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gatoburr0 · 5 months ago

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She’s such a good mother figure it makes me cry.

Quick something because my brain has rotted to a degree.

#art #fanart #my art #original art #Steven universe #Steven universe fanart #Steven universe fan art #su #su garnet #garnet su #Steven universe garnet #garnet Steven universe #garnet #eyestrain #?#I’m losing it I’m losing it I’m losing it I’m losing it I’m losing it I’m losing it I’m losing it I’m losing it I’m losiNG MY MARBLES #so silly #NEXT MONTH IS JULY. FINALS AND UHHH PROJECTS YEAH fuck science fairs I thought it was gonna be exciting but can’t be happy with mental illne #ss #venting aside I absolutely love garnet she’s my favorite she’s the mother I want to have. already love my mother but can’t she just be her #oh yeah her fusion with amethyst GURL ITS NICKI MINAJ #MEOOOOW slay slayslayslayslay #I have not watched steven universe though I do not know shit I just know that I want to be adopted by garnet #crying right now #I didn’t know that missing therapy one time would fuck me up this hard

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shokupanko · 6 months ago

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Happy 10th anniversary to the most handsome lady ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

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darlingjmiller · 2 months ago

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SEASON 2 TRAILER!

#oh god i’m gonna throw up #so many shots are lifted right from the game #SHIVERS #if i ever were to lose you #i’d surely lose myself #CRYING #the last of us #tlou #tlou season 2 #joel miller #pedro pascal #ellie williams #bella ramsey #tommy miller #abby anderson #gabriel luna

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theres-whump-in-that-nebula · 6 months ago

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So I was reading articles about John Hurt (as I do when I procrastinate on life in general lol) and I saw a still shot of a movie I’ve never seen still shots of before; so I looked it up. It’s a play. I was worried I wouldn’t find it in full online; but I did, so here it is in all its glory:

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He’s just… ugh I want to gently hold his face in my hands he’s just so sad and lonely with his weepy voice and eye bags. I couldn’t process half of what he said but I think this is a warning about always speed-running through life to get to the next good thing. We should appreciate the moment; because in the end, we’ll have nothing at all but our memories. If we rush through life, we won’t have any memories to keep us warm at night when the chill of death creeps up on us in our old age.

Also, spool, spooooooooooollll…….

spoooooooooooooooooooooolllllll [cackles in mentally unstable]

@kaleidoscopr @theindo @possessedbydevils @randomtwospirit

#The fucking banana. I was talking to him through the screen like #“…a banana??? You keep bananas in…. there? You good man? A—are you okay?#What the hell are y—” [cracks up but quickly stops laughing] “Oh— oh honey… you’re not right are you?#No you’re not right. Uh…. Why don’t you sit down; your breathing sounds awful. You sound like you’re gonna die…#OH GOD [loses my shit laughing/cringing ] “Oh— oh ouch. No no no— I’m not laughing at you I just— I like your actor…#a lot… too much probably #and he’s just good at what he does and the timing of it all… this is exactly how I act when I’m home alone #I swear I’m not laughing at you… I just— PUT THAT BANANA BACK YOU’RE GOING TO KILL YOURSELF”#John Hurt #stage acting #Krapp’s Last Tape (2001)#Samuel Beckett #Yeah… funky stage play. Very moving and dreamlike #[This is me gently holding Mr. Krapp and rotating him in my mind like a bowl of ramen in a microwave]#Screaming crying throwing up beating the walls #I am unwell #Ough ough ough #It’s not difficult for me to watch per se #but I’m very much the kind of person who HAS to help when someone’s having a hard time doing something #— especially if they’re old or otherwise infirm — or I’ll feel like a piece of shit for weeks… and this fucking man #this fucking man is so good at being frail and pitiful that I feel genuinely agitated that I can’t reach into the screen and help him #It’s like the torture scene in 1984 all over again where he just barely manages to wrench himself upright on the table #then immediately falls off onto the concrete floor with the most tragic sickening bone-grinding splat you’ve ever heard #AND HAS TO HOIST HIMSELF UP ONTO HIS FEET ALL BY HIMSELF WHEN HE’S MALNOURISHED AND EXHAUSTED #Like ughhhhhh let me pick him up and wrap him in a blanket and carry him somewhere warm and safe and make him an omelette #And I know I write whump and I shouldn’t be this sensitive #but JESUS FUCKING CHRIST MR. HURT YOU ARE KILLING ME #Youtube

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mazzystar24 · 5 months ago

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Name a historic battle?

