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aramkrikorian-blog · 6 years ago

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immigrant detention and sorcery

when you sit down and you think... “how can i fuck with American heads this week?” - you will find answers to what you are looking for. you definitely will.

basically, a lot of people make their bread and butter by trying to answer that question - “how can i fuck with american heads this week” how can i introduce discord and discomfort to this world, to the american people to the world’s people. how can i confuse them, make them feel all mixed ... how can i screw with their temper, their patience, ... how?

one way to do that is to find cracks in the wall and to hold a magnifying glass to them and say “here it is! i found a crack in america’s wall... its not a perfect wall!”

america has 320 million people in it, bro. that’s 320 million people.

it opens its gates to about 1 million immigrants a year. so for the last 20 years, that would be about... lets see.. 1 x 20 or 20 million immigrants in america.

most of these guys are fucken cool ass motherfuckers. they bring great food, language, diversity, patience culture - religion whatever whatever to our country. some even bring other things that we shouldn’t talk about right now. like knowledge.

a few are told to GO AWAY. especially if they commit heinous crimes. for example, if you start putting xanax into peanut butter balls and you knock dogs out and you rob houses and put gas into houses and rape the women when they’re passed out, like one guy confessed to me in the last year (i think i killed him but im not sure) ... then maybe ill fucken tell you to go away, put you into a detention center,,, or maybe ill just cut your head off and burn your bones.

but guess what. some people who write magazines and articles will say ... oh gosh! aram has kept this totally innocent fucken guy .. this totally innocent fucking immigrant in a detention center.

so that’s the cheap sell. separate your immigrants in YOUR head to this:

innocent ones. and guilty ones.

what do you want to do with guilty immigrants.

separate them into this:

hardcore guilty ones

softcore guilty ones

... what do you want to do with the hardcore guilty ones, Boss?

i’m really asking you - stop bitching. man up and tell me what you want me to do with hardcore guilty immigrants. then tell me what to do with TOTALLY innocent immigrants. i bet you MONEY we will agree. 1. burn the bones and cut off the head of the hardcore guilty immigrant (don’t deport him FUCK spending money on that bitch made cunt) ... 2. keep them a part of america (the innocent one is number 2 by the way) ... and support them and if anyone tries to tell them to “go back where they came from [which they did tell us to do in Fresno in Oregon.. etc etc dont think im fuckin stupid bro] ... and if anyone tries to pretend THEY own america... whip their fucken ass and put them into line. the country has decided, a long long long fucken time ago (if you even read the history of immigration in america you will not even use this against me) ... they learned a long time ago that america will constantly recruit worldwide.

- aside: do you know who sam prestigiocomo (sam presti) is? he recruited the oklahoma city thunder 2011-2012 years. maybe he still does today. the one with the dream team that made it to the finals and lost. kev-durant. russell westbrook. james harden. yeah. the beard. he recruited them. from all around. and they did really well. and they were kids. so...

if you don’t want me to recruit from all over the world a fine team ... even a dream team... then maybe i won’t ask you. just like i won’t ask you to do my math homework tomorrow. because guess what. mathematics and recruiting has existed forever. im not going to pull the brakes on 1 million people per year just because you don’t know about the history of immigration on our team. im sorry bro. why would you think its stupid to go to the recruiter at Seattle Seahawks or Mariners or Supersonics (bro i hope they come back... i loved detlef shremp and i loved sean kemp [i had his shoes] ... and Gary Payton [i had his shoes to the one with the alien looking ovals on the sides a lot like the jason kidd shoes ... which i also had... by working. ].. and i hope the supersonics come back. but whyt do you think its stupid for the mariners to IMMIGRATE players from OTHER sports teams... and its bad for ME to immigrant people from other countries?

if we bring a person to our sports teams.. maybe a hardcore guy like Latrell Sprwell -- who i really really really really really loved. and maybe a hardcore guy like allen iverson..who i really x 1,000 LOVE AI 76ers. and i had his shoes too. THE ANSWER. lol. if we bring in hardcore guys like that to our teams... and they dont behave well... yes you’ll hate me if i tell them to leave... but if i leave them, they’re too powerful bro. they’ll start sucking down the whole enterprise. the same one you like to enjoy. it’s a tough call.

ok.

if you tell me a woman. fat woman or not fat woman. an american woman. has married an immigrant. thats called sponsorship and the person that american woman married is now an american. if people fell through the cracks, like the one used in this magazine that i saw today : volume 43, issue 41 of the seattle weekly, Saja Tunkara... if he married an american woman and that lady wants him to stay in america as an american... then bro.. he should probably stay in america and come and hang out with us. but do you have the FULL details on him? IF i trusted the Seattle Weekly, i would say he’s innocent and some cruel ass people are trapping him up and we need to say... hey bro you fucked up and stayed 17 years after we told you not to... but you can stay because you have an american wife. or you can be deported. then she can go to Sierra Leone (which dont worry I DO KNOW ABOUT BLOOD DIAMONDS... i am TRYING TO TELL YOU THAT THEY MOVED THE OPERATIONS TO ANGOLA>..... you dont understand how fast these guys are..... ... he can go to sierra leone and she can go to sierra leone, i will buy her the plane tickets. and she can marry him there. and she can bring her husband back. but bro... i dont know the whole story. i am not going to even degrade him. by even making anything up. im just going to say the Seattle Weekly, which sounds like a legitimate source... (by the way... farticles are FAKE articles and the seattle weekly seems kinda like a fucken fake journal bro... like something i would pay maybe 500k a year for if i was a billionaire, to kinda fuck with you guys... do you even know what im talking about when isay this? do you really know what im talking about when i say it?)

so i looked at he advertisements of the SEattle weekly - the most HONORABLE and trusted source of news this side of the ‘sssipppi’... and bro look.

straight up:

Call now & save up to 84% on your next prescription...

and the 1st thing on the list was... “Viagra 100mg” second one is “Viagra 50mg” ... 3rd one is Cialis 5mg. .. do you see what im saying?

this is fucken dick pill selling magazine. you guys all want to fuck. you want your dick to be like superman dick. you pay top dollar to get super man dick. and that top dollar is used ... to fund dumb fucken stories like this. instead of actually trying to talk about immigration, LOOK at what the SEATTLE WEEKLY did.

1. they jacked Sierra Leone... a lot of h onest people worked so fucken hard to break the sierra leone stories. a lot of people probably died bro. and these bitches just take all that work and they just write Sierra Leone... they’re stealing the symbol bro. to sell dick pills

2. they used a black guy ... are there not muslim olive colored or even white immigrants in detention centers? are you seriously telling me all the immigrants detained in the united states are black? what is the racial breakdown of detained immigrants in ICE facilities?

