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to piggyback on layla being self-aware... she also notices the negatives way easier than positives. this is a natural human thing; we ruminate on negative situations that it becomes harder to think about positive ones or moments where we have excelled.
layla sits down and writes out her list of struggles in 3 seconds. she doesn't need to really think about them. she was being thoughtful; they are real struggles that she is facing and dealing with (and i absolutely LOVE that taking on too much was number 1 on her struggles, and that it was something she really dealt with in this episode, too). but it was easy to create that list.
it was so much harder to create her list of successes because if it isn't 100% her success, if it isn't 100% a success (is anything?) she couldn't possibly put it on the list. layla sees all the help that she has received, and she is grateful for it, but because she didn't do something entirely on her own, she doesn't think it belongs there. layla is a perfectionist through and through, and she does not handle being on the sidelines well, but she also doesn't view a personal success as something that someone else can help with.
jordan really gets through to her this episode and makes her believe that it is okay for her to rely on other people (he's made that clear for years now that it is okay for her to rely on HIM), but also that it is okay for her to accept group victories. spencer is currently in the running for a top draft pick, but he did not make it to this level entirely on his own, either. neither did she. she doesn't think she can count the lounge as a success because she needed help (ryan, jaymee, jordan).
but she makes progress, and jordan helps, and she realizes that...she did do this, and now she can take a step back. one of layla's major successes, letting jaymee take over as manager, also directly relates to her major struggles, taking on too much and needing to learn how to balance. she realizes where her potential lies, what she is good at, and what she loves to do, and this helps her counteract some of those feelings of being overwhelmed.
and she TRUSTS jaymee to do it! it's not her saying no i need to do this, i need to figure it out, i need to make it work, if i just do this one thing, then i will be fine. she sees the joy jaymee has, knows that she hates her current job, recognizes that she does not enjoy it the way that jaymee does, and she listens to jaymee. even in this scene, you see her doubt; she hired the bartender that quit so how could her instincts be good? she doesn't see that everyone else stayed and helped and made it work, just the one failure in it all that she's attributing to herself.
but jaymee's words stick and she wants to hire her on the spot because jaymee is the right person for this job, not her. jordan telling her for years that it is okay to rely on other people is in her head. jordan reminding her that there can be shared successes is in her head, and she is able to do what is best for her and jaymee in that moment.
#episode for me#muse: layla keating#meta: layla keating#dyn: lean into love (layla x jordan)#dyn: layla x jaymee#aa spoilers#all american spoilers#every episode i'm just so proud of her and how far she has come#and i love seeing how far she still needs to go while also seeing these little moments and victories#and the minor setbacks too#it's so real and raw and she's doing so good i'm so proud#now to disappear again <3
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And I would have gotten away with it too if it weren't for these meddling teen titans and their talking boy who turns into a dog
(EDIT) I didn't like the hand
#teen titans#teen titans 2003#slade wilson#deathstroke#slade#dc fanart#I was trying to draw him from the ttg comic...#I shall now disappear into the stratosphere for another 3 months until I post again.
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Something Wonderful Volume 1 is now available on my Etsy shop!
The fixed books have finally arrived, so it is now on sale! Only $20 for the first 3 chapters, 120 pages of the story!
#cqchat#something wonderful#adventure time#fionna and cake#winter king#simon petrikov#fionna cambell#the photos were already edited so i didnt have to do much work to get this up today#so i got one thing on my checklist done so im happy#okay im gonna disappear again ty for understanding everyone!!#also about my previous post dont worry about me and i know we're all scared right now#im doing my best to feel okay and my friend is going on a mental health vacation#i think im going to do the same#its a very good idea all things considered <3
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Emperor we've been working together for months at this point will you just TELL ME-
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[[ All Croissant Adventures (chronological, desktop) ]]
[[ All Croissant Adventures (app) ]]
#the emperor: you need to trust me#also the emperor:#bg3#baldur's gate 3#bg3 spoilers#act III spoilers#I once again postponed a quest that would've given me something really cool until the very end#assuming that it might have some sort of Consequences#but now all I have is this sword I'm not going to use because I like sarevok's better njgkfnldsjkhnfh it's ok this cutscene was still cool#AW BUT HIS RED DRAGON FRIEND WAS THERE AND HE SAID HE'D LET THE DRAGON TALK#BUT THEN THE DRAGON JUST DISAPPEARED :'(#croissant adventures#tav#kith'rak voss#the emperor#comics
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fanart for what may be my favorite fic of all time, Running Behind by @asidian! here's prompto enjoying all the foods from the fic beacuse he deserves it <3
#ffxv#prompto argentum#final fantasy xv#final fantasy 15#im going to be wild in the tags here for a moment. this fic makes me CRRRRRRRAZZZZZZEYYYYYYYYYYYYY#like barking snarling yowling tearing up dirt with my hands taking bites out of the drywall#its like old at this point but every couple of years i remember it and im like well here i go again! and reread it in a several hour sprint#and then scream and cry nad throw up cause i love it soooo so much#seriously i recommend it so sohard . honestly even if you dont like ffxv#ultimate hurt comfort fic checks off all my boxes 11/10 explodeing#oh yes also the art is here. yea i got carried away drawing the foods jfkdslhglks#hi author if you read these tags im sorry for pinging you about your fic that came out like. 7 years ago#but ive been meaning to make fanart for it for sooooo long cause i love it and i finally got around to it lol#koob art#digital art#im going to be pissed if theres a food i forgot to include lmao#anyways yea i <3 prompo my scrinkly winkly crunkly doo he deserfes happines. im going to disappear into the sunset now
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So I decided to spin the wheel by @onefey since I saw so many mutuals getting really cute PMD Teams.
