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Bisexual crisis Crystal edition
#dead boy detectives#dbda#palasaki#palasaki week#it was supposed to be for the free day but i've completely lost the plot and I don't know if I'm on time#...or early#i know we all like to think crystal knows she likes girls#buuuut we saw her past. that is not an emotionally intelligent person#i think she was the kind of girl who put other girls down idk#i just think considering how she speaks for women so many times throughout the show#that it would be great character development#also charles figured it out decades ago#maybe even while he was alive#most of the time he crushes on girls though so you wouldn't know it#edwin probably doesn't know either i'm aware#but imagine if you will him reacting to this like "ugh#because he was there when Charles went through this journey and he did not care for it lol#whatever. niko you angel we all adore you#especially crystal... tho edwin might not like that#edwin: how dare you suggest you like niko more than i do?#preposterous
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This or That: Tarlos Edition -> Babe or Baby
#911 lone star#911lsedit#tarlos#tk strand#carlos reyes#my gifs#this or that tarlos edition#ok sooo this wasn't a gif prompt thing#buuuut I've made it one for myself#so thank you andie! for inadvertently giving me some tarlos gif prompts!!#we'll see how many of these I can get through!#these 'baby' moments are not comprehensive (or in chronological order) but rather just my personal favorites#there's something about the way carlos says baby to tk specifically since we get it so rarely that just HITS RIGHT#its so soft and loving and it makes me wanna s c r e a m
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dreaming of bears again
#art of the kitkat#soggy wafer#ew what is that? super personal vent art? disgusting. go back to drawing slutty sheep#okaaaay#buuuut what better time to get spooky than october am i right?#haha
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Okay alright because I'm getting tired of recycling the same batch of screenshots over and over again to prove my point I made a small compilation of Station @haupkmn admitting time and time again to purposely spreading horrible lies about me, deliberately deadnaming and misgendering me over the years, and proof it is in fact the one behind the transmisogynistic blog that's been stalking and harassing me to an extreme extent these past few months
#💖#originally I was going to keep this to myself as a personal reference buuuut many advised me to just go public with this#haupkmn#crayonpack#kerokerokeroppi#tricksterexe
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Anyone else thinking about how qPhilza essentially said that he thinks that death on Quesadilla Island is defined by its impermanence?
Because I still am, and it’s such an interesting thread to follow guys! Especially since when he was talking to Chayanne about it, he was referencing both the adult residents of the island and the dead eggs.
For the adults, we know they have respawn mechanics that can often render death down to an annoyance or even a joke. Then, there are the dead eggs, who can apparently still communicate and have conversations as ghosts despite being fully dead. From this, it is CLEAR that death is not actually the end for anyone who lives on this island. They can choose to be present regardless.
(Plus, we know that the Federation ultimately has control over the eggs’ lives. They have 100% been able to return them in some ways in the past like with Bobby’s final goodbye).
SO YEAH! Those examples of death were in qPhilza’s mind when he asked ‘what even is dead’ on the island? And that is fascinating because it’s genuinely so different from what he knew!!!
During his talk with Chayanne, Phil took the opportunity to explain the nature of the Death that he knows and is most is familiar with. It’s a Death that is permanent. He even addressed it as /real/ and distinguished it from that of the island.
Just the way he speaks about it really conveys the permanence and deep significance that Death held in the world he comes. It is a fundamental difference which highlights a distinction between Philza’s past and the reality he’s now living on Quesadilla Island.
For me, this also so clearly explains why he reacts to deaths on the island the way he does!!
At this point, he’s been on Quesadilla island so long that he has become very desensitized to the deaths of his fellow adults. To him, their deaths are nothing /permanent/ because that’s not how Death on the island works. Unlike where he’s from, he holds a confidence that any of his friends can come back with enough action.
HOWEVER even if he’s accepted this to be true for his friends, he can’t shake his own instincts. As much as he wants to think death is something safer here, he’s still from a world where Death is something entirely different. QPhilza is a deeply anxious and paranoid man who will probably never quite trust the idea that dying is okay. He might be connected to Death, but he is still a survivalist.
I think that QPhilza is a man who has felt true Death once before, and he will do everything in his power to avoid a repeat.
