#not that like. the money was there for me to dress up anyway even if it was on the table. but you get it
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the alienation really kicks in during halloween don't it. hoo boy
#.jtxt#i am. not a halloween enjoyer. at all really#everyone else around us always gets so excited about it but i. really just can't#dressing up in costume is supposed to be this big appeal of the season. im told as a trans person i should Love that#and like . aside from the obvious âyou are a costumeâ essence lurking in that statement#that's just. fundamentally not an experience i have ever had as a tgirl.#like. as a closeted tgirl you don't get to dress up as a girl character for halloween. that's not Cute to adults.#you get to be a Masculine Character or you get to hand out candy at the door with your mom while other people have fun.#not that like. the money was there for me to dress up anyway even if it was on the table. but you get it#halloween just kinda reminds me of yet another chunk of The Kid Experience that i just never got to have#dressing up as an adult just feels silly. and it carries with it all the same baggage#you ever show up to an adult halloween party As Yourself. Normally. and have someone ask if you're dressed up as buffalo bill .#i don't enjoy this holiday much is basically the thing.
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saw the anon that mentioning a marriage reveal and honestly i am not even the biggest on the âmarriageâ train because i donât care about marriage and to me they donât even seem like the type that care either but this video really gives Marriage Soft Launch vibes like the married couple energy is too intense
i do get âmarriage is just a piece of paperâ vibes from them since it quite literally is, theyâve done the other things already (building a life and house together, travelling, house plants, norman) so marriage is just a title. but also dan is such a whore for symbolism and âdeeper meaningâ so i wouldnât be surprised if he has the desire to be officially married. but then again thereâs the whole heteronormative side of weddings and marriage that would also have an effect on him. it does feel like a soft launch though. terrifying and intense
#i canât remember which one of them said the piece of paper thing. i think phil?#asks#anonymous#my partner and i have discussed getting married. like weâve looked for rings together#but also. sheâs get a government pension so its not beneficial to get married itd fuck up her income#and like I donât even want a wedding. i just want a ring but do i? is it just all ive been told that i want?#itâs such a waste of money. my brother is in $40k debt for his wedding because he felt he needed one#so dumb. i think I just want to try on a wedding dress and have a nice ring but even then#anyways⊠she has already causally asked me to marry her so idk if im engaged . much to think about
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i need a group socialisation-based hobby that gets me out of the house but they all cost money
#not an option!#i don't even know what i would do if i did have the money to attend some kind of hobby#i'm not really physically capable#everything online is like 'go to the gym or go to yoga classes or biking'#no. i need you to understand that i will not be doing that.#i guess there's the lgs but i feel like i would need to dress up as a boy to not end up having to stop going again#and lgs always feel like they already have very integrated communities that have gone for years#but even if i did go i would have to buy some kind of tcg deck or something#and then it would be wasted if i got scared off by not integrating or by someone making me uncomfy#anyway it all costs money so it's not worth thinking about but. i wish it was#puri rambles#the last time i did anything was group sewing lessons like 9 years ago but that cost a LOT of money if you wanted to#keep attending after the initial trial#it was really nice though#and had like an actual tangible result to take home with me
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My ANYC haul
I bought some spicy stuff which you can see under the cut
#prince's talk tag#ren dont look#this took so long to go through and sort aaaaaaa my back hurts lolol#man i bought A LOT#i gotta wait for tomorrow for my presentation book to come in so i can put the posters in them#the stickers i can put in my sticker book#as for the charms and buttons i can put some up but not all i dont have a lot of room oops#anyway!! no con makes me wanna spend so much money quite like anyc#ive been to a few different cons in my time but this one takes the cake the artists and vendors are perfection#there was a rally for b/aldurs g/ate where you visited participating booths and either rolled a 20 with a d20#or bought 10 bucks worth of stuff from each booth to collect stamps#then youd bring it to the last booth to get a prize which was some prints and sticker sheet which you can see on the top row in the 2nd pic#as well as a sticker sheet in the top left of the same pic#and since this game is my current obsession and by extension the vampire in the game i had no problem getting the stamps by spending money#i bought so much of my boy and this wasnt even all they had of him but it was a good chunk#i also bought a bunch of ge/nshin stuff specifically d/iluc bc hes my fave when i was playing a lot and there was an artist who had so much#of him available for sale and he looked so good in their style so i had to#the pic with the flamingo fidget toy i got from the p/r/s/k meetup!! the host gave out little goodie bags as thanks for coming#she was dressed as h/onami which is why the card has her on it#the pic with the cookbook was by an artist ive seen a few times and would buy recipe prints from (the back of the prints has the recipe)#so when i saw they had a cookbook now i had to get it!! its so cute!!#I also bought a bunch of dice bc i love dice and i was with two people who play a lot of d/n/d and enabled me lolol#i havent played in a while but they invited to play sometime and i do wanna join!! so why not#hard to take good pics of the dice tho i get what the sales person at e/verythingd/ice was saying#speaking of: shoutout to that sales person for hustling to get us to spend so much. they are good at what they do. im not even mad#they werent mean or anything but they had a job to do and did it well#the stone dice on the black box was from a different company but i saw those dice and knew i had to get them. they called to me#havent had dice do that since i bought a set at a card shop in italy#the p/ersona tote i got from a booth that had a persona themed pc and you had to take a pic of the display and tweet it to get the bag#we tried saturday but they ran out fast so we had to run to the booth sunday to get it
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Iâm addicted to the grind (I doordashed for three hours this morning after only sleeping for four hours and now Iâm contemplating abandoning my nap to go doordash for like. Twelve hours.)
#if I follow the dinner rush into the midnight rush into the early morning I already have scheduled into the breakfast rush. I could make#like. at least fifty bucks tonight#definitely more than zero which is what Iâll make if I nap thru the dinner rush đđđ#girl help I like money and I like having it and getting things Iâm sorry!!! I like it!!!! I want things and stuff and food!!! đđđđđ#Iâm pmsing so bad I want to cry over everything but I also just want to make money and feel like my mom is proud of me#that she sees Iâm trying and working and Iâm not a piece of shit and Iâm worth something good (she has said nothing negative at all to me in#months why am I so scared that Iâm a failure by her imaginary standards she doesnât even force on me anymore)#anyways. haha. gonna take another hit and then nap fuck money Iâll wake up at nine or then take a shower get dressed put away my clean#laundry eat a bowl of cereal then doordash from midnight to as long as I have orders to fill
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hate hate hate how beige and neutral color based menswear is. its soo hard to find like. fun patterns and pastel bright colorful things!!! and when I HAVE found them theyre runway pieces that are like. 300$ for a single pair of pants. :< masc ppl deserve fun things thatre more accessible. everytime I go to thrift stores its the same problem, like cheap stuff sure and better than fast fashion ofc, but its BORING!!! >:(
#IN HINDSIGHT THE REASON I RLY DONT LIKE PANTS A LOT IS BC MY TUMMY ISSUES LIKE#LOVE THE WAY TIGHT WAISTS LOOK. BUT. i ALWAYS feel vommy when i wear them ajskdfhkj but tight skirts r like that too#this year is gonna b my Pants Era tho. i...need a good pair of dress pants for interviews actually like not just me Wanting More Stuff#i HAVE pants but not any that are 'casual' or 'professional' they r. well#pink. purple. funky patterns. etc#which is my preferred way 2 dress but i kno how i gotta look in Situations....#anyway asos and macys have surprisingly good Funky Dress Pants#tho theyre out of my budget personally. if anyone else is looking!!!#i will probably end up hitting up a thrift store or two this weekend. or maybe even today??#i think the weather might be bad this weekend so..maybe today...gathering energy for it#sanchoyorambles#asos has GREAT slutty menswear too btw. just . in general#tiddy windows...........for men!#im not LOOKING at that im looking for dress pants but i Saw.#they also have masc pastels :) maybe when i have more money ill come back 2 them#normally im a thrift only person but....im struggling to find stuff!!!#just go to asos and search mesh or cut out and sort by mens. u wil See#if any of my followers r needing it. im doing my part spreading da word...
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swear to god i'm just gonna stop watching the endings to shows i like. good shows need to get cancelled on cliffhangers forever
#sorry its just that this has happened like twice back to back for me here and im not really a tv show watcher so maybe other people are#better equipped to handle it and THIS ONE WAS STILL GOOD AND FUN except for the last scene. like the literal very last scene.#ridiculous in tone. like i genuinely don't know if they just ran out of time or what#they DEFINITELY ran out of money in the effects budget jesus christ. helloooo greenscreen. hello snapchat app facefilter#like the vfx are kind of hit or miss with this show but the practical effects always went HARD. and this very last scene#i cannot stress enough that this was the very last scene. they were SOOOO CLOSE <3#this last scene just looked so bad. AND IT WAS SO SILLLYYYYYYYY why sunglasses. why were the girls dressed straight out of MADELINEEEE#are there uniforms that actually look like that????#listen i thought it was going to be a BAIT AND SWTICH nightmare kind of thing.#because there was still so much time left in the video but it was just INTERVIEWS or whatever with the directors. DEVASTATING.#WHY DIDNT BEN COME WITH THEM. FUCK#sigh. pointedly not tagging the show name because i do love this show. is it perfect? nah im sure. but i DO love it#and i'm not interested in tearing it apart and reading other people do the same like i just did with The Other Show#like god i can't do that again. my heart can't take it.#david take those sunglasses off. please. for me.#I DIDN'T EVEN NEED CLOSURE ON THIS PLOT THREAD ITS FINE. THEY COULD HAVE ENDED ON THE SCENE BEFORE#i would have made do with that! or just a shot of some plane tickets on kristen's phone and some background noise#of the girls packing! something cute and sweet and implicationy like that we DID NOT NEED THE GREENSCREENNNNNNN#anyway even with what we do have I'm choosing to believe that ben was packing up his stuff and moving out there with them against his bette#judgement. like i know he said something about 'visiting' but he's rolling up his poster i can choose to believe what i want about that#i need to stop typing and thinking about it man i just realized he wasn't wearing his hat this whole episode. did his migraines go away#did i forget that from last episode. also while im complaining i WISH there was more lexis stuff this season she didn't get to be spooky#*capping my pen and throwing it across the room* but there was a lot of stuff i liked.#*gritting my teeth* im going to rewatch the season now.#or i'll just keep replaying the part where ben stumbles over the i love you. worth it just for that. because i am weak of spirit
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A Million Dollar Baby! - N.K.
Synopsis. Turns out, rent can be paid in much more than one way.
Pairing. Nanami Kento x Reader
Content. MDNI, fem! reader, landlord! Nanami (kinda), oraI (male + fem), cĂșmplay, readerâs a tease, unprotected, creampĂe, down bad FERAL Nanami, spĂtting, brĂ©eding, messing up his glasses, pantĂœ-stealing, heâs sweet but fĂșcks so MEAN, mentions of Higuruma, pet names, swearing.
Word count. 5.8k (wild)
A/N. Decided it was high time I feed my Nanami girlies hehe.
âJust get the money and go.â Nanami deadpans, like a mantra. Giving a rapt knock on your apartment door, âI swear mâmaking him buy me lunch for this.â
Now, it wasnât that Nanami was exactly upset about taking over Higurumaâs landlord duties for the day - no, in fact, he was the first one at his friendâs door with a bag of prescription medicine for the other manâs fever and the suggestion to take the day off.
But it was the thought of finally coming face-to-face with you - that mysterious new tenant thatâd just moved into his building. The one that had Nanami wondering whether you were really as âsugary sweet nâ irresistibleâ as Higuruma raved you were.Â
Though, he canât imagine youâd be particularly happy about being woken up at 10am on a Sunday for overdue rent - he certainly wasnât.
Seriously, he had no idea how Higuruma managed to do this every-
Click!
âHigu- youâre not Higuruma.â
Oh, and suddenly, Nanami gets it.
If he got to see this view, too, then he might just become the landlord himself.
Itâs as if you knew youâd be playing with his sanity as soon as you opened that door, dressed in a fitted t-shirt that did absolutely everything to show off every bit of skin he shouldnât be looking at. Your lips curving into a sinful little smirk when you notice his eyes dancing off that excuse of fabric you call âshortsâ.
âUmâŠâ you hum, after a few moments of silence. Leaning against your wooden door frame to give the tall man an appreciative one-over, âNanami, right? Youâre Higurumaâs friend?â
Itâs as if the sound of his own name jolts Nanami right back into his senses, clearing his throat as he readjusts his glasses. âY-yes. Nanami Kento.â And he winces, fuck heâs never stuttered like this. Never, even in the toughest of board meetings. Yet, here he was - making a fool out of himself.Â
Knowing heâs completely fucked when your delicious grin only widens, he bows politely, âApologies for barging in like this, maâam. But Higurumaâs sick nâ mâhere to collect the rent in his place.â
You wave off his formality, introducing yourself. âAh, of course. Iâve seen you around, always been too nervous to come up and say hello, though.â
And, suddenly, Nanamiâs glad you never came up to him to talk out of your own volition, he thinks heâs rather put off embarrassing himself for later. Coughing softly, âI apologize, sâmy fault. It was rude of me to not introduce myself first.â
âWell, better late than never, right?â you continue in your smooth tone. Before your eyes catch down his broad shoulders, the bob of his Adamâs apple, the clipboard held between his long, long fingers. âRight- the overdue rent. I swear, Higurumaâs always such a sweetheart, he doesnât bother to remind me.â Opening your door wider to give Nanami a good look inside your cozy apartment - something forbidden. âCome in come in, I seem to have lost my wallet somewhere in here though, maybe you can help me find it.â
Oh?Â
And Nanami knows this is dangerous. He knows this is much more than his simple plan earlier of just âget the money and goâ. He knows that little glint in your eye certainly does not bode well for him as soon as he steps through that door.Â
Yet, he answers anyway, âOf course, lead the way.â
Every bit of small talk in your sultry voice has Nanami gulping, loosening his favorite yellow tie while he follows you inside. Averting his eyes from the curve of your shorts, he takes in the neat state of your apartment.Â
That is, until-
âHere we are.â you lead him to a towering pile of clothes piled unceremoniously on your tv room couch. Gesturing airily at the mess, âIâm sure I left my wallet in one of my pants, so you can just sit here until I-â
âIâll do it.â Nanamiâs quick answer stuns the both of you momentarily. But before you can resist, heâs shrugging off his jacket, ignoring the heat of your gaze when he bunches up his sleeves to reveal strong, veined forearms. âItâs only fair, since mâbothering you so early.â
You chuckle, âOh? What a gentleman, we can do it together then, handsome.â
So here he was - sat on your cramped couch, your thighs flush against his, tackling your laundry. This was definitely a far cry from getting the rent and leaving - but, alas, Nanami canât find it in himself to complain when he neatly folds up your clothes.Â
Whereas you were hastily throwing them god-knows-where, hissing, âWhere- is it-âÂ
âPatience.â heâs humming, placing another t-shirt on your coffee table. âHigurumaâs in no hurry, he can barely get out of bed right now.â
You click your tongue in frustration, âBut you, Nanami-â
â-are perfectly fine helping you out.â Nanami cuts in, flashing you a gentle smile. Your eyes widen at the sight of a soft dimple at the corner of it. Which makes him tear his gaze from that pretty pout on your lips to turn back to his dwindling half of the pile, âBesides, it would be a shame if such a nice apartment was messed up by- by-â
Fuck.Â
Was that what he thought it was?
His fingers tremble, looking so fucking big wrapped around that those tiny strings of hot pink. Sinful. Obscene. Shit, if he tried he could just rip it to pieces with his bare hands right now - even if youâd been wearing it.
âHm?â youâre gasping at the sight of the man before you, body stiff, ears a guilty red, gaze hardening at where he was holding onto one of your panties. Oh, shit. You pluck the offending piece of material from his hands, âOh- whoops. Um- that canât really be folded.â Throwing a wink at the flustered man - and the lingerie right back at him. âEvidently.â
It was all too much for Nanami, and heâs bringing a hand up to cover his blush - before ripping it off like it burned when he realized it was the same hand he held your panties with.Â
Somehow, he manages to choke out, âMaybe- maybe we should try looking somewhere else.â
And it was true - the few messy clothes now leftover (andâŠNanami couldnât forget, your underwear) didnât show any signs of hiding your wallet.Â
âIf you say so~â you muse, getting up from your seat - only to get down on your knees. Right in front of Nanamiâs manspread legs.Â
âWh-what are you-â
âUnder the couch.â you interrupt, enjoying this way too fucking much for the poor manâs sanity as you flash him a cheeky grin. And he smacks himself mentally for letting his imagination be toyed by your teasing whims. âI mightâve dropped it under the couch, so wonât you be a dear and help lift it while I look?â
He couldnât get up fast enough, almost stumbling over his long legs to crouch down beside you - just anywhere away from this scandalous position. âReady?â Nanami rasps, biceps bulging tight against his button-up when he easily tilts over your couch.Â
âMore than.â you take a second longer to admire him before going back to your mission.
Which - whateverâs left of the rational part of Nanamiâs brain really thinks might just be to drive him insane instead finding that fucking- what was it- wallet?Â
âHmmm seems itâs not here either, right, Ken?â He doesnât know what heâs reeling at more - the fact that you used his first fucking name or the way you were arched so teasingly like that. On your knees, spine curving into a delicious little bend that has the crotch of his pants growing just a bit tighter. And- shit he was wrong. So, so wrong. Because those werenât a sinful pair of shorts like heâd initially thought after all, instead, they were more like underwear. Flimsy and thin, bunching up perfectly at the crease of your hips.Â
You were captivating.Â
At his heavy silence, you bat your lashes so deceivingly innocently, âOh? Was it the name? Sorry, Nanami, youâve just helped me so much that it ah- slipped out. I wonât do it again.â
âNo.â he grits out, the both of you surprised by the ragged hitch in his answer. Already so disgustingly missing the sound of his first name rolling off your tongue. âIâd like it if you called me that- âKenâ that is, if you want.â
âWell then, Ken.â you brush up unnecessarily against his sculpted body as you move to get up and dust yourself down. âI donât know if youâve noticed, but my walletâs not down there.â
Shit, he thinks, looking down at the empty spot of carpeted floor for the first time. You little tease, you knew what you were doing.Â
Grinning unabashedly as you tug on his arm, âCome on! Thereâs one more place to look.â
As you pulled him along to the kitchen, Nanami had held out the hope that maybe - just maybe - this would be an actual attempt at finally paying off your overdue rent. Maybe he could walk out of this unscathed and holding onto whateverâs left of his dignity (and lacking the raging boner that was threatening against his slacks right now).
But every feeble hope of that was thrown out the window the moment you instructed him to hold the rickety, certainly unsafe chair propped up in front of your counter steady.Â
âI swear I mustâve left it somewhere up there.â you grumble. Not wasting a moment before climbing onto it and rifling on top of your high cabinets. âNo harm in trying, right?â
He gulps, palms getting sweaty on the wooden back of the chair with the effort to keep it still. âAre you sure you left it on top of there?â
âHuh? Yes yes, of course.â you answer absentmindedly. Your shirt snagging on your arms as you raise them even higher, âThink you can see something from down there?â
If Nanami could see the top of your shelves, then he didnât want to find out - not when one glance upwards blessed him with a forbidden glimpse right up your t-shirt. All it took was a flash of skin before he was hit with the realization that you werenât wearing a bra.Â
âKen~â
âFuck!â he breathes, when he looks up involuntarily at the sound of his name. Face burning when you raise a brow, âU-um, mânot sure.âÂ
Yeah, he sure could see something - hell, he wanted to see more.Â
He urgently swipes at the sweat slowly beading at his forehead, immediately regretting his actions when the chair tips ever-so-slightly. âShit, I apologize, nâ I also apologize for what Iâm about to do-â He gasps over your soft yelp, before wrapping two warm hands around the small of your waist. Searing. Soft. Planting you softly on the firm floor like some lilâ ragdoll, â-but I canât let you put yourself in danger this way.â
Before you know it, youâre back in the safety of the ground. Stood right in front of a determined Nanami as he cranes his head up in your stuffy kitchen, backed up against the counter as he takes over looking for your wallet.Â
âLet me, instead.â he grunts.Â
But oh even with how genius he thought it was to look instead - even with how he stopped himself from looking at that sinful little slice of heaven - Nanami Kento had another problem.Â
A problem that presented itself in the way that your body was pressed flush against his muscled chest, two of your thighs straddling his thick ones. Caged perfectly against him, exactly in the way he shouldnât have been imagining - but did, anyway. And shit if he angled his body just right he could feel the heat of your core - the way your eager front was drawing in closer.Â
âAh-â he grunts when your soft palm glides lightly across his pecs. Jaw clenching while he tries to blink his hazy eyes back into the glaringly empty top of your cabinets, âMy apologies, seems uh- your wallet isnât- here-âÂ
Each word is wrenching out of his pretty, worry-bitten lips, a ragged gasp with every accidental brush of the pads of your fingers at the hem of his tight pants.Â
âIt isnât there, hm?â you purr, a low honeyed tone that has all the blood in Nanamiâs body rushing to his fat cock. âWell what do you suppose we do about that, Ken? Since I canât pay the rent?â
Nanami doesnât know whether youâre talking about the rent or that massive tent in his pants he really couldnât explain away. Instead, he spits, âYou knew what you were hah- doing, didnât you, you lilâ minx? You donât have your fuckinâ wallet here.â
And the air is so thick, so heady that he can only bring himself to pull away mere millimeters from where he was hovering near your face.Â
But even that was too much - and in a split-second, you have your deft fingers wrapped tightly around his speckled tie. âAnd if I did?â Pulling close enough to ghost your lips against his, âYouâre smart, Ken. So mâasking once again, what do you suppose we do about that?â
As if to draw out the answer from him, youâre giving a long, hard drag of your hot cunt along the outline of his swollen cock. You could almost feel every throb and nudge of his veins along the side, and it made you salivate.
âI supposeâŠâ he answers, guttural, like some dark, primal part of himself is peaking its head out with each hot breath fanning your face. A large hand coming up to squish your cheeks into a pretty pout, pursing your lips perfectly for him. âThat you hit me if you donât like this, darling.â
And fuck for all how much of a gentleman Nanami acted - he kissed the exact opposite. All but ruining your lips in such a messy clash of teeth and tongue and him. Devouring you.Â
âFuck- shoulda known.â heâs letting out a humorless laugh, swiping his tongue across your glossy lower lips. âShouldâve known when you invited me in. Such a tease.â Drinking in your breathless moans, sucking on your tongue, âSuch a- ngh- horny lilâ thing. This what you wanted all along?â
You hum into the kiss so drunk, âMaybe.â Dancing your hands all across where his toned muscles were fighting against the restraints of his shirt, âBut you really canât blame me.â
And maybe it was true - maybe this was inevitable. Either way, Nanami didnât know, nor did he really care - not when you were letting out such sweet gasps when he bites down on your bottom lip - just a little punishment. Kissing his way down your heated skin, giving a languid lick at where he suspected that secret sensitive spot on your neck would be.Â
âOh! Ken.â you moan. Bingo.Â
Heâs unbuttoned his shirt now - or maybe it was you. Fuck, either way you couldnât tear your eyes off of his pretty washboard abs. Curving and dipping like he was sculpted meticulously.Â
And thatâs all it takes for your already-dripping cunt to grow impossibly wetter, and he could feel it leaking through those flimsy cotton shorts of yours. Forming a messy sheen right at that damp spot of precum on his pants.
âYouâre so fuckinâ wet, my love.â Nanami murmurs, swiping a thumb down that sopping wet slit of yours through your shorts. Just marveling at the way that simple touch makes another wave of your sweet sweet juices bead through the fabric. âHah, absolutely dripping. This all fâme?â
At your half-delirious nod, he flashes you a smile so handsome that it only makes you squirm more impatiently. âHow sweet.â Giving your nose a chaste peck, âSo good to me. So needy.â
âYouâre the same, though.â you accuse, hotly.
And itâs true - Nanami couldnât deny the aching need of his cock, the way he all but moans in response, âThen tell me- hngh tell me what you want. Iâll give you- anything-â Managing to get out through hot, sloppy kisses planted right on your wobbly lips, â-anything.â
But, ah, you always did manage to surprise him. And instead of an answer, youâre getting right down on your knees in front of him like you did not too long ago - though, this time, youâre reaching up to fumble with his belt.Â
âWanâ taste you.â you huff when his expensive notches prove too stubborn. âWanâ feel you in my mouth so bad, Ken.âÂ
âOh yeah?â he chuckles darkly, easily loosening his belt and his pants along with it. Rock-hard cock sensitive and just smearing a pool of precum where his fat head springs up to hit your lips. Such a pretty shade of gloss. Nanami laces his hand on your scalp to guide you forwards, slowly, âThen take it. Take it fâme, pretty.â
He was so pretty that you possibly couldnât not - a delicate blushing red at his very tip, glistening and absolutely soaked in precum down the long path to his creamy base, his heavy balls. So girthy that it made your cunt clench in anticipation.
And then thereâs no more talking. Hell, you barely get enough time to admire Nanamiâs massive cock before heâs bullying it between your lips. Wetting his thick, angry tip with your saliva, just enough to eye down at the way your lips bulge so prettily around him.Â
âGonna hafta open w-wider if you wanna take me, pretty. Open hah- yeah jusâ like that.â Heâs reeling your head back, all the way till you were just kissing at his thick, angry tip. âNow spit on it, my love.â
Despite being the one to say it, Nanamiâs mouth drops into a fucked-out little oh! of disbelief when youâre readily decorating his swollen length with a steady stream of spit. Your soft palms smearing the saliva along his length.Â
Youâre slurring, âAfter all, I still havenât found my wallet, right?â
And oh he doesnât even have to ask for what comes next - doesnât even have to make a noise.Â
Immediately, you take him in inch by fucking inch. The deliciously salty twang taking over your senses, and heâs so hot and heavy over your tongue. Veins pulsing in a dizzyingly throb! throb! throb! against the roof of your mouth.
