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stemmmm · 23 days ago

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the scene people keep screaming about from chapter 5 of theseus' guide

#gravity falls #gf theseus' guide #billford #stanford pines #bill cipher #stanley pines #mabel pines #dipper pines #m.png #THIS WASNT SUPPOSED TO TAKE ALL WEEK AAGH #cool thing i did where i took these characters who i cant draw from any angle but the front and then have them turning around CONSTANTLY #not just views from different angles either! active turning! im a genius!#i feel like you can tell which shots were drawn on different days sadkfhlgljaskg this killed me. i was gonna clean up the bgs but fuck that #theyre functional on a basic level and that is all we need #anyways can you believe the notorious line is only in the fic because an eagle eyed editor (not myself) caught it just before it was delete #and started screaming until it got put back #also the way stump came over while i was making this and was like 'oh right. i ship them' at the way i made bill flirt lmao #it hits different in the visual!#alright now i gotta fucking haul ass on the chapter 8 one

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clockworkreapers · 7 days ago

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A specter in a web of lies

#oh I said i was gonna draw Spencer again and i had IDEAS #its cuz of a song called Specter by Saint Mesa which works REALLY well for him #like a lot of those lines really hit for stuff especially if you have read the books LOOKING AT YOU VOL4 #like when i went back to read stuff just i needed to revaluate what spencer was doing like the guy was playing 4D chess i swear #like is he nasty? yes. Is he sadistic? yes. Is he cruel? also yes.#but he has so many like other things going on and he is helping as fucked as that help is its still help #this man fascinates me on a functional level #tales from the gas station #tftgs #tftgs art #tftgs fanart #tftgs spencer #spencer middleton #art #artwork #character art

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bacchuschucklefuck · 5 months ago

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❗❗Official Class Swap Sorcerer!Kristen Post Alert❗❗ you can: look at her

#dimension 20 #fantasy high #fhjy #kristen applebees #fh class quangle #sorcerer!kristen is uh. Not Home Anymore! she's been couch surfing along with jawbones before freshman year #I think this kinda falls into a slight teen-witch-esque approach which I do like #since I've been pulling from like. matilda and pippi longstocking for these designs. the Exceptional Little Girls kinda genre #it does make her look younger than her peers which I do like. I feel like a big part of sorcerer!kristen's deal is that she's never #taken seriously. frequently treated like she doesn't know what's good for her. fellow adhd havers make some noiseee #but! upon review I feel like there's also a kinda ms. frizzle turn to her design? which like. awesome thats the lesbianism nailed babeyy #the fuckoff giant thermos as arcane focus is a homage to pete conlan but also crucially #if you swing that thing by the cord I think you can take off someone's head easy. I think that's the important thing #her cargo shorts are not of holding but functionally Everything is in there. scrunchies pencils spare gold chapsticks paperclips multitools #tbh I personally love the progression in her design lol she starts out like ''oh this young girl is a bit unkempt'' and #becomes ''oh this person is insane'' by junior year which is really awesome imo. I love that #its just fig left! I mean her freshman year design is pretty much set for me. I just need to figure out the rest #gorgug is kinda aerith in junior year I wonder if I can softly turn fig tifa-ward lol... ooh I have ideas now. this is gonna be fun #but for now. enjoy evening! may we all make like lizard and enjoy sun

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icewindandboringhorror · 2 months ago

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Little bright colored outfit with a fun vest ~

(shoes from ebay like 10 years ago. everything else is thrifted)