#Holy shit I feel like I could unpack a bit more buuuut I’m on a time crunch#ESSENTIALLY Philza’s comment about his personal experience with Death makes all the sense in the world#and it has 100% impacted both how he lives and his mentality on death for himself and others#this is so fucking relevant to Philza's reaction to Tubbo's lore btw. I just had a very limited time to cook!!#qsmp#qsmp philza#philza#qsmp analysis#qsmp text post
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you think dadan would have dressed up as santa and gifted the asl boys coal for christmas and those little assholes would've complained and started throwing it at her
#and shed never give them anything (directly) again#they do her so dirty LMAOOO#im not a power-scaler fan buuuut dadan is the strongest person in op and that's from dealing with those grelims#imagine raising the future second division commander of the white beard pirates AND pirate king AND chief of staff of the revolutionary arm#AND THEY WERE LITTLE SHITHEAD KIDS THAT DIDNT SHOW YOU RESPECT#dadan strongest woman in op#asl brothers#asl bros brainrot
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sometimes I forget that my experience has been. um. not 'your experiences are not universal' vibes but more like 'your experiences are EXTREMELY atypical'
#red said#recent events have reminded me that my life has involved like. a LOT of other people's psychosis#like not in a way where i have been Beset By Terrifying Crazies bc that's not like. a thing.#but a lot of people in my life have had a lot of really severe psychotic episodes#and i FORGET sometimes. that actually that is an Unusual Amount Of Experience With Psychosis for someone who's not#for somebody who has not really personally ever had psychotic episodes (unless severe PTSD flashbacks count)#actually i tell a lie i have maybe had One psychotic episode but because it was very situational and i knew what was happening#i was able to ride it out. because i am literally only psychotic Inside Hospitals and so that's all fine#as long as i LITERALLY NEVER HAVE TO HAVE INPATIENT CARE. Very important to me to never ever ever require surgery i think.#i can handle the amount of psychosis i get from a 1-4 hour stopoff in hospital#as long as i know I'm leaving soon then i can just Cope with the fact that the walls are moving and reality is thin#ANYWAY that's not the point the point is i forget! that most ppl i know have experience of at most a handful of severe psychotic episodes#some people i know have experienced more for sure. especially if the episodes were mostly theirs.#but people really seem to expect me to be more freaked out by their symptoms of psychosis than i am#bc i don't think i really register it as frightening unless they're in actual danger or Currently Aggressing Actually At Me#like i WORRY about them bc it can super suck but it's not SHOCKING or WEIRD#there have definitely been times ive been frightened. one time i woke up in the night and my friend was standing over me with a knife#but also like he was still HIM he was just having a moment. and as soon as i got the knife off him he just came back and broke down.#and we were fine and he was safe and i learnt the valuable lesson that even when people seem like they wanna kill you they probably don't#tbf now I'm thinking about it it's honestly a tossup whether he was there to threaten or because he felt a need to guard us#like to be clear probably don't try and take a knife off someone having a psychotic break. i was 17 and it was 3am and i knew him very well#i probably did not make the smartest call but nobody got hurt is the point#anyway you know there's that kind of psychotic episode and my granny got very violently angry a few times. buuuut you know there's also#been plenty of other times I've been with somebody having an episode and it's been chill as hell.#my ex saw and heard monsters so much that eventually she just got sick of being scared. we used to watch TV with them#i would sometimes have to sit on a bit of sofa that wasn't haunted and we might not be able to watch certain things bc they didn't like it#most of the time she was hallucinating there was absolutely nothing to worry about we just had a few extra variables#honestly of everyone i know who's had psychotic episodes or schizophrenia the amount of times it's been a material risk#is like. low single figures? maybe low double if you include self harm but idk what the cause and effect is there.#idk why you would need to be frightened like 99.99% of the time it truly is usually just Oh No That Seems Distressing For You I'm Sorry
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❗️FOOD FOR THOUGHT!!! ❗️
Hypothetically speaking, if curses suddenly ceased to exist in the jujutsu world, would gojo be happy?
