#now i have to wait until JULY
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I just want one week where I'm not in emotional distress, is that too much to ask 🥲
#got into a car accident today with a deer#im fine but the deer is definitely not#and i was on my way to a mental health clinic appointment THAT HAS BEEN RESCHEDULED 3 TIMES ALREADY#now i have to wait until JULY#LITERALLY FUCK MY LIFE#sky rambles 🌸#personal#im just so frustrated#not aot
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so i saw your welcome home drawings and i would like to know if you ship any of them
Tbh we still have very little info about the characters personalities and their relationship with everyone, so I’m not too fast of finding a ship atm
Also bonus doodle I forgot to add to the other post JCHGFGDHJ
#Though I will say I did see one that is really cute someone headcanoned#But I’ll wait for now until I’m more confident in making puppets have consensual hand holding JDHCHHDHHD#Welcome home#welcome home wally#welcome home frank#welcome home howdy#welcome home julie#Welcome home sally
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✦ F F X I V L E V E L 9 0
—compendium
#ffxiv#ff14#final fantasy 14#gpose#gposers#ffxiv gpose#lvl 90 compendium#myreia screenshots#aureia malathar#oc tag#maybe a bit weird to share these now since 90's no longer the lvl cap#i took these right before DT dropped and didn't have time to organize them until the end of july when i queued everything#spent one day of complete chaos right before maintenance making 20+ gposes do not recommend hahaha#i'm not happy with the sge and dnc ones but oh well#and i think i'll need to merge fsh back onto the btn glam plate since dnc really needs a separate glam from brd and mch for the vibes#not sure how many of these will stick around when i resub but i didn't get to play much with most of these glams so we'll see! :3#i had so much fun levelling everything i love bouncing between jobs#i have jobs i lean more towards but everything is honestly great#can't wait to see how they play in DT!#i think my faves from this set are drk - gnb - sam - ast - mch - blm - smn - btn#really happy with how they came out!#some placeholder weapons in here#need to finish pld's hw relics and nin's shb relic for the right look#i also want dnc and rdm's shb relics#anyway thanks for letting me spam these this month!#the series is done now
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– COMMISSIONS!
the pictures say it all but tl;dr my laptop died and i had to get a replacement and now i'm a bit short on money so i'm opening up commissions :]
– QUICK FACTS.
ocs only, won't do mecha / furry / explicit content but will do humanoid fantasy races / cyberware / mild injuries or blood
i reserve the right to say no to a character when it's too far above my skill level
payment up front through ko-fi, no refunds, dm me before paying because you'll need to claim a slot first!
i need visual reference(s) to work with, using picrews for this is fine, encouraged even if you can't provide me original artwork! i refuse to use a/i art as reference so please don't send me that
– I'M INTERESTED! WHAT NOW?
please dm me on tumblr and tell me what kind of commission you're interested in (sketch / lines / colors + head / bust / half body) and for which oc, preferably already with a link to some visual refs so i can take a look :]
i'll then let you know if you've claimed a slot; if so, we can discuss details + payment and i'll get started! if all slots are full i can put you on a waiting list and i'll notify you once i've worked through my queue :]
the finished piece can in some cases already be done in a day but may take up to a full month depending on how busy i am and if my brain allows me to work, i have executive dysfunction and am in the middle of my graduation project so please be patient with me
ko-fi: ko-fi.com/nuclearvessel
– WHAT YOU'LL GET.
digital artwork of your oc :] you won't receive any physical goods!
you're allowed to post it wherever and use it for icons and such, as long as you don't take credits for the art yourself. you are not allowed to sell it or use it for n/f/t or a/i purposes
#commissions#bro i'm terrified. hello#hope the pricing is reasonable lmao idk how any of this works </3 i'm just a guy#posing and all of that is minimal it's just. your guy on a minimal background LMAO#i unfortunately do not have the time or the mental energy to do anything more complicated than that right now#i'm in the midst of graduation but i Need to get some money before july so ;-; cries in clown emoji#when you're on the waiting list i also cannot tell you for sure how long it'll be until a slot is open again#i like to work in batches so i can check my mental energy once i've worked through a batch to see if i need a break or not#so yeah. basically i am more afraid of you than you are of me LMFAO
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#20.1 Sulk
Her footsteps echoed through the hallway, stopping in front of one particular room where her god resided in. She knocked on the door to make her presence known, not expecting her god to answer. Not today, at least.
Hwaryun opened the door and saw her god curled up on the sofa. He peeked at her and quickly looked disinterested at her presence. She considered it better than getting herself kicked out before she could talk some sense into him.
