#now you have a friend to talk with :D
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miscellaneous au doodles + a VERY self indulgent song lyric comic :D
+ extra evil comic below the cut :
"chil!" "don't look at me like that..."
#ill be honest this is all so self indulgent that its embarrassing but whatever. peace and love. i will live my truth#yes the song lyric comic is childhood friends t4t chilchuck + his wife. what of it.#yes i also put chilaios. SUE ME OKAY#anyways im really proud of that first comic i think i did the format justice#also to the fellow filipinos out there i salute to you all#if anyone who doesnt speak filipino google translates the song and talks to me about it i will uhhhhhh. kiss you <- joking#(BUT I DO ENCOURAGE TALKING TO ME ABOUT IT I WILL SCREAM)#now time for actual tags#dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi spoilers#<- technically#chilchuck#chilchuck tims#should i tag his wife? ill tag his wife#chilchuck's wife#laios touden#not gonna tag the others in the first comic cause theyre not the focus#chilaios#<- feed on angst with me. play with me in this space.#by the by im slightly dissatisfied with how i drew that evil comic i think it looks a little weird but i love the concept of it#i mean none of you have any context except for my friend whos working on this au with me but. i prommy that its good#oh yeah i should probably tag this au huh#[ tragedy au ]#<- dont worry about the name. d. dont worry about it.#PRAYING BEGGING PLEADING THAT THIS WILL POST PROPERLY THIS TIME
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What's even the point in Thirteen making traps If she isn't going to use them on anybody?
She doesn't even try to kill Solomon anymore, they got rid of all her more """"problematic"""" features (AKA she was "too mean" or whatever). The difference between S4/OG!Thirteen and NB! Thirteen are night and day
#obey me nightbringer#obey me#friendly reminder that the last time she talked to someone other than MC without counting Mephisto in main story#it was a Little D. in the halloween event...#more than six months. uh? now we havento count the last time she talked to a main character other than MC#but it's futile to keep complaining about this. right?#also it's funny how people still joke about her trying to kill solomon. because apart from lesson 13. she hasnt mentioned that anywhere els#(A shame. really)#this is why we can't have nice things. now she's your cute best friend. because she flirts with you but you can't even kiss her. super lame#please now with the addition of Time Chronicles play S4. I promise u that if you liked the brothers being mean in S1#chances you'll like S4!Thirteen. I promise u it's peak#post0400
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Genuinely so curious who Mike thinks is gonna be buying The Cage or the new DCTL GN bc with the way he tweets as far as he's concerned, it's not gonna be:
The queer people he has actively admitted he will never show any representation of in the games.
2. The POC he has actively fought against representing in his franchise. [Who he also mocked for thinking they would be represented in his franchise]
3. The Bendy fandom which has always been concerned with topics of diversity esp in the sense of queer people since its creation. Who he has responded to really poorly esp in regards to the GN.
4. The fans who critique him. [He blocked me for doing so lol]
5. His fans in general who he tweets about like this currently. [He's being vague about why people were mad at him or sent him 'nasty messages' because if you actually looked into why you'd see he was in the wrong. Either way, a very hateful way to speak abt ur own fanbase.]
Reminder while Mike is trash talking his fans he has always treated them rather poorly. The fans who won the fanart contest for Chapter 5 never got their posters actually in game due to it being rushed. Not only was chapter 5 a big slap to the face story wise, but it was literally so rushed he couldn't be bothered to add in the art his fans gave him for his game FOR FREE. [Meatly blames this on a crazy timeline, reminder him and Mike are the literal ceos of this company. The proposal of future updates here is also pretty cruel considering Mike nowadays happily admits he corrupted Chapter 5's source code and therefore literally can't update it At All currently. Because he is a moron]
At least they got to be in Boris and the dark survival, and by that I mean that was the Only game they got to be in so far, isn't that just treating your fans like you love them? Shoving their hard work into a spin off game almost nobody has played or addresses much. [Hell, who knows if with the Lone Wolf rebrand they'll even stay there. In which case they'll be in None of the games, only in the credits of BATIM]
6. The Bendy fans who just generally disagree with him on stuff. Like the new ink demon design where there is literally a public poll showing people generally prefer the old one.
