#oh.... im gonna FUCKING SOB
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𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐁 𝐀𝐑𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔?
Dandelion
You grew up too fast and all you know is the calluses on your fists and the thousand invisible scars that you pretend don't ache. Your anger burns so bright, so hot or maybe not at all, so deep you could never tell it was there. You are yours and you will defend that to the death after so many years of being ripped apart and denied your own agency and maybe you are still facing the bastards who stole your innocence but you will survive because that's the only thing you know how to do without breaking, the only thing you know besides protect, protect, protect, protect, yourself or sometimes those few others you claim as yours. You are a thousand sharp edges but impenetrable, a traumatized child so covered by thorny armor that you promised yourself you're grown now, you're stronger than anyone who has ever hurt you. You're safe. Nothing will ever hurt you again. You're so alone though sometimes, in a world that sees you as too much or too broken or too angry or too hurt, and you want to scream with the too-much of it, prove that you're okay, that you're self-reliant, that you are strong enough to stake your claim on your body, on your mind, on your heart, on your people, and protect it from any who dare take it away from you. You are the sea in tempest, a howling sky, a tsunami in motion, a force of nature, no matter how much you sometimes yearn to be still, to be safe, to be small. You are a dandelion, stubborn and determined to grow in the rockiest of soil, and bloom again in spring.
#lyanna stark. || study.#oh.... im gonna FUCKING SOB#this also applies to a.emond. btw#this makes me SO FUCKING SAD especially post robert's rebellion bc when she l.ives she's. traumatized. for sure#i have a bunch of aus where she goes in different places like g.reywater watch or braavos but she mostly returns to w.interfell+#& she just. has to process that she can't raise j.on (in verses where she's his mother) & on top of all of the bullshit. & had to mourn+#her father & b.randon & knowing that r.haegar is dead. (i leave it up to interpretation in diff verses on what exactly their dynamic was)#& knowing that e.lia & a.egon & r.haenys are dead (in canon). but regardless of what happens she's traumatized for the rest of her life.#n.ed basically banned anyone from marrying her unless she wanted to bc he loved her that much & wanted her to heal.#& so she continues living in mourning while practicing her swordsmanship bc she will never be controlled by sb else ever again.#she out here being a woodswitch & warrior.
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Nothing in the world belongs to me But my love, mine, all mine
#genshin impact#arlecchino#peruere#clervie#ouhhhhhhhh im never gonna be able to emotionally recover from watching that animated short#ever since it came out a couple days ago just thinking of these two makes me feel like my heart is physically being ripped in half#i cant stop thinking about how Clervie was the only person in Arlecchino's life that she truly loved#like dont get me wrong Arlecchino loves her children in her own detached-fucked up way as much as any person with her amount of trauma can#but Clervie meant so much to her that even just her presence alone kept Arle's curse at bay#and it seems that no one other than Clervie herself has ever been able to break this unemotional/detached wall that Arle has put up#and maybe no one else ever will#DONT GET ME WRONG I still fw arle x other female harbingers like that shit is still peak#but oh my god the idea that arle never moved on after clervie's death and will never love anyone the way she loved her makes me want to SOB
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this just in theyre on a date
#aleksander barkov#matthew tkachuk#florida panthers#2425#GLOBAL SERIES STARTING WITH A BANG#1619 HAVING A DATE#A TABLE TO THEMSELVES#IM GONNA SOB INTO MY FUCKING HANDS HELLOO????#oh sashas so quick with it holy shit#DID NOT WASTE ANY TIME HUH#MAFFHEW GLASSES. SOBBING.
