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meownotgood · 18 days ago

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i think we as a society don't acknowledge boxer!aki from ch. 46 enough

when he gets animated..... huuu...... uuuuu... godddddd I can't muster a single coherent thought like JUST LOOK AT HIM......

and the way aki fought this guy who looks way more buff than him but aki didn't even break a sweat!!! aki doesn't even look tired!!!!!! he's so lean and tall and pretty in that one panel like what if I just died fyfucikkkk

#I really need to reread the chainsaw man manga #manga aki is just... so close to my heart... like you wouldn't believe #like it's all aki and he's so precious to me #but compared to the anime... manga aki is like........ my baby #I just look at him and I feel this very strong uncontrollable instinct #to hug him tightly and rock him back and forth and cry #cry into his chest maybe #he's so lovely and now it's been a few years so he reminds me of such happy times #he's so beautiful so beautiful so beautiful #guys I forgot to take. my pills and it made my hormones go crazy and now I'm filled with emotion #anon I'm sorry for hijacking your super old ask to rant about my affections for aki but I love you and I see you #boxer aki is everything #ask mags

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nibbelraz · 1 year ago

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When your brother wants to betray the powerful demon king you both work for but you know that's NOT going to end well so you try to convince him not to do it but he's also seen those LUSTFUL gazes you do to said demon and calls you out

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hannibalismos-jaaneman · 1 year ago

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sometimes i think about what would have happened if richard had died instead of henry and the rest of the book had been narrated the song of achilles style and it hurts

#raj shitposting #imagine had the fight led to the gun being thrown out the window. had henry seen that richard was shot. had the ambulance been too late..#that is the saddest thought i've ever had #henry would quit college. buy the estate he had seen with richard. live there with all his stuff and sob into his clothes like a baby...#he'd go to california every christmas and spend the time alone in some stupid hotel and become absolutely fucking unhinged.#he'd tend to richard's mother because ofc his father would run away from home that was the kind of man he was.#and he'd call no one but his own mother for her funeral because no one else would be bothered.#he'd send some money to richard's father along with the news and go about living his life like a goddamn widow.#that's the perfect word. widow. henry would be nothing but a widow.#the bmw would be the worst thing in his possession. he'd think about selling it but he wouldn't.#he'd think that anytime he had a semblance of thought that maybe richard was with him.. it would be in that fucking car.#he wouldn't sell it out of superstition that the car was the only place where he could safely feel richard and fall apart in his memory.#he'd cry like a madman every damn day in that car.while getting groceries.visiting francis at the country house.going for dinner with them.#he'd probably get a portrait done of richard. maybe of a photo of richard in some fancy clothes francis took at the country house.#yk those times rich people ugly cry by a full size painting in a burgundy robe with wine spilled on the floor by them clutching their chest #as if in physical pain and agony? that would be my man henry.#he'd be too out of his mind to even remember that maybe that day he killed charles too because nothing seems to matter anymore.#henry winter #richard papen #winterpapen #tsh #donna tartt #the secret history #literati

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lotus-duckies · 10 months ago

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There's something very interesting to me about the fact that Boboiboy consistently calls Yaya "Mimi" during his memory loss episodes

Clearly, he still has some memory, and there's something compelling him to believe her name is Mimi when he can't remember it's Yaya, something that happens even when they first met

And it's conveniently the same name as his old cat.

Maybe Boboiboy looked at her and was like "oh she's like Mimi" for whatever reason and it just stuck in his brain

#maybe yaya brings a sense of comfort just as his cat did #while also proceeding to do something utterly batshxt #“hey why do you call me mimi all the time”#“oh it's cause i had this cat named mimi i really loved her she laid on my chest when i got anxious”#*image of yaya crying*#do you see my vision #boboiboy #yaya yah #boboiboy galaxy #boboiboy galaxy season 2 #bbb #bbbg #bbbglxs2 #boboiboy season 1

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armandposting · 3 months ago

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anyway what if Daniel catches up with armand and he holds Armand's face in both hands and he asks is it quiet now

#well I thibk armand would shove his face into Daniel's chest and clutch his shirt with both hands and maybe cry a little #but in any event he will not be moving for five to seven business hours. sorry Daniel

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screechingfromthevoid · 3 months ago

