#now THIS is a great birthday present
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the k in my name stands for king
#i have too much shit to say#im not a good person im selfish and undeservedly arrogant#i think bad things and then claw at my own face for it and imagine myself impaled or shot or stabbed#i need therapy so fucking badly its not even funny#and yet i cant because i dont want to reveal things that will put me in an institution or chain me down forever#i wish someone already understood all my problems but its not that easy#gotdam it im fucking crying again#personal vent#cw violent thoughts#in the tags#you know i think it fucked me up telling me at 12 years old that im so selfish i act like a king whom the world revolves around#when i wanted to not be miserable and not have to pretend to be happy so you could look and feel happy yourself#lets both be freed from this performance#i almost wanna change my name#never felt that it was one that i identified with#kinda have just been dissociating from my entire identity my whole life. thats why im aroace and agender probly#so anyway i decided to write a novel about my shitty inner psyche#now THIS is a great birthday present#at the very least could i have not had a food i dont like for dinner
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Happy happy birthday to the resident high warlock of glitter and our hearts, Magnus Lightwood-Bane!
#magnus bane#magnus bane fanart#malec#and now to present all his titles#husband of alec lightwood#father to max and rafe#high warlock of brooklyn#the great poison#harbringer of debauchery#magnus lightwood bane#1/2 of the perfection that is malec#shadowhunters#shadowhunters fanart#the mortal instruments#my art#tsc#happy birthday magnus bane
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Egotober Day 31: Happy Halloween
I had to work Halloween so I’m very late… and I really wanted to draw the rest of the swaps but I’m so tired so it’s just the Brody bros and their boos… but!! I did it!! I finally finished a whole month for the first time in 4 YEARS!! I’m so glad I worked through it and did all 31 drawings!!
Oh also They’re all characters from Nerdy Prudes Must Die cuz I’ve been obsessed with it again. Bro is Max, Stacy is Grace, Alt is Steph and Oli is Pete!!
#huffleart#jacksepticeye#septicart#egotober#egotober 2024#swapboys#alt anti#bro fantastic#Oliver doom#Stacy Bailey#happy Halloween#nerdy prudes must die#I will now sleep so much#I haven’t worked on cry’s birthday present this whole month cuz of work and these prompts ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ#I’m a great girlfriend |D
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A serious question for my brain: Why!??
#I hate that I have a bad evening yet again#one would think I would be over the moon giddy and happy still after Jere blessed me earlier#jokes on me I guess#all it took was a 'not even bad comment' feedback on my art and now I feel nothing matters#tbh I don't like where my rendered art is atm#I have some few instances where it turns out amazing#(like with the Berlin or Malmö redraws)#yet most often than not I hate it#I am not satisfied with how my käärijä zine piece turned out#or the 1 year anniversary for tavastia#or the birthday present to myself of me and Bojan#some of these on a very bad day is directly unappealing (ugly) in my eyes#and now I was just asked if there was any difference between my simple and detailed render not by one but two artist friends#bear in mind the simple render takes maybe and hour and 2-3 effect layers#the detailed render takes 3+ hours and oftentimes 25-30+ layers#if fellow artists cannot even see the difference on me putting in effort and the rendered art doesn't look good to me anyways#why am I even bothering#maybe I should just stick to sketching#it seems to be what works out in the end most of the times anyways#or maybe I am just dramatic#one thing's for certain: this sort of killed my mood for drawing#which is not great when working on commission examples + wanted to work on thumbnails for zines#why am I like this#micahs thoughts
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DOCTOBER '23 ⸺ 「 20 / 31 * REAR-VIEW MIRROR 」
June 12, 2025
23:11
❝Are you sure you can't spend the night, kids?❞ Marty asks as Ellie breaks the long hug with her father. ❝We've got the spare rooms and it'd mean a lot to your mother and I.❞
❝I'm sorry, Dad,❞ Ellie starts, and to her credit, she does look genuinely upset. ❝But Dan and I are travelling in the morning since this is my last open vacation for a while and—❞
❝And I've got to be in by five,❞ Emmett says, ❝to make sure these bojos don't screw something up. We open Saturday.❞
Marty sighs and moves to give his son a hug, patting him twice on the back. ❝I know, I know. You're adults now with your own lives. I just miss you.❞
Ellie pouts. ❝It's not like you never see us, Dad. You can call on the vidphone anytime you want.❞
❝No, no, I get it,❞ Marty says, a hint of a smirk ticking up the corner of his lips, ❝it's not cool to be hanging out with your parents anymore.❞ Before either of the kids can protest, Marty laughs. ❝Have a safe trip, Ellie.❞
❝El, Dad, El. Ellie's such a kid name.❞
❝And you're still my kid.❞ She groans dramatically and drops the point there, knowing there's no arguing with her father on this.
