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reality shifting isnât hard. youâve been told itâs hard because everyoneâs too scared to admit itâs not. they cling to their 800-step methods, their must-have crystals, their perfect conditions because they think that if they let go of that control, theyâll fail. but hereâs the thing: the more you try to control the process, the more you convince yourself itâs out of your control. and thatâs the problem. thatâs why so many people feel stuck. shifting isnât some big, far-fetched thing. itâs just you. itâs always been you.
weâre conditioned to think weâre powerless. think about itâschool, work, society, all of it drills this idea into us that everything has to be proven, earned, validated. so, when you hear about shifting, your brain freaks out and says, wait, wait, this is too easy, this canât be real. and then you spiral. you overcomplicate it. you make yourself think you need the âperfectâ script, the ârightâ subliminal, or that you have to meditate for three hours while the stars align perfectly. like, no⊠you donât. all of that? itâs fluff. itâs noise.
at its core, shifting is belief. just belief. no, really, let that sink in. you donât need to âdoâ belief perfectly. itâs not something you master through sheer willpower. itâs something you already have. youâve believed in things your whole life. you believed in gravity without needing proof. you believe your favorite songs are beautiful without needing to explain why. belief is natural. itâs effortless when you stop overthinking it. thatâs the energy you need to bring to shiftingâtrust. trust that your mind knows what itâs doing, and that if you let it, it will take you there. every single extra thing you pile on? the overthinking, the doubt, the need for guarantees? thatâs whatâs slowing you down. not the âlack of progress,â not some mythical âblockââitâs you convincing yourself itâs harder than it is.
and letâs talk about social media for a second. oh my god, the shifting community on social media⊠i get it. itâs comforting to see other people on this journey. but letâs be honestâhow much of that content is actually helping you? like, really? 90% of the time, scrolling through shifting advice isnât inspiring; itâs overwhelming. everyoneâs got their own opinions, their own âbest methods,â their own rules. one person says scripting is a must, another says itâs a waste of time. one person swears by affirmations, another says visualization is the only way. and before you know it, youâre sitting there questioning everything you thought you knew, wondering if youâll ever get it âright.â spoiler alert: you already know how to shift. you donât need a thousand voices telling you what to do. in fact, the more you listen to them, the harder it becomes to hear yourself.
take a break. seriously. log off the apps. give yourself space to breathe and think. ask yourself: why do i want to shift? whatâs stopping me? what feels right to me? no tiktok trend, youtube guide, or reddit post can answer those questions for you. only you can. and i know that sounds scary. weâve been conditioned to think we need external validation for everything, but shifting is a deeply personal thing. you donât need a step-by-step tutorial. you need to trust your instincts. thatâs it.
and let me be clear: iâm not saying methods or subliminals are bad. theyâre fine if they help you feel aligned. but theyâre not what makes shifting happen. you are. methods are just tools. if you use them, great. if you donât, thatâs great too. because the truth is, shifting isnât about doing things âright.â itâs about letting go of the idea that you need to.
so let me break it down for you. the only things you really need to shift are:
1. a desire. you have to want to go to your desired reality. no brainer, right?
2. belief. this is the big one. you have to trust itâs possible. no âwhat ifs,â no âbut hows.â just trust.
3. persistence. if it doesnât happen right away, thatâs okay. donât give up. if youâve ever learned to ride a bike, you know that falling doesnât mean you canât do itâit just means youâre learning. shifting is the same.
thatâs it. no fancy rituals, no endless research, no âperfectâ conditions. the process is simple because itâs natural. youâve probably done it before without even realizing itâ the only reason it feels hard now is because youâve convinced yourself it has to be.
stop making it harder than it needs to be. shifting isnât this unattainable, mystical thing reserved for âchosen ones.â itâs something anyone can do. you can do it. your mom can do it. that anti-shifter lurking in every crevice of shiftblr could do it. youâve always been capable. but you have to stop getting in your own way. stop doubting yourself. stop relying on others to tell you whatâs possible. this is your journey. own it.
and above all, be patient. shifting is not a race. itâs not about how fast you can get there or how perfect your dr is. itâs about trust, intention, and focus. log off, tune into yourself, and let it happen. shifting has always been yours to claim. itâs not something you need permission for. itâs not something you need to earn. itâs just you, your mind, and your belief. always has been, always will be.
