#oh boy this is a rough one lol
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
Do you know this queer character?
Saber is Transgender, Nonbinary, Bisexual and Polyamorous, and uses she/her pronouns!
#oh boy this is a rough one lol#tldr; creator said he views her as transgender (kind of indirectly though) but also that she's her own gender#and the bisexuality is dubious at best but i think it checks out#feel free to yell at me though#saber fate#saber artoria#artoria pendragon#fate series#fate stay night#fate/stay night#tumblr polls#fandom polls#poll#transgender#nonbinary#bisexual#polyamorous#she/her#video game#visual novel#anime#manga#lgbtqia#do you know this queer character
512 notes
·
View notes
Text
reigning queen of ithaca, the lovely penelope
@bookwormgirl123 hello sweet person. your reblog of my trio post yesterday made my heart smile so enjoy more of my naiad muffin <3
bonus mama and son doodle:
telemachus rarely sees his mother with her hair down both literally and metaphorically. single handedly ruling a kingdom is no easy task yet somehow she manages to do it whilst raising the sweetest boi ever.
here he asked for his favourite story of his father... how he won her heart :')
#the first one says 'dare i dream?' btw#its been a rough 20 years#oh and the title mirrors the last few lines in remember them >:)#because we havent suffered enough lol#my art#the diadem is so off centre omfg#if u squint enough it looks okay XD#i love odypen sm you guys dont understand#penelope of ithaca#odysseus of ithaca#odypen#epic the musical#the odyssey#telemachus#my sweet darling boi#u deserve the world
57 notes
·
View notes
Text
Apply or nominate: https://ecoamerica.org/american-climate-leadership-awards-2025/
Calling all organizations, individuals, and small businesses successfully engaging Americans on climate! Showcase your creativity and climate solutions by applying for @ecoamerica’s 2025 American Climate Leadership Awards. You can win $1K - $50K by submitting your efforts for consideration by a stellar line-up of judges and individuals leading on climate. It’s quick and easy to submit your application or nominate inspirational climate leaders. Apply or nominate today!
#ACLA25#ACLA25Leaders#ACLA25Youth#climate leaders#climate solutions#climate action#climate and environment#climate#climate change#climate and health#climate blog#climate justice#climate and education#climate news#weather and climate#environmental news#environment#environmental awareness#environmental education#environment and health#environmental#environmental issues#environmental impact#environmental justice#environmental protection#environmental health#high school students#high school#youth#awards
14K notes
·
View notes
Photo
Really digging out the old OCs now; Pan-na, Pilok, Azalea, squirrel boys Will and Damien, and Cupid and Venus <3 (Patreon)
#Doodles#Original#The Original Onslaught has begun >:) *stock maniacal laughter*#Lots of old faces! Lots of unfamiliar faces haha#You might actually recognize the last two individual boys as Blind Willie and Big Boy - those two I've Actually posted over here lol#The rest not so! Goshdang! I actually don't think I post Azalea much of anywhere lol like Maybe once on DA? Possibly? Heck#Same with Pan-na now that I think of it actually she's a Tomodachi Life-specific character haha#I had a few that despite not being fandom-tied I just can't get rid of to make room <3 They're residents! I'd miss them!#I really spoiled Pan-na - lots of cute clothes and a pretty room - so she gets special treatment in doodles too haha#Pilok was made while I was really into making original species on DA - anyone else here fill out the long development sheet? Fun stuff haha#I wish I'd finished a few more memes that got popular on DA back then ♪ Like the OC Remix! Very fun I made a rough of one years ago#Looking at Pilok now she kinda reminds me of the aliens from the DBZ special where Bardock gets sent to the past lol#Azalea was another random design that got a few doodles 'cause I thought she was edgy and cool haha#A more animalistic take on a stomachmouth - I don't think she can talk even she's just shaped like a humanoid maybe to blend in? Dunno#Oh looking back at my notes she was only supposed to have three fingers lol oh well#I don't think I ever drew her with her stomach open either but I'm pretty? sure I always imagined it being teeth-lined haha#Chomp#Squirrel boys! If you remember a few years ago I tried to draw Will again and was like ''>:?your face'' lol - I think I got it better now!#Still not 100% but better! He has very Shaped features haha#Big Boy turned out silly haha very one-large-anime-eyed - he deserves it lol#His hair falling over itself looked cool in my early doodles :0 Careful lines! Not so careful now lol#And Buzz is just missing haha#And finally Cupid and Venus <3 <3 I don't remember now but those two and their third girlfriend Spider might've been my first polycule? :0#These two were a couple before inviting her in tho haha - there's a whole big backstory of how they met and all that#Venus was one of the main characters in Other Side of the Gun and then split off into her own side story with Cupid- It's a whole Thing#They're very sweet tho <3 I love them ♥#Kinda seasonal for Cupid haha I didn't plan that! Her favourite holiday is Valentine's Day of course
10 notes
·
View notes
Text
hey but what if like the mage-templar war never reached the anderfels. what if by veilguard hossberg circle is still there and thriving
