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I'm still borderline eating drywall over thinking about what things might be like for Davrin and Verbena
Like I love a good tank/support, frontliner/spellcaster ship, but... ngl, I bloody love a good warrior/warrior ship too
Watching each other's backs, wincing every time they hear a blade clatter off the other's shield...... taking hits meant for the other, the blood running cold in their veins each time the enemy calls out "the warrior first!", wishing with teeth grit that they meant them, and not their beloved...
Helping each other put on that cumbersome heavy armor, and making sure each piece is properly fastened on, as just another part of protecting one another... tapping each buckle and clasp with exaggerated care, just to know for sure that it won't be going anywhere in the heat of battle, that no mistake is going to leave them vulnerable...
On the flipside, methodically unfastening each one of the other's armor pieces, setting it all aside in a neat pile, lifting padded coats and chainmail over heads... marveling at the gorgeous creature they're unwrapping from under layers upon layers of protective material, like they're emerging from a cocoon, sweaty and exhausted but alive, alive, alive...
Massaging each other's sore muscles, and coating strong hands in soothing poultices before running them along tender, bruised skin untouched by the sun... trying hard not to think about how each mark on their lover's skin is a time they weren't fast enough, good enough, strong enough to protect them....
And of course, being unable to stop themselves from pushing their bodies just a little bit harder, doing things just a little bit flashier, a little more recklessly, just to impress one another, to show themselves in the best light, to prove themselves...
I'm very normal about all of this and everything about them based on the very, very limited information that's out about him and the game
#squirrel plays datv#oc: verbena mercar#just..... battle dynamics!!!!!!!!#i love interesting battle dynamics!!!!!!!!!#and the others all have their quirks and things that make me want to chew on my mouse but yknow#like i could write pages and pages on my feelings about my Iona in bg3 just... unquestioningly using her own body as bait#and trusting Astarion wholly and without a second thought to manifest out of the shadows and land That Hit (the sneak attack)#like!!!!! even if she can't see him she!!!!! trusts him!!!!! to keep his word and keep her safe!!!! graaah!!! graaah!!!!! fuck!!!!!!!!!!#ffs even if it wasn't too hot to play i wouldn't want to play her because i don't want the run to be over#but i want to get the epilogue scenes so bad............#sorry about the lots of ranty posts these days i can't promise that'll change anytime soon#oh what the hell i'll put the#squirrel plays bg3#tag on this too because the tags are all#oc: iona raedir
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#OH IT'S HIS HEART LMAO#WHEN I SAID I WANTED YOU TO PUT A LITTLE SATAN IN ME THIS IS NOT WHAT I MEANT#satan bby come back I'll give you my heart too#nooo don't kill yourself you're so sexy haha#what in hell is bad#whb satan
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Daniel Jackson in “First Contact”
#stargate#atlantis#stargateedit#stargate atlantis#daniel jackson#michael shanks#s5#ep10#5.10#***edits#every time i get to s5 of atlantis i KNOW i'm gonna see him#but it's still like#'here comes the boy...hello boy...welcome...there he is'#also oh to be the extra whose job it was to scruff and drag michael shanks#i would've just kept going#'cut. cut! CUT! what the hell are you doing put him DOWN'#'actually i'll be taking this with me thanks'
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prepping for my Bonus Days. i love tutorial agent lmao