3. they used a guy with cancer in his neck.. what is the survival rate for that cancer anyway? if it has like 5% survival... how much can you do for this guy... do you want to give him some opium pills so he can die in peace? didn’t you know thats what we do for NORMAL american citizens? we cant help most people bro. theyre going to DIE. americans are dying today and all we can really do is give them some opium . do you want me to tell you that? did you think hes magically going to heal if we radiate him?

bro... there is a bunch of b ullshit in the seattle weekly... and this is dumb. i cant be spending too much time on this shit. you guys have to look at the people of seattle weekly and you have to do this but you wont. you have to see who is fucking with our heads from that organization.

but my judgment is this: if he didn’t commit heinous crimes. and if his wife is american. ShaCorrie Tunkara. if shes american bro, then most likely let him stay. if he stays, and the doctors think they can cure him of his cancer... then let him be cured and let him stay.

if ICE tells me he did something that he didn’t tell ShaCorrie... or he was someone who he didn’t tell us he was... or whatever whatever. then you’re all going to make me look like a mother fucking idiot in front of you trying to champion a cause or eat bait that im not willing to eat.

not this guy bro. ill let the detention centers handle this for now.

but yes... its in my head bro. its in my head. ICE . 2.7 billion. trump budget requests. american prison system. etc .etc.

final point... how many % of american adults have been arrested?

when i worked at instancheckmate (lol) ... i used this research factoid... i read somewhere that .... are you ready? 40 %... fourty. not 4. 40. 40 percent of americans have been arrested. (mostly for like dui and dumb shit) .... bro we are a HARDCORE people. we are HARDCORE bro. 20% not 2 .. 20% of our women say they were raped bro. we are HARDCORE. people call us sometimes (like Gore Vidal) ... the UNITED STATES OF amnesia. because we forget we raped and dui and killed and destroyed and taunted... we’re free and we’re breaking the fuck out of each other bro. and we want to cry over other people’s stories because we also consume bro. we consume like a mother fucker.

so lets go watch a star is born with lady gaga and bradley cooper. irina sheik is his wife. i wanted to have her in 2007 when i was working still at stanford. i even asked the russian guys to introduce me one day. i was a poor fucken guy and never thought id deserve a beautiful woman like that. so now bradley cooper has her and he gets to pretend he is in love with lady gaga. who is starting to look a lot like a reformed conservative mormon angel chick. she’s writing her own bad romance. i never liked that lady gaga. but maybe i will. maybe bradley cooper is a polygamist in disguise. maybe its all a grand mother fucken orgy. but its ok. let him kiss her on the screen. and if irina sheik wants to divorce that beautiful man and come to this short “khash” (thats what they call us in russia, its like the N word for armenians... because they dont like us cuz were all short unibrow hairy... .. ) ... so let her come marry me. i probably have a lot more money than bradley anyway.

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the bible - and burning people’s bones

2 Kings 23:20

Josiah slaughtered all the priests of those high places on the altars and burned human bones on them. Then he went back to Jerusalem.

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the bible (and blood) - sample

1 Samuel 21:10

And David rose and fled that day from Saul and went to Achish the king of Gath. And the servants of Achish said to him, “Is not this David the king of the land? Did they not sing to one another of him in dances,

‘Saul has struck down his thousands, and David his ten thousands?”

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this isn’t a joke

it’s not a joke. the things i say. i feel passionately about them.

i don’t “feel passsionately about them” like a princess of the world would on the camera. i cant do this for the camera. i dont even want to be on the camera. i dont want to have follower counts. i dont want followers. i dont even want to meet my homies. im done bro. ive been done for a long long fucken time.

instead of killing myself or opening fire on random people, which is a bitch made thing to do, always always was and is, i decided i would do surgery on the world.

to do Revanchist attacks on Turkey is bad. and on azerbaijan its also bad. but what do you want me to tell you? bro... they mashed my great great gran pappys head in with a fucken stone in front of great grandmas face bro. she ran to iskenderoun (alexandria) turkey and stayed in an orphanage until great gran pappy picked her up and put some babies in her and my (soon to be raped) grandmother was born. then they moved to (syria?) and then to jordan... where papa was born and then he came to america and i was born 4 months after than in june of 86.

ever since i could see and hear, which was early, i saw these bitch made mother fuckers try to get away with it. so i vowed that one day i would catch them. oh boy they had the wool pulled hard over my eyes until i really started breaking ground in 2014. i caught the devils tail bro. so i went all the way and i saw how little that devil is. a min little turk devil. so now ill just kill it cut its head off and burn its bones.

WHY NOT?

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thought streams

seeing a woman with epilepsy having a break this morning. a brother there to turn her on the side so that she can make it through. thanking the brother. seeing interracial. white woman. black guy. ebony. ivory. epilepsy.

seeing a pigeon with a broken wing fall and the other pigeons just chose to go to the seeds instead.

honking horns everywhere. the difference between honks. a car horn is a saxophone. you can hold it... which is annoying. you can tap it. which is not so annoying. if you tap it 3 times. tap tap tap. it shows finesse. it reminds me on the 2nd that you are saying something, and on the 3rd it says “sorry for the alert, it’s all good - just a little obstacle through the day”. if you hold the horn ... im going to cut your hands off and make you bleed and ill take your car and give it to someone else. don’t be a fucken dick savage bitch.

today in the morning i went to union gospel misison. they have a car out there that says “search and rescue” - it’s a van. the homie rescue team probably owes its name to the search and rescue van in front of union gospel mission.

when i was waiting in line to get some food, a weenie cocksucker motherfucker bitch made cunt (who is a male) ... was there behind me. i could feel the fucking bitch made mother fuckers disease. i could also see a brother, an african american, or black brother in a wheelchair and he had his plate of food with him.

- an aside: there was a story i read, when i was young, in armenian, about a grandpa and his grandson and the grandma and the father (the kids father, the grandpa and grandmas son) and the mother (the wife and the mama)... and the kid loved his grandpa. traditional cheesey bullshit of a grandson and grandpa. ‘ole gramps story’... and so they all gathered at hte family table for some piece of shit food to eat together, proly cuz they were poor as fuck. anyway... everyone got a glass plate and they ate... but the grandson looked to the grandpa and he was in a kiddie table and he had a wooden plate. and he was like yo’’’’’ why the FUCK is grandpa eating out of a FUCKEN wooden plate, but he was nicer and more innocent sounding. and they were like ‘’ oh dont fucken worry about that you little anklebiting bitch made squealing complainer - the mother fucker has shaky fucken hands he always breaks the fucken glass so we gave old yeller the wooden bowl so he dont fuck shit up”... and the grandson was like... “FUCK THIS” - grandpa take my fucken glass bowl and ill fucken eat out of the fucken wooden bowl and we’ll show these BITCH MADE MOTHER FUCKERS whats up.

--- back to the story at union gospel. so i saw this man in the wheelchair and he had his hand occupied holding his fucken breaKFAST. and nobody gave a FUCK about him. not one MOTHER FUCK. not FUCKEN ONE MOTHER FUCK. i should put a sledgehammer to the heads of all these cocksuckers but i can’t. because most dont suck cock and most are pretty decent people. right? but today was a day where i guess the old black guy in a wheelchair was wearing his INVISIBLE ink costume ... so he was INVISIBLE ... except to me because I have mother fucken X RAY mother fucken Vision. so ... i opened a gap in front of me and behind the guys in front of me and waited for old man to step through. i didn’t know what he wanted but i knew he wanted something or else he wouldn’t be just outside of the line with a fucken plate of his breakfast at fucken early in the morning, would he? something was wrong. there was a fucken glitch in the matrix. some bug in the code. i didn’t ask him i just knew. when i left this gap open, a bitch made mother fucker, who might not live tomorrow, i don’t give a fuck, decide to wail on me and not only cut in front of me but tried to make me look like a mother fucken sluggard bitch made lazy cunt that fucks with people and said “fuck you for holdin up the fuckin line and im gonna take your spot” and he fucken took my spot. so i was like OK bitch. you’re dead. but let me fuck with you a little so that you can at least mother fucken apologize for a fucken second so we can make this good. before you get your ass mother fucken beat and your face permanently mother fucken scarred you DUMB MOTHER FUCKING BITCH. so he said lets take this fucken outside. and i was like. this guy is dumb as a fucken pile of Turkish bricks. please scratch the word turkish out of this story, and fuck those guys too for killing my people the armenians. yes, i am doing a play on Capitalization ... god god god god god. anyway, the man in the wheelchair, the black guy , he wanted some napkins bro. and so he got some napkins we almost got into a fight and then i said “if a snake bites you tonight and you die, thats not on me bro” ... and he didn’t give a fuck. so i ate... he already ruined my breakfast he already ruined my fucking day and it was 8 am bro. it wasn’t even 9 am bro. this guy blew me up at 8am. so fucken what. i sat down and ate my porridge (sausage and eggs + water) and when i was leaving he was leaving and we both left and i drew my sword (which is an umbrella) and i respectfully tailed him out onto 2nd street and i said “are you going to apologize to me?” and he said “FUCK YOU and put his middle finger out” and he dropped his backpack as if he’s fucken tough sh it... and i looked at this guy and i saw nothing there. not a warrior. not an OG. i didn’t even see a tweaker, a drunkard, nothing. i think you guys want to see me fight and kill someone with my own hands, don’t you. you want to see me take a knife out and stab him in his FUCKING throat and you want me to bite his tongue out and spit it out and hold my eyes to you with blood on my face and smile. you want me to be that animal dont you. i bet you do. do i have the balls to kill or am i some faggot bitch made cunt princess prince. you turn this into a gladiator sport. so i told him. mother fucker you are going to die. good bye.