#shifting#reality shifting#shiftblr#shifting community#loassumption#shifting tips#shifting antis dni#shifting script#law of assumption#reality shifting tips#quantum jumping#shifttok
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NOOOOOOO OMG đ±đ
There I was, just scrolling peacefully (I almost never check my notifs right away),
oo, NaruHina fanart, so pretty, look at Naruto's bright smile, Hinata's schoolgirl outfit, a high school au :) ... "I have high expectations for my hero"...my hero...hmm that sounds really familiar, like I - scrolls a little more-
from "It's No Secret" ?????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!??????đ„đ„đ„
FAMILIAR LIKE I WROTE THAT??? THERE'S A SECOND IMAGE??? Of THAT SCENE??? The one of Naruto crouching down?????
ALSO, okay, ALSO ALSO ALSO ALSO
The Shoujo magical sparkles and flowers blooming blossoming sparkling everywhere okay đ you know what, yes, Jolly, you really truly nailed the concept here, that is the EXACT thing happening in my brain. It's No Secret is just a super girly, dorky shoujo manga, and I'm SO EMBARRASSED YET APPRECIATIVE??? that you brought my little baby fish of my first serious attempt at fanfic writing off my brain and into the world as this fully-formed drawing that PERFECTLY encapsulates how flirty and lovey dovey they are when they're not even dating đ I'm dead, people aren't supposed to see this.
okay, my initial "NOOOOO" up there is because when you told me that you really wanted to draw a scene, and in no wondering of mine did I EVER think it was from It's No Secret, like THAT's NOT the fic you were supposed to be inspired by???? I thought, if she read most of my fics already, maybe like Little Samurai since you remembered that one, or maybe like Last Chance or Friend of Mine..., BUT IT'S NO SECRET???????? You even read that?????? Such an old fic?????? That's not even that good, like I did NOT write it well and
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Why is your art so HIGH-TIER for my smutty, stupid writing?????????? đ
It's No Secret is supposed to be for readers who have explored my other fics already, and have gone down the fanfic rabbit hole, so far down, that they somehow end up years in my past, and they're so into fanfics at this point, that they just forgive all my tropey, cringy, cliche plot points and characterizations, and are just caught up in sparkly NaruHina romance, maybe a part of them thinking, like, "oh, Days was also just a newbie at writing back in 2018 haha," and then all the drama of American nonsense like prom gets these readers to just forget how stupid the story actually is đ
Unsuspecting, unrelated people who haven't read fanfics in general or my fanfics aren't supposed to just be subjected to my shoujo-brain while scrolling on Tumblr đđđ It's TOO MUCH.
IT'S TOO MUCH FOR ME. I can't handle this. I love "It's No Secret" too much, like I must protect it in all its tropey glory, it's just a baby!!!
AND YOU GO AND DRAW MY FAVORITE SCENE IN THE WHOLE STORY.
Well, along with the strawberry date and the car scene, so this scene is definitely in my top three from that fic, and you really shouldn't have đ„șđ„șđ„șđ„șđđđđđđđđđđđđ I was not prepared. Not prepared, like I needed a warning sign or something. Dear God, I pray that innocent, unsuspecting people do not click on the link for the fic from this art. Their expectations will be too high because Jolly's art is too good, and they will just be like wtf is this cutesy possessive, jealous Naruto and too good too innocent Hinata who can do no wrong, this fic is too much.
UGH Now I feel the absolute need to reread It's No Secret because it's been ages, AGES since I reread it, I will skip certain scenes that are too embarrassing for me đ
, but I can't believe you.