#chemi chats#yknow. last year's ''take sundays off'' made a lot of sense.#october 2023 was PERFECT for skilltober as it was a full four weeks (so six days for each skill type per week plus a day off)#and left two days at the end - the 30th and 31 - for Ancient Reptilian and Limbic. so it worked out really evenly!!#using the same method in 2024 does not yield the same clean results hjkjg it looks. so fucking messy gang hgkjg#but generally you can take any 5 days off? it would make sense to split it at the first any five days in a row.#like how we had five sundays last year. so like if we had five mondays this month we'd do free days on mondays right?#but this months was tuesdays and we all STARTED on tuesday SO LIKE HGKJG OKAY MAN. NOW WHAT HGKJ#i want to be posting the same skills as everyone else everyday but that's a bit much to ask yknow? syncing up is fun but its HARD man hgkjg#the reason why im talking about this is because im NOT taking the free days hgkjg or maybe i'll take one who knows lmao hgkj#but my ''free'' days are: Tutorial Agent with the INTs. Solace with the PSYs. Volta Do Mar with the FYSs. Kinetic Dressage with the MOTs.#and maybe Vices thrown in there? i might make Vices physique and put Volta with the psyches? and make Solace a little bonus end?#because i love her and shes special hgkj but i guess i'll see hkjf but EITHER WAY im gonna be posting on whenever free days are hgkj#so if everyone takes sundays+halloween off (except me because im Fucking Entrenched In This Shit) then thats when i'll post#(even though it'd be messy as hell like. splitting up the skill types hkjg??) maybe it'd make sense to do mondays+halloween so we can#finish a skill type section before taking a break/doing my bonus skills? and it'd even out but that requires coordination hgkjsk#sigh. or for me to accept that we'll all eventually fall out of sync and thats fine hgkj (<- I can be fine with this. It's just messy hkjg)#oh idk :P im gonna take my ''break''/bonus days on mondays+halloween and whatever happens happens <33#(<- assuming im gonna be able to finish a monthly challenge lmaooo) okay ive got a headache lmao goodnight i love you all as always <33
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im about to unpack my candles and yall Know im rubbing my lil fly hands together in delight
#ohohoho it is candle time its Candle Time#all of my sniffs! freed from their cardboard prison!#i just keep tapping my fingertips together while muttering 'candle time' and chuckling like some villain's deranged minion#MY THINGS MY STUFF THEY ARE ALL EMERGING#my closet has so much in it! and still there is Space! huzzah!#fuck i love this closet. already it has my clothes my hats my bags my shoes AND THERE IS STILL SO MUCH MORE SPACE#what can i store! blankets! towels! miscellaneous Things!#absolutely unprompted#this weekend we will be bolting my shelves to the wall so i can place my Books and Trinkets#ohhh my trinkets... too long have they been in the dark... unadmired and shunned....#and i'll be getting stuff to put up my whiteboard and my blackboards and my posters and my pictures and and and#THERE WILL BE NAUGHT A SPARE INCH OF SPACE UPON MY WALLS!!!#and when my new bed arrives i can put my glow stars on the ceiling!#*kronk voice* oh yeah. its all comin together#also i was putting my shoes on the fancy built-in closet shoe rack#and it entertained me Greatly to put my saddle shoes next to my little block heeled shoes#as i was putting them next to each other i felt very gender...#got my boots got my saddle shoes got my fancy heel shoes hell yeah hell yeah#anyway i cant wait to have things hanging Everywhere!#i havent lived in an Owned House since i was like. 5 so this is fun!#I CAN PAINT MY ROOM IF I SO DESIRE!!!#what color! blue! pink! green! black! a color per wall perhaps! i can get new curtains!#this fool is jingling less miserably than normal!#this progression will backtrack once i start job hunting here! its going to suck so fucking much! i do not want to be employed!#but perhaps it will score me friends... or at least workplace acquaintances...#it will also backtrack once my stepdad gets a dog! he wants a golden retriever! i Do Not Want That Ever!#why a golden retriever... theyre so slobbery and they shed and they feel weird and theyre Loud....#eugh. im not going to enjoy that. at all. why not a german shepherd? or a doberman? something with short fur at least?#sigh...
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the biggest downside of new interests is the urge to cosplay. or buy merch in general. but especially cosplay bc i'm going to 2 cons and have cosplays planned for both of them i DON'T NEED TO DRESS UP AS DENJI.....
