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⟢NEW PFP, LAYOUT & USERNAME⟢
I wanted to make an update to the blog as a whole, with an actual icon of my artwork, some matching gif as header and a new username! Finally changed from Alecz to Lez, the "bichi" part comes from a silly way I say the word "bicho" (bug), fitting for the theme;]
#troupe master grimm#grimm#hollow knight#hk#my hk designs#lez'makingz#nkg#nightmare king grimm#love how the way I draw Grimm keeps getting cuntier#the noise filter blended the lazy shading so well#details details on the card I hope someone gets (and somehow sees them by how small it is........)#changing users was something I wanted to do for so long but I just couldn't decide what to change it too#mayhaps it's not permanent still#and thats ok#nvm had after thoughts#will go with lezbichilover instead I really liked that one from my telegram
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💖🎊the end, & thank you for reading!!🎊💖
im so thankful for all the support i got on this story, and i wouldn't have finished it if not for all of you, and for the love i got for seb and clora. so thank you again for giving me the motivation to write this 600k+ monster, and to see it through to the very end. LOVE YALL💖🫶 (ao3/wattpad)
#THAAATS ALL FOLKS#so surreal that after over a year i wont have the thought in the back of my mind of 'oh i need to start on the next chap soon'#its freeing but also empty🥲 im sure ill still have moments where im like CRAP I NEED TO UPDATE--oh wait nvm LOL#sebastian sallow x mc#hogwarts legacy#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x oc#sebastian x mc#clora clemons#hogwarts legacy fanfiction#choccyart#my first ever longfic i managed to finish... all my other attempts in other fandoms i fizzled out at like 60k or 70k words#all thanks to yall supporting my brainrot 🙏🙏whether it was a year ago or a day ago🙏#there are some regular readers i had in the VERY beginning that i still think about BAHAHA......hope theyre doing good#and if they ever remember my fic and think about reading it again AT LEAST ITS ACTUALLY COMPLETE AND GOOD TO GO WOO#i feel so accomplished...SIDEQUEST COMPLETE😤
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have an inspection for my apartment tomorrow morning, my last day at my small ass uni apartment is today and i'll be doing my last bit of cleaning!!
i literally have nothing else in here other than my new laptop that i only do editing with so i spent last night and my morning just now writing lol
i've partially finished my dbd chapter (4k+ words atm) but it introduces another killer that the reader will be paired up with and the next segment is the michael myers' trial!! so my question is--- would you rather to have me post it now or after i've also written michael's trial? (might take a week or two to write and post michael's trial, if i post it now you'll have another chapter within the next month)
was gonna make a poll but i like to interact personally so let me know in the comments heh <3
i'll make it easy so you can copy paste your answers like this:
i waited 3+ years for michael i CANNOT wait any longer
i waited 3+ years for michael i can wait longer
#whoever is gonna live in this apartment after me is gonna be haunted with the amount of - nvm too dumb of a joke#the only thing i'm gonna miss is the way how every time i look out the window at any time during the day or night someone is awake#that's the uni student life fr...#& the way on every friday everyone would be blasting music and screaming partying... only on friday tho which is like so funnily respectful#and no noise on saturdays because everyone is just so hangover lmaoooooo#also gonna miss how every time i went out to the open air corridor to smoke cigs... there'd be someone to smoke with!!#the way i'd go out at 5am to smoke with a cup of coffee in -20 degrees and watch the woods... there'd be deers and fawns running...#my pigeons... IM GONNA MISS MY PIGEONS NOBODY WILL FEED THEM LIKE I DO#well at least my new apartment also faces the woods but no balcony or anything... i dont wanna do snus... it's just not the same#i'd rather die than to vape too tf#also i lost my cigarette case... i need to buy a new one (I KNOW THAT ONE BICTH STOLE IT BUT I CANT PROVE IT)#anywayy i guess i'll have to go into the woods and smoke cigs and share my food with some foxes or hare (i forgor their names in english)#do NOT feed them btw this is a joke#i just like watching animals and filming them#the most special moment for me was when i got to see a grävling out in my garden sniffing my flowers... just so cute#i just googled they're called badgers lmao#at first i thought it was a raccoon cuz i had woken up at like 3am to get water and it was just there!!!!#i love yapping in the tags nobody cares!!!! unless you click to expand then you do care!!!! cute!#cant wait to move into my new apartment too and decorate it. all of my stuff are there in moving boxes rn jvebfhrejvb#the first thing i moved was my figures and barbies...#barbies i've had since i was a kid they're nothing special (as in they aren't really film barbies but they're very special 2 me)#they're all so special because i loved them the most and most of my ocs are based on them which also happen to be the readers in the fics#whooops... normalize writing your ocs as the readers!!!!#i mean not entirely... i use them as a base for personality and dialogue choices but never specify anything about their appearance ofc#it's funny tho because almost all of my ocs are racially ambiguous even with their names lmao they can be anyone and everyone#bro stop yappinggggg get back to work goddamn omg yes i gotta clean... thanks bye love you
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part au part actual phantom hourglass :)
#razables#the legend of zelda#phantom hourglass#tetra#link#jolene#gongoron#((<-he doesnteven have a tag???🤕))#anyways. thoughts:#tetra (after hanging out with Aryll) this sibling shit it EASY#gongoron *exists*#tetra: ah. nvm.#also i want to draw more of Jolene she’s so insane to me <3#also Link’s design is NOT final i just have not had the time to think abt him…
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Robin being scary collection
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Kinda love how her eyes turn like mihawk's...