7. The Bendy fans who can see he is actively lying to them. To their fucking faces.
He says this has always been the case, but screenshots and links to tweets regarding the books being canon prove it was not. Does he really think bendy fans are stupid or something? [Unless he's admitting here he lied to Kress when he told her the books were canon which sounds worse!]
8. Anyone who doesn't like the idea of giving money to a guy who laid off tons of employees then afterwards thought it was a great idea to express his anti-union views! Also brag about how good of an employer he was, according to his employees, he was not!
So in summary; Mike is an awful person who has not learned anything from the awful things he did. I will not be purchasing The Cage because, combined with this and his absolute refusal to take any kind of critique or see any differing interpretation of his franchise, I have no reason to think my problems with the franchise will ever be addressed or fixed. I probably will pirate The Cage along with any future Bendy Products [Including the movie] and will do my best to avoid giving it any kind of monetary support. Unless this changes any time soon, I can't see myself making anymore positive Bendy posts soon.
Mike has just managed to make it so hard to speak positively or optimistically of this franchise when he's so willing to broadcast how little he cares about it or its fans. I'm at the point where I refuse to pull any of my punches with my problems with it. What's the point of trying to play nice with my critique when either way the people creating it don't care?
So with this post, I want to invite anyone who feels similarly about the franchise to tell me, make a post or send an ask talking about how all of this makes you feel. It may not change how things are, but genuinely seeing other people share my feelings of anger makes me feel better. It feels nice to see when other people share our same concerns and worries. I'd also love to know if anyone else thinks they'll be avoiding purchasing Bendy products over this.
I'm not forcing anyone to participate in it nor trying to say anyone who doesn't supports mike but genuinely maybe if we can collectively decide to boycott things like the movie, graphic novel and The Cage... It might at least make the bendy devs acknowledge how much they have destroyed their own fandom's faith and trust in them.
The way Mike tweets about his actions like he had no control over why people were mad at him at least proves to me he takes NONE of it back nor regrets it. If you didn't know about his actions and only went off his tweets, you would be led to believe Mike has been needlessly picked apart by fans over things he couldn't control [or in his own words, had his words twisted and taken out of context]. That is not how you speak about your actions if you have actually learned better from them.
anyway, that has been my bendy dev callout post. This is an open invitation to anyone feeling similarly upset about the way the franchise is going to talk about it. It's genuinely nice to see how people feel about this and the more we talk about the more it's likely the bendy devs are forced to address our concerns. I don't think they will but hey, that's why I'm not gonna support them with my money anymore nor am I gonna be nice to them in any content I make critiquing Bendy. I mean I'm also basically making this post just in case anyone asks me Why I feel this way towards to bendy devs/as a way to respond to anyone who thinks I am too harsh in my critique in the future.
As always, it seems the best part of Bendy isn't actually anything about canon but about what the fan's are creating with the ideas Bendy failed to do anything interesting with.
Also the books, the books slap.