Meet hero Lucky (Girafarig) and partner Biggs (Wimpod). Never in my life have I considered a Girafarig as my potential PMD-sona but here we are despite it all. Even though I was skeptical at first I am now in permanent love.
Gotta think of an Exploration Team name now... hm.
#tagging you per request onefey#what a fun little thing you did thanks for giving me an excuse to doodle#i'm enlightened now i'm a changed person#i've always been kinda “eh” about girafarig especially the shiny but now i think i might genuinely love them#also i'm very average height so the idea of evolving into something tall like farigiraf is hilarious to me#and wimpod... my beloved#i could not have gotten a better partner i love golisopod so much#to all my mutuals out there... if you're reading this i am alive but only barely#i have not forgotten you guys and i think about you daily despite disappearing off the face of the earth#been pushing myself to try and be online again but things have been rough#to anyone that has sent me discord messages that i haven't replied too--#--i promise i read them and they made me smile#i'll try to talk to you guys soon! <3
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The unmistakable sound of footsteps approaching begins to fill the air. Whoever is coming seems to have brought some company along…
They are getting closer… and closer… and closer…
…and closer…
……until..................
"Goooooood evenin'!!" Comes the loud greeting from a certain blond man. A big smile on his face and all.
"We beg your pardon for our prolonged absence. It was completely beyond our control..." Then adds the gentleman standing by his side, apologizing on behalf of both, offering a genuine smile along with the apology.
"...BUT! We're back!" And hopefully for good this time…
#[HI HIIIIIII~~ HOW'S EVERYONE DOING?? 8)]#[IDK IF ANYONE REMEMBERS ME OR MY MUSES ANYMORE?? BUT HELLOOO]#[one million years later but we're backkkkkk]#[i'd like to start by apologizing for completely disappearing for months without any announcement]#[life has been far from kind all this year so far and this has greatly and negatively impacted me emotionally]#[like..very VERY badly (harmful stuff and etc)]#[all to a point where i've had to take some time off from most social media]#[and which is also why i haven't checked or replied to any messages anywhere in a while]#[not that i'm the most social and most active person ever but you get what i mean here ;v;]#[the original plan was to come back here like a month or so ago but as you can guess i was unable to due to the same irl issues]#[i'm not gonna lie i'm still not doing well]#[but i wanted to come back or at least try to]#[since writing for these two and the ogre street guys always brings me joy and i also missed everyone here!]#[i'm still unsure if dropping threads will be the way to go for now or not#because i have no idea if my partners are still interested in any threads we had prior my unannounced hiatus]#[or if anyone's still interested in interacting with me and my muses again ;v;]#[so if we have ongoing threads i'll likely be jumping into your IMs over the course of the days to ask about it]#[i just need to check my thread tracker first because i can't remember what i owed last time ;;;;;;]#[as always: we can start new stuff any time in case you're no longer feeling whatever threads we had]#[and we can also start from scratch if that's best too]#[so no worries there!]#[enough blablah from me for now]#[i missed you all so much!]#[and to the new followers this blog somehow earned in my absence: Hi!! Thank you for following and I hope we can interact soon!!]#[hope everyone has been doing great during my absence!! <3]#;speedwagon says (( ic ))#;jonathan says (( ic ))#;ic#(??#;speedwagon withdraws coolly
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hh...hii.