She invited herself in and went straight to the pantry. "Grace couldn't come today, so he asked me to look after you. Would you like some tea?"
Her god didn't answer, but he did perk up at the name. She brewed him a cup of tea anyway, adding a little more sugar than she would have liked for herself since her god had a sweet tooth. She set his cup on the coffee table and took a seat on an unoccupied sofa next to him.
Viole sat more upright, still hugging the sofa pillow. He gave her a once over before he went back to staring into the far off distance. "Why can't Hyung come?"
Hwaryun took a sip of her tea before answering, "He said he needs time for himself."
"Is it because of me?" Viole mumbled into the pillow, eyes shadowed by his long bangs.
"No. He's grieving for his late friends."
"Oh." Viole loosened the grip on the pillow, although only momentarily. "Can I see him?"
'I want to be there for him' was what his gaze seemed to say. Her god was such a compassionate person; it was endearing. Still, she had to shake her head. "You won't be of any help to him with your plate full."
"Why? What does that mean?"
"You have a lot on your mind. It's better to sort them out first before helping someone else." Hwaryun traced the edge of her cup, "Do you want me to guess or would you like to tell them yourself? Putting words into your thoughts will help you to untangle it."
Viole blinked. "I don't know. I feel bad."
Hwaryun hummed. "Do you know the cause of it?
"...Rachel." Viole turned his head away. "My chest aches whenever she comes to mind."
"She betrayed your trust, didn't she? It's expected that you feel that way."
"I've been…I just wanted to help her. Yet…" Viole trailed off. "I know I have forgiven her for making me live like this. But…"
When Viole couldn't find any words to continue, she decided to help him fill in the blanks. "You feel sad and angry because it feels like you're wasting your time thinking about how to get her back, only for her to walk away from you."
Viole buried his face on the pillow, staying quiet.
Hwaryun decided to help herself to the cookie jar on the coffee table and pulled out a book from her pocket. Opening the bookmarked page, she began reading where she left off while she waited for her god to gather his thoughts.
Moments later Viole shifted on his seat and mumbled, "Miss Hwaryun, why should I keep going?"
"To climb the tower?" Hwaryun didn't look up, even though her book was quite boring. "Or to be FUG's slayer?"
Viole stiffened at the latter question. Unlike the book, her god was easier and more interesting to read.
Hwaryun took another sip from her half empty cup. "Well, if you refuse to be a slayer, then what would you be?"
Viole didn't reply. It wasn't like they gave him enough time to think about it before.
"Being FUG's slayer isn't that bad, you know? You have backup here, and we will support you with whatever we have. Connections, money, information. I'm sure Jinsung, Grace or Agni had told you how important those are to help you climb the tower."
Viole bit his lip, "I know that. But that's–"
But nothing they could offer would satisfy him, Hwaryun knew. Because her god didn’t care about money or fame. What he wanted was companionship, his cherished friends, and FUG had cruelly taken that away from him. However, "Believe me, it could be a lot worse than what you have now."
"How much worse could it be?" Viole's voice cracked a little. "I just…want to be with my friends, is it too much to ask?"
"Is it?" Hwaryun clapped the book close, eyeing the untouched tea on the table before looking to its owner in his eyes. "Considering everything I've seen in my lifetime, you're quite lucky your friends are still around."
Viole blinked, staring back at her with a look that could kill. She realized she had worded it like a threat.
"Don't take me wrong, I'm just saying that in general. The tower is just a cruel place, and people who climb it know that they must put their lives on the line to get what they seek. People kill and die for a lot of reasons, and we are no exceptions." Hwaryun placed her finger on her eyepatch, "This eye could have been my life, if I didn't dodge in time. Did you get what I mean?"
Viole frowned. "Then what do I do? I don't want to lose anyone anymore."
Hwaryun hummed thoughtfully, "That is impossible. All you can afford is to do your best by getting stronger, so at the very least, you won't see them get killed in front of you."
Fear reflected in Viole's eyes and he gritted his teeth. "How could you say such a thing?!"
"It's not impossible. If Hansung were to take Khun and Rak as a hostage, would you be able to fight back and win before he's able to hurt them, or worse?"
Viole bit his lip.
"Hansung wouldn't do that, don't worry. But I couldn't say the same thing with other rankers and regulars that will come across you."
Viole considered her words for a long time. "...I don't think I would be okay if I lost them."
"I know." It would be just like what happened with Jinsung.
Viole suddenly jumped down on his feet, staring sharply at her. "They are all still alive, right? My friends, I mean."
"Yes, they are. Grace would have told you otherwise if anything were to happen."