Easy

An immigrant student vs student finance and the evidence section of the application

#you don’t provide a section for the specific type of residency permit I have so I gotta mail you every form of id I have #and my name IS different than my official documents which I can’t change so here is my deedpoll too eventhough you don’t have an option for #it oh and here is everywhere I’ve lived for the past millenia and why I lived at each place #oh why did I live there? birth #reason for leaving? that sounds like a question for my therapist to ask #a dated letter from every address i had?#where was Saturn and what was I eating at 2:20pm and 40seconds on march 2015?#my firstborn?#I don’t want kids anyways so win win #a ritualistic sacrifice? okay #okay I sent everything that should be fine right?#only to get hit by another email requesting more evidence #I’m gonna cry #when I first did the application I spent two days doing it and cried and screamed multiple times

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angelstitss · 7 months ago

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TW ⚠️

it’s the way that even angel’s voice is an act. it’s the way that in this clip his voice at the end in the last “yes, valentino” is such a stark contrast to his voice at the beginning. it’s the way that his pitch got lower. it’s the way that his accent got thicker. it’s the way that this is anthony, not angel dust.

i am so unwell.

#pain and suffering #i’m not ok #god blake did such an amazing job #fuck valentino #i’m gonna cry right here right now #angel deserves the world oh my god #i love angel so much #hazbin hotel #angel dust

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theclaravoyant · 1 year ago

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what if Crowley gets ascended and they wipe his memory and he introduces himself to Aziraphale who is dying inside because he knows Crowley would never have done this if there was literally any other real choice . But Angel!Crowley is all peppy and cute like “hi! I’m Rory. Aurora if you want to be formal about it. Blurgh. Haha! Who are you? 😇”

#and David would nose crinkle and Michael would Face Journey so freakin hard #and actually I really love aurora as precrowley’s name #ineffable husbands #good omens #ineffable spouses #hi dying inside I’m dad #I made myself sad #angst #or OR ‘I remember you’ - breath of cruel hope - ‘-Aziraphale right?’#I love you coming back from the dead wrong #oh and Aziraphale has to give him back the Fall? the pain?? and it kills him #but he does it because it’s right and it’s what Crowley would want and it’s right #if I’m gonna cry on my way to work I’m taking you all down with me

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seventh-district · 1 year ago

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it’s finally getting cold enough that i can bring my cardigan collection back into rotation without feeling like i’m gonna melt into a puddle the second i step outside!!!

