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the k in my name stands for king
#i have too much shit to say#im not a good person im selfish and undeservedly arrogant#i think bad things and then claw at my own face for it and imagine myself impaled or shot or stabbed#i need therapy so fucking badly its not even funny#and yet i cant because i dont want to reveal things that will put me in an institution or chain me down forever#i wish someone already understood all my problems but its not that easy#gotdam it im fucking crying again#personal vent#cw violent thoughts#in the tags#you know i think it fucked me up telling me at 12 years old that im so selfish i act like a king whom the world revolves around#when i wanted to not be miserable and not have to pretend to be happy so you could look and feel happy yourself#lets both be freed from this performance#i almost wanna change my name#never felt that it was one that i identified with#kinda have just been dissociating from my entire identity my whole life. thats why im aroace and agender probly#so anyway i decided to write a novel about my shitty inner psyche#now THIS is a great birthday present#at the very least could i have not had a food i dont like for dinner
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Happy happy birthday to the resident high warlock of glitter and our hearts, Magnus Lightwood-Bane!
#magnus bane#magnus bane fanart#malec#and now to present all his titles#husband of alec lightwood#father to max and rafe#high warlock of brooklyn#the great poison#harbringer of debauchery#magnus lightwood bane#1/2 of the perfection that is malec#shadowhunters#shadowhunters fanart#the mortal instruments#my art#tsc#happy birthday magnus bane
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Egotober Day 31: Happy Halloween
I had to work Halloween so I’m very late… and I really wanted to draw the rest of the swaps but I’m so tired so it’s just the Brody bros and their boos… but!! I did it!! I finally finished a whole month for the first time in 4 YEARS!! I’m so glad I worked through it and did all 31 drawings!!
Oh also They’re all characters from Nerdy Prudes Must Die cuz I’ve been obsessed with it again. Bro is Max, Stacy is Grace, Alt is Steph and Oli is Pete!!
#huffleart#jacksepticeye#septicart#egotober#egotober 2024#swapboys#alt anti#bro fantastic#Oliver doom#Stacy Bailey#happy Halloween#nerdy prudes must die#I will now sleep so much#I haven’t worked on cry’s birthday present this whole month cuz of work and these prompts ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ#I’m a great girlfriend |D
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A serious question for my brain: Why!??
#I hate that I have a bad evening yet again#one would think I would be over the moon giddy and happy still after Jere blessed me earlier#jokes on me I guess#all it took was a 'not even bad comment' feedback on my art and now I feel nothing matters#tbh I don't like where my rendered art is atm#I have some few instances where it turns out amazing#(like with the Berlin or Malmö redraws)#yet most often than not I hate it#I am not satisfied with how my käärijä zine piece turned out#or the 1 year anniversary for tavastia#or the birthday present to myself of me and Bojan#some of these on a very bad day is directly unappealing (ugly) in my eyes#and now I was just asked if there was any difference between my simple and detailed render not by one but two artist friends#bear in mind the simple render takes maybe and hour and 2-3 effect layers#the detailed render takes 3+ hours and oftentimes 25-30+ layers#if fellow artists cannot even see the difference on me putting in effort and the rendered art doesn't look good to me anyways#why am I even bothering#maybe I should just stick to sketching#it seems to be what works out in the end most of the times anyways#or maybe I am just dramatic#one thing's for certain: this sort of killed my mood for drawing#which is not great when working on commission examples + wanted to work on thumbnails for zines#why am I like this#micahs thoughts
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when my dad came home from work today he was in such a good mood and humming the melody of last christmas which was weird because i know for a fact that he hates (and i mean HATES) wham! and especially that song. but apparently taylor swift’s cover of the song was playing on the radio while he was driving home. he loved it and insisted on listening to it the rest of the evening 🤷🏻♀️
#who knew my dad has such great taste in music#(i did. i got him speak now tv on vinyl for his birthday (combined birthday + christmas present because. money) and he loves it!!!!#)#he’s been playing it non stop#i think his favorite is haunted lol#anyway#nessa.txt#personal#taylor swift
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Just saw the love of my life <3
#i love him#he was amazing tonight#and IT WAS AMAZING#to hear him talk and sing#and literally play all my favourite songs of his#I couldn't of asked for a better birthday present#and he played amazing even though he was sick!!#and his speechs were great! his a rambler and i love it#his voice is so beautiful#and he played like four maybe five extra songs at the end??#literally more in love with him now#and CHERRY WINE WAS EVERYTHING I EVER WANTED LIVE#ugh i could ramble on and on about him#anotheryoutubefanpage#i truly got chills with that song!!!#hozier
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38, yay!
