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I know we're at totally different spots still but i read the article and it i think i've generally figured out what about me pissed you off so much.
Tone policing is a subsection of ad hominem. I'd like you too reread your posts to see if ur making that mistake too.
And yeah i mean it makes sense for the most part I was aligning with the "usually used by" section especially with how i was talking, and for the record i dont usually talk like that that, i just try to punctuate n stuff when it feels important to me i guess.
Im not trying to dismiss anything at all, I'm trying to help somewhere i felt like i could help. And idk why we aren't clicking rn but just read that sentence like 15 times.
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Yeah i said the equivalency was wrong right in those parantheses right there, yk what just stop looking at the red text in that image just pretend there is NO text there. I was using sex because i felt like you would get what i meant better, but it seems like it just sparked misunderstanding.
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Sorry for rexplaining all the stuff you already knew i just thought that that was what you were talking about me not getting. Like i just wanted to say it out loud so that its on record that i know too? Like that's something we are agreed upon.
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I'm not mad that you can't "transition into intersex" and honestly I highly regret using sex as an example like. At all. You guys are crazy. Sorry.
Honestly I have a pretty lax stance right now on people who would "want to be intersex" (so i can change it if need be) because even after research i just don't really have experience. As an intersex a mean. Like there are a seriously high amount of medical complications, theres all the oppression, all the forced "surgeries" that are an insult to surgery as a concept, nearly complete infertility, and plenty of general pain an unpleasent sensation. so this time I'm asking you a more personal question.
Do you feel like there is anything about being intersex that would make it prefferable to being perisex.
Any positives at all worth metioning? Or would it be better to have the term as something like being disabled. Do you feel like it's just something from birth that just inherrently sucks?
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I mean this so sincerely i'm honestly just not even sure how to word it, do you just want me to stop? Like replying? I can delete everything right now, or do you think I better serve as an example? If my stances seem to shift or contradict ir just completely change as we keep going back and forth, its because they are, and you changed them. I'm actually trying my damndest to listen and fix my shit man.
I thought you were here because you wanted to change my beliefs, but if you're just here out of anger i'd feel pretty bad.
on this subject, youre the one who knows everything. If youre here to tell me, ill listen, and if you aren't, then? Im not sure why youre still talking to me at all, and id like to hear about that too
I know that i shouldn't correct even tone on subject im unqualified for
I know that being intersex isn't something to be sought after, even for those who are non-bianary
I know that i am a hateful tar pit whos going to hell
And man thats just all the shit i learned in this convo alone so id say im learning plenty already
In case anyone needs a reminderâŠ
Being transgender does not make you intersex.
Going through HRT does not make you intersex. Surgery cannot make you intersex.
Intersex people are born with atypical variations of physical, biological sex characteristics. That is what makes someone intersex.
Perisex trans people (especially on Reddit) have been recently insisting that just being transgender makes you intersex, and therefore able to speak over intersex people on issues that specifically affect us, especially when it comes to dangerous and offensive terminology. This is not true.
Also the idea that you can somehow âmake yourself intersexâ is untrue. You can make your body more androgynous through things like hormone treatment and surgery, but that does not make you intersex.
Falsely claiming intersex identity based on these things isnât *always* malicious (though it is often done to speak over us) but it is always harmful.
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content â michael kaiser x coach!gn!reader, enemies to lovers, probably ooc, some references to his past (choking), i got a wee bit carried away and then got lazy on the lover part, ok rereading i fear this might be really ooc idk i dont read the manga
enemy!kaiser who knows at first glance that he just doesn't like you. he could say that about a lot of people, but you're a different case.
enemy!kaiser who hasn't quite got the smarts, nor do you have the physical abilities, other than being a coach, to become actual rivals over something. but you know what's better? arguing over nothing.
enemy!kaiser that would do anything to piss you off and get his way. yes, he was there for the lengthy meeting for a new and reliable strategy for the next match, but he's going to completely disregard it simply because he's michael kaiser. who's gonna stop him?
enemy!kaiser who loves to get in your face, using his stature to his advantage. if you try to avoid eye contact, he only gets closer, opening his eyes much wider than needed and tilting his head so that he's the only thing that you see.
enemy!kaiser who makes you do everything for him just to spite you. from now on, it's your job to dry his hair â and don't do it too hard, otherwise you'll just mess it up. he's awfully picky about what you do and if you don't do it right, expect to hear an absolute mouthful.
kaiser who starts to talk to you normally. it's scary. every time you try to rile him up, he does respond with his usual array of insults, but they don't seem to be as sincere.
kaiser who starts to listen to you more. whenever you talk, he stares, and it's unsettling having him be so neutral. try to shy away, and as usual, he moves closer, placing his hands on his knees with his eyes boring into yours. is it just you, or are your noses touching?
kaiser who accidentally let you see how truly vulnerable he could become. it was all a big mistake, a misunderstanding, so he wished. he wanted to yell at you, to curse you out, but you didn't say a word, simply turning and closing the door and giving him the privacy that he needs.
kaiser who lets you touch his tattoos for the first time. he felt oddly comfortable that night, being surrounded only by your presence. he wasn't happy, nor sad, yet his heart was more audible than usual. he was an empty vessel, thinking and thinking about what his emotions doing to him.
kaiser who suddenly switches back to his old self. it's a defense mechanism of sorts â if he could at least act like he hates you, then he doesn't have to come to terms with his feelings.
but yet, he knows he could trust you. you've kept all of his secrets, protected him from harm, whether that be physically or verbally. never have you used his weaknesses to your advantage, or stooped too low to the point that it reminds him of his past. he wasn't looking for love, he didn't believe in love. but maybe, just maybe...
kaiser who doesn't know what he's doing. when was the last time he's ever experienced such a thing? what can he do? how can he show you how he feels? what if you reject him? no, of course not... but you've spent all of this time hating each other... how low could the changes possibly be?
in the end, you were feeling the exact same way.
lover!kaiser doesn't want to make things public immediately. it's partially his pride, but he's scared. he's scared of this entirely new part of him that was once broken before.
lover!kaiser seems to be more of a tease. his formerly rude comments come off as playful, with a smirk on his lips that is less forced, less hateful.
lover!kaiser is intimidated by the world of romance. gifts? touch? he doesn't think he could bear with it. you remained patient, teaching him slowly at his pace, and speaking your own language of love to each other.
lover!kaiser who has heart eyes that are only noticeable to you. you don't get how nobody else sees it, but perhaps they're mistaking it for his intense gaze.
lover!kaiser who finds it satisfying when you touch his neck. you only graze your fingers tentatively over his throat, yet his hand wraps around yours, urging you to make it rougher, to grip it tighter. despite his request, you don't, and he's almost relieved from that. it's not enough to completely erase the habit, but it's nice to have a better memory attached to it.
#idk michael kaiser#he just has a pretty face#esp in that one panel with ness that evrryone is talking about#blue lock#bllk#blue lock x reader#bllk x reader#blue lock headcanons#bllk headcanons#michael kaiser#kaiser michael#michael kaiser headcanons#kaiser headcanons#michael kaiser x reader#kaiser x reader#blue lock kaiser#bllk kaiser
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Moment Of Weakness: Chapter Thirty One[END]
-gif not mine. credit to owner-
Pairings: Mob!Bucky Barnes x Reader
Content Warnings: language, 18 + smut, angst, fluff, affair, cheating, violence, kidnapping, faking a pregnancy.
Summary: Reader is the assistant to New York's most feared mob boss, James Buchanan Barnes. He had the picture-perfect life: status in the mob, friends, and beautiful wife. So why can't he keep his mind and eyes off of reader?
Authors Note: Okay so when I originally wrote this ending a few years ago for my other blog, I had it kind of abruptly end. Now rereading it, I'm not too fond of it. So I'd be more than happy to eventually write a little epilogue if people are interested!