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Luffy hitting crocodile with his blood will never not be hard af
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Luffy ily part 746
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Nami is asking Vivi to come with her and see all the world together.... I know it
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Luffy and sanji in here.... Dumb of Ass and Kind of Heart (interchangable)
#robin saving luffy to free herself from crocodile (bc ofc she doesnt trust him. he will sell her to the marines the second it serves him)#and while he distracts him she gets to pluton and the poneglyph.... she was making plans here....#pell got me :(#nami crying when she sees vivi screaming for them to stop fighting.... damn#wait a second a panel with luffys wanted poster while crocodile thinks about him.... so he knew his full name... mmm im going to ignore it#also is this the first and only time he used gomu gomu storm???#why does luffy smiling always get me akdhaksjsks wdym he doesnt need to thank you and also you are being buried by rubble omg#THE KING TAKES LUFFY OUT OF THE RUBBLE??? I THOUGHT LUFFY TOOK THE KING AND ROBIN OUT#oh nvm.....#carue in a carpet it looks like he is in a prayer mat akdhakks#hina has a gold bracelet like nami i am calling it that is bellemeres sister or smth....new theory...#tashigi getting the same 'be stronger' thing from smoker that zoro got from mihawk.... yeah yeah#like mihawk was kinder lmao#which is also really interesting bc she is mad for not stopping crocodile simply bc she wasnt strong enough for him and had to let luffy#get him.... she is mad for that not for not stopping the pirates... which she could have done both if she was stronger#capturing the pirates and taking down crocodile#smoker stunting on his superiors akdjaj hell yes....#truly what is that stare nami gives to vivi... is it a come woth me to see it all... it might be... it is bc vivi says theres so much to se#zoro nowhere to be seen when the nami tease happens.... i saw that....#vivi is SIXTEEN???? sanji you are going to jail#nami too i guess akdjsksjks#bon clay that was beautiful.... even sanji is crying#vivis goodbye.... yeah...#smoker called tashigi little lady??? qkshajsjak thats his babygirl (platonically) (you wouldnt get it 🚬)#everybody shut up the funniest girl in the world is about to make her appearance....#robin accepting her death.... after everything..... oof#robin joined and was like ooh they are silly and goofy always.... perfect place for a silly girl like me#anyways alabasta is done and robin i love you i was takng screenshots like inwas at a concert#alaso luffy ily.... namivivi i miss you....#reading one piece
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Me gathering my thoughts on chapter 110 but it ends with NARUMI no matter what
#kaiju no. 8#kn8 manga spoilers#HE DID IT HE ****ING DID IT THIS MADLAD SON OF KAIJU#or son of Isao....#well Isao was pretty crazy for his method#Narumi really want to 1up his old man in every way possible#idk isao is just as crazy if not even more so than Narumi if you look past his demeanor#he had that desperation after the loss of hikari. kind of desperation Narumi never had until that happened#Mina's teamwork with Kafka was great too like she can finally be kafka platoon's vice-capt she dreamed of#it'll be a nice twist if she ends up dealing a killing blow anyway#contrasting with Hoshina who thought he finally had someone to clear path for him#then like..okay guess what I'm more built for this#but again that was hoshina. man of blade and deception#okay tag talking works wonder i finally wrote my thoughts in here#at what cost but nvm#talks abt Isao...we probs got his relative right there#in the control room#isaoesque eyebrows...#kn8 110