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og post: @dogmotif
#chainshipping#adam faulkner stanheight#lawrence gordon#saw 2004#saw#fxmdm edits#ch: very fucking confused#ch: perfect engine#otp: follow your heart#hope everyone reads 'hot' as a really pathetic sob. his voice broke and everything#oh i thought this was gonna be funny but now im sad
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the way you drew kokichi .. i think im ascending to the heavens .. i see the light .. chest collapsing .. heartbeat flatlining ..
oho, a Kokichi enjoyer!! tysm!! it was my first time drawing him at the time so im glad i didnt fail him. i dont want to fail any of the kyoto group. i love them all!! even w my clear favoritism
he's nice too, a bit more expressive than Noritoshi so i can finally draw something that isnt :| or >:( even if it isnt by much- i like him too
I like how he's both a dick but also kinda sweet. He's a different flavor of tsun... i can use this. my knowledge on him is limited but FROM WHAT I SAW IN THE WIKI OH MY GOD???????? OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!! KOKICHI!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#muta kokichi#kokichi muta#mechamaru#kokichi muta x reader#mechamaru x reader#? i guess#double post lets go im tryna be as fast as lightning#woah a non noritoshi post... crazy.......#my hands feel tingly and weird#my blog is so yume centric that my one track mind made you a love interest right off the bat#fuck it. everyone's in love w you unless stated otherwise#congrats. youre a harem leader/protag now except i have a strong bias towards one guy unless asked abt someone else#AND I JUST FOUND OUT MORE ABT KOKICHI???? WHY AM I FUCKING CRYING????? DUDE WHAT THE FUCK#OH NO THIS IS NOT CORRECT.. IS THIS WHAT SHIBUYA ARC IS???? DUDE#IM GONNA RIP OUT MY HAIR. THIS CANNOT BE. I CANT FAWN OVER ANOTHER CHARACTER W SO LITTLE SCREEN TIME AND CONTENT GOD PLEASE#HE GIVES SO MANY VIBES..... LIKE FUCKED UP 'i'll sacrifice the world for you' VIBES AND ITS MAKING MY BRAIN KRCHAKKRCHAKKRCHACK#kokichi muta... another hidden gem.... wipes tear#we'll treat you right kokichi... sobs. there there#null rot#cloaked cult member
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need to write a hospital au need to write a hospital au need to write a hospital au need to write a hospital au need to write a hospital au need to write a hospital au need to write a hospital au need to write a hospital au need to write a hospital au need to write a hospital au need to write a hospital au need to write a hospital au need to write a hospital au need to write a hospital au
#WITH ALL THE JJK MEN#im having brainrot#gojo is 100% emergency dept doctor coded#choso is PEDIATRICIAN#nanami is primary care idc he likes routine n he likes it boring#suguruuu is giving cardiologist#i feel like he could also be internal medicine#toji is anesthesiologist bc he’s lazy asf lol#oh noooo wait sukuna would be internal medicine#or he’d be ortho#so that he can legally use hammers on people#LOL#omg i wanna write a gigantic hospital au reverse harem#where the reader is a first year resident#n she just get her back blown by all these hot doctors#im gonna sob#i can see her being ob/gyn 🤭🤭#i love an ob girlie bc im tryna be an obstetrician loool#ok but fuck me gojo as an ED doc wld drive me nuts#ED docs are hands down the sluttiest#esp on night shift#hnngnnggngg#imagine the QUICKIES IN THE STORAGE CLOSETS YALL WOULD HAVE#hellooo sir#wld also be traumatizing tho#bc what if they call code blue#mid thrust#thats fucking wild#hoenstly thats kinda dark#LOOOOL
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OH ARTHUR BENNETT.. such a gorgeous and intriguing character. terribly burdened by a GRUESOME set of crimes, his light suffocated by a HEAVY century of GUILT. so tragic, so dark and broody, and yet PAINFULLY awkward in any social setting ever