anyway. as i write this. so many people die. so many people are dying. something like 2 people die each second and we just wasted a whole shit load of time. talking about 1 disrespectful rude piece of shit. and now he wasted my time your time and he wasted other peoples time and he will leave me permanently tarnished for the rest of my life because i had to commit murder. or did i. i dont know. or will i. i dont know. i have mercy. i just want his FACE cut the fuck up so that he can understand that when he said “ I DONT GIVE A FUCK “ to death... that he gave the whole poker game away. he was doubling down he was pushing his bet he kept pushing his bluff all the way. he wanted to be a strong man. the tough guy. he wanted to push it all the way through to his own death. that is a stupid stupid man. so just scar him so that when h e looks in the mirror, he will remember what he did. he cut in line in front of a whole bunch of beaten up poor people and he fucked with a guy who is trying to help a society that is already in fucking ruin and shambles with people killing each other themselves commiting all sorts of heinous crimes raping and molesting women and waging wars and destroying people and spitting drugs out everywhere and taking kids from their parents and spewing toxins into oceans and lakes and fucken car accidents killing people on the way to work and airplanes and security and terrorists and fucken bombs and assassinations and kidnappings and murders and it wont fucken end will it. all of us have red meat in our bowels. some of us are in line waiting to die from cancer. a lot of us are fucken eating diabetes up the ass. eating more sugar just jamming it in. eating more red meat just jam that shit in. you only live once dont you YOLO. geronimoooooooo. mashin on the motorway ... ganging up on each other. tribalizing. separating. destroying each others careers. tormenting one another in homes. tormenting each other on passenger buses and trains and planes. living with all sorts of stds spreading aids and just beating and slicing each other up. fucken with each other. haunting each other. speaking in veiled codes mocking bullying pushing each other over the edge. watching people die on facebook or other internet media. just totally not giving a fuck. jacking off to porno all day. gettign hookers. supporting meth heroine pill oxy vicodin habits and hitting the girl in her ass ... dining at the Y ... DATY.. right? greek style anal. watching double and triple penetrations. gangbangs. don’t fucken read my writings if you cant stomach it. watching kids die in other countries. not giving a mother fuck.

so let this guy live. because its just 1 guy. 1 piece of shit guy. like my neighbor to my right was echoing right now “piece of shit” “piece of shit” - its true. that guy is a piece of shit. so let him live and let God decide what will happen to him (well, if i keep my code... let god decide what will happen to him).

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10 minutes for the kid homies

you are very young now your heart is beating as mine is and it is 10:31 am PST (pacific standard time) on 10/10/2018 (gregorian calendar) - this is how we did things in our day, today.

outside of the library in seattle, on 4th avenue (yes, we still had streets with cars on them) I got a warm feeling in my heart (I hope that feeling still exists for you) to write something to you.

Every day I think about quitting - I even forget about you sometimes in my anger at others. I will explain to you what wrath and anger are later. I will explain more to you about everything, later.

I want to write freely and quickly.

If you feel in your heart you are being beaten, abused, bullied, taken down. If you feel in your heart that people are hurting you. if you feel in your heart that you are surrounded and you can’t run, I want you to find a time, a secret time, between you and me, a secret time, where you can quickly find a police officer and go to them and tell them, sir, or mam, i need your help, please, and i need it now.

If you tell them that, they will help you. You will never suffer that kind of abuse if you don’t want to. I understand that you may feel we are betraying your mother or father or your brothers but if you feel the time has come for you to be alone for a little bit and to take a break and to find a comfortable place in your heart, I want you to know that I will do it. I will do it to the best I can - I am making promises at this time that I myself don’t know if I can keep. However, even if I get a few of you out, it was worth it, ok?

I’m not going to tell you stories of my childhood yet. I just want you to be free to explore the world and to look at the trees and birds and the animals and go pet some cats and dogs and petting zoos and get some nice candy and sugar but not too much, lol, and I want you to play some games and relax a bit. take it easy for a little bit.

you are supposed to be the future princes, princesses and kings and queens of this place. so i want you to start by respecting everything around you - but how can you respect everything about you if you don’t disrespect some things. don’t beat the animals. don’t beat your brothers and sisters. don’t let the bullies get at your sisters. but don’t use these powers against beauty. don’t think that you are playing tricks on anyone if you use these things to trick your brothers, sisters, mothers, fathers, teachers, police officers, and even me, into believing a lie that you make up. you know when you are making a lie when you keep it secret only to yourself and you know it is a lie that is bad for all of us when it is hurting us.

when i was young I was taught about God. i’m sorry to tell you that at a very young age I chose not to believe it, then at a very old age I found him, or he found me again. ok? if you start by at least looking around and asking yourself, did I make this tree? did uncle aram make this tree? did my brother make this tree? my teacher? the scientist guy? the police guy? the nurse lady? no. none of us made this tree. this tree has been here, this tree and its whole family has been here for a long time.

I used to take a hammer and slam it against trees. once i took a metal space shuttle and threw it at geese. once i hit a cat because it scratched me. don’t pet cats that have sharp claws. they will scratch you. and you shouldn’t go back and catch the cat and hit it like i did. just leave that cat alone from the beginning. just look for a while. tell us what you see. it’s not imaginary. it’s real. the ocean is real. the lakes are real. count the birds chirps. did you notice the crow caws a few times and you can count how many times the crow caws? did you ever count the crow? collect its feathers?

sometimes, you will see pigeons dying, like i did this morning. i believe pigeons are closer to angels and i think i feel very sad when i see a pigeon die. sometimes the other pigeons don’t care when they see their pigeon brother or sister dying next to them. they are not exactly like us. we can repair broken arms. we can repair broken legs. some of us are really busy learning more about healing. like when you fall and bleed and you wear a bandaid or go to the hospital ... try to look at healing and try not to tear the place up, even though sometimes you might.

i used to tear flowers up. now i go into dreams when i see flowers. don’t tear flowers up. smell them. count their petals. leave them where they are.

i know this sounds pretty cheesy and lame, but good things are sometimes cheesy and lame. we’re not looking at it hard enough.

i don’t know what else to tell you right now. i’m going to go back to work. i’ve been cleaning a lot and i can’t wait to clean some more.