Tags: @cjand10 @generalmoonpolice @sapphirebarnes @baw1066 @nameless-ken @minami97 @bookofriverr
âCareful, Y/N. I donât want you to hurt yourself,â Bucky cooed in my ear as he slowly and carefully helped me up the stairs.Â
I hissed in pain, the soles of my feet still cut up and raw from my excursion into the woods during my escape. He sensed my discomfort so with a quick scoop, I was in his arms as he ascended up the last few stairs and into our room.Â
âSteve called the doctor, heâll be here soon,â Bucky informed while setting me gently on the bed.Â
He stood in the middle of the room, awkwardly, as I did my best to get comfortable and when I rested my eyes on him, my brows knitted in confusion.Â
âWhy are you standing there?â I asked.Â
Bucky shrugged when his eyes traveled down all of the cuts and bruises on my body. âI donât want to make you feel uncomfortable with me given what you went through.âÂ
I simply patted the bed in front of me, a silent invitation to sit next to me so he sat on the edge of it in front of me and brushed my hair back with his fingers before tying it up away from my face. I couldnât stop the small smile at the comforting touch.Â
I cupped his cheek, my eyes raking over the cuts all over his face. âDid you fight Clint?âÂ
He nodded in my grasp then left a kiss on the inside of my palm.Â
A soft knock on the door brought my attention to the figure behind Bucky and my lips curled in a small smile once again. Bucky didnât need to look over his shoulder, he already knew who it was.Â
âEverything taken care of?â He said while still keeping his eyes on me.Â
âNo trace left behind,â Steve said. âDr. Banner is downstairs in your office whenever Y/N is ready.âÂ
Bucky gave him a nod of thanks before Steve went to leave but my voice stopped him. The look that he gave me broke my heart, the pieces falling into my stomach. While Bucky seemed to be held together and strong for me, Steve seemed broken and tired.Â
âThank you,â was all I said.Â
They didnât have to tell me what exactly he did to save me, I knew that the both of them did whatever they could.Â
That brought a smile to his face before he nodded. âAnything for you, Y/N.âÂ
Bucky and I were alone again so I let out a deep breath.Â
âAre Clint and Natasha-are they dead?â I stumbled out the words.Â
Buckyâs vibranium hand covered my shaking ones. âWe werenât going to let them get away with what they did to you, Y/N.âÂ
Tears brimmed at my eyes as I let out a breath.Â
âShe was your wife at some point, Bucky. You shouldnât have done that.âÂ
He brushed his lips over my knuckles. âI would do anything for you, doll.âÂ
There was a question that had been burning in the back of my mind the whole two hour drive back home. Bucky and I didnât speak one word but he did have his hand linked with mine.Â
âWhy did it take you so long to come for me?â I sobbed, tears now falling down my cheeks.Â
Bucky sighed while sitting right next to me now, wrapping an arm around me to pull us closer. I buried my face in his chest, the broadness of it muffling my cries.Â
âSteve and I never stopped looking for you. The night you were taken, I heard some commotion from the kitchen and when I ran down there you were gone. All I saw was a note on the table,â Bucky said.Â
I looked up at him. âNatasha said she wrote the note pretending that I did.âÂ
âI knew you didnât. You always sign your notes with your name and a small heart,â Bucky said while wiping a tear from my cheek with a vibranium finger.
My heart warmed at the tiny detail that he clearly paid attention to.Â
âClint had you hidden really well. No one knew about his cabin upstate. It took Steve days to find you.âÂ
âWhat about you?â I asked.Â
There was one tear pooling at the corner of his eye but he blinked it away fast, not wanting to cry in front of me.Â
âI was a complete mess. Steve had to stop me a few times from destroying everything here. As soon as he found your location, I ran out of here like my ass was on fire.âÂ
I wrapped a tight arm around him while he carefully lifted my legs over his lap, rubbing my back in soothing circles. We sat like this for a while and with his arms around me, I felt a sense of safety that I hadnât felt in so long that my body relaxed into Bucky. Slumber was creeping up to me and with heavy eyes, I allowed myself the much needed sleep.Â
Until I felt Buckyâs body shake uncontrollably. His cries were not quite by any means.Â
I looked up at him and my heart fell to the far depths of my stomach again when I noticed he was crying, tears falling rapidly down his face and onto his lap. His breathing became erratic, choking out sobs.Â
âOh, Bucky,â I breathed while grasping his face. âPlease donât cry.âÂ
âI thought I lost you, doll,â he said through gritted teeth.Â
Bucky tried so hard to keep it together for me, knowing that the last thing I needed was to comfort him.Â
âIâm right here, alright?â I forced our eyes to lock, not daring to look away for even a half second. âIâm not going anywhere.âÂ
To seal that promise, I collided our lips together in a tender kiss. One that was short but had the right amount of passion fueling it. There was no hesitation from Bucky as he slid his vibranium hand behind my neck to deepen the kiss, our tongues exploring each crevice of the others mouths.Â
âI love you,â he muttered against my lips.Â
My ears rang with white noise while my heart jumped into my throat and I pushed Bucky away, eyes looking at him wide.Â
âWh-what did you say?â I stammered.Â
The corner of his lips curled up, the corner of his eyes crinkled. âI love you, Y/N. I have for a very long time. I only hate that it took for what happened to you that made me say it.âÂ
I was soaring, on cloud nine as some would say, hearing his proclamation. I knew that it took a lot for him to say that, let alone feel this way.Â
âI love you too, Bucky.â I replied.Â
We shared another kiss only this one was cut short due to Steve calling for us from the bottom of the stairs, Dr. Banner was ready to check over all of my wounds.Â
Bucky lifted my chin with his flesh finger. âI promise that I wonât let anything like this happen to you again.âÂ
I nodded with a smile. âI know.âÂ
In the days that followed, recovery wasnât easy but I knew I could do it as long as I had Bucky by my side. In the beginning, our relationship might have been a moment of weakness but the love we began to develop for each other proved that we were always meant for one another.Â
#bucky barnes#bucky barnes x reader#mob!bucky barnes#mob!bucky barnes x reader#mob!bucky barnes and reader#sebastian stan#bucky barnes and reader#mob!bucky barnes x yn#mob!bucky barnes reader insert#mob!bucky barnes and yn#moment of weakness bucky barnes
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... in rereading bits of FW while editing ttios, the amount of unhinged theories I am now coming up with are RIDICULOUS.
(Onyx Storm spoilers - a virtual fucking novel - below the cut)(has been edited since first posted)
In no particular order ...
Barlowe knowing accurate things about the feathertails at Threshing - like that the breed abhors violence and won't fight - and going to kill it. Now, given that we know that Panchek was working on the inside, do we believe that he is where Jack got his info? That, given the apparent super sneaky venin living in the walls (... money is still good on daddy Aetos there too), they knew to try and kill the feathertail once it was known to exist because of the wards somehow? Venin long game of taking down Basgiath's wards so they can't restore them since no seventh breed?
Xaden always telling Violet she'll be the death of him. Well, she has been ... the death of his soul, at least. Also given all the god talk, there's completely going to be some literal bargain with Malek to save him (if he gets saved). I'm guessing that Malek might be the other god to which she could dedicate herself. Though, with Xaden saying "it's always you" to Violet since she's in the middle of shit all the time, that could be an unfortunate side effect of her partial dedication to Dunne.
Which, leading up to that last little point, with that ending, how the fuck is the next book going to be a romantasy with the main couple separated? Unless we're really going to get an Imrrick story (if, of course, Garrick isn't the new brother).
In the very first class of Dragonkind, Kaori says you'd be ash if you ever tried to get close to the Vale and Violet mentions some girl with a rebellion relic pulling down her sleeve. Interesting tidbit, but we ignore it, right? But then, in Onyx Storm, Brennan LITERALLY MENTIONS taking Xaden to sit by dragon eggs in what is presumably Aretia's response to the Vale. So what, do dragons let relic riders near them? Does Brennan get the same courtesy afforded to him due to the rune on his hand? (which, don't get me started on that mystery we still need a fucking answer for ...)
Another reason why I think Xaden saved Sgaeyl? Because if Sgaeyl dies, so does Tairn and then so does Violet. In IF, Tairn says that Sgaeyl would be emotionally inconvenienced if the shadow wielder died, but doesnât directly answer Violet when she asks him if sheâs just an emotional inconvenience to him. So killing Xaden? Might not kill Violet, but the other way around was pretty drummed into us, as was the interdependence of mated dragonsâ lives.
Xaden's "there's nowhere in existence you could go that I wouldn't find you" line is COMPLETELY going to come into play now with the Onyx Storm ending. Mostly because, given the GMA interview RY did today, she said she fought with her editors to get the ending she wanted which to me, means ending on Violet's POV as opposed to Xaden's POV like the previous two books. What do we get in Violet's POV? A note from the man saying don't look for him. We also learn from RY at the release party she attended that that specific line is still her favorite (either line completely or just of Xaden's) from the series. Violet may not look for him, but you don't think that Xaden's going to still be able to find her?
She'll probably still be able to contact him though, and probably through her dreams (that dream-walking signet is a foresighted signet for her not because she needed to know what her NON-DREAMING DRAGON WAS DREAMING ABOUT JEEBUS, but because she'll need to contact Xaden still and dreams are going to be the way she does it. If, of course, venin sleep. Which ... do they?
Or due to the compass. We might be getting a PotC thing there with that ... which ... I don't know how I feel about that.
Harkening back two points ... if he's ever on a battlefield, I believe that he still won't harm Violet solely because of the ch.48 epigraph about an entire village being decimated by venin except for one house because the venin doing the decimating was the dude's wife. (which, speaking of Xaden's love declaration in this book, he's totally gonna become a Maven or something, isn't he?)