It was mentioned/implied that gojo enjoyed being a sorcerer or exorcising curses in the afterlife chapter so I’m soooo lost 😭😭😭
BITING MY FIST…… this is a heartbreaking question anon……… my brain is spinning though so let’s see.
WELL…. first of all, like you said, gojo sincerely enjoys fighting!!! i think he had the most fun he’s Ever had (aside from his time with suguru) during the sukugo fight for…. many reasons but one of them is just that he likes the thrill <333 being able to go all out when you have that much power must feel really nice, right?
BUT BUT BUT… i also think it’s important to remember that gojo was literally raised as a weapon 😭 of course he’d like fighting, it’s his purpose as a human being as far as the world is concerned. i think you Could make an argument that his fondness for fighting is a defense mechanism…. idk if i believe that entirely because i do think he’s a bit of a freak all on his own. but it’s there. i don’t think satoru would enjoy violence much at all if he had been born as a non-sorcerer, though, so there’s that.
buuuut to answer your question!! no, i don’t think he’d be happy. i think he’d be unhappy, actually 😭 at least at first!! mostly because gojo’s lived his abnormal life far too long to be able to adjust to a ”normal” one. if curses stopped existing, his strength would stop having a purpose, so we’d end up with the same dilemma that’s been plaguing gojo for over a decade: is his strength all that defines him? maybe if he lives that way for a long time he’ll eventually find his answer and end up happy, but at least at first, i think the sudden change would be more like a curse for him. it’d take a WHILE for him to adjust, let alone accept it and start to heal.
….. if he had been REborn into a world without curses then i think he’d be happy though :3 and i think gojo’s happy in canon too!! he’s isolated and lonely but he’s also a really positive guy. even if his life is busy, tough, and awful, he’ll keep on smiling, and i don’t think it’s fake. one must imagine gojo satoru happy, or something. you know?
#i love my weapon of the state <3333#aaaaaaa this was sm fun to think abt anon. thank you!!!!!#but yeaahhhhh tldr he is Not Happy 😭#i mean i’m sure he is. on many levels.#he wants to change the jujutsu world and he wants the kids to enjoy their youth#so curses disappearing would be a Good Thing in his eyes i think#but on a more personal level it’d be like stripping him of all his value as a human being (at least that’s how he feels…)#it sucks bc. gojo really is too used to his life#it’d be like forcibly pulling a cog out of its machinery#buuuut hopefully he could eventually recover :3 with the help of his friends and students….#i want him to be happy………#ask tag ✩
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Amazing Burglar or Awful Security?
I was thinking about the security on the Edge and how genuinely awful it is at keeping a certain Berserker chief away. It's honestly hilarious to me because Dagur just shows up out of the blue without even trying to hide. In "Family on the Edge," he had no idea the other Riders hadn't been told about him, so there was no sneaking involved. He just strolled on in (with a ship I'm assuming since he was sans dragon at the time) and didn't get noticed until Hiccup went back home. The guy even proceeded to stay the night without any of the Night Terrors being like, "Who the heck is this dude?" and causing a scene. He shows up easily for "Gold Rush" too and makes his presence known before they see him. Then in "Searching for Oswald...and Chicken," he shows up and gets through whatever security Astrid said she set up. So...I guess it's just bad. Or he's just that good where he can consistently get on the Edge. Heck, why limit it to the Edge? He was sneaking onto Berk too when he put the Dragon Root in the arena and around Outcast island when he wanted to get the Skrill back. I'm realizing an underappreciated skill of Dagur's is stealth. He'll just be behind you (might be right now) and you won't know unless he wants you to. It's as scary as it is impressive.
#HTTYD#RTTE#Dagur the Deranged#Astrid Hofferson#She said she was on security duty buuuut#I'm not opposed to the idea of Dagur just being that good#Modern Dagur is 100% breaking into his friends' homes at random#Not even to do anything mischievous#He just wants to say hi or grab something he left last time by accident#You see a 'good morning' note on your night stand and realize you could have died#Are we also going to act like Dagur wouldn't be the person to compliment someone on how peaceful they look while sleeping?