#ootd #jfashion #fashion #fantasy fashion #mori kei #....like... adjacent... lol #no idea what style this would be lol.. makes me think of like whimsical vaguely fantasy themed childrens book character #finally posting one of my aforementioned seven million drafts of actual outfits and costumes i have finished and edited #the photos for but just never feel like posting lol..#I need to find one of those people whos like 'omg i am ADDICTED to social media ugh i wish i could get off of it #im just browsing and posting like 60 times a daaaaay!!!' and take a little magical bottle and suck some of the social media #enthusiasim out of them. for moi. In exchange they can have some of my 'literally just never in the mood to post or interact with the #outside world ever' energy. We can balance each other. huzzah and so on #Though I think maybe it's part of the general thing I've heard of like.. I can't remember if it was in reference to adhd or just some sort #of general execcutive functioning issue type of thing - but the idea that things have to be ''just right'' before you do something. like #'oh i need to do this task. but i have to wait until XYZ first' or 'oh i can do this but only if X specific condition is met' or etc #The fact that I even have to be in a Specific Mindset to post. or sometimes will delay posting on social media because like 'oh well #I'm going somewhere tomorrow. somehow this matters. i cannot spend 5 minuts posting TONIGHT. clearly it will interfere #somehow schedule wise with the doctor appointment i have 15 hours from now. yes. yes. i must wait until my appointment is over #tomorrow afternoon. THEN i shall post' or etc. etc. lol. NOT even taking into account the many days #I just genuinely and physically sick and it's not even a mental thing. I just physically dont feel like sitting at the computer lol..#ANYWAY.. trying to get back into it. trying to get a business bank account.. make a proper paypal so i can start selling sculptures again.#selling clothes and sculptures.. posting about such things then of course as one must. etc... chanting to hype up and motivate myself lol #But yes. this is my favorite outfit out of the bunch so I am posting it first I guess.. maybe others later..#Also the purple dress says its from shein. which I've heard is bad fast fashion stuff. but maybe okay since its second hand? I havent #been to the bins since like 2020 or late 2019 even. and I think stuff like shein and temu has only become poular in the past few years #but I bet if I went to the bins now I might would find a good handfull of that stuff. Probably now not much different than what you #find in a walmart or a forever 21 or actual physical stores you can go to though. I hear quality of clothing is down everywhere no matter #where you get it or whatnot. What bountiful joys unfettered capitalism and exploitation bestows upon us (<being sarcastic).#Wearing one of my favorite little vests though. I love the texture of it and the clasps on it

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izzyspussy · 7 months ago

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the fact that they made it illegal to make ads louder than programs on tv in 2010 but haven't updated it to apply the same regulation to streaming. who do i have to call.

#jack facts #like do they think we don't notice #i truly do hate it here #i really do think that we should get to a ''you ruined it for everyone'' threshhold with ads at this point tbh #circulating ads should be a need based allowance #below a certain nw you can circulate as many ads as you want provided they follow guidelines #then above a certain nw you get a quota. you can have x number of ads circulating at a time.#and i don't mean distinct different ads that can be put wherever. no. if you have an ad on youtube that counts as one #and if you put the SAME AD on a different platform or tv channel or at the fucking gas station pumps or on a billboard or ANYWHERE #each different instance of the ad counts as another ad in your quota!#& if you have like a 1min skippable + a 30sec unskippable v of the same ad on the same platform. that counts as two. FUCK you.#and then above another nw line. you cannot have ads at all. bye you don't need them they serve no purpose they are just annoyances.#also paying influencers to hawk your shit counts as ads! fuck you!! paid word of mouth is not actual wom that is also an ad! fuck you!!!#oh u want ppl to rec ur product & u don't have any ad spots left?? well sugar you better have a fucking good product then lol :) fuck you #also if a co breaks an ad reg that co and any co it owns/parents can never make another fucking ad ever again in its existence #AND if a ceo breaks an ad reg w one co then disbands it and makes a new co and breaks ad reg w that one #then the CEO or any co they have ANY % ownership or investment in can never make an ad ever again. FUCK you.#charities/nonprofits and sole proprietorships get one (1) appeal to a total ad ban #that's IT!! ENOUGH!!!!! ENOUGH!!!!!!!! FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#AND ONE MORE THING. ''pay us not to see ads on our platform/app/other thing'' should also be illegal.#''pay us for basic ass functions'' illegal. pay to win. illegal. sale/product announcements in things that are not press. illegal.#creating an ad or listing for something that doesn't exist and only manufacturing it after it is purchased. illegal.#ads that are full screen when a user has not already selected full screen on a video player. illegal.#pop up ads. illegal.#ads with audio on a platform that doesn't. illegal. video ads on a platform that doesn't have video. illegal.#ads w epilepsy triggers. illegal everywhere forever always w out needing to be reported by consumers. cannot be circulated in the 1st place #ads w graphic violence or soundscapes that mimic it. see epilepsy triggers.#ads for things that are not actually consumer products. illegal.#anything else u want to circulate like an ad must go thru other regs to qualify as psa or edu. if it doesn't qualify tough shit get fucked.#[insert gif collage of people talking extensively while wildly gesturing for emphasis here]

