#oh where oh where can my mutuals be
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I rly wanna start a book club.
For fanfic readers
Like, after every fic we finish or catch up to, someone else gets to choose the new story we'll all read.
And like, there's so many fandoms out there and we all just gotta be open bout it, like, 'I may not know this fandom but I'm open to reading stuff about it'
And, like, there will be channels for certain ratings. That way if someone decides on a fic that's a certain rating ppl who don't want to be involved will avoid it.
And another channel will be for open fic discussions, while others r for maybe fan art ppl decide to make and another for general chat in case someone hasn't caught up and doesn't want to be spoiled.
Nd the way it'll work is, maybe every month, or so depending on the fic lengths, we can put down 3 or 4 fics, all of different or same, ratings. Different fandoms and different ships. That way there's a variety.
Maybe have a 'read chapters __ to __' and every week we add on to it.
That way ppl who can't read everything at once can still discuss the fic without being spoiled. Nd there can be another chat for those who decide to read it all at once.
And like, we can read a currently updating fic together too and everytime there's a new chapter we post it so everyone knows and can all read and discuss the new chapter together.
Gosh, I need this.
So I can finally have ppl to discuss what I'm currently reading with
So I can have someone to yell with about the latest update on a fic
So I can gush with someone about how cute those two characters are.
So I can cry with someone about how gut wrenching it was
About how cruel or horrifying it was
None of my friends read my recs and I'm lonely out here y'all
#oh where oh where can my mutuals be#for i am qyite lonelyyyyyy#'quite' jesus my phone likes fukin up my spelling#are fanfiction bookclubs even a thing?#i need more friends#i require fanfiction friends
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When Marcille roleplayed as Chilchuckās wife because itās a normal way to engage in gossip of course of course, her appearance is really just her as a half-foot in a common dress and two braids. Uncharacteristically simple for her, though she did wear those as a half-foot too. At the end of canon, Chilchuck, implicitly by the text ~filling the hole in her heart~ by doing her hair for her when she lost the will to care for it herself, puts it in two braids.
Sheās one step closer to her "I wonder what Chilchuck would be like as a husband" fantasyā¦. Donāt give up girl dreams come true, keep asking him about spending the rest of your daily lives together Mfw his love language is acts of service
#Dungeon meshi manga spoilers#Spoilers#marchil#marcille donato#Me looking at Kui pointing to my pepe sylvia board. KUI??? KUIIII????? COINCIDENCE?!!! KUI!!!#Btw notable: the hairstyle of both Meijack and f!Chilchuck isnāt 2 braids itās more than 2 that are thinner as a result#Which is an irl traditional hairstyle of a couple of places#But point is itās not ~the standard half-foot hairstyle~ or whatever. Though it is basic ofc#Which btw i do believe doing Marcilleās hair became a sort of community mutual aid situation where one day someone does it and#another day itās someone else. But the association drawn between Marcilleās hair being done after losing that will is w Chil#and pretty directly it only happened once and all. Soā¦ā¦. W#That would make a cute fic. Attendant or coworker/Laios doing her hair. Oh my god i forgot about the wip i had where kabru does it#I can read sooo much into this. A simple hairstyle a simple dress a simple family home lifestyleā¦ Realistic and humble#Itās in line with her arc STARRING CHILCHUCK that she learns to have less grand fantasies and start romanticizing simple real things more#Dungeon meshi
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Iām on board with the āAdar was/is Celebornā theory purely because I want this crack exchange -
Adar/Celeborn: You cheated on me with Sauron!
Galadriel: Well you also cheated on me with Sauron so the scales are balanced
Adar/Celeborn: What?? In what-
Galadriel: You left me, your wife, for 1000 years, to have a family and children with him
Adar/Celeborn: Okay, well, you fell in love with him. Which means you werenāt even in love with me in the first place. Which is worse
Galadriel: YOU LITERALLY HAD HIS CHILDREN
Adar/Celeborn: You married me for all eternity wiTHOUT EVEN BEING IN LOVE WITH ME
High King Gil-Galad, to Elrond: Still think heās fake and theyāre not married?
