cells from two or more fully fertilized zygotes. There are two BROAD types of chimerism;
Artifical
Natural
Artifical chimeras are common with the advent of modern medicine. Ever had a blood transfusion? Organ transplant? You are a chimera. Or at least were for a while.
THIS can lead to complications and can cause disability, but it's not what Moonpaw is. She would be a type of natural chimera, which in and of itself has THREE subtypes;
Micro chimerism
Blood chimerism
Fusion chimerism
Microchimerism is so common that I could make a Your Mom joke out of it. It's caused by the passage of cells between the fetus and placenta during pregnancy. Everyone who has ever been pregnant is a microchimera.
While it can lead to complications, it can also be beneficial. Pregnancy could be considered a type of temporary disability, but no one would expect disability rep from every character who had ever given birth.
Blood chimeras are common in species whose twins typically share a placenta, such as cows and marmosets, but very rare in animals like humans and cats which usually don't. It occurs when tissue between two twins is exchanged through the umbilical chord. This type of chimera often ends up with a mixed bloodtype, hence the name.
This is the cause of freemartinism in cattle, when fraternal cow twins cause a sister to share her brother's hormones and act more like a bull. A type of intersex condition, not a disability-- so I sure HOPE you aren't trying to imply THIS should be "disability rep."
And even in the other case, would you automatically expect disability rep from a character that has two blood types?? No. Just like you wouldn't automatically expect disability rep from every character that had ever been pregnant, or every character who had ever needed a blood transfusion
And lastly, the one that Moonpaw ACTUALLY is. A fusion chimera. These are created when two fully fertilized zygotes fuse into a single individual.
These are extremely rare because you can't usually TELL when an individual is a chimera. There is no obvious physical difference between the "halves," with some cases of doctors insisting that patches are just weird birthmarks. They live their entire lives with normal health problems like non-chimeras. It mostly causes complications when DNA testing results in a false negative-- because the offspring of a fusion chimera occasionally end up being their genetic nespring.
Or, the two "halves" are male and female, causing gonadal differences. These people aren't disabled, there's nothing wrong with their bodies, but they're subjected to unneccesary cosmetic surgeries as children because they are intersex.
Say it. SAY IT. INTERSEX. I N T E R S E X. IM GRABBING YOU BY THE SHIRT AND SHAKING YOU THEY ARE INTERSEX.
Can some intersex conditions cause disabilities? YES. Are intersex conditions inherently disabilities? NO. Even when you're discussing infertility as a disability, tread VERY CAREFULLY because intersex people are fighting very hard to lift the stigma over their bodies.
Speak with care. Do not equate being intersex with being disabled. They are two different things.
You can be both and sometimes one could contribute to the other, but BEING intersex IS NOT a disability.
VERY rarely, even MORE rare than standard chimeras which are already very very rare and massively underreported because they are so unremarkable, a fusion chimera will happen LATE in utero. THIS can contribute to a chronic autoimmune condition where the cells reject each other, which is a disability.
And by rare I mean one case. Literally one. Of the 50 reported fusion chimeras in the review I'm referencing, Taylor Muhl was the only one with this. 4 were discovered via congenital abnormalities (unknown if connected to the chimerism b/c they were only tested because something was already wrong), 17 had fertility issues, and the remaining 28 didn't report immune conditions or birth defects but INTERSEXUALITY.
ANOTHER condition is often lumped in with chimerism, by people who do not know what chimerism is, which is mosaicism. Mosaicism, when there are two different sets of genes resulting from the same zygote, is NOT chimerism. MOSAICISM can be a cause of disability. CHIMERISM is usually not.
(Read the review in depth, as it includes mosaic cases for the sake of completion.)
They can both be fertilization errors, but are not the same thing. Follow me, I'm only going to woefully simplify a complicated topic once,
CHIMERA = Two zygotes in one body
MOSAIC = Two bodies in one zygote
CHIMERA = usually fine
MOSAIC = usually bad
And the last possible places you could be getting the idea that chimerism "causes disability" from, to my knowledge, is 1. This study that says the loss of a twin in early pregnancy increases the chance of congenital defects in the survivors (has barely anything to do with chimerism, this link is tangential, vanishing twin syndrome does not necessarily mean it was absorbed by its sibling)
Or, 2, this study of several animals where they correlated rates of benign tumors to % of chimerism based on SPECIES. BLOOD chimeras. It's COWS AND MARMOSETS AGAIN. The study ITSELF calls for further targeted research of chimerism cause of susceptibility to cancer.
It couldn't even link new growths or malignant tumors to chimerism in the mammals of its study. WE'RE mammals.
Correlation does not equal causation. Statistics 101.
So no. That's not "a big thing." Chimerism is fine, they're just very likely to be intersex if they're a fusion chimera of a male and a female zygote. Do not imply intersexuality is a disability. Please get mad about the actual ableism in the series, not the team being clueless about tortie patterns.
Also everyone say you're sorry to intersex Moonpaw. I better see you people making intersex Moonpaw pride flag edits as penance IMMEDIATELY.
UPDATE: Anon apologized! Growth! I still think this is an important post, especially in the context of the wider fandom conversation, so I'm leaving it as-is. Please feel free to reblog.
UPDATE 2: Clarification on infertility as a disability because I didn't word myself very well in one section!
#bone babble#Chimerism#Chimeras#Moonpaw#Changing skies#Intersex#She could ALSO be disabled but no it's not inherently because she's intersex/a chimera. Some people are just disabled.#She wouldn't be intersex if both zygotes were XX but ttshshsush. Hush. 100000 Intersex Moonpaw upon ye.#Every intersex person is worth their weight in gold btw#Also anon I'm not mad just disappointed
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SUN: Ohh, how they grow up so fast!! Happy Birthday, Maria!!!!! // ME: Thanks, Sun. And thank you for having always been there when I needed it. You'll always mean a lot to me.
SIFFRIN: Happy birthday // ME: Thank you, traveler. / ...Did you know that the main reason I got In Stars and Time was because I couldn't stop crying for two weeks and watching you get trapped in time prison made me a happier healthier person?
SIFFRIN: ...huh? // ME: Yeah, I don't think there was a normal way to put that.
ME: Ah... wait... But isn't there something that means even more to me than the characters I love?
ME: Oh! The people I love!
ME: The world used to look so lonely to me. Thank you, genuinely, to anyone who has ever laughed with me, and shown me that the world's much brighter than that.
ME: Although messy (it's 11:58PM on November 12th), my last sketch as a 17 year old... goes to Charlie Emily from Five Nights at Freddy's. / Although I didn't know her as Charlie at the time, but merely as the Puppet, she has always been a favourite of mine.
ME: And my first drawing at the age of 18 is... ah... Hold on, this isn't working out. Let's try again later.
ME: Ah yes, that's better. // MIRABELLE: Happy Birthday!! // Me: Why thank you, Mirabelle from In Stars and Time!
ME: Happy Birthday, Me. â€ïž
#pillowspace art#sundrop#fnaf sun#isat#isat siffrin#charlie emily#charlotte emily#isat mirabelle#long post
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Perfect Girl
Sawamura Daichi x f reader
Part one
Summary: Itâs been a few days since your night with Daichi and even though you exchanged phone numbers and he texted you, you havenât yet gathered the courage to answer him and even less to see him again. But you canât stop yourself from wanting more.
Warnings: smut, aged up characters, softdom!Daichi, sub!reader, inexperienced!reader, sub drop (low key?), age gap of 7 years LEGAL OFC, thigh riding, nipple play,
âYOU HAD SEX?!â your best friend screams and dramatically slaps her hand on her mouth. You visibly cringed and looked away. âDonât say it. Makes it real.â You mumbled.
âIâm fucking saying it. Itâs fucking real, Y/N. You got laid. And looking at the way youâre blushing, it wasnât bad. I would even dare to say you enjoyed yourself.â She laughed pointing at your neck âAnd clearly he enjoyed you too.â
You groaned. âShut up. Iâm lost. I donât know what to feel or to think.â
The look in her face changed to something way more empathetic. She scooted closer to you and wrapped her arms around your fragile figure. âItâs okay, babe. How about you tell me about it first? If you want to.â
âHe said all that?! Ohh heâs a talker.â Your best friend was literally kicking her legs in the air and squeaking. You frowned. âWhat?â
âYou know, some guys donât really talk much during sex. They just do their thing and are pretty much quiet while doing it. Some guys donât even do anything tho. Thatâs when you have to take the lead.â She explained.
Your eyes widened. The idea of taking the lead in a situation like that frightening to you.
âBut from what you just told me he sounds like heâs got both down just fine.â She calmed you
âAnyway, what next? What did you do? Do you have his number?â
You bit your lip and told her about the night three days ago.
After Daichi made you trink what felt like a gallon of water, you obviously had to go to the toilet. Finally peeing after he annoyed you about that all night.
