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me genuinely tweaking out seeing every "akutagawa's amnesia is real" post because NO it ISN'T he is just MESSING WITH HIM he REMEMBERS HIM he is THE SAME it's our DEAREST DARLINGEST RYUUNOSUKE with A FULLY INTACT PSYCHE and ZERO MEMORY PROBLEMS
#i am NOT delusional#i am NOT coping#I JUST WANTED IT TO BE HIM MAN WHY DID ASIGIRI HAVE TO THROW THIS AT US.#still genuinely believe it could be him trying to knock sense into atsushi but....#bsd#bungo stray dogs#bungou stray dogs#bsd analysis#bsd manga#bsd akutagawa#akutagawa ryuunosuke
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Night Two - Obsessions
7 Holy Nights of Jeremy
Characters: Etho/Joel Words: 1,226 Misc: Teen+. No Warning. Suggestive Themes. Summary: Etho jealous + Neck kisses + Making out
Etho is a tall guy. Taller than Joel, which makes him abnormally tall since he is perfectly average. But, and this is something Joel has learnt during their time together in Double Life, Etho has quite the ability to make himself shrink. Or, well, more than shrink, the ability to look pathetic as he hunches over.
He can see him, quite directly too. Just at the end of the street, standing in the middle of the road, looking at him with quite pitiful eyes. His fox ears are flat on his head, tail wrapped around his leg, fur between his fingers. Hunched over, clearly wanting to approach.
Joel places a hand on his hip as he turns to fully face him, tilting his head and Etho looks almost hopeful.
“You are such a weirdo,” he starts, and Etho shrinks again. He sighs, rolling his neck before bouncing a step as he walks to him. “What do you want, Eefo? I am a very busy guy. Can’t spend every second enlightening your life with my presence.”
Up close, Etho looks even more pathetic. And it almost, almost, tugs at Joel’s heartstrings.
“You didn’t want a statue of me,” Etho whines.
Joel blinks a couple times, taken aback. “What?”
“You said you didn’t want statues of me. And then you got statues of Lizzie and Jimmy! That’s not fair!”
He blinks again, in quick succession, before defensiveness takes over. “Of course I bloomin’ have statues of them! I don’t see them every day!”
“You don’t see me every day!”
“We are in the same server! And I kept the me-statues. You are so obsessed, honestly. I can’t have my life revolve around you, you know? We have other friends. Gosh, Eeefo, Lizzie is my wife! You and no one is competing against my wife!”
Etho has the audacity to frown, rolling his eyes too. Joel storms into his personal space, ready to throw hands or something typical of himself, but Etho surprises him, also going on the defensive.
Sassy, even.
“You could’ve kept the statue either way,” he says, crossing his arms and huffing like Joel made a mistake in tearing the Etho-statues down. “At least one. Like a, uh, bouncer!”
“A what? A bouncer?! Are you–”
“You could have both statues. You and me. Why not, huh? Do you hate me that much? Are you still salty about that kill from Limited Life?”
Joel’s mouth falls open, staring up at him with wide eyes and disbelief.
How dare Etho!
“It’s just statues!”
“Then build mine back.”
“I– No! I’m not going to!”
“So you hate me.”
“Wha– No, I– Don’t turn this back on me!” Joel takes another step, raising a hand to shove his shoulder. Etho looks down at him, and how he hates their stupid height difference. “You have problems, you know? There– Just because I live rent-free in your head doesn’t mean you have to live in mine.”
Etho frowns again, rolling his eyes away from Joel, even leaning back to put distance between them.
“I’m not building the stupid statue back,” he hisses through gritted teeth, squinting his eyes in a glare that has Etho looking back. They stare at each other, through glares and side-eyes, and time passes without them.
The tick, tick, tick is loud in the back of Joel’s head, louder are the plans he should be completing right now, yet here he is, in a stare-off with his former soulmate and current obsessor. Some days he thinks they have changed. But days like these remind him how stubborn they both are, over the dumbest things too.
But he will not yield.
That is simply not the kind of person Joel is.
Not Joel Etho knows. Knew.
“The shirt,” Etho says lowly, their argument for only them and no possible eavesdropper, “do you—”
Joel grabs a handful of Etho’s shirt, the zipper scratching the back of his hand, and yanks him down until their faces are less than an inch away. Their noses bump, Etho towering over him. And it is hot between their bodies, a too familiar fire sparkling alight.
Etho’s left hand finds its way around his hip, yanking him twice as close until they feel the growing fire around them. Joel’s lips twist into an almost dark smirk, a red glow in his eyes.
“Burnt it,” Joel whispers against the mask covering his lips, tauntingly close. His fingers tighten on the shirt until he can feel his nails digging right back on his palm, delirious with the closeness and the small doses of pain. “What are you going to do about it, huh?”
He huffs as the wind is pushed out of his lungs, his back flushed against the wall as the building’s shadow falls over them. He breaths in and out, blowing right into Etho’s face with smugness. There is heat between them, hot air against exposed skin as their clothes cover the sweat on their bodies.
Etho’s eyes flicker further down from Joel’s eyes, they sharpen. And up close, Joel has the benefit of seeing every move and every change. And up close, this close, Joel has the benefit of seeing this side of him. Wilder, reckless, this side of him he is too slow to mask away. Joel enjoys every second of it, of his attention and piercing eyes, adoring it more than he cares to admit though they both know.
Of course they know. Nothing has changed since Double Life.