❝Break a leg this weekend, Emmett.❞ Marty nods at his son who smiles.
Both kids shuffle towards the door in an awkward line, reaching over each other to grab bags and sweaters. ❝And would you actually use the gift we got you?❞
Marty glances over his shoulder to the small box and envelope on the living room table and puts a hand on his hip.
❝Hey, I'm only fifty-seven! And I still look good for my age.❞ Apart from the soft age lines typical of a man in his late fifties and his greying hair, Marty still manages to carry a youthful energy tempered some by wisdom and experience. ❝I don't need to start thinking about that yet. Ask me again when I'm sixty-five.❞
Ellie makes a disapproving sound as her brother shoves her out the door and as the door slams shut behind them, leaving behind a deafening silence, Marty lets out a breath and shakes his head. He makes his way over to the couch and plops down, reaching for the piece of paper on top of the old-school birthday card.
A voucher for your first rejuvenation.
❝Really, those kids. What, do they think I'm gonna die tomorrow or something?❞
Before he can finish his thought, there's an urgent knock on the door in a sharp staccato rhythm that causes him to purse his lips. That sounds familiar, Marty thinks, but neither of the kids knock like that when they come over.
❝I'm coming!❞ he shouts, dropping the voucher back on the table without a care as to where it lands. He makes it halfway toward the door when the person on the other end knocks again in the same precise rhythm, causing Marty to grumble under his breath.
Whatever he had prepared to say when the door swung open immediately dies in his throat when the perpetrator's identity is revealed. Marty's eyes are blown wide, so much so they're in danger of falling out of his head. His breath catches in his throat and he would swear that, in that moment, he looks more like a fish gasping for air than a person.
❝Doc,❞ he breathes out when he finally remembers how to, and when the rest of his senses return, Marty barrels into his friend, capturing him in a tight hug which, after a second, he returns with the same warm affection Marty has always associated with him.
❝Doc, it's been—❞
Emmett immediately shakes his head, removing a hand from around Marty to hold it up, palm out. Stop. ❝Don't tell me, Marty. I don't know yet and I don't want to know.❞
Marty nods. ❝Right, yeah, future knowledge. But God, Doc, I missed you so much. What are you doing here? Why now? What's going on?❞ Before an endless stream of questions can spill from Marty's mouth, Emmett silences him again.
❝I have the answer to all your questions right here.❞ Emmett lets go to dig through the inner pocket of his overcoat. He produces a small rectangular gift bound in silver paper and hands it over to a very confused looking Marty.
❝Happy birthday, Marty,❞ he says, pushing the gift into his hands. ❝I've kept this secret from you for almost...forty years and now that it's completed, I figured this was as good a time as any to give it to you.❞
❝You came f—all these years into the future just to give me this? What is it?❞
❝I suppose the act of giving wrapped gifts must be obsolete by now if you're asking me what to do with a gift,❞ Emmett says, smirking. Marty gives him a look that very clearly says, you know that's not what I meant, Doc, but flips the gift over in his hands anyway.
Printed in what is unmistakably Emmett's handwriting is 'Do not open until June 12, 2025,' and Marty snorts at the familiar irony of it all.
