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I used to go to bed, fall asleep and sleep until right before my alarm went off. (A really ideal sleep pattern.)
Now? I seem to be alternating between waking up two hours early, which is 3 a.m. and not at all ideal, or sleeping 9 hours straight (when I don't have my alarm set). Also not truly ideal.
#icedbatik babbles about life#and ... life#I never used to truly worry about much#not in a lose-sleep-over-it kind of way#now I worry about everything#which ... worries me
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on a completely separate note; shizun luo binghe with a disciple shen yuan who fell into the abyss??? *thinks about LBH canonically stealing SQQ's corpse for 5 years* he'd hallucinate i think. like, like visual and audial hallucinations.
Keeps thinking he's seeing SQQ in the corner of his eyes, or wandering between the trees, amongst a group of disciples. Thinks he hears him calling for him, but its just the wind or another disciple.
Gets Xiu Ya reforged but patently fucking refuses to make a sword mound. Because his disciple Is Not Dead :))) There was No Body. He's Not Dead. And If You keep Insisting That He Is, He's Gonna Skewer You :). He's holding onto Xiu Ya so he can return his most favored disciple's sword when he returns. It's on his hip right next to Zheng Yang where it's supposed to be.
Also this motherfucker?? does not sleep btw. He has the image of SQQ, wide eyed and hysterical and standing at the mouth of the abyss burned into his fucking eyelids. Can't use the dreamscape to escape it either because he keeps trying to save him and either he does and it's an incredibly cruel trick to wake up to, or he doesn't and he gets his heart broken in several different pieces again.
There is no convincing this man that Shen Qingqiu is dead. Absolutely nothing at all. He is buried so deep in denial that moles would be jealous of how deep he is. He keeps making tea for two in the bamboo house only to remember that it's just him. SQQ's fans are hiding everywhere, little reminders of his presence. He goes to wake up SQQ on the mornings he sleeps in-- only to find the room empty.
#svsss#luo binghe#svsss au#scum villain#scum villian self saving system#shen yuan#shen qingqiu#disciple shen yuan#lbh. visibly exhausted and with twitchy eyes: im fine :) | everyone else: ho no the fuck you ARENT.#SQQ was hysterical not because he found out LBH was half-demon but bc he was having a long-awaited mental breakdown over his autonomy :)#or (limited) lack thereof. he was having a sudden onset crisis of mortality and was handling at quite literally the WORST time. oops#im thinking very hard that LBH would never push his disciple into the abyss especially with no system to force him to. so SQQ either#had to goad him into it (failing always) or throw himself in. he ended up doing it himself but not before some very impressive hysterics.#BUT ALSO. IF THIS HAD BEEN WHERE SQQ WAS THE HALF-HEAVENLY DEMON INSTEAD IT WOULD'VE BEEN SO GREAT.#and by great i mean horribly angsty bc SQQ is NOT doing too hot and has. in very SY-like fashion. convinced himself that LBH will kill him#when he finds out he's a demon. so when it comes out i have this mental image of him lunging at LBH and LBH flinches back. but SQQ wraps hi#hands around the blade of Zheng Yang and yanks it up so the tip of the blade is digging into his chest where is heart is. LBH can't yank th#sword away without risking slicing into SQQ's hands. SQQ's hair has fallen out of its tail/bun and is now messily spilling down his#back and its NO helping the kinda deranged look he has going on. he's visibly shaking and his eyes keep flittering away and back at LBH's#face. SQQ is looking at the messages from the system warning him that he has to go into the abyss or punishment will occur. he's like.