#oh and also I’m sick
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I need to do more value studies.
It’ll help with the color block I’ve got.
Just gotta practice more.
#ya know- find time to draw around my finals#and my 8 page research paper that’s turning into 11#and my jury service that’s making me redo all my hearing tests to get dismissed permanently#and my rent being due#and my job only being up for a few more weeks before we close for break#oh and also I’m sick#it’s not Covid again— thank fuck— but it still sucks#did I mention I have 120 pages of reading for ONE class?#I’m so ready for this term to be over#but writing it all out? it doesn’t seem so bad lmao#god and I want to keep coding for my game
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one day, in a thousand years
#I THINK I HAUVE COVID#oh to meet your love after a thousand years at a museum exhibit of your past lives#thinking about them makes me so sick so ILL DISEASED#I AM NOT IMMUNE#spc i’m cursing u forever for this wtf. WTF bro wtf#ouyang’s last thoughts were a desperate plea for esen to wait for him.#he has NEVER called him by first name he has NEVER asked him anything#and his last thought is asking him to wait#and esen does. bc he would have given ouyang anything he asked for#god i hope u get rawed so good it makes up for all the lost lifetimes u earned it#he who drowned the world#she who became the sun#the radiant emperor#general ouyang#esen-temur#(zhu also present in the golden imperial dragon and the golden light of gayness that brought them together again)#my art#not super proud of how it turned out tbh tbh it looks better in my head 😔😔#would’ve stayed in the drafts if not for my need to feed this 4 ppl fandom#and if not for robin motivation nfngdjfb ty kissa you forever#id in alt text
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Week 2 // ST5 BTS || Ross Duffer on Instagram
#DO YOU HEAR ME SCREAMING#that is mikes room. like. mikes room with the yellow open curtains oh I’m SICK#THE BIKE?? ‘HELL ON EARTH’ ON MATTS SWEATER#also that’s likely Millie which is killing me what is my girl El wearing NOW#byler#finn wolfhard#duffer brothers#ross duffer#matt duffer#st BTS#st5 spoilers#st spoilers#st cast#st crew#stranger things#st5 production
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god i love being SOOO obnoxious about my ocs everyone should be 50% more obnoxious about their ocs right neow
#starspeak#get obnoxious (oc tag)#ttrpgs#my campaigns#edit: everything after these tags are from the og post— they’re just kinda me ranting but i don’t wanna get rid of them#due to the fact that it adds how fucking funny it is that this post got popular and it was just. me rambeling#anyways.#->#literally guy who gave their character a whole birthday week and is celebrating him that whole week#like girl he’s fake……..just kidding cas is real To Me#this is fully positive there is NO self deprecation here i’m being dead serious#also i’m celebrating all week to hide the fact that this is the busiest week of the year at my work#and i’m already sick so it’s gonna be downhill from here 🥲#casboy’s gotta get me through it ok#not Sick sick i just don’t feel well. at least tmrw is my day off i probably need Rest#oops didn’t mean to rant a bit here but oh well. happy birthday week cas
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Hey. Hey you know what would be cool and fun. First post of 2024. 1000 notes. We can do it. Yeah? Yeah??
Take a picture of my dog as an incentive
#Dogs#Chihuahua#Cute dog#Dog#If every person who follows me likes and reblogs this we could hit 1k EASY. No problemo.#Also look at her. Look at my baby girl. Give her the love and appreciation she deserves#You no like the post? Oh! Jail for followers! Jail for followers for one thousand years!!#Also if you look to the right you can see my other dog lying right by my leg lol#IDK I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE FUN. ANYWAY.#Happy New Year everyone <3333 I’m still sick but tbh it hasn’t been that bad#Compared to the stomach bug I had two weeks ago Covid is feeling like a cakewalk tbh.#Shima speaks
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He just needs a better outfit
#he listens to shitty songs that are good at the same time that’s my headcanon#also like grunge like nirvana or something#gorillaz. oh my god gorillaz yeah#art#fanart#my art#original art#Splatoon#splatoon art#splatoon fanart#Splatoon fan art#solatoon 3#Murch#Murch Splatoon#Splatoon Murch#Murch fanart#splatoon Murch fanart#Splatoon 3 Murch#SUBLIME (Ken’s scream in the Barbie movie)#finished this between commissions lfnaola (thank you sm)#also I’m sick I couldn’t go to school til now and probably won’t for like two other days#im dying#in every possible way
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immortal soap au but ghost is yelling and panicking because “why don’t you ever listen to me?! you could’ve been killed!” and soap just smiles sadly, holds him close, and tells him that he isn’t going anywhere, promise.