Questions are clearly written in the lines of Marty's face and before he can even ask them, Emmett says, ❝Forty years is a long time for you to have seen results on this; you may not even remember insisting I do it, but I took your request to heart.❞
Marty's fingers curl around the edges of the gift. ❝Tell me you're at least going to stay for a little while, Doc. Come in, I'll grab Jen a-and—❞
To Marty's dismay, Emmett shakes his head. ❝I'm afraid I can't stay much longer; this was only intended to be a short stop, but I'm so glad to see you, Marty. You look well and I always knew that your future was going to be bright.❞
❝But Doc, there's so much I want to tell you. Jen and I, the kids—❞
❝Yes, I saw young—well, I suppose they're not young anymore; they've grown into fine adults.❞
❝What about Jules and Verne? And Clara? Are you going to see them while you're here?❞
Again, Emmett shakes his head. ❝No, that wouldn't be wise. Besides, I—❞ A high-pitched alarm screeches from Emmett's watch and he jumps, abandoning his train of thought as his eyes widen. ❝Damn! I'm late!❞
Marty blinks. ❝I'm sorry, Marty, I have to get going.❞ Emmett quickly pulls him into a crushing hug and Marty takes a moment to bury his face in his old friend's shoulder while he still can. ❝I think you'll find you have your hands full for a while with your gift. At the risk of repeating my past self, I'll leave you with these parting words: I'm proud of you.❞
Emmett pats his arms once before hurrying off. Marty stands there, dumbstruck, watching as his old friend climbs into a '76 Chevy Aerovette that he knows is the DeLorean in perfect disguise.
He stands there for some time even after the car and Emmett are well out of sight, gone back to whatever point in time he departed from to get here. Marty hugs the gift to his chest and quietly shuts the door, walking in a half-daze to the couch.
The clock reads 00:09 and Marty tears the paper off his gift.
It looks like a journal, but as Marty inspects it closer, he notices that the edges are worn from years of touch, there's a faint coffee stain on one of the corners, and the journal is at least double the size it started, torn apart and re-bound in a way that looks like it's ready to fall apart at any moment.
A piece of paper falls out from behind the cover, landing on Marty's lap.
First, let me tell you in writing, Happy Birthday, Marty. I expect I will have told you in-person as I delivered your gift, but one can never be wished well enough on their birthday.
By the time this gift finds you, I will have passed. If you ask why I chose to wait until this particular date of June 12, 2025 to present it to you, I'm afraid all I can say is that it felt right. As I do not know the precise date of my passing and have no intention of learning this information prematurely, I can only hope that enough time has elapsed where my delivering this to you will not open too fresh a wound.
But that is not the focus of this letter, nor do I intend to make it such.
You have always believed in me, Marty, even when nobody else has, and the enthusiasm with which you begged me to write this could not go ignored. So this is what I have been working on for the last several years with the knowledge that it would one day find its way to you.
You have been the greatest friend I could have asked for, and I hope that you will remember me fondly, even after some of the things you read here. This first-hand account of my life is yours to do with as you please, and I have been as detailed as circumstances will allow me to be. You will find no instructions for how to re-create the time machines within, though I do mention their existence in order to accurately recount our travels together.
I am proud to have called you my friend and just know I have treasured all of our years together.
'Doc' Emmett L. Brown
Marty blinks furiously against the tears welling up in his eyes. ❝God, Doc, you never change... I didn't think you'd actually do it.❞ The book weighs a ton in his hand and makes his chest weigh just as much.
The weight of his best friend's life story...
The journal's spine cracks as he opens it and there, in black ink, is something that threatens more tears.
For Marty, My partner across space-time. For Clara, Jules, and Verne, Who have made me the luckiest man to have ever lived.
He flips to the first page.
Every story follows a pattern. You start at the beginning, proceed through the middle, and then eventually reach the finale, in which everything wraps up, for better or for worse. A life story is no different, though the steps taken to reach said finale vary wildly between each individual.
So, as stories go, it is only fitting this one starts at the beginning.