#i fall into the cosplay hellhole randomly#i'll be all fine and dandy and suddenly be hit with 'wanna play dress up' and AHHH YES I DO !!!!!#i just lovw cosplaying..... i wanna buy a wig for a denji cosplay and GGRRAHHGHGHH . i wanna cosplay reki but i KNOW the wig would be hell#i could always go for 'fem reki' and wear the betty wig (which i need to work on that cosplay too....) ??? but#1) i feel like that would put me in the worlds oddest dysphoria#2) fem reki would Not have super long hair just Trust Me#i could always put it in a ponytail or smth ..... but like still#i will think about it tho#THAT'S NOT EVEN WHAT I WAS SUPPOSED TO THINK ABOUT. I'M SUPPOSED TO BE THINKING ABOUT A DENJI COSPLAY#but i'm also wanting to get back into haikyuu and i would. quite honestly eat up a kenma cosplay#shout out to my haikyuu shirt ?? i just remembered that oh my god. i miss that . i wonder where it is#ANYWAY YEAH. wish so bad there were more conventions near me but alas. also if ur wondering i'm going as zuko to the 1st con#[my sisters gonna b azula it'll be fun] and as tsukasa [tbhk] to the 2nd#like i could buy 2-day passes and change each day but ?? honestly i just hit 1 or 2 panels and then shop so i feel like there's no point#alas
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*BLASTS YOU WITH MY "OC DOODLE DUMP" CANNON*
it's Eyhm time.
(also guess who just started growing their first real mustache hairs 👍👍👍)
some spooky friends :)
(don't worry fake's nice unless you piss him off too much.)
yeah
(crawling back into my hole now to try and motivate myself to draw the comics some more.)
#a buncha random things i've drawn the past couple days. wheeeeeeeeeeee#my art#pizza tower oc#oc art#that uh. the fake peppino one was not originally gonna be as high effort as that but oh well. take my good babies.#still riding off the high and excitement of my art trade though~ half the reason i drew this many eyhms heh#anyways cringe is illegal now and if anyone tells you otherwise i'll fight them.#put your funny cat from a completely unrelated previous project into Pizza Tower. nobody can stop you. not even god.#hell i'd mod her in if i knew how to. and. if uhh. i didn't have to draw 5000 frames of animation for her.#mcpig what the fuck.#if anyone's wondering too. sugary spire eyhm is named Mac. based off Big Mac but name pending because mcdonalds sucks ass.#he's a good boy though. all eyhms are good eyhms really. just don't be a very small and potentially delicious creature near them.#eyhm stuff
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baby’s first babygirl
#martzipan#mettaton#<- yeah sure i'll main tag it why the hell not#not gonna tag the other characters tho. 'm lazy#uhhhh anyways i love him. and i'm incapable of not overdoing it with the effect brushes#it's ok it's what he would have wanted#fun fact: everything (minus the effects) was drawn with a super cool square brush that i love#i've got to get a highlights brush. the neon is real fun but i want an actual glossy thing#oh well maybe next time#metta was one of my first favorite characters. still have a soft spot for him#eternal manwhore. he rules#slight edit bc i forgot i was gonna put my url on it lmao#problem solved :)
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📩 Simblr question of the day: You can answer one or both parts of this question! 1️⃣ Part one: If you make Story posts, what do you do for scenes? Do you build them yourself, do you download lots from the gallery or do you download them from someone online? 2️⃣ Part two: If you make Gameplay/Legacy posts, what do you do for a house? Do you build it yourself, download a home from the gallery or do you download them from someone online? Additionally, do you build onto that home or demolish it and rebuild the house when needed? (E.G When another child enters the picture or someone moves in) ❎ If you do none of those for either half, what do you do? Do you use someone else's save file? (WIndbrook by Folking, Willow Creek + Magnolia Promenade by Theneighborhoodsave, Silent Pines by Silentpinessave... etc)
( freely share this SQOTD around, anon or not, and use the hashtag " SQOTD " ~ 💛 )
it's rare that i do an entire build by myself, especially for this is the fall where everything is enormous and opulent absolutely NOT. i'll decorate certain rooms though!