While I'm here ... I think Bodhi might be the new brother. Mostly because I think he turned to work on the venin from the inside, to use his signet-countering signet on the venin themselves. Also because in the Imogen chapter, she also watches blue fire from a wyvern "roll down Cuir's neck, extinguishing to smoke before they reach him." She makes it sound due to the angle, but what if it's because Bodhi was able to counter the fire at that point? Also, Cuir is pretty badly injured at this point, so it's plausible. And even though Bodhi might have the good reasoning for turning, it could also make sense why he's puking after, upset at his decision. And Garrick might just be missing since he had to walk during that missing 12 hours and didn't have the energy to walk back yet.
Liam's ice wielding ... like the fuck? Does this mean that Sloane is going to develop a second signet too? Or that she won't because there was only one other dragon rider descendant in her family and that dragon is dead because they bonded Liam, and she only said the stuff in IF because Thoirt was explaining secret shit to her?
The dragons are going to end up being a big bad somehow. You don't have the line from the Fables about demonizing dragons and then learning that they draw from the source themselves - plus all the talk from the venin and the Isles and even the damn Irids as well as tidbits in quite a few of the epigraphs - without realizing some shit is going to down with them. (Also, need I also continually say that this series is the Empyrean series - so many of our questions are going to be solved due to the fucking dragons).
But also, do the gryphons then also draw the same way the dragons do? But the magic balance is better there because they also die with their bonded flier?
There's a theory on the RQ Discord server that gemstones are going to come into play and I agree with that, if only also because of the seemingly random throwaway line about Poromish gemstones during the Parapet info dump. Plus during the triumvirate dinner, one of them brought a piece of jade - a gemstone - onto the table when it looked like negotiations were going well and put it back into her lap when things went to shit again. Not to mention the citrine necklace, the ruby one Cat was given on Zehyllna, the onyx and amethyst and other mentions of random gems throughout the series ...
I'm also going to guess particularly with emeralds, since the venin want a specific thing as well - ch.50 dream - "You will bring what I want ... or she dies. I'm through waiting, and I will not allow her to win such a prize." If you harken back to ch.6, Xaden extracts a promise from Violet - "Swear you'll sound the alarm if I go too far, that you'll keep it safe, even if it's from me." I don't believe it's Tyrrendor, since Tyrrendor is always referred to as a she. Her ring has an emerald that she thinks is from the Blade of Aretia and the emerald-hilted Sword of Tyrrendor keeps appearing in Xaden's dreams. Are the weapons a matched set? Plus the sword almost comes into play in negotiations with the Deverelli. There's SOMETHING with those two weapons somehow. Plus Xaden's keeping the Blade of Aretia in his gift from Zihnal ...
Speaking of RY and things she's said recently ... someone we love will die in book four. This ... is obvious. Given the Rhiannon and Imogen chapters - and the fact (I think) that she'd like to write their stories eventually - I think those two are safe. We've had Ridoc scares the last two books - the arrows in IF and the kitchen jump-scare in OS - so I hope it's not him, but RY also really adores Ridoc so ... she might. BUT ALSO, it could mean metaphorical death given the whole new mystery venin brother of Xaden's (less likely, but hey).
Going back to things from FW/IF that I'm surprised haven't come more into light ... General Daramor and the original army from the Barrens. I'm a little surprised Violet hasn't tried looking for non-censored texts about that from Tecarus's library.
Speaking of Tecarus ... do we think he's secretly working with the venin as well? Mighty suspicious that the most indefensible palace known to man and its city are like the one non-drained area in like the entirety of fucking Poromiel ...
Some of the things that seemed random are coming to light and I don't know if it's that she's retconning as some have pointed out or if her plotting of the whole series truly is *that* detailed and her editors have just done her no favors when it's come to pacing and worldbuilding. Or she's done herself no favors with it given when she wants the info dumps for all of us.
Not theory related, but worth commenting on since I'm here ranting ... the ship names? I jokingly poked fun at that in viayn so to see it in actual text? I just don't know. Also, I know everyone's getting Drake/Mira out of this, but there's also potential Mira/Syrena too since Mira white-knuckles her pack when Aetos informs Cat she's closer in line to the throne and they're all wondering if it's Syrena who's dead.
Regardless of it all ... the one thing I think we can ALL agree on in book four? Better have some Broccoli. And I'm convinced Ridoc also helped Drake come up with that name.
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I haven't been active in the tumblr fanfic scene since I was writing hard kink kpop x reader at 18, but by golly. Challengers Fandom...hats off from an old, tired queer (22)
Anyway, I've been an onlooker for some time and I love your account; it gives me a lot to think about on the commute to work. Love your characterization of all of our beloved trio and then some.
But now I propose a more lived in kinky bunch. I've worked a few BDSM raves in my time, and I saw this trio of guys once with the pup in his mask.
He was so sweet and nuzzly. (Loved giving messy head and being called a dumb boy) Just reminded me so much of Art. He was a large man in general, but he made himself so small for play.
Wait⊠i just woke up and wrote this long ass story and then realized after all thatâŠthat sadlyâŠI donât think I can really write bdsm. Oh well⊠sorry anon this is as good as it gets. Hereâs Tashi kinda being in charge of everything and Art as a bratty messy sub with Patrick switching in the middle. I got bored rereading (glowing recommendation I know) so if you see typos/issues lemme know and Iâll fix them đ
CW: 18+ NSFW EXPLICIT, sex club, public sex, exhibitionism, group sex, blindfolds, safe sex
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They donât have to go out but since Lily is at grandma and grandpa Donaldsonâs all week and sometimes they like to play with other people. Or let Art play with other people. They decide to go to the club. It was Tashiâs idea. Theyâre so grown up now, they go to sex clubs. They have a safe word and everything. Cinnamon. Patrickâs amused by how quickly it all happened. It still doesnât actually feel real. Just a year ago he was in an on again off again relationship with less than 100 dollars in his account on his best days. And he was bumming it on his sisters sofa when he wasnât on the road. And look at him now. He has a boyfriend, a girlfriend and a safe word.
He looks around, itâs loud and hot and sweaty despite the below zero temperatures outside. The coldest day of the year. The first floor is all dancing, drinks, and house music. No sex. Itâs so upscale you wouldnât know what went on downstairs if you were an outsider. Itâs pricey, extremely private and so exclusive thereâs a waitlist to get in. A medical check, a background check, even. Patrick almost didnât get in because of his credit score. But being the Donaldsonâs pet which is what the manager called him, made all the difference. Even after all of that, they have to check everything, even their phones. Itâs a shame, because sometimes Patrick does want to film it⊠not to sell to the highest bidder but just to watch when heâs home alone and horny.
Tashi wraps her arms around his waist. She feels so warm, the fabric of her dress so slippery, Patrick canât help but let his hands slide down her back to rest on her ass. âAre you looking at other girls?â She asks in his ear.
âAre you kidding?â Patrick smirks. âIâm just looking at your husband.â She follows his gaze to Art. Art, who said ten minutes ago that if they were gonna do this again he needed a drink. Heâs standing by the bar, in this mesh shirt Tashi no doubt bought for him and fitted pants. Already thereâs a tall guy leaning in next to him, reaching up to touch mess up his hair. Another guy walks up behind him touching his waist.
âGod. Heâs so...â Tashi sighs.
It was Tashiâs idea, all of it. âHe just never got his time to be out before. To be boy crazy. Heâs a late bloomer. I meanâŠYouâre his first time⊠â Tashi had explained. âImagine how you would act.â
She said it after Art finally let Patrick do more than just kiss him. They finally fucked and it was this long drawn out messy process on a rainy afternoon. Art figuring out what he liked, topping and being topped, giving and getting head all of it so fucking hot. And then a week later Art went and slept with his old hitting partner. Apparently the guy had been so flirtatious when he worked for them that Art was having dreams about him so in the most Art Donaldson way he hid behind Tashi and begged her to make up an excuse to fire him.
He was so sorry when Patrick caught him. âIt was an accident. It wonât happen again.â He promised. And then he did it again just two days later. Boy crazy.
âIâm gonna pick tonight. Do you care?â Tashi asks.
âNo, go ahead,â Patrick says. âBetter hurry though.â
Sheâs half distracted by some pretty girl with long braids giving her heart eyes.
âMaybe youâre a late bloomer too?â Patrick teases, curling a lose strand of hair behind her ear.
âShush,â Tashi says, shoving him playfully. âBring him downstairs. Room 8. Iâll meet you guys there.â
âWait a minute,â He grabs her arm firmly before she can disappear and pulls her close so he can kiss her mouth. Itâs the only public place he can do this and heâs taking full advantage.
