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omg thank you guys for 9k!!! i can't believe it đđ
#i feel like i just hit 8k omg#thank yall so much for all of your kind replies and tags in your rbs đ«¶đ«¶đ«¶#it's one of the highlights of my mornings when i get to go through and read all the kind and thoughtful responses to my work :'))#the comments on this app are the most thoughtful and profound of any others i've been on đ«¶#so thank you for that!!!#thank you all for your support and love đ«¶#oh and thank you for the response on my recent oc!!! i never expecting so many nice comments on him :')#i said thanks in this a lot but it still wasn't enough lol#thanks â€ïžâđ„#mods talks shit
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âDecideâ for the wip ask thing!
Better late then never, so I'm finally getting to this now, thanks for sending this my way! As it happens, that word pops up in a lot of my WIPs, so brace yourself with a fuckton of snippets under the cut!
1)
(My most recent WIP and boy, is it a silly one. It's my flimsy excuse to write Fuckboy DG hitting on various members of the rosters, and striking out each time)
As he approaches her, Daniel tries to figure out what his opening line should be.
Hey, what's up, mommy? Your baby boy has arrivedâŠ
Heâs one hundred percent sure that would work, obviously. But he decides to take a different approach.
2)
ââYou sure?ââ
Hookâs back to squinting again. ââWhy wouldnât I be?ââ
Orange decides to test his theory. ââI saw whatâs going on with you and Brian.ââ
Hookâs calm, I donât give a shit demeanor breaks slightly. Itâs only for a brief second, but Orange spots the glint in his eyes, the slight pursing of his lips, the tightening of his body language. He was right on the money.
ââYeah, itâsâŠwhatever,ââ Hook says, trying to play it cool.
3)
ââWhat is this?ââ he asks.
Hook wonders if thatâs a trick question. His mindâs coming up blank though so he decides to answer literally. ââUh. The sink?ââ
ââOh, good, you know what that is,ââ Orange says. ââSo, are you aware that most people use these things to clean dishes? Generally, after theyâve eaten and theyâre all dirty, human beings will then wash them so that they can be used again. What a concept! Would you like to give it a try sometime?ââ
(Sassy Bitch OC strikes again)
4)
ââBros before hoes,ââ Zay said, firm.
Daniel rolled his eyes. ââWhat, are we in high school?ââ
ââNah, âcause you never had hoes in high school,ââ Zay grinned afterwards, earning himself a glare from Daniel.
Daniel decided not to correct Isiah and instead he looked back in Juliaâs direction. God, she was so fucking hot. He had to have her - he just had to.
(I'm sure nothing bad could come of this. Nope, I'm sure nothing bad happens to Daniel in this fic, nothing whatsoever đđđ)
5)
(Disclaimer - Hook is high as a kite in this fic. Orange is not. Oh, the humanity...)
Orange decides to take a different approach. ââYou know what would be really fun?ââ
Hook legitimately gasps. ââWhat?!ââ he asks, looking up at him with those wide red eyes.
ââIf we went to bed. Right now.ââ
Hook giggles. ââWe are in bedâŠââ
ââThen letâs get some sleep, huh?ââ
Hook grins. ââDonât wanna.ââ
6)
Orangeâs head slowly turns, his first movement since Hook dropped the bomb on him. Fear shoots ice through Hookâs veins. But when he meets his eyes, he doesnât look mad. His face is weirdly neutral. But then the cracks start to show. A slight crease in his forehead. A grim, sad little glint in his eye. He opens his mouth but the only sound that comes out is a terse exhale. His mouth opens and closes a couple more times, as though he canât decide what to say.
Hook braces himself for whateverâs about to happen.
(Uh oh, did Hook do something baaaaaaaad? Something he regrets? Something that would make his boyfriend upset?đđđ)
7)
Eventually, Daniel decided heâd done enough, laid the groundwork as best as he could. So the next time he and Julia found themselves alone, he just straight up asked her if she wanted to head back to his hotel room later, after the show.
He didnât know what he was expecting. But what Julia said in response - the request she made - left him completely stunned.
(This is, in fact, a different fic from the other Daniel/Julia snippet. But arguably both ideas are equally awful and embarrassing on my part đŹ)
#Once again I offer more contextless insights into the awful awful things my brain comes up with#If I gave y'all context a lot of these would be even more humiliating đŹ#Y'all better hope I don't finish some of this...#At least some of them are relatively tame and fluffy and only slightly weird#For those curious I did indeed go through an intense Daniel/Julia phase but never posted any of the stuff I wrote#Maybe if I finish one of 'em someday I'll share it?#Hopefully not though because the subject matter of those fics... *nervous laughter*
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đȘż returning very shortly after reading your most recent posts Just wanted to wish you the best! I'm quite new to obey me but i've really enjoyed your headcanons, drabbles, and ocs. Ciaran in particular really connected. I always end up making an side character oc rather than self-insert and it just spins further and further away from canon from there. I used to feel guilty cause it limited my interaction/contribution to the community, i still do often, but it never seemed right to fight against the urge. So, uh, if I could slip in a request (if it helps you find fun in your funk): Of the brothers, who is the worst at minding their space when in their demon forms? i.e. How often has Luicifer, in all his winged glory, turned too abruptly and knocked Ciaran over, if ever? Who has adapted too well to their human forms and forgot that things like horns and tails and wings take up physical space? And of your demon OC's, who would (theoretically) take up more than their fair share in a (hypothetical) subway car?
Hang on, hang on, đȘż?? Was I supposed to add that emoji to my list, but forgot?? Wow I hope not, if so I'm very sorry!! I try to add them right away so I don't forget because I'm very forgetful. Please let me know if I was supposed to add that to the anon list!
Oh, thank you so much! It still surprises me that people like Ciaran. I don't know why, but I guess I've just had more of a response to them than I ever expected to!
I hope you never fight against that urge because I do the same thing. I don't really like to put myself into self insert situations. I like to imagine the story through the eyes of someone who is not me. It's more fun for me that way. But I also understand the guilt - I always feel guilty about posting OC content, but I make myself do it anyway. I'm trying to be more confident and remember that I do this for fun!
Uh, I'm gonna put the rest of my response under a read more because it got LONG and I don't want people to have to scroll that much!
Okay, I love this idea of the demons being too used to their demon forms. I hadn't thought about it previously, but now I'm convinced that Lucifer has knocked Ciaran over with his wings lol. Just another thing to add to Ciaran's "Things That Annoy Me About Lucifer" list. It's probably got quite a few items on it already, but you can be sure they'd be adding "careless with wings" after such an incident.
That being said, I also think Levi might have this issue. His tail certainly seems to be the longest and the most likely to trip somebody. And when he's freaking out about something or really focused on one of his interests, I think he'd forget that he was in demon form entirely.
I could also see it being an issue for Mammon, who seems to rarely get into demon form at all. I think he's very proud of his wings, but I do think he probably forgets about them when he's in demon form. Just because they aren't there most of the time.
I'm imagining them at the castle at some fancy party, since they often go to parties in their demon forms.
Ciaran is likely checking out the food tables because they know that everything there was made by Barbatos and they are not going to pass up such deliciousness. Levi's in a nearby corner, huddled up on a chair playing some video game, tail completely forgotten and splayed out across the floor.
Ciaran is making their way down the table with a plate half full of food when they let out a yell as they trip over Levi's tail. They're on their way down, about to face plant into the floor, when -
Mammon dives from across the room to catch them!
Ciaran is flustered, but okay and the plate of food was saved!
Mammon is preening because he did such a good job. Then he turns abruptly to give Levi a piece of his mind for being so negligent about his tail. And whacks Ciaran in the face with one of his wings.
Ciaran manages to keep hold of their plate, but they are not pleased.
At this point, I suspect a three way argument would break out because Ciaran can have a short temper lol. Cue someone like Barbatos or Diavolo having to come over to calm everybody down.
Ah, honestly writing about Ciaran is really nice. I don't feel the same kind of pressure about it, so I really appreciate you asking me about this!
I feel the same way about a lot of the demon OCs because most of them are minor characters in Arrie's story.
So to answer your question about who would take up too much space in a subway car, it'd have to be Chymion. Arrie is a big demon, but his demon form is something he has a lot of control over. He's picky about it lol. Chymion (for those who haven't seen about him on the masterpost, he's one of Arrie's band mates) takes up a lot of space even when he isn't in demon form. I wanted to create a character that was unmistakably demonic, even in their "human" form, and thus Chymion came into existence. He's big and tall, but if he's in demon form it's all wings, tail, claws, and extra limbs.
Lael (another band member) is the only other one that I think might have an issue and that's because he has a big ole fluffy tail that'd probably take up an entire seat just by itself.
All the rest of my demon OCs have better control over their demon parts and would be able to contain themselves. In their "human" forms, most of them are also average sized. Arrie is a big guy, but he'd be okay. Chymion would still take up too much space. But the rest wouldn't have an issue lol.
Anyway, thank you very much for this ask. It definitely helped inspire me and it was fun to think about these questions!
#sorry this got so long lol#I haven't written this much in one sitting in a while#so I just let it flow~#obey me#obey me mc#obey me oc#obey me mammon#obey me leviathan#misc mc ciaran#misc oc arsenios#misc oc chymion#misc oc lael#anon asks#misc answers
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đ What made you start writing?
i answered this one here. (but after you sent this, so thank you!)
đ„ How do you feel about criticism?
mostly i feel that i should probably look for it more. i donât think itâs a great idea to dole it out in ao3 comments, even if itâs the extremely well-intentioned constructive kind, unless the author specifically says somewhere that they welcome that kind of feedback. i also, honestly, donât think thatâs how iâd like to receive (con)crit, because fic thatâs on ao3 is generally fic i consider done, so i probably wonât be making any changes anyway. (unless itâs small stuff thatâs an actual factual mistake! eye colors. iâve gotten so many eye colors wrong in my day, somehow.)
but also... i should maybe start asking people for beta reading, sometimes. at least with longer stuff, because itâs so easy to stare yourself blind on the words and to weave a web that keeps catching continuity errors instead of flies. on top of which, i am curious! iâd like to know what people think i could do better or more effectively and how to step up my writing game, itâs just that it has to come from people whose judgment in these matters i trust.
đ Would you ever want to turn writing into a career?
i mean, it sounds cool! in theory that would be amazing! iâm just not entirely sure it would still be cool in reality - self-promotion is often an expected part of that job these days, and deadlines, hoo boy. iâm such a flighty writer, jumping from project A to B to Z and maybe back to B again, that iâm honestly not sure i could work on a schedule and not start to dread the thing i used to enjoy. on top of which, well, iâve written almost exclusively fanfic over the last... half decade, maybe. i know some people have multiple casts of meticulously crafted OCs they really love, but iâve never had that, and i also donât particularly relish plotting. which. youâd have to do at least some of those things to turn writing into a profession, so, i donât know.
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Whatâs something that appears in your fics over and over and over again, even if you donât mean to?
recently iâve noticed that i keep describing characters laughing and then cutting themselves off, or barking a short laugh, or realizing mid-laugh that it wasnât funny after all, or any variation on that theme. itâs a problem! iâve been trying to edit it out wherever possible, because i donât want to rely on the same responses or gestures over and over, but oh, i do love a suddenly halted laugh, it seems.
also... guinea pigs? that was never entirely the plan. i donât have plot bunnies, i have plot potatoes on legs, and i have a specific weakness that means i canât not pick them up and feed them parsley.
... and characters just keep doing the dishes. which iâm not intentionally editing out, because in life a lot of dishes need to be washed, but they just keep going and going and i should maybe write them a dish washer at some point. their fingers are going to get so wrinkled.
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congrats on reaching 10k followers, sam!!! you absolutely deserve each and every one of them! you were one of the first blogs i followed on here, and iâm so happy to see you getting the love you deserve :â)
for your event, could i get a drabble with #39 âoh no, you are not dragging me into thisâ and #46 âdonât give me that lookâ from prompt list #2 with marcus lopez (deadly class)? thank you so much!! đ
Characters: Reader x Marcus Lopez Arguello
Warnings: smoking, mentions of violence & swearing
Prompt: 39. âOh no, you are not dragging me into this.â & 46. âDonât give me that look.â
Word Count: 479
A/N: leela!!! thank u so so much my love :â) i hope u like the drabble đđthis was actually based on a little snippet of an oc i was working on but then never fully finished aksjdhsa
want to request a drabble? Read this post!
Youâre surprised to see Marcus on the rooftop, alone. You figure Billy mustâve shown him your usual hangout spot, not that you mind. Heâs staring out at the city, and you light up a cigarette before calling out, âHey, new kid!âÂ
Marcus flinches, turning around as you take a drag from your cigarette. You stroll over to him, raising an eyebrow as you ask, âYouâre made quite the impression on your first day, huh?â
Marcus scoffs at this. Not that he expected his introduction at Kingâs to be a smooth one, but it seems like heâs already got a target on his head from Chico. You notice him glance at your cigarette, and you hold it out to him. He smiles gratefully at you, reaching to take it, but you snatch it away as his fingers graze yours, and you playfully tease, âSo, how are you going about your little problema de Chico?â
âNo idea.â Marcus bitterly replies, and you finally let him take the cigarette. He inhales sharply, his eyes darkening as he stares out at the city. âLooks like Iâm fucked no matter what I do.â
You sniff, following Marcusâ gaze out to the city. You feel bad for him, but you donât know what else to say. Youâve barely gotten to know him, having only been introduced recently through Billy, but you canât help but feel a certain responsibility for him. Seeing as youâre both Rats, after all, you feel as though you should have his back.
Marcus seems to notice the conflict in your face, and he slowly remarks, âUnless, maybe you...?â
You turn to look at him, before shaking your head. âOh no, you are not dragging me into this. Chico is your problem, not mine.âÂ
Marcus raises an eyebrow at you, and you stare back at him, refusing to budge. You canât help but feel a little flustered under Marcusâ gaze, but you would never admit to such a thing. Marcus remains quiet, and you insist, âDonât give me that look. Youâre on your own.â
Marcus smirks slightly, and you frown. The two of you stare at each other for another beat, before you reach to snatch your cigarette back from him. You take one last drag, screwing your eyes shut as you tilt her head to the sky, breathing out, âFuck, I donât want to die. Not now, at least.â
âSo youâll help me?â Marcus asks with a grin, and you sigh, dropping the cigarette and stomping it out with the heel of her boot.
âDonât go thinking I care about you, now weâre not at that level yet.â you point a finger at Marcus, and he rolls his eyes. ïżœïżœBut I guess, yeah, Iâll help you.â
âThanks.â Marcus sarcastically deadpans, and your snort. âSo whatâs the plan?â
You shrug, knowing this this might be your hardest assignment at Kingâs yet. âSurvive.â
#deadly class imagine#marcus lopez arguello imagine#deadly class#deadly class drabble#marcus lopez arguello#marcus lopez arguello drabble#imagine#imagines#reader insert#drabble#drabbles#fanficsfromyesteryear
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The Favor
Summary: Y/N comes to Negan asking him for a favor and in return he asks her to do something for him and his wife Lucille.
Characters: Negan, the reader (OC), Lucille.
Warnings: Swearing, Smut & a Threesome (MFF)Â
Notes: Not going to lie, this doesn't have much of a plot. This was just a story that was requested of me and after seeing the promo picture of Negan and Lucille from The Walking Dead 10c, I was inspired.Â
AO3: https://archiveofourown.org/works/28909305
âSo, you want me to do what now?â Negan blurt out clearly amused by the tone of his voice from where he was sitting on the corner of his desk. Frustration flooded Y/Nâs body when she lowered her head and an embarrassed flush developed over her face. Negan was laughing plainly still stuck on what she had asked him. The reaction to what she asked of him made her almost regret asking him in the first place. âSay it again.â
âForget it,â Y/N held her hand up in the air not wanting to embarrass herself any further. Pointing behind her, she nodded toward the direction she wanted to leave. If she could hit rewind on this whole thing, she totally would have. When she came to Neganâs office to ask him for a favor, she never really expected it to turn out like this. She didnât even know what she was thinking in the first place. âIâm sorry for asking. Iâm going to go hide and pretend like I donât even know you anymore because I feel so stupid.â
âNo, no. Hold on,â Negan called out when she went to leave his office and he continued to snicker to himself. âIâm justâŠyou have to understand here Iâm not used to people making requests of me like this. Actually, Iâm not used to anyone asking me for anything.â
âListen, Iâve been working here for a while and not many people are really nice to me here. Youâre always very kind to me,â she admitted noticing the way that Negan had his eyes hooked on her. His eyebrows arched in curiosity when she took a moment to pause and think about what she was going to say. Recently she had joined the school as a student teacher. When she started working in the art department, not many people really gave her the time of day. Most of the people that worked there had their cliques and it felt like high school all over again. Negan was really one of the only people that she found to be nice to her. In her short time at the school, Y/N was able to help update things greatly and it truthfully pissed off some of the older staff that was working there. So, she was often snubbed in the hallways, but Negan was never one of those people. âI thought we were kind of friends.â
âBecause we talk to each other in the teachersâ lounge?â Negan snorted and his reply made her feel stupid all over again.
âWell that and we have been bringing each other breakfast for a while now,â she reasoned with him and Neganâs big hazel eyes got wider. It looked like Negan was about ready to burst at the seams with laughter and when he began to laugh, she looked down toward the ground again. âWow, I totally misread everything here. I am so sorry.â
âI felt bad for you that people were snubbing you so I brought you coffee and then you had to go be adorable bringing me in breakfast as a thank you,â Negan sighed watching her worried eyes lifting to his. Leaning forward, he slicked back his thick, dark hair and ran his fingers through his dark beard. âIt just kind of became a thing. Tuesdays and Thursdays are mine. Mondays and Wednesdays are yours.â
âIâm confused,â she cleared her throat, resting her back against the wall while watching him closely. âDoes that mean you think we are friends or not?â
âWell, originally I just kind of thought we were work associates that were friendly with each other,â Negan simply answered, rubbing his hands together when he eyed her over. âFriends hang out with each other after school. Friends exchange numbers. That kind of thing.â
âPart of me worried about asking you to hang out becauseâŠâ she got caught up on what she was thinking. There was the urge to be blunt and honest with him, but another part of her didnât want to feel even more pathetic than she already did. âYouâre married and I didnât want you to think that I was asking you out on a date.â
âOh, so thatâs why you didnât want to exchange numbers?â Negan almost teased her, lifting his hand up to look over the wedding band on his finger. âYou know, Simon and I exchanged numbers almost immediately. Simon doesnât bring me breakfast two days out of the week.â
âYeah, but Simon is a guy,â she reminded him and Negan tilted his head to the side as if waiting for her to explain further.
âSo, I canât be friends with a woman because Iâm married?â Negan inquired and she wasnât quite sure how to respond so she just shrugged her shoulders. âWell thatâs a little sexist, isnât it? Why can men only be friends with men? AlsoâŠwhoâs to say Iâm not attracted to both men and women? Then should I be friends with no one because Iâm married?â
âI neverâŠwaitâŠwhat?â she felt overwhelmed with his interrogation and his thick rumble of a laugh filled the air again. âYou know what, I think Iâm going to leave. Iâm sorry for bothering you about this. This was illogical.â
âHey, Iâm fucking with you,â Negan alerted her when he could sense that she was getting stressed with the way he was acting. âIâm not saying no, but I donât really get it. You know? You want to take photos of me? For what reason?â
âJust forget it,â she shook her head knowing that this was absurd from the start.
âWould you just sit down for a second,â Negan suggested, holding his hand out toward the seat that was before him in front of the desk he was sitting on the edge of. When she went to leave again, he stumbled to his feet and grabbed her wrist in a delicate manner. Pulling her back, he carefully nudged her down into the seat and went back to sit where he was. In this position, Negan was definitely in her person space and it made her uncomfortable. This was awkward. âExplain. Just tell me why you want me to do it. Thatâs all Iâm asking you.â
âIâm working on my portfolio and I just want people to pose for me for some portraits,â she answered feeling small with the way Negan was staring down at her. His light, hazel eyes were incredibly intense and it made her mouth go dry.
âAnd you donât have friends that could do this for you?â Negan tilted his head to the side and bit at his lip when he asked her. âIâm not really one for photos, you know? I know you like the whole photo and video thing, but itâs justâŠIâve never liked being in front of them.â
âI find that hard to believe because you love being the center of attention,â Y/N rationalized with him what he had just said to her. The expression he gave her almost seemed impressed that she called him on his shit, but she immediately felt embarrassed for saying that to him. âI am so sorry.â
âNo, youâre rightâŠI like to tell a story,â Negan confessed with a snort, knowing that she was being bold with what she said to him. âAnd I do like to be doted on.â
âYour personality is part of the reason I want to take photos of you,â she thought of all the times she had walked into the teachersâ lounge to see Negan having a group of people surrounding him while he told a story. The way he would smile and get extremely animated with his body made him someone she wanted to take pictures of for so long. âYouâre fun.â
âWell, thatâs true,â Negan winked, his smile drawing her eyes to it. It seemed like Negan was thinking things over while he stroked over his short, dark beard. âIâm just sure you have better looking, younger friends.â
âYeah, I have friends, but I just like your look,â she explained and Neganâs eyebrows bounced up with her answer. Folding her arms out in front of her chest, she slid down in the chair and cleared her throat. âIf you donât like photos taken, thatâs okay.â
âSo basically, youâre telling me you think Iâm hot,â Negan retorted with another amused breath, âthatâs why you want to take pictures of me?â
âIâm not saying youâre hot,â she panicked at his response and she shifted in the seat before him uncomfortably. Well shit, why did she have to go and say that?
âNow are you saying Iâm ugly then?â Negan hurriedly blurt out and she felt the room around her getting extremely hot.
âI would never say that. Negan, yes. I like to take photos of people that appeal to me. I like your look and your style,â she shook her head, not knowing exactly what to say with him. âYouâre unique and looking at you inspires me with ideas of things that we could do if we worked together.â
âWhat kinds of things?â Neganâs voice got deeper and there was clear interest in his eyes. âI didnât know that my looks could inspire someone.â
âYouâd be surprised,â she sighed knowing that she found Negan extremely ruggedly handsome. It was hard not to stare at him whenever he was around. When he first brought her coffee, she thought it was a form of flirting, but when she took notice of his wedding ring she knew better. Instead she just assumed that Negan was a friendly person and accepted the weird friendship they had going.
