#now. i can.. make a playlist i guess?
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
i am so deeply emotional about sbk right now. how the hell does a server this good exist
#skyblock kingdoms#sbk#yt#txt#orig#it's like -- the good kind of heartache i guess?#i love hearing people talk about storytelling in the way sbkers talk about storytelling.#i wish more mcyt stuff had fansongs and avid is out here creating bangers i can put on my driving playlist without fear.#i love the way everyone interacts on the server <- currently losing it over milkman complaining abt cherry kingdom being hard to steal from#and it's just. wow. this is it. this is peak. i am so contented with what we have right now.#like there's things i'd love to see but. i can write those things if i really need them. i am overjoyed with what we have already.#i am maintagging this because i want people to see this. i am so full of joy right now. just. man. sbk makes me wanna Make Stuff#in so many different ways it's a little overwhelming tbh. i want to get back into making music. i want to learn how to shade metallics.#i want to write music with lyrics and i want to write fics with weird formatting and i want to do drawn-out meta analysis#i wanna make aus that are just snippets and vibes. i wanna SING i wanna COSPLAY i want charms and stuff i just. aaaAAAAAAA!!!!
17 notes
·
View notes
Text
My stupid OTP
and their stupid theme song
#Spotify#warrior nun#ava silva#adriel#warrior nun fandom#wn fandom#diary pages#playlist#otp#ava x adriel#avadriel#otp playlist#ghost#alba baptista#william miller#music#this song so gives s1 finale#but their possible dynamic in general#because even though he used his insights for manipulation i do believe he saw through the scars inside her#and they're both opposites and more like each other than they (or the fandom) want to believe#they'd make one hell of a force together#now question is do i include and the sea became blood in this#because this is temptation by the devil#atsbb is... less that since she's also a divine being#but i guess it works... because he's the only one who truly sees her and the only one she feels she can lean on eventually#atsbb differs a bit from my usual wn storylines
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
Getting my playlists sorted for the big Move to....... my iphone......
Ick!!!
#For context:#I have multiple old phones that I've basically held onto over the years#and I try to repurpose them to give them new life and all that#One of them was a Samsung phone with a stylus that I called my Venti Phone#It was#as you might have guessed#a phone I used to play music on#like an overglorified Mp3 Player#it was great until the files on my phone started to get corrupted#So I switched to making yt playlists for a while because I just could not figure out the corruption glitch#and finally I was like “Nah I miss offline music” and was looking into getting an actual Mp3 player#turns out mp3 players suck now a days though#so Celest told me to just buy a dongle for my iphone (no headphone jack because Apple sucks) from the official Apple store.#So I did that.#And now I'm fussing about with a program that can download entire playlists off of YT#and itunes#I don't like this btw#I like having more than one “point of failure” AKA like#if my phone dies then I'll have a backup of my music and stuff for example#so I compromised and decided to buy a wallet for my ID and cards#I know this sounds like a weird compromise but I wanted to remove a point of failure from my phone#which is in a wallet case because I'm a disaster about dropping my phones and breaking screens so this plus a screen protector helps#and I usually keep my cards and stuff in the phone wallet card slots#but since I'm going to be using my iphone as a music playing device now as well....#I decided that I would buy a wallet to remove that point of failure#So that way if one gets stolen I still have the other#again I really don't like having everything on one device. And maybe one of my older phones could be a better Mp3 player.#But... bah!!#I'm mad about no headphone jack mostly tbh#Still!!!