Elrond: Oh no, I take it back, theyāre definit- oh my god Galadriel do not challenge him to a duel there is nothing wrong with your womb gods above
#Galadriel: HOW WAS I SUPPOSED TO KNOW WHAT LOVE FELT LIKE IT ONLY HAPPENS ONCE#Adar/Celeborn: Well apparently it feels like a scruffy lost king that doesnāt even EXIST#Galadriel: MY children wouldnāt have stabbed you to death#Adar/Celeborn: SHUT UP#my desire to turn rings of power into a comedy is strong#it also legitimately feels like the only path where you donāt feel bad for Celeborn#because they both abandoned the other for Sauron#and they both are equally obsessed with killing him#also Adar was way way too weird around Galadriel for it to be normal#and you canāt set up and feed an entire relationship between the two just to kill him#they were literally more interesting than all the Galadriel Elrond stuff#the parallels and mutual understanding#who better to help her heal from the darkness infecting her than someone who was also changed by Saurons darkness#it also means you get both Celeborn and Sauron in the story without forfeiting the relationship Galadriel has with either#rop spoilers#rop season 2#rop#galadriel#galadriel/sauron#galadriel/halbrand#gil galad#elrond#sauron#adar rings of power#rings of power#celeborn#adar#oh context elves can only fall in love once#so Galadriel cannot have been in love before if she fell for Halbrand#which is a huge yikes for Celeborn lmao
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wanna get back into mdzs but you are all so goddamn weird about jiang cheng
(i don't wanna retype my tags but read them pls... if you are both a wwx and jc enjoyer interact with this post please)
#the jc discourse drew me away from this fandom years ago#and i wanna return but i don't trust you people not to either woobify him or completely villainize him#'oh the book about morally grey characters has a morally grey character in it š«š«'#ugh#it's also really difficult being in this fandom as someone who is simply not a hater sadly#why is it always jc stan who hates wwx or wwx stan who hates jc#where are my jc AND wwx stans... PLEASE I AM BEGGING#or is that too much to ask#limebug.txt#mo dao zu shi#mdzs#the untamed#cql#chen qing ling#grandmaster of demonic cultivation#wei wuxian#wei ying#jiang cheng#jiang wanyin#yunmeng bros
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Updating my donation post as it's been a few months. I'm still struggling with being homeless and I recently lost my health insurance (yayy turning 26!)
I've applied for section 8 at a local large city but that can take time. I'm also in the months long process of applying for SNAP/medicaid. I've also applied for financial assistance through my work to help me as well but I'm unsure of the turn around time or how much they can assist me.
Currently with the cost of rent in my local area the best option might be for me to renovate a free mobile home. However I need to move it to a lot/mobile home park with hookups and that can cost alot of money. The current estimate I got is around $8,000.
This doesn't include the lot rent per month or the cost of fixing the mobile home. But I do get to own the trailer after and can sell it once I have my feet under me again and ready to move.
I've been looking into so many different options but I'm struggling with finding something in my budget. Current income restricted housing is at a 1 to 2 year wait list. Others require a $48 per person application before you get to even see the apartment (for a one bedroom no less)
I've already made so many sacrifices during this year including not perusing fighting to get my cat back. Unfortunately with the way I can't find housing there wasn't a hope I could find housing and have it allow pets.