He watches her walk away and then looks back at the bar. Artâs holding a drink now, both of the guys monopolizing his attention. Gentle touches, talking to him up close. Patrick starts making his way through the crowd. Itâs not like Art will just do whatever he wants but sometimes he gets a little too high off of the attention. Like he finally understands how easy it is to get male attention and how much he loves it. Even though he tries to pretend he doesnât care. He got so horny for it last time they caught him on his knees in the back room, giving head without permission. They had to punish him after. Well, Tashi punished him actually. Patrickâs not good at it. Art will play like Patrick has control but with that face and that body he can walk all over Patrick easily when he feels like it.
Patrick is stopped on his way by a pretty blond. She seems a little past the point of tipsy.
âHey arenât you that Rangers player?â She asks, sheâs giggly. Touchy.
âYeah,â He says, steadying her. He doesnât play hockey but he thinks he knows what she means.
âI think youâre so hot,â she says, and she giggles again as he smirks and brushes past her.
âI canât tonight sweetheart.â He says gently and she pouts. Sheâs exactly the kind of girl who wouldnât have given him the time of day just a few months ago. Now that heâs not looking itâs hilarious how much he has to turn down.
Speaking of slutty blonds, he approaches Art in the nick of time. Heâs started making out with one boy, while the other is holding his drink.
âThis his?â Patrick asks the guy with the drink and he nods, looking Patrick over. Patrick takes the glass from him and swallows the rest of it, all while Artâs pressing his tongue down the other manâs throat. He slams the glass down on the bar and grabs Art by the arm. Art stumbles back, lips wet, eyes glassy. Confused to see Patrick there. âHey. UmâŠsorry I had to wait forever for a drink,â he hiccups, sheepishly.
âI bet,â Patrick says, fixing his hair and pulling his shirt back down so his mid drift his covered. Tashi put him in eyeliner and itâs all smudged now. Silly boy. Hes so fucking handsome. No way around it. He grew up pretty. And now heâs a tennis superstar. Not that he even needs that to get this type of attention.
âWhoâs he?â Artâs kissing partner asks.
âMy umâŠthis is⊠I donât know⊠my boyfriend?â Art says, looking at Patrick, his eyes all sparkly.
âHey boyfriend, Iâm Jack and thatâs my boyfriend. Kissing partner gestures to the guy who was holding Arts drink. âYou all wanna go downstairs and have some fun?â
âYeah,â Art says and Patrick wraps his arm around his waist to keep him from going back for another kiss.
âSorry Jack, maybe next time,â Patrick says.
Jack looks irritated, he glares at Patrick and then turns his gaze back to Art. âIs that what you want?â
âYeah,â Art says, obediently.
âFine, hope you enjoyed the drink,â Jack frowns, walking off with his boyfriend in tow.
âI swear I didnât ask him to buy it,â Art says, looking at Patrick.
âOh I know,â Patrick says. âYou want another?â
Art nods, and Patrick waves at the bartender. Artâs anxiously chewing his gum, one hand gripping Patrickâs t-shirt like he needs him. Patrick imagines him in a collar. On his knees like a giddy little puppy dog. Eager to do whatever he and Tashi ask and he has to reach into his pocket to adjust himself. The bartender approaches and smiles at Art, clearly she knows who he is. She looks too young to be a bartender but she leans in when Patrick asks for two more whiskey sours. He knows Tashi will just drink whatever he brings so he doesnât bother with another drink.
âI love you guys,â the bartender comes back around and pushes the drinks forward. âItâs on the house.â
Patrick raises his glass to her and she smiles but itâs clear sheâs got eyes for Art whoâs busy saying âThank you so much!â
Patrick tugs at him and guides him downstairs. Heâs getting attention as they walk through the crowd, eyes follow him, people reaching for him, touching him. Boys, girls, younger, older, same age, it doesnât seem to matter. The funniest part is that heâs hardly the most famous person there. But itâs all so hush hush. And absolutely fucking anything goes.
Downstairs the lights are down so low, your eyes have to adjust to realize whatâs happening. Thereâs a general area where there are people in the various stages of intercourse. People who like to watch, self-pleasuring. People in different positions, gay, straight, threesomes, foursomes, swingers. On chairs and sofas, on the floor, Patrick can only compare it to a bath house or the backroom at a really popular gay club, so much moaning and groaning writhing. Art lingers, watching as he sips his drink and Patrick lets him for a moment, before pulling him towards room number 8. He presses his wristband against the scanner and it unlocks for them.
When the door closes Art is suddenly giddy, he leans against the door gazing at Patrick.
âYou remember the safeword?â Patrick says softly.
âCinnamon,â Art says and he leans in, kissing him.
âStop,â Patrick says, taking a breath and pushing him back against the door. Patrick feels a little dizzy but he manages to pull Art towards the leather sofa. The private room is fully stocked with snacks, water and champagne. Thereâs tons of condoms organized by size and six different flavors of packet sized lube. There are mints and chewing gum. Thereâs even wet wipes and hand sanitizer. Art puts his glass down on the table.
âCan you fuck me first?â Art whispers, sitting too close, grabbing at Patrickâs zipper.
âYou want to get in trouble?â Patrick says, softly.
âWhy? Are you gonna tell on me?â Art smirks.
Patrick is so fucking weak for shit like this, especially when heâs been at least half hard since they walked in the club. Since Tashi brought up going to the club in the first place, actually. âFucking behave,â Patrick groans, pushing Artâs hands away. He needs Tashi to show up now or he knows heâs gonna end up doing whatever Art asks him to. He swallows down whatâs left of his whiskey and puts his glass down. Art is so antsy heâs running his mouth talking about last time, how heâd been between two boys, getting fucked while he was fucking someone else. He really liked that. Tashi liked it too. She made them replay it at home, she pegged him while he fucked Patrick. And then Patrick laid down between her legs and kissed her until she cried.
The memories along with soft sound of Artâs voice as he rambles incessantly is setting Patrickâs teeth on edge, heâs this close to making Art cock warm him if only just to shut him up.
Thankfully Tashi doesnât make them wait too much longer. The electronic whir of the lock sounds and she walks in with two guys, one tall and thin with longer dark hair and the other one her height when sheâs in heels, heâs stocky and muscular. âDid you miss me?â She asks.
âYeah,â Art sits up eagerly.
âFuck. He looks even better in person,â long dark hair says.
âDoesnât he?â Tashi approaches them. She climbs on the sofa, straddling Artâs lap and settles there. He looks up at her like sheâs a real life angel and he needs to pray. âHi baby.â He whispers. Hands sliding up her thighs, making her dress ride up. Patrick shifts in his seat. One of the guys nudges the other and they both smile.
âHi,â Tashi says, fingers on the back of his head. âWeâre gonna play a little game okay?â
Art bites his lip and nods.
âI need you to say it out loud,â Tashi says, firmly. Like sheâs talking to one of the many people she works with to manage Artâs career.
âOkay,â Art says. She glances at Patrick, a little smirk on her lips and then looks back at Art.
âOkay,â she says, gentle again. âThatâs Zach,â she points to the tall long haired one. And thatâs Kevin. You guys know of Art and Patrick.â
âOh yes,â Kevin says and Zach echoes, âMmhm.â
âGood,â she says. She pulls down her hair, most of it was tied off with a silk scarf, now her curls fall onto her shoulders. She takes the scarf and uses it as a blindfold, covering Artâs eyes.
âTashâ umââ Art stammers.
âRelax, itâs part of the game.â She says lightly. âCan you see me?â
âNo, umâŠâ
She waves her hands in front of him quite close and when he doesnât react she smiles. âGood. Since you like it so much, youâre gonna give each of them a blow job. Zach, Kevin and Patrick.â
âMm,â Art licks his lips.
âIf you can get them all off in less than 8 minutes, you get to come tonight. If you can guess which one is Patrick, Iâll let him get you off before we leave this room. You canât use your hands but everything else is fair game. Theyâre each gonna be as quiet as possible,â she says looking around. âBut if you can figure it out by their breathing or something else thatâs fine.â
âOkay,â Art says, hitching his hips up into her.
âLast thing⊠obviously your mouth will be too busy for the safe word. Iâm keeping my arm right here. She rests it on his upper thigh. If you need to stop pinch me. Iâll stop it no matter how light or hard you squeeze so donât pinch unless thatâs what you mean.â
âOkay,â Art hums.
She climbs off his lap and heâs already hard. She smiles and holds her finger to her lips looking around the room. Then she holds up two fingers and points at Patrick. Three fingers and she points at Zach. She holds up one finger and points at Kevin beckoning him over and he comes eagerly. She gestures for Patrick to get off the sofa. He takes a breath and stands up. Kevin smirks at him rubbing his cock as he walks forward. Artâs rubbing the leather sofa eagerly. Tashi settles next to him and rests her hand on his lap, he wraps his hand around her to keep her there.