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10 minute thought stream sprint

starts at 12:32 pm on 10-9..

going until 12:43 pm.

need food. armenians. jerusalem. via dolorosa. grandma ... her son albert. albert as grandmas real lover. she didnt love jacob my grandfather. i am of jacobs seed. church of the holy sepulchre. the holy land. seeing the syrian border. going to the water park. the giant red slide. wearing red plastic shoes that dug into my ankles. mom buying me glitter green shoes. being laughed at for wearing girl shoes. moms style for me. the choice. malloch. tarkmanchatz school. lawless. computech. edison. fresno. jerusalem. armeniaan community school of fresno. koko shot dead ... while trying to stab people. who knows anymore. insanity. serk ... fiesta. what is this. oregon. place. people. salem. st johns bridge. seattle currently. how did i get here. greyhound bus. santa cruz. run out. run out of towns. predicted. forced to run out. forced to fleee. stand the ground. this is insanity. human torture. torment. enslavement. death threats. castration threats. the poeple names places . called rat. worst things. the signs. symbols. syncronicity. insanity. anton laveigh. satanic groups. real or not real. humans. insanity. spirituality. mistaken. stanford. reserach. cancer. laughter. gnosis. know thyself. hermese trigestus. hiram abiff. code books. the book of codes. cyphers. pig pen cypher. cities. numerology. airpolanes. wars. death tolls. libraries. fresno. seattle. portland. salem. batman. cars. iridiescent mustang. license plates. is this a joke. what is going on. insanity . suicide. please kill me. popular. not popular. no women. women. leave me alone. ghost. you’re a ghost. ak47 worst rapper. its actually true. there is a guy called AK47 in seattle. that’s awesome. i can dig it. what is going on. where am i. signs. posters. meeting people. cisco. boeing. signs. microsoft. brand. logos. ballard. google. the youtube office shootings. the stars in the sky . what is going on. 6 minutes left of free writing. memories. stars. grades. tests. cuckolding. being laughed at. taunted. tormented. disrespected. degrated. berating. destroying. people preparing fresh waves of attacks. forceful to wake up. abuse. borderline. lashings. cousijns. jeans. harout. hagop. armen. ani. teaming up. dead grandmas. vartanoush dead 2016. chased from town to town. mind set on fire. tormenting me. crying. seroquel. kadoyan. wajda. beat downs. memories. what is happening to me. what are they doing to me. wont stop. real joke. abortions. lory. armen. the games. how it all went on fire. how did it. step by step. pains .larissa. jessica. are these all plants. what did they do to me. lory what are you doing to me. satan they call me. 666. what is going on. memories. losses. scholarships. applications. goals. pissed off. fury. king. ball gagged. cant speak. warmer and warmer they cooked me in the pot. my life is ruined. my soul has been eaten. they put a notebook of freddy kruger in front of the library. they called richard that. richard what the fuck are you? people getting shot helicopters. 22 rifles. lists of false accusations. codes. speaking in codes. torment. beat downs. pains. threats. boxing. hitting smashing words. drugs. meth heroine. poisons. dead brother? is he dead? stuck by a needle? what is going on ? i remember Joli spoke this way. she said JR she said her brother she said her father. what is this? norteno sureno battles gangs blacks whites mexicans enforcements outlaws red dead redemption 2 mixed in ... pornography abortions birth controll pills no shame no repentance... continuation. breast enlargement orgasms dildos. this is my wife. my ex wife. insanity. bill what did you say and do to me.. you pretend to cry to get attention and hugs and you played even crystal who is looking at me playing a mac dre song what is going on. is this the place for the insane are we in the hell is this dantes inferno the descent into hell.. no home no safety.. pills. doctors. jobs. lyft airbnb instantcheckmate linxlogic... gordo is on bainbridge island i know so many people in seattle.. peltek gordo erin treg 0- the aberdeen folks. what a small world the writing is about to stop.. 10 minutes. whhere am i what is going on.. you cant help me i have to go at it alone but its not ending - LORD PLEASE HELP ME - catholic church bells ring to evict me. am i satan am i jesus am i the comforter amd i disciple am i god?

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12:22 pm on 10-8-2018 posted 12:23 on 10-9