#Seven.txt #my face #i have rematerialized back out of the void to once again make my once-in-a-blue-moon selfie & life update post #i’m running on 4 hours of restless sleep and the single banana i ate for lunch earlier today. let’s do this #hrrrrg i hate the lighting in my bathroom but i refuse to take pictures in the absolute Mental Illness Disaster Zone™️ that is my bedroom #anyways. got diagnosed with Mystery Pain Syndrome at the dentist today. so now i take ✨steroids✨#the less funny explanation is that my tooth still hurts with pressure nearly a month post-root canal and That’s Not Good #so we’re trying some new medications to see if that fixes it. and if not then who knows. root canal pt.2 the sequel. or extraction. sigh #and so the Dental Saga continues. todays visit went quite well in spite of the unforeseen mystery pain delaying the tooth-shaving plans #we had some time to kill so he managed to fill some of my other tiny cavities while i was there today so that’s good #okay moving on. what else. uhh. OH they finally came out and ran the fiber to the house last week!!! now i’m just waiting on one more-#-guy to come and finish the interior install and the long awaited fast internet will finally be mine eheheheheeeee #now i can feel my hours upon hours of unedited gameplay footage breathing down my neck :)#man i’ve got so much stuff piled up right now. i’m drowning in Tasks and it’s a lil overwhelming but i’ll handle it all! eventually #uhhhhm my current writing project is coming along well! i’ve never put so much time and effort into a oneshot before in my life #its a labor of love though and i think i’m gonna be really proud of myself (and the fic) once it’s complete #even if no one reads it bc it’s so goddamn self indulgent and kinda lowkey throws canon out the window but like. fuck it!#if i want Astarion to write a song on piano and perform it for me while mentally taking me on a trip down memory lane. then so be it #fr though i’ve never written anything quite like this and i rlly want to do it justice. even if its unrealistic i still want it to be Good #in other news i received word that one of the chickens i sponsor at my local Gentle Barn has passed away so i had a lil cry abt that #i feel so bad for his little tiny chicken wife. they obviously loved each other and it’s like. so sad when one half of an old couple dies #like. she pulled him out of his depression after his 1st wife died. now who’s gonna be there to pull Her out…#anyways let’s not get all sad about that again. in happier news my cat who i presumed died/got killed has returned home uninjured!!!#after that huge stray dog chased her into the woods i thought we’d never find or see her again #but then the morning after i started grieving her she showed back up hungry as hell yet completely unharmed like the enigma that she is #so that’s one definite highlight from earlier this month. uhh what else. rapid fire summary of the past few weeks let’s go-#Jersey turned 10! Bullet turned 10! my 6 year Veganniversary happened! i’m approaching 700 days on DuoLingo!#i’ve written more than 20 thousand words! i’ve been facing some fears! fighting my OCD! taking care of myself! (kinda!)#anyways things are far from being all sunshine and roses around here but i’m trying to focus on the good stuff for the most part #for now tho i have a headache and have reached 30 tags so it’s time to go shovel some mashed potatoes into my mouth :)

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charliethinks · 1 year ago

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i’m going to the Acropolis of Athens in august !!! my greek mythology hyperfixation is hyperfixating right now !!!

#i’m literally so happy right now #i havent felt so happy in so long #OH MY GOD #i’m gonna cry #IM LIVING MY GREEK MYTHOLOGY DREAM

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areyouwho-ithinkyouare · 1 year ago

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me internally when i’m trying to respect and recognise that my dad has unaddressed autism that impacts the way he handles social interractions while also trying to not just excuse the shitty insensitive behaviour that has absolutely contributed to my mental health issues

#it’s like. haha yeah he handled that situation terribly but remember it wasn’t intentional and he doesn’t understand how that came across!!#i can’t be mad at him i can’t take it personally and get upset haha. hahaha.#and also it’s like. being autistic isn’t an excuse to be a dick. being autistic doesn’t mean you have to like. emotionally damage ur kid ✌🏻#which i AM. growing up with him has fucked me up!!! and i’m allowed to be mad at that i’m allowed to be upset!!!!!!!!#but also oh god is that shitty of ME??? is that insensitive???? do i need to just be more empathetic and understanding #but ALSO also. when ur a kid that shit doesn’t matter. when ur a kid and ur dad is making you cry that doesn’t matter.#and those years of damage stick with you even when ur older and trying to be mature and understanding #literally this evening started with me trying to do something nice for him. trying to give him a gift. actually literally giving him a gift.#and it has ended with me feeling fucking….. shit.#and disrespected. and useless.#i try so fucking hard with this man and with our relationship and every fucking time i try to connect with him he throws it back in my face #like. hey! you’ve been saying how much you want to play gran turismo 7!!! i will loan you my PS5 for a while bcus i’m not playing anything #and i will BUY YOU the fucking car game for you to play it while me and my mum are away on our girlie beach holiday #like i will happily and enthusiastically do those things for you because you have been so vocal about wanting to play this game!!!#so it will make you happy right? it will be something positive for you to enjoy!!! right?!!!????#i will bring my console down to the family tv room for you and i will send you the money so you can buy the game!!!!#oh. oh you’ve clicked around the main playstation menu for 2mins and then turned it off to watch the news. and then just open ur laptop.#not even gonna buy the game huh. just gonna open ur laptop and zone out and act line i’m not even in the room. oh ok. ok ok.#not even a fucking thank you. not even a HINT of recognition. ok ok. ok. ok. now you’re literally ignoring me when i talk to you. ok. ok.#and like!!!! i know this seems so dumb and minor and insignificant but you have to understand. it has been 25 years of this shit.#25 years of me trying to make this man happy and 25 years of him rejecting all of those attempts.#and 25 years of……. a lot of other shit also.

