#her father & b.randon & knowing that r.haegar is dead. (i leave it up to interpretation in diff verses on what exactly their dynamic was)
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Dandelion
You grew up too fast and all you know is the calluses on your fists and the thousand invisible scars that you pretend don't ache. Your anger burns so bright, so hot or maybe not at all, so deep you could never tell it was there. You are yours and you will defend that to the death after so many years of being ripped apart and denied your own agency and maybe you are still facing the bastards who stole your innocence but you will survive because that's the only thing you know how to do without breaking, the only thing you know besides protect, protect, protect, protect, yourself or sometimes those few others you claim as yours. You are a thousand sharp edges but impenetrable, a traumatized child so covered by thorny armor that you promised yourself you're grown now, you're stronger than anyone who has ever hurt you. You're safe. Nothing will ever hurt you again. You're so alone though sometimes, in a world that sees you as too much or too broken or too angry or too hurt, and you want to scream with the too-much of it, prove that you're okay, that you're self-reliant, that you are strong enough to stake your claim on your body, on your mind, on your heart, on your people, and protect it from any who dare take it away from you. You are the sea in tempest, a howling sky, a tsunami in motion, a force of nature, no matter how much you sometimes yearn to be still, to be safe, to be small. You are a dandelion, stubborn and determined to grow in the rockiest of soil, and bloom again in spring.
#lyanna stark. || study.#oh.... im gonna FUCKING SOB#this also applies to a.emond. btw#this makes me SO FUCKING SAD especially post robert's rebellion bc when she l.ives she's. traumatized. for sure#i have a bunch of aus where she goes in different places like g.reywater watch or braavos but she mostly returns to w.interfell+#& she just. has to process that she can't raise j.on (in verses where she's his mother) & on top of all of the bullshit. & had to mourn+#her father & b.randon & knowing that r.haegar is dead. (i leave it up to interpretation in diff verses on what exactly their dynamic was)#& knowing that e.lia & a.egon & r.haenys are dead (in canon). but regardless of what happens she's traumatized for the rest of her life.#n.ed basically banned anyone from marrying her unless she wanted to bc he loved her that much & wanted her to heal.#& so she continues living in mourning while practicing her swordsmanship bc she will never be controlled by sb else ever again.#she out here being a woodswitch & warrior.
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