#* intermission / ooc.#good golly. it's been a while huh!#apologies for disappearing. i was something other than okay for a hot second but now. we are okay to post again!#i have only just signed in and i'm a little too scared to check my activity and ims sldkjf#but i'll check them...! give me a day or two to do that. and another day to sign into disc again slfkdjfl#beloved friends and mutuals: i have missed you dearly and i sincerely hope you lovelies have been doing well since we last spoke <3#i'll be honest folks i do not know when i'll have it in me for threads again. still feeling the creativity; it's just taken a different for#and channeled into another project that i've had on the down-low for months now#but i still love and think about these goobers!! maybe they will surprise me!#if you are still up for just shooting the shit with me re: any of my fellas please do catch me on disc when i get back there :)#otherwise i will be around on my personal (@eventempest)! and most likely on that project (url to be revealed. maybe)#for the first time in a while but definitely not the last: be seeing you <3#long tags cw
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…silently throws Taka out here-
Taka was panicking
One moment he was helping Vega with lifting something, and now is in a freezing forest. Luckily, he had his blindfold on him so he quickly put that on to avoid turning people or animals into stone. Not only was he not in an outfit fit for cold weather, it was also embarrassing to see a celestial animatronic like him wearing it! He simply had on some shorts and shorts and threw on a t-shirt of Flicker’s which wasn’t to bad but the shorts were the problem. Celestials don’t wear shorts.
Well, he had to suck it up and desperately grasp for his dignity anyways as he tried to walk through the forest to atleast hear something, hopefully something that can help him.
[Static had been out on their back porch when they noticed the presence wandering out in the forest, unable to see much through the trees but at least able to tell it wasnt some wild animal.]
[they trek through the frozen over snow towards Taka, hoping he wasn't some hunter that'd wandered too far]
#Wawa-#im prolly gonna have to disappear again soon cuz guests but im back on for now >;3#ebwbrbrbebe#static the beloved#rp tag
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(I FORGOT TO exiST AAAAAAAAAAAA)
@griffinftw I forgot to post this omg BUT NOW IT'S HERE AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH
#digital art#robot#art#gizmogo!#(?)#superbook#funfact: idk how to do backgrounds so i had to improve:'))#gizmo#now imma disappear again cuz im tired and bc it's 3:00 am gn-
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I forgot how to make posts, but don’t worry guys, I’m still alive-
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Heyyy! I finally drew Leaf! (Plus a slight Aster redesign-) This took way too long, and I apologize for the delay and the overall messiness. She had been sitting in my drawing program as a sketch for two months 😅 but with the Flashbacks up starting in Missing Numbers, I finally got the will to finish it!
Leaf Aoyama belongs to @creatively-cosmic. They have a blog called @themissingnumbers, which you should check out, like—right now.
[Sketch + Extras below the cut!]
Here’s the cover of the book, if you wanted that- (I know it’s crap but I’m tired)
[And for those who are curious, some notes about the art:
-The book is Aster’s. He’s read the book cover to cover well over 25 times. It’s his favorite book on flowers, but he’s more than happy to lend it to someone who wants to learn about flora.
-The content of the art (because there was intended to be a background that got scrapped-) is that Aster was showing Leaf around his secret garden deep in the woods, guiding her so that she wouldn’t get lost and showing her the different flowers and such. (That’s why she has the book-)
-You know how in some video games, you can press a button and whatever special companion you have will show up to give you a hint? (Ex: Navi, Fi, Rotom, Olivia, etc) That’s what Aster is doing right now. Whenever Leaf had a question—he had the answers.
-And if you’re wondering��Yes. Aster did make her a flower crown afterwards. And Yes, he thinks she looks very beautiful with flowers in her hair.]
