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so today a patient came in with her glucose through the roof (she has type 2 diabetes). she had only come once before and had missed her last appointment.
our nurse gave me her vitals before I called her in, I saw the sugar levels and I got annoyed bc now I had to adjust her treatment and in primary care in public healthcare in México we don’t have like a lot of options, and also a lot of patients in the clinic where I work just seem to not care about their health and they don’t take care of themselves, they miss appointments, and just come back when something hurts or their children force them to go, so you know, I started making assumptions.
and also I thought maybe it was to the point where I had to send her to the hospital and it’s a lot of extra work and I was already behind my paperwork, the point is that I got annoyed and a little frustrated.
but I put my best customer service (or patient service??) smile and voice and called her in, I asked her how had she been doing, how was she feeling, and she said well apparently bad, the nurse told me my sugar is really high. I said well yeah it is, has something happened? have you changed some eating habits, did you miss some meds?
AND she told me she had to go to the US because TWO of her brothers got killed in a school shooting, they left home when they were 15 yo, and apparently they worked for the school (custodial staff she thinks) when it happened and sadly they passed away.
so of course she couldn’t come to the appointment and she finished her meds and couldn’t afford to buy them (meds are free in our clinic). we talked some more and she told me about them when they were in México, about the families they made in a new country, about finally meeting her nieces and nephews for the first time in such a sad and devastating circumstance
she was fine clinically and I just adjusted her treatment, and she left thanking me and saying she was glad I was her doctor bc I wasn’t mean and didn’t chastise her high levels.
but you know I felt like shit, I was just making assumptions and was worried about my fucking paperwork and about getting off work on fucking time
I wrote this as a reminder to myself mostly, because this is my first year as a real doctor (kind off), but if some other doctors or healthcare workers read this, just take a breath and stop thinking about the paperwork, all the extra work and just look the human being in front of you and talk to them, they have so much to say, and they trust us with their lives (literally)
we need to hear what patients have to say, even the patients we think they don’t care, because there’s got to be a reason why and it’s our job to find that reason.
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the headcanon of regulus just being able to cry on command is horrifying but also the funniest thing i’ve ever fucking heard. like i imagine regulus is hanging out with the marauders, post black brothers reconciliation, and him and sirius are bickering and sirius JOKINGLY goes “well it’s not MY fault it’s impossible for you to show any emotion” and regulus blinks. and then just fully starts sobbing.
and james and remus and peter are all like ?!?!?! what the FUCK . RIGHTFULLY SO. and james’ heart is hurting so bad because he’s never seen regulus cry before and he’s trying to comfort him and hold him and regulus, (who is gay and a little shit) is just letting himself be hugged and letting james pet his hair or whatever and remus is like. sirius what the fuck apologize to your brother??????? because sirius has been sitting there the entire time unmoving and he just raises his eyebrows, completely unimpressed and deadpan when he goes, “you guys do know he’s faking right”. and then when remus and james both are like HUH??? torn between bewildered and angry with this reaction, regulus just extracts himself from james, face completely neutral but with tears drying on his cheeks, no sign of the heaving, hyperventilating sobs he’d fallen into literally a second ago and says “i win”. it terrifies peter so bad that he can’t look him in the eyes for a week
#james thinks it’s REALLY hot and then gets so guilty about it because he’s like imagine what he had to go through to be able to do that#and i’m TAKING ADVANTAGE OF IT!!! </33#when regulus was just partially born like that#this is the instance that starts the moonwater bestieisms btw and sirius HATES it#jegulus#i’m sure somebody has made this exact post before but idgaf#sirius black#marauders#peter pettigrew#regulus black#black brothers#remus lupin#wolfstar#long post#regulus hearing that he doesn’t express his emotions and his live reaction being to immediately start crying on cue to prove a point is#the most accurate i’ve ever depicted him i think