I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU. HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME, THIS FANFIC IS TOO PRECIOUS TO ME, YOUR ART IS TOO PRETTY.
Just the fact that you nailed the concept on the head so well with the flowers, and Naruto's EYE, showing how ooey-gooey in love he is, and the sparkles raining down, and and and you did not leave out the detail of how he's blushing super hard to his ears.
Like. This fanfic really is the prototype for every high school au I've written ever since. I can so clearly remember my descriptions just by looking at your art, even though it's been years since I wrote that scene. UGH. Hinata's hugging her books, like you know what. You know what. That is exactly how every preppy girl including myself held our books at my high school because that was The Look. but also you just nailed Naruto so well, UGHHHHH. I'm dead.
I adore you đđ„ș Thank you for embracing my baby fish so warmly, I don't deserve this. Like there are so many better NaruHina fanfics out there in the world, and you spent your energy and talent on It's No Secret of ALL THINGS. Thank you đđđđ I can never repay you. I could keep gushing and freaking out, but I have to go now đ
You are the best, the ABSOLUTE BEST. I LOVE YOU. You deserve nothing but good things in your life, may God BLESS YOU for ALWAYS.
A scene from @dayseternal-blog fic "It's No Secret" (<- link)
This was meant to be two pages. I wanted to draw out more of the scene but I unfortunately have no more free time till next year đI just really wanted to draw this particular image out and put it out there (the after math đ€):
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year~
#had a meltdown earlier but I'm sorta kinda okay now#about it's no secret#UGH BUT THIS SCENE#THIS SCENE????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!??????? đ„
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hit indie developers limbolane is dropping great god grove tomorrow and I can already feel the hyperfixation madness crawling in Please Please Check Out This Game When It Arrives PLEASE!!!!
#ive been following the development of this game for.... over a year? oh god almost 2 years maybe.... a very long time#ever since i got into yugo limbos work and all things theyre invoved in#i played both the older may demo and the current one im so fucking hypedddddd#upcoming game so good it shakes me out of artblock#i almost did a painting before i realized Im Not Finishing That Tonight. oh well#wabbits art#great god grove#ms mitternacht#inspekta#thespius green#cobigail#<- my favorite so far :]#huzzle mug#click clack#also the unnamed 7th guy that looks like a đż#expect a lot more art once i completely tear through the game tomorrow
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Happy Valentines, Akira. Happy Valentines, Asshole.
If you canât read what Akechiâs secondary inner-dialogue says cause I obscured it too much behind his regular dialogue, hereâs a transcription in panel order: Hello, you fucking- Ah- Hello, Akira! Fuck off, why should I tell you- Just a soda- thereâs a new flavor.
I donât want your shitty gift. Oh- haha! Youâre so sweet.
I hope I choke. Theyâre lovely, thank you.
Like hell. Likewise. Thereâs no way itâs just a coincidence. Still though, itâs a funny coincidence.