#batim#batdr#bendy and the ink machine#bendy and the dark revival#ramblez#bendy and the silent city#bendy the cage#for the record another reason Im making this post is bc some of the only good resources to learn abt why the bendy devs suck are some old#very longer videos and this is a very long post but I thought it was important to document the recent shit theyve been doing alongside some#of the worst past things theyve done bc Mike has been trying to misinform people on what happened but those videos are still great resource#if you want more info n such#long post#mike D#for anyone who doesnt wanna hear abt him since he doesnt go by mood anymore#sorry if this is rambley or emotional Im just so sick of these guys fr dskjhgskdfjghskdjhgkjhsd#I miss when I didnt spend my days stressed about the awful shit mike is gonna say next and how I would have to disprove it in a post later#or explain why its bad to have a cast of nothing but cishet white guys n constantly fight back against any push for diversity in said cast#genuinely its just tiring esp when u see other bendy fans give ignorant or very silly defenses/takes on those things#n then u lose a lot of respect for them bc they are speaking on stuff they dont know much abt so confidently and therefore misinforming#people or even encouraging very bad views on stuff like diversity n its importance#Im not saying people like that are bad people but it is stressful n upsetting when u see someone u thought knew better do that sort of thin#it makes it hard to trust them again on other issues bc u now dont trust they know what they r talking abt!!#like please think twice before telling young artists making norman white was a tough and complicated decision it was fucking not the bendy#devs just think all their humans are white by default and dont wanna change that its been proven time n time again thats all it is#and defending them just bc u like a franchise they made is very very bad!! They are not ur friends!! they suck and we seriously need to#stop pretending they dont!! toxic positivity is only gonna make the fandom an absolute nightmare its not gonna make ANYTHING better#it just means people will be forced to PRETEND they never have negative thoughts abt the franchise n therefore make them burned out#just look at other similar fandoms please lets not make those same mistakes!!#sorry can u tell Ive been having just. A time recently#anyways back to making my queer ass bendy fan game full of so much diversity mike will prolly shit when he sees it DKFJGHKSDJHGKJHSD
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I wish I were normal :[
#idk I just wish I was normal kid who lived a normal life#and no it isn't epic different like I'm not secretly a magical girl who fights evil (that'd be so cool though I'd be down)#I mean like.isolated and not allowed to interact with people different#just sucks hearing everyone around my age going out with their friends or having sleepovers or just like.going out and enjoying life#meanwhile I'm stuck in my house with a strict mom who doesn't want me to make any irl friends#“you won't keep the friends you make anyway” SO??????#AT LEAST LET ME EXPERIENCE HAVING THEM#AND LET ME LEAVE THE HOUSE!!!!!#I don't like talking abt this bcz I don't want ppl to feel bad for having what I wish I had#I mean.it's not their fault my mom is super strict and controlling#so I try to refrain from bringing it up or posting abt it but it is REALLY affecting me right now for whatever reason :'D#so I just had to get something out abt it. I feel like I've kept that in for too long#vent
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dead ass none of you have any back bones. if you’ve got shit to say, send it to me. not some other gossip blog. not on anon to my friends. it’s pathetic. y’all make this place real fucking miserable sometimes.
#I literally try and try and try again to make fandom fun and joyful and me saying one or two things yesterday was part of that.#evidence was STRONG and I felt JOY and this is just fucking miserable.#just have conversations with people.#I’m gunna log off. Indefinitely. y’all can say I was wrong for whatever I said. you can say I’ve over reacted. But this whole thing has#put me in the S A D mood and logging on and seeing myself shit talked constantly#when actually I’m always just trying to have fun in fandom.#this no longer feels rewarding at all#just gunna keep with my friends for now.
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Disassociation culture is your “friends” getting mad at you for breaking promises you never agreed to but what if you did? I can’t remember.
And also not remembering doing the stuff they’re saying you did, but how can you argue when you can’t remember or be present.