"Then, do you happen to know who Hyung's friends that's…?
Hwaryun shook her head, "No. None that we knew of."
"Ah." The sulking brokenhearted boy he was before was no more, and Hwaryun couldn't help but smile at her beloved god. "Do you think I can help him somehow?"
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#im back!!!#gosh i miss posting this series sm you have no idea#rl work is making me insane (bad)#so i need to be more insane (good) over this to balance it out#i have around 15 chapters in my disposal right now. waiting to be beta-ed#that could last me until july. wow#i planned to come back on the third week of april but i cant wait any longer#tower of god#tog#two sides of the same coin fic#my fic#my art#bam#baam#25th baam#25th bam#the 25th baam#the 25th bam#jue viole grace#hwaryun
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If you aren't reading This Single Dad Coffeshop AU Fic by @awesome-cookies-and-cream ,what are you doing bc it's my favorite
#i've been meaning to draw this since summer whoops!#I was driving back to IL from SC in July and like 6 hours in I was like You Know What Would Be Funny...#fun fact I started reading this before watching any of S2 and my only experience was the dub so for a few days I was like 'who tf is mebi'#i even asked my brother who got me into sugu 'is this someone who shows up in S2 or the manga or?? they're a kid with an eyepatch??'#and it wasn't until I was thinking about that clip of rona singing 'mebiyatsu' from the Bubuo dream ep that I was like. Wait A Minute.#anyway please look at Mebi and John bc I'm so happy with how cute they came out ;_;#now that i've come up with these designs for them I think I legally have to draw more of them.#omg imagine John with a bunch of pins on his backpack?? no i'm legally obligated now#anyway#my art#tvdint#the vampire dies in no time#kyuuketsuki sugu shinu#draluc#ronaldo#john the armadillo#mebiyatsu
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MCFLY JULY ‘24 — jennifer’s porch swing.
MAY 16, 1989
He’s still not sure this is actually happening.
If he stops to think about it, focuses too hard on the wrong thing, it might turn out to be a dream.
Jennifer is tucked into his side, her head on his shoulder, as he pushes them gently back and forth with his foot. The old porch swing creaks and the chain rattles. It’s the same as always, as familiar as breathing, but tonight, everything’s changed.
And they’re the only ones who know.
Marty kisses the top of her head, smiling.
“So, the future Mrs. Parker-McFly,” he begins, and she giggles.
“Yes, the future Mr. Parker-McFly?” she replies. God, the sound of that!
“…We got our whole life in front of us,” he continues. The album comes out in July and by this time next year they’ll each have degrees; real, actual college degrees. Somewhere further down the line, they’ll have kids and a place of their own and it’ll be so, so good. “How d’you think it’ll go?”
“We’ll graduate, get married,” Jennifer hums, with a dreamy sigh. “And once the album’s out, you’ll be so sick of hearing your songs on the radio all the time. But I won’t be.”
“You think so?” Marty teases. “Even after all the rehearsals?”
“Even then,” she reassures. “I’ll start writing. Maybe someday I’ll get a job as editor-in-chief.”
“There’s no maybe about it, Jen.” He squeezes her shoulder. “You’re gonna be great. You’ll win a Murrow Award and we’ll frame every article you write.”
“But you know something?” Jennifer asks. “Even if none of that happens, I’ll be happy if we just have one thing.”
“Yeah? What’s that?”
She pulls away from him then, taking his hands in hers— he’s gonna have to get used to the feeling of the ring around her finger— and searches his face.
“I wanna be sitting on our front porch with you sixty years from now, still holding your hand, and just as in love as we are now.”
Marty leans forward so their foreheads are touching, tracing the back of her hands with his thumbs.
“I want that too,” he agrees, “more than anything.”
#drabble tbt.#mcflyjuly#mcfly july ‘24.#queue. this is heavy.#we’re gonna have two today because i fell asleep like an idiot before i could post this last night#but i am back on my i love jennifer parker more than life train#have some engagement fluff for the soul before i get sad again with today’s#i think marty planned on waiting until they graduated to propose but it wound up being a spur of the moment thing in the end#the ring was 1000000% burning a hole in his pocket and we know he’s impulsive#also i think everything they say comes true 💕 and more besides!! bc they deserve it#i really do want them to be happy even though i make them sad a lot#jennifer tbt.#now i look into your eyes i can see forever [marty & jennifer.]