#p5#akeshu#akechi goro#kurusu akira#wow- me?? posting a valentines comic... actually on?? valentines????? wack. absolutely wack#it's a short one! I purposefully tried to keep it short. it was a challenge and it still ended up being 3 pages. but i blame my canvas size#also in case u can't see what akira is holding out to akechi: theyre chocolate covered strawberries on sticks!#i saw them irl and was like oh god i want those. i am going to project that feeling on my favorite characters so help me god#and now! here we are! but my shitty-ass coloring & line quality make it hard to discern them so. sorry about that lmaooooo#ANYWAY i don't do enough post-maruki stuff so. i made this one a little bittersweet. :)#why did i put akechi's scarf in a bow? honestly i dont know! i think i saw some art a while ago that did that too and i thought it was cute#well. plus i guess there's the symbolism of 'akechi being alive and reciprocating your feelings (however involuntarily) IS a gift' part#hence that hes wrapped up in a bow. like a present. :)#also god. the first panel is supposed to be akechi's reflection in a vending machine window. I could NOT get it to look right#so for reference!!! just so you guys understand!!!!!! thats what that panel is supposed to be!!! he is NOT in fact a ghost. (sigh)#hope you enjoyed and had a lovely valentines!! for my part i have eaten nothing but sweets today and hoo boy will that have been a mistake#ALSO in terms of the audience-participation comic...hopefully coming soon. if i can ever gain the will to draw it.#but at least tumblr has polls now so i can do the audience-choose-y bit without needing to use a separate website! so thats good i guess#anyway anyway anway thanks for listening to me ramble if you made it this far! have a lovely rest of your day and hopefully see u again soon
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This is my personal crossover event of the century
#one of my favorite actors and one of my favorite drivers interacting??? what???#alright whos gonna be the brave soldier and write the matt damon Ă mark webber rpf fic-#(i read a fic w james bond/seb so imo it really wouldnt be too far off to write Linus Caldwell/Mark LMAO)#ive known abt this event practically since i got into f1 but i feel like my thoughts abt it keep developing every time i look at them again#first time: huh okay wow brad pitt & matt damon taking w mark thats really wild. f1 drivers really do be meeting w high level celebs#after i watched fight club: wow wow!! i cant believe theres pics of brad pitt with mark thats crazy!#after i watched oceans 11: omg wait oh yeah! when mark was in jaguar he was sponsored by oceans 12!!! thats sick!!!#and then recently w my increasing love for Matt Damon: WAIT OH MY GOD MARK HAS INTERACTED WITH MATT!!!! (two worlds colliding feel ig)#but i was watching some interview w matt where they referenced this happening so its relevant in my brain again so i had to post abt it#but of course in the vid the specific pic on screen was him and mark interacting and i died. like seriously i can never escape f1 and mark#mostly im freaking out bcs its truly the crossover event of all time concerning my interests specifically#but the lore behind this is genuinely really really interesting#the fact that theyre promoting a heist movie specifically and then they put a $300k diamond in the nose of the Jaguar#and then the Jaguar crashed during the race and the diamond disappeared?????? cmon literally itself could be the plot to an Oceans movie#RBR/teams sponsored by RB were so much fun back in the day!!#they had several back to back movie promotions which all were pretty fun! just a shame neither team was good back then#it was Oceans 12->SW:ROTS->Superman right? i can't remember if there was another#such a shame that neither mark nor seb were in RBR in 2005 when RBR was promoting ROTS#i think i actually wouldve exploded if there were pics of them w hayden or ewan(my prev fandom haha)#f1#formula 1#formula one#mark webber#matt damon
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Hahahaha âšïž đ yeah âšïž valid! Hahahaha âšïž
Sesame in theory was not cultivated in Greece as far back as bronze age but was apparently in Homer's time so I thought I could add one small anachronism in my story and make Penelope eating it hehehe đ because let's imagine that the sesame was imported instead for my story hahahaha đ so on my fanfiction/retelling the passage went as such:
She stood up and went to the table, pouring liquid in a goblet. However instead of doing what she did initially she drank deeply from it and leaned down. Her lips covered those burning ones. Odysseus felt the taste of water and honey in his tongue. His throat moved spasmodically and desperately to accept the sweet liquid. The softness of flesh against his lipsâŠthe taste of honey on his tongue⊠Penelope⊠Only she had breath that smelled of honey⊠Crusty honey cakes were her favorite snack. She was munching them all the time when she was pregnant to their sweet Telemachus and so her breath always tasted honey and sesame; her body smelt fine olive oil⊠Those lips desperately moved. Finally he was home⊠Penelope⊠His lips softly massaged those soft ones and moved harmoniously to the movement of response he felt. Oh, the longing! The sheer happiness! His lips tasted her again and again, hoping that his strength would come back; that his weak arm and hand that rose to touch that soft cheek would allow him to TRULY embrace her⊠He wanted to explore furtherâŠhe wanted to taste moreâŠhowever his body was sinking anew. Tears escaped his eyes, running and getting lost within his raven curly hair⊠Just a bit longerâŠoh, gods, have mercyâŠlet me stay a bit longer⊠As that head sank down to the pillows, his mouth left hers and he drifted back to a deep sleep.