âOkay number one,â Tashi says as Kevin approaches. She hands him a condom and he frowns but pulls it on anyway.
âDo I open?â Art asks.
âOne second,â Tashi says quietly. Kevin lets out an irritated breath and then presses himself up against Artâs lips. Art opens up right away.
âTime starts now,â Tashi says, looking at the digital clock on the wall. Heâs licking all over, like heâs trying to figure out how big he is. How thick. Playing his tongue along the length and diameter. Heâs not much smaller than Patrick. Itâs a good healthy sized, circumcised dick. Art licks his way down the shaft and back up again. Heâs orally fixated in the worst way so he doesnât waste too much time before taking it properly into his mouth. Kevin bites his lip and runs his fingers into Artâs hair. Tashi hits his arm.
âNo touching,â she says.
Art hums, lips stretched around his dick, Patrick adjusts himself and lets out a sigh. Tashi smirks at him. Grabs at the loops of his pants and brings him closer. Which is so tempting because Patrick is also eager to run his fingers through Artâs hair, call him a good boy for taking it so well. Art is breathing heavy, getting sloppy and wet with it. Tongue moving, head bobbing. Filthy sucking sounds as he works on getting him to come. All while Kevin has his fingers balled into fists and heâs all seized up.
Behind him, Patrick catches Zach touching himself idly.
Art is humming pretty consistently now, heâs so hard from this, to the point where Patrick can see the damp spot where precum is starting to stain his pants a darker shade.
Tashi is taking deep breaths. âOh baby. Oh it hasnât even been two minutes. Fuck.â She whispers. As Kevin makes a strangled sound and starts pumping his hips. Heâs breathing heavy when heâs done, Art still sucking on him like he canât stop. But Kevin pulls out, condom wet and shiny with saliva and full of semen. Tashiâs gripping Artâs thigh.
âTashi Iâmââ Art sighs breathless. âI canât touch myself?â
âNo baby,â Tashi says gently. âOkay number two,â she whispers.
Patrick unzips and takes himself in hand. Heâs about to wet Artâs lips with precum but Tashi hands him a condom too. Which makes perfect sense. He bites it open and eases it on. Itâs a fun little game. Cute idea. But Patrick really wants to fuck him so already heâs made up his mind to give himself away somehow. Artâs lips are all swollen and pink. He starts by licking again. Such a smart boy. Up and down the length and all over to gage the width. It feels so good, especially when he gets to the tip.
Patrick makes a soft sound and Tashi kicks him so he bites his lip.
âMm,â Art takes him in, breathing deep. Mouth so deliciously hot and wet. And heâs racing his tongue back and forth. Sucking hard. Moaning as he does it. Patrick canât help himself, heâs pushing back on him. Feeding every inch that he can into that perfect heated mouth. He likes to test his gag reflex when they do this. See how much Art can take. Face going pink, lips swollen red. Coughing up while come drips obscenely from his lips. He starts coughing and Tashi kicks him again. That doesnât stop Art for long. Heâs taking as much as he can, filling his mouth again. Trying so hard not to gag for it and Patrick canât believe heâs already this near to the edge. Thereâs something so hot about being this fucking desperate and holding it all in. This erotic silence. Just the constant rhythmic beat of the club's music and Tashi bouncing her knee. Art humming, moaning.
Kevin sighs and thatâs the moment Patrick remembers heâs still in the room. Artâs teasing his tongue on the underside of his cock head which feels incredible even through the thin layer of latex. Art flitting it back and forth in this spectacular dance that with every movement brings Patrick closer. He thrusts in and out and in and out andâ âFuck,â Patrick says helplessly and then heâs filling the condom.
Patrick fixates on the wetness of it as he pulls out. The condom soaked in saliva. More of it dripping from Artâs lips. Art is breathless. âWhat if I come byâ by accident?â Art says, gasping.
âYou wonât, baby,â Tashi says softly. âCome on number three.â
Zach picks up a condom.
âHow much time?â Art asks.
âYouâre doing so good,â Tashi says. âAbout 3 minutes left.â
Art licks his lips. He doesnât really test Zach out. Just takes it into his mouth. Zach is bigger than Patrick in girth, a little shorter in length. Circumcised of course. Patrick watches Art stretch his lips around him easy. Zach doesnât really stand a fucking chance. Heâd been so worked up watching Art blow Kevin and himself, Art manages to finish him off in 90 seconds. The whole time Patrick can feel the distant hint of arousal coming back and settling low in his stomach. Artâs still blindfolded, heâs sitting there rubbing his thighs eagerly as Zach pinches the condom off and throws it away.
âDid I do it?â Art asks.
âYes. Good job, baby,â Tashi sighs. âIâll let you come tonight. Now take your best guess. Which one was Patrick? One, two or three?â
âMm two,â Art says, little to no hesitation.
âHmm,â Tashi says, glaring briefly at Patrick. She then looks to the other two. âThanks for playing boys.â
âAny fucking time,â Zach says. âThat was fun.â
âIâm clean by the way, in case you want to do it without a condom next time,â Kevin says.
âIf you want a next time youâll have to wear one. No exceptions. Sorry,â Tashi says lightly.
âYeah, okay⊠just feels so much better without it. Whatâs the point of the constant tests if we always have to wear condoms right?â Kevin says condescendingly like Tashi is a silly girl who just doesnât get it.
âWell youâre fucking welcome to play with someone else next time then,â Patrick says coldly. âGoodnight.â
Kevin glares at him and then follows Zach out of the private room.
âYouâre a fucking cheater, Pat,â Tashi turns on him when the door shuts. She pulls off the blindfold.
âI didnât cheat.â Patrick says. ïżœïżœI followed all of your instructions, to the letter.â
Art is flushed, eyes glassy, lips red and swollen. Patrick canât help doing what he couldnât before and teasing his fingers into Artâs hair. He keens into the touch. So hard, heâs almost tenting in the tough fabric of his jeans.
âHowâd you know it was him?â Tashi asks Art, her tone gentle with him.
âIâI know how he feels.â Art says. âThe other two felt⊠different. Plus I could smell him. It made me want to touch.â
âMm fine, I guess I tried to get as close as I could.â Tashi says. âNext time Iâm giving you fucking five minutes to finish it all.â She smirks.
Art grins and she leans in and kisses him.
Heâs seeking her body immediately grabbing at her dress, she pushes him off.
âBehave. Get on the floor like a good boy,â Tashi tells him and Art slides off the sofa to get on his knees. Patrick can tell sheâs barely hanging by a thread. Her body is trembling for it.
She scoots forward, legs spread and Art barely wastes a second before heâs on his hands and knees, head buried between her thighs. Tashi is gazing up at Patrick, smiling before she lets out another sigh. Patrick feels himself getting hard again, arousal back in full force.
âShow Patrick how needy you are,â Tashi groans. Art is bent over, ass sticking out, mesh shirt riding up, moaning almost as much as she is and he reaches to undo his jeans.
Patrick sinks to his knees behind him and tugs the jeans down to expose his ass, all while reaching for a packet of lubricant from the table. It takes him no time at all to sink himself into the heat of Artâs body. And then theyâre all moaning. It feels like nirvana. Patrick canât focus on anything but this. Obsessed with the idea that he can have this all the fucking time. The therapist says they canât fuck away their problems but Patrick would argue this makes him work so much harder at therapy⊠just so they can keep doing this shit. Tashi comes first, Patrick knows her tells. He reaches for Artâs cock, knows he canât really come without stimulation. And all it takes is two strokes and heâs clenching around Patrick. Heated liquid spurting all over the place, spilling onto Patrickâs hand. Patrick fucks him into overstimulation before heâs coming inside. And then theyâre all breathless, giddy and so satisfied.
They lay in the room for a little bit longer after redressing and cleaning up a bit. Art chews gum and rests his head on Tashiâs lap while Tashi and Patrick are share one of the snacks. They talk about what just happened. Art back to his normal more centered self and Patrick admits to his fantasy about putting a collar on Art next time. And the way they both suddenly go silent, both of them fidgety, lets Patrick know theyâre into it.
They head upstairs so the space can be used by someone else and pick up their coats and phones from the check in. They wait for an uber. People passing by in a rush to get out of the cold. Kids hurrying in and out of other less exclusive clubs nearby. No one but other people exiting the club aware of what really goes on in there, or of what theyâve just been up to. Patrick smiles to himself, he already canât wait to go back.