(lowkey a lore request does anyone know the sitch)
#now i just need to think of how avery hasnt gone and Meddled with it directly.#guess 'step one veil step two hossberg'#then again avery also fighting 'the paat' (as of history doesn't repeat itself lol) and solas doing the same feels right... hmm..#personal log#also. i really want to go 'The Debaterrr' route esp now that ive added more companions#but still haven't decided how imshael stands on veilfall. being Choice and all.#where im going with this: at the final confrontation.... i think the Meddle Boys might have to take the window (escape)#but then it's like ok how does solas get his mythal catharsis. for good or ill i think he needs that#UGHghbtph#i feel like i got two puzzles with the same cut#avery you are breaking veilguard you wild son of a gun#OHHH OH OH OH OH !!! OH FUCK YES OKAY. HANG ON#i've been thinking of avery fucking begging morrigan to teach him how to polymorph#(they have a rough start but end up buddies. once avery got over his ego and morrigan got over 'oh god it's alistair again')#anyway. avery has been Studying Assan.#'cmon baby let's blow this town' (turns into a griffon and solas hops on)#IT'S SO CHEESY IT'S SO DRAMATIC I THINK IT'S LOWKEY PERFECT#avery can do and do his debates when it's done ig. or just burn the bridges! idk!!!#i won't have to think about this for AGES robin just finish fucking chapter 2 challenge#oh i seem to have rambled in the tags again#thank u for coming#meddle boys#once they clear minrathous: 'vhenan? that was the dopest shit i've ever seen'#(flirtatious squak)#btw. i've been. paraphrasing. altho 'cmon baby let's blow this town' wouldnt be far off if the mood werent Fighting For My Life
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
holy shit so much has gone bad today rant in tags
#not even js today#this past idk#I do cheer and oh my god#my mom was so fucking upset when I said that I don't have a skirt uniform#like????? I have a boys uniform?????????#screaming into the tag void#js found out the man I've looked up to for 8 fucking years of my life is having the ROUGHEST rough patch#and it's affecting his family my family etc etc#I wanna quit everything#I'm losing hope in people#why is everyone bad everyone used to be good#ughghhghghghhghhhhhhhhhghgh#it's been a hard few weeks#fuck that it's been a hard few years#I'm so tired of literally everything I feel unmotivated I feel gross I feel like a loser and I feel stupid#I don't have a bright side this time guys I'm sorry lol#I usually have a bright side#but everything is bad like really#a teacher died#no one will listen#I wish I could stop being the positive friend#it's so tiring being so fucking bubbly all the time#and when I talk no one listens but when I don't talk they say I look like I feel awful and I usually do but it's not anything they can#control so I need to be positive so they're not worried because that's bad for them and if something's not normal then it's bad and it's al#my fault#sorry guys lol I'll get back to normal posting and art stuff soon I promise
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
“Hello, I'm Oh Seongmin I wanted to be on stage again, so I decided to do a survival show. Being on stage on Boyz Planet is a big challenge for me, but it was the image of an idol that I've dreamed of since I was young Actually, I'm going to put aside my childhood dream without any regrets after I performed on "BOYZ PLANET. Wouldn't it be possible? I thought like that. But when I performed a dream-like performance with the cheers and support of the audience and the fans who came to see me, I wanted to be on stage as an idol, not as the last I'm still so happy about this stage! I want to perform! This is what I was hoping for..That's what I thought I've only been running towards my dream of debuting, so I've actually been thinking about how to move forward, what to do, and where to go? I still don't know what to do. Just as you changed my dream, which I thought was the last, I think I can move forward with my passion with your cheers and support The fans who trusted me and waited for me, and the fans who met me through BOYZPlanet, I can be confident that I will prove that I have grown up and will continue to grow I won't be able to express how I feel with these words, but don't forget that you're always in my heart If you can trust me and send me your love and support! We'll be back with great performances As much as I've been loved by you, I'll give you my love Thank you. I love you.”
from wake one’s twitter
#this is a rough translation from papago don’t take it as exact fact and translation#one day i’ll be good enough at korean to make sure the translations are accurate lol#not today#i love sungmin a lot#i’m really proud of him#i hope he continues with his goals#i want to see him debut#boys planet#oh sungmin#wake one entertaiment#this is from one of wake ones twitter accounts#i cried after reading this and wrote him a fan letters#first fan letter i’ve ever sent was to him lol#i’m really chill and normal and cool about him l
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
Are. Are semi-frequent bouts of intense self doubt about your gender, sexuality, and feelings about people in your life not normal anxiety things?
... What about the intense anxiety of seeing creepy things in mirrors. This is all just overlap with anxiety right? Right?????