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lifeisablackhole9 · 1 year ago

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oh wow i didn’t realize that there was an action plan in the sims that just meant your shit gets lost forever

#i’m gonna cry actually i spent so long on this house and i don’t even remember what i had in here #this is horrible why did they add this to begin with #i actually want to stop playing right now oh my gos #how long has this been happening i wanna kms

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robotic-maid · 1 year ago

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I’m gonna vent in the tags but I promise I’m chill

#sometimes after working for 12 hours straight I want to cry but my antidepressants make it really hard to so I just get a migraine #is it bad I feel bad for feeling bad #like if I could afford to not pay a bill I would be hospitalized right now for sure #but i just don’t have the luxury #I have vacation coming up… our mandatory overtime is almost done but even the vacation doesn’t seem worth it #how do you keep going when all you do is sleep and work and sleep and work and sleep and work #it feels like hell #but this was my reward for growing up #I don’t want to make my friends feel bad for me #I don’t want to disappoint my family anymore #but it’s not like feeling this way will kill me so that’s how I justify letting myself say any of this at all #oh if I say it then it won’t stay inside me #but it’s like a broken faucet there’s just so much #just shut up about it if you’re not gonna quit your job or emit yourself or die #just be happy you get to keep trying and that this isn’t forever #wait for the meds to kick in and go to bed and tommorrow you’ll wake up with a lighter chest #and maybe just maybe the you 5 years from now will be grateful #and then I’m happy.#saying these things somehow just cheer me up #I’m not upset that I’m alive I’m upset that I have bills and. a stupid job with hellish hours and I’m too scared to do something wrong #to move the wrong way and start a landslide that makes things worse again #but I’ll be fine because I’m always fine #and this bad situation will end because it always ends #thank you for letting me be born

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yipeewahoo · 1 year ago

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finishing asp rn on page 191 hope nothing happens to finny!!! 😌😌😌😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😇😇😇😇😇😇😇😇☝🏽☝🏽

#asp #im in denial bc i read a spoiler a while ago #i’m gensrs in tears #‘you e already shown me and i beieveyou’ i’m gonna end it #‘it wasnt anything personal’ i’m gosnna end my life #umm that un quote where his hand are shaking so bad he can’t grab anything oh my god. sobbing. i’m starting to cry again right now oh my go

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soup-or-who-lock · 2 years ago

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Having reread CDTH and Mr. Impossible, am at long, long last reading Greywaren (buts it’s the middle of the night and I’m creating awful habits so I only read the prologue). Accidentally read the last sentence. Made a little squeaking sound free from inhibition. I’m not gonna breathe for 335 pages

#IM ALREADY LOSING IT #dreamer trilogy #literally going to sob reading this book I don’t know how I’m gonna get through it #I’m too emotionally fragile to read it too untethered you not #ronan ronan ronan oh my god I’m so scared for murder crab boy and so so scared for Adam right now and so sad for deklo #and sweet baby boy Matthew Lynch! bearing in mind I literally have finished mr impossible so idk what’s happening but it feels like #sweet baby boy Matthew has fallen asleep in some school office and Deklo was on his way to find love of everyone’s life Jordan #understandably but what about sweet baby boy Matthew!!! please god tell me that’s the next thought in Declan’s head after seeing Jordan #please god tell me they immediately pick up Matthew from his appointment or I’m gonna fucking cry right now #ten years ago this time I was reading the Raven Boys and becoming obsessed with these heathens. where will I be in another 10?#probably still crying over these beloved buffoons. probably still thinking abt Ronan/Adam/Gansey/Noah. probably still crying over everything #sigh #this post is for no one but myself #digital diary of nonsense

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blurglesmurfklaine · 2 years ago