#Again not my greatest work but here she is :)#I really didn’t mean for this to take so long but life hit me with a 3-piece chicken combo with a biscuit and no drink#I have been DEAD on my feet 😅#Again please excuse the messiness#It was supposed to have a really nice background but I couldn’t get myself to finish it#I’ve been chipping away at it since early July little by little whenever I had the energy#But with How It Feels To Disappear starting I got the will to finally finish it at 3 in the morning-#Was hoping to post it before everything went bad in the flashbacks but what can ya do?#Leaf was actually really fun to color for some reason :) so that was neat#Anyway- Aster is getting a redesign! (Probably anyway)#It’s not a huge redesign- just adding in some details that fit his character and changing the flowers#Funny detail- Aster’s very first design (in my head mind you) had yellow flowers#but when I drew him for the first time he ended up with purple flowers#(plus the yellow flowers tie into his LORE-)#I’m workshopping him right now so let me know what you think about this Legacy version of Aster#ALSO!: AU NAMEDROP- (it’s on the book)#I have plans to draw the faces of my AU at some point so look out for that I guess-#Anyway! I hope I did the homegirl Leaf justice! (Rare Leaf W for the win!)#Missing Numbers#Leaf Aoyama#My Art
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Hey guys where should I jump off from
#oh man oh god yjh was so affected by kdj disappearing for 3 years#and now that kdj is back... he's not angry. he's afriad. he's afriad of losing kdj again and having to see the party members recklessly-#-trying to throw away their lives as well. He thinks kdj is more fitting to lead them to the end than him.#while all kdj wants is for yjh to see the end#I'm going to kill myself guys#it was nice knowing you all#sai reads orv#orv#joongdok
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having swap au thoughts. *slaps roof of claus* there's so much mental illness in this guy. im gonna blow up everyone in the room and then myself
#what if you felt unbearable guilt because your brother went missing in the two seconds you were separated#and you feel like there mustve been Something you couldve done to prevent it#if only you had stuck together. if only you hadnt let him tag along on your basically-a-suicide-mission in the first place#but none of those things happened so you go through three years blaming yourself#continuing to search for him because maybe hes still out there. and maybe exhausting yourself on an aimless search is a way you can atone#and then you're pulled into this big destiny adventure so your searching is put on the back burner#you're so busy doing important things and meeting new friends and there are points in your adventure where your heart feels lighter#and maybe you open up just a little about the crushing guilt you feel. and your new friends say it wasnt your fault#maybe you start accepting that your brother is really gone but you have to keep living your life#saving your brother was a far out dream but saving the world is something you have the power to do#so you try your best. so you dont fuck up this time#your guilt becomes the fuel keeping you going#and then at the end of your journey#you find out one of the biggest obstacles on your journey#the human chimera that you felt kinda horrified at and a little bad for even as you fought them#is your brother you've been mourning and agonizing over not being able to save#so um. The Guilt is even worse now#now he doesnt just feel responsible for his death. he Now feels responsible for him becoming this Creature Thing under porkys control#and in a lucas dies scenario. hoogh i cant imagine how claus would feel after that.......#however the thing that spurred this post was thinking about the lucas lives postgame scenario (it just got a bit out of hand lol) so.#your brother is alive and back home again and youre so unbelievably glad#but the guilt still creeps up every time you see how much hes Changed. physically and mentally#you had just started to accept the fact youd have to live without your brother but somehow having him back is almost just as painful#things cant just go back to how they were before. youll never be the exact same happy family as you used to be#its strange adjusting to having lucas back and its strange trying not to step on each others toes with their trauma#you cant help but be clingy because you couldnt bear it if he disappeared again under your watch#but nobody wants to be watched all the time especially when youre recovering from your brainwashed identity as an army commander#FUCK I REACHED THE TAG LIMIT I WANTED TO RAMBLE MORE AUGH. THEY MAKE ME SO ILL. i swear its not all angst theres some lightheartedness in it#mother 3 swap au#mothfics
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redeemed Gort au....He gets tadpoled instead of durge....hregrgrggrr...
#so many thoughts about this au#he meets Karlach and she tries to kill him but he's like “woah there i have amnesia I'm sorry for selling you”#and she's constantly weary of him despite him doing good actions#and sometimes scamming people but he's still good#he meets Ketheric and bro starts having war flashbacks because now that gort is back he has to deal with gort and lythe making out again#OH YEAH LYTHE#lythe gets visited by bhaal and bane and bane is like#“yo you're kinda swaggy and my chosen is gone#wann be my new chosen?“#and lythe says sure and lets orin take her place as Bhaal's chosen#and then gort gets to Baldur's gate and lythe goes fucking crazy and tells him “kill my sister” and he goes “ok” because bhaalspawn pussy#goes hard#anyways she's archduchess of Baldur's gate and reminds gort that he's chosen of bane#and then gort goes to kill orin and then tries to go to the iron throne but the keyword here is tried because#lythe catches him and leaves him and the gang to die#but he leaves and then finds Lythe at the morphic pool with the netherstones#and she's fucking crazy so she tries to kill him#but fails and disappears#and then they save the world YIPPE#Sorry for the note rambles I'm just autistic#bg3#enver gortash#baldurs gate 3#baldur's gate 3#cedar rambles#bg3 gortash
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becca i can't believe i found your blog again!! i lost it a few months ago and ran into it yesterday <3 i loved reading the recent blurbs and it made me think of subby!bucky being a hardass but when in the bedroom he just wants you to humiliate the shit out of him
I haven't talked about how great subby men are in so long and I've really missed it 🤤 and I'm so glad you've enjoyed catching up on my stuff!!