Not once did he leave your side, checking up on you and asking wether you were fine or not several times.
It made you feel all giddy and made your stomach twist in a very comfortable way. But you still couldnât shake the uneasy feeling inside you.
You just lost your virginity. Your virtue. To a random man you met at a club.
Sure he made it very clear that he was interested in you beyond just sex and assured you plenty of times that you didnât have to sleep with him. But still.
What if that wasnât true? Or worse. What if you did go on a few dates with him and all your chemistry got lost after immediately doing it?
How would you explain this to your parents? You probably shouldnât. Would he ever meet your parents?
âYouâve been sitting on the toilet staring at me for more than 10 minutes now, sweetheart. I can see the wheels turning in your pretty head. Whatâs going on?â
You got torn away from your thoughts by his voice and only then realized you were actually staring at him standing across from you, leaning against the sink with his arms crossed over his chest.
âOh. Nothing. Iâm sorry for making you wait.â You quickly wiped yourself and flushed the toilet.
You stood up and now the two of you were just a few inches apart, both still naked and staring at each other.
Daichiâs brow raised. âNo need to apologize. You are definitely thinking about something, donât lie to me. If you donât want to talk about it, thatâs okay.â
Once again his natural dominant behavior and especially his communication skills left you blushing and looking away.
But he didnât have it. Instead he took your face in his hands and made you look at him again. You quickly realized tonight that he was a fan of eye contact and verbal answers.
âCome on. Letâs take a shower first.â He gently took your hands in his, kissing your forehead and leading the way into the shower.
The hot water soon hit both your hair and skin as well as Daichis and made you relax. Without realizing you had held a breath that you now finally let out.
For a good while neither of you said anything, just standing next to each other, enjoying the hot water.
But for some reason the silence made you doubt yourself. Did he not like your performance? Would he send you home after your shower and never talk to you again? Maybe he was like this with all girls and just did what he thought he had to?
You were clearly not the only girl he had slept with recently and it made you⊠jealous? Insecure? Maybe both.
He probably had a lot of comparisons he was thinking of right now. You for sure werenât the best he ever had.
Your thoughts were interrupted by your own loud sob. Your eyes widened immediately and your hand went to cover your mouth. You didnât even realize you were crying.
Daichi didnât say anything and instead put his hand on the back of your wet hair and pushed your head into his chest, hugging you to him.
His second hand landed on your back, gently brushing it with his fingertips.
-
Later the two of you were lying in bed, your head on his naked chest and his hand in your hair, both trying to get some sleep.
You hadnât talked since your little breakdown in the shower and even though you knew Daichi was probably doing it out of respect for you and not because he was angry, you still felt bad.
âIâm sorry about crying in the shower. That mustâve been so offensive to you.â you mumbled, tracing shapes with your finger on his stomach.
âDonât. Donât do that. I know all of this is new to you, that alone is a valid reason to feel overwhelmed. And then all that stuff with your family has to be rough. I get it, donât worry. And youâre definitely not the first girl to cry after having slept with me, I can be a lot in bed.â
You looked up at him with a confused expression âWhat do you mean? I didnât feel like it was too much.â
âI said a lot, sweetheart, not too much. Besides you didnât get the full experience. Or did you think a power dynamic like this was the average experience, hm?â He winked at you, chuckling when your face visibly heated up.
âI- I donât know whatâs average, but I was wondering what all those hints were aboutâŠâ you mumbled.
âYouâll see soon enough. If thatâs what you want of course? Maybe youâd prefer someone softer whoâd let you lead if you want?â His face tilted a little to the side with a questioning look.
âI donât think so? I liked it that way. I mean I donât know anything different, so itâs just- I am-â you sighed âconfused. I feel exhausted and anxious about whatâs to come.â
âThatâs okay. Donât feel pressured. I am sorry to have asked you this when I knew you were struggling. Letâs just sleep, okay? The world will look much different tomorrow.â
You simply nodded but didnât move, still holding your body up on his chest and looking at him. âDaichi?â
He didnât reply and instead just raised his eyebrows. Your stomach twisted in a funny way but you still didnât look away from him.
âKiss me, please.â
Daichi grinned, wrapping his arms around you and turning the two of you over so that you were now lying under him.
âOf course, sweetheart.â
âWow. Thatâs like⊠such a green flag?? What a man. What happened next? Donât keep me in the dark here!â Your best friend demandingly snapped her fingers in front of your face.
You cleared your throat. âI left. I-â you closed your eyes and sighed âI snuck out in the morning while he was still sleeping.â
Your best friends jaw practically hit the floor. âWhy would you do that?â
âI donât know. I- I felt bad, I guess? He was so nice and I am new to all of this. I canât give him what he gave to me. The communication skills and confidence, I donât have that.â You rambled, playing with your hands.
âOh baby.â She pulled you in a tight hug, wrapping her arms around you again. âLook, from what I heard, he is very understanding. So I donât think you need to worry about that at all. And confidence is something that can be gained. And communication can be learned. Itâs not like your parents teached you much when it comes to those things.â
You quickly looked at her, eyes blown wide. âThatâs another problem. How do I explain any of this to my parents? They will absolutely abandon me if they hear any of this.â
âDonât tell them. Y/N, youâre 23, they are not entitled to this information. Itâs your life. Your body. Your choice. I know you learned that your opinions and needs donât matter but thatâs so not true! And I think Daichi would be great at teaching you this.â
She silently giggled âAmong other things.â
You groaned, letting your head hit her shoulder hard. âI have his number.â
She squeaked. âEven better! I wouldâve just asked Sugawara for his number but if you have it already, we can text him now!â
Your face heated up. âHe already texted me. I didnât reply.â
âRude. Come on, let me see.â
unknown: Hey you, when I woke up this morning you were already gone. Are you okay? Please text me once you see this, Iâm a little worried.
saturday, 10:06 a.m
âGirl, you didnât even safe his number?? And you completely ignored him! Not on my watch. Weâre replying now.â
âBut-â ânow.â She interrupted you. âHow about something along the lines of âsorry I had a lot to think about. Would you like to meet up and talk about some things?â How does that sound?â
âI donât wanna meet up and talk about some things⊠he makes me nervous.â This was something you so far hadnât even admitted to yourself. He made you nervous. What did that mean for you?
âVery cute. But you still have to see him again, babe. If you want this to work that is.â
-
Daichi was just heading out of the police station when his phone buzzed in his pocket. Quickly he looked at him expecting an important call.
What he saw instead surprised him.
Y/N: Hey⊠Iâm so sorry for ignoring you⊠I had a lot to think about and needed some time, but Iâm good now. Would you like to meet up?
thursday, 2:34 p.m
He didnât expect to hear from you so soon or at all to be honest. But that wasnât to say he wasnât glad you answered him. One might even say he was relieved.
Ever since he woke up and you werenât there anymore he had an anxious feeling in his chest because even though he wasnât surprised when he couldnât find you, he still wanted to see you again.
The last time Daichi was in a serious relationship, was a very long time ago and although he was content with being single and having unattached flings, he felt at the age of 30 it was time to settle down.
Of course he wouldâve never imagined to meet a random girl at a club who was not only seven years younger than him but also extremely inexperienced. But he couldnât help it.
You were constantly on his mind and he wanted to show you every thing you were missing out on so badly. Not only sexually but in general.
Due to his dominant character, Daichi was used to being the caregiver and in charge in his previous relationships but with you it was different.
He wanted to protect you, provide for you and make you forget every bad thing that had ever happened to you. He wanted to take you away from your unsafe and toxic environment and show you love. Real unconditional love.
Which was kinda crazy and new to him, considering he only knew you for six days.
Naturally Daichi immediately answered your text once he got in his car.
Daichi: Donât worry about it. I just got off of work, do you have time right now?
thursday 2:46 p.m
To his surprise you quickly texted him that you could be ready in an hour and you agreed to meeting at your favourite café.
Daichi smiled. You would meet again in an hour and he wasnât just nervous but also excited to see your nervous composure which you would for sure have. You were cute like that.
-
You brushed down your dress on last time, looking down at your body. You were wearing probably one of the most revealing outfits you had ever worn.
Just two weeks ago you wouldâve gasped at the black dress at itâs low cut neckline, that heavily exposed your cleavage, or the fact that it ended in the middle of your thighs, exposing your legs.
âYou had sex with this man, y/n. Wear the damn dress.â Your best friend had said. She also made you shave.
Which was only a little embarrassing to be honest.
âIâm not gonna do it.â you had complained. âIf he sees it, Iâd seem desperate.â She had only laughed at that. âIf he sees it, you had every reason to do it, honeyâ
She was right with this of course but it still felt weird. If your parents or anyone from church could see you like this, youâd be in big trouble.
âYou gonna go inside or just stare at the door?â A hand got placed on your lower back and you immediately jumped.
Your body tensed and all the hair on your body was suddenly standing up.