Not to superwholock on main but if anyone likes Sherlock I encourage you to read the much better fic a cure for boredom on AO3 from which I blatantly stole the cinnamon safeword and got influenced by the sex club. That and someone said Mike Faist smells like cinnamon⊠đ€€
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Installing cameras in your room when I come to do some renovations because I just couldn't take the thought of no longer seeing you when the work was done.
It's not my fault, it's the way you looked at me in that gorgeous lacy slip when I arrived slightly earlier than you expected one day. It's the way my heart skipped when you walked in while I was working on the flooring, on my hands and knees, unable to sit up because then you'd see exactly what that view of your heels and stockings was doing to me.
Then when just watching you touch yourself through the camera wasn't enough, I'd let myself in with the key I'd copied, and bind you to your own bed. I'd have to gag you because I know that I'd obey any command that came from your mouth and I didn't want to risk you telling me to stop.
"please oh please, I'm sorry but I just need you so much" Don't worry, I'd apologise properly afterwards, and take whatever punishment you saw fit to give.
God, this is so fucking hot, I just sat here in bed and reread it like ten times before even thinking of a response.
Have I mentioned how much I fucking love when subs do creepy things like this? Like, aw, you want me so much that you're gonna surpass being a brat and take me without asking permission first? How terrible, I love it.
If I heard all that pretty grovelling, I'd have to fight back a smile even as I was being used. Thinking of all the ways I can make your voice break as you cry for me. Really fuck with your mind and make you feel that guilt tenfold.
Because if you'd just asked nicely, I would have given it to you. You think I didn't know what I was doing? Didn't notice the cameras or the way you stare and stumble over your words? I was already putting on a show for you, honey, and you just had to go and ruin it by cutting act one short, didn't you?
So now we have to do a rewrite. You'll be my pretty damsel in the lacey slip, bound but ungagged, because I wanna hear that pretty voice beg and sing praises to me. Let's see how long you can handle me milking you until you're fucked completely dumb for me â€ïž
#femdxm#fem domme#bd/sm switch#cnc stalking#cnc kidnapping#yandere#f0rced 0rgasm#b0ndage#sub yandere#loretta replies#thank you anon <3
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The Old Guard Fic Recs
So I've been a long time lurker within the fandom without ever getting particularly involved, but I wanted to show some appreciation for some of the super talented people who go here, because I have read a lot of incredible TOG fic.
Most (probably all) of these authors have loads of other amazing fics, but I've tried to just chose one from each, to keep the list a vaguely reasonable length. Although then I cheated and did some honourable mentions.
** just a note to say I started this list year (s) ago and forgot about it until literally today when I saw fic recs going round. Any of these fics I havenât put a description for itâs because I didnât do it at the time, and if I go back to reread them all this would never be posted, not through any lack of affection or enjoyment **
If any writers want tagging/ untagging etc please let me know! (i knew/ could find some blogs more easily than others lol)
Within Canon
Old Olives by aeli_kindara
Garden of Gethsemane mention = instant tears
Death in Her Hands by superblackmarket
Nile's growing relationship with Joe and Nicky. All of their fics are so beautifully written, but I especially love Nile's relationship with the boys and her facing her own immortality.
Honourable mention: Station to Station
Between the Hour and the Age by hauntedjaeger (@hauntedfalcon)
Andy! Nile!
Ouroboros by CypressSunn (@cypresssunns)
Set after the film, literally just read it.
compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience by Jack_R
A pair of early days Joe Nicky fics that reminds me of 'my wife is a bitch and i love her so much'
let's give them something to talk about by lacecat
When The Cherries White With Blossoms, Be Ready & Be Brave by chapstickaddict
Unearthed by merle_p
I think this is one of the most kudosed fics in the AO3 tag, but it deserves the hype!
Kidnapping for Dummies by Amiril
Similar to above, already very popular, but great and very funny!
The Last Man on Earth by Survivah (@optimismology)
I will admit I don't normally go for Booker/Nile, but this fic sold it to me. Looking at them and their developing relationship as the newer immortals.
Canon Divergent
Retrograde by Pinkninja
I mean this fic is the Big Bitch of the fandom for me, if you haven't already read this, where have you been? But also if you haven't already read this I am so jealous, read it and take your time with it and bawl your eyes out over it and appreciate the joy of reading it for the first time. The level of detail and planning in this fic is indescribable. It follows Nicky trapped in a Time Travellers Wife style life where he jumps back and forth throughout his own timeline, whilst Joe lives his life in chronological order. Exquisitely written.
If Never Again, If Every Day by gallifreyburning and takiki16 (@gallifreyburning, @takiki16)
Another absolute Titan of the genre. I know youâve already been recommended this 500 times, what more can I say.
though I'm dying to (fall in love with you) by yusufsmoon (@babygirlyusuf)
Travellers from an Antique Land by kaydeefalls (@kaydeefalls)
Andy, not Quỳnh, trapped under the sea. I love all their fics.
AUs
Makes Me Want You More by Sixthlight (@sixth-light)
Perhaps not the typical favourite choice from Sixthlight, one of my absolute favourite TOG authors, but one that is funny and lovely and sweet that I keep coming back to. Shorter than many of theirs but perfectly formed.
pumpkin gnocci verse (series) by Liadan14 (@bewires)
I mean it's got estranged family, suspenseful chronological structure, cooking, spies, intimate and honest sex scenes, hilarious misunderstandings involving keeping halal, lovely found family moments, and the actual recipes used. What more do you want.
The Reality of Everything by Marbletopempire
One of the fics I desperately waited for each instalment for. Very funny, lots of sexual tension, plenty of Cate Blanchette spotting opportunities.
sine qua non by mellyflori (@werebearbearbar)
One of the first of their fics I read, with a very sweet build up of misunderstanding to friends to lovers, involving growing up, discovering sexuality, trying to be nice about your best friend's bad boyfriend, and a long suffering sofa.
The Brooklyn Verse (series) by GayLittleEarring, yusufsmoon, nicelytousled (@marwankenzarisgaylittleearring @babygirlyusuf @nicelytousled)
I saw the creation of this on Tumblr before it was a fic, and it lived up to every expectation. Very sweet and sincere, with lots of great discussions about art, whilst also very funny (Lamp the free loader, Joe sending thirst traps out of irritation) and hot. ItalianAmericanNickyfromBrooklyn and Joe my beloveds.
a good (eighth) impression by deaniker
I love a good hook-up to 'oh shit I have feelings' fic, and this is even more entertaining because Nicky is Lykon's ex, and Joe has very much seen him at his worst.
You do not have to be good by emjee (MerryHeart) (@emjee)
At one point a tumblr post about Joe the Professor and Nicky the Priest got very popular, and I'm not sure if this fic was inspired by that, but is one of the great fics with similar concepts. Such a lovely, gentle fic about love and also identity, featuring also Nile and a very sweet snail.
it's such an almighty sound (series) by raedear (@raedear)
A secret service AU that goes full enemies to lovers, with lots of tension, plotting, betrayal, frustration, and tenderness.
Honourable mention: take my hand (you got me rockin' and rollin')
fight 'til the day that i die 'verse by incurableromancer
Suspenseful, noir, super hero AU that has such a great writing style and is very atmospheric.
if you do take a thief by knoepfchen (@knoepfchen)
Cluedo style AU with lots of fun twists and slow building of backstories, with the whole gang.
Honourable mention: life is not the things that we do (it's who we're doing them with)
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i think we as a society don't acknowledge boxer!aki from ch. 46 enough
when he gets animated..... huuu...... uuuuu... godddddd I can't muster a single coherent thought like JUST LOOK AT HIM......
and the way aki fought this guy who looks way more buff than him but aki didn't even break a sweat!!! aki doesn't even look tired!!!!!! he's so lean and tall and pretty in that one panel like what if I just died fyfucikkkk
#I really need to reread the chainsaw man manga#manga aki is just... so close to my heart... like you wouldn't believe#like it's all aki and he's so precious to me#but compared to the anime... manga aki is like........ my baby#I just look at him and I feel this very strong uncontrollable instinct#to hug him tightly and rock him back and forth and cry#cry into his chest maybe#he's so lovely and now it's been a few years so he reminds me of such happy times#he's so beautiful so beautiful so beautiful#guys I forgot to take. my pills and it made my hormones go crazy and now I'm filled with emotion#anon I'm sorry for hijacking your super old ask to rant about my affections for aki but I love you and I see you#boxer aki is everything#ask mags
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I was only today years old when I realized that Trafalgar Law's names are probably references to two battles that led in our real life history to a certain emperor (Napoleon)'s defeat.
*arrives 10 years late with a meta post because of a realization*
uhh Dressrosa spoilers, I guess.
Trafalgar and Waterloo... Water Law.