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found out a lot of people are resigning from my department at work so that means my workload is going to be a nightmare. i've kind of just not been in the writing mood (i've been reading and overall in a funk that i hope to kick this week) but -- chances are my schedule is going to be up in the air.
#tw personal#i dont blame them like they really got cheap this year with raises#so i anticipate even more people leaving#buuuut we'll see how bad of a hinderance it is
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mildly embarrassing confession: so i’m obsessed with no rolls barred plays blood on the clocktower and i don’t watch nrb outside of it but i really like the cast and it’s a fun vibe. (also watched a bit of noobs on the gooftower and tpi official vods) there were some standouts cast members when i first watched them last year but this time i’m generally enjoying everyone and liking everyone’s different play styles.
then in my sleep deprived state i start to become slightly obsessed with this one regular. just slightly. like i start hoping he gets big plays and screentime and funny bits. but i also want to see him mess up spectacularly and blow shit up for his team because he always gets stuff comically wrong and idk 💥💥💥 i don’t know why i picked him out of everyone but whatever, it’s just a 2h long game, cool to pick a bias for absolutely no reason, and i enjoy everyone regardless.
then one day it hits me like a truck. it’s because this guy reminds me of martyn. not in the sense he’s like martyn but he has the same effect martyn has on me. inexplicable whimsical fascination and wanting him to explode while giggling and twirling my hair. it’s ALWAYS a witty british man who’s good at improv and also has a WIFE. i can’t fucking stand myself 😭
#ria.txt#‘british ppl good at improv’ is like half the cast to be fair#but idk. have a guess 😭😭#i think ren enjoyers will like sully. bumbling fool + has the gall to bluff first night info as demon /aff#im so glad they made a new season of in person botc dhdhfjdjjf#chris is quickly growing on me like i went straight from the new series to gooftower#wake up babe monthly clocktower is here… <- my brain this morning when i saw it#i haven’t finished the episode tho buuuut hrrrrrrnngnngngng#i always want evil to win btw. i like lies and scheming 😈 but it’s also no fun when they sweep#ughhh i wish hc played it more but trouble brewing is prob enough trouble for them lmao. a vortox would fry their brains 😭#anyways. i have never played a single game of botc. i just watch lmao
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I'm sure I'm not the only one but as a comics fan, I hate that we have to pick and choose which runs to read and pray that our favorite character is actually written well. I know a lot of these stories have been going on for decades passed by multiple writers but it always sucks when it feels like there's genuine progression in the story or a character is developed in an interesting way all for the next writer to just throw that in garbage.
#its honestly putting me off comics lately because anytime someone tries something new or fun a diff person will be like oh!! but what if#they were actually the exact same person that this guy wrote them in the 90s??#im starting to just want to read more self contained stories written by the same person because of this inconsistency tbh#not about anything in particular buuuut#looking at u comics that have a cool redemption arc for a villain just to throw that in the toilet after a year#or now that krakoa is over like... idk#sigh#comics#comicreader#dc comics#marvel comics#marvel#dc
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I usuuually don’t care for heathers aus but this one piqued my interest bc of how well it fit,,,,
#I didn’t have motivation to draw the rest BUT LIKE#Wendy as Veronica is already perfect and batshit crazy Stan as JD is funny#I’m thinking red as heather D and I was debating Heidi or Nichole for Heather M#buuuut as much as I love Nichole I think Heidi fits better#Clyde would def be Kurt or ram#and while Tolkien makes more sense to be the other one relationship wise#personality wise is would maaaaybeee be Kenny or jimmy????#been playing lifeboat with Heidi in my head on repeat#fish art#South Park#sp#wendy testaburger#bebe stevens#heathers#heathers musical#could I get away with tagging this#bendy#south park fanart
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unpopular opinion: i know most of the show fans find ursula bonadeo annoying and dislike her character because cesare projected lucrezia onto her and used her as a substitute. but after many rewatches, i grew to like her. she's very pretty, and she was very sweet to lucrezia while helping her with giving birth. i feel sorry for her because she's a noble young woman who spent her life trapped with an abusive husband who beats her. and when she thought she finally found this handsome, honorable savior who could free her (even though she was indecisive about him, which i don't blame her because women back in that era didn't have many choices, and her husband would probably kill her if he found out about her and cesare), he turned out to be unhinged, as he seduces her, and manipulates her while being lustfully obsessive over her. so, she was rightfully terrified and frustrated by cesare because he eventually assaulted her and dragged her around while forcing himself on her because she didn't exactly look like the perfect image (mirror of his sister) in his head after she cut her hair. then she got a very brutal end at the hands of the french army, raping her and mutilating her. she lived most of her life being tormented by cruel men. her character makes me so sad thinking about the women who were mistreated and killed by their abusive partners and were lost and forgotten to time because of the patriarchal system since it is beyond horrible towards women.