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#not that anyone is actively incredibly invested #but this blog is my diary so I’ll post what I want #but also I didn’t wanna make like an actual post post so I’m ranting in the tags #so no Stick Season update today bc I don’t have it in me!! and I’m opting to force myself to relax!!!#bc it has been A Day #and for no reason really????? like I was having a great day!!!#and then fifth period started #WHICH IS TRUTHFULLY MY BEST CLASS #like oh my god SUCH good fuckin kids in that class #and yeah my altos are incidentally the weaker section this year #but today it felt like they were doing it so APATHETICALLY and PURPOSEFULLY that I stopped rehearsal #and I was like ‘hey. sopranos are giving 100% and altos I think like maybe half of you are giving 50.’#and I was like if you don’t want to go to UIL let me know AND SOME LITTLE SHIT RAISED HER HAND but I stayed calm!!#and she’s getting an alternate assignment!! bc I understand Choir isn’t for everyone but also LIKE WHAT ARE U DOIN IN THIS CLASS THEN #but then some other altos were like ‘no we wanna go’#and I said something along the lines of ‘great but it’s gonna require more effort than what I’m getting right now’#‘and that sucks because you guys could be REALLY good if you wanted to’#AND THEN I JUST STARTED FUCKING CRYING LIKE A LITTLE BITCH #like not ugly crying I held it together long enough to tell them to pack up their stuff lmao #But then they lined up and one girl came back to hug me and ask if I was okay and THEN I lost it #like I’m actually laughing now bc ITS SO RIDICULOUS SNDBAJDNSJ LIKE WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME????#and then three more girls came back when the bell rang and they were all telling me how much they love my class #and I started crying harder #and I had my tenor bass class next (boys. rowdy AS FUCK) and from outside my portable I hear the girls say:#‘BE GOOD TODAY AND DONT TO ANYTHING TO MAKE HER UPSET!’#and I’m very emo about it #and two altos came to apologize me and asked to ‘please not go all emo on us again we’ll try harder’#and honestly I’m laughing my ass off I’m such a weak educator but I love my kids jajshsjsj #ANYWAY so I need some fluff and laughs this fine afternoon and do not wish to write today so SORRY #blurgleshutthefuckup

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lilgynt · 2 years ago

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common thick hair dub started pulling chunks of hair out can’t even tell where

#personal #it was at the front of my head too like damn bitch. my hairline.#my mom said she’s sending dad to a home bc we obviously can’t do it #and i was like oh for sure if that’s best but don’t do that bc of me pulling hair #i’ve been self harming since ten cmon this is pretty normal #she was like 🤨 okay #i drafted this and then not kidding my dad #okay so first hair pull came bc my dad requested the rest room at like 11:40 #which like fair you gotta piss you gotta piss #walk him down with the walker but he got turned around and disoriented in the bathroom #god im so awful he’s not eating to stop using the bathroom to stop bothering us then i’m crying at 3 am walking him there #anyway so he’s like where am i and im like the bathroom and he’s like i don’t need to use the bathroom my bad #walk him back - he’s like take me to the bathroom #and we’re like?? do you need to go?#and he’s like no i just want to know the path for myself #and he won’t let my mom get five steps away she’s severly sleep deprived and tells him no #you’re going to bed i’m going to bed grahams goign to bed and they’re fighting #dads like i’m gonna leave to find someone outside to help me #moms grabbing my arm and walking away and dads right there and then i’m screaming at them #cause i understand both my dads so anxious and scared and my mom is so exhausted #anyway yelling works everyone stops fighting blah blah mom goes to bed dad does too #five minutes later hear my dad in the living room clattering around and walk in to him holding the tv up and it’s FALLING #so i run over pick it up and my fucking god #we were talking earlier how he thought the tv was a door bc of the light #and he was trying to? get out? go to the rest room? i don’t know #either way walk him to the bathroom and back #cry go to bed cover my ears when i hear him clap for help again at 3 am then get up and help him #mom scared the shit out of me i was setting up the water for my dad and crying and my mom just APPEARED in the shadows #i feel so bad she saw that bc i closed her door and left mine open so she could sleep!!!!!!#she’s sleeping on the couch with him rn i should wake her up and let her go to bed but i dont want to i dont want to i dont how she does it

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