#had a calm day at work#brought a cake#got a nice present#now I have to take both of my cats to the vet instead of just one#and after that I go to therapy and I wonder how much I will cry#a great day#last year was better (I went to the Phantom Liberty Tour event at CDPR in Warsaw#still haven't finished the expansion which is shameful of me)#and guess why I plan my Australia/New Zealand trip for 2026#not on my birthday though#but slightly later
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OH HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUBY OMG........ HAVE A GOOD DAY ABOUT IT!!
THANK YOUUUU i'm moving <3
#ask#uni starts again. well tomorrow technically now. for me#great birthday present <- genuine i'm excited
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Happy birthday! (´v`)ﾉ｡+゜*｡
Thank you (that's a very cute text emoji by the way)
#asks#mutuals (epic)#personal#i will talk about the thing i was most excited to get for my birthday#my parents got me the first volume of the invader zim comic series as a present#it's a bit embarrassing my family knows i like IZ so much since i'm a bit above the age demographic now but it's alright#i watched IZ with my dad and he laughed HARD and said it was great so i don't think he's judging me too much at least
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It’s nearly my birthday, so I celebrated by inviting some friends over for a book and potatoes party.
It was excellent. There were so many potatoes, and everyone came in costume as a literary character, and I had a lot of fun! Seriously, is there a better idea for a birthday party out there?
Oh, and I had a delectable cheesecake, which I naturally needed to decorate appropriately for the occasion:
#personal#happy birthday to meeeeeee#it was so great and I am so tired#but there's still food to put away and I'm putting it off#also Nina gave me one of my birthday presents early and it's the new Samantha Shannon book#so now I know how I'm spending tomorrow
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o.m.g!!!!!!!!!!!
#low key a great early birthday present#bye byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee#maybe now fox news will find it a bit harder to spread misinformation and poison people’s minds#this feels like a small but very meaningful victory#even though he’ll probably just go somewhere else
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#me: itll b done monday. itll b done Monday. no more of this experiment after Monday.#my boss Saturday morning: we made some changes to the end of the experiment. u dont have to take measurements sunday and Monday. youll do#it Tuesday and Wednesday.#me: ...i cant even. if i have to fucking do that. why would u do this to me? why the fuck cant i just fucking do it sunday/Monday?#im not fucking doing that. im not. fuck off. why would u do this??? is it bc my birthday is Monday so u think ill b sad abt being in the#lab? bc im im fucking not in the lab and this fucking experiment is still going ill spend the day crying and unable to do fucking anything#bc i just kno ill have to come back on fucking Tuesday and do this again#is it bc u think the post processing will take too long so u wanna split between days? bc i will fucking sit there all fucking night#on Monday if it means i can fucking get this over with. ugh. great start to this fucking day. fantastic#ive already emailed back like: um hey some of these changes make sense bc um what the fuck??? it doesnt make sense to offset my#measurements? so what thr fuck???? but like more polite and hopefully less frantic sounding. god. i hope she doesn't have a valid reason#for this. i dont wanna fucking do that and i will fight back#email. me. back. my fucking stomach hurts abt this >:-[ also i didnt get a lot of sleep and came in at like 6.30am#bc i forgot to measure prewatering weights over the 2 weeks. oops. so im maybe not that steady#but i fucking hate this idea. and im not saying i refuse to do it. but i fucking refuse to do it#well see if i hold out. agh. birthday present to me. i get to be selfish and end this project early. and by selfish i mean i get to protect#my brain a tiny little bit. a teeny tiny bit. except my apartment is now so fucking cold ill probably end up in the lab anyway#bc everytimr thry turn on the air in my building its like so so so cold snd i dont have temp control and i wont complain#unrelated#i need my answer before 5.30 or my head will explode
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Month 2, day 7
Today is my dear husbando Ignis Scientia's birthday, and much as I did last year, I got nothin', because I'm a horrible wife my calendar didn't give an alert so I could prepare something in advance.