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#personal#ugh#not a day goes by where i dont think of her /:#we were such good friends /:#and like admittedly i needed to take space after all that i don't regret it#but i h8 that she prematurely apologized b4 even hearing my frustrations or why i was hurt#bc she apologized for what she THOUGHT i wanted to hear#and it sucks /: cause i really hope she's doing better#i hope shes ok#and i miss her#but i cannot bring myself to message her bc like......#i just don't understand how you hear your friends say something shitty happened with someone ur involved with#and blow up at them and demand proof of it#like i dont care how stressed you are with other stuff .......... who does that??????#nvm the fact that like. majority of the stress she had expressed to me then was literally about...... the ppl who did the fucked shit.......#idk. im just sad#she made me feel so seen and held and heard and we were just friends but like..... i cherished her so much ):#ALSO NVM THE FACT THE DAY BEFORE SHE DID THIS I LITERALLY TOLD HER (after talking to her abt smthn separate) tht#the only way we'd stop being friends is if she did LITERALLY exactly what she did#and yeah she sent it to my Wife's DMs#but honestly that makes it worse cause she knew i was there#nd treated my wife after all that like she was an evil meanie while she apologized to me#(which imo idc it reads and transmisogyny)#and she just like. up and left Everything b4 realizing she fucked up#like she did choose this#and im respecting that and respecting myself enough not to try running and begging her to be friends again#i just. idk man. it sucks
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for a moment i genuinely thought he was gonna be coming out lol
#teresa.txt#EDIT NVM watched one (1) bts vid on how he named the ep#no i have not been keeping up with any news abt it LOL#dont take this too seriously#ive had the thought maybe twice but im not invested much more than that#just lightly curious#ill listen to the songs after i sleep but i checked out the lyrics
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qjaiden death got me so fucked up I have about 30 posts worth of queue about her
#some are other things but a good 90% are jaiden#i didn't want to clog up someone's notifs lolol but yeah the queue's gonna go till friday#i know ccjaiden made the decision herself to step away and im glad she's prioritising herself and her mental health#but also GAH. she was part of the first group. she was our first woman. she was my first pov. and only pov up until bobby died.#she was a lawyer. a mother. a best friend. she was amazing.#i didnt pay much attention to her cubito and all the cucurucho lore after bobbys death but im still going to miss her#wouldnt have started watching qsmp had it not been for her. i may have been a mcyt fan before qsmp but i never watched dsmp so i knew of-#-the other creators but not enough to want to watch. but seeing jaiden animations up there amused me enough to start watching#we watched her adopt bobby with roier. i loved their friendship from the start. i kept up w bobby so much. he was my first favourite#im going to miss her. she was a wildcard but god she was one of the best#jaiden roier bobby drawing sessions. jaiden hanging out with roier and mariana. jaiden attending roier and cellbit's wedding#jaiden showing off her wings. jaiden getting a new hairdo. jaiden in bobby fields never being able to set down more than 3 chairs#jaiden saying goodbye to every sunset. calling out wait for me. dont leave her. wait for her. wait for her bobby.#she's with you now.#FUCK OKAY I THOUGHT I'D BE FINE NVM
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so me and my friend are onto season 4 of X-files now and we got to the csm-centric episode, right. and when he put the sniper rifle up from the window at the start I was like "whoa there. jfk assassination much?"-- and then the flashback starts and wouldn't you fucking know it, csm was the one who killed jfk??
this made me joke about how "what is he, the dark version of forrest gump or something? lmao" (ie. being present at a bunch of historical happenings), and then it seems like I was right because after that, he killed martin luther king too... aND TH E N towards the end, they make a fuckin forrest gump reference???