âAre you- are you sure you can-â You shut up his doubts by rubbing your hot tongue along every sensitive ridge you could reach. Bobbing your head at a quick, ruthless little pace to milk his pretty cock for all heâs worth.Â
Nanamiâs eyes roll to the back of his head. Was this what heaven felt like?Â
âF-fuuuck, oh you-â his words are catching in his throat with each flick of the tip of your tongue against his sensitive slit. Just the way he liked it. â-ngh guess that sharp mouth of yours wasnât just hah- good for teasing, huh?â
Heâs running his mouth a mile a minute - the complete opposite of the reserved man thatâd come knocking on your door. Hips grinding up into your warm tongue mindlessly, slow. Languid - like he didnât even realize what he was doing. âOh you feel so heavenly- so fuckinâ good it should be illegal.â
You canât help but bat your teary eyes up at him in response, blinking away the lustful haze to drink in that utterly obscene sight above you. Nanamiâs neat, blond hair uncharacteristically disheveled, stray strands sticking to his furrowed brow. Only deepening with each wrecked sigh that leaves his plump lips every time his abs flex with the movement of his fat head hitting the gummy back of your throat.Â
He looks so pretty it makes you moan.Â
Those electric vibrations going all the way down that wet divot on the tip of Nanamiâs painfully hard cock to his heavy balls.Â
âOh shit- shit shit shit feels too good.â his words are slurring together, drunk off the way you gag around him. âDonât do that donât-â This only makes you drag your sloppy mouth down him deeper, syrupy moans sticking to
him all the while.Â
âFuck!â Nanami shudders. And heâs pulling you down - hard - barely letting you get a feverish little breath out until your nose is hitting the neat patch of blond at his base. Rubbing up against his toned pelvis.Â
Still moving in deep, relentless thrusts inside your gummy cavern. âSâreal fuckinâ hard to treat you as nice as I want when you act like that, my love.â
And, of course, the only response he gets are your pathetic, wet gurgles as you take him in faster. Cheeks hollowing to massaging his every sweet spot. Your jaw grinding against his twitching balls with each smack of his hypnotized hips against your mouth, fucking into you the way he wished he could do with your cunt. Frenzied. Sloppy.Â
Yeah, this was heaven alright - but you were the fuckinâ devil.Â
Of course, you wanted him to treat you like such a slut - so he does.Â
Just dragging your stubborn mouth off of his twitching cock, Nanami only reaches down to place an accomplished peck on the pout of your mouth before hoisting you onto the counter. âWhat? You think Iâd really ngh- cum before my darling girl?â
Heâs groaning into your mouth, licking at the seam of your candied lips as two strong arms of his spread your legs so far apart it burned. âF-fuck, Ken-â
âAw look. Youâve got another slutty pair, huh?â he gestures down at the drenched scrap of fabric you so proudly called âpanties.â Sliding a thumb underneath to glide it underneath your puffy pussy lips. Heâs echoing your sentiment from before, âSaid you canât find your hah- wallet, right?â Well, ya better start makinâ up for that now.â
In all of two seconds, Nanamiâs hooking two fingers over your underwear - pulling - ripping. He was right -Â Nanami takes a moment to admire your dripping cunt, glistening and needy for him - he could rip those panties right off of you.Â
With just one hand pinning you to the cool marble of your counter, the other thumbing open your puffy folds, heâs giving all of your pussy a hot, open-mouthed kiss.Â
âMmm fuck-â he spits into your sloppy hole. Once. Twice. Letting it form a saturated little pool of your juices, before surging back nose-deep with a pained grunt. Again. And again. And again and again- âJusâ as sweet- as sugary sweet ngh-â
Nanami didnât think Higuruma knew about this little treasure trove when describing you - though, if he did, then he was well and fully intent on tongue-fucking every little thought out of him right now.Â
âHngh! Shit-â youâre keening when his greedy tongue laps up every bit of your syrupy sweet slick. Alternating - methodically, indecisively - between rolling over your throbbing clit and just dipping into your awaiting entrance. âIt feels so- so good, Ken.â
âYeah thatâs right.â he gasps, wrapping those pretty pink lips of his to suck on your clit. Harsh. âSay my name- no, louder. Louder.âÂ
Itâs all you can do to not just scream out his name without your neighbors filing a noise complaint. Dragging your sopping pussy all over his mouth - glistening and obscene right down the bottom half of his face all the way up to smear against his clear glasses.Â
Such obscene squelches ring through your kitchen as Nanami keeps making out so messily with your sensitive nub. Ringing in your fucked-out brain, so obscene, so addictive that you barely even register the thick fingers dipping their way around your hole.Â
You jolt when the cool metal of his glasses kiss your skin, âO-oh Ken what-âÂ
âShhh shhh, darling.â he soothes. The tip of his manicured index circling around your elastic muscle. Hypnotic. âMâgonna take care of you. Gonna take such good-â With this, heâs bullying his fingers inside, â-care of you.â
Tears crinkle at the corners of your eyes at the sheer stimulation. Because for how sweet Nanami was talking you through this, he was absolutely ruthless on your cunt. Not half the man he was this morning - animalistic. Feral, even.
His sharp jaw grinding against your skin, fingers almost a blur with how depraved they were pumping in and out of you. Massaging every hidden corner of your plushy walls, yet you get the feeling that they were calculated. Nanamiâs darkened eyes drinking in every whimper and twitch of your body over the glasses inching dangerously downwards. Searching, waiting for that one-
âNgh!â You worry youâd have fallen off the counter if it wasnât for Nanami holding you down. Body jolting at sudden electricity running through your veins, âOh- fuck fuck fuck. Oh my god Ken, there. Right thereââ
But before the sentence has even left your heavy lips, heâs hitting your g-spot once more. Easily finding the bullseye that has you bucking and arching into his mouth like such a slut.Â
And this time - Nanami lets you use his mouth all you want. The fingers splayed out to pin you down moves to toy with your puffy clit. Rolling between his fingers while he hisses out syrupy sweet praises, âShit, never liked mâname that much- ngh- but it sounds so pretty on your lips. So sweet. So- oh-âÂ
The sight of your cunt just beading with need has him kissing it once more. All over your sensitive nub, your ravaged hole, hell, even down to the mess of slick dripping down at your thighs. Faster. Sloppier. No rhythm or rhyme anymore.Â
âMâso close.â you whine, weaving your fingers through his blond hair to help ride his face easier. Jolting with each purposeful flick of his tongue. âGonna cum, Ken.â
âCum then.â he answers, simply, grinning a guiltily glossy grin, âYouâve got a lot to make up for, right?â
And then you do - stars behind your eyes and that little nickname youâd made Nanami in your mouth. Over and over while he tonguefucks you through your high.Â
âFuck- fuck fuck fuckââ you whine, big fat tears rolling down your cheeks eat time he swiped at your sensitive spots, dragging it out longer. Until your soft whimpers were drowning out the squelches from below. Until you were blinking your spotty vision back. Until you were squirming your hips higher up the counter to pull away from Nanamiâs unforgiving tactics. âMâtoo sensitive- Nana-â
He tuts, interrupting your orgasm-drunk babbles, âThaâs not what you call me.â Pulling away just enough to hum, âAll I did was eat this pretty cunt out, darling nâ you already forgot my name?â
You shiver - both at his mean little tone and the absolutely sinful sight between your shaky thighs. Nanamiâs lips plump and irritated, eyes foggy - glasses even more so with all the sloppy dredges of spit and your slick.
Shit, you think heâs never looked prettier.Â
âIs that so?â
Itâs all you hear before youâre hit with his glasses being gently placed onto your nose bridge - followed shortly by the realization that oh, you said that out loud. But Nanami basks in your sudden shyness, giving your lips a chaste, lingering peck. âYou dirtied my glasses, yâknow. Now you have to make up for that on top of the rent.â
And by the feeling of his thick tip kissing at your pussy lips, you had a very good idea about how youâd be making up for it. Making a mess. Sliding the curve of his head up and down. Up and down up and down up and-
âB-but donât forget.â you manage to grit out by the time heâs nudging his divot against your clit. âYou have to make- hah- make up for-âÂ
In a fluid motion, youâre reaching your fingers to dig into the irresistible tan skin at his hips, all hard muscle and the thick fabric of where heâd pulled his pants down just enough. You press down on his bulging back pocket, smirk growing at the familiar flash of hot pink you could spy, â-my panties.â
The moment the obscene little accusation leaves your lips, you give a soft tug forwards. Nanamiâs towering body being pulled easily to push his weeping tip past your puffy folds.Â
âF-fuck.â heâs throwing his head back at the feeling. âYou hngh- saw, huh?â
Oh, if he hadnât been imagining this the moment heâd stepped inside your apartment then Nanami thinks he mightâve just passed out right then and there.Â
Because you were so warm, so addictive wrapped around his cock - even when heâs barely even in. That he just has to keep going - after all, itâs for the rent, right?
Itâs what he likes to think.
Itâs what he whispers - over and over into your open mouth as he bullies his thick cock past your gummy entrance. Letting your plush walls suck the ever-loving soul out of him with each lazy, lingering grind just to fit himself inside.Â
âO-oh! Shit-â your nails leave jagged red marks down Nanamiâs broad shoulders when he stuffs you full. Desperate. âY-youâre so big, KenââÂ
At this, you feel Nanamiâs girth grow even wider, stretching your walls until it felt like he was molding your poor pussy to the shape. Just reaching into your lungs. You squeal, âWait- you got bigger- what-â
âI know I know, You got it, my love.â heâs soothing your cries with sugary kisses at the corners of your mouth. Drawing slow, methodical circles on your clit in time with his experimental thrusts. âYou got it. You can take it. Shhh shh-â Heâs drinking in your cute mewls, cupping your pretty face with his free hand, âYouâll take it right? All of it, like my good girl? Youâve gotta make up for it, right?â At your delirious nod, âWords, pretty.â
âYes, please.â You buck your hips in a sultry tandem matching his, the cool frame of his glasses still kissing at your skin. âMâgonna take it all like your good girl, Ken.â
Shit, he can feel himself growing even bigger just halfway into you, âThen-â Angling your teary face down to watch the mess down below. The way your greedy cunt was trying to milk each and every inch of him like it was delicious. â-look.â
You canât tear your eyes away as he delves into you so filthy.Â
Not waiting for your pathetic whines about him being âtoo bigâ - no, Nanamiâs only pulling you back from escaping like some sextoy - his favorite one. Still toying sweetly with your clit while he pushes against that feeble ring of resistance. Once. Twice. Thrice.Â
âKen!â youâre yelping out when he finally bottoms out. Your swollen folds meeting his drenched hilt, blond tufts of hair brushing up against your pelvis. Sighing, âFinally.â
âFinally?â heâs dragging out his words with an already-crooked, pussydrunk grin. Eyes wild - bewildered almost at how well you were taking him. âS-seriously? Did you say ngh- âfinallyâ, my girl?â Each word has him tapping more strength behind those thrusts, faster. Harder. Spitting out so contendly, âFinally- hah. Such a slut fâme, hm?â
Heâs plunging into you like such an animal right now, so harsh that it was almost difficult to pull back. To dare subject himself to not be buried inside your dripping cunt for even a split-second.Â
In response, you lick a long stripe up the sensitive area of his neck, splaying out a hand to squeeze Nanamiâs pec - and the rapid heartbeat you felt beneath it. âYouâre not- ngh- any better.â
âI know.â Nanami leers, unabashedly kneading at your sore tits now. Fucking you harder and harder into the counter. Connecting his sweaty forehead with yours to look you right in the eyes as he gruffs, âIâve been thinking about fucking this pretty cunt as soon as you opened that door, yâknow.â
You feel his cock twitch wildly at the confession, dragging against your gummy walls with his tip. Hitting - oh-so-expertly - that one sensitive honeypot of nerves. Which makes Nanamiâs mouth fall slack with what a treasure you were.Â
âY-youâre such a-â youâre moans are syrupy and slurring together now. Holding onto the larger man for dear life, âsuch a pervert, Ken.â
Shit, you were squeezing around him so hard that it was almost impossible to pull out. Abs straining to keep up the loud staccato of skin-against-skin, and Nanamiâs long, jagged rams inside your wet heaven.
Nanamiâs nosing down your pulse, letting his hot tongue loll out to catch the salty drops of your tears, âMhm, only for hngh- you. Because youâre my girl now, arenât ya?â
So easy for him to trawl out those addictive moans with each drag of the upwards curve of his fat cock. Thick tip hitting your g-spot, your cervix - as if he was branding his name into your pretty pussy from the inside. Sloppy.Â
Leaving a bruising little Kento. With his erratic fingers pinching and rolling your clit at the same feverish tempo of his cock bullying inside your cunt - Kento. With his heavy balls smacking against your ass, sending jolts of white-hot pleasure all the way up to his sensitive slit, rubbing up against your succubus walls - Kento. With the way your heels were now digging into those dimples at the bottom of his spine, sure to leave marks with the way you were pulling him impossibly closer. So needy - Kento.
Only getting sloppier. The only thing in your mind right now - Kento Kento Kento-
So, really, it makes sense when thatâs the only thing youâre capable of getting out once you cum. It sneaks up on you at first, and then all at once - and before you know it, youâre cumming so desperately all over Nanamiâs relentless cock.Â
Over and over.
Your thighs spasming, such a slutty ah! ah! ah! leaving your mouth with each wave of pleasure heâs forcing out of you by targeting your ravaged g-spot. Only a few more of those sloppy, mean thrusts left in the man himself before Nanamiâs spilling into your greedy cunt.Â
Painting your gummy walls white with each painful squeeze of his balls, heâs still thrusting - as if on instinct. Shoving his seed deeper and deeper down your cum-filled hole until heâs sure itâs overfilled.Â
By god were you a vision, heâs thinking deliriously. Tears pooling at your eyes, drool dripping down the corner of your mouth, throat to shoot to do anything but whimper when he keeps going in and out in and out in and-
And if he angled his head just right, he could see the hot globs of cum that take to trickling out from your puffy folds, pooling at a mouthwateringly creamy base around his hilt.
âAh,â Nanami wastes no time squeezing his index into your already-bulging entrance, pumping the cum slobbering out back in. âBetter- hah- better not waste any-â He could barely speak right now, cumming harder than he has in his whole life - in fact, his overworked cock was still shooting out wispy spurts of his seed. Like he couldnât stop. â-after all, yâhavenât made up for all the overdue rent yet, my love.â
A/N. Concept inspired by this NSFW audio by IchigekiVA that my friend sent me <3
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effortlessly yours ⧠jeon jungkook
summary: in an effort to catch a break from the people around him, jungkook stumbles into a bar on the other side of town and meets youâthe one serving his drinks. things happen quite effortlessly between you and before you knew it, youâve welcomed him to change your life for the better.
⧠genre/au: banker!jk x bartender!y/n [she/her. afab]. strangers to lovers. smut.
⧠16.9k words
warnings: smut. heavy plot. oc is lowkey broke as helll and jk is lowkey a chaebol but humble fr đ©. princess treatment. beware ocâs ex is taehyung and heâs not great. slow burn. smutâriding. missionary. oral [both receiving]. heavy make outs. heavy petting. breast play. use of protection. needy af. â jkâs friends kinda rude but also not? rich boys. financial problems. mention of economic differences. damn near love at first sight. everyoneâs an ex boyf hater. oc forced to live with ex bc of money. love at first sight? jk is whipped :(. for once heâs not a fighter, heâs just a pretty boy with money to spoil his gf <3
song inspo: wasnât looking â eliza, love between â kali uchis, blue â billie eilish, salvatoreâ lana del rey, I wanna be yours â arctic monkeys
I forgot but god bless @vngelicc for putting up with my constant plot changes and helping me out đ
Many of your nights have been spent at this small place serving drinks to the same people, engaging in the same conversation, going through the same thing. Without a fail youâve lived in this cycle of mundaneness and it drive you insane.
Nothing ever happened to you and when it did, it was never for the better. Thatâs what youâve always thought anyway.
âAny Macallan? I'll have a glass,â You stared at the stranger with a blank expression, he met you with an unwavering gaze looking every bit out of place here as you felt.
Heâs asking if you carry an expensive bottle of Bourbon that a place like this could not afford keeping in stock. If you did, no one here would want to pay the price of a glass. Compared to the regulars around the bar he clearly stood out to everyone. The college guys who lived a couple blocks down looked at him just as strangely as the two office workers down the bar did.
âWeâve got Buchannanâs,â You said plainly, taking his attention away from the aged jukebox in the corner that now had a big screen attached to it. It was your typical bar with its dark countertops, pool tables, darts, et cetera. It was the first place he could find on this side of townâclearly not a place of luxury.
âIâll take it,â He tried to sound happy about it, biting down at his bottom lip as his phone screen lit up with notifications. He had nearly a dozen texts from close friends asking him what his plans were for tonight but he didnât want to talk right now and theyâd want to know why.
Soon you had his glass of whiskey in front of him and he was opening a tab while you helped others. You didnât think much about the man aside from how attractive he looked. Many stragglers found their way here but after one night theyâd return to wherever theyâre from and never look back.
âYou drink that expensive whiskey because you like it or because you can afford it?â
An older man spoke up from across the bar, looking at the stranger with a mixture of curiosity and suspicion. Heâs one of those guys that gets a few drinks in him and either wants to spark conversation or a fight. Part of you paid attention to the conversation, part of you looked at the line of messages on your phone.
âIâm sorry?â The guy from earlier asked seemingly unimpressed by the attempt to get to him. The older man was dressed in a dirty t-shirt and flannel while he wore some expensive suit like heâd just gotten off work.
âOr is it to impress?â
âImpress who?â A light scoff left his lips, looking around the bar, eyes hesitating on you for a moment. Aside from you there were a few others who might catch his eye but not enough for him to point out or feel the need to impress.
You werenât even looking at anyone or him for that matter, your attention was solely on your cell phone and by the look on your face, whatever was on there was more important. Your bottom lip was caught between your teeth and your brows began to furrow with concentration as you tried to make sense of what you were seeing.
unknown: can we talk when ur done working?
unknown: itâs about us
What?
âY/n maybe? I doubt any of us are your typeââ
What? You looked up immediately at the call of your name, ready to make someone another cocktail or close someoneâs tab. Instead you were called in the middle of a conversation that you wanted no part of.
âAnother beer?â You tried to cut in and shut the regular up but it was a useless attempt because everyone around the bar was already staring at youâincluding the stranger. How did you miss whatever they were talking about? You were too focused on the texts from a certain someone that you had lost attention to people at the bar.
âWhat is your name anyway? Iâve never seen you here before,â The customer told him, ignoring you and trying to push for more talk. You just sighed and leaned back thinking back to your phone.
âJeon Jungkook,â He said in his usual confident manner, gaze flickering to you for a moment but you were distracted once more, this time typing rapidly. You were pretty, too pretty to be serving these guys on a Tuesday night.
Another man appeared from behind a door holding more bottles of liquor. He looked indifferent to whatever was going on out here but when he looked at you, you said something. Jungkook was more interested to hear what that was than whatever the people around him had to say.
The two of you talked for a while and he distracted himself with his phone.
hobi: doubles tomorrow with jimin and jin? đŸ
jungkook: I couldnât think of anything worse
jimin: watch urself
jin: and whereâd u run off to tonight
Your coworker, Yoongi, looked at you with concerned eyes. Youâve known each other long enough to know when somethings wrong and Yoongi was able to tell so fast, âIf you need to make a call just go, Iâll take over for now.â
His friend asked the question heâs been trying to ask himself all night. Howâd he find himself here on the other side of the city with the only people to entertain him being drunks and⊠you?
âIs he always like this?â Jungkook found himself asking now that the man from earlier had moved on to someone else to bother. You looked ready to run out but stopped to look at him. Yoongi was giving you time to sort whatever problem you had at the moment but now a customer was talking to you.
You shrugged, âYeah but heâs harmless, a little annoying but funny.â
jungkook: some bar but Iâm leaving soon
Jungkook looked at you up close now. You wore all black, somewhere between casual but dressed up enough. From what he can tell youâre pretty, like an effortless kind of pretty. You barely cared to engage with him, completely unaware of how he looked you over.
âCan I close my tab?â He asked as he fished for his wallet.
âNo problem, remind me the name,â Yoongi came up from behind you, hand on your back urging you to go and heâll take care of it. Jungkook looked at him with disinterest as you ran off in a hurry and sighed, âJeon Jungkook.â
jungkook: itâs boring
The place he called home was about thirty minutes away from the bar he visited a few nights ago. He lived on the upper side of the city where buildings towered sky high and rent was at high rates, lavish nightlife and lounge rooms he could spend all night in drinking with his friends. Thatâs why it baffled him to sit somewhere like the place heâd gone to and feel so comfortable. It felt secretive, a mutual understanding of where one goes when they want to be alone and have a drinkâno matter how bad it is. He wouldnât have been able to do that around here without running into someone.
âHave you decided who your date will be?â
No, he had not. In fact it was the last thing on his mind and something Jungkook would prefer to fully ignore. Itâs all heâs heard about for the past month and he doesnât think he can go any longer talking about it. A date to a charity event hosted by his parents was too overwhelming of a task. They have to be polite, well maintenanced, proper, et cetera. Heâs sure he can call up whatever woman heâd taken on a date these last couple of years but not a single one did he find⊠good enough? Terrible phrasing but the truth.
âHave you?â Jungkook asked one of his close friends, Hoseok, as the two sat in his office wasting time before they could be done for the day. His office sat on one of the top floors of a national banking center just a few minutes from where he resided. He sat behind his black oak wood desk spinning a pointed leather opener against his notepad creating a small dent in it.
âObviously,â Hobi rolled his eyes playfully, making Jungkook look at him seriously. âWill she be as embarrassing as the one last time?â
âI hope not, last yearâs date was a total mess. I couldn't look your parents in the eye for three months,â He said back, sitting down on the black leather daybed just a few feet away from Jungkook. The office was big with tall bookshelves and floor to ceiling windows overlooking skyscrapers and the Han River not too far behind. There was a desktop with two monitors along with a laptop and television, a closet and storage roomâeven a few dumbbells and a treadmill in the corner. âDo you know how hard that is when your fatherâs the CFO of the company I work for?!â
âI couldnât imagine the difficulty of that,â Jungkook couldnât help but chuckle knowing firsthand how his dad can be when he feels disrespectedâespecially in front of the press while hosting an important, annual event.
âIâve got dinner with the girl tonight, sheâs been telling me about this friend whoâs been dying to meet you,â Hoseok said with raised brows, âSheâs pretty hot.â
âWho? The girl or her friend?â Jungkook asked, typing away on his desktop, searching for the bar heâd visited the other night. There was very little overview about the place, but he didnât expect much anyway. It looked like it brought a decent amount of business to get by but nothing more than that. You mustâve been local to the area or why would you be working there? Hell, for how little you seemed interested in him, he couldnât stop thinking about you. What was it that got his attention?
âBoth,â Hoseok said in response.
Jungkook let out a small sigh watching the time pass by, âIâll think about it.â
It was unlikely he ever would, he thought, attempting to focus back on his friend and who he was talking about. As arrogant as it might sound, thereâs always someone dying to meet him. Usually it never works out and instead itâs used as a bragging right that they were taken out by him. He would like to meet someone organically, nothing forced or ingenuine. Someone he runs into and charms them without his reputation involved. How could he meet someone like that?
There was moisture lingering in the air as you left the small cafe you worked at during the week. It was midday and you wouldnât have to be at work again till later tonight so the only thing on your mind was a good sleep.
You barely made it onto the bus when your phone began to ring and you put on your headphones to answer, âHello?â
âGreat, youâre alive. I was getting paranoid after the third ring,â Your friend said immediately once the call connected, âAre you off!â
âYeah, until tonight,â You told her, staring out the foggy window of the overcrowded midday bus.
âIs Taehyung home? You want to come to mine instead?â Yeaun asked, sounding concerned but you just shook your head no even if she couldnât see it.
âItâs alright, heâs not home anyway,â You said to her with a sigh, âI live there too and if heâs going to make a problem or it then maybe he should move out sooner.â
Yeaun was quiet for a moment, not sure if you were being serious or not. Or course itâs not the first time you and your âboyfriendâex boyfriendâboyfriendâ break it off suddenly but this is different. You live with each other now and have for a few months. Why would Taehyung ask you to find a place with him if he was going to end it a few months into the lease? What an asshole.
âAlright, well Iâll talk to you later, maybe Iâll stop by the bar and catch up,â Yeaun finally said to which you mumbled back your response and ended the call.
You arrived at an empty apartment with a stack of blankets and pillows on the couch and a large bed with one person claiming it now. You tucked yourself into bed hoping that you ex boyfriend wonât be home when you wake up.
By the time the sun set and the only plan Jungkook had was to go home, he began to think about the place he visited a few days ago. There was nothing special about it but it was somewhat comfortingâeven with some of the elderly regulars getting on his case, he kind of liked it. It was amusing and harmless banter that he could put up with for some time alone. When he was off and his friend asked him to go out for dinner, Jungkook turned him down to drive across town on his own.