Just when you wanted to turn around the hand removed itself, brushing your hair off your shoulder. âRelax, sweetheart. Itâs just me.â
âDaichi!â You shouted, almost too excited. You went to give him a hug, but stopped yourself. How do people greet each other that are romantically involved?!
Daichi raised his eyebrows at your action and chuckled, hugging you to his chest. âHow are you feeling?â
This chest vibrated against yours while speaking, making your body tingle from how deep his voice was.
Slowly you broke up the hug by pushing at his chest. Your hands remained on his chest and you thought of how you were touching him there just a few nights ago when the two of you were naked and how much he seemed to enjoy it.
Your eyes widened in shock. What an inappropriate thought. Embarrassed you took a step back, staring at him with blown eyes.
Once you noticed the amused look on his face you quickly looked back down at your feet again. It was almost as if he knew what you thought.
âHow are you feeling, y/n?â He asked again, eyebrows raised again, staring at you a little too intense.
âGood, I think. You?â You tilted your head slightly to the side looking at him through blown eyes. Daichi doubted you even noticed the innocent look on your face.
âYou think?â He frowned, slowly starting to push you in the direction of the door of the cafĂ©.
You almost stumbled at the gesture, luckily catching your step in time. âYes, been a little⊠in my head?â
âI see. Thereâs a lot to talk about, hm?â
You simply nodded at that, walking through the door Daichi held open for you. âThanks.â You muttered.
Daichi bit his lip at that. He just loved how polite you were. So well behaved.
âWhere would you like to sit?â You turned around and asked him. Again Daichi bit his lip, this time you noticed of course, staring at them.
Quickly you cleared your throat, shaking your head a little. âEhm, I like window seats but we can sit wherever you like!â
âA window seat sounds perfect to me. Choose your favourite one, sweetheart.â
You opened your mouth to protest, you asked him to choose, but you figured Daichi wouldnât give in anyway so you just opted for your regular seat by the window.
Once you had taken you seat, Daichi pulling back your chair and having you sit first, of course, a waitress came quickly to take your orders.
You chose your favourite caramel latte and a brownie while Daichi unsurprisingly sticked to a simple black coffee and nothing else.
âSo⊠how was work?â You awkwardly asked, avoiding eye contact. Daichi chuckled and shook his head a little.
âUnadventurous, I got some paperwork done for the most part. What is it you do, exactly? You never told me. I remember you dodging the question several times last Friday.â
Of course you dodged a question like that after all he had said about the religious beliefs of your family. You swallowed thickly and just when you were about to spin some lie for him, the waitress came with your order.
Immediately your shoulder relaxed which Daichi realised, furrowing his brows. Still he politely thanked the woman, his eyes never leaving your shy frame though.
When she was gone and he still looked at you, not saying or doing anything, you felt yourself starting to squirm.
And then the inevitable happened. You began rambling.
âDid you know that in some parts of the world itâs not allowed to call oat milk, oat milk? Because milk is defined by being drawn from a living animal and therefore-â
Suddenly Daichi grabbed your aggressively gesturing hands, shutting you up right away. âWhat are you talking about?â He laughed.
âSorryâ You muttered embarrassed by your own behaviour.
âWere you trying to make me forget my question?â He still had a smug smirk plastered over his face.
âNo! YesâŠâ his smile grew at your nervous breakout, muttering a quiet cute to himself.
âBut it wasnât on purpose! Sometimes when I feel overwhelmed or just donât know what to do I start talking about the most random stuff because I canât deal with uncomfortable silence and silence is always uncomfortable.â
âYou think so? What about when you were at my place, hm? There was a lot of silence between us, did you feel uncomfortable then?â His head tilted slightly to the side, mustering you.
You sighed defeatedly. âNo, of course not, but that was different.â
âHow so?â
You sighed again. No way out of this conversation. At least you made him actually forget about his earlier question. âBecause I wasnât uncomfortable, I guess? I donât know.â
âSounds very reasonable, sweetheart. I feel proud you are comfortable with me. But you still managed to successfully dodge my question, hm. Thereâs no job to be embarrassed about or will you be in trouble when you tell me, because Iâm a policeman?â He tried to lighten the mood.
You managed to laugh a little, but still looked worried. Daichi feared he hit a nerve and just when he wanted to reassure you that you did in fact not have to tell him anything you donât want to, you spilled.
âThereâs no job to be embarrassed about becauseâ you mindlessly picked apart your brownie like a little kid would âbecause there is no job at all.â
Daichi only smiled a pitiful smile at that, his thumbs caressing your wrists. âThatâs it?â He chuckled.
âBaby, you made me think you did something highly illegal or inappropriate. Why are you so embarrassed?â
You frowned, almost angry retreating your hands from his grip. âIâm not just embarrassed, I am ashamed. Iâm in my twenties and have never worked a single day in my life, Daichi! What does that make me?â
âIn your case a young, confused woman. If itâs so horrible for you, why donât you change it?â
You swallowed thickly, now this topic again. You bit your lip, looking away from him and thatâs when he understood.
âYour family doesnât allow you to have a job, do they?â He asked and you slightly shook your head at that. âPoor girl. You really have some issues to resolve, hm?â
You silently took a bite, the fork straying in your mouth for a little so you could subconsciously chew on it.
Daichi watched you for a few seconds before pulling it out of your mouth. You came back to reality and looked back at him with shocked eyes.
Your hand quickly covered your face. âOh God, sorry! Iâm acting as if my life is terrible or something. Most people would probably be happy to be financed by their family and do whatever they want without working for it.â
âDonât apologise, I get it. You want to decide things for yourself and not depend on your parents for everything in your life. You donât want to be treated like a child.â He concluded.
You paused for a second, looking at him through blown eyes. âYes. Yes! Thatâs exactly it. They are trying to make me depend on them, need them until I have a husband I can depend on and stay home and take of our children. I donât want that for myself.â
âAnd thatâs fine, sweetheart. Youâre a grown woman, you can do whatever you want. I know that sounds impossible, but itâs not. I can help you.â He assured you, taking a sip from his coffee.
You smiled your first real smile for the day. âI think I would like that.â Your smile dropped âBut itâs not gonna be easy for me⊠I tend to run away from my problems and ignore them.â
Daichi blew air through his nose, laughing. âI could tell.â
You blushed behind your mug. ââM sorry.â You mumbled.
âItâs okay, I thought this might happen before things even got heated.â He looked at you, winking. âDonât do it again though and donât ever ghost me afterwards. I was worried about you.â
âIâm sorry. I was just so overwhelmed and I didnât want to make you feel like it was your fault that I felt this way and I figured it would be best if I handled things on my own.â
âYou shouldnât feel like you have to deal with things on your own. I want to know things, y/n. Talk to me, only then I can understand and help you. The things we did that night can be overwhelming just on their own, especially if done for the first time and with all your stuff on top, I wanât to be there for you.â
You put both your hands on your hot, reddened cheeks and simply nodded at his statement.
Daichi raised his brows, urging you to answer. Which you did with a mumbled âokayâ. For now he just accepted that.
-
Later when the two of you had finished your drinks and food, it was already getting dark and the shop was about to close.
âLetâs get out of here, okay?â Daichi suggested and you nodded.
He stood up before you could, taking your jacket and pulling his hand out for you to take. Of course he paid, too.
You smiled and shook your head a little. Waiting for his change at the register, he heard your laugh, looking back at you with a smirk and raised eyebrows, looking gorgeous in his leather jacket.
You bit your lip, looking back at your phone, where you were texting your best friend about what a gentleman he was being right now.
When he came back, Daichi put his hand on your lower back to lead you out of the café.
âAre you here by bus or is your car parked here somewhere.â Daichi asked in the parking lot.
You scrunched your nose. It was getting quite cold. âBus. I donât have a driverâs license.â You admitted.
Wordlessly Daichi took off his jacket, putting it over yours and said:âLet me guess, your parents said you donât need one.â
You nodded and he shook his head. âIâll drive you then.â
-
The drive was rather quiet, only the occasional directions given by you interrupted the comfortable silence between the two of you.
For once, you didnât feel the need to ramble. For once, you enjoyed the silence.
The only thing that got your heart racing, and embarrassingly enough your thighs squeezing, was his hand resting on the inside of your knee every time he had to look back or the car came to a halt.
Of course Daichi noticed you squirming but spared you the embarrassment of saying anything. He couldnât help but smile to himself tho. Cute.
Once you arrived at your apartment, his hand once again landed on your leg, this time a little higher, squeezing your thigh.
âMeet me again this week, hm? I canât seem to get enough of you.â He chuckled and started rubbing your leg on the inside with his thumb.
Again you squeezed your legs at that, immediately clearing your throat to distract him from your uncontrolled actions.
âOkayâŠâ you murmured, avoiding eye contact with him.
Daichi chuckled again, slowly removing his hand from your thigh. Without a second thought you grabbed it, looking at him wide eyed.