I've anyone has suggestions for finding roomates (that's not Facebook) or housing please feel free to message me
I'm also doing donation doodles for any donation over $10, give me a suggestion or prompt when you donate otherwise you get a bug art lol
#star's art#artist on tumblr#my art#mutual fund#Homeless#fundraising#Donation doodles#Kofi#artist on kofi#Housing help#Currently homeless and disabled and I don't have insurance so Im missing my doctor appointment and running out of my ptsd medicine#I'm working two jobs right now as best as I can#But I'm so tired and I just want to finally have a home#I miss my craftroom#I miss having my own personal space#I miss my garden#My cat#Oh ginger I miss you so much#You don't know why I left and never came back#I'm sorry I can't get you#I'm sorry he won#I didn't even get to go to pride this year cause it was fucking sold out and I was hoping to connect with the booths that would help me#I'm so so tired#I've been struggling for so long now#Average rent here is $800 for a one bedroom and over a $1000 for anything else#I've been priced out of where I've been living for over 13 years#And it's not like I can just get random roommates im fucking transgender like that's literally dangerous#I'm disabled and transgender and homeless with ptsd and I'm so tired#Universal basic income when
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why is it that when you're biracial and you talk to white westerners once the question of your heritage comes up they jump to the absolute worst interpretation of it
#just had a talk with a white guy and once i told him who the arawak people are and where they originate from#he went OH SO YOUR GRANDPARENTS ARE DUTCH SETTLERS?#BRO I JUST TOLD YOU MY GRANDPA C A M E TO EUROPE BECAUSE THEY COLONISED HIS ASS NOT THE OTHER WAY AROUND#it's always like white people will notice there's Something Slightly Not White about you#and they'll dig around and try to āget to the bottom of itā when you literally already told them what's going on with u#and you always land on the One White Connection to that country they can make out#meanwhile other non white people will be like hey man ur also Not Fully White i can tell let's vibe#like it's so weird#it never turns into a huge longwinded conversation in which i end up being ignored anyway#it's always just more of a mutual understanding and good vibes#with white westerners i feel like i'm being studied under a microscope every time
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innocent voting kazui every day is not enough i need a gun
#LISTEN#hes silly and deserves an inno vote#also like#idk man i wouldnt blame him for wanting to conform to society#esp since hes like. a different generation where discussion around not being straight was not as common i dont think#esp not in asia! it still aint common here#but yea i think the silly old gay man should be innocent voted cmon guys#kazui mukuhara#milgram#also reminger that you can vote once a day cuz god have i been doing that#also sorry my dear mutuals i have literally only been rbing milgram these few days whoopsies#ill go reblog smth else later but also inno this cat for me ty <3#i love interactive fiction but i dont want mahiru to die <3#anyways extra thing of the birthday TL convo???? sir that so fruity???????? you dont say that shit to a friend cmon#oh also like. idk as much as he was wrong for proposing to his wife not much he can do to change that#he knowwws we dont have to tell him#i rather im be unchanged than have a dead person yk#anyways sorry again mutuals im insane#came out of āi dont make original postsā prison for this
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a svsss/hlvrai crossover au. is this anything.
#grabbing my hlvrai mutuals. listen. LISTEN. don't run away.#i know chinese bl novels are a tough sell but LISTEN.#i think there is some significant overlap here#both ''the narrative is alive and wants you dead'' settings#where the pov character is a loser dude (affectionate) from the real world inserted into a setting he knows because he's read/played it#so he knows the characters and the world but they don't know him. not really. they just know the character he's inhabiting#and through his actions he changes the plot and the characters and their fates#but this is not necessarily a good thing#because now he has to deal with the consequences of living in this story#this isn't just a game or a trashy novel anymore#he could get hurt. the people around him could get hurt.#are they people? or are they just fictional characters? is there really a distinction anymore?#anyway. i feel like benrey would be able to hear sqq talking to the system and would call him out on it#and it would scare the everloving shit out of sqq#i think shen yuan could very easily be a twitch streamer and binghe could very easily be a video game character obsessed with his feet#i am only halfway through the first svsss book and i can already feel it changing my brain chemistry oh god help
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ah yes. right on time for pride month - what do you mean it's almost over?
my apologizes for the delay again but as you may find, it is quite long. 40k words long, to be exact. please take your time reading as i will now hibernate for the rest of the year (/j)
happy ch.3 !!!