#jrwi fanart#cw blood#jrwi show#jrwi suckening#arthur bennett#OUHH THIS ONE WAS SITTING IN MY WIPS FOR SO LOOOONGwhen i took it out there was mould on it :sob:#BUT i think i was able to fix it up okay#i keep seeing SO MANY MISTAKES RRAAAHHH BUT YOU DONT SEE THEM RIGHT?? THATS ONLY ME. RIGHT?? EXACTLY.#THE KEY IS TO SAY. AND REPEAT AFTER ME. 'FUUUCK IT WE BALL#so anyway. arthur bennett huh? grizzly says that arthur is reaal fuckin difficult to play. and i SUPER get that. i mean LOOK AT HIM..#grizz often needs a minute to think abt what hes gonna say in a way that matches w that Stoic Personality. which is FAIR but also that#ends up making way for awkward confrontations like: the lady in the parky lot. he took too long to answer and scared her away.& I LOVE THAT#arthur is tragic and sad and cool and stoic but hes ALSO awkward and silly and kinda dumb and short sighted. HE HAS COMPLEXITIES#I LOVE WHEN TTRPG CHARACTERS HAVE A GOOD SET OF SHORTCOMINGS. ESPECIALLY WHEN U FIND THEM ONLY AS U PLAY THEM.#I COULd go on and on saying the same things w different words abt arthurs intriguing and entertaining character but i shall spare u. for no#ILL ALSO MENTION HOW MUCH I LOVE HIS FLAVOR THO.. I LOVE TALL HOT BOY WHOS ONE W THE DARKNESS.. I REMEMBER WHEN HE FIRST MENTIONED THE#BADLUCK. N I WAS LIKE OOOHH THATS WHY HIS DESIGN IS SO COOL N CHAOTIC N ASYMMETRICAL. HES UNLUCKY!!! i love love love his design so much...#GRaaauruguguraguhhghghgh what else what else is there for me to spew on abt...i think im reachin a limit here..OH MAGNUS. i hope that#we get to know more abt how magnus and arthur met.. like How they became besties... ouuhh... I ALSO WANNA KNOW MORE ABT MARY DAVIS. LIKEHOW#he also apparently spent alotta time in a zone dominated by edward twilight? all he remembers is constant partying? I WANNA KNOW MORE..#i think i got room 4 one more ramble SO. THE ART PIECE.as i said its gone a lil stale BUT. im still very proud o the bits where hes allScar#I WANNA SEE HIM GET SCARYMORE. I like the idea of shadows solidifying to make him strange and eerie.like TEETH n CLAWS n SPINES n YESS#also the SILVER EYES.no1 does silver eyes like the show Claymore. they make em look so striking and eerie...i also like to think that#human arthur had deep beautiful brown eyes.just in my beaitufl heart.i mean look at him..i wanna cook him n eat him.ANYWAY#i think thats all my ramblin for this piece. now i gotta go cancel a single day i had ata hotel bc my work schedule change last minute FUCK#feel free to ramble in my tags aswell tho i read all of them and i chew on thenm and i love them so sos os mcuh
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forgotten kirby facts 420 there is a removed animation for kirby star allies where zan partizanne n susanna patrya haltmann kiss tenderly n kumazaki confirmed its bc theyre lesbians
(source:trust me its real!!! i saw it w these two v eyes!!!)
#analiceoriginal.txt#wait looked it up tenderly means sweetly n gently oh my god im gonna throw up the thought of smth like that for them is#great but im gonna throw up its too much man#'what the fuck is happening w you' sobbing too mucn for anything im tryin to tell you to make sense
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watched both seasons of the anime wit my friend the other day and im gonna sob i love them what the hell
#nagatoro#ijiranaide nagatoro san#please don’t bully me nagatoro#don't toy with me miss nagatoro#hayase nagatoro#don't bully me miss nagatoro#naoto hachioji#fanart#my art#mspaint#only in the third one though you can kinda tell#im so normal for them#just. auughh...#i read the manga last night too i binged all of the chaps#like im gonna sob i fucking lvo ethem some much like..#oh my goddddddd#FUUUCKKK aaaughhhhh theyre so sweet im gonna get diabetes
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got carried away with a sketch and now i dont feel like finishing it properly <3
#ull look at this and say 'tf u mean its done???' and i say Lies. those are sketch lines and color blocks that i unfortunately started shadin#by the time i was adding subsurface scattering i realized it was too late. i run out of energy very quickly so im not gonna essentially do t#his Again yknow? not worth the effort this is nice enough as-is#unrelated to the pic but i finished book 6 tn and sobbed for 30 mins straight and idias horrors are so uncomfortably similar to me Help#god......i need to call my lil sister tomorrow. twst is ruining my life. why r all the ones i say 'just like me fr' so fucking awful and lam#idia?? leona?? azul????? throwing myself into the sun so i will dissolve and ignore this. at least i get deuce as well. hes my parttime son#oh wait this aint abt them this is abt sil seb. they got married when they were 4/5 seb proposed with a flower tied as a ring#ty for coming to my ted talk#twst#twisted wonderland#twst silver#silver vanrouge#<3#sebek zigvolt#silsebe#suntails
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im gnawing on this interview like a dog on a fucking bone.
