#oh my GOD it was the best thing ever. i think i gave up back in may or something? whatever
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This is more of a personal topic, but I wanna talk about the pressures of art and the "need"/chase for social media "interactions" (likes, comments, etc.). I'm not sure how how common of an issue this is, but I've seen oomf worry about this and I just wanna talk about my experience with it.
So undoubtedly there was a shift in the way I upload (I mean look at me now, I'm yapping instead of drawing). As in how I used to be more active and invested more time in them, but nowadays I rarely share art. For the past 7+ years I've been online, I've mainly drawn to get an online presence over my own personal interest or growth (in skill, but when those do align, it's usually more of just a bonus). And recently, I've given up on that (recently as in, this year compared to the amount of years I poured energy into building a presence), and I've never been happier!
I keep mentioning how happy it makes me and I really can't stress that enough. I've been able to play more games that I want and spend more time in consuming media rather than worrying about the next art piece of the week. And the difference between consistently drawing vs sometimes drawing in terms of improvement has not changed much I think. Hell, I think I've been able to improve much faster in a shorter time frame since I've been looking at more media now compared to drawing thing of the week.
I'm grateful that I was a little luckier and have been able to build up a small audience, and for said audience that's stuck with me so far, and I am still a little "social media"-brained, but I don't think the crushing weight of your own expectations to upload on a consistent schedule is worth over actually enjoying your life. Or if you want to think about it this way, do you want or think you can live like that for the next 5 years, or next 10 years, or more?
And I wanna note, for the past 7+ years of uploading art, I've always been critical of my own art. Trying to one-up yourself and have yourself be your own competition is good! But not to the point where you hate every piece that you make or that you think you did something wrong because a piece or multiple pieces are flopping.
Oh my god I didn't even think about how I sometimes shift art styles to see which one is more popular, it made me so depressed good god. It's a tale as old as time and I never realized how important it was until I stopped caring about it all, but literally just draw what makes you happy, even if that means you don't want to draw for a while if nothing comes up in your brain.
#this is prob an uncommon thing but ive seen it effect very micro-niche celebrity artists#i hope its food for thought for someone out there#the amount of weight that lifted off of my shoulders when i just gave up#oh my GOD it was the best thing ever. i think i gave up back in may or something? whatever#i get to draw things in the style i want now! and im not sharing them! im gatekeeping! fuck you! /lh LMFAO#ive been a lot more positive of my art too. its nice. no more bad thoughts (until im forcing myself to draw something out of my range-#and then i cry and shit and piss and vomit. but the difference is that im in control of that instead of-#trying to reach my imaginary deadline).#etc#long post#they call me yaps a lot
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Sex Tutor
Summary: Harry's got a reputation on campus and you're curious to know if he can help you.
A/N: Requested! Thank y'all for being patient with me! Hope you enjoy! This will be 2 parts!!
Word Count: 10k
Warning: smut (oral sex), fluff, praise kink
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âYeah⊠that was good. I liked it.â
That wasnât the reaction you were hoping to get. You thought Gunther would be a lot more enthusiastic after coming in your mouth and you swallowing him down. You gave it your best work. You even choked a couple of times and you did hear him moan once or twice. But that didnât feel like enough
You wanted to ask him exactly what went wrong. Tips on what he liked and didnât. What you could do better next time⊠But instead, he just smiled and kissed your cheek, avoiding your mouth because obviously kissing the lips that had just sucked his cock would be gross.
So you left his dorm feeling a little disappointed in yourself. Annoyed really. You wished you were more bold and could just ask him what he wanted, what he liked most. You complained to your roommate even. She loved giving advice so you were always venting to her.
âWell, you know thereâs like this guy on campus who will walk you through that kind of thing⊠a sex tutor if you will. Letâs just say that he comes highly recommended. I know someone who hung out with him a few times, and she learned so much about her body and how good sex could feel without coming but he always made her come every time, and no man has ever done that to her before she told me.â
âA tutor for blow jobs?â You scrunched your face and giggled.
âWell, blow jobs and everything else really. I donât know. He gets around and they say heâs very knowledgeable about the body and sex. I think heâs like getting his masters in sexual health or something?â
You shoved at her shoulder and laughed, âOh my god I donât think so. That sounds crazy. Heâs probably some weird pervert or something.â
Your roommate turned her cellphone screen to face you, showing you an Instagram page with a photo of a very attractive young man youâd seen on campus a time or two.
âThatâs him?â Your eyes widened as you looked from the photo to your roommate.
âYup. Heâs not a weirdo either. I hear heâs super respectful and smart. Plus the bonus is that he looks like this.â
You nodded. That certainly was a bonus. Harry Styles. You knew about him from the student council. He did a lot of volunteering on campus and he was a graduate student so you didnât know him all that well, being only a sophomore yourself, but it was hard not to at least know the name and the face. He was popular. Clearly far more popular than you even realized.
And you definitely werenât going to reach out for a âsessionâ. That just felt silly. Though, you couldnât say you werenât intrigued by the idea, it just wasnât for you. Except that when Gunther didnât text or call you back for three full days, the whole time you wondered if your blow job was that bad. So when he did finally text you back to make plans for the following week, you felt like you were being given another chance to prove how good you could be. And maybe a lesson or two could be useful.
Reaching out to him via DMs on Instagram felt so unserious but you still did it. You cringed as you hit send and read over your message three times.
Hi! I heard you give special âtutoringâ sessions and wanted to know if you have some time to meet with me to set something up? Let me know if itâs okay.
You couldnât believe you were doing this, reaching out to a stranger for, basically, a booty call. But apparently he was used to it and had no qualms about responding to you in less than thirty minutes. As if he was running some kind of business.
Hi! Happy to meet up with you either tonight or Friday night. The initial meeting should only take like 20 minutes, somewhere public so you feel comfortable. Iâll ask you a few questions and then weâll set up a private one-on-one session together if it makes sense for both of us. No pressure ever. Whenever youâre ready.
Private one-on-one session. You rolled your eyes as you read over Harryâs response.
Tonight is good for me if you can fit me in. Whatever time you want.
You didnât know what to expect. You imagined he was cocky since he was apparently so good and sought after. Perhaps he would take one look at you and turn around. You were sure he had a say in who he âtutoredâ. Doubted he took on every single person who reached out to him.
Your roommate said he was respectful but you would place money on the fact that he was probably full of himself, being that he was a self-proclaimed Sex Guru. You were preparing yourself for someone with a larger-than-life personality.
You kept your outfit casual, not wanting to look like you were trying too hard. Jeans and a hoodie. Though you did shower and put on nice panties and made sure you smelled good. Just in case. One never knows when they are due to visit with a sex tutor.
Maudâs was one of your favorite spots on campus. They had the best iced matcha latte and thatâs just what you ordered yourself when you arrived. You sat down at a small table and faced toward the door so you could keep an eye out.
You were looking down at your cell phone when you heard the chime of the door. Flitting your eyes up and away from the screen of your phone you scanned the entry and spotted him right away.
He was wearing a black pullover hoodie and jeans. His hair all tousled like heâd just finished a âtutoringâ session. You raised your hand to wave at him and catch his attention and he grinned as you stood up but he gestured for you to stay seated, âIâll be right back. Just gonna order a drink.â
You were already feeling hot and embarrassed. God, what were you doing? The man was sex on legs and that deep, raspy voice he just spoke to you with had your insides twisting and turning all mushy.
When he returned he had an iced tea and he sat across from you. The smile on his face was kind. Open. It set you at ease a bit.
He took a sip through his straw and you noted the rings on his fingers and the nail polish on his nails, âSo, Y/n. Itâs nice to meet you in person. What are you majoring in?â
Okay. Small talk. You could handle that.
You told him your classes and what you were majoring in and then asked him the same and when he explained he was going for his doctorate in psychology with the intent to become a sex therapist you felt your heart thump wildly. He was gorgeous and going for a doctorate. The man was so beyond out of your league that you wondered why he was even sitting at that table with you entertaining this silly request of yours.
âWow. Thatâs⊠Iâm impressed.â
He grinned and you saw a dimple carve into his cheek, âThank you. Iâve worked really hard to get where I am. Still working, though. So letâs talk about what you want. What things are you interested in getting some guidance on?â
Here it was. The moment youâd been dreading. But also what you were most curious about.
âWell, Iâm seeing this guy and,â you took a breath. It was embarrassing to say it so casually at a cafĂ© on campus of all places.
Harry reached toward you and placed his warm palm over the top of yours, âHey, I know this feels weird. Doing this. Iâm not going to pressure you to say it if you find itâs too uncomfortable but just know,â he dipped his head down to meet your gaze with his brows gently raised, âEverything you tell me here will be kept confidential and private. Iâm not going to make fun of you or compare you to anyone else. If you change your mind, thatâs okay too. I want you to feel like youâre talking to a friend. Okay? Itâs up to you how much or how little you say. We move at your pace.â
You let out the breath you were holding and smiled. He was so â nice. He made you feel so at ease.
âThank you. Itâs weird. Yeah⊠but I think Iâm okay. I want to do this. I want to be better at like,â you looked around yourself and lowered your voice as Harry moved his hand from yours and you settled your gaze back on his, âBetter at giving blow jobs. And maybe like initiating more?â
He nodded, âOkay. Have you ever given a blow job before?â
You nodded, âRecently. The guy didnât seem very enthusiastic about it so I didnât know if I did something wrong.â
He took a sip of his tea and his green irises bored into yours, âI can tell you one thing I know that is true for nearly every single male I know; they love getting head. Even if he wasnât vocal he probably really enjoyed whatever you did. Does that make you feel better about your skill level?â
You puffed out a laugh and saw the smirk on his face. He was trying to get you to smile, âI donât know. Probably. Iâm sure Iâm overthinking it but I just wanted⊠like I want to be really good. Want to know tricks to get a real response.â
âDid the guy youâre seeing orgasm?â
You nodded again.
Harryâs grin softened, âThen you did as good as you could have. Goal achieved. He orgasmed and you made that happen.â
âBut I want to be better. Like⊠I really enjoyed what I was doing. Made me really⊠wellâŠâ you looked down at your empty mug and sighed, âI felt like I enjoyed it more than he did.â
He nodded and licked his lips and if you didnât know any better youâd say he was kind of checking you out. You werenât wearing anything revealing but he seemed to keep dropping his gaze to your lips and neck. But you figured that was because he was still getting used to your face and he was sussing you out a bit to see if he wanted anything to do with you beyond this conversation.
But that was true. He was checking you out. He saw your Instagram pictures before he contacted you (always his first step) and thought you were cute and wouldnât mind seeing you in person. He certainly wasn't disappointed by you when he saw you either. You were cute and a little nervous and when you started talking about how you enjoyed giving that loser a blow job he couldnât help but shift his eyes down to your mouth and imagine what your lips would look like on his cock. He wondered if youâd be just as eager to suck him off as you seemed like you were for the other guy.
Now, Harry was a polite and nice man. He was as respectful as they came. But he was still a man with a very high sex drive and he couldnât help it. He did enjoy having sex and he got a lot of ass because he was good at what he did. And he was under no allusion that it also didnât have anything to do with how attractive he was. Because of course, it did. He was aware of the way women looked at him and all the whispers about him on campus. And most of the time the sessions were just fun sex more than anything else. However, he happily gave guidance when needed.
And this time he was feeling pretty gung-ho to see what you could do. Heâd like to get started right away, which normally heâd wait until after the initial meeting before jumping into it but there was something about the way you were looking at him, your eyes hungry and invitingâŠ
You watched Harry shift in his chair and look around the cafĂ© before he looked back at you, âWhat are you doing right now? Like after this?â
âOh⊠nothing. Was gonna read a little, prep for a test I have on Monday. ButâŠâ you shook your head.
âWould you be interested in going somewhere more private? My studio is at the off-campus university apartments. Twenty-minute walk from here.â
Was he� You scrunched your brows, confused at the sudden invite to his place.
âItâs up to you. Iâm not rushing you or anything I just have a free evening and you seem really enthusiastic and Iâd like to kind of get a feel for what weâre working with. If you think youâre ready.â
You nodded, âOkay. I mean⊠yeah. So no roommates?â You laughed nervously as he stood up and it was the first time you let your attention fall to the space at his crotch, to which you quickly bobbed your eyes back up to his face as you stood.
âNope. Co-ed apartments. No roommate. Super private.â He didnât miss the way you scraped your eyes over his torso and down to the spot on his jeans where his zipper was.
So that was that then. Youâd be getting a lesson sooner than you imagined. And when you walked the twenty minutes through campus and the street that was just adjacent to the cafeteria you could almost hear your heart pounding. He was taller than you expected. He easily kept the conversation alive with small talk. He seemed so confident and easygoing. You tried to let that charisma and charm soak through your veins so that you werenât as nervous as you felt, but it was impossible. You were about to go into Harry Styleâs apartment alone and probably give him a blow job.
Harry waved at a few people on your way up to his floor. He was clearly popular. You wondered if anyone knew what might be happening. Why you were with him and why you were following behind him like you were a pup being trained and he was carrying a treat.
âHere she is,â he opened his door and gestured for you to walk inside. Neat and tidy with stacks of books and lots of plants. Some plants hanging, most potted, and on the floor or on tables. You noted he had no television and that there was a big partition that separated the small living space from what was probably where he had his bed. The kitchen was organized with open shelving and heâd bought a wire rack and it was stacked full of packaged foods, spices, oil, and other things to cook with at the top and at the bottom with pots and pans and a blender with its cord neatly wrapped around the base.
He excused himself to the bathroom while you looked around. There wasnât anywhere to go really. There were two doors in the whole place. The bathroom door and another one, which you assumed was a closet. The kitchen area was open to the small living space.
When Harry emerged he sat down on the couch, which looked well-worn. You wondered how many people heâd had over and on that very couch. He sat with his legs spread and drew his arms over the back of the couch and just watched as you stepped in closer toward the small coffee table, âI like all the plants,â you commented.
He nodded and you clasped your hands behind your back in wait for what would happen next. You didnât want to look again at his crotch. But the way he was sitting made it hard. He took up so much space on that couch and with his legs spread open like they were, it was almost as if he wanted you to.
ïżœïżœGonna sit with me? Iâm not gonna do anything if you donât want.â
You nodded and sat down, keeping your limbs close to your body and separate from him. You didnât want to invade his space or get in too close. Not yet anyway. Not until he invited you. Or rather, until he told you what to do next.
âEverything I said at Maudâs still stands. If you change your mind thatâs fine. Iâm not going to be mad.â
You turned to look at him and swallowed. The guy was out of this world. Simply delicious looking. âOkay.â You spoke in barely above a whisper.
Harry leaned forward, putting his elbows over his knees as he kept his eyes on you, âIs this how you usually initiate?â
You raised your brows and shook your head, âWhat?â
âYou said you wanted to be better at initiating. So far, Iâm not getting any signals that youâre interested. Could be your first problem. Try relaxing a little, Y/n. Sit back and unhook your fingers. Loosen your shoulders. Not only will you feel more settled, but youâll make the person with you feel better too. Which could push you to naturally begin conversation or movements that encourage contact.â
âOh. Okay,â you sat back into his couch and loosed your hands, relaxing your posture, and looked at him, âLike this?â
Harry grinned and let out a small laugh, âPerfect. Now at least it appears youâre not scared of me.â
âIâm not scared,â you quickly shook your head.
âI didnât think you were. But your body language was giving closed-off signals. Which could appear to some like fear or discomfort.â
It made sense you guessed.
âI see. So, relax and it makes everyone feel better.â
He grinned, âSo tell me what normally happens when youâre with someone and it leads to something sexual. Set the scene for me.â
You cleared your throat and decided to use your last time with Gunther as the example.
âWell, we were in his dorm room listening to music and laughing about somethingââ
âBack up a little. Did you invite yourself to his room? Did he invite you? What happened before you got to his room?â
âOh, uhâŠâ you pursed your lips in thought. âWell, we were out with two mutual friends. At a bar. Gunther, his name is Gunther, he was kind of flirting with me and I liked it. We didnât really know each other all that well before but I always found him interesting. And so⊠he was flirting with me. Complimenting me. Things like that. Then he asked me to go back to his room with him. So, I sort of figured something would happen,â you shrugged. You didnât know why it was so weird telling him all those details but it was.
You recounted how Gunther had made all the moves; kissed you first, groped you and then somehow it ended up with you sucking him off while he laid back on his bed and you were between his legs.
âAnd⊠he didnât return the favor? Like you didnât get anything?â
You shook your head, âI mean, I didnât ask. He got off and then that was it really. I left not long after.â
Harry frowned, âOkay. And did you hope heâd do something in return? Like, use his hands or his mouth on you? Did you want more?â
Another shrug of your shoulders, âI mean⊠I didnât expect it. Thought maybe next time we could do more? I donât know.â
âYou didnât expect it. But would you have liked it?â
Nodding your head you looked away from his eyes, âI guess.â
âDid it turn you on?â
Another embarrassing thing to admit to someone you hardly knew. You nodded again, âIt just all happened really quickly. I kind of thought things would take longer and weâd chat and maybe heâd have me stay longer and then⊠well anyway. It was like a total of thirty minutes or something that I was in his room.â
Harry sighed and crossed his leg over his thigh toward you, âAnd you really want to give Gunther the best head you can? The guy who wasnât worried about your own needs? Seems very selfless of you, Y/n.â
You let out a breath and laughed, âI know. I just want to be good at it. And that was the first time we did anything so I figured Iâd give him a pass.â
âThatâs very thoughtful of you. Gunther is lucky youâre still willing to give him another shot.â
âI guess I thought if I was better heâd want to do it more and maybe then we could do other things too.â
âIâm going to be honest, Y/n,â Harry stretched his arm across the back of the couch, âYouâre very cute and you probably wonât need to worry much about initiating most of the time. Like, for me, all you have to do is look at me with those pretty eyes and Iâm ready to do whatever you want me to.â
It had been a surprise to hear that. You werenât sure what to do with that information but you couldnât help but smile to yourself as you looked down at your lap.
âBut a good start is to keep eye contact. At least enough to indicate interest. Can you look at me?â
Lifting your gaze to his he grinned, âThere we go. So pretty.â
You shook your head, âIâm sure you say that to everyone.â
Harry lifted his hand to your cheekbone, âNo. I donât. And I donât do this with just anyone either. Sometimes I turn down a request. I donât tell them why but⊠Thereâs gotta be attraction on my end as well. And I find you very attractive, Y/n.â
You swallowed down the saliva in your throat and blinked for a break in eye contact before biting your lip.
âNow, even though weâre here for one thing, I do have opinions on matters of the heart and relationships. And frankly, I have to be honest about this Gunther, guy,â he dropped his hand, making his fingers brush down your cheek until he was no longer touching you, âI donât like that he didnât offer to get you off too. Thatâs a big red flag in my book. I feel itâs important to give and to receive unless itâs explicitly stated at the beginning. But you told me you thought youâd get more. And that bothers me.â
âWell, heâs a nice guy. I think he just wasnât thinkingâŠâ
âHe wasnât thinking about your needs. That was selfish of him and something to watch out for. We can give him a pass for the first time, but if you see him again and he still doesnât think about your needs, Iâd hope youâd end that relationship and seek someone whoâs willing to be less selfish with you.â
It surprised you that Harry was saying that about Gunther. But perhaps he was right. You did leave his dorm that night quite disappointed.
âI donât want to make you feel uncomfortable. I know you barely know me but thatâs just my take. Iâd never not offer to return the favor,â he kept his eyes on yours and you swore his lips were suddenly a shade darker. They looked like the perfect lips to kiss.
He grinned when he noted where your eyes were homed in on, âDo you mind coming closer? Feels like you're still too far away.â
You puffed out a nervous laugh as you scooted your bottom in closer toward Harry. His arm was draped over the back of the couch behind you and you felt the warmth of him before you felt his fingers graze the back of your neck.
 âSo, I can kiss you? Can we start there?â
You breathed out through your nose and smiled as you nodded and kept your face angled toward his. He watched as you hesitantly put your palm on his knee and he put his hand over yours, âYouâre a natural. See?â
Another soft laugh fell from your mouth as Harryâs face drew in closer to yours and your heart stopped as he nudged his nose into yours and you felt his soft lips smush against yours.
It didnât take long for you to start feeling that familiar heat between your legs as he ran his tongue against yours. It felt so intimate⊠not like a tutor lesson or anything of the sort. It was you and a handsome man making out on his couch as he pulled you onto his lap. It felt real.
For some reason, you imagined it being a little more dry. Like a real lesson. Like heâd pull his pants down and tell you what to do and show you what he liked and what really made men go wild. You hadnât imagined kissing being part of the equation for some reason.
âDid he tell you how soft your lips are or how those sweet little noises coming from your mouth drove him crazy?â
He spoke his words between kisses and you were going to pass out. Because no, Gunther gave you no compliments once you got into his dorm room.
You shook your head as you parted from the kiss, your eyes on his.
Harryâs eyes roved your face as he softly dragged his thumb back and forth on your jaw, âI donât like him one bit. You deserve someone whoâs going to tell you how good you are and how good you make them feel.â
He softly pressed his lips against yours again, the kiss heating up into a frenzied pace once again as you stuffed your fingers into his hair and then you felt the bulk of his erection under your thigh when you moved in closer.
Parting from the kiss you looked down and then back up at him and he just smiled. Like it was the most normal and natural thing ever. Which⊠it kind of was.
âGot me all hard already,â he slid his thumb from the edge of your bottom lip inward and you moaned, âJust like that. Youâre already better than you think you are. Youâre driving me crazy, Y/n. I want to see what these lips look like wrapped around my cock. Can we do that?â
You nodded and began to move off of him but Harry took your hand in his, making you pause, âIâll let you get me off if you let me get you off too. Okay?â
Your eyes widened, âReally? I thought this was just forââ
âI have a method and it always includes getting the other person off too. Or at least making them feel good. Unless you donât want that. Thatâs okay too, but I would prefer to touch you as well.â
âOkay,â your words were breathy as he helped you off his lap, keeping your hand in his but then he stood up and you watched as he ran his free hand over his crotch, âIs it okay if we do it my bed? A little more space there. Think itâll feel less rushed.â
Obviously yes. You wouldnât dream of saying no to this man. Not that you wanted to.
The space behind the partition was just a bed and one side table. His bed was neatly made and there was a plant hanging by the opening of the partition. He gestured for you to follow him onto his mattress and he placed his back at the wall, where he had no headboard.
Kneeing up to him you were feeling shy again and he leaned forward and cupped your face with one hand, âYouâre doing so good. If you need to stop at any time just say the word. Iâm not here to make you do something you donât want. Okay?â
You nodded, âYeah. I know. I trust you.â
âGood. Just wanted to remind you is all. I donât want you to feel like you have to keep going even if Iâm enjoying it, which I have a feeling Iâm gonna like whatever you do to me.â
You giggled and nodded. He was fluffing up your ego and you hadnât even really gotten started yet.
Harry started to push his jeans down, lifted his hips to get them off his legs, and then kept his eyes on you as he held his hand out for you to take, âCome here.â
You put your hand in his and let yourself get pulled between his legs as you looked down at the sizable lump under his boxer briefs, âCan we take your jeans off? Kind of want to have you in my lap a little while before we get down to it, yeah?â
You nodded and unhooked your button before pulling your zipper down. Harryâs hands found your hips as you tugged your jeans down and he helped you out of them, leaving you in just your hoodie and panties. Like Harry. He was just in his boxer briefs and his hoodie too.
You crawled into his lap, your thighs straddling his, and sat down as Harry smoothed his hands up and down your thighs, âThere we go. This feels nice, having you close like this,â he ran his palms toward your bottom and then back down your thighs to your knees, âHow are you feeling?â
You put your palms on his shoulders, âGood. Feel good. And you?â
âIâm feeling great. Iâve got you here in my lap,â he brought a hand up from your thigh to your face, his fingers sliding behind your ear with his thumb at your cheekbone, âAnd I like you. I think thisâll be fun. Just want you to feel at ease with me.â
You shifted on his lap, getting in closer, âI do feel at ease with you, Harry. Youâre really nice.â
âGood. Thatâs what I want to hear,â his voice was soft as he gently pulled you towards him and pressed his mouth against yours again. His kiss was soft and sultry. Harry was far more sensual than you imagined he would be. Lots of soft touches and reassuring words. And his mouth against yours was addictive.
You moaned when his thumb ran along the edge of your panties at your thigh and you rocked your hips down, pressing your panties-covered pussy over his erection.
He inhaled softly through his teeth and lowered his mouth to your neck where you were melted into him. His warm mouth sponged wet kisses down your pulse point as you lowered a hand to the top of his cock.
He sighed when you began to rub your palm over him and you began to move back. You were ready to get him in your mouth.
âYou can bring me out if you want. Or I can do it. Whichever youâre more comfortable with.â
You bit your lip and continued palming over him as you kept your gaze focused on his, âIâll do it. Do guys like that more?â
He grinned and the dimples that carved into his cheeks had you swooning, âYeah. Maybe. Depends on the guy but it can feel like the girl is really excited, like she canât wait â the enthusiasm is nice. For me? I do like it more. But honestly, I wouldnât complain if you wanted me to do it myself.â
You nodded in understanding as you focused on the dark green material of his underwear and reached toward the waistband. You looked up at him once more to check in and he just gave you a singular nod to keep going so you did.
The material was warm and stretchy. And you loved the way it felt to run your palm up the length of him, before peeling the fabric away and slowly revealing his cock. His tip was thick and smooth and dark pink. And then his shaft was girthy, quite meaty really, but so stiff. And when youâd pulled his underwear down far enough you took the whole of him in and it was⊠well it was a bit overwhelming. There was no way on Godâs green earth youâd be able to stick that whole thing in your mouth.
âYou donât have to have it all in there. This isnât a porno. I donât need you to choke on it or anything like that. Use your hands and your mouth, as long as itâs nice and wet itâs gonna feel really good.â
You nodded. It was a relief that he wasnât expecting you to deepthroat that thing, âDo you like it when someone can take it all the way?â
Harry breathed a laugh out of his nostrils, âWell⊠only if the person giving head likes that kind of thing. I would never enjoy it if someone wasnât into that. But yes. I do rather like it. Not more than any other type of blow job, though.â
You gulped and continued palmed at his length softly. Harry kept his eyes on you to watch how youâd do it. To see what your go-to move was and when you made no move he finally spoke, âGo in however you want. Letâs see how you normally go about giving a blow job.â
âOkay. YeahâŠâ You took a deep breath and lowered yourself down as he fixed his feet flat on the mattress with knees bent upward, making space for you to fit between his thighs. First, you spat over his tip and used your hand to rub your saliva down his shaft. A quick glance up at him and he looked like he was enjoying it.
After spitting another glob over his slit that clung to your lips a little longer than it did the first time things were feeling much wetter. You stroked along the full length of his cock, from base to tip, tip to base, and back again as you lowered further, getting your lips just over his tip, and looked up at him, swiping your tongue over his crown. Smooth and warm. Adjusting your hips you got into a better position and gripped his base with both hands as you began to take him in your mouth. Your tongue cupped the underside of his cock as you dipped down and pulled up, suckling at his tip before repeating.
Harryâs fingers gently pushed at your chin, âIâd like you to do one thing for me, Y/nâŠâ your eyes shot up to his, âCan you keep your eyes on me, just like youâre doing right now?â
You pulled off and nodded, âYeah. Sorry.â
Harry tutted at you, âYou didnât do anything wrong. Just really fond of your pretty eyes. Personal preference is all.â
Keeping your gaze on his you kissed his tip softly and slowly before tonguing at his frenulum. It was a good thing you were looking at him in that moment because the expression on his face as you ran your tongue along the underside of his cockhead was lascivious and the sudden heat between you two might not have been noticed if you hadnât been looking at him.
When you lowered your lips over him again, hollowing your cheeks and cupping the underside of his dick with your tongue, he palmed over your cheek and softly thumbed at your temple, âY/n⊠fuck⊠thatâs really good. Keep looking at me like this pretty girl.â
The soft touch from his hand and thumb on your face was full of affection and made your heart thunder in your chest. It made you dizzy the way he was looking at you. It was such a lewd act but somehow filled with tenderness.
The drool that leaked out of your mouth and down his shaft allowed your hands to slip around his base, twisting as you bobbed over the first bit of him with your mouth. It seemed like he was really enjoying what you were doing. Having your eyes on him while you were doing it felt more encouraging than embarrassing.
And Harry was very much enjoying what you were doing. He wasnât all that picky when it came to getting blow jobs. Why would he be? Some hot girl wanted him to show her how to be better? Well, he rarely did much in the way of making someone any better than they already were.
Harry never intended to be known as a sex tutor or a sex guru. He was just a guy who loved sex. A guy who was patient and who really did care about the person he was with, even if it was just a one-time thing (which most of them were). And his line of studies gave him insight many lacked. The more he slept around (safely) the better he got and the more he understood. He put into practice the things he learned in his classes and when he was a Junior after a string of hookups with a group of very popular seniors he started to get a reputation.
It started with comments and discussions on the size of his cock. Then it eventually escalated to him being very good in bed. And how he could always make a woman come (he didnât always make them come but he certainly tried and he learned the art of allowing sex to just be something that felt good and intimate and didnât have to end in that elusive orgasm every time).
The first girl who was bold enough to ask him if heâd help her get to know her body better, had told him how she heard he was the best⊠and that had caught off guard. But he gave it a go. And he wound up enjoying the whole thing so much that when another girl asked him for help he decided there was no harm in going along with it.
He wasnât trying to take advantage of anyone, as some jealous of his prowess would make it seem. No, he just really wanted to help, he loved that connection and to have it end with sex (in whatever form) was never a bad thing. Mostly he was just having fun and if he could use some of his knowledge and give someone confidence by the end of a âsessionâ then so be it.
When you sucked around him, slurping noises came from between your lips and the skin on his shaft and he moaned, âOh thatâs goodâŠâ He gently placed a hand at the back of your neck and nudged his hips upward the slightest when he felt his cock start to throb and balls tightened.
Harry pulled at you to bring you up so you slid your lips from his tip and looked at him with pretty rounded eyes as you sat on your knees.
âYouâre perfect. If I had you sucking me off like this every day Iâd have no complaints. Thatâs the work of someone whoâs into it and I can tell you are. Got me so close to coming already,â he took your hand and kissed the tops of your knuckles. Yeah, you were already smitten with him. But maybe that was just because you liked his praise so much.
âThank you,â you grinned shyly.
Harry took the hand he kissed and brought it down between his legs, sliding your fingers on the underside of his balls, âThereâs this spot right here. Kind of smooth. Feel that?â
You nodded.
âItâs called the perineum. This spot,â he pressed the pad of your middle finger over the area of skin, âFeels really good when you rub it gently. Especially while youâre also giving a blow job. Maybe take my balls in your palm a little to massage them and then move to the perineum. Just about any man you suck off is gonna absolutely love it. Itâs also a really good trick when you just want the guy to come already, âcause maybe heâs taking too long,â he grinned.
He dragged your hand up to cup his scrotum and you kept your eyes on his as you softly squeezed. Harryâs brows narrowed and his lips parted, âLetâs do that yeah? Wanna give it a go?â
Nodding, you lowered yourself again, your lips parting around his crown as you gently massaged his balls and kept your eyes angled up toward his. You kept one hand at the base of his shaft and felt the full, warmth of his sac in your palm before you pulled off of his cock and dropped your lips down to his balls, kissing the skin all around and skimming your tongue through every crevice and wrinkle, wetting him on all sides.
You remembered you were supposed to be looking up at him and when you saw his face it only egged you on. His soft groan and pink puffy lips parted in lust with hooded eyes so you wound your tongue down further and pressed the tip of your wet muscle to the spot he called the perineum.
âFuck! YesâŠâ
You liked that reaction. So you did it again and used your hand on his shaft to continue pumping him in long strokes as you pressed over the small strip of skin under his scrotum before you brought your tongue all the way up over his balls and to his base. The pre-come dripping from his tip made things wetter as you slid your palm over him.
You kept one finger on his perineum and then brought your mouth back over his cock and the desperate whimper that fell from his lungs made you feel giddy. You sucked him in and flicked your sight up to him but his eyes were closed. You could feel his legs trembling as your shoulder was pressed into his inner thigh. Gently you brought your hand over his scrotum and massaged as you worked his tip with your lips and tongue.
He placed both of his hands on either side of your head, âY/n⊠yes⊠honey Iâm gonna come. Thatâs so good. Youâre so good for me⊠holy shit⊠where do you want me to come, huh?â
You were kind of amazed at how he was so melty and whimpery from the blow job you were giving him. You lifted and looked up at him, âJust come in my mouth. Want you to feel good.â
He nodded as he panted and you put your lips back on him, lowering down and sucking as you used your tongue to apply pressure to his crown. Continuing to play with his balls and peek up at him you saw the moment his face scrunched up and his lips dropped open wide. No sound came out at first but you tasted the first pump of his come down your throat and then felt his big cock throbbing against your tongue and it was the hottest blow job youâd ever given. And you werenât even receiving⊠the reaction he gave you had you so turned on and so dizzy that you felt the need to take him deeper.
You forced yourself down further, feeling his tip nudging and spurting at the top part of your throat and you swallowed around him before sputtering slightly.
When he finally began to moan it was deep and throaty. His head was tilted back, facing the ceiling as he pumped into your mouth and down your throat. The hands he held at the side of your face were gentle and honestly? You were in heaven. You could do this with him every day if he let you.
And you tried not comparing Gunther to Harry but it was hard. Harry was so masculine and his cock was prettier and much bigger. With Gunther, you could almost take all of him in your mouth without much issue. You didnât but you probably could have. Harry was a different story. His big cock filled up all the space in your mouth and he smelled so good too. It was a mix of what you assumed was his natural smell with a clean powdery soap.
But it was the moans Harry was making that had you feeling so worked up. He really enjoyed your blow job and that was all you needed to feel good about yourself and your ability.
Harryâs moan quieted into a simper as you continued dragging your tongue along the underside of his cock until he lulled his head forward and looked down at you, âSâgood. Fuck that was good.â He prodded at you to bring your mouth off of him and you sat back with a proud smile.
He leaned forward to pull at the back of your neck and smash his lips against yours. You clung onto his shoulders as he positioned you next to him on the bed on your bottom and then he ran his hands down your sides and pulled at your sweater, âCan we get this off?â
You gripped the bottom hem of your hoodie as Harry sat back and peeled his sweater off over his head, making you pause so you could devour his chest and his arms, and his abs with your eyes. The tattoos that were scattered over his body and on his arms were no surprise. Youâd heard through the grapevine about his tattoos once your roommate told you about him. And you heard he was fit. But this? He was the perfect amount of muscled and beefy. He was lean but he appeared well-fed. Broad shoulders, pecs you could bite intoâŠ
You gulped when you felt Harryâs big hands smoothing up and down your limbs as he absorbed the sight of you before you finally pulled your sweater off and then unhooked your bra, holding the cups up against your breasts for a moment to make sure he was still in it. Because maybe your body would be a complete turn off but his expressive face did all the talking and he moved his hands up your hips as his irises roamed over your skin.
âSo pretty, Y/n,â he spoke like he knew you needed the reassurance. Which you did. So you slowly lowered your bra and pulled the straps from your arms and almost immediately Harry ducked down and kissed your right nipple while his hand palmed at your left tit. He moaned against your soft flesh and you felt cool air hit your skin in the path where his tongue laved against you.
A soft gasp fell from your lips when he wrapped his mouth over your nipple and looked up at you from his spot, pink lips suckling at your breast. It was almost as if he needed to make sure he was doing what you liked. As if the man wasnât some kind of expert.
Harryâs bulky body moved over you and his hands brushed over the skin at your sides and down to your hips where your panties clung tight. You lifted your hips, ready for him to take care of you, ready to have him pull the last bit of fabric from your body and Harry grinned at you.
âIâm gonna pull these down, okay?â
Nodding you laughed in slight nervousness. You werenât sure when youâd gotten so eager but giving Harry a blow job had made you a bit insatiable and all of the nice things he said about you, how good you were... Your insides were aching and you knew you were probably already wet, the crotch of your panties was warm against your skin.
And as he slowly dragged the material down your legs he kept looking up at you. A little bit of reassurance that he was only going to go as far as you wanted.
Paying close attention to his eyes you watched him drag his gaze over all your crevices and then up to your tits and then your eyes as he licked his lips. He wrapped a hand on the underside of your calf, lifting your leg the smallest bit as he tucked himself in closer, his shoulders pressing into your thighs.
The warm, soft kisses he dotted on your inner thigh as he looked up at you made you feel worshiped. Like he was savoring the moment and was going to take his time with you.
âY/n, I just want to make you feel good. Tell me if you donât like something or if you need something more okay? Because you did so good for me and Iâm gonna be dreaming about those lips on me. Just want to make you feel as good as good as you made me feel.â
Harry could tell you liked a bit of praise. A compliment here and there was easy enough to throw in because it was all true. You were very good and you were so pretty and now he was going to return the favor as best he could.
When you felt his tongue swipe up through your crease you moaned faintly as you kept your eyes on him. And when he dug in more, attached his lips to your pussy, and began sucking at you the groan that fell from his chest rumbled through your core and you held on to the back of his head as you arched your back off of the pillow under yourself. His lips slicked up and down, tongue pressing at your clit and then he moved, bringing his arm in and you felt his fingers prodding at your entrance as he looked up at you, pulling his mouth away from your pussy, âTastes so good, Y/n. Could bury my face here all day long. You mind if I finger you a little? Would that feel good?â
He ran his digits through your folds like he already knew your answer and you nodded quickly, âYeah. Okay. If you want.â
He grinned before you felt him push his middle finger past your opening and then he watched the face you made as he curled his finger up in your magic little spot. The one only your rabbit vibrator seemed to be able to hit.
You gasped and with that, he brought his lips back over your clit and got to work. His dark curls were smooth and thick between your fingers and the way he kept pulling his gaze up to yours as he licked into you was naughty. The whole scene was something from a dream. There was something so soft about how he kept his eyes on you to check-in.
Youâd had a couple of guys go down on you before but they had no idea what they were doing and you werenât sure if it was just supposed to feel like slippery nothing gliding over your labia or not. But now, with Harry doing the work⊠well you realized what it was actually meant to feel like. And Harry was not giving you slippery nothing.
He seemed to enjoy it as well which made your heart lurch in your chest. Especially with how he was moaning into you like you tasted good. And he had told you as much, which⊠that had you on edge already.
When Harry slid in a second finger he opened his mouth wide and tongued up from where his fingers were pumping into you to your clit.
You couldnât help the pathetic moans that were loudly bouncing off the walls of his studio, âOh god, HarryâŠâ
But the thing that was really seeping into your skin and your veins and making your heart pound was his eyes on yours. You couldnât get over it. It was so intimate and sexy and the gushy noises coming from your slippery pussy were lewd and dirty. It was the perfect juxtaposition of just nasty enough but also sweet and soft that had you spiraling.
When they tell you that the biggest part of getting turned on is all in the mind, thatâs absolutely true. Harry was a master at it. You werenât sure youâd ever been so turned on with any man before. He really knew which buttons to push and all the right things to say.
âFuck, thatâs good⊠holy shit, HarryâŠâ
He loved hearing you whine his name and the feel of your hips bucking upward in tiny bursts. You were one of those girls that was going to have an orgasm, he just knew it. The way you kept getting wetter every time you shot your eyes down to his was a big telltale sign. Some didnât like the eye contact but he loved it and so did you, clearly.
He moaned into your pussy and swallowed you down as he worked his tongue in teasing circles around your clit before wrapping his lips around you again and smushing down over you with just the right amount of pressure.
The arm he had under your thigh he wrapped under your lower back, pulling you in closer if that was possible, as he continued fingering you with his other hand. The man was unquenchable. Like he needed to stuff his face in as close as humanly possible. Like he needed to suck you dry and make it so that you never forgot his name.
Your insides were melting for him. His fingers were magic inside of you and it had your brain all fuzzed out and blurry. But the way he rolled your clit under his tongue was divine, otherworldly⊠he knew what he was doing with that big mouth of his.
You gasped and looked back down at him again and his eyes were already pinned to yours.