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
this song
youtube
is so good
#text#you can guess that i have not slept for more than a day by my posts with personal shit out of nowhere#guess when i don't sleep my shitty self goes to sleep and i finally wanna share something with others#something that made me happy#like getting haircut#and buying a cute dress#those simple things can make you feel so much better sometimes#im learning how to spend my own money on me#honestly im so tired of always doing things for others#have an appointment with stylist by the end of the month gonna dye my hair dark + purple\blue sounds good#just wanted to share this song with you guys#it's been in my playlist for months now#Youtube
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
having a lot of allie X and similar in my hoard of songs that inevitably end up going in my playlists for abusive ship dynamics is wild, because then you get haunting high-voiced trauma pop but it's just like, scranky scooby doo villains. anyway pericky blast
youtube
youtube
youtube
youtube
youtube
#sdmi#scooby doo: mystery incorporated#ricky owens#professor pericles#pericky#abuse cw#this is by no means a complete list of this particular vibe for them let alone pericky in general#i just picked out a few to throw out there#debated adding dahmer and the limbs because it is both pericles and pericky specifically to a tee#but also. uh. mmm. mixed feelings about that one lmao#flowers of flesh and blood (be warned if you look it up that it is Extremely Gory as well as the abuse/SA imagery) is a weird one#because it's basically 'what happened to ricky; except it's how pericles would react to going through that'#which is the extreme opposite of ricky's reaction to it; as you can maybe guess by the aforementioned warnings lmao#anyway i'll have to put together an Actual Playlist to post at some point but for now have this#originally i just meant to put three but then i remembered that second to last one and 💔💔💔💔#and then i needed one more to round it out so hush felt appropriate despite being less Haunting than the others. have some anime girl edge#when the 'and i'll undress if you need it/but please don't need it' hits#me in a puddle of tears on the floor: oh okay#SDMItag#whosebaby makes things#whosebaby makes playlists#playlists#dyn: when i die i want you to die too#SA implied cw
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
one thing i do enjoy is writing anthony like he's a cat
#a/b fic#fic talk#//#also guess what it's a weds night and the screaming kids are back. um. do you not have school tomorrow???#go away#///#it's 7.43pm PLEASE go HOME#oh good now the adults are shouting too#jfc#okay i guess that makes sense actually. the kids just copy the fucking adults#that's fun. i was hoping that when the kids grow up they stop shouting#but it looks like they're genetically predisposed to just... not. never stop shouting#ah good now they're right under my window and shouting. fun#////#help me#turning up the yt fan noise as they get louder and louder#actually... since i can hear them... if i blast some epic metal they should be able to hear it too right? huh.#oho AWS to the rescue#this is nice#i REALLY should play my metal playlist on long drives#that would be so nice#assuming er i can hear it over the sound of the engine and exhaust LMAO#/////#8.38pm: they are inside the house and screaming and i'm confused. shouldn't they be going home because they have school tomorrow?
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
i keep getting irrationally miffed at ppl 😐😐
#'impressed by how much u can talk abt this considering youve not played either game'#fuck off. as if im not just trying to show interest bc u + another friend are both into them + constantly talk abt them in our gc!!#i mean since u guys talk abt them all the time + theyre huge on tumblr like. it would be hard for me to not know anything abt them at all#literally what else can i talk to u guys abt anyway. i dont think there are any interests i personally have that they both gaf abt#if anything they actively dislike most of the things im hyperfixated on. or at least she does so like i cant bring that up can i.#all i did was share a post i saw on tumblr that i thought was funny. its not like i had some negative/controversial opinion#i just saw it and thought hey that makes me think of my friends bc they like those things maybe theyll find it funny too!!#dog sitting outside the door with rly big sad eyes offering them a stick i found in a puddle#i like listening to them talk and i will eventually play some of the games theyre into myself cuz they make them sound rly cool#and even if theyre not my kind of thing i like sharing interests with other ppl and sometimes thats enough for me to be able to enjoy it#i literally own some of them already but im just not in the mental space to start smth new right now. which i have SAID!!!!#why do u even care girl. as if u dont already have a ton of friends playing it that ur talking to abt it???? i wont have anything to add#and thats not gonna stop u from being able to talk to me abt it anyway????? like 2/3 of our conversations atm are abt bg3#man. i know its not that deep but it makes me kinda sad for some reason. im just trying. i guess next time ill just let u guys talk-#to each other or at me and not comment or say anything so u can pretend im not here or whatever it is u want#ughh. she probably didnt even mean it like that and ill feel stupid for getting annoyed and delete this later but whatever.#might work out early today and then i can like draw or play a game or smth the rest of the day. alright lets go#.vent#listening to my silly little jfunk/jazz/soul playlist and i already feel over it. healing