#rambling though. talking about how shizun doesn't *like* unclean things and there is nothing more unclean than a demon. like he is#INSISTING. LBH can't?? get a fucking word in. actually. SY isn't listening that much either anyways. too overwhelmed with the system and#the amount of stress he's under and his crumbling mental state and the innate and primal desire to live even when he's standing in front of#his own executioner. it all ends with him sitting on the ground at the lip of the abyss with his hair falling in his face. he looks so#unkempt and fallen apart and so distinctly *non-Shen Qingqiu* that LBH feels physically ill over it. tears are streaming down SQQ's face#and despite everything he is smiling. its not a nice smile. its a very frayed falling apart at the seams about to crack smile.#he tells shizun not to worry about staining his blade with this disciple's filthy blood because this disciple will take care of it himself.#and then he falls into the abyss before luo binghe can so much as grab him. the only reason LBh doesn't literally jump in after him is bc#he was numb with shock and the abyss was already closed before he could feel his legs again :]
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Sillies being sillies
Also Yin yu third wheeling
#i swear imagine being yin yu and u heard ur boss talk about this special person for centuries and now u are third wheeling and helping#him organize his dates that OF COURSE NEED 800 FLOWERS#dont worry yin yu is friends with both this guys he just needs a break#also hualian gossiping :)))) they talk about something or someone fyudgjgdjdgj or maybe some drama in heaven#these days i have this bad art block i swear everything looks bad i need to stay for extra time just to sketch a face#nothingbizzare art#artist on tumblr#tgcf#heaven official's blessing#tgcf fanart#hualian#yin yu#hua cheng#xie lian
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Take Care of Him
The boy, who had Damian’s face, couldn’t be more different than Dick’s (alive?) baby brother.
Aside from his Snow White hair, he smiled and laughed freely, making puns on top of his embarrassing story about his supposed twin brother.
(“Clones don’t have childhood memories right? So if I have an embarrassing story or two, that’ll give you a way to check that I’m not a clone AND give you ammunition for teasing!”)
“—And that’s how his face—and his pride—was forever wounded by Sparta the warrior cat!” Danny finished his story with a flourish, cracking up immediately after.
“Huh, and to think he left it at “training”, obviously he didn’t think anyone would let the cat out of the bag.” Dick said, laughing even as he eyed the lookalike.
Danny snorted. “Yeah, I doubt he thought anything as Cat-astropic as that would happen.”
They sat in silence for a moment, overlooking the buildings below, with the Dalv. Co. Labs smoking in the distance and the breeze blowing past the two, yet only seeming to affect Nightwing and not the phantom beside him.
“Is he safe? Is he happy?” Danny murmurs as he looks up at the stars, looking every bit the forlorn ghost he claimed to be.
“…We keep each other safe. And I’d say once he got past the stabbing faze, he’s pretty happy in Gotham.”
“But I’m sure it’d make him happy to see you again.” Dick thought back to the comments the vampire-ghost they’d fought earlier. It didn’t sound exactly, “happy” or “safe” for Danny. Or anyone else involved.
Danny shook his head. “Nah. He’s… moved on. And with how crazy my after-life is? I’m already dealing with ghosts, ghost-hunters, and my—err—that frootloop from earlier. I do not need to add furries and murder-ninjas to the mix.”
Danny sighed as he floated into a standing position. “Speaking of which, if you could just, maybe not tell him you saw me? Better to let dead dogs lie.”
Danny’s piercing Lazarus green eyes looked at Dick and he saw the exact same expression B had on whenever he “had to do it alone”.
“Just, take care of him, Kay? Or I’ll haunt you to the ends of the universe!” He said, throwing up a peace sign as he turned invisible.
Dick snorted, “Yeah, sure kid.”
Dick got up and started off toward the bat-plane. He had a brother to interrogate, and another brother/clone of his brother to find.