#dragontalk#gonna rb again without commentary bc ngl I've seen more than one post from folks that have ocd that uh RESONATE#I don't have. rituals? to prevent the things? but oh boy if i have Bad thought it sure is hard to not. obsess. over trying to Do Better#o probably just have bad anxiety and Issues but oh boy y'all with OCD I'm giving you hugs cause this shit is Rough#and if i had any more obsessive in my brain I'd be crumbling lol#.... I'm already crumbling a bit
27K notes
·
View notes
Text
tbh I'm avoiding rereading one flew because I'm scared I'll feel nothing when rereading. I cannot just feel nothing towards this book I swear. I'll be totally devastated
#but I felt shit when I replayed rogue right??#so maybe I shall try to reread at least#I also bought a book w ken kesey's sketches w/o even realising it lol#or al least it says so on that website for where I've ordered#like I've ordered and one day later I saw that it's that same edition w kesey's sketches SO COOL!!!#so where was I?#oh yeah#so I've replayed rogue and oh boy I loved it felt so alive. not to mention that I wasn't THIS attached to rogue#rogue was a piece of comfort provided when I had a very fucking rough time#but one flew ONE FLEW WAS SOMETHING SO SO DIFFERENT#it not only provided comfort it also made me live and feel everything chief goes through like I was in his skin#not to mention I have really lived in his skin. been through a lotta same shit#and while I was going through this shit this book suddenly appeared in my life and it was SOOOOOOOOOOOOO AMAZING#suddenly felt valid and not so alone and damn kesey feels me#I think I will feel shit#something tells me I will#okay lunar park has to wait I want to reread one flewww#it arrives tomorrow I'm so happæ I love one flew#smells.like.a.freakshow
0 notes
Note
Sasuke is better then you're sister daria!
“Try saying that again. I dare you.”
#rough tough dahlia (daria)#ic#ask#//oh boy#//you just opened a can of worms anon lol#//Daria was and always will be Sakura’s number one supporter#//she won’t tolerate slander in her presence XD#//especially that of SASUKE being better then her twin
1 note
·
View note
Text
They're either
A.) Royalty
B.) Traumatized beyond repair
C.) Have died at least once
Or D.) All of the above.
#im not kidding#seriously boy dies and my oc X goes feral bc they're his parent#and an assassin#if we're talking fandom ocs...#Chip (TWST) has survivors guilt after losing his older sister and brother to an earthquake after they saved him#Suki (Genshin) watched his best friend (Raiden Makoto) die because he couldn't save her because he didnt know how to fight#if we're talking DND#Ayre (Eladrin) is an orphan whose adoptive father left him (how he sees it anyway#Bird is a six year old fairy whose mother abandoned her and watched the village that took her in be slaughtered by bandits#Ragnar probably has it best#hes a high ranking general in a royal army#and he's stupidly in love with the prince he acts as a personal guard for#the prince loves him back lol#then theres Paradox#oh buddy has it rough#lmao man cant catch a break#thinks he's dead#caught in a hellish purgatory place unable to move or or turn into the creatures that most others turn into#cant get close to anyone who does show up because 1 of 3 things happen always#1. he helps them find their way back to the living#2. they turn into one of the creatures that roam this place#or 3. they beg for him to kill them before they can turn into those creatures#mans lonely
28K notes
·
View notes
Note
Baby Gumi giving Toji the sus look when he saw the love bites on Mommy's chest
Toji forgot his baby has sharp senses for a baby and baby thought Toji ate his food or hurt Mommy lol
(im starting to feel like y'all wanna turn this acc into a toji thirst vault)
Megumi always had a habit of looking up at his dad weird, the two year old boy always found his dad weird.
So he would spend most of his time toddling towards you and taking up any free space that was available next to you.
The baby boy loved to be in your arms very much, therefore everytime he woke up to find you already waiting there for him near his crib with a warm smile he'd try to get up on his small chubby legs holding onto the rail guards of the crib then forward one of his hands to make grabby hands at you.
You spent most of the day holding the baby boy in one arm and doing every other chore in your house while your husband was out for work because Megumi absolutely refused to leave your side unless he was in a deep slumber.
But as much competent the little boy was so was his dad, Megumi enjoyed all his fun time with you until it was time for his dad to come back from work, the two year old will get all pouty and fussy as soon as he'll hear the slamming of the front door and a loud "I'm home!" followed by the literal thudding of his dad's running feet.
The baby boy's brows would knit together and his tiny button nose would scrunch in distaste as soon as his dad would pull you away from his side to engulf you in a hug and lay bunch of his dirty smooches on your face.
ew, Megumi would think.
Megumi always got annoyed at his dad for doing these stuff to his mom, believing his mom was just a very nice lady to not turn his dad down.
The little boy knew his fun time was over as soon as his dad was home. He would toddle out of his room and find you sitting alone in the couch, peacefully watching television, then he would proceed to start running towards you almost tumbling in his steps just so he can climb up and sit down next to you.
But then the tall giant will casually walk in and let his entire body fall down horizontally on the couch, immediately planting his head on your thighs as well, leaving literally no space for Megumi.
The two year old boy would pause in literal disgust and shock,
This would get the two year old so mad that he would get down to pick up his toy spoon from the floor and start smacking it on the old man's head who in return would start yelling in surprise at why his son was being such a brat while you try pulling him away from his dad.
Now Megumi thought he has seen all the worst sides of his dad, until, one morning the baby boy wakes up way too early than usual due to a nightmare. Not finding you besides his crib he immediately manages to crawl up by standing on his little pile of plushies.
Megumi was indeed a smart baby.
Tumbling towards his parent's shared bedroom he could hear some weird noises coming as he got closer,
he was sure most of it were your voices though?
But you sounded like you were in pain??
He slowly opens the door which was already a bit agape,
he really couldn't understand what was going on since he was way too small and his vision could only go up so far.