unification a nd corruption keyword lists daniel and honks and double daniel and murdoch the dog ... and the smoking of cannabis... the modulation of mind. .. people talking . people listenign. people and 51 days. sums. numbers in phones. sequences of numbers. probability of factionalization. im 4 you. numbers 4. 2s. 23. 7 and 14 . all the numbers... just missing a 5. 7/14... 206-960-3823... and 7-14 ... 0 to 9 ... all represented... but missing a 5. also the story... working through prison... all memories go to prison. seeing ISIS on tv. attacking. pressing. pressing full force. snapping its back. iran contra. regan. names. keywords. intelligence. agencies. last names. fictional. tell moogie i said hi. im for you. leaving. age 14. age 18. top of the world. robbers come in. world of corruption. contract. lock stock barrel. own your ass. cocaine. contra. trades. in the background more arrive. 1 2 3... they say... Stella? or CELA... i roll with lucie? and God and ... the skull ring.. fist bumping a skull ring. saint louis. missouri. gardner. carpenter pants. .. all the keywords of a mocker. allusions. pants. collections. references. a wolf in sheeps clothing. the husban and wife. the dog. no leash. the dog yesterday by first methodist church. the homework project: talk about the koch brothers. one brohter and other brother. yiou know how it is with brothers. more allusions. triggers. regressions. the abortion sticker. the phrase - they kept coming around, plus the satellites, they didn't want me to get better... refracturing and rehypnotizing. regressing. his react ion to the horn honk. he was probing. he was trying to see. yesterdays talk. more and more recordings. releases on transcripts ... facebook detectives. bait. questions. answers. polygraph tests. protests and kavanaugh. waking up. lory. larissa. lebanon. russia. mark. armenians. russians. Putin. games. hired hands. tells. countries. laughter. smirking. all at once. stanford. harvard. brown. stella. .lory. ashkhen hasmig. abortion murder thieves sherriffs cia dia nsa ncis fbi police sherriffs prosecuting attorneys dirty kids homeless drugs meth cocaine acid salvia shrooms legalization cents on the dollar profit koch bezos gates technolibertarian stencils zach de la rocha dogs daniels names seahawks cuckolding tricking air force coast guard whidbey island training attacks pick on test case bring it on. attrac tthe energy green light call for it new upgrades conversations pass backs. not the right person. choice. leave me alone. back off. fuck you. fights. death threats. white women. gringo . craCKER. a list of racial epithets. to mastermind. to plan. heist. hamburgler. raising dogs. good job. laughter. credit. taking . appropriation. numerology. timing. nexus. 222.2 billion. 110 billion. sums. 2. numbers. rank. people first place. let me take a stab at it. circles. judgments talks. solutions. processes. self negation. self cancellation. argument. big boss dog. teams. sides. groups. women. masses. cigarrettes. 75 cents. numerology. 12s sums. george washington. thomas jefferson. founding fathers. bohemian owls. modifying symbols. mystery cults. worship. comparions. usage. functionality. material science. properties. attributes. lists. refractive index. physics. mathematics. constants. what kind of place has constants. takeover. listing. delisting. knocking out. moving. magicians. performance artists. big stars. shooting stars. planets. orbitals. computational sciences. being able to modulate between tools. thinking differently with a computer than just on the street. conversational practice. languages. lists of languages ethnicities. processes. homogenization. rube goldberg. names. metaphors. animated. simple. looptie loops. lame. systems. architecture. designs. grand principles. learning. studying. under cover. age 14. parents. sworn in. eagles club. lookups. chasing it. plant it. get him to chase it. wasting time. approaching you. exclusion. society. cliquing up. prophecy. realization. truth. materials. games. reproach. tolerance. libraries. cannabis. bible. scripture. jesus. peter. assistants. laughter. humble servants. do it on your own. subordination. respect. individuality. liberty. slaves. placements. dogs. homies. clients. awareness. understanding. freedom. deliberation. attitudes. feelings. conceptions. slave owning. masters slaves. books bible. servants. wash your shoes. wash your feet. baptize you. freeways. cars. running across. copy cating. following. birds. crows. ravens. tattoos. muslim groups. taking credit. muslims. islam. news. games. realities. computers. poems. edgar allen poe. assocations with symbols. lists of common symbols and associations. a registry. backend registry. jammed up. shoe in the mouth. embarassed. counter. pick battles. analysis. fighting. regimens. silent. deadly. quick. draw. what the heck. confusion. disorderly. gifts. annoyance. leave me alone. popularity. stealth. beauty. ambulance. songs. simple kind of man. drink. stoned. house. can't touch money. positive reinforcement. quarantine. scars. dirt. insanity. spending. lobbying. teams. step up. walk in. controlled accounts. shot callers. total inheritance. thankfulness. big inheritance. fantasy. let down. games. pick up. collapse. seroquel. lexapro. wankers. corruption. death. silence. lexapro. seroquel. astrazeneca. thieves. friends buddies putting out old yeller. dogs. rabid. worms. disease . retardation. yahoo. emails. 12 years. long stint. prison. names. games. raids. deaths. releases. long time. serving. sentences. imaginings. fantasies. mistakes. attribute of brains. 3rd eye. see escvape. happened already. delay. processing. talking. stalking. modifying. upgrading. evolving. learning. learning of learning. closing tabs. tangents. concurrent files. openings. jumping around. organization. speaking. liberty. words. adjectives. gift giving. animation. social interaction. sims. grimace. details. societies. abms. populations. unimark. lyft. aramark. all at once. abortion. bible. homes. games. daniel. mark. cuckolding. sex. beaten up. sexually molested. last stand. satellites. misnomers. imprints. thumbprints. implants. games. freddy kruger. souls. lost gained. god walking with god. yeshua. jesus. master. peter. paul. memorize. bible. digest. names . prophets. importance. starbucks. schultz. larissa. togos. managers. names. rob. daniel. mark. lory. jessica. larissa. wascar. alfredo. tony. JR. jew jew jew. dolphin. scale back on the fish puns. combinations. monster points. fishing. eating. living. trying catching. seeing. double takes. approaches. games. meetings. handshakes. death. skull and bones. really. columbia. rivers. clothing. carpenter pants. coca cola. warren buffet. wunderbra. germans. paw prints. tattoos. lacey. street names. escorts. prostitutes. red hair. umbrellas. prices. negotiations. barter. cigarettes. 8 cents. dollar. gift . given. backstab. prices. payment. money. coins. dubloons. criticism. papers. cents. really. 75 cents. 4 aces. numbers memories. priming. reminding. trying out. connection. abandonment. faces. recognition. walking away. drifting away. sickened. dirty. wrong. coughing. hatred. hand foot mouth disease. clues. riddles. biological terrorist. thieves corruption birthdays boyfriend/husband sick deliberately quarantine. watching out. native americans. blacks. mexicans. n words. kkk. talkers. killers. cannibals. cults. believers. ornate chalice. the way they drink. what they drink or eat. toxins. games. meetings. beliefs. eye camel needle jesus. blaspheme. lucifer. buttholes. dirty. psychological proximity. hyphens. games names. who you stand for. letters. retardation. completion. buddies. consulting. talking. nonsense. insanity. system of a down. helping the poor. boofing. shooting up. recordings. rappers. madness. microphone. camera. placement. recording. pickup. fast . resolution. dumping. feds. reality. cleanup. cleanout. who are you. not my name. games. cities. towns. small cities. raids. invisible. black. darkness. communicate without it. taps. double taps. responses. honks. cars. visitors. training. pickup. social tests. saving. saviors. location. apps. directions. ai. part parcel. honk. rink. mishap. error. a database of concurrent moving objects. mature. movie. filming. games. actresses. actors. reality. databases. backends. frontends. IFSAR. multiple ways of making al ive 3d and controllable world with intervention and stopping. desinging systems. plumbing. radar. who cares about names. social security numbers. kiosks. identity. facial recognition. motion sensors. movement. a list of sensors. a list of systems. upgrades. tests. locales. pasts. histories. active warfare. imaginings. retaliation. civilian. military. joining. suicie. bleach. jumping. songs. nirvana. dont have a gun . curses. i love you. i kill you im not gonna fight. attraaction. live response. understanding. concurrent conversations. energy. walking. umbrellas. memories. colors of snakes. colors of umbrellas. the bags. walking around. nervousness. sweaty palms. mission impossible. dirty. see if you can handle yourself. tests. measurements. cut from a different cloth. annihilation. mutual slaughter. devotion. divorce. lawyers. students. aramark. can you handle it you little bitch. yes i can. fuck you. i am not your bitch. i will beat you in this game. i havent even started yet. i care too much about people. it will never end will it. an endless game. can you have the balls to play an endless game that you'll keep on losing. yes. its like considering all possible chess games that couldve been played by humans and then looking at all the games that actually were played... and looking at all the moves of all the games, and stitching just those moves together into 1 long scroll of game. a 1 game played by humankind with many hands over a long time. the result ... almost nothing. today chess is still here being played live ona different media like online computer/phones ... and the actual phy sical chess of before. all at the same time. but its doing noth ing. its spinning into an empty loop. a cul de sac cavern of psychological time spent... called chess caverns. keith told me to steer clear of competitive chess. his coach was armenian. the armenians still aren't recognized. we are being systematically eliminated and you wont tell me that we are. you dont want christians around the earth anymore. the catholics will wipe out the christians of the orthodox tradition (greek armenian russian) - so in some weird way we naturally clump together. protestants and catholics will be mutually repulsive but when germans and slavs and jews and greeks and irish scottish british got their eyes on an armenian... including turks muslims chinese persians... they all knew who the daddy was. so they just bust the fuck out of us. 1 of us can bleed enough blood for so many human cannibals. you should grow our people and our societies. graft me in? will my hybrid genes even do well for you ... split test it. give me children from artificial insemmiantion. are you pimping my semen yet? stella wanted it.. she had to settle for an MIT computer dudes nuts. after i said no. well dad said no. what is all this. im no longer as startled. i didn't know you had a battle ship in side the main ship. camouflage. already. but still i know the difference between a fake a poseur and a real person. grease the wheels of think tanks. men and women and relations. the credit. poles. homeless. idiocy. derangement. striking out what you are not allowed to cspeak of. armenian genocide. remove it. lets talk kavanaugh. females. rights. reporters. shady individuals coming around me. the old game. he likes a mature woman. like the real estate woman. a divorcee. lets find her one. match making games. he will bite refuse or not bite he will chase or not chase. we cant abduct him. tell him to meet us. no we will meet him. he doesnt want to talk to people. he is alone. he is lonely. no he is with god. get his back. he will thank you later. he doesnt know whats going on. he just says he does because he is proud and vain and cockky arrogant and not even that smart. he used to be somebody. hes just a shadow of his former self now. what did they do to him, do you even have call logs and texts and emails? how did this guy look when his ship was going down? did he give mayday calls? who is this guy. why did he quit stanford. why did he leave lyft. why did he engage