#dp x dc#dpxdc#dc x dp#dp x dc crossover#dp x dc prompt#dcxdp#dc x dp prompt#dc x dp crossover#damian and danny are twins#danny and damian are twins#Dick gets a turn with being the first to meet Danny now#demon twins au#demon twins#dpxdc writing prompt#writing blurb#my first time at a full on writing blurb#constructive critism welcome#Danny is just “don’t worry it’s just the government and hunters and my parents and my evil god-father after me”#“Oh and also the ghosts themselves. Totally nothing to worry about”#Dick and Danny met blowing up Vlads lab and kicking his behind#I imagine Danny as a cryptid not because he’s trying to be mysterious or speak in riddles#But because he has no idea what the bar for normal is and everything he says is vaguely horrifying out of context#And probably horrifying in context
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MAYA AND CARINA STATION 19: 7x10 'One Last Time'
#station 19#station19edit#station 19 spoilers#carina x maya#carina deluca#maya bishop#mine#i liked this scene and the kiss and everything#and we did get a glimpse of carina saying she was worried#but how does she not find out just how close maya was to dying??#and maya expressing how scared she was almost losing everything??#like that was such a missed opportunity IMO#and having them both at the same scene again only to not interact...like why?#its crazy to me how maya was just fine after what she went through but then andy collapsed and we didn't even see what happened to her prio#such a missed opportunity to not have carina work on maya and have her more injured later on but...story of this show's life i suppose#no sense in staying angry now when it's all over#this scene was very them and i'm glad about that
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At the Three Pure Ones Abbey the Great Sage Leaves His Name; At the Slow Cart Kingdom the Monkey King Shows His Power
#IM FREE#FINALLY GRADUATED WOOHOO#can finally post again#this is my favorite chapter out of all of jttw and I’ve always wanted to draw a piece for it :D#just three full chapters of swk absolutely disrespecting everything these demons stand for#I like to think about how from the demons pov he’s absolutely terrifying#y’all lucky he’s a Buddhist now cuz I guarantee he woulda been draining the blood their severed necks kali style#digital art#my art#journey to the west#journey to the west fanart#jttw sun wukong#sun wukong#monkey king#hell yeah stunt on em dasheng#now that I have no more assignments to worry about I can finally start reminding you guys and myself that I actually know how to draw#mostly to myself -w-#I hope you guys haven’t forgotten about me TwT I missed posting#finals season is a blight upon this earth#oh yeah#tw gore#I mean I’m bad at it but it’s still there#tw animal death#just in case
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Part 2 here!
The solstice project!!! Me and @banditblvd teamed up to answer the question everyone’s obviously been asking since Wild Life: what if Mumbo and Skiz were small??? What if they were just little guys??? Itty bitty???
Jokes aside, this was so much fun, and I think it genuinely improved my skills as an artist by a landslide. Bandit is such a cool artist, and I’m thrilled that I got the experience of working with him!!! (His stylization and speed,,,, ough,,, and I’ve been stealing character design details from this project because they’re So Good) .
It is in fact the Winter Solstice and anyone who says otherwise will be put into Time Prison ( i. have had a headache for the past 2 1/2 months. bandit thank you for being incredibly patient while my brain has beaten me up :] ).
#solsticesocial#wild life fanart#alright now to tag literally half of Wild Life because of the crowd shot#zombiecleo fanart#scott smajor fanart#ldshadowlady fanart#impulse fanart#pearlescentmoon fanart#bigb fanart#jimmy solidarity fanart#mumbo jumbo fanart#skizzleman fanart#grian fanart#martyn inthelittlewood fanart#drawing backgrounds off of minecraft screenshots is so nice because you have to worry about literally everything other than perspective#and i have sworn off perspective until i at the very least learn human anatomy
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can i request some abstribbun?
i misread this and thought it was abstragedy oop im sorry anon
#abstragedy#tadc#youll see more abstribbun in the future though no need to worry#I FORGOT ZOOBLES ANTENNAS#fuck everything is just about a mess here im so sorry#requests closed#requests are now closed! thank you so much for celebrating with me!!!#my art#ask
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i think we can put all the versions of death note and its adaptations into a spectrum based on how much light and L want to kill each other and on one side of the spectrum, it's the death note japanese musical and on the very other side, it's the death note tv drama.
