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DISTRESS DISTRESS just started Night Watch I DO NOT LIKE THESE IMPLICATIONS
#he wouldn’t#he couldn’t#you cannot make one of my favorite protagonists of my entire story career and then kill him far away from his friends and family#so much stress#I am gripping tight to these books’ label under the comedy genre#on a side note very cool to see Thief of Time stuff coming into play like this#and I’m intrigued to see what all the 25th of May hubbub is actually about#oh what am I saying people wouldn’t talk about it like if he’d died it’s all gonna be good#I’m telling myself#oh my god#also very exciting seeing early Ankh-Morpork#but CONCERN#look at me live-blogging a novel that was published in 2002 god bless the niche world of tumblr#discworld#night watch#spilling the Tea
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I hope you believe that you can still make a beautiful life for yourself even if you lost many years of it to grief, or darkness, depression, or a wound that wouldn't close.
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friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me
#It’s just so different#even though it’s public it still feels secret and safe. i feel comfy sharing a lot more on here than I do in my actual day to day life lol#in my head I’m also just speaking to myself 90% of the time which helps#if a friend off tumblr saw my thoughts I’d feel so weird ab it#esp bc they might get the vagueposting about certain situations and tell mutual friends#no thank u. this is for me. I’m not about to start censoring my thoughts bc someone I know knows my tumblr#u guys literally saw me have LIVE BREAKDOWNS#meanwhile I’ll have the worst fucking day in history and tell no one about it. I’m already cripplingly private but way more so in real life#this is basically a low stress journaling outlet for me. it’s so important for me to maintain the separation#like this is actually my diary & has been so handy for letting out emotions / articulating thoughts / staying on track !!#& I’ve met so many kind people on here who actually get me. which is so hard to find irl bc I’m surrounded by pre-med gunners/overachievers#who are by standard not very good w emotion & can be competitive/judgmental. or at least it’s hard for me to be vulnerable in front of them#and I’m part of that crowd so I reserve my emotions only to a handful of very close friends#it’s nice to hop on here and express negative emotions!! or positive emotions!! just whatever I want and it’s low stress and people get me#I don’t have to worry about judgment or competitiveness etc etc#like everyone on here is so kind & nice & understanding. & just a breath of fresh air from the types I run w. it’s just nice to have this#so idk that’s why I think I’ll always be strict about keeping the worlds separate. it just works#p
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MY BBG POOKIE PIE!!!
#I’ve seen like 3 posts talking about how the “babygirl-ification” of fiddleford is an issue#and that he needs to be held accountable for his bad actions#so I’m here to tell you that#he has never done anything wrong and will never do anything wrong ever in his life#:))))#IM JOKING#I’m about to ramble in the tags btw#in seriousness I think the people that make Fidds “babygirl” if you will are people who are drawn to the complexities of his character#the people that appreciate the complexities and not ignoring them#maybe I’m just speaking for myself here but I think he’s such an interesting and cool character#the babygirlification happens after that tho but not instead of#except for in my au where he literally doesn’t do anything wrong and is perfect :)#my art#fiddleford hadron mcgucket#fiddleford mcgucket#gravity falls
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Hello, jon
#the magnus archives#I’m so normal about him can you tell#the magnus pod#the magnus archive fanart#tma#tma fanart#tmafanart#Jonathan sims#rusty quill#illustration#art#green#eyes#theeye#hello jon Apologies for the deception but I wanted to make sure you started reading so I thought it best not to announce myself.#jon sims#fanart
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They proceeded to recreate all of motm. Geo got to dress up as the munce queen and felt very smug about it.
(We are pretending it is still Halloween for me and not past midnight since an hour. Thank you.)
#Y’ALL I NEED YOU TO KNOW. I HAVE HAD THIS IN MY BRAIN FOR THE PAST LIKE.#6 MONTHS. LITERALLY.#but i can’t telling myself no. i can’t. i must wait until spooky day.#AND IT’S HERE SO FUNNIES BE UPON YE#i’m going to bed it’s 1 am i crunched this so badly#sorry if it’s kinda shitty lmao#two art in one day???????????? halloween 2024 really has the strangest events happening..#ninjago motm#ninjago dragons rising#ninjago#lego ninjago#dragons rising#ninjago fanart#ninjago vania#ninjago vangelis#ninjago sora#ninjago arin#ninjago cole#ninjago lloyd#i don’t even know uhhh#ninjago wu#there#i’m so tired i ain’t tagging nothing else sorrey#cablart
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smooch!