ilya and olga. how did he know olga went to georgetown. why is he so fast? poker. liars poker. banks. games learning. unlearning. rank. get first . second. shine. add attributes. how do we measure this guy? decathlon? iq? subjects studied? mastery of subjects? experiences? badges? is he some boy scout out of control. aikido. what the FUCK. h e smokes weed does meth acid and bangs women and wants wives all at once with billions and millions and he brings home a trillion dollars while moving cities and asking people to beat the shit out of him and teaching them... wow. is this really you aram. i am writing and boasting. mrkaich said not to boast. i wasnt allowed to express myself. so i have just a guy who works non stop and i hope that is the expression. how come we lose ourselves trying to study him? he wont stop. he also managed to write thousands of pages of garbledygook nonsense. get that? gook? why are there so many lists of racial epithets and ethnic slurs on wikipedia? who will comment on the birth of racial and ethnic slurs? are we really trying to eradicate slurs? what is sluring? do we study combat? the pressure on psychological combat has surely increased now that physical assaults are becoming less and less popular. why are they becoming less popular? because of surveillance, cameras, telephones, response time of police with GPS... the whole game changed, guys. now the cops have GPS and they are developing smarter systems. aram is their test subject lab rat. no, he's not. he's not JUST that. he's way way more than that. the man has a private life unto his own that he won't talk to anyone about. he's freaked out. he got freaked out as a kid. he ran. we are not looking at a healthy guy. run his vitals. sir, its true, he's honest abe. he only smokes cannabis and cigs off the ground... we found no meth sir. he's not boofing. he's not snorting. he doesn't have an inside edge. he sleeps. he wakes up. he eats. we don't know what to say sir. we're drawing an empty here. he is a vaccuum. he knows the whole city. no. someone is navigating him. a russian. no. it cant be. he said stella sucked his cum on LIVE tv sir. and he is saying putin is a brute. why would he go for the lesser team. he liked the packers. they called him a front runner because he liked the packers WHILE they were winning. wait. does it mean he likes the koch brothers? and coca cola? no. no . that's just a dumb investigative journalist prankster type trying to extract information from someone who isn't even a cia agent bro. he just says things they dont know how much this guy has read. ok - on that note, sir, can you please give me a list of his browsed websites? actually, take the please out and give me a list of his websites, accounts, emails, all of it. i need to see it. sir, we can't. just the list of the websites he has visited will break your face. you don't want to investigate him because you have to involve all the departments in our investigative task force. he's a fucking walking library sir. he has amassed too much information. he's afriad. he's a pussy. at least we got that working for us. wait... wait. WTF is he doing?! yeah bro he just picked up a stick on alaska way and he's sharpening it on a brick wall and saying that he's going to kill the next person that laughs at him by stabbing him in the neck with a sharp stick. who the fuck is this guy? well... he's looking up heptagons now sir. 22. he likes the number 22 for some reason. what is that reason, sherlock? we dont' know sir. we think its arab league or hebrew alphabet or 2 squared. or the sound of it. or he's number 2. we don't know sir. but the 22 number is a heptagon number. WHAT THE F UCK is a FUCKNG H EPTAGON number... well sir... it shte number 7 sides polygon. ENGLISH PLEASE, sherlock, ENGLISH PLEASE! sir, ... the fucking guy is an animal. he's not h uman. he's doing things humans aren't supposed to be doing sir. he's an UNINVESTIGATABLE guy. wait... wait. grab me an arabic translator - what does ghosfur al tani mean? ... sir it might be a terrorist code to launch thermonuclear wars... NO NO wait.. it's not. its a poem about a bird. the kid loves birds. what? its' not a code? no sir. he just likes birds and his dad taught him that poem wh en he was a kid. it's about whatever it's about.. he's probably just boasting and mocking everyone... including the catholics... why is he in front of a catholic church? we don't know sir, but we think he moves according to symbols for making a statement. for example, he sat down in front of the book store at pike market the other day - the pike market who he thinks the ground looks like jerusalem? yes... that pike market. but why did he sit in fron tof the book store. is this a left leaner? not sure... wait he just woke up at the park and he's saying people ruined his life and he is going to hunt them down for the rest of his life... and now he is threatening to kill people again. this guy is unstable bro. no no - leave him alone. yes, he is unstable as fuck. but he oathed non violence and hes made good on that promise. and our decibel detector says that he is speaking less and leass frequently and with less and less amplitude of noise coming out of his mouth. ENGLISH PLEASE - sir, he's voluntarily shutting the fuck up. what the f(*c is going on. what happened to him. is this all a joke. a lie. we dont know sir. he says he doesnt know either. he's not resisting authority. he doesn't care to go to hospitals saying he is going to commit suicide. he doesn't mind police. he says he likes orcas, aren't those black and white? doesn't that mean cops? maybe it does. maybe it means FREE WILLIE or maybe it reminds him of going to marine world africa usa with his aunt and uncle and his cousins and brother when he was young and seeing a real muthafuckin shamoo. maybe he just loves how soft and slippery they arel ike they are vinyl and beautiful creatures. maybe its not the symbol that you think it is. maybe orcas doesnt mean exactly and ONLY one thing to him. maybe acoustically its also related to NORCAL. its very interesting. he posted a song by andre nikatina... for killer whale. so it's multiple things. he says orcas. because he doesn't want to say the word KILL. he's vindicating and redeeming even the animals? is this the jesus of the animal kingdom? - arent humans animals too, sir? yes, but... we're the only animal that FLOPS NUTS, richard, you fucken dick! we went over that blackjack joke the other week, sir, it's old. it might as well be an old meme with dust on it that you have to blow off with a eureka vaccuum.. . shut up its a poker metaphor. yes, sir. ok - so is he harming anyone? well sir, he's obviously hitting a fucking nerve. people run for their lives away from him. he's anathema. oh ok. he finds that funny. he laughs when he writes. no no you idiot. he's flirting with the woman sitting across from him. he's behaving differently because she's around. he's even writing a completely fictional account from a sociological psychological linguistic mathematical historical ethnic cultural anthropological perspective, on his own life. its like aiming 10 different frequencies of probes at his own self, sir, and trying to show the world all his forms. its interesting, actually. yes, this man is fascinating. can i pimp him out to the forest department to solve pine trees from going up in flames each year? yeah sir, we can pimp him to the forestry. why dont we pimp him for the heisting division? the heisting division? yeah sir, we can just have him pimp the fuck out of others and burglarize the world for us. he's probably the worlds dirtiest mangiest thief robber baron master wannabe.. and sir.. HES HUNGRY (thirsty, as we say in the south) - wait, where did that voice come from? not sure, sir, we're in a farraday cage. that voice should not have been in this House. (it's a house, not a House) bro - are you guys fucking with me in here? where is this voice in my head coming from! announce yourself! do you hear this, sherlock? yes sir, i do. i think it might be god. (don't take my name in vain, it's God with a capital G, my children)=) so what should we do. should we listen to God in this case study of an AWOL violent immigrant actor hollywood billlionaire king david wannabe yeshua type with an ISIS beard polyglot computer programming math guy with total recall and loves to lay bait and catch thieves and rats all the time? i don't know. i don't think we should. we shouldn't do a case study. her'es what he is exploiting, sir: the man is a black hole. if you go in, you won't come out. you won't come out of his black hole. so don't go in. the way we explain it now is this - his thoughts per second are about 1000. he is only seeing about 2 or 3 of thos 1000, sir. and he keeps improving his recall and he keeps reorganizing thoughts and concepts. he has been doing this privately for about 17 years, sir. if not a long time more. we're basically looking at a black hole that spits out gifts whenever it wants. and it also wants to annihilate people, but it spits out some tears when it does that. its becoming a nicer black hole, but if you go in thinking you can study it, you can't sir... he knows how to throw you off too much and he has too many thoughts per second. you'rd be racing a real usain bolt, on his home turf, on his own custom made track. how did this happen? is this nature or is it nurture? what is this? should we allow this guy to exist? what if he wrecks havoc on our country? is this an alien? or just a freakish memory idiot savant? no sir, he likes to fuck pussy and drink and smoke and he wants to drive ferraris and he has nice taste in boats and mansions and such things sir. he is not a savante at all. so are we looking at a forger, a mimic, an idiot? how could he be an idiot if he makes new ideas? is he lying about this lyft and this mark zuckerberg thing? what is all that about> probably just a prank between the stanford harvard kids from the private schools seeing a young up n comer ... and just slapping him around... he buys it beavcuse he wants to be included.. well he's not a part of them.... who are these bullies, anyway? just a bunch of weenies sir, we can kill em all if you just say "blue balls" - no no. don't kill anyone. he probably wants a fair fight. he wants to do the takedown himself, he says? yea sure sir but you cant listen to what he says... he makes it perfectly known that sometimes and only sometimes will he doe what he says. mostly what he says is act ually a layer of distraction over his mind. he protects his mind. yes sir... but not too much. he tries to commit suicide, sometimes he doesnt even look up when he crosses the road. he says hes going to steal bleach and kill himself with it. you cant listen to what he says sir. he doesnt want us listening. he detects us when we send a woman for him. he dtects when others are messing with him. he knows nobody wants to be caught trying to talk to him. but he knows how many people SHOULD be talking to him. the guy did this before we caught up to him. he knows that people dont like talkin to dirty kids. dirty kids? yeah, basically grungy looking nirvana listening rage against the machine punk rock crass ... pot smoking. maybe dope shooters. punk kids. music kids. the fantasy weirdo people kids. he knows they know that hes not them at all. but hes just them enough to throw off all the clones we've been raising. they thinhk he's a badass dirty kid che guevara rage against the machiner. they dont' know how to tell the difference, sir. the punk rock kids hate him because he's sitting there and just trying to be like them... but he's also punching them in their minds eye and they feel it but he stephen colbert deadpans them and bounces out. - you said he went into santa cruz without a weapon and just started making enemeies and walking around with the underworld? the underworld of santa cruz, sir, is not a real underworld. but its' gritty, sir. needles, heroine, the normal shit. black star. suicides. overdoses. cut up bodies in the forests... cannibal culture, that kind of stuff, sir. santa cruz is weird. holy cross, isn't that what santa cruz means? i'm not sure sir, i don't speak spanish spic and spanly. - that's a dirty ethnic slur - make sure we don't have HR in the room right now. and turn all the smoking tapes of nixon off. as a matter of fact, kick all the jews out of this room, it's time only the homies speak.