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
americans try not to immediately turn anything irish into magical mystical uwu pagan faeries challenge (100% IMPOSSIBLE)
#i s2g if i see one more comment on a gaeilge song saying some shit like#this is what i would listen to if i was dancing in the forest with the fae#you guys do realise you can show your appreciation for a country/culture#without associating the entire country with the tumblrised version of its mythology that you only know about#from 3 skimmed twitter posts and an interperative YA romance novel#it could be worse i guess#but i'm just really sick of literally anything vaguely celtic just getting watered down into tinkerbell bullshit#that isn't ~ethereal magical ancient elf music~ that's an actual people's music and was probably written at the very most 200 years ago#i'm glad people are enjoying it but you can stop boiling down our whole country into some ideal cottagecore fairy land already#it's just as disrespectful as doing that to any other culture. at least to me#im thinking mostly of music here because that's where i see this shit happening a LOT#like any ~medieval tavern vibes~ playlist you click on is pretty much guaranteed to be like minimum 30% modern as gaeilge music#but it happens with pictures and stuff too#despite popular opinion all those beautiful hashtag aesthetic pictures of glens and woodlands don't make up the entire country.#like were not all living in the 1600s here#anyway rant over tldr you can stop calling irish music magic gibberish fairy spells now especially if you barely know the first thing of#what youre talking about when it comes to irish folklore#ok i know it's probably not just americans doing this also but i mean. i don't want to be rude or anything but americans tend to be#bad for this stuff
10 notes
·
View notes
Text
auuudggghghhrhrhrbrr
#okay I’m feeling Bad and I need to unpick why before I’ll be able to sleep#friend is asking abt lunch on Friday when I already have standing commitment w other friends then so I can’t do that.#but I also go home on Sunday and I can’t do shit until Friday bc work and I have plans on Saturday so I just. can’t see them#which. I guess makes things easier actually that’s not something I can control and I’m not changing existing plans that’s unfair#I’m also listening to a playlist of old music (Apple Music generated favourites — so literally random picked from everything I’ve ever done#and the last few songs have made me feel Bad bc of being associated with certain times but song playing rn is definitively a good song#w a good memory attached and it’s MY song not one of my old friends#okay where are we#I’m stressed abt presentation on Thursday but also a non issue. I’m prepared. I have all day tomorrow to practice and read up more#and then it’s 20 minutes on Thursday morning I’ll be done before 10am#I am. a little frustrated on a broader scale about the role I’m currently occupying#in that w a bunch of my friends I’m having to be the one with their shit together and dealing with their Stuff.#mostly in the way that I have to be putting in extra effort to tiptoe around them and steer stuff to keep them happy#i can do it i can do it easily I’ve just tasted not having to now so it’s. noticeably different having to do it more#i do Not have the words to talk abt this in the way I want to it’s so annoying#it’s like. I know how my friend responds to stuff. I know the things that make her anxious and what her instinctual responses will be#and I’m constantly having higher level thoughts planning out how things will go it’s effortless and constant it’s just There#with everyone all the time but sometimes I use it more and sometimes I have to because I’m in a position where if I don’t we’ll get nowhere#and I don’t like that I’m having to worry abt keeping other people happy while I’m talking to my friends it removes me a layer from stuff#hrm. there are broader questions here abt the utility of this bc like. sure it helps in some situations#but this probably isn’t great long term for either of us. wild. goddamn talking to my friend abt philosophy opened new parts of my brain#anyway I cba to have those thoughts rn! it’s midnight! I’m going to bed in half an hour <3#it’s honestly unfair that I have to do anything other than be gay and play pokemon#luke.txt#uaUrghrhfhjs I’m also being insane abt a guy. which is predictable and I feel stupid abt for multiple reasons but. here we are.#I’m being insane. and maybe I should be less mean to myself but I feel like I’m being insane.#I think! I need to go to bed!#I am not being insane I am having feelings and that is allowed. feelings are typically regarded as a pretty normal thing to have.#philosophy friend is gonna be so mad at me if anything comes of this but it’s fine and if it does I think I’ll be pretty happy anyway#point is I’m doing nothing wrong and have done nothing wrong and I’m allowed to feel whatever the hell I like. okay.