#wow remember when i was an animator yeah me neither#wangxian#wei wuxian#lan wangji#mo dao zu shi#I love them your honor#this looking rough was an ✨artistic choice✨ or at least that’s what I tell myself#mdzs#my art#I’m so sorry I’m not online more but I’m trying to avoid tears spoilers like they’re the plague
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the most important thing you can do to combat how terrible your sports team is playing is to make them have gay sex in your Google docs. I can’t stress enough how important this is
#we have to do our part#I need to write to get and I’m making myself motivated by telling myself this
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I’m addicted to getting fatter. Being able to feel each added pound and how much more my body spreads out. Slowly getting too big to fit between the armrest of chairs and watching my clothes strain to cover my expanding body. All while indulging myself with whatever my heart desires and relaxing as much as possible 💗
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Dear Siren
In which Estelle loves taking a swim in Al’s room~
I don’t know if he has a swamp but I’m assuming he does with how big his room is-
The idea for this drawing was “what if he likes to brush your hair and is actually good at hairstyling (courtesy of his mom)” but lets be honest, we all know he’s gonna mess it up intentionally for the shits and giggles 😒
Also I’d like to imagine that Estelle has many nicknames for him and one of her favorite to call him is Allie/Al ٩( ᐛ )و
#my art#oc x canon#alastor#estelle#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel oc#alastor x oc#alastor x reader#radiosiren#📻 🎙️#idk if u could tell but I’m not really a big fan of drawing BGS- but bc of my hyper fixation I keep pushing myself ouf of my comfort zone
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You can always start over. You can always catch up. You can still be who you dream of being. It’s not too late for you. You will find your place in the world.
#things I’m telling myself#things I’ve been telling myself#positivity#don’t lose hope#friendly reminder#soft reminder#🫀#for you ♡
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Hmmmm…monkey
#sorry guys I’m on a mythology kick rn#I also watched legos monkie kid despite hating the Lego style and had a lotta fun actually can’t wait to draw the characters in my style 👍#journey to the west#lego monkie kid#lmk sun wukong#sun wukong#so was anybody gonna tell me that there’s mpreg in journey to the west#or was I just supposed to find that out in the same chapter its revealed that sun wukong is a pro choice activist and abortion water exists#jttw truly is THE template for all modern tropes huh#digital art#my art#the cure to burnout is rest and media exploration#also have fun :)#watching black myth sun wukong playthroughs and desperately trying to convince myself that I’m not a furry#they really said return to monke and meant it
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i feel like poolverine easily could’ve been one of those “they’re flirty but it’s mostly unserious” situations, and for most of the movie yeah they were extremely gay, but wade’s been like that with other guys and it was never treated as a serious type of relationship before. they’re willing to die for each other, but even then the romantic aspect of their relationship could be glossed over because it’s a superhero movie, that’s just what they do, and they’re working together to save a whole timeline—it’s not just about them. but then the movie doesn’t end with them saving the day and moving on. i think this’s really the part that sells poolverine as a genuine relationship to me… logan’s leaving, and wade calls for him. he can’t stand to let him go. then he introduces him to his family, and logan stays. he doesn’t really need to stay, but they’ve both decided they’re better off with one another than without
#don’t get me wrong#wade and vanessa are going to end up back together again if there’s ever another deadpool movie#and then he’ll lose her again for whatever reason#because that’s just how it goes#ignore the fact that logan tells wade to talk to vanessa and i’d be convinced that the ending was supposed to imply them being canon tbh#not gonna delude myself into believing poolverine will ever be genuinely and seriously canon#but shippingwise#i think this’s why i’ve latched onto poolverine despite some of the similarities between cable & logan#with cable it was never gonna be serious#despite it being fun to ship them and enjoy their dynamic#but#with logan… storywise… it makes so much sense for them to be endgame#they both were at terrible points in their lives and really needed each other#not just to fix each other’s problems. but they needed someone who was so on their own level that they could fix each other#not in a healthy way. but#yknow#anyway#idk i’m kinda rambling about nothing here#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool#wolverine#wade wilson#logan#um#logan howlett#<- ….i guess#poolverine#deadclaws
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Take a minute with Mr. Data in the Holodeck!