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aroaceleovaldez · 8 months ago

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actually in hindsight why did Rick repeatedly have Piper solve all the ghost problems on the Argo II when. Hazel was right there. A daughter of Pluto. who by all logic should be able to control ghosts even a little bit. like, we know she has at least some of those types of powers. she just never gets to actually practically use them. ever. and then when there are zombies Hazel once again. does not get to use her powers about it. what.

#pjo #riordanverse #hazel levesque #does hazel EVER use necromancy powers? besides *maybe* a little bit when working for gaea to raise giants?#though that was pretty explicitly mostly geokinesis #where is hazel's necromancy cmon #but like. ''oh no people are getting possessed. i know! PIPER! FIX THE PROBLEM WITH YOUR CHARMSPEAK''#''rather than oh i dont know HAZEL. THE PERSON WITH GHOST POWERS DIRECTLY NEXT TO ME.''#heck Hazel is very familiar with people being possessed. her mother was for. awhile.#why not just have hazel go ''hm yup. that's possession if i've ever seen it. hold on i've got this'' and then she uses pluto powers #you cant even use the excuse ''oh but she wouldn't know how to-''#she's been hanging out with her brother Nico ''Ghost King'' di Angelo for what. eight? ten months? something like that?#and one of her major things is that she's pretty good at picking things up quickly and has highly honed her powers #you're telling me nico never told her ''btw just in case: if you ever need to exorcise a ghost from someone just idk smack 'em''#like why is the exorcising ghosts piper's job #and why with the zombie apocalypse was it like ''oh no we can't do anything until apollo comes over to help us or whatever''#''if only we had a CENTURION WITH NECROMANCY POWERS. like a CHILD OF PLUTO OR SOMETHING''#''WHOSE BROTHER VERY FAMOUSLY GOT A ZOMBIE AS A BIRTHDAY GIFT''#and its like. yes hazel does ultimately play a significant role in stopping the zombie problem #but functionally COMPLETELY UNRELATED TO HER POWERS?

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ganondoodle · 4 months ago

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(idk if anyone wants to keep hearing my opinions on totk book stuff but-)

apparently it says that rauru DID have kids, multiple even, which yeah... is kinda necessary for zelda to even be connected to them so much so that sonia can SENSE a blood connection (which, even with all the excuses with magic, is just a little too far for me to suspend my disbelief bc its over, OVER, ten thousand years worth of generations that seperate her from them that one lil touch of the hand can sense that (feels more like an attempt to make you care about them or .. see them as zeldas "better" parents just bc they exchange a few nice words, i never got the feeling they were 'better' parents and its also kinda disrespectful to her actual parents, like sure rhoam wasnt the best but i wouldnt call rauru better just bc he was polite)- i could see maybe the light power of hylia or sth but since its the coolest dude that ever lived rauru now that had it which still doesnt make sense and makes me unreasonably annoyed and she can sense BOTH of their powers in her? nah) the fact theres NOTHING about them in the game itself is just so ... no way they planned any of this

i dont think theres anything they can do or say that wont make be believe they either

are making it up alla 'fix it in post' mentality trying to hastily explain stuff the game never bothers to do to try and appease fans or let it appear as if they thought about it at all

something went really REALLY wrong during development, which kinda seems likely given how the game turned out (im sorry i cannot let go, its not just the writing, the game design too and how little was changed in the map while being so damn expensive, i dont know how people dont feel scammed q_q)

given that they (allegedly) spent the last entire year of development on polish (where??? where????? huh??? like it would make it more understandable (EXCEPT for the price) if there was alot of trouble, which was also bc it got delayed and ... turned out like this, but they dont want to say it, especially given their reputation, with that quote i have heard way too many times 'a delayed game blah blah') i just??

