#obviously i suppose

[rosiespokemontwitterau]

So proud of him. (ﾉ´∀｀*)

[lafortis]

aren't you tired? don't you want it to end?

I mean shiiit, sometimes yeah 😔 but I'm in a routine these days, I make a lil progress, I got things to look forward to every once in a while. my professional skills are a feather in other peoples' caps every now and then, which is at least a little ego boost. I could easily make more of a name for myself but honestly I'm more of a support human in the first place, much happier getting the assist in general. so in that sense I'm pretty fulfilled at work, I got a few homies, got hobbies. it's a tiring life, but shit, I'm doing a lot better financially than I could be at my age with no degree 😔 which is to say I'm only flat broke most of the time and I'm not in TOO much debt. I've sort of integrated my habits and desires into a more normal and easily relatable model of what it means to be human than I used to have, which sounds like I sold out, but shit, community is pretty alright and one of the leading reasons why I don't always want it to end, so I think it's probably worth it in the end. every once in a while I think about moving on or going back to school, but I think in the end what we all want in a job is fulfilling work at a workplace that respects you, and I'm closer to having that now than I would be if I started over, so I've taken the "improve my environment" approach instead. I dunno if I make enough of an impact for it to be worthwhile, or indeed if the people who benefit from it fully understand why I do what I do, but I think for now at least it's enough for me, and if that ever stops being the case I'll change direction before deciding I want it all to end.

tl;dr yes and no based entirely on circumstance, not because I categorically cannot see a path towards such feelings or anything. it's been a closer thing than I would like it to have been in the past, and it'll likely come around again some day. for now I enjoy the little things and take solace in my midterm goals being achieved slowly, even if those midterm goals aren't really all for me in the first place

[bigskycastle]

knights and wizards for hw

[sweetlullabyebye]

Made way too many posts about jealous Charles so here is Charles actually smiling for a change

[spiderziege]

Maybe bdubs in his crastle?

crastle, i love you crastle

[lucabyte]

i feel like people are sleeping on the occam's razor situation of how buckwild it is to outright accuse a guy of being a clone of your friend even if you DO have a lot of circumstantial evidence. there's other options is what im saying. they could just be like. a guy. that's a sensible deduction. you should explore that deduction. ignore my shirt that reads I <3 RED HERRINGS.

i still think odile has the correct theory on lock but she's smart enough to know it needs like... a real smoking gun to be able to bring it up without sounding insane.

anyway. (mirabelle voice) i know its rude to speculate but has anyone else noticed the grieving? they seem to be grieving. does anyone have any thoughts on the grieving? i have some thoughts on the grieving.

[bloggingboutburgers]

This gig is doing wonders for my self-esteem related to my age tbh

[doctorsiren]

since you did Stan and Hermes, why not Ford and Athena?

Perhaps he wrote about this in Journal 1 😁

[perilegs]

I'm thinking about the Dalish conversation with Zevran and how he tells of the circumstance of his birth in the most matter of fact way and calls it the oldest tale in the book. If the Warden says it was horrible, Zevran plays it off with a nonchalant "Is it?" and says it's normal, especially for the boys he grew up with. But! He approves of you acknowledging that his past has been horrible to him. He keeps diminishing his own problems and trauma, and it's interesting because there are so many little aspects of him that show themselves in that tiny bit of dialogue.

Zevran, as a crow, is trained in the art of seduction and it has been one of the reasons he's still alive to this day. He knows it's typically unsexy to lament on how terribly your past has been affecting you. If you tell Zevran you're sorry for him, he immediately turns the conversation into complimenting the Warden.

It can be read as a test of character if one so chooses. Obviously Zevran isn't going to show a weak point to a person he just met, but, he is telling about himself, on a deeper level, and it's up to the Warden on how they react. Also, It's a good way to scope intentions and such. Zevran is still sharing information on himself, but on his terms. He chooses to tell the Warden about his childhood when all they asked was a question about the Dalish. And he sets a neutral tone to it.

Zevran's childhood is not a pleasant subject and he distances himself from it. It's far easier for him to talk about it that way, and it doesn't force him to process what he experienced and how it was horrible.

But he does enjoy someone, an outsider, reaffirming that what he went through was horrible, and it wasn't okay just because others have gone through the same and worse. Was there a moment in his past, where he even mildly suggested his childhood might have been less than ideal, and gotten back the reaction that it's no different from his peers? Or that he is lucky to have been bought by the crows?

"My first victim, as it were." Is that what the crows said to him? How they reassured Zevran time and time again how he was meant to be an assassin, it has been so since his birth.

[tantumuna]

"oh please purchase the movies/shows you've been pirating uwu face"

how. where. where am i supposed to purchase movies/shows that do not ever get physical releases because streaming services would rather you pay to access them only to completely remove them on a whim?

piracy is media preservation and I'll die on this hill

[starry-kittens]

Some drawings I’ve made!

[owlyhouse]

oh god there’s more of them

[artashipatrick]

+1

[olibunni]

In honor of the fuckass danganronpa revival that seems to maybe be happening I present a half rendered komahina beach day drawing

Edit: also I’m still new to this app and I want to make friends and mutuals and stuff so maybe if ur willing to reblog w some nice tags and I’ll go thru everything you’ve ever posted (if that’s okay w u) (I’m scared of people)

Extra edit: here’s it finished :)

[raiii-bee]

Wanted to mess with charcoals again, so here's a little Hal and Sunny based on a memory I have of my own dad.

[maythearo]

I hope you all know that twisted wonderland is in fact, disney owned and yall should not be spending money on it rn