#🍂 arian's shit#death note#lawlight#light yagami#l lawliet#death note musical#death note jdrama#i have been thinking about this and. yeah.#in the japanese musical version of playing his game (into him) it literally says#“i'll choke it out of you with these hands your life”#which is so fucking hardcore#like they both want to kill each other so badly#WITH BARE HANDS.#THEY COULD IF THEY TRIED TO#but in the jdrama it's like. so tame.#they are not into it at all they are probably repulsed by the very idea of it#EVEN IN THE WHOLE BLUE SCENE#light was like “i wanted to be your friend forever 🥺”#and L was like “you were my only friend 🥺”#when light was writing L's name even he was sobbing and everything#i heard someone in tumblr also say that the L vs kira confrontation in the blue warehouse was like a#worried friend confronting their friend about their substance abuse#AND LIKE. YEAH. EXACTLY#actually the musical and tv drama are very opposite adaptations now that i think about it???#on the mikami screentime spectrum there is no mikami at all side#vs heaps and heaps and heaps of mikami screentime where he is responsible for like 40% of the events occuring
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Drawing turtle tots? Very fun!
Drawing a turtle tot, drawing turtle tots? Fun²!
(First scene from this animatic, but as a GIF. Because apparently, I just really like making GIFs. And a few more under the cut too, because why not? I may have a GIF problem, but the only victim is my productivity, so it's fiiiine)
I don't know real sword choreography, but Leo can be flashy and twirl it around like he's in the color guard if he wants to, right?
I imagine most of their arguments started because Raph was concerned, Leo either tried blowing him off or snapped back at him, and things just sort of escalated from there. Seeing these boys angry makes me sad. Donnie and Mikey probably felt that same way, too.
This was actually the first scene I drew. Sometimes, you just get a vision so strong in your head that you have to put it on paper (... or tablet?) immediately. This was that scene for me, and everything else sort of just started to fall in place around it.
#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#art#my art#alt text#tmnt#my post#my gif#a team#this animatic was so much fun to draw!#even if it was on a bit of a time crunch#(secret santa gift exchange)#in a way‚ having a tighter timeframe with a definite deadline sort of meant I had to try some new things#working a bit quicker & looser with the lineart than I'm used to#and that actually sort of opened things up to let me experiment with trying some choreography and such#without having to worry about everything being exactly correct#might be using some of this knowledge for some things in the future#now that I'm aware I can technically do a two-minute animatic in about 6 weeks...
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Yeonjun about the strain he felt while preparing for his debut solo project ✙ "GGUM" MAKING FILM
#yeonjun#choi yeonjun#tomorrow x together#txt#ggum: making film#gifs#creations#userzaynab#useryeonbins#skyehi#rosieblr#megtag#hibiebear#heyiri#ultkpopnetwork#kpopccc#kpopco#this are like the rawest emotions we've seen from him... I feel... it's really sad to watch him like this#i mean I know they're under lots of pressure and stress#It's only natural when you work with so many people who you could potentially disappoint#and I know it was his choice to make this solo project happen now but i feel like the company could manage his schedule better#because why he films till 3 am and then right next day has a flight to another country for a concert...#and now we know from soobin they're super busy again#I'm worried his body will just say 'enough' one day and something bad will happen :(#and you have him work so hard and stress and then all this losers online whose biggest achievement is getting 100 likes on a post#writing the worst things about him for no reason... its not that hard to be kind and you dont need to have an opinion about everything :D#at the end of the day that celebrity you hate so much is still pretty and successful#and you're just a friendless jobless empty-headed rotten fool with likes on a post that mean nothing once you close the ap#I'm just glad all this is still fun for him and that he has such a great support system: his members family staff who care about him and us#all we can really do is support them and send them lots of love fr ;; you've done well my jjunie ily ♥
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"you'll slay the ladies with your smile!" *proceeds to smile
#his smile aahhhhh#digital art#dabi#touya#touya todoroki#todoroki touya#mha#bnha#bnha dabi#mha dabi#my hero academia#boku no hero#boku no hero academia#mha fanart#bnha fanart#anime art#anime fanart#digital drawing#he's such a comfort character to draw his smile could cure depression#i love how his black hair makes his turquoise eyes more deep and magnetic#so i tried to emphasize them even more#THEY'RE BEAUTIFULLLL the most beautiful gaze i've ever seen in a character!!!#i also like him with white hair#buut it doesn't have the same effect#moreover white hair dabi is giving me too many traumatic experiences and now every time i'm worried about him and everything he might do#i like to remember him like this <3 magnetic and mysterious
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Big Mama must have lost some serious standing in the yokai underworld because it’s gotten apparent that she keeps being beaten by a small group of teenagers and the occasional rat man, and when it’s not them then she’s taking L’s from her own schemes working against her.