âOh⊠gonna co⊠oh fuck, gonna comeâŠâ you felt like you were being lifted into the air, levitating and vibrating off the bed and out of the atmosphere as he kept his fingers and his tongue steady. But when he moaned deeply into your cunt, that low resonate sensation traveling from your clit to your core and through your tummy made you lose control.
You didnât realize you were yanking his hair as your legs quaked and your body liquified under him. But it didnât deter him. He watched you unravel, tits bouncing and back arching as you orgasmed into his mouth and he curled his fingers up against your g-spot as you clamped over his digits.
If he didnât have his mouth occupied he would have praised you more in that moment. Told you how pretty you were and how good you did for him. But he waited until you began to slowly come back to earth before whispering into your ear the sweet things he knew youâd like to hear.
He laid next to you and grasped your face, kissing your lips softly as you sighed, âSo fucking good. What a pretty orgasm that was, Y/nâŠâ He spoke between kisses.
âDid that all for me? Yeah?â
You couldnât answer him. Not in that moment. Youâd just melted and dissolved and had only begun to re-solidify and become a real human with lungs and limbs and skin and pores again.
âYou are really fun to eat out, Y/n. Tasted so nice and you sound so sexy when you come. You can call me anytime you need a release okay?â He continued kissing your cheek and your lips as he spoke softly.
Harry didnât rush you out like you thought he might. He rubbed over your tummy and kissed your breasts softly and ran his lips up the side of your neck as you slowly opened your eyes and sighed.
âFeel okay?â
You nodded and smiled, âReally good.â
âStay as long as you want. Okay? No rush. We can even grab dinner together if you want or I can make you something.â Harry wasnât sure why he asked you that. While he didnât usually rush anyone out, he didnât typically offer food or dinner either. There was just something about you that compelled him to ask. Perhaps he hoped youâd stick around a bit longer.
You sat up, âOh. Thatâs really nice of you. But⊠maybe I should probably head back. Get some schoolwork done.â
Youâd have loved to stay for dinner but you also didnât want to get your feelings mixed up for a guy like Harry. Not that there was anything wrong with him, but you understood what this was. A one-time thing. Something fun where you got to learn a thing or two. If you stuck around too long youâd probably just want more. And that would only end in heartbreak for you. Because Harry was kind of the ideal guy in a lot of ways.
âOf course. Just thought Iâd ask.â
There were no hard feelings for this kind of thing. Harry wasnât offended that you didnât want to stay. Heâd had a good time with you and he was almost certain you had a good time as well. And that was just about all one could ask for.
Harry let you use his bathroom to clean up and get dressed. And as you did so you thought about how Gunther didnât even offer you anything to eat or to stay after. In fact he didnât even ask if you wanted to use his bathroom, when that would have been nice after giving him head. Because even though Gunther didnât really touch you, you were still wet, and walking back to your dorm with wet panties was not a nice feeling. Especially when you didnât even get anything out of it.
Youâd be wary of Gunther. Youâd give him another shot because you were a nice girl but you werenât going to ignore the concerns Harry had. Perhaps Harry was right.
When you stepped out of the bathroom Harry handed you a glass of water, âDrink a little before you head out, and what dorm do you live in?â He looked down at his phone as he asked.
âOh⊠uh the Millennium dorms near the arts building.â
He nodded as you took a gulp of the water and he showed you his phone, âUber will be here for you in three minutes. Iâll walk you down, okay?â
âWait. You didnât have to do that! Um⊠I can walk or get an Uber myself itâsââ
He shook his head and grinned, âI know I didnât have to but itâs getting late. Donât want you walking twenty minutes by yourself. Who knows what could be lurking out there,â he laughed.
You pointed at him, âFine. But Iâm gonna pay you back. Next time I see you okay?â
âNot necessary. Now come on,â he playfully swatted at your bottom and directed you toward his door, âLetâs go downstairs and wait forâŠâ he looked at his phone, âRebecca in a white Trail Blazer.â
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Tangled in Paradise
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Ahhhh here is chapter 1 of my new mini-series!! I am so freakin excited for you guys to read it, i've had so much fun writing it - to everyone waiting for my other stories thanks so much for being patient and i promise i will get to them! enjoy and let me know if you'd liked to be tagged in the next chapters xx
The marble counter was cool against under your skin, a welcome relief from the lingering heat of the day. You perched on the edge, scrolling through your phone with one hand, the other holding a burrito that was rapidly becoming your favorite part of the evening. Mimi, your cat, stretched luxuriously beside you, her fluffy tail flicking in idle disinterest as she basked in the low glow of the kitchen light.
Your thumb idly swiped up, Instagram reels flitting past like a mindless parade. A stupid AI-generated meme caught your attentionâsomething ridiculous but hilarious enough to make you snort, burrito in hand.
The sound of a FaceTime notification cut through your laugh, your phone vibrating in your palm. The screen flashed with Mariaâs name, her photoâa sunny candid of her grinning at a picnicâlighting up the display.
You swiped to answer.
Her face appeared, as vibrant and glowing as ever, framed by the golden light of her apartment. âHey, girl!â she chirped, her voice carrying the kind of energy that made you suspicious.
âHey, you,â you replied, taking a bite of your burrito mid-sentence. âShouldnât you be packing for your honeymoon in Hawaii or something?â
âItâs not a honeymoon,â Maria groaned, her eyes rolling so dramatically they couldâve done a full lap.
âSure,â you drawled, giving her a knowing look. Maria and Tommy had been dating for a year and a half, and if anyone was going to get engaged in an annoyingly picture-perfect way, it was them. âBut seriously,â you added, âdonât you leave in, like, two days?â
âYeah, about thatâŠâ Her voice trailed off, her expression shifting to something between sheepish and conspiratorial.
You froze mid-chew. âOh no. Are you guys okay? Donât tell me youââ
âNo!â she interrupted, waving her hands at the camera as if to swat the idea away. âGod, youâre such a cynic.â
âCynicism comes with being single,â you shot back, gesturing vaguely to your burrito.
She laughed, the sound warm and familiar. âOkay, so hereâs the thing,â she said, leaning closer to her screen. âI have⊠a situation.â
âGo on,â you said, intrigued now.
Her sigh was long and theatrical. âFor some reason, I let Tommy book our trip.â
âAnd?â you prompted, taking another bite.
âAnd the idiot accidentally booked a couples package,â she said, dragging out the words like they physically pained her.
You blinked, unfazed. âI donât get it. You guys are a couple.â
âNo, no,â she said, shaking her head so fast her hair whipped around her face. âHe booked it for two couples. Four people.â
You nearly choked on your burrito, a laugh bursting from your chest. âClassic Tommy,â you said, grinning. âSo? Whatâs the big deal? Youâve got a million couple friends. Pick one.â
âIâve been asking around!â she huffed. âBut everyone already has New Yearâs plans, and the package is non-refundable.â She gave you a pointed look, her lips curling into a mischievous smile.
âOh no,â you said immediately, holding up a hand. âIf this is going where I think itâs goingââ
âWould you want to come?â she asked, her tone overly sweet. âYouâre my best friend. Youâre legally obligated to say yes.â
You stared at her, incredulous. âMaria, in case it wasnât painfully obvious, Iâm single.â
âI know,â she said, rolling her eyes. âThatâs why Tommy was going to ask his brother Joel to come along. That makes four people. Problem solved.â
You paused, brow furrowing. âJoel, huh?â
Maria nodded eagerly.
You thought about it for a moment. Joel. You didnât know much about himâjust snippets from Maria here and there. He worked with Tommy in construction, lived in Texas. You didn't even know what he looked like.
âI donât knowâŠâ you hedged.
âOh, come on,â Maria whined. âYouâre not doing anything for New Yearâs, and you know it. Youâre just gonna sit at home, watch Bridget Jonesâs Diary, and drink cheap wine with Mimi like you do every year.â
You glanced at Mimi, who stretched lazily, her tail flicking as if to agree. Maria wasnât wrong.
âPlus,â she continued, her grin widening, âonce we get there, you guys can do whatever you want. Hawaii! Beaches, cocktails, hot guysâlive your best life.â
You sighed, the temptation starting to outweigh your resistance. A free trip to Hawaii with your best friend? Sand, sun, and maybe a chance to flirt your way into a memorable New Yearâs Eve?
âPrettyyyyy please?â Maria hummed, drawing out the word in a way that made you laugh despite yourself.
âOkay,â you said finally, shaking your head. âIâm in.â
Maria let out a squeal of victory, throwing her hands in the air. âYouâre the best! Iâll text you the details. Pack something cute!â
As the call ended, you set your phone down and looked at Mimi, who yawned lazily in response.
âWell,â you said, leaning back on the counter. âLooks like weâre skipping Bridget Jones this year.â
Hawaii, you thought. The idea felt distant, unreal. But as you glanced at the empty corner of your apartment where your suitcase sat gathering dust, you had a feeling this trip might just change more than your New Yearâs plans.
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Hawaii was breathtaking. The kind of beauty that made you forget how much your neck hurt from the long flight or how unreasonably sweaty you felt in the tropical heat.
You leaned your head against the open window of the taxi, letting the warm wind tangle through your hair as you gazed out at the scenery. Endless shades of green blanketed the mountains in the distance, framed by the electric blue of the ocean stretching out to the horizon. Palm trees lined the road like an army of dancers frozen mid-sway, their fronds whispering in the breeze.
Maria sat beside you, her voice animated as she gave Tommy a play-by-play update on your whereabouts. âYep, weâre just pulling in now,â she said, twisting her body slightly to look at the approaching hotel. âAlright, bye, love you!â
You turned to her, sticking a finger down your throat in mock disgust.
âShut up,â she said, rolling her eyes but smiling anyway.
The taxi turned into a long driveway lined with torch-lit paths and vibrant hibiscus flowers in full bloom. As the hotel came into view, you couldnât stop yourself from leaning closer to the window.
It was like something out of a movieâa sprawling, open-air building with white stucco walls, wooden beams, and a terracotta-tiled roof. The entrance was framed by a massive archway, beyond which you could see a lush courtyard with fountains trickling water that sparkled in the sunlight.
A uniformed staff member waved the taxi forward, and your jaw nearly dropped as you took in the full view. The lobby was entirely open, its vaulted ceilings soaring toward the sky. Just beyond it, you could glimpse the infinity pool that seemed to spill directly into the ocean. The smell hit you nextâsalt air mixed with plumeria and something faintly sweet, like coconut.
âThis is insane,â you said under your breath.
Maria beamed. âRight? This is so much better than the photos.â
The taxi slowed to a stop, and the driver hopped out to help you with your luggage. You tipped him generously and offered a polite âMahalo,â feeling strangely self-conscious about whether you pronounced it right.
âTommy already checked us in, so we can go straight to our room!â Maria practically bounced on her toes as she grabbed her carry-on. âEeeeek, Iâm so excited!â
âMe too,â you said with a grin, taking it all in. âAnd to think, youâll be leaving here engaged.â
âHey,â she said, giving you a mock glare. âDonât jinx it.â
As you approached the entrance, a small group of staff members greeted you with warm smiles. A woman wearing a flowy dress in bright tropical prints stepped forward, holding a pair of leis made of fresh flowers. She draped one around Mariaâs neck first, then yours, the cool petals brushing your collarbone as she said, âAloha, and welcome.â
âAloha,â you replied awkwardly, still feeling like an outsider in this slice of paradise.
Another staff member offered you both chilled glasses of pineapple juice, the condensation slicking your fingers. You took a sip and practically melted. It was fresh and sweet, with just the right amount of tartness.
âThis is heaven,â Maria whispered as you followed the bellhop toward the elevator.
You couldnât argue with her.
Everything about this place felt surrealâthe golden light filtering through the palms, the faint hum of ukulele music from somewhere in the distance, and the soft roar of waves crashing against the shore. It was the kind of place where time seemed to slow down, urging you to forget the rest of the world existed.
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âSo,â Maria began, standing beside you in the elevator, glancing down at her phone. âSince itâs alreadyâŠâ she trailed off, squinting at the screen. âFive oâclock, how about we settle in, freshen up, and then have dinner around 6:30?â
âSounds good,â you agreed, leaning back against the elevator wall, the faint scent of hibiscus and sea salt lingering in the air.
The elevator chimed softly, announcing your arrival at the designated floor.
You followed her as she led the way down the long, carpeted corridor, passing room numbers etched into sleek gold plaques.
âAha!â she exclaimed, stopping in front of Room 712. âThis is us.â
Us? you thought, a flicker of confusion crossing your face. But you let it slide, figuring she meant she and Tommy.
Maria slipped the key card into the slot with a practiced flourish, and the door opened with a soft click. You stepped in behind her, expecting a hotel room. Maybe a nice oneâMaria had said Tommy splurgedâbut this wasnât a room.
It was a suite.
No, not just a suiteâa goddamn palace disguised as a hotel suite.
Your breath hitched as you took it all in. The entryway alone was larger than your living room back home, its polished marble floors gleaming under warm recessed lighting. Beyond it, the suite opened into an expansive living space with floor-to-ceiling windows that framed an unbroken view of the turquoise ocean. Sheer white curtains swayed gently in the breeze from the open balcony doors, where plush loungers and a private hot tub overlooked the horizon.
To your left, an oversized sectional couch sat in front of a sleek flat-screen TV, its armrest stacked with neatly folded, resort-branded towels. To your right, a dining table made of dark, glossy wood was set for four, complete with fresh flowers and an ice bucket chilling a bottle of champagne.
âShit, Maria,â you breathed, turning to her with wide eyes. âThis is insane.â
âI know!â she squealed, grabbing your hands and bouncing up and down like a kid at Christmas. âWeâre gonna have the best time!â
You were about to ask where youâd be staying when a familiar voice cut through the moment.
âHey, baby,â Tommy called, appearing from one of the adjacent rooms. He grinned as he walked over, pulling Maria into a hug and kissing her lightly on the lips. âI thought I heard you. How was the flight?â
âGood,â she replied, resting her head briefly against his shoulder before pulling back to gesture around the suite. âThis is incredible, Tommy.â
âYeah, guess I didnât fuck up too bad, huh?â he said with a grin.
She rolled her eyes, but her smile softened.
Tommyâs gaze shifted to you, his grin widening. âHey, darlinâ. Howâve you been?â
You returned his smile as he pulled you into a friendly hug, the scent of sunscreen and a hint of aftershave clinging to him.
âGood, Tommy. You?â
âBetter now that Iâm in fucking Hawaii,â he said with a laugh, gesturing around dramatically.
You laughed, too, feeling some of the tension from the long day begin to melt away. Tommy had always been easy to likeâfunny, respectful, and completely devoted to Maria. He had that older brother vibe with you, always quick to check in and make you laugh when you needed it.
âSo,â you said, glancing around. âDo I have a room key or something?â
Maria and Tommy exchanged a quick glance, his arm still draped casually around her shoulders.
âOh,â Tommy said, scratching the back of his neck as he turned to Maria. âYou didnât tell her?â
âTell me what?â Your eyebrows knit together in confusion, the first twinges of unease creeping in.
Tommy gestured around the suite. âThis is it. The suite. Weâre all staying here. There are two big roomsâcome on, Iâll show you!â
Before you could even react, Tommy had slipped his arm around yours, steering you further into the space like an overenthusiastic tour guide.
âMariaââ you started, but he was already pointing things out.
âLook at this place!â Tommy exclaimed, his voice brimming with the kind of excitement that made it hard to stay mad at him. He pointed at the sprawling living room like a proud real estate agent. âBig-ass TV, private balcony, minibarâitâs nuts. And wait âtil you see the bedrooms. King-sized beds, the works.â
You shot a quick glance over your shoulder, catching Maria hovering by the door. She met your glare with a sheepish shrug, mouthing a silent sorry, her lips curving into an awkward half-smile.
Sorry? That was all she had to say?
Tommy was already leading you deeper into the suite, his arm draped comfortably around yours, blissfully unaware of the rising irritation simmering beneath your polite nods.
âOver hereâs the kitchen,â Tommy said, gesturing to a sleek, open-concept area with dark wood cabinets, marble countertops, and stainless steel appliances that gleamed like theyâd never been touched. âI mean, not that weâre cooking or anything, but stillâpretty sweet, huh?â
You nodded absently, still reeling from the revelation that this wasnât just their setupâit was your setup, too.
âAnd here,â Tommy said, stopping in front of a door, âis one of the bedrooms.â He swung it open with a flourish.
The room was absurdly gorgeous. A king-sized bed dominated the space, dressed in crisp white linens with a soft, seafoam-green throw draped across the foot. The headboard was made of rich, dark wood, its edges carved with delicate floral patterns that gave the room an understated elegance. Floor-to-ceiling windows opened to a private balcony, where you could already hear the gentle crash of waves in the distance.
âNot bad, huh?â Tommy grinned, leaning against the doorframe.
âNot bad?â you echoed, unable to hide the hint of sarcasm in your tone. âTommy, this is ridiculous.â
âRidiculously awesome,â he corrected, winking.
You let out a breath, forcing a smile as you turned back toward the living room. Maria was still hovering by the door, clearly trying to avoid eye contact.
âMaria,â you hissed, your voice low but sharp as you made your way over to her.
She plastered on an innocent smile. âWhat?â
âWhat do you mean what?â you whispered, glancing back to make sure Tommy wasnât listening. âYou didnât think to mention weâre all staying in the same suite?â
She shrugged again, this time with exaggerated nonchalance. âI didnât think it was a big deal! The place is huge. Youâll hardly even notice.â
âHardly notice?â you repeated, your voice rising slightly before you caught yourself. You took a calming breath, lowering your tone again. âMaria, I thought Iâd have my own room. My own space.â
âYou do have your own space!â she insisted, gesturing toward the suite with a grin. âLook aroundâitâs basically a mansion. And Tommy said the other bedroom is just as nice as this one.â
âMaria,â you started, pinching the bridge of your nose.
She cut you off with a dramatic sigh, stepping closer to loop her arm through yours. âLook, I know this isnât what you were expecting, but come on. Itâs Hawaii. The suite is incredible. Weâre gonna have an amazing time.â
âI didnât realize me and Joel would be sharing a fucking room together!â you hissed, keeping your voice low but sharp.
Maria waved a dismissive hand, her expression almost too breezy. âItâs fine. Joelâs a gentleman. Heâll sleep on the couch or something.â
âOh, so Iâll just be the bitch who forced a man to sleep on a couch during his vacation?â you shot back, your voice dripping with sarcasm.
Maria winced, but only slightly. âYouâre being dramatic.â
You raised an incredulous eyebrow. âAm I?â
She stepped forward, placing her hands on your shoulders, her expression softening into the kind of pout that had gotten her out of trouble since you were in college. âPlease,â she murmured, drawing out your name like a plea. âItâll be fine. Joelâs easygoing. And think about itâhow much time are you really gonna spend in the room? Youâll barely even notice.â
You opened your mouth to argue, but she cut you off again. âPlus,â she added, her voice dropping into a conspiratorial whisper, âIâm getting engaged this week. You can deal with this, right? For meee?â
Her eyes were wide and imploring, and despite every bone in your body wanting to say no, the guilt crept in like an uninvited guest. You sighed heavily, running a hand through your hair.
She was right. You could deal with it. Worst-case scenario, youâd take the damn couch yourself. It was a minor inconvenience in the grand scheme of things⊠right?
âOkay,â you said finally, the word coming out like a reluctant exhale. âOkay. Yeah. Fine.â
Mariaâs face lit up like the Fourth of July. âYouâre the best! I owe you one,â she said, pulling you into a quick, triumphant hug.
âOh, you owe me big,â you muttered, your voice muffled against her shoulder.
She pulled back, grinning. âI promise, this is gonna be the best trip ever. Youâll see.â
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You stepped into the room youâd be sharing with Joel and let out a long sigh. It was gorgeous, of course, just like the rest of the suiteâspacious, luxurious, and dripping with the kind of elegance that made you feel like an imposter just by being there.
The centerpiece was a king-sized bed that dominated the room, its crisp white linens layered with soft, seafoam-green pillows that practically begged you to sink into them.
A pair of matching nightstands flanked the bed, each topped with sleek glass lamps that cast a warm, inviting glow. Across from the bed, a low, polished dresser supported a large flat-screen TV, and the far wall was made entirely of glass, leading out to a private balcony. Through the sliding doors, you could see the ocean stretching endlessly, the sound of waves crashing faintly in the distance.
It was beautiful. It was serene. And it was yours⊠and Joelâs.
Sharing a room with a stranger wasnât exactly how you imagined this trip starting, but it wasnât like you could back out now.
You smoothed down your clothes and stepped out into the suiteâs living room. The evening light poured through the massive windows, painting the space in shades of gold and orange. Maria and Tommy were curled up on the couch together, her head resting on his chest as they laughed softly at something heâd said.
âHey, lovebirds,â you called, leaning against the arm of the couch.
âHey!â Maria greeted you with a bright smile, sitting up slightly while Tommy offered you a quick nod.
âSo, uhâŠâ you began, shifting awkwardly. âIs Joelâ?â
âOh, yeah,â Tommy said, interrupting you as he sat up straighter. âThe idiot missed his flight.â He shook his head, though there was no real malice in his voice, only amusement. âBut heâll be here soon.â
âAh,â you said, nodding. âOkay. I think Iâm gonna take a shower in the meantime.â
âAlright,â Maria replied, stretching her legs out across Tommyâs lap.
But just as you turned to head back to your room, Tommyâs voice stopped you.
âOh, hey,â he said, his tone softening as you glanced back. âI think you two will really get along.â
You tilted your head, raising an eyebrow. âDo you?â
âYeah,â he continued, a knowing smile tugging at his lips. âI know itâs a weird situationâsharing a room and allâbut Joelâs⊠heâs a good guy.â
You nodded slowly, unsure of how to respond but unable to stop the flicker of curiosity sparking in your chest.
âWell,â you said finally, âI guess weâll see.â
Tommy grinned, leaning back into the couch as Maria nestled closer to him.
You turned and headed for your room, the sound of waves and the low murmur of their voices fading behind you. As you closed the door, you couldnât help but glance at the bed again. Sharing a room might be awkward, sureâbut it might also be the most interesting part of this trip.
And something told you that Joel Miller wasnât the kind of man you could easily forget.
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The shower was as luxurious as the rest of the suite, a spa-like haven of sleek stone tiles in earthy tones that stretched from floor to ceiling. The water cascaded from a wide, rain-style showerhead above, warm and steady, like a soothing tropical downpour.
Built-in shelves held miniature bottles of fragrant shampoo, conditioner, and body wash, each scented faintly of coconut and vanilla. Soft recessed lighting bathed the space in a warm glow, and a small, fog-free mirror was cleverly positioned above a polished stainless-steel bench.
You hummed softly, the sound mingling with the rhythmic patter of water as you worked shampoo through your hair. The gentle steam wrapped around you like a cocoon, loosening the knots in your muscles and leaving your skin dewy and warm.
This was paradise, you thought, your hands scrubbing at your scalp. For the first time in monthsâyears, maybeâyou felt truly relaxed. No deadlines, no responsibilities, just the soothing rush of water and the faint scent of the ocean wafting through the cracked bathroom window.
âHey!â Mariaâs voice rang out from the living room, muffled by the sound of the shower.
You turned the water pressure down just enough to hear her better. âYeah?â
âTommy and I are gonna head out and grab a coffee. Do you want anything?â
âOoh! An iced vanilla latte please!â you shouted back, your voice echoing slightly off the tiled walls.
âGot it!â she called. âWeâll lock up behind us.â
âOkay!â you yelled, adjusting the temperature slightly.
A soft click of the door signaled their departure, the quiet settling over the suite like a warm blanket. You were alone now, the world outside reduced to the distant hum of waves and the steady rhythm of water hitting the tiles.
You sighed, working conditioner through the ends of your hair, letting the tension in your shoulders melt away. This was perfect. You couldnât remember the last time youâd felt this kind of peaceâa moment entirely yours, untouched by worry or distraction.
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The bathroom was warm and hazy with steam, the scent of coconut and vanilla lingering in the air as you wrapped a fluffy white towel around yourself. Your hair dripped in lazy rivulets down your back, and you ran a hand through it, reveling in the feeling of complete relaxation. This was bliss.
You barely registered the muffled sound of the suite door opening, or the faint, low rumble of a manâs voice calling, âTommy?â from the living room. Even if you had, it would have been drowned out by your impassioned rendition of Smooth Operator, your voice echoing off the bathroom tiles as you gave yourself over to the moment.
Joel Millerâunknowingly your temporary roommateâentered the shared room with his eyes glued to his phone, his brow furrowed in mild annoyance. His thumb scrolled idly as he typed out a text to Tommy, Where the hell are you? He muttered something to himself under his breath, the deep, low timbre of his voice carrying a faint Texas drawl.
Completely oblivious, he walked toward the bed, not noticing the neatly folded pile of your clothes sitting on top of it, or your travel bag perched on the dresser. His focus was laser-sharp on the glowing screen in his hand, his frustration apparent in the slight clench of his jaw and the furrow of his dark brows.
You didnât hear him.
He didnât see you.
Not until you pushed the bathroom door open, a plume of steam rolling out ahead of you as you stepped into the main room.
And there he was.
Standing by the bed, his broad shoulders filling the space as effortlessly as the sunlight spilling in from the balcony. His dark hair was slightly tousled, and his scruff-lined jaw shifted as he frowned down at his phone. He was gorgeous.
You froze, your breath catching in your throat.
Joel, still engrossed in whatever was on his screen, didnât notice you at first. Then, slowly, his head liftedâlike he sensed your presenceâand his eyes landed on you.
The moment stretched, silent and charged.
And then you screamed.
Like, actually screamed.
Joel jumped, his phone nearly slipping from his hand as his wide eyes shot up to meet yours. âJesus Christ!â he barked, his voice rough and sharp, like gravel. âWhat the hellââ
âWhat the hell?â you shrieked back, clutching your towel tighter as your heart threatened to beat out of your chest.
Joel held up his hands, palms out in a gesture of surrender, his phone dangling precariously between his fingers. âHey, easy! Iââ His words faltered as his gaze flickeredâbriefly, too brieflyâto the towel clinging to your body before snapping back to your face. His cheeks flushed slightly, though his tone remained gruff. âI didnât know you were⊠here.â
âYou didnât know?â you sputtered, taking a defensive step back toward the bathroom door. âWhat are you even doing in my room?â
Joel frowned, gesturing vaguely at the space around him. âYour room? Pretty sure this is my room too.â
Your jaw dropped, words failing you for a moment as your mind scrambled to process the situation. âYouâyouâre Joel?â
His brow lifted slightly, his mouth twitching into what might have been a smirk if the situation werenât so absurd. âThatâd be me,â he said, his voice dipping lower.
You groaned, dragging a hand down your damp face. âOf course. Of course this is how I meet you.â
Joel crossed his arms, leaning slightly against the edge of the bed as he regarded you with a mix of amusement and exasperation. âLook, didnât mean to scare you, alright? Figured this room was empty when I didnât see Tommyâs stuff.â
âWell, itâs not empty,â you shot back, your cheeks burning. âClearly.â
âYeah, I got that now,â he said dryly, his lips quirking into something dangerously close to a smile. His gaze flickered briefly to the bathroom door, then back to you, his brown eyes glinting with amusement. âYou, uh⊠wanna put on some clothes before we keep yellinâ at each other?â
Your face burned, heat flooding your cheeks as the reality of the situation hit you. You were still standing there, dripping wet and wrapped in nothing but a towel, completely exposed in every possible way.
âFuck,â you muttered under your breath, tightening your grip on the towel.
His eyebrows shot up, and damn it, he looked smug about it. That stupid little smirk tugged at the corner of his mouth, his arms crossing over his chest in a way that only made him seem more amused.
Before you could say anything elseâor throw something at himâTommy burst into the room, Maria trailing close behind, both of them wide-eyed and holding coffee cups.
âHey!â Tommy shouted, his voice loud and panicked. âAre you alright? We heard screamingââ
He froze mid-sentence, his gaze bouncing between you, half-naked and flushed, and Joel, standing entirely too casually by the bed.
Mariaâs hand flew to her mouth, barely stifling a laugh as she took in the scene, her eyes dancing with poorly concealed amusement.
âMaria!â you snapped, your voice a sharp plea as you clutched the towel tighter around you.
Tommy, meanwhile, didnât miss a beat. He grinned, his worry evaporating in an instant as he stepped toward Joel. âHey, big bro,â he said, pulling Joel into a quick hug, completely unfazed by the tension in the room.
âHey,â Joel replied, his voice smooth and easy, like this whole situation wasnât absolutely mortifying.
âHow was your flight?â Tommy asked, stepping back as if this were the most normal reunion in the world.
âGood,â Joel said, shrugging as he turned to Maria. He leaned down to kiss her cheek, his tone softening just slightly. âHey, Maria.â
You stood there, utterly stunned, your mouth slightly open as the three of them exchanged greetings like you werenât standing there, soaking wet and humiliated in the middle of the room. It was laughable. It was absurd.
Maria caught your desperate look and cleared her throat, nudging Tommy. âWe should, uhâŠâ
âRight,â Tommy agreed, glancing at the coffees in his hands. âWe should get outta your hair.â
Joel, however, didnât move right away. His gaze flicked back to you, slow and deliberate, his dark eyes dragging over you in a way that felt both infuriating and electric. He tilted his head slightly, his smirk deepening.
âSee you soon, roomie,â he drawled, the emphasis on the word sending a jolt of annoyance through you. He finished with a wink that made your stomach twist in ways you didnât care to analyze.
You barely managed to hold back a growl as he turned and followed Tommy and Maria out of the room, their laughter trailing behind them. The door clicked shut, leaving you standing there, still clutching your towel and feeling like the universeâs favorite punchline.
âGreat,â you muttered to yourself, glaring at the door. âThis is just great.â
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You sat cross-legged on the edge of the bed, staring at the crisp white linens like they might hold the answer to your predicament. For thirty long minutes, you debated your options, none of which seemed remotely appealing.
Option one: walk out there and pretend like nothing happened, even though Joelâs smug face was now burned into your memory. Option two: stay in this room for the rest of the vacation, surviving on room service and spite. Option three: book a flight home and disappear into the dead of night, leaving Maria to deal with the fallout of her matchmaking debacle.
You groaned, dropping your head into your hands.
Your phone buzzed, the soft ding breaking the silence. You picked it up, already bracing yourself.
Maria: You gonna come out or stay in there forever?
You sighed heavily, typing back a quick response. You: Maria, this is so embarrassing.
Her reply came almost immediately. Maria: Itâs not. Can Joel come and get settled? The poor guy.
Poor guy? Was she kidding? Poor you!
You sighed again, the sound loud and dramatic even to your own ears. Fine. If Joel needed to get into the room so badly, you werenât going to be the one standing in his way. You: Yes. He can.
Mariaâs response came with an infuriating kissy-face emoji that made you want to hurl your phone across the room.
A sharp knock on the door startled you out of your spiraling thoughts.
And then the knock came again. And again. And again.
You rolled your eyes, standing up and calling out, âYes?â
âHey, itâs Joel,â his voice came from the other side of the door, deep and slightly muffled. He kept knocking.
Still knocking.
âCan I come in?â
âYes,â you shouted, exasperated.
âAre you sure?â
âYes!â
âAre you clothed?â
You threw your hands in the air, your irritation bubbling over. âJesus Christ!â
He laughed softly through the door, the sound aggravatingly charming.
You stormed to the door and yanked it open, ready to let him have itâbut the words caught in your throat when you saw him. Joel stood there, hand still raised mid-knock, a smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth. He was leaning slightly against the doorframe, his broad shoulders filling the space effortlessly, and the playful glint in his eyes told you he was thoroughly enjoying himself.
âJust makinâ sure,â Joel said, his tone easy as his gaze flicked over you, his eyes pausing briefly on your flushed cheeks before settling on yours. There was a teasing glint in his expression, the kind that made your pulse do a little stumble.
You stood there, arms crossed, doing your best to meet his gaze without faltering.
He tilted his head slightly, his brow lifting as he watched you.
âWhat?â you asked, your voice sharp, defensive.
âYouâre, uhâŠâ he gestured toward the doorframe with a small tilt of his chin, âkinda in the way.â
âOh.â You blinked, flustered, before stepping aside. âCome in.â
Joel stepped past you, his eyes scanning the room with a low whistle. âThis place is insane,â he said, his voice warm with genuine awe. âFuckinâ worlds away from Texas.â
You almost smiled, thankful he didnât make the whole towel incident more awkward than it already was.
He turned to you then, leaning casually against the edge of the dresser, his arms crossing over his chest. âSo,â he began, his voice dipping into something dangerously close to playful. âI see you claimed the right side of the bed.â
âIs that a problem?â you shot back, mirroring his crossed arms with your own.
âNah.â Joel shook his head, his lips quirking into that same infuriating smirk. âI should be closest to the door anyway.â
You frowned. âWhy?â
âIn case a murderer comes in,â he said simply, shrugging like it was the most obvious thing in the world.
âWhat the hell?â you asked, staring at him.
âWhat?â He gave you a look, like you were the one being unreasonable. âUs men gotta think about these things.â
You were about to replyâmaybe point out how absurd he soundedâbut the words died on your tongue as Joel casually reached behind his neck, grabbed a fistful of his shirt, and shrugged it off in one smooth motion.
Your breath caught.
He stood there, completely unbothered, the golden light from the balcony casting shadows across the toned muscles of his chest. His skin was sun-kissed, his shoulders broad and strong, with a faint trail of dark hair running down his stomach. It was like something out of a magazineâeffortless, masculine, and almost unbearably unfair.
You gulped, suddenly forgetting how words worked.
Joel caught your stare, his mouth twitching into that damn smirk again. âWhatâre you doinâ?â you managed, your voice higher than you intended.
âWhat does it look like?â he replied, tossing his shirt onto the back of a chair like he owned the place. âSeriously, if youâre gonna freak out every time I take my shirt off, weâre gonna have a problem.â
You blinked at him, floundering for a response.
âWeâre in Hawaii,â he added, gesturing vaguely toward the balcony as if to drive his point home.
âI know that,â you snapped, crossing your arms tighter, though the heat rushing to your face wasnât helping your case.
Joel grinned, shaking his head as he grabbed a towel from the dresser. âIâm gonna go take a shower,â he said, his tone light, teasing, like this was all some game he was enjoying far too much.
You stood there for a moment after Joel disappeared into the bathroom, the faint click of the door echoing through the room. It was ridiculous how your heart was racing, how the heat lingering in your cheeks wouldnât budge no matter how many deep breaths you took.
You shook your head, muttering to yourself as you crossed the room. âUnbelievable. Insufferable.â You tossed a glance at the bathroom door, half-expecting Joel to stick his head out and throw another one of those infuriating comments your way. But all you could hear was the sound of the shower turning on, the steady stream of water muffling whatever he might be saying to himself in there.
You tried to focus on something else, anything else. You unpacked a few things, neatly folding your clothes into the dresser drawers, your movements quick and sharp. But your mind refused to stay on task, wandering back to the way Joel had just⊠shrugged off his shirt like it was nothing. Like he didnât noticeâor careâhow good he looked doing it.
Your lips pressed into a thin line as you shoved the last of your shirts into the drawer. Youâd met plenty of flirty guys before, but there was something about Joelâsomething about the way he seemed so at ease, so himself, that made him impossible to ignore.
The bathroom door opened, and Joel stepped out, a cloud of steam following him like it was part of his aura. He was shirtless, of course, a white towel slung casually around his waist, droplets of water still clinging to his skin. His damp hair curled slightly at the ends, darker now that it was wet, and he was rubbing the back of his neck as though he hadnât just walked out looking like a whole damn Calvin Klein ad.
You froze, your hand still on the drawer handle, and for the briefest second, you considered looking away. But Joel caught your gaze before you could, his lips curving into that easy, teasing grin.
âDidnât mean to interrupt your unpacking,â he said, his tone warm and playful. âFigured youâd need the bathroom soon.â
âIâuhâyeah,â you stammered, mentally kicking yourself for how pathetic that sounded.
Joelâs grin widened, and he leaned casually against the doorframe, crossing his arms over his chest. âYâknow,â he drawled, âyou donât have to look so nervous. I donât bite.â He paused, tilting his head slightly, his eyes glinting with amusement. âUnless youâre into that.â
Your mouth fell open, and you snapped it shut again almost immediately. âYouâre impossible,â you muttered, pushing past him toward the bathroom.
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The sun dipped lower, painting the sky in hues of amber and crimson, its golden light filtering into your room through the slightly ajar door leading to the suiteâs main balcony. From outside, you could hear Maria, Tommy, and Joelâs voices carrying on the ocean breezeâeasy laughter and teasing banter.
You sat cross-legged on the floor, your back resting against the edge of the bed. The large mirror propped in front of you reflected your half-done makeup, the bronzer brush in your hand hovering mid-air as you muttered a curse under your breath. You were running lateâdistracted by the events of the afternoon.
Behind you, the bed was a mess of organized chaos: two dressesâone slinky and black, the other vibrant redâlay sprawled across the sheets, along with a carefully chosen collection of jewelry. Your music played softly from your phone on the floor, and you hummed along absentmindedly between swipes of blush.
What you didnât notice was the sound of the balcony door sliding open, or the way Joel sauntered into the room like he had all the time in the world.
He wore a pale linen shirt, unbuttoned at the collar and rolled up at the sleeves, paired with beige shorts that hung low on his hips. The soft golden light of the setting sun kissed his skin, highlighting the faint sheen of the humid evening air. His hair was perfectly tousled, like heâd just run his fingers through it, and he carried two beers in hand, the bottles clinking softly as he moved.
âHey,â he said casually, his deep drawl breaking through your concentration as he lowered himself onto the edge of the bed behind you, the mattress dipping slightly under his weight.
You jumped slightly, your eyes darting to the mirror where you caught his reflection. Your gaze locked with his, and for a moment, the air in the room felt heavier, smaller. âHey,â you replied, suddenly hyper-aware of the blush brush in your hand and the faint flush already spreading across your cheeks.
Joel leaned back slightly, one elbow propped on the mattress, his expression easy but his eyes sharp as he studied you. âDidnât mean to scare ya,â he said with a faint grin, holding out one of the beers. âBeer?â
You shook your head quickly, turning back to the mirror and dabbing more blush onto your cheeks, as if that could somehow cool the warmth rising to your face. âOh, no thank you. Canât stand the taste of beer.â
Joel raised an eyebrow, twisting the cap off one of the bottles with practiced ease. âCanât stand it?â
You laughed softly, glancing at him through the mirror. âNope. I donât get how anyone likes it.â
He chuckled, taking a swig before setting the untouched bottle on the nightstand. âGuess that means more for me.â
The silence between you settled, not awkward but charged, the kind of silence that felt heavy with words unspoken. Joelâs gaze drifted to the bed beside him, his fingers brushing over the fabric of the red dress before he glanced back at you.
âSo,â he began, his tone teasing but gentle. âWhich one are you planninâ on?â
Your hand froze mid-swipe, and you turned to face him fully, your lips parting slightly. âI, uhâŠâ You looked between him and the dresses, suddenly feeling shy under his steady gaze.
Joel tilted his head, his grin shifting into something softer, more crooked. âCâmon, roomie. You gotta pick. Red or black?â
You hesitated, biting your lip. âI was leaning toward the black one,â you admitted, though you werenât entirely sure why you felt the need to explain.
Joel nodded thoughtfully, his fingers brushing the fabric of the red dress again before he picked it up, holding it out as though inspecting it more closely. âBlackâs classy. Safe,â he said slowly, his voice quieting. âButâŠâ He paused, swallowing hard enough that you noticed. âI think red.â His usual confidence faltered for a fleeting moment, his gaze flickering to you briefly before returning to the dress. âRed would look, uh⊠really good.â
Something in his voiceâalmost awkward, but sincereâmade your chest tighten. âOkay,â you said softly, turning back to the mirror before the moment stretched too long. âIâll think about it.â
Joel nodded, setting the dress back down just as your timer went off on your phone. You swore softly, rushing to finish your blush. âShit, I swear Iâm almost done,â you said, glancing at Joel apologetically.
Joel stayed exactly where he was, his gaze still on you in the mirror, his voice warm and easy. âHey,â he said. âTake your time. Weâre not in a hurry.â
You hesitated, meeting his eyes through the reflection. âYou sure? I donât want to hold everyone up.â
Joel shook his head, his grin softening. âWeâre in Hawaii. Ainât no rules about beinâ late here. Besides, worth the wait.â
Your chest tightened again, and this time, you couldnât quite hide the faint smile pulling at your lips. âThanks,â you murmured.