âJust to confirm some things here. You are asking me to come to your studio you have tonight because you donât like anyone else hereâŠâ Negan revealed what he thought she was telling him and she leaned forward in the chair. Her lips parted and she looked shocked to hear what he said. Y/N made hesitant movements as if trying to think of something to say in response, but he shook his head. âDonât pretend you like the people here. They are fuckers. Most of them at least. We both know that.â
âEveryone seems to like you,â she reminded him and Negan made a dramatic face that made her laugh. âI havenât met a person that hates you.â
âIâm an asshole with a mouth that gets me in trouble. Everyone loves that, but also secretly hates that. Itâs like a Stepford community every single time I come here. I donât blame you for hating everyone,â Negan dismissed that thought and waved his hands in the air. âBack to what I was saying though, you think Iâm fucking hot and you want to take pictures of me.â
âI donât recall telling you that I think you are fucking hot,â she pointed out and Neganâs dimples became more prominent when he gave her a doubtful expression. Â Instead of giving him the gratification of her saying yes, she did find him hot, she moved along with what she was saying. âItâs for my portfolio. Yes, I want to teach, but Iâd also potentially like to have more one day.â
âHmmâŠI see,â Negan licked his lips and dragged his tongue along his bottom lip. Pressing his hands back, he braced his weight on them when he leaned back and cleared his throat. âIf I do you this favor for youâŠyou have to do me a favor.â
âWhatâs that?â she was surprised to hear him say something like that but was almost curious as to what he could possibly want from her.
âIâve seen some of the videos youâve done for the school. What you do is good work,â Negan stated with a smirk seeing the curiosity flooding through her features. âIf you want me to be your model, you have to record something for my wife and me on the weekend.â
âThatâs it?â she half laughed knowing that she was expecting something much worse. âAbsolutely. Thatâs no problem at all.â
âYouâd be free Saturday to come over and help us out with a project?â Negan confirmed and she enthusiastically nodded. âItâs kind ofâŠintense. Youâre down for anything?â
âNegan, youâre helping me out greatly if you model for me. Iâd do anything for you,â she claimed knowing that she was absolutely excited at the possible idea of him even considering modeling for her. Especially after she felt so ridiculous for asking him in the first place.
âIâm holding you to it,â Negan snapped his fingers and gave her a wink before looking down at himself. âIâve got jeans and a black Henley when Iâm not in my gym clothes here. Is that going to be okay with you? Itâs not like I have multiple outfits.â
âWeâll make it work,â she knew it wouldnât matter what he wore because she would be able to do some really nice things just having him there. âAre you sure?â
âDo you want me to change my mind?â Negan asked with an entertained sound which made her swiftly shake her head. Reaching his large hand out, he took her hand in his and shook on what they agreed upon. âThen I guess we have a deal.â
âDefinitely,â she agreed with him, knowing that she didnât mind doing something for anyone when they helped her out.
âI brought the motorcycle in so I will just have to follow you after school,â Negan informed her with a loud sigh, getting up from where he was seated on the corner of his desk. Heading to his seat, he knew that he had a lot of work to finish before then and he needed to get to work on it. âIâll meet you out in the parking lot when Iâm done.â
The plans were set in stone and Y/N went back to the class she was meant to be helping with. She was thankful that Negan agreed to do the photoshoot, but she prayed that she didnât make a fool of herself when she was around Negan. It would be easy to do since she felt like she had already been somewhat foolish when she asked him to do this in the first place.
After school was over, she had met Negan in the parking lot and had him follow her to her home where she had a studio set up in her oversize detached garage. When she opened it and urged Negan to drive his motorcycle into the garage, she could hear Negan snickering.
âWhat?â she was confused with the way he was acting while he turned off his motorcycle. Shrugging her shoulders, she waited for an answer as he pulled him body from the motorcycle after putting his kickstand down.
âWell when you told me your studio, I just kind of imagined a real studio. Not one that was set up in your garage,â Negan looked beyond her to see the set-up she had at the complete opposite end of her garage.
âThis garage is the reason I got this house. I saw opportunities with a studio in here and itâs the best I can do right now. Itâs a heated garage. I think the guy before me used it as a mancave or like a workout area,â she explained and the sound that Negan made almost made her feel embarrassed again. âDamn, youâre good at making me feel ridiculous lately.â
âYouâre not ridiculous, I just think youâre adorable,â Negan pulled his helmet off and hung it from the handle of his motorcycle. âI give you shit because I like to see you flustered. Not because youâre ridiculous, but because you are adorable.â
âYouâve told me Iâm adorable a lot today,â she recalled the many times he had already said that.
âItâs because you are,â Negan cocked his head and gave her a smile. She didnât know if she should be flattered by his comment or offended. Given she couldnât see his eyes because of the sunglasses that he was still wearing, she urged herself to believe him instead of thinking the worst. Hopefully she didnât come off like a big joke to him.
Heading off in the direction of the lights she had set up, she could hear Negan following her and she began to turn things on to set up a scene, âYou know for a while I almost though this whole photoshoot thing was code that you wanted to have sex with me. Now I can see you are just very serious about all of this.â
âYou seem like the kind of guy that would like a woman to be forward with that kind of thing Negan,â she acknowledged and looked over her shoulder from where she was setting up a light. âAnd if you werenât married, I would have considered it.â
âI do like someone who knows what they want,â Negan agreed with her after thinking about what she said. What made him even more interested was the fact she told him she would have definitely considered something like that. âIâm warning you, Iâm a pain in the ass. Iâm more of a goof than I actually am sexy and shit.â
âI prefer when someoneâs real personality comes out on camera,â she shrugged off his response and continued to set up the area. âHow do you feel about using the motorcycle as a prop for the first few photos?â
âIs that what you want?â Negan looked back in the area where he left his motorcycle. âI donât give a shit what we do in the photos. Iâm doing all of this for you. So, whatever you want, Iâll do.â
âI mean, the motorcycle fits your personality so I think it would be cool,â she thought about the offer and Negan walked off to go get his motorcycle again. After setting things up, she had started to take photos of Negan and could sense that he was uncomfortable. He still had his sunglasses on and his leather jacket, but she just felt like he was really stiff. âHow would you normally pose on a motorcycle Negan?â
âHoney, I donât pose on them. I just ride them,â Negan answered while sitting back on his motorcycle, his eyebrows lifting up and over his sunglasses. A tense breath fell from his throat when the light flashed again making him smile. âThis is weird.â
âWhy?â she moved around the space and Negan was amazed that she was discovering what she found to be good shots of him. âYouâre not used to someone thinking youâre gorgeous and thinking you deserve to be photographed?â
âCome again?â Neganâs nose wrinkled hearing her tell him that he was gorgeous. Reaching up, he grabbed the corner of his sunglasses to adjust them and he heard her take another photo. âYou think Iâm gorgeous?â
âYou know youâre gorgeous Negan,â she claimed with a loud sigh, lowering her camera. âYou have those dimples and you know that people are suckers for those.â
âOh, so the dimples work on you, huh?â Negan clearly began to relax when Y/N commented on his dimples and the smiles she was getting were genuine. Adjusting his position, he could sense that she was happy with his change in attitude and bit at his bottom lip.
âLetâs get you off the motorcycle for now,â she ordered and Negan did what she wanted. Surprisingly things seem to go by fast because Negan started to listen to her. They went through a few props that she had in the garage. The two of them were laughing and giggling with each other about things they began talking about and it really helped her with the photos. âIâm going to get a different color background set upâŠâ
âWould you be all right with me smoking?â Negan looked for permission and she shrugged. âIt wonât damage things?â
âJust open the window over there,â she instructed and Negan took off his leather jacket and sunglasses while she set things up.
âYou really love this shit, huh?â Negan took notice of how much her excitement went up when she was taking photos of him. It was nice to see someone actually be happy when doing something they liked and he was impressed that she could find happiness in her art. Lighting up his cigarette, he took in a long inhale and noticed her moving to the window with him. âLet me guess, you find me smoking sexy?â
âI donât think you even have to ask me that,â she lifted the camera and Negan smirked when she took a few more photos of him. âI just think you have a very striking look.â
âItâs the dimples,â he listened to her when she gave him more direction on photos she wanted of him. âDoes your boyfriend like when you take photos of him?â
âI donât have a boyfriend,â she informed him while she continued snapping away. âIâm surprised you went straight into assuming things Negan. I could have a girlfriend.â
âOh, are you into that kind of thing?â Neganâs eyebrow perked up in interest and she shrugged her shoulders before smiling.
âIâm open to things, but Iâm not dating anyone,â she replied knowing that she really didnât want to get into her personal life with Negan at the time, âIâm sure that doesnâtïżœïżœ surprise you.â
âActually, it does because youâre incredible,â Negan finished up with his cigarette and watched her roll her eyes when she went back to the set-up she had done before Negan started smoking. âWhy did you roll your eyes like Iâm fucking with you or something?â
âYouâŠâ she waved her hand out when looking over him. âYou are incredible. So, to hear you say something like that, I just know you are being sweet and charming as always. Thatâs just how you are. Youâre a flirt and you know what to say to make people smile.â
âWell yeah, but Iâm not kidding,â Negan stood where she wanted and posed how she would suggest. While he knew she would be against it, after she took a few more photos of him he stepped forward and reached for the camera. âGive me this.â
âNegan,â she was confused and he grabbed the camera firmly in his hand. He grabbed a chair and set it in the middle of her set. Forcing her onto the chair, he moved before her and raised the camera up to see how it would look in frame if he took her photo. âYou suddenly know how to use a camera?â
âI told you I didnât like to be in front of the camera. I know how to get around using one,â Negan answered her with a grunt when he took a photo of her. âI may not be as good as you are or know all the nifty buttons, but I know enough. My wife bought an expensive camera and someone had to learn how to use it when she didnât have the time to.â
âWhy are you taking photos of me?â she felt her cheeks blushing over while Negan moved from area to area to get pictures of her. âNegan?â
âBecause youâre fucking stunning. I know I tease you, but I find you so fucking beautiful,â Negan muttered, lowering the camera enough to eye her over himself and he stepped forward to show her the photos that he had managed to get of her. âI donât understand how someone as stunning as yourself doesnât see it.â
âNeganâŠâ she was speechless. His eyes were hooked on hers and they were incredibly close. All the compliments were getting to her and she could feel her body heating up with the closeness of him. When Neganâs eyes fell to her lips, she instantly stood up and reached for the camera from his hands. Negan was married, she couldnât have the feeling she was experiencing at that exact moment. âYou should take a seat.â
âOkay,â Negan sighed, turning the chair around and straddling it. Negan posed for her and then stood, turning the chair the right way. âAre there like photos that you will keep for your own personal use?â
âI mean, I keep the ones that I donât put in my portfolio on a hard drive,â she watched Negan get comfortable and stretch out his long legs. When Negan let out snicker, she realized she didnât get what he meant.
âI was going for like ones that you keep to yourself and donât show anyone,â Negan slid his hand in over his lower abdomen, tracing over the thin planes of his body through the tight-fitting black Henley that clinging to his body. âOnes meant only for your eyes.â
âNeganâŠ?â she pulled the camera away from her face when she saw Negan tug up the material of his shirt revealing his lower abdomen to her sight. Swallowing hard, her eyes fell to the V line that was exposed just above his pants. It made her throat go dry and she felt incredibly turned on while looking at him. It was hard not to eat him alive with her stare. Hey eyes started at the top of his pants and raised up his slender abdomen to finally meet Neganâs hazel eyes. The look that Negan gave her was almost sexual and she started taking the photos with the way he was posed. Â
Gradually Negan caressed his long fingers over his exposed flesh, sliding his fingertips through the dark hair covering his body. The way Negan bit into his bottom lip made her shudder and there was a warmth that was filling her entire body. With each picture she took, the further Negan pulled the material of his shirt up exposing his long torso to her sight.
âThere are just some things I think people might like keeping to themselves and not sharing with the world,â Neganâs left hand slid in over the center of his chest while his right skimmed over his long body toward his groin. Yeah, he was teasing her, but he was having a good fucking time doing it. Palming over his body excited him with her reaction. The flash continued to go off while she took photos of him like he was expecting her to do. Licking his lips, he wanted to appeal to her and knew it was working with the way she was breathing. âBecause I honestly donât mind continuing to be a model for you if you need it.â
âThat would be nice,â she confessed, parting her lips and then licking over them to wet them. When Negan dropped his head back and let out a small moan as he continued to caress over his body through the denim of his pants. âYouâre certainly the mostâŠmotivating subject Iâve had.â
âJust wait, Iâll get a whole hell of a lot more interesting,â Negan teased sitting up enough to pull his shirt from his body. Tossing the material aside, he could see her lower the camera just enough to take a look over his exposed abdomen.
âWow,â she uttered, her heart hammering in her chest at the sight of him. He was more stunning than she could have ever imagined. All the tattoos that were hidden from her before added so much more to Neganâs personality and knew while she wanted to look him over more carefully. Each part of him deserved a certain amount of attention, but Negan wiggled his fingers egging her on to keep taking portraits of him.
Slowly Negan caressed over his hairy chest then down toward his abdomen, reaching for his belt. Pulling it apart, he found himself enamored with how she seemed to enjoy what he was doing. When he got the material pulled apart, he arched his hips up and slid his hand beneath the material of his jeans. Squeezing at his body, he knew that the way she had been staring at him between taking photos had fueled him and made him incredibly turned on.
After feeling his body firm against his grip, Negan pulled his hand out and opened his pants up. Tugging the zipper down, Negan kept his eyes hooked on the camera when he reached inside to pull his straining cock out. A groan fell from his throat while he squeezed at the base of his erection, pulling his hand slowly up toward the tip before sliding it back down. Â
âDo you like what you see?â Negan pondered, dragging his tongue over his bottom lip in an erotic sweep. Originally when he agreed to this, this wasnât where he saw this going, but he couldnât find it in himself to stop.
âYour wife is incredibly lucky,â she let out a shuddering breath feeling her throat going dry at the sight of him. She couldnât believe she was still taking photos while Negan masturbated in front of her, but she kind of let him go with it.
âYou could be incredibly lucky too,â Negan suggested, his hips arching up toward his grasp and he moaned loud enough to make her shift uncomfortably. âYou do realize that you did this to me? This hard cock is all your fault. The least you could do is help me with it.â
âNegan, I wish I could,â she admitted, not sure what to do. Yes, she was incredibly attracted to Negan, but she knew that he was married. Wanting him like she did was wrong. Hell, taking pictures of him like this was wrong. âYouâre married.â
âMy wife wouldnât care,â Negan promised her with a crooked smile while he continued to stroke over his solid length. The way he squeezed his body drew attention to each vein and it made her eyelashes flutter while watching him. âWe have a very open relationship. So why donât you come over here and thank me for doing what you wanted. Iâll thank you for giving me thisâŠâ
âYou really have an open relationship?â she confirmed and Negan nodded his head while he arched his hips up toward his fist again drawing her attention to his impressive body. Moving across the room, she set her camera down safely and stepped before Negan. The sight of Neganâs body caused a warmth to flood to her core. From the first moment she had seen Negan she had found herself attracted to him and seeing him like this was like he had just stepped right out of her dreams. âYouâre so sexy.â
âAnd youâre fucking beautiful,â Negan leaned forward to clutch firmly at her hips, pulling her in closer to him. Tracing his hands over her sides, he found his eyes locked on her watching the way she seemed to tremble when he touched her. Lifting up, he raised the material of her shirt and pressed wet teasing kisses under her navel. The sound that fell from her throat made a proud smile develop over his features as he continued his wet trail of kisses over her abdomen. A grunt fell from his throat when he felt his cock throbbing and he lowered his head to look down at his erection. âGet on your knees.â
Without question, she did as he said and carefully lowered herself down before him. Licking her lips, she hooked her eyes with his and reached out to caress her hands over his knees. The further her hands slid up his thighs, the lower he slid in the chair to give her more room. Tugging at the material of Neganâs pants she managed to pull them down his hips a little further to reveal his distended flesh better to her.
âYou have a beautiful cock,â she reached her hand out to trace her fingertips up from the base of the underside of his hardened flesh to the tip causing it to twitch. The growl that fell from his throat triggered her to smirk and she repeated the movement a few more times.
âYouâre teasing me,â Negan rumbled from where he was seated, reaching out with his right hand to brush his fingers into her hair. âIs this the way you want to treat someone who modeled for you?â
âOh, like Iâm treating you bad,â she rolled her eyes and loosely wrapped her palm around his shaft, stroking slowly over the length of his body. Neganâs jaw flexed when she did it and he arched his hips up toward her caress.
âVery, very bad,â Negan groaned, dropping his head back while she touched him and the muscles in his throat flexed. The warmth of her breath pressed in over his thigh and he felt her lips kissing over his flesh while she continued to delicately caress over his body. Lowering his head to watch her, he could tell that she was proud of herself with the way she was taunting him with the idea of her giving him a blowjob while she kissed up his abdomen. Tugging back on her hair, he could hear her wince and a proud smile expanded over her features. âFuck, youâre a bad girl. Youâre going to be punished.â
âYou promise?â she bit at her bottom lip and Negan leaned forward to grasp at her jaw to pull her forward. With the way he was looking her over, it made her body feel like it was on fire. So many times she had pictured kissing Negan and now he was so close to her. It damn near took her breath away and she attempted to move into kiss him, but he kept her back.
âMost certainly,â Negan grunted pulling her to him and his lips collided with hers. It was a rough, demanding kiss that caused her to whimper against his mouth. The parting of her lips allowed Neganâs tongue to push its way into her mouth to caress his tongue over hers in soft flicks. A menthol taste lingered from Neganâs cigarette that he had earlier lingered, but she strangely liked it. Her grasp tightened on his body, making him moan into her mouth before biting at her bottom lip. âOpen your mouth.â
Doing as she was told, she felt Neganâs thumb dragging across her bottom lip and she carefully drew it into her mouth. Sucking unhurriedly over it, her focus was on Negan and she wanted to pleasure him so badly, but she needed this to be memorable. The way Negan dragged his tongue over his bottom lip caused her whole body to shudder. God, he was so incredibly sexy. Slowly Negan pulled his thumb from her mouth and reached for the back of her neck urging her head down toward his lap.
Taking it as encouragement, she dragged her tongue across the bottom of his cock starting about mid shaft to the tip. With the sound Negan made, it made her that much more desperate to continue to pleasure him. Depositing soft kisses down his shaft and slowly upwards made him jolt. With each soft kiss, she would softly flick her tongue against his flesh and could hear his breathing getting heavier. Â
Reaching the tip again, she dragged her tongue around the girth of it before taking a small amount of him into her mouth. Immediately, he eagerly lifted his hips closer to her, but she pulled away and gave him a judging look making him chuckle.
âFuckâŠâ Negan watched her caress over the top of his cock for a moment drawing pre-cum at his tip. Leaning in, she flattened her tongue and dragged it over the small slit causing him to moan when she collected the taste of him. With the soft kisses and the hints of her tongue, he found himself extremely turned on by the way she was doing everything. âYouâre an erotic little shit, arenât you?â
âAnd youâre an impatient fucker, arenât you?â she almost mocked him, her words vibrating against the shaft of his cock. A loud moan escaped his throat and he sank his fingers further into her hair when she finally took him into her mouth. God, she was so fucking bold compared to what he pictured in his mind originally. Each stroke of her tongue and motion of her mouth over him was very meticulous, but fuck it felt amazing. Wet sounds filled the air while she slowly bobbed her head over his cock drawing his attention to him even more.
âFuck,â Negan winced when she drew forth an incredible sense of pleasure when her tongue flicked over him a certain way. His eyebrows tensed and he watched her closely enjoying the pleasure she seemed to get from giving him a blowjob. âYou look so fucking pretty with my cock in your mouth, you know that?â
Over time, her movements got stronger and faster attempting to get him to reach an orgasm. While he was enjoying her taking him right to the edge, he knew that he had other plans for how he wanted the night to end. Grasping tightly to her hair, he pulled her back and heard the slurping sound fill the air when she pulled her mouth from his erection.
The expression over her face came off strangely innocent and sensual at the same time when she licked at her wet lips. Urging her up closer to him, Negan dragged his tongue over her lips and heard the desperate sound she made when he did it.
âWhile Iâd love to cum in that pretty little mouth of yours, this wasnât exactly the thanks I was looking for,â Negan hummed, standing up and pulling her with him. Pressing his body to hers, the sound of his pants dropping to his ankles was heard and he smiled. When she breathed it still showed that she was nervous to be with him and it turned him on all the more. Palming over her full bottom, Negan squeezed at her body enjoying the sounds she was making when he did it. Backing her up, he led her toward his motorcycle and stopped when she ran into it. âI hope you understand, Iâm not as delicate as youâŠâ
Tearing at the material of her shirt, Negan eagerly got it from her body and tossed it aside. Her chest was rising and falling heavily while he continued his movements reaching around her to unhook her bra. When the material dropped from her body, Negan swiftly discarded that with her shirt and kissed over her collarbone. Growling against her flesh, he could feel her fingers tugging at his thick hair and his lips lowered between the valley of her breasts. Reaching his destination, Negan drew her nipple into his mouth and teased his tongue over the taut skin.
âFuck meâŠâ Negan felt her scratching at his bare shoulders and his hands roughly pulled apart her pants. There was no being careful in the way he tugged at the material of her pants. Her gasps filled the air when he managed to take down the material making her pull in closer to him. âHold onto the bikeâŠâ
âNegan,â she whimpered when he kissed below her navel. The way his tongue flicked over her skin and his teeth followed up with small bites was driving her crazy. Listening to what he suggested, she dropped her hands back and braced herself on Neganâs motorcycle. âAre you sure it wonât fall over?â
âOh, sheâs a sturdy girl made for hard rides,â Negan slurred against her skin, his wicked hazel eyes looking up at her with a glimmering hint of mischief behind them. Tremoring, Y/N could feel his lips lower and when she felt his hands grabbed a tight hold of her thighs to push them apart further, she realized how serious this was all becoming. With her standing mostly naked before Negan, she felt the room spinning around her. This was all more than she was probably ready for, but there was no turning back now. âMmmm.â
The loud kisses Negan pressed over her body turned into wet slurping sounds when reached between her thighs, eager to take tease her clitoris with his talented mouth. He certainly wasnât delicate with his motions like he warned her, but she immediately recognized that her body began to shake and shudder with what he was doing to her. The way he varied between kissing, licking and sucking over her sensitive flesh and folds was driving her crazy. Digging her fingers into his thick hair, she found herself leaning back against the bike and wondered if her legs would be giving out on her.
With the way Negan was eating her out, she was almost worried that she would fall over. It was hard to keep up on steady legs while he focused so perfectly on her body. Dropping her gaze, she immediately regretted it because she could see that Negan was staring up at her while he pleasured her to see how she was reacting. God, this was everything she could have pictured and more.
When Negan drew his lips away from her body, she was shaking and clearly wanted him to continue, but his mouth was replaced by the rough caress of his fingertips sliding up the length of her wet slit. A surprised sound fell from her when Negan teased over her entrance with one of his fingertips before thrusting his long, slender finger into her tight opening.