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just saw the haikyuu movie and it was SO GOOD
#didn't even know it was in theaters I thought I had to wait until July!!!#then out of nowhere my mom was like oh did you see its in theaters???#im so happy right now im so so happy right now I had a fantastic time!!#i even got to see it in the dub which is so fun bc I actually love the hq dub#also god damn tsukiyamas were well fed I mean their scene was basically a complete amv#im so fucking happy right now#i think it actually worked really well as a movie#i'm sure it would have been great as a season like season 3 bc I'm sure there was stuff they had to cut but all things considered#the movie hit the emotional notes really well and was just fantastic to watch#ugh i love them so much#so its not like i ever really fell out of my haikyuu phase but like the hyperfixation is !!!!!!!!!!#of course its right when I start my first adult full time job#I'm totally gonna see it again tomorrow with my cousin#but i would see it as much as possible if i didn't have goddamn gainfull employmentt#so mad that i don't know any one is real life who shares my intensity about haikyuu i wish to scream#anyway it was great pleaseeeeee go see it if you can#haikyuu!!#haikyuu#haikyuu spoiler#haikyuu battle of the garbage dump#haikyuu battle of the garbage dump spoilers#not really but just in case#tsukkiyama
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I got my
✨🌟MEDS!🌟✨
#mine#finally got back on adhd meds#after two years of being off#one dr's office wanted me to wait until November to get them#(when i started the process at the end of July)#and they wanted me to get assessed for adhd again even though it's very clear that i have it#so when my assessment got pushed back another month i called my old dr office#even though my old dr isn't there anymore they at least had my disorder on record#so i figured it wouldn't take as long#and yup#i went in and said I'd like to get back on concerta 27mg#got asked a few things like how long I'd been on it before#and then had to do a drug test since it's a controlled substance#and my prescription was sent in and ready to pick up last night#i picked it up first thing this morning and took one when i got back to the car#it's now been a couple hours and I'm definitely feeling medicated babey
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if i wanted to get paid monthly i would’ve put that on my fucking application
#the first 6 months though my aunt was not trying to help me get paid she was just looking for a free babysitter#and then as soon as my mom is around she’s automatically doing stuff that i asked her to do MONTHS ago#so yeah the payout was good and all when i did get paid but i put biweekly down for payouts but i guess that just went over their heads#at that fucking office and now i have to wait until the 10th of july which doesn’t seem like a long wait but for struggling bitches like me#it pretty much is#idk what to do i think maybe getting an actual job or getting my appointments over with and going back to work in august is the move#i can’t keep working for peanuts#personal#terri.txt
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I’ve been awake since 1am and while I am normally able to fall back asleep, MORTON, MR.ORANGE BOY, has been SCREAMING and CLAWING under my door and trying to BASH OPEN the cat door
It has kept me awake, which is typically no big deal since I don’t go anywhere if I dont have to, but I have a two hour round trip to make tomorrow driving with a bunch of shit in the back of my truck so the LAST thing I needed was to be up all fucking night listening to MR.ASSWIPE cause commotion
He has also kept my mother awake, which especially sucks because she has to go to work tomorrow and survive off of the limited sleep that Morton has allowed her to get.
Its time to chug a redbull because this boy aint going back to sleep
#unless my dad cancels and we have to wait which would be fine with me#but we aren't going to have time until way after my surgery if we're going to do this shed transfer now#and its just going to keep getting hotter and hotter#today and tomorrow are pretty good temperature wise but in July? Hell#I guess we could do it before then i'd just not be able to help put it back together#I could be the driver#no fuck it it doesnt matter we're going to do it today#I'm so tired lmao
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really feeling that ADHD tax today lads
#not because I forgot to do things#but because either I put off things or just didn't get around to them#because things were overwhelming or I take 80 years to process everything#or make decisions#now I need to get airfare that's going to be at least a couple hundred bucks more#than it would have been if I'd gotten around to it a few weeks ago#and a thing I wanted to do before my insurance year starts over July 1 may not be possible to do before then at all#which would mean paying a ton more out of pocket now or I guess waiting until next spring
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mission failed we’ll get em next time 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