But then he hears the loud sound of what he considered to be a slap along with the rough angry voice of his dad followed by your sobs,
he cannot believe his dad was hurting you ! Oh he always believed his dad was a mad man,
He was definitely worst than the monsters under his crib !
and that's all it takes for the baby boy's bottom lips to quiver and let the loudest wail out,
He felt like that helped because through his blurry vision he sees his dad immediately spring out of the bed, murmuring a string of what you taught him were "bad words" while fumbling around for something.
Your head pops out of the covers as soon as you were done fixing your night gown but the two year old was way too busy crying and rolling fat drops of tears down his red cheeks to realize that you had taken him in your arms.
"Gumi- baby what's wrong- " you try to rock him in your arms but that didn't seem to be helping,
"you are just like me kid, all grumpy early in the morning" His dad tries casually playing it off after slumping down besides you both,
but the 'just like me' causes the baby's cries to get even worst making you pass your husband a mad glare for saying that,
Toji stares at you both offended.
"I'm sorry, mommy wasn't there this morning- Won't happen again honey! I'll play with you all day today, we wont be able to play if you keep crying!" you smile as he starts to slowly quite down at those words.
"What a good little boy" You praise, slowly caressing his head and moving his little black baby hair away from his forehead.
His pout is still on his face as his vision moves down from your face but then it stops,
while Toji was joking at you about how he deserves the 'good boy' title as well and you were busy brushing him off, you both failed to notice the little boy's growing frown as he stared at all the purple bruises around your neck and collar bones.
He feels his vision start to get blurry again and then its there again,
His mouth opens wide showing off the two new set of teeth as he starts crying bloody murder.
You gasp in panic not understanding what had happened again.
As you tried to rock him again he tried getting away from your arms and instead stretching his hand towards his dad as he continued balling his eyes out.
That confused you and Toji,
He has never chosen Toji before for comfort as long as you were there,
But Toji was a little too happy to care,
"Does my little boy wanna be with daddy??" He coos, stretching his arms out for you to hand the baby to him,
"I knew you always had a soft spot for me kiddo" he gushes as soon as he takes his baby boy in his arms.
But the happiness didn't seem to have lasted long, because as soon as Megumi gets close to his dad's face his little hands flung up to grip on the locks of his dad's hair.
"What's u-" He yelps when the baby boy starts to twist and turn his fists while he continues to babble something only another baby could make out and sob like he was the one in pain,
"Oh god- baby you shouldn't do that come here-"
You try pulling Megumi back in your arms, but he is willing to take Toji's head along because he just wasn't loosening his grip.
"Gumi ! mommy will cry if you don't pay attention to her !" You make a pouty face and put your hands on your hips while Toji was busy yelping and cursing not caring that the little boy could hear everything
But that immediately gets the baby's attention because he instantly turns his head around and starts crawling to you as his cries slowly starts dying down.
"Demon child !" Toji points as he runs his hands through the locks of his hair, rubbing at the area that his son almost got him bald at,
You lift the baby up in your arms as you look at Toji,
"and don't you curse again in front of our baby" you knit your brows before turning your attention to the two year old and wiping the tears away from his puffy cheeks.
"So I'm the bad guy here??" Toji questions, looking defeated.
You shrug and walk away with Megumi in your arms who had finally gotten quite.
Oh you and Toji had a lot of explaining to do to this little boy, but that wasn't a headache you both were willing to take for Monday morning.
Maybe later at night, when Megumi will seemingly be a bit less pissed at his dad.
☆ — REBLOGS ARE APPRECIATED !
#toji x reader#toji drabbles#jujutsu kaisen toji#toji fushiguro#is this fluff or angst idk#wtv this was#jjk fluff#jjk drabbles#art cred: scallopojisan
10K notes
·
View notes
Text
i feel like we all have at least one headcanon that we absolutely refuse to negotiate on. like with most things i'm relatively charitable, even if i don't like something or just don't vibe with it i can usually at least see where they're coming from or respect that they're approaching it from a different prospective. but sometimes i am just completely rigid on smth and accept nothing else. for example as u can tell by my icon i hc buddy as aroace and absolutely nothing can change my mind.