“you can’t guarantee that, soap! you can’t promise i won’t lose you!”
“oh love,” and he squeezes him that much tighter for all his troubles, “you’ve no idea.”
and really, he didn’t. he had no clue that soap had seen and loved every version of him throughout history, that they’d laughed and kissed and left their fingerprints on every continent, or that he’d still love him centuries in the future when they did this song and dance for the trillionth first time.
#ghost who spends all his lives thinking himself unworthy of love and soap who loves him in every one anyway#oh i’m sick#call of duty#cod#john soap mactavish#john mactavish#soap mactavish#simon ghost riley#simon riley#soap cod#ghost cod#soapghost#ghostsoap#ghoap#soap x ghost#au#i’ve come to realize i’m not all that good at dialogue. hmmmm#also: guess who’s back (back again)
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concept with jade leech
there is no dire-beast inside the mirror chamber, and there are no ghosts inhabiting ramshackle. it is simply: you, alone in a rundown building, after the headmaster leaves.
you have been pinching yourself through the day. little crescent marks litter your wrist.
for the past six or so hours, you have been trying really hard to wake up from this dream. nothing is working. desolate, you take to wandering the house.
you know your imagination is strong but an entire college, idiosyncratic characters, and an entire furnished building is a bit complex. still, you card through the squabble, hoping to unearth some mistake in physics that will tell you that this is a dream. that search ends abruptly when you find a loose floorboard and the fragile wood underneath you gives out like a snapped cracker.
you land hard.
ten feet down in the basement, lying on your back.
blinking away dust, your eyes land upon the piece of wood speared cleanly through your abdomen.
the pain tells you this is too much to be a dream.
it is a full two hours you lie there immobile. you try rolling on your side, hoping to at least stand up, but each motion is anguish in an ineffable amount. you wrap your hands around the red wood and try to pull; it leads to your eyeballs rolling so far back you see new colors. skin shining with generous sweat and dipping in and out of consciousness, you lie there and bid limited time until someone from this new world comes to find you. the headmaster will eventually come back, right?
you think about a multitude of things.
you think about how if your corpse withers here, the puss running out your orifices will look like cream cheese.
you think about how the glittering wands those students held might work, is it like harry potter or a unique universe.
you think about how you still had to go to work tomorrow in your own original universe, attend classes, hope plans with friends don’t fall through so you laugh carefree without lungfuls of blood.
your last slip from consciousness to eternal unconsciousness, you think about home. the bed you slept in, the books read and films watched, the snack wrappers on the sheets, what a comforting waste.
you drift off, expecting to be jolted awake again by your own feverish mind, and die, bleeding out on ramshackle’s basement floor.
it takes azul awhile to gain ramshackle’s dorm.
the one new student he saw during the opening ceremony apparently stayed there one night and fled the next morning. as the headmaster’s report goes, crowley found no one living there when he went to check the following day. however, the usage of ramshackle by that magicless student opened up a gate of opportunity and azul did not let it go to waste.
the negotiations took awhile and the proper refurbishment will have to be done. but just before winter exams, azul has managed to secure himself a second location for mostro lounge.
first, damages have to be assessed.
the building is disgusting, rundown, and simply inhabitable. busy with the 250 students he has under contract, azul assigns jade to spend a november afternoon there and make note of what they need to start repairing first.
azul really hopes the plumbing is salvageable. the cost would be through the roof if otherwise.
so jade, hand over his heart, promises to survey ramshackle the next day and outline a list of high priority repairs to stuff they can skimp upon in the budget.
jade’s excited. the mountains he treks are northwest and ramshackle is northeast; this will provide him a new opportunity to see what kind of mushroom may lie on that side of the island. …oh, and he supposes he will also assist azul in his endeavor as well.
the next day, he spends half of the allotted time foraging outside of ramshackle before he actually walks into the building. i should make this quick and efficient. i only have thirty minutes left. notepad in hand, he starts to investigate the wreckage.
uninhabited and ugly. those are the two words that rise to jade’s mind first. truly, it is a lovely space and it would be a disgrace to see it painted in shades of lilac and oceanic decor. but, it will be entertaining nonetheless to see azul’s business expand.
yet, as he’s walking down the halls, jade cannot help but think he is hearing a second pair of footsteps just behind him.
yes, ramshackle is ugly but it does not seem to be as uninhabited as he thought. how intriguing.
so, sadistic grin blooming, jade decides to play a game. he will ignore this secondary person and continue on, waiting anxiously to see what will happen. he marks down his observations, all while feeling a pair of eyes upon his neck. lighting on the first floor needs fixing. the water runs orange in the upstairs sink. nothing entirely formidable has happen yet, but he hopes it will.
