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keferon · 1 month

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*clasps your shoulders gently and looks you straight in the eye*

Keferon. Please read Ninth by Kyn on AO3. I think you would love it very much. It has a large chapter count, but don't be intimidated, it's very easy to get into. It is currently unfinished, but is being updated regularly.

You are the seventh person that recommended this fic to me so ahahahaha yeah

I’m doing great Help I hate some parts of it but I love the other parts I’m spinning in the blender

…..I made the moodboard….

#chapter 37 #of 120 or something #I must be like 90k words in haha #large word count is not an intimidation. It’s an invitation haha #I love the fics that I can’t read in just one hour:)#I gotta say I don’t enjoy the concept of making robots into organic life #it’s just my preference #seeing them as humans or animals or whatever feels so fucking wrong #the concept itself drives me off #like. Strongly #But at the same time. This fic isn’t about them being ‘haha cute organics’#it’s ‘oh god. I was turned into something I’m not’#instead of teeheee they’re fluffy #it’s please free me from this fucking nightmare. please let me be myself again.#idk how to explain. I resonate I guess #it often feels very disturbing but the characters are also disturbed #So now I’m kind of stuck reading this fic because I just can’t stop lol #just politely skipping the parts that make me too uncomfortable #also #the body horror is….damn. Impressive. I didn’t expect to read about grotesque fleshy creature turning itself inside out #it’s not even aesthetic or symbolic #it literally looks like a fucking nightmare. Which is impressive also.#the flesh is g r o s s #the beginning got me struggling and skipping #but the intermission is currently ruining my sleep schedule #oh fuck….I usually send my posts to the authors of the fics I read…..but I feel like I might offend the author of Ninth if do this……..#there’s a tiny chance they’re following me….if it’s true then I wanna tell I’m sorry pls don’t take this seriously #your fic got me waay out of my comfort zone #huge points for writing Ratchet. Drift in this fic is…the grossest fucking thing I could probably imagine but Ratchet doesn’t even hesitate #he helps him and he cares for him. Which is…..imma be real my first instinct would be to set Drift on fire to end his misery

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bakudekublogblog · 4 months

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he’s holding his own hand while talking about izuku

#HORI WHEN I CATCH YOU HORI WHEN I FUCKING CATCH YOU HORI #bakudeku #bkdk #mha spoilers #bnha spoilers #mha leaks #I’M SO FUCKING EDGED WITH THIS HAND HOLD #HOW ARE WE HOW COULD YOU WHY ARE YOU TEASING ME #LITERALLY LIKE damn look at him holding his own hand talking about Izuku huh sure would be nice #remember how Izuku feels at peace when someone holds his hand huh interesting anyway #here’s more slowburn bkdk angst hahaha skips away merrily #hori turn on your location I JUST WANNA TALK #the typo oh my god #ruk literally is so checked out

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qcoded · 11 months

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Philip Wittebane: The Deer Man. [The Deer Mansion AU]

Managed to finish this man's design xD Now that I look at him, looks like a weird mix between Howl and a Pirate... Oh well.

Anyways!! Philip would be in Eda's role in this AU. As so, he's locally known as "The Deer Man". He's a reserved and formal man, and has a Woodcrafting business. He specifically uses the portal door to get Wood from the human realm. When Collector fell into his mansion, the kid begged him to let him work with him in exchange of staying, and he reluctantly complied.

#the owl house #toh #emperor belos #philip wittebane #belos #belos toh #philip toh #belosfanstakeover #toh fanart #belos fanart #toh au #belos au #good! belos (?)#The Deer Mansion AU #oh my god yall dont know how utterly suprised I am on how this turned iuf #out*#THIS LOOKS DECENT?#LIKE DAMN #get it gram pops!

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achingly-shy · 6 months

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spotify wrapped 2023: #51 + teen wolf for anon

"or were you all in a dream amelie, amelie? i don't know" amelie — gracie abrams

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vomiting-rainbows · 3 months

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its his wriggling day everybody !!