(Survivor's Guilt and Survivor's Duty Part 2)
So yup that is how I made it!
"Penelope's Sesame and Honey crusty Cake"
In my Odyssey fanfiction "Survivor's Guilt Survivor's Duty Part 2" I made Odysseus mention how Penelope loves this little sweet snack
This is in fact one of the most common savory snacks in Greece nowadays and we call it "pastĂšli" (ÏαÏÏÎλÎč) while other versions exist all over Greece with different names (for example in Rhodes it is called "melekoĂčni") the basic version of this snack is consisted of two ingredients;
Sesame and honey.
This snack was known from the ancient greece and was known by the name "itrion" and it was quite famous in classical Greece as a snack for the Greek hoplites. That was because it was easy to make and traveled well because of sesame and honey and was a rich source of energy and a sweet snack to have for a break. Sesame was cultivated in Greece at least from Homer's time in the 8th century BC
Unfortunately nowadays it is not cultivated in Greece anymore and it is being mostly imported but this sweet snack is still around and it is the healthy choice if one wants to munch on something sweet during the day!
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DISTRESS DISTRESS just started Night Watch I DO NOT LIKE THESE IMPLICATIONS
#he wouldnât#he couldnât#you cannot make one of my favorite protagonists of my entire story career and then kill him far away from his friends and family#so much stress#I am gripping tight to these booksâ label under the comedy genre#on a side note very cool to see Thief of Time stuff coming into play like this#and Iâm intrigued to see what all the 25th of May hubbub is actually about#oh what am I saying people wouldnât talk about it like if heâd died itâs all gonna be good#Iâm telling myself#oh my god#also very exciting seeing early Ankh-Morpork#but CONCERN#look at me live-blogging a novel that was published in 2002 god bless the niche world of tumblr#discworld#night watch#spilling the Tea
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first female loz director and the gerudo seem to be written fine enough? wow... there ain't no way I thought we were in the worst timeline after totk
Yeah got through the main quest with the gerudo, it wasn't painful! It wasn't even bad! Still got them outfits but for the most part it was like oh cool!
I would say a lot of that oh cool is from the fact they didn't do a lot to even fuck it up to begin with, I'm gonna be real with yall this game is NOT worth $60USD
Edit: lemme say one thing, you know when people were being like damn totk story wasn't dark or mature at all why was this compared to Majora's mask again? And then all the zeldatwt people came out and said zelda is just a kid series domt expect good writing uH
This one feels like a kid's game. That ain't to say it's terrible I would say, hell I'm not far in it if I get something crazy that's like OH FUCK I'll reblog this post and say something but uh.....game for babies I'm gonna be shocked if anyone struggles with any puzzles cuz you CAN CHEESE THEM EASY ITS đ«ąđ€
EDIT EDIT: I SWEAR IM NOT EVEN TRYING TO BE A DOWNER..... @ezlo-x HAS BEEN THERE THE WHOLE TIME IVE BEEN PLAYING....THEY KNOW I HAVENT BEEN A PARTY POOPER.....