âNo problem,â Joel replied, leaning back on his hands. âIâll, uh, let you get ready.â
His gaze caught on something on the bed, and he reached out, picking up the delicate necklace youâd set aside. âOh. Did you need help with this?â
âOh, you donât have to,â you said quickly, shaking your head.
âItâs really no problem,â Joel said, already standing and crouching down behind you.
The warmth of him was immediate, his presence so close that you swore you could feel the faint brush of his breath against your neck. âHere,â he murmured, his voice lower now. âHold still.â
Your hands trembled slightly as you lifted your hair, exposing the back of your neck. Joelâs fingers were surprisingly gentle as he fastened the clasp, his touch lingering for just a second longer than necessary.
âThere,â he said, his voice soft as his hands dropped back to his sides.
You turned slightly, catching his gaze in the mirror. His eyes lingered on yours, and for a moment, neither of you said a word.
âPerfect,â he said finally, his voice barely above a whisper.
You swallowed hard, your heart pounding in your chest. âThanks.â
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The hotel grounds were even more breathtaking at night. The warm glow of lanterns lined the stone pathways, their soft light spilling onto lush tropical plants and casting flickering shadows on the ground. The air was thick with the mingling scents of saltwater and frangipani, and somewhere in the distance, the faint sound of waves crashing against the shore carried through the warm breeze.
Maria and Tommy walked ahead of you, their hands interlocked, their laughter soft and easy. Maria wore a flowing emerald-green dress that seemed to shimmer as she moved, her hair styled in loose waves that framed her glowing face. Tommy leaned toward her as she said something, his smile wide and unrestrained as he brushed a kiss against her temple. They looked like something out of a postcardâeffortlessly in love and perfectly matched.
You and Joel followed behind, your steps falling into an unspoken rhythm. His hands were tucked casually into the pockets of his shorts, the rolled sleeves of his linen shirt revealing the golden tan of his forearms. The easy sway of his stride gave him an air of confidence that felt completely natural, like he didnât even realize the effect he had on peopleâor maybe he did, and just didnât care.
As you passed beneath an arch of twinkling string lights, Joel glanced over at you, his dark eyes catching the light for a brief moment before his lips curved into a small, knowing smile.
âSo,â he drawled, his voice low enough that only you could hear. âYou listened to me, huh?â
You glanced up at him, your brows furrowing in confusion. âWhat?â
He nodded subtly toward your dress, the red fabric clinging to your figure in all the right ways. âThe red,â he said, his grin turning slightly crooked. âTold you itâd look good.â
You felt your cheeks warm under his gaze, the heat crawling up your neck despite the cool evening breeze. You glanced down at the dress, brushing invisible lint off the fabric as you tried to steady your voice. âThanks,â you said lightly, tilting your head just enough to give him a sidelong glance. âGuess youâll be my fashion advisor for the trip.â
Joel chuckled, the sound low and rich, like a melody you didnât realize you wanted to hear on repeat.
âCareful now,â he said, leaning closer as his voice dropped just a fraction. âYou let me make too many decisions, and next thing you know, Iâll have you in cowboy boots and denim shorts.â
You snorted, shaking your head. âNot a chance.â
âNever say never, roomie,â he teased, his grin widening as his arm brushed yours for a fleeting moment.
The two of you fell into a comfortable silence for a few beats, your steps in sync as you followed the soft glow of lanterns illuminating the path. Maria and Tommyâs laughter floated back to you from up ahead, their silhouettes framed by the soft flicker of string lights.
âSo,â Joel said after a moment, leaning slightly toward you as though he were sharing some grand secret. âTommy thinks Maria has no clue heâs gonna propose.â
You glanced up at him, your brow furrowing. âSeriously?â
Joel nodded, his grin growing more playful. âYep. Poor guyâs convinced she hasnât pieced it together.â
âSheâs got a hunch,â you said knowingly, the corners of your mouth quirking into a small smile.
Joel let out a warm laugh, the sound easy and genuine. He leaned a little closer, his voice dipping just enough to feel more personal. âSo,â he began casually, though the teasing edge in his tone gave him away, âyou, uh⊠got a boyfriend or something?â
Your steps faltered slightly, and you turned to look at him fully, raising an eyebrow. âJoel,â you said, your voice dry but amused. âIf I had a boyfriend, do you think Iâd be here on a couples trip, with someone who is not my boyfriend?â
Joel blinked, his lips parting as he realized how ridiculous the question was. âOh,â he said quickly, his grin softening into something sheepish. âRight. Sorry.â
âDonât apologize,â you replied, brushing it off with a wave of your hand.
Joelâs smile returned, his gaze flicking over you with an almost curious warmth. âJust find it hard to believe,â he said after a moment, his voice quieter now, more sincere.
You blinked, caught slightly off guard by the shift in his tone. âOh, come on,â you said, rolling your eyes to cover the sudden flutter in your chest. âDoes that line usually work for you?â
Joelâs brow furrowed, his expression turning playfully indignant. âWhat line?â
âThe cheesy pickup lines,â you shot back, your lips curving into a smirk.
âIâm being serious,â he said, his tone dipping into something earnest, though the teasing glint in his eyes remained.
âMhm,â you replied, your voice laced with mock skepticism as you tilted your head at him.
Joel let out a dramatic sigh, shaking his head as though genuinely disappointed. âWow. So cynical,â he said, his grin returning as he leaned slightly closer, the heat of his gaze brushing over you. âBet youâre a real hit at parties.â
Before you could fire back a retort, Mariaâs voice called out from ahead, cutting through the night air. âGuys, hurry up! Weâre gonna miss the live music!â
Joel turned toward her voice, then glanced back at you with a grin that was all charm and mischief. âBetter pick up the pace,â he said, his drawl warm and teasing. âWouldnât wanna get left behind and have to serenade you myself. Though, fair warninââmy singinâ ainât free.â
You snorted, shaking your head as you quickened your step. âLucky for you, Joel, Iâm not paying to hear whatever cowboy karaoke youâve got up your sleeve.â
Joel chuckled, falling into stride beside you. âCareful,â he said, his voice low and playful. âTalk like that, and youâre gonna hurt my feelinâs.â
âSomehow, I think youâll survive,â you replied with a grin, your heart skipping as his gaze lingered on you just a moment too long.
As the two of you caught up with Maria and Tommy, the warm glow of the hotel lights and the faint hum of music ahead set the perfect stage for the nightâand for whatever this thing between you and Joel was slowly becoming.
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âHoly shit,â Tommy murmured as you all stepped into the restaurant.
And honestly, he wasnât wrong.
The place was stunning, a picture of understated luxury that somehow felt warm and inviting rather than intimidating. The open-air design let in the salty breeze, while woven lanterns hung from high wooden beams, casting soft, flickering light across the room. The walls were draped with lush greenery, accented by vibrant tropical flowers that seemed too perfect to be real. Somewhere in the background, the faint hum of live music blended seamlessly with the rhythmic crash of waves.
âThis place is insane,â Joel murmured beside you, his deep drawl laced with quiet awe as his gaze swept across the space.
You glanced at him, catching the way the soft lighting brushed over the angles of his face, highlighting the faint scruff along his jaw and the warm brown of his eyes. âNot bad, huh?â you said with a small smile, your voice teasing.
He nodded, his lips curving into a slight grin. âGuess Tommy finally got somethinâ right.â
A waiter appeared, all effortless poise as he greeted you with a warm smile. âRight this way,â he said, motioning for you to follow.
The four of you trailed him through the restaurant, past tables filled with couples leaning into quiet conversations and groups laughing over cocktails. The soft glow of candlelight flickered across polished wood and crisp white tablecloths, giving the whole place a dreamy, golden hue.
The waiter led you outside to a terrace overlooking the ocean, where more lanterns were strung across the open space, their warm light mingling with the silver glow of the moon reflecting off the water. The sound of the waves was louder here, blending with the distant strum of a ukulele from the live band.
Maria and Tommy slid into one side of the table, their fingers already interlocking as they settled in. Joel, without hesitation, pulled out a chair next to yours and gestured for you to sit.
âLadies first,â he said, his grin softening into something almost gentlemanly.
You gave him a small nod, sinking into the seat. He followed, sitting beside you with the kind of ease that made it seem like heâd been doing this for years.
âHere are the menus,â the waiter said, placing them delicately in front of you. âAnd the drink menus.â He offered a quick, practiced smile. âIâll be with you shortly.â
As soon as he disappeared, Tommy leaned forward, flipping open the drink menu with wide eyes. âThis place has everything,â he muttered, more to himself than anyone else.
Maria laughed, resting her chin on her hand as she glanced at her boyfriend. âDonât get too excited. You still have to pay for it.â
âWorth it,â Tommy replied, already scanning the cocktails.
Beside you, Joel leaned back in his chair, his arm resting casually along the back of yours. He opened his menu with one hand, but his attention wasnât on itâit was on you.
âSee anything you like?â he asked, his voice low, teasing.
You glanced at him, your brows furrowing slightly. âThe menu just got here.â
âNot talkinâ about the menu,â he replied smoothly, his grin widening just enough to make your pulse skip.
âJesus,â you murmured under your breath, shaking your head and focusing hard on the menu in front of you.
Joel laughed, the sound warm and rich, as he grabbed a menu for himself. âRelax,â he said, flipping lazily to the drinks page, his eyes scanning the options with a faint smirk.
After a moment, he leaned closer, angling the menu so you could see it too. His shoulder brushed yours, the warmth of his presence impossibly distracting. âHey, look,â he said, pointing to a section of colorful, overly elaborate cocktails. âThese all sound fancy. Perfect for you.â
You arched an eyebrow, glancing at the namesâeverything from Tropical Temptation to Hibiscus Bliss. âYou think Iâm a âfancy cocktailâ kind of person?â
Joelâs grin grew wider. âI dunno. Thought you might enjoy somethinâ a little sweeter. Balance out all that sass.â
You rolled your eyes, but before you could fire back, Joel straightened in his seat, his gaze lighting up with a spark of mischief. âHey, letâs play a game,â he said, turning to face you more fully.
You frowned, your curiosity piqued despite yourself. âWhat kind of game?â
He leaned in closer, his voice dipping low as though sharing a secret. âSimple. I choose your drink, you choose mine.â
You tilted your head, narrowing your eyes suspiciously. âHow is that a game?â
Joel chuckled, resting his elbow on the back of your chair as he met your gaze head-on. âBecause,â he said, his tone slow and deliberate, âitâs a test of trust.â
âTrust?â you repeated, raising an eyebrow.
He nodded, completely unfazed by your skepticism. âYep. You trust me not to order you somethinâ ridiculous, and I trust you not to screw me over with, I dunnoâŠâ He gestured toward the menu. âA Pink Flamingo Paradise or somethinâ.â
You couldnât stop the laugh that bubbled out of you, shaking your head. âYou donât strike me as a Pink Flamingo Paradise kind of guy.â
Joel smirked, leaning back in his chair with an air of casual confidence. âIâd rock it, though.â
You snorted, your fingers tapping lightly against the edge of the menu as you debated. âAlright, fine,â you said, glancing at him out of the corner of your eye. âBut if you pick something gross, Iâm holding it against you for the rest of the trip.â
âFair,â he replied easily, his grin never wavering. âSame rules apply.â
You both turned back to your menus, scanning the options with newfound purpose.
Joel glanced at you, his tone teasing. âWhatâre you thinkinâ? Something with an umbrella in it?â
âMaybe,â you shot back, smirking. âWhat about you? Something boring like beer?â
âBoring?â Joel placed a hand over his heart, feigning offense as he leaned back in his chair. âYou wound me.â
You couldnât help the laugh that bubbled out of you, shaking your head as you glanced back at the menu. After a moment, you settled on a drink, pointing it out to the waiter with a confident nod. Joel followed suit, his choice quick and deliberate, though the glint in his eyes told you he wasnât about to let the game end there.
âAll right,â Tommy said, leaning forward and slapping the table lightly. âWe gotta get serious about this food situation. Thereâs too many damn things on this menu. Whatâs everyone thinkinâ?â
Maria laughed, nudging his arm. âYouâre acting like weâre solving world hunger, babe. Just pick something.â
Joel glanced at his brother with a faint smirk before turning his attention back to you. But this time, his playful demeanor softened, his gaze shifting to something quieter, more thoughtful.
âYou got any dietary stuff I should know about?â Joel asked, his voice lower now, almost tender.
You blinked, momentarily caught off guard. His tone was so different from the usual teasing lilt youâd come to expectâgentle, sincere, like he genuinely cared about the answer.
âUh, no,â you said after a beat, shaking your head. âNothing like that.â
Joel nodded, his expression relaxed but still warm. âGood to know,â he murmured, his eyes lingering on yours for just a moment longer than necessary before he turned back to the menu.
You swallowed hard, the faint warmth of his attention leaving a subtle flutter in your chest.
âOkay,â Tommy said, clearly oblivious to the moment as he squinted at the menu. âWhat the hell is a coconut lime mahi-mahi? Am I supposed to know what mahi-mahi is?â
âItâs fish, Tommy,â Maria said with a dramatic sigh, rolling her eyes fondly. âYouâve had it before. Remember that time we went to the seafood place in Austin?â
âOh,â Tommy said, nodding. âRight. That was good.â
Joel chuckled, his voice breaking the small bubble of tension that had lingered between you. âYâknow, Maria,â he drawled, leaning back in his chair, âyouâre gonna have your hands full with him.â
Maria grinned, clearly unfazed. âAlready do.â
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This was fun, you thought, glancing around the table as laughter spilled into the warm night air. The conversation flowed effortlessly, Maria and Tommy trading playful jabs while Joel chimed in with his dry, easy humor. For the first time in a while, you felt completely at ease, the tension of earlier moments melting into the atmosphere of good company and golden light.
The food arrived before you even realized how much time had passed, the waiter placing each dish with practiced elegance.
Tommy, true to form, had ordered something heartyâa perfectly seared steak topped with garlic butter, its aroma rich and mouthwatering. He leaned back in his chair, eyeing it like it was the centerpiece of a grand feast. âNow this,â he declared, picking up his knife and fork, âis what Iâm talkinâ about.â
Maria, ever the balance to his bold choices, had gone for a delicate seafood linguine, the pasta glistening with olive oil and white wine, studded with shrimp and fresh herbs. âYouâd better share,â Tommy teased, eyeing her plate, but Maria only swatted his hand away with a laugh.
You had chosen a grilled snapper, its crispy skin drizzled with a tangy mango salsa and paired with a vibrant side of coconut rice. The bright colors and tropical flavors made your plate look like something straight out of a magazine.
Joelâs choice was classic and unfussyâa plate of barbecued ribs slathered in smoky sauce, with a side of roasted potatoes and charred corn on the cob.
He caught your gaze as he picked up a rib, a mischievous glint in his eye. âWhat?â he asked innocently, though his smirk betrayed him. âYou were gonna judge me no matter what I got.â
You shook your head, laughing softly. âI wasnât judging. Just⊠admiring your commitment to the messiest thing on the menu.â
âGotta live a little,â Joel replied, his tone light but his gaze lingering just long enough to make your heart skip.
The laughter continued as everyone dug in, the clinking of silverware and the hum of the nearby live music weaving seamlessly into the scene. Soon after, the waiter returned, a tray balanced expertly in his hands.
âFor the lady,â he said with a polite smile, setting a vibrant, colorful cocktail in front of you. It was topped with a slice of fresh pineapple and a tiny pink umbrella, the drink itself a swirl of coral and gold hues.
Your jaw dropped slightly as you stared at it. âOh my god,â you said, biting back a laugh. âWhat is this?â
Joel leaned in, his grin widening as he inspected the drink. âThat,â he said, his voice full of mock-seriousness, âis a Sunset Paradise.â
You shot him a look, your lips twitching as you tried to hold back your laughter. âAre you kidding me? You picked this?â
âHey, I thought it suited you,â he said, his tone casual but his eyes dancing with mischief. âSweet, colorful⊠a little over the top.â
You shook your head, picking up the glass and taking a small sip. The flavors burst on your tongueâpineapple, passionfruit, a hint of coconut rum. Damn it. It was actually good.
âAlright,â you admitted reluctantly. âNot bad, Miller. Not bad.â
Joelâs grin only widened.
âAnd for the gentleman,â the waiter continued, placing Joelâs drink in front of him with a subtle flourish.
You couldnât stop the laugh that escaped you as you stared at the delicate martini glass, filled with a pale pink liquid and garnished with a single orchid flower floating on top. âOh, this is perfect,â you said, barely able to contain yourself. âJoel Miller, enjoying a Hibiscus Bliss.â
Joel narrowed his eyes at you, his lips twitching as though he was fighting a laugh of his own. âYouâre enjoyinâ this way too much,â he muttered, picking up the glass with exaggerated care.
âGo on,â you teased, leaning forward on your elbows. âTake a sip. Let me see you savor that hibiscus.â
Joel held your gaze, his grin slowly breaking through as he raised the glass to his lips. He took a slow, deliberate sip, setting the glass down with a satisfied sigh. âNot bad,â he said, his tone deadpan. âReal sophisticated.â
You burst out laughing, shaking your head as you leaned back in your chair. âI canât believe youâre pulling this off.â
âDarlinâ,â Joel said, his grin turning cocky as he leaned slightly closer, his voice low enough that only you could hear, âI could pull off anything.â
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The four of you sat back in your chairs, the plates cleared and glasses now reduced to condensation-rimmed remnants of colorful cocktails and beer. The warm buzz of good food and drinks settled over the group, and you realized with a start just how comfortable you felt.
Somehow, throughout the course of dinner, you and Joel had drifted closer. His arm rested casually along the back of your chair, and though he wasnât quite touching you, you could feel the faint pull of his presenceâthe warmth radiating from him like he was the sun itself.
âAlright,â Joel said, his voice soft and low as he turned to you, his grin creeping in at the edges. âNow you gotta rate the drink I picked for you. Outta ten.â
You tilted your head, pretending to think, though the teasing glint in your eye gave you away. âHmmmâŠâ you hummed, dragging it out just to watch his brow twitch in anticipation. âIâll give you a⊠seven.â
Joel leaned back, letting out a low hum of approval. âSeven, huh? Above average. Iâll take it.â
You smirked, leaning slightly toward him. âAnd now you?â
He glanced at the remnants of his Hibiscus Bliss, the delicate pink drink looking comically out of place in his hand, then back at you with an exaggerated frown. âFive.â
Your jaw dropped, and you straightened in mock offense. âA five?â
Joel nodded, his lips curving into a crooked smile as he took another sip. âYeah, and thatâs me beinâ generous.â
âYouâre impossible,â you muttered, shaking your head, but you couldnât stop the laugh that slipped out.
In front of you, Maria and Tommy were leaning into each other, their voices softer now, heads close as they shared a quick peck. Mariaâs laughter was light and sweet, blending with the faint strum of live music in the distance. The two of them were completely in their own world, whispering and exchanging smiles like the honeymoon phase had never ended.
Joelâs voice cut through the moment, low and warm as he leaned closer to you, his breath brushing your ear. âLetâs make a bet.â
You turned to him, your brows arching in curiosity. âIâm listening.â
He angled himself toward you, his grin widening just enough to make your heart do an annoying little flip. âWhoeverâs right about when Tommy proposes gets to make the other person do whatever they want.â
Your brows furrowed as you studied him, skeptical. âThatâs not fair,â you said, shaking your head. âHeâs your brother. Heâs probably told you everything heâs planned.â
Joel raised a hand, his expression softening into something almost boyish. âSwear to God, he hasnât said a thing. I got no clue when heâs gonna do it.â
You narrowed your eyes at him, searching for any hint of deception, but Joel just held your gaze steadily, his grin turning a little smug, like he knew you were about to give in.
âSo?â he prompted, his voice a touch lower now, coaxing. âYou in?â
You hesitated, glancing back at Maria and Tommy. The way they were leaning into each other, so completely at ease, made you think it had to be soon. And honestly, the thought of beating Joel at his own game was too tempting to pass up.
âAlright,â you said finally, turning back to him. âIâm in.â
Joelâs grin widened, and he leaned back in his chair, his arm brushing yours ever so slightly as he settled into the space between you. âGood,â he said, his tone laced with satisfaction. âDonât worry, roomie. Iâll go easy on you when I win.â
âYou mean if you win,â you corrected, your voice sharp but playful.
Joel chuckled, his eyes glinting with amusement as he raised his glass in a mock toast. âTo fair play,â he said, his drawl warm and teasing.
You clinked your glass lightly against his, shaking your head but smiling despite yourself. Whatever this wasâthis slow, teasing back-and-forthâit was addictive, pulling you in like a tide you didnât want to fight.
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When you arrived back at the suite, the quiet hum of the evening enveloped the four of you. The buzz of laughter and conversation from dinner had given way to the heavy weight of exhaustion. Maria and Tommy murmured their goodnights as they veered off to their side of the suite, their soft laughter fading behind the sound of their door closing.
You and Joel walked to your side in silence, the tension between you as palpable as the warmth of the tropical night. You could feel his presence behind you, his steps slow and deliberate, and you swore you could feel his gaze burning into your back. You tried to ignore it, focusing on the cool tiles beneath your bare feet as you reached the bedroom door.
Inside, Joel moved toward the bed, dropping his phone onto his side with a casual thud before sprawling back against the pillows. His arm rested lazily above his head, the glow from his screen illuminating the sharp cut of his jaw and the faint smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth.
You grabbed your pajamas and headed toward the bathroom. The cool splash of water on your face was grounding as you scrubbed off your makeup, brushed your teeth, and slipped into something more comfortable. But even as you tried to settle your thoughts, you couldnât shake the image of Joel, relaxed and at ease, sprawled out on the bed like he owned it.
When you emerged, Joelâs eyes flicked up from his phone immediately, locking on you like youâd just stepped into a spotlight. His gaze traveled over you brieflyâtoo brief to feel invasive but long enough to send heat rushing up your neck.
âWhat?â you asked, your voice sharper than you intended as you set your things on the dresser.
âNothing,â he said easily, his lips curving into a faint smile as he stood, grabbing his own bundle of clothes. âJust didnât realize bedtime was a fashion show.â
You shot him a glare, though the warmth in your cheeks betrayed you. âGo brush your teeth, Joel.â
He chuckled softly, shaking his head as he walked past you, the faint scent of his cologne lingering in the air. âYes, maâam,â he drawled, disappearing into the bathroom.
The door clicked shut behind him, and you let out a breath you didnât realize youâd been holding. âChrist,â you muttered under your breath, grabbing the glass of water from your nightstand and taking a long sip.
You settled into bed, plugging your phone into the charger and pulling the covers up to your chest. The clock on the nightstand blinked 11:03, and the suite was quiet except for the faint sound of the ocean outside.
Just as you were starting to relax, the bathroom door swung open, and Joel strolled back into the room like it was nothingâbarefoot, shirtless, and in a pair of low-slung pajama pants. His hair was damp, his skin still warm and golden from the day, and he was entirely, maddeningly unbothered as he crossed to his side of the bed.
Without a word, he threw himself onto the mattress, the springs creaking slightly under his weight as he flopped down with an exaggerated sigh.
âJesus, Joel,â you muttered, your voice sharp as you stared at him.
âWhat?â he asked innocently, propping himself up on one elbow to meet your gaze. âI live here too, roomie.â
You gestured vaguely toward him, your eyebrows lifting. âCould you maybe warn someone before⊠doing that?â
Joel tilted his head, clearly biting back a grin. âDoinâ what?â
You waved your hand in his direction, exasperated. âShowing up half-naked like someâsomeââ
âSome what?â he interrupted, his voice low and teasing as his grin finally broke free. âGreek god? Movie star? Go on, Iâm listeninâ.â
You groaned, throwing your head back against the pillows. âYouâre insufferable.â
Joel chuckled, the sound low and warm as he turned his head to look at you, his grin teasing but his gaze soft. âAnd you,â he emphasized, his drawl stretching the words as though savoring them, âare too wound up.â He rested one arm behind his head, the picture of lazy confidence as he continued. âGood thing youâre on vacation, or you might just explode.â
You turned your head to glare at him, though the twitch of your lips betrayed you. âGee, thanks, Joel.â
âJust statinâ facts,â he said easily, his smirk widening as he stretched out across the bed like he owned it. âBet youâre one of those people who makes to-do lists for their time off.â
You scoffed, crossing your arms over your chest. âI do not.â
Joel raised an eyebrow, clearly unconvinced. âRight. So you didnât already plan out tomorrow?â
You hesitated, pressing your lips together, and Joel laughed, the sound rumbling and warm.
âKnew it,â he said, his voice laced with triumph. âCâmon, roomie, youâre supposed to be relaxinâ. Let me guessâearly morning hike? Sunrise yoga?â
You rolled your eyes, grabbing the corner of the blanket and pulling it higher up your chest. âFor your information, I was thinking about hitting the beach. Maybe snorkeling. Normal vacation stuff.â
He tilted his head, his gaze flicking over you briefly before meeting your eyes again. âSo, what time we headinâ out?â
You blinked, caught off guard. âWhat?â
âTomorrow,â Joel said, his voice casual but his grin edging toward mischievous. âYouâre planninâ it, right? Guess that makes me your plus one.â
You stared at him, your mouth opening slightly before you caught yourself. âYou want to come with me?â
Joel raised an eyebrow, his tone turning mock-serious. âYou expect me to leave you unsupervised in Hawaii? What if you trip over a rock or somethinâ?â
You sighed, shaking your head but smiling despite yourself. âFine. But only if you promise not to complain the whole time.â
âMe? Complain?â Joel said, his brows lifting in mock offense. âNever.â
You rolled your eyes, shaking your head at him, but before you could retort, his gaze shifted, softening as it settled on you.
âSerious question,â he said, his voice dipping just enough to make your heart falter for a beat.
Your eyes snapped to his, the teasing grin on your face fading as your breath hitched slightly. âWhat?â you asked, wary of his tone.
Joel tilted his head, his expression unreadable for a moment before he said, deadpan, âDo you snore?â
Your heart stopped, then restarted with a kick of disbelief. âJoel.â
âIâm serious,â he continued, his brow furrowing like this was some grand existential question. âI canât do snorinâ. Itâs a dealbreaker.â
You glared at him, though the faint blush creeping up your neck betrayed you. âI do not snore.â
âGood,â Joel said, nodding like he was checking something off a list. âBecause sometimes⊠pretty girls do weird things in their sleep.â
âStop,â you said, your voice sharp but your cheeks betraying you as they burned.
Joel grinned, his gaze lingering on your face a moment too long as your blush deepened. âJust sayinâ,â he added with a soft chuckle, clearly enjoying himself.
You shook your head, trying to ignore the warmth pooling in your chest, but before you could respond, Joelâs expression shifted againâhis grin fading into something gentler, more serious.
âAlso,â he began, his voice quieter now, âif you want, I can, uh, sleep outside. On the couch.â He gestured vaguely toward the suiteâs living area, his tone so casual it almost masked the sincerity in his words. âItâs no big deal. I know you werenât expectinâ this whole⊠shared bed thing.â
The offer caught you off guard, the sweetness of it pulling you up short. Joelâso cheeky, so infuriatingly confidentâwas looking at you now with an openness that you hadnât expected.
You breathed in slowly, your gaze dropping for a moment before meeting his. âNo,â you said softly, shaking your head. âItâs fine.â
Joel raised a brow, his lips curving faintly. âYou sure?â
You nodded, a small smile tugging at the corner of your mouth. âAs long as you stay on your side of the bed.â
His grin widened, that playful spark returning to his eyes. âGood,â he said, his tone lighter now. âBecause, truth is, I really didnât wanna sleep on the couch. It looked lumpy.â
You laughed softly, your chest loosening as the tension faded. âWow, such a gentleman.â
Joel leaned back against the pillows, his grin turning smug but somehow still boyish. âTold you. Iâm full of surprises.â
You shook your head, a quiet laugh escaping you, though the warmth in your chest betrayed your amusement. Settling back onto your side of the bed, you pulled the blanket up to your shoulders, the faint scent of clean linen and something distinctly Joel filling the air.
The room was quiet now, the low hum of the ocean outside mingling with the soft creaks of the suite as it settled around you. Despite the space between you, the warmth of Joelâs presence lingered, stretching into the silence like something unspoken but understood.
âNight, Joel,â you murmured, your voice soft and a little shy as you closed your eyes.
There was a pauseâa small, almost imperceptible beatâand then his voice came, low and warm, carrying the faintest trace of a smile. âNight, roomieâ.â
CHAPTER 2 IS OUT HERE
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You know what, fuck it. I'm going to write my own neglectful yandere batfamily cause everyone else is doing it, but I'm going to do it in a different way.
Yandere Batfam x Neglected, but Defiant Reader
Prologue (Diary Entry)
Warning(s): Mentions of yandere themes, neglect, emotional abuse, mentions of physical abuse, forcing to drop out, attempted guilt tripping, reader is just venting out her feelings
(I made this in the reader's POV to make the whole 'diary entry' thing more sense.)
~~~~~
July 22, 2024
It's funny when someone tells their story.
Only to be told back that it's unrealistic.
Almost as if they're afraid to believe it's real...
Oh, God, that sounded dark.
~~~~~
For everyone who doesn't know,
Bruce is a billionaire who's also a shitty dad
Dick is a dick, like actually
Jason uses his trauma to let all his frustrations on me
Tim is a delusional bitch
Cass was okay until she knocked me to the ground
Damian is just a thing who you want to burn to ashes
Alfred... I guess is just Alfred
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I was basically raised as what people would call a 'black sheep'. Kind of like... actually, I don't need to explain all that.
Basically, I was adopted by the infamous Bruce Wayne when I was ten for whatever reason. After the first day of living with him and the family and giving me the new role of Batgirl, everyone just pretended as if I didn't exist.
I tried to interact with every one of them and all I got were "sorry, can't talk right now" and "can you shut up".
Like, WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO TO THEM?!
Is it because I'm prettier than all of them and had barely any trauma in my past? Seriously, why are people so jealous about these kinds of things?
Bruce really signed all that paperwork for nothing.
Of course, my little ten year old brain would think that if I tried to impress all of them with what I could do, maybe I could gain their attention.
So by the time I was twelve with my ten year old mindset goal in my head, I did nine different after school activities, won over fifteen awards for my achievements, and went out to patrol at least six nights a week.
And none of that worked! Those fuckers wouldn't even spare me a glance!
~~~~~
After a while, you don't see a point in trying your best.
I dropped out of most of the clubs I regret joining, I just laid back in my classes, and most of all...
I quit being Batgirl.
I didn't want to, but like I said, where's the point in that?
So with that, I just gave up on everything and just... stopped trying.
~~~~~
But then one year all of that almost changed?
For the first time ever, I found myself suddenly really pretty, and after a month I entered eighth grade, I was suddenly asked out by one guy, then two, and all the way up to ten!
It was like really cool!
The popular girls became my best friends, more guys would ask me out, and the teachers started pointing out that I was their favorite student, even the ones who weren't my teachers.
It felt like I was on top of everything. That I was special. The world is revolving around me.
Finally, I was in a place to build a great reputation.
And then life was like FUCK THAT!
~~~~~
After the first semester of eighth grade, Bruce was weirdly in my room and he said wanted to have a 'talk' with me.
So, during this talk, he was basically talking about the last three years of me being neglected by him and his family. To be honest, I forgot everything he told me, but honestly, I don't really care.
He also told the others about all this and now they suddenly feel bad which I don't give a shit about. But, I knew he was doing all this to guilt trip me, which was honestly so stupid.
Now, after he dropped that bomb, he told me that I had to drop out of school to do some "bonding time" with the others along with him and the people who actually cared about me didn't really matter at all!
I JUST GOT SETTLED IN!
All I said was "FUCK YOU" and just stormed out of my room with the only thing that I took was my diary that I had for quite a while that I never used before.
~~~~~
So, yeah. I'm currently in the attic, venting my feelings all out on this stupid glitter diary with a random pen that I found on the ground.
But whatever.
It doesn't matter.
Nothing matters...
My life is just a game.
A sick, hopeless game.
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drew and costar!reader take the glamour friendship test
masterlist
based on this ask :)
Y/n and Drew walked out onto the bright, white set, their outfits coordinating shades of purple as they prepared for another interview ahead of the release of their film, âBe My Mistakeâ.
Exercise 1: First Impressions
âScary⊠very scary.â Y/n said, looking over at Drew to gauge his reaction. He furrowed his brow, looking between her and the camera before they both descended into giggles. Y/n leaned into Drew as she laughed, Drew catching her and pushing her back up.
âWe were told we needed to take this seriously and this is the [bleep] you pull.â Drew chuckled, shaking his head, a grin on his face.
âOk, ok, seriously,â y/n said, âI was a bit intimidated, but that was mainly because he was so business-y and⊠I mean Drewâs a pretty big and tall guy so thereâs that. But once we got to talking, and he really got out of his shell, I was amazed by how intelligent and funny he was.â
ââIntelligent and funnyâ. Wow.â Drew teased, elbowing y/n lightly. âWell, I knew of you before we met and was impressed with your talent and beauty on screen. However, once we met, I was thrilled to find a wonderful personality that accompanied all that.â
âWe quickly found out that weâre just about the same person, so that was a pleasant surprise.â Y/n nodded, wrapping an arm around Drew and squeezing his arm lightly.
Exercise 2: Give Your Friend a Compliment
âI feel like we already did that,â Drew laughed, âbut I can definitely find a couple more things to say.â
âI mean I guess I already said this, but Drew is really such an intelligent person,â Y/n gazed at Drew, âlike not just book smart, but relationship, emotional smart. Heâs very much in touch with all of that and is a very good gauge-r for peopleâs feelings.â
âY/n is actually the funniest person I know and thatâs not me being dramatic.â Drew grinned. âI donât think Iâve ever laughed as much with anyone else⊠definitely not to the point of nearly getting kicked out of a restaurant.â
Y/n laughed at the memory. The two of them had gone out for a nice dinner following wrapping on âBe My Mistakeâ, dressing up and sharing a couple drinks. However, their usual banter resulted in them laughing quite loudly for the duration of the meal. Shortly after their main courses had arrived, a waiter had come over telling them about how some guests were complaining about the two of them being disruptive, which only made them laugh louder. By some grace of god, however, they didnât get asked to leave.
âItâs not my fault Iâm hilarious.â Y/n said with a simple shrug, causing Drew to laugh.
Exercise 3: Fishbowl of Memories
âOooh.â Drew said as y/n took the large fishbowl from one of the PAs. Inside, various scraps of paper filled the bowl, each with a question.
âIâll let you have the honor of going first.â Y/n smiled, offering the bowl out to Drew. He dug inside, grabbing a slip of paper as y/n sat the bowl down on the table in front of them.
âWhat was the funniest blooper in this film?â Drew read before glancing over at y/n, a smirk on his face. Y/n gave him the same look back, the two of them thinking of the same moment.
âThere was an⊠unfortunate incident in which I accidentally pantsed Drew.â Y/n said, trying her best to stifle her laughter. Drew nodded his head, a warm pink spreading across his cheeks.
âYou might be thinking, how do you accidentally pants someone?â Drew teased, y/n folding her hands on the table in front of her dramatically.
âWe were filming a scene where our characters were arguing and Drew turned to walk away, and I went to follow after him,â y/n explained. âHowever, I tripped over a rug and fell. I tried to catch myself on Drew, I was sort of grabbing at him, but only ended up getting his pants before I fell⊠the pants coming with unfortunately.â
âI really hope that thatâs not on the blooper real.â Drew shook his head, rubbing a hand along his jaw.
âOh, Iâm sure the ladies would love to see Starkey in his tighty-whities. A real treat.â Y/n teased. Drew cringed, shoving at y/nâs shoulder before gesturing for her to pick a piece of paper from the bowl.
âWhat is your favorite memory with each other?â Y/n read, looking over at Drew as the two of them thought. They stared at each other in silence, both of their brows furrowing as they shuffled through an abundance of memories.
âI think I have mine.â Drew said, snapping his fingers before turning towards the camera.
âOk, ok. Me too. Letâs see if we agree.â Y/n nodded, still facing Drew as she waited for him to speak.
âMine is when we went to get tattoos and y/n passed out and I had to carry her out to the car because she was being so dramatic.â Drew laughed, his laughter growing even louder as y/nâs jaw dropped. She hit his arm lightly, groaning at the memory.Â
âI wasnât being dramatic Iâ ok, maybe I was but I was probably still hungover from the night before.â Y/n chuckled.
âYour turn.â Drew said, leaning to rest his elbows on the table and his chin in his palms in faux overinterest.
âMy favorite memory is when we sang Wicked at some karaoke bar and it was so bad that people started booing us.â Y/n laughed. They had gone out with the rest of the cast to a karaoke bar down the street from where they had been shooting. Later in the night, after a couple of drinks, Drew and y/n decided it would be a good idea to sing âDefying Gravityâ. Neither of them being singers, nor anywhere talented enough for the numerous high notes, the regular patrons of the bar began booing and cringing at their attempt at the notoriously difficult to sing song.
ââPlease for the love of god stopâ.â Drew recited one of the patronsâ comments, causing y/n to throw her head back laughing.
âWow, jeez. That was a deep cut.â Y/n straightened herself back up, smoothing out the front of her dress. Drew threw an arm over her shoulders, bringing her to his side.
âI think we passed. I think weâre friends, right?â Drew shook y/n playfully, who just let out a sarcastic groan.
âYeah, I guess so.â Y/n gave in, wrapping her arm around Drewâs torso and hugging him lightly.
âThank you for watching!â Drew said with a wave, y/n joining in and waving excitedly. The two of them jumped up and down, their waves growing more intense, until they both fell into each other and collapsed into laughter that continued even after the cameras cut.
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Imagine Daughter!Reader pulls a "I'm gonna fake a crush on my brother's best friend so I can make them ALL uncomfortable" but it backfires and the best friend actually likes her backđ? (obviously daughter!reader's age will depend on the batboys bestfriend so no weird stuff going on in this ask dw) Like for Dick, Wally West. Maybe she asks the question "What else can go fast?" or something odd. Then for Jason, Roy Harper she asks him to teach her archery. Jason probably trusting her(maybe) he let's it go on but then catches Roy looking at her differently. Then for the others the same thing, like Tim- Conner. Something like REALLLLLLLLY kid-ish for Jon Kent if you feel like adding Damian's best friend. (These are all separate so no harem thing going on thank god.) Thank you for reading!!!!!<3
Yandere Batfam w/ Wife/Mother!Darling & Daughter/Sister!Darling Masterlist
YES OH MY GOD I WAS JUST THINKING ABOUT THIS!
So realistically because she is the youngest, her crush would be on either Jon because he would only be a year older than her, or Connor who may be a bit older (physically, cause he was a lab child) but still within that reasonable age. Then in actual canon she has a boyfriend, who may be a lot little crazy, but theyâre in love⊠right?