Like last time, the same people sat around the bar but a few new faces took up some of the tables scattered around. You stood behind the counter indulging in conversation with the bartender next to you and Jungkook found himself sitting at the corner of the bar top and away from the loudness.
âI see they didnât scare you off,â You said once you spotted him alone. Thereâs not many new people coming by, especially ones that looked like him so he was easy to remember. He looked at you with rounded, curious eyes and shook his head, âNot yet.â
You asked if he wanted the same as last time and once he said yes, you were turning your back to him. Heâs going to be honest⊠he couldnât help but stare a little longer this time. You wore a short black skirt with dark stockings and a fitted tee making you seem casual and comfortable but at the same time he thought you were pretty. He couldnât tell if you were into makeup or not but he assumed youâd be attractive either way. Last time you seemed glum, but tonight you were smiling.
âAm I that forgettable?â Jungkook asked when you made your way back to his side, he nodded toward the old man who bothered him last time and how he barely acknowledged him today. He wonders if he asked because he cared or because he wanted to have something to say. There was nothing better going on and unlike before, tonight he's up for talkingâto you.
âNo, heâs just a Drunk,â You whispered jokingly, moving just a little closer his way. To be honest, he nearly forgot all about you. The two of you had such a small interaction days ago that his life just got in the way. It felt meaningless and like it was never going to happen again but here he is, finding comfort at the little bar you worked at. He couldnât help but be entertained by it.
âI asked my boss about the bottle you wanted last time and he said we canât afford it for just one person, so youâre out of luck if you start stopping by more often,â You said casually, looking indifferent but he caught a glimmer of curiosity in your gaze.
âIâll have to bring you some then,â Jungkook sat up straighter, âGive you a little taste.â
âIâm not into whiskey,â You gave him a small shrug, âI prefer the drinks where I canât taste the alcohol.â
That made him laugh a little harder than he needed to, âY/n, right? I think I remember hearing one of them say it.â
Your only form of response was a nod of your head but he didnât mind the lack of enthusiasm. Thereâs something about the way you seem reserved but not scared to talk back to him sort of draws him in. You looked at each other with the same intensity and he wanted to see how long it could go.
âY/n.â
You rushed away from him finding whoever needed help and he thought of what to say.
âSo how many nights do you spend working here?â He asked once you came by him again. So far both nights he stumbled into this place youâve been behind the counter with a blasĂš look to your eyes. It was a shame considering how pretty you were for you to be stuck behind a counter getting stressed over who knows what.
âPractically all of them,â You sighed leaning against the counter.
Jeon Jungkook doesnât care for meaningless conversation ike this. It was such a waste of time and he always found himself struggling for what to say.
âSo what happened the other night?â He blurted out before he could think clearly. He blames it on the whiskey for sounding so blunt as it rushed to his face. You couldnât read him as easily as he thought and tried to figure out what he was asking about. The other night?
Oh.
âNothing too concerning,â You brushed off your breakup with Taehyung hoping he knew nothing. The situation with Taehyung was not someone you wanted everyone to know aboutâespecially not a stranger. It was embarrassing to admit you were still living with your cheating on and off ex boyfriend because itâs better than sleeping outside.
âAnd here I was hoping for a story time,â Jungkook muttered under his breath, checking his phone and the dozen messages and missed calls. Like earlier, you left him to help someone else and this time instead of him trying to find something to say it was you.
âIf you start visiting more regularly maybe Iâll fill you in,â You said half-heartedly.
Youâve always thoughtâhopedâthat home is where the heart would be. You should live in a place that doesnât give you anxiety or depression. Living in this apartment with your ex boyfriends gives you both. When he was home youâd avoid leaving your bedroom at all and when heâs gone youâre worried about the time heâd get home.
You werenât scared of him, but you hated him.
The two of you have broken up so many times at this point itâs embarrassing to admit how he has you now. After cheating on you and treating you like shit, you still moved in with him just those few months ago and now youâre paying for it.
âAre you going to work?â He asked curiously as you came out of your now solo bedroom. Taehyung was gentleman enough to sleep on the couch but apparently not enough to keep it in his pants.
âNo,â You answered shortly as you slipped your shoes on. For some reason he thinks youâll forgive him soon. Heâs been trying to talk to you about it since the morning after he bothered you at work but you werenât listening. How could he do something on impulse and expect you to let it go?
Are all men this stupid? Most? Oh, definitely, but surely not all? Who would want to be on good terms with a cheating ex so recent after the breakup?
âWhat are you gonna do then?â
What he really meant was, âWhere were you going and who with?â
âNothing,â you closed the door after yourself, choosing to shut him out rather than tell him anything. He didnât need to know your whereabouts. For once you werenât going to be at work and although you didnât have big plans for your free night, you werenât going to tell him or worseâspend it locked up in your room that still had his belongings.
You settled into place at your best friendâs place, filling her in on whatâs been exciting or lack thereof.
âNot to feed the delusions but what if heâs stopping to see you?â Yeaun asked as you sat on her couch watching her look through her vinyls for something to play. After a while of telling her boringly endless tales of your life you came to the topic you were currently discussing.
Jeon Jungkookâthe irregular-regular whoâs begun to frequent the bar lately. Jungkook has been coming by for a few weeks now and although theyâre always small interactions with him they leave an impression on you. Heâs not like the usual guys who go there for a drinkâor anything like the ones when you go out with your friends. Every now and then you wonder if heâs catching a flirty tone with you or not but then you think harder and tell yourself; not likely.
Itâs too unbelievable,â You rejected the idea immediately even if it hurt you to do so, you had to be realistic, âHe probably has a girlfriend or wife or someone, I donât know.â
Call it a crush, whatever, nothing would ever come of it and you told your friends the same, âEither way Iâm done with men, theyâre all shitty.â
Yeaun shrugged, no longer pushing the idea of Jungkook. You havenât told her anything that made it seem like Jungkook had any interest in you at all so really she was just wishfully thinking. You know very little about the man aside from what the two of you have gone over but itâs enough for you to know it would never happen.
Youâre not crazy enough to believe otherwise.
Jungkook spent most of his day dreading for him to leave work and get ready for a dinner plan that was arranged for him. In all honesty, he practically disassociated himself from it the second he heard the tone the woman spoke in. Why did he let Hoseok talk him into doing this?
For nearly an hour heâs had to hear this woman compliment him on everything under the sun. Sure he was flattered but so? Did he really need to hear about himself from someone else? She didnât seem like a bad girl but she knew too much about him that he never told her. She was too in his space and not understanding to slow down.
âIâm happy our schedules aligned to be able to meet like this,â She said as she picked at her salad, âI know youâre very busy.â
âIâm pleased too,â Jungkook raised his glass of wine to his lips, searching around the restaurant for a clock. Jiwon was a sweet girl but he wasnât interested for some reason. She was attractive like Hoseok said but heâs not sure what is but thereâs something that seems to draw him away from her.
By the time the bill came and she pretended to look through her mini bag for her wallet, Jungkook was ready to call it a night. He never expected someone with him to pay but something just drew him back⊠seriously what was it? She waited outside with him in hopes of knowing if their night would continue from here or not but Jungkook couldnât wait to be done. He probably seemed rude with how he brushed her off and directed her into a cab, paying her fare with a lie that heâd see her again, but he couldnât think of that right now.
It was taxing to meet new people and try to feel anything romantic toward them. Jimin is looking out for Jungkook and heâs well aware of that but Jungkook does not want something forced. Heâs not asking for birds chirping and bells chiming but give him something thatâll make him feel things.
When he was alone in his car he found himself taking a familiar route in the opposite direction of his house. Heâd left his date with Jiwon and for some reason was heading toward the bar heâs been going to lately. It took him a while to realize where he was going and about a block away he stopped to think.
What was he doing here? He could find any shitty bar where he knew his friends would never go and be just fine. He could be out with his friends or maybe getting to know Jiwon more in hopes of something blooming but instead he was going out alone. It was a bad idea to make this a regular thing. People he knows will begin to question where he goes and invade his privacy, he just knows it.
With a deep sigh he turned the engine off looking up at the brightly lit building in front of him. It was a small convenience store and deciding to not make his drive all the way over here pointless, he went inside.
He is starting to believe the universe in playing a trick on him. Whenever heâs gone to the bar youâve been working at and tonight he decided not to go⊠bummed that he wouldnât see you but clearly the universe had plans that couldnât get changed. Instead of serving two drinks to customers, youâre walking down a refrigerated section of cheap flower bouquets. Itâs like he was going to run into you tonight one way or the other. Just because he wasnât going the bar after all didnât mean he could escape you as easily. It was crazy.
You hadnât yet spotted him as you opened the door to grab one of the cheapest bouquet of orchids you could find. It wasnât until you were ready to walk back down that you saw him looking a little too interested in the small pints of ice cream. There were two options you could do, One: pretend you donât know him and head to the counter or Two: acknowledge him? What if he was the kind of person that didnât like being approached? It would be embarrassing for you.
âNo work tonight?â
You stopped in your tracks, ready to walk past him when he spoke up. You looked around shyly, âNot tonight, Is that where youâre headed now?â
âOriginally yeah, but good thing I changed my mind. You wouldnât have been there,â Jungkook said, glancing down at the small shopping basket in your hands. He missed the way your face flushed at the comment, unsure if he meant it flirtatiously or not.
You had the small orchids, a couple ramens and drinks in the basket that made him smile just a little, âIâm assuming you live around here?â
âI wouldnât be working here if I didnât,â You say lightly, a smile playing on your face when you saw his, and glanced down at your basket with embarrassment. All Jungkook had in his hand was a single bottle of wine that he grabbed so he wouldnât look strange approaching you, âDo you live around here too?â
âNo, I uh, Iâm kind of far actually,â He scratched the back of his head nervously, âBut, I was doing some work over here.â
His face tensed at the way he must have sounded lying to you. It wouldnât have been a good look for him if he said he went on a blind date with someone his best friend set him up with but raced here right after. It feels like the conversation shouldnât end yet but he doesnât know how to make it go on. Usually heâs able to tell what he should say to get someoneâs attention on him for longer but he doesnât know with you.
After a while, you began walking toward the register with Jungkook not far behind and you tried to act normal when you set your things down to be checked out.
Please, donât decline, you thought as you tapped your card to pay. When you were done and hesitating to leave or not, Jungkook spoke up again, âWhen do you work next?â
âWhy? So youâll visit me?â You asked him with a little more enthusiasm. Maybe you were overthinking it but was there a chance that he wanted to talk to you too? It felt like he asked you something so you wouldnât rush off before he was done paying.
He smiled, pleased to have you respond the way he wanted and he grabbed his things off the counter and turned to walk with you. You held your bag in one hand and your cellphone and wallet in the other and it was hard to miss the way your screen lit up with a phone call. You ignored the ringing but Jungkook was distracted now, âDo you need to take that?â
He held the door open for you wondering if it was your boyfriend or not and if he was just wasting his time. You shook your head, âIt's no one important.â
âSo youâre not seeing anyone?â Jungkook found himself asking, too impatient to beat around the bush any longer, âOr would you like to see me this weekendâor when youâre freeâ over drinks?â
You didnât say anything for a moment, staring up at the handsome man in front of you with a baited breath. Jungkook was attractive, very attractive but did you need to be seeing anyone right now? Sure, itâs been a couple weeks since you and Taehyung fell off but you still live together. If he found out he would lose his shit⊠but at the same timeâŠ
Jungkook was intriguing and charming and so attractive you couldnât wrap your mind around anything else.
âIâm free this upcoming Sunday.â
Before you split ways, you made sure to exchange information and you were practically rushing to tell your best friend.
jungkook: next time we should have stuck around and talked longer
When Sunday evening rolled in, Jungkook wore one of his black Prada shirts and black jeans. He tried dressing casual but this was as casual as he could go for seeing you out on a night like this.
âI could meet you halfway,â Jungkook insisted on the phone as he stood outside your building. It was a rundown apartment complex just like all the others in the area and even he felt unsafe, he canât imagine how you feel every night. Okay, maybe heâs not used to anything outside of the private, gated community he grew up with.
âItâs fine, Iâll be down in a second,â You practically whispered as you hurried to hang up. With a final spritz of perfume, you left your bedroom as quiet as possible but it was no use. Taehyung sat there watching you.
âIâll be back late so donât wait up,â You practically grumbled as you went to put on your heels.
âSince when do you dress like that?â Taehyung asked with a slight scoff. Unlike your usual attire of baggy pants, sweaters, tees and the occasional skirt, tonight you wore a short, satin pink dress with heels to match. You looked pretty and it annoyed him because he knew why.
âSince I stopped being with you,â You told him, fishing for your key before closing the door on him like last time.
It took a lot of convincing on Jungkookâs part to let you let him pick you up and you had many reasons why. One, you didnât want him to run into Taehyung or feel awkward. Two, you didnât want him to drive all the way here if youâd most likely be in the inner city which was on the other side of town. And three, you were slightly embarrassed at your housing complex. Youâve seen Jungkookâs dress attire and the expensive watches, chains, drinking preferences he wears. Heâs got money while youâve got two jobs still struggling to pay your half of the rent on top of all the debt tied to your name.
âWell donât you look stunning,â Jungkook said with a nervous chuckle as you approached him, eyeing his all black Porsche and how perfectly it matched him. The silk of your dress felt soft against his touch when you hugged him politely in greeting. You were slightly flushed by his comment and let him lead you to the passengerâs side.
âWere you waiting long?â You asked when he got into the driverâs side, looking you over one more time before starting the car.
âA l-little,â Jungkook couldnât help but feel flustered as you turned your body enough to look at him better. Your dress rode up on your thigh and he tried to focus on the road, âBut itâs my fault for being impatient. Next time Iâll give you all the time in the world if I get to see this pretty view.â
To be clear Jungkook has always thought you were attractive but this was different. This wasnât just him finding the bartender serving him drinks hot or the woman at the convenience store pretty. This was you dressing up for him in a pretty color while sitting pretty in his car and looking at him with your pretty eyes.
âNext time?â You laughed softly, sitting upright and trying not to seem affected, âDonât make promises just yet. You might not be able to keep them.â
âI always keep my promises,â Jungkook said, diving over the small bridge that separated your neighborhood from the rest of the city.
You went quiet after that, looking out the window curiously. Usually you stick to your area, the bus fare to go shopping downtown or eat at a fancy restaurant wouldnât be too bad but the time. On the bus it would be at least an hour long drive full of stops everywhere in between and you didnât have the time to make it a round day trip. It was nice seeing all the city lights when most of your neighborhood is dark aside from the occasional street lamp.
You were pleasantly surprised when he pulled the car in front of a large building and a valet came to the doors, directing you both out of the car. Jungkook instructed the valet on something you didnât care to hear as you looked around. It was obviously a hotel but with a large restaurant inside.
âReady?â Jungkook asked, suddenly at your side with a soft hand on your waist and you let him lead you in.
You felt oddly out of place when you looked around at everyone else but Jungkook didnât seem to care. He was significantly underdressed but that didnât stop him from pulling attention without meaning to and it made you slightly more comfortable. The restaurant sat on the top floor of a large hotel with a beautiful view of the city and amazing interior as well, âDo you like this place?â
âI have never been here before,â Jungkook admitted as he helped pull your chair, âIâll give you an answer after dinner.â
âYouâll decide once youâve gotten food?â You asked playfully but he just shook his head. âIâll decide when you do.â
You werenât sure how to respond but something about the way he looked at you told you he was being serious. Has he always been this forward? You didnât think so. Usually he asked you a couple things and that was it. Or maybe you didnât think there was any more to it. Sure, sometimes youâd catch him looking from across the bar but you always assumed he just needed something. When he asked you out the other night you assumed it was on a whim but now youâre not so sure.
It was far from a problem but you werenât sure how to take it. Something tells you Jungkook comes from a different world than you do. When the server came you ordered a drink and tried to focus on the menu. All the prices were high and you couldnât find anything in your normal price range. There were a lot of good options but what were you willing to choose?
âSo, when you think of an ideal type, who comes to mind?â Jungkook asked, picking around his plate. The two of you had talked about practically everything you could on a first date. He was a couple years older than you, worked at a banking firm, lived in the upper east luxury apartments, studied abroad, et cetera. He learned that you have two jobs and dropped out of school because it was too expensive and honestlyâŠyou thought you lost him then. You thought he was unimpressed and no longer interested judging by the look of disappointment in his face but then he asks you what your ideal type is?
âHm, I donât know,â You started awkwardly, feeling his gaze shift toward you and looked you in the eye waiting, âWell I would want someone honest⊠and loyal buââ
You stopped yourself feeling embarrassment edge on, it was ironic of you to say that was your type when clearly the past men youâve been with have been anything but. A light scoff left your lips as you laughed a little, âI donât know.â
âThatâs it? Shouldnât that be expected?â Jungkook asked. He was very loyal to his partners in the past but those relationships have long since been over and hold no meaning to him. He didnât even think he wanted to dateâconsidering how bored he was when the Jimin set him onâbut here he was having the time of life trying to get to know you.
âAlright, well what about you? Maybe I need an example answer,â You joked, trying to shift the attention off you but Jungkook didnât hesitate.
âI want someone I can relax around?â Jungkook was honest, âSomeone I want to introduce to people close to me and someone that makes me think about them all day.â
âHow do you decide who that person is?â You asked, moving your hair off your shoulder as you ate.
Jungkook smiled, âI donât know. I just feel it.â
You talked about random things here and there. He explained what exactly he did at the banking firm and you told him your aspirations to be a hair stylist when you were younger. He asked why you never pursued it and you told him financial issues which made the conversation slightly awkward but it never ended.
By the time you finished and Jungkook footed the rather expensive bill, you rode down the elevator peacefully and walked out the building. Once the valet brought the car back around, you were less nervous to be riding in it than earlier and sat comfortably.
âI hope you donât mind but I got you something,â Jungkook said once he was seated, âI wanted to wait till after dinner and then I forgot it.â
He reached under his seat where he had placed a small box earlier. You sat beside him watching him feel around for it, âOh you didnât have toââ
âI wanted to,â Jungkook said, placing a small box on your lap as he drove onto the street, âThink of it as a thank you for coming out with me tonight.â
âItâs nice but⊠isnât it too much?â You swallowed dryly, looking at the simple Cartier bracelet, scared to even touch it, âI don't know what to say, thank you?â
âDonât think about it, I just⊠I liked it and I wanted to gift you something,â Jungkook said honestly. He liked giving gifts and yesterday he was shopping for a new watch with Jin and he ended up finding the bracelet instead. For some reason he thought of you and before he could stop himself he bought it. It was one of the simple ones, not that expensive at all so he hopes you donât think heâs stingy with money or anything. Heâll get you something better the next time you see each other. He cleared his throat awkwardly, âDo you need help getting it on?â
You nodded shyly, unsure if you should take the gift but would it be rude to turn it down? What did he expect you to do after? You donât mean to compare but Taehyung would never give you something like this. The most he spent on you is when he helped you get a new flatscreen but even then he only paid for half of it. When the car stopped at a red light, he quickly shifted in his seat to reach you better. With a hand around your wrist he pulled you forward as he helped you with the clasp. He was quite particular with how it looked on you and made sure the pearl motif sat at the center of your wrist.
It didnât go unnoticed how he held your hand now as the light turned green. You didnât pull back and let his thumb graze over your soft knuckles, âPretty.â
Confusion rendered you silent on the ride back. Itâs not that you were ungrateful but you were skeptical. Youâve never met let alone gone out with a man like him and you had no idea what to make of this gift. Was he seriously giving it to you or did you have to do something to earn it? Was he interested in you or just bored? Would a man like him just give someone a thousand dollar bracelet for no reason?
âYou can just park right here,â You mumbled quietly as you pointed to a spot in front of your building. He opened your door for you and looked up at the building. Earlier he missed how the street lamp flickered giving everything a ghostly shadow. You let him walk you up feeling slightly embarrassed by the appearance of the staircase and hall but he didnât seem to mind.
âThanks for everything, seriously,â You said as you stood at your front door. At some point his hand had found its way to yours again and was softly running his thumb against your knuckles, âAre you sure about the gift?â
âI donât accept gifts back,â Jungkook laughed softly, âBesides, it looks better on you than it would me. Iâm showing my gratitude for having you out tonight. I enjoy your company.â
âGood, I like talking to you too,â you smiled warmly and he couldnât help but mirror it.
âSo when can we go out again? Whatâs your schedule like this week?â Jungkook asked hopefully.
âSo youâll visit me or take me out?â You asked playfully, more forward than earlier and his smile grew.
âBoth, perhaps?â He asked.
Now, you donât usually do anything on the first date. There was a big âIfâ about the possibly of going out with the person again but Jungkook has been better than you couldâve imagined. It doesnât make sense why heâs single and interested in you of all people.
Before you could think of what to do, he was moving closer. His touch was soft but there was no denying the way his hand wandered up to your waist, pulling you into him gently. You wrapped an arm around his neck before you could overthink it and leaned onto your tiptoes. Jungkook smiled, his other hand cupping your chin and tilting your face up. His lips brushed against yours teasingly, taking a moment before pressing them together in a first kiss.
You both were nervous at first but it was like something inside you came to life and you kissed him with more intent. Jungkook welcomed it, smiling a little into the kiss as he pulled back to catch his breath.
âI should go inside,â You giggled softly, turning away feeling flustered.
A small sigh left his lips, holding you close to him, âIâll call you.â
It took less than a week for Jungkook to reveal to his close friends who the mysterious person heâs been seeing was. He was not trying to keep you a secret at all but there was only so much he wanted to say to them all and it was the basics. You were a just nice girl heâs met and went on a date with, but even that was enough for all the interrogations to arise.
âSo how far did you guys go?â Hoseok and his hyper sexual mind felt the need to ask, âOr were you a true gentleman and settled for a hug?â
âWe kissed,â Jungkook said, licking his lips at the memory, dealing his own cards for their next round of poker, âIâm taking it slow as of now.â
âWhyâs that? The gala is not too far, shouldnât you be focused on who is attending with you?â Namjoon asked, ashing his cigarette in the tray to the left of him. Jungkook ignored half of what his friend said as he readied to play.
âY/n seems very different from me and I just donât want to scare her off just yet,â Jungkook said honestly, thinking back to your reaction when he gave you the bracelet. He, of course, never assumed you came from much money especially considering he knew where you worked and lived but it wasnât a problem to him. He was more worried if youâd manage in his life with the people heâs close to. Itâs something he often wonders when the possibility of a relationship comes to mind but usually this is weeks into dating. The two of you have barely gone on one date and for some reason heâs already envisioning the future and what it could look like.
âHoly shit, thatâs like a thousand bucks,â Yeaun looked over the bracelet, âAnd he just gave it to you? Where can I find a guy like that?â
âI guess,â You said, shifting your eyes to Yoongi as if he had the answers. The two of you stood behind the bar while Yeaun sat at the counter. It was early in the evening and youâve been since 2:00pm and ready for your shift to end. Your friendâs been here âstudyingâ for over an hour but sheâs been too distracted listening to your date stories. The bar was empty aside from a couple stragglers who got off work early but nothing crazy and it put you at ease.
âDoes he know about Taehyung?â Yoongi asked curiously.
âNo, it was a first date. I didn't think I had to dish out all my problems so soon and scare him off,â You joked as you looked down at the bracelet, âBesides, who knows how long this will last.â
âHave you talked since then?â Yeaun asked, leaning against the counter with interest.
âA little, yeah. He works at a bank so heâs got long hours at the office so I donât really expect him to reach out to me much,â You told them honestly, âAnd who knows, it mightâve just been a one time thing.â
You shrugged it off like it wasnât a big deal but part of you wondered if heâd reach out for another date or not. He said he would but who knows. People make promises all the time.
âUgh, but he sounds like a dreamâa dream with money,â Yeaun pretended to swoon as she gathered her things and stuffed them into her book bag, âAlright, Iâve gotta go home and study, keep me updated though. Bye guys.â
You waved her off and turned to Yoongi as he polished some glasses. He gave you a small sigh, âI like the guy, he always tips well.â
As your shift came to an end and you left Yoongi to deal with the night people, you got on the bus to take your usual route home.
jungkook: will you be working tonight?
you: I just got off actually
jungkook: I wanted to see you :(
You read the message at least three times unable to think of a response.
jungkook: have you eaten? shall we get dinner?
Just as you hurried to type, your phone began to ring and a smile came to his face, âYou really are impatient, giving me no time to answer.â
Jungkook smiled as he drove over the familiar bridge that closed the gap between you, âSorry, Iâm not used to waiting. What are you doing then?â
âIâm on the bus, a couple stops away from home,â You told him looking at the passing buildings and the way the sun had fully set now, âWhat time do you want to meet for dinner?â
âNow?â Jungkook asked, âIâm not too far from your place, Iâll waitâor better yet whatâs the next stop and Iâll meet you.â
Jungkookâs Porsche looked strange parking at The bus stop waiting for you and you felt slightly embarrassed by your appearance. Compared to last time you were nowhere near as out together and it was clearly evident youâve just gotten off work. Jungkook was in his office attire but he still managed to look good.
âIf you had given me a little more time I wouldâve gotten dressed up for you,â You said light heartedly as he greeted you with a hug and kiss on your cheek.