I love to imagine the way a submissive Bucky lets himself give in to you entirely. If you want him to beg, he'll beg. If you ask him to degrade himself, he'll do that. He gets off on how pathetic he feels and realistically, he gets to the point where he thinks he might do anything just to please you.
And I think he'd adore having you take what you need from him, while almost minimising his pleasure because imagine grinding yourself on him without letting him inside you.
Your sex is so slick with evidence of your arousal and while it would be fun to just touch yourself and make him watch, the throbbing length of his thick erection tempts you. There's no harm in working him up, after all. He whines so much sweeter when he's desperate.
He's got no objections to you placing yourself on top of him. His dick is heavy, leaking precum and you almost consider abandoning your plan in favour of feeling him lose himself in your mouth instead. As delightful as that sounds though, you're desperate for some control and this is how you want to take it.
The first few rolls of your hips help to coat his length with your arousal. The glide gets easier with each pass and very soon you realise you can focus on the pleasure, rather than just the logistics.
The way his dick rubs your clit is heavenly. It's luxurious, almost decadent and nothing inside you feels guilty about being selfish. Not with Bucky's strong hands on your hips guiding your movements.
"You're so wet." He whispers, eyes wide, watching you in wonder. You're so lost in your own pleasure and he lives for it.
"I know." You don't feel embarrassed in the slightest. It's true after all. "This is all that dick of yours is good for. You're just a warm toy for me to use." Blunt fingernails bite into the meat of your hips at the same time your partner stifles a moan.
"Did you think you were anything more than that?" You notice his hesitation before he shakes his head. "Good. I don't even care if you cum tonight. In fact, I'd prefer you didn't. The mess is such an inconvenience but I hope you realise that I'm going to cum over and over. I think it's only fair. I'm being so kind to you, giving you something to dream of when you touch your pathetic cock later."
He can hardly control himself. This is everything he's been so desperate to hear and now he's getting it, it's almost a relief. He doesn't need to think for himself. He can give his body over to you, someone that he trusts and knows that by the end of the evening, he'll have cum until he physically can't anymore.
"I need to feel you." He whimpers, kissing your neck and shoulders. "Please. I miss being inside you."
His cheeks are blazing, flushed with arousal and embarrassment as one of your hands tangles in his hair, forcing his mouth off your skin. His eyes meet yours and your cunt flutters at the power you have over his man. He makes you feel desired and it's entirely addictive.
"Don't be stupid." Your voice is steady, carrying the confidence that he instills in you. "You don't deserve to fuck me. Why do you think I care about what you need? This isn't for you."
Lust bubbles over, his hands planted either side of your waist to stop them from trembling and although you know that you'll give in later, it's fun to watch him unravel at being denied what he needs most.
#asks answered <3#anon#becca writes spice#subby!bucky#sub!bucky#I disappeared this week but I'm back now#awful few days and I'm glad they're over#I've been keeping myself as busy as possible#but in other news#who tf was going to tell me that sparkling ribena exists??#game changer#it's making me very happy rn#I'm in such a mood to play something spooky tonight#I was talking about Outlast 2 earlier and now I really want to play it again#but I'm terrible at horror games when I know I'm walking into a jumpscare#I refuse to go further when I know a jumpscare is coming#kinda defeats the purpose
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hi hi hello i have been gone forever due to various reasons such as “work” and “mental illness” and “having developed a kpop hyperfixation that has been occupying most of my attention recently” but i need everyone to know that i saw off book live twice last week (in philly with a friend and then in nyc with my girlfriend) and it was truly so everything. i didn’t get many pictures but i did get a few and none of them are very good but one of them is of jess’ amazing stool balancing act and that’s all i need really
#flow of the rings a volcano story i love you forever and ever#tryin’ the musical i love you also#also i asked a question during the talkback at the philly show :]#if it gets released as an episode and you hear someone named will asking about the hedgefrog logo that’s me <3#i want to be active on here more i miss it#i’m thoroughly enjoying being a little unhinged about kpop with my friend bee (the one i saw the philly show with actually)#but it does make a little sad that i haven’t been as fixated on zach and jess lately#they are still everything to me though don’t get it twisted#it’s very much a Special Interest TM so i will probably have other z&j phases#but regardless i do enjoy this silly little corner of tumblr#and i love that pibe has like Actual Fan Content now it’s beautiful#and i AM going to finish and post my malpal fic i PROMISE i just. don’t know when 😭#accidentally wrote an essay in the tags whoops#anyway i can’t promise i won’t disappear again but i’m gonna try to be more active#mine#off book#play it by ear#pibe#zach reino#jess mckenna
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