âGood God,â Negan grunted pulling his finger slowly back before pumping it upward again into her. âThis has been so much better than what I had planned for tonightâŠâ
âNegan,â she cried out his name when he went back to pleasuring her with his mouth while his finger pumped inside of her. Her eyes slammed shut and a rush of heat flooded to her core. Every part of her felt like she was on fire and Negan clearly picked up on how he was making her feel when he inserted a second finger and delivered more determined strokes with his tongue. Reaching forward, she clasped tightly to Neganâs hair with both her hands and felt Negan humming against her flesh when she had an orgasm.
âLook at youâŠâ Negan muttered from where he was knelt before her. Licking at his lips when he pulled his mouth away from her and moved his hands to caress over her thighs. âYou are something else.â
A shocked sound escaped her throat when Negan quickly stood and forced her to face toward his motorcycle. Negan pushed into her upper back getting her to lower down and brace herself against his motorcycle. Taking his time, Negan traced over the long lines of her back with his rough fingertips. Appreciating the sights before him, he let her calm down a bit before reaching for her hips. Adjusting them where he wanted, he pressed in closer to her and could hear her breathing getting heavier.
Grabbing a hold of his aching erection, Negan led the tip of his cock through her wet folds and felt her shaking against him. Lining himself up with her entrance, he pushed his hips forward and heard her coo when he entered her body. A moan fell from his own throat when her tight body clung to his and he continued to sink his length into her.
âFuck, you feel incredible,â Negan bottomed out inside of her and reached around her to caress over her full breasts. Y/N wiggled against him, ready for him to move while he stayed stagnant inside of her and an amused sound fell from his throat. âPatience beautiful. Iâll fuck you real good soon.â
Whimpering, she knew that he was teasing her much as she had done earlier with him. It was giving her time to get accustomed to his size inside of her and she could feel every ridge of his body making her tremor against him. Instinctively she tried to rock back against him, her body desperate to feel the movement of his body inside of hers.
âHey now,â Negan brought his palm firmly over her bottom making her arch forward with a whine and he groaned out. âYou really are a bad girl, arenât you?â
âYes,â she looked over her shoulder at Negan and watched him begin to roll his hips behind her giving her that small amount of moving she was craving. Looking forward, she whimpered with delight as Negan started to thrust behind her setting a rhythm between them. God, she hoped they didnât knock over his bike during this. Desperately she was trying to keep herself balanced against it while his thrusts behind her seemed to get hard. Each thrust forward drew a sharp breath from her lips and her eyes slammed shut. The smacking of their skin filled the air and the force at which he was fucking her felt absolutely remarkable. âNeganâŠâ
âIf this is how your photoshoots end, Iâll do it as many times as you fucking want sweetheart,â Negan pushed his body in closer to her and reached out to wrap his hand around her throat. The way she rocked back into his thrusts made Negan proud and he let out a moan himself. âWould you like that baby?â
âYes,â she whined when Negan put pressure on her throat making her purr.
âThen we should make a habit of these,â Negan pulled her up against his chest and he kissed over her jawline while he continued to thrust into her. His other hand reached between her thighs to circle over her already sensitive bundle of nerves while he kept his hold on her throat.
âNegan?â she muttered his name when he pulled his hips away from hers and left her feeling empty. Turning, she watched him move over toward the chair that he was originally in and dropped down. Negan pat his thigh and then wiggled his finger at her to come to him.
âCome ride this baby,â Neganâs bright eyes were hooked on her movements as she moved across the area. Carefully, she lowered down over his lap and Negan reached for his body to help lead her hips down over him. Getting to see the look on her face as he entered her drove him wild with desire. The way she bit into her bottom lip was incredibly sexy and when she lowered herself completely over him, he couldnât help kissing her. âFuck.â
Helping her to set a pace over him, Negan grasped tightly to her hips knowing that he would likely leave a mark. Her arms were loosely hooked around his shoulders and Negan moaned into her mouth when he found just the right pace and position that he liked.
Kissing Negan felt incredible going along with the motions their bodies made together. She was rather enthusiastic with him the longer she moved over him and Negan dropped his head back against the back of the chair.
âOh, thatâs good,â Negan hummed in approval, his thighs flexing beneath her while she took him quite well inside of her. âGood girl taking control of that cock. You like that cock? Huh?â
âI do,â she purred into his mouth, sucking softly at the tip of his tongue when it pushed between her lips. Their heavy breaths, grunts and groans echoed in her makeshift studio and with Neganâs hands all over her body she felt her body start to shake. âNeganâŠâ
âYou almost there?â Negan firmly wrapped his arm around her waist, urging her hips over his again and again. Neganâs mouth was over her neck and he grunted against her flesh when she nodded. âMe too.â
Her cries filled the air and Negan groaned against her neck while her body clenched around him when he got her to another orgasm. Continuing to help her movements over him, Negan grunted against her body and winched when he felt his body locking up.
âIâm going to cum,â Negan felt her tugging at his hair and his mouth met hers. âDo you need me to pull out?â
âOnly if you want to,â she panted meeting Negan in another kiss when she felt him locking up beneath her. His moan vibrated against her mouth as he bucked up to her again and again when his release hit him. Crying out against his mouth she could feel his body pulsating inside of her which felt amazing. After they both hit their release, she stayed still in his arms for a while and Neganâs head was resting against her chest. âHey Negan?â
âHey beautiful?â Negan lazily lifted his head and looked up at her with his bright eyes. There seemed to be a stressed expression over her features and he leaned into her touch while she stroked her fingers through his hair. âWhatâs up?â
âAre things going to change between us?â she muttered and Negan cracked a smile. âI mean like, I enjoyed our friendship we had going. You arenât going to avoid me now, are you?â
âFuck no. Iâm an asshole, but Iâm not a douchebag,â Negan snorted and he stretched enough to meet her in another kiss. The pounding sensation was still felt in her chest from her heart and she knew that she was absolutely swooning over Negan. âI wouldnât want to fuck this up. Now that I know we have a good thing going.â
âGood,â she muttered and they stayed there for a little while longer until she finally pulled herself from him. It was uncomfortable to stand, but she did her best and got some of her clothes back on. Negan pulled his jeans back on and still somehow managed to convince her to take photos of him again after their sex. It was actually a pretty nice night and by the time he finally left, he gave her a kiss goodnight.
Shit, she had feelings for a married man and now things just feltâŠcomplicated. Although, over the next few days at work everything felt like nothing changed. Negan still brought her breakfast the next morning like they had often done with each other. In fact, Negan acted like nothing really happened between the two of them. Other than the fact he was potentially a little touchier, she found him to oddly fine.
When it was the day before she was supposed to go to Neganâs home to do the favor he asked of her, she found herself worried about it. Knowing that she slept with Negan, Y/N wasnât sure that she would be able to face Lucille and she went to tell Negan about it.
âOh, no. No. We shook on it,â Negan reminded her, twirling his finger in the air and his nose wrinkled. âYou canât go back on your word now.â
âI gave you my word before we slept together,â she reminded him and Negan chuckled before lowering his head toward his desk.
âAnd I gave you my word that nothing would change between us,â Negan lifted his gaze, his right eyebrow arching while he stared out at her. âSo why donât you trust me and realize itâs okay? I wouldnât put you in a situation that was bad.â
âAre you sure?â she made sure that he still wanted her to come to his home to be near his wife after everything that happened. âI just donât want to make things awkward.â
âBring a video camera and everything will be fine,â Negan leaned forward to press a lingering kiss over the side of her face. It took her breath away when he pulled back enough to stare into her eyes.
âDo you need lights or anythingâŠ?â she watched him smirk and he shook his head. âAm I going to know what Iâll be doing?â
âI want it to be somewhat of a surprise. The only thing I need is for you to bring yourself and that camera,â Negan shrugged his shoulders and playfully nudged her chin with his fingertips. âTrust me, youâre perfect for what we need.â
After Negan pat her on the shoulder and left, she found herself still quite nervous about what was potentially going to happen. That night she went home and got everything prepared ahead of time. They had exchanged numbers after their photoshoot night together and on Saturday morning Negan sent her a text message with his address as well as a time to show up.
Part of her wanted to come up with an excuse as to why she couldnât go, but she knew that she had made a deal with Negan. No matter what happened with them in between, she had to hold up to her side of the deal.
When she showed up to Negan and Lucilleâs home, she found it to be a sweet quaint home. It wasnât very big, but the small yellow house had its charm to it. Looking at the mailbox, she could feel her heart hammering in her chest when she saw Neganâs last name written on it with paint. Something that Y/N assumed Neganâs wife had done as an art project.
Walking up to the home, she was greeted at the door by a gorgeous woman who seemed to be prepared waiting for her. When Y/N moved up the steps, she finally got a look at Neganâs wife and suddenly felt confused as to why what happened the other night with Negan actually happened.
âYou will have to forgive my husband, he had to run off and go get something,â the woman extended her hand out to Y/N and it suddenly made Y/N feel all the more awkward. She was going to be alone with Neganâs wife? âIâm Lucille.â
âOf course you are. Itâs so nice to finally meet you,â Y/N boasted with a half-smile taking a look over Neganâs beautiful wife. It was hard not to stare into her beautiful emerald-green eyes that had a splash of brown around the center. The way Lucille had her dark hair done looked great on her and complimented her face shape. Both Lucille and Negan were breathtakingly stunning. âIâm Y/N.â
âI have also heard all about you,â Lucille informed her with a big smile and there was something about Lucille that was incredibly welcoming.
âI doubt that,â Y/N snickered and Lucille tilted her head to the side. âI just mean, Iâm new.â
âWell, if you know my husbandâŠhe talks and he talks a lot,â Lucille teased making Y/N crack a smile as Y/N slowly pulled her hand from Lucilleâs delicate grasp. âSo, when I say I know a lot, I mean I know a lot.â
âWhen you put it like that and I think about Negan, that actually sounds about right,â Y/N thought of what she knew about Negan and Lucille wasnât wrong, Negan did talk a lot. Yet, it made her wonder what Negan had exactly said to his wife about her. âYou know, Negan never did tell me what I was going to be doing for the two of you.â
âOh, how about you come on in and we can have a drink,â Lucille offered, stepping aside from her front door, holding her hand out toward it. âWe can get to know each other and when Negan gets back, we can talk to you about everything.â
âSounds good,â Y/N agreed and stepped into the home that Negan shared with his wife. God, this was going to be hard to not get uncomfortable. After the other night, Y/N didnât know what she should say. Negan told her that his wife and him had an open marriage, but she didnât know if he told Lucille about what happened with them. Would Lucille really be this open and friendly about everything if that was the case? âYou have a beautiful home here.â
âWell, itâs somethingâŠâ Lucille looked around the living room after they took off their shoes. Some of the photos on the wall caught Y/Nâs attention. Everything looked happy between Negan and Lucille. The photos were nice and everything seemed well put together. Maybe this was a bad idea coming here. After sleeping with Negan and seeing him homeâŠhis wifeâŠeverything just felt wrong. âAre you okay?â
âWhat?â Y/N clung tightly to her camera bag at her side and felt her heart hammering away inside of her chest. When Lucille eyed her over and reached out to touch her shoulder in a supportive grasp, Y/N cleared her throat uneasily and nodded. âYes, Iâm fine. Thank you for asking.â
âYou got pale for a second,â Lucille stepped forward to brush Y/Nâs hair out of her face and the closeness of Lucille felt somewhat odd. âLetâs go get you something to drink.â
Following Lucille into the kitchen, Y/N took a seat at the table and watched as Lucille moved through the kitchen grabbing everything she wanted to gather for them, âSo Negan tells me that you are very talented. He said that you really improved a lot of things for the school.â
âIt wasnât that hard really,â Y/N explained, clasping her hands together in her lap when Lucille returned to the table with some coffee for the both of them. âThe school was a bit behind on things. I was just able to help them get more with the modern times and ways of things. Iâm likely justâŠaverage.â
âOh no, I saw some of your work,â Lucille pointed out, her right eyebrow arching up when she took a sip of her own coffee. âYou do have an eye for things. Negan told me you took a photoshoot of him the other day. I have to commend you for that because heâs a pain in the ass to get photos of.â
âHe told me that before we started,â Y/N responded with a small laugh. âYour husband has a lot of personality.â
âIs that what weâre calling it? I just often think heâs being an asshole,â Lucille laughed making Y/N smirk at the comment. âHeâs amazing in so many ways, but I think you would agree that his teasing can sometimes make him a pain in the ass.â
âSometimes,â Y/N licked her lips, reaching for her coffee. The way Lucille was eyeing her over made Y/N clear her throat and she shifted in her chair hoping like hell that Negan would be home soon. âYou know, I donât want to be too forwardâŠâ
âIâm married to Negan, nothing surprises me,â Lucille waved Y/N on to continue when Y/N paused to take a moment.
âYou have the most beautiful eyes Iâve ever seen,â Y/N commented on Lucilleâs eye color knowing that it may have come off weird with her complimenting Neganâs wife after everything, but she couldnât help it. âIâm drawn to them. They are very beautiful. I thought your husband had gorgeous eyes, but youâŠâ
âIt almost feels like youâre flirting with me Y/N,â Lucilleâs brows arched and Y/N felt a flush of warmth flood into her cheeks making her look down. âIâm just being a little like my husband right now and teasing you. Thank you for saying that.â
There was a silence that fell between them and Lucille cleared her throat after a moment, âSo what are the plans for your future? I assume you want to be a teacher doing what you are, but then Negan mentioned you wanted to build up your portfolio.â
âWell, I love teaching and helping people,â Y/N thought about her future and knew that she wasnât even really that sure where she wanted to go with things, âbut at the same time my heart always strives for more. Iâm sure that sounds silly.â
âNo, I find it inspiring,â Lucille muttered with a smirk when the sound of a loud car was heard outside. Lucille looked over her shoulder when she heard the sound of it turning off followed by a door opening and closing. âThatâs him. You can tell by the sound of the mustang. He loves that stupid car.â
Y/N smiled and took another sip of her coffee hearing the front door open. Lifting her gaze, she watched Negan moving through the house. His dark hair was slicked back and he had on the same pair of sunglasses he was wearing the other night.
âBabe,â Lucille called out from the kitchen and when Negan looked over his shoulder, he smiled brightly upon seeing that Y/N was there. Moving into the kitchen, Negan headed to Lucille and leaned down to kiss her in a long, drawn out moment making Y/Nâs feel a rush of jealousy flow through her. Why? That was senseless, this was his wife for Godâs sake. âMmmâŠyou taste like your cigarettes.â
âImagine that,â Negan grunted, stroking over the side of Lucilleâs face before heading to the refrigerator to pull himself out a soda to drink. âDid you end up telling her what sheâs here for?â
âWithout you?â Lucille retorted with a laugh while Negan took a big gulp of the sugary liquid. âNo, itâs much easier for you to explain something like this than it would be for me considering us girls donât really know each other yet. Well, weâve been introduced at this pointâŠâ
âMight as well hop right in then,â Negan set the soda down and nodded his head in the other direction. âFollow me downstairs.â
âWeâre staying here?â Y/N confirmed and Negan waved her on, not really giving her much of an answered. Y/N waited for Lucille to follow them as they made their way down the stairs to Neganâs basement. There was a small entertainment area set up, but there was also a bed set up downstairs as well. Negan hopped onto the bed and curled his arms behind his head, offering up one of his big flashy smiles. âSoâŠâ
âYou canât even relax for a few minutes, can you?â Negan snickered after pulling his sunglasses from his face and he set them down on the nightstand. Lucille moved around Y/N and went to the bed to take a seat beside Negan. Negan reached out to caress his hand in over Lucilleâs thigh where her sundress was slightly riding up and it drew Y/N to look down. âYou know you can get comfortable.â
âWhat did you want me to film?â Y/N looked around finding it odd that Negan and Lucille both decided to sit on the bed instead of going over to the seating area of their basement.
âI want you to film me fucking my wife,â Negan slid his hand further up between Lucilleâs legs and Y/N let out a hesitant breath followed by a confused laugh. âI like documenting my sex and it turns me on unbelievably, butâŠI get the feeling you would film somethingâŠimpressive.â
âYou want me to do what now?â Y/N snorted, her eyes looking between both Lucille and Negan. She was almost waiting for the punchline, but neither Lucille nor Negan broke. âYou want me to film porn essentially?â
âI thought you said she wasnât all that innocent,â Lucille blurt out and Y/N felt her face flush over. âI felt a sense of boldness when she told me my eyes were beautiful, but her face is entirely too red Negan. Youâve been talking about this for a while andâŠâ
âFor a while?â Y/N repeated what Lucille said and Negan let out an amused breath.
âWell, I wanted to ask you before you ever asked me of something, but when you came to me about your photos I figured it was a great opportunity to see where this went,â Negan saw Y/N swallow down and he tilted his head to the side. âWeâre not shy people here. Why donât you set up your tripod thing and get a shot of the bed that you think would be good.â
âIâm not sure that this is a good idea,â Y/N announced knowing that she had felt something toward Negan and if all they wanted her to do was film them screwing each other, she felt like this would potentially hurt her more than appease her.
âWe made a deal,â Negan reminded her with a tsking sound. Thinking it over, she sighed heavily and started to set up her tripod. Looking for the best light in the basement, she realized that Negan had no curtains or blinds on his windows so the light was naturally flooding in. âGood girl.â
âShe is adorable,â Y/N heard Lucille mutter while she started the camera up and could see the light flickering to tell her that she was recording. The warmth of her jealousy filled her face when Negan and Lucille began to kiss. Standing on unsteady legs, she could feel her body somewhat shaking while their kiss got more intense.
âI told you,â Negan lifted his gaze to look up at Y/N when his tongue pushed between his wifeâs lips and it made Y/N look away. âYou should see the way she sucks cock though. She comes off innocent, but the blowjob she gave me the other day was incredible.â
Coughing, Y/N couldnât believe what just came out of Neganâs mouth and her reaction to it made Lucille smile. Lucilleâs hand dragged down over the front of Neganâs chest and down toward his groin to caress over Neganâs body.
âI know I was supposed to wait to share her with you baby, but the other nightâŠâ Negan began making the room spin around Y/N as she listened to them. âI couldnât help myself.â
âI know baby,â Lucille hushed Negan while Neganâs mouth drew over the side of Lucilleâs neck. Lucilleâs eyes locked on to Y/N and Lucille raised her hand up to wiggle her finger at Y/N to suggest her move to the bed. âCome here gorgeous.â
âI am so confused right now,â Y/N alerted them, licking at her lips as Negan tugged at the strap of Lucilleâs dress pulling it down enough to expose her breast. Negan dragged his tongue over Lucilleâs collarbone and then lowered his lips to kiss over her chest. When his lips surrounded Lucilleâs nipple, Y/N found herself drawn to it. âI thought I was filming the two of you.â
âOh, I guess I missed the detail that I wanted you to film me fucking my wife while we also fucked you,â Negan slurred, pulling his mouth away from Lucilleâs breast. A wicked smirk pressed in over Neganâs features and he teased his tongue out to twirl it around Lucilleâs nipple making a soft moan fall from Lucilleâs lips. Y/Nâs breathing was loud while she watched Lucille stroke through Neganâs hair. Y/N was frozen, not sure where to go from there. âYou know the other night you said you were open to being with another woman.â
âThis is just a bit to take,â Y/N responded when Lucille reached for the bottom of Neganâs shirt he was wearing to pull it up his torso. âIs this really what you asked me to come over for?â
âI told you we had an open marriage, but youâŠIâve wanted to do this with you from the moment I saw you. You can ask Lucille; Iâve wanted to bring you in with us for a long time. The other night, I just took advantage of a moment and I really fucking liked it,â Negan explained pulling back enough to help Lucille pull his shirt from his body. âItâs not just something I came up with after we slept together.â
âIs it me that turns you off of the idea?â Lucille questioned and Y/N cleared her throat knowing that she found both of them to be exceedingly attractive. âI can watch the two of you together if that makes you more comfortable.â
âNo Lucille, youâre beautiful, but you have to know that,â Y/N immediately responded, her eyes surveying over Neganâs gorgeous wife. âYou both are stunning.â
âAs are you,â Lucille complimented Y/N and her smile expanded over her features. âNegan has been talking about you for a long time now and I also find you charming like he does. You donât have to if you donât want to, but I think the three of us could start something together if you would like. We wonât force you into it at all. If youâd rather just watch and record the two of us, thatâs fine, but if you want to join, I promise you that Negan and I will take good care of you.â
âPreferably I would like you to fucking join us,â Negan inserted his opinion almost immediately after Lucille was done talking and he slid his palm down to rub over himself again. The way Y/N was looking between the two of them, Negan knew that she was almost to the point of agreeing to do it. âI can see you want to.â
âAnd youâre okay with this?â Y/N looked to Lucille who nodded and a nervous breath fell from Y/Nâs throat. Was she really considering this after everything? Especially with taping the whole thing. âWhat are the rules?â
âNo rules, just see where it goes,â Negan shrugged his shoulders, reaching for the belt in his pants and he began to undo it. Lucille helped him open his pants while kissing over his chest and he let out a proud exhale. Lifting his hips up, Negan pulled the material of his jeans down his body leaving him in his maroon colored boxer briefs. âYou like fucking me, right?â
âLet her make her own decision honey,â Lucille hushed Negan, reaching her hand out from the bed for Y/N if she was interested. âWeâll take good care of you and stop if thatâs what you need.â
Y/Nâs eyes were hooked on Lucilleâs green eyes and for some reason she found comfort in the way that Lucille was staring out at her. Stepping closer to the bed, Y/N accepted Lucilleâs hand and heard Negan hum in approval. Swiftly, Negan got to his knees on the bed when Y/N approached the bed.
âGood girl,â Negan slurred, reaching his hand out to slide it in over the side of Y/Nâs neck. The soft tug of Neganâs hand brought Y/N to his lips so he could kiss her over and over again while his other hand reached around her to palm in over her bottom. Lucille got up on her knees as well and Negan pulled his lips from Y/Nâs to move in to kiss Lucille. Y/Nâs heart was hammering inside of her chest with the closeness of both Negan and Lucille. When Negan pulled away from Lucille with a wet sound, Negan looked closely between both women. âNow letâs try something.â
Negan reached for both Lucille and Y/N to bring them together. A shuddering breath fell from Y/Nâs throat when Lucille reached out with her slender fingers to trace over Y/Nâs face. With Neganâs urgings, Y/N accepted Lucilleâs kiss which was so vastly different from Neganâs. It was delicate, it was passionate and damn it, it was good.