#its......seems quick#the sidequests are very boring tbh#like this game should of been 45-50 max not 60#its cute i like it so far but oh my god the optimization and game design could of been way better#and after botw/totk like....how do i put this#its like nintendo heard hey we need a LITTLE bit of rail roading and then#đŹ#basically...example#for a main quest i have to go to 2 places to get people#i went to the 2nd place first and it......didnt update the side quest even though she should of gone to the meeting place#thTs apart of the quest but no i had to go to the 1st guy no matter what#and its like.....hey botw not totk would do that#most GAMES in general now wouldnt do something like that#also yall gonna hate the fact there is no organization or favorites tool for the echoes#game is fun so far but uH#i got through the first dungeon FAST FAST like this is not a return to form#minish cap dungeons i dont think were that fast and theyre simple#also anyone that says this dorsnt have mechanics from the wilds games yes it does#tri has an ability thats JUST ultra hand#oh and its not good in this game#yall gonna fucking hate it#unless somehow a pirated version doesnt allow you to rotate the fucking item or move it in a way that goes behind me#without me locking off and then back on again after repostioning myself#im worried its a feature and not an anti piracy measure#me and GC are gonna finish this up this week but dang i havent even done the whole first part of the main quest#if i had this on the switch i could see how fast i could play through the game WHILE talking to people and having fun and exploring#also oh my god the zora side quest very cute but when eveeyone knows how the game goes ill make one complaint in the tags one day#funny thing its not story....ITS GAMEPLAY#yhe story in the game is fine and i say that cuz its....very simple#HELL A LOT OF NPCS DONT GOT NAMES THAT ARE VISIBLE
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I just finished Skypeia AGHHHFJHHHH it was so GOOD
#One Piece#My favorite arc BY FAR#It was really long! But it wasnât Alabasta long!!#Also Nolandâs backstory deadass made me tear up that shit was so sad#Idk this arc just really kept me hooked. Like there wasnât really a point I got super bored#Even with all the fights going on#Also just realizing they mentioned Noland in OPLA too. Nami read Zoro the book while he was totally conked out#Anyway ANYWAY I really enjoyed it. Lots of fun character interactions#And Usopp actually getting to do stuff too?? MY MANS#Oh and Zoroâs look this arc. God he was STYLIN. Iâm so weak for a man in goggles shut up.#Logically that should apply to Usopp too and you know what. Yeah.#G8 is next and I know itâs filler but Iâve heard nothing but praise for it#So Iâll probably watch it instead of skipping :âD#Shima speaks#Also I find it stupidly ridiculous and funny that YET AGAIN Oda said âLol you thought x character was dead?? SIKEâ#Wiper got electrocuted and died like eight times but heâs fine actually. Also Sanji and Usopp got electrocuted too and were out#for like a full day. And then Enel zapped them AGAIN and Usopp was back on his feet like two minutes later.#Silly anime logic. It doesnât make sense and I love it
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I think we should bring back basic etiquette lessons such as shutting the fuck up when youâre watching a movie in a group that is not exclusively your friend group đ
#welcome to another Mick Airs Out Their Grievances and by god is it a VERY long one#prob best if u don't expand the tags#am I being maybe a bit meaner about this than I would be for any other movie? maybe but pac rim is one of my favorite movies of all time#so I think I get a pass on this one.#one of the groups on campus is hosting movie nights & I went to this one bc I've only ever watched pac rim on my laptop and wanted to watch#it on a larger screen. yay yippee I love this movie!#there r maybe 10-ish of us in this room and a three person friend group is sitting on the couch one of whom has seen the movie and two who#have not. okay so far so normal.#and then the movie starts and they won't! stop! fucking! commentating! the whole fucking movie!!! I don't have a problem with doing that#when I'm in just my friend group because I know that I can tell my friend to stop talking or pause the movie or whatnot but not when I'm in#a large group w people I'm not good friends with ffs#and the comments aren't even funny or anything they're all oh this is JUST like in iron widow!! oh they're SO gay and autistic!!! and#they're talking so loud about this that it completely drowns out the movie audio which has already been turned up a few times#like. be considerate!! some of us want to yknow actually listen to what's going on and not whatever bullshit you're saying#I nearly walked out three or four times before I actually wound up doing so#I may have been a bit of a bitch at the end but I don't care. I got up to leave because this was not an enjoyable environment and one of#them offered to turn the movie down if it was too loud. this caught me a bit off guard since I expected them to still be so wrapped up in#their convo and. well. I may have said 'it's not the movie that's too loud' before closing the door#this also reminds me a lot about my issues with online shipping culture and it bleeding through into how we interact with media irl#this is probably heavily influenced by my aromanticism but I'm so sick of people constantly reading romantic relationships into everything#AND placing more importance on those relationships than any other form. I don't mind romance in media. I think if done right it has great#emotional impact on a story but when a movie is running and when other people who may not want to hear it are in the room watching it too#is not the time to be loudly saying 'he's autistic!' 'they're in love!' 'she has a crush on him!'#I have my own interpretations of the movie some of which agree with what they said and some of which don't but that's beside the point of#knowing how to coexist politely in public#anyway. I think they were awful and annoying and they ruined my night out.#I think I'm just so incredibly mad about this because I love the movie and I was looking forward to watching it in a group of people who#found it cool as well while still having some modicum of politeness#I almost wish I had been meaner but that's the extreme annoyance talking I think#hater hour over love u guys bye
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I just started this game a few days ago but damn Arknights is so based for using Starset songs in their trailers. That's my absolute favorite band along with FEMM!