But anyway for this letâs say her age differs on each scenario in this okay
Okay Dick is just sitting there the like what the hell the moment he walks back in living room to see his little sister laughing and chatting with Wally, sitting way too close for comfort. Dick tries to show some self restraint, give the benefit of the doubt, but letâs be honest when Wally West falls in love it is head over heels and it is something that happens in an instant, basically love at first sight, she wouldnât have to say anything to him, she just has to walk into a room. Then cue Dick ending up as a third wheel for the rest of the day, it probably gets to the point where Dick comes up with some excuse of why Wally needs to leave early and then as Wally is leaving he might ask about Dickâs sister and Dick gives him the biggest side eye ever and he just drops the topic. Then Dick goes back inside and his sisterâs hair is all messed up, like a strong wind brew by and she is just holding her phone when she wasnât a second agoâŠ
âWhatâŠhappened?â
âI think Wally put his number in my phoneâŠâ
âSon of a-â
With Jason and Roy, they are going on a mission together and training beforehand. Sister!Darling just handing around because Bruce and the rest of their siblings are gone and Alfred is out running errands that day, so until they get back Jason has to watch her which Roy thinks is weird because she is a few years younger than them for the sake of this post, but okay. So she is just sitting in the cave, reading a book Jason gave her because she not allowed down there so sheâs not allowed to touch anything. Jason walks off to go find a different type of bullet and asks Roy to keep an eye on her because she is not allowed anywhere near the weapons or gear, and Roy just looks at her and waves her overâŠ
âCmonâ wanna try taking a shot?â
âUm⊠I donât know-â
âI can teach you.â
So he does, and I really donât know how to describe it besides this scene from Princess Diaries and just imagine when Jason comes back and found his best friend holding his little sister from the back, his cheek practically pressed against hers. He just loudly clears her throat and tells her that he needs to talk to her and he takes her out of the cave and sends her to her room, locking her in and sends a note to Bruce or whoever going to be home first what happened and where she is. Then he does back downstairs and Roy has the guts to ask if she is single and Jason just canâtâŠ
âFuck off Roy, sheâs off limits.â
Now Tim has a harder time shaking off his friend, and I mean going by Connor in the comics (cause we donât talk about Connor in Young Justice here) he is a bit of a headstrong personality and cocky, so if Connor and his sister are chatting and teasing each other he doesnât really think much of it literally until he finds them kissing, a hand on her thigh and on the back of her neck and Connor is slightly levitating. Tim waits until Connor leaves and then he questions his sister about it, and she fesses up to basically trying to get on Timâs nerves by flirting with his best friend but Connor ended up actually liking her, like a lot and one thing led to another and they were making out and have been texting for weeks and Tim didnât think of it twice because it was Connor.
So then Tim asks Bruce to try to intervene by asking Clark for help but Connor has already gushed about his situationship with her to literally everyone in the Kent Family, and Clark has already gave Connor advice to ask her out and ideas for dates and it even got to the point where Ma and Pa are asking about when they can meet her because she sounds like a sweet girl. She just dug herself in a hole with this one, platonic Yandere!Superfam anyone?
Then Damian, well this is just kiddy love with his sister and Jon, and Damian knows that but it doesnât mean he is okay with it. Whenever Jon is is over they are always talking, and Jon is just trying to impress her with his (half) kryptonian powers. Meanwhile Damian is giving Jon the side eye and really itâs nothing but that doesnât stop him from running to go tell Bruce about it, what if it evolves into something more when they get older. So Bruce goes to talk to Clark about it and Clark doesnât think itâs a big deal, theyâre just kids and this is how kids are and so Damian just has to watch while Jon pushes her on the swings and deal with the fact that she just wants to spend time with Jon Kent and not him. Ugh.
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SIX TIMES TOO MANY (OR JUST ENOUGH?) - LN4
summary : in which the universe canât seem to stop bugging you. six times when people thought of you and lando as more than childhood friends.
listen up : no warnings!! childhood friends! sometimes genuis just strikesđ€·đ»ââïž requests for kimi franco and lando are open!!
word count : 820
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The first time it happened, you had laughed it off in a drunken haze of excitement.
âYou and Lando!â Your best friend squealed, âYou two hooked up, didnât you!?â she hit your arm playfully, the biggest grin on her face as yours mirrored the opposite.
âLando and I? No way!â You shook your head rapidly just as he danced up to the two of you, a drink in hand.
He spun you around and laughed in your ear and slurring his words as your friend gave a curious look.
The second time was an older woman complimenting you and Lando on the street, saying how lovely of a couple you were. Lando had laughed it off with ease.
The third time was far more embarrassing, a young fan had asked Lando to sign his cap and as he did, the kid grinned at you and whispered, âDonât worry! I wonât tell anyone youâre in love!â He had skipped away after making your jaw drop.
Why did everyone think you were a couple? It was ridiculous and out of reach. You and Lando had been best friends since childhood, besides your first kiss, nothing had ever happened.
You werenât blind, he was attractive. You just chose to ignore the way he mindlessly changed in front of you and how his curls fell in his face. You chose to not think about him winning a race, sweaty and exhausted, falling right into your arms as he whispered his thanks to you for just being there.
The fourth time someone mentioned it, it was your own bloody mother. She had liked a photo you sent of your group on vacation, replying with âOh! You and Lando are just the sweetest. Open your eyes, love.â
It was mortifying, especially in public. It made things odd with Lando, after someone would mention it, he started to act squirmy.
He almost always had some sort of girlfriend, though he claimed he didnât date.
The fifth time was by far the worst.
âI get it!â Your boyfriend had scoffed in your face, âIâll always come second to him!â You had such a headache from trying to break things off with him that his last statement might as well have split your skull open.
âHim?â
âNorris! Just admit youâre ending things with me to be with him!â He stood up, paced the room, âIâm such an idiot.â
âWhat- Thatâs not the reason!â
âSure! God Y/n youâve always been drooling for him!â What the hell?
It was your turn to scoff, âFuck you! Iâm sorry you canât imagine why anyone would break up with your dumbass but weâre done because I donât fancy you like you do me! Donât blame my friend.â
âSure. âFriendâ. Go cry to him.â
The sixth was the one to change everything.
âI never realized!â Max Fewtrell laughed with you, drinks in hand and leaning against the bar.
âRealized what?â You raised a brow, sipping your drink.
âLandoâs in love with you!â you almost spit out your drink, âI mean- I always figured he had a hard on for you but shit⊠heâs totally whipped!â
Heâs drunk, you reminded yourself.
âShut up Max.â It wasnât funny anymore.
âIâm serious, Y/n!â He shook his head, turning towards Lando who was looking bored with a girl next to him, âHe hasnât gotten with anyone for months! Thatâs saying something! He talks about you all the time and fuck have you not noticed the way he looks at you?â
The way he looks at you? How could you not notice?
He does it just then, turning his head to face you two but keeping those magnetic eyes on you. His previous bored expression was gone instantly, a smirk gracing his face as his eyes stayed on yours. It practically made your heart skip a beat.
âOh.â Is all you can manage before Lando looks back to the girl.
âIâm just saying⊠maybe all those times you complain about- when people think youâre a couple or would be perfect together, maybe theyâre a sign.â Max gives you one last knowing look before his spot is replaced with Lando.
He leans against the bar in a lazy fashion, looking tired yet all his energy is focused on you, âHaving a good night?â His voice- fuck that voice.
His voice which haunted your nightmares and fuled your fantasies.
âA weird one, definitely.â you laugh but itâs not really funny, Lando gives you a concerned look.
âYou wanna leave?â and when he says it, you know heâd come with. You know heâd go anywhere for you.
âNo.â You shake your head, looking up at the brunette and feeling your breath ragged and unfocused. You swallow, then smile, âLetâs dance.â
A grin breaks out on his face as you slip your hand in his, âAnything you want, Y/n.â
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Sweet Like Candy
Pairing: Dick Grayson x Reader.
Warning: MDNI, Oral (F receiving), fingering, swearing, masked Dick.
Summary: Nightwing might just think youâre the best thing heâs ever tasted.
"I didn't think you'd come," you breathed as Nightwing's lips traveled from the nape of your neck down to your collar bone, your head tilting to allow him more access to your skin that he practically devoured.
He pressed a few more open kisses to your flesh, leaving marks in his wake before he pulled back slightly, a dazed look to his gaze despite the mask.
"How could I miss this opportunity?" Just as quickly, he was back to kissing you. "You taste so good."
The cool night breeze caused for goosebumps to litter your skin, and sitting on a rooftop of Gotham city with Nightwing was not exactly ideal, but in the current moment you couldn't care.
Your breaths became more irregular, and gently Nightwing pushed you onto your back, hands beside your head as he sucked at your neck some more.
"Relax," he trailed, hands running along your body. You gasped as his hand squeezed at one of your breasts, before he began to go down your body.
You lifted your head, eyeing him curiously when he gave you a small smirk, his black mask staring back at you. His gloved hands worked at your pants effortlessly, pulling them off along with your panties and throwing them off to the side, forgotten.
When he made no movement, you attempted to close your legs from the outside breeze and his burning gaze, but his arms were quickly pushing at the plush of your thighs, keeping them apart.
He clicked his tongue. "Keep 'em open, pretty girl," he whispered, your bare pussy only mere inches from his face. "Let me have a taste."
You let out a moan when you felt his warm tongue lay flat against your cunt, sliding up and collecting all your juices onto his tongue. Your fingers racked through his hair harshly, and you swore you may have even pulled some of his hair out, but it didn't seem to bother him too much. He was lapping at your pussy eagerly, and you let out a curse when his lips latched onto your clit. He gave it a small suck.
"Oh my god," your back arched up, trying to keep you as close to him as possible, but he only let out a chuckle that vibrated throughout your body. You shivered from the vibrations of pleasure it sent.
"So sweet," he mumbled against you.
He was slurping at your cunt like it was his last meal, his tongue fucking into you and swirling around. You already declared that this was better than what any man has ever given you. Your slick was coating his mouth and chin, though he pulled back and inhaled a large chunk of air.
"You taste fucking delicious," he breathed, staring your pussy down as his fingers came up to toy with your clit. You let out another moan and resisted the urge to close your legs.
He pinched and swirled at it teasingly, one of his fingers eventually dipping into you and curving upward, hitting your g-spot. His finger slid in and out, in and out. Then a second finger. In and out, in and out.
Your hands were desperately searching for anything to stable themselves against, since now you didn't have his hair to tug on. In the end, the only thing you could grasp onto was his left arm that was holding your leg down. Nightwing glanced up and gave another one of his charming smirks.
Although you and Nightwing have had these reoccurring 'meetups' many times before, you never asked the lingering question you wished to ask him when he was pleasuring you.
"Wha-" you were cut off by a strangled moan, and you tried again despite the coursing pleasure building in your lower stomach. "What's your name?"
You wanted to scream it, to moan it, you needed to have him.
His mask only shook back at you. "Nothing you need to know right now, my love," he delved down to suckle at your clit again, and the buildup was finally beginning to become too much for you to handle.
Your breaths were erratic, your chest rising and falling at a rapid pace. Nightwing loved the sight, your body adorned and glowing in your sweat and your glistening pussy presented just for him. All him.
With a few more pumps of his fingers and a particularly harsh suck to your swollen clit, your orgasm washed over you in a massive wave. Your thighs shook and overstimulation was all you could feel when Nightwing was collecting your last few juices on his tongue, swallowing eagerly.
You were definitely right. Nightwing was the best pleasure anybody could've given you.
©x-gabrielle-x. Do not steal, copy or translate my works.
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surprise
james potter x f!reader
youâre panicking. your hearts racing, you feel flushed and your bodyâs shaking so much you can hardly control it. âwhat does it say?â you manage to tremble out nervously. âi think iâm gonna throw up.â
marlene stood before you, the pregnancy test in her hand. âitâs positive.â she spoke cautiously. âare you okay? i canât believe iâm holding your piss stick right now.â
your eyes had shot open even wider than you ever thought they could go, practically bulging out of your head. âiâm gonna be a mum.â
âyup.â she hummed. âand iâm gonna be the coolest auntie in the world.â
she was probably right about that, sheâs certainly the coolest girl you know.
like an epiphany, you thought of your boyfriend. âoh my god.â you groaned out gripping the sink tightly. âhow do i tell james? what if heâs disappointed? what if he doesnât want kids? what if he doesnât want kids with me?â
âwoah, woah, woah.â marlene interrupted your word vomit, her hands firmly on your shoulder as though they were grounding you. âjames is gonna be over the moon. he loves you so much and youâve spoke about kids before.â
âbut weâre still so young, i hardly thought either of us was wanting them right now.â you huffed. âiâm scared marls.â
her arms were around you in an instant and you felt the kiss she placed on the top of your head. âi get that, but youâve got all of my unconditional support and youâll have everybody elseâs too.â
you nodded in her arms, tears streaming down your face.
âwhy donât you send your patronus and ask him to come home . i wonât leave until he gets here so youâll have no chance to spiral, alright?â she suggested and clapped you on the back when you agreed. âatta girl.â
james was home before you knew it, his beaming smile falling at the sight of your puffy eyes and post breakdown face. âwhatâs up? whatâs happened?â
his gaze was wavering between you and marlene and so she broke the silence between the both of you. ânothing to worry about jamsie boy. iâm getting off now, alright? pop round at any time if you need me.â
marlene was gone in a flash and james slowly moved towards you. âyou alright babe?â he spoke gently.
âiâm okay.â your voice was shaky and he was quick to bring you into his arms. his homely scent immediately calming your nerves. âi have something to tell you.â
âyeah? what is it?â
you pulled back from him but reached for his hands. you hadnât planned how to tell him, so the only option was to blurt it out. âiâm pregnant.â
âyouâre pregnant?â he choked out and you noticed his eyes filling up almost instantly. âweâre gonna be parents? iâm gonna be a dad?â
you could hardly find the words to respond so you gave him a clear nod of your head.
he was crying, so were you. two lovers desperately clinging onto each other in happiness. âthis is the best thing ever.â
âiâm glad. i worried you wouldnât want a kid yet.â you admitted. you felt a lot better now knowing he was on board with having children. âbecause weâre still young.â
âiâd want to have kids with you in every universe.â james admitted. âitâs going to be hard but weâll work through it. we have so many people around us that can help out.â
that you did.
âpads is gonna freak out when he finds out.â
âso is your mum.â
âsheâll be so excited.â james agreed wholeheartedly. âiâm so exited. this is all iâve wished for for a while. i love you so much, you know? and id never want to experience parenthood with somebody else.â
âme too james. i love you.â
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â âŠÂ sugar & spice | jeon wonwoo
PAIRING: bodyguard!wonwoo x celebrity!reader (fem!reader)
SUMMARY: it wasnât your fault you were born with a silver spoon in your mouth, however, the people had a lot to say about that, especially since your father a public figure. but when heâs falsely accused of taking bribes and money laundering, your whole life falls apart, and things start to get out of hand and dangerous. thatâs when you meet wonwoo - the bodyguard whoâs been assigned to stay by your side and protect you 24/7. the only problem? he was really cold, but also irresistibly attractive. it was going to be a task to try and befriend him, but who said you werenât up for the challenge.Â
THEMES: bodyguard au, mutual pining, slow burn
WARNINGS: use of curse words, mentions of anxiety, social anxiety, panic attack, crowds, fighting, violence, kissing, suggestive, just wonwoo being a whole heartthrob
WORDCOUNT: 29.2k
A/N: this fic was so self-indulgent oh my god. thank you to rania @wheeboo for feeding my delusions for this fic and proofreading it for me, ilysm <33 reblogs and feedback are always appreciated ^^ i would love to know your thoughts! enjoy reading ^^
full fic under the cut
âall right, class, thatâs it for today. please come collect your mock test papers as you exitâ, the professor announces and everyone starts talking, the room echoing with voices and movement as people get up, their feet shuffling as they stand in line to collect their papers from the front.
you come up in front and your professor gives you a smile as he hands yours back to you. âgood job yn, near perfect scoreâ, he says and you smile back. âthanks profâ, you tell, beaming as you take your paper and move. but you donât miss the snide remark told by someone behind you and the few laughs that occur. but you ignore the comment and walk away.
you were used to people telling you that, people envying you and not in a nice way. youâd heard all kinds of things all your life. âbet they only got in because of her connectionsâ or âtheyâre only top of the class because of theyâre fatherâs influenceâ but all of those were very untrue. you were truly passionate about what you were studying and doing, but the people didnât seem to think so.Â
yes, you were born with a silver spoon in your mouth, coming from a prestigious family with a lot of influence - your dad being a huge business tycoon, which made your family really rich and influential. but growing up, you wanted nothing more than to be not associated with him. your name was always tied with his - and you hated that. it never gave you the chance to be your own person, to have your own identity, which you craved for.
growing up only became harder when your mother passed away when you were still young. she was ill and there was nothing that could be done to save her, it had been too late. your moments and memories with her were limited considering you were only ten when she passed away, but still, everything you remembered about her you cherished, and you aimed to make her proud one day, proud of the person youâve become. as a token from your mother, you had kept her ring and no, not her wedding ring, but another ring she wore. it was a dainty ring with a pretty pattern and you had always loved that ring as a child. so now you wore it, to remember her, to keep some part of her with you.
and of course, with growing up, the biggest struggle of all for you was making friends. when you were younger, you were actually good at making friends, you had plenty in fact. but as you grew up, you learned to see who was just befriending you for ulterior motives and whatnot, and you soon became good at filtering who you really became friends - close friends with. but in all those years, you only made two friends like that. they were the purest and sweetest souls ever - rania and skye. they were your best friends. they were your childhood friends and the only ones you opened up to and grew close to. while you still had a group of friends you interacted with on an everyday and casual basis, there wasnât anyone you were close with besides them. there was also your current boyfriend - jaehyun. it was silly really, you had a crush on him for a while and soon the news spread from god knows where and one day he asked you out. you were so head over heels that you said yes of course, because which fool would turn down their crush?Â
you're sitting across the table from your father, whoâs busy talking to someone on the phone. it was a weekly thing that you had to have dinner at your fatherâs house.
"yes i want to see a sample of the product before we send it into manufacturingâ, your father speaks to the person on the other line.
you stare down at your plate, moving your fork around as you listen to him speak. you and your father didnât have the best relationship, it was rocky and messy, to say the least. ever since your mother passed away, you both drifted apart, your father focusing on the business and you just trying to get through the days as you tried to cope with the sudden loss. and you both somehow stayed like that, drifted apart. but that didnât mean he was a bad guy. he still did nice things for you and you both had your moments, but it was strained. let's just say he wasn't the best father figure growing up.
you were used to having filler conversations about your life with your father like this. all he does is nod before he goes back to scrolling on his phone. half the time during your childhood and even now, you barely saw your father. he was always busy with work or attending meetings about god knows what. so that meant you were all alone in the big house which got lonely. thatâs when you decided to move into a different house, have your own space and make it cosy too. at first, your father wasnât too keen on the idea, but you were old enough now, in college too, so he agreed. so now you live alone in a house comfortable enough to make into your own little safe haven.
you unlock your front door, sliding into your house slippers as you trudge inside, discarding your bag on the couch as you open the fridge to grab a bottle of cold water to refresh yourself. today had been a long day. apart from studies, you also volunteered at a local cat shelter for rescues and the local public library. you enjoyed doing both things so you were more than happy to volunteer. they both had their perks 1) free cuddles and serotonin from all the kittens and cats 2) you could borrow as many books as you wanted so it was a win-win.
you were used to your father being on the news, he was a businessman after all, an influential man, someone important. but with all that came all the trolls, the hate and people who were obviously jealous and disliked him for no reason at all. all this in turn was also directed towards you. you were often called the silver spoon kid, nepo baby, or someone whoâs life was handed to you on a silver platter. for the most of the time, you tried to ignore them, but of course as any normal human, it affected you. you hated it at times infact. you hated how people could concoct a ridiculous assumption about you based on nothing and it infuriated you. but youâd learn to grow up with it, grow up being watched, hounded at, judged at and trolled at. that was what you get for simply existing and being born in a wealthy family. and somewhere along the way you developed an anxiety about this and it made you scared to get close and open up to people.Â
when you first joined college, it was hell. people took pictures without your consent all the time and they still did at times, but youâve given up at trying to stop it. you were used to people's cameras at you, fingers at you, talking about you and also using you. everyone wanted to be your friend and butter you up to you, but when you started putting boundaries, they were quick to call you names. you were surrounded by paparazzi going to you during the first week and even now on the occasional basis, someone was always following you and snapping pictures of you. even if you told yourself it was okay, it was not and deep down you hated it. but what could you do?Â
your father, well he didnât seem to mind all the comments being told about him, as long as his business went well at the end of the day. but if you were going to be honest, your father was pretty smart and he had a knack for what he was doing, thatâs what made him so successful. but that didnât mean he didnât hit bumps along the way, oh he did. you still remember the headline your father made when he invested money into a broken startup. but now he was making millions as the company took off.Â
today morning was a good day. the sun was shining bright and the clouds were white against the blue sky. it wasnât too hot, a comfortable temperature - it was the ideal day and you were more than happy about this weather. you get ready for college, it was your last semester before you graduated. you grab your phone from the desk table only to realise it was dead and you plug it in as you head to the bathroom to get ready. you quickly put on an outfit, grab your books, bag, and your phone on the way out. you lock your door and raise your hand to unlock your car, opening the door and sitting inside. you drive to college, putting on some music, in a good mood today as you softly sing along to the song that was playing on the radio.
you park your car in the parking lot, which was already crowded and you mentally cursed at the way people parked sometimes. you exit the car and walk towards campus, trying to unlock your phone but it doesn't open. thatâs when you realise it was still dead - silly you had forgot to turn on the switch when you plugged your phone in. you mentally curse as you walk towards class, hoping someone had a spare phone charger for you to use. but thatâs when you get a feeling - a feeling that you were being watched. and when you glance up, you can see people looking at you, whispering things in hushed voices between themselves. you brushed it off as nothing and continued walking.
a couple of people pass by you, looking right at you as they pass a comment. âsee i knew your father was a crooked manâ, he tells and the others laugh as they walk away. what? you were completely confused and the fact that almost everyone was looking at you as you kept walking made you nervous all of a sudden. this wasnât good. you spot your professor and he comes walking towards you, in big strides, like he is in a hurry. âhello ynâ, he says, faking a smile. âhello professorâ, you reply. âi would like to have a word with you, please follow meâ. he says and you can still feel everyoneâs eyes on you as you walk behind your professor.
he closes the door behind him and urges you to sit down as he takes a seat in front of you.
âiâm sorry to hear about your father ynâ, he starts and you furrow your brows, utterly confused. âi would like for you to meet with the principal so we can hopefully come to an understanding about how you will be completing your semester over hereâ, he continues and youâre lost.
âiâm sorry but i donât quite followâ, you say, and he just blinks back at you.Â
âdo you not know? have you not seen the news?â, he asks, surprised.Â
âwhat news?â, you ask again and watch as he fetches out his phone, handing it to you. and there it was, the headline that made your jaw drop.
âmr. __ a certified criminal, took bribes and laundered moneyâ.Â
what the fuck? your eyes quickly scan the article, reading the things your father was being accused of. there was no way he would do that, he wouldn't you thought. you look back up at your professor and hand the phone back to him, at a complete loss for words.
âi really had no idea about thisâ, you tell. âi think it would be better for you to go home today and then we can have a talk about this later this week along with the principal okayâ, he says and youâre dismissed. you take a deep breath as you open the door and walk out, and hallway is quick to quiet down and you can feel the eyes of everyone on you.Â
âhope your father rots in jailâ, you hear a guy say and the others laugh. you hear a few more snide remarks as you walk out back to your car and you take a deep breath again. what the fuck was happening right now. you start the car and drive to your fatherâs house because you need answers.
you storm into the house, and your father is already sitting down at the table with his lawyer. âcan someone please explain what is going onâ, you yell as soon as you see your father.Â
âynâ , your father says, upon seeing you.Â
âyou took bribes??â, you ask and you can see the small flash of hurt on his face before he composes himself as he answers you. âno yn, this is simply not true. i am being falsely accusedâ, he says calmly.
âso whatâs going to happen now?â, you ask.
âthis is defamation, there is absolutely no evidence to these claimsâ, your father fills in.
a week passes by and you somehow manage to make it to class, but obviously, everyone is still talking about you. rumors are goingand around like wildfire and people keep telling you nasty things, leaving you mean comments on your social media. even the paparazzi around you are following you everywhere suddenly and you hate this. your whole world was turning upside down and you find yourself driving to your fatherâs house that evening again, only to see people crowded around the house. puzzled, you get out of your car and you're immediately surrounded by the paparazzi and a hound of people as they recognise you. you see your father in the crowd and thatâs when you notice the police officers and then the handcuff on your fatherâs hands.
âfather!â, you yell out and he looks at you. you try to move forward, make your way towards him but someone pushes you down before someone else grabs your hand. âyou little thief, no wonder youâre so richâ, he mutters out and you try to pry his hand off you but he doesnât let go. âyn!â you hear your father yell and soon the police pry the man off you. you watch as your father is escorted into the police vehicle heâs driven off.Â
the camera flashes continue and people keep yelling nasty things and you run towards your car, getting in and following the police car. at the police station, you get a chance to talk to your father with his lawyer present.Â
âwhat is happening?â, you ask. âi thought you said this was a false accusation, why are you being arrested?â, you ask, looking between your father and his lawyer, jeonghan who was a competent man in his line of business.
âit seems there has been some evidence found", your father says, in a rather relaxed manner.Â
âso whatâs going to happen now?â, you ask, worried.
âi will have to stand trial and prove my innocenceâ, he adds. you see as he glances down at your wrist which youâre massaging gently.Â
âare you okay, i saw what happened back thereâ, he adds.Â
ây-yeah im okayâ, you tell quickly.Â
âno, this is not okay. youâre going to be affected by all the things happening now and things are getting dangerous and out of handâ, he tells.Â
âi can manageâ, you say.
âno, you cannot, things will only get worse from here, especially when the trial starts and they are all going to be taking their anger out on you. i cannot risk anything happening to you. so itâs decidedâ, your father says.
âwhatâs decided?â, you ask.
âyouâll be having a bodyguard with you 24/7 from now onwardsâ, your father adds.
âwhat? father there is no need-", you start before you're interrupted.
âyn listen to your father, he is rightâ jeonghan interjects and you sigh. there was no point arguing over here. in hindsight, things were bound to get out of control and having a bodyguard around did seem wise. the thought that something worse could happen to you makes you shiver.
âhire only the bestâ, my father tells and jeonghan nods. âi know just the personâ he tells, assuring my father.Â
you didnât step out of your house the next day. paparazzi surrounded your home and you were in no ability to go out without being followed. the pictures of your fatherâs arrest and your face were plastered all over the internet and new articles, with all sorts of headlines. by 12pm everyone seemed to have gotten tired of waiting (thank god) and your driveway was finally clear. youâre in jeans and a top, rummaging through your pantry when you hear your doorbell ring. you immediately stand straight. who could this be?
you walk towards your door and peek through the peephole but you can only see the body of someone and you hear a voice you recognise. your fatherâs lawyer - jeonghan, so you open the door.Â
âi didnât know you were comingâ, you tell and smile. âi texted youâ, he adds. âmust've missed itâ, you add before glancing at the other man standing next to him, who you noticed was quite tall.
âplease come in â, you add only for jeonghan to refuse. âno no, i must get going to prepare for your fatherâs case. i just came to introduce you to your bodyguardâ, he explains.Â
âoh, i seeâ, you tell softly.Â
âheâll be with you wherever youâre going. escort and protect you wherever youâre going. iâve already briefed him and given him a copy of your schedules, but if youâre going anywhere, he is to accompany youâ, he tells you, making sure you knew, like he knew you would try to sneak off.Â
âyes yes alrightâ, you tell, crossing your arms over your chest.Â
âwell, get introduced then, i have to get goingâ, he tells, as his phone rings and he walks off, leaving you standing in front of the door with this mysterious man.
as you look at him, you realise how tall he was because wow, he was really tall, and really handsome. he towered over you easily as you looked up at him. heâs wearing a clean, crisp black suit, which has been tailored to his body, making the fit perfect, showing off his build and his hair was styled to expose his forehead. his foxy-like eyes hold a mysterious but focused gaze. damn, he was hot. your eyes sweep over his body one more time before heâs clearing his throat and you're shaken away from your thoughts.
âhello, im jeon wonwoo and i'll be your bodyguard from todayâ, he tells, his voice deep as he looks at you, his alluring gaze catching your attention.
âhi! iâm yn! nice to meet youâ, you say a little too enthusiastically as you hold out your hand for a handshake. youâre already cringing at your actions but wonwoo reaches out and shakes your hand nonetheless and gives you a small nod.Â
after that there is a moment of awkward silence before you speak again. âum i donât think iâll be going anywhere today so you can start tomorrowâ, you tell. you didnât want him to be waiting around unnecessarily. he just looks down at you.
âi have been assigned to stay by your side at all timesâ, he tells. âbut iâm just going to be homeâ, you tell. âitâs fine uh - i can call you wonwoo right?â, you ask and he gives you a curt yes.
âright wonwoo, itâs all right, just clock off work, itâs fine for todayâ, you tell and he looks like heâs thinking before he speaks again.Â
âif you insistâ, is all he says before he gives you a small nod of acknowledgement, telling you heâll be here tomorrow before heâs turning around and walking off.Â
the next morning, youâre sleeping peacefully when you hear your doorbell ring. who was at your doorstep so early? you must be hearing things you think. after a few moments you hear your doorbell ring again and you groan as you let out a yawn, unwillingly getting out of bed as you drag your feet to the door, your eyes barely open, still laced with sleep. you open the door to see a tall figure in front of you, your eyes still unfocused and you're confused before you hear the voice.
âgood morningâ, he tells and you blink your eyes a couple of times before you realise who it was.Â
âoh wonwoo hiâ, you tell, trying to process this information. âitâs only uh-â â7amâ, he fills in.
âright, 7amâ, you tell, yawning again. âwhy are you here so early?â, you ask and your eyes a bit more awake now to take in the sight in front of you. wonwoo was adorned in another crisp suit, his hair perfectly styled and you could smell the waft of his cologne as you stood.
âmy working hours start from 7amâ, he tells matter of factly. âright, uh okay just come inâ, you tell, moving inside, not bothering to see if he was following you. you go back to your room to fetch your phone, seeing an email from your professor. they wanted to have a meeting with the principal - well this couldnât be good.Â
the entire time youâre getting ready, wonwoo is just standing in one corner of your hall. you told him he could sit but he insisted on standing so you just shrug your shoulders and let it go. you donât have the time to eat breakfast and you lock your house door, about to get in the car when wonwoo speaks again.Â
âiâll driveâ, he tells, holding his hand out for the key.Â
âoh no, itâs fine i can manageâ, you tell.
âiâve been told to drive you wherever you needâ, he adds, looking at you and he had the look of someone you did not want to interfere in his work with.
there was no point arguing with this man was there? you sigh, handing him the key and sitting in the front seat next to him because sitting in the complete back would make you feel weird. wonwoo somehow knew the route to your college and he parks the car effortlessly in the parking lot, which is honestly impressive. (or you just had bad parking skills shh)
you see the crowd as you step out, and through all the people and you can even spot a few paparazzi if you looked carefully. you glance back at wonwoo and then the campus entrance. if you went with wonwoo, you were definitely going to get attention - unwanted attention that is. he was obviously going to stand out in that outfit of his.Â
âjust stay here, iâll be back, itâll be quickâ, you say.
âi'm afraid i canât do that, iâm assingned to accompany you wherever you go as your bodyguardâ, he says, looking at you.
âi know, but iâll be quick, nothing will happenâ, you add as you unbuckle your seatbelt.
âi will be accompanying youâ, he responds. even with all those looks he was really dense huh, it was like talking to a wall.
âfine god just comeâ, you finally tell, slightly annoyed. jeonghan really got you a tough bodyguard didn't he.
as soon as you step foot on campus, everyoneâs head turns towards you and obviously everyone is whispering something about the man following behind you - wonwoo. you mentally curse as the crowd around you becomes larger as you walk, everyone stopping to see what was going on. wonwoo is quick to maintain an armâs distance outside as he walks beside you and making sure people don't surround you. you try to look down as you just walk ahead, straight into the principal's office. wonwoo stands outside.Â
âyn glad you could make itâ, your professor says, as the principal sits beside, just giving you a small nod.Â
âwhat did we need to talk aboutâ, you ask, looking between your principal and professor.
you watch as your principal sits up straighter, interlocking his palms on the table before they speak.Â
âi know you just have a semester left before you graduateâ, he starts off. âbut given the current situation, it would be hard for us to continue classes with you being presentâ, he adds.
âi could do online classesâ, you suggest but you principle just shakes his head.
âyn, we acknowledge the effort and dedication you have demonstrated throughout your academic journey at our institution. your accomplishments have been commendable, and we recognize the hard work you have put into your studiesâ, he starts. âwe really do ynâ, your professor adds.
âbut we have to bring attention to a significant concern that has risen due to recent incidents involving you and a related controversyâ, your principal continues.
oh god, where was this conversation going. youâre about to open your mouth to speak when your principle starts talking again.Â
âthe college has carefully assessed the situation and after thorough consideration, it has been determined that unfortunately, you will be unable to graduate at this time. this decision is a result of the impact of the controversy on the overall reputation and values of the institutionâ, he finishes and it takes you two seconds to fully understand the situation and what was exactly going on right now.
âwhat?â, you let out, shocked. âwe know this might be sudden but we are-â,Â
âno no, this is not fair, you canât do thisâ, you interject.Â
âit is fair, considering the reputation of our institution is on the lineâ, he adds.Â
âexcuse me?â, you scoff. âi'm in no way related to what is going on right nowâ, you add.
âit is involving your fatherâ, he says. âexactly, my father, not me. so i do not see why you would have to go to this extremeâ, you tell, not letting this go lightly.
âynâ, your professor says in a warning tone.
âfour years. four years of my life iâve spent studying and working hard and youâre just gonna throw that all away and not let me graduate over a controversy? over something that is not true let me tell you thatâ, you tell, upset. âthatâs not right and not fairâ, you add. âletting me graduate is the least you can do, itâs only a semester come onâ, you plead.Â
âthe decision is finalâ, your principal tells.Â
âwhat no, you can let me take the semester later, i can still graduate thenâ, you suggest, trying to be hopeful but the air in the room was tense.
âyn thank you for your time and we wish you all the luck in your futureâ, you principal tells, completely dismissing you.Â
âyou canât do this, youâll be hearing from me remember thatâ, you tell, standing up and pulling the door open, walking out. the hallways are thankfully relatively empty because itâs class hours and everyone was in the lecture halls or study rooms. but as you turn you bump into jaehyun.Â
âjaehyun hi!â, you tell as you approach him. âi'm so sorry i havenât been able to text you, iâve been so occupiedâ, you tell as jaehyun barely looks at you as you speak, checking his phone, texting someone else.Â
âiâm free this week though so i thought we could go out to dinner or somethingâ, you suggest, hoping that maybe a date would help you get your mind off things.
âyeah iâm not sure about thatâ, he tells. âoh are you busy? we can-â
âlisten yn, considering everything going on right now, i wouldnât want to be seen with youâ, he tells and youâre hurt by his words.Â
âbut i donât see how that matters if you like meâ, you tell, trying to hold it together.Â
jaehyun only lets out a small laugh. âlike you? i only dated you because you were rich, was a nice thing to boast about until your dad had to be revealed as a thiefâ, he tells, mocking you and his words sting.
âthatâs not trueâ, you tell. âi hope he rots in jailâ, he adds, before leaving, having completely trampled over your heart and feelings.Â
youâve completely forgotten about wonwoo and itâs only when you turn around that you see him, a few paces behind you and no doubt he heard everything, just great. you bite the inside of your cheek as you look down, walking ahead and walking straight to the car, embarrassed but also upset. you get in the car, not bothering for wonwoo to open the door for you and sit inside, tears welling in your eyes. wonwoo stands outside like heâs unsure, giving you a moment of privacy before youâre rolling down the window and telling him to drive you home.
the car ride is quiet and youâre just looking out the window the entire time, trying not to cry. it wasn't fair. any of this wasnât fair. you just wanted to curl up and hide right now. you can feel your stomach rumbling, protesting for not being given breakfast and you sigh, putting a hand on your stomach. now that you were aware, you were actually really hungry. you had half the mind to stop somewhere and buy something but you didnât want to deal with people right now.Â
âdid you eat breakfast?â, you ask wonwoo, feeling suffocated with the silence in the car.Â
ânot exactly, but i did eat somethingâ, he informs. you nod your head, thinking of what else to ask him.
âso how come you chose this bodyguard businessâ, you ask, glancing over at wonwoo.
âit suits me, iâm good at itâ, he replies, giving you a short answer.Â
âright, i seeâ.Â
a few more seconds of silence follows before wonwoo speaks. âare you okay?â, he asks, his eyes still trained on the road ahead of him. his question takes you aback. it had been ages since someone asked you that. are you okay? those three words that had the capability of making you rethink your life and look into yourself. were you okay? no, not really. life sucked right now and you wanted nothing more than to just curl up in bed and cry.Â
âi-i donât knowâ, you answer, letting out a sigh as your fingers play with your mother's ring on your hand, something you did when you were anxious or lost in thought.Â
âiâm used to it, itâs fineâ, you add quickly.
after a few more minutes, wonwoo is pulling up into your driveway and he parks the car, getting out. you donât know how this man managed to walk so fast because just as youâre about to turn your body to open the door, wonwoo is already there, holding the car door open for you.Â
âoh um thank youâ, you tell softly as you get out.Â
you realized it was going to take you a while to break into wonwooâs wall and befriend him. it looked like he was going to be with you for a while, until the trial was over atleast so might as well become friends. he did prove to be a hell though, it was like talking to a robot, but who said you werenât up for the challenge?
itâs a new week and wonwoo is driving you to the cat shelter since itâs your day to volunteer today. atleast during all these sudden changes in your life, this was a constant. it felt comforting in a way. the animal shelter was run by a sweet lady who also adored you. coming here always made you feel better, no matter how shitty your day had been.Â
you enter the shelter and immediately all the cats recognise your scent and meow, as if they were welcoming you. the owner comes out to see what the commotion was about and smiles upon seeing you.
âyn! itâs so nice to see youâ, she greets, pulling you in for a hug.Â
âitâs good to be backâ, you tell.Â
âwhoâs this mystery manâ, she asks, referring to wonwoo.
âmy bodyguard. with everything happening and the trial and all, things are getting out of hand â, you explain and she nods. âquite the catch isnât heâ, she says, teasing you and you chuckle.
âi'm so sorry to hear about all this though, just know iâm here for youâ, she tells.Â
âthank youâ, you tell, grateful.
âwell you carry on, i just need to finish writing these invoices and iâll join youâ, she adds, walking back to the office room and youâre left alone with all the cats.
âhello fluffyâ, you tell, looking down to the cat whoâs brushing against your legs,Â
wonwoo stands at the side of the room like heâs been punished even though you again insist that he can sit down but he insists on standing. you sigh, whatever suited him. you turn your attention back to the cats surrounding you and start your duties.Â
you had to clean their litter, feed them and make sure the ones who were on medication were given the medicine. after youâre done cleaning the litter, you realise you need to open a new bag of litter, the only problem? it was 15kgs heavy and in no way were you capable of lifting that huge bag to the litterbox area. you go back to the front and wonwoo is still standing, his hands neatly folded in front of him as he just stares at the wall. he really needs to relax you thought. you walk up to him, hands on your hip.
âi need your help, come hereâ, you ask and you hear the shuffle of wonwooâs feet behind you as you walk.Â
âcan you help me lift this?â, you ask, holding one end of the bag. wonwoo doesnât say a word as he holds the bag and lifts it himself effortlessly and carries it to where you want it. damn, he was strong.Â
you fill up the box with new litter, washing your hands and come back to the front.Â
âi have a surprise for youâ, you hear the owner say and she walks towards one of the boxes covered by a cloth. she uncovers it and a second later you hear a high pitched meow, followed by another and another.Â
âoh my godâ, you squeal. âpoe littered! i completely forgot she was dueâ, you tell, looking as she brings the box down and the kittens overflow out of the box in a frenzy, climbing out of the box and making their way towards you with their wobbly but determined feet. you bend down to see them and theyâre adorable. you watch as the battalion of kittens make their way to wonwoo, climbing on his shoes and meowing up at him, ambushing him practically.
you giggle as one cheeky kitten even climbs up wonwooâs suit and all the way to his shoulder, sitting there perched while wonwoo just stands there, completely ignoring the fact that he was being attacked by vicious kittens right now.Â
âyou should adopt that one, it likes youâ, you tell as you hold a kitten in your hands, referring to the one sitting perched on his shoulder.Â
âi already have a cat at homeâ, he tells and this piece of information makes you raise your brows in surprise.
âreally? you have a catâ, you ask in surprise. âi doâ, he answers quietly.
âoh my god, show me a pictureâ, you ask.
wonwoo only blinks at you. âi refrain from using my phone during work hoursâ, he tells smoothly and you roll your eyes.Â
âcome on wonwoo, donât be like that. itâs fine, just show meâ, you ask again. âplease?â, you add and wonwoo looks at you for a few more seconds before heâs moving his hand to remove his phone from his jacket pocket. the kitten on his shoulder makes a move, almost about to fall but wonwoo is quick to catch it and itâs now sitting in the palm of his hand, as he operates his phone with the other hand. he turns his phone towards you, revealing the picture of his cat.Â
âher name is oreoâ, he tells.