are they just gonna go and do it like they did with kashiwa (kass)? "they uuuh where flying around the whole time ony cool sonau tech maschines, you just dont see or hear from them ooooorrr they were uuuuh out of the country at the time" (sending invitations to other continents to join their glorious kingdom ;) )

(bet they are also gonna say they did all the stuff like ... moving the shrines around (lol?) and lifting the islands up into the sky- which is still weird bc ... didnt they also say they were living in the sky before coming to the surface?? so where?? did they park all their islands on the surface and the mystery kids had the keys so they had to repark them back into the sky after they returned off camera?? xD also why are the islands so different as an environment if they where from the surface? like even the STONE up there is different- and if they were first in the sky then on the surface and the nback in the sky .. why is there not a single yellow tree or grass in the past- you cant really argue that it changed bc they were up there so long bc .. nothing else changed, the suddendly and totally always there sonau buildings are largely in prime condition, only some slightly moldy, and what we see of the glorious past looks barely any different from the present, aside from like ... some standard trees shuffled, no castle yet and that glowy uwu filter DESPITE that stupidly long time frame between it)

#ganondoodles talks #zelda #ganondoodles rants #idk if others feel like that too but i cant shake the feeling there was something that either went horribly wrong during development-#-or the entire thing was neglected the whole time which is why its so .. i hesitate to even call it bare bones #...which is WILD given that its the supposed sequel to their best seeling zela game #like wtf where you doing #i get that the pressure can be immense but imo it wasnt that hard to make a sequel to thats better than totk #like i think it was harder to make totk like it is NOW bc it scraps and throws away so many things you could have easily used-#-as sequel material #its all so weird to me #my tin foil hat theory is still that they saw the success of the mario movie and immediately shifted everything to make more movies #bc it made so much money #and a movie is easier to make than a good game #so totk or botw2 at the time got the short end of the stick #which is why everything feels like .. so ... bare bones .. untested .. unfinished .. non sensical...#like an alpha build that got enough visual polish to look like a full game when its still an alpha build at its core #some main ideas like the abilities implemented and the basic map layers #mechanics functioning but untested on how it feels to play #like the sage controls and arrow fusing and ... contradictory game mechanics that dont work together #like the bulding WORKS but its clunky and underused- everything can be cheated so easily you dont even feel good cheating-#-bc it feels like the teacher just allowed you to mark your test with a green circle and you still got an A (or however USA grades work)#despite not even reading the questions- why attempt to solve a puzzle if you can just skip it #and how they tell you to be creative with it yet creativity gets punished and only efficiency is rewarded #which completely undermines the entire thing #...theres so much more you know i have ranted about it all before #ALSO rauru and sonia seemed like a rather newly wed couple to me- not one that had multiple kids that never appear-#since it only mentions rauru ..... if its only his then ... that doesnt explain anything bc zelda needs both sonia and rauru dna #................do sonau leave eggs to incubate somewhere heavenly or sth #watch out the springs where built to hatch rauru eggs bc they need the gods holy blessing bc they are oh so holy to hatch

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cent-scratchnsniff · 3 months ago