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fionna and cake drawings before and after watching the episodes so far. it’s nostalgic and somehow cathartic and poignant and relatable and—it just started
#i’m part of the demographic where i was a kid when adventure time started and now watching fionna and cake as an adult makes me emotional#because did they keep us in mind when writing fionna and her attitude towards life#the dissatisfaction#the hoping for something more#something more magical than this dreary life filled with working to live and living to work#it’s so reflective of how life feels for me and perhaps many of us#and also Simon’s episode was so sad but so well thought out#exploring his feelings after the events of the adventure time finale is something I’m glad we get to see#there were already so many layers to his character in AT but now it feels like we get to dive deeper#I also felt emotional hearing Rebecca Sugar singing and writing a song that encapsulates his feelings so well#😭 it’s been awhile seeing her work exist alongside these characters#and all of these emotions get stronger because I remember AT being the one to inspire me to be a storyboard artist#when I was younger I used to follow many of the board artists here in tumblr and would get so inspired by them#to create simple but powerful boards that can capture the feelings of characters so well#Rebecca Sugar’s songs for the AT characters inspired me so much too#I’m sorry this is long I’m just feeling so many things experiencing all of this again as an adult#my art#fanart#adventure time#fionna and cake#fionna the human#cake the cat#simon petrikov
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a moment of appreciation for when they’re so hard their t dick starts twitching
#it’s like watching a pendulum swing back and forth it is mesmerizing to me#like when they’re so hard they can’t get any harder but it’s like their cock is trying anyway#yea#i try to just jerk him off and then he starts twitching and i’m like#well that’s going in my mouth#i can’t help it it’s like a pavlov response#i see twitchy t cock i Have to suck it#it’s like it’s asking me to#and who am i to deny it#mine#ftm bottom#ftm ns/fw#ftm nsft#ftm puppy#ftm sub#ftm t4t#t4t kink#t4t nsft#t4t sub
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A lil mental breakdown
#disco elysium#disco elysium harry#harry du bois#idk I just started the game I’m on the third day#but I loooove it#it’s so good#I love the part when they yapp#(I actually really like it )#I enjoy games like that
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Did you think I was done? Ahahahaha no, I have more.
Because chapter 70 of MOMU gave me the very dynamic between them that I missed so much, I just blacked out and started drawing uncontrollably lmao
Also. ALSO. I noticed a while ago that Prowl has the habit of..like…constantly frowning. So. I did a bit of research and made this graph.
In 70 chapters, Prowl frowns rougly 104 times. And the intensity of this gesture is very clearly correlated with the development of his relationship with Jazz, as you can see ahahahahah It might be wrong tho don’t take me seriously I’m not good with graphs
#maccadam#transformers#prowl#jazz#jazzprowl#fic fanart#momu fanart#I just#mmmmm#For the whole fic Prowl had to think twice about everything Jazz says#every information could end up being wrong#sometimes even without Jazz realising it#so when Prowl says#he’s trusting Jazz. it’s.#also it totally wasn’t me googling ‘believing and trusting nuance difference in english’#the moment I realised the difference I think my brain started rollercoaster loops#he can’t believe him but he found enough faith to trust him#while. YES. For the whole story Jazz couldn’t fucking be believed#list e n#Jazz did a lot of things for Prowl#fucktons of big and small gestures to show that yes he likes loves and appreciates Prowl#I’m so happy Prowl is returning this energy#like#remember that scene a while back when Jazz kissed Prowl? Cool cool okay. Did Prowl kiss him? nope. It was one sided gestures#*gesture. That kiss didn’t make me feel like it’s truly something precious because Jazz started it but Prowl didn’t do quite the same#but this👆. This feels so much more important for me. Because Prowl#who is for the whole story was mister I calculate every chance of possible betrayal. Prowl whos entire personality is to trust nobody#Prowl goes. Fuck that I trust you. You feel me?#it wouldn’t be the same if he said I love you. Because love is very much something you don’t have a lot of control over.#but to trust someone? It’s a choice Prowl had to consciously make. You see what I mean? I love it. oh fuck I ran out of tags..