Still frame under the cut!
#star trek#star trek tng#tng#star trek the next generation#the next generation#data soong#geordi la forge#spot the cat#star trek data#star trek geordi#star trek spot#daforge#gif#tumblr and their gif quality 😬💛✨#I’m trying to tell myself it looks charming!#this entire post is based off of a dream I had a few weeks ago 🥺💛✨#it came to me fully formed! I think it’s because I’ve been working on slowing down and being present#hence…having to slow down for a whole minute to watch the gif in its entirety!
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Oh. I’m terrified.
#ted lasso#I want this. I want nothing LESS than this. I contain multitudes!#I’m telling myself if I get even one scene that gives me the same rush mom city gave to me it will be worth it#but then again. the cost.
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It was Maid Day today yesterday a week ago so I got struck by inspiration to draw the worsties, and it ran away from me into a whole AU where they’re coworkers at a maid cafe. She’s a med student & this is just a part time job, and this is his depression job while he gets his life back together. He needs something he can be workaholic about to forget what it’s like having a personal life and personal issues. He’s actually the accountant, but the new hire janitor (Izutsumi) doesn’t show up for half her shifts and is a sloppy worker, so he gets the extra work of doing her job on top of his because he’s undervalued and overworked. Of course, janitors also have an uniform to keep the aesthetic cohesion as they go about cleaning the place, of course.
Senshi’s the part time cook you only see slivers off, he’s kind and warm when you do see him and have a chat but most shifts he’s in and out the kitchen without a trace. Laios and Falin are regulars because Falin and Marcille are besties & in the same med school, Laios accompanies Falin as she visits her friend at work and gets hooked on the food. Chilchuck has to remind Marcille to work instead of chatting with Falin for an hour, and next thing he knows she’s distracting him from work too. That’s it that’s the AU. Inspired by this idol AU fanart a bit <3
This was not meant to be birthday gift but well…… Happy bday Chil!!!
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#Dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#Chilchuck tims#marcille donato#spoilers#dunmeshi au#Maid cafe au#Marchil#Workwife marchil save me. Kabuholm in the background bc i said so lmao#i think people forget marci n chil are coworker worsties first and foremost. Ppl should capitalize on it more#The orange hair swag that makes him look like a marketable idol more#You can tell idk how to draw maid outfits. I hate those hats sm I will miku miku beam them out of existence#Marcille does change her hairstyle everyday btw#they don’t get back together btw she goes you haven’t talked to me in 4 years and he immediately goes YOU haven’t talked to ME in 4–#i mean ehem i’m sorry haha… while Marcille is like 4 years?! 4 years…#Mei only did it bc Fler has been getting jittery again kept sighing#I wanted to draw Chil with a car key at his belt but it wasn’t meant to be#idk if marchil ever gets together in this one it’s an eternal summer coworker with tension situationship au#romance is when you slowly deteriorate his work ethics so he starts skipping on his worktime to spend it at the front messing around w you#once he’s blessedly in the office and he hears this huge crash and the Marci just goes ‘…… Chiiiiiil?’ cue sigh and having to repair#the coffee machine. So many lil comics i couldn’t indulge myself to draw save me#shoutout to the time as a cashier in training at a convenience store I was left by my coworker who was supposed to wash the greasy chicken#oven but didn’t so I had to clean it for the first time myself while I was alone in the store and was also supposed to man the front#Shoutout to my convenience store’s accountant helping us with cashier duties often when there was less job to do ty ty#Understaffed struggles are so real#People also call Chil a manager because the boss is most often away so he just does everything#There’s no union but maybe one day he’ll get to overthrow the boss idk#The pay IS good at least#Modern au
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