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Day 50

#lobotomy corporation #lobcorp #lobotomy corp spoilers #lobcorp spoilers #i deadass almost forgot abt it twice on day 50 im used to llooking in the same spot but it wasnt there anymore because it MOVED #i was genuinely stunned and was just saying 'oh.' or 'wow.' or the variants of out of words to describe what im feeling #that and the occasional yelp of surprise #so i deadass forgot about the train in the flurry of emotions . until i heard it SCREAMIMG and i had also yelled at that moment #i had put my head in my hands for a solid few seconds as i jusr kept hearing that fuckass train in c comand 1 go COOOCHGOHDHOGIHAB #before i actually functioned again and probably over shielded all agents i could near the possible path #i didnt qant ANY of them to die !!! on day 50 too!!! come on man its basically a free day #other thing was that i let Ryn have the last work. was going to be vincent with mosb but we were a few enerfy short #uhmm. say it as a sorry for letting your wife (girlfriend) die ryn. sorry ryn .... you get to have the final fuck ass abno work of the day #x lobcorp #its mostly my thoughts than trhing to be in chafacter. tis not in character. i just needed a pad for some comedic timing #/<QUEUE>/

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kindaasrikal · 4 months ago

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Love deeply platonic relationships where two individuals are practically platonic soulmates who care for each other deeply and have changed each other’s life significantly.

Hate it when the fandom sees is as romantic tho.

#its a huge annoyance of mine #proud bakudeku togachako platonic believer #maybe its cause im getting sick of the high amount of romance (canon and fanon) that is literally everywhere #when do i get to have my platonic soulmates that are portrayed correctly #like im sorry i dont look at their relationship and immediately wash it down ti romance #especially when its all ‘implied’ when their relationship has been so hevuoy traumatising they can’t be romantic because thats not how #theyve functioned this entire time #can this apso apply to lava #like lego ninjago lava #like yh no i aint hating on any of these shippers for any of these ships #but oh my GOD i need content that would fit canon #no i dont think theyd hide away in a corner and make out #and no i dont think theyd use pet names #except kai he definitely would call people baby randomly #and toga seems like teh type to say sweetheart or cutie often #but like in the way people say in a platonic sense #platonic #platonic soulmates #ugh i love platonic soulmates #its so mych cuter then romantic half the time when im looking for fluff #like please no i dont wanna see people making out and being committed i want people cuddling with no weirdness #this cant just be a me thing #please 😭

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puppyeared · 11 months ago

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adhd comix

#man i dont even have the energy to be mad. im just tired #like. dont u love it when your parents exhibit symptoms of ADHD and your sibling is diagnosed with a learning disability #and instead of thinking oh shit what if the other one has smth too. they subject you to The Horrors #i cant bring myself to hate my parents. but im tired of feeling obligated to defend them when the thing they think is working #isnt actually working and ive just found other ways to cope to avoid any sort of conflict. like lying and stealing. lol #if someone took me aside and said 'hey so your brain doesnt make as much dopamine as usual and its not a bad thing it just means you #need external stimulation and reward system to function and youre not actually secretly fucked up or lazy' as a kid #im pretty sure i wouldnt be here rn with half the problems i already have. unfortunately getting diagnosed late means u dont have a teacher #to back you up at a parent teacher conference that forces your parents to take this shit seriously instead of ignoring it hoping itll #go away on its own. but hey what do i know i have squirrel ipad baby disease. what do i know about my own symptoms #AND. AND i think im allowd to be mad bc ive been doing my own research on this for years before and after diagnosis #theyve been putting me thru the WORST parenting techniques on earth. which they could have corrected at anytime but they were #comfortable thinking they were doing it right and didnt bother to check if they were or werent fucking up their kid in the long run #and refusing to acknowledge it. i just!! they just decided one day hey lets make babies!! and just looked at books on how to make #a human being survive as long as possible!!! what the fuck!!!!#im sorry for putting this on ppls dashes but i am. so tired. of bottling this up. and im not looking for sympathy or anything i just need #to scream and clench my fists to SOMEONE about it because theyre not gonna take this well up the ass. sigh #yapping #vent

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oxymoronicdumbass · 1 month ago

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i will call myself autistic and people will think i'm just using it as a silly, chronically online, tiktok-diagnosed-me term, and then they'll spend a little bit more time with me and they're like oh