❝Jen! Jen, you've gotta come down here! I just got a birthday present from the Doc!❞
#doctober 2023#&; a great idea can change the world 「 hc 」#so if you've read my carrd you'll know that i've presented doc's backstory in the form of an autobiography#which marty has insisted he write and more so after the temporal experiment's resounding success because#as he put it - every great scientist has an autobiography and marty is determined that#doc get the respect and recognition that he deserved#so doc agreed with the caveat that he would deliver it to marty on a future birthday likely after he'd already passed#doc is going to live to 100 years old easy with the rejuvenation and such but#he won't live forever. remember that he's technically *seventy-five* (four? eh depends on timeframe) when he returns from being in the past#since 9-10 years have passed for him despite no time passing for marty. he also doesn't want to live forever#and i've chosen to interpret rear-view mirror in the sense of looking back on the past#now through the book doc has gifted to him
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Just saw the love of my life <3
#i love him#he was amazing tonight#and IT WAS AMAZING#to hear him talk and sing#and literally play all my favourite songs of his#I couldn't of asked for a better birthday present#and he played amazing even though he was sick!!#and his speechs were great! his a rambler and i love it#his voice is so beautiful#and he played like four maybe five extra songs at the end??#literally more in love with him now#and CHERRY WINE WAS EVERYTHING I EVER WANTED LIVE#ugh i could ramble on and on about him#anotheryoutubefanpage#i truly got chills with that song!!!#hozier
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38, yay!
#had a calm day at work#brought a cake#got a nice present#now I have to take both of my cats to the vet instead of just one#and after that I go to therapy and I wonder how much I will cry#a great day#last year was better (I went to the Phantom Liberty Tour event at CDPR in Warsaw#still haven't finished the expansion which is shameful of me)#and guess why I plan my Australia/New Zealand trip for 2026#not on my birthday though#but slightly later
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“If you ever find yourself in danger, go to Bruce Wayne. He will help you.”
His mother had loved him, in her own way. If she hadn’t, she wouldn’t have helped him escape. If she hadn’t, she would have dragged him back to the League of Assassins, to Grandfather. If she hadn’t, he’d be dead.
She loved him, but she loved the League more.
Jack and Maddie Fenton loved him too, they did, but they loved their work more.
They loved their work more.
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After his parents react poorly to his reveal, Danny escapes to the only person he thinks can help him - Bruce Wayne. He doesn't know what to expect when he gets there, but it has to be better than where he is, surely? He certainly doesn't expect to be reunited with his long lost twin brother Damian. It's funny how things work out that way.
Danny is 16 years old, not Phantom Planet compliant
Chapter 16!! Chapter 16!! Chapter 16!!
#dpxdc#danny phantom#danny phantom crossover#batman#danny phantom batman#hey guys it's me with an early update because it's my birthday and i want everyone to get presents#(jokes it's just so i can get some love ehehehe)#today... has been fine! but everyone is so ill and sad and bleh that it's not great#but it's been nice for what it is you know?#i shouldn't complain#what i will complain about though......#bloody nephew just threw up everywhere and i'm having to clean it up.#thanks#'aunt bee my tummy hurts i think i'm gonna be sick' well. don't#stop it#i don't want to have to deal with that you're not my kid#but dealt with it i did! because. i am a grown up now.#i'm an adult 😤😤#i say as i gag my way through cleaning up puke#birthday's ey? glorious#anyway... chapter 16! not impressed not happy SO MUCH EXPOSITION#makes it so slow#but also? how do?#ah well hopefully it's not too boring#next chapter babes i promise#there's loads more talking#that's what everyone likes right? lmao#i hope so because.... there's loads of it#the title for the next chapter (sneak peak aaah!!) is 'father son talk goes horribly wrong: 2 wounded 1 dead'#so.... shows you what you're in for haha
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OH HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUBY OMG........ HAVE A GOOD DAY ABOUT IT!!
THANK YOUUUU i'm moving <3
#ask#uni starts again. well tomorrow technically now. for me#great birthday present <- genuine i'm excited
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#i knew i was going to make more money when i finally left my old job#but it feels so fucking weird to be financially stable right now#i was able to buy clothes for work AND an oil change AND birthday presents for my sister AND a watch AND sims packs AND i still have money?#it's so weird that i don't have to worry anymore#i made so much money that i still have more than enough after all of that#like two months ago i would be stressing over just buying a full tank of gas#now look at me#it's so great but i also still feel guilty at the same time#but at least i am more at ease now
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Happy birthday! (´v`)ノ。+゜*。
Thank you (that's a very cute text emoji by the way)
#asks#mutuals (epic)#personal#i will talk about the thing i was most excited to get for my birthday#my parents got me the first volume of the invader zim comic series as a present#it's a bit embarrassing my family knows i like IZ so much since i'm a bit above the age demographic now but it's alright#i watched IZ with my dad and he laughed HARD and said it was great so i don't think he's judging me too much at least
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It’s nearly my birthday, so I celebrated by inviting some friends over for a book and potatoes party.