#milgram#milgram fanfiction#ao3 fanfic#mikoto kayano#kajiyama fuuta#0309#mikofuu#the brain rot is truly rotted with this one#ive reached new levels of mentally ill#lxm textposts#oh but if you dont mind me being vulnerable in my tags for a moment#there were a lot of points where i kept thinking#'ah this chapter is way too long. no one is going to want to read this'#and i think if it had been a few months ago i would have given up#but ive got. a really nice set of friends and mutuals right now who i can gratefully thank for their lasting support#not to mention: worlds most patient beta reader who does not deserve to have to deal with me#because i doubt i would have made it this far without any of them#the motivation to write knowing that theres even just one person out there looking forward to my words... it means the world to me
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I think its very funny that I know when someone is scrolling through tumblr user lloydfrontera's blog and liking a bunch of stuff, because I will also get likes on very specific posts of my own š
#NALI DONT REBLOG. OR AT LEAST NOT IMMEDIATELY.#this happens very frequently and its hilarious every time#-person likes one post- oh cool nice. -person likes my tged posts random months apart where i remember mutuals responding- LMAO#i can relate random tumblr user. i ALSO rummaged through their blog when I got into tged lmao
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#they speak!#it's probably just the illness that's making me extra irritable but like.#roommate kept coming up to me this morning going oh did i wake you up? i'm sorry if i did. did i do that or no? i'm really sorry.#and i kept telling him to stop saying sorry because i didn't have the brain power to phrase#'you could've been more considerate of your volume but you also have the right to use the common space so it's whatever'#but he said it to me again before i went to my room just now and it's like. ok. shut up.#if you actually cared that much u would've just been quieter in the first place actually.#anyways. annoyed. there were some annoying customers in the store today but it was whatever.#i feel like my fucks to give had already worn out with all the ppl in my social circle/my parents and the recent ongoings of that#[redacted] was being passive aggressive to me in the group chat and it's like. ok! idk what u want from me.#and i'm grateful for them for coming over and helping me with cleaning last week#and it's those sorts of actions that let me know they care and want good things for me#but like. i haaaate telling them anything because even innocuous non-private things get turned into judgement with them.#also. more and more i can feel how i'm drifting away from h and now with retrospect i can see how we mutually hurt each other :)#i keep coming back to this one period where i really wanted to take them to try dimsum and they kept saying they were too scared to try it#and in their new friend group they regularly go out n get dimsum together. which on the surface is like. why didn't you want to go with /me#i told you i wanted to share what i liked and i would explain what things were and i could do the talking and you still said no#but it's also very much a reflection of how i always rolled over and enabled them. i never challenged them. i was always passive.#i also feel like i'm heavily neglecting e and a recently and i can tell how the physical distance is affecting us and idk. it's weird.#anyways. another post that should've been a journal entry! lol!#when [redacted] helped with cleaning they also buried my journal under my like#300 packets of sesame candies and i can't be bothered to dig it out. also my bandaids are missing now. <3#ik this also sounds passive aggressive but genuinely appreciate the help i just kinda hate how they think hidin everything in boxes is good#'we need to get you some more storage boxes and containers!!' actually i think that will be the opposite of helpful.#i need everything visible and on open surfaces so i can 1) remember they exist for me to use and 2) not have barriers for me to get to them
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crawl like a sinner (a riza/lust fanmix)
falling in love with someone who could never love you back is the exact kind of curse lust would wish upon her worst enemies. it is also something she thought sheād never experience.
listen on: spotify or youtube cover art in collaboration with: @amotleycrew
āāā tessellate - alt-j triangles are my favorite shape / three points where two lines meet gimme what i want - miley cyrus pleasure leads to pain / to me theyāre both the same hatchet - archive you could aim between my eyes and iād still be yours to have looking too closely - fink truth is like blood underneath your fingernails / you donāt wanna hurt yourself hearts a mess - gotye but iām desperate to connect / and you, you canāt live like thisĀ hold me tight or donāt - fall out boy when your stitch comes loose / i wanna sleep on every piece of fuzz and stuffing that comes outĀ piece of shit - wet legĀ and you are not in love, but itās close enoughĀ did it to myself - orla gartland now you're living in my memory / living in my mouth / living in the four fucking walls of my house october - the crane wives take my word, but keep the upper hand / i know you, you're the daughter of a lonely man blood orange - freya ridings could a life be like this, even with you?