#if you know me on a super surface level i can pass as kinda normal #but the more time you spend with me the more obvious it is tbh lmao #like when i say that i am autistic i fully mean it #stimming hyperfixations meltdowns and all #the whole shebang #but it also kinda sucks that the term “autistic” has been kinda watered down so much #people don't really see me being autistic as the same as me being disabled #cause like yeah i'm autistic and i really like my silly little tv shows and spending lots of time on tumblr #but i'm also autistic and need lots of alone time in order to properly interact with other people #i'm autistic and i don't like any form of physical contact no matter how well i know you #i'm autistic and loud sudden noises affect my ability to function #i'm autistic and if i push myself too hard i WILL burnout and that will be unable to perform basic tasks #i'm autistic and eye contact is almost impossible for me #i'm autistic and i will regularly miss social cues and accidentally come across as rude #and it sucks that i'll say i'm autistic and people won't take me seriously #and then they'll act surprised when i an autistic person act autistic #but at the same time i can't lie it is kinda funny when i tell people i'm autistic and they're like #“but you seem normal”#cause oh boy #you have no idea #my posts #ah i love rambling in the tags #autism #actually autistic #autistic things

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moghedien · 11 months ago

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i swear if you people start uwuifying OCD like you did with ADHD and autism I'm going to start attacking

#the general idea of what OCD is already so fucking wrong and harmful #if you start being like 'oh my little meow meow is so OCD' or 'its not a disorder its just a different way of thinking uwu'#I'M GOING TO FUCKING KILL #ALL OF MY EARLIEST CHILDHOOD MEMORIES FROM AGE 3 AND UP ARE OF HAVING PANIC ATTACKS #PLEASE GO FUCK YOURSELVES THIS IS A MISERABLE FUCKING DISORDER ITS NOT CUTE ITS NOT QUIRKY ITS THE REASON I HAD GRAY HAIR AS A TEENAGER #i saw this like 'i let the intrusive thoughts win' isn't something people use all the time for like dying their fucking hair #its exhausting how many people what to be all 'mental illness needs to be more accepted'#and then in the next sentence want to deny that your mental illness is actually harmful to you and doesn't negatively affect you #and its just because society doesn't accept your different way of thinking uwu #NO I LITERALLY WOULD HAVE KILLED MYSELF AS A TEENAGER IF SOMEONE HAD CONVINCED ME THAT MY MENTAL ILLNESS WAS NORMAL AND FINE #figuring out that something was Wrong with my brain was like the best moment of my life #and this 'no you just think differently don't try to change' attitude may be helpful in SOME CASES #but that shit needs to me pulled back on A LOT online because that framing can be extremely harmful to some people (like me)#knowing exactly what is wrong with my brain is literally the only way I'm able to not let it affect me #and it not affecting me is literally the only way I can function and live happily #like you understand that some people do genuinely have things wrong with them #and telling them they don't is beyond cruel

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arolesbianism · 6 months ago

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Was thinking abt my slugcat hcs and decided to doodle some scugs and ramble a smidge abt them. I’m not very happy with my hunter and arti designs atm unfortunately, but I like my concepts for them still

#keese draws #rain world #rain world survivor #rain world monk #rain world hunter #rain world artificer #rw survivor #rw monk #rw hunter #rw artificer #I don’t have the motivation to draw everyone else but I’ll share some tidbits of my hcs #gourmand is a scug that actually can invert their stomach but they usually don’t #spearmaster’s spear creation was engineered through modified mucus glands #I’ve talked abt this before but saint’s ‘fur’ isn’t actually fur but an insulating coat of thick foamy motified mucus #and rivulet spends a Lot more time grooming than any of the other scugs #not out of necessity they just need to get that extra energy out somehow during the long rains #but yeah I’m a fluffy slugcat hater sorry furries in the chat they are slimy lil guys to me #oh to be clear the purposed for cleaning hc is inspired by the pipe slugs but not directly referencing them #in my hcs oh scugs were typically more for getting junk out of larger bodies of water with pipes being more of a secondary thing #they were never fully aquatic but they used to be much more partially aquatic than their current counterparts #this changed as the inputs and outputs of their main food sources stopped functioning and they were forced to more and more so scavenge #in my minds eye their tails were originally used as a floaty of sorts for when they dunked their heads underwater to feed #but after they left the water they eventually lost the pouch of air in their tails so now their tails are mostly a nuisance #they do make grooming easier at least since reached to their backs every time would be hard

