#not when I’m just starting

[resvarie]

inevitable anders dragon age qifrey wha cover redraw

[emmawoodhaus]

so today a patient came in with her glucose through the roof (she has type 2 diabetes). she had only come once before and had missed her last appointment.

our nurse gave me her vitals before I called her in, I saw the sugar levels and I got annoyed bc now I had to adjust her treatment and in primary care in public healthcare in México we don’t have like a lot of options, and also a lot of patients in the clinic where I work just seem to not care about their health and they don’t take care of themselves, they miss appointments, and just come back when something hurts or their children force them to go, so you know, I started making assumptions.

and also I thought maybe it was to the point where I had to send her to the hospital and it’s a lot of extra work and I was already behind my paperwork, the point is that I got annoyed and a little frustrated.

but I put my best customer service (or patient service??) smile and voice and called her in, I asked her how had she been doing, how was she feeling, and she said well apparently bad, the nurse told me my sugar is really high. I said well yeah it is, has something happened? have you changed some eating habits, did you miss some meds?

AND she told me she had to go to the US because TWO of her brothers got killed in a school shooting, they left home when they were 15 yo, and apparently they worked for the school (custodial staff she thinks) when it happened and sadly they passed away.

so of course she couldn’t come to the appointment and she finished her meds and couldn’t afford to buy them (meds are free in our clinic). we talked some more and she told me about them when they were in México, about the families they made in a new country, about finally meeting her nieces and nephews for the first time in such a sad and devastating circumstance

she was fine clinically and I just adjusted her treatment, and she left thanking me and saying she was glad I was her doctor bc I wasn’t mean and didn’t chastise her high levels.

but you know I felt like shit, I was just making assumptions and was worried about my fucking paperwork and about getting off work on fucking time

I wrote this as a reminder to myself mostly, because this is my first year as a real doctor (kind off), but if some other doctors or healthcare workers read this, just take a breath and stop thinking about the paperwork, all the extra work and just look the human being in front of you and talk to them, they have so much to say, and they trust us with their lives (literally)

we need to hear what patients have to say, even the patients we think they don’t care, because there’s got to be a reason why and it’s our job to find that reason.

[casualshrimp-but-undertale]

nightmare being all “YOU MERE MORTALS!!! I SHANT BE TO YOUR LEVEL AND CATCH A COLD!!!!!” as he slowly realizes in absolute horror that yes, he is at that level, is funny to me

[jjkyaoi]

the headcanon of regulus just being able to cry on command is horrifying but also the funniest thing i’ve ever fucking heard. like i imagine regulus is hanging out with the marauders, post black brothers reconciliation, and him and sirius are bickering and sirius JOKINGLY goes “well it’s not MY fault it’s impossible for you to show any emotion” and regulus blinks. and then just fully starts sobbing.

and james and remus and peter are all like ?!?!?! what the FUCK . RIGHTFULLY SO. and james’ heart is hurting so bad because he’s never seen regulus cry before and he’s trying to comfort him and hold him and regulus, (who is gay and a little shit) is just letting himself be hugged and letting james pet his hair or whatever and remus is like. sirius what the fuck apologize to your brother??????? because sirius has been sitting there the entire time unmoving and he just raises his eyebrows, completely unimpressed and deadpan when he goes, “you guys do know he’s faking right”. and then when remus and james both are like HUH??? torn between bewildered and angry with this reaction, regulus just extracts himself from james, face completely neutral but with tears drying on his cheeks, no sign of the heaving, hyperventilating sobs he’d fallen into literally a second ago and says “i win”. it terrifies peter so bad that he can’t look him in the eyes for a week

[astearisms]

fionna and cake drawings before and after watching the episodes so far. it’s nostalgic and somehow cathartic and poignant and relatable and—it just started

[keferon]

Did you think I was done? Ahahahaha no, I have more.

Because chapter 70 of MOMU gave me the very dynamic between them that I missed so much, I just blacked out and started drawing uncontrollably lmao

Also. ALSO. I noticed a while ago that Prowl has the habit of..like…constantly frowning. So. I did a bit of research and made this graph.

In 70 chapters, Prowl frowns rougly 104 times. And the intensity of this gesture is very clearly correlated with the development of his relationship with Jazz, as you can see ahahahahah It might be wrong tho don’t take me seriously I’m not good with graphs

[xpupslxtx]

a moment of appreciation for when they’re so hard their t dick starts twitching

[ynnu-64]

A lil mental breakdown

[polysucks]

today’s warm up doodle was show sansa and arya in 2004 bc I was feeling nostalgic with special guest appearance from bedroom picture I found on pinterest (rickon and bran have the ds)

[pixlokita]

A very glazed page 39

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[fantasykiri5]

Ticklish

[youvebeengalindafied]

Wicked (musical/movie) was really like “here’s a drop-dead gorgeous perfect beautiful young woman with super high cheekbones, dark dangerous eyes, and waist-length raven-black hair, who has a biting wit, is very passionate about everything, stands up against a fascist govt, wears a midnight-black homemade corseted dress that sweeps along the floor, and becomes really really hot when she goes a little crazy….. and everybody hates her because she’s green.”

[talisthighs]

I’m crying at the idea of Viktor just storming up to Jayce with his “visions.” Girl You Need Help. You Require Medical Attention

This is literally how Jayvik is talking to each other in the lab

[pallastronomy]

looking for a new piece of xenofiction

ask the creator if their xenofiction is Watership Down or Warrior Cats

they don’t understand

pull out illustrated diagram explaining what is Watership Down and what is Warrior Cats

they laugh and say ‘It’s good xenofiction sir’

look inside

it’s Warrior Cats

[stimboardboy]

do not pet | i bite | nervous

[sameboot]

Was thinking abt that one interview and wondering why would ART be mbs energy source of choice vs just charging off of its own internal core? maybe its just more effective? Like Peri what did u do to SecUnit its got the zoomies now