#PL#fullmetal alchemist brotherhood#fullmetal alchemist#fma#fmab#riza hawkeye#lust fma#oh my god so many things to tag#rizalust#lustriza#lustai#do people call it that? it's rizalust To Me#anyway#it's basically.#riza riza lust riza lust riza lust riza lust lust#in that order in terms of pov#but you can read them howeeever you want#the playlist is based on a fic i'm writing where lust falls hard for riza in what was supposed to be a strictly business and hooking up#mutual spying venture#and riza is either too aro or too dedicated to mustang to love her back#check back here on patron-saints dot tumblr dot come to see more in one to six months whenever i have it done lol#also also also#i keep forgetting to say this#but thank you to my mutual kayleerowena#for their daisira playlist#from which i learned some of these songs many years ago !!#and also alex my beta reader and beta listener and bestie ily#fma:b
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these cats are a lot less scared of loud noises than they used to be, which is nice because i hate distressing them (this is their home! they live here!!). however on the other hand it does mean that turning on the stove fan when they start bothering me in the kitchen is no longer a guarantee that they will stay out of my business for any amount of time. trials and tribulations.
#('bothering me in the kitchen' read: constantly headbutting my elbow while i'm trying to chop vegetables)#they saw me with the vacuum and were like oh HELL no. five minutes later: *peeking out from behind a corner* you done yet queen?#(i wasn't. but it was nice that they kept coming to check)#the nice thing about being your friend's go-to catsitter is when they have a family emergency you have a built-in way to do#nice stuff for them#like all their other friends are like ahhh i wish there was something i could do to help i hate not being able to do anything#and i'm like you little babies. watch this *has a key to their house and knows where all their shit is so can clean and cook for them*#i did invite one of our mutual friends over tomorrow to help me make food#so that should be nice!#kittehs#my posts#sidenote how do people with pets keep their floors clean. like are you just constantly sweeping/vacuuming(/mopping???) or what?#this is one of the reasons i haven't gotten a cat myself. i don't really want little bits of litter all over the floor
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spinny!! Iām curious, what got you into the lion guard?
EHEHEE YAY I LOVE ASKS LIKE THIS!! don't mind me rambling about how i got into it :3
i watched the lion guard originally as a young teen! my memories are foggy, so i can't say how much i liked it, but i do remember ono being my favourite and that i watched enough to remember a lot of the episodes when i revisited it a few years later. i rewatched it out of childhood nostalgia and curiosity - i wanna say around 2020 maybe? - and developed a hyperfixation on it, specifically on janja! back then, i kinda only cared about his character and a few others such as timon, pumbaa, scar and kiburi, though janja was the character who i was actually interested in. i had even bought a lion king notebook to write a snippet of an au i had for him, i still have it lmaoo
because of how my hyperfixations work, i get obsessed over one fandom for a while until it switches to another. for instance, most of last year i hyperfixated on the madagascar movies - those periods of hyperfixating would last anywhere from hours to months until shifting to, for example, the lion guard. it also wasn't my main fandom at the time, madagascar was. that changed in november last year, when i found that there was a LOT of cool lion guard content on here (especially @devilsrecreation's outlanders posts!). i began to interact a little bit which made me hyperfixate on it even more. i made my first lion guard post in december, and that's where my posting and very long hyperfixation on it began!! since then i've had like a landslide of constant thoughts about this silly show, and i've picked up a lot of new favourite characters along the way (such as kiburi and his float, beshte, goigoi, dogo, literally all of the outlanders...). i've barely shifted hyperfixations since then and the show has very swiftly become a favourite media of mine! :3