i don't post gameplay, but when i do occasionally play the game, i almost always just use the gallery and don't even redecorate lol
#me: yeah i'm gonna make my story about a bunch of old money billionaires i'm sure i'll be able to find builds what's the worst that cou-#when i can finally be rid of westlem school......#stunning build but Oh My God This Fucking Game Will Not Run#behind the scenes fun fact: last post the game started lagging so bad that i had to take malcolm's dorm and put it on an empty lot <3 Hell!#i have to clean out my mods folder jesus#SQOTD#ask#anon
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#what was I going to put here...#oh yeah! Got distracted wondering what expression this is.#first time I saw it in motion it reminded me of a mugshot#the way he walked looked like he was rather tired and his expression miserable.#But seeing it again it could just be a mean look and a saunter.#I still get a knee-jerk impulse of who the hell is this guy and I only vaguely know why.#well anyway#hmm don't really feel like putting this in the fandom tags#hero knack#Ah that reminds me I still have on the to do list: fixing the tags and figuring out knack's size categories more thoroughly#I'll get around to it#eventually
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me thinking about ferrin saying "only a fool would bet on you this time. so i will." to jason before they leave mianamon like
#beyonders#mullblogging#not just that jason trusted ferrin but that ferrin put his faith in jason too.....#like i feel like. we dont talk about ferrin trusting back#bc oh well jasons trustworthy! they all are! so it's not unexpected ferrin would trust them#except. why would he trust anyone? he's been raised to do the exact opposite. he's a deceiver by nature/nurture so he knows not to trust pp#and yet. and yet he trusts jason. and he knows exactly how likely they are to fail and he says: i'll bet on you anyway#like WHAT the hell
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There are leaks of Season 2 - I will not talk about or engage with any of it on this blog. If you have the hazbin tags blocked, rest assured, I'm not going to be one of those people that posts about it. If/when I talk about season 2, it will ONLY be through what the official sources give out, WHEN they are intended to be announced, and nothing more.
That being said, I'm closing asks/all forms of requests for the time being, just to be on the safe side. I will probably keep posting stuff, but I'm turning off my notifs for this blog in general for a while.
#👁.txt#i'm going to continue what i've been doing here like always. all of my thoughts/speculations/writings are going to be from what we know fro#SEASON 1. just season FUCKING 1. if anyone runs their goddamn mouth i'll... well actually i#don't know what i'd do exactly. but i won't be happy. really won't be happy.#that's why i'm not even tagging this btw. just to be even safer.#lmfao what are the odds what are the ODDS... i start posting my fic last week#that i have been writing for like 7 MONTHS bc i'm slow af. only for something like this to happen and anyone smart will#stay away from the fandom like hell for a while#''when is it my turn to be happy'' never apparently! oh well. it's already written. what am i gonna do. wait some more?#i literally put all that time into it anyway. ugh whatever.
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what a weird fucking day
#finally moved all my excess stuff into storage and put all my things at home#handed my keys back in and officially vacated the apartment I've called home for the last two years.#and i'll never set foot back in that apartment.#horrible task now of dumping all of my old shit from my bedroom at home to make way for my actual belongings#but the furniture in my room is lovely and there are bees in the wildflowers outside#and calderdale remains to be the most beautiful place in the world.#maybe this won't be so bad. i just need to work out what the hell I'm going to do next.#god. oh god.
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ok ok ok ok listen. jj reversal au in which suchan runs off after going mad and comes back trying to burn down everything ji's ever worked for with gayeon as the mc learning her complex and huijin as the series' main villain
#jungle juice#'what abt breeder' good question#idk i'll set him up w an ipad and put him in the corner i genuinely don't know where he'd fit considering how LITTLE we know OF him#only issue is that huijin as the main villain would be 10x more compelling than whatever the hell his deal is rn#and i say this as someone who's warming up to him#anyways if huichan is cute now how insane would they be if they believed they only had each other in all the world#WAIT BUT THEN THIS RAISES THE POSSIBILITY OF JI BEATING GAYEON UP TO PROVE SHE WON'T TURN OUT LIKE SUCHAN#oh the angst potential is CRAZY
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i realized i made a few of whatever these are on a separate profile. so here. have the funnies
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phoenix edge tierers scare me. in a good way. not going anywhere near that event though (i got top 3000 and i'm so ANGRY bc i was 2018 or something like that... so close to top 2000...)