jade cannot wait to see if this ghost can turn his skin inside out, or perhaps drop a floorboard on top of his head, the possibilities are endless. it all has jade’s toes squirming in his dress shoes in anticipation.
however, his thirty minutes are up before he can descend the basement stairs and nothing has happened yet.
which is disappointing.
he’ll be back again tomorrow so there is always a chance for something then.
however, he had hoped for something to happen now.
just as jade is walking out the door, list and bag of mushrooms in hand, something ice cold tickles the hairs on his neck. frigid like home. he barely gets a chance to dwell on it before five frozen fingers wrap themselves around his throat and shove him down the porch steps.
the door to ramshackle slams shut.
sprawled on the ground, jade reaches his hand up to the idents on the column of skin, the previous touch thawing out.
he cannot help the deep blush that comes up to his face.
with a deep breath, his own gloves fingers still hovering over the lost embrace, jade stands up and pats himself down. he looks upon the closed door with a hunger in his eyes.
yes, tomorrow he will be back.
and he hopes this ghost will act up again because they have so much more allure to jade than a second mostro lounge.
#jade leech x reader#twisted wonderland x reader#jade leech#twisted wonderland#i was listening to grim grinning ghost and i think jade x ghostgirl! MC has a bit of backbone to it#MC: i have tortured possessed and done everything to try and get you to leave my house!!!#Jade: and it has been thrilling my dear#i think jade would be thrilled at being terrorized through possession as much as he would enjoy terriozing MC through poisonous gifts#think the flowers he gave the bride in the Ghost Marriage event#falling in love with a ghost? only jade can pull it off#i’m also thinking … lady k and the sick man route … where azul does finally get mostro lounge 2.0#customer: hey what up with the ghastly moans and loud groans in this building#azul: ah it’s just the authentic halloween spirit that mostro lounge is doing to celebrate the upcoming holiday!#mc getting her back blown out upstairs in ramshackle’s bed: mmmmm aaaahh ugh faster!! oh fuuUUck harder!! mmmm aaaah AAH!!#the customer and azul just stare at one another
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Hmm well now that Disney went and showed their asses (again), I feel like I can say this without putting bad juju out/jinxing anything. I honestly think the writing was on the wall when amandla, who was arguably the most excited pre the show coming out, essentially went radio silent. Then my gut feeling was only compounded by them (Disney - Lucasfilms - whoever) clearly pushing Qimir/Manny as the lead… which is just not how the show works??
There are possible reasons for that. As for pushing Qimir, it’s clear he (and maybe Sol as well) ended up being breakout characters from the show. I can’t begrudge that - Qimir is interesting as hell. But we see him through the eyes of our leads - he wants an acolyte. There is no acolyte without Osha and Mae. Also why isn’t Manny being pushed in tandem with the actually lead of the show. As for Amandla not being invited to things like d23 or swcj (like Manny), I’ve seen people be like “well, they could just be taking a break considering all of the racist stuff that’s been hurled at them”. And like yeah maybe, but you’d think the people that employed them, would ya know say something about it. Especially considering that Amandla has been burdened with dealing with racist since like the age of 12.
But this is Disney and Star Wars and Lucasfilms where everyone outside of the main story gets treated like shit.
Now for the thing that I didn’t want to put out there before actual news of s2 - I’m sorry but I can’t help but feel like this is them pushing the black nonbinary lead out so they pluck parts of the acolyte for something else. Because while I don’t cruelty pass them (releasing this news on Manny’s birthday is vile), something about them dragging Manny out in particular to several events knowing they were canceling the show just doesn’t make sense? Nothing is set in stone obviously but now I’m seeing people talk about them highlighting Qimir and Darth Plagueis (literally who gives af about that hag) but gutting the story of anything else.
I hope no one takes this as me saying Manny hasn’t dealt with his fair share of shit. He’s been outspoken about how hard it is being a Filipino man in Hollywood. But at the end of the day, Qimir (and by extension Manny) being a mysterious double lightsaber wilding MALE sith gives him an element of protection Osha and Mae (and by virtue Amandla) don’t have as characters. Because notice how much of the ire with the shows casting is about the lead character(s) being black women.
