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no more fan-ta-sizing about it! everything's already changed~
#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#figueroth faeth#riz gukgak#adaine abernant#fabian seacaster#gorgug thistlespring#kristen applebees#fh class quangle#my! class swap thing! I guess this is like the poster for it now#got overinvested and finished it properly instead of winging it lol#in closeup order: cleric!gorgug; bard!riz; rogue!fabian; sorcerer!kristen; barbarian!fig; artificer!adaine#this one does have the harpoon gun I'd give fabian during sophomore year but literally only figured out for this piece lol#I like how it looks tho Im glad I hashed it out#thinking abt power armor adaine a lot tbh... she has the transhumanist audacity. she's villain-adjacent enough#to attempt unspeakable acts of body improvement#(its funny bc to wear a rig like that would Also demand a certain level of physical strength from you)#also yeah this is the thing with riz holding a megaphone that got me considering#its fun! it fits the aesthetics! maybe it'd grant him range for bardics#maybe he gets to keep that Im just not sure how he'd carry it around lol#fig gets to have all of her makeup... I like almost never remember to draw it usually kdsjfhdjk listen. I just forgor#I always forget makeup is real#also dont ask me what's in kristen's thermos it Is usually tea but you truly never know#sometimes its soup. it can be lighter fluid. soap perhaps. hot chocolate#also if u come knocking on my door abt kristen's somatic in this piece: I wont be home#she gets to be gross especially bc shes funny and 17yo and gay. we give it to her#okay I. whoo I should lay down. finally I can move on to other things#cheers! wahoo. yahha perhaps
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they're so childhood friends to lovers bodyguard au coded to me 😌✨ (they have killed so so many people)
#oh how i missed doing a good ol fashioned leyendecker study#and hey look IT'S THE SILLIES<3#<- tho my lore knowledge has not improved since last time I posted about them I have in fact gotten slightly better at russian#anyways someone plss appreciate the fact that I edited all the serifs to make the font fit nicer ywy#why are cyrillic fonts so ...ehhh#and if anyone feels like summarising over 100 comic issues in my dms i would sell my soul and left kidney to you🥺👉👈#I wanna talk about them sm but also I genuinely don't really know shit#it's actually super fun highly recommend#sergey razumovsky#oleg volkov#....do they have a ship name??? I'm sure they do???? oh well#plss let's appreciate oleg for being very fun to draw too#major grom#major grom plague doctor#bubble comics#Сергей Разумовский#look look I figured out how to get cyrillic symbols on mobile easily :DD#Олег Волков#майор гром#fanart#my art#mgpd
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I LIVE
These are some requests from @meadzelda!! One knock-back and one battle-weary pose.
Thank you for asking me to draw these!! It was fun to try and bring your ideas to life; I hope I did them some level of justice! :D
Pencil sketches/pen outlines:



#poses take so long to get right omg#it was cool to try new ones outside of my usual range of “🧍” variations tho XD#I once again had to turn to my trust ally White Paint to salvage the sclera of the eye haha#first time trying to draw blood on cloth/skin with actual color--not sure if I like how it turned out...#well#with practice comes improvement ig!#loz#loz fanart#hero of legend#can also be seen as#lu#lu fanart#lu legend#my art#artwork#drawing
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Just read how Hebe is described as “the most beautiful of the goddesses and walks forever in Olympus beside her mother Hera, goddess of marriage” (Nemean 10) … Considering Hebe eventually gets married and has kids but is still on Olympus and always within her mother’s range, I think the sight of them would make Demeter’s heart sing in envy :(
(Not that I think Hebe and Persephone are close in age, just similar in some ways)
Demeter wouldn’t be the only envious one I think, Ares and Hephaestus would see their mother being kind and attentive to her youngest child in a way she never was with them. Kinda like how older siblings watch how their younger siblings get more gentle parenting than they ever did.
#Angelos and Pasithea too probably#not sure about Eileithyia tho#maybe she was in the middle in terms of how Hera’s parenting somewhat improved over the years#greek mythology#ancient greek mythology#greek pantheon#greek goddess#hera#hera goddess#hera deity#hera greek mythology#zeus#hephaestus#ares#hephaistos#ares greek god#ares god of war#hebe#hebe goddess#hebe Greek mythology
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Okay! This one is less rendered than the other two, but here's some doodles of Tulpa figuring out how to co-exist! (Aka Fresh not taking training seriously while Dream is trying desperately to get his friends to think he's normal.)
When Dream first returns to the Star Sans', he finds himself in a pickle, because he needs Fresh to move his body. Sure, they made a tentative agreement that Dream trusted Fresh not to break, but Dream hadn't been specific enough with the guidelines.