literally the only argument against it that i can think of is "but she has a kid in the epilogue" but aroace people can want and have children regardless of romantic/sexual attraction. her complete lack of attraction is in defiance of the role that is forced upon her and a role that is often forced upon women in general - be a good girlfriend, be a good wife, be good property and belong to a man. her having a child while being alone (since we don't actually see the other parent) could indicate a lack of attraction, but it could also mean that the other parent is dead or simply off screen, of course. she's also, like, a literal child during the events of the games besides the epilogue, and has never been exposed to boys her own age or girls her age reacting to boys, so how is she even supposed to know what attraction feels or looks like? how is she supposed to learn what it is, really? and then maybe it's just something she never feels. and when dudes are like pff that's not a thing YOU LIKE MEN because WOMEN LIKE MEN she's like okay lol /kills them with a sword/
#these r my arguments for it but honestly? i just like it. i like the vibes. i like how it comes out in my domestic aus/hcs for her#*and her family. love her brother being like AAAAAAA!! MEN!! while shes' like lol that's rough buddy now cmon let's keep watching vines#love the idea of brad being like oh god oh god my daughter is going to start NOTICING BOYS and then she just Never Does#and he's torn between 'oh thank god' and 'well this is something unexpected that i now need to understand for the sake of my child'#him ending up with two queer kids is funny to me. he has to worry about his SON liking boys but bc he's less instinctively protective#*of dusty he's just like oh. ok that's fine. if any guy hurts you you're a black belt and 6'4 so you can just kick his ass.#and dusty's just this sweet sensitive fella who has one (1) crush for like four years while buddy's like LOL LMAOOO YOU LIKE HIM HAHA LOL#god i could go off abt my domestic hcs for this little family for like a whole fucking year i love them SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#skye.txt#sad game tag
0 notes
Text
Everything day
#Had an Extremely long Game Day with smol today and I think it fixed my brain so that's great news#Past week has been rough!!!! Got hit with a semi-minor anxiety episode and a pretty serious depression episode to bookend last week#I'm all good it's just - took a bit out of me lol#Any number of things really too many to list so I'll just sum up as blegh - feeling better now#Started a new printing project!! Looking forward to that hopefully gonna do some test printing tomorrow#It Should work out well but pfbtl I can't count on my formatting skills for nonsense - shapes wtf are those#Been drawing <3 Been writing <3#Thinking quite very seriously about returning to doodle roots something awful#I tend to spend a Long Long time editing my stuff down by three different phases#Makes them very pretty! But I think I've had enough of that for the moment#New! Novelty! Needed and necessary and I'd rather Write about these than fuss more about how Pretty Or Not they are#They're pretty enough! I've made shapes on paper that previously didn't exist and now I can think about them as they are! Magic!#So that's the current plan - do still have One more step of editing to do before that lol but smol had offered me videos to listen to during#Good to have longer videos so I'm not constantly start-and-stopped#Oh and Pepper went into molt Again and just came out and he's genuinely gigantic now#And so dark! Handsome boy was a nice soft brown when we picked him up and so tiny small and now he's nearly black and huge#And so furry now he's definitely at least twice as fuzzy#Got him to eat - he was definitely hungry but he seems to be pacing himself still#Everything everything
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
Saving Genya from his big brother only to make out with Sanemi
Pairing: Sanemi x fem!reader
Word Count: 2,9k
Synopsis: It was never an easy job, being the only one who's able to calm the wind hashira down. There was never more than respect and understanding between both of you. Until you bodly decided to stand up for Genya, until Sanemi finally reveals his true feelings...
Warnings: We're talking about Sanemi so language at violence lol, aggressive making out
I love love love Sanemi and I desperately hope you do as well hehe, enjoy and leave a comment/like/reblog <3
There he stands with his hot temper filling the air and his ruthless beatings torturing the poor souls in front of you. Hashira training never sounded like fun to you, especially when you consider who you’d have to deal with.
Sanemi Shinazugawa, especially.
“Get back up, brat. We’re not finished yet.”
You watch from afar as he hits the poor red-haired poor over and over again. Without any mercy, without the slightest hint of regret. And still, you can’t help but ponder about the way his arms flex and show every vein that decorates his skin. How he moves so effortlessly that your eyes are almost unable to follow. No, it’s not a secret that apart from being a madman, Sanemi Shinazugawa is hot as hell.
And your crush since you joined the demon slayer corps.
“Don’t you think that’s enough for today? The poor boy isn’t even able to stand up straight anymore”, you interfere when he’s about to hit him once again.
"Oh, I'm sorry, I didn't realize you were the expert on disciplining. How about me fetching you a chair so you can supervise more comfortably?”
All pairs of eyes are set on you while you step towards the scene in death silence. Apart from everyone else, you aren’t here to train under Sanemi. No, you are a very capable demon slayer yourself, so good that you even managed to beat Mitsuri from time to time. You definetely don’t need Sanemi to train.
In fact, you are here because you’re the only one who is able to tame him apart from Kagaya-sama himself.
"Well, if you ask me so nicely, a chair actually doesn’t sound bad for the next time. Meanwhile, how about we wrap this up? Enough's enough."
Sanemi’s venomous eyes meet yours, tempting you to lose your cool. Within the past few months, you’ve learned how to act around him and that his actions don’t reflect his true feelings at all. Deep within, he is the most caring and compassionate person you’ve ever met, so tender that you’d simply melt away in his touch. He never failed to protect you even if not needed, always made sure you are save before looking out for himself. Damn, he even left his desert for you to eat.
But on the other hand, he’s very good at hiding that side of him.
“Fine. Call it quits for today then. But we two will have a talk later”, he finally mutters before turning around and disappearing without any trace.
Your heart skips a few beats before you’re able to think straight again. Oh, how much you adore him. Just the sheer thought of meeting him alone sends shivers down your spine even though nothing ever happened between you two. After all, you’re only here to look out for him, right?
“Thank you for standing up for me. Now you’ll get in trouble for helping me out”, the red-haired boy lying in front of your feet speaks out while dragging himself up.
“Oh, don’t worry about me, I can handle him. Are you alright?”
In the matter of seconds, your eyes scan his body for serious injuries. Nothing, as you expected. Even though his training methods seem rough, he’d never allow himself to truly lay hands on another corps member. Not even him, Kamado Tanjiro. The boy who has what Sanemi always dreamed of.