#you have no idea how insane I went when I heard Monster start playing#like oh my god I was already sold because I've never played a game like this but now I'm committed#there's a lot more animal people than I was expecting#that's not a complaint btw#ngl one of my favorite character designs so far is Spot#arknights#dahlia's rambling
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#;ooc#(i will admit i've been somewhat anxious to be on tumblr here bc i feel like.......sort of a failure in a way)#(i feel like im not producing enough art or fics or edits or memes or gifsets and it stresses me out when its silly!)#(ive been in the sharpe fandom for 7 years now when it was mostly just me and sam so its definitely like oh god. what do i have to show for#it)#(i dont have to /prove/ i love this series by making all these things. i think abt teresa and the sharpe series every goddamn day)#(i can do things at my own pace but lord it takes too long)#(i need to go back and fix my old fics bc i want to fix characterizations- i want to post my current art#(i want to post all my gifsets currently in my drafts)#(i love seeing everyone's stuff on the dash but ive avoided a lot of tumblr so im not ignoring anyone!! just being too mean to myself tbh)#(adhd and chronic fatigue and depression make it all the more difficult but i shouldnt let that stop me)#(in the meantime i finished a mockup of one of teresa's dresses- very excited with how lovely it came out)#(i've also made significant process on my drawings of teresa's outfit lineups!! new and old designs)#(and i just started a piece yesterday that i'm really loving so far- my favorite spanish ladies all together)#(i also have some sharpe and antonia doodles that i was working on...)#(anyways. just wanted to get that off of my chest)#(and also FINALLY started working on three different fics that i've had as ideas for literal YEARS)#(they're not that far in but. PROGRESS!)#(anyways......ignore me sdfsdfgsdf)
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I can speak any of the Romance languages just fine but for some god forsaken reason I CANNOT speak French like what the fuck is a bourgeoisie and why canât I say it correctly for the life of me.
Yeah, French is pretty tricky... Figuring out what letters to pronounce is difficult and I can do the sounds for it in my head when I think I've figured it out (sort of) but my mouth lacks the flexibility to do them out loud haha
A long while ago I read Les Fleurs du Mal, and my copy is dual-language with the original French on the left page and an English translation on the right, and it drove me nuts that I didn't know how to read the sounds for the French so I read a crash course guide for it. It helped a lot once I realized that a good portion of the letters that aren't pronounced in a French word function similarly to an accented character in that it's there only to modify the sounds of the letters near it than to contribute in a major way to the overall sound of the word itself. My native Germanic language (English) brain really wants all of those letters to be doing something up-front instead rofl
Though, English also has its special words with sneaky little helper letters that aren't pronounced... ("sovereign...")
