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make-a-little-mischief · 1 year ago

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What do you mean you can't be in love with someone's deep v???

Preposterous!!

#jerry lewis #sexiest chest to ever exist between two panels of fabric #oh be still my heart and other stuff #I love jer's talent and intelligence and all that stuff as much as I love the delectable scrumptiousness that is his chest hair #Jerry is the total package #mr perfect #i love him so much

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electric-plants · 3 months ago

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listen sometimes i just think that when cyno heard alhaitham was going to be acting grand sage he immediately started begging and pleading to be able to go and personally rub it in azar’s face

#i simply think it would be healing for him😌#nahida i love you and your mercy SO much but also let me attack that man #genshin impact #cytham #cyhaino #haino #btw #is anyone else constantly stuck contemplating azar’s views of alhaitham orrrr????#because i am CONSTANTLY thinking about it #like alhaitham getting the traveler assignment alone is WILD to think about #and im pretty sure i have their entire confrontation in the last part of the archon quest in my screenshots at this point #like what did he MEAN losing alhaitham would irreparably damage regular operations????#Like IRREPARABLY????#girl WHAT #man said that with his full chest and STILL thought he could outsmart alhaitham like lmao really #spend every day wishing i could see his face when alhaitham became ags #and in my heart of hearts i KNOW cyno wishes that too #oh cyno being petty my beloved😮‍💨❤️#sorry this concept gets my brain going #like oughh the cyno thoughts the alhaitham thoughts the sumeru thoughts the cyhaino thoughts like SHDHFKLGAHD #my last fic made me kind of desperate to write more pre-archon quest stuff but GOD none of my other wips work with that😪

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sleepyseals · 1 year ago

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[Image Description: Two unfinished digital paintings / sketches of the hatchling and Hal from outer wilds. they are standing with their arms around each other and the hatchling has their head leaning on hal's shoulder as hal watches the supernova in the distance through the doorway of the museum. the first image is the scene viewed from behind with everything lit in bright blue with dark shadows. the second image shows hal's face looking in fear towards the light and is only partially colored, the rest sketched over a gray background. End Image Description.]

something you'll run back in for when the house burns down

#im going to post something on halloween but also want to post like sketch compilations and unfinished stuff #bc I draw alllll the tiiimeee and theres so much and its just going to get buried in my hard drive if I dont do anything with it #I'm so shy to post this but im in a good mood today so ok you can have the hal post #::) hal.#I wanted to finish these sooo badly and I still want to - it might take me completely reworking it again though :P #im scared this will become one of those pieces where i improve at anatomy more then look back at this one and be like. Gah what was I doing #honestly thats already happened. these are from several months ago #I kept their expression kind of neutral.. both because I dont think I could accurately capture the sheer dumfounded horror.#also because my heart will shatter into many pieces if I draw hal too sad #anyway the caption is a lyric from alone by tresspassers william #the album that song is from is called different stars and its one of my favorite albums ever ever <3 its very somber but I love it #this song doesnt even remind me of these two thaaat much #but theres other songs on the album that do more.. like vapour trail... and anchor oh my god. anchor...#and if you cant steer then it would be safer to drop the anchor 🤔🤔#ok I'm done talking now bye hal fans #outer wilds #outer wilds spoilers #very early spoilers. lol sub 23 minute spoilers #hal outer wilds #hatchling outer wilds #the hatchling #timber hearth #. I guess?