âI fucking love it,â Negan grunted observing the two women kissing. An excited groan from Negan filled the air as the kiss deepened and Lucilleâs tongue pushed forward between Y/Nâs parted lips. Caressing over both of their lower backs, Negan could sense they were starting to relax and he lowered his head to kiss over the side of Y/Nâs neck. Lucille reached for the bottom of Y/Nâs shirt she was wearing and began to tug the material up her body, stopping at her breast area. Negan pulled back enough for her lean away so both Lucille and Negan could work together to get it from her body. âGorgeousâŠâ
Y/N sighed when Negan kissed over one side of her neck and Lucille peppered kisses over the other side. They both were so different in the way they did things, but both felt amazing. Lucille seemed to pay attention to things that would make Y/N respond to what they were doing and Negan just knew what he was doing. With them working together, Y/N found her body warming up quite quickly. Neganâs kisses descended down over her chest while Lucille worked her way up to kiss behind Y/Nâs ear.
âI told you she was something special,â Negan muttered against Y/Nâs flesh, his hands reaching around to work open the clip in in Y/Nâs bra. Lucilleâs fingers swiped in over Y/Nâs collarbone, tracing over her body in a tender way when Negan carefully pulled the material from Y/Nâs body.
âYou were right,â Lucille agreed with Negan as Neganâs lips covered Y/Nâs breast, teasing and flicking her nipple with his tongue before sucking softly at her flesh. âDid Negan make you feel good the other night?â
âYeah,â Y/N panted knowing that it appeared like Lucille was perfectly okay with Negan sleeping with her the other night, but Y/N still felt a little uncomfortable considering she just met Lucille.
Neganâs hand slid between Y/Nâs thighs, palming over her mound making her eyes slam shut when she felt Lucille caressing over her jawline with her soft fingertips before Lucille hummed, âWell, weâll look to top that today.â
Lucille kissed Y/N again with her perfect, soft lips that surprisingly Y/N grew to like more and more the longer they did it. A moan escaped her throat when Negan worked his hand beneath the material of her jeans and her panties to caress his rough fingertips over her folds.
âSomeone is incredibly wet,â Negan commented against Y/Nâs flesh when he pulled away from her breast with a slurping sound. Managing to push his finger into Y/Nâs tight entrance, he watched her gasp against Lucilleâs lips and he moaned. âMy cock is so hard right now. You have no idea how much this is turning me on. Donât be afraid to touch Lucille too Y/N. She doesnât biteâŠunless you ask her to.â
âCan I?â Y/N asked for permission and Lucille nodded when Y/N reached out to drag her fingertips down the side of Lucilleâs neck toward her exposed breast.
Teasing her index fingers over the taut tip of the nipple made Lucille lick over her lips. Y/N tried to focus solely on Lucille for a moment, but her attention was pulled away when Negan drew a moan from her throat. Neganâs finger pumped quickly inside of Y/N, making her arch her hips in closer to him. The way he was doing it made Y/N begin to rock her hips again his caress and Negan growled loudly.
âDamn it,â Y/N cooed knowing that Negan was doing his best to affect her, but she tried to continue to touch Lucille.
Reaching for the other strap of Lucilleâs dress, Y/N lowered her head in closer to kiss over Lucilleâs collarbone while she lazily dragged the strap down. Getting the dress pulled down to below Lucilleâs breasts made a sharp breath fall from Y/Nâs throat. God, Lucille was stunning. Another involuntary moan escaped Y/Nâs throat when Neganâs caress got more determined and she found it harder to stand on her shaky legs. Lucille stepped forward; her forehead pressed to Y/Nâs while she kept her hands hooked over Y/Nâs hips. âNeganâŠâ
âMhmm?â Negan lift his head to look up at the two of them and he pulled his palm from where it was hearing the gasp that followed when he pulled his finger from Y/Nâs body. Lifting his fingers to his lips, Negan slid his finger into his mouth letting out a satisfied sound when he tasted Y/N against his tongue. âI love the way you tasteâŠâ
Lucille released a shocked sound when Negan quickly reached for the material of the dress that was still at her waist and he tugged it down in a hurry. It pulled Lucille closer to him when he managed to get it from her body. The way Negan ate his wife alive with his stare was something to be admired. It was clear that Negan still found Lucille to be absolutely stunning even in this situation and Y/N was in adoration of the connection the two of them still plainly had when they began to kiss again.
âLay down,â Negan slurred when he pulled his mouth from Lucilleâs to look at Y/N. Adjusting himself on the bed, he pat where he wanted Y/N to be, but when she wasnât moving fast enough, he pulled her to the bed. The quick movements caused him to fall in over her with a chuckle while Y/Nâs hands braced over his chest to keep a small distance between them. Y/Nâs heart was pounding inside of her chest when Lucille reached for the material of Y/Nâs pants to work them open. âI knew Iâd like you from the first moment I laid eyes on you.â
âYeah?â Y/N breathed with her eyes hooked on his. His eyes narrowed and he nodded, a wicked smirk pressing over his ridiculously handsome features. Brushing her fingers through his thick, dark hair Y/N took in the sensation of him over her. It felt nice to be in a bed and have the weight of him over her. It was different than what they had done the other night. This felt moreâŠintimate. If that was even possible. âMe too.â
âGood,â Negan growled, hopping up to his knees again to grab a hold of Y/Nâs pants to pull them from her body. He tossed the material aside and stood up from the bed, moving over toward the camera that Y/N had set up to look at it. âGet to know each other a little bit.â
âDo you know what youâre doing with that?â Y/N stammered and Negan gave her a glare when he touched something with the camera.
âIâm not going to break anything,â Negan assured her with an amused breath when Lucille laid in the bed beside Y/N. There was the fear that Negan would mess something up, but it was soon hidden away when Lucille began to kiss Y/N again. Lucilleâs palm slid from the center of Y/Nâs chest down her abdomen and toward the top of her panties. Lucille repeated her movements and Y/N found herself wanting to touch Lucille as well. She was enamored by Lucille and she couldnât quite explain it.
Teasing her fingers through Lucilleâs long, dark hair, Y/N leaned up to meet Lucille in another desperate kiss. Her palm slid down Lucilleâs torso before sliding back up to palm in over her full breast. Knowing that Negan was watching them also added to kinkiness of all of it.
âDonât mind me,â Negan finished what he was doing with the camera before moving to them. He reached for Y/Nâs hips to grab her panties. Her hips arched up when Negan got the material down her legs. Almost immediately after, he moved for Lucille and did the same thing. Dropping down on his knees on the bottom of the bed, he crawled slowly to lower himself between Lucilleâs body. The girls were still kissing, focusing on each other and Negan slid his arms under Lucilleâs thighs to pull her up toward him. His mouth pressed wet kisses over the inside of Lucilleâs thigh before his mouth met her core and kissed over her folds again and again. Y/N went to get up and Negan pulled his mouth away from Lucilleâs body. âWhat are you doing?â
âWhat you brought me here for,â Y/N responded with a wink and a cocky expression. She deposited a small kiss over Neganâs mouth when he lifted his head enough before moving forward to the camera to pull it from the tripod. She moved to the bed and Negan let out an amused laugh before going back to what he was doing in pleasuring his wife. âI take my job seriously.â
âI like that,â Lucille panted with a whimper when Negan wiggled his head side to side while his tongue and mouth worked over her body. Y/N felt her own body on fire while she watched them together. Lucille reached down to cling to Neganâs hair while he pleasured her and the look on Lucilleâs face showed how much she was truly enjoying what Negan was doing.
Never did Y/N think she would be shooting something that felt like a porn, but here she was. Even weirder was that she was part of it. Getting multiple shots of what they were doing, Y/N felt her heart pounding inside of her chest while doing it. Lucilleâs chest was rising and falling heavily while Negan pleasured her and her soft cries were filling the air.
âDamn it Negan,â Lucille whimpered when Negan pulled his mouth away from her body. Lucilleâs body was shaking and Negan let out a laugh full of mischief when he seductively licked over his lips. âI was almost there.â
Y/N adjusted the camera and set it back on the tripod before returning to the bed. Lowering in over Neganâs back, she deposited small kisses over the back of his neck, down his spine and stopped when she reached the top of the waistband of his boxer briefs. Sliding her fingers beneath the material she watched Negan lift his hips to help her get the material from his body when he turned on his side.
âGet on your back,â Y/N threw out an order and Negan seemed impressed with her direction when he laid down beside Lucille on the bed. âHow about you take control instead of letting him have it?â
Lucille gave Y/N a wink, getting up on her knees while Y/N lowered to wrap her fingers around Neganâs solid manhood. Stroking in strong, languid movements while watching Lucille carefully straddle Neganâs shoulders made Y/N smile. The fact Lucille listened to Y/N made her feel better about this whole thing. Having some kind of power made Y/N feel like she fit in better. Neganâs palms squeezed tightly to Lucilleâs hips while he lifted his head to go back to pleasuring her. Caressing over his body a few more times, Y/N enjoyed the sight before her.
âFuckâŠâ Negan groaned against Lucilleâs flesh making Lucille cry out when Y/N took Negan into her mouth, sliding him back into her throat before dragging her tongue firmly over the underside when she pulled her head back. Y/N hollowed her cheeks and worked in unison with the stroking motions with her hand while she pleasured Negan. Eagerly, Neganâs hips bounced up to her movements and she could hear Lucilleâs whimpers intensifying the more Y/N seemed to affect Negan.
Lucilleâs body slouched forward after she released somewhat of a squeal and Y/N pulled her mouth from Neganâs cock with a popping sound when she noticed Lucille shaking from an orgasm that Negan clearly got out of her. Lucille pulled herself to the bed beside Negan, stretching out her slender body while she breathed heavily.
âYou okay?â Negan licked his lips in a seductive sweep and when she nodded, Negan reached for Y/N to pull her up to him. Rolling, he used his weight to trap her beneath him and pinned her wrists to the bed. Neganâs mouth collided with hers and she could feel him pulling her hips up to him when he reached between them to grab a hold of his distended flesh. Smacking his hips forward, he heard Y/N cry out when he entered her and his jaw lowered with a growl falling from his lips. âYouâve been a constant source of surprise, you know that?â
Negan bounced his hips forward into hers time and time again making soft cries fall from her throat. The weight of him over her felt incredible while he hit all the right places inside of her. Neganâs gaze lifted to look at Lucille and when their eyes connected it seemed like Neganâs thrusts got sharper and harder. Winces fell from Y/Nâs throat and she scratched at Neganâs shoulders hearing his moans getting louder.
âBrace yourself on your hands and knees over her Lucille,â Negan demanded pulling his hips back making Y/N cry out from the empty feeling that he left her with. Easily Negan moved them where he wanted them and when the closeness of Lucille pressed in over Y/N she licked her lips nervously. Lucille was so close to her and the warmth of her body was radiating against Y/Nâs. âI think we all know Iâm a little greedy.â
The smacking sound of Negan entering Lucille from behind was heard and Y/N found herself in awe of the face that Lucille was making while Negan fucked her. Reaching up to stroke over Lucilleâs jawline, Y/N instinctively lifted up to kiss over Lucilleâs face until her mouth met Lucilleâs. The sounds of Neganâs heavy breaths were heard while Lucille rocked over her with each powerful movement Negan made behind her.
Lifting her hand, Y/N used her thumb to caress over Lucilleâs clitoris while Negan thrust into Lucilleâs body. When he thrust forward it would urge Lucilleâs hips forward into Y/Nâs caress time and time again causing her to coo out in ecstasy while both Negan and Y/N worked together.
A whine released from Lucilleâs throat when Negan pulled his body from hers and tugged on Y/Nâs body to bring her hips closer to him. Negan adjusted and thrust himself into Y/N again making her head drop back while Negan now took his turn fucking her.
âDo you like his big cock?â Lucille purred, her mouth vibrating against Y/Nâs lips while her hand lowered to offer the same caress that Y/N had done to her previously. âHe might have a big mouth, but he knows how to use his dick well.â
âGee, thanks baby,â Negan grunted with a laugh, lowering down to press wet kisses over Lucilleâs shoulder before biting at her flesh making Lucille purr when he did it.
âSo good,â Y/N whimpered when Neganâs hips bucked up harder against her and the tip of his cock was hitting her G-spot in a way that made her cry out. Lucilleâs soft fingertips aided in the caress of Y/Nâs small bundle of nerves while the husband and wife were drawing her incredibly close to an amazing orgasm.
âYouâre almost there, arenât you sweetheart?â Lucille quickened her caress and Negan rolled his hips faster against Y/N. Lucilleâs mouth hovered over Y/Nâs when Y/N felt her body tensing up. There was a liquid warmth building inside of her and she whimpered into Lucilleâs mouth when Lucille began to kiss her. Y/Nâs orgasm hit her hard as Negan continued to fuck her through it, enjoying the contractions that her body did around him. She was undoubtedly loud when she came, but both Lucille and Negan seemed to enjoy it. âNegan made such a good choice with you.â
âI sure as fuck did,â Negan grunted, pulling his body from Y/Nâs to enter Lucille again while reaching for her hair to pull her back against him while he fucked her. Neganâs eyes were hooked on Y/N while she attempted to catch her breath. Watching Negan kissing over Lucilleâs neck while he had a firm hold on her throat was almost an art piece in itself. The way their bodies moved together was beautiful and Y/N found herself lucky that she got to experience and watch this.
âNegan,â Lucilleâs soft cries filled the air and Y/N could see Lucilleâs body twitching revealing that she had just hit an orgasm herself and a cocky laugh came from Negan. Pulling his length from Lucilleâs body Negan watched her fall forward on her hands on the bed. Her breathing was loud and he reached down to caress over his pulsating cock that was ready for a release itself. âShit.â
âYou like my big mouth,â Negan reached out to smack over Lucilleâs bottom and wiggled his finger to get Y/N to come to him when he moved to the edge of the bed. âCome here beautiful.â
Weakly, Y/N lifted from the bed and slid to the bottom of it. Negan reached for her head and brushed his fingers in over the back of her neck leading her to take him into her mouth again. Lapping at Neganâs body with her tongue, Y/N felt Lucille moving in beside her and Negan reached for Lucille to pull her in closer to his cock.
âShare ladies,â Negan pulled his cock from Y/Nâs mouth and led it to Lucilleâs lips. His head fell back, his eyes closing tightly while he smiled when Lucille took him into her mouth. Lucille sucked over his tip and Y/N pressed wet kisses over Neganâs shaft. Negan grasped at both of them, caressing over their necks while they took turns taking him into their mouths. When Neganâs abdomen started to twitch, Lucille pumped her hand harder over his shaft and his moans got louder. âFuckâŠâ
Y/Nâs eyes closed when the first line of Neganâs release hit the back of her throat and she worked to swallow down what he had to offer while his hips bucked to her through his orgasm. When his body stopped shaking, Y/N pulled her mouth from his body and licked at her lips.
âFucking hellâŠâ Neganâs raspy voice was even deeper when he saw Lucille reach for Y/N to kiss her to get the taste of Neganâs release from Y/Nâs mouth and Negan smiled arrogantly. âI think we could make this a thingâŠthat is if you both liked it.â
Negan stroked his fingers over both of their faces and he lowered down to kiss both of them before laying between them on the bed. Lucille laid over his chest kissing over it and Negan had his nose nuzzled up against the side of Y/Nâs neck.
âIâm open to it,â Lucille announced with a wink when Y/Nâs eyes met hers and it made Y/N bite into her bottom lip.
âWell, since weâre all about favorsâŠIâll be okay with it as long as when we do our next photoshoot togetherâŠyou bring her with you,â Y/N muttered and Negan laughed against the side of her neck before kissing softly over it.
âI think we can work that out,â Negan turned his head to meet Lucille in another kiss. Minutes passed and they laid together in the bed before Negan lifted his head to look at the camera that they still had set up. âThatâŠthat is going to be one hell of a video.â
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The Potions Masterâs Apprentice
Chapter Fifteen: Three Professors
A/N: This is the fifteenth part to my fanfiction âThe Potions Masterâs Apprentice (Severus Snape x OC)â. Chapters 1-16 can be found already uploaded on Wattpad under the same name. Feel free to leave requests in my inbox for anything Snape related you want me to write. Leave a comment below if you wish to be added to my tag list.
Pairing: Severus Snape x OC (Dumbledoreâs Granddaughter)
Summary: A talented young witch is employed as an apprentice professor at Hogwarts, but who will she be working under? Severus Snape is not best pleased with his new responsibility of taking on an apprentice, however she is relentless to create a friendship between them. Will she be successful? Or might the friendship just go a little two far? With the eyes of her grandfather constantly watching over them, an attempt at a relationship might not be in the cards for Aria Dumbledore and Severus Snape.
Word Count: 2001
Warnings: n/a
Credits to Gif Creator
Within the week the gossiping from the weekend's events had almost completely died down. However, with Severus and Aria acting civil towards one another during lessons, and almost completely back to their old habits of spending the evening together a whole new set of rumours were threatening to begin.
Karkaroff had mostly backed off Aria's case on the Severus front. However, this did not mean he had any intention of stopping socialising with her any chance he got. Igor had become invested in the relationship of the two potions professors' and he would not stop until he had the answers he was looking for. He took to visiting her during the majority of her free periods, as well as some evenings after class, often convincing her to join him for a stroll around the castle grounds, where he sought to pry into her personal life, especially her relationship with the potions master. It didn't bother Aria too much to begin with, in fact, she liked the company, but as the week grew to an end, she had become suspicious of his true intentions.
Almost immediately as lessons came to an end on Friday evening, right on cue, came a knock at the door. Before the potions apprentice had a second to open her mouth, the door was already pushed ajar, revealing the sunken features of Igor Karkaroff.
"Hello Igor." Aria sighed, barely sparing him a second glance.
"Good afternoon, beautiful lady" Igor chirped, his accent almost thicker than usual. Aria rolled her eyes at the headmaster, but chuckled lightly to herself in amusement. "Are you free to join me on a leisurely stroll around the castle?" He queried, striding into the center of the room, taking a seat behind one of the student's desks.
"Are you mad, Igor? The rain hasn't stopped all day! Besides, Professor Snape set a load of essays last week, that I have the pleasure to mark. I don't think I would be much in the way of conversation today, I have too much to do." She confessed, attempted to dissuade him.
"Nevertheless, I shall keep you company. I do not have anywhere to be."
"Thank you." Aria grimaced, really just wanting to focus on getting her marking done.
"Speaking of Severus..." Karkaroff begun, once again distracting Miss Dumbledore from her work. "There have been rumours of the two of you circling the school." He stated, leaving the intention of his sentence free for Aria to interpret.
"I am very well aware, Igor." She huffed. "Though they have begun to fizzle out in the last few days, I am pleased to say." The witch continued scribbling.
"That is not what I am talking about." The man shook his head, though kept his gaze firmly on the professor in an interrogative manner.
Aria raised an eyebrow, but did not stop reading the length of parchment.
"It has been said in this past week that you have entered into a relationship with the potions master, is this true?"
"God Igor, I never thought you so naĂŻve that you would believe that sort of rubbish." She sniggered, allowing him a smidge more of her attention. "Like I would ever go out with a man like that, you surely heard what he said to me last week, it is unforgivable." Aria scoffed. "Besides, you should know just as well as I that people love to talk, students especially. Haven't you heard the one about us? It's all a load of nonsense, don't listen to any of it."
"I was simply... curious." He shrugged. "I would not like to think a beautiful woman such as yourself had gone to waste, like you say Severus Snape is simply not worth your time. You deserve much more."
"Thank you, Igor, however I do not think this is an appropriate conversation to have between colleagues, let's keep it professional." Aria suggested, noticing that the headmaster had a tendency to sidetrack the conversation to her love life.
A minute or more passed while the pair sat in silence before another knock interrupted.
Assuming it to be a student, Aria rose from her desk and made her way to the door. "Severus." She gasped, not expecting him to respect her privacy, just as Karkaroff had not. "You knocked?... again." Aria's eyes widened, taking a step back as she came face to face with the potions master.
"Yes, well, while I am not overjoyed with the current arrangements, I at least respect your need for some privacy." Severus wavered at the door, his eyes flickering towards the young woman, before taking it upon himself to enter the room, stopping almost immediately upon spotting Igor.
"I see I was right to to announce myself." The two men shared a short but intense glare. "Igor. I see you've made yourself quite at home."
"Oh... umm, Professor Karkaroff had just stopped by for a chat while I finish up on some marking." Aria rushed to explain, knowing exactly where Snape's mind was heading. "What can I do for you, Severus?"
"I came to collect the essays I assigned last week, I did not think it fair to leave them all to you while I sat in my room twiddling my thumbs."
"That's very kind of you Severus. Would you care to join us, you look like you could use the company." Aria practically begged.
Severus considered her offer for a second, knowing that what he wanted least of all was to spend time with Igor Karkaroff. However, on the other hand, he also wasn't too keen on leaving the pair alone, unsure of what he might spill to his apprentice. In the end Snape's better judgment overcame his pride and so he proceeded to pull up a chair, separating the two already seated professors.
Severus set to aggressively scribbling notes in the margins of the students essays, the scratching of his quill on parchment dominating the room. A long while past with only this and the sounds of bubbling cauldrons occupying the professors' ears. The tension between the three thickened as time went on. All scared to speak in fear of the other's response.
Finally Igor chose to break the silence, bored of staring at the potion's professors quietly marking away in unison.
"It must be hard for you Severus." Igor tested the waters, waiting on a response.
"What are you hinting at, Igor? What exactly is hard for me?" Snape replied cautiously after a moment of deliberation.
"Well, a man like you; settled in his position, proud of his job, it must be hard knowing you'll be replaced by a must younger, much more attractive model." Karkaroff shifted position in his chair, becoming more comfortable, confident in his ability to undermine the Potions master once again.
"Despite what you may have hoped Igor, you are sorely mistaken. My job is under no threat. I was simply asked to take a short week's sabbatical, in light of the recent events, until all the commotion has died down. And that week is coming to an end." Snape turned his attention from the essays, lifting his quill from the paper, and placing it to the side.
"Yes, yes of course." Igor humoured him. His body language radiating arrogance. "But it must be worrying, knowing that your job is potentially threatened by Miss Dumbledore here. She has the same skills as you, the same knowledge, and what she doesn't know now she soon will once you've been foolish enough to teach it to her. It cannot be easy, being forced to train the woman who will inevitability replace you."
"I do not know what your game is Igor, but I assure you, Miss Dumbledore is no threat to me."
Aria's ears pricked up at the second mention of her name, her gaze shooting between the two men.
"I really don't think this is relevant boys, can't we talk about something else?" Aria nervously nibbled on the edge of her lower lip. She knew where this was going and she didn't have an answer for what was coming. She also knew how vicious these men could be when they really wanted to, and she did not want to be in the room when they both pushed the other too far.
"Oh come on, Aria, darling. It must have crossed your mind. You are younger after all, the students relate to you more, god knows it wouldn't be hard to like you more. Not to mention your lineage, it cannot be more clear who Albus would prefer to employ. His own flesh and blood? Or someone with Severus'... background?"