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waking up. tired. rain. rain on the boots. the boots are torn. shoes. are wet. leather shoes. uncomfortable shoes. comfortable shoes. the daily walk. walking in uncomfortable shoes. ears clogged. not sick. ears jammed up. sticking fingers into ears with toilet paper when in the bathroom. library. salvation army. need to take a piss. need to take a shit. bathrooms. looking for bathrooms. embarassed. look like shit. haven’t showered in a bit. lighters are dead. no flame for cigarettes. the rain. it ruins the cigarette shorts i collect off the ground. talking to myself. not really. lots of people doing real life following. they want me to participate in interactive games with the audience. im not a star. im not taylor swift. she shouldn’t do politics yet. she doesn’t know what she’s talking about. democrats. republicans. green party. lame . parties. people. birthdays. rain. dogs. leashes. masters. slaves. negative conditioning. positive associations. flashbacks. larissa. lory. jessica. ashkhen. hasmig. who and what happened and where am i. did the babies really get aborted. are people messing with my mind. the information. is it true. not true. ears clogged. i can barely hear sarcastic remarks. god is watching over it all. proverbs. Better to live in a desert than with a quarrelsome and nagging wife. peacock in the desert. seattle. pike street. pike market. prospect park. GAR cemetary. ducks. weird tattoo store. weird tattoo aesthetic. cornish college. security guards. smoking cigarettes. asking for cigarettes. not comfortable. SEATAC. orcas. the oceans. pier 70. pier 66. starbucks. starbucks reserve. st james church. gospel mission. millinair club. tweakers. not that many. many or not. not known. know nobody. alone. thoughts. suicide. Virginia Mason hospital. lutheran church. food. food under the bridge. housing help. library on 4th street. newspapers. news. 90 minutes of internet time. homeless resource guide. backpack stolen. all work gone. no more work to look over. wanted a house on frontenac. didn’t get it. went to ferrari dealership - you say you’re a gangsta but you never popped nothing. you’re a real wanksta. songs. curses. nirvana. cause i’ve found god - rethinking what i said about kurt cobain. he is dangerously not well in Lithium. sounds llike the psychiatrists put pills in him and he blew his brains out or heroine or the pain of his wife... she breaks mirrors. weird flashbacks. lorys brother was administerered lithium wh en i was administered seroquel. psychopharma DEATH TOLL. bodies keep stacking. kurt cobain. lithium. lake washington blvd - curt cobains house. i didn’t know. i did a free navigation of the city. i felt things, bro. now i regret what i said about kurt cobain. lady was wearing a nirvana song list tshirt. bruce lee and brandon lee’s graves. crows. bible... scarecrows. 3-6 mafia lord infamous used to call me scaRECROW what is this... where am i. same motifs. same symbols. used by different people at different times. 1 big symbolic soup. trying to make sense of it. untangle it. which came first the word crow or pigeon. beautiful pigeons. appearance of pigeons in ones timeline over time. typing in the library. ‘the kind of kind guy that won’t take no for an answer’ - wanting to buy a house on frontenanc and give it to brent and tim ... tim gave me an umbrella. brent hooked it up with cigarettes - lighter. they were good guys. lyft people circling around. feel guilt and shame resentment everywhere. saved by the dell poster. PRIVATE PROPERTY everywhere - including the seattle sports stadium ... safeco field? seahawks lose to larams - kendrick lamar. lemurians of mt shasta. greyhound... buses. the animals. a great dane takes a fat piss on 700 7th ave... the courthouse night, doing a speech. finding weed on ground smoking it. speaking at the school ... getting more weed. fed a larabar. ara. ara gets funding again in march. rosenstein is out? cohen is out? melania is in africa - visits a former slave in ghana. beautiful work. thank you mr and mrs trump. kushner? scooby dooby doo. airbnb ... valuations. memories. pains. people. upgrades and promotions. growth. new ideas. scholarships. college. essays. schools. making sure the kids are going to be safe. at least putting a line on the older ones and going to go back and ensure the road is well paved for the younger ones. newspaper room 6th floor. bathrooms on floor 7 of library also on floor 1... and maybe on 3 and 4.. .but not sure. haven’t been higher than floor 7 as far as i recall. lady in front of library - obese with lighter and cigarette - i ask her for a light she says “why are you chasing me?” - not a question. it is a question. it is something inside of a question. an accusation. a false accusation. a controversial, extremely controversial false accusation. it implies more. profile equivalent of a stalker. im not a stalker. a chaser. but i will become one if she wants me to. if the shoe fits ill wear it. or ill just wear it once and throw it away anyway. copy and paste this text and put it into a text to speech application and just listen to it ... let me know if it sounds good. borrow phrases from it. let it brainwash you. because it’s all real. really really really really real. kim and kanye. blessings. armenians. what the heck. little children in library walking around... happy looking. global warming. will it kill all the little children that look so innocent to my eye. and to my eye the world looks ok. but to the instruments... they’re reading something else. that’s how gas kills doesn’t it... it didn’t smell. it just killed. mount olympia. sculpture garden at the pier has a lot of gardners but a lot more dog shit. its impossible to sit in the grass. there was SO MUCH dog shit there. mcdonalds sued for a million dollars. dont do it. all these ridiculous articles on Medium. i joined medium but i cant even press a button to write. ridiculous. double daniels. daniel lives here. so does erin treg. ill try to not mention too many names i guess. maybe they can comment on posts and take them out. fuck ilya golub. fuck olga. fuck all those people. nikolai and m8s and ara and etc etc. let them live their lives but these are weenie people. someone should keep a permanent weenie hat on their heads. stop stuffing dicks into everyones head aram. stop it. note to self. exercise more discipline in the language that i use. lockwood... he was an author who blew his braINS OUT. but he was typing like an animal in the family garage. he released a book. i wish one day i can get back to literature reading again. i miss pynchon. i miss delillo. did they write any new books. are they still alive? im going to check google right now and trust the answer. dellilo alive. i heard roth died. 5-22-2018. wow . the number 22. number of hebrew characters in the alphabet. the number of arab league countries. 22 is a heptagonal number. which means 7 sided polygon number. who knows what that means. its just important. who knows. philip roth died on 5 - 22 - 2018. wow. i miss his work. american paradise or something or portnoy’s complaint. who was that guy. i remember being in oregon 4 years ago and digging deep into literature. is my brother dead? did shant eat a heroine shot? people on the bus were saying weird things. is my father dead? i don’t even know. i remember jolie writing things on the wall. like prophecy that turned into reality. maybe the whole thing was a joke. the name. keith. she used names. she said things. JR JR JR> what is JR.. it’s on the inside of larissa lip . who knows. maybe real or not. nick. wtf. heroine. fresno. people talking to me. gangs this that. greatful dead family. where are we. what is this. acid. meth. heroine. crack brillo pads. what is all this. what happened. where is everyone. dope shooters. not a lot of people left around - “ Cage The Elephant - Shake Me Down - YouTube “ urban dictionary. JR> some caring guy. larissa’s boyfriend. hope they’re still together. been talking out loud to her. sometimes i feel her. saw a lookalike of Lory. or i actually saw lory. maybe when larissa and i were in santa cruz.. we were being watched and played for fools. she kept saying she saw nicole. the aramark logo. the mark from seattle. the people out there. here. chris while. erin triggie. daniel ex of jessica. who knows what people do. say. where am i. what has happened to me. how am i homeless. what is this. what happened to me. i used to be an OG. lol. what am i now. can i even handle it. unlikely candidate. why do people even half respect me. what is going on. scholarships. colleges. high school kids applying for colleges. stanford early application this year is november 1... and the regular is january 2. i remember 2004 applying for fafsa and all that. scholarships. this that. getting accepted. man. SAT scores are still going. its insane how out of touch you get despite trying hardest to stay in touch. eventually the kids evict you themselves. couple library rats tried to trade me bluetooth headset for some molly in front of library and for some crystal. i said no to both. i saw mad guy tweaking dancing fuckin hard at millionair club today - i looked at him and said “brother i love you so i dont want to see you here, like this, ok?” - where is HOMIE RESCUE TEAM - what are we going to do? should we just laugh at this guy. should we just let him die off. should we kill him? what do you think? i have to read news... china and america. usa. and china. and korea. and russia. and some games and calm down and 110 billion dollar pump into USA. turkey and saudi arabia ... and pushing and shoving and ghana and america visits and angola 500 million president running to london who knows... where are we.. like flies buzzing around on The Blue Marble. what happened to sitting at home and enjoying one another in peace. where is my wife. why do i call her my wife. im forgiving people. im rescuing people. im saying im going to quit cigarettes. people look so shady. they look so protective over their assets. ive lost more than i think or know or can count or i dont know whats going on.