Fresh pilots Dream's body based on the commands from his soul, but more often than not Fresh simply decides not to listen. Sometimes when they're training, Fresh will suddenly make Dream fumble his bow or send an arrow flying way off-target. Dream is always frustrated by this, unaware that Fresh it doing it for his own good and is forcing the guardian to take a break.
Blue was also made aware of Fresh very early on. One day he was passing the kitchen where Dream was cooking and spotted how Fresh's little form was wiggling out of the hole on Dream's skull. Blue made Eye-contact with Fresh, but said nothing since it seemed like Dream was aware and didn't mind. He waited until Dream told him to acknowledge the parasite directly, but suddenly a bunch of Dream's weird actions made sense to him. Blue regularly makes sure to check in on Dream, before abd after he's aware of Fresh, because he knows Dream works himself into the ground.
Dream (eventually) figures out that Fresh was being clumsy for his sake and nearly cries about it (even his mother and the villagers never did that for him, and Blue was the only other person to ever pull him away from training for his own good) so he gets a bit emotional. He feels bad for how angry he used to get at Fresh for doing that, but Fresh never gave him a proper explanation either, so it was a two-way street.
And while Fresh was lienent around Blue and Ink, he never slipped up around Nightmare's gang. Though, he did fight seriously, which to him might look like goofing off, which is completely separate from Dream's fighting style. (For now Dream uses Arrows and his Bow, but I'm thinking Tulpa has a T-Shirt Canon or a Nerf Gun by the time they make-up.)
Ideally Fresh cannot be seen during combat because he actually pilots from around Dream's soul, but sometimes his parasite form expands to support Dream's weak joints and act like a shock-absorber.
#utmv#utmv sans#oc#utmv art#utmv oc#my art#spot!drawn#Dreameater au#tulpa#Dream x fresh#fresh x dream#sanscest#<- again technically??? here they're just Strangers dubiously sharing a body tho soooo#anyways#Blue my beloved. he's subtly making sure Dream's alright#but besides being exhausted he's actually better off than he was *befire* fresh so Blue takes that as a good sign#and I love a Dream who is stubborn and has a set routine and expectation who panics and gets a lil#mean when things don't go his way. Golden Child and Prodigey vibes#i'd never project but like... what I wouldn't give to have someone physically stop me from working myself into a fit over#things I can't control 👀#Fresh doesn't care a ton about Dream at this point and his carefulness is more him wanting to keep Dream's soul/vessel in good shape#but that quickly morphs into a protectiveness and care once he realizes just how much strain Dream tries to put on hinself to be perfect#the 'I can fix him' trope but with the character you don't expect (Fresh teaching Dream to value himself as more than a tool)#(even though to Fresh at the start he is *literally* just an asset to Fresh. their dynamic is unhealthy to start but improves later)#dream sans#fresh sans#<- I know neither of them are Sans 😔 itXs just easier to tag like this
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Feel free to ignore if you weren’t here in 2019-early 2021
Revisiting some old designs now that I’m finally actually able to look at my old stuff/anything related to CH again (weird how it’s been four years since I left, honestly doesn’t feel that long, but then again I also quit after I graduated high school and am technically done with a bachelor’s degree already so…)
No this does not mean I have any intention of rejoining the fandom, it’s more like me trying to deal with the amount of emotions/memories I had to uncover and unpack recently (spoilers: it’s a lot)
#deci doodles#goddammit I just realised I got the jifa hairpin wrong noooooooooo I’m so sorry#I’ve unarchived a bunch of posts on my old insta too#unfortunately there’s no archive option here so ig just take it as a consolation if anything#feel free to contact me if there’s anything you want via asks/dms#while I’d rather not fully repost it on my blog I’d be happy to at least do it privately#I won’t bother getting into too much detail about how I’m feeling but needless to say#it’s been a lot frankly#but I’d like to think that the fact that I’m finally able to look at all this stuff again and go “yeah I had fun here regardless’#Is a decent step forward (especially when considering how I’d previously reacted the past few years)#obv wasn’t perfect and a lot of things I defs could’ve done better#(I mean it’s CH for crying out loud the fandom had a reputation for a reason and I defs did things I regretted)#but I met people I cared for and was just happy that people also liked my mini history posts and whatnot#still I had to leave since so many things happened and I’m p sure it’s still affecting my mental health to this day#it’s been getting better tho#again the fact I’m able to look at my old stuff again is something I see as an improvement so gotta take it one step at a time#anyways yeah don’t mind me getting sappy and stuff on main#I’m just digesting everything ig#countryhumans#countryhumans south korea#countryhumans mongolia#countryhumans japan#countryhumans saxe-Weimar-eisenach#countryhumans colonial korea#countryhumans ryukyu kingdom