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aq2003 · 10 months ago

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i saw a post saying boom was good bc it feels like it could be done with any doctor/companion duo and honestly that was one of the things i felt was wrong with it

#in a show with a title character that could be Literally Anyone and a companion sharing the lead that could be Literally Anyone #i value the little moments that set this duo apart from the rest. ESPECIALLY when it comes to returning writers like rtd/moff #fifteen and ruby felt a little too eleven/twelve and clara adjacent in boom. in both their dialogue and characterization #space babies also landed a little weird at first bc it lifted a bit from end of the world BUT the scenes that fifteen and ruby #had to themselves. like ruby getting covered in snot and fifteen laughing. or fifteen and ruby looking after the Space Babies #or fifteen going out of his way to save the monster bc that monster is the only one of its kind Just Like Him Fr #that stuff is so good and its also something we haven't seen from another nuwho doctor. the vulnerable bleeding-heart empathy #and a dynamic w a companion that is basically 'two troublemakers that just deeply love fun and adventure and getting into trouble together'#oh yeah and also the devil's chord was peak fiction because it touches on fifteen's renewed connection and love for humanity #and marries it to ruby being a musician and how music like any art is the expression of the human soul etc etc #WHAT MAKES A DOCTOR WHO STORY GOOD TO ME IS PARTLY HOW THE PREMISE TIES INTO THE DOCTOR AND COMPANION'S CHARACTERS #IT HAS TO FEEL LIKE IT WAS TAILOR MADE TO THEM. ELSE IT WONT LAND RIGHT TO ME #i hate the take that they should've saved wild blue yonder for a fifteen episode bc #the tension is hinged on how well the doctor/companion know each other. u have a level of it that u can ONLY get #with fourteen and donna who are two halves of a whole soul but have also spent much more time missing the other than knowing them #im not rewatching fifteen's eps rn until a week later when i can watch it w my qpp but #rn i still feel a stronger sense of fifteen and ruby's characters from all the rtd-written eps rather moffat #which like. i get that a lot of that is my personal dislike of moffat's writing style but still #dr who #15 era #dw spoilers

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soapcan18 · 2 years ago

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MY PALMS AND FINGERS STILL REEK WITH GASOLINE FROM THROWING FUEL TO THE FIRE OF THAT GRECO-ROMAN DREAM PURIFY THE HOLY ROCK TO MELT THE GILDED SEAMS IT DONT BRING ME RELIEF NO IT DON’T BRING ME NOTHINGGG

#i LOVE PASSERINE!!!#also hi my oh hellos fans and followers :)#i havent been posting much abt them recently mostly bc i kinda just overplayed their songs and moved on to other things #they still hold a very special place in my heart though #and there’s a REALLY long song analysis that’s been rotting in my drafts I’ve gotta finish it 😭#but yeah i still love the oh hellos i just probably won’t post much abt them anymore ive kinda exhausted all my post ideas #anyways LONG LIVE THE OH HELLOS LISTEN TO THEM PLS‼️#the oh hellos #oh hellos #folk music #indie music #song lyrics #music stuff #songs to listen to #music to listen to

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termagax · 8 months ago

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re: "good girl" i think they say it once randomly as a joke and its just one of those things that gets him wayyy more than they expected it would. so now its their secret weapon and they use it very sparingly and every single time he gets super embarrassed about it but it works ill tell you what.