“Yes, thanks to you. We really need a break after training day and night. Sorry, may I ask you for your name?
“My name is (y/n). Nice to finally meet you in person, Kamado Tanjiro.”
His eyes widen in an instant when you tell him your name. Even though you’re not a hashira, it seems like a lot of corps member know you. A decently skilled swordswoman, a trained doctor who made sure that no one ever died as long as you were around.
“The angel”, he breathes out.
“What an honor to meet you in person!”
In an instant, he gets on his knees and places his head on his flat palms. A pose of deep respect, so intimate that your cheeks heat up in an instant.
“Please, lift yourself off the ground. I don’t deserve your praise-“
“You deserve so much more than that!”, Tanjiro interrupts in an instant.
“Leave her alone. Can’t you see that you’re making her uncomfortable?”, another voice mutters from behind.
A very familiar voice you haven’t heard in quite some time, that makes your heart jump up and down in joy.
“Genya!”, you cry out.
You waste no time. In an instant, you lunge yourself at the now much taller boy and wrap your arms around him so tightly that he cannot escape. Oh, you really missed him. Even though Sanemi states over and over how much he hates his little brother, you always had a weak spot for him. Maybe because you’re able to see his soft side as well or because of the cute way he blushes when you look at him.
“Genya, are you alright? Your face is so red-“
“SHUT UP”, he barks at Tanjiro while you giggle to yourself.
“Why didn’t you send me a crow like I told you to? I was beyond worried about you. But oh I’m so proud. Did you really help to kill an upper moon demon and supported your friends?”
“Well I-“
“Yes he did! He was a big help for all of us!”, Tanjuro interferes immediately.
“(y/n), didn’t I tell you we need to talk?”, someone suddenly barks from the inside.
All color drains from Genya’s face immediately as he turns around with you.
There he stands with his arms crossed in front of his muscular chest, eyes almost piercing through you while the vein on his forehead threatens to pop any minute.
Your heart sinks in an instant. No, don’t let him control you like that, not when you know that he’s just…jealous?
“I needed to talk to Genya first”, you clarify.
“(y/n), please don’t-“
“Oh, is that so? Why would you even look at that trash?”
Thick anger rushes through your veins like the flood. If there’s one thing you hate about Sanemi’s attitude, it’s the way he talks about his little brother.
“I’m looking at you as well, don’t I?”
He flinches ever so slightly, his furrowed eyes now piercing through you like a thousand knives.
“Get inside. Right now.”
“Get some rest you two”, you quickly shout over your shoulder before you disappear into the house with a furious Sanemi by your side.
He slams the door shut behind you so rapidly that it rains plaster.
“What was that, huh?”, he speaks out with threatening low voice.
“I asked your little brother about his mission.”
He cages you between the wall with no way to escape, dangerous eyes locked with yours.
“I told you to stay away from him.”
“And I told you that I don’t care.”
“Why don’t you leave, then?”
“Because I’m the only one who’s able to tame you down”, you bite back.
He huffs in sheer annoyance while pushing himself off the wall. Why does he have to look so vulnerable and strong at the same time, so scary but also mesmerizing?
“You won’t force me to talk to him”, he finally speaks out.
“I want him to leave the corps and get as far away from me as possible.”
“Away from you or away from the danger?”
“I don’t care about him.”
“So you don’t care about me as well?”
Thick silence hangs between both of you while you stare at each other. To this day he never revealed how he truly feels about you. Does he hate you, respect you, love you? You might never know. But your influence on him speaks for itself.
“Go to sleep. We’ll get up early tomorrow.”
Without another word, he leaves you standing in a new wave of ponderings and emotions.
-a few hours later-
Your eyes dart open for no reason. Aimlessly, your orbs roam around the dark room, ears searching for a single sound.
Voices. Shouting. Blows.
Blows?
“Big brother?”
Your heart drops to the floor. That’s Genya. Why does the floor start to vibrate now?
Out of instinct, you yank out of your room, follow a wave of destruction until you finally get what’s going on.
There they stand. Genya with fright written all over his face and Sanemi with orbs so empty you’re almost able to see through them.
Your guts turn uncomfortably as he speeds forward so fast that your eyes are almost unable to follow. Fuck, is he about to pierce through Genya’s eyes?
You waste no time. In the matter of milliseconds, you drag Genya to the ground and therefore safe him from Sanemi’s merciless attack.
“Sanemi.”
You breathe out his name like a prayer.
“Get out of line, (y/n).”
“I can’t allow you to hurt him!”, you cry out, hands still holding onto Genya’s trembling body for dear life.
“You leave me no choice, then.”
It happens faster than you’re able to think. He dashes forward while grabbing the handle of his sword tightly, his eyes and blade darted towards you.
But you don’t even think about leaving Genya. No, you stand your ground in front of him, glossy orbs watching as his blade crashes down straight towards your face.
Until it stops.
“I said move”, he hisses through gritted teeth.
“And I said I won’t. Leave Genya alone.”
“Are you really putting up a fight with me, (y/n)? Here, right in front of everyone else?”
You couldn’t care less about the stinging fact that the others are watching you drowned in fear. This goes too far without any doubt.