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it’s all chaos for the birds (april 2023)
#anthro art#furry art#anthro#bird anthro#artists on tumblr#i put up my art vs artist post on ig this year#idk if i’m gonna upload it here tho. go check it out if u want#this is one of the pieces that made it into the grid#bc it’s my favourite piece i’ve drawn all year#& sure it’s p old now#i’ve improved a lot since then#but i absolutely love it anyway#i remember how i felt when i finished it & i haven’t had that much pride in my work since then#still have been proud of lots of pieces ofc#but this one was like….woah dude#esp as 2 months earlier i was still drawing simplistic bgs#& i drew the inside of a car & a gun etc like woah#(it didn’t do as well as the pieces before & after it on ig hahah but still)#cw guns#cw smoking#cw alcohol#i’ll have some new art soon. been working on a commission & had wrist pain so yaknow
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ON AVERAGE HOW LONG DOES IT TAKE TO DRAW / RENDER YOUR ART BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE YOU PRODUCE MASTERPIECES LIKE HOTCAKES AND I HAVE SO MUCH RESPECT FOR YOU
ermmmmm it depends !!!! maybe like an hour or two from start to finish if its just a simple drawin' but if it's something fully rendered or im making multiple drawings/a character doodle page maybeeeeee like five-six hours.... idk ....
#snap chats#it varies severely#i severely underestimate how long it takes me to draw things so when i think of it im like 'surely not...' so who knows vjEALKJEALJ#like if its just one figure and no crazy bg then maybe an hour or two for a rendered thing#but this doesnt factor in the fact im very fickle and i have no idea what im doing 90% of the time so im always making changes jLAEKVJAKL#so yeah on average... probably five-six hours......#i honestly feel like i dont post all that much so pleasantly surprised to hear that- thank you my friend !!!#i do wanna try spending more time on pieces tho... i dont think the stuff i make is bad nono i like the stuff i make#but i feel like i can make it better if i let myself spend more time on it#i always have it in my head i have to finish something in one sitting or ill never finish it/go back to it#im very impatient i fear ... BUT im trying to break that !!!! i wanna improve cause sometimes i feel stagnant..#im sure i could make better stuff if i allow myself to spend more time on things even if it takes multiple days#i should bethinkin a sleepin tho ... oops !!!!! three hours of sleep HERE I COME
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yknow with tthe whole cc!kab rping an actual character rather than just being herself with extra steps thing i should prbs talk about her character in a different way compared to other lsers cause it feels wrong to talk about her in the same way that i do for the others when she plays in such a significantly different way
#mine.txt#ik its for practical purposes aka cc!kab not wanting to mistake ppl talking about her character to be talking about her#but man doing this whole cc! and c! thing is really just reminding me of the dsmp days lmao#i mean i never did that shit cause like i didnt really see the point cause like. theyre doing improv what difference would it make#cause like the character and the actor still share the same name online#how much can you really talk about someone doing improv in that kinda way until it doesnt work anymore#but theres a point to it this time#im not doing this for clarification purposes cause yall already know im not talking about irl kab#but cc!kab repeatedly breaks the forurth wall and not in an ''im a streamer so i gotta talk to chat'' way#but in a ''none of this is real guys were actually friends irl#and i make sure to do aftercare during heavy streams btw im trained in acting since i was a kid'' way#which means at least in my minds eye its heavily impractical to talk about kab the way i usually do for other streamers#see the way i talk about the other streamers theres an implicit acknowledgement of the blurred line between cc and c#but for kab while its all improv ofc theres a very defined line between cc and c#its a lil smudged sure but its still quite defined#so that implicit acknowledgement just kinda... gets lost. yanno? which im not a big fan of#so yeah i feel the need to talk about her differently cause of this entirely different framework to work off of#im not really sure how to do that besides adding cc! and ls! before her name#since usually in smps and mcyt in general theres a pretty similar meta rp style from all the members of a server#so i never really felt the need to talk about ome of the characters differently#but ofc ls had to be different it just had to lmao#but whatever ill figure it out#dont expect me to keep up with this when im triggered tho lmao cause thats just not happening