guys I think I'm finally becoming psychic
#x-files#anyway good season so far#'the field where I died' was another good one#this ep was fun too ngl cause I'm afraid I love to hate this guy#I love how it shows how /weak/ csm actually is#seems like he just gets swept up in shit all 'okay I guess I'm doing this now (hashtag powertrip)'#dude has all the agency over a bunch of others but he has no agency over himself#he couldn't even resist the peer pressure to start smoking. bruh#and he couldn't even follow through with it when he tried to /stop/ smoking either#and then when he thought he was gonna get a big break as an author and was like 'fuck yeah I'll resign from the evil job now'#..but then the editors changed the ending when publishing it so he was like 'nvm. fuck everything. violent path it is then'#that whole thing reminded me so much of john in Saw X too when he thought he'd been cured-#-so he threw away the trap-sketches he was making. guy was gonna straight up quit being jigsaw bc he thought he would get to live after all#wait a sec.... john has cancer and is a villain... csm is called 'cancerman' and is also a villain........ [connecting dots in my mind rn]#but yeah um-- back to what I was saying- this ep somehow made csm a bit less infuriating for me?#cause now we got to see that actually he doesn't have everything under control. in fact it's like he barely has a will of his own#bro has zero conviction. barely any willpower. no life. if he fails at something once- that's it. he'll quit trying forever#he's literally a loser. we love to see it#(also wtf I didn't think deep throat would be the one who argued FOR killing that alien while csm was the one who questioned it?)#(but deep throat SAID to mulder later that he regretted the things he'd done an d he helped the good guys in the end so....)#(deep throat had his redemption arc. love that guy....except for when he killed the alien. that wasn't cool)
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I think as a society, we should throw Karkat to the wolves. Then, when he manages to escape, we can throw him back like a fish
i like the way you think now how do we feel about making this cycle eternal, maybe as a punishment for his crimes and perhaps as a personification of the futility of lifes repetitions
#a little forced but had to make my fourth karkat sisyphean joke of the day hope u forgive me#WAIT its after midnight nvm clean slate baby#ask#MADE MD GIGGLE WHILE HAVING SOME EXTREMELY DRAMATIC CLOWN THOUGHTS BTW. HEART
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ok well what if. i swapped luke and asch. for my time travel au. just at the very end.
#.text#tales of the abyss#listen okay i have some thoughts about it.#mostly in that i think that luke had it planned for a while. to the point where he mightve told jade in advance.#that if at some point the next day in hod. if luke disappears and does not come back. do not look for him.#because i think luke is probably thinking. he has had the chance to say goodbye. but asch has not. and he doesnt want to take that away#for a second time. so he thinks hes doing asch a kindness#whereas asch thinks hes being cruel. like for all theyve been able to make up over while they were trying to get to that point#i dont think asch is capable of understanding luke while in such stressful situations. he acts like he thinks calm under pressure#and maybe he is calm Enough that he knows what to do and how things will end. but that does not change how he actually acts.#and the whole point of the time travel au is that they learn to understand each other. and for asch to understand himself.#and i dont think he'd be able to fully understand luke without a) seeing how his friends react and talk about him#in a setting that isnt The Middle Of Battle or after the events of akzeriuth (ie high stress situations)#b) being given the chance to live longer than him in a situation where luke decided to switch places.#like i truly think the tower of rem. where luke first decided to switch places and die in asch's stead. is when asch started to Understand#am i making ANY sense#anyways its also because there is meaning and symbolism to it (duh!!)#because there is no mystery epilogue man in this au 🫶 he is gone they are both gone. they got their chance to come back#and they used it as wisely as they could. and they got to live. if only for a little bit longer.#oh im remembering. luke's body disappears when he dies. asch is going to disappear into the core alone. nvm au cancelled#wow isnt that symbolic. asch is alone yet again. thumbs down#i know the order of their deaths and especially how they die have meaning (asch dies for luke as luke almost died for him.#he extends his newfound trust into luke as his final action. etc etc) (and luke only getting to be close to asch once hes dead)#but thats already happened and both of those things get to also happen again over the course of Redoing History#as you do in time travel aus#momentarily considered having luke live after the fight with the knights but tbh i dont think either of them could have won that fight#like they are both actively dying. the only thing holding luke together is sticks and glue. and asch is in pain 24/7.#there are dozens of well trained knights fighting with the intent to kill. and they were alone. either of them would have died then#if they fought together it would be different but there just. was not any time#it was too late. and also i ran out of tags goodbye