#HES MY PRINCESS IDEK.#i dont think it happens naturally all that much because theyre usually in the business of calling each other names and being mean #so i think this would just be a random night where theyre on top and just think it would be really funny. to yank on his leash and call him #a good girl after bullying him into doing something. and well i just think it would get him is all i dont knowwwwwwwwwwwwww #i havr a lot of thoughts on the matter but i will stop for now #but the tldr is that with each other they tend to switch frequently and are always fighting #so i think itd take someone else being in the picture for hog to even realize how much he likes being a good boy :3 #and i also dont think fish would be good at straightforward domming in the way he would want and they both know that #so its something he keeps between him and rat mostly. please dont ask me questions abt jrs sex life i have too many opinions on it #anyways. i think even tho fish knows theyd be bad at that they still feel left out so sometimes they go watch. they dont get anything out of #doing that theyre just sort of taking mental notes #all of this circles back to i think fish has always been the more sexually experienced of the two. and romantically.#i dont rlly think hog is a guy who dates i dont think hes ever been that and i dont think he made much time for hookups #(i think its cute if hes a virgin when they meet but 🤷 im not solid on it)#but i think for him hes just only ever fucked this one person and they do a LOT of stuff and it gets the job done so hes just never really #tried anything else. but. and again i have too many opinions on this but i think rat wouldnt be into their usual shteeze #i think hes a bit of a freak in his own way but the blood and weird anger issues is just not doing it for him most of the time #but i do think if given the opportunity he would LOVE to be The Boss for a little bit so i think he and hog can explore that together and it #will work out beautifully for them. this is great because i am not into strict d/s dynamics like that but i know in my heart that hoggy #would be. and i cant do that for him #again i think fish would be butthurt about this. mostly in a 'why didnt u tell me so we could try this :(' and he would go #'because you would suck at it and wouldnt like it' and they go oh. right. well im still mad #ANYWAYS. circling back. i think the good girl thing would be something fish knows that rat doesnt. and idk if theyd tell him or not #because i do think if they tell him he is using that for evil hog is going to be a good girl forever and ever. rat doesnt have the patience #to space it out the way fish does. which idk maybe thatd be good for hog he could work through some stuff...#but on the other hand i think its fun if they DONT tell him and just bust it out sometime when all 3 of them are doing the deed. or whatever #because again they mostly like how embarrassed he gets about it and i think he would be reallyyyy flustered by it #^ this is essentially part of my fantasy about spitroasting my beautiful wife until he cries just so everyone knows #idk i just think when he lets go of himself hed be a very cute and kind of needy subby bottom and i think hed be really easy to fluster #about it and i want it so bad

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deepseawave · 8 months ago

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obsessed w the tags on ur last reblog

Omgg, thank you haha, it was a quality post so I just had to appreciate it in full force 😂❤️

Can‘t believe someone would actually enjoy my yapping :,D

#guys help is it time for a rebranding?? am I just gonna post about f1 now??#I still can’t believe this has all started because bestie and I were watching Ted Lasso (because I’ve been obsessed with that show for a #while now too) and I paused the episode to talk about how I really like the way Jamie interacts with kids (I’m sorry people being good with #and nice to kids is one of my weaknesses I work with kids now and have been invested in treating kids well forever)#so me saying that apparently reminded her of max and she showed me a video of him with p and yeah it was very effective in making me like #him and then we left the episode on pause and she told me a lot about f1 and max specifically cause I was interested now lmao (funny thing #is that she also got roped into it by our other friends I swear it’s speeding lmao #she also compared him to Jamie from Ted lasso (if you know you know) and showed me some heart wrenching Taylor swift edits (i haven’t #emotionally recovered yet) and yeah that’s how I started consuming way too much f1 content on YouTube and got into this whole mess lmao #oh yeah our friends also made me and another friend make a Tier list for all the drivers based on vibes alone (cause I only knew a bit about #max at that time and the other one knew nothing really) which was very funny too #especially looking back at it (we did some of them so dirty lmao 😂)#I’ve also come to the conclusion that tumblr is still one of the least annoying platforms to engage with other people (still)#YouTube is full of hate comments about drivers and stuff it’s so annoying actually #not to mention Twitter but I don’t go there and probably never will 😂#I personally don’t enjoy fics and scenarios and shipping of real people cause it makes me a bit uncomfy (not judging people who do #you do you as long as it doesn’t negatively affect anyone #but yeah I’d much rather just scroll by those here than have to look away from all the mindless hate and which driver is better discussions #everywhere else like I’m not one to engage with stuff like that but it does upset me to some #degree so yeah tumblr making memes and being rather positive about their drivers (most of what I’ve seen here of course there are gonna be #annoying people everywhere) is much more tolerable and a lot more enjoyable for me #whoops this post got away from me again oh dear #I’ve had the idea for a meme stuck in my head for days now: Max verstappen but make it if you don’t love me at my *swearing on team radio #giving spicy replies and attitude to the media maxplaining and complaining going for risky overtakes* you don’t deserve me at my *precious #interactions with p talking about his cats being a goofball with other drivers and especially danny defending other drivers driving #beautifully in the rain* it’s a package deal you can’t just pick and choose and personally I don’t even get why people complain about some #of the other stuff I appreciate someone who’s passionate and honest and genuinely kind where it matters 🤷🏻‍♀️#I think I’ve seen someone else say that but the more people complain about and criticize max the more I feel the need to defend him #god forbid women have hobbies for real (can’t believe I’ve yapped so much I can’t put more tags 💀)#also shoutout to Oscar Piastri and Danny Ric (I was so happy Oscar won even tho McLaren where being very silly in a not so funny way)