Anyway this is just me rambling about something that’s been on my mind. Tbh I actually have hope that it won’t happen simply because I don’t see the creator/writers of the show being down with that. Also Manny has been vocal about supporting Amandla and not being able do this without them
#It’s clear misogynior imo and triggering to see as a black woman.#looked at all the acolyte fics in my drafts and genuinely laughed#I’m still gonna try and finish them#I also think I’m extra upset bc tmi im on my period#the acolyte#this just further proving to me why I don’t care about Star Wars in the slightest#it’s frankly not very interesting and we know why#the way I was willing to put up with ***** allegations about oshamir for this oh I’m sick
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i'm gonna puke (affectionate)
#pleeease everyone who's been here since the beginning knows how i feel#ANYWAY hii i made their younger selves to take photos for their home. i'm totally not okay#also makoa would not have that fuck ass mohawk if i redid them today. that NEVER happened? okay? okay#elia’s white hair… oh i’m so sick over this
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Going through comments on a BES video:
Someone: “The only pattern in Mizu’s outfit is her obi (her belt) and it’s made from her baby blanket 🙁.”
Me with my hands on my knees, about to have a mental breakdown:
“It’s
what!?”
#my baby had a baby blanket#she not only wears the same haori all her life but also her baby blanket#oh my god I’m gonna be sick#mizu#mizu blue eye samurai#mizu x reader#blueeyesamurai#blue eye samurai x reader
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Prompt 176
Danny would like to blame Vlad for this, but it’s actually his own fault. He was the one who insisted on telling his parents about the whole half-ghost thing since everything else was going so well. He was the one who insisted on not waiting, on not using a duplicate and doing it in person.
Which resulted in the situation they both were in now. Injured, destabilizing, and barely able to retreat through the portal. His parents hadn’t taken things well and he would have probably ended up in one of the cages or worse if Vlad hadn’t been skulking around.
If they could make it to the Far Frozen they’d be alright, maybe. At least safe enough to not be in as much shock as he was right now and to properly take in what had happened without having to worry so much about blood loss. Ecto loss? Ugh, he was starting to get dizzy.
Maybe a nap would be fine? Vlad was still able to fly… he thinks. Just a little nap and a moment to figure out what to do. To… something. Why is it so much harder to heal now…?
#Prompts#Dcxdp#Dpxdc#Semi Redeemed Vlad holding Danny in a panic while also dealing with Core problems: oh fuck oh shit oh no#They can’t return to Amity & Vlad retreats deeper into the Ghost Zone#He doesn’t know about or where the Far Frozen is & Danny is unconscious so can’t tell him#They end up in the Flashpoint timeline#De aged Danny#De aged Vlad#Y’know as kids/preteens they probably look a Lot like Bruce would’ve#Thomas is going to have such a trauma response to finding two black-haired blue-eyed children bleeding out in an alleyway#I’m so sorry I am on a mini Flashpoint hyperfixation but I just think they deserve a murder dad/grandpa/whatever their relationship would b#Also older sister figure Catwoman#Once they recover because their cores are very sick thx to the Betrayal
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you start calling suguru ”king” as a bit and he absolutely hates it so you just keep cycling through titles (my liege, my lord, your highness etcetc) until you get to ”my emperor” and he gets a sudden shiver down his spine
#IS THIS ANYTHING#i’m just brainrotting all over the place </3#to be clear this isnt rlly meant to be suggestive or anything i just think he gets a kick out of being called that . sick sick man#makes him feel like a feudal warhungry lord#(he also really likes it when You In Particular call him that but . we dont need to discuss it ok!!)#might sneak this into a fic bc i think it’s funny :3#”how about… my *emperor*?”#”…..…”#”… oh. did you actually like that one?”#(his ears go red btw)#ari noises ✩
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I’ve just seen this on twitter…
FUUUUUUUUUCK
#credit goes to the tiktok user who pointed it out first btw#i don’t have tiktok so i can’t link it sorry#but HOLY FUCKING SHIT#I’M SOO UPSET RN WTF#i mean#it would be so interesting to explore racism and discrimination in football…#but oh god#i feel sick#FUCK SPAIN#((not really tho bc i’m also an inmigrant there lmao pls don’t be racist w me spaniards i beg😣))#i’m in my itoshi sae era i think#itoshi sae#sae itoshi#blue lock#bllk#bllk theories
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“Thank you for keeping your promise.”
inspired scene from the fic “Beyond the Heartbeat” by @starsworth
#tonight I chose pain ✌🏻#a lot of tears were produced in the making of this#also lowkey felt not long enough like I would’ve loved to bawl some more and kept drawing those two fuckers :///#the hug they fucking DESERVE#I’m sick#crying#forever#this fic lives in my bloodstream bc#black brothers#what can ya do yk#just gotta let them haunt you#oh btw Sirius is smiling in this one 😭#I TRIED OKAY ITS HARD TO DRAW A SMILE ON SOMEONE WHOS FUCKING BAWLING#anyway#fanart#sirius black art#regulus black art#black brothers angst#black brothers art#maraudeurs fanart#Sirius black#regulus black#iris tries to art
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