âBut I like seeing you like this too, reminds me of that black skirt you wore the first night I met you,â Jungkook said, taking your hand in his, âSo whereâs the restaurant you were talking about?â
Something has begun to really sprout between the two of you. Part of it still feels superficial to an extent but thatâs how itâs supposed to feel. Youâre not supposed to jump into anything so fastâŠ
Yes, youâve been meeting up a lot more regularly but you still keep each other at a distance. When you meet itâs usually out and tonight Jungkook wanted to be somewhere comfortable with you. He understood you got off work at the bar late and the last thing you wanted to do was go out so he opted for another way he could see you.
âCan I come over instead?â He asked as he sat at the bar one night. It was late, Yoongi had shut the music off and the lights turned on giving everyone a hint that it was closing time. Jungkook had arrived a couple hours before midnight to keep you company. Now that youâre closing he knows thereâs a chance the night would come to an end soon and itâs the last thing he wanted. He had a stressful day at work that involved a meeting with the CFOâhis father, about some reports. It spiraled into a conversation about the gala and who he thinks Jungkook should go with.
He had wanted to tell his father then that he wasnât interested in being set up on a date because he had you but he struggled saying it. He doesnât know where the two of you stand but he wants to figure it out. Jungkook watched you wipe the counters as Yoongi counted registers and he even helped wipe down a few chairs for you as he waited for a response. If the people at the office or his friends saw him cleaning up after strangers theyâd laugh in surprise. He wasnât the type to get his hands dirty and thatâs exactly what heâs doing just to be with you.
Usually you always changed the subject when he asked, or hinted at him to go somewhere else instead but it was so late nothing would be open. Taehyung would be asleep if he was home but that was very unlikely. It was the weekend and he was most likely with his friends getting drunk somewhere and looking for an after party. Thereâs a chance he wouldnât come home at all so what excuse did you have to turn Jungkook down?
In the end, you gave in and once the bar was closed, Jungkook drove straight to your apartment. He climbed up the familiar stairs, walked down the familiar aisle and stood behind you as you unlocked the door, warning him about a possible mess. Now, you werenât cruel. Jungkook wasnât walking in completely blindsided by the idea that you had a roommate but you werenât totally up front with him. He knew your roommate was a guy but he wasnât so sure about the relationship between you two.
Taehyung was half-asleep on the couch and Jungkook looked at him with furrowed brows as he followed into your room. You sighed, âSorry, my roommateâs here.â
âItâs fine,â Jungkook said with a shrug as he began to unbutton the cuff of his shirt so he could roll the sleeves up, âHow do you know him again?â
He wanted to ask more but he had to be patient.
âDo you want me to be honest?â You asked nervously but he nodded his head and waited.
âHeâs my ex boyfriend. Thereâs still over six months on our lease but weâve been broken up for⊠I think as long as Iâve known you now. Weâre stuck living together until the lease is up,â You confessed in a single breath, âHe sleeps on the couch now.â
âYour ex boyfriend?â Jungkook looked at the closed door, imagining the man who slept on the other side of it and his chest tightened. Why didnât he just move out or why didnât you? Was it a money issue, no one to let you crash out their place?
âYeah but donât worry, we donât talk at all,â You tried to reassure him but you could tell he was too busy in his head, âWhat are you thinking?â
âIs this you?â He asked, holding up a picture frame in hands and staring at who appeared to be you but years younger. A small smile played on his lips that made you feel flustered as you took the frame from him, âYes, donât look at it. I was in a phase.â
âI can tell,â he joked playfully, looking around for something new to take his attention. Admittedly your place was small and it seemed like you had everything that expressed you shoved into your small bedroom. He understood you lived with someone else but is that what itâs like? What in this room belonged to Taehyung? You once shared it so there had to be something and that didnât sit right with him. He had no need to get jealous but it made his throat dry to think about.
âWhat? You didnât have something you were obsessed with growing up?â You asked, sitting against your row of pillows as he took a seat on your armchair. There was a vase of orchids on your vanity and books surrounding him as he stayed back.
âI was hyper fixated on water polo as a kid,â He confessed randomly, âBut then there was an accident with my horse and I couldnât do it anymore.â
âWait, thatâs kind of sad,â You sat straighter, âBut water polo?â
âYeah, I switched to rowing and tennis when I was in college,â Jungkook said, and you looked at him curiously. Even in his business attire you can tell he had a lean, muscular body and you couldnât help but stare. With an awkward clear of your throat you looked away, âWould you like a drink?â
âI canât, I have to make it home tonight,â Jungkook said with a sigh as he stared out the window to his side. It was late and he wanted to spend more alone time with you but he probably couldnât.
âAlready?â You asked patting the left side of your bed as if calling for him. He looked between you and the spot, heart beating fast and he thought about it.
âOh, if you insist,â He watched the way you rolled your eyes playfully, and laid back in your bed a little more, âYou know, for some reason Iâm comfortable around you even though we still donât know each other that well. I think you did something to me.â
âLike?â You asked with a hint of amusement.
âYouâre easy to talk to and Iâm not used to that,â Jungkook said, noticing the distance between you getting smaller, shoulders nearly brushing against each other, legs angled in and your hand right in his reach. He took it shyly, looking over the bracelet he gave you last time.
Jungkook was being honest now. He doesnât understand how or why but once he met you, he felt good.
âYou like me that much?â You smiled teasingly and he couldnât help but smile too. In the beginning he always took you to be indifferent. You didnât pay more attention to him than you needed to and clearly you had things going on in your life that stressed you out.
When you began talking to him he finally got a hint of interest in your part but he found you hard to readâhe still does. You smile more often now and joke around, go out with him, but want more. If youâre closed off because of the relationship with the guy who slept outside the bedroom then he really canât stand him.
âI do,â Jungkook smiled harder, leaning into you, âAnd Iâve been thinking about kissing you again.â
Alone in your bedroom with a guy whoâs nice and handsome and charming and⊠overall dreamy made things hard to resist. You kissed him shyly, lips pressed against his and he felt himself sink into your bed even further. His hands found the belt loops of your jeans and he hooked a finger using it to pull on top of him. You both were still dressed in your work clothes but neither of you seemed to care.
He hugged your hips, soft lips hungry for more of your touch and his mind went blank. Your hands cupped his face and you didnât shy away from his wandering hands that snuck under your plain black tee and felt along your spine. With your body pressed to his, you rolled onto your back with him following after you, never wanting to break apart.
You donât know how long you stayed like that, kissing heavily and hands roaming but never straying too far. He didnât push you for more even when you felt the way you affected him. Instead he kept the pace mutual, made you feel good and cared for.
By the time your lips were too swollen and sore, you had to pull back. His breathing was heavy and his hair was a mess of tousled black hair. He looked more of a wreck than you did and you couldnât help but laugh softly trying to fix the collar of his white button up.
âIâve got a meeting in a few hours,â Jungkook mumbled against your skin as he checked the time on his watch. It was way past midnight and he had to be ready by 7:00am. The drive home was nearly a half hour and he hadnât prepared himself that well. As much as he wants to stay in your bed he knew he had to go.
You whined softly, hugging him closer before easing off. You let him stand up and he tucked the part of his shirt that had slipped out and attempted to fix his hair. There was an obvious bulge in his slacks that he tried to ignore even when you looked so inviting. It would be so easy for him to fall back into bed and keep going but he had to be responsible. Sadly, responsibility came in the form of having self control and remembering heâs got work tomorrow.
âIâll walk you out,â You said with a small sigh. It was late and you had to be up early for the morning shift so it was right to end things. You needed to get out of your jeans and into bed. The two of you left your room quietly. His hand was on your waist, following you blindly out with his shoes in his hands and a calm smile.
âI'll call you tomorrow,â Jungkook whispered his promise as you unlocked the front door. He stood in the brightly lit hallway now. The goodbye was sweet and he found himself lingering behind when you shut the door. He couldnât make out the full conversation but your ex didnât seem to have been sleeping at all.
âWho was that?â Taehyung asked, sounding tired or irritated. He was laying down but with the light from the hall shining in you can make out the shape of his open eyes.
âA friend,â You said blandly.
âCan you do me a favor and keep your friends out of here?â Taehyung asked bitterly, âItâs my apartment too. Iâve already given you the room, the least you can do is respect me enough to not bring guys over on my bed.â
He stood alone in his office, trying to take a break from the busy day heâs had. Back to back meetings, lunch with his father, endless paperwork, hearing Hoseok scold him about not going further with you, etc., he needed a break. His phone sat on his desk and it was taking everything inside him not to call you. Heâs tried distracting himself with the view outside his windows but it wasnât working.
âIâm just saying, whatâs taking you so long? If you actually liked this girl wouldnât you have gone for it?â Hoseok asked with a shrug of his shoulders, âSheâs got you whipped and you havenât even done anything, thatâs crazy.â
âItâs not even like that, Y/nâs justâŠâ Jungkook looked nervous like when he had a school crush and would get teased about it, âI wanted toâshe lives with her ex.â
âRed flag,â Jimin chimed in from his corner of Jungkookâs office, âWhy?â
âBecause she still lives with her ex, obviously. Thereâs still something there or else she wouldâve moved out by now donât you think?â Jimin explained making Jungkook run his fingers through his hair anxiously.
âMaybe moneyâs tight. Y/n said their lease still has another six months,â Jungkook bit his lip.
âHelp her pay to end it then, duh,â Hoseok said with a shrug, knowing money wasnât a problem for him or his friends, âFree her from the shackles of past relationships.â
This time Jungkook didnât say anything because he was too busy thinking about it. He could help you pay it off, maybe even find you a new place but would you want him to? You always seem so tired after working both jobs and although he hasnât made it official, he doesnât like seeing the person heâs dating stressed all the time. He could easily take the weight off your shoulders if you let him.
âIsnât Jungkookâs problem that he hates dating women after his money? Why are you volunteering him to pay for some random girlâs rent?â Hoseok asked with a scoff, âThe girl I set you up with would never, FYI.â
He rolled his eyes, sinking back into his chair, âI donât care about that girl. I care about Y/n.â
âSo make it official, offer her help, and take her to the gala. Boom!â Jimin clapped like he solved world hunger.
He was going to, he planned to at least, he was just thinking of how to do it. It should be something simple but for some reason heâs nervous to do it. Everyone has already been nagging him about his personal life and as much as heâd like to keep you to himself, part of him also wants to show you off. Youâre not what he expected
When he was alone in his office, he spent his time thinking about what you could be doing right now and how badly he wanted to see you. All youâve done is make out and he wants to do more but heâs also happy about the pace youâre taking things. It seems right. Heâs not jumping to get into your pants and youâre not running to his pockets. He respects you and finds you too stunning to let go even if you lead different lives.
After work, he headed right to where heâd find you and you were talking with some college guys who ordered shots at the bar. They were in some university jackets and seemed perfectly content taking up your time.
âAre those for me?â Yoongi asked, stepping out from the walk-in fridge of alcohol. He pointed at what Jungkook was holding and it seemed to catch your attention too, finally making you look over at him. Your eyes softened, standing up as he got to the bar.
He held a large bouquet of orchids, various types of the flower, some pink, some white, a little bit of both, a hint of yellow. They looked pretty and he held them out to you as he responded to Yoongi, âSorry, hyung. Maybe next time.â
âI didnât know you were stopping in tonight,â You said, taking the flowers graciously. Now that youâre sort of seeing each other he hasnât been stopping regularly. Usually he sees you in your free time and occasionally if he goes to the bar but itâs usually at the end when not many people are left and youâre about to close.
âI meant to call but I forgot, forgive me?â He asked with a teasing smile, eyes glazed over as he watched you, âI just wanted to ask you something.â
You didnât hesitate to step out with him, alone in front of your job, clutching the bouquet in your hands.
âSo, Iâve been kind of pushing it off because Iâm not sure what youâll think, but Iâve been thinking about it a lot lately and I canât wait much longer to ask,â Jungkook started off with a nervous scoff, âAnd now that weâre out here and Iâve distracted you from work, itâs probably shitty timing butââ
âJungkook,â You said, looking up at him, âWhat do you want to ask me?â
âWill you go out with me? I mean⊠I know weâve gone on a few dates here and there but I donât think to keep going with this without asking you for a relationship. I want to get to know you more and more and I donât want to think about you possibly misreading my intentions and I just⊠really want to be your boyfriend,â Jungkook finished.
A smile spread on your lips as you leaned into him, one hand around his neck while the other held the bouquet from falling. His hands fell effortlessly on your waist, pulling you closer, feeling you nod your head against him, âIs this a yes?â
âYes,â You kissed his cheek, âOrchids are my favorite also.â
âReally?â He asked feigning surprise, âI guess I was lucky picking them out.â
âAre you staying for a drink?â You asked pulling back despite his hold.
âI donât think so, Iâve got another crazy day tomorrow and Iâve got some errands to run. Do you close tonight?â Jungkook asked, tucking a loose strand of hair behind your ear, âYou work too much?â
âI work too much?â You asked with a laugh, âYouâre the one with back to back meetings.â
It was oddly endearing seeing the way he pouted despite his tough exterior. He wore a black suit and his hair was combed back, driving his usual Porsche but then pouting at you rather cutely and delivering you your favorite flowers.
âYouâre right, Iâll take a few days off and spend all my time with you,â Jungkook said playfully, âIf you think Iâm clingy now just you wait.â
âOkay, okay,â You pushed against his chest lightly, âI have to get back inside before Yoongi kills me. Thank you for the flowers.â
âMhm,â Jungkook bit his lip, keeping you close to him still as he refused to let go of your hand, âCan I get a kiss before you go?â
You sighed, pretending to find it bothersome but let him pull you back. You kissed him goodbye with a promise to call him when you get home and went inside as he drove off.
The flowers looked pretty in the clear cylinder vase you fit them into once you got home that night. You ignored it when Taehyung slammed the door and set the flowers on your vanity, smiling a little to yourself as you got ready for bed.
It took a week for him to officially ask you to be his date for the event of the year. He wanted to appreciate the tranquility he had with you at least a little before he brought you to everyone close to him. He didnât want your opinion about him changing but he also wanted to show you off finally. In the end, he asked you over dinner and you had no reason to turn him down.
You didnât fully understand what he was inviting you to and the gift he left for you one day only left you more confused.
âJust try it on, baby,â Jungkook urged you on as he busied himself in your bedroom while you stared at the box on your bed, âIâm sorry I couldnât find anything better at the last minute but youâll look beautiful either way.â
He already thought you looked pretty with how you styled your hair and makeup, you just needed a pretty bustier gown with orchids to match. It was a vintage Dolce & Gabbana dress that accentuates your figure nicely. Your neck looked plane but he fixed that with a few gold pieces and rushed you out the room. Taehyung wasnât homeânot that either of you cared if he wasâbut if you could avoid him the better. You didnât need him looking at you some type of way and youâre sure Jungkook could go without it too.
âI couldâve found something to wear, you didnât have to,â You tried to say but it was clear he wasnât listening.
âI wanted to,â Jungkook fixed the cuffs of his suit, checking the time on his watch. âWeâll be late if we donât get going now.â
When he first told you about the charity gala, you werenât sure what to expect. Maybe a few auctions, some guest speakers or small press but this was so much more than that. Hundreds of people filed into the large venue, chandeliers held high and disco balls spinning. Everyone wore suits and beautiful dresses who wore them more confidently than you did yours. There were performance acts happening all around you and a few people youâve seen on television in attendance. Without meaning to, you leaned against Jungkook as he navigated through the seating and found your table.
âLook whoâs finally decided to let us meet his girlfriend,â Someone said from the table as Jungkook searched around for his place card. Usually, he sat with his parents and his brother and his family but he started with his friends first. The others were busy speaking on stage and right now the guys seemed less intimidating.
âY/n, this is Jimin, youâll learn he never thinks before he speaks,â Jungkook joked, making you want to smile but unsure if you should.
âYou clean up nicely for a waitress,â Someone else said and Jungkook looked up immediately. Hoseok was obviously jokingâperhaps to impress the girl heâs been seeing and the one he set Jungkook up with for a date [who was surprisingly on Jinâs arm now]. One of the girls snickered, making your brows furrow.
âDonât be an asshole,â Namjoon told him off, directing Jungkook to sit down, noticing how ready he was to speak up.
âYouâre prettier than he said,â Namjoon told you with a polite smile. Jungkookâs hand rested on the back of your chair as he looked around for his parents before asking you, âJust ignore some of the stuff they say. Iâll handle it.â
âIâm not worried,â You admitted, sitting straighter as you looked at your name plaque on the dining set in front of you. He smiled down at you, âYou are prettier than I first said.â
âSo whatâs it like busting tables, Y/n?â Some woman asked you and Jungkook turned, clearly annoyed. He couldnât understand why Hoseok would bring the girl he went on a date with to the gala as Jinâs date instead. It didnât make sense and once again his dear friend was bringing questionable guests.
âAbout as pleasant as your company,â You said with a smile, âPerhaps a bit more, Iâd assume? I donât know, I'm not a waitress.â
You were a bartender and a cashier, if this random woman is going to insult you could she at least be accurate? Either way, thereâs nothing wrong with being in the service industry but judging by everyone around the table, they all look down it. You looked at Jungkook, in his designer suit, wearing the designer dress he bought you and feeling very obviously out of place.
âIâm gonna go to the washroom,â You whispered to him and concern flickered in his eyes. Your hand barely grazed his shoulder as you stood up and he placed his hand over it keeping you from leaving just yet.
âEverything okay?â He asked, not caring for anyone else at the table but you at the moment. You nodded with a gentle smile, âYes, Iâll be right back.â
When you left the table it seemed like everyone was able to catch a proper breath, all looking at Jungkook as if he had something to say. He didnât let you get too far out of his sight before he stood up too.
âWhere are you going?â Jimin asked with an amused expression, âI want Y/n back, sheâs cute.â
âIâm gonna find us better company,â Jungkook said as he looked at the women and Hoseok, âSober company.â
âCome on man, weâre just messing around,â he said turning to Jin hoping for some help but Jin chose to stay out of it, âSheâs great, honestly. Not what I expected.â
âHobi,â one of the girls complained but Jungkook was taking his drink and leaving.
You tried to fix your appearance in the mirror but there wasnât anything specific you could point to. There was just something that felt wrong and maybe it was being here at all. Maybe youâre moving too fast? Youâve already agreed to go out with him and you have strong feelings for him but if those are his friends⊠and these are the parties he attends⊠maybe youâre not cut out for it.
The women were flooded in designer and a sort of elegance youâre sure you didnât possess and the others seemed just as luxurious. You work two jobs to keep a shitty roof over your head while youâre attending a ball in a dress worth more than what you make in a month. You might act like youâre not nervous but youâre anxious. It feels like youâre pretending to be comfortable. Do you deserve this sort of treatment from him? All heâs done since you met him is keep you company, shower you in gifts, listen you every word you said, and⊠brought you around those close to him but were you right for him?
He seemed too good for you.
âI was beginning to think you ran out on me,â Jungkook said with a chuckle as he watched you jump in surprise. He stood near the entrance to the washrooms and waited for you to come out for what felt like forever.
âYou really are impatient,â You teased as he pulled you into his arms, pressing a kiss to the corner of your lips, âIs everyone still at the table?â
âProbably,â Jungkook said, taking your hand in his and walking through the crowds, âBut Iâm sick of them, letâs do our own thing for now.â
Jungkook was as attentive as ever. He introduced you to anyone who came up to him and he looked genuinely happy to have you there by his side. You havenât been seeing each other for long at all, but it feels right. At one point you reunited with his friends, except Jimin was off somewhere with Jin and the two girls. The rest welcomed you just fine and asked you questions about yourself. Sometimes Jungkook would say something about you that you had no idea he knew. Hoseok found it adorable how he spoke for you with a sense of pride or excitement. It was obvious to anyone who paid attention that Jungkook felt strongly for you and you for him. Although hesitant to let you in, you seemed to charm your way with his friends and it made him happy to see how well you fit in.
âLeaving already?â Namjoon asked when Jungkook made his rounds of farewell to everyone he knew.
âYeah, weâre⊠tired,â Jungkook said but the smile on his face said otherwise, âAnd itâs late.â
âHm,â Namjoon seemed amused as he looked down at the arm Jungkook had around your waist and how it ran along your hip, holding you close. The two of you looked like proper lovers on their honeymoon and he couldnât help but laugh, knowing neither of you were close to tiredâjust ready to leave.
He smirked, âHave fun.â
âWhat did that mean?â You asked as Jungkook led you out but he just shrugged. Valet brought his car and you got in with him.
âDonât know,â Jungkook said leaning over the middle consoled to kiss you, âWill you spend the night at my place?â
âI donât have clothes,â You said, smiling at the way he seemed to deject, worrying at his bottom lip.
âI mean⊠we wonât really need thaââ
âJungkook!â You hit his arm playfully, making him laugh. He drove to his place with one hand on the steering wheel and the other on your thigh. He lived in a penthouse in the sky, at one of the most expensive apartments in the whole city. The entire ride up the elevator was filled with his rough hands holding you in his arms, telling you how beautiful you looked tonight.
âI canât take too much credit,â You teased, arms around his neck as you went to the top floors, âYouâre the one who picked out the dress.â
âItâs not about the dress,â Jungkook whispered, cupping your face in his hands, âItâs about the person wearing it.â
âAnd what about when Iâm not wearing it?â You asked, stepping out of the elevator once it got to his floor. You walked ahead of him and he couldnât help but look after you. Your hips swayed with each step, walking so effortlessly in a dress that accentuated your shape. It had his attention all night and he knew tonight was the night heâd have you. You were hard to resist but he was patient, he waited for the right timing to make sure what he felt was right and it was. He was so into you it was all he could think about.
âY/n,â Jungkook called for you before you could skip too far from him. The two of you stood in the foyer now and he was taking your hand in his to keep you from wandering too far inside. His place was huge, the entrance alone had a level of class you didnât expect. It was a two level penthouse with a grand staircase and pool on the balcony. Your heels created an echo that felt never endless and in the middle of the foyer was a rounded table with a small stack of mail and a large vase of orchids.
Now you feel bad always dragging him to your small bedroom in an apartment you shared with an ex boyfriend. It was something Jungkook never seemed bothered byâeven when Taehyung would make a fuss about somethingâand that made you feel even more embarrassed.
You were too distracted to notice when he closed the space between you, hands on your waist as he pulled you against him.
âYouâve been handsy all night, yâknow,â You teased him with a smile, turning in his arms to face him. He let his forehead lean against yours, and closed the space between your lips until you were kissing.
There was a hint of a smile into the kiss as he deepened it by dipping his head low, mouths moving in sync. Even with your heels, you couldnât quite reach him and tried to lean upward.
Jungkookâs hands traced down your waist, falling to your hips and without pulling away, pulled you onto the table, sliding his mail to the floor. A light squeal left your lips, holding him tighter, âJungkook.â
âI canât help it,â He began to trail soft kisses down your neck, nibbling here and there to get a reaction out of you, âIâve been good all the time.â
You couldnât help but laugh, a cute and amused laugh that made him smile. One of the straps of your dress slipped down your shoulders and he hooked a finger into the thin fabric and pushed it back into spot. Jungkook didnât hesitate to help you down from the table, not yet letting you go but walked toward the staircase âAnd Iâve got you all alone now. Nobody asking you for another round of drinks, or your⊠roommate, just you and I. I donât think I can hold back any longer.â
With that being said, he guided you up the stairs taking you down a hallway toward the main bedroom. It was modern and dark with a wall of windows that overlooked the city lights. His bed was at the center with black sheets that he set you down and begins kissing you again.
Your hands ran down the front of his suit, pushed the jacket off and untucked it from his slacks. Every time you see him heâs dressed so nicely but you wanted to see what it looked like underneath. One time it had been late and last minute when he saw you and was dressed in a casual hoodie and sweats. You made out on your bed but never got far enough to take your clothes off. You know heâs muscular and lean but you needed to see it all.
Although your pace of undressing him was quick to your knowing, it wasnât enough for him. He yanked at the buttons, pulling it off and your jaw nearly dropped.
"Tattoos?" You questioned with surprise, as he sat back on his haunches playing with the buckle of his belt. He unclipped the back of his silver watch, throwing it on the floor and pulled his belt fully out of the loops.
âSurprising?â He responded looking down at. Your dress was ruffled up around your waist and your legs looked smooth. You sat back on your hands to meet him halfway for another kiss and while his mouth was concentrated on yours and your tongues danced against each other, he slipped his hands down your back. Your dress had a lower back cut, barely held together by a ribbon that had been tempting him all night. How easy it would have been to undo it and kiss along your spine.
A soft gasp slipped past your lips and swallowed by his as he pushed the straps off your shoulder and let it pool around your breasts. He slipped it further down exposing more of yourself to him and he kissed down your neck. You were slowly fall back into his pillows with his mouth against your collarbone, guiding you to your back so he could take the dress off you.
He left wet kiss down your chest, hands tracing along your ribcage as you arched into him and your breasts fell and rose with each heavy breath you took. mouth left wet kisses down to your collarbone and between your breasts. You let out a sigh feeling his gentle touch and he cupped your soft mound, squeezing lightly before he brought his lips to your hardening bud.
âIs this good?â Jungkook asked almost shyly, tongue sneaking a touch on your nipple as his thumb swiped over it feeling it begin to stiffen. You could barely form words to respond when he repeated the actions a couple times.
"Jungkoângh," you whined wriggling around a little for more. He looked up at you through a mess of hair and his teasing tongue flicked your nipple as his other hand groped the flesh of your left breast.