“You don’t have to do this, Sanemi. Not when we both know you love your little brother dearly”, you breathe out.
“Come on Genya, let’s leave”, Tanjiro’s voice mutters behind you, causing a wave of relief to wash over you.
“I don’t love anyone. Not him, not you, I don’t give a shit about anyone around here”, Sanemi barks back at you with nothing but hatred spilling from his mouth.
Genya doesn’t deserve those words reaching his ear. But apart from that, you can’t escape the sting that fills your heart with agony.
Him, not loving anyone? Of course you never really expected the wind hashira to actually like you back. Of course even him respecting you is more than you could have ever asked for. But somehow you still hoped. Each and every night, you imagined what if would feel like to lay in his arms while listening to his steady heartbeat. Every free second, you pondered about how his lips must feel pressed against yours, how it feels to fall asleep and wake up next to him.
And now he tells you that you mean nothing to him.
You swallow hard, desperately trying to avoid his gaze at any cause. No, you can’t afford to lose yourself right here when everyone is watching.
Out of instinct, you straighten your shoulders and cross your arms in front of your chest.
“If that’s the case, I’m leaving. Good night, wind hashira.”
You don’t care about waiting for an answer. All you want to do right now is going back into your room, going back into safety where he’s not around. How stupid to even consider that Sanemi Shinazugawa could feel anything apart from a little respect for you. You, nothing but an ordinary slayer, still too weak to be called a real hashira. You, apparently nothing but a fool.
Hot tears start to swell up your eyes and cause your vision to get foggy. You never allowed yourself to cry over something so minor. What did you expect, a gut-wrenching love story? With the wind hashira?
“Why did you turn your back on me?”
You flinch so hard that you almost trip over your futon.
“What are you doing here?”, you cry out.
Fuck, this is him, without any doubt. What on earth is Sanemi doing in your room? Just now, when you’re looking like a mess.
“Are you crying?”
“Even if I do, why would you care?”
When your gaze drifts towards his, you feel like drowning and taking your first breath at the same time. He looks so distressed that your heart wrenches all over again. Like a lost puppy, he draws closer until he cages you against the wall. His eyes seem to stare right through your soul, make it hard to produce a single logical thought.
“Why would you even think that, idiot?”
His hand yanks your chin up, forces you to stare at him even more intensely.
“Because you said so yourself”, you bite back.
“You shouldn’t have interrupted me in the middle of teaching Genya a lesson.”
“Teaching him a lesson? You’re breaking that poor boy’s heart-“
“Breaking him? I’m saving him, goddamn!”, he blurts out so suddenly that you shake.
“Saving him? What are you t-“
“Poking his eyes out isn’t that big of a deal, he’d definitely survive. But his career at the demon slayer corps would have been over and out, he would have been saved”, he mumbles frantically.
“That would have meant he’s save, that would have meant he doesn’t die in this shit-“
“Sanemi”, your hands grab his face gently, try to get him out of his constant mumbling.
“He’ll die just like our mother did.”
“Sanemi.”
“I can’t fucking protect you all. Not when you’re around as well, not when you’re not listening just like he does-“
“Sanemi.”
When your eyes meet his, he looks like a troubled child scared of thunder. His glossy orbs stare at you desperately, make your heart ache all over again. All that rambling, giving Genya his coldest shoulder…to protect him?
“You’re just as reckless as him. Not looking out for yourself. What am I supposed to do without both of you around? What if I lose you two as well?”
“You won’t lose anyone, I’m good enough to-“
“How can you know?”, he screams into your face, his voice vibrating through every cell of your body like thunder.
“How can you promise you won’t die? One wrong move and you’re gonna bite the dust. Or you’re at the wrong place at the wrong time like Rengoku-“
It might be the stupidest thing you’ve ever done in your entire life, so reckless that you’ll lose Sanemi completely.
But you don’t care.
Before he’s able to talk about the grief within the past any further, you crash your lips against his while holding onto his face for dear life.
Over and over, again and again until your mind finally shuts up, until it’s only you and Sanemi and his puffy lips against yours.
He wraps his arms around you so tightly that you allow your knees to give in, bodies resting against each other so desperately that you feel like dreaming. Countless nights you pondered about the way his frame feels pressed against yours, what the wind hashira might taste like.
Oh, the reality is so much better, so good that you have to convince yourself you’re not dreaming.
“You’re driving me insane. Since the first time I saw you training with Obanai, since you beamed at me with that sickening gorgeous smile. I can’t escape you. I can’t fucking lose you”, he hisses against your mouth before entangling his tongue with yours all over again.
Sparks fly, stars take up your sight completely as you threaten to choke on all the affection and love that hits you with full force.
“Why didn’t you tell me?”, you breathe out.
“And risking you’ll never talk to me again? You have to be out of your mind.”
“I’m out of my mind because of you. Because you make me feel all those strange things”, you puff out.
Faster than you’re able to react, he pulls his face away from yours enough to almost drown inside your glossy orbs. For a moment, all the does is staring at you as you desperately gasp for air with your chest rising and falling rapidly. This really happened. Did you really make out with the wind hashira after he tried to murder his little brother, after all the fighting and rambling of today?
“You’re my weakness, (y/n)”, he finally blurts out.