#my art #hs #homestuck #hs fanart #karkat vantas #alright i had to admit it I FUCKING LOVE HOW THE FIRST KK TURNED OUT SO YOU SHOULD LIKE IT TOO 😇😇🗡️🗡️#TELL HIM HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU FUCKERS OR I GONNA FIND U 😁😁#little angry guy that is expert in quadrants and have a terrible test at romantic movies #oh yrah my thing that i drew the trolls but forgot their damn horns fuck #was gonna draw like some trolls and maybe the kids too kissing him on the cheek as a gift but i dont think i gonna do that #nor i have the motivation to do that but i think this gift is enough

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usertoxicyaoi · 1 year

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“You deserve a lot of credit.” Huang You Ming As Ye Bai Yi + Li Dai Kun As Xie Wang. WORD OF HONOR (2021) - Episode 32.

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kozmicxblues · 5 months

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Oliver did an interview where he talked about how Buck would do as a contestant on The Bachelor/Bachelorette, and now I’d love to see a buddie fic where they’re both Bachelorette contestants that drop out because they fell for each other.

#starts out with buck like ‘damn how am i supposed to compete with this guy? even I’M falling in love with him’#and turns into ‘oh… oh i’m falling in love with him’#911 #buddie #evan buckley #eddie diaz #911 abc

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gender-critical-analytical · 4 months

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the way some of you clearly think bisexuals don't experience actual attraction and feelings for people, but rather decide ahead of time if they want a man or a woman this time and then just go and pick whoever comes into their line of sight next is so obvious and definitely makes me think you all don't need to speak on things you don't know about

#if you aren't bi I realllly don't want to hear you talking about us or our experiences #because it's just gonna be stereotypes or bitterness from a bi woman who upset you #I know damn well I would not get away with saying some of the shit that you guys do if it was about lesbians instead of bi women #and I don't want to #I shouldn't be able to get away with that!#but some of you absolutely are completely prejudiced and I feel like no one takes that seriously #if you use the term 'bihet' this is about you btw #gonna call out 'bi lesbians' because 'that's not how sexuality works!! you're one or the other!!' but then turn around and say it's okay as #long as it's to insult us??#doesn't add up.#so if you aren't bi go ahead and don't bother talking about bi people #you don't understand how bisexuality works #you don't understand how relationships in general work #('you could just get over your attraction to women and eventually find a man you'd be happy with so you aren't actually oppressed!')#(like okay. you could just never act on your attraction and not tell anyone. just like you want us to do. oh wait? sound familiar? yeah.)#'you could lie about your sexuality and force yourself to only date men' is not an argument you want to be making and I can't believe you #haven't pieced that together. because that exact same thing can be said about anyone

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alluralater · 8 months

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"say it don't spray it." nah open that mouth nice and wide, babygirl. i'm about to spit some facts in it

#i have slept a total of five hours in three days- can you tell lmfao #is this anything? i could let this post die in my drafts #i have actually never had someone spit in my mouth bc i don't know how i would react. the conditions would have to be... very sub mode #but like would *i* spit in someone's mouth???? maybe yes #i've never had a case of bad breath in my life + i feel like i'd slap someone immediately after doing it and that #would turn me on + satisfy me. oh shit- kink unlocked????#people always tell me my mouth tastes really good so i could see myself doing that. damn WAIT. this is insane i've never truly thought #about doing it before.#like yeah i've spit on pussy/dick and that's hot but i mean this is TOTALLY different #when i get super into making out with someone like really intensely- ya girl will lick a face. not even joking. my oral fixation demands #liberation.#so i can see the correlation between that and spitting (though i will always be a swallower. feels like a yummy reward for great work yk??)#spitting into someone's mouth and sucking their tongue before i tell them to swallow for me- and then i smack them. mmm yeah okay i'm down #anyways who wants to be my test subject and let me spit in their pretty mouth for the sake of data collection purposes?