You touched along his back wanting to feel more of him pushing your breasts in his face and he drooled all over your boobs, sucking and licking your skin while you arched into him.
Once his tongue had grown sore, Jungkook moved along down your stomach pulling on it in hopes that he could get it off. With a small huff in annoyance, he sat back, looking down at your half naked body and tried to work out a way to take it off you. He raised your legs against his shoulders, sliding the flimsy fabric off and throwing it to the floor next to his shirt.
It didnât go ignored the fact that you had been completely bare underneath, your pubic area exposed to him as youâve gone all night with no panties and it was only now he realized.
âYou had nothing under this entire time?â Jungkook asked, finally pulling his own pants down, not bothering to wait to get his briefs off and did them both at the same time. He barely gave you time to appreciate the veins leading down his V-line toward his hardened cock before he was leaning down to kiss you again, âIf I wouldâve known we wouldâve never left your apartment.â
âGood thing I didnât tell you then,â You said between gasps when he licked the shell of your ear, pressing his naked body against yours.
Tonight had been something heâs known for months and a yearly event that he needed to attend. If he had known and seriously kept you in bed youâre sure he wouldâve heard an earful. You only chose to go bare so you wouldnât get a panty line on the dress.
He mustâve liked your chest because he went back to your breasts hungrily latching onto a nipple again, choosing not to respond anymore as he got lost in your warmth.
Like earlier when he got the dress off, he hitched your right leg up until it was bent close to your stomach, exposing more of your wet pussy to his greedy eyes. Silky strings of arousal glazed over your folds making him run his tongue along his bottom lip. Jungkook was focused on your wet cunt, dragging a finger along the center where your juices puddled at your entrance. It was a wet, creamy sort of slick that coated his fingers and your clit.
You released a moan at stimulation, jaw going slack when Jungkook gripped your hips with his free hand and pressed you firmly to the bed. Making sure you wouldnât squirm away, he dropped to his stomach, face between your lips as he went for a taste.
His lips were soft against your folds, eyes locked onto the sight of your puffy lips and let his tongue lick up the puddle of arousal. He practically sucked on it for a taste and left open mouth kisses on your cunt. You gripped the bed sheets tightly, legs threatening to shut but whenever you tried to squirm his head followed your movements.
Jungkook could barely breathe but it felt unnecessary as he nipped at your labia, sucking it into his mouth and letting your clit rut against the tip of his rounded nose. In all honesty, there was only one thing on his mind right now. He wanted to please you and make you feel good. He wanted to make you forget about any other guy and make you think of him and only him. His mouth closed over the stiffened clit suddenly and he began to lick and suck, feeling the outline of your slit get his chin wet like a dog lapping at water with thirst.
You had to be the sweetest thing to ever grace his tongue and it was making him lose his mindâaimlessly rutting his stiff cock against the bed.
Your head had fully tipped back, no longer paying attention to the pleasure he brought between your legs and sunk into the pillows, staring up at the ceiling moaning. Jungkook watched you succumb to what he gave you and he snaked a hand along your body, feeling the way your stomach caved in with deep breaths and settled a grip on your tits. His fingers were wet and he used the liquid to coat your nipples, rubbing them between fingers and quite literally tongue fucking you with your hips humping his face.
You were in ecstasy with his mouth slobbering all over your cunt. You couldnât remember the last time you let someone touch youâpleasure you. It surely wasnât with the ex you lived with. You stopped letting him in long before you broke up and even then he didnât make you feel the way Jungkook did.
"Ohâ" you moaned softly, hands in his
dark hair keeping him in place. He didn't say anything only guided you through an orgasm, feeling the way your legs shook and your breath hitched. Your clit twitched in his mouth and he tried to soothe the feeling with tender lips, tongue lapping at your release as you came down from your high.
Your eyes opened, looking right at the red tip of his cock, aching with need and pointing straight at you. He leaked with precum just from what he had done to you and he needed more. You tried to sit up on shaky legs, meeting him halfway for a messy tongue kiss, licking your arousal off his lips and some spit mixed into it. It was nasty but it made him grown with lust, especially when your hand snaked around his mushroom tip.
Jungkook dropped his forehead against your shoulder, staring down at your naked bodies and focusing on the hand you had on him. Your thumb was rubbing against the slit, smearing clear arousal around his head. His brows knitted together, a confused expression as you tried leaning back, managing to pull him into bed. It didnât take long for him to get the hint and get on his back.
âBaby,â Jungkook tried to warn as you shifted to sit between his legs, leaning down to his stiff member. He was so close already and wasnât sure how much heâd be able to handle before he had a chance to be inside you. A dry gasp left his lips as you went in without warning.
You flattened your tongue on the underside of his length, teasing a long lick from his base to the tip. Spit pooled in your mouth that you let drool out of your mouth and cover his tip, eyes on him the whole time. His eyes felt heavy but he refused to let them shut, wanting to see the way you took his cock into your mouth seductively.
A deep, throaty men left his lips as you swallowed as much of him as you could; never pulling your eyes off him and his head nearly tipped back with pleasure. Holding the base of his cock with one hand, you begin to bob your head setting a good pace, with your other hand on his muscular thigh.
Your eyes lock on the obvious muscles flexing under your touch, his abdomen more prominent than before and you eyed his tattoos curiously. Whatever you couldnât fit into your mouth was jerked off by your free hand that would occasionally run a little lower to massage his scrotum.
You can tell he was close which left you with a sense of pride. Your nose pressed into his pubic bone, taking steady breaths as you flattened your tongue and relaxed your throat to fit whatever more you can. Jungkook panted feeling the throb of his cock as his tip hit the back of your throat.
You roughly swallow around him, suppressing a gag and resume to deep throat him.
"Fucking hell," he groaned tossing his head back in bliss, hand hiding his face as it scrunched together in pleasure. Moans were pouring out of his mouth, sounds muffled into his hand, "I'm soâclose."
It hit him at once, hips nearly licking from how hard his muscles tightened with pleasure. His cock twitched warning a gag from you before he couldnât take anymore. You didnât pull away, swallowing what you could of his release.
Jungkook slowly comes down from his high, hand petting your hair. His eyes were hazy and his mouth dry. It felt like he couldn't move a muscle but he needed to feel your mouth on his. He could taste himself on you and with your aftertaste on his he wished to kiss more, pulling you onto his lap.
It was the best head heâs ever received yet his cock ached for more.
âCondom?â You asked, nipping at his ear lobe making his eyes roll. He didnât bother to shift you off his lap as he blindly felt around his nightstand for protection.
He let you slide it onto his member, watching it bounce back up, too stiff to budge and held placed a hand at the base as you moved to straddle him.
The expression you made as you sank onto his length was utterly beautiful and you radiated a confidence in taking him that he hadnât seen before. Every time heâd seen you has led up to this moment where you could finally be as intimate as you please and he wasnât the only one jumping for the chance. He didn't push to move even if he really wanted to and instead let you adjust. He wanted this to be pleasurable to you too.
"Jungkook," you whined, hands flat on his chest making your tits perk up and he carefully shifted his hips, rolling them up to dig just a little deeper.
âThatâs it baby,â he muttered under his breath, watching your hair fall forward as you tried to concentrate on his thrusts. You ground your hips against him and he watched your body shudder with pleasure. It was hypnotic the way you pulled him and he couldnât help but lean upward, kissing one of your breasts as you rode his dick for the first time.
He groped at your ass, spreading the soft cheeks apart and rammed into you when you threw your head back with a whimper, "Feels good."
You threw your arms around him, suffocating him against your chest as he bounced you on his dick, moaning against your nipples and drooling. Jungkook's nail dug into your soft flesh as he lifted your hips up and down on his cock.
He felt stuck, unable to move his hips as much as he wanted to and with a low grunt, he rolled you onto your back, knees digging into the mattress as your legs wrapped around his waist, âFuck, I canât.â
You didnât pay much attention to his words as Jungkook began to quite literally drop dick inside you, grinding his pelvis into you with each deep thrust and it felt nasty to be fucked this way.
A familiar ring of nerves clenching around his member as it sucked him into your folds. He wasn't going to last much longer either.
He hasn't slept with someone in months and it definitely didn't feel like this. He didnât give it up to just anyone despite what reputation he might have, and it took him time to sleep with you. He had to feel intimate in other ways before he let himself feel the pleasure you brought him.
âGonna cum for me?â He asked softly, kissing your jaw and hugging your waist as he dug your pussy out, feeling your nails claw at his back.
âPlease,â you begged, snuggling into his neck and his chest tightened with want. He put more purpose into his thrusts, bringing you and himself so close to the edge that you would tip over any moment. You sounded too pretty begging for him to just ignore.
A wave of pleasure washed over you, skin rising with bumps as a shiver ran down your body. He held you tightly as you moaned in euphoria, coming undone once again. Jungkook couldnât hold on much longer and your legs around him gave him no choice but to fuck the rest of length in you until he came into the condom.
You laid together for a moment, both shaking and softly petty each other as you came down. Jungkookâs fingers combed your hair back and you straightened your sore legs as you let him pull out.
You donât remember much aside from the drowsiness and he cleaned you up better than you couldâve.
He lied back in bed, pulling the covers over your naked body and fell asleep in your arms.
Once the sun rose into the sky, sneaking into the bedroom through the blinds and waking you from a heavy sleep, you found yourself feeling sore. You attempted to stretch but Jungkookâs arm trapped you against him.
âWhat time is it?â You mumbled to yourself, looking down at your naked body feeling self conscious as you rolled onto your side to find your phone. It was somewhere out in the foyer with the rest of your things youâd forgotten.
The time on Jungkookâs alarm clock read ten minutes past the bus. You shouldâve been on it and on your way to the cafe.
âY/n,â Jungkook mumbled sleepily, sitting up a little to see what was holding your attention, âBack to sleep.â
âIâm going to be late to the cafe,â You said, attempting to get up but failing miserably once he pulled you back down.
âWho cares about that one, letâs sleep a little longer,â He said and although your heart raced, you canât help but roll your eyes.
âDonât you have work today? Weâll both be late,â You tried to reason but your now clingy boyfriend wasnât hearing any of it.
âIâm in line to be CFO, I can do whatever I want and today Iâm choosing to spend as much time with you as possible,â Jungkook said arrogantly but it was so easy to look past when he kissed your palm affectionately.
âNot all of us are as lucky,â You sighed, pressing a quick kiss to his lips as you tried getting out of bed. Instead you just ended up underneath him.
His smile was mischievous, âSo Iâve been thinkingâŠâ
âYes?â
âWe already barely have time to see each other,â Jungkook said with a small pout, âAnd you live so far with someone who doesnât deserve to see you as often as he doesâŠâ
âWell, maybe you should come stay with me. I know you said Yeaun doesnât have the space to let you move in with her and I really donât want you stressing about rent or living with someone you donât want to live with,â Jungkook told you, slowly rolling off you once he felt he had your attention, âSo what do you say?â
âYou live far,â You tried to say, sitting up and clutching the sheets to your front. You werenât completely opposed to it but shocked nevertheless.
âThatâs why I think you should quit at the cafe,â Jungkook said eagerly, âThat way you could focus on just one job and have so much more free time. Iâll take you or get you a driverâa car?, whatever you need to get to the bar. I know you like working there but at least you wouldnât be running back and forth between jobs. I live far but Iâm asking you, will you move in with me?â
âI have to think about it,â you sighed, sinking further into bed and the thought of getting up to answer missed calls from your job made you want to hide under the covers. You really did not like working there. It was early hours, shitty pay, and rude people. At least at the bar it was nighttime and the people knew you. And it would be nice to no longer live with TaehyungâŠ
Jungkook couldnât help but smile, pulling you into his arms knowing you were seriously considering it, â⊠And if you ever decide you donât want to be at the bar either⊠youâll be with me and have all the time in the world to do what you want.â
âYouâre offering too much,â You said playfully, hugging him lovingly, âIâll really start to think about it.â
âPlease, I could give you whatever you want if you just let me,â Jungkook says.
In some strange, unexplainable way, he fell for someone so unlike him. It was effortless and comforting to the point that nothing would bother him about it and all he wanted was to be with you. He could ignore everything else, or solve anything just to be with you.
Itâs like youâre what heâs been looking for and heâs what you needâsomeone trusting, reliable and loving.
Ever since he saw you buying orchids at the convenience store, he canât help but think of them when he thinks of you. You remind him of one.
Beautiful, charming, graceful. It didnât matter if you had different upbringings or experiences, all he knows is youâre fit for him and heâs fit for you. Heâll show you things youâve never seen, treat you to luxuries and care while you teach him more about yourself. Let him really get to know you and what makes you smile.
To do that, you have to let him in.
âSo no work?â Jungkook asked hopefully making you roll your eyes, trying not to smile.
âI guess not,â You sighed, feeling him begin to smile against you and hurried to stop him, âBut I should still go home.â
âTo pack?â
âNo, to shower and get dressed,â You corrected him, laughing at how he whined, âWell talk about it more later, last night wasâŠâ
âA lot?â
âYou can say thatâ
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the fuck is wrong with me.
#tired sleepy bored can't make myself do things hhhh#also annoyed i have Responsibilities that won't let me just chill tomorrow#when said responsibilities are 1. dog training practice i enrolled into on my own volition#and 2. visiting my friend's grave because it's the anniversary of her death#girl you've got no one to be annoyed at lol#idk everything feels meh#also gotta shave my legs bc i need to wear a dress tomorrow bc my friend would've wanted that lol#which is a whole Ordeal#inthink i need some rest without 1. work 2. my pets (i have a studio apartment i can't even get away from them)#3. my shit fuck damn phone i'm glued to at all times#also both my phone and my laptop work really bad. they're so slow it can take up to 15 minutes for a simple action#i don't use my laptop like at all these days bc of that and also bc i get really sleepy when sitting lol#grrrrrrr anyways yeah everything sucks#my text posts#also i'm trying to get off my meds bc i want to see if i would be ok without em (it's been three years lol) and bc they cost money and#bc it's really hard to get an appointment with the state psychiatrist and i doubt he'd said anything useful anyway#i think it's going pretty well#not looking forward to withdrawal symptoms tho#idk if it affects my state currently. it feels like all i've been doing for the past few years is complain about being tired lol
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answering a question nobody asked: what are jason's love languages ranked?
giving:
5 ) gift giving is bottom tier for him. i just dont see how he could value that more than any of the above because of the way he grew up. like material things and money seem like something heâd reject more than anything to me. but he does still give you presents, of course. heâll buy you flowers randomly and jewelry and little things heâd noticed you admiring. but i dont think he really does it as a method of expressing his love for you so much as just like a little nice thing to do for you. its not his preferred method of communication, at least.
4 ) a little lower on the list comes words of affirmation because i donât think it comes as naturally to him. heâs a man of few words and those chosen are caked in sarcasm and dry in a way that attempts to push people away, even if he doesnât mean to. i just think his words can be rough around the edges even if his meaning isnât. when he can work through it though, his words are very gentle and genuine. not one for hyperbole but really truly means what he says. he hears that youâre insecure about how a dress looks on you and heâs telling you to âshut up, you look good.â or youâre nervous and heâll say âyouâre fine, donât worry about it.â to someone elseâs ears it might sound dismissive but you know that not how he means it. thereâs a lot of unsaid words with him that are more significant than whats coming out of his mouth. like i said though, only like level 10 acquaintances and you will ever know him well enough to decipher those secret meanings.
3 ) he tends to treat himself like a loner, pulling away from people like second nature, but after he met you he found himself wanting to be around you all the time. heâs not the best with words or romantic gestures so quality time is an easier way of reminding you he loves you. he likes just sitting with you and letting you ramble about your dayâlistening to your voice is a big part of his calming down process every night. but sitting in comfortable silence with you is probably his favorite. he doesnât get that with a lot of people. silenceâsure; comfortableânot so much. he loves the implied intimacy and trust of quietly cooking, napping together, or doing your own things in the same space.
2 ) physical touch is another big one for him. only unlockable after entering a relationship with him. he does it for a lot of reasons, common ones include: as a reminder that heâs there, to ease anxiety (yours or his own), as a sort of fidget, or if heâs feeling a little possessive. its honestly going to shock his family how much he initiates touch with you. heâll shove them off of him when they try to hug him and is likely to throw hands if they get too touchy. so when they meet you for the first time and heâs squeezing your hand in his the whole night, shoulder to shoulder with youâtheyâre surprised, to say the least. as time goes on they start to notice that he looks borderline uncomfortable when heâs not touching youâlike he doesnât know what to do with his body. his favorite ways to touch you (non sexually) include: keeping you pressed back to his chest, having your leg hooked atop his when youâre sitting hanging out, hand on the back of your neck, and hands on your hips are a must.
1 ) jason's prime method of communication is through acts of service. he fully believes itâs his responsibility to take care of you and doing things for you comes very naturally to him anyways. heâs known to refuse to let you carry things, let you have the comfortable chair, give you the last of his snack, that kind of thing. he also wants to make your life easier as much as possibleâheâll insist on you telling him about things you need, especially things you arenât able to do yourself. you never ever have to hire a guy to come look at anything broken in your apartment, jasonâs got that shit under wraps. heâd honestly be a little hurt if you did. heâs got a wide array of skills under his belt, he can fix leaky pipes, install locks, build furniture, repair cars, you name it.
receiving:
5 ) he always appreciates getting gifts from you but itâs not necessarily his preferred way of receiving your love. gift giving and acts of service are bottom tier because theyâre the only ones that he feels like are taking away from you. costing you money or energy, wasting it on himâhe doesnât want you to do that. he canât feel loved by the gesture when heâs busy concerning himself with the idea that heâs putting you out for it. when you do give him gifts he likes it most when theyâre little things, especially things that you made. make him a friendship bracelet, a simple painting, a fucking paper craneâheâll love it. with things like that, it makes him really happy to see how excited you are to show him and thatâs when he feels the love from you.
4 ) itâs always a little hit or miss with acts of service. he has a hard time accepting help, especially from you. he tends to feel like its his job to take care of you and if you have to help him, heâs doing something wrong. the best way to perform acts of service for him is through littler things. cooking his favorite dinner, checking up on how his stitches are healing, covering him up when its cold and heâs too busy/stubborn to go get a blanket. donât make a whole thing about it, just do it and heâll notice and heâll be thinking about it for a while.
3 ) for the same reasons as mentioned earlier, he loves quality time with you. he prefers being on the receiving end of it though because he is a little insecure and absolutely loves when you go out of your way to spend time with him. tell him you want to be around him, tell him you miss him, tell him youâre happy heâs here. warning: he might cry.
2 ) youâll notice this one because his breath will literally hitch. physical touch is one of the most prominent methods of affection in your relationship and he never gets used to it. the presence of just your head on his shoulder or your hand in his provides such a noticeable release of tension for him. heâs a huge huge fan of you tracing patterns anywhere on his skin, playing with his hair, and wrapping your arms around his middle so you can hold him close. climb on his lap unexpectedly and his heart will skip a few beats.
1 ) he won't ever admit it, but words of affirmation are his absolute biggest weakness. your boy has a praise kink, but i also think it's difficult for him to accept that so you have to be subtle about it and work up. it gets him really blushy and if you can manage to get him talking, heâs stammering. he canât hold eye contact for shit when you call him pretty and itâs very amusing to you to see such a quick and drastic shift in his disposition. things that have straight up put him out of commission include: calling him âmy pretty boy,â or âsweet boy,â âyou always take such good care of me,â âyouâre so strong,â âyouâre the love of my life.â âiâm proud of youâ will literally put him on his knees.
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loosing a bet delinquent oc x president bttm male reader
It was a bet amongst your friends against some silly game. They all supported one team but you supported the other â whether you actually had a big interest in the game or not, it didn't matter, you still preferred one over the other to win. If your team won, they would have to embarass themselves by wearing a cheerleader outfit, if their team won, vice versa.
What could go wrong? Both teams were good and predicting the win would be difficult.
The flashes of your friend's cameras caused you to hold a hand up to your face, desperately trying to hide the bright pink blush spreading across your cheeks. How did he mess up that last shot? The game was so close and right at the breaking point, the player missed and costed the whole game and your dignity.
It was a skimpy outfit with thigh high tights, no sleeves, and a skirt that probably met your mid-thigh. You could not let Adrien see you in this. Like a group of laughing hyenas, you and your friends finally walked out of the changing rooms, your head glued to the floor as you walked through the hallways. Everyone's eyes were on you and you swore someone wolf-whistled in your direction as a half-assed joke.
"You gotta wear it the whole day, you lost the bet," you felt a harsh clasp on your shoulder and your friend was met with a cold glare. You honestly wish you just bet money at this point. You were about to round the corner when you heard a familiar voice â Adrien's sickly smooth tone. Your heel grounded into the floors and you dashed the other way, ignoring the confused shouts of your friends.
Adrien's head tilted when he watched someone dressed in a pink cheerleader outfit practically run for their life in the other direction. At first, he genuinely thought it was some cheerleader girl who probably missed her practice or something, but the more he stared at the running figure, the more he realised. "Shit, is that prez...?" Earning a nod from the group, a smile curled onto his face. He's totally forgotten how different your friend groups were seeing as they furrowed their eyebrows being so close to a delinquent.
"I'm gonna... get a drink from the vending machine, go on without me," Adrien flashed a toothy grin at the boys and walked in the direction you ran, picking up his speed but not breaking into a sprint. You two still weren't an official or public thing. You hadn't run very far, opting to retreat back to the student council room â people wouldn't come in here willingly anyways. But one person would.
A whistle caught your attention and as you whipped around, Adrien was already in the room, closing and flicking the lock on the door. "What a sight," He chuckled, slinking a hand around your waist to get a better look at you. "It's not what it looks like," you try to defend yourself, pushing at his shoulders as he leans closer. Your back is pressed against the table and he's gripping your hips like you're about to fall.
"How'd you even get this?" Adrien drags his tongue along his teeth flipping up your pink skirt, "Wearin' anything underneath?" He muses, and to his disappointment, you were, but he couldn't complain since it was a pair of lacy white panties. "It just came with the outfit," You mutter, pushing the fabric back down as you turn your head. "And...? You still put it on," Adrien laughed, his eyes crinkling at the corners. You couldn't deny the fact that you had the choice not to put it on, but you still did so you kept quiet.
"Are you mad at me?" His voice is nothing but a whisper now as his head leans dangerously close to your ear. The delinquent has one hand on your waist while the other descends your back, trailing down to your cute skirt, pulling it up enough so that he could push your underwear down. You don't have half the mind to swat his hand away when he's so close to you. He slips the white fabric down just enough, spitting on his fingers before he teases you lightly. Adrien's brownish hair brushes against your ear as his head is positioned right next to yours, peering over your shoulder to look at his hands and your ass.
"You're always mad at me baby, I'm sorry," He cooes a gentle tone but it's deceptive. You flinch when he slips a finger past your rim, your arms instinctively moves to grip his shoulders. "I can't help it when you're dressed so cute," You can't see his face fully, but you know damn well he's smirking.
He's doing that knee thing where its pushed forward enough that if you rutted against it just a little bit, it would send sparks flying through your veins. "Adrien..." was basically the only thing you could whine when he's slipping a second finger, and then a third past that tight ring. He's really overestimating himself. His palm is against your tail bone as he pumps his fingers in and out of you, your warm, wet walls squeezing his fingers just right.
"Fuck, why do you have to feel so good, I can't just fuck the prez here," Adrien groans and you catch a glimpse of his eyebrows furrowing, he was genuinely frustrated. "I just wanna dick you down and make you take it like a good boy, I wanna see how loud you canâ sorry that's corny," he bites his lip, slightly shivering from his own words. He knew you weren't like that, especially being such a goody-two-shoes; it was like second hand embarrassment from himself. He felt a twinge of guilt, a guy up to no good corrupting an angel like you.
"It's fine," and suddenly Adrien's head clears. Your reassurance was like cupid shooting multiple arrows into his heart, was he having a heart attack or was it just you? Adrien's head moves mechanically, like it was programmed to kiss you right then and there but he stops, short-circuits even. Kissing was out of the question. His relationship with you wasn't like that but oh how bad he wanted to. Adrien let's his head plop onto your shoulder, his fingers finding motivation to speed up, causing your body to straighten up.
He even adds a cruel curl to his fingers, pressing harshly against your prostate. "You're so evil," he murmurs, "Saysâ you!" You couldn't help the embarrassing moan that rips from your throat, the jerk of your body made you grind against Adrien's clothed knee, the cool fabric of the skirt rubbing against your tip wasn't helping either.
So you're stuck here, humping Adrien's knee as he fingers you from behind. Adrien slips his index finger out, leaving his middle and ring nestled inside you. Somehow, this allowed him to slam his hand deeper, pressing against your prostate once again. You could feel his breath fan over your shoulder, his back rising with each breath as his knee shifts, pushing against the underside of your dick behind the skirt. Your hands claw at his clothing, moans and whimpers spilling out of your lips.
His fingers work to aimlessly stretch you out before he pushed them in deeper, stilling them and curling them at random intervals. He was just playing with you at this point. You could feel your orgasm building but you weren't at the edge yet. Adrien seemed to hear your whines and desperate grinding, he smiles, "Alright sorry, sorry, I'll let you cum." He pulls his fingers out, groping your flesh before slapping his fingers against your hole, eliciting a confused gasp out of you.