He just raised his eyebrows at that, smirking a little. But when he didnât say or do anything except for staring back at you, you all of a sudden felt incredibly nervous, letting go of his hand again.
âSorry! I donât know why I did that.â
Without a word, Daichi just smiled and just pulled his seat back, spreading his legs a little.
âCome, sit.â He said, patting his thigh.
Your eyes went even wider. âNo, no. The space is-â
âPlenty enough. Sit now.â He said again, this time a little firmer, making it almost sound like an order.
Once you unbuckled your seatbelt, finally did he budge by lending you a hand.
You looked at him, feeling a little helpless but still awkwardly took it and started climbing over the middle console. Daichi watched you with an amused expression.
You clumsily landed on his lap, but only on one of his legs, your core pressing against his thigh. You looked at him with hot cheeks and put your hands on his shoulders to push yourself up again.
When you tried to move and sit on both his legs though, he stopped you with his hands on your waist. âDonât. Like this is fine.â
Your eyes went even wider, if possible, your hands squeezing his shoulders, still trying to push your weight up. When he carefully, but with force, pulled you down, you could only yelp surprised by his sudden action.
âAre you sure? I know I can be quite hea-â
He interrupted you by putting his hand on your mouth and as if on instinct you grabbed his wrist, with both of your hands.
Diachi took in the sight in front of him with dark eyes, his pants growing incredibly tight. Your eyes were innocently blown, cheeks flushed, thighs squeezed together around his own and hands holding onto him. He had to resist the urge to lower his hand a little and wrap it around your tiny neck.
He groaned at his own, intruding, yet appealing thought. But when he saw the unsure look on your face, he was painfully reminded why he couldn't indulge in such actions with you, at least not yet.
So instead of doing what he so painfully wanted to, Daichi let his hand go through your hair, putting some loose strands behind your ear and giving you an understanding expression,
"Don't finish that sentence, sweetheart, or it will wound my pride." He laughed at your confused look with the little head tilt, you probably never noticed.
But instead of explaining what he meant, he very slowly, very carefully pulled you against him.
Your chest hit his, your arms curled around his neck, having your fingertips play with the hair at the back of his head.
You subconsciously sucked your lower lip between your teeth, biting it.
He car was deadly silent, so was the parking lot and for the moment you forgot that any one of your neighbours could come by and see you like this.
Not that they would care.
Still biting at your lip, you admired the face of the man below you. Sharp jaw, deep brown eyes, a little stubble on his chin, fluffy, short hair.
Your thoughts were disrupted by Daichiâs finger pulling your lip out of your mouth with his thumb, caressing it in the process.
You gasped at that, leaving your mouth open a little, perfect for his thumb to find its way inside.
At first only a little, testing the waters, but when you didnât resist, Daichi chuckled, this time differently, it was dark and fucking sexy.
It made you whimper and when he pushed his thumb all the way in, you couldnât help but let out a full on moan.
You can feel your entire face, ears and neck heat up from embarrassment, but you didnât care anymore, when Daichi, with a hoarse, deep voice orders you to suck.
Without a second thought, you do as youâre told and you wonder if he has you wrapped around his fingers right now, if you would do everything he told you. Probably.
âGood girl. Youâre so perfect for me, arenât you?â
You look at him through hazy eyes when his thumb leaves you with a quiet plop of your mouth.
You can see him swallow thickly, hands wandering down to your ass, squeezing your breasts and hips in the process.
âYou tell me if any of it gets too much, okay?â He asks, kneading your ass.
Youâre overwhelmed, fisting his shirt but he still has your cunt gushing and clenching.
âYes. Kiss me, Daichi, please.â You whined, pushing back against his hands.
Your clit rubbed on his rough jeans perfectly from your movement, making you whimper. âOh~â
âFeels good, hm? Keep moving if you like it, princess.â Daichi kissed your throat as he let his hands wander under the skirt of your dress.
His fingertips felt a thin layer of lace, making him frown. He looked up again your red face.
âWhere are your granny panties? I liked those, you know.â
You blew air in your cheeks, letting out an embarrassed squeal. âI just thought maybe youâd like these better?â
He couldnât help but smile boyishly at your confession. âSo you hoped we might have sex today?â
Your eyes grew wide at his bold statement. âNo! I- just in case. My friend- oh god this is terrible.â
Your head fell forward, hitting his chest. You could feel it vibrating when Daichi laughed. âIâm just teasing, sweetheart. Wear whatever you feel like wearing.â
You laughed a little at him and for a few seconds you didnât look up, gathering your courage. âSo about that kiss-â
Before you could even finish your sentence, Daichis lips were already on yours, his tongue licking your lower lip, gently nibbling at it.
You sighed, your body relaxing against him, one of your hands burying itself deep in his hair, the other brushing his face while desperately letting him in your mouth.
Daichiâs hands grab your hips and with a little force, he gets you to move again. Your wet cunt rubbing on his leg.
Your breath stuttered at the friction, your eyes squeezing shut.
But you couldnât stop moving, slowly rutting against Daichiâs leg.
After he realised, youâd move on your own, Daichi slowly started to pull down the straps of your dress, exposing your bra.
It was lacy as well without any cup, exposing your hard nipples. It probably matched your panties and Daichi would love to see it, but the sight of you humping his thigh was much more inviting.
You were pretty much in your own world, barely realizing him removing your bra until he twisted one of your nipples, making you jump and gasp.
Your hips fastened, hands desperately shaking, fisting Daichiâs shirt and hair.
He was still playing with one of your breasts, while his other hand was slowly moving up your back.
âYou okay, princess?â He whispered in your ear, his hand tangling in your hair, slightly pulling your head back to expose your neck.
You moaned at that, quickly nodding your head.
Of course he wouldnât have that, his hand leaving your chest and touching your neck and chin again. âI asked if you were okay. Answer me properly, sweetheart.â
Your eyes went wide, lips parting slightly to let out a quiet whimper. âIâm okay. Daichi, please. I canât~ hah.â
Your hips were still moving, slower than before. Daichi raised his brows at you, hands now cradling your face.
âFuck~â he cursed under his breath. You were literally perfect, with your blown eyes, messy hair framing your face, lips swollen and face read.
âWhat is it, sweetheart? Tell me, come on.â He leaned in really close, his lips brushing yours. âI know you can do it.â
Your face went even redder, heat spreading all the way to your ears and neck. âI canât~â your breath hitched âI canât- cum like this.ïżœïżœ
You let out an embarrassed whine, trying to hide your face. He didnât let you though, still gripping your face.
âHmm. Thank you for telling me, princess. Such a good girl.â He said against your lips, lightly biting your lower lip and pulling it.
Once again you whined, your hands gripping his biceps. Your hips stopped, thighs pressing together around his leg.
âCome on, princess.â Daichi chuckled, tapping your thigh. âSpread your legs for me.â
You bit your lip, slowly swinging your leg over his, now fully sitting in his lap.
Daichi started getting more comfortable in his seat, pulling it all the way back, sliding down a little and man spreading as far as this position allowed.
You looked at him with hot cheeks, legs now equally spread. Everything he did was just so attractive to you.
So of course you couldnât keep in your high pitched moan when he pulled your lower half towards him and pushed your back against the steering wheel.
Your dress slid up all the way to your stomach like this, leaving only your lacy, wet panties to cover you up.
Daichi looked at you, taking the way you gave yourself to him so willingly in, smirk plastered on his face.
Suddenly his eyes darkened, expression changing to something that almost looked like possessiveness.
âFuck I love your body, princess. Especially your titts, donât get me wrong. But theyâre for my eyes only, do you understand?â
You just looked at him with a frown, head slightly tilted to the side, not fully understanding what he was trying to say.
Daichi chuckled again, shaking his head as if he couldnât believe you didnât understand him. He looked you straight in the eyes, intensely mustering you.
Without another word he slowly pulled the straps of your dress up again, his fingertips brushing your arms in the process, making you shiver.
When he was done, his hands gripped your shoulders, massaging them just the tiniest bit before moving down to your hips.
His eyes were still on you when he quietly said âIâm going to touch you now, okay?â
You squirmed at the thought of that, nodding and letting out a breath of what sounded like an âokayâ
One of Daichiâs hands went even further down, pulling your panties to the side and sliding his middle finger from your hole up to your clit.
You hissed at that, trying to close your legs. Which of course Daichi didnât have, his free hand was now gripping your leg, forcing it open a little more.
to be continuedâŠ
If you ever wondered what the man of my dreams is like. This is it. I made myself blush with this skandnwnskwnqne
I hope you enjoyed this as much as I did!