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worriesndoodles · 5 days ago

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i did not carefuly saved every tgaa related material to look into in detial after finishing the games to open all the reddit posts to see poeple shitting on the games

#me yapping #tgaa spoilers #tgaa #also im finished now yay!!!!!!#in emotional limbo (crying kicking my legs rolling on the floor)#i feel like i was kicked in the guts because i HATE farewell endings #like i loved this but i hated it!!!!!!!#(mostly because my life is one big farewell ending looking at you living in another country from all of my family)#all homoeroticism aside i have a best friend who is like a sister to me (who is ironically a lawyer) who is also back home #like i GET what kazuma and ryuunosuke go through on some level #and i still wanna rip my heart out #ALSO call me dumb and pretencious but i think a lot of character development people feel the lack of is just very subtle #may i suggest........not western writing at all #like ive read complaints about ryuunosuke's resolve part and im kinda shocked?#i FELT what this man went through i know exactly what resolve he was talking about #not like this game cant have its failures i agree with some parts being stretched out and a bunch of other stuff #but you cant tell me this was NOT resolve!!!!!!#i will die on this hill tgaac are now my favourite games ever #susato is also SO good like i love maya to pieces but susato is such a breathe of fresh air because she is not just a comedic relief #she is so smart and capable and i LOVE that she is yamato nadeshiko but silly 😭#also again i cant say enough about shimono hiro shimono hiro i will love you forever thank you for being a naruhodou #i went from cringing at him at 13 to absolutely losing my mind over him being in aa at 24 #one thign is. i think kazumas voice was kinda weird and too low and not at all like i imagined it #BUT sholmes is great iris is great i love them so much #kinda wanna go home again because of how ryuunosuke describes the baker street suits and the family #OH one other note is people complaining kazuma didnt get punished by the narrative?? can i argue?? like the man went through hell and back #before and during the trial emotionally and had to accept probably an even worse truth than he thought #like is that not punishment enough? he wasnt even that big of a dick #maybe its the difference of playing the og trilogy at 16 vs playing tgaac at 24 but i think the prosecutors in tgaa are super mild #and definitely working WITH you rather than against you (evne van zieks a lot of the time)

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lanternlightss · 21 days ago

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me when im in a yearning competition and my opponent is frieren the series

#IM . (pacing) imnormal im normal #the way it wasn’t until himmels deaths that she actively tries to get to know people better #like she knew they wouldn’t live long . she keeps bringing up that theyll die far before death ever arrives to her #but . but #maybe it’s hitting .. oh. they truly won’t live long .#AND THE WAY SM OF HER FOCUSES ON MEMORY #she is flammes apprentice. her favorite spell is the same as hers was #that spell allowed her to meet himmel #which inspired him #an ouroboros of care …#AND VOLL DONT GET ME STARTED ON VOLL !!!!#the way she was like ? yes of course i still remember #and how he kept GOING for his promise . even if he said he cannot fully remember everything about her . when that was one of the things he #had actively mentioned …. to keep going for someone who is a fading word in history. in life.#to keep going bc your heart still aches for them #they’re always a piece of you #and you …. carry that . for as long as you can . bc that way . you know they were there some way #<- AND THE WAY HIMMEL HAS THE STATUES MADE FOR A RESODN OF THAT #we aren’t just a fairy tale — once upon a time we laughed and enjoyed each other company. once upon a time we stood by in battle #once upon a time …. once upon a time ………#UGHHHH IMMORTALITY AND KNOWING YOULL ALWAYS BE THE ONE WHO HAS TO SAY GOODBYE TO COUNTLESS ….#(sniffling) imso normal . by the way #AND THE WAY SERIE SAYS they’re engraved in my brain. like . yeagh . yeagh. she pretends but it still has a hold on her #you spend that much time together and you cannot remove it so easily without going — oh. and staring . oh #IM . normal .#uGHHH the voll and the sein and the himmel back to back almost broke me . whatEVERRRR im normal #lantern says stuff #(head in my hands) all these people do . is yearn ….