Before you could open your mouth to insult him, he plunged his fingers into your entrance once more, fingering you as roughly as he could. His other hand that was holding you in place moved to the tent in your skirt. He smiled at the dampness pooling at the fabric, cupping the head of your dick with the fabric wrapped tightly around. The cool sensation of the fabric on your sensitive tip make you squirm, your body was unfamiliar with the feeling. Adrien clenched his arms around you, holding you still as he thrusted his fingers faster, humming at the wet sloppy sound.
You felt your eyes rolling back and your hands balled into fists, leaning on his shoulder for support. "Wâwait!" You groaned as your body convulsed from the pleasure, tears welling in your eyes as you came, the mess contained by your skirt. "That's it," Adrien whistled, letting you ride your high out as he rubbed the fabric over your tip for a bit before stopping.
"Keep this," he grinned, "I'd like to see this next time."
a / n ; my motivation is in the dumps right now TT
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innocence â modern ! coriolanus snow + reader : your friends ask you to get some drugs from the local dealer, but you never expect he would take a liking to you.
tags : 18+!!! MDNI!!! drug dealing ! coryo, drugs, praise kink, overprotective behavior, possessive behavior, porn with feelings, p in v sex, fingering, special treatment
coriolanus snow hated parties, they were loud, and the people were insufferableâ but he needed the money from the things he sold. cocaine, weed, even some ecstasy. whatever the people wanted, whatever helped support his grandmother and cousin. they werenât living in the most luxury like all the other people who held parties in these neighborhoods, so thatâs why coriolanus attended them, they always paid the most.
he typically got douchebags or stuck - up pretty girls, they both always paid him in crumpled up ones that he took forever to straighten out and countâ what a bunch of assholes.
what he never expected, though, was you, coming up to the man dressed in a korn shirt and baggy jeans with a bow in your hair as well as wearing a pretty dress. your doe eyes peered up at him when you tapped his shoulder, he turned, eyes slotting down to meet yours, âhey.â
âhi,â you hesitate, cute, âi.. do you sell drugs?â
he clears his throat, âsorry?â
âdo youââ
âprobably shouldnât repeat yourself, doll,â he tips his head up, âi do, are you buying?â
âjust for my friends, yeah,â you smile shyly at him, and he returns it.
youâre so innocent, had you ever done any drugs before? definitely not the ones he sells, maybe the weed, but cocaine or ecstasy? no, no way. if it were for you, he wouldnât be selling you it anyway. coriolanus had a certain soft spot, if you will, for the innocent girls that wander up to him at parties with their batting eyelashes and naturally pouted lips.
âalright, letâs go upstairs,â he tips his head to the stairs, chuckling when you move to give a thumbs up to your friends before following after him, âwhy do they make you ask for them?â
he suddenly moves back to grab your wrist when the halls find themselves crowded, not wanting to lose you in the sea of people, nor you lose him. you were a client, a customer, and he always treats his customer this way.
loud incorrect buzzer.
he doesnât!
coriolanus never dares to allow himself to sweeten up around his customers, or anyone, but something about your shy, deer like attitudeâ it had a wolf wanting to protect.
âthey say theyâre too nervous to do it themselves,â you finally answer when he leads you into the nearest empty room, closing the door behind you.
he finally lets go of your wrist, âthat so? what are they askinâ for?â
âcocaine,â you swallow.
âthen theyâre not nervous,â he chuckles, having to deal with his fair share of cocaine users, none of them are nervous to approach him, âwhy do you let them push you around?â
he moves to sit on the bed, chopping up the cocaine from his pocket on the nightstand next to him. he typically doesnât like when his customers stand over him, because he never knows what they will do, and he likes to be in control at all timesâ but youâre harmless, arenât you? just a little deer.
you exhale a nervous laugh, âtheyâre not pushing me around, theyâre just asking me for favors.â
he hums, eyes peering up at you as his hands absentmindedly work on the pearl powder, it was muscle memory for him at this point. âyou promise youâre not doing this shit, too?â
âi promise,â your lips tip up to a curt smile, âitâs really.. scary, honestly.â
he exhales, eyes trailing over the curves of your face before they meet the nightstand again, swiping the powdered sugar like substance into a little baggie. you watch him, almost admiring, âyeah. it is really scary, dangerous, tooâ donât want you doinâ this shit too.â
a warm feeling courses through your veins, you hardly realize heâs holding the baggies out for you until he clears his throat, you blink a few times, quickly trying to grasp the money you hadâ it wasnât given to you by your friends to spend for them, it was just your own money. how cruel.
âitâs on the house,â he quickly says, almost unaware of what he was saying himself until it finally passes his lips.
you bat your lashes at him, âwhatââ
âfree, doll, just take it,â he allows himself a faint smile.
you hesitantly reach to take the baggies, âare you sureâŠ?â
he nods, ââm positive.â
âthank you, snow,â his eyebrows furrow at how sweet his name sounds on your tongue, like nectar delivered by the kindest dove from the gods.
you turn to leave, but he quickly stands, âheyââ he pauses, eyes sweeping over your figure as he tries to figure out what to say, you probably go to millions of parties with your asshole friends, possibly with other dealers.. âsome other dealers are gonna try to rip you off, make you pay a lot for a little bitâ so just, come to me and iâll treat you good as long as youâre staying out of trouble, princess.â
âokay, i will,â you nod quickly.
âgood girl.â
âčË. ౚà§
you donât see coriolanus for a while after that night, it has been no more than a few days, less than a week but the idea of you is rotting in his brain and eating him whole from the inside out. at every party he went to, every girl with a bow in their hair (he despises that itâs the latest trend) or wearing a baby pink dress reminds him of you. with their fluttering lashes and soft smiles, god, he hates that he sees you in every one of them. he hates that you have completely plagued his entire conscience, but yet he never complains about it, not once.
sometimes, sejanus, one of the other known dealers, though he more so considers himself a look - out when coriolanus is selling, or a promoter for coriolanusâ businessâ he notices how coriolanusâ eyes linger more than usual on the women at parties, it almost makes him laugh, or tease coriolanus.
isnât he supposed to be intimidating? not a man easily falling for women.
a lover boy, thatâs what he seemed like now.
sejanus swishes around his drink in his cup, eyes falling to coriolanus, âwhatâs up with you?â
coriolanus blinks once, twice, âwhat are you talking about?â
âyou havenât blinked in like an hour,â sejanus liked to overexaggerate, âare you okay?â
âof course i am,â he scoffs, ââm gonna find arachne.â
arachne, sejanusâ best friend, albeit she talks so much shit about him behind his back. sejanus is sweet, passive, and arachne is the complete opposite. some would call arachne a maneater, coriolanus thinks of her as a conceited bitch who needs to be put on a leash. she had a tendency to run off whenever she went to parties with coriolanus and sejanus, so coriolanus always had to run after her to try and find her.
sejanus nods, offering a small iâll look too.
coriolanus allows sejanus to walk the opposite way as he turns the corner, eyes scanning each room for a brunette with a bold red lip. he doesnât find her anywhere, god, she better not be having sex in one of the rooms upstairs like how she was last time. coriolanus likes to think opening that door to that sight was something out of a horror movie.
he does find a different brunette, though, with more golden tones and curlier hair.
festus creed, of fucking course creed is here. he was another one of the other well known dealers in the area. he wasnât that well with his sells, mostly because he acts like heâs above everyone else in the worst way possible, and even allows people to pay with sex.
coriolanus heard his sex is never good.
funny, isnât it? how someone with a small dick and hardly any skills on pleasing women would offer sex as payment.
coriolanus, at least, thinks itâs hilarious.
what he doesnât think is hilarious, though, is that festus is talking to someone coriolanus is far too familiar with. glittery eye makeup, a lacy bow in their hair, baby pink dress.. itâs you.
coriolanusâ mouth runs dry when you spot him in the corner of your eye, your lips twisting into a sugar - coated grin as soon as your eyes widen, âsnow!â
you immediately move to give him a hug, festusâ searing gaze following your every movement in the creepiest way possibleâ god, coriolanus hates him. his fingers lace around your waist, tugging you close, âhey, princess.â
âprincess?â festus snickers.
coriolanus tries to ignore him, but he finds it near impossible with the words that leave your lips next, âthis is festus, my friend, do you know him?â
coriolanus scoffs, does he know him, what a joke, âi know of him.â
festus finds himself chuckling bitterly, âis that right, pretty boy?â
coriolanus takes a step, and you feel a certain mold of metal against your waist when he does, a gun, his cold lips part, âsure is.â
your eyes roam over his features, the curves of his skin when his brows collide, the way his eyes darken with malice, the grit of his sharp teeth, the flush of his jaw against his flesh as he moves it. his muscles flex underneath his baggy band t - shirt, veins pulsing. he was angry.
festusâ lips part, but you speak before him, âsnow?â
his head nods in your direction, but he doesnât say anything.
âanswer your girl, snow,â festus taunts.
âgo upstairs,â he mumbles, itâs to you.
so you do.
âčË. ౚà§
coriolanus sighs when he closes the door behind him, coming in mere minutes later. you had been sitting on the bed in the vacant room, fingers playing together, eyes glossed over in fear and pricking with tears. coriolanus wasnât the only one who carried, but you didnât hear any shots, fortunately.
âkidâs such a fuckinâ asshole,â he mumbles, cracking his bruising knuckles, âheâs not sellinâ you shit, is he?â
âsometimesââ
âdonât buy from him anymore,â coriolanus pauses, swallowing, âhe laces his shit sometimes.â
it was true, festus was messy with his work, he didnât lace the products himself but the people that distributed them to him would, he was just too lazy to even notice.
âiâm sorry,â it comes out hushed, a mere whisper, but coriolanusâ ears pick up on it easily.
his tone is softer now, âwhy?â
âi didnât knowââ
âthen donât apologize,â his head tips to the side, sniffling the bubbling blood in his nose, he inhales, pupils wide as they roam your features. a glass tear raced down your pliant cheek, and he immediately moved to carefully wipe it away, âdonât cry, doll.â
you donât say anything, merely melt into his touch. coriolanus isnât good with affection, heâs hardly had any girlfriend before and if he has, they donât last long due to his struggles with showing kindness. so itâs obvious the next word that leaves his mouth isnât one born from honeysuckle, âcocaine?â
your lips move nervously, bottom lip tugging under your teeth as your mascara covered lashes move to his frost - bitten eyes, âdo you have.. ecstasy?â
his lips drop to a frown, âwhy?â
your lips tremble when they part, cheeks heating under his touch, âmy friends want to try it.â
âno,â he swallows, jaw ticking, âiâm not selling you that shit.â
âwhat? why not?â
âthat shit is too dangerous,â he chuckles, albeit itâs bitterness, âi donât want you around that, itâs trouble.â
âiâve been good,â you reassure, hips swaying when you scoot closer to the edge of the bed, closer to him.
âhave you, now?â his thumb is gently rubbing against your skin.
âi have, i promise,â you offer, feeling his fingers move so his thumb is now moving against your bottom lip, dipping into your mouth ever so slightly.
you smile around it and his pupils dilate even more, are his eyes blue anymore or merely just sole pupil? ânaughty girl.â
then he stops, as if he had realized something, and pulled away. your lips curve downward to a frown, desperate to have his touch again, âsnow?â
âdonât,â his molars collide, âiâll hurt you.â
âthatâs okayââ
ââiâm bad newsââ
ââi donât think thatââ
ââiâm dangerous, doll.â
you hesitate, inhaling sharply, âbut you wonât hurt me.â
he doesnât say anything for a minute, âso, you want cocaine?â
you give him a careful nod, and he smiles. again, heâs being sweet.
âyou know how to chop up cocaine?â
you allow yourself a giggle, âyou know i donât.â
âiâll show you.â
and he does, his hand is gentle as it guides yours, fingers curling against the curve of your own as he crushes up the cocaine, guiding you to chop it up with the card he gave you. youâre warm underneath his cold touch, his movements experienced whilst yours are new. âhow many times have you done this?â
he shrugs, breath fresh against the shell of your ear, âa couple hundred, for sure.â
âi could help you, you know, with the business,â you offer, despite not even really wanting to.
âno,â his fingers are tighter against your skin, but not enough to hurt, âi donât want you in this business, you being around me is dangerous enough.â
âyouâre not dangerous, snow,â you hush out.
he moves closer, and you feel his gun brush against your ass, lips curving into a smile, âyou think so?â
you shiver from the touch, itâs loaded, the safety is probably off, âi know so.â
your thighs push together, he feels it, making him chuckle, âyouâre so needy, princess.â
âsnow,â you breathe out, âthis isnât fair.â
âhow so?â he presses a soft kiss behind your ear, âjust because you arenât getting what you want?â
âdo you want it?â you pause your movements.
âof course i do, i want it as much as you,â he moves your fingers so you drop the card, guiding them to his bulge, ââm just not spoiled.â
you frown at his works, fingers curving around his bulge, god, how big was he? ââm not spoiled either.â
âwhatever you say, princess,â he grits out.
you palm him so well, it nearly has him rutting against your hand, breathing getting heavier against your ear. his fingers move to trail down down your back, dipping underneath the hem of your skirt and tracing along the thin material of your lace panties. his jaw shifts, âsuch a dirty girl, wearing these panties.â
you whimper when his fingers graze along the soaked part of your panties, thick fingers brushing against your clothed clit, âpleaseâ snow.â
âplease what, princess?â you mumble something in response, but itâs nearly incoherent, more of a whimper, âuse your words.â
he moves to pull your panties to the side, now touching your bare clit, making your thighs tremble, âi needâ fuck, i need youâ inside.â
he nods, pressing kisses along the side of your neck, finding himself already pussy - drunk. it almost felt sacrificial, a sinful man dipping his fingers inside of a goddess, the way you moaned at the feeling of his finger stretching you outâ it was as if he could be confessing of his sins at any minute.
to see your hips bucking against his finger, his name hushed on the tip of your delicate tongue. didnât you know that many people wanted him dead? how many people hated him? how the police could arrest him at any second? yet you didnât care, a lamb to the slaughter, a deer in between the jaws of a wolf.
yet you were rutting against his hand, begging for more, desiring him to push another finger inâ and he did exactly that, prepping your tight cunt for his cock, âyouâre so fuckinâ tight, doll, i donât know if itâll fit.â
âit willâ it will, i know it willâ,â youâre just babbling nonsense at this point, and coriolanus wanted to be gentle, he really did, but your sweet moans, your sugary whimpers, the way he so easily pushed his fingers inside of you, the way that when you curl, your moans up a few octaves. you were so sensitive, god, were you a virgin?
the thought had coriolanus pulling his fingers out, twirling you around so he can push his fingers into your mouth, allowing you to taste yourself as his other hand undoes the belt holding his baggy jeans up. his eyes are crystalizing the memory of your tongue swirling against his fingers, sucking up every taste of your own cuntâ have you thought of this as many times as he has?
he moves his hand to take his gun before it falls, placing it on the counter behind you, his fingers move from your mouth to help him push his jeans down, your lips part, âwhy do you have a gun?â
he smiles sweetly at your words, nearly chuckling, âwhy do you think?â
ââm not sure, thatâs why i asked,â you had a certain tinge in your voice that makes him quirk a brow.
âitâs to protect myself, princess,â he pushes his boxers down, finally freeing his cock, ânow be a good girl, turn around, and bend over.â
of course you do exactly what he asks, bending over the counter so he can push your skirt up. the feeling of your innocence being stripped away right in front of you was far too good, like a cross ripped from the chain around your neck, or your holy water being unpurified. you were a cupcake with frosting on top, and coriolanus was sinking his teeth into you, rotting his sweet tooth.
his dick slaps against your heat when your legs part with desire, making you whine against nothing, âsnowâ please..â
âjust say it, princess,â he moves to rub his red tip against your clit, making you shudder, knees buckling already.
âfuck meâ f..fuck me,â you repeatedly beg.
he moves closer to press a sweet kiss on the back of your neck, bones colliding when his cock finally pushes into your cunt. you were so tight around him, squeezing him around your velvet walls. your jaw falls slack when you gasp at the feeling of him stretching you out, his lips pull tight together in a grunt, âso tight for me, princessâ jesus christ..â
his breathing is labored when he pulls his hips back and thrusts in, he goes slow at first, treating you like you were a fragile statue made from porcelain, but then youâre begging him to go faster, to go harder. your fingers graze along the gun placed on the counter, right next to the cocaine. his tongue swipes along the roof of his mouth before he speaks, âare you sure, doll? i donâtâ fuckâ want to hurt you.â
âh-hurt me, itâs okay,â you mumble out, and he truly does hesitate for a second, then his thrusts are suddenly faster, bumping you into the counter with the sheer snap of his hips. your cries sound like noises formed from a blessed harp, passed down by the gods for him to listen to, each moan getting louder and louder until his ears are ringing, until the music sounds hushed compared to your screams.
itâs so obscene, all of the things that he finds himself spitting out as he harshly bucks into you. so cute, jusâ wanna ruin you, takinâ my cock so well, that feel good princess? he canât help the way his hands snake up to your hair, tugging at the pretty bow wrapped around it, earning a frosted moan from your glossed lips.
itâs not long until youâre cuming on his cock, with him pulling out to twirl you around and push you to your knees, allowing you to jerk him off until thick white stripes are decorating your face. the white glitter, the sweet scent of your lip - gloss, now accompanied by his cum.
how cute.
âso fuckinâ pretty,â he mumbles as he tucks his dick back in his boxers, pulling his jeans back up when your painted nails move to wipe away the cum on your face, lapping it up with your pretty tongue.
you giggle sweetly, âdo you do this with all your customers?â
he shakes his head, âno, doll, youâre special, you know that.â
and itâs true, you really were special.
you were a dangerous manâs doll.
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pairing: idol bf!lee know x fem!reader
âŠsummary: Minho and you have this little game of dating in secret, but keep a completely opposite image for the rest of your friends.
⥠genre - warnings: smut, mean and soft dom minho, established relationship, enemies to lovers briefly written; fingering, mutual masturbation, edging, oral sex (f. rec.), cunnilingus, orgasm denial, unprotected sex, creampie, pet names.
word count: 5k
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a/n: i hope u liked it đź mwahmwah, i think lino has a puddin in the pic lmao so cute
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It was pouring rain outside, it was one of those rainy summer days when you really missed your boyfriend, you wanted to be in his arms watching a movie or spying through his cell phone whatever he was doing. But he was busy, he couldnât visit you so often because he spent hours at the company, he arrived exhausted at his apartment which he shares with three other colleagues and friends; plus it was that season when coincidentally the rest of his seven co-workers and best friends were more glued to him since it was when they were hard at work on their new album, so being so close to them, they usually tend to be insistent and ask in detail what he does outside of work and Minho, your boyfriend, could not risk them finding out that there is something between you.
So, amidst the heavy rain, your perfect signal fell with it; Han Jisung, your brother and one of Minhoâs closest friends sent you a message, asking you for help with household activities in his apartment, blackmailing you while reminding you that he was the one giving you money, since heâs rich and an extremely important pop star and claiming that it was one of those days when they didnât go to the company and Chan took the opportunity to put the rest of them to clean their respective apartments. You honestly didnât think much of it, going to your brotherâs apartment would mean you would see Minho one way or another, despite living in different apartments, you were pretty sure you would be able to see him.
You thought it was strange that Minho didnât tell you that he didnât go to work today, you thought he must have been busy ordering Felix, Seungmin and Jeongin to clean their rooms like little kids since it was your boyfriend who was in charge of the place. So anyway, you decided not to tell him and see him as a surprise; you dressed up perfectly, you havenât seen him for days except through facetime and you really missed the closeness and smell of your man nearby.
You left your apartment and headed to the building of your older brother and his other almost older brothers, Chan, Changbin and Hyunjin and sighed as you passed through the wide hallway, the famous hallway reserved for the eight of them, only two doors on each side of the hallway, the place where they lived, you sighed, because you knew that Minho was probably in his apartment.
You knocked on the door, where a very confused Chan opened it for you, wearing comfortable clothes, with his curls and his face totally free of any traces of makeup.
âOh, hi, Y/N, I didnât know you were coming.â
His confused countenance gradually softened into a smile. He was confused as Han had authorized your entrance all the way to his door without previously letting anyone know you were coming.
âYeah, well neither did I...â
âCome on in, weâre just cleaning up a bit.â
âYeah, I know, thatâs just what Han calls me for, apparently.â
You walked in and even Chan couldnât help but watch you as you walked by, smelling your perfume and getting slightly lost in your bare legs through your short dress; which you were wearing only for, who they consider, your enemy.
âAgh, my dear sister whoâs going to help me do the laundry and dishes, how good you look, have you eaten yet?â said in a fake and dramatic tone your brother, greeting you with an exaggerated expression of excitement and hugging you, which he never does and was just overacting and being funny.
âFuck you, Hanâ you answered him as a joke, you were really there just to see Minho and you were starting to get desperate, you wanted to run into his arms and kiss his nose exactly where he had his little freckle.
Han changed his expression to an annoyed one as soon as he pulled away from you after his brief hug, âHey, watch your mouth, Iâm older remember. Also, why are you wearing so much perfume, are you wearing makeup?â
âI canât believe you brought your sister all the way here just to help youâ Chan interjected.
âHey, Y/N, nice to see youâ interrupted Hyunjin as he came out of his room and walked around the apartment.
âHiâ you replied sweetly smiling at Hyunjin.
âShe came to see me, itâs obviousâ you heard Changbin suddenly say, who came out of the laundry room, approaching Han and you.
Changbin winked at you and gently grabbed your waist, flirting and teasing you, making Hyunjin laugh. But Han didnât find it the least bit funny so he opened his big round eyes in shock, raising his eyebrows, ready to exclaim in his typical voice:
âYa, are you out of your mind? Get your dirty hands off my sister or Iâll kill you.â
Chan laughed at Hanâs reaction, who was also joking, since he fully trusted each of his friends and knew that they were just playing around, he knew that none of the men he lived with every day would touch you and Han had a strict rule of not trying anything with you, since you were the closest to them, all the time living with them, a rule which they all respected since at least four of them also had sisters and understood the seriousness of the situation... however it wasnât quite like that, Minho was the one who dared to touch you and would fuck you every day if only you could be together all the time and, for the rest, Minho was really the last option in the list of people who would even have anything to do with you, since for them, you two are enemies and hate each other. Plus Han would never agree to you dating any of his friends, you were strictly forbidden and he reminded them of that every chance he got.
Changbin let out a guilty chuckle and walked away from you.
âWell, I was assigned to do the dishes and laundry, please help me, my room is a mess, Iâll clean that up. Iâll buy you five Chanel bags, I promise, pleaseâ spoke your brother, you rolled your eyes and walked towards the kitchen without answering him.
Hours later, the night came and you finished without a problem, you handed the freshly washed clothes to each of them, you left the boysâ kitchen spotless and went a little frustrated to your brotherâs room to see what he was doing, he had finished cleaning too, tiredly you sat on his bed, each time losing hope of spontaneously seeing your boyfriend and surprising him, so you thought about going to the bathroom to send him a message, saying you were there and that if he had the rest of the night he should spend it with you, making a little drama by reproaching him for not telling you he would have the day off, supposedly, since you knew he might be cleaning.
âIâm thinking of buying another piece of furniture and putting it in...â started to tell you Han, pointing to a part of his room but you decided not to pay attention at all,
And suddenly a voice, a sound so familiar that it filled every part of your body with excitement, you heard in the distance the typical whine of your boyfriend, followed by his manly voice in a soft whine saying, âAgh, are you guys done already? I really didnât want to clean up today, why did you guys finish so soon?â
Han opened his eyes in surprise and looked at you with a bit of fear, he also recognized perfectly well that it was Minho.
âIs that Minho?â you asked suddenly, hiding every excited particle of your body, your heart pounding as if you were a young girl about to see her crush.
âOh no⊠if you want, Iâll get him out of here before he sees youâ Han replied and before you even thought how to stop him he was already leaving his room.
You quickly stood up and went after him.
âAh, Hannie, letïżœïżœs go get some dinner and letâs all eat it in my apart...â spoke Minho cheerfully as he saw his friend coming out of the hallway but he didnât finish the sentence as his world stopped as he saw you coming out behind him.
And there he was, Lee Minho, looking as handsome as ever, in comfortable clothes and a bare face, his hair looking soft and shiny black. You had to contain your joy, feeling him so far away but so close at the same time; as did Minho, who held back with all his might a smile from his lips at the sight of you, instead, his expression tightened completely, furrowing his thick eyebrows, his thin lips pursed a little, his big eyes sharpened if that was possible, looking at you contemptuously and an irremediable tension for the rest of the guys formed in the atmosphere, they all looked at each other complicitly, amused and slightly worried, Chan, Changbin, Hyunjin and Han, moving their eyeballs quickly as they noticed you and Minho were looking at each other.
âWhat the fuck is she doing here?â spat Minho annoyed.
His tone and demeanor gave you goosebumps, just as it made your pussy throb, it really turned you on to see him upset, he looked so hot, you ran your eyes along his bare arms with your gaze, you wanted his veiny hands on your neck but you had to maintain your sanity and be tough, acting your best role, as Minhoâs enemy.
âMinho be nice...â Chan said softly.
âWith... that-her, never. Oh, and I see why you guys finished early. Thatâs unfair, you have a fucking maidâ said Minho again in annoyance.
âMinho...â your brother replied in his sternest tone and giving him a dirty look.
âActually, letâs all eat at Minhoâs, that sounds goodâ you finally spoke, walking and teasing your enemy.
âYou canât come into my apartmentâ Minho answered you, his eyes dark with desire as he saw how pretty you looked and it made him feel so good to know you were doing it for him.