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A very glazed page 39
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#my art#fnaf#fnaf au#five nights at freddy's#fnaf security breach#fnaf gregory#evan afton#crying child#michael afton#glamrock freddy#fnaf 4#fnaf comic#into the ballpit au#oh my god this page was so curseddddd yallllllllll#started it when a tornado hit I lost my house for a week#had to quit a toxic job that got worse the last weeks I stayed#had to organize my life better#and finally had to start taking anxiety medication because it was too much#I actually slept without a panic attack last night#I’m so happy… I’m just gonna -melts onto the floor-#it’s fine now#yay
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the simplest words
#my art#trafficblr#double life fanart#double life smp#life series fanart#joel smallishbeans#smallishbeans fanart#smallishbeans#ethoslab fanart#ethoslab#etho#etho fanart#cw blood#smalletho#boat boys#not explicitly shipping but can be interpreted as such#lets pretend my garbage handwriting is an aesthetic choice and not a skill issue please & thank you#the lyrics are from the simplest words by the narcissist cookbook…. i think it fits my idea of double life joel / smalletho#i would explain this but knowing me i would just start fucking rambling about absolutely nothing of relevance to the art#this feels so out of the blue lmao like the double life ending was over two years ago now!!! what do you mean im still hung up on it !!!!!!#girl im never escaping the relation ship .its a part of me now#IN HINDSIGHT i totally should have made the fire from the last two pages line up so it looked good when put together like this… rsddssjdh#i always realize these things after i’m done. what the hell
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do not pet | i bite | nervous
#my posts#stim#sensory#stimmy#stimblr#stim gifs#fashion#chokers#collars#kinda?#yellow#red#petcore#?#I feel like dog therians would like this but idk what kinda tags that would use#mannequin modeling#this is hard to tag#spiked chokers#EDIT: this was a sfw post 😭 what is happening#edit: removing the ability to reblog bcs I’m started to get rlly distressed when the shop is literally just a fashion shop#you don’t know what the meaning of my post was I went through the shop several times to make sure of it before posting#maybe
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hey guys i kinda did A Thing
#this is brought to you by none other than ✨a problem that i have✨#when i first started this i was under the delusion that i would be able to finish the whole scene#but that would mean editing 1000+ more frames#so#probably not gonna happen :(#here’s what i have though!#i’m just gonna leave this here#so we can all be in denial together <3#klance#vld#voltron legendary defender
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Laios's three Boy Best Friends. And yes, they hate him.
#dungeon meshi#laios touden#toshiro nakamoto#chilchuck tims#kabru#BF in this context could be boyfriend or best friend. The line is so blurry.#Chilchuck less so but whatever is going on between Shuro and Laios & Kabru and Laios is giving strong:#“dude if you were a girl I'd date the hell out of you”. And from the genderswap extra's that sentiment is canon for BOTH.#This was made prior to the translation of the Laios & Kabru & Shuro restaurant date comic and honestly I am just feeling vindicated.#I don't even know what to call this dynamic other than a situationship. There is so much going on between all of them.#Even on a purely platonic reading - the miscommunication and male yearning for friendship hurt so bad.#When we got the Big Hug scene in the epilogue arc I was whooping and hollering! Pure catharsis moment!#I also don't like hugs very much so I really felt it went Shuro ('hates being touched') went in for the bear hug.#Do not get me started on the agony of 'always lying' Kabru telling the truth (I just wanted to be friends)#and 'always believes' Laios thinking it's another lie and brushing him off.#I am once again supporting dungeon meshi day by posting art. Please watch dungeon meshi.#obligatory edit because I’m tired: YES. Chilchuck cares for Laios and him admitting it was a huge part of his arc#YES he is more just fed up with him that actually hating him.#I needed a third guy to be canonically done with his ass for the THREE WEED SMOKING GIRLFRIENDS reference
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What do you mean I’m a bit late for Janus’ big day? Of course not, how could you say such a thing! I definitely didn’t forget all about it in my absence and only get reminded in the incorrect quotes video live chat; that’s not like me at all ;]
Anyways I decided to dress our sassy snake in some different outfits I think he’d like. He seems like the type to get all dolled up on his birthday and it goes with Thomas posting pics in outfits inspired by the sides on their appreciation days!
@thatsthat24
#sanders sides#janus sanders#ts janus#thomas sanders#sanders sides fanart#my hoard#I’ve returned!#the newest asides came out and I remembered how much I love it#so I’m hyperfixated again and I’ve not now peace since#it is nice to actually finish something again tho#I’ve been pretty busy working lately and now I’m starting to pack to move into my first apartment!#so not much time to really sit down and draw#and when I do have time I can’t get the motivation to actually draw anything#I want to get better about posting stuff on here#(even though it feels like I’m just dreaming into the void a lot)#even just silly little things or rough sketches I’ll never finish#I hope it’ll help me continue to draw and make things again#I forgot how nice it is#anyways if you’ve read this far thanks#have a cookie :] 🍪
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Prompt 185
No one could get into contact with Constantine.