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"I don't think I have anymore hard nos" EXCUSE ME MR. O'BRIEN CAN WE TAKE THAT BACK A SECOND

#silver sending stones #cr 3 e 60 #im going to cry #orym of the air ashari #i was talking to a friend about orym and how hes just a good dude. and how he just. was living his life. loving hus husband. protecting his #leader. he was just. happy. and then his whole life was taken from him. his husband his father his sense if safety at home. all gone in a #moment. and he wandered for a bit. and he mourned. he mourned for six years. because how do you go on living when your future was torn from #you?#and then he met these people. all five of them so different from anyone he ever met before. even the impressive people in high places. these #new people they... they have a moment to them. they have a path and a destiny. and maybe thats what orym needed. a direction. a wind to ride #it was only after them that it seemed his own destiny called him. if he could call it that. hed hate to think that his deatiny included his #husband having to die. a start of his distaste for destiny.#idk... orym and i seem to think about that moment where he put a sword to Dorian's chest every day.#i dont think exu orym would recognize modern day orym #and idk how orym feels about that #anyone can justify anything with “i did what had to be done”#i wonder...#okay tags longer than the post again bye

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hartxstarr-art · 7 months ago

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last night, my dream wasnt clear if wolfwood was my brother or my best friend from childhood but i had a vision where he would get impaled by several crosses and die a horrible death like that. so i desperately tore off every cross he had on him but realized that there was one that he would never let me take away. and as i knelt there breaking down, he tried to comfort me saying “its okay its okay” knowing that he would die. and then i woke up. and i have to live with that memory.

#doodles #fanart #trigun #nicholas d. wolfwood #it me #there was a rosary two cuff links and the rest of his coat buttons.#i woke up with that ache in your chest you get from crying a lot. it was horrible.#idk if he was my biological brother but what really mattered was that we were inseparable and i couldnt fathom living without him.#i put emphasis on him maybe being my brother brother because he gave off the same energy my older brother does #i cant describe it. His Aura. when im around my older brother theres a certain feeling i get. its a weird staticy feeling. on the inside.#around my brain and my chest.#anyways.#edit: THIS FUCKING HAPPENED???? vision of a vision im losing my mind.#<- still reading the manga

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opens-up-4-nobody · 7 months ago

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#oh lads. its not looking good for my genomics exam on Thursday. its all fucked #i dunno. its just been a weird day. bc one of my lab mates is getting ready to go to the astr0biology science conference #and its just so wild how i got here. into the perfect position. i have a great advisor. a great phd project. a committee member who is super #integrated with n4sa astr0biology projects. and so many of the instructors are amazing. my genomics prof is terrifyingly smart #so is my advisor and his wife. and the program is great. ecology and Evolution. its perfect. its all perfect #and yet. and yet. it just feels like its all falling apart. ive lost that compulsive thing thats always set in my chest #and now all i want to do is lay on the floor and cry and sleep and not do anything. why am i so tired?#its just so frustrating. and im sure ive got the most wretched vibes bc im constantly like 1 comment away from bursting into tears #like 2 weeks and its done. then im off to find a summer job. and find a long term job. and consider throwing away everything ive ever worked #toward. just let it all burn. im so tired. and i dont get to see my therapist until Monday. thats gonna b fun #hi. hello. since last i saw you my life has crumbled into pieces. ugh. i just dont wanna fail this genomics exam but it looks like that's #where we're headed. maybe i should have just dipped out of these last 3 weeks. but no. i didnt want to leave the lady i ta for 100 lab #reports to unexpectedly have to grade 4 days before grades are due. ugh. itll b fine. i mean it wont but whatever #unrelated

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hairtusk · 1 year ago

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#on the train home from my boyfriend's place in the late afternoon sunlight. all the fields of wheat look golden.#i had a dream last night where i was carrying an infant son on my hip and he had a crown of dark curly hair #i woke up with a strange feeling in my stomach and an insatiable craving for a food i rarely eat #though i'm sure that the symptoms of early pregnancy and the after effects of drinking very heavily for 4 days are very similar #the sun makes me miss my beloved.#i've only just waved goodbye to him and pressed my hand against the glass of the train window to meet his on the other side.#he makes me feel so loved. i feel proud to wear his ring and that he wears mine. i have a lock of his hair & a love letter in my gold locket #the train just passed by a field full of birds of prey. grouse maybe. it went by too fast to tell but you know their shape #i feel like crying for want of him. like a woman in a greek tragedy who beats at her chest and tears her hair #love is full of so many big emotions. they don't tell you that in films. this unutterable longing that swells like the sea.#but I'll spend our time apart knowing that he's there in the world. loving me.#and that I'll be here radiating love like a furnace. enough that he can feel it across the miles.#sunlight on canal. breeze through the open window. love will find you anywhere.#Spotify