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i try to keep the last page of my profile relevant so my friends know i'm active. it was a bit since phoenix edge ended, so i was thinking what i should put. then i remembered april fools last year and how i kept spamming the same screenshot of mfks talking to luka lmao
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"and how's that coming along?" it IS coming! next question.
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this is actually the first kizuna that i get the second title from and honestly??? couldn't be happier. i am love mnhr
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my farewell to my masked self team is named "mfmom die" actually
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it's okay mfks nation. we got this. i know we do.
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this one was made like in january but it's topical again bc they're next to each other in enseka's 2.5 banner too lmao
#project sekai#prsk#proseka#minori hanasato#ena shinonome#idk man they're here the most#oh also miku and rin but i feel bad using the vocaloid tags jhebrhjgr#'alma the magical showtime one was just top 1000 how much of a hell could've it given you'#IT WAS MY FIRST TIME EVER TRYING TO LIKE. TIER#200 PULLS AND I ONLY GOT NENE. SPARKED FOR TSUKASA ON THE VERY LAST DAY NOT BECAUSE I WANTED HIM. BUT OUT OF PRIDE#feel free to shame my brother for not singing cosmospice with me. together we can shame him so he indulges me. we can build a better future#don't shame him for wanting me to burn tsukasa on my fic that was funny#these are all very specific and also about my fic which makes it even more specific#but what is tumblr if not a place to put my bs in#anyway#i also did a custom profile to document the hell i went through tiering for the minori event specifically if you guys want i can upload it#or not. i'll end up uploading it anyway. but still. some feedback would be nice ig#the mfks one is really outdated and it was even when the event the rin card is from released on en bc they had already met but#that's how it was. they didn't even meet and i was like 'oh so they're married?'
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apparently i'm already halfway done my musicology degree??
#i wanna talk about me#between the course i did in undergrad and the frankly ridiculous number of courses i'm taking this semester#apparently i'm over halfway done already#i know the musicology portion is a smaller load than the library science portion but like#man it was weird walking into my advisor's office and him looking me in the eye and saying like 'oh you're almost done'#three courses is all i have left for a master's. Man#well i'm gonna spread those out over the next year and a half...and probably pick up an extra elective here or there while i can#cause idk man i like studying music history...even if i don't Have to i like taking the classes and learning#(esp if it's gonna be paid for by my fellowship as long as i'm still here)#well i need to figure out. how the hell to get in touch with a library science advisor now.#i emailed yesterday and haven't heard back#but i don't know what i'm doing for that degree going forward rn#other than. i guess taking 552. but i KNOW there's other specialty and elective courses i'll need to take too#and i want to take stock of what shit i'll have to take in summers too cause i know some of the courses are only offered in summer#(need to find out if any of my fellowship scholarship can go towards summer courses. i'm guessing not...)#weird. it's weird. i don't know what i'm doing here#anyway#meeting with my advisor went okay i at least know what i'm doing now re: the music stuff#didn't cry which is good but man i hate how my voice started to break more and more the longer i was in there#and when i talked about how i put too much on my plate this semester and am struggling to keep up with all the work#and he asked me if i've been reaching out to anyone for support. or if i had people to reach out to#and i just had to sit there like. uh#define. support?#i have a couple friends at least that i chat with about stuff like that sometimes but not always cause i don't want to bother them too much#but like. it's not like i can ask someone else to write a research paper For me#or it's not like i can control when my coworkers get sick and i have to cover their time in the office#and this didn't come up at all (and i'm glad for it) but jeez it's not like i can control global political conflicts!!#it's hard for me to focus on getting enough work done in small chunks of time in the best of times#let alone when my fucking hamster brain is on high alert for getting hate crimed in public if my necklace is too visible or something#idk. it's a lot man. i bit off more than i could chew this semester even before the world fell apart
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