âaww sheâs so pretty and so cute!!â, you exclaim. wonwooâs cat was gorgeous actually. she was a black cat with white paws, white whiskers and a patch of white on her neck and chest.Â
âsheâs a rescue tooâ, he adds, and that little piece of information lifts your heart.Â
âthatâs nice. her little white paws are adorable oh my goshâ, you tell as you smile up at wonwoo. âtheyâre like little socksâ, you say, chuckling at yourself as you hand his phone back to him. you notice how the kitten in his hand was busy chewing the end of his tie. if you looked carefully, you could see the faintest hint of a smile on his lips right now as he watched the kitten playing in his hands. how cute.
wonwoo drives you back home after you finish all your duties at the shelter and you get a text from jeonghan about your fatherâs trial. the first trial was set for next week.Â
you're just at home and youâre certainly not used to the intrusion to your sleep at 7am every day now when wonwoo comes to work to start his duties. you told him to stay at home and youâd call him if you needed him but no, he didnât listen. so here he was at 7am on the dot everyday at your doorstep. you yawn as you open the door, mumbling something to wonwoo about changing his work timings to 9am instead.Â
youâre brushing your teeth, walking around the room and you can see wonwoo standing as usual. you wash your face and head towards the kitchen. you needed coffee now. you glance towards wonwoo occasionally because honestly, even if he was just standing there, he looked soâŠ.effortlessly handsome. oh my god. you should not be having these thoughts right now. it was too early for this. you really needed some coffee to get your head straight.
âdo you want some coffee?â, you ask wonwoo as you look at him.
âiâm good, thank youâ, he says. of course he was going to say that.
âhow do you like your coffee?â, you prod him again.Â
âblackâ, he says.
and of course he likes his coffee black.Â
âwell, i like a latte, ice or hot depending on my mood, sometimes with caramel sauce if iâm feeling fancy but otherwise mostly plainâ, you tell, dumping this piece of information onto wonwoo as you struggle to open your coffee powder jar. you try again but it wasnât budging. you try again this time, trying to concentrate all your strength onto your hand, but it didnât work and it wasnât opening. without a word, wonwoo comes forward and offers to open it. he takes the jar from your hands and opens it effortlessly in one shot, probably because of his super strength. you mumble out a thank you and instead of letting him go back to that sad corner beside the wall, you ask him to take a seat in front.
âwonwoo, you should know that you standing there at the side of the room like youâve been punished is just extremely weird. please sit, iâm not gonna kill you, seriously, iâm a nice personâ, you explain, your hand pointing to the stool that was on the left of him. âi would prefer-â, he starts. âno, i would prefer if you just sat please. youâre supposed to listen to whatever i say rightâ, you tell, looking at him with your hands crossed over your chest.
he doesnât say anything but finally takes a seat and you do a little celebration inside your head. âsee! thatâs so much betterâ, you tell, already feeling at ease.Â
you continue making your coffee and youâre halfway through making your coffee when you hear your doorbell ring. you glance at wonwoo before putting your mug down. but wonwoo gets up, telling you heâll check who it was.Â
âwho are you?â, you hear wonwoo ask as he opens the door and you walk up to the door, curious. âwho is it?â, you ask and when the person comes into view, you let out an excited squeal.
âRANIAAâ, you exclaim, accidentally pushing wonwoo to the side as you pull rania inside, only to see skye behind them. âOH MY GODâ, you exclaim again, pulling rania into a hug and then skye. meanwhile wonwoo just stands in the corner of the cramped doorstep, regaining his balance from your not so subtle shove.
âwhat are you guys doing hereâ, you ask, once all the excitement has toned down and both rania and skye are seated on the couch.Â
âweâve been seeing the news and everything thatâs been happeningâ, skye says.
âso we came to support you, it must be so hard right nowâ, rania adds.Â
âaw you guys are really the bestâ, you tell. it had been years since you last saw them, both of them having moved to different countries. though you guys were separated by distance, you were still connected by your unhinged and chaotic group chat.
âby the way, whoâs the handsome hunk over thereâ, rania asks, not so subtly.Â
ârania jeez, heâs my bodyguard calm downâ, you tell but you donât miss the glint in their eyes.Â
âis he singleâ, rania asks and you glare at them.
âstop itâ, you tell and skye chuckles beside you.
âwait, werenât you dating jaehyun?â, skye adds and your face falls. âyeah about that, he uh dumped meâ, you tell and skye is quick to pull you in a reassuring embrace.Â
âthis is your sign to date that guy, shoot your shot before itâs too late bestieâ, rania encourages, making you laugh.Â
âenough about me, how are you guys? howâs seungkwan and soonyoungâ, you ask, eager to know more about them. you watch as rania and skye exchange a glance between themselves before looking at you.
âtheyâre coming here tomorrowâ, they tell in unison and you almost yell. âreally?â, you ask, shocked but also excited.Â
âthey wanted to see you too so we dragged them along with us, but there was a goof up with the plane tickets and they had to rebook on a different flightâ, skye explains.Â
âitâs okay, we can all go out together tomorrowâ, you tell and they smile.Â
rania and skye end up going back at the end of the day and poor wonwoo had to witness you three maybe talk a little too much. you were sure he was glad when he clocked off work, beyond relieved he didnât have to hear you all chatter anymore. even though you told him he could leave early, that you were going to just be home, he again didn't listen to you, saying that he would stay, saying something about upholding his duty. rania bombarded him with too many questions and you were sure he was going to get more from seungkwan and soonyoung tomorrow, poor guy.Â
the next day youâre excited to see your besties again and wonwoo is yet again standing near the wall like heâs a statue. youâve given up at this point really. before they arrived, you briefed wonwoo on being nice to them, especially to seungkwan and soonyoung, who were probably going to hound him with questions again today. âdonât be mean to them if they ask you questionsâ, you tell, pointing a finger at wonwoo. âbe nice to them okay?â, you tell, adding a little glare to make sure your point went across.Â
you wear a simple yet cute outfit and before you know it, your house is filled with laughter and smiles as soonyoung and seungkwan greet you.Â
âoh my god, itâs so nice to see you guys!â, you tell, excited as soonyoung and seungkwan smile back at you. âsame here ynâ, they tell.Â
âwe planned a little double dateâ, skye tells. âmake it a triple date, you can ask wonwoo to joinâ, rania adds, winking at you and you roll your eyes at her.
âwho is whatâ, seungkwan asks, finally noticing the other presence in the room.
âmy bodyguard. given the current situation my father thought it would be bestâ, you explain.Â
âwoah he looks strongâ, soonyoung adds and before you know it, both the boys make their way to wonwoo while you girls decide on where to go for your little double or well triple date.
âhelloâ, soonyoung says to wonwoo. wonwoo only responds with a small nod of his head, standing still.Â
âhow long have you been a bodyguard for?â, seungkwan asks.
wonwoo glances at seungkwan, looks him up and down before answering. âfour yearsâ, wonwoo tells.Â
âwoah! so howâd you become one? is there like a special training school for this?â, soonyoung asks, completely serious and utterly curious.Â
âitâs a sub branch in the security industryâ, is all wonwoo answers with.Â
âcan i ask you a questionâ, seungkwan asks, bringing his hand around wonwooâs shoulder which wonwoo shrugs off in a second.Â
âwhat do you think of yn?â, seungkwan adds, acting like he wasnât just shrugged off by wonwoo.
âyn is my clientâ, wonwoo says, like heâs stating a fact.
âi know sheâs your client dude but what do you think of her, you know?â, seungkwan adds, trying to knock some sense into wonwoo, who clearly didnât have any romantic braincell.
âyou should take her out on a date, cheer her up. i'm sure she feels bad about everything happening with her father and allâ, seungkwan explains nicely.
âyeah!â, soonyoung adds. weâre going on a double date anyway, you can join us and itâll become a triple dateâ, soonyoung adds with enthusiasm.Â
wonwoo just stares at these two boys like theyâre idiots before answering. âthatâs not in my job descriptionâ, he tells.
seungkwan visibly gets annoyed. âman, youâre really dense you knowâ, he adds. âitâs gonna hurt your romantic life in the long run buddyâ, seungkwan adds with a look.Â
wonwoo doesnât say anything and that was the last straw for seungkwan and he grabs soonyoungâs arm, both of them making their way to the couch where you were busy chatting.
âokay, so weâre getting sushiâ, rania announces and everyone cheers. you guys headed to the sushi place, wonwoo, you, rania and skye in one car and seungkwan and soonyoung following behind in the car they rented. you reach the sushi place and you guys sit inside. it seemed like today was your lucky day because you didnât see any paps around or didnât anyone seem to recognise you. you all took a seat while wonwoo told you that heâd wait by the car. you asked him (while rania almost yelled at him to join us) but he was stern about staying by the car. you let him be because you didnât want to inconvenience him at the end of the day. you werenât going to cross his boundaries if he didnât want to. you finish your sushi date and come home happy and satisfied.
later that week, you get to meet with jeonghan, your fatherâs lawyer, to see how things are going regarding your fatherâs trial.Â
âso mr. jeon has been telling me you havenât been going to college? i know things have been bad but missing classes in your last semester is not the thing to be doingâ, jeonghan tells.
âheâs reporting to you now is he?â, you ask, your brow raised. âwell i did hire himâ, he adds.
âiâm not missing classes on purposeâŠitâs just thatâ, you start sighing. âthey told me i canât graduate because of everything happening and fatherâs controversy. something about damaging the institutionâs reputationâ, you tell and jeonghan sits up straighter.
âwhy didnât you tell me anything before?â, jeonghan asks.Â
âi was going to! but then it just slipped my mind, and i know youâve been busy tooâ, you add, hoping to redeem yourself.
jeonghan gives you a knowing look. âyn this is no small matter, i will look into this and make sure you can graduate. this is a ridiculous thing to doâ, he tells and you nod in approval. âthanksâ , you tell and he nods.
âhow are you finding your bodyguard?â, jeonghan asks and you already sigh.
âheâs soâŠi donât know, heâs so good at what he does but also kinda intimidating. he barely speaks it feels like iâm talking to a wall half the timeâ, you tell, chuckling. âbut heâs cuteâ, you add, that tiny detail making jeonghan laugh.
âi think itâll take some time to befriend him but iâm on itâ, you add and jeonghan gives you a look. âjust donât get too closeâ, he adds with a warning.Â
you were at the library today, you needed an escape and books seemed like the perfect solace right now. youâre wearing a simple outfit, black jeans with a purple top and a jacket on top because somehow even though the sun was up, the air was chilly and windy. youâre busy arranging the books that have been borrowed back in their rightful places, already knowing which book and genre goes where. wonwoo follows you around silently while youâre aimlessly talking to him about each book you pick up and put back on the shelf, offering him information about it - if you had read it, if it was on your TBR, if it was good, bad or worth a read. wonwoo seemed to be listening to you keenly. you grab the next book, and start telling wonwoo about it.
âi read this book years ago and i still love it to this date, the characters were so funny. but if iâm being honest the guy in this book was kinda an assâ, you add, as you locate the bookâs spot on the shelf that was all the way at the top. you went on your tiptoes to reach it, trying to place it but missed. âand now that iâm older, the girl in the book was also a bit stupid you know, like-â you continue, but you feel wonwoo come up behind you and see his hand reach out, taking the book from your outstretched arm and placing in on the shelf with ease. you turn around, looking up at wonwoo, who is now so close to you.Â
âwhy do you think the character was stupid?â, he asks, looking at you curiously. you blink up at him before answering, your mind suddenly distracted as you try to form a coherent sentence. âyou know like-it was young love and-uh and they did-some stupid things-that um-i only realised when i got older-â, you stutter out, a flustered mess as you continue to look up at wonwoo. he looked so pretty up close and you could smell his cologne, which only made you want to lean into his presence. you feel your cheeks heat up as you look at him, starting to get lost in his eyes, his gaze. the way he looked at you like nothing else mattered to him apart from you made your heart race. you could feel your heart thumping loudly against your chest as you opened your mouth to speak again but closed it as no words came out. you step to the side, trying to create some distance between wonwoo, but you end up tripping on the stool that was placed there, almost falling, but wonwoo is quick to catch you, his arms catching your waist as he pulls your body against his.
âwatch where you stepâ, wonwoo says as he holds you, and youâre acutely aware of how his hands feel on your body, the way he holds you, strong but gentle. and the way heâs looking at you makes your mind seem to go blank and the faint feeling of butterflies erupts in your stomach. ât-thanksâ, you quickly say before you straighten out and stand on your own. you quickly grab a book from the cart and turn around, trying to calm your over-excited heart as you pretend to walk ahead before wonwoo calls out for you.Â
âisnât the historical section that way?â, he asks and you look at the book in your hand. it was a historical book indeed. you huff out a breath and turn around, speed walking past wonwoo as you find the shelf and put the book back in place as you mutter to yourself about why wonwoo had to be so attentive, observant and stupidly attractive.
today is your fatherâs first trial and you were nervous,. even though jeonghan told you that you didnât have to come, you wanted to. you knew your father needed your support right now, regardless of how rocky your relationship has been with him. so here you were in the car, nervous, while wonwoo was well, calm. but it was nice, having a calm energy near you, it sort of grounded you.Â
you turn the corner to the court and god, it was crowded. people had surrounded the road and courthouse, media and paparazzi waiting to snap photos and cover the event. you realised how serious this was and what it would mean if your father was found guilty, shit.
you observed the crowd, ducking down in your seat a little, already feeling overwhelmed. you hated crowds, especially crowds like this. you knew it wasnât the good type of crowd and the sense of dread was already pooling in your stomach. maybe you should just turn the car around and go home. your hand is anxiously playing with the ring on your finger and as the car pulls up to the entrance to the courthouse, you can hear the screams and yells of people and see the flashes of light go off as the media take photos.Â
you gulp, anxious and the car comes to a halt. wonwoo swiftly gets down and he is quick to open your side of the car. it takes you a second to get out and the minute you get out, people surround you even more. If it wasnât for the police barricade and wonwoo beside you, you were sure youâd have been trampled.
wonwoo is swift as he guides you inside, making sure no one touches you. he envelopes his other hand around your shoulder, but doesnât touch you, having a gentlemanâs hand while he guides you and youâre relieved once you step inside the building and the yells of people die down. you enter the trial room and take a seat. you spot your father and jeonghan and give them a small smile. your father - well he looked tired. you were just hoping jeonghan could get him through this because you donât know what you were going to do otherwise.
the prosecution was really piling up all sorts of accusations against your father, but jeonghan was well prepared and defended whatever was coming up. firstly, according to what jeonghan had mentioned, there was no evidence or even if there was it could have been tampered with. the anonymous said person who was said to have tipped off the police with the evidence could not be trusted. jeonghan insisted that this person testify in court and that this anonymous person should be brought in for questioning.Â
by the time the first trial is done, itâs already been four hours. the next trial would be held in a few days where witnesses will be brought forward to testify. but from the hush talks in the room after the court was adjourned, you could tell no one was really on your father's side. your fatherâs company stocks had dropped, brand deals were pulling out and things were obviously not in your fatherâs favour at all. you were going to try everything in your power to bring your fatherâs company back up again and prove to everyone that he was indeed innocent. because thereâs no way he would have done those things, right?
as you manage to locate jeonghan, who sits down with you for a bit, he tells you about a message from your father.Â
âyou know the annual business charity club ball that your father attends every year rightâ, jeonghan says. âyeahâ, you tell.
âwell, obviously since you father cannot go this year, heâs asked you to go in his placeâ, jeonghan finishes and you give him a look.
âme? you know i hate that eventâ, you tell.
âbut itâs been planned and it cannot be cancelled, not even in this situation. so, youâre going and itâs final. i will text you the location and date later. but please go, atleast for your fatherâs sake. heâs losing a lot of people right now so if you could try to restore peopleâs faith and trust in you and your father, it would be helpfulâ, jeonghan tells.Â
âfine, i guess thatâs the least i can doâ, you tell as you look at jeonghan. âis he okay? heâll be okay right?â, you ask and jeonghan nods. âhe should be, iâm doing everything in my power to defend himâ, jeonghan answers.Â
you exit the meeting room with jeonghan and he takes off, saying he has to arrange some documents for the next trial. you werenât able to meet your father because they didnât allow you to right now which was a stupid rule. you walk out and youâre looking around for wonwoo but don't see him. and in your search for him, you make the mistake of walking towards the entrance, where the media people were. they spot you and in a second youâre surrounded, with people shoving cameras and mics in your face, bombarding you with questions, all talking over each other as you panic. you try to move but they follow you and soon, youâre being pushed outside and the people outside start yelling when they see you. someone shoves you and you lose your balance, almost falling as someone else grabs your left hand. you yelp out in pain as they yank your hand and just then you feel a figure come up behind you - wonwoo. his hand embraces your shoulder this time, as he holds out another hand to block people. you can feel the hand holding yours let go as wonwoo pries it off you and he pushes people back and people actually do move back because wonwoo meant business. he guides you to the car and you sit, finally away from the crowd. itâs only when you see wonwoo up front at the drivers seat that you realise you were sitting in the passenger seat behind. you didnât mind though. wonwoo is swift to take a seat and you can feel him look at you through the rearview mirror. he doesnât say anything, but starts the car and drives.Â
by the time you get back home, itâs late, already hitting 10:30pm. itâs only when you are inside does wonwoo finally speak.
âitâs dangerous for you to go out aloneâ, he says, standing in front of you as you put you bag onto the countertop.
âi was looking for you but i couldnât find you, i didnât mean to wander off alone like thatâ, you try to explain. âit was all too sudden, i really didnât know what to doâ, you add.Â
âjust wait for me next timeâ, he asks,
âbut where were you?â, you counter.
âi was at the east wing door, waiting for you to finish talking but when i looked inside, you werenât there.
âoh, i think i exited from the door on the other side, thatâs whyâ, you tell.
"if you donât see me, call me next time, pleaseâ, he says and you nod in understanding.Â
wonwooâs eyes glance down to your hand, the slightest marks of a bruise visible. âis your hand okay?â, he asks, taking a step forward to examine it further. âyeah, itâs fine, itâs-â, you stop as you look at your hand, only to see it bare. your ring, it wasnât there. you look down on the floor, thinking it must've fallen there but itâs not. your other hand caresses your empty hand where the ring used to be, hoping that it wasnât really missing but you donât feel it. you donât feel the ring. you feel the panic start to set in as you realise whatâs just happened. fuck. then it hits you, the courtroom. it must've been pulled off when your hand was grabbed. you had to go back there, you had to look for it.
âwe have to go backâ, you tell wonwoo, as you step forward, but wonwoo is quick to stop you.Â
âyn, itâs lateâ, he tells sternly.
âno you donât understand, i lost my ring, it mustâve fallen there, i need to find itâ, you tell frantically and wonwoo doesnât understand why youâve become so worked up over a ring.
âitâs just a ring yn, you can get another oneâ, he tells and you snap your head up at him, visibly upset. just a ring?Â
âitâs not just a ring wonwooâ, you tell, tears prickling in your eyes. âyou wouldnât understand, fuck, i have to-i have to find itâ, you tell again but wonwooâs hand is firm as he holds you back again.Â
âynâ, he says. âno we need to go nowâ, you yell, pulling your arm loose from his grip âiâll go myselfâ, you counter, trying to reach for the car keys on the counter but wonwoo pulls your hand away.
âyn weâll go later alrightâ, he tells. âno no no we need to go nowâ, you yell again, a tear escaping your eyes, rolling down your cheeks slowly. your vision gets blurry and you move back, panic setting in. fuck how could you lose your mothers precious ring.Â
âno no no, this canât be happeningâ, you mumble. you try to feel for your ring again, hoping that it was all just a misunderstanding, but your finger was empty. you donât hear wonwoo calling out to you as you ears start ringing and your eyes fill with tears again. âiâm such an idiot how could i lose itâ, you tell yourself, beating yourself up over the incident.
wonwoo realised you were having a panic attack, and he also realised that what he said could have been triggering. âynâ, says, coming towards you and you feel the weight of his hands on your shoulders as he looks down at you and you look up at him, a few more tears rolling down your cheeks. âweâll find your ring okayâ, he says, his voice somehow grounding you back to reality. âi promise weâll go back to find it, but not right now.â, he adds. another tear rolls down your cheek as you sniffle, looking up at wonwoo, feeling helpless. âweâll find it rightâ, you ask, your voice barely a whisper. âwe willâ, he assures.Â
wonwoo guides you to the couch and is quick to fetch you a glass of water. surprisingly, he takes a seat next to you, pushing the glass of water to you. you see him reach for something in his jacket pocket and then he reaches his hand out, offering it to you, his handkerchief. you gladly take the handkerchief and dab your cheeks dry, wiping your tears and sniffling as you try to calm down. wonwoo watches as you raise the glass to your lips and take a sip of water. there is silence between you both, unsure of what to say. you close your eyes for a few seconds, trying to gather yourself and your thoughts.Â
âiâm sorryâ, you mumble out, feeling bad at lashing out at wonwoo and maybe a little embarrassed about crying in front of him. you hated people seeing you cry.
âi should be sorry, it was insensitive of me to say thatâ, he says, as he watches you take another sip of water. you put the glass down, looking at your finger where your ring adorned it.Â
âit was my motherâs ringâ, you tell quietly after a few moments of silence. âafter she passed away, it was the only token i had to remember her byâ, you tell softly, lifting you head up to see wonwooâs gaze soften as he looks at you. âitâs the only thing i have left of herâ, you say, feeling yourself tear up again as you shift your gaze back down to your lap. you look back up at wonwoo and thereâs something different about him, a softness in his gaze, his expression and language. âiâm sorry to hear about your motherâ, he tells. you offer him a small smile. âitâs okay, iâve come to terms with it, besides i was really young when it happenedâ, you add.
you glance at the clock on the wall, seeing the time and releasing that it was late, that it was past wonwooâs working hours. âohâ, you say softly as your eyes glance at wonwoo and back to the clock. âiâm sorry if i held you backâ, you say, referring to the time. wonwoo quickly checks the time on the wristwatch adorning his hand before he looks back up at you.
âi can stay, if you want me toâ, he adds. âare you sure?â, you ask, unsure. he nods. âjust another hour thenâ, you ask and he gives you a yes. deep down you were glad he was staying back. you didnât think you could handle being alone right now, especially after what happened.Â
there are a few more seconds of silence before wonwoo speaks, suggesting that you should eat dinner perhaps, considering you hadnât really had a proper lunch either, being too anxious about your fatherâs trial.Â
âi need a burgerâ, you tell after a few minutes of silence. âdo you want me to place a delivery order for you?â, wonwoo asks. you shake your head. âno they donât deliver, weâll have to go thereâ, you tell and wonwoo looks unsure for a second. âitâs closeby, iâll show you the wayâ, you tell, already standing up.Â
you both get in the car and you show wonwoo the directions as he drives. you come by the place and park and youâre about to get out when wonwoo stops you.Â
âwait, let me surf the area, see if anyone is thereâ, wonwoo tells, opening his door and stepping out. by anyone he meant the paparazzi of course. he walks ahead a bit, his eyes searching the area for anyone suspicious and thatâs when you spot a girl sitting by the bench on the side looking at wonwoo. you knew what that look meant. wonwoo comes up by your window and you lower the glass, peeking out. you glance at the girl and then wonwoo, a laugh escaping your lips at your thoughts.
âwhatâs wrong?â, wonwoo asks, alert.
âthat girl over there is totally checking you outâ, you tell and wonwoo seems unfazed by this piece of information.
âi see three paparazzi, seems like they followed us. i suggest that you stay in the car and let me get you a takeawayâ, wonwoo tells.Â
âthat girl is totally going to ask for your numberâ, you add and wonwoo blinks at you.
âshe wonâtâ, he tells, dismissing your claims.Â
âshe totally willâ, you counter and he raises a brow at you.Â
âwanna make a betâ, you ask. âif you lose you have to buy me ice creamâ, you tell.Â
âwhat do you want me to get for youâ, wonwoo asks, resting his hand on the car window.Â
âget me the grilled burger with fries and extra sauceâ, you tell, handing wonwoo your card. wonwoo takes it as you tell him not to forget the extra sauce, adding that he should get something for himself too.
after about ten minutes, wonwoo comes into sight and just as you predicted, the girl sitting on the bench stands up and engages in a conversation with wonwoo. however, itâs short lived and wonwoo is making his way towards your car and the dejected look on the girlâs face tells you everything you need to know. wonwoo gets in the driverâs seat with the bag of food, which smelled divine, tingling your senses already.
âshe asked for you number didnât sheâ, you tell, teasing him a little.
âshe did notâ, wonwoo tells and you fake gasp.
âshe totally did, i read her lipsâ, you state and wonwoo shakes his head and gives in, amused.
âyou owe me ice creamâ, you state proudly, grinning at wonwoo.
âon what occasion?â, he asks.
âbecause you lost the betâ, you state.
âi remember making no such dealâ, he tells, like heâs teasing you, as he hands you back your card.
âwhatever, just know iâll extort this ice cream out of you one dayâ, you tell as you reach for the bag food.
you eat your burger in joy, proud that wonwoo in fact did not forget the extra sauce.Â
âdid you not get anything?â, you ask, as you chew, looking at wonwoo.
âi will eat something at home, thank you for the concernâ, he says. âdonât be like that!â, you tell, offering him a fry but he politely declines that too.
after youâve devoured your burger and fries, you sigh content. âthat was a good mealâ, you tell, satisfied. âif only i could get a desert nowâ, you tell, implying to wonwoo.
âbut i guess we should go, an hour is going to be upâ, you tell. wonwoo steps out of the car and youâre about to ask him what heâs doing when he walks over to your side and opens the door for you.
âdid you not want your ice cream?â, he asks and you look around before wonwoo tells you that the paps left. you smile and step out, happily walking up to the ice cream parlour that was right next to the burger joint. another hidden gem that served the best ice cream and sundaes.
you walk inside and sit in the corner booth all the way at the end. it gave you some privacy and was cozy. you donât even glance at the menu before youâre telling wonwoo what you want. âa chocolate brownie fudge delight pleaseâ, you tell, grinning up at wonwoo whoâs looking at you confused as he glances at the menu on the table, his eyes searching for the item youâve just named.
âbut that has two scoops of vanilla and two scoops of chocolate ice creamâ, he tells. you only look at him, confused. âand a whole brownie with chocolate sauce and nutsâ, he adds, like heâs questioning you.
âso?â, you ask.
âare you going to eat the whole thing?â, he asks and you scoff.Â
âdo not underestimate my ice cream eating abilities wonwooâ, you tell offended and just then the waitress comes, taking your order.
your sundae comes and youâre already smiling but when you take that first bite, itâs heaven and you sigh again, content with life right now. wonwoo looks at you like heâs still unsure that you can finish it.Â
âdo you want a bite? itâs really goodâ, you ask, pushing the bowl towards him. he politely declines again and you give him a look.Â
âyou know, you should live life more, because you only live onceâ, you tell, as you put another spoonful of ice cream in your mouth. âi mean of course if youâre allergic to nuts or lactose intolerant then thatâs a totally different story, but otherwise if someone tells me that they donât eat or donât like ice cream, i wouldnât trust them you know. because how can you not like ice cream? itâs like one of the best things to have been created. if you donât like ice cream then thereâs a serious problemâ, you ramble on to wonwoo, whoâs sitting opposite you, listening to you keenly.
âalso you should really talk more, i feel like iâm talking to myself half the time because you never say anything or you're always finishing your sentences in two or five wordsâ, you tell, oblivious to the fact there was chocolate sauce on the side of your lip. âwe need to come to some sort of understanding because-â, you stop mid sentence as wonwooâs hand reaches out to wipe the corner of your mouth gently. you stare at him for a couple of seconds before the weight of his actions hits you and you start coughing, flustered. wonwoo is quick to pour you a glass of water and offer it to you.
âare you okay?, he asks, looking worried and you nod. ây-yeahâ, you respond, suddenly feeling shy. you eat another spoonful of the ice cream, looking down at the bowl as you chew, feeling your cheeks heat up and you glance back up at wonwoo, whose eyes are still trained on you, and heâs looking at you deeply like heâs trying to decipher whatâs going on in your mind. the way he looked at you, god, it made you feel things.
âweâll find my ring rightâ, you ask again as you take the last bite of your sundae.Â
âi assure you that i will try my best to find itâ, he replies. silence engulfs you both again.
âthank you for todayâ, you tell. âit was a nice distraction or change from the situationâ, you tell, feeling grateful. you check the time on your phone and let out a small gasp at the time.
âoops, i guess i kept you for two hours instead of oneâ, you tell. âthatâs not an issueâ, he says. âif you ever need me, iâm always hereâ, he adds and somehow the way he says it feels soft, like this was his way of initiating friendship, telling you that he was indeed human and there was a sincerity in the way he said it.Â
âthank youâ, you say, giving him a genuine smile. wonwoo drops you off at home and then leaves, bidding you goodnight. you lay in bed, replaying the events of today in your head, thinking about wonwoo. even if he perhaps looked a bit cold and indifferent, he was actually really sweet, quiet, soft and gentle. you feel a blush creep up your cheeks as you think about what he did earlier and you turn over, burying your face into the pillow, letting out an annoyed groan as you kick your feet in the air.
you donât sleep well that night, your mind wandering to your motherâs ring and all your thoughts filled with finding it. you would find it right? you wake up at an ungodly hour and still restless before falling asleep in the early hours of the morning. when you wake up, you sleepily walk out and see a cup of takeaway coffee from your favourite cafe waiting for you. you glance at wonwoo and then at the cup of coffee.
âi thought you might want some coffeeâ, he fills in. âoh god i did need some coffee, thank you wonwooâ, you tell, taking a sip, grateful for his sweet gesture.Â
âwhen can we go find my ring? i really have to find it, iâll never forgive myself otherwiseâ, you say, putting the coffee back on the counter as you go on a sleepy rant when wonwoo steps forward and holds out his hand. he opens it and lo and behold, your ring is there. your jaw drops and you look up at wonwoo.Â
âno way. you found it, you really found itâ, you tell as you take the ring, examining it like you were making sure it was really yours before slipping it back on your finger.Â
youâre so happy and you jump at wonwoo, hugging him, âthank you thank you thank youâ, you chant, feeling so relieved right now, like a weight had been lifted off your shoulders. thatâs when you realise what you were doing, making you step back abruptly, clearing your throat. âi mean, thank youâ, you tell again, as you compose yourself. he gives you an appreciative nod and a small smile and you feel your stomach do a little somersault.
a week later the next trial is being held. you didnât go for this one, but you got updates from jeonghan and of course the news. the headlines about your father were also ridiculous, but you were used to it at this point really. itâs like the whole world was against your father right now, everyone hated him and you of course. people were angry and demanding justice and jail time, saying he stole taxpayers' money and that he owned the people back, that he should rot in jail for the rest of his life. you shake your head and open your front door to go water your garden when you see another small box on your doorstep. you had been getting these all week. they were threats and normally you should have been scared. but you thought it was a harmless joke. youâd gotten countless threats on the internet so you just assumed it was someone having some fun. shrugging it off, you decided to not tell wonwoo about this.Â
the weird boxes continue to come, but you realise that they got progressively worse each time, the last two even had death threats, and threats about breaking into your house, but yet again, you didnât take it seriously. you woke up later today, having trusted wonwoo with your house code so he could enter and start his duty and not have to wake you up at 7am every day.Â
when you walk to the living area, wonwoo is there. âgood morningâ, he greets and you yawn, waving at him. âyou got a parcelâ, he tells and you look at the counter, recognising the box. âshit not another oneâ, you mumble but wonwoo is sharp to hear it.
you open it, and this time itâs a bunch of your photos, cut up weirdly. but the worst part, your heads were cut off in all of them and there was a cryptic message too. wonwoo comes forward, sees the letter and is quick to look at you. he reaches out for the letter, taking it from your hand before you can hide it and his eyes scan over the contents of the letter, his jaw clenched.
âthis isn't okayâ, he says. âit probably isnât a big deal wonwoo, iâve been getting them all weekâ, you blurt out, before realising it and you can feel wonwooâs gaze get more intense.
âwhat? and you didnât think to tell me?â, he asks firmly. âi didnât want to make big deal out it, itâs probably harmless, i get stuff like this all the time onlineâ, you tell.
âbut this isnât onlineâ, he says, emphasizing his words.âand it's always not a big deal until something actually happens yn, this is dangerousâ, he tells, clearly upset about this, raising his voice slightly.
he makes you show him all the mail and he looks stressed to say the least. âyn you should have told me about thisâ, he says, stressed. âhow am i supposed to protect you if i donât know about things like thisâ, he adds and you can feel his eyes drill into you.Â
âiâm sorry wonwooâ, you say, feeling bad.
âwell, it is a big deal and action will be takenâ, he says. âthey know your address yn, do a lot of people know your address, where you live?â, he asks, making you think and thatâs when you realise. âohâ, you say. âi mean paps are around my house all the timeâ, you tell.
âbut this isnât a papâ, he tells. âit means this person has been following you aroundâ, he says. âyou mean like stalking?â, you ask. âyes exactlyâ, he tells. you gulp, suddenly realising the weight of the situation.
wonwoo looked stressed the entire day even though you told him not to worry and that youâd karate chop anyone who came near you. he didnât laugh at your joke, obviously, just keeping a straight face. that night, wonwoo seems apprehensive to leave, worried about the threats you were getting, but you assured him that you were going to be okay, that you were going to lock all your doors and windows and sleep.Â
the letters and threats keep coming, each getting more violent and wonwoo doesnât like it one bit. âwe need to put some cctvs around your houseâ, he tells you. you argue that you donât really need it, but he insists, and to be honest, in the long run, it could be useful so you cave in and he informs you that heâll make the arrangements.
that night, youâre lying in bed, busy watching a show on your laptop. it was late, but you couldnât sleep so here you were, catching up on a tv show. but thatâs when you hear a noise from outside. you shrug it off and continue watching when your phone pings.
i can see you
what the fuck. you get up and try to look out the window, not seeing anything, but thatâs when you hear a noise and you see the shadow of someone on the wall. it moves swiftly and you take a step back, scared. your phone pings again.
looking for me?
you swear you feel a shiver run down your spine. you hear a rattle on your window outside and you gasp, anxious as you tiptoe your way there and you swear you hear a laugh, making you jump.
did i scare you?
another text reads and you gulp, backing up. fuck.Â
you scramble to unlock your phone and you dial wonwoo, not knowing who else to call. he doesnât pick up on the first go and you hear the heavy boots of someone outside before you hear your glass window break, a stone getting thrown inside. you dial wonwoo again and he picks up.
âwonwoo, fuck, thereâs someone here, i think theyâre trying to break inâ, you tell in a panic and the phone gets disconnected as you yelp in pain as a small stone from outside that hits your hand, breaking the window furthur as glass shatters everywhere. you hand stings and you clutch your hand as you try to ground yourself. you start panicking, and getting anxious, tears brimming in your eyes. your phone slips from your hand, landing with a thud on the ground. you try to reach out for it but end up getting cut from the glass you couldnât see in the dark. you suck in a breath as you feel the sharp cut burn and you move back as you sink to the floor, hugging your knees to your chest, hiding under the dining table. what if wonwoo didnât come you thought as a tear escaped you. you had to get yourself together. but then another stone gets thrown shattering your already broken window. shit, what if someone came in right now. this wasnât good. your thoughts only add fuel to your panic and you just try to huddle under the table, your hands shaking.
you donât know how much time passed and you donât even hear your front door open as wonwoo runs in. âyn?â, he calls out. your house was still dark and you can hear the crunch of glass as he steps on it with his boots, cursing under his breath.
he calls your phone which had fallen down, as it lights up and rings. âyn?â, he calls out again, an edge to his voice, seeing your phone that was discarded on the floor. you raise your head, accidentally hitting it on the top and you wince. you hear wonwooâs feet shuffle around and he bends down, finally locating you. he offers you his hand and helps you up, which you gladly take. heâs quick to assess your state, guiding you to your bedroom because of all the glass thatâs scattered on the floor. he locates the switch and turns on the light and you wince a bit from the sudden intrusion of light. you sit down and wonwoo sits beside you. âare you okay? are you hurt?â, he asks, looking at you carefully before he spots the cut on your hand, bleeding badly. you donât know how he found your first aid kid, probably his super senses. wonwooâs sitting next to you as he aids to your cut. he gently holds your hand. âitâs going to burn a bit okayâ, he says before he dabs the cut and you wince when the disinfectant comes in contact with your cut, the sting burning and you close your eyes. he wipes it a few more times before letting it dry a bit and covering it with a bandaid. he can tell youâre still pretty shaken up, in a state of shock because of how quiet you are and the way your eyes are still glossed over and teary.
âitâs okay, we caught the personâ, he says, trying to help you ease up. âhe was running away just as i came and i caught him. heâs with the police right now, but youâll have to go to the station to answer some questions tomorrowâ, he explains.Â
âheâs gone?â, you ask and he nods and you feel yourself relax a little. you were okay. it was going to be okay.
âi thought you werenât going to comeâ, you mumble out. âi would come running for youâ, he says, making you look at him. his gaze is soft as he looks at you. âreally?â, you ask, softly as you start to get lost in his gaze. âyesâ, he says as he holds your gaze.
once everything is settled, he stands in front of you. it was 1am now. âiâll see you tomorrow thenâ, he said and he turned around to leave when you grab the end of his shirt sleeve. he turns around, looking down to his hand that you held onto his sleeve before he looks up at you. âcan you stay?â, you ask softly, peering up at him. âiâm a little scaredâ, you add softly, your hand still tugging on the end of his sleeve. âbut if you have to go, i understand,â you tell, reluctantly letting go of his sleeve. âiâll see you tomorrow anywayâ, you tell, feeling like you donât want to burden wonwoo anymore.
âitâs okay, i can stayâ, he says.Â
you tell wonwoo to sleep in the guest bedroom, practically dragging him there because he said heâd sleep on the couch. there was no way he was going to sleep on the couch, especially after the windows got broken there. wonwoo was a bit stubborn, but he finally gives in after you threaten to lock him in if he doesnât listen to you.
you say a small goodnight before you retreat back into your own room. you fall asleep, only to be awoken as you suddenly feel hot. your head is heavy and you donât feel good. you needed water. you stand up, feeling a little dizzy before you steady yourself and open your door, heading to the kitchen. you turn on the light and reach out to fetch glass from the counter but your grip falters and it falls to the ground, shattering. you curse under your breath. youâre about to bend down to clean it up but you hear wonwoo call out for you.
âyn?â, he asks as he steps into view, taking in the sight of you and the broken glass. heâs prompt to walk closer. âare you okay?â, he asks. âyeah, it just slippedâ, you tell softly. his gaze on your lingers before heâs swift to pick you up and place you on the counter and you donât even have the chance to protest about it. âlet me clean this up okayâ, he tells and is quick to remove all the glass and neatly sweep the area. your head is throbbing and you donât feel too good, your head feeling heavy.Â
âare you okay?â, wonwoo asks again, observing you keenly and he can tell that something is off about you, that you donât look okay. ây-yeahâ, you say softly, answering him. âyou can tell me if something is bothering you yn, iâm here for youâ, he adds, his eyes still trained on you and you feel utterly exposed when he looks at you like that, like he can tell exactly what you were thinking and feeling. you gulp.
âi-i donât feel too goodâ, you finally admit.
he raises his hand to gently press the back of his hand to your forehead and you watch how his eyebrows furrow.
"yn youâre burning upâ, wonwoo says, checking your temperature again. you hop down from the counter, not listening to wonwoo as his arm comes up to wrap around your waist to steady you as you stumble slightly.