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just got home from school ~ ate a sandwich to cheer myself up, think i’ll play genshin for a bit and nap ... pulling on shenhe’s banner solves everything
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#oh wait i'll give you a mark then! but wait no its still wrong nvm#venting a little because i’m just so bummed and silly and i was in such a good mood yesterday so like how did we get here#i failed my math test and that set my mood for the rest of the day which is dumb i know but aghh#the teacher had us add all our grades and then i was like wait theres this one question i think you mightve marked wrongly#and for a sec he was like that was so embarrassing LOL#i got a 26/30 for history — something i didn’t revise for. i got a 20/20 for my eng lit test. plus bc i did so well on my en oral exam-#-(got full marks btw) i’m being nominated to participate in this speaking thing. when my homeroom teacher found out abt this she even said:#“yeah‚ i expected mika to be a good speaker because everytime she speaks to me i...” and it was a really nice thing to hear but even after-#-all that i’m still so sad. i studied for my math exam i really did. so why did i still fail. i didn’t even pass my class this time#i prepared for a week beforehand. looked at past questions and learned things i never thought i would grasp. asked friends for help & i-#-paid attention in class i wrote down notes i did practice questions why was that not enough. looked up proper study methods and tried to-#-balance everything nicely! so why did i still fail‚ right? and i feel so disappointed in myself.#of course i made the mistake of lightheartedly complaining about this to my straight A & A* student‚ beloved by teachers‚ prefect friend#“you’ll do better! it’s not that bad!” i’m so tired. i know i’m an awful friend for being so bitter but i can’t-#-endure myself any longer. and i got home and i ate a sandwich with my sister and mom at the table and-#-my sister made a comment about how ahhh she’s in a bad mood again cuz it’s a monday !! and i hate that i’m so obviously down. i don’t-#-wish to ruin the mood or anything so like#and i have my malay oral exam tomorrow and i wrote my script wrongly apparently so i have to redo that#i’ve given up on memorizing it i just hate going to school now#and then ahhhh another project another presentation i’m so sick of this so sick of myself#i should have put this at the very start but umm! anyways please don’t reply to this or try to reassure me i appreciate it i really do but-#-i just needed a place to be silly and its already kind of embarrassing enough! so just acknowledge this and move on. thanks. love u guys#cw vent#cw negative
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great now i'm saying i'm misunderstanding things because i'm autistic and not because math is by definition not a way to say anything without it being in some way confusing and everyone everywhere interpreting things differently too and me getting lost in it completely like man
#like i do tend to think they don't like me it's my literal go to default option for every time anything happens#but then there's math and some vague things they're saying for some reason and i start feeling like maybe i'm upsetting them with >>#>> not showing interest and start feeling bad idk#and anyway bad things happened and they had some really awful reaction to that i don't even know why#i want to be friends with them instead of all these nightmare scenarios idk#don't mean texting each other obsessively every day too or anything literally just no horrors and math traps#like what the hell😮💨#cult is still being disgusting for that btw i'm like talking to them or just talking i guess#hey i wouldn't be mad at you for that what!#like who does all *that* instead of just talking to a person though -_-#now we should definitely talk and be friends even more idc#i do what did you think would happen?#why?#were you just straight up trying to terrorize the feelings out of me or something what? :(#what was the point of scamming and glue trap attempts then isn't it like just straight up insane?#like be serious come on#so one sided loml no overreacting to random math see you next fake year too? correct?#no randomly saying damn you're cool because it's probably weird too right?#like i wouldn't be too scared to text you again after that anyway or something#like damn✌️#yeah you're super cool#like i'm so upset you actually fr thought all that about me like i don't know what to say i'd just cry really#but also can't believe what i've been seeing about you sometimes like i legit thought you were probably saying something *so* evil weird#and you were just being you like literally❤️#nvm the math i just remembered i didn't eat anything again and got a bit distracted making food✌️
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🟩🟦 <- us
-duet partner
hey, we're the kratt brothers! i'm chris, and (you're) i'm martin. today we're coming to you from the east coast of florida, to teach you about hermit crabs!