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hplonesomeart · 1 month

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Heyyy….so I’m back to posting arts momentarily I guess (not like I went anywhere though. Still spending my life staring at a iPad screen for nine hours straight….hate this routine I loosely call “living” so much hahahahaha chronically online potato sack. Not doing so hot I can’t even anymore!)

Anyways uh-so I have a lot of scraped things because I’m loosing energy to do creative works I can’t keep pushing myself. Kinda accepted that I’ve weighed myself down exhausted myself with all this pressure and I need to let go. But it’s hard and honestly the last thing I want is fatigue again. But guess it’s a cycle for a reason huh. Can’t fight it off, just stuck powerless and letting it happen begrudgingly

So I made this unfinished gif (you can tell because the hand is missing and the background looks unidentifiable. Plus cigarette smoke just gave up on existing wow so relatable). Honestly I kinda set myself up to get stuck on the process of this anyways since I don’t like animating on Procreate. The layering frames system is a pain to navigate. Only reason I wanted to animate Mr. Puzzles using Procreate is for some level of gained “experience” and added brush diversity for the glitch effect. But guess it wasn’t enough to keep my attention. Started it on August 5th, probably abandoned it two days later or so. I don’t know it feels like a long long time ago by now but that’s just because I’ve been overwhelmed mentally and can’t keep track of days passing bye

And this is the simplified version (aka what I started with originally as a drawn base messy sketchy illustration)

#cw smoking #tw smoking #mr. puzzles fanart #mr. puzzles smg4 animation #mr. puzzles animation #puzzlevision animation #hahah can you tell I’m not feeling all that good about the state of my art and would prefer to avoid drawing attention to it!#yeah yeah you probably can I’m not even bothering to conceal how unstable I feel right now :)#one moment I’m chatting to myself enthusiastically about my interests and then next moment I feel like I’m incompetent and not good enough #just comparing myself to other animators who seem to have no difficulty finishing projects #why the hell can’t I do that? why do I get stuck and take so long #maybe I’m not cut out for it like I thought I was….#maybe I need to switch careers to voice acting instead or something #because as it is I’m getting sick of spending my days in my room animating away without anything to show for my work and time #ahahahaha wow being a creative sure is a double edge sword huh?? :))#damn wonder if Mr. Puzzles is gonna turn into a vent character for me oh boy can’t wait to see I wonder huh #venting in tags #update #hplonesome art

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mochasucculent · 1 month

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Kinda weird but this is still like one of my fave things I've ever drawn lol, it's just a background study from Shawn James' cover of Arkansas by Damien Jurado (there was a character here too once iykyk lol) but I was Going Through It at the time and painting this was soooo cathartic

#it was the first time that i didnt hate drawing a background lol #and also the song is like a melancholic reflection on a relationship that fell apart #and ill always remember a comment someone made when they reblogged this saying it captured the feeling of the dog days being over #and i was like DAMN wait thats exactly what this is #i had just graduated college and was working overtime and living back with my parents and not doing well with it #and was going through the thought process of like #wait. is this all there is? i just work for the next 40 something years?#the realization that i had taken summer days like the one i painted here for granted nauseated me #and i didnt really recognize it until someone commented that and i was like girl oh naur #for the record working is not all there is #for example: i just got laid off LOL #but real real like there is so much whimsy and joy and freedom in adult life you just gotta make sure you give yourself the time for it #i didnt until like. 2 years ago lol #anyway. normal tags now #painting #study #digital #uhhhhhhh #digital plein air #maybe #its not a secret to anybody who knows what i used to draw that S**** V****** was originally the focal point of this image lol #but i kinda never liked how he turned out and always thought the background looked way better than the character for once #those background leaves could be way better looking if i spent more time on them but i was so thrilled with how the rocks looked #that i was just like alright pack it up boys