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dnangelic · 2 months ago

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drops this here

MY BRAND NEW TREASURE

#*･ﾟ⊰ 𝐓𝐎𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓. 𝐈 𝐖𝐈𝐋𝐋 𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐀𝐋 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒. ⊱ ✦ › SAVES.#*･ﾟ⊰ 𝐃𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐌. ⊱ ✦ › DARK.#VIS.#kaerou #JAKFJFKJHKJKJ YESSSS #HEBGFKJFKJHKJHKJ HELP ME #THIS EXCHANGE #M UST HAVE LEFT SUCH A STRONG IMPRESSION #JJABJAJAKJFKJGKHJKJ #ohhhhh noel im going to cry they'RE SO CUTEEEE UR STYLE IS SO CUTEEE ALL THE TIME FOREVER #PLEASE.... IM KEEPING THIS SO CLOSE TO MY CHEST #SERATONIN POPPING LIKE POP ROCKS #im sorry ritsu the 'great' part might as well be a part of his name (it is) (it stands for daisuke)#wow maybe that solved the case. the baby part's dai and the girlboss part is dark #okay. that makes sense

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ningningkittie · 7 months ago

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the anxiety pills arent even working :c

#maybe a little bit actually #before i took it i felt hysterical and my chest burned and i cried #now after a while i dont feel that as much #i just feel empty and hollow #im just so upset and sad #why cant he understand how much i love him and what i'd do for him #or maybe he does understand he just doesnt care about my love?#idk ... maybe i just keep hurting him? idk i jusg wish he'd tell me #and i wish .. he could see that i dont mean to hurt him. but maybe... he wants me to know and not do it? idk #anyway... the pill might've helped a little but i still cant stop thinking about it #i cant believe i was dumb enough to not learn my lesson #and that i kept venting and being crazy and aaying dumb shit #and that some of my mental breakdown vent that i dont even mean hurt him #i should've just stopped using my blog for that from the start #now he doesnt even follow me anymore.....#i know it sounds utterly silly but the fact that im not important enough for him to follow hurts so bad #i feel worthless now why do i even exist if he doesnt see me?#i get why he wants his ex though. she's x10000 better than me in every way #i wish i'd never came into his life and messed with him like that #i dont wanna hurt him and i feel so bad. i should've just left him alone and not caused a meas #mess*#fml i wanna cry i hate myself so bad

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bigbig00f · 2 years ago

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I want to thank the lady who sat next to me when I went to see Les miserables yesterday for trying to console me when the boys were dying. It didn't work, and I ugly cried for 10 minutes straight, but it was nice of her to try

#les miserables #les miserables nl #les miserables dutch #it was amazing #i cried about 3 times during act one and 5 times during act two #i knew i was going to cry #but eponine dying never really did it for me in any other version. in this one it made me s o b #but maybe that was bc Grantaire had to physically restrain Gavroche from going to her and then Gavroche grabs the hat that falls off her #head and before giving it to marius he hugs it close to his chest #god Grantaire and Gavroche made me cry a few times #Gavroche slept in Grantaires lap and Grantaire sobbed over his body when he dies #don't come at me if i spelled any of the names wrong btw

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ironmanstan · 2 years ago

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#yknow idk maybe its just me but sometimes u get like thrust deep into ptsd brain or flashbacks or what have you #and its like this sick sick sinking feeling stuck deep in your chest and its like your brains filled with pop rocks #and everytime one goes off its like you get hit with every emotion you felt when Some Shit happened to you #and its like oh if you could just wrench out. rip that sickness out of you and bury it under something #drown it out even if its with pain #maybe youd be able to fall out of the loop and ground yourself again #anyway i was sitting and feeling all this and then i got hit with the absolute stupid thought #of lol i feel like gaara when he said his chest was hurting #and it was so fucking stupid enough my brain got shocked immediately. stop crying to roll my eyes at myself.#need to explode for real best trait is being stupid constantly gbless #anyway emotional flashbacks are so funny why am i crying and feeling emotions what am i feeling them about guys. nothings happening #so stupid soooo stupid #vent #I GUESS. i am simply making observations

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thedragonagelesbian · 1 year ago

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The other problem is the cuddles i want to write are of the "hurt/comfort while/after breaking down and sobbing a lot and needing to be taken care of" variety which is. Regrettably antithetical to cyrus' character.