it’s fine a couple of my friends just kinda suck
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#that does sound really annoying anon I'm sorry :(#have you tried talking to them about this when they're not like Actively upset about it?#maybe y'all can set up a system of like written/typed reminders for promises#and them like acknowledging when you're doing something they don't appreciate (?) As you do it and also having a written record of that?#somehow?#unless they're just shitty friends in which case y'know fuck those guys#dissociation culture is#disassociation culture is#dissociation#disassociation#mod cheese#since I'm participating more now y'all get my classic uncalled for commentary again :D#aren't we all so excited about that
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Friendship is the most special thing in the world because no award could be give me bigger happiness than jumping around in my room and smiling because my pookie asked me if I wanted to match pfps
#SHES AMAZING I LOVE HER AHHHHH#I hope we manage to find a cute bsd pfp it would be literally my dream#little vent tw!!#it's been so long since I matched pfps last time was with my ex who started being wayyyyy too weird..#and the other time was with a friend who started ghosting me some months later just because I didnt give her enough adopt me pets or smth 💔#and like. her stopping talking to be literally broke me as a person. it was devastanting for like 13yo me#woahhh thank you k. now I have social anxiety and keep dobting whether people really want me there or not#I still have a sort of love hate relationship w her but like its been over 2 years maybe 3 why do I still care abt it sm :<#especially since our other bestie is wayy more affectionate w k than w me it just makes me feel so weird like im sort of a 3rd wheel#but at least the friend im gonna match with is the sweetest person ever and we can be silly together :333#unfortunately we only know eachother from a course so we always have to wait 2 weeks to see eachother#and even tho i still see k almost every day shes pretty different now#but ive been feeling so so happy the last few days since school started and im afraid I might go back to being how I was when she returns#because. I bet my two friends will keep being silly together and ill have to sit w my ex again cuz hes still part of our friend group#I mean hes a nice and funny guy but I figured that a relationship wont work with us. I tried it and I just wanna be friends#I have a lot of fun w him but like in a platonic way#and im afraid he still thinks we should be together#meanwhile my besties keep flirting w eachother like??#I mean its pretty funny as a joke but I cant help but feeling kinda jealous especially because I used to have a huge crush in one of them#talked a bit too much ooopssss#Im just trying to move on but I hope k coming back doesnt start everything over again#anyways!! I love my bestie from the course smmmmmm Im still so so happy :D wish we could see eachother more#random stuff#chaos#friendship#violet rambles
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how I felt being held back in class by my english teacher, thinking she was gonna yell at me for not doing my homework (like other teachers, mostly my english ones) and then she somehow validates me without meaning to and actually speaks kindly to me?? like I'm sorry what??? I've never had a teacher actually see right through me like that? like, holy shit.. I guess I'm actually gonna like english this year >,<
#karmaajr rambles#also besides thursdays#thursdays i have a different teacher#my year 7 teacher actually#i hate her#lol i hate most my english teachers#in my over a decade worth of schooling#i have likes ONE english teacher (and my english tutor but shes a uni student who tutors for money so im not sure it counts)#well now its two i suppose :“)#tbh its mostly bcuz they think im not applying myself#like im trying i swear#seriously#i am trying#i am#anyways ye ive ended most of my years in skl with my english teacher thinking im a lost hope :D#my best friend was actually surprised (and happy!) that i like our new teacher#she gave me that smile#like the “im rlly proud of you” type smile with adoring eyes and omg#istg the reason i used to crush on her was EXACTLY that#but luckily i dont anymore#anyways i gotta stop talking here#BYE YALL#love you to any moots who actually bother to read this!
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3 days later and I'm still fucking devastated that Fia killed D.... my wife killed my bestie.... man whose side am I supposed to be on here.....