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 1 year

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the desire to do comms vs my inability to remember that i got a message FIGHT-

#its like 'oh a message! i will respond later'#and then later never comes cause i have no damn object permanence Or working memory #then its like... what do i even say #'hi sorry i ghosted your simple question for two days i forgot you messaged me' AGH #or especially lately #i mean to do things and then i get a New piece of distressing information about the way my life is going #which then consumes my thoughts and leaves no room for anything else #ahaha thanks! ill claw my eyes out now!! wow!!! FUCK!#trying to keep up the things i enjoy is. so tough rn #but ill flounder w/o em so! hard work that i am mostly failing at but i Keep Trying #yes i wanna do comms. yes i wanna draw. yes i wanna talk to people. can i? mmmmm......#can't wait for this chapter in my life to be over. goddamn.#ive been in a perpetual state of intense stress since early childhood #but my fucking duck things lately have been taking the cake #absolutely unprompted #oh no this is turning into a vent post Look Away #well my mother called again last night and was all 'im getting you a car'#and uh. i started physically shaking while profusely thanking her (lying through me teeth)#GIRL!!! I DONT NEED A CAR THATS TOO MUCH RN!!!#she's always mentioning how the collective We are tight on money #and that rn i need to focus on making decisions and getting a job ill hold for like. a month #and then she slams this down outta left field??? thats so much extra stress i dont need right now???#now i gotta worry about parking and maintaining it and gas money i dont have And And And-#i cant exactly tell her Dont Fucking Do That bc then she'll blow up in my face and call me inconsiderate & ungrateful again #me and my stepdad dont have the fucking TIME to get one! and then she was like 'oh i can always come down to help'#please dont. do not do that. i cant deal with you in person right now that sounds hellish #anyway. case in point #cant even think about messages and stuff i Want to think about bc all this bullshit is taking up my entire mind #metaphorically slamming my face into a brick wall till theres nothing left. aaaghhahsbkjadadj #its too much its Too Much everything is so much and its too much and can i be let be for two fuckin seconds please

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kjzx · 2 months

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I've been playing slitherio these past few days, and after some time messing around with nicknames and my own experience with the stuff, I've realized anger is something very easy to weaponize. On my second attempt of having "trans rights" as a nickname I killed a huge ~5k point worm as a teenie tiny 200 point worm simply because it was so desperate to kill me specifically. Anger makes your life harder, but it also makes people really unwise. I fucking bet this is in "the art of war", even though I haven't read it.

#Slitherio #Slither.io #If all these russian and pro war bastards can make me angry I damn bet I can try and make them mad too lol #It's such a pity pride flags aren't available in slitherio idc if the creators hate lgbt or not this is a great game mechanic #Users are easy to miss and if I'm a 6000 point long 💕🔵⚪🔵💕 worm people will go to me to fuck me up lol #Did I mention that I got to like 6200 barely attacking other worms myself? I don't think I did #I didn't count how much I attacked though so it doesn't count I should do a full defence kills run #If I play optimally I can get to a very big number I feel #You guys should try it too it's actually surprisingly fun if you're the kind of person to let go of things #Again though one good rule I learned these past few days is if someone's nickname makes you angry -> turn the other way #Being named 'trans rights' made me a target but also people attacking me were so much sloppier than when I was named 'meow'#It might be largely bc of the sheer number of attempts but hey. I've been there & I lost a few times specifically bc I was mad at some ppl #//interesting #Is the art of war a hard read though? Has anyone read it? I've heard it's fun #Oh yeah the mandatory vacation is messing with me a lot how'd you guess that?#Just don't think what this constant and never ending aggression towards a slogan in support of someone's existence in an online game says #about what it's like living in the world for these people #I've been mad at this at first but I'm starting to dig the shitty/absent censorship of both bigoted and also gay things. No hear me out...