so, i guess seeing content being made AND making my own has made me hyperfixate on it endlessly (/pos btw). i've specifically hyperfixated on the outlanders as you can probably tell lol. essentially, āØthe power of hyperfixationsāØ lead me to being on and posting on this site, but the show has always been for me since i was a teen c:
#SORRY for the long response LOL#explained my whole mf'ing hyperfixation journey šš#but yeah. that is what happened#i wouldn't be exaggerating to say nikki (devilsrecreation) singlehandedly pulled me into this hyperfixation /pos#it's such a silly show that i can imagine as silly or angsty or fluffy its so flexible and it's great#minimal controversy for a fandom as well which. helps#i've never been bothered by anyone for what i post so šš#silly kids show has had me in a chokehold for 7 FUCKING MONTHS /pos#i used to have a diary where i would track my hyperfixations but i gave it up because it became constantly tlg š#OH GOD I'M RAMBLING AGAIN#thanks for the ask!!!!#asks!!#mutuals#tired-lamb#spinny rambles#the lion guard thoughts
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THIS IS GONNA SOUND SO MEAN BUT WHY DO U LIKE RYO AOKI/MASATO
masato hot
#snap chats#just like me... heh ... my ac has been broken all month im melting for the love of god send an iceberg im begging you#him turning into aoki is incredibly funny to me like jesus christ. what a lack of self love does to a mfer#but anyway 1.) please do not yell i scare easy 2.) meaner has been said its ok 3.) very reasonable to ask why anyone would like aoki#and 4.) to be Cereal he's inch resting to me. also his speech to ichi at the end hit a lil close and i was reminded of high school#5.) i really like his eng dub voice sorry im american. BUT HIS JP VOICE IS EXCELLENT TOO IM JUST SAYIN#rgg doesnt give an Exact on his disability so looking into lung diseases/conditions has also been interesting#esp post-lung surgery cases and care too so i thank rgg for the opportunity to do some reading#i also do In General just like cases of someone wanting to be loved and changing drastically to get it only to still be unhappy#granted. he sucks so LMAO can only have so much sympathy but it's still interesting to watch#the arakawas is also a part of why i like him because they all work as a big machine. if that makes sense#like the arakawas in general are such an interesting bundle i love all of them a lot because of what they mean to each other#in the case of aoki none of them mean anything to him at most resenting arakawa and despising ichi#meanwhile sawashiro's just. There LOL im so sorry king thats the truth of it all ... i love you tho ...#oh but back to aoki. i also really like politican characters- or at least characters who can have a 'public' persona#its fun thinking about what they have to do mentally to present themselves in public versus when they can 'be themselves'#like aoki's 'intro' scene where he's pleasant to his secretary and then a second later is conniving with ogasawara... peak i fear#OR THEEEE CAR PARK ONE i love that scene so much ...#very fun.. aoki being a politician just makes it infinitely funnier like guys we gotta bully the governor#plus i live and breathe by a glass analysis/comparison a twitter mutual of mine did ... i love glass imagery .......#uhhhh is that all ... idk prob im literally sweating my skin off i cant think right. my clothes are sticking to my skin i hate summer#i dont hate summer im so sorry i didnt mean it .... summer is beautiful .. i just wish this heat wasnt murdering me
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every day I stray further from god's light and closer to purchasing baldurs gate 3
#personal#i cannot do it my grades shall suffer. they can wait until after the holidays#and yet they can't#had a dream last night where i caved and bought it and my friend saw i was doing it via discord and was just like ''u fuckin weakling''#i want to kiss the fire woman oh so tenderly but girl my Assignmence š#i am outside of a window in the pouring rain. watching my mutuals have fun w the vampire in their cosy house
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