1 note
·
View note
Text
Honestly "I could give you the world but you'd poison the seas" is Frosscore enough that it could apply to most people who have ever cared about him. But also, it should clearly be about Lis. Combine that with Aloy's "Elisabet is the only reason you even have a planet to return to" for greater impact. Boom
#not to be obsessed with not only my own playlists but also my own writing but. man. poetic cinema#starting to think that the reason fross is always self-sabotaging is because he's already convinced that everything will inevitably go wron#and instead of waiting for it to catch him off guard he just. poisons it a little himself first.#and maybe then it won't hurt as much when shit does hit the fan!#(< look at this dumbass (me) having the exact same realization about my characters five separate times bc my memory sucks 😔)#but just look at his history. every time he tried to do something the right way in earnest it got fucked up for reasons out of his control#so. i could see it. why put in the effort to do things the right way if he's gonna get disappointed in the end?#it's almost like the hurdles that he himself creates are a test. and smth can only be worth pursuing if it can endure those hurdles first#it makes sense why his redemption arc starts once he's stuck on earth and he's like.#''ok now nemesis is gonna kill me for sure. there is nothing i can do to make this situation any worse. guess i'll wash the dishes fml''#lol#but i also think about pre-apocalypse fross practically begging tilda to let him have something that's uniquely his. even if it sucks#(putting a pin on fross's anxieties about being cloned and his disdain towards aloy and beta in that regard)#because he feels like he's always been pulled by external forces and he doesn't know how to break free. doesn't think he even WANTS to#because it's all he's ever known. and stepping outside of his comfort zone is scary :')#but of course he doesn't have the emotional awareness to even be aware of any of that lmao. pity#oc: fross#oc tag#ramble#anyways. sorry i put the meat of this post in the tags. i didn't expect to write this much lol
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
WHY DO I NOT HAVE MONEY ONE OF MY FAVOURITE CHILDHOOD SERIES WOULD COST ME 156 EUROS TO BUY IN ITS ENTIRETY AND I CAN'T BORROW IT FROM THE LIBRARY ANYMORE!!!
#ileana my beloved#i want to go back to one of my earliest non-crush crushes#imraegg i have never forgotten you. elf babygirl#the library still has it BUT you can't borrow it apparently you have to go there and read it on site#which. i mean i can probably read most of those books in one afternoon if i get there early#it's 20min from my place in tram and i don't think there will be a queue to read ileana#but like :( i want to read it at home :(#guess i'll have to make a playlist and just go#thankfully the holidays are coming up i only have a single exam left#i'm going to fail it but it'll be done afterwards!#wow i have a ramble tag now
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
i have no lore or other content but dw im already cooking
#‡ ooc#tbd .#now i know how mars felt waiting for lore & content of a wr skin....#but yeah im gonna make a verse for it erm....#okay rest of the tags are spoilers#im trying to be vague about it in case ppl dont want leaks the worst place you could get spoiled is an rp blog 😩 hjkjhfdzkgj#it might be a wr skin so a loss for me BUT !!!! i get my dark brown/black wavy hair talon so WE'RE SO BACK#trying to find similarities with other skins designs like with tf and jax and-#WAIT WAS JAX A LEGENDARY.... wow. anyway#this line 1/3 legendaries and 1/6 exclusive skins.....#i do like the lore for it a lot tho.... even tho its p vague 🥺 and at least i can make art of it and see fanart HEEHEE#you know what? it ALSO has an official playlist so there#i can foresee interactions w cosmic/darkstar/dimension jumping or aware verses being the easiest 👉👈#do i make a guess now on what talons lore will be...hmmmmm#i think theyre a guard of one of the devices used to read/observe the stars and they mightve caught a glimpse of something in particular#or theyre looking out for it and ready to go tell camille#talon... being good for once.... aheem hem imagine#sigh i forgot theres also gonna be a prestige.....#FINALLY... A CANONICALLY LITERATE TALON.....