I am also kinda embarrassed how long it took me to write this⊠part 3 will hopefully not take as long⊠no promises, though it is already in progress
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Hihi can you please do a Luke x reader where itâs basically an unrequited love like reader is so in love with Luke and he has no idea so she moves on and years later sheâs over him and confesses to him like a oh I thought you should know and the whole time Luke had been in love with her, kinda base it off that one TikTok audio where itâs like âIâm not in love with you anymoreâ âI never knew you wereâ đ©·đ©·
OHH YOURE FEEDING MY ANGST BRAIN WITH THIS ONE. buckle up lets break some hearts
edit: this ended up being WAY sadder than i originally intended. i am so sorry anon oh my god
i gave you a rare gift (but you didn't want it) â luke castellan
pairing: luke castellan x fem!reader
word count: 2.8k
content: angst, major character/reader death, unrequited love, mutual pining, reader is part of kronos' army, luke and reader are doomed by the narrative, [Y/N] used (sparingly), alcohol mention, description of injury
listening to: bloodfest (from mizumono) by brian reitzell
You are twenty-two years old, sitting on the rocky beach of a lake somewhere in the forests of upstate New York. Light, gentle fog hangs in the air around you, and the only sound is the tap-tap-tap of Luke skipping rocks across the water.
Come dawn, the world will burn. The gods will be dethroned. Every demigod will either be free, or dead.
But now, at midnight, you are twenty-three and Luke turns to you. He's holding a small, squashed cupcake in one hand. "Happy birthday," he says, "to my right-hand man." He pauses. "Woman. Right-hand woman."
He holds the pastry out to you and smiles, but something behind his eyes is empty. Hollow. He hadn't been sleeping recently. As much as he tried to hide it, he couldn't stop you from seeing when he came to you every morning for a cup of coffee and to debrief for the day.
Perks of being the revolution leader's best friend, you think. His right-hand woman.
Luke's eyes flick from the cake to your face. "Do you like it?" He asks, and for a split second, you swear there's a note of hope in his voice. "I wanted to do something, y'know," he says. "Twenty-three is huge. It's a monumental age."
You nod, but stay quiet.
He pauses for a second. "You remember how you always said you wished you never had a birthday?"
When you were twelve, nearly thirteen, your mother drove you across the country to go to summer camp.
"It'll be like a road trip," she said, tossing your duffel bag into the back seat of her battered car. "And then, hey, you'll only stay at camp until the end of August, and then you can come back and go to school. See all your friends again." She squeezed your shoulder and pushed the car door closed. "How about that?"
"Sure," you said. "Super fun."
And it was; you were actually kind of excited. You'd never been to New York. It seemed a million universes away.
And it was your birthday tomorrow. Maybe this was a gift, something that your mother had put together to make up for the years of being too tired and too drunk to make a cake, or get presents, or anything.
Your mother put her hands on her hips and sighed. "You know how I feel about the attitude, yeah? Let's not do this today."
"I wasn't even trying toâ" You cut off as your mother glared at you, her face tense. You knew that look: the biting-the-inside-of-her-cheek, trying-to-be-understanding, trying-to-be-a-good-mom-despite-it-all look.
You hated that look.
"Just..." She sighed. "Just get in the damn car, [Y/N]."
You did, fighting back the tears building in the corners of your eyes, and the slam of the car door closing was as loud as thunder.
Twenty silent minutes of city streets and highway merge ramps and cold, empty stretches of asphalt and concrete passed before either of you spoke.
"Mom," you said, thirty-three seconds into minute twenty-one, "I'm sorry for talking back earlier." Your voice was quiet, shaking, cupped in your throat like a scared animal.
She didn't answer, keeping her eyes fixed on the road.
"I don't like being like this, Mom," you said, looking over at her. The silhouette of her through the driver's side window, backlit by the streetlights, was shapeless. Impassive. "I don't like doing this with you all the time."
She scoffed.
You pulled your legs to your chest, tucking your head between your knees, and tried to find sleep.
You weren't sure how long you slept, but you woke up to the sound of music playing softly over the speakers. Exit signs whizzed past you at what felt like breakneck speed. You wondered, briefly, if you would break your neck if you jumped out of the car right now.
Ultimately you decided against it. You didn't want your mother's last words to you to be, get in the damn car.
That would make her feel guilty, you thought, and that guilt would make her hate me even more.
"I don't wanna fight," you tried instead, picking at a loose thread in the cuff of your jacket sleeve. "Mom, I'm sorry, okay? I don't want us to be mad at each other anymore," you said. A sob caught in your throat, heavy and wet and choking.
Your mother sighed and reached one hand from the wheel to tuck your hair behind your ear. "I know you don't, sweetie," she said. "I don't want to be mad at you either."
"Then why do you do it," you asked.
When she turned to look at you, her eyes were wet. She smiled, or tried to. "Sometimes, certain people justâŠcan't help but fight," she said. "It's just part of who we are, I think."
"Did you fight with Dad?"
Your mother inhaled, quick and sharp through her nose, as she flicked the turn signal to right and guided the car down the exit ramp from the highway, her eyes locked ahead. "Yes," she said. "Sometimes. Sometimes I think that's where we get it."
You swallowed. "Do you ever miss him?"
She doesn't peel her gaze away from the road. "Every day."
The two of you made your way through bustling streets and across too many bridges to count. You thought you fell asleep again, for a minute or maybe a year. Maybe it was all a dream.
"Mom," you asked as she turned onto a worn dirt road, the sunrise barely stretching over the horizon, "why are you bringing me here?"
She didn't answer for a moment. Two moments, then three. Through the leaves, you saw one tree standing impossibly tall. A pine tree.
Your mother parked the car and turned to you. "Because I don't know what to do with you, [Y/N]," she said. "I don't know how I can keep you," she paused, "safe. How I could do this, on my own, in any normal way."
She got out of the car and grabbed your bag, shoving it against your chest. "Camp is just up that hill there," she said, gesturing in the direction of the large tree you'd seen earlier. "Theyâve got people up there waiting for you."
"Mom," you said. "Wait, IâI wanted to talk to youâ"
She shook her head. "I can't come with you, sweetie." She smiled, the curve of her mouth falling just short of her eyes. "You just remember that I love you, okay?"
At that moment, you knew: she was going to leave you here.
âNo,â you said, tears rolling down your face. âNo, noâMom. Mom, please.â
âBefore you go,â she said, her voice tight and sharp, âI wanted to give you this.â She reached into the back seat and pulled out a jacket, worn leather with patched elbows. âIt was mine in college,â she explained, not meeting your eyes. Like she was reading from a play or book, and you were the unfortunate audience. âI figure, it doesnât fit me anymore.âÂ
She pressed a kiss to your forehead. âHappy birthday, baby.â
It was the first time you had ever felt like your mother loved you. You knew she liked you, sometimes. But you were never quite sure if she loved you until that moment.Â
And then she got back into the car with one final, teary nod.Â
And you never saw her again.
âYeah,â you tell Luke, shrugging. âI think Iâve got a pretty good reason, though.â Your lips curve into a smile.
He laughs and tilts his head. Itâs a habit of his; heâll say something and twist his neck just a fraction, narrow his eyes. A nervous tic that not even years of training and fighting and killing could stamp out.
You used to think about kissing his neck when he did it, but now youâre not sure whether you would know the difference between kissing and ripping his throat out.Â
âTrue,â Luke concedes. You laugh, too, unrestrained and loud. âGods, your sense of humor is dark.â
âYou laughed first,â you remind him. He grins.
The cupcake he offers you, despite its lumps and smears of frosting, is pretty good. You split it apart with careful fingers and hand half of it back to him.
âYouâre celebrating with me,â you laugh, âso you get half. Thatâs the rule.â
Luke simply smiles at you and takes the crumbling cake from your hand. âWhatever you say.â
You roll your eyes, grinning back. âDamn right.â
Lukeâs laugh rings out again, sharp and bright against the night sky. Firelight flickers across his face, painting him in brilliant streaks of orange and gold.Â
âAfter tomorrow,â Luke murmurs, pulling his knees up to his chest, âwe can do this whenever we want.â The wind ruffles his hair almost fondly, floppy brown curls stirring and settling back against his skull.
You raise an eyebrow. âThis?â
He gestures in a wide arc. âBe here, like this. Just be people, instead of demigods or heroes or revolutionaries.â Lukeâs voice picks up, conviction surging into his words. âI mean, seriouslyâwhen was the last time you thought you would ever have a normal life?â
Youâd never understood the demigods who joined Lukeâs cause without knowing him. The plan itself seemed crazyâthe only way anyone would follow it was if they knew their leader could pull it off.Â
You have to know Luke to know he was capable of that, you think.
Until now. Now, you see what you think everyone else seesâa real leader, a revolutionary. A force for change with a silver tongue.
He makes it all seem so possible. You almost think he might pull it off.
Luke looks over to you. âWeâre going to change everything,â he says.Â
Almost.