âyn, you need to get back to bedâ, he instructs, a worried edge to his voice. before you know it, heâs scooping you up in his arms and carrying you bridal style back to the bedroom and you donât have it in your to say anything as he gently lays you down, adjusting your pillow for you. heâs quick to fetch you a glass of water. he asks you if you have any fever or headache medication and you shake your head lightly indicating that you didnât have any. he tells you heâll be back, that heâs just going to the pharmacy around the corner and you lay in bed, under the covers. the throbbing in your head only gets worse and you start to tear up. you fall asleep for a few minutes but awaken when you hear wonwooâs softly call out to you. you turn around, sniffling and wonwoo can tell you were crying, his expression softening as he sits down next to you.Â
he helps you take the medication for your fever, telling you that it is going to be okay, that he was right here. your hand brushes against his as you lay as you slowly fall asleep. you feel when his hand move and you reach out, grabbing onto his fingers. âstay, pleaseâ, you mumble, half asleep, holding onto his hand as you finally fall asleep.Â
you wake up in the morning and feel a bit better, sitting up. youâre about to get up when wonwoo enters, spotting you awake. âhow are you feeling?â, he asks. âa bit betterâ, you tell, still feeling a little tired.
âiâm sorry for keeping you upâ, you add softly, looking at him. âyou can take the day off today, iâm just gonna be at homeâ, you add.Â
âitâs not an issueâ, he fills in. âi got you some rice porridge, you should eat some and take the medication againâ, wonwoo informs. he offers to bring it to you but you decline, saying you wanted to get out of bed anyway. heâs a little hesitant but walks with you to the dining table where he brings the bowl of porridge to you.
you nibble on a few bites of the food, wonwoo keenly watching you and you feel like youâre being stripped bare again by the way he looks at you. âsorry if i kept you awakeâ, you tell, feeling a little bad.Â
âdonât apologise yn, iâm more than happy to be around and helpâ, he says.
after you eat a bit and take your medication, you sleep for a bit more, while wonwoo arranges for your windows to get fixed. you wake up after a few hours and you walk out. wonwoo is there, talking to one of the workers before he spots you in the corner of his eye. heâs dressed in rather casual clothes compared to his daily suits. today was just trousers with a shirt and blazer jacket. he still managed to look good. you were sure he would look good in everything. but the one thing you noticed was his hair, it was down, his bangs falling over his head. and somehow it softened his look, he looked so pretty. wonwoo makes his way towards you, greeting you.Â
âsorry if all the noise woke you upâ, he says as he takes in your appearance.
âitâs okay, i was up anyway", you say.
âtheyâre almost doneâ, he adds and you retreat back to your room, crashing in bed as you cuddle your pillow and youâre falling asleep again.
later that week, wonwoo was extra tight on security, he installed cctv cameras outside and the guy who was stalking you was put on a restraining order and fined. jeonghan had also messaged you about all the details about the charity business ball you had to attend in your fathers place. he said going to the ball would sort of put in a good word about your father while jeonghan was working on the trials, even though everything still looked uncertain as ever and the hate for your father just got worse.
the only thing you hated more than parties were parties that were held in the middle of nowhere. your dad always hosted this party at this venue in the middle of nowhere really, far from the city, saying the change of scenery added to the value and taste of the ball. youâd never gone to this charity business ball heâd hosted even though heâd invite you. you hated parties and all the people that came with it. it was tiresome and youâd much rather be at the comfort of your own home.
the charity ball was the news of the week, everyone was covering this and youâd bet some media people were going to be there being their nosy selves as usual. you end up meeting with your usual stylist - hwasa and sheâs more than happy to curate a bunch of outfits for you to try on and see which one works for the event. wonwoo accompanies you, standing in the corner of the room while you try on the twelfth dress, already exhausted by the whole process.
but out of all the dresses you tried, youâd liked this one the best. it was a white satin dress with full sleeves and you loved it. it fits you the best too. you step out, looking for hwasa but sheâs not there, probably gone to get a few more dresses. you see wonwoo, his eyes catching yours and you see the way they change, widening a little before going back to his stoic expression.Â
âhow do i look?â, you ask wonwoo, looking at him expectantly. he clears his throat before speaking. âyou look prettyâ, he says and you give him a look. âjust pretty? you have to give me more wonwoo. how do we like it from the other dresses?â, you ask, prodding him.
âitâs the best fit compared to the others and compliments you wellâ, he adds. âright! i thought so too!â, you tell, smiling. just then hwasa appears, smiling as she sees you. âthis is the oneâ, she says as she looks at you and you do a little twirl for her. âyup, let's go with this oneâ, you tell.
you decide to get an outfit for wonwoo too, you wanted him to look good so you send him with hwasa to get him an outfit, even though he said that he was alright, you insisted.
after the day is over, you head home, tired. the charity ball was on the weekend and it was already wednesday. you were not looking forward to this at all but you were only doing it for your fatherâs sake. and after all, the company was going to come into your hands later so you might as well show them who you are and what you were capable of, right?
you were supposed to ideally leave on friday night to the venue and stay at a hotel nearby, but you were nervous and somehow at last minute, the hotel you booked cancelled on you, so you just decided to go on the same evening, except it would be a three hour drive. youâre a frantic mess that morning. from going to hwasaâs studio to get your makeup and hair done, and you go back home, leaving from there after changing. the only hitch was they didnât have the shoes you chose in your size even though it was ordered but it didnât come on time, so now you were stuck with shoes that were a tad bit tight, but you had to put up with it in the name of fashion.Â
youâre all ready and you hear a knock on your door. âthe car is ready, iâll be waiting outsideâ, you hear wonwoo tell.
"i'll be there in a minute", you yell out as you quickly check your appearance in the mirror before you head out. it was going to be okay hopefully, but you couldnât help the feeling of dread already pooling in your stomach. you give yourself a smile in the mirror before walking out, your shoes already starting to feel uncomfortable. you have your small handbag with your stuff and grab your house key, locking up before turning around and your jaw almost drops on the floor because holy shit.
wonwoo. he looked gorgeous. he was wearing a black turtleneck paired with a black blazer. his hair was styled but over his forehead and he was wearing glasses. god. you stand there for a whole 30 seconds just staring at wonwoo because wow, he looks so hot right now. youâre not even looking when you take the next step, completely misplacing where you put your foot, tripping down the step but you feel a pair of hands grab your waist, steadying you as wonwoo is quick to catch you. your hands are draped on wonwoo as you look up at him and suddenly heâs so close and he smells so good. you can smell his cologne and it just draws you in more. youâre staring at wonwoo, surprised and your eyes flicker down to his lips for a split second before glancing back up.Â
âwoah are you okayâ, he asks, worried as he helps you get back on your feet, his hands still lingering around your waist.Â
ây-yeahâ, you mumble out, clearing your throat, and youâre acutely aware of his hands on your body again, making your cheeks heat up. your hand is still clutching wonwooâs hand before you pull your hand away, gulping as you look down.
you sit behind because your dress needs space so it wonât crease and you glance at wonwoo occasionally as he drives, his side profile is so pretty. he looked pretty hot with glasses and you were suddenly wondering why he didnât wear them more often. you shift your legs and feel a dull pinch in your feet as you look at your heels. youâd have ideally removed them in the car but it had the most confusing way to tie them up and theyâd been tied nicely already. you didnât want to ruin that so you let it be, sighing. but little did you know that wonwoo would also occasionally look back at you through the rearview mirror. he thought you looked gorgeous tonight.
the car ride is silent except for some soft music playing and your mind starts wandering to the event, trying to prepare yourself for what was to come.
you can tell youâre close when you see all the lights and the venue up front along with the bunch of cars. you take a deep breath, trying to ease your nervousness. your nerves start to hit you more as the car stands in line to walk to the red carpet. you can hear the people, the fans and see the countless media and news reporters whoâve come to cover the event.Â
soon itâs your turn to walk the red carpet and get to the ball. youâre so nervous that your hands are almost shaking and you hate it. you hate the flashes and the crowd already. the car comes to a halt and wonwoo gets down, rushing to your side and opening the door for you. now that the door was open, all the noise was amplified. you take a breath before you see wonwoo offer his hand to you and you look up at him, the look of panic evident on your face as you get up, and wonwoo can feel the way your hand shakes in his, giving you a small but somewhat comforting squeeze as you put on a fake smile as you step out. you walk ahead, posing for a few pictures before you walk ahead, wonwoo walking behind you.Â
you get in and youâre greeted by a bunch of people, some you know, some you donât. most of them were your fatherâs business partners, people he worked with or were friends and relatives. the rest were just invited for courtesy.Â
youâre offered a glass of champagne as you enter and you take it, and walk ahead. but as you walk you can feel everyoneâs eyes on you, you can feel the weight of their gazes and they all talk in hushed voices as you walk past. you see your fatherâs friends and go up to them, greeting him.
âhelloâ, you say nicely and they greet you but are rather hostile. they make small remarks about your father and his situation, joking about not wanting to be seen with you as to protect their reputation. theyâre laughing as youâre just standing there, trying not to lose it as you excuse yourself and walk away. your father really had shitty friends, you had to say that. you turn around and spot wonwoo to the side of the room at the back, along with all the other bodyguards as his eyes find yours. you give him a small smile and he nods, smiling ever so softly.
you walk around and talk around to a few people, some feigning sympathy and pity for your dad while others downright insult him. you countered these claims to every person, saying he didnât do it but they all just laughed or shook their heads. finally, it was time for the ball and event to begin and you took a seat. as you were the host have to technically open the thing so here you were, walking up to the stage, your feet killing you already and your nerves ready to snap at any second. as you take the stage and see the sea of people in front of you, you feel the anxiety pool in your stomach and you gulp. you can feel everyoneâs eyes on you, boring into you and suddenly you feel like youâd committed a thousand crimes and everyone was judging you.
âgood evening ladies and gentlemenâ, you say, giving the audience a small smile.Â
âi am here tonight on behalf of my father, but i welcome you all and would like to thank you all for coming. the proceeds raised at this ball will be going to children and people in need. thank you for coming once again and have a great nightâ, you tell, people clapping and you walk off.
another host takes over from here and you walk down the stage, holding your dress up as you look down and see someone you really did not want to be seeing right now - your dadâs business partner's son, who was a #1 asshole.
heâd always been a snob and you almost roll your eyes at the sight of him. you see people writing cheques and putting them in the donation box and in the other room people were dancing to the live band who were playing music.
âhello yn, long time no seeâ, he says, flashing you his smile, which you didnât reciprocate. âhiâ, you say.
ânice partyâ, he adds. âthanksâ, you say.
âi would like to offer you the first danceâ, he asks, giving you a mischievous smile. âoh no thatâs alrightâ, you say but he doesnât listen.
âcome on, donât be a spoilsportâ, he says, taking your hand and taking you along with him to the other side of the room. and soon, his hand is on your waist and heâs smirking at you as you both slowly move. you can see people looking at you but you try to ignore it.
âhowâs your dad? i bet things are hard right nowâ, he says.
âyeah, but iâm sure the truth will be revealed at the endâ, you say.
he laughs, making a few snide remarks about your father, which you try to ignore. but suddenly you feel the thread youâre trying to hold onto snap and suddenly the music is too loud, you donât like the way heâs holding your hand too tight or the way his hand on your waist is going lower and you try to pull away but he doesnât let you.Â
âoh iâm sure the truth will be revealed soonâ, he says and he leans in, whispering in your ear. âthat your father is a crookâ, he tells, smirking and he looks at you and you pull your hand away. you walk away, watching as peopleâs gaze turn towards you but you ignore it, the tears pooling in your eyes as you make your way to the restroom. you enter and lock yourself in one of the stalls, letting a few tears roll down. you hear the door open and a few girls.
âdid you see her?â, one of them says.
âi canât believe she had the audacity to come reallyâ, another girl says.
âsheâs so shameless. if my father was jailed i would like never to show my face to anyone.â, a girl adds and the others laugh.
âprobably got spoiled from her fatherâs rotten moneyâ, another girl tells, and they all snicker as they leave.
hearing this only makes you more upset and more tears well in your eyes as you cry silently. you didnât want to be here anymore, you wanted to be alone, you wanted to leave. you wanted to leave now. panic rises in your chest again along with anger. your eyes well with tears as you walk down the basement where the cars were parked. thank god you had your spare car key with you and you locate your car, getting in and driving off. you grip the steering wheel hard, making your knuckles turn white as you drive. you donât even know here youâre going, you just know you had to get out of here. you donât know how long youâve been driving for, when you realise you donât even know where you are. you had gotten a couple of texts from wonwoo but you ignore it and soon wonwoo was calling you but you ignored it too. you didnât have the energy to deal with him right now. you wanted to be alone.Â
your car suddenly sputters and breaks down in the middle of the road in almost the middle of nowhere. the road was empty and you couldnât see anyone or any other cars, people or buildings, fuck. you bury your head in your hands, crying out in frustration as you think about what to do. well you guess now was a good time to call wonwoo.Â
wonwoo picks up your phone almost immediately. heâd seen you dancing but after that, during the entire party he didnât see you. now that it was almost over and he still couldnât locate you, he was obviously worried. heâd texted you and called you countless times but you werenât responding, leading him to think something might have happened. heâs a frantic mess as he desperately tries to look for you, calling you, but you donât respond.Â
âyn? yn are you okayâ, wonwooâs voice is urgent on the other line of the phone.
âwonwooâ, you tell softly, nearly on the verge of tears again.Â
âwhere are you? are you okay?â, he asks and thatâs all it takes for you to burst into tears again, feeling like the whole weight of the world was on your shoulders.
âyn, please tell me where you areâ, he pleads, concern laced in his voice.
âi donât knowâ, you tell, your voice cracking, more tears rolling down your already tear stained cheek.Â
âi got overwhelmed and i left, i took the car and i drove and i-i donât know where i amâ, you tell through broken sobs. âand now the car broke down, god knows whereâ, you add, sniffling.Â
âsend me your live location, iâll track youâ, he says. âstay in the car and lock the doors, iâm comingâ, he assures. âcan you stay on the line with meâ, you ask. âof courseâ, he fills in.
wonwoo discovers youâve driven a whole 45 minutes away and he assures you that heâs coming. but only ten minutes in your phone dies. âfucking phoneâ, you mumble as you look at the dark road. ten minutes pass and now you start getting scared. wonwoo was going to come right? blame your stupid anxiety but you thought of the worst scenarios that could happen, only psyching yourself more. the car feels more suffocating by the minute and your shoes feel like they're getting tighter. panic sets in stronger and you canât take it anymore, canât take the tightness in your shoes and you hastily undo the laces and pull off your shoes, wincing slightly when you feel it scrape against the back of your ankle. you close your eyes and try to take a few deep breaths.
after what feels like an eternity, you see a car pull up near you. you canât make out anyone, the light almost blinding, but you see someone step out, making their way to your car. you open the door and step out, hearing the voice calling your name - wonwoo. relief immediately floods through your body as you run towards him, crashing into his arms as you start sobbing in his chest, your arms wrapped tightly around his body. heâs a little taken aback but his hands engulf you, pulling you in for a warm embrace.
âi thought you werenât going to make itâ, you mumble out, your arms wrapped around wonwoo as you start to cry. âof course iâd come yn, i gave you my wordâ, he says, his hand coming up to cradle your head.
âmy phone died and i-i didnât know what i was going to doâ, you mumble out, looking up at wonwoo. he studies your face, his gaze softening as he takes in your state and your tear-stained cheeks. youâve cried a lot today. you finally drop your hands from around wonwoo, letting him go. wonwoo looks down and sees youâre barefoot. âwhere are your shoes?â, he asks. âtheyâre in the car, it was getting uncomfortableâ, you say. wonwoo is quick to grab your phone, keys and bag from your car and to your surprise, thereâs a pair of sneakers. he puts them in front of you, bending down to help you put them on. âwhere did you get those?â, you ask, surprised. âi like to be preparedâ, he informs, helping you wear the shoes before standing back up and your hand automatically grab his hand, intertwining your fingers in his, hoping to find some grounding through his touch.
wonwoo asks the cab to take you both to the nearest hotel, which was roughly ten minutes away from where you were according to the cab driver. youâre still holding wonwooâs hand and he lets you as you try to calm down. you see a building up ahead and the cab driver tells you that this is the location. you both enter, walking up to the reception and the lady there looks up as you both up.
âweâd like two rooms pleaseâ, wonwoo asks.Â
âunfortunately we only have one room leftâ, the lady says.
âweâll take itâ, you chirp in and wonwoo looks at you.Â
âitâs a couple suite so i can only book couples in itâ, she says, chewing on gum, looking bored to even be there. âare you a couple orâ, she asks.
ânoâ âyesâ, you say and you both look at each other.
âwe are, ignore him, heâs a little shyâ, you tell and she just looks between you both again.Â
âalright, how would you like to pay, cash or card?â the lady asks. you dig through your purse and find your card, handing it over and you have your room key. wonwoo notices the way youâre walking slowly this time, watching your face contour in the slightest of winces with each step. âare you hurt?â, he asks, walking forward as he puts his hands on your shoulder, his eyes raking your body for any sign of discomfort or hurt. âno-my shoes-ouch-were the wrong fitâ, you fill in. âi think i got a shoebite from themâ, you say as you look up the flight of stairs youâd have to climb mentally bracing yourself when you feel wonwooâs hands wrap around you and lifting you up bridal style. you let out a small surprised yelp, your arms wrapping around wonwooâs neck for support.Â
âwoah w-what are you doing?â, you stutter out, looking at wonwoo, whose face is barely inches from yours. âyour feet are already hurt, i donât want you climbing up the stairs in that stateâ, he announces, carrying you as he walks up the stairs. you feel that familiar heat creep up your cheeks and that tiny feeling of butterflies as you look at wonwoo. he looked really pretty up close, his hair falling over his forehead as his glasses sat perfectly on the bridge of his nose. you reach your room and unlock the door, wonwoo still carrying you and he sets you down. you tell him a quiet thank you as your hands are quick to slide off the sneakers, feeling instant relief. but just has you had predicted, you got shoebites. both the sides of your pinky toes and heels were bruised and raw.
wonwoo fetches something from his wallet - bandaids. youâre surprised. âso you just carry around bandaids in your wallet??â, you ask, amused. âlike i said, i have to be preparedâ, he says. you try to take the bandaid from his hand, telling him that youâd put it on but he doesnât let you as he bends down on one knee so now heâs matching your height. he gently places your foot on his knee has he puts the bandaid your heel. he repeats the same for your other heel before you put your leg down and wonwoo looks at you.
âiâm sorryâ, you tell softly, gazing into his alluring eyes. âare you mad at me? itâs valid if youâre mad at me because i just ran off and completely ignored your calls and-â. you stop when you feel his hand gently squeeze yours, a small act of assurance. âyouâre safe now and thatâs all that mattersâ, he says, his voice deeply soothing. you smile, leaning in to peck his cheek. âthank you wonwooâ, you tell and he gives you a soft smile as he gets up. little did you know that wonwooâs heart was racing from your little action as he tried to maintain his composure.
wonwoo wanders off to another room but comes back outside. âthereâs only one bedâ, he says, like itâs a fact. âso?â, you ask, getting up.
âi guess iâll sleep on the couch over thereâ, he says, pointing towards the couch that looked like anyone would wake up with back pain if they slept on it.Â
âwonwoo itâs fine, weâre just gonna sleepâ, you tell. âyouâre acting like sleeping in the same bed is a crimeâ, you say. âi would prefer not to interfere-â âsleep on the bed or iâll take the couchâ, you threaten.
but now there was a bigger problem than the bed, you didnât have any change of clothes. thankfully the hotel sold some stuff as merchandise and t-shirts and pants were in the collection too.Â
you go to the bathroom and change, finally stripping out of your dress and you hang it up to air, changing into the clothes you got. your feet still hurt a bit when you walked because theyâd been cramped up in those tiny shoes for too long. you walk out, your eyes widening as you catch wonwoo changing his shirt and you immediately turn around, your cheeks flushing. âsorryâ, you mumble before turning around after a few seconds. but you did not miss the peek you got at his abs, oh my gosh.Â
you mentally slap yourself and sit on the corner of the bed, a yawn taking over you as you glance at the time - 2am. you were tired, it had been a long and exhausting day. you settle in bed, wonwoo sitting on the single couch opposite you, his hair slightly ruffled now from him running his hands through it, and yet it somehow still looked fluffy. wonwoo told you heâd sleep in a bit and you close your eyes, dozing off immediately, sleep overtaking your tired body. but you wake up an hour later because of a loud crack and boom and the heavy downpour of rain. you stir awake and another lighting strikes, flashing into the room before a low rumble follows. you open your eyes and see wonwoo, whoâs busy reading a book under the dim lights. you sit up slightly, another loud thunder hitting making you jump as you hit your head on the headboard, startling wonwoo as well.Â
âyn? are you okay?â, he asks, putting the book down and coming up to you. another loud thunder rumbles, shaking the ground and you cover your eyes, closing your eyes. you hated thunderstorms. âwhatâs wrong?â, wonwoo asks, sitting down beside you on the other side of the bed. ân-nothing i just donât like loud noises and thunderâ, you meekly say, still sleepy from the sudden intrusion. âitâs dumb i-â, you stop when another earth rumbling thunder hits, making you jump again. âcan i hold your hand? it helps me calm downâ, you ask softly, a little embarrassed, but wonwoo offers you his hand. it feels warm, soft and safe as you hold it and wonwoo makes himself a bit more comfortable as he sits next to you.Â
âwhat were you reading? '', you ask, letting wonwooâs hand go after two minutes and now that you are a bit more awake, you take in wonwooâs look. even in the dark, you could make out his hair was now messily dishevelled which only added to the charm and the glasses god, he looked so hot. you werenât even listening to what he was saying as your hand fiddles with your ring on your finger. wonwoo looks at you and tilts his head to the side ever so slightly. Â
âwhat are you thinking about?â, he asks, his voice deep.
ân-nothingâ, you fill in, feeling embarrassed about your thoughts. âhow do you know iâm thinking about somethingâ, you ask, trying to get the upper hand on wonwoo, only for it to backfire on you.
âyouâre fiddling with your ring, and you only do that when youâre thinking about something or something is bothering youâ, he says. well damn, he was a keen observer.Â
âohâ, is all you say as you look at your ring, biting your lip before you look back up at him.
ânothing, itâs really stupidâ, you tell but wonwoo looks like he wasnât going to budge until you gave him an answer.
âiâm sure itâs not stupidâ, he adds, trying to reassure you, waiting expectantly. fuck it you think.
âi was just thinking about umâ, you start getting nervous, your cheeks heating up and you avoid his gaze, stuttering out the next words. âi was thinking about how-um-how good you look with glasses. it really brings out your features you know and it makes you look really hot. you should wear them more oftenâ, you confess, whispering the last bit, the familiar heat creeping up your cheeks. he doesnât say anything, but you swear you can see the faint smirk as his lips curve up. you look away, his gaze on you suddenly too intense for you to bear.Â
âokay your turn, what are you thinking aboutâ, you ask in a hurry, hoping it would turn the attention away from you.
âdo you really want to know?â, he asks slowly and you nod your head, looking at him. âyou donât talk much do you, so iâm guessing there must be a lot on your mindâ, you prompt. heâs silent for a few seconds before he speaks.
âiâm thinking about what a wonderful person you areâ, he says, pushing his glasses up the bridge of his nose. âiâm thinking about how you are only so caring and attentive towards others but yourself. iâm thinking about how the whole world seems to have a wrong impression of you, and that you donât deserve any of the shitty things happening to you right now. iâm thinking about when it will all end and when youâll be able to be happyâ, he says, his words completely catching you off guard. each of his thoughts strike a chord in you and you almost tear up. out of everyone, it seemed like only wonwoo was on your side.Â
âwonwooâ, you say softly, at a loss for words. you donât even know when you leaned towards wonwoo but your eyes flicker down to his lips for a split second before you look back up. âiâm thinking about how gorgeous you looked tonight and that if i had the chance i would have asked you for a dance earlier tonight if not given the current circumstancesâ, he adds, his gaze never leaving yours as he stares into you deeply, fondly as he opens up to you.
âand as of this moment, iâm thinking about how it would be to kiss youâ, he fills in and you blink up at him, getting nervous at his confession. you answer him by leaning in and softly pecking his lips, lingering for a few seconds before you pull away but still close enough that has your heart beating rapidly.Â
wonwoo leans in, kissing you, properly this time. his hand gently cups your cheek as he moves his lips against yours and you swear you feel butterflies erupt in your stomach at that moment. you kiss him back and you move your head, accidentally knocking his glasses, making you both pull away. âoops sorryâ, you say, a little breathless as your hands reach out to take off his glasses and he is quick to put them on the side table before turning his attention back to you. you look up at him. âwhat are you thinking about now?â, you ask, your lips centimetres away from his, and you can feel your heart racing again, the echoes of the beats loud in your chest.
âiâm thinking about how i want to kiss you againâ, he says, closing the gap between you both as he captures your lips in his this time you sigh into the kiss as wonwoo cups your cheek, deepening the kiss as his arm encircles your waist, pulling you closer to him. wonwoo quite literally knocks the breath out of you as he pulls away slowly, watching your chest rise and fall. you kiss him again, getting giddy at the feeling of his lips on yours as he kisses you breathlessly again, softly pushing you down on the bed as your head rests on the pillow, wonwooâs body hovers over yours, careful not to put his weight on you as he kisses you sweetly, the drumming of the rain outside as your soundtrack.
you wake up, wonwooâs arms around your waist as you blink your eyes open. the sun was filtering through the white curtains, rays of sunshine adorning the floor and wall. wonwoo is still fast asleep beside you and you take this chance to look at him, really look at him. his hair is messy but cutely dishevelled, his eyes closed as soft breaths leave him as he sleeps, peaceful. heâs so pretty you think to yourself as you smile softly to yourself. you remember the events of last night, the kiss, and suddenly feel yourself getting very very shy as you bite your lips to contain the silly smile that aims to erupt across your face. you continue to admire wonwoo, his big warm hands still engulfing you as you shift slightly to check the time. when you turn back, wonwoo softly stirs awake, his pretty eyes fluttering open as he awakens.Â
âhiâ, you say softly.
âhiâ, he says, his morning voice deeply attractive.
you both look at each other, not saying anything but just taking in each otherâs presence. âdid you sleep okay?â, he asks, searching your face and you shake your head, mumbling something about how youâre still tired.
his hand comes up to hold yours as he gently lifts it to his lips, giving it a soft kiss, his eyes never leaving yours, making you laugh softly. god, he was so dreamy.Â
âwhat do you want to do today?â, he asks.
âsleep, i just wanna sleepâ, you groan, burying your face into the pillow. wonwooâs hand wraps around your waist as he pulls you closer towards him. âthen sleepâ, he says, placing a soft kiss to your cheek, making you smile. you close your eyes and soon drift off to sleep, wonwooâs embrace making you feel safe and comfortable. and soon, wonwoo was also sleeping with you, both of you sleeping soundly in each otherâs embrace.
itâs only around lunchtime that you both stir awake again and mostly because someone was knocking on your door, leading you to both wake up to the sudden noise.Â
âwe have to checkout by 5pm or pay to stay another nightâ, he tells you. âwe should leave, but the car!â, you tell, sitting up in bed.
âiâll get it fixed, iâve arranged for it, " he says. âiâll go get our clothes from the hotelâs drycleaning," he says. youâd have to wear the same dress again but you didnât mind.Â
wonwoo is quick to have a shower and he's changed into his suit from yesterday, thatâs all clean and freshly pressed for the day minus the blazer as he tells you heâll bring the car. you ask him if you can come along but he says itâs best to stay back. you feel a bit bummed about it but stay back nonetheless. all your luggage was in the car, in a rush you and wonwoo had forgotten it, but could change when he was back. wonwoo is finally back and you manage to get your luggage, and you change into something comfortable, ready to leave for home.
you check out and head towards the car as wonwoo loads in your luggage before spotting you, opening the car door for you. you sit upfront this time and the journey home begins. you end up talking a bit but get hungry since you really havenât eaten anything yet. wonwoo is quick to stop by a nearby restaurant once you guys enter the city and you gladly inhale some food.
itâs been two weeks since you and wonwoo kissed and every time you thought about it, it made you all shy. wonwoo was his usual self, back in business mode but his touches now lingered and heâd talk to you sweetly, opening up to you more, and maybe somehow a little more protective of you.
you were now in jeonghanâs office, upset and mostly scared of the way your fatherâs trial was going. it seemed like things were going in favour of the prosecution and not your father.
âwhatâs going wrongâ, you ask jeonghan, who only sighs at your question. âiâm really trying my best here ynâ, jeonghan says, looking at you. âi really donât know where the prosecution is getting all this new evidence fromâ, he says. âiâm doing my best yn but at this rate maybe itâs better for your father to serve the jail timeâ, he says, making you immediately protest at the thought.Â
âwhat? why should he go to jail for something he didnât even do?â, you almost yell out.
âgiven the circumstances, serving ten years looks the best for him. i can even try to reduce it to seven along with community service and probationâ, he adds and you click your tongue, upset at the whole idea and proposition.Â
he takes a few moments to think before speaking to you again. "his company has come to a standstill, someone needs to step up in the meantime and run things around thereâ, he starts off, being careful with his words.
âbut you know what would help? if i was maybe given the power of attorney. it would help big time in trying to smooth over the company and business until things with your father are settledâ, he says, giving you an assuring smile.Â
âyou should ask my father about thatâ, you say. âoh i know but maybe you could also ask him, it would be helpfulâ, he asks.
âiâll seeâ, you say. âjust make sure my father gets out of this soonâ, you ask jeonghan. he gives you a smile, which for some reason runs a shiver down your spine but you shake it off, getting up.Â
wonwoo drops you home that night after your meeting with jeonghan and walks you back inside. he can tell youâre stressed and anxious about your fatherâs situation as both of you linger at the doorstep. he reaches out for your hand, as he looks at you, his thumb caressing your hand in an attempt to comfort and soothe you. after a few seconds he takes a few steps forward, bringing his arms around you as he engulfs you in a much needed hug. you sigh in his arms as you close your eyes, letting yourself sink his hold.
âiâm going to be here with you every step of the wayâ, he reassures.Â
âthank you wonwooâ, you respond as you pull away and look at him.
âitâs going to be okayâ, he says as he looks at you.Â
âi hope soâ, you say, almost defeated after what jeonghan told you about earlier.Â
he looks at you with the most loving eyes before he leans in and kisses you, his hand coming up to cup your cheek as he softly moves his lips against yours as he kisses you sweetly.
âgoodnightâ, he says softly, sweetly. âgoodnightâ, you whisper back, stealing another kiss from wonwoo before you retreat back inside.
the next week when wonwoo comes to your house in the morning thereâs something different about him, in his demeanour and the way he acts. he strictly keeps to himself, not indulging in small talk with you at all, and brushing your hand off when you try to hold his hand. you felt hurt but decided to brush it off. maybe he had a reason for it, but the thought that heâd be so blunt about it hurt. you wanted to ask him but you didnât. you decide to go see your father today at the detention centre he was being kept at. you had gotten used to wonwooâs silence but today it felt odd, suffocating almost, but you donât say anything, suddenly feeling like a burden to wonwoo.Â
youâre waiting for your father as you sit on the other end of the room, a plastic divider dividing you and him. you stand up as soon as he walks in and he gives you a small smile. he looks tired.Â
âare you okay?â, you ask, sitting down. âi can manage," he says.Â
âso things arenât going in your favourâ, you say, looking at your father. âi am awareâ, he says.
âwhat about the company? and your business? whatâs going to happen to that?â, you ask.
âyn, you know i always intended for you to take over the company at some pointâ, he says. âbut maybe youâll have to take over earlier than i thoughtâ, he says.Â
âwhat do you mean?â, you prompt.
âi mean that you will have to take overâ, he says. âit is going to be hard, there are going to be obstacles and people are going to try and bring you down but i have faith and trust in youâ, he says.Â
âwhat if iâm not readyâ, you say.
âiâll always be here and you know what they say, fake it till you make itâ, your father tells, making you chuckle as you hold back your tears.
âjeonghan was asking about you giving him the power of attorneyâ, you say as you see your father's gaze change.Â
âno, if i were to give anyone the power of attorney right now, it should be youâ, he says.
âbut donât you trust jeonghan? iâm sure heâll be able to help run things until iâm ready to take overâ, you say.
âi wouldnât trust anyone right nowâ, your father says. âi would rather have my own child act on my behalf than jeonghanâ, he says. âa power of attorney is a powerful thing and i would trust you with it more than jeonghanâ, he says and you nod as you take in his words.
that evening wonwoo leaves again, and he was still cold towards you. you decided to bring it up to him tomorrow because it was starting to make you feel weird, uneasy and bad. the next day, your doorbell rings a few times. you wonder why wonwoo hasnât bothered just entering your house like he always has. was this a new thing now? you really had to talk this out with him.Â
âwonwoo what are-â, you start but stop because the person in front of you wasnât wonwoo. âwho are you?â, you ask. âiâm your new bodyguard from todayâ, he says. you look him up and down because he didnât look very bodyguard material.Â
âwhat happened to wonwoo?â, you ask, taken aback by this. he just shrugs. âi don't know, jeonghan sent me so you should talk to himâ, he says before stepping in, uninvited if you had to say.Â
you go to your room to fetch your phone and come back to see the guy just sitting on your couch, scrolling through his phone, wow. talk about being professional.Â
you glare at him as you dial jeonghan. he picks up after a few rings.Â
âwhat happened to wonwoo?â, you ask, not wasting a second.
âno hi?â, he says, sensing the urgency in your voice.
âwhereâs wonwooâ, you ask again.
âwonwoo quitâ, jeonghan says like it was no big deal.
âwhat do you mean he quit?â, you ask in shock. âhe quit yn, he told me a few days back. he said he didnât want to work for you anymoreâ, he adds, making your heart drop.
âbut why, there must have been a reason right?â, you ask jeonghan.
âi think itâs for the best yn, and besides, i told you not to get too close to himâ, jeonghan says and you didnât like the tone of his voice.
after that you call wonwoo but he doesnât pick up but you keep calling. he couldnât just quit on you like that. there must have been a reason. and you think back to yesterday and how he was acting so cold towards you for the last few days. you tear up at the thought. why? why would he do that? did he really just use you?
you watch as your new bodyguard sits on your couch lazily, not even bothered about trying to do his job right. you were pretty sure that if you went out the door right now, this guy wouldnât even notice. you roll your eyes at the thought and sigh.
âiâm going to see jeonghanâ, you tell. âsure, i guess i should drive you right, just let me finish this level, iâve almost cracked itâ, he says. he was not being serious right now.
after five minutes you get his attention. âexcuse me?? can we go or shall i go myself?â, you ask. âiâm coming jeez, youâre so stuck upâ, he says.Â
as soon as you burst into jeonghanâs office, he looks at you with a glint in his eyes.Â
âwhat do i owe this pleasure toâ, he says.
âyou could have at least hired a competent replacement, this new guy sucks actually, he doesnât even have basic mannersâ, you tell jeonghan.Â
âhe was the best replacement i could findâ, jeonghan tells nonchalantly and you scoff.
âbest replacement? youâve got to be kidding me right now. wonwoo was the best and he was actually qualified. this guy looks like someone you just picked off the streetâ, you argue.
jeonghan doesnât say anything as he filters through the stack of papers on his desk, finding what he was looking for before he looks back up at you. âdid you ask your father about the power of attorney thing?â, he asks, changing the topic.
âi did and he wasnât too keen on it. he said heâd rather give me the power of attorney power than youâ, you say but jeonghan doesnât seem fazed at all.Â
âi expected that, so why donât we start processing the papers to give you power of attorney. and then you can transfer it to me right? i can hold fort until youâre readyâ, he says, more like heâd had it all planned out rather than asking you.
âiâll process the papers to make you power of attorney for nowâ, he says. âokayâ, you say. ânow if youâll excuse me, i have a lot of work of work to doâ, he tells.Â
âwhat did wonwoo tell you when he quitâ, you quickly ask.Â
âyn we are not going thereâ
âjust tell me, pleaseâ
âhe said he didnât want to work for you anymoreâ, jeonghan says.
âthatâs all he said?â, you ask.
âyesâ, and suddenly all your hopes sink.
you get back home and in the following days you just stay at home. you were somehow on the news these days, and for the dumbest reason really, it was like people were trying to nitpick you apart and post things about you. you called wonwoo again and texted him a bunch of times but there was not one single response. you couldnât believe that wonwoo would do something like that, after all you guys shared. it broke your heart really.
and to say your new bodyguard was incompetent was an understatement. the other day he couldnât even protect you from being mobbed or spot the paparazzi that you caught in a blink of an eye. you wanted wonwoo, you missed him.
you go to jeonghanâs office and go to the detention centre again to get the power of attorney transferred to you because your dad also had to be present.Â
your dad carefully reads the document, making sure everything was right, even the fine print that people tend to ignore before deeming it legal and everything was good. he signs it and puts his stamp on it and so do you.
âuse this power wisely yn, iâm trusting youâ, he says and you nod.
when you reach home, youâre just waiting for the new guy to go.Â
âgive me your phoneâ, the new guy says, coming up to you and he doesnât even wait for you to answer before heâs plucking your phone out of your hand.Â
âwhat the hell?â, you ask, trying to take your phone back but he doesnât let you.
âno more phone for you for the time being, jeonghanâs orders, with all these headlines about you going around he says itâs for the bestâ, he says.
âno give me my phone backâ, you demand but he grabs your hand, pushing you towards your room, slamming the door shut and you hear the lock engage. you try to open the door but it doesnât.
âhey open this door right nowâ, you tell, beating your hand on the door. âthatâs not going to change anythingâ, he says, chucking as you hear his footsteps around the hallway.
âsheâs locked upâ, he says, talking to someone on the phone.
âlet me outâ, you yell again, banging your fist on the door again.Â
âshut itâ, he says, kicking the door, only prompting you to bang your fist on the door harder.Â
but after no avail you stop, sinking to the ground, tears already welling in your eyes. your life just really kept getting shitty and shittier didnât it.Â
you open your eyes as you hear the key rattle on the other side, the doorknob rattling and the door opening. youâre quick to stand up.
âwhat the fuck is wrong with youâ, you yell but the new guy doesnât seem fazed at all. âhe wants to see youâ, he tells, grabbing your hand but you pull it out of his grip. âmoveâ, he demands and you reluctantly move towards the hall and your eyes go wide at who you see - jeonghan.Â
âdid you do this?â, you ask, in shock.
âi have to get things done donât i ynâ, he says, giving you that creepy smile again. âand now youâre going to be a good girl and sign these papersâ. he says, holding out in front of you.
âwhat is thatâ, you ask. âthe transfer of power of attorney from you to meâ, he says.Â
âthereâs no way in hell iâm doing that after what you just fucking didâ, you spit out, getting upset.
âgetting feisty now are we? letâs not forget that your fatherâs fate lies in my hands and if you do not sign this paper right now, i will send your father to rot in jail for the rest of his lifeâ, he says, threatening you.Â
âwhat-you canât-you wouldnâtâ, you say.
âoh believe me yn, i would. so choose. your father goes to jail or you sign these papers and save his lifeâ, he demands.Â
âwhy are you doing thisâ, you ask bitterly.
âbecause your father is an idiot and this is the one time iâve outsmarted himâ, jeonghan tells, smug.Â
âwhat are you talking about? if you want money give me a number, iâll give it to you, just stop all thisâ, you plead.
âoh iâll get my money yn, but i need to see your father crumble down, thatâs what he deservesâ, jeonghan says.
 he thrusts the papers towards your face. âsign itâ, he demands.Â
âover your dead body, iâm not signing shit jeonghanâ, you spit back.Â
âi donât think right now is the time to be rebellious ynâ, he says, pursing his lips in a thin line.
âoh iâve always been rebellious jeonghan and iâm not going to let you get away with thisâ, you tell.Â
âi doubt thatâ, he tells, signalling for the bodyguard as he grabs your arm and drags you to your room, pushing you inside and locking the door again.Â
âthink again yn, youâre only getting out of here when these documents are signed and by then itâll be too late to do anythingâ, jeonghan says from the other side of the door.