"Watch your mouth, Igor." Snape droned through gritted teeth and flared nostrils.
"My grandfather didn't bring me here to replace Severus. He's a great professor, and a fantastic friend to him. I would even go as far to say that he trusts Severus' with his life. I am simply an apprentice. A year's training, that's what we agreed." Aria beamed, convinced she had put out the fire, unaware to the fact Igor had just lit another spark right under Severus' feet.
"With his life, eh?" Igor chuckled to himself. "How very clever you have been, Severus."
Confused Aria simply took a step back in the conversation, finally coming to the understanding that none of this was really about her.
Aria could sense Snape was uncomfortable, his body tensed and he straightened his posture, gripping his quill for comfort.
"I think it is time for you to leave, Headmaster Karkaroff. Miss Dumbledore and I are working, and prefer not to be disturbed."
"I see your game, Severus. I always knew you were a smart man, but you have played this very well indeed. But I know you, and I might just be able to beat you at your own game, if you are not careful."
"What is he talking about Snape?" The young woman whispered, turning her full attention to her colleague.
"Goodbye, Igor." Karkaroff gladly took a stand, knowing, despite Snape's commanding tone, he had won this round.
Igor Karkaroff rounded the desk, gently lifting Aria Dumbledore's hand to his lips.
"Until, next time." He breathed, bowing his head to kiss her gently, before showing himself out. "Your past is calling you Severus, and Dumbledore is ready to replace you when you go running right back."
Snape immediately rose from his chair, Aria suspecting that he was ready to storm from the room.
"Fuck." Aria breathed, joining Snape in standing. "What the hell was all that about?"
"That is none of your concern." Snape snapped, beginning to pile his papers.
"Of course... of course, it isn't." Aria shook her head knowing it was a stupid thing to say. "I only meant... well, are you okay?" She couldn't think of anything else to say.
"While I appreciate your concern, Miss Dumbledore. I am not a child who needs consoling, nor do I need your pity. I am perfectly capable of handling the likes of Igor Karkaroff."
"Yes, of course, you are. I...I just-"
"Miss Dumbledore." Severus interjected, huffing though he didn't seem nearly as angry as Aria expected. He saw the woman quickly becoming flustered trying to think of the right thing to say so as not to displease him, this was not a rare occurrence. For once Severus' actually felt sorry for her and decided to cut her some slack. They had, after all, promised to become friends.
"I need you to calm down." Snape softly commanded, though quickly moved on. "While that encounter with Professor Karkaroff was less than pleasant, it is far from unfamiliar to me. Igor and I have a past. A past I would rather forget about, him, on the other hand, not so much. My advise to you is stay out of his way. I am under the impression he has his eye set on you."
"Why would he-"
"Goodnight, Miss Dumbledore." And with that Snape returned to his quarters for the evening, Aria's questions remaining unanswered.
What was Karkaroff up to that concerned her of all people?
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Tagged by both @frankenjoly and @laianely. Awwww, thank you so much guys ;) Iâm happy to volunteer. And I know Iâm late with this response, sorry for that.
what's your all-time favourite ship?
Oh boy that is a tough cookie to answer... Do you mean like in generall or from what I have written? Letâs do both, so Iâm safe XD
Written:
Rhysha (obviously)
Scarleona (You canât expect me to create a whole ship dynamic and not gosh about it ;) )
Generall:
Rhysha
Kat/Raven
Wrightorth
BBRae (got hooked into them after a comic of them dropped recently)
Chenrich
Side not, I absolutely do love Ships like Gaigel, Zaneisha, Erin/Zane, and a wagonload more. Iâm ship trash XD
how many works do you have on ao3?
So far itâs 4. Iâm still a latebloomer as a fic author so to speak. I just started at the end of last year, when my friend @michellespenscratchz gently pushed me into the cold water of writing fic XD
what's your total ao3 word count?
25254 at the moment. Less that I wouldâve liked to have, but also more than I expected lol
what are your top five fics by kudos?
I dunno how to answer that to be honest, since I only have 4 fics so far...
Also my 5 favorites or the Top 5 in terms of recognition? Letâs do it real quick for statistics sake:
Strays of the Pack
Zaneâsational Encounter
Star of the Bounty Down
Wild Misfortune
do you reply to comments, why or why not?
Uuuuh, YES. I mean is there anyone who doesnât like getting comments? No jokes aside, but I absolutely jump my seat, when someone comments on my work (art stuff included) And I sometimes write whole essays back to the people who gave their time to say something nice :D So yeah, I love it.
fic you've written with the angstiest ending?
Half of my fics arenât even finished. And the other two have either a happy ending, or an open ending, so Iâm gonna go skip that answer.
fic you've written with the happiest ending?
As for which story does have the happiest ending NOW, Iâma go with âWild Misfortuneâ. And this may also be one of my favorite stories to write so far, cause of all the fun I had with it :D
do you write crossovers?
Well I did a little art trade for my friend @piaart named Zaneâsational Encounter, if that counts? Itâs still within the same borderlands universe, but the first time, I did something with another persons OC characters :D another Story I had an absolute blast with.
have you ever received hate on a fic?
Luckily never on a fic, no. I received some death threats a while ago, for liking Rhysha and supporting a friend. So there is that.
do you write smut? if so what kind?
Nah, I have to pass on that. I did two soft art pieces a while ago, but nothing really smutty or that naughty. Iâm usually more focused on writing fluff and comfort.
have you ever had a fic stolen? Â
Nope, Zilch.
have you ever had a fic translated?
Uhm, Iâm technically a foreigner, and translate them in my head and write them out in english instead of my actual native tongue. Does that count?
have you ever co-written a fic before?
I volunteered and also had some very nice interactions with some Beta-Readers for me, and also I betaâd for a friend as well.
whatâs a WIP that you want to finish but donât think you ever will?
Oh god, like every one of them right now XD I have a tight period of time lately, cause University is kicking but. But I will get there in time. I have some vacation for the next 2 weeks so Iâm gonna focus and do more of the fun stuff, I didnât had time before. I hope my betaâs still know who I am, after all this time XD
what are your writing strengths?
One of my biggest strengths is I think writing relations and dynamics, that no one dared to try. Heck I created 2 whole story Idea Headcanons on exactly this premis, even created a new ship :D And, when the muse kicks in Iâm also very good at exploring braveness and psychological struggle. Chapter 2 and 4 of Strays of the Pac are my most well received chapters Iâve ever written so far, and Iâm very proud of that.
what are your writing weaknesses?
Sometimes, I get the feeling, Iâm writing a little too soft (not really child books soft, but...) I did pretty well on writing character interactions, and then when I look back into it, I go, it feels natural but not completely how they would interact in the game, which is almost impossible, cause the Borderlands universe is very weird to explain sometimes XD Also Iâm not really that comfortable with writing anger, hate and such. My beta for Wild Misfortune had a pretty bad time, on one marshmallow scene, because of it.
what are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic?
Like I mentioned earlier, all of my works are written in another language. As for the question: I like to think, that writing dialogue comes rather easy for me, and at this point I face pretty much the same struggles, Iâd also have If Iâm writing it in native tongue. There are some dialogue interactions that can be a mess to write, like anger/banter and proper angst (which doesnât feel forced or predictable).
what was the first fandom you wrote for?
I began with the Borderlands fandom, almost a year ago (damn time flies) and sticked with it :)
what's your favourite fic you've written?
Like both @frankenjoly and @laianely, I like to skip that answer ;) I donât wanna choose cause I love them all.
Thank you that was a total blast <3 As for tagging, I see that most of my mutuals were already been tagged by now, mmmh. I think I go with @annalyticall @ging-ler @heavybreathingcatt and @mauserfrau and @crimsonflame-and-goldenheart ;)
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Back Before You Lost the One Real Thing You've Ever Known
Summary: Rebecca spent over a year trying to coax feelings back out of Rafael Barba, only to have it all end abruptly when he lashed out. The attorney wasnât able to fight the urge to fire first. When he needed comfort, she tried to reach out to no avail, but sheâs been able to steel herself now. After all, creating a life changes you.
Pairings: Rafael Barba x OC
First Part
A/N: A few more ideas came up.Â
Oh, your sweet disposition And my wide-eyed gaze We're singing in the car, getting lost upstate
Rebecca should have known better than to try and be there for Rafael Barba. Sheâd met him when sheâd had to testify to what sheâd walked in on in another Kindergarten classroom, the one eventually taken over by Al. Heâd prepped her, and conversation came easily between the pair. After heâd gotten his guilty verdict, heâd asked her to get celebratory drinks now that the ordeal was over. Theyâd met several times throughout the investigation and trial, and Rebecca saw a determination to put abusers away and a quick wit that led her to accept his invitation eagerly. What she didnât realize was that while her infatuation with the handsome prosecutor grew, so would the issues they ran into. It wasnât easy for him to express anything but the cocksuredness he portrayed in the courtroom. Once he relaxed, heâd sing along to the radio or tell her stories from his childhood, but she sensed a careful wall.
At first, sheâd assumed the wall was a sign of maturity; he was significantly older, though she hadnât guessed it at first. As thirty came closer for her, fifty was coming closer for him. Maybe that was why he was so hesitant to tell her what was going through his head. He was always fine, but heâd had longer to learn to be fine. Meanwhile, sheâd come home and cry because she couldnât fix the fact that her studentâs dog had died or they couldnât afford lunch. Often, heâd stare at her, and she was certain he was thinking how ridiculous she was. Each time she gave him a defense, telling him that she prayed sheâd never be numb to these feelings like some of her colleagues. To her, it was a sign she was feeling, and she strived to love without expectation. And each time, heâd hold her close and tell her that her extreme empathy was what he liked so much.
And despite his hesitance to share, he was sweet overall. When he learned how much sheâd been wanting to sneak away to the mountains, he rented them a cabin. Sheâd watched the trees go by, in awe as she watched paths wind through the woods. On occasion, her hand would fly to his arm, and she would squeal as she pointed out an animal in the woods. She could remember the soft smile heâd affixed her with, the first time she was sure he did love her. It had been six months, and sheâd been assuring him she loved him for three. It was hard for her not to hear it back, and anytime she felt jealous of the points her friends were at in their relationships, sheâd remind herself he wasnât as open as their partners. Being significantly older didnât make him immune from hang ups. Heâd sung her the sappy songs that came up with his phone on shuffle, and Rebecca couldnât have predicted the way this would all sour a short year later. When she closed her eyes, she could still see him with a crooked smile and her hand in his, serenading her with a Frank Sinatra song.
After wishing and praying for him to come home, he was standing there, still with devastatingly gorgeous eyes and now with a sprinkling of gray in his hair and new beard. His dress wasnât as meticulous as it used to be, and part of her wondered if he had intended to come here at all. Dark jeans and a tucked in button down shirt? In the city? The snow clung to his hair and beard and lashes, but she could suddenly feel everything all too well. The way she felt about him, the way his hands felt on her skin, his lips on hers, the insecurity when he couldnât share, the overwhelming relief when he did. And now he was standing there, saying he loved her and she didnât have to believe him. Tha last part was the hardest because it did let her start to consider that heâd never been so okay with uncertainty. Heâd always been the one to say you know how I feel, or once heâd said it, you know I love you. She was always supposed to take what he said as fact, and now he wasnât expecting it.Â
Time won't fly, it's like I'm paralyzed by it I'd like to be my old self again But I'm still trying to find it
When heâd said he loved her, it was late at night, and she wasnât positive he knew she was awake. Heâs said it with such sincerity, however, that she wrapped her arm tighter around him, hearing his sharp intake of breath. It would be a year the following week, and relief washed over her to have something she knew to be true so easily confirmed. I love you, heâd repeated so easily, nuzzling into the crook of her neck as his fingers trailed up her sides. For Rafael, touch was what he used to say what he couldnât with words. If he couldnât tell her, he could show her, and that had worked for her. But now? As he laid over her, they moved together, and she could hear his whispered, reverent I love yous? There were no words. But in the weeks afterwards, things began to deteriorate, and she focused on the fact he was probably grappling with the shift and the fear sheâd do to him what Yelina had. That said, she wasnât going to bend her life to his trauma. He was old enough to know he needed help but too stubborn to get it. Sheâd been so excited to share her plans with Al. They were the two kindergarten teachers at the small school they taught at, and the last partner sheâd had was stand offish and now in prison, thanks to Rafael.Â
Just get a fuckinâ room already.
Raf, heâs my coworker. Weâre friends.
You know exactly what he wants from you, and you want it too.Â
What are you saying? Iâm a slut or something? You know youâre it for me.
A spadeâs a spade.
Crushed was an understatement. Sheâd gone home, spent weeks working through things at least enough to leave him a letter. He wasnât a bad guy, and the guilt she felt for slapping him was overwhelming. Heâd opened up to her recently, told her his dad had been abusive. And she slapped him? It was different, she knew, but still, Rebecca was incapable of not apologizing to him for any negative response he could have.Â
And as time went on, she couldnât go back to who she was before. Things had been irrevocably shifted by Rafael, and she began to be more hesitant with new people. Sheâd loved Rafael in a way she hadnât before, felt she understood him as she hadnât before. And she thought heâd understood her. The implication sheâd cheat so easily and make him feel like she knew Yelina had was enough to give her a wall she hadnât before.Â
After all, creating life changes you.
Al had been the first one to comment on it. After weeks on the phone with him in hysterics, sheâd started just saying she was fine. There had been dozens of phone calls to Rafael between Christmas and the new year, and heâd ignored each. She felt weak for how badly heâd managed to hurt her and how unable she was to find the beauty in it. Each night, sheâd try to sleep and see every moment theyâd spent together running through her mind like an old projector, flickering as it moved from the reel of Rafael in the three piece suit balancing coffee as he came to visit her while she prepped in July to the one of him begrudgingly joining her on a hike in the mountains.Â
Youâre not okay, Bec. Me and Rodney are worried about you.
Itâs nothing.
Itâs not nothing, okay?Â
Itâs nothing.
It took until Rafaelâs trial for Rebecca to drop the black and white image on Alâs desk, her name and six weeks, four days in small letters at the top and a fetal ultrasound visible. Al stared at it, finding the date and doing the math, the realization she was ten weeks along. He looked up at her with wide eyes, pulling her into a hug. As Al cooed sheâd be okay against her temple, promised to support whatever she did and murder Rafael if need be, she cried into his jacket. She didnât go back to her apartment for three days, instead staying in Al and Rodneyâs spare bed and avoiding the news. After Alâs encouragement, she emailed Rafael finally, calling the matter time sensitive, but she never heard back.
'Cause there we are again when I loved you so, back before you lost the one real thing you've ever known. It was rare. I was there. I remember it all too well.
It was easy, even three years after the last time she saw him, to transport herself to the seat beside his, and as she looked into his eyes where he stood on her stoop, the snow clinging to his beard and hair and the deep gray jacket, she wanted to cry because things werenât as easy as they were four and a half years before. Their daughter was born the August after he left, and Rebecca didnât know how to tell Rafael that what had changed was so cosmic. God had given her this little girl, now two and a half, eagerly waiting on Christmas eve the next night. The little girl who Rebecca had felt she was supposed to let know who her father was. She could recognize Rafael, though without the suits and with the beard, Rebecca thought there was a chance the little girl wouldnât know. It suddenly struck her how easily Catalina could get out of the toddler bed sheâd moved to, and the real possibility sheâd call down for water or a story at any moment.Â
Sheâd taken her to the same church she attended with Rafael, sat in the same pew. After giving birth, Rebecca had tried going by his apartment, finding it rented out and receiving the news he was in Iowa. Sheâd never met his mother, and Rebecca didnât want to approach anyone in case he wanted nothing to do with them. Al and Rodney had been a blessing, always eager to step in to babysit or give her the adult company she needed. Their daughter looked almost infuriatingly like her father, with expressive green eyes and thick dark hair. Sheâd also make the same faces as him from time to time. One of the pictures framed in the living room showed her with her mouth set in the same frustrated line as she rolled her eyes in a huff. Every reminder rubbed the wound open again, but sheâd gotten tougher.
Creating a life changes you.
âRafael, no one had ever hurt me like that.â He had the decency to look ashamed, maybe even more than he needed to, and shift his weight from foot to foot.Â
âI know. I was so afraid, Becca. I thought I loved Yelina. I didnât. I was forty-six, falling really, actually in love for the first time. I felt stupid and afraid, and I lost the only good thing I had. The only person who loved the fucked up, broken parts.â
âI was there, Rafael. I was calling. I even emailed.â
âYou emailed?â
âAfter the trial. About two weeks later.â
âDios mio,â he ran his hand over his face, letting out a low groan. âYou emailed my work email, didnât you?â
âItâs the only one you use.â
âI resigned the day I was found not guilty. Mi corazĂłn, I lost access that day.â
âYou never got my email?â
âNo. I ignored your calls, and that was stupid. But Iâd have taken any communication then.â
âWeâre going to need to talk about something then.â
âWho is he?â The way Rafael had resigned himself to the idea she moved on was something sheâd expected to feel hurt by. Instead, she saw his face free of anger. âBecca, I want you to be happy. If someone else could make you happy, Iâm glad.â
âRaf-â she could hear the slightest movement. It was ten oâclock and every night around this time, sheâd give Catalina a cup of water or lay with her until she slept again.Â
âOh god, youâre with someone else and heâs here? I can go. I just- I had to try.â
âNo. Thereâs no one else. Itâs just-â
âMama!â she heard echo down the stairs, and Rafaelâs eyes snapped to hers.
âMama?â he asked, and she opened the door to him finally.Â
âI have to get her back to sleep. Go sit at the dining table.â
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Sheâs the Alpha - Part One
Series Summary: Gen and Y/n have been together since they were in high school. Theyâre true mates. Only problem is that theyâre both female and are unable to satisfy the otherâs heat/rut. When Gen gets a job on Supernatural they meet Alpha Jensen and his Omega Jared.
Part Summary: By the time you turned 18 you have gone through two life changing events. The first being when you presented as an alpha. The second is when you found your omega.
Warnings: Y/n treated like an OC, cursing, bullying/harassment, homophobia, angst, fluff, abuse, hint at smut/intimacy, light girl on girl,
Reader: Alpha Female Reader
Pairings: Alpha Female Reader x Omega Genevieve, Eventual Alpha Jensen x Omega Jared x Alpha Female Reader x Omega Genevieve
Word Count: 5,662
A/n: Jensen and Jared wonât show up until the next part. This chapter is character background and a lot of Gen x Reader. Possibly a 15 part series!
Masterlist
Part Two
Presenting
The weeks prior to presenting were tense to say the least. You felt as if everyone was testing your patience, especially your twin brother, Ashton. You withdrew from your friends and family. The last thing you wanted was to get into screaming matches with your parents like Ash had been doing.
Despite the obvious signs, nobody expected you to present as an alpha. Female alphas are much rarer than male omegas. Although, presenting as an omega didnât seem likely either. You were stronger willed than the omegas your family interacted with. Becoming a beta is what was expected of you. Albeit, doing what was expected of you was never really your thing.
Frankly, you would rather be a beta than an alpha. Your family held alphaâs to a higher standard compared to betaâs and omegaâs. A standard you didnât care to be held to. To be honest, your family was ridiculous when it came to alphas.
However, all thoughts of an easy going beta life flew out the window on your 16th birthday. Finally, the moodiness and the short fuse you had recently acquired made sense.Â
To say that this complicated things is an understatement. Presenting as an alpha completely changed your world. One day you were the girl who remained unseen in the background. Now, youâre the girl trying to survive your alpha father and alpha brother. Three alphaâs under one roof is recipe for disaster.
Senior Year
âI cannot wait until I can pack up and leave this place in my rear view mirror,â Ash grumbles walking beside you down the road. The further the two of you walked from home the less weight seemed to be on your shoulders.
âYou need a car to have a rear view mirror,â You tease him while keeping a watchful eye on your younger siblings a little ways in front of you. Ash rolls his eyes and shoves his hands in his pockets. âAll I want is to get out of that damn house. I donât care where I go,â You comment with a small shrug.
It didnât matter if you moved into the house next door or in an apartment on the other side of the world. As long as you werenât under your parents roof, you would be happy. You craved independence. You craved separation from your parents. Yet you didnât want to be too far from your siblings but at the same time you didnât mind putting more distance between you and them.
âIâm not going to be able to listen to dadâs bullshit for very much longer,â You hum in agreement. You remember a time when your dad had been your hero. Now, you couldnât wait to get as far as possible from the man.
Your father made it his mission to make you and your brother the toughest alphaâs in town not only mentally but physically as well. Heâs even tried to make you both arrogant assholes, like typical alphaâs, with all his âalphaâs are above othersâ speeches.Â
There was also a point in time when your father had tried to pin you and your brother against each other. You hated to admit that it worked for almost an entire year before the two of you figured out that you were stronger when you had each others backs.
âWe just have to make it through graduation,â You tell him.
âYeah,â Ash scoffs. âAnother ten damn months,â
âNo one said it was gonna be easy,âÂ
A couple minutes later you were at the school. Your two younger siblings had dashed off but you didnât care. You made sure they got to school, your job was over.
The moment you entered the high school you sensed something was different. You didnât know what it was and tried to ignore the feeling but it was damn near impossible.
You caught yourself looking around as you and Ash walked to your lockers. You didnât know what you were looking for but assumed you would know when, or if, you found it.
âDo you know if anyone presented alpha recently?â You ask your brother.
âGod, I hope not,â Ash groans closing the door. âThe last thing we need is another damn alpha walking around,â
Thereâs three other alphas in your school, excluding you and your brother. One of the alphaâs, Julian, is chill and keeps to himself. The other two, however, are always competing for top dog. The last thing this school needed was yet another alpha to add into the mix.
âWhy do you ask?â Ash asks, the two of you walking to your first class.
âI donât know,â You sigh. âI just feel like somethingâs different,â Ash glances at you but doesnât say anything.
All throughout the day you felt on edge. Ash could pick up on your tenseness causing his own mood to turn more alert. It wasnât until the end of the day did you find the answer to why the both of you were so apprehensive.
You and Ash were at your lockers preparing to leave school. Ash was suggesting that you went to The Dutch, a local bar and grill. It had been a long and tense day, the last thing he wanted to do was go straight home where the environment is even more stressful.
You muttered a response not really listening to what he was saying. Ash talked 90% of the day, whether you were in class or not, and you had learned to tune him out. Instead of paying attention to Ash, your eyes were trained down the hall. In the corner stands a shorter girl with beautiful, long, dark hair. She had your complete attention from the moment you laid eyes on her.
Unfortunately, you werenât the only one with eyes on her. Andrew, one of the schools asshole alphaâs, had her in his sights. The moment he came into your eye sight you knew what he was planning. The thought of him even standing next to her angered you.