#how did you know i needed to be cheered up#nvm i'm dumb you prob were scrollin my blog#hope you're having a better night than i am#its the boyfriend and i's one year today and not only has he directly said anythign to me bout it (i kno he knows)#something came up last minute for him and we couldn't meet up#and then he got on minecraft like an hour or two after he confirmed he was gonna be busy for th erest of the night probably#which was also something#also i had a goddawful time playing minecraft to the point where i was basically nonverbal the entire time i was on the call#no one would tell me what was going on or offer help#and ninety percent (excluding me) of the server has elytras (things that make you fly real fast) and we wanted to do this one thing really#far away and i had to WALK there with NO SUPPLIES because they didn;t give me time to get READY and then complained when i was slow#and then they all ditched me when we were done (leaving me to walk back alone) so i ragequit and have been doing other things since#going to make my blue concoction in a mug and see if i feel better#thinking jinx thoughts. she woulda blown em all up#tw vent
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Thanks for the ask to discuss my ocs. Any just bursting with a need to be explained on your part? Google-searchhistory-official
youre welcome :3 i always try to send out these kinds of asks lol
and uhhhhh i was saving this ask bc i was kinda blorboless for a bit- like yea i had my usual beloved ocs (i originally wanted to share nesis but hmmm. perhaps later) but then i got. Ideas and oh man
2 in one actually :33 Reilly (left) and Wezzea (right)
(not their actual design btw, this is just a silly doodle of them in their halloween costumes)
theyre both homestuck ocs yea, but more specifically Heinousstuck, which is a body horror au where kids get transmutated, making them immortal but also changing their appearance
it uh. doesnt affect them too much though- wezzea managed to avoid it, and reillys transmutation is subtle enough for her to hide it
their lore is still kinda a wip mmm but- ok so
they're both jadebloods living in the brooding caverns, their group was mostly near one of the entrances, taking care of the lusii that lived in the caverns, although Reilly lived apart from the others, outside of the cavern. she was technically part of this group, but was never really close to anyone
also :) Reilly is part of a group called the Followers, who basically. blindly murder just because they can. (they split off from a rebellion from a friends oc a long time ago! but their origin is pretty much forgotten because of time + it kind of being a mess- pretty much anyone with rank killed each other long ago to try to take over- them being pretty generally disliked doesnt help either, bc while random murder is allowed and considered normal on alternia, the followers very much encourage killing higher castes, as well as killing a lot, which is a bit more difficult to be okay with), she enjoys growing plants around her hive, many of which are carnivorous, so she uses the trolls she kills as food for those plants, or fertilizer for the others
at some point, another jade from their group finds out about this and confronts her, Reilly tries to kill her, but is severely injured in the fight, and bleeds out
when she wakes up she is. the troll version of a vampire. but since becoming a rainbow drinker is considered sacrilegious, and her group is especially unfriendly to them, she completely cuts contact with them. this worries Wezzea, so she goes to look for her.
but instead a rabid lusus finds her first and attacks her, and it turns out that oops that wasn't rabies but lusithropy (aka werewolf! something we created in our rp gfkdjgkfd, lets trolls change between a lusus and troll form pretty much freely, although specific forms feel better at certain times, depending on sunlight- it does permanently change infected trolls' irises to white, and it can infect normal lusii, but acts more like rabies with them)
Reilly does find Wezzea right after this and realizes that since she got bitten by a werelusus, their group wouldn't accept her anymore either, so she lets her stay at her hive until she can figure things out again. she tries to keep her murder cult activities secret, but Wezzea does eventually figure it out- but instead of you know. doing something about this, she decides to help her, to repay for letting her stay (she mostly protects Reilly/acts as a bodyguard, but also uses her lusus form to gather information)
also to quote from discord: "shes that cat that drops a dead bird on your bed in the middle of the night except the bird is a troll"
and yeah- it starts out as just that. they don't really get along too well, but over time they begin to care about each other but in like a. probably not healthy way. mostly from Wezzeas side tbh, just pure loyalty. i would do anything for you, no matter what. please ask me to kill for you
not that Reilly is normal here either (other than yk. the murder cult thing lol)- she doesn't care about anyone other than Wezzea, only feels hatred for everyone else (not even the good hate kind, more just wanting everyone dead. all they are good for to her is to feed the soil for her plants), she trusts Wezzea with her life and would kill anyone that would harm her as well
they still pretend like they only hang out because its easier for them- they probably try to believe that as well but they are So Unwell about each other
oh oh also: her ancestor caused all this lol basically her hatred and pain got so concentrated reilly basically inherited it, but instead now she doesnt have a clear origin for all those feelings (+ she started the Followers, which directly leads to Reilly dying and Wezzea getting bit)
but when shes younger she was basically overwhelmed by all this, barely having her own identity because everything from her ancestor was just too strong- she manages to figure it out eventually but still sometimes struggles with knowing if a feeling is her own, or her ancestors
#i thought i had an oc tag but i cant find it anymore hmmmm#anyways uh thanks for the ask!!!#i struggle to explain these 2 bc words hard im just rotating em#but helps get my thoughts together!#im still working on the apostates (ancestor) design/name so cant really show them#the fucked up feelings are especially bad towards Wezzea#because the apostate cared deeply about wezzeas ancestor but after they die she kinda closes herself off#'ill never love again' kinds thing yk#and then also the hate makes things extra confusing for reilly#like she hates everyone except this random wolfgirl???? huh what???#but man reilly has taken over my brain i am so feral abt her#oc rambles#nvm i found the oc tag
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