0 notes
Text
.
#was nervous about the train journey tomorrow morning (cause they still make me panic like crazy lol)#but just realised i can spend it making a playlist of my top songs/surprise song guesses hehee#so now i'm at least looking forward to it a lil 😅
1 note
·
View note
Text
:/ fighting with my partner atm. We rarely ever do and if we are fighting its over this very thing. I got real close to breaking up with them. Its so hard to weigh how I feel and what I should do here. I just want to take a nap. I'm so tired. But I'm at work and when I get home we have to finish talking. I just want to sleep before thinking about all this any more. That last half hour of my shift energy boost better fucking be enough. It never feels like it will be but I always get everything done somehow.
#-Cass#fighting about me asserting my boundaries again#eventually they became more coherent & kind but FUCK man.#every time I say -hey I didnt want to experience this- they go at me with the I'll die without you dont leave me#but I put my fucking foot down on all of that shit. just kept saying stop doing that until they communicated with me properly.#& it worked eventually#I feel okay about where we left off but I still dont know what to do from here#I cant keep giving them chances but I can tell they're getting better#which is really the problem at the center of it all#their best isnt good enough and I hate to ever tell someone that#but fuck man. its my autonomy we're fucking with here. I think I deserve a say!#I just know that breaking up with them is complicated. and I dont want to do it if I don't have a plan.#and I dont want to do that if they really will stop hurting me#but it just keeps happening.#and I keep trying to tell myself its not that bad. I keep almost telling them its not that bad. but I know how bad it is!!#its sobbing on the drive home & sad playlists & relapses & keeping bad company just to have something they cant touch#& crying next to them in bed after they fall asleep & not being able to move at all for 20 minutes this morning#because I was so fucking startled by the situation & didnt know what to do#honestly getting in the way of work with this was what pushed me over the edge tbh. my job is important to me.#not to mention they are unemployed again! so I'm The Income of the household#whatever. whatever. its all nonsense at this point. making myself a second coffee and doing dishes now bye#i will be removing this post later but it stays up for now in hopes someone has something comforting or helpful to add#+ so I can feel heard I guess? bleh
0 notes
Text
I need someone to obsess* over tbh
#cj rambles#* for lack of a better word. not any stalkery shit (unless theyre into that) obviously lmao#more of an infatuation i guess???#i need someone to think about. someone to occupy my mind. and someone who wont think it's too pushy or too much.#you'd think that being so devoted would guarantee feelings back. or a good relationship....#idk i need to drown someone in love and affection bc i have too much of it and its just like. pent up.#ig i want someone who is chill with that. flattered even. hell they can be crazy about me too ill get used to it. id just fall harder#idk im a bit crazy so i need someone who's a compatible form of crazy. and i guess someone who needs excess affection???#idk now im thinking ab someone whos just. full of themselves yk? a bit arrogant but they have an actual reason to be#and I'll fuel it I'll take so many pictures of you and compliment you its basically the lady gaga paparazzi dynamic#cause i cant be a star. im too shy. i need someone else to be the star in the relationship. someone to show off#and someone to be. utterly infatuated with. not an idealized version but all their stupid beautiful flaws too.#like pleaseeee i need the rush again. and getting crushes is a kind of high tbh. so ofc im gonna seek it out#I'll open every door for you give you my jacket light your cigarette cook you food make you playlists hold you like theres no tomorrow#and in return you can beat me up and call me a fag#idk maybe i sound utterly insane right now#just. very dog-like. need someone to love unconditionally and pledge my undying loyalty to yk?
1 note
·
View note