“And I hate that power you have over me. Especially that everyone else knows it.”
You tilt your head to the side. Oh, that’s so true. After all, this is the reason why you were sent here. You are here to make sure he doesn’t go too rough on his students, that his hot temper is kept at least a little cool.
Well, given the heat that radiates from him at this very moment, the last part definitely didn’t go as planned.
“They know about my feeling for you as well.”
His eyes widen while he stares you up and down in sheer disbelief.
“Stop fucking with me”, he grumbles.
“You were too blind to realize that I loved you for so long while I didn’t even think about the opportunity that you might like me back”, you admit with your cheeks turning as hot as the sun.
“You fool.”
He yanks your chin towards his face, a small smile decorating his usual so irritated face.
“I’ll definitely never let you go again now.”
His lips crash into yours and leave your mind blank all over again.
“But I’ll still kick your ass for talking to me so disrespectfully and interfering with Genya.”
Tags: @chilichopsticks @hellkaiserinphoenix @ynackerman9499 @keepghostly @beatrexworld
@froufrousnowman @hidazinie @tomiokathedepresso @poketrainer2270 @chaoticwinnercupcake
@lees-chaotic-brain @wordskeeper @polarbvnny @sugu-love @ryva @baku2345
@komelrebi-san @kentocalls (your fic will be next) @barbuse @sunshine7queen @lavenderdrxp
@yaninnaacu @hopefulbelievertimemachine (thank you sooo much for helping me creating reader for the cover)
#demon slayer x reader#demon slayer#kny#hashira training arc#sanemi shinaguzawa#sanemi shinazugawa#demon slayer sanemi#kny sanemi#sanemi x reader#kimetsu no yaiba#sanemi fluff#sanemi x you#sanemi x y/n#shinazugawa brothers#kny shinazugawa#demon slayer shinazugawa#kny x female reader#kny x reader#kny x y/n#kny x you#kimetsu x reader#kimetsu fanfic#demon slayer fanfic#kny fanfic#kny fluff#demon slayer fluff#sanemi fanfic#genya shinazugawa#kny genya#demon slayer genya
3K notes
·
View notes
Text
why is interacting with people irl so frustrating fr. i need everyone to start just saying what they mean!!!
#damien.txt#haha it's the autism innit#fr though i am. so unbelievably frustrated with the people in my life rn.#they're deliberately obfuscating their schedules/plans to avoid hanging out with people and i need it to stop!!!#just say you don't want to hang out with me oh my god im fucking sick of thissss#also my friend group has gotten increasingly more cliquey and i am. not super happy about it /: i mean it happens but. god.#it's the end of this friend group i think. which like. was bound to happen + i knew it would but like... fuck#i don't have other friends so this puts me in a rough af position honestly.#guess that's on me for accidentally putting all my eggs into one basket#also i guess one thing that frustrates me the most in this is that the person heading this up is like.#the most moody fucking person i've ever met. god.#and he's being like 'we should just be spontaneous with the plans!' and like. bitch. you have never been spontaneous in your life.#what the fuck are you even talking about. stop it.#sooooooo yeah i am angry and yet there's nothing to be done about it except watch this whole thing crash and burn so.#that's fun. probably going to induce a lot of listening to fall out boy (which i am already doing lol)#emo phase revitalization as a coping mechanism for things going to shit haha#vent
1 note
·
View note
Text
You NEED to hear me out when I say that sex with Yeonjun has to be mind blowing. Those are the hips of a DANCER.
mdni 🥲 not proofread. Just me rambling before going to sleep.
Imagine him being so exhausted from his tortuous schedule, he just wants a good night sleep… one that he can only get after being balls deep inside you lol.
Every roll of his hips matches the roll of your eyes to the back of your head— each thrust sharp and calculated like the choreographies he works so hard on perfecting. A bruising grip on your thighs and waist to keep you steady as he angles you to his liking and uses you as a fleshlight, panting and moaning like a dog right against your ear… I’m so weak.
He’s not too loud, but he doesn’t keep quiet either. He moans and whimpers when he’s feeling really good, but only for you to hear. He also might start rambling filthy (or praising) shit when close to the edge, depending on the mood.
Yeonjun might be a little goofy during sex, trying to keep the mood light by teasing you, but oh boy when he’s actually horny, you won’t catch a break. I believe his stamina is really good, combined with a high sex drive, you’re in for a long night whenever he actually gets the time to think about anything else but work.
He wants to try every position, go from slow to fast, from soft to rough. He needs to take his time with you and absolutely ruin you because he knows he’s busy as hell most of the time but then again, quality over quantity!!!
This man knows how to pleasure his partner cus’ he makes sure to memorize every sensitive spot. And even if he doesn’t have the biggest dick among the TXT members he for sure knows how to use it, cough cough.
#yezzns —#yeonjun smut#yeonjun hard hours#yeonjun hard thoughts#txt smut#txt hard hours#txt hard thoughts#kpop smut#kpop hard thoughts#kpop hard hours#txt#txt oneshots#txt post#yeonjun thoughts#kpop drabbles#yeonjun x you#yeonjun x reader#yeonjun x y/n#txt moa#soobin smut#taehyun smut#hueningkai smut#beomgyu smut
414 notes
·
View notes