âfuck you jeonghan, you just wait, iâm gonna get youâ, you spit out.
you hear him say something only catching the last words being âdonât let her outâ .
what the fuck was happening to your life. fuck. you bang your fist on the door, letting out your frustration, sinking to your knees as you try to hold it in, keep it together but you can't. you bang the door a couple more times as tears roll down your cheeks. and yet, the only person you could think of in this situation was wonwoo. only he could help you now, he would know what to do. but you had no means to contact him after your phone was taken away and you were now locked in the room.
you bury your head in your knees, trying to breathe and think. think yn and thatâs when you get an idea - your laptop. it was synced to your phone contacts. you get up, rushing to grab your laptop, frantically opening it and you open the messages app and find wonwoo. all your previous texts to him are still unread. no you needed to find him, texting him wasnât going to work right now. but the question was how? and thatâs when you remember the thing jeonghan had sent you before , wonwooâs resume, which had his address, bingo.Â
you open your chat logs with jeonghan, scrolling up till the part when jeonghan had sent you wonwooâs resume and just as you guessed, his address was on it. you grab a pen and jot down the address on a scrap piece of paper. but how were you going to get there? you looked up and at the window behind your desk. you get up, pushing your table to the side slowly trying not to make any loud noises, huffing and puffing.Â
after you manage to push the table aside enough, you slide the window open and poke your head out, looking at the distance but the jump wasnât too bad. you slowly swing your legs over, taking a breath before reaching down with your feet and them jumping. the only protection you had against the bare ground was your socks right now. you close the window behind you and look left and right. you slowly and quietly walk towards the back gate and open it slowly, making a quick escape and you jog down the road. you look at the address thatâs now crumpled in your hand and it wasnât too far. you didnât have cash or anything on your to take the bus so walking you were.
fifteen minutes in and you're getting tired and you put on the hood of your hoodie, hoping no one would recognise you but continue speed walking to the address in your hand. wonwoo would know what to do. wonwoo could help you. wonwoo. you start picking up your speed as you walk without even realising and soon you're running, your legs are working on their own, desperate for an escape and to find wonwoo. after sprinting and jogging for a bit you finally come up to the address, his apartment and you bend down, resting your hands on your knees as you try to catch your breath.
youâre about to walk in when security stops you. âiâm here to see wonwoo, he lives here rightâ, you ask between breaths.Â
âmr. jeon? are you his guest?â, the security asks.
âyes, yes, please which building does he live inâ, you ask, pulling your hood down in an aim to not let the man recognise you.
âwouldnât you know that if you know him?â
âplease, itâs urgentâ, you ask. âhe knows me i swearâ, you tell. âit's an emergency just, please tell meâ, you plead.
the man finally tells you the information and you sprint to the building and run up the stairs, not bothering to wait for the elevator to come. you open the staircase door, entering the main floor, your chest heaving from the effort of running up the stairs. you were lucky you didnât fall on your face at the pace you were going at. you locate his door number and you stand in front of it and suddenly youâre scared. what if he didnât open the door? what if he wasnât here? you can hear your heart pounding in your chest as you raise your hand to ring his doorbell. a few moments pass and nothing and you ring it again and again. shit was he not home?
you take a step back, your head down, suddenly feeling defeated when you hear the doorknob rattle and the door opens. you look up and wonwoo is in front of you. he was really here. you found him.
âyn?â, he asks, as he adjusts the glasses on his face as if he couldn't believe it was you at his doorstep. you get hit with a wave of emotions at that minute and wonwoo is asking you something but youâre not listening as your vision gets blurry and all you can do in that moment in crash into wonwooâs arms as you start to sob in his chest, the impact making wonwoo stumble before he held onto you. you werenât crying because you were upset, you were crying because you felt relief - relief that you finally found wonwoo.
you pull away from him and look up and he finally sees the state youâre in, bare feet and heâs quick to spot the bruises on your knuckles and hands from banging on the door as you wipe your tears. wonwoo looks you up and down as he takes both your hands in, his expression suddenly dark as he looks at you.Â
âwho did this to youâ, he asks sternly as another tear escapes you.
âj-jeonghanâ, you stutter out through a sob. âtheyâre working together and t-they locked me in the roomâ, you tell and you can see the rage burning behind wonwooâs eyes.
âjeonghan did this?â, he asks, anger seething in his eyes and you nod.
âheâs-heâs been behind all this the whole time, the whole reason my father is in jail a-and he was threatening meâ, you tell in a rush, not making a coherent sentence.
wonwoo pulls you in a hug, holding you tight. âwhere were you, why did you leave?â, you demand through a broken sob as the door behind you closes. âi missed youâ, you tell softly, your voice cracking as a few more sobs escape you.
âfuck, i missed you tooâ, he says as he hugs you tighter. you feel something soft rub around your legs and look down, seeing wonwooâs cat near your feet. âyour catâ, you say as you sniffle.
youâre on the couch now, wonwoo giving you new socks and slippers to wear as freshen up, washing your face and feet. wonwooâs cat is inquisitive of you, sitting on the floor in front of you as she looks at you. âhi oreoâ, you say and she meows, making you smile.Â
wonwoo busies himself in the kitchen as he makes you some chamomile tea to help you calm down and sets the steaming mug in front of you. wonwoo also sets down an envelope next to the mug, signalling for you to open it. you look at him before your hand reaches out for the envelope and you open it, the contents inside making you gasp.
âwhatâs this?â, you ask, as you sift through the pile of photos, each one making you upset and even more confused. they were pictures of you and wonwoo at the hotel that night after the event, but the person who took them captured you wonwoo sharing a kiss and you sleeping in his wonwooâs arms. you feel a surge of rage in your body as you look at this.
âthis is what jeonghan gave me and he tried to blackmail me with thisâ, wonwoo says, breaking the silence. âhe threatened me with these, saying if i didnât quit that he would give these photos to the press. i donât know what he was planning but i did what he said because i didnât want you getting hurtâ, he says. âthe bastard probably had someone tail us and take thisâ, he adds.
âi know it was sudden but there was nothing i could do, he was strict on not making any sort of contact with you afterwards. he said he was watching me and that otherwise these pictures would get leaked in a second if i contacted you and i didnât want that. i donât know what sort of twisted sick game heâs playing but i didnât want you waking up one day and seeing these pictures in the headlines. youâre already going through hell right now and this was the least i could do to protect your reputation, to protect youâ, he says, his hand finding yours as he gives it a small squeeze.
âiâm going to kill jeonghan i swear to godâ, you mutter under your breath.Â
âwe have to help my father, we have to do something, youâll help me right?â, you ask, pleading almost.
âof course yn. i was dying everyday i couldn't see you or tell you what really happened, i was just praying you wouldnât hate me for itâ, he tells.
after things between you both get cleared up, you promptly end up falling asleep, curled up in his arms on the couch. when you were with wonwoo you felt safe, secure, like the world was going to be okay, that you were going to be okay. wonwoo gently carries you to his bed, tucking you in as he slips inside the sheets beside you, watching you sleep and he vowed to himself - that no matter what, he was going to protect you.
you stir awake in the morning in wonwooâs soft sheets, turning around and seeing the other side of the bed empty. you walk outside, seeing wonwoo busy in the kitchen as he sets a pot on the table. he spots you.
âgood morningâ, he says and you give him a small smile. âmorningâ, you tell as you move closer to wonwoo, seeing the small breakfast spread laid out on the table. you hear a meow, followed by another and another.Â
âsomeone is hungryâ, you joke as you look at oreo waiting for wonwoo to give her food.Â
âsheâs usually patient, arenât you oreoâ, wonwoo says and oreo meows in agreement and protest. you chuckle, this side of wonwoo was adorable.
you both sit down to eat and youâre grateful for the meal, later insisting that you help wonwoo clean up and wash the dishes, even though he insists you donât need to but your stubbornness wins and he leans on the side of the counter as he watches you wash the dishes, looking defeated.
just then thereâs a knock on the door. wonwoo stands alert and checks who it is.Â
âitâs jeonghanâ wonwoo says softly.
âshit, what do we do?â
âgo to my room, close the door and stay there till i tell you to come outâ, wonwoo instructs and youâre quick to go to his room, closing the door.
wonwoo opens his front door and jeonghan stands there looking irritated.
âwhat is it?â, wonwoo asks, giving jeonghan a cold stare.
âwhereâs yn?â, he asks, running a hand through his hair, frustrated.
âhow should i knowâ, wonwoo says.
âlisten wonwoo, lying right now is not going to helpâ
âi donât know where yn isâ, wonwoo repeated.
âif she contacts you, you tell me right away, got itâ, jeonghan says as he points a finger at wonwoo.
âdid something happen?â, wonwoo asks, trying to assess the situation.
âoh nothing, yn just seems to have gone off without informing anyone, i was just worriedâ, he tells, giving wonwoo a fake smile before leaving.
you hear the door close, wonwoo telling you that jeonghan was gone.Â
âheâs looking for you alright. i think itâs better you donât go out for the time being. you can stay with me till then and we can come up with a plan together okayâ, he says, one hand caressing your cheek. you nod.Â
later that day, wonwoo says heâll hire a new lawyer for your father and appeal to the court and also indict jeonghan. but the only problem was that how were you going to prove everything that jeonghan was doing? if you only had that evidence it would also help in proving your father innocent.Â
âi could hire someone to raid his house maybeâ, wonwoo says.
âwhat, you can do that?âyou asked him, shocked but liking the idea.
âi mean heâs not playing fair either is he? letâs mess with him a littleâ, wonwoo says.
âbut how will you find someone to do that?â, you ask curiously.
âi have connections sweetheartâ, he tells. âiâm an impressive man you knowâ, he adds and you smile. âi'm sure you areâ.
over the next few days, things move quickly. wonwoo makes the required arrangements and the meeting with the new lawyer is online because jeonghan likely putting someone to stakeout and watch wonwooâs place in case you showed up. wonwoo is smart to keep the curtains drawn at all times so no one could peek inside either. the first priority was indicting jeonghan which would make him suspend him from working, and your fatherâs case would have more time and more time right now was good.Â
the next week jeonghan is indicted, and a legal notice is sent to his office courtesy of the impressive new lawyer that wonwoo hired. with the indictment jeonghan could not go anywhere, he couldnât flee or travel and heâd be called for a formal court hearing on wednesday. as you got ready on wednesday morning to go to the court hearing because you were the one indicting jeonghan so you had to be there. you were nervous, standing in front of the mirror in wonwooâs room. wonwoo was accompanying you too of course, he wasnât going to let you go out there alone when you were going to go fight. you were going to show the world who you really were.
you reach the courthouse where the hearing will take place and it seems like everything is already on the news, the hoard of journalists and news reporters already crowding the place. you walk inside with wonwoo and head to the courtroom. as soon as you enter you see jeonghan, who clenches his jaw as he makes his way towards you, clearly upset and shocked.
âyn what the hell is all thisâ, jeonghan nearly shouts, his hand reaching out to grab yours but wonwoo grabs his hand instead, stopping him.Â
âwatch it jeonghanâ, wonwoo warns as jeonghan pulls his arm out from wonwooâs grip.
âyouâre not going to get away with all thisâ, you tell.
the hearing starts and youâre sitting with wonwooâs lawyer and beside you on the other side is jeonghan and his lawyer.
âmiss yn has made an indictment to mr. yoon over criminal activity and fraudâ, the judge says, looking at you.
âyes your honourâ, your lawyer fills in.
âwhat is the accused stand on this matter?â, the judge asks.
âmy client mr.yoon is not guilty your honourâ, jeonghanâs lawyer says and you scoff, glaring at him.
âdoes the plaintiff have evidence to support these claims?â, the judge asks.
ânot yet but we are working on itâ, your lawyer explains.
âi request the charges against my client to be dropped because they are completely baseless and defamatoryâ, jeonghanâs lawyer demands.
âgiven the nature of the accusations and that mr.yoon is also a well known person in his respective industry, i will give the plaintiff one week to gather sufficient evidence otherwise the charges and case will be dropped due to lack of evidenceâ, the judge grants before dismissing the court.
youâre laying wonwooâs bed lost in thought. now the only problem was trying to find evidence. sure, you could still testify but without any evidence, your claims would be useless. there had to be a way and you were sure you were missing a vital piece of information. if only there had been cameras you think and it hits you. you get up in a gasp. that was it, the cctv cameras at your home. you get up, rushing to find wonwoo, whoâs in the other room doing something on his computer.Â
âi figured it out wonwooâ, you tell and he looks up at you. âthe cctv cameras you installed at my home, they would have captured jeonghan on it and what he didâ, you say and you watch wonwooâs eyes light up as he follows what youâre saying.Â
âhe was at your house that night?â, he asks.
âyes! and the cameras would have picked it upâ, you say.
âand it must have picked up on the audio tooâ, he states.
"audio?", you ask.
"yes, i installed one's that recorded audio too", he fills in. âyn this is amazingâ, he adds âand the best part, i have access to the cctv camerasâ, wonwoo adds.
âi just hope jeonghan didnât get to themâ, you tell, worried.
âno, he doesnât know about them, i didnât tell himâ, wonwoo says.
âyou are a geniusâ, you tell, leaning down to pepper his cheek with a kiss.
âi could say the same thing about youâ, he tells, his hands finding your waist.Â
you smile, looking down at him, frowning when you notice the fingerprints on his glasses. your hands move up, carefully sliding them off as you clean them with the corner of your shirt, asking how he could even see as you gently put the glasses back on his face.Â
âwe might have found some information from jeonghanâs computer and filesâ, wonwoo adds. âiâll pass it on to my lawyer, heâll handle itâ.Â
âdo you think we can pull this off?â, you ask wonwoo, your hands resting on his shoulders as you look down at him, wonwoo still seated on his chair.
âi think we canâ, he tells, assuring you.
that night, wonwoo filters through the cctv footage to that night and just like youâd predicted, the whole incident where he came to your home and basically confessed what he was doing was recorded, the audio was impeccable too. jeonghan could kiss his life goodbye now. wonwoo hands off this evidence to his lawyer and now you can just wait.
itâs finally the day. you were ready but also nervous and anxious. a thousand what ifâs went through your mind as you got ready that morning. you had been informed that your father would also be present at the court hearing since the case indirectly involved him. wonwoo drops you off at the court that morning.
âwhere are you going?â, you ask, grabbing onto his hand.
âthe lawyer just called me, i need to quickly pick up something for him, but iâll be back okayâ, he assures. you nod and wait outside. there was still time for the hearing to take place in 30 minutes approximately.Â
wonwoo isnât back even after your lawyer arrives. youâre constantly checking your watch and seeing the time, looking out to see if you can spot wonwoo but you canât see him.Â
âi canât see wonwoo? didnât he come with you?â, the lawyer asks and you furrow your brows in confusion.
âwhat do you mean? he told me you called him asking him to get somethingâ, you tell and he looks back at you equally confused. âi did no such thingâ, he says.Â
you fish out your phone and try to call him but it goes unanswered. you try again but no answer.Â
âyn itâs time, letâs goâ, your lawyer says and you put your phone back inside, hoping wonwoo was okay.
-at court-
âyour honour, if you look here, you will see the cctv footage of mr.yoon and his men who were at my client's house on the night of the 8th. you can see the person, who was supposed to be ynâs bodyguard, lock up my client in the room and call mr.yoon, who arrives shortly. you can see clearly how mr.yoon threatened my clinet yn and even confessed to what heâs been doing, saying that he intentionally manipulated and betrayed ynâs father and set him up because he has an ulterior motiveâ, your lawyer states.Â
the video of that night plays and thereâs no way that anyone would not believe you anymore. it was clear as crystal what jeonghan was up to now and his true motives were revealed.
âdoes the defendant have anything to say?â the judge asks.Â
âyes, iâd like to cross examine the clientâ, jeonghan lawyer says, stepping up and coming up to the witness stand where you were sitting. after your cross examination is done the judge announces that the final verdict will be delivered next week, on friday. given the high profile individuals that were involved in the case, a prompt but careful decision would be made. friday is a week away from now. the court is adjourned and you get up and leave, jeonghan purposely bumping into you as you go out, giving you a smirk.
you pick up your phone and call wonwoo again and the call is finally answered. âwonwoo where are you?â, you ask.
âhello is this someone that mr.jeon is acquainted with?â, the other person on the line asks, a female.
âyes, can i know who this is?â
âiâm calling from goodwill hospital, mr. jeon has been in an accidentâ, she says and your heart drops.
your feet start moving on their own as you run outside, pushing through the crowd of reporters and almost tripping as you try to hail a taxi, on your way to the hospital. you rush into the hospital asking for wonwoo at the front desk. youâre guided to his room, where the doctor explains that he was extremely lucky and only suffered from minor injuries. he would need a few days of rest and he could then be discharged. youâre instantly relieved to hear that but youâre still anxious.Â
you peek into his room, slowly sliding the door open as you walk in, taking in his state and you instantly teared up. you sit beside him, reaching out to hold his hand as you keep your head down, looking at your hand on top of his. a couple of minutes pass by and you feel a soft squeeze of your hand and you look up seeing wonwoo awake.
âwonwooâ, you are relieved he was awake. âare you okay-shit no thatâs a stupid question, youâre obviously not okayâ, you tell in a rush.
he sits up slowly, wincing in pain but otherwise keeping a straight face.
âwhat happened?â, you ask softly.Â
âi got jumped by jeonghanâs men. i only figured when i was already back at the apartment that the call was indeed not the lawyerâ, wonwoo explains.
âshitâ, you say.
âi shouldnât have let you go, i should have insisted you stayâ, you tell, feeling like this was all your fault now.Â
âhey, hey look at meâ, wonwoo says.Â
âi just donât want you to end up getting hurt because of meâ, you tell.Â
âiâm okay yn, iâm a tough guy you knowâ, he says, trying to lighten the mood.
after heâs rested enough and the doctors deem him okay, heâs discharged and you take him home. you tell wonwoo all about the court hearing today and now the only thing you could do was wait.
-final hearing-
the media has been on fire the last few days, jeonghanâs case gaining the entire country's attention. but even then, people were 50/50 about the chances of who would win even though the evidence was pretty clear. but you could never tell, the law wasnât always fair sometimes and you just prayed that it would be fair to you. wonwoo was much better now and was healing well and he insisted on accompanying you, even though you told him he should stay at home and rest.Â
youâre sitting in front, jeonghan on the opposite side and the court house was crowded, the media causing an uproar outside, eager to report every single second and eager to find out the final verdict of the case. the judge looks at you, and then at jeonghan before they announce the verdict.
âgiven the high profile of the case and the evidence submitted from both ends, we have carefully reviewed the evidence and points of this case. it has come to a unanimous decision that the defendant, mr. yoon jeonghan is found guilty and will serve ten years in jail and have to pay a fine as well for the damages done and emotional distress caused to the plaintiff.Â
you cover your mouth in shock. you did it. you won! you couldnât believe it as you cover your mouth in shock, tears filling your eyes. your father looks at you and the look he gave you was nothing short of proud. you won, your father was going to be free and jeonghan was going to go to jail, he was going to get punished and things were going to be okay now.
as people start filtering out, youâre looking for wonwoo, whom you canât seem to spot anywhere. you had to tell him. through the crowd, you manage to head out of the courtroom where people start congratulating you and your father. but you were only focused on finding wonwoo.
you run out, only to end up getting ambushed by all the news reporters and journalists, all of them eager to know your thoughts as they bombard you with questions.
âhow do you feel yn?â
âhow does it feel to know your father is freeâ
âplease share a few wordsâ
you were being bombarded with questions that were going straight through your head and thatâs when you heard someone call out your name - wonwoo. you turn around, spotting him on the other side, a few feet away from you. you smile and run towards him, running into his arms as he picks you up and spins you around.
âwe did itâ, you whisper, your face inches away from his. âwe did itâ, he repeats, giving you a proud smile. you lean in, kissing him, not caring about what people were going to think anymore. wonwoo kisses you back with the same fierceness, like he was telling you that he was going to stand by you, so that you could conquer the world with him.
-epilogue-
after your father was dropped from all the accusations and was free, his company was slowly starting to gain traction again. the people were now in support of him, now more than ever and people wanted to know his story. but he always said one thing - that he wouldn't have been able to do it without you by his side. you ended up finally graduating college after your father approached them and they did give you extra credits for the trouble they caused you. youâd gotten your own office space in your dadâs building to work from and you were on your way to build your own company that stood for what it believed it.
youâre standing in front of wonwoo in your office with your arms crossed over your chest as you stare him down. he only stands, blinking down at you.
âwhat is it love?â, he asks.
âwe canât do this anymore wonwooâ, you tell and a wave of emotion seems to go through wonwooâs face.
âdo what?â, he asks calmly.
âthis!â, you say, gesturing your hands between him and you.
âi donât want you to be my bodyguard anymoreâ, you state and he furrows his brows, confused.Â
âwhat do you mean?â, he asks. âdid i do something wrong?â, he asks, taking a small step towards you.
âi donât need a bodyguard anymoreâ, you tell sternly.
âi beg to differâ, he says calmly.
âi want you to be my boyfriendâ, you say and he raises a brow at this proposition.
âi thought i already wasâ, he mumbles as he bashfully pushes his glasses up the bridge of his nose.
âno more of this bodyguard business, you can be my full-time boyfriend nowâ, you tell and you can see the small smile playing on wonwooâs lips.
âbut isnât a bodyguard and boyfriend in one an advantage?â, he asks.
âbut i just want you to be my boyfriend insteadâ, you say, pouting.
âbut the perks of having a bodyguard and a boyfriend is truly one of a kindâ, he says, stepping closer as hands wrap around your waist, pulling you closer to him.
âoh really?â, you ask, tilting you heard to the side.
âand what might that be?â, you ask, settling your hands on wonwooâs shoulders.
âyou know, i can protect you, plus you get to see my handsome face 24/7â, he says and you snort.Â
âwhat i know you love it. if i had a dollar everytime i caught you staring at me-â,Â
âshut upâ, you tell, giggling.
âand the most important perk of all, free kissesâ, he tells and you chuckle even more. âwhat? youâre always stealing kisses from me and-â, you cut him off by kissing him, which only seems to prove the point he was making.
âsee, you canât do thatâ, he tells, leaning in.
âwhy notâ, you ask, playing along.
âbecause youâre distracting me from my workâ, he says, leaning in and kissing you again.
âthatâs why you need to stop this bodyguard stuff and just be my boyfriend insteadâ, you whisper against his lips.Â
âbut then you wonât see me 24/7â, he tells.
âbut then i can distract youâ, you fill in.
âhm weâll see about that loveâ, he says, before he captures your lips and kisses you breathlessly.
the end
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Summary: Chris matt and nick get a new videographer, she is funny, smart and pretty, basically everything Chris could ever want in a girl. Chris finds it impossible to not fall for herâŠ
Warnings: smut, blowjob, getting caught, cursing
Wc: 1014
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âguys i dont want a new videographer, memo was the best and i dont think anyone could do what he didâ chris says as he sits up from the couch
Nick rolls his eyes at chrisâ comment. âchris you're gonna have to get over it because our new one is here in 15 minutes whether you like it or not.â
âmaybe you will like him!â matt says trying to brighten the mood, but chris just scoffs and looks away
âmatt what, you know its a girl right?â nick says looking at matt with a shocked expression
âreally? Well thats good for a change of scenery i guess!â matt replies as he shrugs his shoulders
âthis is dumb, i think i would rather stop filming content then get a new videographerâ
âokay that is so dramatic get over yourself sheâs here in probably 10 minutes now so put on a smile and dont be a bitchâ nick snaps back
10 minutes later you arrive at their front door and hesitantly ring their door bell.
ding dong
âchris, how about you go and get the door because you're being such a whiny little babyâ nick
ânick i swear toâŠokay ill do it.â chris sighs loudly as he walks downstairs towards their front door
Chris opens the door slowly to see the most gorgeous girl he has ever seen, the only thing hes thinking is all the things they can do together, but hes quickly taken out of his trance when y/n speaks up.
âhi im y/n! You must be⊠nick?â you say presumptuously
âh-hi yeah um nick.. I MEAN chris, yes, chrisâ ânice to meet you, y/nâ
You chuckle âwell lovley to meet you chris, would you like to take me upstairs to meet the other boys?â
âuhh YES of course i think they would love thatâ chris speaks up as he takes you upstairs to meet his brothers.
Chris is too stunned to speak properly, nick and matt meet you and they think you are great.
âsorry guys but it was kind of a long drive, would it be okay if i got some water please?â
âyeah no problem ill sort you out and give you a little tour of the placeâ matt replies walking in the direction of their fridge
âsee chris, she doesnt seem bad at all, if anything she seems-â
âlike my dream girl, yeah, i know, i dont know what to doâ chris blurts out, feeling like a weight has been lifted from his shoulders from the confession.
âum so not what i was going to say but yeah okay! Your gonna have to hold all that in because i don't want you to fuck anything up and make it awkwardâ âoh god chris why are you sweating, you're gross go changeâ he says backing away from chris disgustedly
âi dont think that can happen nick but yeah ill get changed..â chris replies, aware of his sweaty clothes
Chris is opening his door with his top only half on
âshit! Oh hi sorry you gave me a shock.. How did you-â chris says as he slightly jumps back from his door frame
âmatt said this was your room, i was just coming up to check it out, but that can wait for another timeâ y/n says apologetically âsorry I came up, that was dumb..â
âno it wasnt..â chris says reassuringly, slightly cutting her off
Your both standing there staring at eachother not knowing what to do, chris takes a slow step forward, you do the same, you continue looking at eachother until you hesitate.
âno, it was dumb, sorry, i will see you downstairs chrisâ y/n says quietly as she quickly walks away from chris
chris is left standing there wondering if he did anything wrong, guilt clouds his mind but he decides to make his way back upstairs all dressed.
âoh wow how nice of you to finally join us chris!â nick says whilst sarcastically clapping his hands
You are standing near the couch looking at him standing from the top of the stairs
âguys i need to go to the store to get some stomach medicine I'll be backâ matt says grabbing his car keys
âmatt are you kidding? Can your sore little stomach just wait?â
âno nick, it can't actually wait, that's why i am leaving nowâ
âgod you are annoying, but i know you dont like driving alone so i will comeâŠâ
âarent you just a cutie!!â matt says jokingly and walks towards the door
âshut the fuck up or i am not coming, dont make it a big deal lets goâ
Chris clears his throat âuhh so will me and y/n just like stay hereâ he speaks up
You both glance at eachother
âoh um yeah about that-â nick says quietly, only so matt can hear
âyes? Whatâs wrong with that? Whatever i am leaving nowâ matt
Nick stares at chris giving him a death stare as he leaves
The door shuts
Youre both sitting there awkwardly waiting for one of you to speak up
Chris breaks the silence âuh y/n⊠i am kinda sorry about before, i didnt mean to make things awkwardâ
âno, dont be sorry, i just didnt want your brothers to come up and see that.. But now they are gone.. So"
Chris swallows nervously as he looks at you with lust in his eyes
10 minutes later
All that can be heard from the living room is groaning and whimpering âmmph chris who knew in the first 30 minutes of knowing you i would be swallowing your dickâ you say finally taking a breath
âyoure good, a bit too goodâ chris says moaning âhow many other guys have you done this toâ
âwell lets just say-â
Before you could answer you both here keys screwing into the front door, and faint talking from familiar voices
It opens
You are both staring at each other stuck on what to do as they hear footsteps coming up the stairs
âOKAY WHAT THE FUCK IT HAS BEEN 10 MINUTES CHRISâ nick says covering his eyes dramatically
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what would matt and/or chris do if reader leaked through her pants (period) while they were out shopping but she was already in a bad mood so theyâre trying not to upset her while trying to fix it??
theyâd both be sweet and not obvious about it. Theyâd try to get her to like follow them some place else away form everyoneâs eyes and help her.
Matt âŠ
Matt had been keeping an eye on you ever since you woke up in a bad mood. He noticed the way you crossed your arms tightly as you browsed through racks of clothes, clearly uninterested in shopping. He didnât press you, knowing you just needed some space.
But when you shifted awkwardly and tugged at the back of your shirt, he knew something was wrong. His eyes quickly scanned you, and when he caught sight of the faint stain on your pants, his heart sank.
Matt stepped closer, lowering his voice to keep things casual. âHey, babe, letâs grab a drink or something. Youâve been looking at clothes for ages.â
You shot him a tired look. âI donât even want to be here, Matt.â you snipped.
âI know, I know,â he soothed, resting a hand lightly on your shoulder. âBut letâs just take a little break, yeah? Maybe grab a coffee?â His tone was calm, almost coaxing.
You sighed but nodded, following him out of the aisle. Matt guided you toward the storeâs cafĂ© area, then paused. âWait here for a sec. Iâll be right back.â he said, gently having you sit down in a more secluded part.
Before you could protest, he disappeared. A few moments later, he returned with a small shopping bag in hand and a soft hoodie draped over his arm. He handed it to you with a sheepish smile. âI, uh, noticed something earlier. Thought this might make you feel more comfortable.â
Then It clicked in your head, and you felt the heat rise to your cheeks. âMattââ
âDonât worry about it,â he cut you off gently, his voice reassuring. âWeâll grab some leggings on the way out. No big deal.â
Tears pricked your eyes â not from embarrassment, but from how thoughtful he was being. Matt caught the look and tilted his head. âHey, donât cry,â he said softly, brushing his thumb over your cheek. âYouâre good, okay? youâll get through this, and then Iâll take you home to chill. Sound good?â
Chris âŠ
You had been dragging your feet through the store, annoyed at everything around you. Chris kept glancing your way, unsure how to help. He cracked a few jokes, but your stony silence told him they werenât landing.
When you shifted your weight and tugged at the back of your shirt, Chris immediately clocked something was wrong. His brow furrowed as he looked you over discreetly, catching sight of the faint stain on your pants. His heart squeezed, knowing how upset you might get if he handled this the wrong way.
Chris casually stepped in front of you, blocking anyone elseâs view. âHey, angel,â he said softly, leaning closer. âI think we should hit the car for a minute.â
You frowned, clearly irritated. âWhy?â you said, gritting your teeth.
He hesitated, not wanting to embarrass you. âTrust me, itâs just better if we head out for a sec. We can come back if you want.â he said.
The way his voice softened made you suspicious, but you reluctantly agreed. He walked close behind you, shielding you the best he could until you made it to the parking lot.
Once you reached the car, Chris opened the door for you and handed you his sweatshirt. âHere, wrap this around your waist,â he said gently.
Your face fell as realization dawned, and you immediately looked down at your pants. âOh my god,â you whispered, mortified.
âHey, hey, itâs not a big deal,â Chris reassured you quickly. He crouched down so he was eye-level with you, his hands resting lightly on your hips. âThis happens, okay? â I know how this works. No one saw, and Iâve got your back.â
You looked at him, your lip trembling. âIâm so over today,â you muttered.
Chris gave you a small smile. âI know, angel. Letâs get you some fresh clothes and head home. We can throw on your favorite movie, and Iâll grab all the snacks you want. Sound good?â
You nodded, and Chris leaned in, pressing a soft kiss to your temple. âWeâve got this,â he murmured. âDonât even stress.â
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vlog day || matt sturniolo
matt x fem!reader
summary: you said yes to being in the vlog while spending time with ur best friends and your boyfriend.
warnings: none
word count: 1,1k
a/n: have a good day ily
âAre you filming already?â I asked sitting at the table and putting stuff in my purse.
I was cleaning it because I couldnât find my favorite lipstick anywhere.
âYes, you said itâs okay if we film the vlog with you right?â Nick asked me and I nodded.
âYes, yes look guys!â I looked at the camera and brought a gift bag closer to me.
âSo I said few days back that I wasnât feeling that good lately like you know mentally because I had a lot of work and stress. I came in here this morning and this was on the table with my name on itâ I showed the bag.
âLook what Chris and Nick got meâ I laughed showing the camera the coffee cup with triplets photos on it.
âWe know you love coffee so⊠you know you can look every morning at people who brings you joy in your lifeâ Nick laughed behind the camera.
âYes and you know whatâs the funniest part? They only put one photo of Mattâ I said and stood up when I saw Chris coming up with the new Dr Pepper.
âItâs finally here people letâs try itâ he said.
âHe is constantly talking about it letâs just get over itâ I whispered to the camera.
âI found your lipstick honey⊠oh your filming already?â Matt came from his room.
âAww Matt youâre not beating lover boy allegations ever againâ Chris laughed at him but Matt only rolled his eyes and gave me the lipstick.
âThank you Mattâ I smiled and wanted to peck his lips but I didnât.
I didnât want to push that I was already in the vlog. But I was exited and I said yes because us four actually didnât spent time together for a long time now. So I was excited for some fun with my boyfriend and his brothers.
âLadies firstâŠ.âChris gave me the can.
âOkay because if I die itâs on youâŠâ I say and I took a sip.
It wasnât bad but also it wasnât my favorite.
âMeh⊠itâs okay but I think you and Nick will like itâ I gave it back to Chris.
He made his brothers try and they had a talk about it while I went to put my converse on.
When we got into the car I sat in the back with Nick so Chris could be in front of the camera.
âSo we donât know where weâre going yetâ Chris said to the camera and we all looked at it surprised itâs on.
âWhat? I thought we can decide on cameraâŠâ he said.
âLetâs go to Melrose I want Happy Iceâ Nick said and I clapped my hands.
âYes! Happy Ice and pizza Iâm inâ I said and buckled my sit belt.
We were driving with Chris talking all the time and Matt crying about every dog we pass.
âWhen you explain something is impossible to know what youâre talking about⊠itâs like I spy game with 5 years oldâ I told Chris.
âWell I wanted to edge onâŠâHe started.
âOh you want us to edge you a little? OkayâŠâMatt said and I gasped.
âMatthewâŠ.âI hit his arm playfully.
âDonât even start y/nâ he said and looked at me in the mirror and I winked at him.
âAnyways⊠how much longer? I need to peepeeâ I said looking at maps.
âOh my god youâre worst than Chris sometimes babeâ Matt said.
I looked at him and laughed.
âWhat?â I asked.
âGuys.. thatâs what y/n always does. 20 minutes before we left she said she needs to pee but instead going to the bathroom she did like 100 other things and she forgot to go and its like that every time we go outâ Matt said.
âWoow sir what is this? Telling each other icks or what?â Nick asked looking at us.
âI would say about her hair in the bathroom everywhereâ Matt added.
âFair enough⊠I would say about your hair in the sink after you shave and we would be evenâ I laughed.
âAnd I would say your underwear under my couch when you guys forget you donât live aloneâ Nick said and I covered my mouth with my hand.
âShut up it was onceâ I said.
âNah like three timesâ Chris said and I covered my whole face with my hands.
âWe not putting this in the video and stop making her uncomfortableâ Matt laughed.
âWe were uncomfortable!â Nick yelled.
âOkay done with my sex life letâs talk about the weather or about how ugly is this persons outfitâ I said when we stopped on red.
âOmg but look they are so cute having photo shoot togetherâ Nick said and I smiled.
âAwww look how heâs holding her stuff for herâ I said.
When we got to the pizza place I ordered for us and looked at the boys filming in the corner.
âMatt please donât do that it actually sends shivers down my spine âI told him looking at him opening the water bottle with his teeth.
âHere I need to go to the bathroomâ I gave him order numer and went into the toilet.
We ate in the car talking shit about people and than we got to the happy ice and I was holding the camera.
âGuys if he wonât take cherry for me Iâm going to break up with him. I told him he needs to guess what I wantâ I whispered to the camera.
âHere I bought cherry flavored for you?â He came up to me with the desert and I smiled.
âAh still need that anniversary gift thenâ I said to the camera when Matt took it from me and looked at me confused but I only smiled at him.
We walked around while we ate and then we came back to the car. While we were driving I saw a very handsome guy and me an Nick made a funny face in the same time looking after him.
âThis guy was so hot!!â Nick yelled and I gave him high 5.
â I knew youâre going to say that!â Chris said.
ây/n Iâm not talking to you anymoreâ Matt said and I made a sad face.
âYou love me Matty he was like 4 you are a 10â I said and he smiled.
âSo technically you think Iâm a 10?â Chris asked.
âWell yes but then you open your mouthâ I said and everyone laughed.
When we came home I took my shoes off and sat down on the couch when boys finished up the video.
âOkay weâre done⊠that was fun thanks for coming with us and filmingâ nick said and he sat down next to me.
âI had fun too! I hope everyone is not going to kill me for being in the videoâ I said.
âTheyâre going to love youâ he said and I smiled.
âMovie night?â Matt asked from the kitchen.
âMovie night!â I said happily.
He smiled and me and I hugged a pillow close to me. I was so relaxed after spending day with them. Nick was right. They were my favorite humans in the whole world.
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She blinded me with science || [Spencer Reid X Goth!reader]
A/N: self indulgent little fic here. I have been in a writing slump for a few weeks and needed to do something just a little self indulgent. So we have this which has been on my mind for ever. I love Abby Sciuto from NCIS and thought how fun it would be to see our little nerd fall in love with the alternative lab rat of the FBI. This is not proof read or anything so it might not be the absolute best but I just wanted to put something out here again.
WC: 1737
Tags: fluff, crush, first meeting, love at first sight possibly, multiple parts, opposites attract, self indulgent fic, reader is described as female, reader is alternative
Warnings: Mention of human remains.
Read part 2 here, read part 3 here
The music coming from the lab was muffled. Even through the closed door Spencer could hear the barely legible lyrics as he got closer and closer. As he reached the door and knocked there seemed to be no answer. Certain his knocking wouldnât be heard over the noise that he now recognized as Siouxsie and the banshees. He opened the door. As soon as the barrier between him and the music was lifted it sounded so clear. It was turned up to 11 and he wondered how anyone could even focus with music that loud.
That was until he saw you, swaying along to the music, the white coat exaggerated the movements. Swishing from side to side as you reach for a pasteur pipette while bobbing your head along to the music. You seemed absorbed in the music, focussed on your work leaning over the bench and carefully dripping a clear substance on a piece of paper while still perfectly on beat with the music. Spencer cleared his throat loudly, hoping to make himself known before he interrupted you in whatever you seemed to be doing. Though it didnât quite reach the decibel level to alert you. âL/Nâ he called out your last name but once again no response. So he took a few steps closer. Once Spencer was close enough he reached out and softly tapped your shoulder. You jumped in response, whirling around in shock with the pipette in your hands raised like a weapon. Like somehow you would be able to defend yourself with the lab instrument. A yelp falling from your lips.Â
âOh my god! Canât you knock!â You accused, eyes wide as you placed your free hand on the top of your chest, taking a deep breath. âI did. I also tried to clear my throat to not scare you.â Spencer retorted, his voice raised a little louder so you could hear him over the music. You twirled around, placing the pipette in the holder. âIâm Doctor Reid, from the BAU.â He continued loudly. You turned, holding your left hand up to shush him. Your right fishing the remote from your coat pocket. It gave Spencer some time to look you over.Â
Your lab coat was about the only light thing you wore. The outfit underneath was black on black on black. A band tee with illegible writing that peeked over a corset, layered with a ripped fishnet top underneath. The abundance of necklaces of all different lengths, cascading down your neck like silver waterfalls. Ripped jeans he wasnât quite sure were safe for the lab environment, but the skin of your thigh caught his attention. Something inside of him stirring. He fidgeted with his hands in front of his body.
âSo⊠you were saying?â You spoke. Spencerâs eyes snapped back to your face. You looked up at him with big eyes, a small smile accompanying them. The music was turned down now giving him room to think. Though your eyes still made it difficult to really focus. âOh, I am Doctor Reid, from the BAU.â He answered after swallowing for a moment. âAh! You are here for the clothing analysis, right? Penelope mentioned one of the team would come pick it up. Normally it's her or Derek, though I think Derek has complained about hearing loss.â You whirled around while rambling on, pony tail waving behind as you turned, bounding over to a table with scattered papers. Spencer followed close behind, not focussing on the words rather just the tone of your voice, a slight intrigue towards you. He didnât even know your first name, yet somehow your mannerisms, your unconventional style, it made him want to know more. âRight.â He said, realizing he hadnât technically answered your questions.Â
Spencer looked over your shoulder as you picked up a stack of papers neatly stapled together. He thought he might be a bit too close as he could smell the subtle perfume wafting off of you. Though he also strangely enjoyed it. It was sweet but not overly so. A hint of cherry that was fitting in his eyes. The color of the fruit matching that of your lipstick. As you looked over the paper and began to talk again, âSo, the substance that was on the clothes seems to be turpentine. Commonly used in oil painting. The vapors can already cause irritation to the eyes, skin, and airways if exposed to them for longer periods of time.â you rambled off the words as you read them. âThere were some other things found on the clothes that coincide with the oil painting. Different pigments and paint residue.â You turned, eyes still on the paper nearly bumping into Spencer as he had been standing so close. When you looked up at him surprised he could feel a tightening in his chest. âOops, sorry.â You apologized, a small smile on your lips.