#star plays er#elden ring spoilers#out of all the NPCs i liked him most. and now hes dead. AND I DIDN'T EVEN HAVE THE DIALOGUE OPTION TO TELL ANYONE#me and rogier had this whole chinwag about D literally just before i found the body#and when i went back there was NO DIALOGUE OPTION TO TELL HIM#dude your best friend just fucking DIED in the next room over. i do not want to buy spells from you#and then when i rested at the round table and came back the body was gone#and STILL NOBODY WOULD TALK ABOUT IT#WHAT#anyway. rip D. love u
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#so my people who have been here a while know what's going on#if you don't look away I'm just being whiny and stupid#but me and D have not talked for almost three months#he just stopped talking to me and idk why#but he keeps posting things on his story that are literally geared toward me and is apparently asking our mutual friend about me#am I wrong for just wanting to cry and never talk to him again??#guys am I being dramatic? am I the problem?#bc be so for real with me why doesn't he just talk to me??#I want to die in a hole#also I'm fucking freezing right now shout out to my dad for keeping the air set on 65 😭#the chronicles of my non-existent love life#sky gets personal
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this is word vomit and there are absolutely bigger issues at hand but. i hate that everything with wilbur soot has people who have barely thought about c!wilbur at all coming out of the woodworks to say he's just as bad as wilbur soot the actual guy, manipulative, a narcissist, etc. back to hearing the worst fucking takes i've ever heard in my life. in general the reaching with his past characters really bothers me. something about pointing to somebody's writing, somebody's scripted character, and saying "yeah this is one of many red flags" when to me it just isn't. i hate the red flag seeking, the online faux detectiveness of it all. when in reality wilbur soot is undeniably a shitty person who also wrote a fucking great character, especially in his early days. do i think c!wilbur is a perfect guy? no but i also think discarding how i feel about boundless sands he's a mentally ill and disordered character who rightfully resonated with a lot of people. c!wilbur's creator being a massive prick can't take away the love i feel when i see a character who wanted to die so badly, did so, came back to life, and proceeded to messily stumble through wanting to live again. there's a lot of magic there for me on a personal level that hasn't been ruined. and there's a strong connection i feel to c!wilbur regardless of how horrid his creator turned out to be
#had a friend of mine bring up how cwilb is “just manipulative” tonight#and i responded with well i don't think that's all there is to his character#and then they said something along the lines of 'i wonder if you'll always feel that way'#and i can't imagine feeling any differently lmao#it's just hard because if you don't have very strong love and attachment to cwilb#and to the d/smp in general at this point#i always felt like people on the outside of it didn't get it#but now i feel that way tenfold. it's sad and harrowing#and it's impossible to talk about with anyone who wasn't There#and hasn't been inside of it#i think i'm just sick of hearing not ex fans talk about ds/mp in general. swagever#txt
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For the fanfic wip game: fire
(ask game!)
oo fire, fire !! let’s see ,,,
He goes to fire. The tip of the arrow pops and cracks with Anemo, all of his energy focused on making it … soft.
this one !!! is from an idea ,, where the abyss finds ol’ nameless bard, yoinks them, and sends them on their merry now corrupted way. this is where they find (well, lures would be more accurate…) venti and lumine and fight them. for a majority of the fight, venti ,,, keeps finding himself holding back. he does everything to make sure nothing truly hurts.
#this is not to say. that the bard didnt try to talk with them at first#unfortunatelyyyyy … that doesn’t quite work out :( this is also where miss lumi learns that the bard has an anemo vision (<- firm believer—#—of that one hc where ven personally gifted the first anemo vision to the bard.)#anyways vens friends do not get a good impression on either of each other dbfbfn#bard keeps taunting ven but mostly bc theyre just confused and backed into a corner. why ? youve spent so much time by my side but now you#refuse. little wisp? where are you going?? where have you gone?#thinks about corrupted bard concept much much#BDJDJD BUT ANYWAYS HI YES thank you for the ask sm !!!!!!!!! :D#lantern replies#mutuals !
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suki nakamura is.... ✨ an icon ✨
