#nvm me
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“don't cry tonight”
#I've made those a while ago.. i was keeping them to myself then i decided against and post it on twt#so here We're ...#this picture means a lot to me .. i adore tgem here... and actually it's so inspiring a..bc it looks like a deleted scene.#One of those scenes between episodes that we didn't see... and we can't be sure that it happened#.. yaas yes. True. In this case we take responsibility and start writing the said scenes in a proper fic ... and THAT'S WHAT I'M DOING NOW#nvm me#beyond evil#괴물#jwds#주원동식#han joowon#lee deongsik#kdrama#my edit#yeo jingoo#this boy is so clingy.. the camera stopped filming while he was still hugging him with the same steadfastness...bro let go no one taking him
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Genuinely tweaking tf out because last chapter dropped and I'm so soul-wrenched pulled apart at the seams and unraveling that I don't even have the energy to cry lmaoo. Tbh i never expected to get this attached to a character/s (all of them, really- Shingen, Somi, Shintaro) and it sounds kind of stupid when I write it down here but still.
My heart breaks for all of them; Shingen, who had to live his life burdened by his clan duties. Shintaro, who had to live his life never being the first choice, of always being tethered to the rules. Somi, who, I think (I hope) loved her child, but just a little too late, and for Gun, poor, sweet Gun, who had to see them all die before his eyes.
They weren't good- they were a terrible family by all means (talking about the adults here obv), but somehow I can't bring myself to hate them for it. It's hard to express what I'm really feeling lol but I just hope. I just hope they're all finally at peace, now. Somehow, somewhere.
I hope Shingen and Shintaro get to be the kids that their childhood never allowed them to be, I hope Somi gets to smile more freely, and I hope that Gun can be happy and unburdened by his past. I hope.
#its kinda pathetic abt how im mourning over literal fictional ppl lmaoo#but like.#im so deeply attached??#idk#i started reading lookism when i was in a really bad place#and it took my mind off things for a while#especially my glorious king shintaro yk 😍😍#ig thats why its kind of a hard pill to swallow lol#but still#STILL#i think im losinh my mind lollll#nvm me#im js rambling atp#i need sleep#and possibl therapy lol#but its okayy#(its not IM SCREAMING CRYING THROWIHG UP I NEED A GOOD NICE HAPPY FIC WHERE NOTH9NG BAD HAPPENED AND THEY'RE ALL SAFE AND HAPPY OK)#also this ended up on a much more sadder note than i intended it to be lolll#SHINTARO MY LOVE MY BABY MY POOR SWEET DARLING COME BACK#I NEED YOU#HHHHHHHHHHHUH#lookism#shintaro yamazaki#gun park#shingen yamazaki#somi park#SHINTARO#SHINTAROOOOOOO
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The Bear Brain S4 Wish #2,879
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What if Carmy felt pressured by everyone to apologize to Claire after their street argument (which was leaked months ago) and practiced with Sydney on how to to approach her...except it goes in an unexpected direction?!?!? Imagine Carmy whilst looking in into her charming baby seal eyes (shout out to the Tumblr poet who came up with that), starts confessing how much he's missed her, how he wants to know everything about her, that he feels safe with her, and wants to take care of her?!?! Do you see the vision podcast homies?!?! 😄
@gingergofastboatsmojito @afrofairysblog @bootlegramdomneess
#i am delusional#sydcarmy#sydney x carmy#the bear#nvm me#some kind of wonderful#keith and watts are sydcarmy ancestors#maybe I'll write this while standing in line to vote tomorrow
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“A lover in every port” is something both horny sailors and computers that love group sex can shake on
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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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I wish I could internalize the fact that I can be liked, wanted and even desired. Someone might find the bouncing of my belly when I'm topping them cute without having a fat/feederism fetish. Someone might think the cellulite on my thighs makes me look more natural and find that sexy. Someone might see my big arms and chubby fingers and think they're beautiful. Someone my think my body is soft and beautiful and hot, so why can't I like myself?
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I was thinking, Twitch is practically human sized so...
THIS IS HOW HE WOULD HOLD ME!
Primus, it should be ME
#nvm me#just simping over here#earthspark spoilers#tfe spoilers#Transformers earthspark spoilers#bumblebee
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being so brave today. like holy shit. literally so brave & strong.
#nvm me#sometimes you just need a lil positive reinforcement#it's healthy you see#but also literally i am........#i'm studying a bunch instead of playing Veilguard so i can breathe a little easier tomorrow i AM being incredibly incredibly brave over her
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Wish I could like comments cause like sometimes they don’t NEED an answer but I wish to acknowledge with a little <3 yk
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Foodpanda kill yourself I hate your bodots ad it's dry as fuck you should have hired real visayans. Posershit.
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me trying to motivate myself to finally fucking start writing (not just drafting, writing) my magnum opus, Redshirts: i want to start posting my aesthetics for the fic but i can't post those and then the fic a year later, so i need to hurry up the writing so i can start posting the aests leading up to the fic's "release"
#not sure this is going to bully my brain into Anything but hey#worth a fucking shot at this point#(did i ever mention that i have the stupid ambition to not start posting a multichaptered work until it's all finished?)#(dumb. dumber. me.)#nvm me
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Too much crying today. I want hugs and cuddles. And then more hugs and cuddles. Something safe.
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gay means happy too but then why is it so that i'm so depressed DESPITE being gay?
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I quit being on this planet!!!!
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i'm starting to imagine a band!teez fic with this yeosang holding an electric guitar...
#mingi will be on the drums#sanhwa vocalists#yunho bass guitarist mayhaps?#that's all i can imagine for now jskssksk#nvm me#elle.rambles
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I think the only way I could end up in a relationship is if you go back in time and meet me before I developed severe trust issues
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