“You’re pathetic,” Joel breathes out when Etho corners his neck, nestled between his cheek and shoulder. He can feel the fabric of his mask gliding on his cheek, then he shudders when Etho pulls on his shirt, exposing more skin to his burning breath.
He snakes his hand under his right arm, grabbing fistfuls of his sleeve from the back when Etho’s lips finally make contact. Chapped lips itch on his skin, bouncing down until his breath hitches, a strip of scorching wetness drawn from the base of his neck up to the underside of his jaw. He retaliates by digging his nails into his shoulder this time, knowing it is a puny attempt with the layers of clothes in between.
Wild images flash, searing themselves in his mind. Hands like claws, tearing through the fabric until sensible muscle is exposed. Ready for his taking, dragging nails and watching red lines color pale skin. Teeth piercing skin, trails of crimson raining down, iron on his lips, on his tongue to satiate the thirst.
“Calm down,” Etho mocks against the base of his neck, teeth grazing and teasing with a wicked smile.
Joel gasps when he feels canines making promises on his neck, and he closes his eyes to sink in the feeling, suffocating in the heat between them. Still, his words come out sharp, the red of a predator in every word, “You’re one to talk.”
Etho inches up to his jaw, moving down his chin, lips nipping muscle lightly until he finds them, the other pair of lips. Parted and wet, and Etho kisses the corners of them, drawing a growl.
Joel licks the smirk on his lips when he digs his hand into the hairs on his nap, pushing him down and taking what he wants. Lips clash as Etho pushes down.
More. More. More.
Until they can satiate their obsession.
#7 holy nights of jeremy#hermitshipping#trafficshipping#smalletho#boat boys#ethoslab#smallishbeans#suggestive#mwah#of course id write smalletho#of fucking course#i am coping#from no crumbs from wild life#when will they come home#i miss them#i am not coping#panfic
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hey guys remember when the worst case scenario was all those fanarts of knife stabbing suitcase
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OKAY OKAY HEAR ME OUT
Now that we have half of the agency eaten, that means they have to come back, it's not like they're corpses or anything, they were turned into bubbles, that means that Atsushi and Aku are going to kick Fyodors ass and get everyone back
#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bsd spoilers#spoilers#kunikida doppo#i am not coping#Kunikida please come back
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i am not well from tonights episode of Agatha All Along
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being in isolation after an episode makes me feel nothing but abandoned and alone, it does nothing but make my mental health worse
#actually bpd#bpd problems#bpd vent#actually borderline#actually mentally ill#bpd fp#bpd#bpd shitposting#bpd favorite person#bpd mood#all of my friends are abandoning me because they “want me to get better#as if ignoring me and abandoning me will make me feel better#all it does is make me feel like i am replaceable and easy to abandon#i am not coping#all i’m doing is crying and wanting to die
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Saw the start of season 2 episode 3 has a “high impact sex scenes” warning, please be between alicent and rhaenyra please please please please please please please please
#hotd#alicent hightower#rhaenicent#house of the dragon#alicent x rhaenyra#rhaenyra targeryan#alicent hightower x rhaenyra targaryen#itll happen true#not coping#i am NOT coping#(i am coping)#hotd s2
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#i am NOT coping#NOOOOO#WHERE IS HE#HOW CAN I HAVE MY GAY KING TIMES ™️ WITHOUT THE KING????#do you know now much Renchanting content ive made???#im devistated#rendog#3rd life smp#limited life smp#i am sobbing#🔭
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Oskar, Oskar, it's ok, yes. No, don't cry. Look, Max is there for you. That's it, you can cry on his shoulder. There there. It's ok. It's going to be alright. Yes, I know, the cake. It was sweet, I know. And Hannah. But Max is there. He'll give you a hug, look.
#before you ask#no#i am indeed not at all alright#what#WHAT?#he even had flowers#he brought flowers#and#you- you baked him a cake didn't you?#it was sweet#and-#you were being all adorable#i am not coping#vienna blood#oskar rheinhardt#theresa thanhofer
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whoever started the "autism is a superpower" thing is going to have to answer to me, because if it's such a superpower then why am I physically sick from the thought of my favourite show closing?? WHAT KIND OF FUCKING SUPERPOWER IS THAT HUH
#i am NOT coping#autism is losing today#i feel genuinely sick pls help#its really ending#WHERES THE SURPRISE EXTENTION POST#please you can't do this to me#i have genuinely been in the 5 stages of grief this week#i have yet to reach acceptance#i am in mourning#newsies#newsies uk#uksies#livesies
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So. "I love everything about you" wasn't in Stede's letter. which means it's gonna come up later in the season. possibly in a face-to-face interaction. how are we all feeling about that
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#we are in the trenches today !!!#it’s the sort of time where there’s too many noises too many bright lights and if#someone says anything or breathes too loud you’re either going to break down crying or#scream directly into their face#incoherently#I actually just need to be factor reset at this point#I am not coping#ooc.
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laying on my stairs on my back (everything hurts) because ao3 is down how am i supposed to fucking LIVE without my BED TIME STORIES??? (it is 6:30 pm)
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The fact that this was 10 whole years ago is INSANE to me
#I am NOT COPING#well not well#I miss them 😭💔#going to go ball my eyes out bye#mlp g4#mlp#rainbow rocks
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YOU MADE THE DAY BEFORE CHRISTMAS THEIR DEATH ANNIVERSARY GEGE WHEN I CATCH YOU GEGE
#jujutsu kaisen#I AM NOT COPING#WTF#WHAT THE ACTUAL F#GEGE IM BREAKING THAT PEN#gojo satoru#geto suguru#satosugu#jjk236#jjk
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