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kitwilsonsass · 1 month ago

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not to be tmi but do you ever just LOSE YOUR FUCKING MIND ON YOUR PERIOD

#im being dramatic but like fucking. hell. i am just.#its kicking my ass i am so fucking tired #bc there wasnt SHIT last month and this month its like right about that how about a week early and just the worst. just the worst.#i slept so long last night but kept waking up in pain #not blackout pain at least but just constant pain #and was too stubborn to get up and take anything for it #and all day i have just had zero fucking energy #been trying not to pass out since like 11:30 bc i don't want to feel like i'm just #working and sleeping for a week straight of shifts #but i'm not actually. doing anything. because i'm too fucking tired.#and yet my brain is somehow also in 12 different directions #i've also been faintly woozy tonight which i also blame on that #and probably that i think ive forgotten to take my thyroid shit for like four days IN A ROW #so i took one now even though i took other stuff and was drinking something just in case #to get some in my bloodstream #but now i'm like oh god i hope i didnt take it earlier for once and forget #bc fuck knows my heart will explode out of my chest all night if i did #LOOK HOW MANY TAGS THIS POST HAS WHY AM I STILL TALKING DO YOU SEE THE ISSUE #i need bravier to hit me with a rubber mallet #i need PD to strap me to the imaginary curl up in between them couch #both of these things

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twinvictim · 1 year ago

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@dancehallcrasher tagged me for 9 movies I first watched this year! I actually watched more movies than usual and loved all of these ones specifically I hope I get to watch more <3

#crimson tomes #literally all of these movies own if you havent seen any of them id reccomend them dor sure #im sure. most people have seen fight club LOL but i hadnt very good indeed #ofc a lynch trifecta if you havent seen much of his stuff try blue velvet first im obsessed with it #followed by mulholland dr and lost highway. i still need to see inland empire and i might watch the dune movie or wild at heart too just cus #requeim!!! man...i <3 you forever the only thing is jared leto and they shouldve kept harry and his mom jewish #the eyes of my mother is so eerie and sad not much straight up horror this year but this one....yeah #memento was so good too i love murder msyteries and goinf back like oh fuck i get it now #brick was fun :) kind of a silly little movie i like how everyone talked in it #waking life is so interesting def falls into expeimentsl artsy shit but its gorgeous and so facinating its all animated! crazy shit #anyway yaay anyone can do this also i dont know many people who watxhed movies but i <3 tou movies #next ones we gotta see are inland empire perfect blue crash dead ringers n i personally wanna see event horizon and videodrome among others

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icewindandboringhorror · 7 months ago

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It always seems a bit unbalanced on The Great Food Truck Race when there will be multiple teams who are cooking a wide variety of complex dishes with 10 different components and a bunch of prep work, and then there's that one team who like... exclusively serves plain crepes with some premade nutella on them, or plain waffles with just some whipped cream and cut up strawberries lol...