#( ooc aka ferre talks. )#( she is not only an icon )#( she is a moment )#( charms not just u but also ur parents )#( makes ur parents think she's the perfect daughter )#( is this in reference to her charming ray's mom )#( YEAH ABSOLUTELY )#( i wanna be like suki nakamura one day...so much talent so much willpower :'D )#( i can only hope to have like 1/4 of her power okie 🥺🥺🥺 )#( even if i am not on her as often )#( pls know my heart is NEVER far away from her )#( i've beeen....wanting to get back more into prose writing )#( i got published once...it's not going to be my only time i swear )#( ....i am also tipsy )#( so i will...write some more and then sleep <3 )#( i miss though....being around my rp friends )#( how does one be more outgoing with them is the real question :'D )#( okie i go now care you lots <3 )
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it took me until dt to change rudy's hairstyle, but i ACTUALLY think he would've cut it back in post-stb when he became a reaper. the trope of "character cuts hair to feel more in control of their life" is cliché but REAL. and also the visual of him cutting it with his scythe is fun
#lem text#xivposting#��� (oc)#i really like the idea of him doing that & then t.ataru being like WHATTTT DID YOU DO...!! and helping him fix it. <3#i looooove lovelove love reaper rudy he could never main anything else. i tried to play viper for dt but had to change back-#because it didn't feel right FNDJK. MY BOY NEEDS HIS VOIDSENT FRIEND#i remember being super worried that playing rpr would be really immersion-breaking for post-ew; and that i'd have to change it for canon#but the extra lines they added for rpr players made rudy actually fit in the whole time :> <3#anyway i love rudy/rucred post-stb angst/early-shb tension i think it's sooo fun to think about <33.#i've never clearly outlined the rucred development stages here i don't think. but rudy is incredibly incredibly anxious after he learns-#than's been gone for **five years** from his perspective. because rudy considered him his best friend... and then he's like-#there's no WAY he still thinks about me or cares about me or wants to see me again. and he worries about that with uri+shtola-#but th.ancred was closest to him and was summoned two years before them. (AND /I/ WAS WORRIED ABOUT IT AS A PLAYER FJDKSFN)#AND IT'S LIKE. IT'S REALLY FUNNY THAT TH.ANCRED'S MAIN PROBLEM IN SHB IS COLDNESS + LACK OF COMMUNICATION#because he DOES act uncaring around rudy when they reunite; and RUDY wants to TALK about it but than doesn't want to talk to ANYONE#so to RUDY his worst fears are all but confirmed; built upon the insecurity & sense of estrangement he's had with the scions since arr#(which is part of why he becomes so close to raha over shb; since he ends up confiding in him most of the time to avoid the others)#the tension btwn rudy & than lessens when r.yne tells him that th.ancred talks about him often (BECAUSE THAT LINE ALSO DID THAT FOR ME FJK)#and then it takes than's absurd near-death character development moment for them to finally talk (i've written that as a fic hehe :) )#and the moments after mt. gulg/before the tempest are what completely resolve rudy's fears with the group. and thfndjkgr#IT'S NOT *EXPLICITLY* SAID THAT THAN IS THE ONE WHO CARRIES THE WOL DOWN THE MOUNTAIN BUT HE'S PHYSICALLY THE STRONGEST#SO HE WOULD *HAVE* TO BE. AND THAT WOULD ALSO BE INCREDIBLY TOUCHING TO RUDY TO HEAR ABOUT;;;#on th.ancred's side of everything... well. he's liked rudy since post-hw . ZNFK D. and he'd obviously lose touch of those feelings while-#on the first; and i think after their reunion he'd loaaathe himself for somehow still feeling the same way#AND AND LIKE. ru was a machinist when than last saw him... frail ranged dps... i really like imagining how absolutely caught off-guard-#than would be when rudy is suddenly a very intense & skilled melee fighter who's made a contract with a voidsent for power. ehehehe. 🏳️🌈#it's so weird to think back on playing early-shb because **i** was so anxious not knowing how rudy's relationships with the scions-#would turn out EHJFKN. <33 AND IT COULDN'T'VE GONE BETTER I LOVE YOU THE TEMPEST + END.WALKER <3 <3 <3#auaua now i really want to ramble about my favorite shb parts again . BUT I WOULD NEVER STOP TALKING. ANOTHER TIMEEEE <3.
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storms are terrifying, disability is bullshit, and my friends are fucking awesome<3
#nah but like between the storm and being in too much pain i achieved a shutdown lmfao#also had to write a paragraph explaining shutdowns bc writing was easier than talking smhsmh-#ANYWAY im fine now :)#and my friends are literally so great<33#cue to kit after it was basically done with and i said rude(/aff) shit to him “i liked you better when you didnt talk” LMAOO 😭✨#srsly you guys i love my friends so much#them saving my craig-coded ass from death<33#yes i have to southparkify my whole life#kenny hates storms bc i hate storms thats the point my southparkification reaches lmfaoo#WELL ANYWAY BESIDES THE LAST FEW MINUTES/HOUR? TODAY WAS SO FUCKING GREAT :D#i got a worm his name is felipe eduardo musso :3#so yippee :D#shitpost
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