#I LOVE THEM I LOVE THIS SHOW SO MUCH OH MYGOD#'thats just who this characters happem to be' YES!!!! EXACTLY !! IM GONNA SOB HYSTERICALLY THEY FUCKING GET IT#GOD#'s2 ACKNOWLEDGES the QUEER SUBTEXT between aziraphale and crowley' !!!;!!+!;;!;;!!;; WHAY IF DIED WHAT GHEN#im gonna go and cry myself to sleep now / pos#good omens#good omens s2#good omens 2#azicrow#good omens nina#good omens maggie#good omens s2 spoilers
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YOU ARE SO MEAN 😭
#They’re taunting me.#NOT EVEN OFFICIAL ART…. AND YOURE CALLING HIM SINGLE AND ALONE#IM SO#😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 ?!!??!?!#BE FUCKING NICE TO HIM …..#I’m sobbing this is like a crumb of content and they do this#Praying at least for some kind of official art cameo during brawliday season#Jabbering#Literally after I posted Gryffon art too GOD DAYUM…….#This is gonna be on mind forever… oh my god I’LL TAKE WHAT I CAN GET#He rises from the dead and immediate offers us a sale#Thank you Pookie bear
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aye can i get a fuckin uuuhhhh
break. on my burger
#shit chat#family cw#got sicker than i have been in years my bank closed my checking account on accident work is nightmarishly busy#and my mother is sending strings of long voice memos in the family group chat again#i simply will not be listening to them. at most i'll ask my dad or brother for the sparknotes version#bc her pattern for the better part of this year has been radio silence. no attempt at communication whatsoever#and then BAM like 5-10 min worth of voice memos screaming crying sobbing shaking#I DON'T KNOW WHAT I HAVE TO DO TO GET MY CHILDREN TO FORGIVE ME. I'M CRAWLING ON MY KNEES ON THE DESERT FOR A HUNDRED YEARS REPENTING#WHAT THE FUCK IS FAMILY FOR YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING AND I'M SUFFERING SO MUCH AND I'M ALONE BECAUSE#MY FAMILY ABANDONED ME. I HAVE NO ONE. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I DID BUT I'M BEGGING. I NEED HELP I NEED MY KIDDOS AROUND ME PLEASE I'M DYING#followed by several minutes of sordid updates on her shitty miserable life#which is tbf pretty shitty & miserable. she's extremely physically disabled & mentally ill#her partner had a severe stroke a couple months ago and is still recovering. they've both been in & out of hospital#neither working. partner's adult son who lives with them is the only income in the household#partner's permanently disabled mother also lives with them. plus 2 large dogs 6 cats and 3 each of chickens & ducks#they're in court suing their landlord bc he's trying to evict them but the property is an uninhabitable shithole to begin with#but like. whenever i do make the mistake of responding to one of her groupchat tantrums#she's just like 'oh you know me im a survivor :) i just miss yous is all :) now that you're here i'm gonna bitch about my life for an hour#and ignore everything you have to say and show active disdain & boredom whenever you tell me anything about yourself or your life :)'#and if i offer help she refuses it#like it's just a bid for attention. expecting unconditional love and absolution and salvation from us bc That's What Families Do#she doesn't actually seem to give a shit about any of us as real people. just this ironclad delusion of unconditional family support#that she frankly has not earned#my brother actually did go visit her in the hospital on thanksgiving. driving 2hrs out of his way to do so#and she was a raging passive aggressive bitch to him and threw the gift he'd brought her back in his face#ma'am i know you're Going Through It but so are the rest of us & frankly you've given me zero reason to want to interact w/ ur caustic ass#plus this is petty but yet another way in which she doesn't listen to me & makes no attempt whatsoever at genuine relationship#i've told her numerous times that responding to groupchat voice memos is hard for me. that i love & miss her#and if she wants to see me or needs help or whatever to please contact me one on one either by call or text#nope. refuses to respond to/initiate individual contact. ONLY traumadumping in the fam chat. TLDR MY MOM IS A DISFUNCTIONAL TOXIC NIGHTMARE.