#AND then they'll be the winning team or whatever and its like... wow... imagine that... I wonder how its possible that they can get #more dishes out faster than the other teams... hrrmm.... lol #Not that they aren't still doing work like. obviously it's still hard and there's still a sales component and other stuff to be done #but It's just kind of unbalanced seeming when one group is serving like grilled shrimp sandwich with 3 homemade sauces and a #slaw and two sides and the other people are like... slicing fruit and drizzling a bottle of hersheys chocolate syrup on top of some thing #they just threw in a waffle maker for a few minutes #You see the footage of the teams cooking and everyone is like prepping a ton of different things and meat and vegetables and they have #boiling pots and pans and fryers going and tossing stuff in bowls and compiling these multi component dishes #and then That One Team is always just casually slicing bananas or doing some whipped cream in a bowl gbjhbhj #They usually dont even make their own caramel or chocolate sauces or anything. Nutella out of a jar babey!#So all you're really Making is like... whipped cream. and some sort of batter (waffle. crepe. etc)#If I got placed in a competition like that and I found out one of my opponents just sold waffles or pancake sticks or etc #like that I would just be like... okay.. I'm out then. bye. OR I would pivot and be like.. right I shall remove all complexity from my menu #whatsoever and just start selling plain balls of fried dough with powdered sugar or plain fries with nothing on them or something lol #update: OH my god.. one of these teams on a newer season is selling a 'bonus add on' where you can add #cinnamon sugar and caramel syrup (possibly not even home made by them???? just from a bottle) for $5 extra on your order #If I bought a $12 waffle from a food truck and they were like 'hey do you want to upgrade? for only $5 we'll drizzle a teaspoon #of caramel and sprinkle a little sugar and cinnamon on there!' I feel like I would cancel my order and walk away.#that is a $1 add on at MOST.. for a freaking DRIZZLE of caramel sauce LOL #and of course this team is in the top 3... squirrel.... come ON...#Which I know all these shows are fake and bad and whatever. I dont watch them seriously. I think I liked the first few seasons #but then anything past like season 4 (or whenever they started having established people who already ran food trucks on there #instead of taking a bunch of peope who had never run a food truck before and giving them one - which is a much more equal footing #premise to me) I have just been increasingly annoyed at and I really just have the show on for background noise #whilst doing chores or something and am not genuinely paying that much attention but... my god.. At least try to pretend its fair lol #WHICH I KNOWW... you can say 'well the other teams could do similar if they wanted.' or blah blah. tehcnically it's THEIR choice to #make stuff from scratch and not sell a bunch of packaged frozen chicken wings dropped into a fryer over a shitty 6min waffle or etc.#but... I will never respect a $5 for 1tbsp of caramel sauce type of situation.. even if they win.. you will always be losers in my heart #So many teams with real cooking skill & good concepts go home to the 'slap nutella on fried dough' people... how...

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possibly-eli · 8 months ago

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hey guys i think im out of the trauma spiral my ex-quadmate put me in <- he is, in fact, not out of the trauma spiral his ex-quadmate put him in

#minding my own business when i out-of-nowhere remember the multiple times she caused me to panic by dumping a lot of heavy #terrifying things onto me which made me terrified of enjoying any free-time i had because “what if something goes wrong while im away”#it threw me full-force back into my “im going to sleep all the time” phase because. at least towards the end i was terrified all the time #because at any point something could go Wrong and i would have to fix it #she broke the promise we made about telling each other about any quadrant stuff #and entered a moirallegience with someone without fucking telling me #she got mad at me for doing what she wanted because. fucking thats just a thing shes allowed to do #left me to think she killed herself twice despite the fact she was watching me the entire time while i fucking panicked #and then said she “didnt want to/didnt enjoy it” as if it just HAPPENED and she didnt fucking Plan that #knowingly put me under tremendous stress despite knowing i have a cardiovascular condition that has placed me in heart attack-range before #reportedly shit-talked me behind my back the entire time we were together (and i whole-heartedly believe the person who told me #because thats the kind of shit she did)#and nobody else in her system even thought to say “oh yeah lol this is like. bad. this guy is being abused by our sysmate”#i went for almost an entire year in invisible on discord because i was terrified of people messaging me #i STILL have all discord sound notifs turned off because it makes me panic #i barely spoke with my friends and had to constantly check discord /while in school/ because of her #and like. even disregarding all the shit she did to ME. she was just a fucking awful person #just. genuinely terrible to be around #but yk #whatevs