âWeâre going to change the rules,â Luke said, spreading the map over an empty cot in his cabin. âIf we want to win, we need to be thinking six steps ahead of the enemy.â
A few of the campers huddled around the makeshift table shuffled and coughed awkwardly.Â
âEvery strategyâs been done before,â a tall girl with bubblegum-pink hair and an eyebrow piercing shouted from the back of the group. âHow are we going to out-war the god of warâs kids?âÂ
Murmurs rushed around the table, soft and susurrant. Thereâs no way weâre going anywhere here. Weâve gotten our asses beat six weeks in a row. What are we even doing?
Luke smiled. âAres is the god of war,â he said, ânot strategy.â He slung his arm around one of the campers next to him and inclined his head in the direction of the map.
Quietly, almost too quiet for you to hear, he murmured into the girlâs ear. âDonât doubt yourself, Bethy,â he whispered.
You learned three things in the ten minutes that she spent explaining your teamâs new strategyâ
âone, your team was going to kick some major assâ
âtwo, your strategistâs name was Annabeth Chase, and she was the smartest eight-year-old you have ever metâ
âand three, Luke was right.
Annabethâs plan took the rules of Capture the Flag and threw them out the window. She split the team into four subgroups, each with a delegated leader. Luke nodded along as she talked, marking the map with a stubby pencil.Â
When Annabethâs eyes, dark and piercing, searched the crowd and landed on you, you felt your heart stop.
âYou,â she said, âare you good with a sword?â
You raised your eyebrow, pointing to yourselfâjust to confirm this genius child was speaking to youâand Annabeth nodded.Â
âI guess?â You said, shrugging. âI know some basic stuff, and Iâm good at disarming.â
Annabethâs face broke into a smile. âWork with Luke on the first wave of offense.â She gestured to the map. âYou two will take points B and B-one,â she explained. âMy group will take the A-points. You wait for our signal to move in.â
You met Lukeâs eyes across the table. Hey, you mouthed.Â
His eyes flicked up and down your form. Hey, he mouthed back. You ready to win?
You smiled and nodded.
Good, Luke said, all teeth. Letâs go.
He stood and grabbed his helmet. You did the same.
âIâm [Y/N],â you said as you followed Luke through the forest. âWe, uhâwe met when I first got here, like, a year ago.â I was sobbing my eyes out because my mother abandoned me, you didnât add. It was kind of pathetic. I think I threw up from crying so hard.
You suddenly hoped Luke didnât remember meeting you, actually. That would be less embarrassing.
He turned and caught your eye. âYou live in the same cabin as me. âCourse I know you.âÂ
Of course he remembers.
You laughed, flushing red. âOh. Yeah. Of course.â
The silence was so thick, you could have cut it with the sleek bronze of your sword.
In the end, it was Luke who broke the silence. âYou wanna play a game while we wait out here?â
You shrugged. âSure,â you said.Â
âTwenty questions,â Luke replied. âSo we can learn enough about each other to actually work together.â He smiled. âWhatâs your favorite color?â
âLow-hanging fruit,â you said, your voice just barely taking on a teasing tone. âItâs green.âÂ
Luke laughed, loud and full and bright. âApologies,â he said; mirth crept into his words, staining everything with a tinge of that laughter. âIâll go for the more gut-wrenching, intimate questions next time.â
You flushed red again. Intimate questions. What the hell does he mean by that?
âMy turn,â you said instead. âWhat do you want to be when you get older?â
âWeâll be heroes,â Luke whispers. âReal heroes. Not figureheads propped up by the gods.â
You wish you could believe him. Heâs lying on the beach next to you, his head resting in the junction between your shoulder and your neck. Over the treetops, the stars are beginning to fade from the sky.
Itâs almost time.
Your throat feels like someone has sanded it down to expose your vocal cords. This is a bad idea, you want to say. We shouldnât do this. Tell me we can still not do this.Â
âWanna play twenty questions?â You say, crackling and hoarse.
Luke turns to look at you. âYeah,â he murmurs.Â
âMy turn first,â you whisper. Luke nods.
You take a deep breath, in and out. âAre we going to die doing this?â
Luke inhales sharply. âMaybe,â he says. Slowly. Deliberately. âBut weâll do everything we can to make sure we donât.â
âI got another question,â you say. Luke raises an eyebrow. His knuckles brush yours as you sit up.
âAre you scared?â
Itâs your birthday.Â
You think youâre going to die.Â
Luke is kneeling over you, the palm of his hand pressed against the wet opening in your stomach where someone had caught you with a spear. The shaft of it is still sticking out of you, you think. Youâre afraid to look down, afraid to see it.Â
âNo,â Luke gasps, âno, no, no.â
You watch as the gold fades from his eye, leaving behind the honey-dark brown you remember. His hands are slick with bloodâmost of itâs probably yours, it has to be yours. Youâre bleeding out, after all.Â
You tug on Lukeâs sleeve weakly. âHey,â you breathe. âLuke. Itâs okay, itâs okay. Itâs going to be okay.â
âNo,â he says. âYouâreâyouâre hurt.â
âI know,â you rasp. âI know it hurts. Iâm the oneââÂ
You break off as a cough sticks in your throat. It feels wet. Oily. Desperate to get out. You taste the blood in the back of your throat before you can even take another breath.
ââIâm the one whoâs feeling it,â you finish, your voice tilting up at the end. A joke. Gods, your sense of humor is dark.
Luke laughs weakly. âDonât talk,â he says. âYouâre gonna be just fine, [Y/N], just fine.â
He meets your eyes. You see him realize it in slow motion.
Tell him. Tell him now. Heâs never going to know otherwiseâhe could die any minuteâ
âLuke,â you murmur. âLuke, did you know I loved you?â
He freezes. âWhat?â
You cough again. Blood spills over your lips. âI loved you,â you repeat. âSince we were campers. Had theâŠthe biggest, stupidest crush on you.â
Luke shakes his head. âNo, no,â he says. âYouââ
âYouâre my best friend,â you continue. âWhatever feelings were there, youâre my best friend.â
Lukeâs palm against your stomach is warm. It feels safe. It feels like sleeping side-by-side in the cabin, like shared meals and shared secrets.Â
âWhy are you telling me this?â Luke says, âwhy are youâwhy?â
You blink, just once, but it takes everything you have to open your eyes again after closing them. âBecause Iâm going to die,â you whisper. âAnd even ifâeven though I moved on, I wanted you toâŠto know.â
Luke bows over your body, pressing his forehead to yours. Tears slip from his cheeks and fall onto yours, driving little rivers through the blood smeared there.
Heâs crying. Why is heâ
âYou idiot,â Luke says brokenly. âI loved you too. I loved you too.â He cradles your head in his lap, brushing your hair away from your face. â[Y/N], Iâm so sorry.â
Your eyes slip shut.
I loved you too, Lukeâs voice echoes. I loved you too.
#â ash's writing#pjo x reader#luke castellan x reader#luke castellan#luke castellan x you#reader insert#y/n#pjo imagine#ok now we get into the warning tags#graphic depictions of injury#major character death#major character injury#reader death#alcohol mention#doomed by the narrative#genuinely im so sorry i really ran wild with this one good god#luke castellan imagine#luke castellan fanfic#â ashâs answering!
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Donnie Darko
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Summary: You and your best friend share a joint. Turns out all you needed was some extra courage.
Warnings: Actually kinda cute, weed, asshole ex, subby!Donnie, he really likes your tits, oral (m and f receiving), fingering, piv sex, protected sex.
Word count: 2177
Notes: This isnât proofread cause itâs almost 5am and Iâm tired. This a bit filthy, like always. And all characters aged up to 18+.
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âCâmon I wanna tryâ Donnie whined. You blew out the smoke away from his face, looking at him with a questioning face. âI thought mixing weed with your meds was badâ you pointed out. Your window was open, but the room was still foggy with smoke. Your parents werenât home for the rest of the week, so why not have a joint in bed? And why not invite your best friend? You hung out all the time anyway, or at least used to.
âYou just want it to yourself i guessâ Donnie said, faking a frown to make you give in. You took a drag and looked at him and sighed. âOh fine, since youâre so annoyingâ you responded and passed the joint. Donnie accepted it and placed the joint to his lips, inhaling and holding it. 1, 2, 3. Before blowing it out and watching it fade away.
Donnie took another drag and relaxed into the pillows beneath him. He looked over at you, already looking a bit droopy. âHow havenât I done this beforeâ He said and laughed, his eyes squinting into thin lines. You laughed back and took the joint from him. âYouâre already off your fucking headâ you said and smiled lazily as you smoked. âWell, probably cause there is more smoke than air in hereâ Donnie joked, looking up at the foggy ceiling. You two finished the joint before stomping it out in your ashtray.