âY/n, where are you going?â Ashton questions when you suddenly walk away. You donât answer him. He grumbles but quickly follows after you. It wasnât until you got closer to the girl did you realize that sheâs an omega.
âIâm not interested,â She tells Andrew. You ignore the affect that her voice has on you.
âNot yet but I can change your mind,â
âWhat is it with you morons and not understanding the meaning of the word ânoâ?â You ask, gaining Andrewâs attention. He turns toward you. His eyes flicker from you to Ashton, whoâs standing behind you. âNo, means, no, asshole,â Andrew glares at you trying to be intimidating. However, you werenât intimidated by boys trying to be men.
âWhy donât you just move along?â Andrew suggests, wanting to continue talking to the omega but also wanting to avoid you and Ash. âIâm trying to have a conversation with her,â
âYouâre not exactly conversation material,â The girl speaks up. Your gaze, along with Andrewâs, returned to the smaller girl. She spoke to Andrew before her eyes flickered to you. The moment your eyes met, a small small comes to your lips. âThe last thing I want to do is lose IQ points,â She comments, looking back at Andrew. She adjusts her bookbag on her shoulders and tries to talk around him but he quickly grabs her arm. The smile that had come to your face quickly washed away when you saw Andrew grab her as roughly as he had.
His hand only held her arm for a fraction of a second before you had removed it. Your hand grabbed his wrist tight enough to leave a nasty bruise. You twisted his arm until he was forced to release her and slammed him against the lockers.Â
Andrew easily got out of your grip but before things could escalate Ashton jumps between the two of you. Ash knew you could handle yourself against Andrew but he also didnât want a fight breaking out. A fight would send you to the principle which would force your father to get involved which would end in a situation neither of you wanted to be in.
âJust walk away,â Ashton advices Andrew. âWe wouldnât want a repeat of Junior year, would we?â Andrew growls stepping forward but a teacher speaks up before anything could happen.
âLife would have been much simpler if I had just been a beta,â The girl whispers under her breath. You hummed in agreement. Your eyes glancing to her when youâre confident Andrew wasnât going to attack your brother. âThanks,â She says, looking up at you.
âYou look like you could handle yourself,â You tell her with a small smile. She blushes a bit which causes your heart to soar. The longer you stood beside her the less confident you became. Not many people made you nervous but this girl could make you weak to the knees with a single glance.
âGenevieve,â She introduces herself. She holds her hand out and you stare at it for a moment. Ash gives you a gently shove which snaps you out of your haze. Gen giggles a bit when you hand reaches out and grips her tightly. âBut you can call me Gen,â She giggles again when you shake her hand quickly.
âGen,â You whisper, smiling softly. âOh, uh, Y/n,â You stutter while releasing her hand with a blush. âThatâs uh... thatâs my name,â You hand brushes through your hair.
âI figured,â Gen continues to smile at you. âItâs nice to meet you,â
Date Night
âHow does this look?â You ask, your younger sister.Â
âLike youâre trying too hard,â Naomi comments, hanging upside down on the edge of your bed.
âReally? I think I look cute,â You say standing in front of you full length mirror. You were wearing a nice dress. Itâs the most feminine thing youâve worn in a long time.
âYouâre only going to the movies,â She tells you. âBesides, it doesnât really look like you. You should wear some leggings and that cute jacket you got last month,â
âIâm with Naomi on this,â Ash says, walking into your room. You sigh but give in knowing they were more corradiated than you.
âIf he coming to pick you up?â Naomi asks shifting onto her stomach when Ash sits beside her. You share a look with your twin.
âUh, no,â You shake your head. âIâm meeting them at the movies,â You say carefully.
Ash is the only one that knows you were going on a date with a girl. On top of that itâs an omega that had asked you out. You could only imagine the shit show that would happen if your father found out. He would go on and on about how you needed to be with a man. Once he got past that he would tell you how un-alpha-like it is to be asked out by an omega. You, being the alpha, were the one who was supposed to ask the omega out.
You knew your younger siblings wouldnât care but they also couldnât keep a secret. The only concern your mother would have is the fact that she wouldnât be able to satisfy your ruts and you wouldnât be able to satisfy her heats. It wouldnât be a problem now, or any time soon, but down the road you would need someone to help you.Â
You didnât ant to think about that right now. You just want to have fun with Gen. You liked her a lot. You could run your hands through her soft hair all day. She smelled as if she had come straight from heaven. Her skin also felt very smooth and perfect against yours.Â
From the moment you two met you had grown to be very close. You would stay close during school and after school you would be together at her home. Her family was much more relaxed and open than yours.
The two of you had been cuddling in her bed while watching your favorite movie when she asked you out on a date. It had caught you off guard but you accepted.
Almost everything Gen did caught you off guard, in a good way. She was so unlike any omega you had met. She was outgoing and blunt. She could hold her own and didnât need an alpha to cling too. She didnât need you but she wanted you. You tended to be on the more reserved side but being around Gen brought you out more.
âWhat movie are you seeing?â Naomi asked. You answered all her questions as you finished getting ready. Ash picked out your shoes while Naomi helped with your makeup. You didnât wear much makeup but a little bit to stand out.
âGood luck,â Ash says, helping you leave without being noticed by your parents. Your parents knew you were leaving but you didnât want to go through 20 questions with them.
âThank,â You smile at him before getting into your moms car and driving to the movies. You instantly found Gen. It was like there was this magnet on her that drew you to her. âYou look amazing,â You compliment. She wasnât wearing anything too fancy but it hugged her hips.
âThank you,â She says before inspecting your new jacket. You did a spin causing her to grin even wider. âAdorable,â She says kissing your cheek causing you to blush. She links your arms and pulls you to the ticket booth with a little hop in her step. There you insisted, and won, on buying the ticket. She ended up buying the popcorn before the two of you took your seats.
Throughout the movie the both of you shared small, yet intimate, touches. You would hold hands or rest your hand on her thigh. Eventually you wrapped an arm around her. The touches only got worse when the movie was over and you drove her home. Her mother had dropped her off allowing you the opportunity to spend more time with her.
âHey, Y/n?â Gen asks, glancing at you as you drive down the road. You hum sparing her a glance. âWhat happened junior year?â She asks.
âCan you be a little more specific?â You ask, with a small laugh. âJunior year was a long year,â
âAsh said something to Andrew about not wanting a repeat of Junior year... Remember?â Gen asks, your mind goes back to when you first noticed Gen. Gen and you have been in the same school for years but you didnât truly notice her until she presented. When she did present she ended up being an omega. Thereâs only 7 omegaâs in the school and of course she had caught Andrewâs attention.
âJunior year Ash, Andrew, and I were still pretty new at the whole alpha thing. Weâre still not perfect but junior year our emotions and instincts were all over the place. At that time Ash and I werenât talking. We were fighting constantly and it just wasnât a good time for us.â You begin to explain to her. âBeing an alpha our natural instinct is to be the alpha. Itâs an instinct my father did everything he could to amplify,â
âWhy?â Gen asks frowning her eyebrows. You let out a low sigh.
âMy father expects Ash and I to be the top alpha in everything we do. One of the problems with that is that feeding into our newly heightened instincts with other alphaâs under the same roof only causes disruption and chaos. The three of us were constantly at each others throats and when we went to school Ash and I were still going at it but we were also going at Andrew as well,â Gen slowly nods not completely understanding but wanting to hear the rest of it. âOne day Andrew and I came to blows. I think we were fighting over something like he had sat in my seat at the cafeteria.â You said not completely sure if that was true but it was close enough. âAnyways, Andrew is stronger and a better fighter, I didnât really have a chance but I gave it my all. Ash saw what was happening and he jumped into the fight. The two of us could just tell what the other was about to do and we worked together fluently. Kicked Andrewâs ass,â You smirk a bit. âWe not only asserted our dominance as head alphaâs in the high school but itâs the first time Ash and I started to mend our relationship and work together,â
âSo, now you and Ash are ok?â Gen asks. âYou two seem to get along great,â
âYeah, it took us a while to get to where we are now but now itâs just natural,â You shrug. âItâs like I have this sixth sense when it comes to Ash and him to me. Sure we have our competitive streaks but itâs all good natured,â Gen smiles at you and you glance at her. âDid I tell you that you look beautiful tonight?â You ask.
âMaybe once or twice,â Gen smiles widely. You smirk pulling into her driveway.
âI had a really great-â You said, turning your head towards her. The instant you looked at her, her lips were on yours. The two of you had yet to get out of the car and had to lean over the middle console.Â
Her lips were soft compared to your chapped ones. Her sweet scent seemed even more intense while kissing her. You wondered how she could get any more perfect.Â
âI had a great time too,â Gen whispers pulling back. âAnd you look just as beautiful,â She winks at you.
You didnât care what you had to do, you had to keep her. Youâd known her a little less than four months yet you were completely smitten. You were in this for the long haul.
Caught
âHi Gen!â Naomi shouts, when you and Gen enter the house. Gen barely greets her back before your little sister darts into the next room.
âOmi! Get back here, you little shit!â You other little sister, Haley, practically screams as she races after the youngest.
âCome on,â You place an innocent hand on Genâs back. You gently push her towards your room. The two of you have been together for a couple of months and have successfully kept it from your parents and younger siblings. Honestly, if Naomi wasnât so gullible, you would have been found out by now.
âAre your parents home?â Gen asks, you shake your head.
âNo, probably wonât be for a while,â You tell her. You shut the bedroom door behind you.
âGood,â Gen smiles turning to you. You match her grin and pull her close. âIâve been wanting to kiss you,âÂ
âNo ones stopping you,â You whisper leaning down to connect your lips to hers. Gen cups the back of your neck and presses her hand against you chest as she leans into you. You tighten your grip around her waist. âYou smell so good,â You whisper burying your head in her neck.
âCome on, we have to get started on this project,â Gen reminds you. You whine refusing to let her go. Gen laughs quietly and doesnât attempt to leave your snug embrace.
âWe can start tomorrow,â You whisper.
âOh, no, weâre not procrastinating on this,â Gen says wiggling away from you causing you to pout. âLetâs get this started and then we can cuddle,â
âYou drive a hard bargain,â You wink at her. Gen rolls her eyes and sits on your bed. You smirk and move in behind her. âAre you sure we canât start a little later?â You ask, brushing all of her hair to one side. âSurely, weâre smart enough to get it done in a little bit,â Gen tilts her head a bit as your lips lightly press against her skin. âYouâre certainly smart enough. Youâre a junior in a senior science class,â
âItâs not that impressive,â Gen whispers. âThereâs plenty of juniors in senior classes,â
âIâm lucky to be in the 12th grade, itâs impressive,â You tell her. âYouâre so smart,â You praise. âSo beautiful, kind and funny.. So talented,â Your lips travel up her neck as you hand gently grabs her chin. âSo mine,âÂ
âAlpha,â Gen whines causing you to growl and press your lips to hers. She falls back on the bed and you shift follow after her. Your entire focus was on her that you didnât even notice your father coming to your room to talk to you.
âY/n-â He barely gets your name out when he opens your door. Your head pulls away from Genâs quickly and snaps towards him. Both you and Gen tense. You father looks at you in shock but the shock quickly turns into anger. âWhat in the damn hell is going on here?!â He shouts.Â
You and Gen jump off the bed. Your protective instincts kick in and you stand in front of her. She grips the back of your shirt. Her distress only amplifies your protectiveness.Â
âI can explain-â You try to say but your father isnât in a listening mood. You watch as his face begins to glow red and his eyes narrow.
âThe fuck were you doing with her?!â Cyrus, your father, shouts. You knew that if you tried to lie it would only be worse. You had to come clean.
âI was kissing her... my girlfriend,â You add, quietly. A deep, threatening growl leaves his chest. Your hand reaches back to rest against Gen. The movement was not only to reassure you that she was behind you but an attempt to calm you down. Gen always had a calming affect on you but with your father radiating threatening vibes being calm is the last thing on your mind.
âGirlfriend?!â He shouts marching up to you. You growl back trying to warn him to stay back.
âYes, girlfriend!â You shout back not liking being threatened. âSheâs my girlfriend, my omega!â
âSheâs a girl! She cannot be your omega!â
âShe is,â You tell him clenching your fists. âI know sheâs my omega, my true mate.â You state with absolute certainty. You knew that same sex true mates arenât nonexistent but they certainly werenât heard of.
âA female alpha is never mated to an omega female! It doesnât work!âÂ
âIt does. We work.â You insist. âSheâs my girlfriend and Iâm not letting her go,â
âOh, yes you are. No daughter of mine will ever be with another girl! Youâre an alpha, you need to be with a beta or male omega.â
At this point your family is gathering in the doorway. Your two little sisters were poking their heads in but mainly hiding behind the wall in the hallway. Your father took intimidation and scary to a whole new level when heâs angry. Even your mother was using the wall as a hiding spot. Your brother, however, was standing in the center of the doorway ready to help defend you and Gen if need be.
âFuck who you think Iâm supposed to be with,â You spit. âI want to be with Gen and she wants to be with me,â You growled. âAnd Iâm not going to let you get in between us,â
âY/n!â Gen shouts when your father grabs you shirt, rips you away from Gen and pins you against the wall. You growl slamming your head into his and manage to shove him away. He doesnât go far but far enough for you to duck away and move from the wall.
âAlright, letâs just calm down!â Ash shouts getting between you and your father.
âStep down,â Cyrus, demands staring you twin brother down. Ash glares back fighting against the urge to move away. âI said, step down,â Cyrus snapped grabbing the back of Ashâs neck and tossing him to the side.
âHey!â You shout shoving him away from your brother.Â
However, tossing him from Ash made Cyrus get closer to Gen which you didnât like. You held your hand out and Gen instantly comes to your side. Her fingers intertwine with yours. Her arm hugs your arm while she steps a bit behind you.
âI love Gen,â You tell him as he regains his stability. âIâm going to stay with her for as long as sheâll have me. Thereâs nothing you can do,âÂ
Cyrus steps toward you and lashes out. Gen whimpers holding you tightly as a stinging pain comes to your cheek. Before he could do anything else Gen is moving in front of you. Sheâs trembling despite the strong look she tries to display. Your heart swells at her trying to protect you but you didnât want your father hurting her either.
âI wonât let you hurt her,â Gen whispers, pressing her back into your chest wanting to stay as far away from him but wanting to protect you as well. Cyrus is obviously taken back by Gen. Omegaâs arenât normally the ones protecting the alpha. In his eyes itâs just another disgraceful act while it only makes you fall more in love with her.
âYou either get rid of Gen or you leave,â He tells you. Your heart drops. You knew he would be made but you never expected him to give you this ultimatum. You didnât want to make the choice despite already know what you would choose.
âDad, please,â You whisper moving back in front of Gen. âI love her and I love this family, please donât make me choose,â You beg him. âIâm still your daughter, loving Gen doesnât change that,â
âThis is not how I raised you. This is not how an alpha is supposed to act.â Cyrus tells you. âThis is unacceptable and I will not have you disgracing this family. Get rid of Gen or move out,â Cyrus says. He stands there for a moment before pushing past you and into the hall.
âBaby,â Gen whispers, moving in front of you. Your zoned out eyes focus on her. âI donât want to get in between you and your family-â
âYou are my family,â You whisper. âYouâre my omega, I know you are,â You say confidently. âAm I your alpha?â You ask, trepidatiously.Â
âYes, you are,â Gen nods, caressing your cheek. Her eyes soften as she looks at your reddened cheek. âI just want you to be happy... I donât want to take you from them,â She nods towards your brother, sisters and mother.
âIâll talk to him, ok?â Molly, your mother, speaks up, coming up to you. You stare into Genâs eyes for a moment before turning to her. âYou are not disowned and you do not have to leave Gen,â Molly gives your girlfriend a smile.
âI donât think I can stay here mom,â You tell her. âEven if you do talk him down, things are only going to keep getting worse. Him and Ash are already to a boiling point, this is only going to push all of us over the edge. Iâm not staying,â
âI donât know how Iâm going to be able to stay either,â Ash growls.
âThereâs only a couple more months, just avoid him,â You advice him.
âEasier said than done,â Ash grumbles still seething at the fact that Cyrus had attacked you, again.
âIâll keep him from you, just donât leave yet,â Molly pleads hating the fact that her mate is chasing her children away. Ashâs face softens slightly towards his mother. He sighs but nods agreeing to stay just a little longer for her sake. âWhere will you go?â Molly asks, wanting to make sure you went somewhere safe.
âShe can come with me,â Gen says. You open your mouth to object but she doesnât let you. âMy mother adores you, so do my siblings. Theyâd love to have you around,â Knowing you needed somewhere to go, you agree.
âI love you,â Molly whispers, hugging you when you made your decision. âIâll talk to your father, you and Gen are always welcome here,â She promises.
Claiming
âHappy birthday, baby,â Gen whispers waking you up with her light kisses. You smile snuggling into her chest. She grins holding your larger figure the best she could.
âSkip school,â You mumble. âSpend the day with me,â Gen smiles kissing the top of your head.
You and Gen have been together for over a year. Youâve graduated high school while Gen is halfway through her senior year. The two of you lived in Genâs motherâs home. Youâve lived there since your father kicked you out.
Your mother stayed true to her word and talked to him. It took him months to even talk to you and even longer to invite you back. You never accepted his offer. The two of you had a very tense relationship and you didnât want to go back to living under his roof with his rules.
The second you and Ash graduated, Ash moved out. He moved out of the house and out of the state. You still talk daily but you hadnât seen him in a little bit. However, you felt happy knowing that heâs happy and much more relaxed.
While you would rather move out of this small town you were happy to be with Gen. Her mother and siblings absolutely adored you. Her two brothers were betaâs while her sister and mother were omegaâs.Â
Having you, an alpha, around brought a sense of peace to the household. Your presence comforted the other omegaâs. They felt more relaxed, more secure with you around than before you moved in. It didnât matter that you were only romantically involved with Gen, you were still an alpha and they were still omegaâs. Your presence comforted them in a way betaâs, like the brothers, couldnât quite understand.
It took a while to gain the brotherâs trusts but when they realized how much weight lifted off of their motherâs shoulders with your company and how you protective you were of the sisterâs you quickly gained their approval.
At your family home you were constantly fighting to be alpha. Here, however, you quickly earned the position of alpha when you gained their trust. Genâs mother still mothered her children but you looked after Genâs sister and helped pay the bills while making sure the other alphaâs left the family alone.
âYou, Y/n Y/l/n, are a very bad influence,â Gen whispers causing you to smirk.
âYou love it,â You breathed against her neck. Gen shivers feeling your hot breath against her cool skin making you grin even wider.
âI love you,â She whispers. You lift your head and look at her through hooded eyes.
âI love you too,â You whisper puckering your lips. She giggles.
âLazy,â She whispers, connecting your lips. âWe need to brush our teeth,â She murmurs against your lips.
âWe can be nasty together,â You whisper pushing her onto her back. Gen relaxes under you as your lips reconnect. Her moans encourage you to kiss her deeper.
âI want to be yours,â Gen whispers, you kiss down her neck towards her chest.
âYou are mine,â You say. âJust as Iâm yours,âÂ
âY/n,â She whispers. You lips gently pepper kisses down her chest. âY/n,â She says sternly.
âYes, baby?â You lift your head pinching your eyebrows at the serious look on her face.
âI want to be yours,â She stresses. It takes a moment for her words to sink in.
âMine?â You asks and she nods biting her lip. You lean over her and press your forehead against hers. âYou sure, baby? Thereâs no going back, no getting rid of me,â You remind her. Gen smiles gently caressing the side of your face.
She knew that ever since your father completely turned his back to you that you had developed a fear of abandonment, a fear of people pretending to want you only to change their minds. You didnât want to trap Gen with you. You worried that down the road she wouldnât want you and if you claimed her she wouldnât be able to leave causing her to be unhappy. Itâs the main reason you hadnât claimed her yet.
âI love you. I want you, no one else. Please, alpha,â You eyes darken and a low growl comes from your chest. She begins to whine amplifying her scent. Your head ducks down to her neck. You breath in her sweet smell. âPlease, mark me, Alpha. Please,â She begs slowly breaking your resolve. âI want to be yours, completely and forever. I donât want no one else,â You could sense her desperation begin to rise.
âShh, omega, Iâve got you,â You whisper, trying to soothe her. âIâll mark you, Iâll make you mine forever,â Gen smiles, slowly relaxing. âOnly if you mark me, as well,â Genâs eyes widen.
âAre you sure?â She whispers, you nod pressing a gentle kiss to her forehead.
â100%... If youâre going to be mine and bare my mark, I want to be yours with your mark,â Gen slowly grins and nods.
âOk,â She whispers. You grin and press your lips to hers.
âYouâre perfect, Genevieve,â You whisper, moving your lips back to her neck. âEverything I could ever want,â Gen smiles, pulling your shirt over your head.
âAlpha, please, I need you,â She whines, clawing at your back.
âIâm right here, âmega... Iâm right here,â You whisper, soothingly.
âMark me, please,â She begs.
âPatience,â You whispers, a smirk on your lips. Your hands unclothe her before your eyes memorize every inch of her body. You couldnât believe the woman in underneath you is going to be yours forever. Gen smiles, a light blush on her cheeks and her teeth chewing her lower lip.
âAlpha,â She whines, pulling you close. âPlease,â You gently begin peppering her neck. You can feel her heartrate skyrocketing and her breathing escalate.Â
âYouâre gonna be all mine, baby girl,â You whisper nipping at her neck.
âPlease,â She whimpers pressing her neck against your lips. She gasps, your teeth dig into her neck. âAlpha,â She cries.
âAll mine,â
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"Did he just call her Poopsie?â
seokjin x reader (or oc) genre:Â crack; fluff word count: 1.5K
a/n: Ok lovelies, this has to be the most random, stupidest, most crackhead piece of writing I have ever posted to this blog, and for that, I apologize lmao. Jimin criticizes the long term Jin couple for their lack of pet names and they go off and yeah, this is what happened. This fic features all the members!!!! Basically, this is what you get when I write some dumbass shit and have Mads read over it, only for it to spark some more dumbassery from her. We share one braincell, and it shows in this fic. Anyways, thanks for reading and I hope you enjoy lol :))
JUST as you got to the dorm you found Taehyung entering through the door, turning his head to spot you just before he disappeared into his home. âHey!â He shouted happily at you, holding the door open for you.
âHi,â you greeted, âwhere are you getting home from?â You asked snoopily with a smirk, fully aware he had started dating his best friend recently and was still very much in the honeymoon phase. Instead of answering you, he gave you a beaming grin with a bashful chuckle and you simply smiled back as he shut the door. âCuties,â you whispered, Tae bumping you with his shoulder as he led you into the dorm.
Walking past the kitchen, you both spotted your boyfriend cooking away as Jimin sat at the counter reading something off his phone.