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anisohtropy · 2 years ago

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kaveh’s really pulling the words out of my brain. this wip was supposed to be just quick practice writing kavetham before I start on my howl’s au for them, but it’s not done and it’s like 13.5k? what’s going on? how did I get here? this isn’t even a complicated wip it’s just my take on kaveh’s participation in the championship event

idk something about depressed blonde man is making my brain go whrrr and kick out bangers like “guilt is as natural to him as breathing” and “the difference between martyrdom and surrender is nothing on the scale of the universe” like who comes up with that? not anyone who isn’t still unstable from finals that’s for sure anyway I’m almost done with it so watch out

#kavetham #kavehtham #haikaveh #kaveh #alhaitham #genshin #genshin impact #and i keep dropping bangers too #i have literally no right to be going this hard for a silly wip i started to distract me from finals #kaveh is going through the ringer #i am putting him through it #but its okay because unlike hoyo i will give him a boyfriend as compensation #fellas is it gay to know someone so well you don't need words to communicate #fellas is it gay to be desperately worried about your friend leaving you so you decide to leave them first after a major argument #but you end up living together later and oh god they're in love with you and you're terrified #also you're still blaming yourself for your father's death and your therapist is a literal god #kavehs so fucked up thank god haithams functional #one day ill finally finish this thing and be happy with it #im gonna shoot everyone with my nerf gun full of angst #itll be great #someone will cry for sure

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davrinassan · 12 days ago

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begging & pleading for my mother to leave me alone for just one fucking day please.

#i have had such a weekend and parts of it were very good but other parts were horrible and i am So Done.#like i genuinely just need to sit and not do anything for a day before i can be functional #i was going to bake today to at least get my cake done but i just do not have the mental energy #txt #'what are you doing' 'nothing.' 'then do something' PLEASE JSUT LEAVE ME ALONEEEEEEEEEEEEE #This is why i hate living with people i literally need days where i cannot do anythihg and the pressure makes it Worse. like #yes family is coming. yes theyre gonna be here next week. i know. I know. I KNOW. IM NOT STUPID. PLEASE JUST LET ME DO NOTHING FOR ONE DAY #I CAN DO THINGS AFTER THAT BUT OH MY GKD PLEASE. ONE DAY. THANK YOU.

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ppenguinpperson · 1 year ago

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tempalate by caninewhistles on devianart!! nothing in february:( little penguino so sad the ward take him away.. oh well! teehee.. thank you all for the good year!!! Mwah!!!

#the ward at least gave me one thing and thats insight on how the facility might function hehehehehe #not really ofc #its good for basing stuff on it !! i know its not the same ofc the facility is like way bigger #but its a good reference to have for the basics of how it could function #ive got sooo many thoughts on the facility #i gotta make like. a guard oc or smth. ive got mutants ive got scientists ive got civilians (marya my good friend marya)#ive got a stalker. i need more #i need another civilian #one thats not dead #there is a little devil in my mind that wants me to make ten thousand ocs. NO!!!!! WRTITE ALYA FIC FIRST!!!!#spoeaking of writing! ive published 56.4k words on ao3 !!!#those are the only ones that ive published lol #god. its not that ive got full fics sitting in my google docs #its just that ive got some wips i didnt get around to finishing... goddd.... anekom science au i loev you anekom science au!!!#and then ive got a bit of! temnolya/temnovazone bit. thennn ummm ive got saffie creepypasta #oh then i have rp but those arent fics #OH SHIT #i completely forgot about . no. i did those last year so im not mentioning #i had a bit of a dimanya fic going but then didnt like my execution.. the idea was cool but the exectionw asnt #then that facility janitor thing that i took down bc i didnt like it. you know how it goes #its wild... !!!#i like writing:)

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