âCan I tell you something?â He asked suddenly, probably because he finally had the courage to. You modded in response. âI feel like youâre always ditching me for other peopleâ he confessed. His eyes were still heavy from his high and his face turned to yours. âWell, now I have more time for you.â you paused before continuing, âI broke things off with Blake.â Your ex took up a lot of your time, a lot of time you couldâve spent with Donnie. âIâm sorry about thatâ, Donnie responded. He sat up against the bed frame, stretched his neck and looked down on you. âNah itâs fine. He was an assholeâ You said and sat up as well. âWhy?â Donnie asked, furrowing his brows as he did. You laughed as you thought back on your ex. âDo you want me to be honest?â You asked raising your brows at your friend. âWhy would I want you to lie?â He asked and you shrugged. âThe sex was really badâ You said quietly before laughing at yourself and the memories.
Donnie swallowed. âOhh, yeah.â He said and seemed to get lost in his own thoughts for a second. You looked over and saw Donnieâs gaze drift off. âOh fuck off, youâre imagining itâ you jokingly accused him. âOh Iâm not!â He defended himself, but he still looked flustered to you. You kept quiet, to keep him talking. Curious about how he would try to save the situation. âOkay, maybe I did. But only cause you mentioned it!â He said raising his arms as if he was being held at gunpoint. âWas it a nice view?â You teased him while snickering at him, watching his face turn maroon. âOh! Who wants to imagine Blake naked?â He said with a disgusted look, eyebrows knit together and his nose scrunched. âAnd what? The rest of the view was good?â You said still joking and laughing about. But Donnieâs eyes widened slightly, âUh no-â he stammered, âI mean youâre not ugly. Or I donât think you are. Or I mean I donât know what you look like-â He got cut off by you. âHey, itâs alright. Iâm not accusing you of anything itâs all a jokeâ but when Donnie didnât respond, you understood that it wasnât all a joke.
You had never thought about it. All your boyfriends had been certified assholes, but Donnie was actually really sweet. You always knew he looked good, but it never went further than that. Those thoughts always got pushed to the side. But they always resurfaced, night after night.
The high surging through Donnie was making him brave. âIâve thought about it a lot. Not you and Blake of course, just youâ he confessed while fidgeting with his nails. You caught yourself smiling but couldnât make it go away. âI wonât resist anythingâ you said, feeling like it was the easiest way to say âme tooâ, without actually saying it.
You sat up against the bed frame, looking at Donnie. Then, he leaned in and kissed you. It was shy at first, soft as he entered new territory. You were the one who licked against his bottom lip, trying to deepen the kiss. And he complied. His hand came up to cup your cheek and his tongue entered your mouth. You moaned against him and his other hand clawed against his jeans, trying to remain unaffected by you.
His breathing got heavier and you couldnât watch him suffer, watch him try to hold back. âYou can touch meâ you whispered to him. You grabbed one of his hand and placed on one of your tits. He watched his hand holding it, groping it. âDo you wanna take it off?â You asked, inching up the hem of your short. Donnie nodded and swallowed. He had never been this scared or turned on ever in his life.
You took your t-shirt off, leaving you in your bra. You sat up next to Donnie and looked at him as his other hand made its way to your tits too, groping you once again. He looked up at you, âcan we take this off too?â he asked nervously. âyeahâ you said with a smile, leaned down to kiss him and unclasped you bra. When you sat back up you let the straps fall off your shoulders before removing your bra completely.
Donnie looked up at you, wanting to make sure that you werenât uncomfortable. But when you smiled down at him all flustered, he felt more confident. âCome closerâ he said, still sounding a bit nervous, but more needy than anything. You climbed over his lap and sat on top of him. His callused thumbs went over your nipples, and you inhaled sharply as they did. âYouâre so prettyâ He said, still looking at your tits, before leaning in and putting his mouth around one of your nipples. You hissed as his teeth grazed it, nipped at it and his hand pinched the other. You hummed at the stimulation and ground down against him. He moaned against your skin and his hand seemed to squeeze your breast harder.
You grabbed Donnieâs hair, tilted his face up and kissed his swollen lips. You laid him down before kissing and biting at his neck, which made him buck his hips against yours. As you reached his collarbones your hands grabbed the hem of his shirt and pulled it off. Your hands grazed his pale skin and you leaned down to kiss down his stomach. Occasionally looking up at him to see him struggle, his mouth agape and eyelids heavy, looking down at you. When your mouth reached his happy trail your hands began to fiddle with his belt. âYeah?â you asked him, holding eye contact. âYeahâ he confirmed and bucked against you.
You smiled, unbuckled his belt and unbuttoned his pants. He raised his hips and you pulled his pants and underwear off, throwing them somewhere on the floor. You hummed as you saw his leaking cock against his stomach. You wrapped your hand around it and Donnieâs breath turned shaky. You stroked him, lingering at his tip each time. His thighs tensed as you ran your thumb over his tip, smearing his precum around.
You looked up at him as you laid your tongue flat against his head, licking over his tip. A low moan escaped his lips as your mouth enveloped him. You hollowed your cheeks as you lowered yourself down on him, grabbing onto his thighs to help yourself from gagging. Donnie breathed in whimpers as your tongue massaged his dick. His hand grabbed your hair and pulled you off of him. âDonât wanna cum like thisâ he panted. A string of saliva connected your mouth to his tip and his cock couldnât help but twitch when he noticed.
âYou wanna fuck me instead?â you asked, still hovering above his crotch. âDonât you want anything?â Donnie asked, cocking his head. You sat up and looked confused. âI could go down on you?â Donnie continued. âYou want to?â You asked, surprised at his proposal. âBlake didnât?â He asked back. You avoided the question. âDo what you wantâ you shrugged. Donnie pat the spot behind him, telling you to lay down. You obeyed and laid your head on one of the pillows. Now you were the nervous one. âCan I?â Donnie asked, hovering his hands above the button of your jeans. You nodded and he quickly undid them and pulled them down with your underwear.
Donnie perched himself on one of his elbows, letting his other hand graze your wet folds. His fingers found your clit and rubbed light circles on it as his mouth went to your thighs. His kisses started making their way up, occasionally stopping to bite down and then kiss it better. When he reached your cunt he removed his fingers and licked a slow, long stripe from your slit to the abandoned bundle of nerves. âHe fucking missed outâ He mumbled against your clit, making you grind against his face. His arms sneaked around your thighs before he placed his tongue back on your clit. Your hands tugged at his hair as the tip of his tongue flicked at you. Your thighs hugged the sides of his face, but he didnât seem to mind. Instead, his tongue went and dipped into your hole. He moaned as he did, which flattered you more than he could imagine. His tongue fucked into you while his nose nudged at your clit. Your head spun as you writhed beneath Donnie. You never knew it could feel this good.
Donnie removed his tongue, placing it back onto your clit and pushed two fingers inside you. You hissed at the intrusion, but then he curled his fingers and began to move them in and out of you. The feeling made you shake like a leaf and you cried out with each flick of his tongue. âGonna cumâ you warned him, not wanting to catch him off guard. He mumbled a âpleaseâ against your clit, before sucking harshly on it. Your legs clamped down on him and you grabbed onto your sheets as the pressure threatened to spill over. And when it did, you moaned loudly and ground against Donnieâs mouth.
When he raised his head, his chin was covered in slick. He crawled up to your face and kissed you deeply, letting you taste yourself on his tongue. âYou donât know how fucking hard that made meâ he whispered between deep breaths. You blushed at his words. âIâve never came from that beforeâ You responded making him moan and kiss you again.
Donnie rutted against your thigh as you made out. âPleaseâ he whimpered in between two kisses, âwanna be inside you.â You kissed him one last time before reaching over to open the drawer beside your bed. You grabbed a condom and ripped it open. Donnie stood up on his knees, offering you to put it on. You rolled the condom onto him before he pushed you back against the covers.
He lined himself up, looked at you for confirmation and when you nodded he slowly pushed himself into you, holding hard onto your waist as he did. He groaned as he bottomed out. âCan I move?â he asked once he felt you relax, desperate to finally cum. âGo onâ you answered and wrapped your legs around him.
He started slowly, not wanting to cum within three seconds. With each thrust he brushed against your g-spot, making you dig your nails into his shoulders. When he got more comfortable, he started moving faster. He placed his arms on either side of you, holding himself up as he fucked you. Your hand grabbed the nape of his neck and pulled him in for an open-mouthed kiss. Your tongues collided and feverishly explored each other. As your breaths ran out, Donnie pulled away and laid his forehead against yours, breathing heavily. His thrusts were getting sloppy as he neared his climax. âTouch meâ you breathed out and Donnieâs hand sneaked between your bodies, finding your clit with ease.
He sat back on his heels, now fucking up into you, making him slam against your g-spot every time. He twitched inside you as he watched himself fuck you, his cock covered in your wetness. You both were getting close, both encouraged by the otherâs moans and whimpers. Donnie didnât last much longer before he stalled and dug his nails into your hip as he came. You followed soon after, pulsing around him. His fingers slowed down against your sensitive clit.