But! I did make a blooming flower, and it animates, and instead of leaving it the red color that the tutorial called for, I made it purple in my beloved husband's honor instead :) Also purple is my favorite color but that's neither here nor there
The first frame took roughly a minute to render, and the last one took nearly six, so even though it's only a 36 frame animation that's gonna take awhile, which means I once again leave renders running overnight. This time I'm just gonna render it directly to a video file since I don't really feel like adding sound effects to it (even though sound effects are really fun and I actually enjoy doing them)
#the great artscapade of 2025#art#my art#blender#blender render#blender 3d#cycles render#MTR Animation#<- found a new tutorial person :)#again lol#anyway I fixed my calendar for Iggy's birthday and from now on I'll get a notification a week in advance so I can prepare something for him#...should probably do the same for the rest of the 'bros tbh#I don't give them enough love anymore and that needs to change#I love my boys#they at least deserve birthday presents
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big tragedy
#ok so a couple friends that ive known for. 8. 8!!!! years now (sorry thats insane wth) are on their minor abroad#and generally being in separate uni's we RARELY see eachother#so were going to do a powerpoint presentation catchup thingy. you know the tiktok ones.#fucknig fine whatever thats cute ig.#except i am boring as hell and have nothing to talk about. yes miku expo was a big thing for me so i can talk about that yadayada#BUT THEN.#i realised that a. huge fucking part of me. (<- TRANNY) has never been officially addressed.#ok! fun ill officially come out and mention my other names and pronouns yippeee thats good!!#sillyposting#but now. the horrors are hitting.#otherwise known as: girlypop wants to loop her birthday together with this get-together.#and thats awesome i fucking love her shes great but now.#NOW IT FEELS SO BAD TO MAKE THIS MY SPECIAL DAYY T-T#and i KNOW i shouldnt bc. were all coming together as friends and shes just being efficient but. you get it.#i will officially come out. im ready.#and that alone feels great.#it should already be pretty clear im a faggot transgender etc but. itll be nice to really say it. i hope theyre not surprised.#like. ive said it. in my opinion. but who knows if they remember or care or believe.#most of them are already gay n. itll be FINEE im excited.#=w=bb#anyway yeagh feels bad to do it on her bday ig but i get itt this is something i HAVE to do o7#its a shame other girlypop fell off she was the first one i EVER came out to. looking back its weird to come out as ace to someone but.#it was nice. i was a newly queer teen. i wish she could be here but. as soon as highschool ended she dipped. good for her.#oh to be 15 years old again. i didnt even know what the fuck would happen to me.
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I know my family doesn't know me at all... But especially on my birthday I get hit with "wow they really don't know me. You were looking at that & thinking of me? Please look again & think again."
#This year nobody asked me what I wanted... But I made some comments about what would be great...#& now I look at the gifts & well... They also don't listen to me...#I prefer getting no gifts over gifts who are total bullshit...#I would have been happier if we would got out & eating in a nice restaurant or something... But nope... Not in my family...#Thanks ähm for nothing... I guess...#Best birthday present is the Lego set that I was buying MYSELF...#givemeaswordpersonal#Anyway... I also don't want to sound ungrateful... It feels like last Christmas where I got also stuff I didn't needed or wanted..
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12/2/24
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Woke up in clean comfy bedsheets
Got birthday wishes
Made millionaires shortbread
Got chocolate muffin
Gave brother a fright by accident
Felt cute wearing my jacket
Got a nice gift from my friend
Mother showed me my great nanny's jewellery and we talked (found out that apparently my fingers are small?)
Was cosy while taking dog out on his walk in heavy rain
Talked with family
Tried blood orange for the first time and liked it
Listened to my favourite songs
Managed to get out of going to see my grandma (she's not a nice person)
A sign of affection anime was really cute
#happiness diary#happiness diary: february#today was a good day#its not evey year that i have a good birthday#but it was great this year#nice and quiet#giving my brother a fright was funny#i was bundled up in my jacket with the hood up ready to take the dog out#and he came out gus room amd heade a comment on the weather so i thought he knew i was there#he did not#so when i jumped and spun around saying im going out in it he got a fright#also the phone call with my gran was funny#cus she was like ive got your present here and i just answered thats... nice#can you come down? no i dont think i can im really busy with college work right now#itll only take 10 mins im sure you can spare that#i dont think i can cus i have a psychology essay due tomorrow and im still not done with it (lie)#its kinda sad cus if she was a nice person I would go see her but shes not so i wont#but the convo made my mother laugh too#oh also she got me a pair of earrings for Christmas#guess she liked them alot cus she got me the same earrings again#its the thought that counts#anyway i should go to bed now#night!
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