You knew that look so well, so intimidating and wetting you in seconds; while for the rest it was a look of hatred and spite.
âIâm hungry, letâs eatâ Changbin added, approaching you two and gently squeezing your forearms as he saw that you seemed to have a staring contest, âCome on, maybe youâre just mad because youâre hungry.â
The story of you and Minho really was funny, you truly used to be enemies and hated each other; Minho met you when you were younger, for him, back in his trainee years, and instantly thought of you as a spoiled brat who was given absolutely everything, your voice irritated him, the way you acted, everything. You both had such similar personalities that you just couldnât manage to match each other... until years later, the big revelation fell on Minho with the intensity of a crash, he liked you, you were so cute all of sudden and he also suddenly fantasized about beating your ass to stopping you from being so badly behaved. Your start of romance was so fiery, as you were suddenly confused by his strange behavior, flirting with you while still being rude to you and, since then, a year ago that youâve been dating. And you decided to hide it for obvious reasons; although Minho had already told you that he had no problem claiming you as his own, that he loved to possess you and have you as his girlfriend, he loved the intensity in which you loved him.
And now acting like enemies in front of everyone and lovers in secret between just you two, became such an exciting game you couldnât stop, you lived for the mystery and the adrenaline of never getting caught, and when the guys started joking that âthose who hate each other end up falling in loveâ âliterally your situationâ, Minho would be really mean to you again, but he rewarded you so fucking well that you even forgot why he apologized. Sex after fake hard fights was always the best for you.
Changbin led everyone to Minhoâs apartment, everyone without truly thinking about why they followed him and the rest of the people who lived with Minho were surprised at the timely arrival of the rest of his friends and you.
âWoah, what is this? What are you guys doing here?â you watched Jeongin say in surprise as he slowly lowered the cell phone from his face.
The three of them were sitting on the couch in the living room, Felix, Seungmin and Jeongin, watching you enter with astonishment reflected on their faces.
âIt looked pretty serious the way they all came inâ Felix added smiling, âHello, Y/n.â
âYongbok donât say hello to her or Iâll kick you out of the apartmentâ replied Minho quickly.
âWhat do you guys want for dinner?â spoke Chan.
âYouâre not even invited to this house, plus Iâm still not done with my choresâ replied Minho directly to you, serious and a bit irritated.
âWhat you guys havenât done yet? Let us help you so you can finish soonâ spoke Chan kindly again.
âMinho hasnât done anything, he just kept bossing aroundâ Seungmin exposed him with a smile and pointing at him, causing a soft chuckle among his other two roommates.
âKim Seungmin, count your daysâ Minho hissed.
âA whole pile of clothes to be folded is waiting for him in his roomâ Seungmin joked again.
âShut up, Seungmin!â exclaimed your boyfriend.
âY/n should go help him, it would be fun to see them not fighting for five secondsâ commented Jeongin amused with his cocky tone and raising his eyebrows.
âNever, Iâd rather burn your clothesâ replied Minho.
âYes yes, put them both in punishmentâ exclaimed Seungmin with a huge smile on his face.
âFor all the nights they had their little fights every time we went outâ Changbin continued the joke.
Hyunjin and Felix laughed, Han and Chan watched you both with amusement.
âThereâs not going to be any more nights together because Iâm going to kill every single one of youâ mumbled your boyfriend.
You watched the scene, trying to be the strongest and hiding the immense urge you had to indeed see your boyfriend's room.
âNo wayâ Chan lifted his shoulders, âYou have to fulfill your duties...â
âOkay, okay, but who said I would agree to help him?â you spoke suddenly.
âOh, yeah, you both have to go while we order foodâ Changbin sentenced, waking over to you to gently push you.
âDo itâ you heard Han order you.
âJust because I seriously donât want to fold all those clothes by myself...â whispered Minho.
You looked at him surprised, and with a face of indignation you followed him. But deep down you were just waiting for all the drama to be over and you could be alone with him.
âWow, he really accepted her helpâ Hyunjin commented in amazement as he watched you walk to Minhoâs room.
âShut the fuck up, Hyunjin, Iâll cut your tongue out!â shouted Minho to which Hyunjin made a quick funny grimace in response.
âTry not to kill each other in there!â yelled Changbin.
You and Minho stood for a few moments near his door, looking at each other complicit and with your breathing heavy, so eager to be near each other; you watched him through the darkness of his room, diverting your gaze from his big bright eyes to the rest of his room with huge windows overlooking the city, his room was beautiful, after all he was part of a very important group and maintained his reputation by having a luxurious place to live in... and almost at one end of his bed, a pile of clothes waiting to be folded. There were few times that you had entered Minhoâs room as privacy was very limited.
You were both waiting for the boysâ attention to be diverted elsewhere and, Minho recognizing and hearing that they finally managed to get distracted, he locked the door. Minho knew them so well and recognized perfectly when their attention was diverted to something new; their loud voices ceased softly as they were heard lower with his door closed and he without wasting any time, grabbed you by the hips, pulling your body to him.
You smiled broadly, once again with every particle of you excited to finally have him near.
âI missed you so much, baby, you look so good todayâ he spoke to you sweetly, leaning into you and kissing you.
You couldnât answer him, your whole body went warm as you felt his lips on yours, you both missed each other madly and wanted each other immensely, so quickly the kiss became desperate and lustful, his sharp nose rubbing against your face, your hands wrapping around his neck and stroking his hair; Minho hugged you, leaving his hands on your back and slowly leading you to his bed.
As you bumped against the edge of his bed with your legs, he slowly let his body drop, making you fall onto his bed gently, both of you breathless, lewd with the temperatures of your excited bodies, Minho wanted to make you his now and you needed your boyfriendâs affection so bad that your weak pussy was so soaked and needy for his touch. Minho moved away from you a little, only to pull up your dress and reveal that you were only wearing your panties underneath it, you noticed his disapproving look, still he said sweetly:
âSettle in, princess, make yourself comfortable, so I can touch you better.â
You stirred a little, getting comfortable with his pillows on your back and Minho kissed you again, positioning his body over yours, sticking to you to the point of feeling his swollen hard erection rubbing against your sensitive center, he was kissing you so passionately, getting even for all the nights he had to spend it alone, when he had you as his girlfriend and he was partly able to come and see you, you taking care of him so well. You moaned softly as you felt his cock grinding into your pussy and, Minho being himself, he began to gently ram into you, rubbing and squeezing his member into your needy area, rubbing against your clit, causing you to lubricate yourself more and every muscle in your pussy to throb hungrily for your boyfriendâs cock.
Your groans were held between his lips, but Minho was fucking you slowly and torturously, moving his nimble hips against your pussy, leaving you so wet.
You both caught your breath, Minho watched your face slightly illuminated by the nightâs exterior reflected in the window. You gasped, still watching him lovingly, placing your hands on his cheeks.
âI missed you too, Minho.â
âI know, sweetheart, sorry I was busyâ gasped Minho breathlessly, enjoying his cock being compressed against the friction of the fabric of your panties on your pussy.
He moved his hand down to your pussy finally, pushing the fabric of your panties aside, reaching down to your entrance and smiling smugly as he noticed how incredibly wet you were. Minho bit his lip and inserted two fingers deep into you, making you moan and the sound of his fingers immersing between your lubed cunt.
âI want to fuck you so bad, princess, c'mon, ask for it, kitten. I loove to hear you beg, you know that, donât you?â
âAhh, mmm, M-minho, p-pleaseâ you sighed excitedly, his fingers were tickling a sweet spot in you.
You wiggled your ass gently, aroused to have your boyfriendâs fingers working on your sensitive vagina and exploring your insides, as you reached for the hem of his shirt, gently lifting his simple white t-shirt, stroking his abs; Minho smirked again smugly and abruptly slid his fingers out of you.
âYou want to touch me too, donât you, kitten?â
Minho drew a half smile on his face to which you only nodded in a trance, completely lost in the incredibly hot and sexy atmosphere created between you and your boyfriend. He hurried, taking off his shirt and quickly pulling down his shorts and boxers, exposing his very well erect cock, you could appreciate how needy he was too, detonating his veins and his pink tip covered by shiny white precum. You almost sighed, wanting to have fun in so many ways with your boyfriendâs cock, so almost reflexively you directed your hands towards his member, stroking it to feel its stiffness, causing sweet gasps to escape from Minhoâs lips, you looked at him, in his face captured pure pleasure, so you wanted to get up, change positions and suck his cock, but he stopped you instantly, also almost reflexively.
âAh, ahâ spoke your boyfriend in disapproval, pushing you off your shoulder, âBe a good girl and do whatever I say and want, okay?â
Minho darkened his gaze more and said it in a tone so intense and demanding but being gentle with you that it made your body tremble in excitement, you bit your lip and nodded.
âNow, stroke my cock and cum in my fingers like a good princessâ he spoke again, his dirty words made you throb again, âBut... let me see a little bit your pretty body...â Minho licked his lips and abruptly sought a way to pull the straps of your dress to expose your chest, âYou always look so good, babyâ Minho let his gaze linger on your bare breasts and then came closer and kissed you again.
You were so distracted, blinded by the incredible pleasure built up in your body, busy with your mouths joined, your hands in stroking up and down his cock and, as soon as you felt again the tickle of his fingers touching your pussy, your hairs stood on end; Minho without stopping kissing you, inserted in your entrance three of his fingers, making you gasp at the sensation of your entrance stretching. He moved his kisses down, down your neck, his hot breath hitting your sensitive skin, until his mouth reached your breasts, licking them, sucking them and biting your nipple, while his hand on your pussy fucked you and his thumb caressed your clit, getting his hand and the thin fabric of your panties you were still wearing wetter and wetter.
âWe need to discuss later why you only came in that tiny dress, in panties and no bra, to an apartment full of men, youâre such a very bad kitty, you need a little punishment, but you feel so good right now, I wanna make you cumâ Minho said, exasperated and excited in your ear.
He was so aroused too, desperate for an orgasm as he felt your hands skilfully but a little clumsily touching all over his length, stroking his glans, his testicles, feeling every inch of him, which dick you were internally screaming for by wanting such a member to be in you right now, but you couldnât deny it, you loved the way your boyfriend liked to play and entertain your pussy, ramming it with his fingers and crushing and stroking your needy, throbbing clit. Minho gasped loudly, so close to his orgasm whose he took the decision of delaying it himself, he wanted every drop of his cum inside you, so runny and thick drops of his precum fell on your bare abdomen; his cock was so swollen and throbbing and you felt it in your hands that, in a whimper you practically begged him:
âM-minho please fuck me, I need you.â
Minho smiled.
âThen cum to your first orgasm in my hand, sweetie, you can do it.â
He, being pushed to the limit by your caresses on his cock, sped up his movements in your cunt, desperately fitting his fingers deep inside you, enjoying your walls in his digits, the softness of your throbbing clit on his fingertip. You whimpered loudly, staring into his eyes, arched your back, so ready for your orgasm, every muscle in you squeezed with intensity.
âAre you about to cum, kitten? Do it now, come on.â
âOh, ffuckâ you squealed with a shaky voice, catching one last glimpse of Minhoâs handsome face with a smug little smile, before your vision blurred and you rolled your eyes slightly back.
Your legs tensed, you squeezed his cock slightly tighter, only to release yourself in orgasm, squirting into his hand, just as he desired.
âGood girlâ Minho commented smiling.
He withdrew his fingers and in one swift movement, slipped your panties off and without warning of anything, brought his face up to your pussy, licking your sweet liquid sliding down your hole. You moaned at the sensation of his thick hot tongue, of his lips sticking to your pussy to slurp hard from your entrance to your labia, feeling his high bridge nose rubbing against your core, Minho left his hands on your thighs and began to eat your pussy, raising his piercing gaze, watching with joy your body struggle with your heavy breathing.
This time you enjoyed every movement of his mouth on your pussy, his kisses, his soft bites, the intense sucking and licking; you were in paradise, his pace was hot and slow, little by little speeding up the way he ate your pussy, Minho was enjoying it too, getting harder on his dick, causing a little pain to his erect cock hanging in the air, in need of attention, screaming to cum, but the slight pain was turning him on more, he loved pushing himself to the limit, making you enjoy only you as you deserve it, besides he had this idea or theory, that he didnât deserve to cum as he wasnât being the best boyfriend these last days, he missed you and felt guilty for not being able to come to see you, and that you had to be the one who was looking for him.
Minho again sensed your orgasm so close, your gasps rose, honestly the noise didnât bother him, the walls were thick and his friends were being ten times louder in the living room of the apartment. So he suddenly stopped having his mouth on your pussy, roughly wiped his face with his dry hand and got closer to your face.
âDonât cum yet, princess, I need to fuck you nowâ he whispered, giving you a sweet kiss on your cheek.
You saw him in confusion, you couldnât even groan because you instantly realized that you were finally going to have his cock inside you.
Minho repositioned himself again, took his member and began to tease your wet and needy entrance, stroking his glans into it, sliding it in so gently and just enough to get your hole dilated, but he would pull it out again. You whimpered with excitement and desperation as you perfectly recognized the game your boyfriend was playing.
âYou want it donât you?â he said amused with his typical smug smile as he saw your needy body and countenance, your pussy made a beautiful mess, your length so shiny from your wetness and his licking, your entrance resenting his tip inside you, âSo needy for my cock.â
You whimpered, his broad tip slipped out of you and this time he grind your labia with his erection, rubbing himself on them.
âY-yes, Minho, please, please, please.â
âOnly because Iâm the best boyfriendâ he replied haughtily.
Minho slowly slid his cock inside you, you gasped, he was big and wide, squeezing your walls hard and stretching your entrance. He sighed, almost feeling a relief as he felt his cock around your warm core, he pulled his body closer to yours, wanting to feel your body touching his; he was so deep inside you that he almost took your breath away, still, he began to thrust you slowly, never leaving his depth and intensity, moving his hips to take you to the limit, caressing your cervix, and his balls rubbing against your exposed pussy. You tightened your legs and encircled his body, while your hands rested on his strong back, you both began to pant, his slow deep thrusts heating your lower abdomen, torturing you but sending you to heaven itself at the same time. Minho kept a pace that only he knew how made you go crazy, slow, then he accelerated fast, pounding you hard. You dug your nails into his back, you were so close to your orgasm; Minho sped up the movements of his cock in you, but as he felt your walls squeezing his member hard, he couldnât take it, he gasped loudly in your ear and ejaculated, milking him dry every drop of his cum in an intense orgasm. You felt his cum instantly, your legs also squeezed his body tighter and you whimpered loudly, cumming again and covering your boyfriendâs cock in your so intense orgasm.
Minho left his head on your neck for a few seconds, then distanced himself and watched your pussy image after the action.
âSo sweet and all mineâ Minho said, looking down at his cock sliding out of your core, dripping the glorious orgasm of both of you in a glistening liquid; he moved closer to you again, to give you a sweet kiss, your mouth was dry, from moaning and breathing by it, but quickly Minhoâs soft lips ceased any sensation, âI love youâ he whispered into your lips, bringing your foreheads together.
You smiled, about to answer him something cheesy, but Minhoâs doorknob turning sharply and banging on his door alerted you a little.
âDinnerâs ready, why is the door locked?â you heard Seungminâs voice shout from the other side.
âLinooâ you now heard Changbinâs voice shout, âAre you okay?! He must be dead already.â
Minho sighed in frustration, âThese idiots...â he muttered, catching his breath near your face.
âââââ-
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Mon Petit Doudou
Pornstar! Charles Leclerc/Pornstar! Reader - 7.4k
here it is!! enjoy! please reblog and share and all that lovely stuff! getting your comments makes my day and seeing how excited everyone was for this made me super happy :)
uhhh anyway. Might be a bit inaccurate, I'm not all that well versed in BDSM stuff so if anything is like... a super negative connotation within the community that's inaccurate (besides one character who has bad etiquette for plot reasons sorry)
anyway lmk what ya think lmao
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He was too beautiful to be doing something like this for a living. With those bewitching hazel eyes. The effortlessly styled hair. His athletic build. The sweet slur of his accent as he lowered his voice to a sultry level when he talked to you.
But werenât you as well? Wasnât that why you fought so hard for your anonymity? That was why you had only ever allowed your mouth or lower to be seen in any stream or video, combined with the concealer that hid away any tattoos or marks from the prying eyes of those who watched you pleasure yourself on camera. Why you never wore your glasses to any professional shoot. It became a necessity to dress so differently on and off screen.
So why did it feel so weird now? Two of you, the same profession between you as you discuss plans for your⊠collaboration. Charles smiles at you. Stubbly beard and white teeth, a bit of the foam from his coffee clinging to his mustache. Perfectly styled hair as though heâd just stepped out of a convertible. You know you look similar. The soft cardigan slipping off your shoulders. Exposing the delicate tattoos of rue on your upper arms that circled your biceps and danced up to your shoulders.
Herb-of-grace. Purity. Innocence. How ironic for you, considering what your profession had turned into. From a part-time job to a serious career that often ended up having better benefits and more money.Â
Charles leans forward, whispering something in French you donât quite catch, making you frown as he cackles, leaning back. Other tables at the cafe look at the two of you, and you can see the adoration in their eyes. You look like the perfect couple. In a way, you are, just not a romantic one. A spoiled rotten sub and the protective, sweet dom.
âI think you should let them see the tattoos, no? I think they would like it,â Charles says, shit eating grin on his lips. âWhat does the rue flower represent again?â Because he damn well knows what it means, he just likes to tease you.
âYouâre impossible,â you take a steady sip from your cup, looking down at the journal that youâd brought to jot any ideas or notes down in. âYou are aware of that, right?â
âBut the people like it.â Charles leans back with a shrug. âSo. To continueâŠâ
If only the other tables were close enough to hear any of your discussion. To hear the things he was suggesting. But you couldnât even protest against most of his ideasâ they were appealing. Sponsorship deals that both of you had been offered. Not only would your audience like it, but⊠well, you would enjoy it as well. You canât help but the little smile that makes its way onto your lips when he nudges you under the table with his foot.Â
âDonât play footsie with me,â you kick him back gently, making sure to just brush his shin. âWho said it was my foot?â
âHar har.â You roll your eyes, but Charles kicks you again, and you canât help but laugh with your head tilted back. âAnd was that your foot, this time?â âWouldnât you like to see, hm?âÂ
The rest of the video series is figured out pretty easily. The safewords, plot, whoâs going to edit the videos (Max will. Heâs one of Charlesâs buddies who youâve seen edit together the most filthy things from previous collaborations and blending everything together with a straight face while sucking on a fancy bendy straw leading to a tall can of Red Bull). Youâre comfortable with it all, even asking if Max would be willing to let you use the straw for your water bottle during filming breaks when shooting more traditional videos.Â
âProbably not. Heâs very protective of it,â Charles says sagely, watching as you just doodle loops and loops of ink into your journal. âDo you still use the same brand of concealer? Just so I can have it on hand. The other bottle you gave me expired.â
âAh, no, ended up having a bad reaction with it the last time I used it,â you scratch your neck and shrug the cardigan back on. Covering up the twin rue tattoos. âIâll text you the new brand. I can bring it, too, because itâs a bit pricyâŠâÂ
âDonât worry about it, I can get it.â
âYeah?âÂ
âOf course,â Charles looks down at his phone when you text him the link, frowning more so about how you had thought youâd even need to think about buying it. A bottle of your matching shade is ordered by the end of his sentence. âYou know that.â
âTattoo seals are also a good thing to use,â You turn to reach into your bag, missing the way that he traces over the leafy, flowering tattoos on your shoulders. You push a few of the little stickers across to him, and he raises an eyebrow. âDonât have to worry about replacing or cleaning the sheets, then.âÂ
âHm. My smart girl,â His praise falls easily from his lips, and he doesnât miss the way your gaze seems to soften for just a second after it. âIâll let you know,â Charles snaps a picture of a few and pushes them back towards you. âStream in a few days then? Donât forget the collar, mon chou,â
You just laugh, leaning back in your seat while finishing your tea. Like you havenât been discussing an upcoming scene that will take place in your next shoot with your dom over coffee. How youâll split the costs and whatever monetization comes from the videos, while also letting him spoil you with the tea and pastries you love. Itâs almost like a date. Perhaps in another life, it would be such an innocent thing, and not the planning of a semi-niche porn live stream.
Charles trails kisses down your neck, letting his stubble brush against you, chuckling as your skin flushes, leaving a wake of goosebumps and heated skin under his lips. The camera is on, but you donât exactly see it, most of your face is pushed out of frame with how youâre lying across his lap.
âAre you going to be good, mon chou?âÂ
One of his hands rubs softly on your back, while youâre laid across his lap. Youâre face down, and you know youâre positioned in a way so that the viewers will be able to see all of your body. You squirm gently, and nod, trying to tilt your head back so that youâll be a bit closer to his face. You lay so that youâre facing away from the camera. Your tattoos have been carefully covered with a mix of concealer and tattoo patches. Itâs warm, and you feel safe, your mind fuzzy as you slip into subspace. Your hair falls in small waves around the duvet, like a halo.Â
Sitting comfortably against your neck is your newest collar. A lovely burgundy leather with brass d-rings and pressed eyes that have been carefully polished to shine. A few pendants hang off the D-ring, little gifts from Charles to you. The inside of the collar itself is lined with soft velvet, made to stop the skin from chaffing. Admittedly, Charles had splurged on it for you, wanting you to have only the best as he worshiped you.
âUh uh uh,â His hand moves to cup the small of your back to stop your squirming. âDoudou, they want to see you. Donât move so much,â He looks over at the screen, where a few messages are beginning to pop in. A few donations pop onto the streamâs overlay, displayed for all to see, along with the chat on the side, displayed by one of his other monitors.
ugh sheâs so cute (âŹ5) Is that a new collar? Looks so cute on her!! (âŹ10) awww!! sheâs getting so excited!! happy to see you both <3 (âŹ20) Such a good girl, listening so well already (âŹ5) Make her answer the question. Give a sub an inch and theyâll take a mile. (âŹ50)
Charles frowns at one of the more recent messages in the chat. Very rarely did he ever need to punish you for being a brat or acting out of turn. Whenever he did do this, it was always scripted for the viewers. Played up, and a rare event that usually came after a request was put in for it, along with a substantial amount of money. But fifty euros is nothing close to what would substantiate any punishment, so he brushes over it and smiles at the chat as more tips and excited messages drop in.
âOh, mon chou, theyâre so happy to see you again,â Charles whispers, watching as the viewer count starts to grow as people tap on the notification that youâve both gone live. More comments in the chat pour in. âYes, sheâs been so good lately, havenât you, ma moitiĂ©?â
He runs a hand up and down your back, and then gently squeezes the swell of your ass. You squirm a little bit again and make a needy noise rather than answering.
Make her answer. She seems like a bit of a spoilt sub, needs a reminder of whoâs in control. (âŹ50)
The message donation floats on the stream overlay for a few seconds, before being replaced by more donations. The chat is a mix of more praise and excitement along with a handful of confused â???â about the last donation message. Itâs the same username as the other donation that had confused him a bit. His mouth quirks down into a frown before he quickly masks it with a little smirk as he looks down at you. Â
âDoudou, have you been good?â Charles whispers softly in your ear, leaning down to ask you. His stubble brushes over your skin, and he gently rubs your lower back, encouraging you to speak. âThey want to hear your sweet voice, bĂ©bĂ©.â
âUhâhuh,â you mumble out, starting to squirm again. âBeen good, sir.â
âYes or no, bĂ©bĂ©,â Charles gently reminds you, his touch still reverent around your skin as you lay across his lap, stomach facing down. âI know you have, but our lovely friends watching you donât.â
âY-yes, been so good,â your voice is soft, and his heart melts. Charles is already a very soft dom towards you. Never pushing. Never raised his voice. He doesnât like using any crops or toys that can verge on pain. Thatâs just what the relationship between the two of you had become.Â
sheâs so cute!! Aaksfhasl so so good for us!! I just wanna see her cute little face (T^T) Sheâs so eager to please!!Â
The chat is a blur at this point. Mostly compliments for your good behavior and how eager you appear to be to start the steam. Lovingly, Charles rubs your back again. Kisses the top of your head, and then gently starts to finger you open, prepping you for what youâd both discussed for todayâs streams.
âThereâs a bunch of toys weâve gotten today,â Charles leans back to grab the little basket of toys, reading out their names and the slightly dry sponsor segments he knows he has to read. He lifts each one to show the camera, and you press your legs together with a whine as he reads out the descriptions the sponsors had given him for each toy.