In One Piece world that emperor being Doflamingo, who suffered two major loses thanks to Law's existence:
First being cca 13 years ago from the main storyline - at the Minion Island where Corazon managed to get the Op-op devil fruit for Law and saving his life from Doflamingo. On that island, Doflamingo lost both Corazon and the devil fruit he wanted to much to get his hands on, as well as Law, someone who he wanted to use as the sacrifice to get the immortality via the devil fruit's powers.
Tbh I haven't really heard about the Trafalgar battle before today. When I first heard about Trafalgar Law as character while I started to read One Piece only cca 5 months ago, I only thought "huh, isn't that a square in England, I was there on a trip once" but didn't look more into it now.
So I just skimmed throught the wiki pages of those battles, I don't know all the details, I don't want to compare it too much, but some maybe similarities/parallels that piqued my interest:
The Battle of Trafalgar were the spanish-france forces against english navy, and Donquixote/Dressrosa arc including all those spanish themes, as well as Law being from the North Blue (where Sanji and Mont Blanc Noland are/were also from) being a bit influenced by France, plays interesting role when this happened in North Blue as a prelude to what would 13 years later happen in Dressrosa (the birdcage, Doflamingo's rule, the puppets, etc).
This part of the Trafalgar battle describing the british was at first outnumbered, that the spanish had more ships along with one of their biggest one:
reminded me of how Corazon himself faced with the whole Donquixote family, including Doflamingo:
and some more interesting similarities how the "hero" of the battle died even before it ended:
but thanks to his informations, the Navy later arrived, and Law got away.
(even on the wiki of the Trafalgar battle there were mentions of some false informations, previous pursuits of the ships and admirals etc, so that vibe kind of fits.)
I haven't read much about the Waterloo battle, except how known it is for being the final defeat of Napoleon, by Coalition armies - which would nicely parallel to Law and Luffy starting their own Alliance during Dressrosa, and thanks to that it caused for Luffy to be there to beat Doflamingo once and for all.
Some other small details I noticed:
The Don Quixote book was apparently first published in two parts, one in 1605 and the other in 1615.
The battle of Trafalgar happened in 1805, and the battle of Waterloo in 1815.
I found one person even connecting the date when was published the chapter of Doflamingo's deafeat in Dressrosa - 18th of June, 2015, which is the same date only 200 years later after Napoleon's defeat at Waterloo.
I love that in some sense both battles have in common water, and for the One Piece world that is connected with pirates and ships - with the historical aspects the battle of Trafalgar being a naval battle, and Waterloo for the Water in Trafalgar D. Water Law - he concealed his full name from Doflamingo for all those years, his secret name as well as the will of the Ds. - for our world a possible reference if one looks more that he really was meant to be Doflamingo's downfall.
There's just something beautiful about Law's whole existence to be a sort of a foretelling of the fall of one of the emperors of the sea, just by having these names. And it's not just the names of his, but the parallels to the situations and results of the incidents taking place at those locations.
It's literally a middle finger to Doflamingo:
#anyway.. i had some law feels bc of this#trafalgar law#trafalgar d water law#one piece#donquixote rosinante#donquixote doflamingo#donquixote corazon#one piece meta#gif:op meta#mine#long post#there could be so much more said about this connection to how law saved luffy and luffy in turned saved him.#how law carries Corazon in his heart as someone that needs to be remembered#how small doflamingo was told that because of his lineage and haki he's meant to be the king of all seas#this was all bc of a book i wanted to start rereading that has nothing to do with one piece. but the first sentence was a setting opening#'93 years after trafalgar' and just that made me remembered oh! naval battle on the seas with the same name as a beloved character!#now i can hopefully go back to start rereading that book lol
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Kinda started rereading Dressrosa and... Although I always chalked up the similarities between Crocodile's plan to take over Alabasta and how Doflamingo took over Dressrosa as nothing but Oda reusing similar plot elements but in a slightly different way (just to show us what could've become of Alabasta had Croc gotten away with his schemes, what Luffy helped prevent from happening to begin with)...
Robin's reaction to hearing the story of Dressrosa and HOW Doflamingo took over the country, that simple little "...!!", actually does kind of speak volumes
Like if you wanted canonical evidence to Crocodile having been "inspired" by Doflamingo, then yeah, Robin would be The Person who would pick up on that, she'd be the person who'd be like "hey, that story sounds awfully familiar to what Crocodile did", since he was her boss
Do want to note that, timeline-wise, Doflamingo only took over Dressrosa 10 years ago, where as Crocodile had been Scheming and establishing his position as the Hero of Alabasta for 16 years. Like Croc's intent to obtain Pluton and create his military nation utopia absolutely pre-dates Doffy's takeover, so that wasn't and can't have been inspired by Doflamingo at all. It's more just the plan and method Crocodile ended up going with (framing the king (through a bloodbath) and putting the country in a position without a ruler where he could just yoink it for himself with ease) where the similarity becomes more obvious. But it is also kind of where it ends. Doflamingo wanted Dressrosa because he felt like he was entitled to the island (as his family had been its original rulers and he was a Tenryuubito), and was using the island for his own gains (Smile manufacturing etc, for his dealings with Kaidou), all while having a great distain and hatred of the world and how he had been "wronged" (=Tenryuubito rights revoked). Meanwhile... yeah, Crocodile wanted to create a "utopia", only targetting Alabasta because he believed Pluton was there and because Pluton would be needed for his ideal military nation. That minor difference and Crocodile's clear and great distain and hatred of Doflamingo combined...
Yeah, I dunno, this is just interesting to me. God I need Robin and Crocodile to have a lil reunion chat
#Moon posting#OP Meta#Coming to learn that the most import panels in One Piece are the ones where a character has a thought bubble going ''...''#Tabled at a convention on Saturday and I had nothing else to do while waiting for my train/on the train lmao#I've only read through Dressrosa twice so I have been craving to reread it for a while now (but I had been saving it up for con trips)#Dressrosa is so fucking good. Like I'll be first to admit I did not enjoy it when it was first unfolding in the early 2010s#But rereading it... It's good man. It's good#Dressrosa gets to much shit it doesn't deserve#Sidenote but yes people are quick to point out how Doffy's crew has DFs that're just more powerful versions of what Baroque Works had#I do not think Croc was recruiting people based on their Devil Fruits like that though. Like that I think really is just Oda reusing ideas#'Cause literally the only people in Baroque Works who Crocodile actually and specifically *needed* to do his thing were Robin (Poneglyph)#And Bon-chan to impersonate Cobra (and thinking about it Galdino+Marianne could've been like a Back Up)#(Like had something happened to Bon-chan then 3 Pair could've created a wax replica of Cobra to frame him for the port attack)#All the other tasks? Could've been done by literally anyone (as long as they were competent enough)#(Maybe Miss Merry Christmas was required for Cobra's kidnapping though considdering how fast she could haul ass etc)
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Well.