#asks#I dipped my toes into Gaelic and Welsh once upon a time and when I read about the letter pronunciation I was like#'Oh! French uses letters like this! Those must be from its Gaulish roots'#I LOVE the interconnectedness of languages. It's one of my favorite things to read about#Humans want to talk to each other and share cultures so much!!#Twirling my hair and kicking my feet thinking about Nordic traders learning languages in southern parts of Europe to trade with its people#So far from home and a language so different from their own...#God even just the traders and traveling people and cultures within just China alone. It's a diverse place!!#AND THE INTERNET!! I wish my Japanese writing skills were better so I could more efficiently communicate with my-#-Japanese Twitter mutuals...#Isn't it incredible how we're some of the first people in ALL OF HUMAN HISTORY that can feasibly maintain-#-friendships with people on the other side of the planet thousands and thousands of miles away...#Hundreds of thousands of years of human existence and only in these last 35 can we now do that#Ok I need to go get work done now lol This ask activated me
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real survivor needs bowie totaldrama
#td23 liveblog#finished the first ep . going to bed now#but. love his strategy so far and love his confessionals .#other early favorites include (as i predicted) axel and scary girl . also love the hockey players .#dont think i dislike anyone yet except ripper and the red sweatshirt guy. forget his name#OH MY GOD i forgot to mention zee. zee is also very much one of my favorites he's so fun#bowie
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//OH THIS SEASON IS ALREADY FUCKING ROUGH DUDE, IT'S FUCKING ROUGH
#misc :: ( ooc )#//season 19 is probably my favorite season so far (minus tweek x craig)#//and then i get 2 episodes into s20 and i'm on the verge of tears#//like i'm sTRAIGHT-UP NOT HAVING A GOOD TIME#//I HOPE GERALD DIES LIKE AAAACCCTTTUUUAAALLLLYYYYY#//LIKE ACTUALLY FR#//man just ruins the lives of dozens of elementary school kids and THRIVES off of it#//AND APPARENTLY HE GETS EVEN WORSE#//THEN I KNOW VAGUELY WHAT HAPPENS IN THE SEASON AFTER THIS ONE TOO#//AND GODDDDD...#//i really want to make it through so i can create my south park multi but oh my god this is R O U G H#//NOBODY'S LAUGHING!!!!!#//like tweek x craig devastated me but everything else about s19 was HILARIOUS#//this is just. i don'T THINK I'VE LAUGHED ONCE YET#//I WANNA BE DEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAADDDDDD#//the only good thing is craig with a knife#//and him being the one to start the carnage against cartman#//even though that in itself was hard bc it's just like... such a stark reminder that cartman is also A CHILD#//and he's INNOCENT in this case#//i just have a guilty pleasure for craig being violent but COME ON
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i wanna be someone who listens to misfits full time again wtf is ghost
#i used to be so cool. i used to be my brother's inspirations and goals. now he sees me and cringes and he's right#hsnckajdja joking. but also no#i feel like i finished the main game (cool iconique music) and now i'm doing the silly but way funnier side quests (ghost)#i mean ghost is not a bad band by all means. but they are so silly. i for one cannot take them seriously. never could#i thot they'd sound like repugnant back in the day then i heard like ritual and dance macabre and pissed my pants at the contrast between#the sound and the look and the purpose of the contrast. i respect them and love them but God they are so funny#i don't know how to phrase this. i don't even know what point i'm trying to make#but i do miss the music i listened to in high school. i lost so many songs#<- cons of only listening to music by downloading it to my phone is that sometimes when changing phones or sd cards you mess up#bc you're stupid and useless w technology and lose 500000000 songs and the thought of having to find them again is#anxiety inducing so you kinda give up on listening to them ever again. lol#like i was listening to so much guns n roses... misfits.... iron maiden..... metallica.... tool.... idk just those cool person bands#and now i hardly ever hear them and i actually miss them a lot :(#thankfully my brother has been following my footsteps so far and he's currently in his pink floyd tool era so i'm re-living those days#thru him but. i just miss it. i need to download everything again someday#the only bitch who survived the changing phone & sd card purge was alice cooper. i went and downloaded everything again#i will NEVER give up on that old man he's my favorite music guy in the world#i also was just starting out w him when it happened tho so i didn't have a lot of catching back up to do but STILL. alice cooper forever#and ever 100 years alice cooper love that guy to death and hell#oh nay#ignore this. i've been feeling nostalgic
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