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acediee · 2 years

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Revenge's consequence

Based off Granblue Fantasy Jamil SSR fate episode! I still love that fate episode very much 🥲

This took an extremely long time compared to my other pieces 🙈 I initially painted this maybe half a year ago in hopes of making it extra fancy? But it was so hefty I lost momentum... Progress shots below!

#my art #artists on tumblr #illust #illustration #jamil #granblue fantasy #granblue #gbf #グランブルーファンタジー #ジャミル #djeeta #ジータ #also i still love how his SSR came out literally one month after I posted a piece of him wishing for his ssr #on my birthday month no less!#this piece was also a struggle start to finish omg hot damn I took so long deciding and ironing out the pose #and the rendering? oh god I rarely get dissatisfied or really struggle with my artworks but this one 🙈#i really couldn't decide how the shading would go... and probably because it's a night palette I was dissatisfied with the contrast and how #many of my colours teetered to pure black which feels like an absolute no-no #anyway that's why I took half a year rendering this behemoth #i feel it doesn't even look particularly extravagant given the time it took but I do like how it turned out and I appreciate the effort #past me took rendering this half a year ago #bg didnt take much time at all but it's probably because I became more lax

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kinnbig · 2 months

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ramking drawing wip 🫣

#i really said “what if instead of doing one drawing... i did nine. this is fine”#oh. ten if you include the icon. damn. help #i’m still on holiday atm and i’m so busy and tired lmao i’ve been drawing this in 10 minute sessions #very very slowly #also i am struggling coming up with a bio and the last few posts #i have probably 3 more sketched out (and i'm gonna redo the third one that's already there cause i don't rlly like how it turned out)#but now i'm running out of ideas so. hmu. what do u think king posts on his instagram.#hehehe #learning to draw tag #darcey.txt #ramking

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quietwingsinthesky · 1 year

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what if. Amy “fix-it” because hallucifer makes sam so paranoid about dean leaving for no reason that sam gives in and follows him and is witness to the whole thing

#hallucifer: wow. big brother really trusts us. (beat) so something’s up right? we know it’s never this easy.#sam: (visibly restraining himself from saying shut up. about to grab his scar.)#hallucifer: (aware he’s about to be banished) don’t listen to me if you want but. I’m just trying to help.#don’t blame me if you look in the papers tomorrow and find a obit for your brain-eating girlfriend. and… what was her kid’s name again?#sam: (touching the scar. not pressing down. face all screwed up.) || hallucifer: :3 it’s not like it’ll hurt anyone #if he really does trust you he doesn’t even have to know we’re following him. *and* you’ll know your brother still trusts you.#even when I’m here. maybe he won’t even punch you again. that still hurting?#sam: (grimace. because yeah. it does.) || hallucifer: door number two - he thinks you’ve lost it and he’s going to stab that woman to death.#so what’s it gonna be Sam? ready to gamble your friend’s life on if Dean gives a shit about your opinion?#[and that’s the point where sam goes to follow dean. still doesn’t talk to Lucifer. not there yet. but oh hallucifer is sooo pleased with #himself about this. because he’s Sam. and he picks up on what Sam doesn’t. and he could see all of Dean’s little giveaways that Sam was #turning a blind eye to. and now here’s the perfect opportunity to put a wedge between them and get sam to trust him more <3)#GOD. FUCK. IM UPSET NOW. WHY WASNT HALLUCIFER IN THAT EPISODE. MOST OF THE EPISODES?#such a good fucking concept. squandered.#anyway. idk if sam saves Amy but he DEFINITELY here’s Dean’s little speech to her about how she can’t change.#hallucifer with faux sympathy like (sigh) damn. well. i always told you what he was like. Michael. Michael-sword. no difference.#both of them want us dead the moment we step out of line.#and Sam just frozen there in horror with Lucifer’s voice sinking in. and he believes him. how can he not. with dean proving him right #hallucifer #spn #sam winchester #amy pond

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