#(I'm back)#It was. Uhm. A chapter#First of all: I'm ENDLESSLY GRATEFUL to the person who sent me the translation basically as soon as the chapter came out.#I even did like 90% of typesetting but didn't finish it because I had to go out#(aka with my friends were literally knocking out at my room and I couldn't make it any more late lol)#Mixed feelings about it? Mostly because there's so much exposition... I'll need to reread it another three times before it sinks in#The color page is AMAZING 10000000000000/10 I love my sskks so much they're so cute I love them so much they're so cute.#Easily the best part of the chapter.#The color page was? Very very pretty too? Like a lot more than usual if you ask me! I can't wait for the volume cover đ„șđ„ș#It should come out soon shouldn't it? Usually color spreads / pages open the volume...#Akutagawa fake dying again is funny. Like it isssss but also. Idk it's a little lame how we're changing the pov from ss/kk again :/#I can't even tell if I'm being biased or if it's an actual storytelling critique. I don't care right now I just want to see Akutagawaâ#being cool rather than. You know. Dead on the ground.#That said! It's also very funny and touches my sense of humor precisely.#Like yeah Akutagawa being like the second strongest pm member and overall one of the most powerful ability user in the worldâ#that everyone fears (and I know he is! He is indeed for real!)#And yet he always ends up face to the ground đđđ Like if we don't count the ss/kk fights he literally only ever won against Hawthorne.#And even then he failed to kill him and Mitchell. It's so funny to me. I love him. He's so pathetic#âWow! Akutagawa is so cool and invincible now!â *ends up biting the dust not even two chapters later*#It's okay because I love him. He's very very powerful and he's also very very pathetic I love that for him#That said :/ I don't really care about Fukuzawa :/ Idk :/ Like :/#Don't get me wrong I LOVE Fukuzawa (I don't. I'm mostly neutral towards him) but this is the ss/kk moment man :/ Whatchu doin#That's about it. Let's see what the next chapter brings!#Everything accounted for I'm glad there wasn't like. A ss/kk kiss or any other big big ss/kk moment#(although Atsushi admiring Akutagawa and thinking about his eyes has its fair share of neatness to it!!)#Because with everything going on this evening I really would have been let down to miss it#But I keep hope for the next chapters!! Please...#random rambles#Had tons of fun typesetting! Even though I don't think there's a point in posting it now. But would love to do it again in the future!#bsd spoilers
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this is a test
#iâm bored i just wanna see how many words i can put in the tags like will it just keep going on forever or will they stop me like i know th#the tag limit is 30 ok so the iindividual tag limit is 140 characters thatâs actually so rude i wanted to keep going forever and see how lo#g this could be but i guess we can do this 30 times ok what the flip should i talk about hm i was playing the guitar today but i rage quit#ause the song was hard and hurting my fingers! ermmmmm it was sunny ok this is boring letâs think of more exciting things to type hmmm acco#ding to all known laws of aviation- jk iâm not doing the bee movie script but can you imagine i think that would be funny hmmmmm words i lo#e podcasts so bad thatâs a fact no one has ever know before my blog definitely isnât all about audio dramas the people are definitely not a#ready aware of this jesus christ this is only the seventh one of these this is actually quite a lot of space i underestimated how much i ha#e to type btw thereâs probably spelling mistakes in here somewhere or autocorrect has been annoying but i cba to retype anything so i donât#care lolllllllllllll how do you feel about oscar malevolent i feel a normal amount actually (lie) yk what i really miss sam and colin alrea#y like iâm actually not okay i really hope we hear from sam again in s2 and also colin ngl i hope ur in the computers soz or not dead miss#im like a bastard my paranoid it king ok erm im running out of things to say um heartstopper s3 was crazy good i cried lmao i love gay peop#e so much itâs crazy i hope it gets renewed for s4 i need to reread the comics lowkey and the books theyâre all so talented for being so yo#ng it scares me ngl !!!!!! the tmagp hiatus is getting to me slightly like february in reality is soon and not that far away for how podcas#ts go but seriously how am i supposed to live until then without knowing what happened. please colin be alive. ive only just realised i can#use fills stops. sorry thatâs made everything a bit messy. i shouldâve been doing this before. whoops. anyways. hi mutuals i love you all s#much i hope you enjoy my rambles and shitposts cause i enjoy yours very much! never think youâre being annoying i literally donât care be a#annoying as you want posts as much as you want i am ur biggest fan <3 im getting a bit fatigued from typing like my mind is blank basically#now itâs just turned into a. stream of consciousness but i donât really have any thoughts to put here idk if weâre halfway ermmmm omg itâs#lmost halloween how crazy is that time is flying by i kinda forgot it was october lmao. itâs wild how itâs basically almost christmas. like#what. thatâs illegal. how is it wintertime again. what the flip. i miss summer already take me backkkkkkk. i hope my phone doesnât crash or#smth cause iâve not saved this as a draft and i cba to do any of this again. maybe i should save it. ok i will when i reach the next tag bc#ok it stopped me but iâve saved it and holy jesus itâs a lot of text im just sat here giggling thereâs really no point to any of this other#than me being bored sooooooooooooooooo (imagine if i just did the letter o for every character wouldnât that be crazy) so wait thereâs 140#haracters and 30 tags so whatâs 30 x 140. someone hurry. i havenât done maths lessons in two and a half years iâve forgotten everything wai#let me get the calculator app ok im back it said 4100 characters so. i dont know how many words that roughly is but its. a decent amount. o#what the flip why am i wasting tag space with maths. i hate maths. my screen time has been actually soooooooooo bad recently like damn some#one put my phone in a block of ice please joshua gillespie style. my mind is running out of things to say. do i talk about myself. im james#im 18 which is weird cause wdym im an adult go away. ive run out of facts. i love podcasts and procedural dramas that stupid firefighter sh#w is my life unfortunately. i think chappell roan should be the queen of england instead of king charles. i dont like having a king cause#ho needs men in power not me. ok um this is the last tag equal rights for all. yolo. the time will pass anyways! thank u boredom ok bye gn:
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Wait shit people might actually care about me
#sorryyy for the personal posts lmao just not having a great time lately . ill go back to posting abt fandom stuff soon dw#hopefully the self loathing phase is over now cuz i really didnt enjoy that!#mf got me thinking thay everyone secretly hates me n itd be better if i was dead ahahaha#but like. my friends talk to me daily. my mutuals love me. i didnt go to school for like 3 days and my classmate who im kindaaa friends wit#texted me saying. and i quote âHi [name]. I know its late but i hope your doing well. Hope to cya tmr.â (the full stops symbolize each text#cuz she sent three seperate texts)#and i was just. so flabbergasted at that#i didnt rlly think anyone would really notice if i was gone#i didnt think anyone cared me enough for that#i thought theyd just be indifferent to it#also i sound pathetic rn but i reread that girl's text over n over again when she sent rhat. was literally on the brink of tears#and i just. wow.#people might actually care for me. they might actuallynotice when im gone. they might actually miss me#ive been so inside my head n thinking allat bad stuff about myself that i. didnt think that people might see me differently than the way#i saw myself#really and truly i love you guys so much#even if we've never talked to each pther before or interact very little. i appreciate all of you. you guys rock#anyways aha i should stop rambling now loll. as for now i think im doing a bit better#life still sucks but hey at least i have my friends. at least i dont hate myself anymore now#at least now i dont believe that everyone was being friends with me out of pity#thank you all for everything :')#man i need a hug rn lmao#tw vent#tw sui implied#tw sui ideation#tw self loathing#tw self destructive behavior#<- dw about the tags i dont feel/do those anymore#if you wanna talk to me abt this or just talk in general hit me up!! i love talking to ppl i dont like being alone xd#love youu <33
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It's that time again where a random song makes me think of a wof character, this time it's Homesick by Noah Kahan with Flame
Do what you want with that information
#idk. just how the song is about hating where you're stuck but still feeling unable to leave no matter how much you hate that place#yeah I'm probably projecting but I feel that since he got so used living with the talons that he doesn't know what to do with himself now-#that he's not needed to act as backup anymore#that plus I feel the song's sad yet angry energy captures him well#wof#wings of fire#flame wof#phoenix rereads wof#might come back to this when I have a refresher on all the flame stuff but yeah. there you go#random song relation time
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itâs missing takaba hours
#need him back NOW#iâve been thinking of him a lot latelyâŠâŠ pookie bear đđ meowmeow đđđ#his backstory was just. sosososo good. iâve been rereading the kenkaba fight n i just⊠love it so bad#that One panel where heâs crying and slurping up noodles I LOVE YOUUUUU SIRâŠ.#he dragged his way up to my favorites iâll never let him go đđ#heâs mommy to me btw#but above all else heâs my bestie. i would laugh at all his jokes iâm a real one#ari noises â©
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i've already written about these quotes in my own drrr novel notes but i have to post about it here too just because i need to speak about it again but
narita describing izaya as 'very difficult to grasp or classify' here in his first real appearance and introduction is so UGHHHHH it's so fucking good. izaya is like an enigma and he is so complex and he's got all these things going on with him that all work to make him so so so beautiful and so i just really like that narita worded it like that. i love to observe izaya like he's a specimen under the microscope.
the other things i highlighted were also very important to me i think the 'anything that wasn't himself' is also a good glimpse into izaya's personality and the way his mind works. 'equally pleasant face' i just like that one cause i like when they call him beautiful in the story . <3
this also made me feel like i was going to ascend from my couch first time i reread it a while back. how interesting is it that narita describes mikado's feeling as though his 'entire existence would be denied' by the very man who so obviously struggles with facing his own humanity and instead chooses to see himself as an omnipotent figure. i just idk i'm not even going to try and get further into it bc i'm already like just feeling like i need to start rolling around and pulling my hair out but my god i love izaya orihara so much he truly is the goat he is MY goat đđđ
#do u know how hard it was for me to type out coheremt thoughts on this instead of just going#RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH and adding 30 reaction images#anyways. opened up adobe acrobat just to highlight the text in cute colors.#i need to get back to my drrr novel reread/annotating bc i have so many thoughts about izaya#but the main thing stopping me other than school is that#i have it all on my izaya site... and i dont even have a set layout for it yet...#if anything i am really unhappy with how it currently is because the quote(s) and my annotations are all together#and i want them separate.#actually the way i did the shizaya fob lyrics thing is inspiring me to just go and use tooltips but like.#i dont like to use js when i dont need to...#i might just try doing a side by side thing but then i'd have to use scrollboxes to ensure the sdame height#sorry. sorrey. rambling again. i will be quite now#mine
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