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keeps-ache · 11 months ago

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sour apricots and loud floor fans. it's almost summer :D

#just me hi #i don't like sour fruits but today i will have them hfsh :>#+ turned on the fan cuz i like to be just-cool-enough and also the white noise <33 #funny how the fan is like a lullaby. calming and will put you to sleep if you're not careful lol .v.#/also discovered that standing up while listening to my music lets me just start Dancing so we're doing that hbfvhs #fun stuff :D #//anywho i discovered a new way to set the nose on the face so i think i'm going to practice that today :3 #and upside-down heart in the middle of the face seems to work pretty well! i tried a long triangle before but they always turned out Way to #long fghbhfsbv #the main problems i have with the face is putting the eyes too high + the nose too long. been working on that so yea!! :>>#Also i've been practicing drawing the jaw from below for a minute- i Am getting better :DD #//i <3 music ouhghguhguhogh #[boings and shimmies]#//also <3 cleaning up my email lol #sounds silly to me but it's nice :>>#//blah speaking of i have to clean my space #i haven't vacuumed in a hot minute. eeeuurghhh #cuz i have everything set up in the Most inconvenient way for a vacuum to pass through hhhghfsh #'why don't you just rearrange it?' this is the best way i can have my stuff set up to have maximum privacy so i dunno hhghfh #any other way and my desk will be facing its back towards the door; My back towards the door lol #i Could put it sideways but then you can still see what i'm doing when you walk in. not ideal !! hbfsh #oh wells. sigh. i will vacuum later at some point. hopefully today. i think it'll be today :>#//Okay gonna go do my things now #my things and stuffs. see you on the other side - ciao ciao toodles :3

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spamtoon · 11 months ago

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(Out of nowhere, you are approached by a familiar lightbulb-headed Cog.)

Ah, it's you, cat. Thinking you're oh-so-slick. Muttering and whispering under those raggedy whiskers of yours... Thinking I am unable to hear it all...

Well, you've simply underestimated my fantastic hearing. You probably want to know the reason why I'm here, taking a 'break' from my incredibly important scientific breakthroughs? It's quite simple, really!

(She gets close, and squints her eyes.)

I know what you are.

Farewell, now!

(She then leaves the way she came from.)

(Spam giggles immensely, covering her face... it always seems like she's giggling, isn't she? This lasts... at least thirty seconds. Longer than usual.)

And I know what I am too, Sparky! You broke through something, that's for sure. Really, broke through...

(She looks down, continuing to laugh nervously.)

You know, I find it odd you Havent tried to bulb blast me into the stratosphere by now. I mean knowing how you acted with Frostbite. Is there something peculiar about me that you perhaps can't quite track? Something about me that you... don't know what I am?

I know, I know, I'm talking to nobody again. But you were there when I had a moment today with the one the only Frostbite The Bravecog. You may be remaining. Lurking in the shadows. Knowing about these thoughts that I'm thinking.

(The giggling resumes, lasting far shorter this time.)

Your brother's a piece of fucking barp, by the way

(She braces for impact for a few seconds, wincing while smiling, before comically looking around to realize nobody's there. She sighs.)

Wow, okay maybe toony superhero show logic doesn't apply in this situation. Cool.

WAIT I JUST FUCKING REALIZED WHAT SHE MEANT but like. Dude if she meant that then what's the point I mean the whole ahh sellbot department barping knows unless you're Really low on the ladder. Heheh... maybe she did mean what I thought she meant.