i wanted a ferrari 812 a portofino i saw was pretty i like the color rosso and i wanted a 488 spider and a home on frontenac and i wanted a powerboat like 70 footer or 77′ and i wanted to go to bahamas or caribbean and have sex with my wife and procreate and have children and relax and sleep and rest and have a home on 18 acres in snoquamish and all that stuff and have a Dodge ram 2500

just read about Satyrs for the first time. rams and satyrs and greece and dionysus and debauchery and Pan and apollo and challenging gods and losing and winning and secretive & lustful and wanting to fuck and permanent erection (piss boner) - very interesting.

also very interesting is the PT Barnum effect ... basically .. .have you ever had a boner? have you ever wanted to have sex with many women? have you ever flirted with a woman? h ave you ever challenged someone bigger than your own size (like David?) - who knows. Ram. Aram. Random Access Memory. bighorn ram. it was in a shooting game i played on hunting game on computer a long time ago.

gods .. shoot downs. being destroyed. FLAYED Alive. the Flaying of Tarsus. hubris. arrogance. humility. cold. hot.

there is this fucking idiot laughing in the library. this fucking tool idiot. he is in the library and he laughs like a clown. i wish joe pesci were here so he can jam and smash on the guy. but he’s not so if i do it. in front of the cameras. it will pr;obably get me into some sort of toruble. who knows. anyway.

iris murdoch. philip roth. thomas pynchon. all these people. time passes. pynchon delillo still alive still kicking.

birth days were the worst days. slowly getting over the doldrums. what is it called. weighing yourself down . idioms. expressions. the power of idioms. lists of idioms. lists of ethnic slurs. lists of sociological terms. lists of profiling terms. lists of lists. endless lists of words and referrents and objects and feelings.

Jimmy hendrix park seattle. the numbered avenues. Ballard. the draw bridges. the seaplanes. the boeing. the SAM . art museum. the fountains. the trees and parks. the lake washington. the lake union. the puget sound. the alaskan viaduct project. 4 months. all the little pieces of seattle. the 4 seasons. the goldfinch bar. the bars. the loyal inn. mark matthews park. he was a presbyterian minister. here we are. some guy still laughing so i told him to shut up bro that hes fucking annoying. then another guy joins in... he does a little goat laugh. so i fucken do a sheep laugh too. fuck these guys. play whack a mole all day.

seattle is amazing. minus these idiots in it. can someone genocide them. or get rid of their bodies tonight and feed them to the orcas k25 and k13 ? .. k13 is dead. k25 is getting skinny.

The latest official count is 77 orcas among the three pods. That reflects the death of K-13, a 45-year old female named Skagit.

the count of orcas is 77 orcas. i wanted a 77 or 70 foot yacht. i wanted to call it Septuagint. there are al ot of 7s in the bible.

oh Gosh. oh man. david reigned for 7 years 6 months. 76. 67. 6s and 7s. 42s. wow. and 7 male descendants of Saul hung before the lord. 7s. the 7 times 77 forgiveness.. yesterday the sevenfold punishments in leviticus. i like stuff like this alot.

7 for all mankind - i remember such days. the time is 12:12 Pm on 10/9/2018.

who knows these things ... the Lord is playing on all tracks concurrently. im less annoyed. i see all these defective personas in one day. i dont know why. but its getting better. people getting chin checked. a lot of people getting tagged.

the rats are getting smashed on worldwide. Meng. etc etc. interpol. this that. internationally. locally, domestically. the Great Awakenings. when we enter into slumbers and turn into zombies turn into psychic vampires. we need to clean the algae every once in a while or else there’s just bodies and piles of bodies of humans. we dont really care about the dead of the past. we really dont’ give a shit or dedicate any time to remembering or researching the dead of the past. a list of wars by death toll. largest natural disasters by death toll.

to have faith. to try to pray to God. to say im not here to destroy the catholic church. people say and come up with the worst and weirdest things. if you can only see this writing post you will see i hop around so many places.

a poison dart frog, a dog, a porcupine, a snake, a cow - i’ve been compared to such animals. after a while all the terms of endearment eventually get to me.. its annoying its not cute. people speak they did the worst things to me and im pretty done for trying to recover. maybe i will maybe i wont maybe someone will kill me or ill magically die.. it wont matter - i see that kurt cobain and bruce and brandon and jimmi hendrix theryre all dead and the stars are all dead the “stars” ... revelation says

Revelation 6:13 and the stars of the sky fell to the earth, like unripe figs

and the woman and the dragon and the red dragon ... and ir ead revelation and imagined myself as satan last year but i dont think so. i think the others are satan becasue they twisted my brains in and out.. and i cant wait for the rest of revelation to be carried out so that i can witness the end of the world. im very tired of how twisted and disgusting things have become.. im not just angry or wrathful.. i would like to actually see the end of the world... i would like to see Jesus im going to try and be ok until that happens. .. and its so sad that people are just.. .its so sad.

https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Revelation+12&version=NKJV

love,

aram krikorian

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