And in the ensuing power vacuum, the Hamatos accidentally become the most feared crime family known to all the big bads of the Hidden City.
After all, they’ve publicly outplayed Big Mama multiple times, a couple of them have taken out the heads of two of the most well known criminal organizations, one took out Heinous Green, two are responsible for the destruction of Witch Town, they have ties to both the infamous Baron Draxum and Captain Piel, they won the Doom Dome death race, they’re Battle Nexus Champions, they’ve displayed insane feats of power and defeated impossibly strong enemies, most of them have been to jail, and they regularly mingle with humans.
You can just imagine the notoriety they’d accumulate from word of mouth alone.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt headcanons#rise of the tmnt#I didn’t even list everything the Hamatos are MENACES#it’s so funny#bonus if none of the Hamatos realize how terrifying their presence in the Hidden City has become#every time Leo goes to bother Hueso the guy just has his head in his hands like Pepino…I JUST got my brother out of crime…and now you???’#Leo’s just like ‘lmao what crime’#meanwhile a trail of destruction follows them wherever they go#just look at the library smh#the small time yokai villains hearing about how scary the fam is and having two different reactions#one being no way are we talking about the same babies tripping over themselves and barely beating anyone#the other is oh god I barely escaped with my LIFE huh#sunita listening to all the worry her parents have about this new ‘Hamato Family’ and laughing inside#she tells April and April keeps it a secret to see how long it takes the others to realize it#when accused of crime Donnie accidentally and largely unprompted starts denying his digital asset thefts and then has to deny he denied it#when he learns of what is thought of them Raph has a crisis the poor boy#Mikey’s happy they’re ‘known for being a family!:)’#he - kinda terrifyingly - kinda likes the thought of that lol#Leo: 🤔 think I could go back to that hair spa then? (no)#in their defense while they are MENACES society is ALSO a menace to THEM
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He's so small when you put him up against all he's lost.... Happy (late) birthday, Kakashi!
#while this wasn't intended for Kakashi Week#I think today's prompt of 'habit' fits it really poignantly#nurt#cannot Believe I was not informed of his birthday#had to find out through thymus' new fic (which is an absolute delight btw) smh#kakashi#My strategy on lighting is 'fuck around & find out'#same with perspective#and... everything really#I'm a sculptor I'm not supposed to have to worry about things like 'perspective' and 'lighting'#naruto#there are so many different versions of the memorial stone... I picked this one bc it fit my concept best#kakaobi#in spirit#how tf do I tag#you'd think I'd have figured it out by now#hatake kakashi#kid kakashi#kakashi fanart#kakashi hatake
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I'm sure Minkowski never forgot that Cutter was the first person ever to call her Commander. After recruiting her in Once in A Lifetime, he starts to call her Lieutenant, then breaks into laughter, before correcting himself: "What am I saying? Commander Minkowski." He draws attention to himself granting that title, stressing its significance. By initially calling her by a lower ranking, then conspicuously correcting himself, Cutter emphasises that he's the one granting her that title. Right at the beginning of Minkowski's employment with Goddard Futuristics, Cutter plants the seed for his line in the finale: "People cared about you because of what I made you: A soldier. A leader. A commander. I gave you that, and now? I taketh away."