#thanks for coming to my ted talk (is that still a thing though?)#i'm just very weak for women okay?#i'm a cesare x lucrezia ride or die girlie through and through#but it wasn't the only reason why i didn't ship cesare with ursula#i'm not saying i don't like dark ships buuuut...#cesare x ursula just never clicked with me at all because all i was doing was rooting for ursula to leave cesare for not respecting her#she mostly existed to drive cesare's bloodthirst as we saw how he managed to murder her husband and then later avenging her#i'm probably the only person who is crying about ursula right now#ursula bonadeo#ruta gedmintas#the borgias#tw rape#tw abuse#text post#jen's unpopular opinions
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ok when they announced s4 they said this about it:
"Season four will culminate in a thrilling ending as the beautiful valley faces its greatest threat yet – inspired by one of the most famous storylines within the original Moomin books, a comet speeds towards Moominvalley and nobody knows what to do. Only the kindness, acceptance and unique sense of humour of the beloved Moomins can save the day."
and that phrase "culminate in a thrilling ending" is very reminiscent of darren's language describing the special, so maybe it will be the end to the comet arc...? but then I wonder if they'd have planned it that early/were so sure they were gonna get the special that they could end s4 on a cliffhanger 🤔
ohhhh now that we've got some sort of confirmation of this special though I'm so curious as to how they're gonna end the entire series..... will they go the home & family route and have moomintroll surrounded by loved ones in the valley, or will they have him venture out onto new adventures (with snufkin..?)? sooo intrigued 😆
#obviously I personally would love to see him join snuff on travelling outside the valley buuuut who knows#moominvalley speculation
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(in general, removed from any specific au's where he needs to swim/not swim for Plot)
(personally, i think my stance is that he has some ability to keep himself afloat in calmer waters- on the shore or in a pool- but not in the way where its a particular skill. hes spend enough time dicking around in the shallows with Jack & Sam & Ed to know how to handle himself in water where he cant consistently reach the bottom, to feel comfortable cooling off by a waterfall, but is also keenly aware that if he goes overboard, even in relatively calm waters, being able to swim isnt going to do anything to save his life if a dinghy isnt sent. hes not gonna drown the second he's in the ocean or anything, but hes screwed if the waters a little too rough or its late or a raid and it isnt noticed before the ships a way away.)
#this came to mind bc i was writing a thing that had this 'of course izzy cant swim' moment and i suddenly realised. i dont know where people#stand on this. god knows i love a drowning fic but thats situational not swimming to me. for the whump#doesnt mean you think he has no swimming skills; you gotta put that man in a Predicament#so! poll#this was gonna be a yes/no/other poll buuuut i ended up deciding to add treading water (type things) as an option in the poll#because i figured itd be the most common nuance take (its my take after all) and id rather leave nuance for people who have unique ideas#(and maybe some people will consider treading water as just swimming too so. fair divide! give u ur own special button for Statistics)#ok but actually tell me your headcanons. tell meeeeee#nyxtalks#ofmd#our flag means death#izzy hands#israel hands#additional: i say stay afloat bc i dont see it as a traditional tread water as such. more like... leaning into natural buoyancy?#like how you can lie on your back and float. hes completely untrained but he has something that works for him#ed can swim btw. it was something he wanted to learn so he did. but hes never had any interest in teaching izzy#(this will come back to bite him later)#hes occasionally raised it with izzy; when hes doing laps in a quiet spring they found. but the topic switched and it never went anywhere#(i debated adding my personal comments to the op for a while but. i like hearing what other people have to say. so.)
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