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i’ve been fiddling w high bar vs low bar squats and stance width and struggling w hitting depth w/o hip pain for AGES esp after i sprained my SI joint back in november(?) but 2days Setup was so fuckign IMMACULATE like. no pain. full depth. glute engagement. SOLID brace. i think we’ve finally got it boys!!!! this is the one!!! i’m so happy squats and me can be friends again and i can finally fucking PROGRESS so that my goddamn bench press doesn’t overtake my SQUAT BFFR
#crepes n stuff#whAT is my lifting tag. idk#rea lifts#maybe.#that feels wrong tho#anyway yeah bc i’m Obsessive abt this. i’d found some newer mental cues 2 try out 2 promote Appropriate Muscle Engagement And Bar Path#and they worked so fuckin good dude#we’re finally over 200lbs for triples again which like. thank christ#the stereotype that like ‘women’ have insane leg days has only Contributed 2 my insecurity re: my mid-at-best max squat#but perhaps now it will finally improve#I JUST CHECKED AND I WAS WRONG ITS#rea gets strong#also not that anyone asked but i think im gonna make the switch from pl 2 oly weightlifting p soon here#or try it out anyway#i think it’s a very sexy sport and i’ve been wanting 2 try for years(!!) but i’ve been 2 nervous#but now that i have some Confidence In The Gym i feel like it’s time#i’m sure i’ll keep y’all posted lmao we’ll see how it goes#long tags long tags bc i have. no Gym Friends lmao
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....huh. So when I was 16, I wrote a fic in which post-Skybound Nya and Zane talk about their experiences with dying. Now I'm beginning to think it needs a sequel taking place post-Crystalized, where they talk about what it's like to sacrifice yourself, what it's like to lose your memories and forget your loved ones, to lose your humanity and sense of self, to become consumed by your own power, and to return knowing that you're not who you used to be anymore, and that your sacrifice is what caused your family to fall apart in your absence.
#people have been asking for a sequel for a while now#imagine that tho#me casually writing a sequel to The Nightmare Doctor 6 years later: anyone want a smoothie#i also think itd be interesting to see a side-by-side comparison of how my writing has improved#i mean. im 22 now. i sure HOPE my writing has improved#destiny post
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i’ve been having a hard time realizing and grieving my naivety/lack of intuition, especially relating to autism and ocd. there’s smth so helpless in feeling like you can’t trust yourself. but i think i’m starting to reach a point of balance. ik i don’t have the best judgment, but maybe my intuition can be the kindness i judged as naivety
i just couldn’t accept the idea that kindness (as far as i understood it at least) could have led me into harm’s way, especially bc protecting myself feels so “cruel,” so maybe that’s not the narrative i have to accept. sometimes i feel like i’m slipping into old habits when i catch myself giving someone a second chance, or the benefit of the doubt, but it’s not the same now as it was before. kindness never led me into harm’s way, it was my lack of trust in myself. i don’t need to dial in my kindness, i just need to strengthen my trust. i need to practice informed kindness
#this sounds so obvious writing it out and i’m sure it’s smth most ppl innately understand#but i have a huge fear of becoming jaded and i thought self-improvement meant i would lose a part of myself#i only recently found out that other ppl have to choose to care. did everyone else know this. did you guys know that caring is a choice#learning this has explained. SO MUCH. abt the way ppl have treated and interacted w me#so i’ve had to force myself to care less abt things this yr and let me tell you it’s been a hellish learning curve lmao#i think for the best tho. i think being more discerning is helping me strengthen my self-trust#i don’t think anyone in my life can tell that anything’s changed either so that’s good. it means i haven’t lost anything#just gaining#danbles#autisms#ocd#edit: i don’t want to conflate caring w kindness btw that’s not what i meant#idk how to explain it actually writing this out made me tired. kindness comes from caring but caring can be cruel too#which is why i want to care less to be able to keep being kind#or smth like that. idk it’s 3am gn
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06-07-23 Why Patagonia helped Samsung redesign the washing machine
Samsung is releasing a wash cycle and a new filter, which will dramatically shrink microfiber pollution.
Eight years ago, Patagonia started to study a little-known environmental problem: With every load of laundry, thousands (even millions) of microfibers, each less than 5 millimeters long, wash down the drain. Some are filtered out at water treatment plants, but others end up in the ocean, where fibers from synthetic fabric make up a surprisingly large amount of plastic pollution—35%, by one estimate. Fragments of your favorite sweatshirt might now be floating in the Arctic Ocean. In a collaboration that began two years ago, the company helped inspire Samsung to tackle the problem by rethinking its washing machines. Today, Samsung unveiled its solution: A new filter that can be added to existing washers and used along with a “Less Microfiber” cycle that Samsung also designed. The combination makes it possible to shrink microfiber pollution by as much as 98%.