Now usually that wasn’t that big of a deal, the man constantly disappeared for a few days at a time doing something or other, but he’d been completely silent and unseen for months. Usually he’ll at least answer a call to tell them to fuck off or something.
And they really need his expertise and are getting incredibly worried for their grumpy team member. Yes he’s an asshole, but he’s their asshole, y’know? And he has a habit of getting into Situations (sure he also usually gets out of them, but what if he didn’t this time?!)
So they’re desperate. Kind of really desperate. Desperate enough to use the summoning sigil they found on his fridge. They’d checked it, multiple times, and it should summon the hellblazer.
“You’re not Constantine.” .
The white-haired teen in the circle yawned, stretching and blinking at them blandly with familiar blue eyes before sighing. “Actually I am,” he stuffed his hands into his hoodie as he looked down at the summoning circle. “Well, technically just one of the many Laughing Magicians currently in the Realms.”
He gave a grin, looking more amused than annoyed. “Pretty much every one of us is in the Realms right now for family reunion lol. (Did he just say lol out loud??) So like, you’re gonna have to specify which of us you’re tryin’ to summon. Honestly perfect timing for me thanks, the fruitloop keeps flirting with John and it’s horrific so.”
… That was probably their John, wasn’t it…
#dcxdp#dpxdc#prompts#The Constantine Family exists for fucking over entities & manipulating luck#They adore this scrappy halfa who is doing the same with twice the feral#Danny: Yeah I’m like the changeling child that ended up in the middle of them and they just kept me for the laughs lol#Danny: I’m not allowed to join in the drinking competitions#Danny: Oh no it’s not a responsibility thing; alcohol doesn’t affect me and they say it’s cheating#Why Yes Vlad IS flirting with their Constantine#He’s started his redemption but let’s be honest he’s also a con-man & John is all for fucking over the rich#Danny is disgusted at how well they’re getting along and wanted to get away from their flirting while everyone else ribbed at em#Hence why when they all felt the summoning he decided to go#Well that and also for the laughs because he’s learning magic Undead Constantine style#”Fuckin 'ell yeah the family 'as a necromancer in 'he line again look a' 'im go!” (Lots of ghost & living people drunken cheering)#Danny only half fucking with people: Yeah I’m like their collective undead fae child lmao#danny fenton#john constantine
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been rewatching hlvrai and drawing along :]
edit i fixed the last one (drew his gun on the wrong arm and it Ate At Me (yes i just flipped the drawing what are you a cop))
#the art gallery#hlvrai#blood#ask to tag#i really wanted the draw the first one just bc in the scene coomer is Standing on gordon’s chest/shoulders lookin down at him#and i thought that was a funny image#also it’s a little bit funny that the last time i drew the science team And Others i drew gordom with pupils#and then immediately dropped it when i started these#fun fact that was bc since i like to make their irises the color of their text#i decided gordon’s should just be the white shine#bc i already draw g-man with white irises and No Doubles#which technically i Should be drawing gman with black irises if I’m doing Text Color=Eye Color but i though the white eyes looked cool#maybe I’ll change that next time i draw him we’ll see
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president max where are you when america needs you most….
#sam and max#sam and max freelance police#OKY…. i came up with this idea and started drawing this during july when i heard biden wasn’t gonna run in the election 😭#SO THIS IS KIND OF OLDL…… yikes! ummmm i just tweaked it a lot#what malicious things will this beast say….#i just thoight this was relevant now and thoight it’d be a silly time to bring this thing to the light of day#nonetheless i’m scared!!!!!!#pukafsh art
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Do you plan to add Lilith to your Radioapple Nanny Series?
Yup
#answers#grad school tho#it’ll be a while#the thing with nanny au is that there’s a lot of parts#and when I start something it’s superrrr hard to just put it down and not finish it#so I know if I work on the pages I’m not gonna be able to just step away#AND I NEED TO FOR SCHOOL#so yeah#that’s why most of the stuff I’m doing is “on a whim when I slack off at one of my jobs
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