You apologized to him while he was the one in your way. âOh it was my fault. Shouldnât have stood so close. Sorry.â He muttered. The words falling from his lips unceremoniously. He felt like half of his intelligence had up and left his brain as he talked to you. Not really knowing what to say at that moment. His hands fidgeted at his sides again. His left hand playing with the hem of his cardigan sleeve. He cursed himself internally for being reduced to a stumbling mess in front of you. You kept standing there though. Clearly you had turned around to go somewhere and Spencer had been in your way. Yet he was nailed in place and so, it seemed to him, were you. âDid you know they used to make oil paints with human remains?â You spoke excitedly. Like you had been waiting to tell someone, anyone, that little fact. He knew that. He knew that for a long time yet seeing you, tell him a fact with such delight, made him want to lie. âNow I do.â He answered, his smile matching yours.
âIt was called mummy brown. They ground up mummies, both human and animal, and put it in the paint.â You continued. Your voice trailing off slightly after the word animal. You held up the stack of papers to him. âEverything you need is in there. If you need me to clarify something just give me a call. Or stop by whenever you want.â Spencer nods after your sentence. Taking the papers from you his hand touched yours ever so slightly. His brain short circuited for a moment before the neurons started firing accordingly again. âI eh- I donât have your number.â he stumbled over the words.
As if you realized that in that moment you took a step aside and walked past him. Walking over to a desk and rummaging through a drawer. Spencer walked a bit closer to your desk. No longer being nailed in place by some unspeakable force. You pulled out a thin sharpie, and Spencer raised a brow ever so slightly at that. You walked back over, holding out your hand to grasp his. Spencer placed his hand in yours. His mouth felt incredibly dry for a moment. His tongue was uncomfortable in his mouth. His heartbeat raced faster. Nothing like he had ever really felt before. You could have done it on the papers, or maybe even a sticky note. Yet you decided that his hand would be the perfect place to write down your number. He thought about it for a moment, your hand was soft and warm. You twisted his hand, writing down your phone number along with your name. Once you finished you let go off his hand. Spencer looked at the black numbers, committing them to memory, and your name. God your name would be bouncing around his head for days. âY/N.â He said, testing the name. It felt right.
âThatâs me, you better put that in your phone. These markers are not nearly as permanent on skin. Itâs the oils.â You went on, capping the marker as you spoke. âI will. Thank you.â Spencer said and smiled. He stayed standing in place for another moment. Trying to commit you to memory just in case his eidetic memory failed him. He realized he was staring a little and cleared his throat. âI eh⊠I have to go.â pointing his thumb to the door. You giggled a little, a sound that made Spencerâs cheek heat up a little. âRight, pretty boy, head on out. I need to get back to work too.â You smiled casually. Spencerâs face was only heating up more. He swallowed. The nickname the others used for him sounded so much better when it came from you. He turned around to hide his ever heating face from your sight, walking over to the door quickly. Once in the opening he quickly looked back, giving an awkward wave that you returned with a smile.Â
When Spencer entered the bullpen his face had calmed down a little. Not feeling nearly as hot as before. He was able to think clearly again, but when he looked at your number and name on his hand he felt giddy inside. Reaching his desk he sat down, placing the analysis file on his desk. âThat took you long enough, pretty boy.â Derek called out from his desk, humor in his voice. The nickname had no effect when he said it. âSorry, the lab tech⊠she was explaining some things to me.â Spencer quickly lied. âAlright, can I get the file?â Derek had his hand already out. Spencer gave him the file and Derekâs brows raised at the number scribbled on his hand. âYou got her number?â He smirked. Spencer pulled his hand back covering the numbers and your name with his other hand. âIf something needed more clearing up.â He retorted. Derek merely chuckled at his awkwardness, âSheâs friends with Garcia, you wouldnât have needed her phone number.â He added with a smirk. Spencer felt his face heat up a little again, embarrassed. He knew that. He knew that he had known that. But in that moment he couldnât think.
He looked back at his hand. Your name on his skin. A little flutter in his chest kicked up when he did. Derek cleared his throat, making Spencer look up again. Derek pointed at him with his pen, before opening his mouth. âYou better call her soon.â
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could u pls write a fic about a plus sized reader noticing Spencer doesnt look at her alot so one morning she wears lingerie and a see through robe and she teases him until he just takes her on the couch?
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â pairing: spencer reid x plus size!reader
â summary: listen, it wasn't that you didn't love the domestic life with spencer, but god, you just really missed being touched (and penelope has a solution).
â warnings: uhh this is almost 3k of pwp firstly, penelope being the best wingwoman to ever exist, lingerie, teasing, unprotected sex, couch sex, vaginal sex, sub!spencer reid, dom!reader, kind of switch spencer and reader at the end, riding, heavy petting, subspace if you squint, mentions of oral sex (m and f rec), the reader is lowkey a freak (and penelope instigates it), clothed sex, the reader is dressed and spencer isn't, i held myself back from including a mommy kink, but that's the best you're getting from me, a lack of foreplay (be considerate folks), consent kink, praise kink.
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â a/n: HEY SO i really let this get away from me in the sense of this was meant to kind of be dom!spencer but i blinked and all of a 2k was written of sub!spencer so yikes!! but i really enjoyed writing this, it's been literally forever since i've written pwp so... here ya go!! i'm trying to be more organized with uploading because i really want to clear out my drafts before starting any new projects.
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âPen, have you ever seen those TikToks where itâs like âhe has a whole woman in his bed yet heâs playing World of Warcraftâ or some shit like that?â You ask the phone thatâs tucked under your chin.
Youâre in the middle of putting up laundry, but a feeling of unrest bubbled beneath your skin.
Penelope laughs, âAnd let me guess, thatâs how you feel right now?âÂ
You sigh, looking down at the shirt that refuses to turn inside out. You throw it back in the hamper with a huff before grabbing a pair of â Spencerâs â jeans.
âI just â Iâm not with Spencer for just sex, you know that, but itâs been like⊠forever since Iâve gotten any.â You canât even listen to yourself talk.
âWeâve been in this like⊠domestic bliss stage, and while I love waking up to breakfast in bed and giggly showers, Iâm horny and every time he does something so normal â something that shouldnât even be considered sexy â I have to hold myself back from jumping his bones.âÂ
Penelope lets out a rather unattractive chortle, but she continues. âListen sister, while I love the Boy Genius as much as the next person, heâs kinda dense. With all those brains, heâs rather hard-headed when it comes to romance.â
âI know, I know, and those are one of the reasons why I love him! The denseness is cute, but Iâm starting to think I sabotaged myself.â You look down longingly at the MIT t-shirt. Spencer was away at the office right now, so that means whatever conversation you were having with the colorful woman on the other end was completely inappropriate.
âYou know what I think?â She starts. âOh God.â You sigh fondly. âOh, hush! Donât even act like my ideas arenât good! Anyway⊠If thereâs one thing Iâve learned from being quite the seductress myself, is that at the end of the day a man is a man, and they can be reduced down to their most primal instincts.â
âWhat are you saying?â You inquire curiously with furrowed eyebrows. âIâm saying that you gotta work with what ya mama gave ya! Men are dumb, they see a tit or a nice ass and they lose all cognitive function. So what Iâm saying is to put on some lingerie and act like a little minx! Guys love it when you tease them and act like you donât know what youâre doing! Itâs about the chase, my fellow curvaceous protege.â
âSo youâre saying to⊠seduce him?â Â
âThatâs exactly what Iâm saying â Oh! Good morning sir! Yes, sorry, Iâll call you back when Iâve got the answer to what you need⊠yes okay bye-bye!â And with that, youâre left listening to the silence.Â
You laugh, shaking your head in exasperation before taking a seat on the bed.
Seduce him, huh? The notion almost seems ridiculous, but it really isnât that far fetched. Youâve had sex with Spencer before, you know how his brain works, what gets him needy and what parts of you turn him on. Maybe itâs not such a bad idea.
You donât really own any lingerie, because for one, the material thatâs supposedly the back of your underwear gets swallowed by your ass, and two, Spencerâs never complained about your granny panties. But hey, it doesnât hurt to look right?
Okay, seduce Spencer Reid is a go.
Taking one last scrutinizing look in the bathroom mirror, you leave quietly, walking into the kitchen and pouring yourself a glass of coffee. Liquid courage as they say.
The light pink sheer robe hangs off of your ample form, the fuzz on the edge of your sleeves getting in your way and irritating you. God, if this doesnât work, a woman by the name of Penelope Garcia is going to find herself six feet underground.
Spencer sat on the couch slipping his feet into a pair of mismatched socks â youâve stopped trying to organize them a while ago â tucking them into his converse. Heâs off today, probably having plans with the bookstore and the park before offering to make the both of you dinner. Itâs endearing to say the least, but food is not something you're hungry for.
âSo, whatâs on the agenda for today?â You ask before taking a sip of your coffee. He hasnât looked up, but youâre facing him now, your scantily clad body exposed by the thin satin of your white bra and underwear. A devil in disguise (you hope).
âHmm, I was thinking about playing chess in the park for an hour or two before going to the bookstore. A new novel about quantum physics just came out, and even though itâll probably be about stuff I already know, Iâm always willing to look at it from a different perspecâŠâ Spencer finally looked up, his sentence slurring a bit. â...tive.â
âAh! That sounds exciting! Iâll text you what I want for dinner later if thatâs okay? Or would you rather I go shopping with you?â
He blinks, his mouth hanging open intelligently, as though heâs still trying to process exactly what heâs seeing. âYes. I mean no - I mean⊠I⊠what are you wearing?â
You spare a lazy look down, as though you had forgotten you even had the thing on.
âOh this? Itâs just really hot in the apartment today. So make sure you bring some sunscreen and a fan, yeah? Donât want you getting a sunburn or having a heat stroke.â
âI - Iâve never seen that set before, is it new?â He stammers. You click your tongue as if you genuinely had to date the outfit back, when in reality the tags to the set itself sits pretty in the bathroom trash can. âI have no idea honestly, it looked comfortable though, so I just slipped it on. You donât mind, right?â
âI⊠no. I donât.â
You beam at him, âPerfect. Oh! Let me make you some coffee before you go, I know how hard it is for you to start your day without it.âÂ
You turn back around, and you could hear Spencer fruitlessly swallow a gasp. The back of your underwear might as well have been a piece of string, because your ass cheeks were basically eating the material. It was uncomfortable, but oh well, beauty is pain.
You smirk in victory, pulling out a medium sized thermos and pouring the rest of the liquid in it.
You didnât hear him move, let alone walk behind you, but two large hands placed themselves respectively on your hips, the man tucking his face in the side of your neck. You shiver at the hot blow of air that escapes through his nose, and his grip on your skin turns a little tighter.
âWhat are you doing?â The question is mumbled, but you donât miss it. âWhat does it look like? Iâm making you coffee, silly.â He huffs. âNo. I mean what are you doing to me?â
He presses forward, pushing his half hard cock between your cheeks. It was your turn to gasp, and you couldnât help but put down the pot of coffee, pushing the now full thermos away to avoid any future hazards.Â
You hold on to the edge of the counter, tilting your head further to the side to give the needy man more access. He takes the hint, peppering sweet, heated kisses on the sensitive skin of your throat. You shiver once more, sighing out a smile.
âI donât know what youâre talking about.â You know lying is useless, especially with the way your voice sounded so breathless. âYou know youâre a terrible liar.â It was a playful dig, and his palms had begun to move, pushing on your full stomach to put more of your weight on him.
âHm, but you donât know every single thing I have in the closet, now do you?â You remark, yelping when he nipped at your earlobe. âAh, but thatâs where youâre wrong and you know it.â You do. âDo I?â
âThis is terrible foreplay.â He jokes and you giggle. âIâd say Iâm doing a pretty good job, donât you think?â You push your hips back and add a bit of friction onto his cock. He groans and you feel your pussy pulse.
âYou always do a good job.â Spencer murmurs.
Youâre turned around so you can face him, and you wish you could take a picture to savor the look on his face. Heâs beet red, cheeks and ears flushed a beautiful hue that leaves a twinge of pride pooling in your stomach.
He cups your face, drawing you in for a long awaited kiss.Â
You sigh into him, hands twisting at the sleeves of his cardigan to pull him closer. He lets you in exchange of pushing you against the counter until your lower back is digging uncomfortably into the marble.
âWhere do you wanna go?â He finally breathes. You stare at him as if you were in a daze before processing his question with a blink. âCouch?â You ask. âWhatever you want.â He says before joining your lips together once more.
He walks the both of you backwards slowly, and he takes advantage of when your mouth parts in a moan as he flicks his tongue against the top of your lip. He tastes like toothpaste and you might be a little crazy to think that it makes him way sexier than it should.
Your eyes flutter open and you push him away with hands on his chest gently.
âDo you trust me?â You gasp.
âOf course.â
âGood.â You say with a smirk.
You make sure heâs close enough to the edge of the couch when you push him on it, quickly clambering onto his lap and settling your hands on his shoulders; his fall naturally to your waist and you grin.
âHi.â You whisper quietly. âHey.â He responds back just as hushed. âYou can grab my ass, you know.â You tease and his eyes widen just slightly. âIâŠâ You guide his palms to hold the meat of your ass and he grips.
âGod.â It tumbles from his lips in a whimper and you fucking melt.Â
âSorry Iâve been such a tease today, Spencie.â You say sweetly with a fake pout. âI just needed you so bad and youâve been so, so sweet to me, my sweet boy. I didnât want to ruin it by asking you to fuck me stupid.â
âYou wouldnât have ruined it.â He corrects with a whine. You had begun to grind down on him and he gripped you tightly, helping you rut against him. âNo?â You question. He shakes his head quickly, his hair bouncing along with the swings.
âNo. âWouldâve done anything you asked.â
âYeah?â
âMhm.â
âSo, if I asked you to let me suck your dick until Iâve sucked the soul out of you, would you have let me? How about if I asked you to eat my pussy for breakfast, huh? Would you have done it?â
âYes, yes, God yes! I want to⊠I wanna do all those things so badly.â He groans, all but pawing at you now.Â
âI bet you do,â You coo. âI guess I havenât been the only one pent up. But thatâs okay, because Iâve got you, yeah?â
âYeah.âÂ
You smile, leaning in to give him a kiss before traveling downwards to his belt and wrangling it open. You popped open the buttons of his jeans, sliding back so you can tug them down his legs.Â
âUp.â You command softly and he obliges.Â
Youâre faced with his hardened cock bulging from under his black underwear.
âOh⊠is this for me?â You know youâre being mean when you drag your fingertips over the spot where precum has begun to pool, only putting slight pressure on it just to hear that sweet sound of his breath hitching.
âYes â itâs all for you.â Spencer whines and throws his head back against the couch. âAll for me? My goodnessâŠâ You trail off as you drag his underwear down his thighs. His cock springs up and bobbles against his clothed stomach.
âCan I ââ He licks his lips, âCan I take my shirt off?â
âOf course, my love.â You were just about to ask him anyway.
As he rids himself of his top you get up for a split second to take his pants and underwear off fully. As you go to undress yourself, he stops you.
âWâ wait⊠keep it on please.âÂ
âOh? You wanna be nasty and pull my panties to the side, huh? Dirty dirty boy.â You tisk, but in reality you feel like youâre about to explode. âIs that okay?â You smile at his question. âMore than okay.â
You climb back on top of him, doing exactly what you said and pulling the white satin to the side before gripping his dick, lining it up to your entrance. He holds you steady looking up at you with those big brown puppy dog eyes as you sink down.
The stretch stings because of the lack of foreplay, but you canât find it within yourself to care as the pain shoots up your lower back and is already fraying at your pleasure filled nerves.Â
âSo⊠so good. God.â Spencer chokes.Â
Your lips are rolled between your teeth, eyebrows furrowed in concentration. You heave out a breath when he sinks down to the hilt, and he just rubs soothing circles on your hips. The feeling helps to guide you as you loosen up, and when you do, you give him an experimental clench.
He groans of course and you smirk lazily.
ââGonna ride you now, âkay?â You murmur as you lift your hips up before slamming down. Spencer practically shouts when he re-enters you. âFuck, fuck, fuckâŠâ Heâs a whimpering, cursing mess. âThat feels good, baby?â You ask as you bounce. Spencer nods and fondness twists in your chest.
âYouâre so tight. I think âm gonna pass out.â He says dramatically. You laugh, grabbing his hands and slipping them under your bra so they can cover your breasts. âWell, donât pass out until weâve cum, alright?â
He gives your breasts a reassuring squeeze. âOf course.â He huffs and you giggle again. The giggles die out though when you shift and his tip prods just right.
âOh shit.â You curse but remain in the same place.
You ride him in abandon, the sound of skin meeting skin radiating out into the early morning air of the apartment. The sound is nasty and wet and it causes your head to swim. The buzz of mind numbing pleasure swims around in your gut, and you can almost grasp it.
âSpence I â I need more, can youâŠ?â You moan out, your head tilting back. âYeah, yeah, I got you, sweetheart.â
One hand leaves to rub furiously at your clit and your hips cant forward, sending you landing on his naked, sweat slicked chest. Your thighs burn and you rest for a moment, but Spencer doesnât seem to match the same sentiment, because the other hand holds you by your hip in a grip thatâs almost bruising.Â
The fat is spilling through his fingers but he uses it as leverage as he now fucks up into you. You squeal, throwing your arms around his neck and tucking his face into yours. You mark him mindlessly, body trembling as you near your orgasm.
You can feel him twitch inside of you when he sets a pace, bringing you up and down in a way that indicates heâs nearing an end of his own.
âTogether, okay?â You cry out, ââWanna cum together.â
âOkay, honey, okay.âÂ
He sets his feet on the floor and rubs harder at your sensitive bud, and the arousal that implodes inside of you is so blinding that you white out for a minute. Every one of your senses are overwhelmed, and you can hear him mewling into your ear before warmth paints your womb.
Itâs silent in the apartment for a moment before you speak.
âI have to tell you a secret.â You whisper mindlessly, laying your cheek on a bony shoulder. âAnd whatâs that?â He runs his fingers up and down your spine.
âThis set is new.â
âI know honey, I saw the charge on my card.â
âWhat?!â You exclaim, pulling away from his body to search his hazy eyes with your wide ones.
âYou forget I can see the bank statements.â Spencer says with a smile. âNo, no. I â I didnât mean to use your card.â
âYou didnât have to⊠I may have uh⊠may have slipped one into your wallet when you werenât looking.â He admits sheepishly. You stare at a moment and then smile incredulously. âDid you⊠secretly sugar daddy me?â
âOh God, please donât call it that.â He says with a groan, leaning forward to bury his face in your chest.
âYeah, yeah. Whatever sugar daddy.â You tease, running your fingers through his sweaty locks.
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cam girl (part six)
pairing rafe cameron x female reader
rating explicit 18+
summary you work two jobs. by day, youâre a maid for the cameron household, where rafe degrades you any chance he can get. by night, youâre a cam girl, hiding your face so nobody can recognize you. when you discover your new subscriber, the filthy-mouthed man obsessively paying you to do everything he can think of, is rafe, youâre not sure what to do next.
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You donât remember falling asleep. Thatâs how exhausted you were from your time with Rafe.
As you slowly slip into consciousness, your body feels loose and buzzing. Your core is trembling and you slowly catch on that you were having an erotic dream about him.
Your eyes flutter open, realizing your sex dream isnât a dream at all. Rafeâs head is moving under your white comforter between your legs, his warm tongue flattening against your clit.
Your fatigued mind puts it together. He spent the night. He held you as you slept. And now heâs eating you out.
âOh, fuck,â you chuckle breathily, writhing. âOh, my God.â
âFinally,â he mutters beneath the cover, taking his mouth off of you to speak. His warm breath spreads over your pussy. âI canât feel my fucking jaw anymore.â
Youâre still in your big t-shirt, but you realize he took your panties off.
âRafe,â you whine, feeling dizzy. Is he seriously waking you up with head? Holy shit.
âYou always such a deep sleeper?â he grumbles. He dips to use his tongue on you again, circles swirling over you. His arms are hooked around your legs, large hands splayed on your inner thighs.
âHmm?â you mumble, lost in the way heâs tonguing you. His mouth closes around your clit, then he pulls back to talk again.
âDo you always sleep so fucking deeply?â he repeats, his tone stern. His morning voice is raspy and deep and so hot that itâs painful.
âOnly when I get really good dick the night before,â you say. You canât help but take the opportunity to mess with him. âSo, itâs weird I didnât wake up right away.â
Rafe stiffens, his fingers digging into the flesh of your thighs as he pulls his mouth off of you.
âIâm joking,â you laugh. You pull the cover up to see his face between your legs. God, he looks so fucking cute, his expression completely unimpressed. âPlease keep going, baby.â
âListen, if you wanna fuck with me-â
âRafe,â you giggle. âI promise, youâre the best Iâve had. Please keep going.â
âThe best?â he echoes, eager for you to stroke his ego.
âI donât think Iâve ever had a better orgasm than the one you gave me last night,â you say, totally honest.
âHuh. Maybe that should be the last one I give you if youâre gonna be such a brat.â
You know heâs just messing with you, but the thought of ending whatever this is with Rafe makes your heart pinch with sadness.
âWhat then?â Rafe challenges.
âThen Iâll swear off dick forever,â you reply.
Youâre pleased when you see his eyes crinkle as he laughs, the sound so sweet. Itâs different than the lust-filled, teasing chuckle you hear when youâre fucking. This one is innocent. Genuine.
âSay sorry for joking like that,â he orders you.
âSorry, baby,â you smile.
âThatâs what I thought,â he scoffs, amused. You keep the cover lifted to watch him put his mouth on you again.
You spread your legs further apart, arching your back as he tongues you, reaching every dip between your folds.
You put a hand in Rafeâs hair, feeling the softness of his locks between your fingers as his head moves slowly.
Heâs absolutely devouring you. Itâs unlike his usual speed and roughness. Heâs savoring this.
You keep your gaze on him, euphoria filling every curve of your body. He tilts slightly to meet your gaze, blue eyes locked on you as he laps at you, long and slow.
His nose presses against your groin, the sound of him sucking you filling your bedroom. You run the heel of your palm over his head, caressing him, realizing this is the gentlest, most affectionate thing youâve done to him.
You dart your gaze to the ceiling. Youâre taken aback at your own tender gesture. Why you touching him like this? Like heâs someone youâre dating instead of casually fucking?
Because he cuddled you to sleep last night. That must be it. His big, warm, bare chest was pressed against your back, arms encircling you, legs tangled together as you dozed off. He acted like a boyfriend and not the fuck buddy he is. Your body is just confused, you tell yourself.
You shut your eyes and focus on the way his mouth is suckling and working you, sending waves of easy, soft satisfaction through you.
âYouâre really good at that,â you breathe, almost wishing you wouldnât cum so heâd do this for hours.
âI know, baby,â Rafe murmurs.
You know heâs being his usual cocky self, but the fact that heâs so skilled should serve as a reminder. Heâs experienced. He fucks around. He wants to own you, but he never said anything about you owning him.
This is just fun, you tell yourself. Just fun with a nice monetary reward.
His lips lock on your clit, sucking harder. As his finger slowly sinks into you, tingles go up your legs.
âRafe,â you breathe, bucking your hips.
âYou like that?â he encourages. âMy good fucking girl.â
The hand on your thigh grips you tighter as he adds a finger, curling into your pussy and pushing in and out of you.
The next time his mouth circles your clit, you know youâre close.
âLike that, like that,â you whimper.
âYou gonna cum for me?â he teases. âYouâre clenching around my fingers.â
He sucks your clit hard again and the climax rips through you. You feel yourself twitching as you cum on his mouth.
Rafe groans against you, licking and sucking until youâre so overstimulated that you have to squeeze your thighs and wiggle free.
âCanât take how good it feels?â he asks, provoking.
âFuck,â you laugh. You press your palms against your forehead, throwing your head back and breathing deeply. What a way to wake up.
âGet on your stomach,â he instructs. He sits up, the blanket falling off of him. Heâs wearing what he fell asleep in: nothing but his briefs, his bulge jutting out beneath the fabric.
You find the strength to turn onto your front, the movement making you realize how sore your ass is from the way he pounded into it last night.
Your cheek is pressed against your pillow and his cock slides in through the valley where the backs of your thighs meet, pushing into your cunt. You inhale in unison at the sensation.
âFuck, itâs like youâŠâ Rafe rasps. âLike you were fucking made for me. So fucking perfect.â
You arch your back so that he can get inside as deep as possible.
His movements are slow and deep at first, but build into rough, sloppy thrusts, making your bed squeak.
The way Rafe fills you feels so damn good. If he wanted to spend all day in your bed, fucking you over and over again, youâd happily agree to it.
Rafeâs breaths get faster, his groans get deeper, and he empties himself inside of you with a shudder, his hand squeezing your hip so hard that it hurts.
Youâre bruised there from last night, you realize.
You never like the feeling of him leaving your body, and thankfully, he doesnât do it just yet. Rafe simply lays on top of you, shifting a bit to the side so heâs not putting all of his weight on you.
His cheek is pressed against your shoulder blade. His hand on top of yours is directly at your eye-line as you rest on your pillow. You love those hands.
Itâs Monday. You have class. You have to be a functioning person today. You donât remember setting your alarm last night and you have no idea what time it is.
But you just started your morning by getting eaten out and fucked and Rafeâs warm, large body is shielding yours, so the idea of getting out of bed isnât appealing in the slightest.
Heâs still inside you.
You think back to last night, the way he fucked you from behind, how big his fingers around your neck and inside you were and how hard he slapped your ass.
âWhatâd I do to deserve you spanking me last night?â you ask.
âPoor baby,â he mocks. âIs your ass hurting? Need me to rub it?â
You feel him shift behind you, his hand sliding off of yours, palm going down your back and over the curve of your ass.
In the movement, his softening cock starts to slide out of you. You involuntarily let out a small, unhappy cry.
âWhat?â Rafe asks.
âNothing,â you lie.
âWhy are you whining?â
âJust⊠donât like the feeling of you pulling out,â you admit.
âOh, my God, so needy,â he jeers. âWish you could have my dick in you all day, huh?â
You donât deny it.
To your pleasure, Rafe lies back down, pushing the rest of himself into you again.
âYou deserved getting spanked because you drive me fucking crazy,â he drawls. His hand rubs big circles on your naked ass.
âItâs not my fault you want me so bad.â
âYeah, it is,â he mutters.
You finally find the will to pick your phone up from the nightstand.
You see that youâll need to leave your place soon if you want to make it to your first class. But youâll make it as long as your shower is quick.
You open your text conversation with Rafe, holding your phone low so he canât see what youâre doing.
âMight wanna check your phone,â you say quietly.
You donât want him to pull out of you, but itâs inevitable. He gets up with a grunt, making you feel incomplete without him inside you. You look over your shoulder when heâs lying down again, phone held out.
The phone looks so small in his hand. God, when did a manâs hands have such an effect on you?
Rafe smirks at his screen, turning it towards you.
âWatch this,â he says. You see the $50 request you just sent him, your text âfor spanking meâ right below it. He taps his thumb on âReject.â
âYou asshole,â you laugh. Then the top of the screen catches your eye. He has you saved as âprincessâ and the contact photo is the booty pic you sent him yesterday.
âRafe, that is unhinged,â you say, pointing to the photo. âYou have to be joking. What if someone sees that picture?â
âLucky them.â
You canât help but laugh. At least this reminds you of what you are to him: a piece of ass. You officially push away the hope that youâre anything more. And a part of you even wishes he doesnât do something sweet like staying overnight to keep you warm again. If he continues playing his horny sugar daddy role, and does no boyfriend shit like that again, the hope can never come back.
Itâs better to be realistic.
âI have to go,â you complain, pushing yourself up. You turn to sit, your feet touching your floor, stretching your arms above your head, with your back to Rafe.
âDonât do too much today,â he says. You turn, watching him pull his underwear on.
âWhat are you planning to do to me this time?â
He turns his lean frame to look down at you, his tongue jutting under his cheek in a way you can only describe as utterly mischievous.
âIâm gonna try to make you squirt.â
Your cheeks flood with warmth. This man is going to destroy you.
ââIâve never done that before,â you say.
âDoesnât mean you canât.â Rafe hikes up his jeans and collects his shirt off the floor. âAnd if any guy can do it for you, itâs the one with the best cock youâve ever had.â
âI regret telling you that,â you tease.
He bends over your small bed, pressing his palm to your cheek. His eyes travel over your face, smirking, looking like heâs imagining all the things heâs going to do tonight.
âSee you tonight, princess.â
He leaves, and youâre still trying to catch your breath.
Your day of classes is tiring, your body still sore and reeling from Rafe having his way with you. You barely make it home for the maintenance guys to fix your radiator.
You sit in your kitchen, trying to study as they clang their tools and talk to each other in your bedroom.
It takes them two hours, finishing up in the evening. After they leave, you savor in the feeling of a warm room, Rafeâs money having solved one of your most expensive problems. Itâs so simple, but so nice.
You lie in your bed just to rest your eyes.
Youâre suddenly startled awake. Your room is pitch black and a slamming on your front door makes your heart pound in your chest.
You sit up, trying to gauge your surroundings. You check your phone to see itâs half past ten and you have three missed calls and a string of texts from Rafe.
Another sequence of pounds on the front door erupts. It must be him.
You rush to your front door and look through the peephole to confirm itâs Rafe, his jaw clenched in anger. You missed your nightly appointment. He seems pissed. Excitement bubbles inside you.
You crack open the door, meeting his eyes. He shakes his head at you, nostrils flared, and he pushes his way into your dark apartment.
Rafe slams the door behind him, hand roughly grabbing your face, squeezing your cheeks together, your lips jutting out.
âWhere the hell were you?â he demands, looking down at you.
âFell asleep?â you say weakly. Heâs fuming - he likes to feel like he owns you and today, his personal pornstar didnât obey him.
âI pay you to get in front of that camera on time.â
âYouâre mad,â you tease, a smile uncontrollably growing on your lips. âAre you gonna punish me?â
Rafe tightens his grip on your face and you rest your hands on his firm forearms, feeling him pull up, beckoning you onto the tips of your toes. Youâre already soaked.
âIâm going to fuck you in every hole,â he mutters, âand youâre fucking dreaming if you think youâre cumming tonight.â
âWhat?â you plead. âYou said tonight, weâd try-â
âYou think you deserve that?â he interrupts. He releases you, pushing you back. âGet in your fucking room. Go.â
You obey, feeling Rafeâs hand between your shoulder blades, pushing you into the space. He turns the light on behind you, surely wanting to see every inch of you while he makes you pay for flaking on him.
You hear his belt unbuckling behind you and he presses up against you, his cock hard between your asscheeks.
âGet naked,â he instructs. You bend to pull down your pants, take off your top, and strip entirely bare.
Rafe sits at the edge of your bed, palming himself over his briefs, his eyes locked on yours.
âCrawl to me,â he says. You drop to your knees, obeying him, stopping once your head is between his legs. He pulls his briefs down, his cock swollen.
You donât need him to tell you the next instruction. You eagerly put your hand at his base and your mouth over his tip, spitting on the head.
âYeah, get it really fucking wet,â he mutters. âYouâre gonna choke on it.â
He groans when you close your lips around him, cheeks hollowing. You imagine him sitting on his bed tonight, waiting for you to log in, his dick hard and getting no attention, growing angry when you werenât showing up.
Youâve never felt so craved by somebody before.
Rafe puts his hand on the back of your head and pushes you down to take all of him, hitting the back of your throat, triggering your gag reflex.
âThatâs what you fucking get,â he tells you. You look up at him, eyes trailing up his toned stomach and up to his face. He looks so pissed off and so horny all at the same time. You squeeze your thighs together.
âDo I have to do it myself?â he scoffs, tugging at your roots and pulling you back.
âNo, I can do it,â you say, muffled against his cock. You push back down, taking him all in, back curling as you gag on his slick length.
You grip him and start bobbing, moving your fingers off every time you reach his base, lips flanged around him.
âFaster,â he orders. You pick up your pace, spit dribbling out of your mouth, prompting you to slurp up the mix of saliva and precum.
âFuckâŠâ he groans. He pulls you off his dick, your lips popping off him. âSuck on my balls.â
You hungrily push his cock up, digging your head between his legs to put your mouth on his soft flesh, slurping.
âShit,â he breathes out of pleasure. You feel proud of yourself for making him forget how angry he was so quickly.
Until you realize it wasnât that easy.
His hand frames your face again, pads of his fingers digging into your cheeks, stopping you.
âOn your back,â he says. âRight there, on the floor.â
Youâre trembling as you shift back, laying on the hard floor, spreading your legs for him. He gets down to hover over you, his cock in his hand.
Rafe taunts you, bouncing the tip against your clit. Your body jolts at the feeling.
âYouâre not gonna cum,â he warns you. âI know how this pussy feels when youâre close and Iâll stop.â
âRafe,â you beg. âI didnât mean to fall asleep. I swear, I-â
He plunges into you, cutting you off, his hips immediately hitting yours as he bottoms out. You throw your head back as he tears into you, his girth forcing you apart.
He thrusts hard and fast, fully rage-fucking you, taking his anger out with every move, and itâs the hottest thing heâs ever done to you.
âYou want me to call you a good girl, donât you?â he asks.
âI am a good girl,â you shudder, knowing itâs not true, saying it only so heâll fuck you harder.
âNo, youâre fucking not,â he laughs. You look down to see the way his cock is disappearing into you over and over again.
The tension in your gut is coiling tighter. You try not to make it obvious that youâre close to cumming, keeping your eyes low. But your body betrays you. The second your walls start to flutter around him, he pulls out.
âYouâre not cumming,â he says. âI already fucking told you.â
This is not the Rafe who cuddled you to sleep last night. This side of him, the insatiable, animalistic side, is simple and only wants one thing. Itâs so intoxicating being used by him.
âAss up,â he says. You know heâs about to fulfill his promise of fucking you three different ways and you canât wait.
Youâre shaking as you spread your knees as much as you can, waiting on all fours, feeling his thumb pad rub up and down over your asshole.
âCan you take it without the lube?â Rafe asks.
This is the bullshit that makes you worry youâll start liking him. Why canât he just fuck you how he wants without worrying that heâll hurt you? Itâd be so much easier to not like him if he was cruel and selfish all the time.
âDo it,â you whisper depravedly, frustrated that your thoughts are getting carried away.
He pushes into your asshole, making you cry out in discomfort. The pressure stings as he fills you and you instinctually dart forward, your body trying to prevent any more pain.
âItâs hurting you,â he realizes, quickly pulling out.
âRafe, just keep going,â you say, looking down at the floor. âPlease.â
He buries into you again and you bite your lip hard. He starts to pound into you, balls hitting your pussy, hands gripping your hips.
You let out guttural moans with every pump, praying itâll end, yet at the time, wishing he wonât cum for another hour. Itâs such a good hurt.
Your elbows weaken and you collapse, pressing your forearms onto the hard floor. Your knees are burning in pain, your asshole strained, and tears start to leak out of your eyes as he thrashes mercilessly.
Rafeâs cock starts to spasm inside you, and after one last powerful thrust, you feel his hot, sticky cum flood you. His groan is the deepest, sexiest noise youâve ever heard from him.
He trembles through some aftershocks, like he wants to give you every drop, then pulls out of you. You go limp, eyes shut, lids against your forearm.
Youâre panting hard, sweat sheening your skin, and drop to your side, completely fucked out.
You feel his cum drip down the curve of your ass.
âGet up,â he says. You canât.
Suddenly, his hands cup your waist, pulling you up.
âCome on,â Rafe says quietly. âGet up.â
You find your footing and he guides you to your bed. Youâre a trembling mess as you lie down, curling onto your side, eyes closed, tears hot.
You canât control the sniffle that shakes through you.
âWhoa, youâreâŠâ he whispers.
You open your eyes to see him sitting over you, his face flushed. You find the strength to pull the comforter up to your eyes, hiding them as you nuzzle into your pillow.
âHey,â he half-whispers. âYouâre crying.â
âIâm just tired,â you say with a defeated laugh.
The room is quiet until you feel the mattress shift, its springs squeaking. Rafe settles behind you and youâre cold for a moment as he lifts the sheet off you. But then itâs on you again, his body curving around you, the comforter covering both of you.
You feel his hand come down your waist, your stomach, your thighs. He starts to gently rub between your legs.
He already told you that he wouldnât let you orgasm, so you know heâs doing this to continue the torment.
Still, you shift onto your back, spreading your legs open for him, eyes closed as you breathe through the sensation of the pads of his fingers spreading your lips apart to fondle your clit.
You feel Rafe move over you, holding one of your breasts to close his mouth around your nipple. You shudder at the bliss heâs offering you, even though youâre painfully aware that he wonât let you reach your peak.
His fingers move expertly while his tongue flicks up and down and side to side, covering your nipple with his spit.
The stimulation of both his hand and his mouth makes the tightening in your stomach come quickly, and as you arch your back and start to breathe shallower, youâre surprised that his hand moves faster and his mouth sucks harder.
You moan as the orgasm hits you and he rubs you throughout the entire climax. Once you let out a final sigh, you open your eyes.
Rafeâs head rests on the pillow when he comes back up. Heâs looking at you with half-closed lids, lying beside you.
âI thoughtâŠâ you say, a smile pulling on your lips. He knows what you mean. You thought he wasnât going to let you cum.
âChanged my mind.â
You know youâre not in the right headspace when you wonder if he did that out of guilt for fucking you so hard that he made you cry. That that was his special way of apologizing. But this is Rafe. It canât be that. Heâs simply enjoying keeping you in his control.
âI might miss our sessions more often if this is what happens,â you say breathily.
âDonât,â he warns.
âIâve never seen someone so angry,â you tease.
Rafe turns his head, looking up at the ceiling. You see his jaw tighten, clearly recalling how pissed off he was at you.
âI didnât know where you were,â he said.
âI was right here in my freaking bed, Rafe,â you laugh. âDead asleep.â
âNo, itâsâŠâ His brows furrow. âSome guys came to fix the heat today, right? And you were here all alone andâŠâ
Realization hits you all at once.
âYou were⊠worried they did something to me?â you ask. âAnd thatâs why I didnât show up?â
Rafe just shakes his head in disbelief again, mouth firming. You watch him in awe. Was that what got him so worked up?
You picture him at home, getting angrier with every minute you were late, and then the possibility of something like that happening to you suddenly popping in his mind, making him go batshit.
âRafe,â you say with a small smile, genuinely endeared he was concerned about you.
He sits up, looking at you with an angry grimace.
âWhy the fuck are you acting like itâs funny?â he snaps.
âIâm not,â you say softly. âIâm-â
âNext time you say youâre gonna be somewhere, be there,â he states coldly.
You feel like you have whiplash. You were just having fun with him. Now that you brought up why he came over in such a frenzy, heâs pissed off again?
Rafe stands, giving you a view of his naked body as he rounds your bed and picks up his briefs. He doesnât make eye contact with you when he pulls his jeans on or puts on his shirt.
He doesnât say a word as he storms out of your room. You simply hear your front door open and shut.
Youâre left lying in bed, jarred over what just happened.
Working at the Cameron household, you caught little glimpses of the familyâs home life and have heard your fair share of Rafeâs yelling. You knew he had a temper to him. But the way he just left, mood shifting so suddenly, is still shocking.
You donât hear from Rafe the rest of the night. Or the next morning. Or afternoon. Youâre not sure if heâs giving you the silent treatment or simply doesnât feel the need to talk to you unless youâre fucking or you have a camera facing your half-naked body.
You sit on your bed at 10 pm, laptop open, unsure if heâll even show up tonight. And if he doesnât, whatâs it going to be like when you go to your shift at the estate tomorrow?
But then you hear the familiar chime.
figure8 has joined the session.
âHi,â you say, breaking the silence in your bedroom. âYou still mad at me, baby?â
He doesnât respond.
âIâm sorry,â you purr, pouting. You sit up, pulling your panties up tight, making sure he sees the outline of your lips under the silk. âAre we gonna try to make me squirt or no? Iâm gonna need your help.â
figure8 tipped you $1000.
figure8: stay just like that. im coming over
{ read part seven here }
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