#i literally can’t quit omg i feel so fucking bad. it wasn’t so bad this time but also HE LITERALLY FORCED ME TO COME OUT LKKE GIRL HELLO???#he cornered me and asked me if redacted had to do w my s*duality and i was like ummmmm. yeah 🫣 and he was like now why didn’t you say that#the first time 🤨 and i was like …………. 😳. AND THEN i asked him why he asked me that and he said he’s been waiting for the right moment to ge#it out of me and he always suspected it LIKE HELLO I THINK THAT IS POSSIBLY WILDLY INAPPROPRIATE I WANTED TO DIEEEEEE#and i lied right to his face abt stuff w my mom and also the redacted situation bc i always feel in trouble whenever i talk abt them w him#and also he asked how things were w my mom and i told him and he was like that’s great but how are things with YOU and yoir mom 🤨. UGHHHHH#and i can’t leave bc his supervisor is gravely ill and they haven’t talked abt doing inter generational therapy w me yet which is what they#want to do <- hasn’t looked it up yet and doesn’t know what it receals about me. and he also is like yet agai. trying to get me to separate#myself from data expunged AND ITS LIKE OMGGGG NOTHING IS HAPPENING WHY DO I HAVE TO THROW AWAY A GOOD THING THAT IS WORKING FOR ME JUST FOR#THE SAKE OF CONFORMING TO SOME STUOID MENTAL HEALJT STANDARD. so yeah ummmmm idk what to dooooo i know im not getting the best possible car#and this whole thing has been a cluster fuck but he validated my reaction to something for the first time like EVER today and he has plans#and what if they work. and like omg if i drop it on him he’ll be so hurt and surprised like it will really come out of nowhere and i don’t#want to look like even more of a fool to him than iam. but he says i can’t withhold stuff bc it’s doing me a disservice and we need to see#the fullness of who i am to get to the root and solve problems and stuff but it’s like uhmmmm… but you don’t make me feel safe for reacting#the way i do or wanting things to work out in a way you disagree with so how can i bring out all the parts of me if you don’t make me feel#safe and unjudged for doing so like. lol. the thought of leaving him makes me feel so guilty and stupid bc it s like why are you throwing a#away sliding scale therapy that could turn out to be really useful and running away when ppl tell you things abt yourself you don’t like to#admit and force you to look at your hard ugly truths. but also the thought of working w him until july after already having had 16 weeks of#this literaly makes me fucking insane so idk what to do and finding a new counselor would be so hard and i don’t have time or money. UGHHHH#purrs#delete later#like how am i gonna walk out on him when we just spent all this time talking abt how this new technique will bring me into a new season. AU
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The characters from the last two games you played swap worlds. How do things go?
ooh, that's fun! well, i know the last game i played was suzerain, of course, but i wasn't sure about the second one since i tend to play one game at a time, so i checked steam and it was actually operation: tango, which is a really fun co-op spy game where you and a friend play as an agent and a hacker and try to get through various missions.
so how does the swap go? well, the tango two would absolutely thrive in the world of suzerain. angel the agent would somehow infiltrate the maroon palace (with the aide of alistair the hacker, of course) and together they'd get to all those juicy government secrets. ooh, they can even get the dirt on the oligarchs, as well! sure, maybe they won't have the technology they have available in their world (it is the 50s in sordland, after all), but i bet they'd adapt really well. lucian might get suspicious, tho. he's already caught one spy after all!
and that means we get to send poor anton to their futuristic world? oh, don't do that to him, he already has to worry about so much shit as the president, and now you have to make him understand weird future technology as well? don't know much about the overall world of operation: tango (not that kind of game, plus my friend and i were much more concerned about not getting caught!), but if he still gets to be president, maybe he can do some good in that world, as well.
#ok i need to go to bed but thank you for that that was a fun thing to think about!#argh now i really wanna play both of these games again lmao#gotta wait for the amendment update with suzerain. AND i have to wait until my friend and i can hang to do more spy shit.#suzerain#operation: tango#juli answers
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i didnt think these vampire romance books would have me in a chokehold but here we are
#vela roth you owe me therapy#also to me its not even really about the romance it’s everything else#the found family the new familial love she never had the grief the relief the finally being happy it’s all so !!!!#and now i have to wait until july for the next one…..sewasidal
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Liza made the podium in the Russian final!
Adeliia Petrosian 🥇
Kamila Valieva 🥈
Elizaveta Tuktamysheva 🥉
#elizaveta tuktamysheva#figure skating#I was waiting for her score like that is going to be so close I have no idea#and it was soooooooooo close#Liza is more competitive in Russia right now than she has been in years#Russia clearly has their new child star and then its Liza kamila and Sofia fighting it out for 2 and 3#of those three if Russia is back next year and all is right kamila will get at least banned for one real season#and Sofia is too young#meaning liza might be the only senior eligible one#putting Sofia murieva still in the running for top three russian seniors at an international level#if that happens of course#adelia is only one month older than Sofia but July 1 is the cutoff for being grandfathered into the old age rules#so she won’t be eligible until she’s 17#this is our last 15 year old Russian star and she will be 16 by next season if Russia is in#I’m ready for the era of Russian 15 year olds to be over#let’s see if these new age rules change anything#but it was a necessary change#we’ll see what next season looks like#anything can happen
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