Donnie laid down on top of you while catching his breath. âYou canât keep dating assholesâ he pointed out, âyouâre too good for that.â You smiled at his words, kissed his cheek and responded âI wonât.â
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Can I request Geto x reader. Reader has a crush on Gojo, but Geto is jealous because he really likes her. He has pictures of her in his room and has even stolen some of her personal belongings such as used toothbrushes and even panties. So one day while reader is leaving Gojo's house, she gets kidnapped by Geto and he drags her to his house to have some fun.
With Him?!
Warnings : smut , heavy smut, unprotected sex, Noncon, physically and emotional abuse, biting, torture, size difference, jealous Geto....
( All characters are aged up/18+)
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In college I have two female friends. Shoko and Mei Mei. They were like my bestfriends. I shared everything with them and they shared everything with me. I loved them so much. We were BFF. But they weren't my only friends. Gojo and Geto was also my friends. They were also my close friends.
Gojo Satoru and Geto Suguru were the most famous boys in our college. They were very well-known in our college for their charms. All girls were ready to throw their body to them. But they didn't give a fuck. Those girls were jealous of us three girls because Gojo and Geto were close friends of us.
But the thing noone knew was Geto Suguru has a crush on me. Oh no... that's not a crush that's obsession. He was obsessed with me. Always stalking me, following me everywhere, staring at me at college. But he never let anyone notice that. And one thing Geto didn't know is.... I've a crush on Gojo. That's bad...if he get to know...that will be soooooo bad... right?
We all lived in the college hostel. The hostel was huge. That has five floors. Geto and Gojo's room were in the first floor. Mine and Mei' Mei's one was on the third floor and Shoko's one was on the fourth floor.
It was a normal day. I was walking outside of our hostel. I saw Gojo's kitchen window was open and Gojo was doing something there. "Hey.... what you doing?" I asked him. He looked at me. "Oh y/n.... Uh nothing much.... actually saw a tutorial of making cake... but I think I did something wrong and can't even find out what I did wrong" he replied with a embarassed smile. "Ohh... can I help you?" I asked. "You will? I mean that will be great" he replied with a blush.
Time passed. We did fixed his cake and was happy with it. "Thanks for helping me" he said. "Your welcome sirrrrr" I replied. "Y/n....are you like.... looking for someone?...any relationship?" He asked slightly blush on his cheek. "Don't know if I'm looking for someone....but I definitely have eyes on someone" I replied with a smile. Suddenly I felt his lips on mine. My eyes widened. He pulled away from the kiss. "Shoko told me " he said. I blushed. "I never thought you like me too" he said. "Should have asked me... idiot!"I said and we both laughed.
Geto's POV
I was passing by Satoru's room. When I looked at his window my heart skipped a beat. I saw Satoru and y/n kissing. I felt my blood started boiling. Satoru told me today morning that Shoko told him y/n likes him. And now they are kissing???!!!! That's can't be! Y/n can't be his!!! She is mine...all mine!!!
Y/n's POV
I just came out from Gojo's room after saying goodbye. When I turned around I saw Geto standing there. "Oh hey Geto... what's up?" I said. "Nothing just hanging around... wanna come in my place.... I'm soooooooo bored right now!" He said funnyly. "Yeah sure" I said and laughed.
We entered his room. He told me that he's coming back and going to change. While he went to change I was walking on the couch. Then I saw a room. It was maybe his study room I guess.
I went to the room. I thought that the room is locked but when I grabbed the door knob it was open. I opened the door and went inside. My eyes were wide open from the view infront of me. I was froze in my place. That room's wall was full with my pictures. My pictures that I didn't even know someone took. And there was a big table in that room. On that table on one side there were some panties. When I went closser I realised those were my panties which were suddenly missing from my closet. Then on the other side of the table there were a laptop. That laptop was open. And what I saw on the laptop screen gave me Shiver down to my spine. On the laptop live camera footage were going on. And it was my room's footage!
All I can feel was fear. I started stepping back and decided to run from the house. I turned around and was about to run when I bumped into someone. And that was none other than Geto Suguru. I looked up at him with fear in my eyes. His face was expressionless. The way he was staring at me it digging into my soul. He started walking towards me and I started walking backwards."you shouldn't have seen these." He said in a low voice still walking towards me. " W-wait-" I tried to speak. " Now you have to face the consequences" he said. A smirk appeared on his lips.
My back touched the table. Geto was so close to me. He leaned towards me. and then he spoke. " You shouldn't have kissed Gojo. He doesn't deserve you. I do." He was staring deep into my eyes. More sceary thing was that smirk on his face. His face was too close to mine. I was breathing heavily. Then he leaned towards my ear and whispered in a low voice. "Now now... let's give you your punishment for that...huh?" His smirk became more hard.
He grabbed my hair and dragged me towards his bedroom. I groaned in pain. He threw me on his bed and locked the door. Took off his shirt and threw it on the floor then started crawling towards me on the bed."please stop" I said and tried to push myself backwards but he grabbed my leg and pulled me towards him. I gasped. He was still smirking."stop?... Where's the fun then? The fun part is about to began ~" he whispered and crashed his lips on mine.
I tried to push him away but his grip was too strong. I can't even move myself. He was kissing me too roughly. I couldn't breathe. He grabbed the hem of my shirt and pulled it over my head. My boobs bounced out. He looked at those with lust in his eyes and didn't waste any time, crashed his mouth on my breast licking, sucking and teasing the nipple and squeezing the other one with his hand. I moaned in the sensetion. I grabbed his hair and tried to stop him by pulling it but it didn't even effect on him. "G-geto stopppp" I scremed but he didn't stop.
Then he took off my skirt and then took off my pantie."I'm gonna took it too" he whispered and then looked at my pussy. He rubbed his finger on my clit and whispered " so wet. You naughty little slut, what were you thinking...huh?". Then he licked my pussy. I couldn't help but moan loudly. He smirked at my reaction and undo his pant.
His dick sprang out. It was too big and too thick. Fear grabbed me by my neck. " G-geto no no no... P-please no... s-stop" I begged but didn't even listen to me and slammed his whole dick inside me in one slide. I scremed. He didn't even give me time to adjust his size and started thursting in and out roughly. I was throughig my legs with pain and begging him to stop. And he was liking it so much. His thurst became harder and harder. I clenched around him tightly and he moaned loudly " ughhhhhh....ahhh s-so...ahhhh....so f-fucking tight " he started rubbing my clit with his thumb and I bite his shoulder scratched his back to control myself. With a few more thurst I came. He was still thursting roughly. I felt his cock pulsing inside me. I tried to push him away with all of my strength." Ughh...no no no no...ahhhhhh...no please no....ahhhhhh..... n-not ahhhh.....not inside..." I moaned. He grabbed my throat and chocked me down to the bed. " Shhh.... shut up and just fucking take what I'm giving you." He screamed. Within a minute he came inside me I could feel his seed inside me.
" You are mine and just fucking mine. Don't ever dare to think of Gojo again...." He whispered in my ear. He was still inside me. I was sobbing and trying to push him away but he was hugging me tightly. Suddenly we heard the sound of door open. "Yo Suguru can I use your..." The voice said a incomplete sentence. We looked at the door. It was Gojo. No no no... it's bad... it's too bad! He started at us with wide eyes. His expression was as if he felt betrayed. We can see the pain in his eyes. He took a deep breath and nodded. I couldn't even say anything. Cause I know I can't make him believe me right now. "I'll come later...nvm" he said and leave the room. Geto smirked at me. "Looks like you lost him, darling" Geto whispered.
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ohh do you think you could give us a full lore drop of ur hard times in houston ocs?? i think they're super interesting and i want to know more!
I'm really glad people are interested in them but also LOL this is a shared OC setting built around the idea of "what if there were a bunch of weird and mostly unpleasant people in a room together?" This is a sitcom to us.
But Rock, Fauzi and Breaker (the first three characters pictured for the unfamiliar) have a slice of life type plotline about being 3 really awful people who accidentally make eachother improve and grow over a long period of time.
Breaker is an asshole who doesn't take anything seriously and only cares about entertaining himself. His boyfriend, Cornelius, is a washed up b-list celebrity almost twice his age that he doesn't really like outside the fact he's rich and makes him feel important.
Fauzi is a cop and a bully who Breaker has developed a beautiful and terrible friendship with. They like to laugh at other people's expense and constantly egg eachother on to act worse and meaner.
Rock is the weird guy Fauzi beats the shit out of a few times a month of in exchange for really expensive restaurant giftcards. Unfortunately for everybody they start developing actual feelings for eachother, and even more unfortunately, Rock is Breaker's ex-husband.
There are various arcs and character interactions I want to draw eventually, such as the "Fauzi stops seeing Rock for a while because they've started dating their boss" arc and the "Cornelius dies so Breaker spirals and starts sabotaging all of his relationships" plot. Ohh and drawing out how these characters met would be fun as well.
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