He tilts his head back to laugh a little bit at your desperation and softly kisses the small of your back.Â
âYou should have seen her the other day,â Charles looks at the camera, while you let out little squeaks. Youâre still on his lap and trying your best to keep still as he gently pumps in and out of you with his ring and middle fingers. âShe was so good. Even when she had a plug in.âÂ
Hot hot hot omg
You squirm slightly at his words. Whining softly. Staying as still as possible just like heâd told you, lost in the sweetness of subspace. The tip of his middle finger brushes against a very special, spongy spot inside of you that has you keening into the duvet on Charlesâs bed.Â
âOh? Did I find something?â Charles feigns disinterest while curling his fingers to press just a bit harder into your G-spot. He reaches with his other hand to grab the camera, wanting the chat to have a good view of your folds clenching around his fingers tightly. When he pulls his fingers out, they glisten with your wetness, and your sweet hole tightens around nothing. âLook at you, so responsive for me,â
He brings himself to a slower pace, no longer thrusting his fingers in and out of you with the same rigor as he had minutes before. You wiggle your rear at him again, craning your neck to look over your shoulder at him with a little sigh, your pleading look invisible to the camera. Just as his lips quirked into a small smile over your sass, another donation popped up just as he pressed the camera back onto its little stand.Â
What an indignant little thing. Put her in her place, hopefully this helps you grow a pair. (âŹ100)
Charles holds back every childish instance to flash his balls to the camera just to specifically show this donor that he does indeed have a pair, and a rather substantial set at that. You whine again, and without really thinking, he brings his palm down onto your left cheek, the one closest to the camera. Itâs not too hard, and it sounded worse than it actually was. You let out a little yelp, and still, your hands fist in the duvet covers even tighter, looking over your shoulder at him with wide, shocked eyes.Â
âYou know better than to whine, youâll get what you want,â Charles' gaze softens, and he already feels a bit of regret for spanking you without warning. The collar around your neck shifts a bit, some of the pendants hanging off the D-ring jingle together from how youâd jerked your head back to look at him. The little bell on the collar chimes sweetly, and soothingly, Charles continues to rub your left cheek, leaning down to softly kiss you out of frame. You whine, and he swallows all your noises, before leaning back in, looking at the camera while lovingly soothing the skin where heâd smacked down.Â
To some satisfaction, he canât see any new donations from that particular donor. Heâll make sure you feel nothing but loved, with the two hundred euros the person had dropped on it. Charles just smiles again, letting his hand still on your lower back, continuing with the stream as planned.Â
An hour in and heâs had you nearly cumming on one of the rabbit toys sent to you. Itâs smooth, and the actual toy part is a lovely mint green color. A very nice one, with several different speeds used to keep you squirming and whining softly under his touch. Small sighs of ââSirâ pleaseââ and âChâCharlesââ fall from your lips ever so often, and he even manages to coax a loud moan from your lips, which the chat goes insane about. When you do climax, you donât even have the where-with-all to try and warn Charles. And he doesnât even mind, heâs always been happy to just let you chase your own pleasure and highs.Â
You whine, slumping against him, feeling him pull the still-vibrating toy from your folds. Your clit is puffy and engorged, and the chat loves to see how you whimper as Charles brushes his fingers through your folds, holding the camera close to give everyone a good view of your still-twitching cunt.Â
so pretty now give her another!! Her whines omg Good Girl <3 (âŹ25) Such a cute little sub Wish i had a dom to take care of me like she does waaaa
Despite himself, Charles smirks, knowing his face is out of view while he gives everyone a good view of your slick heat. The donor whoâd been provoking him hadnât said anything in a while. He grins at every little noise you make, especially with how you whimper at his touches, still sensitive. But you donât move awayâ you know youâre safe, and that heâd never do anything to harm you. You have safewords for that exact reason, and youâd never had to use them outside of practice scenarios Charles would make you do just in case.Â
He settles the camera back onto its stand, tilting it down so that the stream can also see a bit of himself. Heâs shirtless, wearing a pair of gray sweatpants that hang low around his hips. The waistband of his boxers is visible, showing off the V-line of his lower body, and the happy trail of dark brown fuzz that crawls up his torso.Â
âDid you like that one, mon chou?â Charles croons, moving so that he blocks the view of the camera, purposefully hiding your pretty face so that you have a bit of time to reposition yourself. âHmm?â
âMhm,â your voice is dreamy, and your head lolls uselessly to the side as he strokes your cheek. âSâgoodâŠâÂ
Thereâs no need for you to call him âsirâ at this moment. He doesnât even really enforce the title, itâs just something that slips out occasionally while he takes care of you. Itâs adorable, in all honesty, the way that you talk when heâs truly gotten you into the hazy, carefree state that is your subspace, never so much as raising his voice when talking to you. Thatâs his brand. Thatâs your brand. Just a needy sub and soft dom pairing that verged on Charles having an obsession with you cumming and feeling safe while heâs there.Â
The rest of the stream goes about as planned. Charles tries a variety of new toys on you, ranging from a dual-purpose clitoral suction toy that doubles as a dildo to vibrating anal beads that you are not much a fan of, but let him try them on you for the sake of experimentation. It all comes to the grand finale of Charles then having you bounce on his lap as you ride his thick cock, your walls clenching around him as you whine and wail out pleas for him.Â
âThatâs it, mon chou, youâre being so good for me, always so wonderful,â Charles squeezes your waist, guiding you up and down on his lap as you whine out a sound that might be his name. The camera has a wonderful view of your back, zoomed in to specifically see the way he slides in and out of you. Your cream covers his cock.Â
You lean against him, your forehead on his shoulder as you gasp and pant. He can feel the way youâre loosely gripping onto his shoulders, not strong enough to scratch his skin, but certainly hard enough to remind him that you were here, if the warm wetness of your cunt somehow didnât.Â
âWhere do you want me? Where, mon chaton?â Charles whispers against your head, and he is rewarded by you looking at him with a hazy glance, just for him.
âI-inside,â you whimper, trying to lean against him further, trying to get him to press his face against yours, stopped only by the fact that he needs to keep your face out of frame.
So he gently moves so that both of your faces are out of frame, his stubbled cheek against yours. Thrusts growing more rapid until you clench around him, trying to milk his cock for anything he may give you. He finishes a minute after, twitching inside of you, and breathing hard as he comes down from his high. In the back of his mind, Charles imagines his cum settling in your womb. Making a baby. Seeing you grow round as the months passed, needing help with simple things. Perhaps it would have if it werenât for your implant and his vasectomy. Just precautions of the trade.Â
Gently, he pulls himself from you, still panting. He brings the camera closer, giving the viewers a good look at how his seed trickles from your folds, mixing with your release.Â
hot!! Eeeek!! breeding kink breeding kink Sheâd look so fucking cute all round with a baby Give her a baby!! (âŹ20)
Charles pauses the camera feed for a few minutes, gently wiping at your core with a warm cloth and praising you endlessly as you mewl helplessly. The chat feeds into his little fantasy. He thinks about you as his housewife. Coming home from a normal office job rather than a studio shoot with other people. Kissing the rue flower tattoos on your shoulders lovingly, while his hands come to hold the little bump of your pregnant belly.Â
But with a shake of his head, itâs gone. Because that isnât your relationship with him. So he turns the camera back on with you settled in his lap, wearing a pair of his boxers and one of his hoodies. Youâre curled up happily, face nuzzled into his shoulder, hiding everything away from the cameraâs view. He can feel you placing almost sleepy kisses on his neck, along with the contented sighs youâre making.Â
As is the normal routine, Charles thanks everyone for their donations, while also allowing viewers to make requests in the chat. Answering questions about the little break from any streaming and videos the two of you would normally do. This is usually when more of the donations sweep in, much bigger ones. The notifications are delayed, and his eyes nearly bulge out of his head when he sees one rather large donation come through.Â
Iâd like to commission something of the two of you. Iâll be reaching out to your business email after the stream, just to ensure that this tip doesnât bounce. (âŹ800)
Itâs the same username as the donor who had dropped âŹ200 earlier in the stream. Part of Charles feels incredibly uneasy over whatever this commission could entail, simply based on the comments they had made in their previous donations.Â
But if they had been able to give over âŹ1000 in a single streamâŠ. Which was nearly a third, if not more, of the total donationsâŠ
You shift slightly in Charlesâ lap, bringing him back to the present. Youâre still lost, he can see that by the distant, glazed-over look in your eyes. What you need right now is a good bath, a bottle of water, and something to snack on while he massages the knots from your back. You can talk about the possibility of something like a commissioned video later.
âThatâsâŠ. Hm, weâll have to see about that, wonât we, bĂ©bĂ©?â Charles grins, pressing a chaste kiss against your forehead, before bidding farewell to the stream, and turning off the camera. The donations still pour in for another thirty minutes, and thatâs when Charles gets the light ping that everythingâs done downloading, right as heâs gotten you to finish a bottle of water. He sends it to Max immediately, whoâs already gotten the rough outline of how the video should look. Charles will go over to his apartment tomorrow to work on the specifics of what everything should look like, and then send the link to you for final approval to post. Knowing Max, the Dutchman is likely just starting to wake up as the world is going to sleep. Heâll probably have a mockup done just as the sun starts to rise.Â
For now, Charles turns his focus to you, watching as you slowly munch on goldfish crackers, as if deep in thought. Itâs funny, really, youâre so lost in your thoughts and somewhat spaced out still. But when you look at him, he can see the little grin on your face as he walks over to you. Letting you curl into his embrace.
âYouâre all sweaty.â
âMm. I was fucking you rather hard near the end.â
That makes you giggle, and you look up at him with a mischievous little grin. âYou also spanked me.â
âI did.â Charles swallows a bit of his guilt down. âAre you sore?â
âNo. It was⊠just unexpected.â You fiddle with the strings of his sweatpants, and he plays with the hair at the back of your head. Itâs domestic and sweet. It could be a scene from the everyday life of any young couple. Charles feels like heâs in the wrong for wishing it was. âIt startled me a bit. Nothing bad.â
âSorry.âÂ
You just shrug, and let him help you out of the hoodie. With the utmost care, he peels off the tattoo seals. Wipes away the concealer. And helps you into the shower, washing away any of the stubborn bits of makeup that insisted on staying behind. The rue flowers bloom under his touch, and without really thinking, Charles kisses them, his lips trailing around your shoulders and upper arms as if heâs worshiping some idol.Â
Itâs the most intimate thing someoneâs ever done for you. And Charles realizes he may have just crossed a serious line, looking back at you like a deer in the headlights as you stare at him over your shoulder, with a mildly sleepy gaze. His hands start to shake.
âWhyâd you stop?âÂ
The way you tilt your head is sinful. That someone so innocent and willing to give and submit your body to him also looks at him in such a way. Asking such obvious questions when you already know the answer. Entering a relationship because of your shared profession with him could be catastrophic. You both work in such a niche of your industry when it comes to the kinks and roleplays youâre willing to work through that both of you would be screwed if feelings got in the way of your work.Â
âBecause we shouldnât take it any further,âÂ
âWhat if I want you to?â
Charles nearly chokes on his surprise. The water is still warm around him. Your hair still has the conditioner in it, just soaking on your scalp as you wait for him to help you wash it out.Â
âThatâs a bad idea. We shouldnât.â
âBut you were just kissing my tattoos.â Your brow furrows. âThatâs hardly the porn we normally shoot.â
âItâsâ itâs not about the pornââ
âThen ask me out.â You say it so plainly. As if itâs that easy⊠and maybe it is. âI like you.â
âWhat?â
âI like you. You seem to like me.â
âI do like you!â Charles blurts out. And then blushes violently, his pale skin turning a vibrant pink-red as he starts to rinse the conditioner out of your hair, making you turn away from him so he doesnât get any of it in your eyes. He still feels guilty for spanking you without much warning. âBut donât you think this could be weirdââ
âI think it could be nice.â You sigh, leaning into his touch. Entrusting him to put you back together after breaking you apart. âDonât you?â
He canât bring himself to speak after that. Drives you home. You watch him from the window of your apartment as the rear lights of his car fade away.Â
The moment Charles is out of sight, he goes to Maxâs flat. Pounding on the door hard until the disgruntled Dutchman opens up. He can hear Daniel moving around somewhere in the apartment, talking to one of the cats as Charles stands dumbly at the threshold of the happy coupleâs home.
âWhat?â
âI think Iâm in love with her,â Charles blurts out, and Max just scowls further.
âMate, I could have told you that!â Daniel calls from deeper in the house, as Max pulls the panicked man inside, making him sit down in the cozy living room. Maxâs computer set up is pushed into the corner, with a cat tower beside the desk. Sassy currently sleeps happily on the highest little bed, while Jimmy weaves through Danielâs legs as the Australian offers a slice of pizza to Charles. âWhat finally made you realize?â
âSheâ she told me to ask her out. Waitâ does that count as her asking me outâ?âÂ
Charlesâ voice grows more frantic, and his hands go to his hair as he starts to pace in the living room. Both cats watch him go back and forth, while Max settles at his desk, opening the file to start editing.Â
âWho cares? Do it. Youâve been making moony eyes at her for the past year of working with her.â Max grumbles, clearly unamused by the drama of it all.Â
âWe make porn together!â
âSo? Thatâs how I met Max.â Daniel tilts his head, at which point Jimmy does the same. The Monegasque frowns at him. âDidnât stop us.â
âYouâre both gay.â
âOuch.â Maxâs stoic tone is somehow cutting, even when heâs focused on the screen, pulling up the video Charles had sent to him, and then the outline on the other monitor. âI donât see how that changes anything. The only difference is that I was Danielâs editor rather than costar.â
Charles flops onto the couch. Daniel just looks down at the man, before looking over his shoulder at his boyfriend. âAnd howâd you respond?â
âWhat?â
âHow did you respond to her asking you out?â
His face goes blank, and a look of realization dawns on his face.Â
âI panicked?â
âHow badly?â
âI keptâ okay I responded pretty badly,â Charles admits, and then groans right into his hands, rubbing his face in frustration. He keeps thinking about how heâd kissed your tattoos. Had he inadvertently made you feel like you could ask that? Furthermore, were you really, truly asking that, or were you still somewhat caught up trying to be a good sub?
Images of you sleeping in his bed as the morning sun rises conjure up in his mind, followed by cooking together in the kitchen of his flat, and he canât help but groan angrily at himself for letting such a fantasy with someone who he could call his coworker appear in his mind at this moment. You, smiling up at him with that coy grin on your face as you sit across from him at the cafe, brushing your foot against his shins while sipping at your cup of tea. Your feet up on his lap while reading a book on his couch, pure domestic bliss.Â
âFuuuuck,â Charles just keeps his hands on his face. âSheâs gonna hate me.âÂ
âSheâs not going to hate you,â Daniel tries to comfort him. âJust tell her you need time to think about it.â
âNo butâ I was also sending mixed messages,â he mumbles, and he hears a long, drawn-out sigh from both Max and Daniel. âI was kissing her shoulders. Iâ I couldnât help it, I felt bad, I kinda spanked her without warning earlier in the streamââ
âGross.â
âI know! But this one donor was getting so pissy about how she was respondingââ
âIâm sorry, you let someone who was watching and imagining touching her dictate how you were actually touching her?â Daniel raises an eyebrow, and he folds his arms across his chest. âDude. Youâre her dom, not to mention how many times youâve been with her. Why would you get so possessive then?â
Maybe he is a bit possessive. Last year, during a studio-based shoot when another dom had been too rough with you, using your blindfold to practically drag you around the set, and spanking you much harder than he had originally implied he would, Charles had immediately cut the camera and kicked the man out of the room, not even letting him get dressed. Heâd gone straight to your side after that, checking you were okay for nearly an hour before even considering letting the filming start again.Â
That had earned him a bit of a reputation as possessive over his subs, you in particular. The lack of collaborations with any other actors certainly hadnât helped much either, with your last one being with Daniel almost half a year ago, and that one had been a cuckolding video, where he had posed as the husband watching his wife getting fucked and bred by another man, not even touching you throughout the process besides a scripted kiss at the end.Â
Now, Charles feels like he is 1.) the stupidest man on planet Earth and 2.) just passed up on an opportunity that you had presented him on a silver platter. He stares up at the ceiling as Daniel looks down at him. Maxis typing away in the corner, and makes a little âhmâ noise, likely getting to the part of the stream where heâd spanked you.Â
âWow. That sounded bad. Didnât leave a mark though,â Max hums, and then starts to type again, before making a much more distressed noise. âNo fucking wayâ Dani! Itâs the fucking guy again!â
âWhaâ really?â Daniel dashes over to look at the screen while Charles stays on the couch. âUgh. What a fucking creep.â
That piques some interest.
âWhat?â
âYeahâ the guy with the weird dono? Total creep. Tried to commission me into some weird, non-con roleplay. Wanted to do a solo stream for just him, totally ignored all of my rules for that stuff, and outright told me to âJust suck it upâ when I used the safeword for some of the shit he was saying about me.â Daniel shivers, and for a moment, Max looks like he wants to strangle the man until his boyfriend squeezes his shoulder. Charles's blood runs cold.Â
âWhat?!â Charles looks over the username again. MattiaBinn. âJesus fuckingâJe le tuerai moi-mĂȘme pour avoir voulu que je fasse une telle chose avec elleââ
âEnglish, Charles.â
âIâll kill him myself,â Charles growls, and starts to march right towards the door, âI need to talk to her right nowââ
âOr maybe we need to give her time to cool down,â Daniel reaches towards him, holding onto his shoulder and pulling him backward. âShe probably still needs some space and to take care of herself after the stream, regardless of how much aftercare you did with her.â
Part of Charles hates that Danielâs right. Another part of him says that no, you should be letting him take care of you. Thatâs what his job was as your dom, he was supposed to take care of you and make sure you didnât experience sub-drop. You deserve only the best, and right now heâs not acting like that. Quite frankly, heâs being a bit of a self-righteous prick about his own feelings for you.Â
His phone pings with a notification, and out of pure irritation, he considers silencing it, until he sees itâs an email from a frankly disturbing email address. From: Mattia Binotto. Subject: Commissioned Private Stream.
âOh, putain de merde,â Charles groans, and quickly scans through the email. Itâs exactly as Daniel described. Non-con, harsher treatment, and quite honestly, the opposite of nearly everything Charles did as a dom and that you would agree to. Infuriatingly, your business email has also been sent this. You text him not a second after heâs done scanning it.
Did you also get this?
It seems⊠uhm, interesting.Â
Attached is a screenshot of the email. Youâre awake, at the very least. Alert enough to be checking your business email. He texts back quickly.Â
Iâm not doing any of that.
Thatâs not the shit I do. Fuck.
âŠokay.Â
Sorry, you seem to be in a bad mood.Â
Itâs not your fault
Please donât blame yourself for any of this, mon doudou
I kinda feel like it isâŠ
I didnât mean to push any boundaries or make you upset about this
I am sorry, Charles.
Charles wants to bash his head against the wall because now he feels like utter shit for making you feel guilty about his own stupidity. Just as heâs about to text you back you send him a goodnight text. When Daniel glances at the screen he visibly winces.Â
âYeah. Iâd give her some space.â
Space turns into a week. Instead of the normal collab stream, you do a solo one. Charles ends up watching it. Youâve got an array of toys behind you, most pretty pastel colors or swirling abstract designs that make an odd pit settle in his stomach at the idea of them bringing you pleasure rather than him.
Youâre currently fucking yourself on a dildo heâd gifted you, shaped like⊠certain sweet treat. It was meant to be a bit of a gag giftâ the name of it was called the banana split, for Christâs sakeâ but seeing you fuck yourself on it made him groan, palming the hardness in his pants as you gasped and whined. You were wearing one of his hoodies too, muffling your little noises into the sleeves. And the chat was loving it, encouraging you to keep going.Â
And then the fucking donation showed up from that fucking prick Mattia.
Needy little thing. Do you think you deserve to cum? (âŹ50)
The robot voice that read out the message had you whining, and you momentarily pause, before slowly lifting your hoodie to give the cam a better view, showing the slight bulge in your tummy from the toy resting inside of you before you started to bounce up and down on it again, rutting your hips forward as if that could provide some respite for the high you were chasing.Â
âY-Yesâwanna cumââ Your face is hidden, as per usual, just off-screen, but at the very top, he can see how your chin wobbles a bit as if youâre currently panting with an open mouth, âPlease please please pleaseââ
Hold it. Not yet. Needy little sluts only get what they need when theyâre good. (âŹ50)
Rage bubbles in Charlesâ stomach. Who the fuck did this asshole think he was, first of all, calling you a needy slut, and then acting like you were his to take care of. Charles makes a note to ban him from both of your chats as soon as this is over.Â
He can tell by your posture that you look startled, and the chat mixed. Some are telling Mattia to fuck off, while others are encouraging you to listen because Charles isnât there. You whimper, confused, and Charles nearly screams, sprinting to get to his keys while the stream continues on his phone. He knows how insane he must look, having porn very audibly playing on his phone, but he doesnât care, not as he starts his car and calls you. He can hear the phone in the background of your stream, and you whine even louder, the wet sounds of you fucking yourself on the toy pausing.
âFuck, doudou, pick up,â Charles groans, his driving becomes more and more reckless as he gets closer to your apartment. âPick up!â
The sounds of your stream seem to pause, and thereâs a rustle as you move, hopefully reaching for the phone andâ
Did I say you could do that, slut? Or are you too stupid to listen to directions? (âŹ50)
Charles roars as he hears you let out a pathetic whine, followed by sniffles. How dare Mattia insult you like that, how dare he make you feel unsafe when you should be feeling nothing but safe and loved. He was going to find him. He was going to find whoever this Mattia Binotto was and beat the tar out of him.
âMâsorryâ wanna be goodââ
âYou are good,â Charlesâ mouth is dry, right as he pulls outside the front of your flat, with a half-assed park job thatâs likely going to get him a ticket if he stays there until morning. âYouâre so good, mon petit doudou, just hold on,â
Youâre not being good now. Apologize, you useless little slut. No wonder your dom isnât here. What a spoiled little sub. (âŹ50)
Charles fiddles with the lock, searching for the spare youâd told him about, hidden under a fake rock right off of your stoop. He opens the door, nearly forgets to close it behind him, and screams out your name as he tears through the kitchen.
Find your biggest toy for me. And show us how badly it hurts. Do it if you want to be good for me (âŹ50)
When he manages to get to your room, youâre startled by his sudden appearance, and so is the chat. Thereâs a new, much larger toy positioned under you, the tip just brushing against your folds. The first thing that Charles does is cut the camera. The next thing he does is end the stream. A final donation, clearly placed before the stream ended appears on the screen, all the notifications from the tip jar making a discordant melody with your hiccuping sobs and Charlesâ panting.
The donation makes him see red.
Fuck yourself. Slow. Let me hear you cry. (âŹ50)
You let out a whimper, shaking, as you sink onto the toy, only to be scooped up by Charles. He doesnât give a shit that heâs knocking around the toys and is probably making his possessive reputation worse. Heâs not going to let you hurt yourself because some fucking pervert got in your head, and heâs furious that youâve fallen for the same manipulation he did.Â
âMâsorryâ mâsorry, I wanna be goodââ
âYouâre so good, tu es si bon pour moi,â Charles croons, rocking you back and forth, holding you close as you cry into his chest. âIâm here. Iâm here. You donât have to do any of that. Let me take care of you.â
It takes nearly thirty minutes to get you to stop crying. You keep your face pressed into his shoulder, shaking as Charles soothes you, humming softly to you. He speaks in French, knowing that you enjoy the way his voice sounds when he speaks it.Â
âCan you tell me where you are, Doudou?â
âIn my bed,âÂ
âWonderful job, so smart for me,â Charles praises, kissing your forehead softly. Your grip tightens on his shirt, and he can feel a small huff of air against his skin when you breathe out. âAnd whatâs my name?â
âCharles. Youâre Charles.â You murmur. âHow did you get in hereâŠ?â
âSpare key.â He shifts so that you can look at him, one of his hands coming to cup your cheek. His thumb brushes under one of your eyes, the skin sticky from tears. âI was⊠I was watching the stream.â
âOh.â You lean against his chest, letting him stroke up and down your back. You nuzzle into the collar of the hoodie. Charles presses his nose into your hairline, inhaling your scent, while keeping his lips against your forehead. âSo youâŠ.sawâŠâ
âHeâs banned. Itâs the same guy from the commission email.â Thereâs a hint of rage in his voice, which fades the moment your nose nudges under his chin, dislodging him from your hairline.Â
âThanks.â He can feel the curve of your lips turning into a smile as you nuzzle into him further. âMy hero. Taking care of me, even when youâre upset.â
âIâll always take care of you,â Charlesâ voice catches in his throat at the admission, pulling away enough to look down at you. You, smiling up at him with that coy grin on your face, and a sleepy look in your eyes.Â
âIt could be nice,â You murmur again, shyer than before. âYou and me, couldnât it?â
âI think it could be more than nice,â His lips are so close to yours, enough so that he can feel your breath against them. Charles has been balls-deep in you. Has fucked into you until you cream around his cock and sobbed out his name. But this is quite possibly the most intimate thing heâs ever done with you. âReally, really nice.â
The taste of your lips on his is divine as he holds onto your waist with one hand, and cups your face with the other. You giggle when he pulls away to catch his breath, and before he can even stop himself, heâs grinning and pressing you into the bed, blowing a raspberry against your cheek just to hear your shrill laughter and feel the butterflies in his stomach that appear every time you laugh around him.Â
âMon petit Doudou,â He canât stop the grin on his face as he kisses all over your face, looking down at you with nothing but adoration in his eyes. Your hair is fanning around your head like a halo. Your smile is infectious. And he can see a few blooms from your tattoos under the neckline of your hoodie. His hoodie. âMine, mine, mine.â
âYours, yours, yours.â You respond, curling into him happily as the two of you lay in your bed.
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Oooooooh the hair and the shine on the armor are gorgeous!!! I'm in love with your color choices!
Hermit a Day May: Day 2, Xisuma, Personification of Void!
I had SO much fun with this one!! The iridescent hair was inspired by @/Kingscourthouse's wonderful comic. And here's his full portrait without the text and background:
#pants optional in this pantheon#good for them#he's so iridescent even on the âdullâ surfaces#also the star decorations on his hair#remind me so much of an accessory i like to use#on my silly mobile dress-up game that i definitely have never spent real money on#anyway beautiful shashwammy great job!#xisuma#xisumavoid#hermitcraft
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