[…] Patagonia’s team connected Samsung with Ocean Wise, a nonprofit that tests fiber shedding among its mission to protect and restore our oceans. Samsung shipped some of its machines to Ocean Wise’s lab in Vancouver, where researchers started to study how various parameters change the results. Cold water and less agitation helped—but both of those things can also make it harder to get clothing clean. “There are maybe two ways of increasing the performance of your washing machine,” says Moohyung Lee, executive vice president and head of R&D at Samsung, through an interpreter. “Number one is to use heated water. That will obviously increase your energy consumption, which is a problem. The second way to increase the performance of your washing machine is to basically create stronger friction between your clothes . . . and this friction and abrasion of the fibers is what results in the output of microplastics.” Samsung had already developed a technology called “EcoBubble” to improve the performance of cold-water cycles to help save energy, and it tweaked the technology to specifically tackle microfiber pollution. “It helps the detergent dissolve more easily in water so that it foams better, which means that you don’t need to heat up your water as much, and you don’t need as much mechanical friction, but you still have a high level of performance,” Lee says. The new “Less Microfiber” cycle, which anyone with a Samsung washer can download as an update for their machine, can reduce microfiber pollution by as much as 54%. To tackle the remainder, the company designed a filter that can be added to existing washers at the drain pipe, with pores tiny enough to capture fibers. They had to balance two conflicting needs: They wanted to make it as simple as possible to use, so consumers didn’t have to continually empty the filter, but it was also critical that the filter wouldn’t get clogged, potentially making water back up and the machine stop working. The final design compresses the microfibers, so it only has to be emptied once a month, and sends an alert via an app when it needs to be changed. Eventually, in theory, the fibers that are collected could potentially be recycled into new material rather than put in the trash. (Fittingly, the filter itself is also made from recycled plastic.) When OceanWise tested the cycle and filter together, they confirmed that it nearly eliminated microfiber pollution. Now, Samsung’s challenge is to get consumers to use it. The filter, which is designed to be easily installed on existing machines, is launching now in Korea and will launch in the U.S. and Europe later this year. The cost will vary by market, but will be around $150 in the U.S. The cycle, which began to roll out last year, can be automatically installed on WiFi-connected machines.
#microplastics#textiles#laundry#environmental#science#patagonia#samsung#i'm. so excited.#also i HAD been silently judging patagonia a little for their heavy use of synthetics but. they ARE walking the walk actually.#(will say that ime the feel of natural fibers is just. better.)#(like. wool has an astonishing ability to keep you warm-but-not-sweaty at a bizarrely wide range of temps)#(whereas like. the synthetic fleece tops i still have are like. immediately cozy‚ sure‚ but you WILL get sweaty if you get warm)#(like being in‚ you know‚ a plastic bag!)#(so like. even if they Fix the Microplastics Problem i have no regrets abt switching my allegiance to woolens)#(but. still fucking THRILLED they might fix the microplastics problem.)#does make you feel like. i'm unavoidably a humanities person but. what are humanities ppl doing that matters this much.#like fundamentally if you really want to do good in the world you probably SHOULD become a scientist of some kind.#that said‚ science would almost certainly not be improved by my participating in it‚ so like. what can you do.#really hugely awed by & appreciative of scientists tho.#anyway. obvs this is really just a press release and we gotta see how this plays out but.#!
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damn i really need to draw something its been a week
#to be clear i did draw im just not sure yall would enjoy my poor attempts at drawing my characters shirtlesss#if you do say tho#but it's not that great tbh#not complaining thinking of how to improve this next time#shitpost#not art
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Shuake ft an attempt at accompanying poetry
#persona 5 royal#persona 5#shuake#akeshu#akechi x ren#akechi goro#goro akechi#amamiya ren#akira kurusu#persona 5 protagonist#I was so proud of this one cause I did the poses like entirely out of my own head without reference and I think it turned out pretty good#don't get me wrong tho references are important and really good for improving your art#it's just also nice to draw things without worrying about finding the perfect reference etc#I did use a ref for the colours tho since I wanted it to be moonlight#not sure how it turned out but y'know
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I decided to doodle rise instead of sleeping. It’s been AGES since I’ve drawn anything for rise, so here are some practice doodles and a bonus low-effort drawing of them sleeping peacefully.
#Oh man#friggen humans#and splinter#i have a lot to improve upon#how on earth do I draw his rat feet?!#i dont have any ref pictures#ima have to get some lol#And some for the humans too cuz they are… something#draxum too T-T#I haven’t watched rise in way too long#Im pretty sure i messed up on everything#thats okay tho#this is just practice so i can get back into the hang of the style#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#practice doodle#rottmnt doodle#rottmnt doodles#my art#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#ima go sleep now#it’s 5:30 AM
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