#the whole reason hes Like This is that he WONT allow himself to do this #hes always tried to keep a stiff upper chin in the face of fear and sadness and loss #but also i think specifically not being able to grieve for carver did a number #on his willingness to cry in front of others #with the exception of a few Stoic Tears (ie hearing macolms voice during legacy)#he needs to be pushed soooooooooo far before he will show negativity as anything other than anger #but iiiiiii want him to be a visible shuddering bawling mess so varric can hold him to his chest #and tell him that its going to be okay #cyrus hawke #...........maybe its eluvian/varterral fic time

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rosicheeks · 2 years ago

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You’re so pretty.

Also your butt is wonderful.

Also also your titties are great.

Also also also please can you lay your head in my lap while I play with your hair?

🥺🥺🥺

#first of all omg hi!!!! I didn’t think anyone was going to send me anything so I started getting ready for bed #and then I got all comfy in bed and decided to check tumblr #and I SEE THIS #all of this is so sweet 🥺#but I think the part that is hurting my heart a little bit #I WANNA LAY MY HEAD DOWN IN YOUR LAP PLS PLS PLS #I think I would start crying if someone I loved and trusted started playing with my hair #my hair is such a big part of me so I protect it 😂#I still remember when I was growing up and fucking STRANGERS touched my hair #so that’s why I was always kinda creeped out over it #but then I keep seeing all of these sweet cuddling gifs #and the moment just seems so sweet and soft #laying my head down on either your lap or your chest #and your slowly playing with my hair #maybe we are talking about random shit #or maybe we are just peacefully quiet and enjoying each others company #or if you really want to make me start to sob #tell me everything that you love about me #whisper that you’re so thankful that I’m in your life #and that I’m the only girl you could ever want #oooooofda I know I LEAPED there #but man oh MAN I’m in the mood to find the loml #I want to grow old with them #the most important word in that being GROW - I want to grow with someone and we push each other to be the best person we can be #you like how my mind jumped from laying my head down on your lap to this 😂😂😂#my hopeless romantic heart is SCREAMING #I need something romantic to happen to me ASAP #I was going to do a hair playing gif but then I SAW THIS ONE AND OMG MY HEART I NEED THIS RIGHT NOW #thank you so so SO much cutie 🥰🥰🥰#ask

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inkwatersquid · 10 months ago

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Like someone said, wwx death haunts Jiang cheng because it's like he choked him to death by his own hands and I think it's somewhat similar to how wwx feels about Jiang yanli death being by "his" hands

Jiang cheng's obsession is a lot similar to Lwj's refusal to burn the paper money or playing the inquiry because it's not that they think he will come back but more that they refuse to believe he is gone for good

I know that because the story takes place after wwx comes back jiang cheng's whole "i don't believe wei wuxian is actually dead i'm gonna keep obsessively looking for him" shtick got retroactively legitimized, but it is pretty important to remember that wei wuxian was in fact super dead the entire time and if it hadn't been for a depressed 20-something doing a suicide ritual, influenced to an unknown degree by a revenge plot that wasn't in play yet at the time of wwx's death, he would never have come back at all. And jiang cheng would've kept going "No! He's still out there I know it" for eternity with absolutely no proof or results.

Jiang Cheng, my man, what the fuck

#mdzs #wei wuxian #jiang cheng #it truly is interesting to think would they ever let go off this obsession if wwx didnt come back?#imagine jiang cheng's either slowly with years fighting with the realisation like a sinking in his gut and becoming even more extreme #maybe he goes too far or crosses even more lines and jin ling has to yell at him about this or something?#he needs a good inconsolable cry honestly #just fall to his knees and clutch his chest and finally let out that choking grief he isn't allowed to feel #idk my boy needs to vent out thoroughly before he even starts to heal from things yk?

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