Oh i'm so fucking screwed. What kind of bitch gets filament fever

#bright spark #<- for finding this again later. haha i called her sparky #the way she talks fucking tickles my brain so much im so . ohguohguohoghog SHE #SORRY THAT THIS TOOK SO LONG you see i was in the mindset that i would do this one little thing and then i would do my work which uh.#that leads to so so SO much procrastination. including on fun things! oh so fun things.#today was an event.#i also spent quite a bit of time ruminating i “would she really say that” is worse when shes literally you #to clarify. she is spam's aunt by like. building standards. not really in her found family. so its fucked up but as i said in discord this #is like. a “your mom's kinda hot” level crush. you know. also sorry i really wanted to say filament fever its been eating at me okay #nothing SERIOUS the way my f/os (and spam's f/os (plural now?? i guess?? if today was a canon event)) are #honestly mark still feels like the only real one with her to me but damn it. if spam's reflecting My Changes then she's Reflecting My Chang #spam in toontown unlike my other sonas is the most “its just you again” out of all of them and thats partially because her main #cog connection... is frostbite. they bounce off each other like we literally bounce off each other and damn it shes been so stagnant on her #own because of it. mark happened and she mirrored that because i kept fucking talking about him while we were in character and ideally #i should TRY to fix her. but also man because i'm not doing Serious lore stuff with her i dont. even know if i want to.#i kinda brushed it over the rug by saying that she relies on her constant entertainment so readily because she herself still doesnt feel #like she has a place outside of cogs only. sure she's in high roller backstage sure she's in allan's family now but shes not Doing anything #with herself the way that her friends are. mole's a ranger. frostbite cohosts. wishes... has chip. and something she doesn't have--#living and fully growing as a toon. rather than being haphazardly slapped into a world. and in some respects she's envious of frostbite #finding themselves so quickly because she distracts herself because she's still kinda struggling with it. despite everything. yes she lives #happy and carefree a lot of the time but she keeps buying those dumb phones because when she's truly alone... her mind starts to wander.#that's what mark is for. so that spam can dream of a world where she has a purpose. even if its fake and fragile and just nothing compared #to the great friends that she already has. where she feels like its worth it doing something when she doesn't have anyone. and in that #respect. with the goons ma allan parallels in sonboy the spam cathal parallels shine. seeking tv (and to a lesser extent games) as a #method of escapism. even when one's life is already pretty good. because there's nothing else worth doing without friends or family.#the internet isn't just cool. it gives her something to be when it seems like everyone is something but her. and maybe thats a lazy #excuse for why it seems like she doesnt HAVE anything to call her own but that but damn it i'm trying my best to twist it around.#spam has such a HISTORY yknow? even if it feels like i havent established her much.#spam is the hearts to frostbite's spades not just because they're the duo of all time but because spam's fake stupid love keeps her going #sorry i just started rambling in the tags of this post about spam it. happens. she loves her friends so much i need to reiterate that okay

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sweetpaintedladie · 1 year ago

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my friend whose in college came to visit me while he’s on thanksgiving break and he found me a copy of playback by tom petty and the heartbreakers on vhs and i literally cannot comprehend how sweet that was 😭<3 it’s in such perfect condition too

#:’)#me stuff 😌#he’s so sweet i hope he knows how much i love him #like ahhhh he didn’t even know what it was he just knew it said tom petty and grabbed it for me like UGH #my ex best friend really fucked up my perception of friendships and how much people care for me #like today with this small gift that just melts my heart and the fact someone saw tom and thought of me even if i’ve known this person for #years and they know how much i adore tom #it still makes me feel like ‘oh wow… someone cares about what i’m saying’#and like the other day one of the people i’ve known the longest and love told me i mean so much to them and it just melted my whole heart #like i didn’t know that or something #even if i did #or a more recent friend telling me he’s excited to see me #like it feels so nice to have friends that make you feel appreciated and loved #i’m overwhelmed with joy right now holy moly

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