It was excellent. There were so many potatoes, and everyone came in costume as a literary character, and I had a lot of fun! Seriously, is there a better idea for a birthday party out there?
Oh, and I had a delectable cheesecake, which I naturally needed to decorate appropriately for the occasion:
#personal#happy birthday to meeeeeee#it was so great and I am so tired#but there's still food to put away and I'm putting it off#also Nina gave me one of my birthday presents early and it's the new Samantha Shannon book#so now I know how I'm spending tomorrow
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o.m.g!!!!!!!!!!!
#low key a great early birthday present#bye byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee#maybe now fox news will find it a bit harder to spread misinformation and poison people’s minds#this feels like a small but very meaningful victory#even though he’ll probably just go somewhere else
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#me: itll b done monday. itll b done Monday. no more of this experiment after Monday.#my boss Saturday morning: we made some changes to the end of the experiment. u dont have to take measurements sunday and Monday. youll do#it Tuesday and Wednesday.#me: ...i cant even. if i have to fucking do that. why would u do this to me? why the fuck cant i just fucking do it sunday/Monday?#im not fucking doing that. im not. fuck off. why would u do this??? is it bc my birthday is Monday so u think ill b sad abt being in the#lab? bc im im fucking not in the lab and this fucking experiment is still going ill spend the day crying and unable to do fucking anything#bc i just kno ill have to come back on fucking Tuesday and do this again#is it bc u think the post processing will take too long so u wanna split between days? bc i will fucking sit there all fucking night#on Monday if it means i can fucking get this over with. ugh. great start to this fucking day. fantastic#ive already emailed back like: um hey some of these changes make sense bc um what the fuck??? it doesnt make sense to offset my#measurements? so what thr fuck???? but like more polite and hopefully less frantic sounding. god. i hope she doesn't have a valid reason#for this. i dont wanna fucking do that and i will fight back#email. me. back. my fucking stomach hurts abt this >:-[ also i didnt get a lot of sleep and came in at like 6.30am#bc i forgot to measure prewatering weights over the 2 weeks. oops. so im maybe not that steady#but i fucking hate this idea. and im not saying i refuse to do it. but i fucking refuse to do it#well see if i hold out. agh. birthday present to me. i get to be selfish and end this project early. and by selfish i mean i get to protect#my brain a tiny little bit. a teeny tiny bit. except my apartment is now so fucking cold ill probably end up in the lab anyway#bc everytimr thry turn on the air in my building its like so so so cold snd i dont have temp control and i wont complain#unrelated#i need my answer before 5.30 or my head will explode
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btw it’s my mom’s birthday today and on sunday she, my sister, and I got matching tattoos
#first tattoo for me and my mom!!!#we wanted to do it years ago but covid meant we couldn’t get it done before she started chemo but now that’s over#so we thought it would be a great birthday present :)))#edit: I mean her chemo is over not covid#corynn.txt#our house
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hmmmrgh >:(
#feeling v nasty#i have a cold that won't leave and just keeps getting worse#haven't been able to breathe through my nose all day#pulled a muscle in my jaw which ??????? i didnt know could happen#Small Human believes there is a PC under the christmas tree for them tomorrow and will not believe anyone that tells them there isn't#which means that there will be a great tantrum tomorrow once all the presents are opened#and thats a fun thing to look forward to#i haven't finished christmas presents and i have NOTHING for my bestie coming over tomorrow#which. considering shes made me birthday AND christmas presents faithfully for the past years despite forgetting to send them to me#every time.#makes me feel not great#hmmrgh. humph. horglefloogleborgle.#i do have food now though and im going to eat it so small mercies#vent#lassie vents#personal
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