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i would love to post some of my project here but unfortunately watching a new harassment campaign about how people read a character devolve into digging up their personal lives in search of reasons to justify the disdain has got me on edge and everything ive made wrt the clown is steeped in interpersonal trauma and processign those themes. so i guess sorry to the people who do want to see. its a discord baby forever now

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in honor of black history month 2025, i’ve put together a list of books written by black sapphic authors for you to read in the month of february

non-fiction essays/memoirs:

all about love: new visions by bell hooks

black lesbian in white america by anita cornwell

sister outsider: essays and speeches by audre lorde

mouths of rain: an anthology of black lesbian thought by briona simone jones

blues legacies and black feminism by angela davis

does your mama know?: an anthology of black lesbian coming out stories by lisa c. moore

fiction:

the color purple by alice walker

loving her by ann allen shockley

the gilda stories by jewelle gomez

in another place, not here by dionne brand

pomegranate by helen elaine lee

the summer we got free by mia mckenzie

these letters end in tears by musih tedji xaviere

dead in long beach, california by venita blackburn

young adult:

honey girl by morgan rogers

escaping mr. rochester by l.l. mckinney

this ravenous fate by hayley dennings

faebound by saraa el-arifa

so let them burn by kamilah cole

where sleeping girls lie by faridah àbíké-íyímídé

adult:

the deep by rivers solomon

sweet vengeance by viano oniomoh

come back (love concealed) by terri ronald

house of hunger by alexis henderson

short stories:

girl, woman, other by bernadine evaristo

the secret lives of church ladies by deesha philyaw

additional info:

-> “why wasn’t this book listed?” probably because it wasn’t black sapphic-centric, the author isn’t a black sapphic themself, or i just simply haven’t heard of it! so feel free to add on if it meets those two criteria

many of these books require trigger warnings, especially some of the older ones that are more likely to feature racial struggles of the time. please do your due diligence and search for tws if you want to read them!

please feel free to add onto this list in the rbs or comments! happy black history month

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this fanspace is a cesspool dependent on harassment to self sustain and its fucking disgusting and you will notice why marginalized people choose by and large to leave instead of share their projects. youre the problems.

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OOO DON'T HURT EM GAMZEEEEE

she should hurt everyone forever

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watever theyre on my minddd

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Drop Dead Fred

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If you see this post you’re legally required to tell me at least one trans woman headcanons you have for a canonically male character, I never get to see transfem headcanons like that, give me them, and for equality of my own please know estrogen could have saved Insector Haga and Dinosaur Ryuzaki I will not elaborate, also Yuya.

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Hi friends,

It is difficult for me to find the words to describe what we face every day in Gaza; with no food, no medicine, no clean drinking water; with oppression, helplessness, psychological pressures, doubts, and daily traumas caused by everything around us and inability to care for loved ones. the fear of danger, disease and death never leaves us.

Now, I find myself in this difficult situation, and humbly ask for your help to save the lives of my family, and helping us have money for medication or other necessities we may have access to.

Asking for help is not easy, but we were left with no choice because we want to survive and we strive to rebuild our broken lives. We are very grateful for any help you can provide, no matter how small, as your help will contribute greatly to alleviating our suffering.

I hope you will share my story with your family and friends.

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This is random this doesn’t pertain to canon at all.

[nonbinarygamzee]

but actually what is the beef with terezi

what ISNT my beef with noose imagery cop girl whos dissolution from the ideals she grew up with start and end with what personally absolves her of her guilt and whos story in no small part exists to contextualize racialized fear.

but like seriously as much as i probably give the vibe i dont like. hate her. a big part of why she frustrates me so much is i was very invested in her story and as much as i genuinely do enjoy rewriting history itself to save the girl you love i just hateee that it came at the expense of seeing her grow in a way that feels like her thoughts on her past ideals start and end with one situational context and dont make her contend with other aspects of how she views justice and punishment. and more specifically i hate that we watch her go from an agent of her own will to a very passive character under the idea that because she has gotten what she wanted we should be like. satisfied. maybe im a bad dyke for it but i dont really find the way that her problems solutions are just handed to her via plot finality rather than having to do the work of unwiring very good writing and i especially dont find it to be the ultimate feminist take back a lot of people come away with it feeling just because we get some toxic yuri out of it. i would like her to be forced to contend with her opinions on a scope wider than the people she loves!

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everyone is like redemption arc for vriska redemption arc for gamzee but youre all missing what i am putting down which is a redemption arc for terezi. vecause youre afraid to touch thwbreality of her ideology.

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Anas has gastric cancer.

Anas (@dr-anas96) is severely suicidal and is dying on the inside in every sense of the word. Mentally he feels his life is over, and physically he's barely moving anymore, only occasionally coming to consciousness and vomiting blood.

I'm begging you from the bottom of my heart not to let my friend die. This entire time, during this genocide he's living through, he's been:

Supporting his elderly parents find shelter through the collapse of their tent.

Supporting the children of Gaza by cheering them up through drawing and acting and other activities, as well as teaching them survival skills.

Corresponding and reinforcing solidarity with the LGBTQ+ community, and the Black community.

Being an invaluable friend to many, including me.

Now, with some reprieve for Gazans seemingly so close, he is dying. I don't use this word lightly because I don't want to believe my dear friend is dying. I am only saying it because I have no escape from believing it

But I still have hope that we can carry him through this so he can see the end of this difficult road. I am not giving up on him and I'm begging, begging, begging, begging you all not to give up either. We're so close.

His blog || His GFM || Vetting Link

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what are jakes ties to colonalism?

im so glad you are interested but i almost struggle with where to start with this one because it feels like asking the entire basis of a character. jakes been a figure associated with colonialist overreach since grandpas introduction. i dont feel like i have to explain grandpas ties given thats like basically the entire character. but jake does have a persisting overlap in his interests in both the women he idealizes and the imagery and interest in adventuring/archaeology/etcetc being pretty much entirely based in european ideas of expansion on "undiscovered" land. this persists to his interests in media and the ways he wields desire. also like,it isnt a coincidence that hes the character to share a name with lord english who is himself the comics stand in for colonial control.

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not that i dont love the catharsis of making a haterly little post but i do think its very silly how ive seen posts very obviously and directly referencing my(/the people who read similarly i tend to run with) posts especiallyyyy when i make posts saying maybe karkat isnt simply the hapless victim whos never been more than a little bit mean and simply functions as a vessel for abuse (???) in a dynamic he set the precedent for. like i can admit to being a bit facetious in the ways i talk about wanting to throttle him for it (and i mean this dgmw) but like.can we seriously not handle one of the characters most absolved and backed by the narrative getting a crumb of real critique. is it truly so bad. does it hurt you.

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Basically I need a new hard drive to back up my various projects, pursuits, endeavours & undertakings!! If you could help me save up for one by checking out my ko-fi, patreon, PWYW comic, or by sharing this post, I'd really appreciate it ♥

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It's interesting to me how there's a lack of interest in Jake considering they have a lot of transfem conversation around them. Though the flavor of transfeminity that Gamzee has vs Jake are pretty different. But it's neat to see someone just like- not care about Jake lol I support

yeah im gonna be real i dont really like what ive seen of how people talk about jakes gender either i think theres a lot of really charged stuff about hs fans seem to deal with masculinity in general in ways that create feeedback loops of transmisogyny in the characters they tend to read as transfem (especially because i see them mostly coming fromtme people, i think that context does matter in the same way my being conscious of how transfems feel about my readings do). that said i am not plugged into the fandom so idk how common these readings are and definitely in conjunction with how uncommon i see my reading of gamzee to be.