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so youre telling me senko solely based his decision on the cats locker room vibe by mikksy... youre telling me he saw mikksy smiling laughing and telling stories in the locker room and decided yes this team is good because in the blues locker room never said a word FOR 2 YEARS. YOURE TELLING ME THAT. YOURE TELLING ME SENKO WHO WAS IN COMMUNICATION WITH MIKKSY THROUGHOUT THE 2324 SEASON AND MIKKSY WAS PRACTICALLY BEGGING HIM TO COME TO FLORIDA AND KEPT TALKING UP THE TEAM. BUT SENKO ONLY DECIDED WHEN HE SAW IT WITH HIS OWN EYES. THAT THIS TEAM WAS SPECIAL. BECAUSE MIKKSY. FELT COMFORTABLE ENOUGH TO BANTER.
#txt#WHAT THE FUCK#INSERT PAULS MIKKSY HAS FOUND A HOME HERE IN SOUTH FLORIDA QUOTE#WHY WOULD I NEED TO KNOW THIS#1077 COME BACK TO MEEE#SENKO COME HOME YOUR LOVER MISSES YOU SO MUCH#ZITO SAYING with us he (mikkola) started to be himself#WHERE IS THE NEAREST CLIFF TO JUMP FROM. ASKING FOR A FRIEND.#WHAT THE FUFKCKFKFKG#genuinely wild to say because its not like mikksy in the rangers locker room wouldve been quiet either he had kakko and senko#he seems to have a pretty good relationship or at least friendly with krieds so#to hear senko go oh he was laughing and telling stories in the locker room really means he was interacting with /everyone/#im gonna fucking sob
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So erm i read that one au annndddd…..
sorry for the low quality.. i had to screenshot it from procreate because the file was too big </3 THE ACTUAL IMAGE IS A LOT PRETTIER I SWEAR SOBS
uhhhh variations under cut
Da doodz fire emoji
Sum closeups on the individual guys. Wouldve gotten them unshaded if i hadnt merged the shading layers sobs
hotguy’s bow string is kinda messed up but you cant see it so i win i think
#ddvau fanart#ddvau#ddvau cuteguy#ddvau hotguy#So erm… i have a favorite…. Heh… OH WAIT SHIT I FORGOT HOTGUYS MARKINGS ON HIS FACE FUCK#IM NOT GONNa go back and finish it im so don e witht his one sobs screams and cries#I spent like 4 or 5 hours on this sobs#its mostly on the big grian and scar that you can BARELY EVEN SEE IN THE FINAL PRODUCT RAHHHH 🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅
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This blog is gonna end up posting purely Prism stuff at this rate ..good lord
#i was gonna add more drawings of her but uhhh ohe i don't like and another I want to do a double page spread...i have a sillay idea..#but augh once again her concept art strikes....giving her a lab coat which is more blue than yellow accented....to contrast her canon design#genuinely there's something about her which just captivates me. like idk. her and juniper are definitely my top two at this point i think#like jj is so much fun to just. fuck up I can't state that enough. i can throw 1000 headcanons at him and they all fit ok#prism i can get more nuanced and i have a whole ass narrative of her time at the agency and her friendship with reggie like. AUUUUUUGh#but yeah god i have been on my fully coloured art bullshit right now idk why. then again i did finish all my art coursework so i feel free.#i can just yearn for roxana prism literally every page<3#im sat here just so. good lord. everythung abt her good lord. i need to be sedated#tranquiliser dart might work#head in hands. wild sobs. roxana prism i wish you were real.#ieytd#[agent moose's art]#roxana prism
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