Jin looked up to see you, a smile spreading across his face. âPumpkin butt!â He greeted you excitedly. Pumpkin butt?
You smiled, shooting him a questioningly look. âHi?â You gave a small laugh, walking toward him and kissing his cheek when you reached him. âCan I help you with something?â You asked, looking at the pan that was full of sizzling vegetables and meat.
âHmmm,â he thought out loud, exaggerating the sound. âYou could get me some sesame seeds from the spice cupboard, Angel Face.â
Again, Angel Face? You looked at him in confusion, scrunching your eyebrows, and just as you were about to ask what the hell he was doing, Jimin spoke up, looking at Jin with an annoyed expression.
âEw,â Jimin complained. âI know what youâre doing, I already apologized for meddling into your relationship, can you stop before I lose my appetite?â
Looking between the two men, and then to Tae, you found that the younger man was just as confused as you.
âWhat am I doing?â Jin asked with a smile. âIâm just happy to see my Sugar Plum.â Sugar Plum? Looking toward you, Jin noted the confusion in your features and leaned forward, pressing a sweet kiss to your lips. âYou see,â he started to explain. âJimin was concerned about the state of our relationship because he never hears us use pet names for each other.â
Realizing what your boyfriend was doing, you had to hold back your growing smile. âOhhh, is that so?â You asked before looking toward Jimin with a smirk before making your way to the spice cupboard. âPookie Bear, you need sesame seeds, right?â
A massive grin spread across Jinâs face in response to you playing along. âThatâs right, Sugar Pie.â You snuck a look at the younger boys sitting at the counter, taking note of Jimin slowly shaking his head as Tae sat there grinning at you and Jin, thoroughly amused.
âYou know, Sesame Seed is a good pet name,â you noted, handing your boyfriend the little bottle.
âIs it?â He asked with a chuckle, unable to hold back his amusement. You shrugged, Jin nodding. âWell when has my little Sesame Seed ever been wrong before?â
âWhy are you two like this?â Jimin interrupted, sending Taehyung into giggles.
âLike what?â You asked.
âYeah, we just want to show you our cute affectionate side,â Jin added. âIsnât that right, Miss Sweetums McGee?â He directed to you, and you found yourself having to hold back a laugh and also a look of disgust at the horrible pet name.
âThatâs right, Mr⊠Sweetums McGee, was it?â You asked Jin, only for him to let out a squeaky laugh.
âYeah, I think that was it,â he nodded.
âA great one,â you nodded back, giggling.
âYou guys are so annoying, all I was saying is that itâs weird you donât have pet names, youâre a couple,â Jimin complained with a sigh and a shake of his head.
You shot Jimin a glare as Jin scoffed. âLike Dear is such a great pet name? Dear whom?â Jin asked with wide eyes, you holding back a smile as you agreed. At that moment, the remaining four members entered the room, all looking at the scene in front of them with confused expressions.
âYeah, are you writing a monologue every time you address your girlfriend? Writing letters?â You added sassily.
âYeah,â Jin exclaimed. âCertified cringe!â
Turning to your boyfriend, you yelled out another âyeah!â just as you high fived.
Jimin was staring at you both trying to make sense of what was happening as Tae was cackling beside him.
âWhat the hell is going on?â Namjoon asked you all, only for you and Jin to stare at him.
âI donât even know anymore,â Jimin spoke with a head shake, still in shock.
Tae controlled his laughter enough to explain, âJimin was criticizing them for not having pet names so now theyâre messing with him.â Namjoon looked from person to person, confusion still etched into his features as Yoongi chuckled.
âI mean, it is kind of weird that you donât have pet names, even I do,â he said nonchalantly, walking toward the fridge.
âYou wanna talk about weird,â you interjected, making Yoongi turn to look at you in surprise. âKid?â Yoongiâs eyebrows raised and shot you an expectant look. You and Jin looked at each other pulling mirroring disgusted expressions, your faces scrunched up.
âYeah, isnât that a bit creepy?â Jin asked, looking back to Yoongi, the members all snickering. âPower play?â
âYou donât need to air your kinks out like that, do you?â You added, Jungkook letting out a loud cackle across the room.
âWhat the fuck?â Yoongi mumbled in confusion, looking to the members for help, only to find them all laughing.
âCertified Cringe!â You yelled, Jin high fiving you.
âYou know what,â you continued on, âspeaking of airing out kinks, Taehyung,â you started in, Taehyungâs eyes popping open as he pointed to himself. âDriver roll up the partition, fast?â Taehyung stared at you blankly as you asked, âDo you like to call her Peaches when you get that nasty?â
Taehyung let out a laugh through his nose as Jin looked at you in confusion. âWait, what?â
âBeyoncĂ©,â you told him, your boyfriend letting out an âohhhhâ in realization.
âYeah, so cringe,â Jin told Taehyung. âAnd how cringe it is, Cherries?â Jin asked you, simultaneously parodying Taeâs pet name for his girlfriend.
âUm Iâd say itâs certified,â you told him.
âCertified Cringe!â You yelled together, giving each other another high five.
Scanning the members, you locked eyes with Namjoon and his smile fell. âDaisy?â
âFive dollar romance novel vibes,â Jin suddenly said.
Raising an arm up, you pretended to drop a mic, saying, âboom.â
âCertified cringe!â Jin added, both of you high fiving before turning to your next victim as Namjoon looked around as if he had no idea where he even was.
âOh Hobi,â you started, Jin shaking his head with a small smile. âSweet Hobi.â
âPetal?â Jin posed, as you both shook your heads before looking at each other, waiting for the other to come up with something.
âPetal,â you repeated, inhaling as your mind tried to come up with a good burn. âOk thatâs actually really cute,â you admitted.
âYeah it is,â Jin agreed as Hoseok beamed in amusement. âBut itâs still cringe!â
âYeah, certified cringe!â You yelled, high fiving your boyfriend once again.
âAnd you,â you shot a look at that bratty maknae who spent so very much of his time teasing you. âI wouldnât be calling your girlfriend âHollyâ too much in public,â you started.
âTalk about airing your weird kinks out to everyone,â Jin added on. âLeave that to Yoongi.â
âWait, what kink?â Jungkook asked, thoroughly confused.
âPeople might think youâre talking about Min Holly,â you informed him, Jungkook eyes going wide as he shot a look to Yoongi.
âHey, hey, hey, leave my dog out of this shit,â he complained with a pout.
âI think itâs safe to say the name Holly is certified cringe!â Jin yelled out, ignoring Yoongi.
You high fived the man again before adding, âdisgusting.â
With all of the members standing around looking from each other to you and your boyfriend, Jin simply tossed the contents of the frying pan into a bowl and grabbed your hand. âCome on, Poopsie, letâs go eat.â
You looked to the ground as you laughed at the ridiculous pet name, making a mental note to tell him to never call you Poopsie again as you followed him out of the kitchen to his bedroom, leaving the other six men standing there in silence.
âDid he just call her Poopsie?â Yoongi asked, Taehyung and Hoseok laughing amusedly.
âWhatâs wrong with Daisy?â Namjoon asked in utter confusion, as Jungkook stared off into space, surely rethinking Holly as a pet name.
âTheyâre going to criticize me for the name Kid when heâs calling her Poopsie?â Yoongi continued to complain.
Jimin stood up, looking at the empty frying pan before huffing. âThey didnât even leave any food,â he mumbled before heading out of the kitchen, the comment knocking Jungkook out of his daze.
âThey didnât?â He asked, stepping toward the stove to see the empty pan for himself. âThatâs the whole reason I even came out here,â he pouted. The other guys looked at their youngest member for a moment before Namjoon and Taehyung left the room, leaving Yoongi, Jungkook, and Hoseok in the kitchen looking at each other.
âWell they said âPetalâ is cute,â Hoseok boasted with a grin.
Jungkook let out a sigh as Yoongi shook his head and opened the fridge. âHobi,â Yoongi spoke as he looked for his leftovers. âPlease shut up.â
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passions & propriety - regency-era romance
Hello there! I go by Kleio; Iâm 24 years old, and I have been writing on and off for the last 10+ years of my life. I recently moved from the US to Russia, and I am eager to get back into the familiarity of writing, as everything else around me is quite foreign. Iâm really in the mood to get a historical romance going. Regency-era plots are my lifeblood, and I have a couple of OCs Iâd like to dust off. Currently, Iâm looking to explore the following tropes: enemies to lovers, love triangles, arranged marriage (or fake relationships), and so much more. Iâd love to elaborate more on some of my characters and ideas, but I find that the best plots are formed with collaboration. So, if any of this sounds interesting to you, feel free to drop me a line and I will shower you with details. While I am looking to write principally from a female perspective, I am a huge fan of developing a wide cast of characters (some more prominent in the story than others), and some of the voices I pick up will undoubtedly be male. Iâd prefer to write opposite someone with a similar outlook on this as myself, because I find it fosters a lot of richness and creative potential in the story. Now, a bit more about me as a writer and what Iâm looking for in a partner â I love character driven stories, rife with emotional conflict and drama. I tend to write in the multi-para/novella style, but I try to tailor my response length to the situation (smaller replies when partaking in fast paced dialogue), but sometimes I do get carried away. Typically, my post length is anywhere from 400-2k+ words, but I never expect anyone to match my length. As long as youâre pushing the story forward, and can put up with the occasional tangent from me, thatâs all I care about. I also prefer to write via email threads or Google Docs â something of that nature. Anything with character/word limits doesnât really jive with me. In terms of availability â generally, I try to shoot for at least 1 response per week. I am a huge proponent of the âreal life firstâ model of roleplaying. This is a story I would like to invest in over the long-term, and sometimes life just gets in the way. Real life always comes first, and I will never hound you for a response. Burn out is a real thing, and Iâd like to avoid putting undue pressure on my fellow collaborator. With that said, I just broke my ankle and wonât be able to walk for the next 4 weeks, so as it stands â I have a lot of free time. (No pun intended.) Oh! Before I forget â I am only interested in writing with people 18 or older. I think thatâs all from me! Feel free to drop me a line with a writing sample ([email protected]) if any of this piques your interest. Iâll send you a sample of my own, and then we can get to plotting! Thank you for your time!
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Youâre in all my dreams.
Fandom: Bleach
Characters: Karin Kurosaki, Toushirou Hitsugaya, Momo Hinamori, OC- Mae Izumi
Pairings: HitsuKarin
Words: 2.2k
Summary: Shinigami!Karin AU. For HitsuKarin Week 2021. WARNINGS- mentions of suicide, dysfunctional families; Karin graduates Shin'ou and shares her dreams with Toushirou.
AO3
For the last six years, Karin dreamed of the day sheâd graduating from cadet to officer and don the shihakusho like everyone she ever admired.
It was an anxious future filled with wonder and promise she never knew back in the World of the Living. Going from cadet to captain of a small force was going to be quite the culture shock, perhaps even more than the cold water of the river where she drowned. But she made it, and it made her much more confident in her ability. Officers were chosen from a pool of graduates and turnover was infrequent since few officers passed away in peacetime. It made competition fierce and even rarer that a graduate obtained a seated position out of the gate.
She was equal parts nervous and excited. For the time being, all Karin wanted to do was enjoy the graduation bonfire.
Mae toppled onto the log, sloshing rice wine onto Karinâs lap. She laughed. âIâm sorry! Iâm sooo hammered.â
âNo worries. I think Iâve puked on you more times than youâve spilled on me.â
âIndeed, we swapped roles tonight.â Mae tapped Karinâs nose. âTonight, of all nights, you choose to be reserved. Why?â
Karin hummed and swirled beer. âIâm nervous, I think.â
âItâs a big change.â Mae looked over the crowd. âWhere are Hinamori-fukutaichou and Hitsugaya-taichou? I expected them, of all people, to be here.â
Karinâs reikaku grazed the crowd. Momo was there, just chaperoning. Keeping firelight between bodies like a puritan. Perhaps rightfully so. They were the new faces of the Seireitei. It was better not to romp in the woods right over poison ivy before recruitment day. Pussy itch was a different kind of awful. The kind of awful where Karin, who was once impaled, ended up curling up on the floor crying while Izuru healed her crotch and Shuuhei and Renji laughed in the next room.
The crowd parted for Momo like river water around stones. She stopped before Karin, and Karin smiled at her mentor. âHi, Momo-senpai.â
Mae nodded. "Hinamori-sama."
"Izumi-chan, I hope you're enjoying the festivities."
"Oddly enough. It's strange letting loose⊠but I see where Karin-chan's alcoholism comes from. Dancing while intoxicated is liberating."
"Indeed." Nonetheless, Momo cocked her head and curiously looked over Karin. Karin knew the jig was up from there. She and Ryuuji were normally in the center of the action, and Karin hadn't so much as howled or toasted once that evening.
âLeave us, Izumi-chan.â
Mae managed to right herself and bowed to excuse herself. Gracefully, Momo took a seat beside Karin as she cursed internally. She didn't want to talk about it, but Momo always dragged out her bad feelings and laid them in the open.
âItâs odd youâre not out enjoying the festivities. This is your⊠thing.â
âItâs just really hitting me that Iâm going to be a shinigami,â Karin told Momo. âIâve been working toward this goal for six years. What do I do from here?â
Momo laughed. âSix years is a blink of an eye for the majority of us.â She held Karinâs shoulders. âThere will be plenty to do, Karin-chan.â
âI canât believe weâre all in a squad just after graduation, though.â
âWho? Izumi and Kawashima?â Karin hummed affirmatively in response to Momo, who then grinned. âBelieve it or not, Iba-taichou wanted Watanabe. I think Watanabe is in for a reality check.â
âYou are far too happy over that.â Karin couldnât help but share Momoâs thrill, however. Chousuke Watanabe was a thorn in her side for six years, being her friend Ryuujiâs tormentor. Tetsuzaemon would straighten him out. The very picture of manhood and chivalry according to Momo. It was far too rewarding imagining Chousuke getting reamed by a six-foot wall of meat and battle scars.
"Bias is something I never shied away from. It's been a driving force in my life, for better or worse." Momo kissed Karin's forehead. "For best, in your case. You've been family since the moment I laid eyes on you, Karin-chan. My own in many ways. Every obstacle you've faced, you've overcome, and are better for it. I am so proud of how far you've come, and I'm so glad to have played a part in it."
Karin smiled bashfully. At least she had Momo.
Momo lovingly jostled Karin. There it was. Momo buttered up Karin just enough and was about to get her to bust open a can of worms. "What's on your mind?"
"I just⊠I thought Toushirou would be here. I haven't seen him all day today."
"I'm not supposed to tell you, but," Momo whispered, grinning, "he's preparing something special. Be patient."
Her heart pattered. "Oh." Of course he was. She was a little ashamed that hadn't occurred to her earlier as if they hadn't developed years of trust and affection, or at least a solid friendship. Nonetheless, Momo stroked Karin's hair, reminding her she was only human, that something so little wouldn't ruin everything.
Speaking of⊠Karin picked up on a familiar, icy reiatsu approaching. It was Toushirou, still in uniform. She smiled and Momo tapped her on her nose.
"See?"
"Not yet, but he's coming." Momo only rolled her eyes in response to Karin's lame joke.
"I'll leave you now. Enjoy your night, Karin-chan."
"Thanks, Senpai. I love you."
"And I love you."
Toushirou was still in uniform with his hands tucked into his sleeves. As he passed, Karin's fellow cadets parted and bowed to him. He ignored the attention, however, instead sporting a smile as he found Karin on her log.
He'd undergone hormone therapy in recent years to trigger a growth spurt. And he'd grown up to be a handsome young man, with looks rivaling stars in the World of the Living with access to renowned surgeons.
"I hope you've been enjoying yourself," he said. He took a seat next to her. He smelled like flowers. "I never attended these things, truthfully."
"Did you want to try dancing?" Karin asked.
"Well⊠I don't know," he said. Toushirou pulled a modest bouquet of daffodils from his sleeve, tied off with a turquoise ribbon. "It's not a big gift, I know, but I hope it reminds you that you're always welcome in juubantai."
Gingerly, Karin took his bouquet and smelled them. They smelled like spring. "I love them," she said. "Thank you."
She pressed a kiss against Toushirou's cheek, and he happily hummed. "I'm glad you like them. It's hard buying gifts for you."
"As if."
"It's true," he replied. "All Matsumoto wants is a day off, Hinamori loves spices and tobacco, and the boys are happy with some sake. You, on the other hand, easily get your hands on sake and tobacco, and hate downtime." Toushirou crossed his legs. "I should've consulted my sister."
Karin frowned. "But I like themâŠ"
"The flowers? But they're such a lazy gift," he scoffed.
"I like everything you give me." She smiled. "Really, thank you. I love them."
He laughed bashfully. "Well, I'm glad."
Together they sat amid drums and singing and firelight, swaying with it, until Toushirou asked, "I don't want to take you from your friends, but Iâm not enjoying myself here. Do you mind going elsewhere?"
"We can leave," Karin said. "Where do you want to go?"
"Someplace quiet where we can see the stars."
Her cheeks were warm at the idea. How romantic.
Karin bashfully followed behind Toushirou, holding his hand as he guided her away from the bonfire. When it was dark, he illuminated the way with kidou, assured in every step. A gorgeous man. He'd grown into his looks. His cheekbones were high, his shoulders broad. She could swoon until early morning over his handsome shape.
Up a hill, through a grove, and up a steep path, until they reached the peak of a sheer cliff. The stars above looked like a river of life. They didn't twinkle but were a steady pathway carved in the sky. Karin fell onto the grass and marveled. "Wow. When did you find this, Toushirou?"
"Not long ago. I wouldn't keep this from you  without a good reason." He smiled at her. Sitting, he said, "Do you like it?"
"Yes!" Karin nigh tackled Toushirou and kissed his cheek. "It's beautiful."
"I should've brought wine."
"This is perfect." Karin laid her head on Toushirou's shoulder. Together they stared into the stars. She searched for constellations but found none she recognized. "Do you think the World of the Living and the Soul Society have different stars?" she asked.
"I'm not sure. No one spends time looking up in the Soul Society. Those who do, don't seem to have the technology contributing to significant findings," Toushirou replied. "I'm not much of an astronomer either."
"You're a man of the law."
He laughed bashfully. "Aye."
Karin drew pictures in the stars herself. Birds, men, kitchenware, like she remembered from her human life not so long ago. Six years was nothing compared to how long her peers lived, was it? Not Momo, who was approaching a century and a half. Not even Toushirou, well into his seventies by that point. But Karin couldnât remember the names of the stars or where to find them in the sky. How much longer did she have until she overwrote their patterns with other things? How much longer until her sad mortal history was forgotten in a sea of everything else?
There werenât immediate answers to her questions, but Karin was fine with that. She said, "I remember hoping a rope would drop from the sky and drag me by the neck. Put me out of my misery."
"Understandable," Toushirou replied.
"I'm so much happier here. It's not always easy, but..."
"Slow and steady?"
"Yeah. Slow and steady wins the race. And I'm glad to be with you for it."
"So," Toushirou said, "no more sky-ropes to hang you until you're dead?"
She giggled. "Not anymore. I don't fancy myself a pirate, anyway."
He hummed. "I had a dream some time ago. Similar to yours... although I remember it being less grizzly," Toushirou confessed. She pulled her gaze from the starlight and saw him cloaked in darkness. Still, his eyes shined with wonder. Adoration. "A dream that assured me you're the love of my life."
"Go on," she said.
"I was being puppeteered by the sky. Dragged around day in and day out. And I saw the strings on you, into the sky as far as my eyes could see. And yet despite time, and fate, and all the horridness that plagued life for some time, we fought to be together." He clasped her hand. "Our strings became tangled and pink like cherry blossoms in spring. Like sunset. And... and I never want those strings freed." His blue-green eyes met hers. They made her melt like her body was hot wax in a leather bag. "I want to spend the rest of my life with you, Karin."
It felt like forever before she caught her breath. She asked, "Are you proposing?"
"If that's all it takes to spend the rest of my life by your side, and you at my side, I'll fetch a ring now. Propose properly in front of as many people as you like.â
Karin giggled. Picturing Toushirou hopping onto a bar counter, sake raised high, and screaming how deeply he was in love with Karin to their loved ones and peers, was quite a sight to behold! Yet, as anxious as he was to do so, she replied with, "Not at all. But let's make plans down the road. When I'm settled in."
"Of course." Toushirou sighed happily. They kissed. "I'm so in love with you, Karin."
"And I love you."
"I could stay here forever."
Karin hummed. âWe have forever to do thatâŠâ
He turned to meet her gaze. âBut?â
âI want to do more.â She sat up. âWe work because weâre more than just lovers. Weâre friends, confidants, partners. Warriors and artists and scholars.â
âOf course,â he agreed, propping himself on his palm.
âI want to be married, and I want forever with you, as much as I want-â
Toushirou said, completing Karinâs statement, âMore.â He held her hand then. âItâs one of the reasons I love you. My recruitment was necessary. Yours is nothing but-â
âDesire.â She gazed into the stars, searching for divination in the blanket covering a slowly rotating plane.
âThen what more do you want?â
âTo give justice and safety to those who have been and yet to be hurt. No one should suffer as I, and we have. I want to tear down the caste system here. Hold nobility responsible for their actions and give power back to the people, and eradicate the symbols of fascism and cruelty. I want to reconnect families. To make the Rukongai safe, so no oneâs starving or resorting to crime to survive. AndâŠâ Karin turned to Toushirou, her breath stilling as she saw his eyes swimming with adoration. âAnd I want to mold the next generation to dream as I now dream, and to better the world. And I want to do all of it with you beside me, Toushirou. As equals.â
Toushirou cupped her cheek. He kissed her, and she held his sleeve. âLetâs do it. Together,â he said. Their foreheads touched. âTogether always.â
#bleach#shinigami karin au#hitsukarin#hitsukarinweek2021#karin kurosaki#toshiro hitsugaya#momo hinamori#oc: mae izumi
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When the Eagle meets the Dawn part 1
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Hey hey hey >:3 Today I am here to present a short piece of Ulla x Haskell, Ulla belongs to my good friend @lyranova recently weâve been having some chats about our oc ships and somebody chipped in and said Ulla x Haskell would be a god ship. So Iâm guessing this is where itâs at T^T I promise to continue to work hard (ïœ_ÂŽ)ăă
Tonight wasnât a night of partying or slumber.
Instead it was a night of filling forms, signing papers, going through new turned-in commissions and analysing their captains data throughout their week.
Often this doesnât happen, however after a miscalculation within one of the captains formsâŠ.not gonna mention whoâŠâŠ
All the vice captains were asked to each go through every piece of paper their captains quill touched. Bleh, they all found it bothersome to say the least.
One birdie flew to another vice captain, thus the same birdie went to a different vice captain, and the same birdie again visited a different vice captain that led to all of them gathering in a meeting room down the corridor to where the captains occasionally held their meetings.