And he does take it away. Cutter makes a point of calling her Commander in that first meeting, but he hardly ever calls Minkowski Commander after that. He almost always calls her Renée. He makes the point in that first interaction that he has the authority to grant her that title, and then in every subsequent interaction he tries to make the point that she doesn't have command over him. Having called her Commander once makes every time he doesn't call her by her title seem more deliberate. It's not that he never uses titles - it's that he uses them selectively. He gives her a taste of that sense of authority, but he doesn't want her to feel worthy of it.
In the liveshow, he cuts her off by shouting "I AM SPEAKING, LIEUTENANT!". Minkowski is the Commander of the Hephaestus in official terms at this point and Cutter even refers to her as "a mission commander" later in the same episode. So there is a deliberate malice to Cutter calling Minkowski Lieutenant here. Not only does it emphasise the use of authority structures as a means for control and the abandonment of first-name-basis false friendliness, calling her by another title makes his choice not to call her Commander even more explicit, denying her that authority.
Apart from when he recruits her, the only other time I can think of when Cutter directly calls Minkowski Commander is in Ep60, when he lays out his offer to let Minkowski leave on the Sol: "How does that sound to you, Commander?" Again, calling her Commander is a kind of power play, an attempt at manipulation, highlighting the sense of responsibility that motivates so many of Minkowski's actions. Cutter is prompting her to ask the question she would be asking herself anyway: what choice would a good Commander make? Just as he did when he recruited her, Cutter offers Minkowski something she desperately wants, and the use of her title here only draws attention to the idea that Cutter is the one with the power, choosing what to give her.
#Digging this out of my drafts in an attempt to make a return to actually posting here#Rambling about Minkowski name / title symbolism is sufficiently on brand for a comeback 😅#Anyway. I think this is the exact kind of manipulation / power play that Minkowski is particularly vulnerable to#Even among the worry about having made such a big decision without consulting her husband#I have no doubt that she enjoyed being called Commander#The emphasis Cutter put on it felt right to her#It matched the significance she felt that new title held#It pleased the part of her that craves recognition of her authority from someone at the top of a hierarchy#The memory obviously holds a sour taste for her now#perhaps particularly the moment of Cutter calling her Commander for the first time (and one of the only times)#She feels sick now at the memory of how proud she felt to hear him call her that#Thinking about this alongside all of the other significance that people calling Minkowski Commander takes on:#Eiffel's insistence on it as a indicator of his increasing respect for her#the SI-5 calling her Lieutenant#Hera being prevented from calling her Commander...#Everything that all of that signifies#and all of it beginning with that laugh of Cutter's. that pointed emphasis#wolf 359#w359#the empty man posteth#wolf 359 spoilers#w359 spoilers#renee minkowski#renée minkowski#marcus cutter
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Hey Lover!
#i listened to hey lover by the daughters of eve when i was sketching this and its stuck hence the caption#there needs to be more wholesome art of them#i did this surprisingly quickly im usually pretty slow at drawing#crazy what proper motivation will do#ALSO a winter scene!#kenshi wears trenchcoats i will not be changing my mind on this#okay as much as id love to stay and chat i havent eaten a meal since like six am and have been surviving on tortilla chips#IT WASNT MY FAULT THIS TIME#MY SISTER WAS REORGANIZING THE KITCHEN FOR HOURS STARTING AROUND THE TIME I EAT LUNCH#like moved just about everything and she got pissy when someone got in the way :(#dont worry cc i will go eat now#...after i finish cross posting...#kenshi takahashi#suchin#mk suchin#kenshi x suchin#kensuchin#mortal kombat#mortal kombat fanart#my art#digital art#cfa art
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