#i am not coping

[honeypleasejustkillme]

being in isolation after an episode makes me feel nothing but abandoned and alone, it does nothing but make my mental health worse

[oleander-neruim]

[jasperscringepit]

whoever started the "autism is a superpower" thing is going to have to answer to me, because if it's such a superpower then why am I physically sick from the thought of my favourite show closing?? WHAT KIND OF FUCKING SUPERPOWER IS THAT HUH

[rainey-day-whispers]

So. "I love everything about you" wasn't in Stede's letter. which means it's gonna come up later in the season. possibly in a face-to-face interaction. how are we all feeling about that

[raytm]

[brobiwan-kenobi-412]

laying on my stairs on my back (everything hurts) because ao3 is down how am i supposed to fucking LIVE without my BED TIME STORIES??? (it is 6:30 pm)

[aurelites]

YOU MADE THE DAY BEFORE CHRISTMAS THEIR DEATH ANNIVERSARY GEGE WHEN I CATCH YOU GEGE

[a-driftamongopenstars]

uhm bungie, you can't do this, this is illegal, so i'm going to cope by writing crow. SEASON OF SERAPH SPOILERS.

Crow's heart jolts. He would never have thought such a sight as this would ever happen before his eyes, and yet, his gaze follows the massive orb as it rises, rises.

Glimmer of hope, his strings to that which made it all better, plucked off by an invisible hand.

"Guardian," he whispers breathlessly, hearing their footsteps. He turns to meet their gaze. Their jaw is set, their hands are fists. And they, too, follow the Traveler upwards into the sky.

He cannot fathom what it is like for the Guardian to observe this. His own years of being Risen are much younger, filled with Light to the brim. The Guardian... they live and breathe it. It's their very essence, he's always felt it on their skin.

And what of the Eliksni? Of the Cabal? Of all the civilians down there, watching a hope that arrived centuries ago, finally leaving.

Crow's hand brushes the air until he can feel the warmth of the Guardian's fingers against his own. Their fingers lace together, intertwining tight. He feels the slight tremble in their hand and he wills all of his heart into helping them calm.

Crow feels the air changing. Perhaps, this is what they call growing up. His heart is empty, his mind is scared. But the lingering hope, that which carried him until this moment, it still remains, tugging with its last effort at his heart.

The Guardian stands closer to him, still holding his hand. Their head is turned to the sky where something terrible happens. Where destruction and life linger side by side.

But Crow feels it in their hand that their heart is on him. Asking if he is okay. Their thumb gently brushes against his.

"I'm okay," he reassures. "We'll be okay."

Even as his own hand begins to tremble, he believes his own words in earnest.

[threecatsinatrenchcoat123]

The fact that this was 10 whole years ago is INSANE to me

[newlyacquiredbois]

[haventacluewhatimdoing]

Bbc ghosts fandom how we doing

[orionsangel86]

I'm about 9 issues into The Kindly Ones and I am Not Okay.

[mazzy-rockstar]

We’re literally getting a song that is a 50/50 mixture of these two

[wulfhalls]

if I don't get that actual real canon spirk kiss this year I might have to kill myself fr after all the ls I've been taking recently

[peachy-rambles]

No thoughts, head empty, only eggs

[neomedievalistbr]

okay. okay. theres still the second time. mexico can still sweep