Taking a seat around a round table they kept their heads lowered and their noses stuck into their business.
Ulla Lunettes, current vice captain of the Golden Dawn, tried her very best to concentrate but couldnât help herself but to constantly lay her eyes on a slumbering star mage.
Her cheeks felt a warmth blossoming, noticing her glasses falling off she pushed them back up thatâs when Xerx LĂŒgner grew tired of the drool escaping Haskellâs lips and slapped his nape.
âAs the vice captain of the Silver Eagles, better yet the son of the current captain shouldnât you be more dilligent to tasks as such a these?!â
His menacing tone almost made Ulla shake.
âScram LĂŒgner.â
Laughter broke out throughout the entire room except from Haskell and Xerx, who at the time didnât look so pleased at his straightforward response
âBeg your pardon?â
One of his luminous eyes starred at Xerx as his head continued to rest on the table. Xerx didnât expect to feel a sudden shock, why was this like he was starring into his soul?!
âOh who am I kidding? I only got one more paper to sign anywaysâŠ.â He grumbled to himself as he turned away to lower his head. That was the reaction Haskell expected, shutting his eye going back into dreamland.
âI really do ponder. What made vice captain Xerx look so nervous earlier?â Ulla thought, now her head resting on top of her hands, cheeks now in full blossom.
âNo! This isnât suppose to be the time to be zoning out! Captain Alistar signs more papers than any other captain! Meaning I have more work laid out for me! Get it together Ulla!â
Not noticing how hard she slapped herself, two red handprints marked either cheek.
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More time had passed and by every hour one of them had finished.
Xerx, Nacht everyone had left, well, except for the silver eagles vice captain and the golden dawn vice captain.
Ulla promised herself every time she would even look at Haskell she had to slap herself. Her face turning red and swell unsure if she could bear this promise anytime soon.
Placing another paper on the pile her eyes drifted to Haskell.
Was this becoming muscle memory to her?!
Taking a deep breath in as she was about to slap herself again she didnât expect someone suddenly gripping her wrist. The amount of fright she felt was enough for her to fall off her chair.
Her vision went blurry. Did she hurt her head that badly? Or were her glasses missing?! Squirming all over the place her hand suddenly brushed over another persons hand. Cocking her body back she heard a soft giggle coming from above. Hesitantly taking her hand out he grabbed on and began to lift her back onto her feet.
âT-Thank you so much! Iâm so sorry I can really be a klutz when IâŠ.â
The words drifted when Ulla finally came to terms to who this person was as they stood there with hands near her face putting her glasses back on for her.
Goodness how many times will she have to slap herself now?
âEverything splendid Ms Ulla?â
âWhy does he sound like heâs being amussed by my antics?!â
Despite her mind and heart racing she knew she couldnât leave him hanging like that.
âI um, I- itâsâŠ.uhâŠhibiyo?â
She wanted to punch herself so hard right nowâŠ
It took a moment of silence to process but when he eventually did Haskell began to giggle again, this time covering his mouth.
âSay how about we go onto the balcony and take a breather, while admiring the night skyâ
That heart warming giggle laced throughout his entire sentence.
Ulla had mixed feelings. On one hand she wouldâve love to go out and spend time with him out on the balacony. But on the other she wanted to curl into a corner and cry, she made a fool out of herself infront of Haskell, sheâs known the mountain of pretty women heâs been with, after all he is one of the highest ranking bachelors in the kingdom! Better yet a womaniser, she wouldnât be surprised if heâs only playing with her feelings.
Those tears she felt rising slowly swelled down when that warmth she had felt before wrapped itself around her hand. Being pulled along she had come to the realisation how small her hand was around HaskellsâŠshe felt charmed by that somehow.
Stepping outside she never expected the night sky to be so enchanting as this.
#black clover#white clover#Lyraâs oc#Ulla Lunettes#Side stories#Haskell Silva#white clover: black clover next generations#not my best writing#but I promise to work harder next time!
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I recently found you through all of your silverv posts (which are amazing by the way!) and I was wondering, how does Aidan handle not being able to hear Johnny in her head after they seperate and get him his own body (because yes it's canon, we don't accept any other endings here). I imagine it would be hard for her as she got used to not having to use her hearing aids to hear him.
Ahhhhhh!!!!! Thank you so much for enjoying my posts and also thank you so much for asking about my V, I often worry a lot I bring Aidan up too much in response to things because I have absolute brainrot for my oc babies. So, thank you so much for giving me excuse.Â
But in regards to that; Aidan hates it and she hates that she hates it. For so much of her life, silence was her comfort. Despite all losing her hearing put her through when it comes to her Nomad âfamilyâ, it gifted her this way to shut the world out when it becomes too much. It gave her a wall she could always put up when she was tired of the world and the people in it. She didnât have hearing aids for years following the loss of her hearing and the first time she was given them and put them in; she cried and ripped them out, because the world was too fucking loud. Even as sheâs gotten use to them, she maintains them on low volume. The world has always had a mute button and volume control, which she likes. Her deafness isolated and othered her among her clan, but she learned to use it to grant herself peace as well. She prefers more often than not to be without them, nothing better after a long day of bullshit, to put the world on mute and to be left to her own silent little world.Â
Then Johnny comes in and he gets through that, barges his way into her peace and destroys the silence of her little world. The one person she canât mute and heâs also someone who never shuts up. And in the early stages, even past his initial...first impression, he is at times entirely too much. And it feels as if something has been taken from her (and tbf a lot has been taken from her) her peace, her tranquility, her little quiet world where she could just breathe and be is gone because this stupid yelling old man had to set up shop in her brain.Â
But time goes on, communication gets better, relationship gets better, Johnny starts to grow, she starts to grow and heâs no longer an intruder in her little world but apart of it. Itâs now their little word where only they exist, they only hear one another, only communicate with one another, just them, a world no one else can really intrude on. And that becomes her new sense of peace and comfort, Johnny does (Though sheâd never word it that way, cause it sounds needy and dependent and lovey dovey, but heâs become her comfort and peace)Â
And then everything changes, as it so often does, and woohoo everythingâs fixed, but now Johnnyâs voice is something she canât hear no matter what anymore. And she hates it so much, because now sheâs forced to hear everything else always if she also wants to hear Johnny and she always wants to hear Johnny. Now that she wants to hear him, no matter what, she canât. It hardly seems fair. And she hates how needy and desperate and clingy it sounds, but god the world doesnât feel right when she canât hear him. The first time he talks to her afterwards and she has hearing aids out, she realizes she canât hear him, she nearly wants to cry. She always wore her âweaknessâ like armor, used it to protect herself after others used it to hurt her, used the barrier it provided to stay safe; but she doesnât want that between her and Johnny, she doesnât need it with Johnny.Â
For a long long while, sheâll be wearing her hearing aids more than she ever did before. Because she doesnât wanna miss out on hearing him, doesnât want to ever be without his voice. Once upon a time she yoinked them out as soon as she got home, but now sheâs falling asleep with them in, because she wants to listen to him as she drifts off. But, hearing aids arenât comfortable to wear 24/7, they can itch and irritate after so long and rub the skin raw. And sheâll try to pretend like that isnât happening, because she knows sheâll be nagged about taking them out for a while. But, Johnny lived in her head, he knows whatâs happening, catches her rubbing and itching at her ears more, starts to see them getting redder. And heâs telling her gently, you need to take them out and sheâll pout even though she knows heâs right. So, she starts to limit her time using them as much as she hates being without his voice...being without any part of him really.Â
If sheâs truly frustrated and desperate and upset, she may even entertain the idea of getting cochlear implants, something she was always sternly against. And Johnny does his best not to get mad when he learns that because he knows itâll be her choice at the end of the day, but if she only is thinking of it because of him, thatâs not right and a huge thing to do because spoiler alert, youâll be taking away your volume control and mute button. And Johnny knows what happens when she gets overwhelmed and overstimulated by noise, he doesnât want her putting herself through that daily just to hear him.Â
And like with anything it takes time to adjust and grow used to it. Growing pains of both her and Johnny completing forgetting she canât hear him without them. So, heâll talk about something extensively or call her name or start to kind of sing a new tune that just popped in his head and be like âwhy is she ignoring me? did I do something wrong? did i forget something? did I fuck up?â and then see her hearing aids on the bed side table and be like âoh thank fuck, i thought I was in trouble.â Or because she sometimes even spoke out loud to him as an engram, sheâll start a conversation or ask him something, not hear the answer and be like âoh...right...âÂ
And eventually can accept, well maybe without her hearing aids she canât hear him but she can hold him, feel him, lay her head on his chest and feel the rise and fall of his breaths, if he hums while sheâs like that she can feel the reverberation and vibration of it in her chest, when she lays on him she can feel it when he talks even if she canât hear it (sometimes she wonders if he just makes up nonsense to say or what he may say in those moments since he knows she wont hear, he never explains and sheâs still deciding if she wants to hide a recorder somewhere in the apartment to find out later) She slowly becomes comforted and okay with the fact that while she doesnât have him the way she did before, she does have him and that alone is more than enough.Â
I also like the idea that thereâs bleed over between Johnny and V following separation, things that stuck from the other person. Because, you canât fuse, be separated and it be a clean perfect divide. You canât blend red and blue then be surprised when you get purple. They leave traces of one another behind. And with my V, I like the idea that Johnny ends up with some sign language knowledge. Not fluent afterwards but sheâll catch him absent mindedly throwing an asl sign in with his usual hand gestures, which he didnât even know he knew. And from there, he takes to actually learning it fully because while lip reading tech is way better in 2077, its still not always perfect and he knows her well enough to know how much she just appreciates people making that effort for her. Heâs never quite perfect at it, because he has a habit of talking with his hands already and using a lot of hand gestures, so sometimes heâs trying to sign but instinctively does his own little hand motion. Hand talking is a habit he canât really break and, quite frankly, Aidan doesnât expect nor want him too. She still understands it fine, because after being brain roomates she understands him in most situations, and affectionately calls it Johnny Sign Language.Â
Eventually, its just normal life and sheâs not even afraid to use it to joke around and be a shit head, or avoid his nagging at times, because how could she not.Â
Johnny: So-
Aidan: Wait, is this about Arasaka, again?
Johnny: Yeah, but-
Aidan: *pulls out hearing aids while maintaining direct eye contact*
Though even so far into it, there will be real bad days, just days where her brain is not kind to her, where sheâs struggling with the weight of all sheâs endured, when she just needs all of him; needs to hear and feel him, needs to feel like heâs all hers again, like theyâre in their own world and nothing else matters, a bubble where only he exists to her, so sheâll insist on wearing her hearing aids to bed, laying on his chest, volume on low so she can only really hear him, and having him talk to her about anything and everything, and once sheâs fallen asleep he has to gently take them out and lay them on the bed side table for her.Â
Also also, I didnât get as into it, because this is already long as fucccck because i could talk about my ocs for actual years, but I also think Johnny struggles with feeling less special when suddenly she needs hearing aids to hear him. Because he kind of being the possessive man he is liked that there were times when he was all she could hear and that meant all the focus was on him. And now heâs just another person she can shut out if she chooses to do so.Â
oKAY SHUTTING UP NOW AND THANKS SO MUCH FOR LETTING ME SCREAM FOR THREE YEARS
#cyberpunk 2077#cp2077#johnny silverhand#silverv#female v#aidan becker#aidan v becker#SERIOUSLY THANK YOU SO MUCH AS YOU CAN SEE I REALLY HAVE MASSIVE BRAIN ROT FOR MY OC#THIS WAS REALLY FUN TO GET A CHANCE TO RAMBLE ABOUT THANK YOUUU#seraphfighter
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The Potions Masterâs Apprentice
Chapter Nine: Letters, Lovers and Loyalties
A/N: This is the ninth part to my fanfiction âThe Potions Masterâs Apprentice (Severus Snape x OC)â. Chapters 1-16 can be found already uploaded on Wattpad under the same name. Feel free to leave requests in my inbox for anything Snape related you want me to write. Leave a comment below if you wish to be added to my tag list.
Pairing: Severus Snape x OC (Dumbledoreâs Granddaughter)
Summary: A talented young witch is employed as an apprentice professor at Hogwarts, but who will she be working under? Severus Snape is not best pleased with his new responsibility of taking on an apprentice, however she is relentless to create a friendship between them. Will she be successful? Or might the friendship just go a little two far? With the eyes of her grandfather constantly watching over them, an attempt at a relationship might not be in the cards for Aria Dumbledore and Severus Snape.
Word Count: 2185
Warnings:Â n/a
Credits to Gif Creator
Yet another letter dropped into the lap of Aria Dumbledore as she sat absentmindedly sketching. Dropping her quill back into the small pot of ink which balanced on the arm of her chair, a small sigh escaped her lips. She had been expecting another to arrive any day now.
Aria allowed herself a small glance in the direction of her desk where the ever growing pile of unopened letter sat gathering dust. Disregarding her drawing, Aria traveled to her desk, fingers fumbling with the edge of the envelope. Admittedly, Aria's mind had been focused on that small pile of letters the past few days, and consequently the man who sent them. She couldn't bring herself to reply to his constant inquiries, but she had considered there was no harm in opening a few of them. She longed to hear from him, though she had been in denial for so long now she wasn't sure what to expect from his most recent letters.
Waiting no longer she ripped the paper from its wax seal, her eyes quickly scanning every word on the page.
My dear Aria, Though I know you say you cannot reply to my letters, I write them all with the hope that you will find the time in your busy schedule to at least read them. As always things are quiet here without you. Too quiet. I miss your voice. I miss hearing you sing to yourself in the shower thinking no one can hear you, I miss hearing you hum as you wander aimlessly through the house, I miss watching you draw as I pose for you, but most importantly I miss holding you in my arms. I long for the end of the school year when we will be reunited and I will have nothing to miss except maybe writing these letters. I long for a response to my letters, my darling. I simply must know that you miss me as I miss you. In the mean time I will continue to write to you to keep myself distracted from everything terrible happening in the world, by simply thinking of you. All my love, S.
Aria couldn't help but feel a great pang of guilt in the pit of her stomach for ignoring the letters, but she couldn't bare the thought of reading them, while she was still coming to terms with how she felt when she decided to leave for Hogwarts. She knew immediately she would not be able to maintain a long distance relationship with him. Though he was the first man she had ever loved she had been too cowardly to confess her feelings for him in person, let alone on a piece of parchment. She knew she was a pathetic coward from the moment he told her he loved her and she could not find it in her to return the favour. Her cowardice was more than proven the day she left for Hogwarts. Aria had planned to break up with him, to avoid further heartbreak down the line. But she could not even find the courage to do that.
Instead she was living in denial. In her mind they had broken up, and refused to face up to whatever she was truly feeling until it was absolutely necessary. Her plan had been to distract herself as much as possible, suppress her feelings and just forget about the situation completely. And to be totally honest her plan had been working for her, with the exception of a few off days such as today. However when it came time to wake up and face the music she had no idea what her plan would be then.
Leaving the letter open on her desk she took a stroll around the grounds of Hogwarts to clear her mind. The time to figure out all of her problems was not now. She was still a young, carefree woman and she didn't want the burden of guilt stopping her from living her life however she so wished.
Arias walk led her to the village of Hogsmeade, and after working up a light sweat, the young professor opted to pop into the Three Broomsticks to quench her thirst.
Unsurprisingly for a late Tuesday evening the place was barren. Besides for a drunken wizard practically falling off his bar stood, a crazy witch whispering to herself and two well dressed men, sitting out of place in a side booth, the place was completely deserted. Planning to only stay for a pumpkin juice Aria took a seat at the bar and begun chatting to the same barmaid who had served her and Severus all those weeks ago.
"Busy night?" Aria joked, rolling her eyes at the drunk to her right.
The woman laughed in return, handing over a glass of pumpkin juice. "This is pretty much the standard, at this time." She shrugged, polishing off a perfectly clean glass, to keep herself busy. "That one over there doesn't even order anything, but its not worth the hassle kicking her out." She gestured to the old hag in the corner, her perfectly polished nails glistening in the dim bar light.
"I wish I could say I felt sorry for you, but a break away from the chaos that is Hogwarts is a slight relief." Aria sighed. She was still not used to being around so many people all the time having spent the past few years alone, besides her mother, she often needed time alone to breathe.
"Oh, then you must be new. I've had my fair share of lonely professors spend an evening behind my bar, and I usually remember who's spilled their whole life story to me. Though you do look familiar, what do you teach?" She finished up with her glasses, leaning her elbows on the bar to get a closer look at the younger woman, her breasts practically falling out her blouse.
"I'm just an apprentice for now. I'm the new Potions Mistress." Aria smiled, taking a small sip of her drink.
"Oh yes, now I remember. You came here with that Severus. He's not unfamiliar with our whiskey selection, if you know what I mean." Both women rolled their eyes in unison. "He doesn't seem to talk much though, I can't say I know anything about him. I must admit I was surprised to see him with a gorgeous young witch like yourself."
"You weren't the only one." Aria scoffed, finishing off her pumpkin juice.
"Well it makes a little bit more sense now." She laughed, a set of pristine pearly teeth emerging from her red glossy lips.
It seemed Aria was not the only one who had been admiring the woman's beauty, and almost right on cue the drunk decided to look a little bit more lively, demanding another pint. Reluctantly the barmaid obliged, shooting Aria an apologetic look.
Aria couldn't help but notice the gruff looking man practically throw himself over the bar in order to get a good gawk at the barmaids behind. The slightly older woman seemed unfazed by the mans actions, in-fact Aria wasn't entirely unsure she wasn't enjoying the attention. Choosing not to interrupt as neither party seemed to object to the altercation, Aria kept her mouth shut.
That was until the man's attention turned to her. The barmaid disappeared from view, presumably to refill the barrel the drunk had practically drowned himself in. "Haven't seen you around here before." He started harmlessly, though Aria did not miss the way his eyes seemed to scan the whole of her body.
"Just moved into Hogwarts, haven't seen much of Hogsmeade." Aria admitted, but made the conscious decision to turn away from him, hoping not to engage in any further conversation.
"You a friend of Ros'" He asked, intrigued, while downing a good half of his pint.
"Not really, no." Aria shrugged. "I didn't even know her name until just now."
"Rosalind Rookwood." He edged his seat closer to Arias. "Fantastic barmaid, though I wouldn't say it was her best profession." He winked.
"I'm sure I don't know what you mean." Aria turned her nose up at the man, just praying he would leave her alone.
"Well, you know, bein' a barmaids fine an all, but it doesn't always pay the bills. Miss Rookwood's got her fair share of stories to tell, and not all of them her own." He laughed, the potent stench of his alcoholic breath suffocating Aria as he leaned in closer, wrapping a heavy arm around her shoulders. "If it turns out teaching isn't for you, just know you'll have a loyal customer in me." He hiccuped, his free arm, reaching down to stroke the woman's exposed thigh.
Instinctively Aria gripped onto his wrist, forcing it off of her. "What the hell do you think you are doing!?" Aria exclaimed, pushing the man away from her. "Don't you dare lay your hands on me again."
The drunk showed no sign of guilt or remorse, he simply chuckled to himself, revealing a shocking lack of teeth. Disgusted, Aria made to move but found herself cornered against the bar.
Fortunately the altercation had caused enough disruption to alert the two men having a casual evening drink. Instantly one rushed over to her aid, stupefying the old man. The second man followed suit and made it his business to remove the frozen figure from the bar.
"Are you alright?" The first man asked, his brow furrowing with worry.
"I'm fine, thank you for stepping in." Aria smiled, brushing herself down, as though she was riding herself from the drunks disgusting touch.
The man returned a boyish grin, his eyes bright blue and full of kindness. Aria had never seen anyone like him. His presence was almost cartoon like, with positivity radiating from him. Aria couldn't help but let out a nervous laugh, her smile growing just by looking at him. His energy was contagious.
"Is... is there anything I can do to thank you?" She tried your shake herself back to reality though remained entranced by him.
"Nothing at all. I'm just glad I was here to help." He extended a hand, almost nervously, introducing himself. "Alexander Turner, pleasure to meet you."
"You too." Aria blushed, unable to break eye contact with the man, and was now incredibly aware of how dumbfounded she must look. "I'm Aria" She stuttered, the sound of his friend retuning sending her back to reality. "I apologise for staring, but I just can't seem to take my eyes off you, you have an enchanting aura about you. I'm sorry if I may seem a little strange."
"There's no need to apologise, I get it all the time." He laughed, though not arrogantly, it was sweet and innocent. "My mother's a Veela." He added, almost embarrassedly, upon noticing the slightly look of confusion appearing on Arias face.
The couple shared an awkward smile, both at a loss for words.
Alexander's friend passed by the pair silently, slapping him encouragingly on the shoulder before disappearing behind the bar, Rosalind following closely behind.
Aria noted the difference in both attitude and appearance in the two men, finally able to distinguish between the two. The friend was tall and broad shouldered, his hair messy though not long. He gave off a sort of American football, "bro", fratbroy vibe. In other words kind of arrogant and full of himself. Clearly he saw himself as the one in control. Alexander on the other hand was more slim, but not skinny. Tall but not lanky. Innocent but not naive. His clothes appeared similar to his friends but presented more neatly and well put together. She assumed he felt sorry for his friend, knowing his Veela parentage would gain him lots of female attention, and in return Alexander simply allowed himself to get pushed around to boost his friends ego.
With a roll of his eyes Alexander practically confirmed her theory and Aria couldn't stop herself from laughing once more.
Knowing that while Rosalind and 'Braydon'; as he turned out to be, would not be returning any time soon, Aria and Alexander chose to occupy one of the booths and get to know a little bit about each other, where Alex truly confirmed all of Aria's suspicions.
Upon Braydon's return, he flashed his rather large biceps, kissing each one in turn as he flexed them, before letting out a hearty growl, presumably this was a display of male dominance among his kind. His kind being; douchebags.
With another roll of her eyes Aria bid farewell to the men, thanking Alexander once more for his heroic rescue.
"How about a date?" Alex called nervously as Aria had just about reached the door.
"I'm sorry?" She replies, caught off guard.
"A date, here, with me. What do you say?" Aria shook her head unable to look away from that damn charming smile of his.
"I'll agree to a few drinks." She clarified. "Just send me an owl, you know where I'll be." And with that she disappeared once more down the path to Hogwarts, the grey sky above all the while threatening to rain down on her.
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#severus snape#severus snape fanfiction#severus snape one shot#severus snape imagine#severus snape x reader#severus x reader#severus x oc#severus x y/n#Harry Potter#harry potter and the goblet of fire#harry potter fanfiction#alan rickman#dumbledore#dumbledores granddaughter#potions master#potions masters apprentice#Severus Snape smut#severus snape fluff
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